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I love your post about Jimmy's reaction to y/n coming out as trans! ^^
Do you think you could do one where Jimmy catches ftm y/n humping a pillow? maybe they can be dating or something too?
hellooo sorry for the delay on this !! ive been sick with the literal plague or something -_-
genre: smut
word count: 1.3k
warnings/content: reader is pre op but on testosterone, tdick mention, degradation, humiliation, dry humping, mutual masturbation, voyeur jimmy, edging, jim cums on your face
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Strenuous, is one way to describe working on the Tulpar.
Sometimes, you'd have to completely redo a routine inventory check because you, or someone else miscounted the supplies. Not to mention how pipes are always bursting, the engine overheats more often, gauges don't provide the correct information; common malfunctions due to the ships old age are the bane of your existence these days.
With all the stress piling up, it was only natural for you to crave relief, to rid your body of all its built up tension. Unfortunately, your boyfriend was too preoccupied with his own job to fuck you. You also didn't want to ask, for fear of being annoying, even though Jimmy would never pass up an opportunity like that.
Still, you decided to leave him unburdened.
You rut against the pillow between your thighs, tdick grinding into the plush material, sending hot jolts of ecstasy through your core. Your juices have already soaked into the fabric, leaving a visible damp spot under you. It was pathetic of you to neglect your duties so you could hump your pillow like a dog, but you simply couldn't focus on doing anything else. That's not good for your work ethic at all.
You knew everyone was too busy to come looking for you, but it still made you anxious to know that anyone could walk in whenever they pleased and witness you in this position. Of all places, it made the most sense to install locks on the doors to the sleeping quarters, but the Pony Express higher-ups aren't too bright, you're noticing.
Regardless of the risk, you couldn't find in in yourself to care enough to stop. You've already begun, and if you stopped now, you'd go the rest of the day just as hot and bothered as before. It only makes sense to finish the job.
Soon, you're not even worried about the lack of security in your tiny room, as you near your much needed release, your whines becoming harder to conceal under your palm. Your legs are trembling, the taut coil inside you ready to snap at any second, you just need a little more–
The mechanical door, your only shield from prying eyes, opens before you can react, or even think about attempting to cover yourself.
"Hey, Daisuke wanted to as–"
Your boyfriend freezes, now as stiff as you are, blinking a couple times in bewilderment at the sight of you; body glistening from a thin coat of sweat, cheeks flushed red, pillow rubbing against your throbbing dick, eyes wide in fear and embarrassment. You were a little relieved that it was just him, but in the back of your mind, you knew he'd give you hell for this. He'll definitely use it against you in the future.
"Jesus, fuck–" Jimmy closes the door behind him swiftly, so no one else can barge in and lay their eyes on you. His arms are crossed as he approaches you, looking down on your shaking form with a look of total condescension, which makes you shrink into yourself with shame even further. You stammer, but you can't seem to put together an articulate sentence.
"This is what you were doin'?" He scoffs, "Instead of helping out 'round this piece of junk, you're in here being a whore?" He sounded annoyed, even angry with you, although it was probably a guise, just to make you feel even more humiliated.
"I– um– I'm sorry, I'll–" You start to inch your way off the pillow, keeping your head down in shame, before he grabs the hair on the back of your head without warning, forcefully yanking down on it to turn your neck upwards. "Didn't tell you to stop, did I?" Jimmy's tone turns low and salacious, "Nah, you're not gonna stop 'til I want you to."
"Jim..."
"Jim what?" He mocks the whine in your voice, "You got yourself into this, and now you're gonna rub that little dick of yours 'til you cum all over the same pillow you've gotta sleep on tonight."
Swallowing down your shame, and the last of your dignity, you tentatively begin to rock your hips back and forth once again, still just as sensitive as before. He's watching you like a hawk, making you feel somewhat self-conscious, like he's judging you. "There you go. Not so hard for you to be a slut, is it? I think it's the easiest thing in the world for you."
Jimmy's degradation only fuels you on, soft whimpers leaving your throat no matter how hard you try and hold them back. "You're damn lucky I was the one who walked in here, and not someone else. What would they think of you?" He unzips his coveralls down to his hips, the semi-hard outline of his dick already visible through his underwear. Jimmy strokes his growing bulge as he watches you dry hump your pillow, continuing to taunt you. "You aren't that quiet, y'know. They probably heard you moaning like a bitch by now. I think you might've wanted them to."
You frantically shake your head. Anyone else discovering you in this state sounded like an absolute nightmare. "N-Nooo..." Your voice wavers.
"Hm. I find it hard to believe that." Jimmy takes his cock, now fully rigid and erect, out of his boxers, pumping himself right in front of your face. "You don't get to be a whore for anyone but me, you know that? Must be hard, not being able to take whatever cock is offered to you."
Your dick tingles, pulsating with arousal at his words, his borderline insults. You feel yourself getting close to your peak again already, so close to the orgasm that was ruined when Jimmy barged in. Your hips stutter, unbearable pressure quickly building inside your core. "J–Jimmy, m' gonna–" you gasp, your sentence trembling just as much as your body.
"Not yet. Not 'til I say you can." Jimmy grunts, stroking himself vigorously, gripping his shaft in a way that makes you afraid he may tear the skin clean off. "Jim, plea–" "Shut up." He cuts off your complaints. "You'll cum when I'm good and fuckin' ready."
It takes an excruciatingly long time for Jimmy to be 'good and fuckin ready', your pillow is damper than ever with your slick, which also coats your inner thighs and ass. You're soaked, aching more painfully than you've ever felt before. Tears prick your eyes from sheer overstimulation as you cry, "Please, Jimmy, it hurts..."
His cock twitches when you snivel below him.
"All you do is whine," he grits, "Learn how to be patient for once. You're too spoiled."
It's not until his heavy balls tighten, and his hand begins pumping with a rapid ferocity, even moreso than before, signalling how close he is to his own release, does he put an end to your torture.
"Fuuuck– shit, yeah– go ahead and cum. Cum all over yourself right in front of me, you little fuckin'– nghh– bitch–"
The most intense orgasm of your life washes over you at his command. It takes every ounce of strength you have left not to scream, and you swear your vision goes white, your body overwhelmed by every little sensation. You're barely able to come back to your senses before you hear a low, animalistic sound rise from his throat, and feel hot ropes of his cum spurt all over your face, some getting in your hair. You grimace, one eye squeezed shut so the bit of fluid dripping dangerously close to it doesn't blind you.
Jimmy tucks himself back into his pants, and with the dumbest, most self-satisfied expression plastered on his face, he gives you a couple pats on your cheek. "Clean yourself up. Daisuke needs you for somethin'."
And with that, he promptly leaves the room, and you, to take care of yourself.
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#chat is this anything. im tired#mouthwashing x reader#jimmy mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing x reader#mouthwashing jimmy#mouthwashing jimmy x reader
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do u think either charles or erik had trouble coming to terms with their love for one another?? like religious guilt, internalized homophobia, etc.
Many such cases really … not hard to imagine them dealin with that …
#snap chats#erik might depend tho. depends on when he realizes hes in love with charles#before going Full Magneto i can imagine SOME internalized guilt but post prob not#under the whole ‘why be ashamed of what i am in ANY regard’ and all that#charles def probably has a worse time dealing with feelings of guilt#tho thats just charles in general being in love with someone i fear fjOWDJAKS#i cant imagine gender has anything to do with it tho. just charles Being Charles#hang on im sitting here thinking about it now#i think charles and erik wouldnt DOUBT the love they have for each other just- again depending on what era of erik this is- may be hesitant#magneto erik reads more as Bitterly in love with charles do you know what i mean#like ‘i love you and its painful i love you because of how incompatible we are now’ type shit#charles got that tired divorced-but-still-in-love dad energy about him towards magneto#fuck i was supposed to talk about their First Feelings Of Love im so off topic djOAZJSJ#my brain refuses to think of them younger than their thirties im so sorry let me try again#yeah no i could see them both accept the fact they have feelinfs about each other but for one reason or another not act on it#esp if they were with gab at the time. Oops. its kinda awkward now#in THAT RESPECT THEN i can see charles feeling conflicted and a little guilty#ditto on eriks part if he acknowledges charles’ feelings for gab#but without gab in the picture? i could see charles making a move and not being so ashamed of himself#maybe. after some time together i do see charles making the first move#would erik reciprocate and admit his feelings in that moment ? maybe not. give him like. a day or two tho diOEDJSJ#i typed all that bullshit for nothing sorry i put the answer at rhe very bottom we know how i am at this point#see now i just imagine charles talking to erik about accepting his queerness and erik getting snooty#like No Erik Im Not Saying This So You’ll Date Me I’m Saying This So You Love Yourself or something to that tune#and charles is truthful in that hes all about helping others accept themselves. and thats exactly why erik falls harder in love with him 😔#and then they make out sloppy style the end
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concept you are the prettiest skill in the whole thought cabinet. ive drawn xer like. ten miscellaneous doodles and im trying to figure out which ones to finalize or if i should draw another one. (<- also procrastinating on finishing drama's coloring lmaooo)
#chemi chats#voliart#conceptualization#not tagging this fully its just scribbles and thoughts hjgkjg#honestly im procrastinating on finishing ANYTHING at this point its all just silly sketches central babey im verrryyyy tired <33#she's fun shes still challenging but xe's so fun to draw <3 girl you're so fragonard l'escarpolette <333#anyway gotta cook rice then i'll get back to it
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Fucking FINALLY!!! You acknowledge that you don't actually know Silver's character at all, just the pathetic fandom bastardization of him that nobody likes!!! Nobody actually wants to read your dumbfuck little "headcanons" and "theories" about a character you could never understand!!! You constantly infantilize him and mock him!!! You're not his fucking "dad" you're just a pathetic braindead loser and I hope someone gets sick of you and kills you so we never have to read your stupid embarrassing posts ever again
ok man! this is a normal thing to say to a stranger on the internet for sure
anyway im going back to playing Rival Stars now. anon i hope you get well soon
#rabbit.asks#im too tired for anything this jackass said to hit me as hard as it usually would lmao#i post my posts for me and people who are like me. i never claimed to be the Only Person Who Understands Silver#and i also am not going to apologize for liking the things i like#anon hate tw#<- just in case#silver the hedgehog#also for what its worth im not turning off anon over this i have people who like to chat with me but are anxious. i want them to still be >#< able to do that!
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being daigo in january 2017 was probably the happiest month of his life because he just got out of jail Again for a crime he didnt commit Again and he's probably thinking how he has to keep running the tojo clan if he wants to respect kiryu even though hes """""""'gone""""""""" or whatever and then some bitch with the newspaper in his ear like 'the governor's trying to evict us what should we do' and i can only imagine the LOUDEST sigh of relief this man had to internalize as he began to flesh out his two-year plan then and there
#snap chats#no one touch this post fuck you im drawing this at some point but im too tired but i still cant stop chortling about it#like i just know daigo was tired as balls so imagine getting THAT kind of out from it all .......#NO MORE GUILT ABOUT IT HE GOT AN EXCUSE NOW#Oh Noooo The Governments Telling Us To Fuck Off :(( I Dont Think Theres Anything We Can Reasonably Do But Dissolve#genuinely the nicest thing aoki ever did in his entire life was give daigo an out of this sisyphean existence and he didnt even know#he just wanted to be a big ol bitch boy and accidentally made daigo the happiest man on earth#ending this post now before i think of IW's plot and get annoyed again vjlkJLKAJVAL GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE#AND ALL THAT PLANNING WAS FOR FUCKING NOTHING /SORRY/ IM STILL BITTER#IM GOING NOW FR BYE STAN DAIGO
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You know how wild it is to see comments on YouTube of children going "i subed. im 7"
I did not interact with the YouTube comments until I was a teenager. I have made a grand total of less than 5 comments. Because I'm a pussy who was scared of saying something stupid and having the internet show up at my door to shank me. Yknow. Exactly what I was taught would happen.
And I stare at these comments and I think to myself
'If you knew your address, you would've posted it.'
#INTERNET SAFTEY#WHY DID NO ONE TEACH THE CHILDREN INTERNET SAFTEY. ITS BASIC SHIT. MONITER YOUR CROTCH GOBLINS FUCKO.#god i hate people#do not talk to me until ive had my coffee but its 1 am and i dont drink coffee#basics: dont post your private info online#whats private info? your NAME. your AGE. your TIMEZONE ISTG STOP SAYING YOUR TIMEZONE IN TWITCH CHAT-#your COUNTRY. your STATE. you CITY.#DONT TELL PEOPLE INFORMATION THAT THEY CAN USE TO FIND YOU. IT ISNT THAT HARD#mother fucker#im so tired#its 1 am#like. ok. story time.#its fine if its like. private chats with people you trust and consider a friend#im talking public#big servers with 100s of people on discord#up on your tumblr blog#TWITCH CHAT. WHICH IS RECORDED IN VODS. IT DOES NOT VANISH.#YOUTUBE COMMENTS#also twitter! very very public (even if i dont use it)#insta! dont use that either but its also public!#i post what time is it for me cuz 1) this is a very populated timezone and 2) im not a minor#this is about the minors specifically#less about 15+ yall know how to ask for help but 14- gotta be careful#and anything less than 13 should not comment personal shit on anything ever wtf why#anyone not in double digits shouldnt comment PERIOD#you can engage without commenting. i watched so much skydoesminecraft and ihascupquake and dantdm as a kid#i just didnt comment and moved on to the next video#its literally so simple#hell middle school was the first time i interacted with a fandom#no regrets
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dont do this past me. dont do this. i know you wanted to make some angsty parallel of powder telling vi to wake up. this is NOT the time to be completely infatuated with thinking about caitvi as teens crossing paths. IM YELLING AT YOU FOR THIS. these notes are so gross.
yeah and what? do you ever think about caitlyn knowing how to deal with wounds like i do. do you ever think about caitlyn being around tobias all the time like i do. her picking up how to treat patients and little bits of medicine on the side of enforcer weapenery because he treats them.
no. you dont understand. they just robbed jayce but she doesnt know that. its canon adjacent!!
or should i say... canon ad-jacye-nt... no?
powder having to relive a similar experience as her mother but with vi. nono i shouldnt. anyway haha.. what if, you know? what if i was evil like that.
#i should sleep because i am unwell about caitvi crossing paths as kids ur honor#finding this in my phone at 3am#obv vi lives DUH#im just like dumb for cait taking care of vi sorry chat im useless#...wait are enforcer guns lethal#anyway#this probably makes no sense#im so tired#is this anything#maybe ill write about this tomorrow. someone come into my inbox to ask about it#theres no real plot???#i forget what this even was supposed to be
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i’m not on this website for one damn day and some top tier bullshit goes down
the actual audacity of some people, holy fuck. to feel comfortable saying something so deeply cruel. i hope whoever said that - and the people who support it or won’t denounce it - never have a cool side of the pillow again. i hope your socks are always wet. i hope you stub your toe at least once a day every day for the rest of your life. i hope every pencil you try to use breaks. i hope you always feel like you have to sneeze but never do. but mostly i hope you find it in yourself to stop being an asshole. because none of what you’re mad about is real, but the way you make people feel is.
#I’m not even touching the Tommy’s too gay thing right now because it’s homophobic and others have tackled that better than i could#but outside of my friends (aka the chat) i never wanna see that ship on my dash again im so tired#im going back to my corner where people are normal about fictional characters#and we can clown around without actually being clowns#because this is some evil clown behavior#get off the internet and get a real hobby you weirdos#I’m not tagging this as anything but if you know you know
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I’m like Johnny Truant in the tags of every goddamn post I make or reblog on this site and I’m not apologizing. If you want me to apologize come over to my house and you can talk to the minotaur about it
#House of leaves#im literally going insane these days I should go back to journaling but I’m also afraid of how far off the deep end I’ll go#Literally I am losing it and I’m being serious#I’m so fucking tired of being lonely and being left out and not being able to make connections#Sometimes I feel as if im doing things without realizing and no one is telling me about it#Other times it feels like I must have something incredibly wrong with my face or body and no one will say anything#People make plans and don’t bother to ask me if I want to join and then when I find out there’s a group chat that all my friends are in#Except me and when I asked if I could join I was given a bunch of reasons that were frankly bullshit why I couldn’t join#Are they talking shit about me? I know everybody there it’s not like I am a stranger#Am I just a stranger in this world as I unllikeable? I try my best to be nice and charitable but what am I missing?#Do I black out and say things and do things? Am I more mentally ill than I know?#The only reason (or one of the very few) why I stay alive is because of my horses because I know they would miss me and I already feel bad#Not seeing them everyday#I’m tired of being the odd one out I’m tired of being entertaining when necessary#I don’t want my only friends to be horses because it further alienates me from the rest of society and I just want to be accepted I’m not#Looking to fit in I just want connection and friendship and I can barely seem to manage that#Maybe I’m just not worth it.
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tosses out a plotting / starter call for briar moon.
#𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐂. / out of character#rolls into bed#i may also dig up a prompt tomorrow#im too tired to actually write anything tonight tbh#but i would love to chat and plot stuff out with him u v u
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when a fellow artist appreciates what you have to say about their art but their art is in a museum and your art is on the fridge with a little smiley face sticker on it
#NBDKHDKDJ SORRY IF YOU EXPECTED ANYTHING OF ME 😭#MY ART IS... SIMPLISTIC. AND JUST HAS A HAPPY LIL VIBE TO IT#yeah yeah holy shit two cakes or whatever but it's a little funny#when one cake is rendered in beautiful 4k and the other cake is clip art#both are worth something and both were fun to make but. god *]^+%+^]+{{+{*=#chat#ok BED TIME FR!! i keep stumbling across stuff or getting sent stuff IM TURNING MY PHONE OFF#im so tired today was a lot augh#work was... so busy. for absolutely no reason#and tomorrow is gonna be busy too but way more fun#i might have something cool to post soon...#if not this week then FOR SURE next week bc next week is spring break#im not in school but my mom wont be babysitting so we'll get [thing] done 👀
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i really wanna see movieverse james's charles cry during sex..... and well krakoa charles too... i just think charles in general cries during sex but erik too idk maybe they just have sex and then both just stop at some moment and start crying
fam i think you just wanna see someone cry ..... thats ok ...... cryins good ..... let the feelins out and whatever ...
#nsft#snap chats#jalwjalwkj good morning#i just got back to my dorm and now im gonna take a like twenty minute nap becaue i have class in less than two hours but i am TIRED#it was so hard driving on the road chat i kept thinking bout the fact that if i died no one would know#well maybe. maybe people wuold realize once i stopped posting for once 💀#'snap missed a day of posting Literally Anything' 'oh so hes definitely dead then' that'll be the sign ..#anyway. morbid thining aside. ill see you all in twenty
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accidentally making all of kim's skills fantasy creatures. Kinetic Dressage is a centaur, Volta do Mar is a siren/angel thing, and now Vice is a genie. this doesn't make sense for his character!! stop this immediately!!
#ourgh!! kim would have skills that look more normal than harry's i think. more wispy than anything. but no. we got a horse. ourhg.#its because dressage refers to a horse competition!!! and volta is about returning from the sea!! and vice is keeping wishes trapped!!#and its SYMBOLIC BUT ITS NOT FITTING FOR KIM!!! RAUGH...#it would be funny and i could make it work somewhat if i make it so all the skills think they're so fucking normal. theyre all these#mythical beings but theyre like ''no dont think about that. we're normal. don't look at our wings and hooves and shit we're so normal.''#but still no. it feels wrong. i dont know what im doing u-u i have to think about what makes sense for him and this isn't doing it justice#ourgh. i want to make them eccentric enough to be skills but i dont want them to be like. too fantastical. it just wouldnt make sense#its not in character for him!! most of harry's skills are all more human-like than this. orugh this is so hard :']#originally these had much more self-deprecating tags but i realized it's probably because its late and im tired so im cool im chillin.#chemi chats
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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..
#ash rambles 💚#negative#part of it is definitely the weather#it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed#but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today#im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up#and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see#me as more than a friend and other stuff like that#i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and#i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that#if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore#what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked#to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s#just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me#being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO#I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot#and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as#though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and#i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA#holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always#bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles#(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if#I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later#i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..
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ughh why do i have to have njghtmares about them
#in it i was fighting w him over text and then hetm gangsd uep on me#sorry uemin so tired#i have been having a hard time being labelled a quote unquote cheater when i very strongly feel like thats not what happened#and it bothers me knowing that they get to justify their side and avoid responsibility by calling me that#when again. we were literally broken up when i sent that text to the wrong chat#and to be even more fair to me it was the lightest thing of all time it was playful kissies and lovings#like all of this is so wack. like to be labelled that while doing something so small while we werent even together#the drawing stuff is literally normal . ive done that with my kther friends before i even met sable. you are ridiculous#like it just aggrivates me because thats such a sticky smear to put on somebody especially when thats not even what happened#its so overblown and i think thats on purpose to have one last thing to justify your side#and ignore the fact that he was not the best partner to me and stressed me tf out all the time#like how am i a cheater when i played by your rules the whole time we were together#because of how insecure you are. uou let your insecurity become your reality#and i realized how much more taken care of i was with angelo and how naturally we flow together#its so natural to talk to him he is what i have needed. i would be foolish not to pick prince charming#over someone who i felt only fed me stress and anxiety and worry about everything including potential addiction issues#knowing theyre bipolar. knowing they have bpd. participating in dangerous behavior all the time#i feel like calling me a cheater when thats not what fuckin happened is just to handwave away wtf you did wrong the entire time#if i actually cheated id have been slobbering on angels meat the whole time like im sorry#id have been doing spins on it and gagging on it every night but the thing is i didnt#i stayed loyal to you while with you and confided in them as friends while you continuously demanded time from me#that wasnt organic and it was forced half of the time . god i hated playing shit with your stupid ass#so fucking monotone always wanting to do the same shit no variety and always getting upset and throwing tantrums over the smallest things#n then when that behavior once again gets put on me and i get more fucking stressed yeah i turn to my other friends#that arent anything like the other friendgroup because they dont do shit about anything and dont really gaf about snything#except for their own problems#and i confide in the other group because they actually show that they care about me. they relieve stress for me like friends are supposed 2
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okay it’s been about a week since i got a kudos email and they’ve been sporadic for much longer so i have two choices, bang out and post a quick silly ficlet out in the hopes someone somewhere wants it OR start chewing fiberglass. at this point the latter is looking pretty good
#the validation the validation the validation…………….#I haven’t been writing a lot at all lately. i don’t know why but it feels like every day is packed full by Nothing#and an inability to do Anything#i want to do things but i just end up sitting at my desk or on my bed doing jack all#i know I’ve just got to kick myself into gear again I know i have to just try harder to be human instead of just human shaped#but oh my god im so tired. jesus im tired#aster chat
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