#celeb x you

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can u do angst with auli'i plz?

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

Warnings: mature themes— mentions and descriptions of terminal illness and death

I don’t write requests for celebs here, just their characters. For more Auli’i x fem! reader fics, or to request these, visit my Wattpad (@/multinovels)

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Inspired by:

"Heaven's not ready for you; every part of my aching heart needs you more than the angels do"

— Joanne, Lady Gaga

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"Hello, love!" Auli'i grins, holding up her little digital camera to record you, "Where are we at, baby?"

"Hi." You chuckled, smile mirroring hers, "We...are at Disney World. Because they have a new ride and you were invited."

"We were invited."

"Yeah, well...you're the Disney Princess. I'm just tagging along, babe."

She laughs, "We're gonna have so much fun today."

"Yes, we are." You nodded eagerly.

The smile doesn't leave her face, "Let's get dressed, and get our day started, yeah?"

You've been together with Auli'i for about five years now and for the last three, thanks to her best friend's hobby of vlogging, you've started to pick that up— capturing little moments of your days, be it a mundane night-in or a slightly more exciting trip to wherever the job takes her or your hearts desire. You usually were the one recording, and she was okay with it because they were just little glimpses of your day. But sometimes, she was the one to pick up your camera to record, also having the same habit as you did over time. You were beyond lucky, not having to worry about too much of how to afford them. Because she never let you, in her own words, she was 'making bank' and was able to let you both experience and explore so much of the world together.

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"Babe, look!" You gasp, grabbing her wrist, "It's you!"

"Aw, it is me." She smiles, it was evident that she was, despite not showing her face on camera at the moment, "You guys. That's me. That's Moana. She looks great. Oh, my God, should we get it?"

"Oh, we should!" You gasped, excited, "It's the last one?"

"It's the last one here. They might have more in the back if you guys want to choose." The tour guide confirms.

"It's okay. This one looks good, we'll just take this one." Auli'i decided.

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"You guys— we're homeeee." Auli'i squeals, "Today is day one in Hawai'i and we are super excited. It is so beautiful here, this place never fails to amaze me."

She flips the camera around to record you, "And that's y/n. Still being all pouty about being woken up early. Good morning, baby."

You glared at the camera, sulking, but soon started to laugh. "Good morning, you."

"Come onnnnn, we're in Hawai'i." She zooms in on your face, grinning, "I'll make it up to you later."

"You said nine-thirty."

"It is nine-thirty." She says.

"No, it's not." You said.

It was 9:27, so, close enough. You were just trying to be a little playful with her.

"I'll make it up to you~" She repeated herself.

You smiled, "Hi. And hi to the camera too." You checked your reflection, realising you looked like a mess, "Yeah, I'm gonna go get washed up. That's not a good look.”

"You look cute." She says, setting your camera down, "But I'll turn off your camera now."

~~~~~

"Breakfast on the beach." You showed the food on your beach mat then the ocean, slowly, you moved the camera's focus onto Auli'i who was happily munching away on her poké bowl. She turned to look at you and the camera captured her smile, she also waves.

"Come here, baby." She gestures for you to sit closer. You do just that, and she puts her hand on your thigh. Your camera was left right beside you, capturing more footage of the ocean while Auli'i leans her head on your shoulder for a second.

~~~~~

"We're at the airport." You talked quietly to the camera, having it close to your face since it was crowded.

Turning the camera around, you showed Auli'i's outfit. "Fit check!" She did a peace sign, then taking the camera from you to show your outfit. "Oh, gorgeous!" She squeals.

You blushed. She'll always have that effect on you. Always. "Anyway..." You took your camera back, "We're going to New Zealand."

She pulls an excited face, wrapping an arm around your shoulder while the both of you walked around to find somewhere to sit and wait for boarding.

~~~~

"We're at the hotel now. It's pretty late, and y/n's really tired so she went to bed. But I'm still up, so I decided to show what I was doing— I'm reading a book I stole from Lauren." She chuckles, whispering,"But look at her~ She's so cute."

You were right beside her, fast asleep. She rubs your back, and kissed you on the side of your head. "I love her so much."

~~~~

"Okay, you guys. Tattoo time." You record your reflection in a mirror at the tattoo place, "Not for me. For her."

Auli'i was near you, getting settled for the process. She was just about to take off her top when you turned your body and the camera. "Oop." She stopped yourself, "Maybe I shouldn't—"

"That's okay." She assured, chuckling over her words. "Come sit with me though, please?"

"Of course."

The process was pretty long and you caught a couple clips for memories sake. You also showed the end result. "Look!" She exclaimed excitedly. "Oh, that's so beautiful." You remarked in awe.

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"Syracuse!" You exclaimed, "How are we feeling?"

"Excited~ I can't wait to start filming again."

"Guys look! It's Lauren." You shifted yourself closer and showed her to the camera. She was driving.

"Thanks for driving us." Auli'i says.

"Not a problem." She says back gleefully.

The three of you were in New York so Auli'i could start work on a second movie for Crush. A film from her character AJ's perspective about falling in love with Paige.

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"I'm in the city." You declared to the camera.

"With Lauren." She chimed in, getting into frame. "We're being such tourists right now."

"Yes, we are." You laughed over your words, gasping when you spotted the Disney Store in the distance. "We gotta go to the Disney Store."

"You know I'm gonna drag you there anyway, girl."

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"Get one! It's so cute, y/n."

"I already have a Pua plushie." You showed the toy to the camera, then Lauren who was standing beside you looking at the shelf filled with Disney animal plushies.

"Not this one you don't." She said, devious smile on her face, "You love it, she gets a good laugh. You should totally buy it."

"Really?"

"How about this? You get Pua and I'll get Heihei."

"Okay, deal."

"Heck yeah."

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"I found her camera. Just got back from set, Lauren says y/n's not feeling too good so she went to bed pretty early." Auli'i spoke to the device quietly, "What is it, like a stomachache?"

"She couldn't really describe it, but that seems like it." Lauren shrugs.

"Oh. Well, I hope the sleep will do her some good." Auli'i frowns, "We're just gonna head out for a bit to grab a late dinner. Well- supper, yeah. Then I'll be back to keep an eye on her."

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"We're back." Auli'i kept her volume down, "Still asleep." She walks closer to you to check on you, camera still in hand. "Oh, that's so freaking cute. It's Pua."

"Okay, I'm gonna stop filming for the night. Bye-bye, we'll see you when we see you."

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"It's the next day. Not sure if anyone else recorded anything while I was asleep, but I'll check later." You rubbed your eyes, blocking a yawn with your hand.

You'd just washed up and changed into a new outfit for the day.

"Auli'i already went to set, with Lauren and Amalea so I'm on my own for now." You blinked, "Oh! She got me breakfast. Wow, that is...thank you, Li'i."

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"Still feeling a little bit sick so I'm staying here for the day. So no footage from set for now."

"Watching some TV, cuddling with this little guy that Lauren convinced me to buy. There's Heihei— in her room. Look." You zoomed into Lauren's room that was opposite of where you were seated in the living area.

~~~~

You were with her for a big part of the time where she was in New York filming that movie. But you decided to fly back home early since you've been having an uneasy feeling weighing on you from the day you got that stomachache. Despite feeling generally better after a few days, you just failed to feel like yourself again. She had three weeks to go and you decided the smarter decision to make was to head home since the traveling and stress from it was starting to take a toll on you.

"Keep me posted. Talk to me whenever, okay?"

"I will. See you soon, babe."

"Have a safe flight, my love. I'll see you again so soon." With one last kiss, you were off, walking into the departure gate and entering. Recording one last clip of Auli'i waving goodbye and blowing a kiss to you, you put your camera away for the time being.

~~~~

"I'm home. Been home for a couple days, didn't really do anything but spend time at home resting."

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"Just picked up Rocco from our friend's place. Happy to have this boy to keep my company. Say hi to the camera, bubs."

He stares at it.

You laughed, petting his head.

~~~~

"y/n, are you...alright?"

"Why?" You squinted.

"You've lost some weight, babes."

"Honestly? Hannah, I dunno. I've been feeling like shit for weeks and I can't figure out why.”

"Weeks?" Hannah looked at you with wide eyes, "I'm taking you to the doctor."

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"Well...seems like I'm dying." You revealed to the camera.

"y/n." Hannah places a hand on your shoulder.

"Please- they said it was in the later stages because this cancer is so rare that they only diagnose it when it's too late for successful treatment." You scoffed. "What the fuck am I going to tell our friends, our family? Oh, fuck— what do I tell— how do I tell Auli'i?"

She holds you, knowing that you were going to start crying any second. "Fuck! What did I do wrong to deserve this shit?"

~~~~

Pacing your room, Rocco looked at you like you were crazy. Hannah was in your kitchen making dinner but you had no appetite to eat, both from the news you just found out and the stress of having to break the news to so many.

"I just flew home, Hannah. I can't do this over the phone and peace out."

"I can fly back to New York with you." Hannah immediately offered.

"She's working, Han. That's selfish."

"Babe, you guys are partners."

"I can't do it— any of this." You spat, "Shit!"

You fell back on the couch, in pain. Hannah watched you closely. "I'm fine. Whatever. I'm not getting treatment just so I'll have to suffer more before I die."

~~~~

A week later, Auli'i was back in Los Angeles. Your anxiety, without a doubt was through the roof.

"I gotta talk to you, honey." You took a deep breath, holding her hand.

Immediately, she puts down her book, focusing on your entirely. "Last week, Hannah took me to the doctor because I've been feeling really just like crap for awhile. She said I've lost a lot of weight and I honestly just didn't know why and what the hell was going on. But, the doctors did a bunch of tests and told me I'm going to die."

"What?"

"Bile duct cancer." You revealed.

That look on her face was something you wish you never had to see. She was trying so hard to not cry, it made you cry immediately. "I'm so sorry." You sniffled, "I don't know how it— they said this is usually the case, too late for successful treatment and I just— I don't know what to do. I'm so scared. But I don't want to put you through this with me—"

"I will be with you every step of the way." She held your face gently, "Don't you ever think for even just one second that you'll have to be alone. I will be right by your side."

~~~~

Over the next few days, your family and friends were told about it. Her mother even flew in to spend more time with you.

Today, Auli'i took you to Disneyland with her mom, a VIP guide tagging along. Now for the obvious reason of any emergency situation.

Auli'i's completely took over your camera ever since the diagnosis, wanting to capture as many memories as possible. You never really had the energy anymore, but knew she would need this so she was doing it.

"Hi, lovey."  She says, "Wanna tell the camera where we are?"

You gave a small smile, her mom having an arm around your waist carefully, "Disneyland."

"Look at those minnie ears, so pretty. Do you like 'em?"

You nodded, "I do. Thank you."

"You look so beautiful, sweetie." Her mom gushes. You only gave her a smile in return.

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"Went on some rides. Now we're going to get some lunch and see where we're headed next."

"Where you wanna go, Mom?"

"Oh, let her choose. I'm fine with anything." Her mom says.

"Alright, then. And since I have no idea as well, baby— what do you feel like having?"

You hummed in thought, "Kinda craving some pizza?"

"Then that's what we're gonna get." She says, smooching you on the cheek. Her mom lets go off you and let Auli'i put her arm around you next.

~~~~

"We're on a little drive to the beach. Having some shaved ice. Well, I am. She's taking a little nap."

She held the camera up for a bit just to record you even though you were fast asleep.

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"On the beach now. Sun's setting, she's just laying on my lap." Auli'i smiles looking at you adoringly, stroking your cheek.

"I wish we could just freeze time and stay like this forever." You sigh, snuggling closer to her.

She strokes your hair, putting the camera down and leaning down to kiss you on the head. "I love you, baby."

"I love you too."

~~~~

"Morning walk." Auli'i says to the camera, "Look at this cutie. Show me the fit!"

You laughed, covering the lens. "Stop that, you look so fucking adorable, y/n." She gently took your hand off the lens.

You took her hand into your own and she tilts the camera down to record a clip of that, your fingers intertwined.

"You want some breakfast from the bakery?"

"No."

"That's okay."

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"We're spending the day at home today, she's—"

You groaned behind her, waking up from your night of sleep. Auli'i immediately put the camera away and went to your side. "Hey." She stood the bed, "Are you alright?"

You shook your head no, she knowingly helped you sit up kicking the trashcan right to your feet. "Deep breaths, lovey. I got you, I'm right here."

You mumbled incoherently, bursting into tears as the sickening feeling build up and up in your abdomen. With bile rising up your throat, you promptly threw that up into the trashcan.

This woke you up, you couldn't even go back to sleep if you tried. But you were in so much pain everywhere, at every moment, nothing you did made you happy or even just feel okay enough to be awake.

You sat leaning against the headboard uneasily, trying to calm yourself down but miserably failed.

Auli'i got rid of the trashcan's contents and quickly returned to you and helped you clean up.

"You want a bath?"

"No." You cried, clinging onto her for dear life as the tears seeped into her shirt, she cautiously rubbed your back— the warmth provides you a slight relief and major comfort.

You've always tried to be strong and not cry, but with the pain and your eventual fate, you were beyond terrified and seemed to be in a constant state of being on the verge of tears all the time. But when you did cry, there Auli'i was to make the moment seem better. Even though truthfully, every moment she sees you was breaking her heart. You've heard her crying once while she thought you were asleep, then you were just filled with guilt. More of it over time. You were miserable and dragging her down with you, you felt that you shouldn't have let her be going through all of it with you but she's never left your side since then. She loved you so deeply and you always felt that love, it was just becoming harder and harder to reciprocate and that kills you.

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"Lauren's coming by with some games." Auli'i informs the camera, "She's taking a little nap because she took pain meds. Rocco's keeping me company right now while I cook something for us. She asked for some soup and crackers so that's what I'm making for her."

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"Lauren's here." Auli'i says quietly, then showing her on the camera. She waves, "Hi. She asleep?"

Auli'i confirms with a nod, "She doesn't sleep very long so she'll be up soon. Lunch is almost ready."

"Rice with stir fried vegetables and some chicken. There's some soup, but mainly for her."

"Ooh, that looks good.”

"Thanks. it just has to simmer for a few minutes more." Auli'i smiles, walking away into the room with the camera. Right then, you stir in your sleep and soon woke up.

"Hey, Lauren's here, baby."

"Did she wait for long?"

"No." She hums, "She just got here. You ready to get up?"

You nod, "Yeah." Auli'i took your hand while you helped yourself up from the bed.

"I'm just gonna use the bathroom and I'll be right out."

"Okay, honey."

~~~~

"We have a winner~" Auli'i focuses the camera on you, "She won three games in a row."

"That's impressive." Lauren chuckles.

"I love these girls." Auli'i whispers to the camera, "She looks so happy."

~~~~

"It's her birthday, you guys." Auli'i smiles, announcing that to the camera. "We've made her favourite cake, decorated the apartment, some friends are coming over. Now all that's left to do is pick her up from the hospital."

"She spent a couple nights there because the pain got really bad and we couldn't really get it under control, but I'm happy she gets to come home today."

~~~~

Auli'i opens the front door to her apartment with one hand, the other holding onto yours.

"Surprise! Happy birthday!"

Startled, you basically froze in your tracks until you registered each and every face in front of you.

Tears pricked at your eyes as you looked at the place, all decorated, all for you. To celebrate you.

"Oh, my god—" Your breath hitches, "Thank you."

~~~~

"Caaaake." Auli'i says, fork held between her teeth as she playfully zoomed in and out on you.

"Caaaake." You copied her tone, she giggles. "This is delicious, babe."

"I'm glad you like it." She squeezes your thigh. "After this, you've got some presents to open."

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"Stop." You stared at the item in the box, "What the fuck— sorry. This is so cute. You found it, I could never find a store with this in stock." You found a card at the bottom of the box and read it, "Lauren— oh, my god. Thank you."

You quite literally got everything you've ever had on your wish list and you were so grateful but that stabbed you in the heart a little knowing you couldn't be around long enough to enjoy and make use of them. They'd eventually just be sitting somewhere collecting dust, or be thrown out.

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"We're in New York City." Auli'i records your views, of Times Square.

"Last trip." You said flatly.

Auli'i bit her tongue, wishing it wasn't true but with the way you were feeling lately and how every single symptom presented itself, she knew you were right. She knew that you knew. All she could do was take it all in, cherish all the time she had left with you.

"Disney Store?" She suggested. you just agreed, knowing you weren't going to buy anything. What was the point anyway?

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"Buy it."

"For what?" You mumbled, "I won't be around anymore soon. It'll just be a waste of money."

"You want it, I'll buy it. I don't care about that, you're going to get what you want."

You took in a deep breath, trying to hide the grimace of pain, "Whatever. Okay."

As much as your mouth said no, deep down, you wanted that seemingly silly piece of merchandise. Auli'i knew you, so she insisted and even if you still said no, she would've just bought it anyway. She knows it will bring a smile to your face and she's been doing anything she can to see it.

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"Ice cream?"

"Ice cream." You confirmed, nodding eagerly.

"Amazing, let's go get some."

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"Is it good?"

"Mhm." You smiled at her, contently enjoying the dessert despite the growingly chilly weather.

She was recording you, like always, "I love you."

The smile returns to your face, even bigger than before, "I love you too."

~~~~

"I'm at the hospital." Auli'i recorded herself with shaky hands, tears streaming down her face. "I'm alone right now. My mom's on her way, but I—"

She breathes deeply in an attempt to calm herself back down, but ended up crying harder, "She collapsed. The pain was so bad she just passed out."

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"Lauren, I— can you come here, please? I need someone." Auli'i says into her phone, "Please, I can't—"

"I'm already on my way, honey. I'll be right there."

Auli'i hangs up, putting her phone away as she sat in the hallway, head buried in her hands while she cried her eyes out. When Lauren and Auli'i's mom showed up, she hears commotion that snapped her out of her thoughts. "We are not commenting on anything. Please let us be alone." Lauren told the group of paparazzi firmly. "You need to leave. Otherwise, security's on the way. This is not the right place or time for any of this."

"Leave now." Her mother looked at them sternly. A few nurses, caught on quickly and kept the group out, leading Lauren and Auli'i's mother to where she was safely.

"They said she's not going to wake up anymore. It's spread basically everywhere." Auli'i spoke through tears as her mother hugs her tightly, "If she does, she'll basically be in so much pain she won't stay awake for long."

"She's done her best, she knows you love her."

"I don't want her to leave me, mommy." She chokes on a sob, "Why did it have to happen to her?"

No one knew what to say but knew she needed the comfort. So they just hugged her until she eventually stopped crying and decided to walk into your hospital room.

"Mom and Lauren are here to see you, baby." She sits down on a plastic chair by the bed, "I wish I could've done more for you, I wish I could've known what was happening and took you to a doctor earlier. I'm so sorry you have to be in so much pain, y/n. I'm so sorry I can't just take it all away from you. I just— love you so much and I can't imagine my life without you. I wish you didn't have to leave, but I know you have to. You've fought so hard and held on for so long. You proved your doctors wrong. You are a fucking warrior, darling. I am so amazed and in awe and proud of you."

Taking a breath, she continues all while still crying. Lauren and her mom watched from outside, heartbroken. "I— y/n, you've taught me so much in our time together. You've made my life so much better, y/n. I've never felt a love like yours, I've never seen a smile like yours, an enthusiasm, a support like yours. And it kills me that I can't have you, my biggest cheerleader with me anymore. To have, to hold, to kiss and love. I'll miss you so so much, sweet girl. I'm sorry I wasn't there with you for those three weeks, I'm sorry that you had to go through that alone. I'm sorry— I didn't think it'd be this. I didn't think the universe would snatch you away from me so soon."

You've been drifting in and out since you arrived at the hospital, but you did hear it all, what she's been saying. You squeezed her hand as best as you could, to let her know you were still here. "Don't be sorry. No one knew." You managed, "I love you."

"I love you more than anything, baby." She sniffed, looking at you with such loving eyes.

"I'm sorry I had to put you through this." You say, tears slipping down your cheeks unintentionally, "You don't have to be here. Just let me go."

"No." She said firmly, "I'm not letting you go alone, baby. Please."

She took something out from her pocket and slid it onto your finger, "Always. And forever. You're my girl, okay?"

You sobbed at this point, realising what it was. In so much pain, yet you couldn't stop yourself. She presses a kiss to your lips, and you reciprocated, knowing it was your final chance. "You brought the ring?"

She nods, stroking your cheek, "Of course I did."

Right before she left for filming in New York, she proposed to you and you two were engaged, then quickly got a marriage license at city hall. A wedding was to be planned but it never did happen because of this.

That will always be a regret of yours, not getting to celebrate your union in front of friends and family, to get to show her off.

"Take good care of yourself, of your Mom, your family..." You fought the tears to speak more clearly, "I'm very sorry, Auli'i. Please don't be mad at me."

She shook her head, "No. No, I've never been mad at you, baby. Never. Please don't keep saying that, y/n. I'm not mad at you."

"I'll miss you so much." You held her cheek in your hand, "I love you. I love you so much, please don't forget that. You've given me everything I could ever wish for and so much more. You've made me...feel so loved, so cherished, so special. Like I was the only girl in the world. Nowhere am I going to be able to find that again, thank you for everything. Thank you for loving me, thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for choosing me."

She was hovering over you since you were laid on your back, quite uncomfortably but sitting upright would make you feel worse so you didn't ask for it.

"I love you. That's never going to change." She holds onto your hand tightly, pressing a kiss to it. "That's never going to change, baby. That's all I want you to remember, take that with you. I promise I'll take care of myself, my mom, my family, friends..."

"Good." You smiled.

"I'm not gonna make you stay up any longer. I don't want you to be in pain anymore, y/n."

You were tired, you could feel your body giving up bit by bit.  But you fought it, staying awake to get just a bit more time with her. With one look back, Auli'i's mom and Lauren entered the room quickly.

"Thank you for accepting me and welcoming me into your family, letting me feel a love I've always wanted but never got until I met you all. I won't forget all that you've done for me. And with me. I am so thankful. To have known you all for as long as I have."

"We love you, sweetheart." Her mom says. Lauren nodded, wiping her tears away quickly, "You have been such an amazing friend to me and an amazing partner to my best friend and I just— I adore you."

They quickly left the room, leaving Auli'i alone with you again. "You rest now, okay? Don't fight it anymore, it's okay. It's okay, baby." She holds onto your hand still, not wanting to let it go until she had to. "Baby, please. Close your eyes, I don't want you to struggle anymore. Please?"

And you did, you let it happen, your eyes droop shut. She feels the gradual loosening of your grip until her hand falls from yours. "A hui hou, ku'uipo."

🏷️Tag list:

@ashecampos @auliisflower @cheesysoup-arlo @frogs00 @ludoesartandstuff @pda128

💭A/N:

Honestly just don’t have the capacity to write angst like this atm, but I am brainstorming for a new angst fic that’s to be posted on Wattpad:’)

[hamletthedane]

Imagine telling somebody in 1995 that one day, Snoop Dog and Flavor Flav would both be beloved American icons highly associated with the Olympic Games. With Snoop acting as an official NBC commentator and carrying the actual Olympic torch in his 50s.

They would look at you like you were absolutely insane. What an incredible world we live in

[rafestyles]

celeb crush | drew starkey smau

part nine (づ￣ ³￣)��

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08 | 09 | 10

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a/n: this one was so much fun to make. especially the phone call!!! these two are so special to me!!!!! don't forget to please reblog, like, comment. it helps me a ton <3 love u guys!!!!!

taglist: @aariahnaa / @rafegf-real / @frankoceanluvr11 / @percysley / @rafesdrew / @simpfomarvel / @sovuckie / @wh0re4drewstarkey

[caitlinsnicket]

Hello! For your 3k celebration (congrats!!!), can I request Venom with the prompt size kink? Thank you and congrats again ✨

ko-fi | masterlist

"i don't think it's gonna fit, venom." you mumble from between the pillows, your head buried there so your ass could be higher in the air. 

venom is trying to get his cock inside of you, but despite how wet and slick you are, it doesnt seem to fit. he thinks its because you're not wet enough, so he keeps eating you out, spreading your juices and his spit everywhere, to the point where you're shivering and your eyes are blurry.

"i just need to get you wetter, morsel" and his tongue slithers its way out of his mouth. "i wanna see you filled up with me, just like this" and you feel more of your juices gushing out of you as the soft muscle enters you once again and messes you up with his saliva.

both of you are perfectly aware that he could simply shrink his length to make it fit easier, maybe even change his shape to something different, but he was extremely aware of how horny you got when you realized he was just too big for you. and as a consequence, along with his infinite stubbornness, resulted in about an hour of overstimulation as he used his deliciously warm tongue on you over and over again.

"let's try again now," he says matter-of-factly, his saliva dripping on the bed, leaving you a mess and uncomfortably empty. he sets you down again, his frame overshadowing you completely, and as he set his large hand on your head (holding it fully as if it was nothing) and props up your hips just a little bit, the head of his cock slipped across your cunt, your swollen clit throbbing at the contact.

"please, venom, just... put it in" you hide your face again, eyes rolling back as he finally manages to sink the tip of his length inside your oversensitive cunt. you feel the stretch and the pressure, your body fighting to accommodate his size despite how wet you are. 

he takes his time easing into you, and you can feel his shape change as he adjusts himself. the squelch that sounds through the room would leave you embarrassed in any other situation, but right now his presence fills you entirely, every part of you consumed by the sensation of him. it's too much and just enough, the stretch enough to hurt just the right amount to make you squeeze even tighter around him.

"there it is, pet. nice and tight" he mumbles near your head, his voice raspy and wobbly. he's affected by you the same amount you're affected by him. his hand digs in the fat of your hips, and your folds stick to his cock, messing him up.

you can feel something similar to a tentacle start fondling with your nipples, and sure enough, when your turn your head to look, he's created another limb just to stimulate you further. his mouth looks huge and his tongue is still out, licking your skin from time to time.

you feel like no more than a tiny toy in his hand, and shivers run down your spine. it's perfect.

[perfctvelvet]

can you do sabrina carpenter!!

Happy Fucking New Year; Sabrina Carpenter/Fem!Reader

Content: 2nd POV. Strangers, alcohol mention, semi-public (hooking-up in the bathroom of some rich person's house), making out, oral sex

No one wanted to be alone this New Years and you were no exception. The only problem was that your friend, the one who happens to the social butterfly brought you to a party where you don't know anyone here besides her. Everyone was dressed to the nines; shimmering dresses with make up to match and expensive suits. Having a friend who works in PR was an unexpected perk in her life, but having a friend who works in PR means when you're out they're always in networking mode. Coming here, to some random person's mega-mansion, was thrilling at first but the shine was beginning to dull immediately.

You had lost your friend somewhere in the fray of the fancy just less than an hour before midnight. Many people were here with partners, spouses, and lovers, and to you it seemed like you and your friend were the only single ones. You didn't let it get to you because you had her, but now she was gone. All you had was your too-small purse and a vodka soda you weren't a big fan of.

Just as the night couldn't get more painful, someone bumps into you. There was no love lost for the beverage that you spilled but now it was all over your dress. You may have been feeling alone, but your dress was the only thing you had. You got it one random day in the summer at the encouragement of your friend that she will give you a reason to wear it. You felt confident walking out of the car tonight and into the party. That was only two hours ago and oh how everything seemed to cave in.

"Fuck! I'm so, so sorry!"

This woman who bumped into you sounded sincere in her apologies. At first you thought you were being mocked, but the way she tried to wipe off your dress before it could stain seemed too real.

"I-It's okay."

You couldn't even bring yourself to look at her. Instead you were looking around you at the people who were beginning to look at the commotion. You were hoping to lock eyes with your friend so she could rescue you, but she was still nowhere to be found.

"Ugh! C'mon!"

Before you could register what was going on, you were being dragged away by the woman who ruined your dress. You were too relieved by being saved from the embarrassment to make a fuss. She lead you to one of the many guests bathroom in the house. She was bold, shutting the door behind you two and almost forcing you to sit on the counter. She grabbed one of the fancy, embroidered towels and wets it to continue her efforts to save your dress. Even though you appreciated her eagerness to fix her mistake, you can't help but be enamored and a little amused by the situation.

"It was just a vodka soda. Don't worry, it's not going to stain my dress."

It seems as if your voice is what gets to her. She slowly stops frantically wiping off the parts of your dress that is covered in vodka and looks up at you. She's stunning, so much so that you begin to lose your confidence.

"I hope I didn't take you away from whoever you cam here with." She finally puts the towel down and you get to hear her voice in a more relaxed state.

"No, no, I just came with a friend, but I lost her somewhere so I was just kind of by myself." You felt like a loser saying that out loud, but something lights up in the stranger's eyes at your confession.

"Glad I'm not the only one here feeling a little dejected."

"What do you mean?"

She points to the spot next to you, gesturing if she could sit beside you. There was plenty of space on the counter and she didn't have to ask, but you made space for her anyway.

"What was supposed to be a girls' night New Years Eve get together turned into us coming here, and just like you I have no clue where my friends with."

It wouldn't be shocking to either of them if their friends found someone gorgeous and well-off to talk to, but you were sure your friend was more concerned with making connections than the imminent countdown to the new year. You empathized with this woman, but still couldn't get over the shock that someone who looks like her was feeling the same loneliness tonight.

"I guess that's a common theme tonight. It's never really happened before so I think that's why it stings so much. I'm Y/n by the way."

"Sabrina," she sticks her hand out for you to take which you do. You two shake hands for a few seconds before breaking away. You felt like you had made a new friend tonight and you were a little proud of yourself. You were never the most sociable one in the room, so it's fitting that your main way of meeting new people is through an embarrassing moment.

"You said you came here with a friend? Just one? Are they a friend or a friend."

"Just a friend. We were roommates one year in college and I reached out to her when I moved out here to LA. She's always been primed for this kind of life, not me, so I needed her to guide me through the upsides and downs of living here."

"There are a lot of ups, like being invited to some rich ass dude's New Years Eve party. The downs would be the perpetual loneliness that seems like a requirement."

"I take it you've been in LA for years?"

"Almost two decades now. Feels like it's been a life time."

"Do you like it? I've only been here for two years and I'm still figuring out how I feel about it."

"Well, like you said, it has it's ups and downs. Some times there are more downs than ups, and vice versa. I would say right now that sitting in the bathroom of a boring party with a pretty girl who is being kind to me after I fucked up her dress is one of the ups."

You break eye contact with her to spare yourself the embarrassment. You feel a heat creep up your neck and beat you right in the face. You never learned how to take a compliment without completely crumbling. You already found Sabrina to be interesting and pretty, but now your heart was starting to beat out of your chest.

"And I hope this doesn't sound weird, but I'm kind of glad I literally ran into you. I saw you earlier in the party and I couldn't stop staring at you. I hope I don't sound like a creep."

"No, not at all! I'm just shocked to say the least."

What snapped you out of your shock was the sound of people cheering and getting rowdy outside of the bathroom. At first you feared someone was going to come in, ruining your solace. But then Sabrina checks her phone and sees that it's almost midnight.

"Two more minutes then it's 2024. I'll be honest, Y/n, I didn't expect to spend my last minutes of 2023 like this. I sort of feel like a klutz."

"Don't be sorry. Like I said my dress is fine, just a little sticky, but one wash it'll be alright."

The both of you end up getting distracted by the rowdiness outside the door. You were half tempted to get up and join them just to watch everyone ring in the New Year together, but you stay put. You notice how Sabrina isn't budging and you get the impression that she wants to stay with you in her last moments of 2023. Soon the start the countdown.

"10...9...8...7..."

In just a few seconds you feel fingers weave through yours and Sabrina grabbing your face. You let her control your body, turning your head to face her.

"6...5...4..."

It takes just seconds for your heart to flutter with an emotion you haven't felt in a long time.

"3...2...1...Happy New Year!"

Sabrina's lips meet yours on the very first syllable of "happy." For the first time in years you genuinely felt the meaning.

At first it felt innocent, just two lonely souls filling the void together, but Sabrina didn't want to pull away. She kissed you deeper, harder. The lust was radiating off of her and it was overwhelming. The last way you expected to bring in the new year was a bathroom hook-up, but surprisingly you weren't turned off to the idea. No one has ever come on this strong to you before and being in LA you were beginning to think you were a love repellant. This kiss left your breathless and starving for more. You grab onto Sabrina, unintentionally laying one hand on her breast in the process. Neither of you seemed to care as your tongues bumped against each other's. It was becoming a little sloppy, with Sabrina taking you there, but you enjoyed it. There is a hint of lemon on her tongue and you wondered why type of drinks a girl like Sabrina would drink. She was bold, yet refreshing.

Sabrina pulls away, panting and her lipstick smudged. She's looks a little messy now but she smiles regardless. She's so happy that you're receptive to her touch and that you seemed to enjoy the kiss too.

"Was that too much?" She wipes the edges of her mouth.

"I think we're beyond the point of worrying about what's too much now."

You're the one to lean in this time. You continue what Sabrina started, the blonde leaning into this time until she wraps her arms around your neck. You were at the point of no return and you wouldn't dare turn back. You wanted more; you wanted her.

"Do you think you can be quiet?" You ask her between kisses?

She hums affirmatively against your lips before you break the kiss. She moans breathlessly when your lips land on her neck. So much for being quiet because her moan fills the room. Of course the party outside still raged on as being in a whole new year put a new life into the party. The sound of the bass of the music thumped against the walls, but nothing could overtake the sound of Sabrina's sweet moans. You finally get between her legs, your knees pressed into the soft rug. She places her legs on your shoulders and you come face to face with her pussy. It didn't surprise you, but seeing her without panties made your face grow hot.

"I hope you don't mind, I left them at home," she says with a salacious tone.

You didn't mind at all, you were happy to have easier access to her wet pussy. You can't go another minute without it seeing what she tastes like. Sabrina whines when your face disappears between her legs under her dress. She pulls it up and catches the very moment your tongue meets her dripping sex. She moans so loud that she has to put her own hand over her mouth. You lick and lick and lick and somehow she's able to keep herself from screaming out in pleasure. It was like you knew her body and knew what buttons to press. She feels a rush run through her and she's on cloud nine. Never has a stranger made her so happy and feels so good. She moves her hand from her mouth and promises herself she'll be good and keep as quiet as possible. She knuckles turn white as she grips the edge of the counter.

"Oh Y/n that feels so fucking good," she whines. "I've been thinking about this all night."

The thought of someone being so turned on by you that they fantasized about it after seeing you once was astounding. You were shocked to have that power over someone, especially over someone so beautiful. You felt lucky, lucky to be invited here (the party and between Sabrina's legs). You pull away from her pussy and rub her clit.

"Did you want me so bad that you spilled a drink on me?"

Sabrina doesn't answer, just moans as she throws her head back in pleasure. You stop rubbing her clit to insert a finger into her pussy. When she feels your tongue back on her clit paired with the finger inside of her she almost cums. But she wants to savor the taste, feel this forever. She thinks she's strong enough to hold herself back, but your fingers are stronger than her will. You insert another one into her and her walls wrap warmly and tightly around the two. Your hitting the spot that makes her legs shake. Sabrina desperately wants to cry out loud, but she wouldn't dare risk getting caught and letting the moment end. She's so so close, tettering on that blissful edge. You kiss her inner thigh not once, or twice, but a few times. It makes her legs shake. She forgets about trying to hold back when she feels the 5th kiss pressed to her thigh.

She fears that you might get turned off by how hard she cums, but you enjoy it very much. She closes her eyes, bites her lip, and tosses her head back in ecstasy. A tear runs down her rosy cheek too. Her make-up is probably too fucked up for saving, but no one is going to care, so neither does she.

"Earth to Sabrina...you here with me?" You tease her. You're not sure if she likes that, but she just let you eat her out and finger, a little teasing is harmless in comparison.

She opens her eyes a few seconds later and a sweet, relaxed smile forms on her face.

"People are probably looking for us," you say to her when she finally looks down at you.

"Let them look."

[nab1wuzhere]

Magnetic

“You wouldn’t look at me.”

“I saw plenty.”

“In my eyes.”

“…Does it matter?”

~

summary:

Bakugo Katsuki, No. 3 Hero in the charts, massive amounts of tan girls, always invited to galas, events, and even award shows along side his peers, but he has never once gotten a dating scandal in his whole career. Has never even looked in a woman's direction. So you can be certain he won't change his actions when artist Y/N is invited to sing at a private Christmas Gala hosted for hero's to celebrate the season and a year well done of duties...right?

Singer, artist, model Y/N, has it all. Looks, wealth, awards, friends, family, and boyfriends.. her music revolves around her relationships and past relationships along with her mental health that she speaks about through her music. She gets asked to gigs almost every day but few are lucky to book her, when her team gets a request for the Christmas Hero Gala which is highly exclusive, she immediately agrees to entertaining the hero's, excited for the night she doesn't realize she caught a certain man's attention in the back of the crowd..

• slow burn - secret pining - romance - bold Y/N, shy Katsuki - vice versa - celebrity!y/n x aged up!katsuki

• following contains, eventual smut, mentions of suicide, alcohol, mental illness, heavy party scenes and probably more !

• 18+ only!! this is your warning

• the rest of the celebrities mentioned in this series i do not take credit for, and the songs mentioned all writing ownership belongs to them! i do not take credit except for this fan fiction!

!! just a friendly reminder this is all fake, simply my imagination placed into writing !!

Chapter one

intro

After Kirishima left Katsuki alone in his hotel, Katsuki much to his dismay went through a whole social media dive on Y/N. Research, is what he told himself when he scrolled through her Instagram. Photo dumps from her and her friends, including a few actors Katsuki was familiar with, a picture of her dog, Bell, a candid photo of her in the studio, headphones placed on her head.. 'She's pretty' he thought but quickly brushed it away.

Yeah, Katsuki was extremely private when it came to his love life, so what? Was that a crime? Not at all, he had a disgust for the media and he sure as hell didn't want strangers all up in his personal life, it's how he has always been even from his UA days.

All of a sudden his phone started blowing up from the group chat he had with his friends. Kirishima sent a video from some Hollywood website, headlined "Y/N seen getting off at an airport in Japan". the video showed Y/N in a baseball cap wearing all black and a few bodyguards surrounding her, screams were blasting from his phone, flashes bouncing off her as she walked keeping her head down.

"For fucks sake.." Katuski scowled at the video, where's the humanity in following someone around? God he hated paparazzi.

Buzz Buzz.

Shitty Hair - OH GOD! this was today! she's here in Japan!

Raccoon Eyes - EEEK! I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW, WHAT DO YOU THINK SHE'LL WEAR?!?!

Bob Head - oh god! that's a lot of pap.. i hope she's okay :(

Nerd - Yeah.. I'm sure someone like her is used to it but, wouldn't that get a little draining?

He hated to admit it, but Deku was right, shit, having people scream your name everywhere you go has got to get tiring.

Shitty Hair - yeah, I'm sure it is tiring, but that's what you get in that industry, hell guys even we get that

Shitty Hair - …but seriously, I think she's gonna wear black

Pump Legs - She's definitely wearing red

Raccoon eyes - I SECOND THAT!!!!!

Shitty Hair - NO?!?

Shitty Hair - Katsuki! what do you think?

- i’m not participating.

Dunce Face - the obvious answer is green

Pump Legs - Wanna bet?

Shitty Hair - KATSUKIIIIIII

- white.

Shitty Hair - WHITE?!

Bob Head - waaaiiiittt cause i can see it..

Aaaand that was Katsuki's queue to exit the group chat, he scoffed to himself and was just about to go shower but curiosity got the best of him. He groaned before googling her name. Pictures and articles popped up of her when one of them caught his eye. "BREAKUP?! Y/N and Cole Malter’s 1 year relationship comes to a CLOSE" Katsuki's interest was peaked and he clicked on the link, scrolling down pictures of Y/N at red carpets were displayed, a tall guy with black hair and a cocky look in his eye was seen standing next to her. A very obvious grip on her waist. Katsuki narrowed his eyes and thought, ‘Who even is this guy?’ before realizing he was an actor on a popular sci-fi show Deku was once talking to Sero about during one of their movie nights. He could tell immediately this Cole guy was an asshole, just by the way his lips curved up into a smug grin and again that tight possessive grip on Y/N's waist. Katuski glanced over at Y/N trying to read her expression but was only met with a bright smile that creased the corner of her eyes a little.

Scrolling down on the article, according to a source Cole's very “open” drug addiction was one of the reasons for the split. A video was attached bellow showing Y/N and Cole late at night in LA by a crosswalk, Cole was clearly drunk out of his mind as he threw himself on her while laughing. Y/N's face was anything but happy. You see her shaking her head at him before turning him as she spoke, Cole throws his arms up in a defensive way, but Y/N keeps at it. She moves her hands in a expressive manner as Cole lights up a cigarette, seconds later he puffs smoke directly in her face..

Y/N stands there no longer speaking and turns back in front of her with a blank expression on her face, Cole laughing, no remorse shown. The video ends there.

Katsuki scrolls to the comments,

user62946: omfg it's so obvious he's high on TOP of being drunk.

y/nforpresident: what an ASS. I would've dumped him too.

maggieisabbi: when I see stuff like this I always think if people were dropped on their head as baby

reply/user72048: LOLLLLLL

kentuckyfriedchicken: didn't he just get out of rehab too??? how long has this been going on

deluluisthesolulu: I feel awful for her, my partner for 3 years was a druggie, by far most draining experience EVER. glad she got out when she did.

Kastuki shut his phone off after reading a couple more comments. A pang of sympathy rushed through him for her, he immediately clocked it and shook his head, he has no relation to her, tomorrow night will be the first and last time they ever crossed paths.

"Why do I even care?"

-

Y/N was awoken by a knock on her door, her manager, Crystal and long time best friend came through after announcing it was her. Y/N groaned dramatically when Crystal pulled the curtains open, the sun stinging her eyes immediately.

"CRYSTALLL."

"Wake up hun, we gotta get you ready for tonight."

Y/N's eyes opened at that, when her team got a request for her performance a month ago she was thrilled to say the least, she loved gala's and being able to have more domestic performances like she was just another girl with a voice.

"Uh?? Hello!! Yes!", was the first thing she said when Crystal pitched the idea to her.

Y/N was a big fan of the heroes and felt like her dreams were coming true when she realized she would meet some of her favorite ones! Not realizing they were just as excited to meet her.

After an hour of hair she was now sat down on a high chair, her makeup team working away their magic, she texted her mom letting her know how the preparations were going. A text came up from Cole, Y/N stared at it her stomach swarming with anxiety, she swiped the text away not even bothering to read what he had texted. With a deep breath she shut her phone off and focused on getting ready.

"Was that Cole?", Crystal asked with a hint of worry.

Y/N shook her head, "Doesn't matter, when I go back to LA I'll deal with him then.."

Cyrstal stayed silent, fiddling with her bracelet, "Just.. be careful? This isn't the first time he's come crawling back and-"

"I've got it handled Crys."

"-No I know it's just.." she sighed looking deeply into Y/N's eyes, "guard yourself, don't succumb back into what he wants."

Y/N extended a hand, holding Crystals hand with a small squeeze, "I won't."

Crystal smiled, “Good, now chop chop people we have to be out the door and on our way to the venue in less than thirty minutes!!”

Y/N smiled, Crystal completely back on manager duty, her mind went back to Cole, thinking about the last in person conversation they had.. Cole was almost on his knees asking her not to leave him, but she was too tired to continue on with him and his actions, she didn’t care about her image, if Cole needed her by his side during his recovery out of his addiction she would, and she was, but he just wasn’t meeting her halfway, and in the end the only person getting hurt was her.

“Hey babes?”, Kelly, her makeup artist spoke up, “I’m intrigued, who are you most excited to meet tonight?”

Y/N was pulled out of her daze and smiled brightly, “Now there’s a question I want to be asked! ..Hmm, honestly? I adore Red Riot, his quirk is so coool!! His whole friend group seems like such sweet people”

Crystal jumped in, “Oh yeah, i read somewhere they all went to the same hero school, UA or something”

Kelly nodded, “Yeah the top 3 hero’s are in that group as well… gonna be completely blunt, that Shoto hero…? Such a good looking guy”

Y/N snickered while Crystal laughed, “Oh my gosh let’s talk about it, that guy you mentioned Y/N, Red Riot? He could do whatever he wanted to me and I’d thank him”

“Haha-! What the hell Crystal?!”

Crystal and Kelly laughed along with some of the other staff working who overheard the girls conversation

After Kelly stopped laughing she asked, “What about you? Who do you find attractive from all the hero’s?”

Y/N shook her head, “No way in hell am i answering that-”

“Awww come onnnn!”

“No!”

“Please?!”

Y/N sighed, a small smile betraying her, “Uhm.. well Dynamight’s pretty cute-”

A squeal from the two girls pierced Y/N’s eardrums, “Oh my god shut up both of you! Aren’t we on a time crunch? I’m still with the same unblended concealer I had five minutes agooo!”

Crystal shook her head grinning before clapping her hands and ordering people around, Y/N smiled as a giggle escaped her and Kelly.

“Isn’t Dynamight the really loud and brash one? I heard he once cussed out a reporter on live television”

Y/N nodded, “Yeahh.. but that reporter did ask him a really stupid, out of the box question, so i think it’s completely valid”

“Yeah but doesn’t he like hate is fans or something? Anytime he’s at fan signs he always look so miserable”

Y/N pressed her lips, “You know he once saved two children from an apartment complex that was on fire and was about to crumble within seconds? He even helped an old lady at the grocery store cross the road because she was afraid to make cars stop for long just so she could go?” she paused for a moment, “Does he sometimes come off as loud? aggravated? mean? yeah, but so do we, that man has seen things and experienced things we couldn’t even imagine,” she ends with a shrug, “I’m just not convinced he’s truly like that”

-

Later into the evening Y/N was behind a secluded corner, preparing herself as she was about to go on stage and sing for the heroes she peaked out a curtain to see everyone gathered around, shes preformed in front of filled to the brim stadiums, always feeling confident beforehand and right about now she needed some of that confidence.

This was a more domestic appearance, they didn’t come here to see her, she came here to be the one to bring on a show for them and bring it well.

“You are 3 minutes till entrance Ms Y/N”, spoke out a tech staff that was helping for the night, she thanked them and noticed they were still lingering, “Is something the matter?”

“Oh! No- no i just- well, could i get a picture?”

Y/N smiled, “Of course!”

She finished up with the staff and began to take deep breaths to ease her stress

Suddenly microphone feedback rang in the air and a rough voice spoke out, it was All Might, one of the greatest hero’s about to make a speech.

“Ahem, hello everyone good evening, it’s good to see everyone here and thriving.” applause erupted, “As you know this year was filled with its challenges, hardships and struggles.. a lot of you have been placed in situations where some of us couldn’t handle. Some were forced to make difficult decisions, some of us easy ones.., but at the end of it we completed what we chose to do, and that was make the world a safer place.” applause filled the room a second time, “Now, it is time to relax, celebrate the holiday season, enjoy friends and old faces we haven’t seen in a while and most of all, pat one another on the back for yet another great year of hero work!!” some heroes let out whistles and cheers

“Now i won’t bore you any longer and skip to the part i know we all.. have been waiting for, ladies and gentlemen! Please give a loud and warm welcome to the woman who is by far the voice of this generation.. Ms Y/N!!”

Y/N’s heart felt like it got squeezed at the lovely compliment given to her, All Might stepped off the stage and the lights going completely off, a few gasps let out, she walked out onto the stage, careful not to trip, standing in front of the mic stand, her iconic jeweled microphone in her hand.

Flash

The lights came back on in an instant revealing Y/N standing in a beautiful while shimmer dress, her curled hair draping down her back, her cheeks rosy, her eye shadow glittering from the lights, a smile peaking out from her glossy lips.

“Heroes how we doing tonight!?”

Applause was not hesitated the minute she spoke. As the music began to play, a familiar christmas chime filling everyone’s ears, Y/N looked around the crowd seeing everyone’s faces and smiling before her eyes locked on dark red ruby ones, the eyes no doubt belonged to him.. Katsuki Bakugo.

authors note:

never in my whole time of being here on tumblr would i ever think i would have the guts to publish something, and when i finally do it received a lot of love and attention! (at least in my eyes)

seriously all the love from the intro made me so happy and i’m glad you all love it!! as requested here is a taglist! comment if you want to be added as well :}

ps. look out for a moodboard i’ll be posting! ;}

@d1orhaz3 @stoned-anime-babe @yjploum @penguinsravioli @mutsu422 @anonymity-222

[kaislvves]

IN WHICH; you and kaiser get into an argument over a stupid reason which leads into a hard launch after his match.

a/n: do NAWT speak to me about how unrealistic the last scenes are. i KNOWW how crazy fans can be and they’d probably be mauling/trampling you guys to death😭 also say no to telling me to put my ear to your mouth and listen what you have to say (kaz ref…) only to tell me this is ooc leave me alone pls. & not proofread lolz

cw: swearing, arguments -> making up, my writing

“i could stay for tonight.”

it was sickening coming from your tongue because kaiser knew he didn’t want you only for tonight. he’s coming close to crushing you with how hard he’s squeezing your body like he never wants you to leave.

“just for tonight?” is a question he poses. the air around you two remains silent and it angers him—are you thinking about an answer? for there is no other answer than accepting defeat and staying in his arms, forever.

you try squirming around to wiggle your way out of his hold because it was getting warmer than you’d like it to be. “yes, micha. just for tonight.” you start whining at this point but he does not budge no matter how hard you try. he’s only growing more irritated by your response paired up with the nickname you call him to be affectionate.

affectionate his ass—you’re basically admitting you hate him. as much as he loves being seen as an enemy in others’ eyes, he hates when you perceive him in such a manner. “don’t call me micha.” hes huffing out and you can feel the vibrations in his chest

“okay mr. football prodigy.” your tease is muffled by his chest. in most situations, he’d take it as a compliment to feed his ego but he knows you’re deliberately trying to egg him on. and though he currently can’t see your face because of the position you guys are in, he swears he can feel your eyes rolling at him.

“i still have a life… and a job.” now it’s your turn to get fed up by his behavior. “am i not your life?” he’s sounding like you genuinely just offended his whole bloodline and hell, maybe even very distant ancestors. you want to say he’s joking but judging by experience, he most certainly isn’t.

one thing you understood when you first started dating him was that he would not give up his career for you and using the same logic, you didn’t have to either. now can some mind reader tell you why this is happening? why is he being so stubborn about this in particular? not like kaiser isn’t dramatic or stubborn most of the time but he’s never been this stubborn over a matter like this.

“michael that’s not… i just—i can’t just give everything up for you.” oh, now you’re calling him by his full first name? perhaps that wasn’t the best way to word it because you feel grip shifting to the back of your head to keep it in place, he does this because he doesn’t want you seeing his face. “why not?” he barks a lot quieter than he normally does.

“what do you mean by ‘why not’? this has been my life, even before i met you.” you try holding in the scoff that you were trying so hard to avoid but it’s obvious now.

as if it wasn’t already tense but it feels like it bloomed into a raging silence. you believe he’s thinking of an answer but in reality, he isn’t. he’s thinking about anything else other than him opening his mouth because only the heavens know what words would spew out of his mouth if he were to—imagine how worse he’d make this petty argument.

you hate this.

you hate silence.

you hate him being silent.

and you make the dumb decision to add salt to the injury—the one thing kaiser didn’t want to do. “do you actually want to argue about this? if so, i’m not staying at all.” there you go, saying things you don’t actually mean. “do you mean that?” oh he actually responded. you did try to choose your words carefully but your mouth moves faster than your thoughts.

“and if i did?” you’re lying through your teeth, but he takes the bait.

that was what unlocked his vile mouth that should be censored on television after losing a match. “you really are annoying, you know that? i hope you didn’t because i didn’t know that either when i started liking you. or were you just leading me on? i don’t care if you aren’t staying anymore. just fucking leave.” he’s lacing his words with cyanide.

he’s second guessing his thoughts of wanting you to stay forever if you were just going to be acting like that. his grip on you is finally loosening and it’s easier to slide right past his arms. you take the chance and peak at his face. it wasn’t the look you want to see on him normally but it is justified in this situation. he has a scowl on his face but he still looks so pretty like this. he’s looking at you too, albeit not with the admiration you’re doing.

it isn’t the best idea to stay silent and so you don’t.

“fine then.” you say while walking away from him to head towards the entrance and like expected, he doesn’t follow you. you take the bag from the front-door rack and slip on the shoes he gifted you.

you spare no time opening the door, not even glancing back when you shut the door as well. kaiser is the one looking, glaring at the back of your head before you disappear behind his door. after he knows you’re off completely, he goes over to lock it shut but also ends up smelling the slight scent of your perfume floating in the air.

looks like you won’t be staying tonight anymore. and now that this happened, will you ever? did he want you to?

this argument could have been so minor if both of you had just sucked it up.

were you still together? it didn’t end in clear closure, just him telling you to leave and you did.

did you still want this? did he still want this?

in all honesty, he just wants you. no matter what form, no matter what, he still wants to say he knows you. it didn’t have to be this way.

safe to say neither of you had good sleep that night.

kaiser has many ways to express his aggression. be it words, physical contact (past), or what he’s doing right now—football. he hasn’t contacted you ever since that day and you haven’t either. makes him question what he still is to you.

why does he care? if you don’t want to talk to him, neither do you. if you hate him, he hates you.

however, whenever he does take his anger out of the field, he dominates it. effectively becoming the king of the field. from the get-go it was obvious bastard munchen would win the match against some other team they were playing against.

you could tell too, setting aside the fact you were sitting pretty far from the game. what made you want to watch the match even if you thought he was probably your ex already? you didn’t know. it’s like you just gravitate towards the stupid rat tails man, he’s an annoying magnet to you now.

and like everyone betted on, bastard munchen did win.

the team immediately celebrates by huddling together, slapping each-others hands, carrying each-other, and what not? you unconsciously smile at the scene, it was small, you could still feel it but you couldn’t help it.

kaiser is celebrating with his team, being somehow lifted on-top of ness’ shoulders (which he is really annoyed at and he’s wondering how the fuck he’s doing that, what is wrong with him?). he ultimately scored the last goal they needed to win. it wasn’t a surprise because when he plays, he wants to—needs to—win.

despite that, his teammates couldn’t help but realize his anger, leading to yoichi asking him a question that makes kaiser want to choke the black-haired man on the spot.

“the hell was that?” he asks (referring the stupidly impossible goal kaiser was able to score, but you know… he doesn’t believe anything is impossible.) “i have a question for you too, yoichi. what the hell is that kind of question?” he’s laughing out, still on ness’ shoulders. but he’s laughing so hard his whole body starts to shake, making ness stumble a little.

still, yoichi was able to tell something was off.

“uh… what’s gotten your panties in a twist?”

but before kaiser could answer that with going off on him, he’s being pulled into an interview.

what made that goal possible?

“it was never impossible.”

what do you feel after winning?

“as if we weren’t going to win.”

boring questions he didn’t want to answer but he was obligated to—for he was basically the star of the show, like always. that was until a certain question was asked that made him look around the stadium for the first time.

that was quite an impressive goal.

“of course.”

is there anyone you wanted to watch that shot?

he’s silent. he’s thinking of you as he gazes around the bleachers—embarrassingly thinking everyone has your face and accidentally making eye contact with crazy fans that go berserk when he does. the only reason he never looked before and during the match was because you wouldn’t be there.

what a desperate reason, right? row after row, he’s scanning every seat, even the ones that are empty and imagining you’re the one sitting in it. 3rd to the top row, he scanning and not expecting to see you.

the fuck? is that you?

is he looking at you? kaiser is looking in your direction and in the area you’re seated but you’re so high up you can’t tell and it’s very unlikely he is but he keeps staring. you’re awkwardly looking away and around your section to hide your face.

oh but he’s already gotten a look of the face he so desperately wanted to see and he’s not going to look away, nor will he stand in one place. like a lunatic who just escaped some mental hospital, he’s booking it from the interviewer who stands shocked.

oh ok... he totally saw you which defeats the total point of you sitting so far away, was he lying to you when he said his eyesight wasn’t the best? probably. anyway, that was your sign to also walk away.

screams of fans were deafening and you felt like your eardrums were going to burst anyway.

who cursed you? because it was such a coincidence that kaiser comes out the way you were going to exit. he didn’t count how many fans who were asking all sorts of things he ran past to get to you.

as soon as you saw his face, you tried playing it off cool and spun the other way to walk away but he was by no means dumb and he saw you do that. he clicked his tongue in annoyance.

it felt like when you ask your friends to chase you and they actually do and now you’re screaming your lungs out trying to outrun them. obviously it was futile because he was so much faster than you.

no words could explain how fucking loud the crowd was, first when he ran, second when he entered the spectator area, last (hopefully) when he hugged you tightly from behind, stopping you from running.

like that night, he was warmer than you’d like him to be. arms wrapped around your waist and his chin on your shoulder. “are you running away again?” he’s whispering into your ear and despite the crowd + the booming voices around you… ++ the paparazzi basically stomping on people to get a photo, he’s unbelievably close to your ear, you have no trouble in hearing him.

“kaiser.” you breathe out in the same shock the interviewer was probably in. “don’t call me that. answer my question.” he huffs—he hasn’t heard you call him that in for like… forever! (unless you count other arguments)

“should i want to run away?”

“i don’t want you to.”

the grip is getting tighter and it slightly stops you from breathing for a second. you don’t want to run away, you don’t hate him.

you were thinking the same as him, whether or whether not he still considered you his. but you know his ego is way too high for his own good so you do him a favor and ask him instead.

“are we still something?” you ask and it hurts him that you do—did you not think that anymore? his eye is twitching with uncertain emotions. “…tell me your answer first.” there’s hurt evident in his voice because he doesn’t want to jump into conclusions and hurt his ego even more than he already has fighting for his way to get to you.

“i don’t know, are we?” he’d flick your forehead with full power if he wasn’t trying to make up with you. it’s barely audible but you hear “i still want this.” a frown is on your face and he took it as a bad sign.

“i do too, micha.” you admit, he’s spiraling by how you say his name.

as much as he wants to say that he did want you to stay with him forever, that he didn’t want you to leave him, that he doesn’t actually find you annoying, that he loves you. he decides on doing only the second and last option because he’s kept himself, you, and the fans waiting far too long.

(you also wanted to say you didn’t mean it.)

he’s spinning you around to face him.

“don’t leave me, ever.”

he holds your hands in his, leaning forward to kiss you.

and though you guys still have so much to apologize, discuss, and everything in between… you both would rather leave that for a private matter. just stay in this moment, in his arms for now? if not forever.

oh and now you hoped this was the last time the crowd got as rowdy as it was.

GERMAN FOOTBALL PRODIGY; MICHAEL KAISER AND HIS SUPPOSED PARTNER MAKE IT PUBLIC! WHO IS THE LUCKY PERSON? EVERYTHING WE KNOW RIGHT NOW…

locknessmonster : bro wtf

[normafuckingrockwell]

hes so bf coded

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Anahera

Auli’i Cravalho x fem! reader

Warnings: detailed descriptions of pregnancy symptoms, labor + delivery

Part 2 of ‘Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye’

“Hi, lovey.” Auli’i sighed, sitting down on the grass. It was slightly damp, but she didn’t care. “I’m back, third year in a row. Here’s a new Pua for you as promised, and a bouquet of sunflowers.”

The leaves rustled in the wind, some insect was chirping in the distance but neither of those mattered more than getting to be here with you.

“Happy birthday.” She added on, “I have…some news for ya.” She chuckled, sniffling. Auli’i was already feeling the tears brimming in her eyes. She still hates that this was all she had left of you. Buried six feet under, beneath the headstone. She exhaled slowly, but shakily trying to calm herself down. “Remember the thing we talked about before we got married?” She spoke while looking right at the stone, “We froze your embryos. And uh, recently, I talked to my parents and Lauren and my team about it…about how I’m ready to use it now to have— to have a baby.”

Tears rolled off her cheeks before she knew it so she stopped talking for a bit.

“I thought they were going to shoot me down immediately and call me insane, but they were really supportive.” Auli’i laughed slightly, wiping her tears away then playing with the ring on her finger. “I’m happy being alone now, it’s way better than getting together with someone else knowing that it would never mean anything to me. Never more than what our relationship means to me, anyway.”

She gets quiet again, looking around herself. “I’m never truly alone, you know? I have my people with me almost always. And you? Always. You’re always going to be living in my heart.”

“I hope you have the best day ever, hm?” She smiled, “I know I will, getting to spend some time with you always puts me in a better mood. I love you, sweet girl. I’ll be back to talk to you again soon when I have updates. Maybe not gonna see me here in L.A. so often from now…but I’ll definitely still be talking to you wherever.”

She left after that, in a better mood than when she first got here. She just had the feeling that you were around, one way or another. Well, you let her know sometimes.

She’s found the joy of being alone, but never lonely. A lot of thought went into this major decision of hers to become a single parent eventually if the IVF worked out. Auli’i says she hasn’t got anymore to lose, but this…having a mini you would be a beautiful gain. You would get to live on, and she’d get to fulfill both your dreams of not just making a house into a home, but starting a family.

Auli’i meets up with Lauren at a restaurant nearby for lunch, where she revealed, “I told her about it. You know…that plan. It really feels right, so I’m gonna go for it. I want that.”

“I’m excited for you. And I’ll be here every step of the way.” Lauren beamed.

“I know.” Auli’i smiled gratefully, grabbing the menu off the table to take a look at it before they ordered their food.

Her team knew first, then she told you. Of course, her job was the reason why you knew second…technically. Going through with this plan meant that she would be taking a hiatus. And even though she was nervous about the public knowing, it had to be done. She didn’t want any speculation about her break, neither did she want to just disappear from the spotlight. Both of which seemed way more nerve wracking than the truth.

An anonymous donor was used in the process, but she did go with the best option in her eyes. One that she knew you’d agree with, also the one that seemed like the best for the future baby. As long as the process felt, she found herself feeling so lucky to be surrounded by her loved ones. So lucky that she had a whole village to back her up and help her out.

On the morning of her appointment for the implantation, Lauren tagged along while her mom picked them up and drove them there. At this point, her publicist has not spoken a word about the situation as it had been agreed upon that they would only break the news of her hiatus once she was done with the procedure and was ready to tell the public. “How do you feel?”

“Um, I don’t know. I’m feeling a lot of things, it’s quite uncomfortable.” Auli’i took a deep breath, “Feels as though I’m pregnant already.” She scoffed, opening the car door and getting in as quick as she good.

“Take a good nap when we get back.” Her mom reminded, “Really. Just sleep.”

She sighed, “I’ll try, but I’m really not comfortable right now.”

“You look tired.”

“We all are.” She laughed, “Woke up so early.”

Lauren drove this time, and her Mom sat in the back with her. Then, Auli’i got silent and she dozed off without another word. Her mom wrapped her arm around her to make sure she didn't fall over.

“Should we get some lunch on the way back?”

“I’ll cook, it’s okay. You just keep her company.” Her Mom answered, “There’s already some stuff in the kitchen I could use, so we can just go home…let her sleep properly.”

“Okay, sure.” Lauren agreed.

The rest of the drive was no doubt quiet, since neither of them wanted to disturb her rest. Once home, Auli’i headed straight to her bed, not a care in the world. The fatigue was starting to hit her hard already, having an early start to the day was also a contributing factor, but…yeah, it was going to be a heck of a journey ahead.

As Auli’i got comfy and wrapped herself in a cocoon in her blanket, Rocco walked into the room and jumped into bed with her, curling up right by her side. They got home around three in the afternoon and Auli’i only woke up at dinnertime. It was a quiet affair. Lauren, and Auli’i’s mom simply matched her energy.

“Mom, this dinner is amazing. Thank you so much.”

“No big deal, honey. I’m glad you’re enjoying it.”

Dinner was a small spread of their favourite Hawaiian dishes: rice, poi and laulau. It was always really nice to get a taste of home while away from home.

“I’ll stay here as long as you need me to, okay?”

“Mommy, it’s fine. Lauren’s here, I don’t want to worry you.”

“Nice try, honey. Don’t you think I’d be more worried if I was all the way in Hawai’i?”

A few months after your passing, she made her Broadway debut in Cabaret. It had a successful run, but it was also why she’d been living in New York ever since— instead of Los Angeles. She had to make a difficult decision to let go of her old apartment there, and she cried about it so much because of all the memories made there with you. Ultimately, she was okay again. Knowing that no one would be able to take the memories away from her. That physical roof that was once over your heads was nothing more than a safe space for rest before your adventures. This slightly more luxurious apartment in New York was no different, you were still with her…just slightly different than before. But that was obvious.

Rocco entered the living area, stopping by the leg of Auli’i’s chair and meowing to get her attention, “Hi, Rocco.”

After dinner, Auli’i hung around on the couch to read a book to let the food digest before she headed in for a shower to wash off the sweaty, sticky feeling of the day. Lauren was cleaning up in the kitchen with Auli’i’s mom in the meantime, and Rocco? He was somehow just following Auli’i around, just laying down outside the closed bathroom door.

Lauren was ready with pretzels and chocolate for a little movie night to wind down, Auli’i smiled, “You know me, thank you~”

“Of course, girl. Enjoy the snacks, our favourite movie is queued up.”

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[DISNEY & BROADWAY STAR ANNOUNCES INDEFINITE HIATUS]

‘Last night, Cravalho posted a lengthy statement along with a video greeting on her Instagram page to announce her break from the spotlight. While the reason is unknown, fans have filled the star’s comment section with questions and concern.’

Well, that was the gist of it. They decided to keep the reason unknown to let Auli’i have more privacy for now. It’s been a week since the implantation appointment and her symptoms have…worsened. She was more fatigued, more nauseated, more in pain. Pelvic pain was a real bother for her ever since the appointment, but there was nothing worrisome so she was happy as she could be that things were looking good.

Social media apps have been deleted from her phone after posting the announcement. She didn’t want to have that distraction. Or the outside opinions coming into her head to affect her moods.

“One more week, then it’s time for the blood test.” Lauren squeezed her shoulder encouragingly.

Auli’i nodded, resting her chin on folded arms.

“Still not feeling some food?”

“Nope.” She sighed, “I’m gonna take a nap. I can barely keep my eyes open.”

“Alright, drink some water before you lay down, babes.”

“I will.” Yawning, Auli’i went into her bedroom. She sat in her bed, rolling her head to give it a stretch, then, her arms. Lastly, she drank some water from her bottle cautiously before laying down to get some shut-eye.

The next day, the three of them went out since they were all bored at home, and Auli’i was feeling quite energetic and not as sick as she’d been. But, the feeling of nausea did come and go. So she was honestly a little annoyed.

A simple Target run got turned into a whole thing. They weren’t expected to get papped but it happened, and Auli’i had to get out. They were rude and invasive and pushy, all the things that she was hoping very much to avoid.

‘Why’d you quit?’

‘Are you not going to come back to acting?’

‘Aren’t you gonna tell us more?’

Her patience was running so thin, her blood was boiling and she felt like crying. Auli’i grabbed onto her Mom’s hand, it was like a signal. She wanted out, and now.

Lauren saw the panic and shift in her best friend’s demeanour. She ran back inside to get help, hoping they got leave through the back instead. After a few minutes, and a furious exclamation from Auli’i to the paparazzi to leave her alone and respect her privacy for her personal life, they finally let the three of them through. A worker apologised, and obviously felt bad…even though it wasn’t anyone else’s fault but the media’s.

Auli’i was agitated for the remainder of the day, also in a foul mood. Understandably so, but they were also worried for the obvious reason. “Honey, it’s gonna be okay, just…take a minute, take some deep breaths and keep calm, alright?”

“I know, Mom. I just—” Auli’i huffed, slamming her fist into a pillow. “I know, I decided to continue acting after that first movie, but I’m not an object that they can just judge or control. If I don’t say anything, I’m rude. If I stand up for myself because they’re making me uncomfortable and invading my personal space, I’m being a bitch. I don’t know how y/n did it, so much nasty things were talked about online about her. I tried to protect her from them, but I know she saw some of it. We were just lucky I wasn’t at this level of recognition back then.”

“Honey, what you’re feeling? Totally valid. But don’t hold onto it and affect your whole day, your body and your mind. Let it go into the universe, you’re doing your best and you’ve been doing your best. Some people just don’t have the heart. They’re not worth the energy.”

“I’m trying, but it’s not really working is it?” Auli’i chuckled wryly, placing Rocco in her lap once he jumped into bed.

“You got this.” Her Mom planted a kiss on her head, “Okay? You got this. We got you, everything will be fine. Feel what you need to feel, but let it go after. Move forward, you have a lot to look forward to.”

“Thanks, Mom. Guess I just needed a reminder to snap me out of the mood.”

Her Mom smiled, relieved, “Want anything specific for dinner?”

“Ooh, chicken soup sounds good.”

“Chicken soup it is.” Her Mom chuckled, “Okay, I’m gonna leave you to it. You need anything?”

“Nope, I’m good. Thanks, though.”

Closing the door softly, Auli’i was now alone. With Rocco laid in her lap, she stroked his head tenderly then gave him head scratches. “At least you’re sweet.” She laughed, “Thanks for being here for me all the time, bubs.” He meows, snuggling closer. “I wonder if you miss y/n as much as I do.” She mumbled to herself. He meowed again, like he was answering. “Me too, buddy.” Auli’i sighed, cuddling him closer. He doesn’t resist and just let it happen which was slightly unlike him, maybe he knew she needed it.

Auli’i wound up taking a short nap, with nothing better to do. She also wound up dreaming of you, so maybe she was missing you a little extra lately.

‘I know what happened today was crazy, but you’ll be okay. I’ll make sure of it.’

‘y/n, I…’

‘I know, some people are disgusting. But never blame yourself for living your own life. Getting groceries, getting food, going shopping. That’s daily life stuff. You’re human, you deserve to live a life you want. Not just coop yourself up at home. Don’t let them bring you down. You’re doing amazing.”

She immediately tackled you in a hug, holding you so tightly.

‘You got this, Li’i. I will be with you every step of the way.’

‘I miss you.’

‘I know, honey. I see you. I miss you too. I’m so proud of you. Please keep going, continue living this inspiring life that you’ve made for yourself. And now for the baby too.’

‘What? You mean—’

‘The implantation was successful. You’re pregnant.’

She then jolted awake right after she kissed you goodbye to the sound of something getting knocked off of her desk. Rocco kicked the tissue box off it. Auli’i relaxed when she realised what it was, then jokingly chided him for scaring her. He ended up laying on her chair just staring at her. Auli’i walked up to the chair, picked him out and walked outside to the living area to get him a treat. She was now calm again, and happy. Thanks to that little dream she had.

“Hi, you.” Lauren greeted with a little laugh, “Want some chocolate?” She held out the bag of M&M’s in front of her, Auli’i grabs a few pieces and put them in her mouth, “Thanks. I’m uh, feeling better. So…don’t worry.”

“Ah, it’s normal that we worry sometimes. But I know, you’re okay. Even if you aren’t, that’s okay too because we’re right here with you. Just like you’ve been here for us, you know?”

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Like you had told her, she was indeed pregnant. She was overjoyed, but also in shock. She couldn’t believe it, but she knew deep down it was going to happen. The dream you gave her was like a reassurance, but seeing and hearing the blood tests results were like cold hard truth slapping her in the face.

From that point on, biweekly appointments began. So did morning sickness which was a pain in the ass, as she would say. But that was merely the beginning of a whole new chapter that would be as daunting as it was rewarding. Some days were so hard symptom-wise, she was sobbing herself to sleep. Other nights, she just missed you and got emotional — she didn’t tell anyone though. It was a lot, but she’d always feel better after crying.

10 weeks in, and it has already been a rollercoaster of emotions. Her birthday was coming up, and the first thing she thought of doing was going to visit you. Unlike her usual plans of going with either her Mom or Lauren, she chose to go alone, with sunglasses on and everything. She only took them off when she was sure she was alone. Having to fly to Los Angeles every time she felt like visiting you was tough, but she didn’t mind it.

“So…you were right. And honestly, this is going to be the best birthday present I’ve ever had.” She chuckled sadly, “It’s been…feeling like the days are so long because I’m like— nauseous all day but I know it’s going to be so worth it. Nothing special going on, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit because I miss you, so— I don’t care, I just want to sit with you for awhile. But um, everything’s well with the baby so far. Just went for a check up yesterday. How are you, sweet girl?” She asked, looking up at the sky, it was clear but not scorching. “Having a pretty strong feeling that it’ll be a girl. What do you think?”

“You know, it’s funny— Rocco’s been following me everywhere at home since I went for the very first appointment. It’s like he’s trying to protect me, or he knew earlier than I knows? Maybe you’ve been talking to him, huh?” She joked. “I trust you’re doing well, baby. Thanks for uh, giving me that little dream the other day. It was good to see you, even if just for a bit.”

It was still…easy for her to be out and about at this stage since she wasn’t exactly showing. So, more comfy attire usually did the trick. This day, she decided to visit both your usual haunts in the city. The first stop would be your favourite bagel shop— she hasn’t been back here in awhile, but the staff still recognised her on account that you used to come here with her all the time. She got her food and ate in a quiet corner of the shop, away from the crowd. Setting her sunglasses down, she cracked open a can of Fanta, taking a sip of the crisp, cold beverage. Taking in the calm amidst the chaos, she was at ease, enjoying her lunch in this homey spot before she carried on to her next destination. Pushing her shades on, she discarded the foil in a trash can as she left the shop, the door shutting behind her as she got engulfed in the slight warmth of the upcoming summer season.

It was a quick weekend trip, so she was back in New York soon enough. Living in this city allowed her to walk pretty much everywhere, so she decided to just…walk and see where her feet would take her. Being on a hiatus has given her a lot of free time, so she was in no rush to get home. She even winded through Times Square and got inside the Disney Store, which instantly reminded her of you. You loved coming here and would always want to leave with a new purchase. Even if you didn’t say it, she’d still get you something. After roaming the first floor, she stepped onto the Tangled-inspired escalators to get upstairs. “Maybe I could start getting some things for the baby.” She muttered under her breath, fingers feeling the material of the array of plushies on the shelves before her. A kid stopped next to her, excited to pick our his new toy, then he looked at her. She looked back, admittedly a little nervous about being recognised. But he only smiled and focused on the toys again. Relieved, she clutched onto the Simba plushie she picked out and made a beeline for the checkout.

Next, she hopped on the subway then walked home, glad to be able to rest her feet. “Mom, I’m home.” Auli’i went up to her and gave her a hug. “Hi, dear. Seems like you had a pretty good day, huh.”

“I got the baby something. I dunno, just felt like it.”

“As you should, honey.”

“Is it too early to start buying things for the baby?”

“It’s up to you, honey. Do it bit by bit, no rush with that, you know?”

“I just, I mean, it’s not…guaranteed.”

“Oh, you’ll be just fine.” Her mom hugged her, “I know it. Everything’s going as expected, so don’t worry.”

Auli’i smiled, “Thanks, Mom. I’m gonna go take a shower.”

“Alright, I’ll be right here if you need anything.”

Since Lauren was on a trip to Connecticut with her friends from school for a week, it was just Auli’i and her Mom for the remaining five days. So, while the peace was nice, the apartment was quite quiet…too quiet, in fact. Rocco greeted her by circling her legs once and snuggling up against it. “Hi, bubs.” Auli’i bent down, picked him up and put him on her bed. “You’re gonna be waiting right here for me, aren’t ya? I’ll be right out.”

As always, Rocco was right there waiting, asleep. But still, waiting. The two of them then curled up in bed together, scrolling through Pinterest and various other sites on the internet so she could figure out how to design the baby’s nursery.

“Wanna help me pick a colour for the walls, bud?” She laughed, he just meowed, displeased/ So, she scratched his head, “Kidding.”

She soon moved on to looking at names. Even though it was technically too early to tell, Auli’i knew she was going to be right. The baby was going to be a girl, and well, mainly thanks to quite the vivid dreams she’s been having lately of her, you and a baby girl. Right now, she was trying to recall the names mentioned in those dreams. She remembers loving a particular one a lot.

“What was that name?” She asked no one in particular as she sighed, still giving Rocco head scratches. Auli’i even got to the point of looking up Hawaiian girl names on Google, but that wasn’t it. And before she got too annoyed, she decided to stop looking for it. It was bound to come back to her, right? If it was meant to be the name, it would come back. Setting her laptop aside, she went to the kitchen for a drink of water and of course, apparently so did Rocco.

“What are you up to?”

“Not much, just looking at some nursery design inspiration, then I was trying to remember this one name that was revealed to me in a dream I had.”

“Aw, it’ll come back to you. Don’t sweat it, that’s how I got your name.” Her mom answered with a chuckle, peeling her focus away from the TV.

“I know.” Auli’i smiled, sitting down next to her. “Mom, can I ask you something?’

“Yeah, of course.” She clicked pause on the movie, “What is it?”

“Why are you okay with this?”

“Because…I trust you. You know what you want and when you want it. You have done more than enough thinking and preparation for it. Family’s where the love is, doesn’t matter if she has just you…or more caretakers. What matters is you’re willing to go all-in and love and care for her, no matter what the circumstances are. She’s not going to be any less loved if raised by a single mother.” She winked.

“Got you, Mom. You could do it, and so can I.” Auli’i laughed, sniffling, “Plus, she’s gonna have a whole bunch of uncles and aunties, anyway. Here, back home, in L.A..”

Her Mom nodded.

“Oh, my God. Anahera. That’s the name.” She gasped softly.

“That means…that means angel in Maori.”

“Oh.” Her mouth remained slightly agape, in surprise. “Wow.”

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“So, I’m back here again. Baby girl’s growing well, keeps kicking me though. Also settled on a name, you’d love it. Anahera.” Auli’i stood leaning against a tree right by your resting spot. “I’m announcing the pregnancy tonight since I can barely hide it anymore and I want to beat the press to it.”

“Thought I might find you here.”

“Lauren.” She gasped, turning around, “Didn’t know you were gonna come here.”

“Have some free time, so I thought I should come here and say hi. I don’t fly here often, so I might as well.”

Auli’i nodded, standing closer to her and resting her head on Lauren’s shoulder. “Sometimes I feel like I should move back here. Flying to and fro to see her feels kind of…much. You know her parents suggested a cremation? So we could have her at home…with us but I pushed for a burial so she could have a resting place.”

“I mean, it’s really up to you and where you can see yourself raising Anahera.” Lauren pointed out, “She’d be closer to her y/n here, physically- but New York’s where you two really loved to go and wanted to live in.”

“She never got to see me on Broadway.” Auli’i mentioned, “I wish she could’ve.”

“Trust me, I believe she did. She’s everywhere with you.”

Auli’i smiled, mumbling a sad thank-you. “I know, but I just— I wanted to see her in the crowd, you know? I wanted her to meet me backstage, at the stage door, go home together after a long night and just cuddle. Now all of that’s in my imagination.”

Lauren rubbed her back, the snaked an arm around her waist. “God, I’m gonna cry.”

“That’s okay, babe.” Lauren assured, “let it out.”

“There was so much she wanted to do but couldn’t. We had to prioritise her bucket list.” She exhaled shakily, “I hope I did it right by her.”

“You did, Auli’i. You did. Blaming yourself is the last thing she wanted you to be doing. You gave her everything you could, everything she wanted. She fought her hardest and enjoyed as much as she could. She wants us to take care of each other and be happy. That’s what we’ve been doing, and she’s been resting, free, not in pain. And now…you’re gonna meet Anahera in a few months. She’s…part you, and part her. She lives on this way, too, you know.”

“Yeah.” Auli’i sniffed, “That’s why I decided to go forward with the plan. I want a child that’s like— a mini her. We planned to do that anyway, I feel ready. But some days I just feel awful because of hormones. I’m good, let’s go back to the hotel.”

“Alrighty, should we get some italian ice on the way back?”

“Mhm, sounds great.”

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[AULI’I CRAVALHO ANNOUNCES PREGNANCY WITH LATE GIRLFRIEND’S CHILD]

Scoff.

[ON BEING A SINGLE MOTHER—

She didn’t even finish reading that headline. She didn’t even mention these words in her post.

[HIDDEN PREGNANCY: AULI’I—

Yep, that’s enough internet for the day.

Rocco rubbed his head against her leg to get her attention. Auli’i snapped out of her mood and looked at him, she smiled, “Hi~ Hi buddy.”

Rocco laid down in her lap, snuggling up against her forming bump. The baby kicked a little, startling Rocco but making Auli’i chuckle. “That’d be the baby, bud.”

He didn't react to that and just laid there comfortably, enjoying the head scratches that Auli’i would give him every time he laid down near her.

“You want room service or should I drive out to get some food?” Asked Lauren.

“Chicken nuggets?” She asked hopefully.

Lauren snickered, “Would’ve guessed that too. With ranch and spicy mustard?”

“Swap the ranch with sweet and sour sauce.”

“Alrighty, you wanna come with?”

“No, not really.”

“That’s fine, hun. I’ll be back soon. Stay here, okay?”

“Not going anywhere, my friend.” She laughed humorouslessly.

Their time in L.A. was soon over, she was back home in New York with Lauren and her mom, a day away from her next appointment with her doctor. The second she stepped out into the arrival hall with Lauren? Pure chaos. Yelling and shoving, obscenities spewed from paparazzi’s mouths when Auli’i chose to keep quiet and avoid the cameras with a large oversized hoodie and sunglasses.

The two friends clung onto each other for dear life and squeezed their way through the crazy mob of people. So yeah, it was damn hard not to get affected by it all. Angourie picked them up outside and successfully drove them away from the overstimulating, flashy mess. But it was too late, a panic attack quickly unfolded before their eyes.

“Can I hug you?” Lauren asked quietly. Auli’i had her eyes screwed shut but she did agree to that physical touch. Because she knew it’d help her calm down, but right now. She felt like her heart was going a hundred miles an hour, her head hurt and her arms and legs felt all tingly…she felt terrified of all this especially when she remembered that she was pregnant. And how distressing this could be for the baby. Well, that only made her start crying.

“Auli’i, deep breaths. Please.” Lauren said, soft but firm, “Deep breaths, in and out. Honey, come on— follow me. In…and out. In and out, that’s it. Look at me.”

She does, she slowly looked up and at her best friend, trying so hard to find her breath again. “Look at me, and breathe. You got it, okay? You’re okay, you’re safe here. We’re going home, and I’m going to be right here with you.”

“I don’t want this life for Anahera. I don’t want her to be watched like a hawk everywhere she goes. But I don’t know what to do. Even if I quit the business, they’ll still find me.”

“I hear you, but for now, one day at a time.” Lauren hugged her tighter, “We’ll figure something out, move to a gated community, fly private, delete all socials…anything is possible. When there’s a will, there’s a way.”

“I’d still need a job.” Auli’i scoffed, “So we’ll open up a bookstore, a bakery, a coffee shop. Anything.”

“You always humour me.” Auli’i managed a laugh, “Thanks, Laur.”

“Hey, you’re my bestie.” Lauren replied, “Of course.”

“I feel better.” She swallowed thickly, “I do have to throw up though.”

“There’s sick bags in the seat pocket right in front of you.” Angourie told them quickly. Auli’i was so unfazed by the act of being sick, but still felt awful afterwards with tears stinging her eyes. “Do you want some mints?”

Auli’i inhaled sharply, “Do you have gum or something?”

“I do, yeah.” They stopped at a red light, Angourie rummaged through the glove compartment and found two types of gum, handing both to Auli’i to let her take her pick.

“Thanks.” Auli’i gave her a crooked smile, “Looks like it might be awhile, mind if I take a nap?”

“Not at all, rest up.”

Rocco was in the empty seat next to Lauren, who picked him up after Auli’i got settled. Angourie took the sick bag and quickly ran out to dispose of it in a trash can since the traffic was stagnant at this hour.

They got home over an hour later, and Auli’i was desperate for a nice shower. “Stay for dinner.” Auli’i told the Australian, “I insist. As a thank-you for picking us up and the puke.”

“Well, I get it, so don’t worry about it. And I will stay for dinner, that sounds nice. Be careful in the shower.”

“I will be right back to get dinner started. And Lauren, I’m serious. Let me handle dinner tonight, I wanna do something.”

“Kitchen’s all yours.” Lauren answered comically.

Over dinner, Auli’i’s mood got better. She’d forgotten about the whole debacle at the airport and was simply happy to be home and safe. Angourie had to leave after a chat since she had an early day on set the next day. The two best friends bid her goodbye and carried on with their usual night routine.

Auli’i gave Rocco his dinner then relaxed in bed just watching him eat in his corner of the room. With a hand caressing her bump, her eyes focused on the SVU reruns on TV that she somehow chanced upon. She never really watched it unless you were, and she’d only watch it with you because it was one of your favourites.

And then…she got a middle for Anahera. Once she stopped on the channel with the reruns, she heard, ‘Olivia Margaret Benson’ uttered by one of the actors. Margaret sounded nice, and it’d be a little nod to one of your role models. Maybe you wanted her to hear that and consider it. Either way, Auli’i was contented.

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“You said you wanted a home birth?”

“Yeah, if it’s possible, that’s what I want to go for.”

“All your checkups have been perfect, you don’t have any risk factors that would have me advising against what you want.”

“That’s great.” Auli’i beamed.

Dr. Rivera smiled, “I always urge moms to go for what they want and what feels right. Unless there are risk factors involved that would require me to advise them otherwise. Do you have any questions before you leave?”

“No, actually.”

“Alright then, keep doing what you’re doing. You’re doing amazingly. Nothing to worry about. I will see you again in two weeks.”

“Thank you, see you then, doc.” Auli’i takes the printout of the ultrasound photo from the doctor with a smile and briskly left the consultation room.

She was in a good mood, even being papped didn’t bring her down. What she could control was how she reacted and responded. She had sunglasses on and comfy clothes, kept herself and the baby safe. Even if they had questions, her answer would be a default, ‘No comment’, then she would quickly move away from whoever it was.

Auli’i even spent some time in a crowded FAO Schwarz and had a blast. She got Anahera her first teddy bear. ‘Two stuffed animals would suffice for now’, She thought to herself as she proceeded to make her way home. Subway, then a walk, as usual. The chilly weather was nice, so she was really taking it all in.

Apart from her now somewhat disrupted sleep at night due to having to pee so much, she felt lucky that she was having it this easy. She wasn’t in too much pain, even when the final trimester started to approach. Auli’i just felt excited to be so close to meeting her baby. All her anxiety and nerves were dying away too as her excitement took over. When month seven started, that’s when she started building furniture and decorating the nursery with Lauren and her mom. Seeing all the things come together and filling up the once empty space, reality hit her for awhile and she teared up thanks to the raging hormones…but they were happy tears. “We’re all set.” Her mom declared after three days of work. Three walls were painted a light cream colour while one by the crib was kept white but had tiny little rainbows scattered all over it. A nursing chair was right next to the crib, and a changing table was right up against the wall by the door. It was simple, but they all loved the final product and couldn’t be more happy with it. Shutting the door, Auli’i joined her best friend and mother in the living room to have takeout for dinner before retreating to her room early. The fatigue was prevalent and they just let her do whatever she needed. Lauren followed her inside her room, though. “Hey, what’s up?” Auli’i obviously saw her.

“Nothing, just wanna spend some time with you.” Lauren sat down, Rocco walked in, wanting to join. So, Lauren picked him up and put him onto the bed. He settled down next to Auli’i, she gave him head scratches. He purred happily.

“How ya feeling?”

“Tired, but excited. I can’t wait, really. It’s starting to feel like it’s taking forever.”

“I know, but you’re so close.” Lauren patted her knee. “You mind if I feel?”

“No, not at all.” Auli’i giggled softly, “Go ahead.”

Lauren grinned excitedly and gently caressed the bump, “Hi, little one. It’s your auntie Lauren.” Took a second, but Anahera kicked in response, quite a few times, it was like she was excited. “This is how I know I’m close.” Auli’i joked, “The kicks are starting to get a little bit uncomfortable.”

“Girlie’s probably running out of room a little, huh.” Lauren continued, and she got another kick. “That’d be a yes?”

“Yes.” Auli’i agreed, “I’m quite uncomfortable, baby girl. But it’s okay, that means you’re growing really strong and healthy. And I cannot wait to meet you.”

“Only eight more weeks.”

“Gonna be a long eight weeks.” Auli’i sighed.

Lauren slept in Auli’i’s bed that night, but they talked for hours before Auli’i fell asleep first.

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About a month before her due date, there was a small, intimate baby shower where her family and yours were guests…along with some of her closest friends from work. She was a little achy and thus not in the best mood for the later half of the gathering. But, she pushed through and remained civil, mingled, chatted, laughed…until she couldn’t. Thankfully, some guests started to leave already since they had a bit of a commute back home or to their hotels.

It was past nine-thirty, Lauren was washing dishes, Auli’i’s mom was vacuuming. And Auli’i? She was taking a warm shower, hoping to relax her sore back before she went to bed for the night. While drying off and getting dressed in her pyjamas, she noticed in her reflection in the mirror that her bump seemed lower now. And walking did seem more uncomfortable than before…she was really feeling the pelvic discomfort. Well, pain, honestly. And it was nothing like she’s ever felt before— obviously.

The next morning, she woke up feeling worse than ever. Her stomach was upset, her back hurt…not to mention she could barely walk thanks to the baby’s drop. She had all the signs that pointed to labour being in the near future. True to how she was feeling, labour officially started when she timed her pains and found them to be regular for the last two hours. Still, she was calm. And she hadn’t told anyone yet. Well, except her doctor. Doctor Rivera was first to know. And Auli’i got the all clear to just chill and keep timing the contractions. She decided to get up and go to the kitchen to get a snack and fill up her water bottle.

“Oh, fuck.” She mumbled feeling another wave of pain wrap around her abdomen.

“Sweetheart, what’s wrong?”

“I’m okay, Mom.”

“Are you sure? Maybe you should sit—”

“I don’t wanna sit.” She answered curtly, “It’s — It’s uncomfortable.”

“Are you…sure you’re not in labour?”

“What? I am.” Auli’i answered calmly, “I already texted Rivera about this.”

“Oh, my God.” Her mom gasped, flashing a smile of excitement.

“Relax, Mom. All’s good, still very far apart. Fifteen minutes.” Auli’i managed a small laugh as she ripped open the mini pack of pretzels to snack on. “Fuck, why do I gotta puke again?” She groaned, swallowing the sick rising up in her throat to no avail. She threw up in the trashcan nearby and just nonchalantly rinsed out her mouth then proceeded to walk around the apartment.

“How long has it been since it started?”

“About two hours.” She said, ending her sentence with a quiet ‘shit’ muttered under her breath.

“You mentioned she said you could eat until you get into the active stage, right?”

Auli’i nodded, hiding her face in folded arms on the kitchen countertop.

“You wanna eat a proper meal? I can make you something real quick.”

“No.” She grunted, “Feel sick, don’t wanna throw up more. Maybe later?”

“Alright. How can I help?”

“I’m good, Mom. Just need to do my own thing I guess?”

“How about I help you do your hair, to keep it out of the way?”

Auli’i stood up straight, “That’d be really nice, Mom. Sure.”

It didn’t take long, though they did chat the whole time to keep Auli’i distracted from the discomfort. “Thank you.” Auli’i smiled. “Not a problem.” Her Mom gave her a hug then went to put the hairbrush and hairties away, “Want a popsicle?”

“Ooh, yes please.” Auli’i gasped softly, “Wait, what time is it?”

“Few minutes past 1pm. 1:04.” Her Mom said, “Okay, here you go. A popsicle.”

“Thanks, Mom.” She happily unwrapped it and took her time enjoying the treat while watching some TV, all while logging in a contraction and its duration everytime she felt one.

“So this has been going on since what, 11am and you didn’t make a peep?” Her Mom asked, feigning offence.

“I’m okay, mom. You’re right here, anyway.” She said through laughter.

“Well, true. But my God.”

Things progressed a little on the slower side, but again, was expected for a first time. Auli’i even peacefully slept for two hours until Lauren got home from work and heard the news from her Mom. “What?”

“Been about four hours. She’s just…chilling.” Her Mom laughed, “It’s impressive.”

“I wanna sleeeeep.” She called out from the room, “Let me sleeep.” She whined.

“Sorry, I just got home.” Lauren apologised with a sheepish smile. “How are you doing?”

“Sick and tired.” She answered bluntly, “Will you get out of me soon, pretty please?”

“How are you not in any pain?”

“Oh, trust me. I’m starting to feel it.” She scoffed, “How was work?”

“Easy.” Lauren shrugged.

“Oh, good. Hey, you’re gonna stay in the room with me right? Later?”

“Yeah.” Lauren squinted at her, amused, “I already agreed to that.”

“I know, just making sure.”

“When’s your doctor coming?”

“Don’t know yet, contractions are still not close enough together. Need to be five to seven minutes apart before anything happens. Can you pass me my water bottle please?”

“Yeah, here.”

Auli’i took some sips and quickly told her thank-you. “I take it back.” She groaned, “It’s getting bad.” Reaching for her phone, she opted for a call instead of texting. “Oh, my back is killing me.”

“How far apart are they now?”

“Like— nine minutes?” She gulped, recalling the number in her notes.

“Are you alone?”

“No.”

“Good, have someone put pressure on your lower back to counter the pain.”

“I’m on it.” Lauren spoke up and immediately helped.

“Oh fuck. I spoke too soon, didn’t I?”

“It’s alright, you’re doing great. I’ll be there soon, just keep me posted.”

“Great, can’t wait.” She answered sarcastically. Lauren bit back a laugh. “What.”

“Nothing. Is this good, should I go harder?”

“That’s fine.” She answered in a strained tone, “Thanks. How nice of you to stay here while on all fours like an animal.”

“Hey, if it helps, who am I to judge? You got this.”

“Of course.” She scoffed, “Damn—”

“What is it?”

“Nothing, just feeling some sweet, sweet leg cramps.”

“Oh, how lovely.” Lauren played along, Auli’i laughed. “Sorry.”

“It’s getting you through hell of a lot of pain, so I am not complaining.” Lauren assured, “Still good?”

“Mm—” She wanted to reply but all that came out was a pained moan as her fist balled up. “Mhm, yep. That was the worst one. Why is it taking so longggg.”

“I actually think you’re progressing pretty fast.” Her best friend disagreed.

“I know.” She huffed, “My god, I don’t think I can do th—”

“Yes, you can.” Lauren interjected, “Babe, this is the biggest plan you’ve ever had with y/n. And you’re so close, you’re going to be a Mom soon.”

“You’re right.” She laughed, almost deliriously, “I’m going to be a Mom soon. What the fuck, I can’t believe — oh shit that one hurt.”

“You know your camera’s up and running right?”

“Yeah.” Auli’i said, “Why do you think I’m facing this way instead?”

“Good point, alright. Breathe through it, come on.”

“I’m tryingggg.”

Her phone buzzed and lit up, ‘Dr Rivera: On my way over now.’

By the time the sun had set, she was confirmed to be in active labour by her doctor. In other words, hour eight. Which was slightly fast, but not unheard of. “Seven centimetres.” Rivera declared, “Okay from now, stick to clear liquids only.”

“Yeah, that’s fine— god, why do I feel like going onto the floor?”

“That’s alright, go ahead.” Rivera nudged, Lauren laid a towel on the floor, and an absorbency sheet. It was as if Auli’i’s primal instinct took over and her body just followed the urge. “My back feels like it’s broken.”

“I assure you, it’s not. You’re alright, deep breaths.” Rivera caught a peek of what was going on below, and decided to conduct another check, “Eight now.”

“Good.” She exhaled harshly, “I’m so tired.”

“I know honey, you’re so close.” Lauren encouraged.

“I’m so tired.” She repeated, on the brink of tears.

“If it helps, close your eyes and imagine I’m y/n.” Lauren suggested, “Picture that she’s right here with you. Okay, hun? You got this. Hold my hand.”

She nodded, squeezing Lauren’s hand as if it was on cue. Another contraction coursed through her body and she nearly sobbed, “Oh my God.” She mumbled, trying to swallow the tears as she heeded Lauren’s advice. It worked wonders, actually. She thought of you, thought of you holding onto her hand…talking her through it, pressing sweet, tender kisses to her forehead or her lips. She was always going to miss you, she was always going to have that whole in her heart. But…the pain of the loss of you just faded more and more over time.

“I’m sorry.” She rambled, “That must hurt your hand.”

“I’m okay, I’m okay. Squeeze however hard you need.” Lauren promised.

“I need to push.” She broke the silence after a few minutes, trying so hard to keep it together until Rivera said it was okay to go ahead. “Can I push yet— oh— my God—”

“Yes.” Rivera confirmed, “Go ahead on the next one.”

“Oh, thank God.” She let out a pained whimper at the end, “Oh, my fucking God, it burns.”

“That’s normal, you’re alright. Keep going, stop when the contraction ends.”

She did as she was told, even though she was admittedly feeling extra vulnerable right now. She couldn’t really care with the pain being so overwhelming, and the contractions so intense and so close together. She was crying without even realising it.

“Breathe, remember to breathe. Rest in between the pushes, you’re doing so good.” Rivera reminded, “Hey, I need you to breathe, okay? Mama, look at me.”

Auli’i struggled slightly to focus on her doctor’s words at this point in time, but she forced herself to focus.

“Breathe. Deep breaths, slowly. You’re okay, you’re in good hands.”

“Okay.” Auli’i nodded firmly, tears running down her cheeks, “Okay— ow, fuck.” She sobbed.

“You’re okay, shh.” Lauren coaxed, “You’re okay, you got it. She’s almost here.”

“You wanna feel her hair?”

“What?” She asked, a little shocked, “I can—”

“Yeah, of course.” Rivera chuckled, “Give me your hand.”

Lauren let go so Auli’i had a hand to keep herself stable while she got to feel Anahera’s hair with her free hand. “Oh, my God.” She mumbled, laughing a little in sheer disbelief. Then it was like she got a whole new wave of motivation. “Lotta hair.” Rivera remarked, “Like you.”

“Heck yeah.” Auli’i laughed, the slightly more intense emotions dying away. “I feel another one—”

“Push.” Rivera instructed, so she did. Probably the strongest urge she’s ever gotten since she started pushing about forty minutes ago. “Few more pushed and her head will be out.”

“You hear that?” Lauren stroked Auli’i’s hair, “Come on, you’re getting closer, hun.”

As anticipated, Anahera’s head was out four pushes later. But the worst pain of all, her shoulders. She actually yelled. Once those were out? Relief. Relief. The pain disappeared completely and ear-piercing cries filled the enclosed space in the next second. Rivera quickly suctioned off the newborn and handed her to Auli’i once she sat down instead of kneeling.

“Oh.” She laughed tearfully, “Hi~ hi, baby. Oh, my God, you’re perfect.”

“She is so adorable.” Lauren looked at the baby in awe, “Hi, little one.”

“Well, she’s not that small.” Auli’i realised, “But goodness she is precious.”

Once the baby was properly checked over, the placenta was safely delivered too before Auli’i was similarly given a clean bill of health. “We will get everything cleaned and washed or disposed. Then I’ll guide you on feeding. But for now, hard work’s done. Enjoy the bonding time.”

“Thanks.” Auli’i smiled, happy and grateful.

“Got a name?”

“I do, yeah.”

“Paperwork’s here, but take your time.” Rivera motioned to the piece of paper on the nightstand.

“Okay.” Auli’i nodded. While Rivera began the clean up, Lauren asked if Auli’i wanted her mom in here now. “Yeah, she can come in.” She confirmed, shifting a little uncomfortable in her spot in bed. Yeah, she was back in bed now.

Her Mom quietly entered, “Hi, sweetie. Oh, congratulations, I’m so proud of you.”

“Thank you.” Tears welled up in her eyes again, “Mom, this is…Anahera. Anahera Margaret.”

“She’s perfect. So cute.” Her mom cooed.

“Where’s Rocco?” She suddenly asked.

“Living room. He was pretty worried hearing you in pain.”

“Oops.” Auli’i laughed. And as though he could hear this conversation, they hear the tinkling of the bell on his collar. “How did he get a feather— you know what? I’m exhausted. He’s happy, I’m happy. I don’t care.”

“Hey, you know that saying, ‘when feathers appear, angels are near.”

At first, she was confused after many hours without sleep, but the realisation hit. It was you, you were around. Like you promised you would be. Lauren picked up the feather and set it down on the nightstand.

“You did it.” Her mom smooched her on the head.

She beamed, “I did. I actually did it. Oh, thank you. I love you.”

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💭A/N:

The wc is a whopping 8.4k🧍🏻‍♀️ but this is the last celeb x reader y’all are gonna see on here from me. Gonna stick to Wattpad for that🥲

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I‘M A CELEB | (l.norris)

summary: you’re a singer and participate at ’I’m a celebrity get me out of here‘, and Lando does too

wordcount: 6.3k words

pairing: landonorris x singer!fem!reader

warnings: fluff, mentions of a bulge

notes: I’m back!!! Took a break from writing, cause I was barely alive. This fic got inspired by the German version starting again, enjoy whatever I wrote there. And also before anyone comments that you can’t get that close in a matter of days, yes you can. I also participated at some tv show and I still talk to a lot of people that I met there, even after over a year :)

You were a famous singer from the UK, having millions of listeners on every song. When the request came in to be on ‚I’m a celebrity… get me out of here‘, you didn’t hesitate. It was something you always watched as a kid and even with the disgusting foods (if you could call it that) you sometimes had to eat, it was an experience you couldn’t pass.

On the plane to Australia, you read through the list of other celebrities, as every year, the list of people you knew was small. Some of them, you even had to google, and some you saw once or twice on some events, but when you read the name, Lando Norris, your heart skipped a beat. You were a huge Formula One fan since your childhood, your dad got you in it and ever since you tried to watch every race, some you had to skip due events or recording sessions, but a certain brown-haired driver always caught your eye.

Now you were excited for the time in the jungle, and with the others being a bit older than the two of you, you were sure Lando and you would get along perfectly.

The hotel was beautiful and you enjoyed your last days in freedom by the pool, your best friend as your companion, chilling next to you, you told her the news about the driver and she was probably more excited than you were. She constantly had her eyes searching the hotel during breakfast or in the gym, but no Lando Norris was seen.

When you got picked up by the staff and brought to a boat where the opening would happen, you were the first to arrive. The camera crew followed you on the boat and the woman behind the camera asked you for your thoughts.

“I’m feeling nervous. Excited to meet each other and get to know my new roommates for the next two weeks. Does anyone have something to calm my nerves? I’m freaking out“, a small chuckle escaped your lips.

You dried your hands on your orange-colored dress, a dress you bought two days before the filming started, your best friend basically dragged you to a shop, and when she saw the dress, she forced you to buy it, telling you it would get Lando’s attention. Your hair was pulled into a high ponytail, with some strands of hair falling out, which your best friend styled elegantly, she also helped you with your makeup, adding some color here or there.

Before you could say another thing, you saw a handsome man with sunglasses walk over the bridge to the boat. You gasped and squealed into the camera, excited that you were finally getting some company. The closer he got, the more you could see who was walking towards you with a big smile, the brown curls were slightly bouncing with every step and his smile got bigger, Lando also googled the participants before he came here, and when he read your name, he couldn’t wait for the time to begin, he was a big fan of your music and always wanted to meet you. A small wave came from him when he was close enough and you waved back, his strong toned arms came out more when he pulled himself up on the ladder of the boat. He walked up the little staircase and before you could prepare yourself more, he was in front of you.

“Hi, I’m Lando, nice dress, I like the color.“

He went in for a hug, and when he wrapped his arm slightly around your waist, you introduced yourself, thanking him for the compliment.

“I love your music Y/N.“

“Thank you, I love watching Formula One, I’m always rooting for McLaren!“

His eyes lit up, he looked happy that he found someone he could share his passion with. He snaked an arm around your shoulder and looked at the camera, “I found myself a best friend already, mint. Are there any drinks? I’m thirsty.“

A woman with a tray came closer to you, you both chose a colorful drink, and clinked glasses, “To having a good time.“

During a small silence, Lando could look at you a little longer, seeing the dress sitting perfectly on your body, tight but still a bit loose, the end of your dress reaching your mid-thigh. He could already see the good time you two were about to have, already getting along with you perfectly.

You two chatted until the next celeb came walking down the red carpet, it took almost two hours until the boat was full, every person was nice to you so far, chatting with all of them a bit, until the hosts came on the boat, greeting you. You stood next to Lando and you already couldn’t contain the laughter, just seeing him, ready to burst because he needed to laugh.

The hosts explained that you would need to jump out of a helicopter, in order to get into the camp, you froze a little, jumping out of a helicopter. That seemed scary.

“But don’t worry, it’s only like two meters, nothing dangerous, it’s safe and you’ll be wearing a life jacket.“

That calmed you a little, Lando could feel you tensing up and placed his hand on your back for a second, it may be a subtle and friendly touch, and it was over before you knew it, but it felt good, being touched by him.

In the helicopter you sat next to Lando, it seemed like faith wanted you two to be together, you kept bouncing your leg, and Lando kept nudging you, wanting you to calm down a bit, he leaned over to you: “Do you want me to go first? That way I can stay in the water and help you if you need me.“

You nodded and smiled at him, mouthing the words thank you to him, before listening to what the pilot had to say. And that’s what you did, he jumped first, doing it like a pro, and he stayed in the water, even though the crew behind the camera screamed at him, that he needed to move out of your way. You jumped and dived in the water, quickly swimming back to the surface, Lando was immediately next to you, making sure you were okay, and when you gave him a thumbs up and a smile, you two swam to the edge of the lake, he got out and held a hand out, helping you do the same.

You two were faced with a bunch of rangers, looking sternly at you and waiting for the others to arrive, Lando tried to make small conversations with them, asking them if they watched Formula One, but they didn’t respond, nor did they show any reactions, Lando found that funny and giggled the whole time until everyone showed up. They told you to go get changed into the jungle clothing, and that you did, the dark blue shirts with your name on it, sat tight on your chest, the red jacket provided you with some shelter from the light rain, and the shoes weren’t fashionable, nor a hundred percent comfortable, but they did the job of keeping your feet safe from the mud and dirt on the ground.

When you stepped from behind the wall, you saw a handsome Lando trying to arrange his hat on his head, shifting it until a campmate told him it looked good enough. The rest of the group finished right after you and the rangers told you to split up into pairs and find the way to the actual camp, quickly pairs formed and you stood next to Lando, he nudged you and looked at you with a crooked eyebrow.

“Wanna pair up and be first?“

You shyly nodded and Lando stepped a bit closer to you, indicating he found his teammate. Every pair was handed a treasure map, but before you could start searching for the camp, everyone got dropped off at different locations, that way you all had the same chances of finding the camp, without going in the same direction. Luckily it only took you and Lando five minutes to get there, and after a man behind the camera told you to go, Lando opened the treasure map and pointed out to the left, “We have to go that way!“

“Are you sure? I think it’s the way to the right.“

“I’m eighty-three percent sure, Y/N. The first ones in the camp, get to choose the bed situation, and I want a good bed space, I’m not a fan of sleeping on the ground.“

“Me neither, but I think its the way to the right.“

“Let’s go to the left, if there’s no riddle after ten minutes, we’ll go your way.“

Every trail had a bunch of riddles, that way you could earn stars for tonight's dinner, and before you could say anything else, Lando was walking to the left, shouting out for you to follow him. With a pout to the camera, you followed Lando and shortly after you walked a few meters, there was a piece of paper attached to a tree, you read loudly: “How many koala bears are there in Australia? A: around 200.000, B: around 100.000, or C: 350.000. What do you think Y/N?“

“I feel like it’s A.“

Lando nodded and looked at the crew, “We’ll take A.“

The man nodded and you squealed quietly, looking at Lando, who was equally happy as you, he opened his arms and pulled you to his chest, squeezing you for a brief moment. He let go and you two continued on the path, the leaves of some bushes were touching you from time to time, and each time you let out a sound of disgust, getting scared when it came out of the blue.

And indeed, after the second quiz and a lot of walking, it was already getting slightly dark in the jungle, you shortly saw some lights flickering in the distance, and with a gasp, you slapped Lando gently on the shoulder, “Lando, see! There are lights, I think it is the camp.“

Lando grinned at you and started running to the camp, nobody was there yet, and at the campfire you jumped in his arms, closing your arms behind his neck and your legs behind his torso. Even though you only knew Lando for a few hours, it felt like you two were best friends already. Lando started to spin you around and put you on the ground shortly after, looking at the different bunkbeds and walking to one that was more outside of the camp and sitting down on it. “I want my privacy, at least I want to try and sleep in peace, have you laid eyes on a bed?“

“You know, I also want my peace, would you mind having me as a neighbor?“

The bed next to him was not really next to him, the parts where the heads were supposed to go, were touching, that way you only had to reach your arm above your head and you could move your hand through his soft-looking curls.

“I would love that, that way we can gossip even when everyone is sleeping.“

You both giggled and fist-bumped after you placed your backpacks on the beds, sitting down around the campfire and waited for the other celebs. It was now completely dark outside when the last campers arrived at the camp, now you all were talking and exchanging thoughts on the walk and first day. Everyone was excited it was finally happening and the wait was over, you hadn’t really talked to Lando since other people came in, but now you all sat around the campfire and some men tried to light the fire. Lando sat next to you and smiled at you, nudging you when everyone cheered, because of the fire, people were celebrating that someone was able to lit fire.

You were called into the interview room and you found a rolled piece of paper and were instructed to go back to the others and read it out loud, you sat down next to Lando again and started reading the text: “Dear celebrities, welcome to I’m a celebrity… get me out of here. Here are some rules for the next two weeks, the campfire has to be monitored every minute of the day, during the night two people need to guard over the fire, you can decide for yourselves on how you manage that, you’re also not allowed to walk around the camp alone during the night, every time someone walks to the toilet, someone needs to be waked up, the campfire watchers can’t be asked to leave for a toilet walk. Bush trials will happen every day and the watcher from home will decide who will participate, but more to that, when you are selected for one. Enjoy your stay, and don’t get bitten by some animals.“

Lando looked at the paper in your hand, “Sounds promising.“

The last two days were spent talking and sitting around, so far you haven’t been voted in a trial, and all you did was get to know the people that are currently living with you.

Especially Lando was your new best friend, talking with him basically the whole time, either while sitting at the campfire, sitting on your beds, or chilling by the pond. The pond was your favorite place, you had your peace, and during the afternoon, the sun was shining beautifully on the water, Lando and you could talk to each other, without someone intruding. In the camp, it was a running gag that Lando and you were the new couple, Lando and you hadn’t done anything that could have people believe that you were more than friends, only being together the whole time, talking and maybe sometimes he had an arm around you. You didn’t even cuddle, well, he did lean on you one evening when the food was prepared, but that was it.

Tonight was the first fire guard you did with Lando, you were excited, and small butterflies were flying in your stomach, obviously, you found him attractive, you couldn’t deny that and the more time you spent together, the more you wanted to be constantly with him. The fire guard was the perfect opportunity to really get to know him, without having someone eavesdrop on ���The couple’. So when the last person said goodnight and went to bed, Lando and you sat next to each other at the campfire, doing slight small talk for now, telling you about his sisters. You loved listening to him talk about his family, you could feel how much he loved them, seeing them not as often as he liked, but he tried to call them at least once a day. The later it got, the more intimate the conversations got, you already told Lando about your insecurities and thoughts, while he was telling you all about his doubts. It was crazy how much you told other people, you never met before, but because you were stacked on top of each other twenty-four-seven, the people in here knew you better than some friends you had in the outside world, especially Lando.

He turned to you: “Are you in a relationship?“

“Not anymore, my ex-boyfriend and I broke up almost a year ago, what about you?“

“Also not in a relationship, but it’s been longer since we parted ways. Was your break up peaceful?“

“God no, we were together for like five years, and in the end, he cheated on me, the classic story how relationships end.“

“Oh shit, really? Why would someone cheat on you?“

“He said the other woman wasn’t as boring as me, let him do things I didn’t want to do, and had a real job. I was a rather unknown singer at that time, but because of the breakup, I wrote all of my sad songs and people liked them.“

“At least something good came out of that then, or else you wouldn’t be sitting here with me, watching over fire.“

“That's true, I like watching the fire with you, Lando. But what about yours? How was your break up?“

“Peaceful I would say, it's been two years, I think. We just didn’t get along anymore, it was more like a duty to meet up with her, and she felt the same, so we mutually agreed to break up. It isn’t like we still talk, but if we would see each other, there wouldn’t be any bad blood.“

“That's good.“

“Yeah, but have there been any more boyfriends?“

“No, not really. I wanted to enjoy my freedom, no responsibilities, no having to be anywhere. But it gets lonely after a while, what about you? Any secret girlfriends?“

“No, I also enjoyed my freedom, going to parties, drinking… Having a girlfriend is tough when you’re well known, no matter what girl I would have, someone would always have something against her.“

“I know what you mean, I had some flirts with some boys, and I always was the bad girl, so I’m kinda used to it. It’s just hard being a girl you know, no matter what I would do, I could breathe the wrong way, and get hated for it.“

A tear rolled down your cheek, quickly you wiped it away so Lando wouldn’t see your weakness. You had a few shitstorms in your career so far, nothing major and you never did anything, but tabloids assumed and people would send you threats, bad comments, and difficult messages. You tried to get over them, and you can deal with it, but being here, completely shut off from the outside world, and you had a lot of time to think. With it being so late at night and the previous conversations with Lando, you felt like you finally had someone to talk about all of it.

But Lando saw the tear, and pulled you into his side, holding you close. 
“I didn’t mean to make you cry.“

“No, it’s okay, I cry often“, you chuckled, while wiping away another tear that was threatening to spill.

Silence settled over you two and you were still in Lando’s embrace, cuddling closer to him, and leaning your head on his shoulder. You tested out the waters here, but he didn’t pull away, so that must mean he was okay with it. The later it got, the more handsy Lando got, squeezing you more into him, caressing your shoulder and he even placed his hand on your thigh, caressing the soft skin. It wasn’t in a sexual, more in like a caring meaning, but you liked it, being so close to him and enjoying each other's company, was your favorite thing so far in the camp.

From then on, you two were inseparable, doing basically everything together, you woke him up in the night when you had to pee and vice versa, after three nights he took your hand in his and led you the way. Apparently, the people at home only saw you on the screen, because when the vote was open for which celebrities have to go on a treasure hunt together, Lando and you were both voted with over forty percent each.

During the evening you two were called to the interview room and told that you would go searching for the treasure together, excitement was written on both of your faces. The map had a red cross on it and to it was leading a black dashed line that you had to follow. When you announced it to your campmates, they all cheered and were excited, a treasure hunt could only mean some nice treat for the camp. Because the hunt was a sleepover, you two packed a few things you would need, a toothbrush, water, a sleeping bag, and the two essentials you were allowed to bring from the outside world.

Lando led the way, this time it wasn’t hard to choose the right way, there was only one, but it quickly got dark and Lando could sense that you were scared, he took your hand and squeezed it tight, signaling you that he was there for you and protecting you.

The Red Cross was a small hill, that you could crawl into and in there was a small mattress on the ground, on the mattress was a piece of paper, you sat down and read it out loud: “Dear Y/N and Lando, the viewers at home have decided to put you two on a treasure hunt together, you’ll receive a gift for the camp if you succeed the challenge for the night. The challenge is that you have to survive the night in our horror hill. During the night, a lot of animals will visit you, if you get through the night, you will receive three chocolate bars for the camp, but if you need to escape, shout I’m a celebrity, get me out of here, and we will help you to get out of there as fast as possible. The night starts when the bell rings. Lando, how are we gonna survive this?“

“Don’t panic just yet, let’s just see what animals will be there. And look, there’s champagne, let’s drink that and once we’re drunk, we won’t care about that.“

And he was right, the champagne was in a cooler with ice cubes, and some chocolate-covered strawberries next to them. It was obvious that they wanted you two to do a bit more than talking, you weren’t opposed to doing more than that, but not on camera. Lando wasn’t a fan of it either, you two already talked about that, starting a relationship behind closed doors was both on your agendas and being in the spotlight was harder than everyone thought. He opened the bottle and poured some bubbles into the glasses, giving your glass to you and clinking them together. You both took a sip and waited for the bell to ring, talking about the way to the horror hill. After waiting for god knows how long, you two laid down a bit on the bed, Lando took the strawberries with him, ”Should we give them what they want?“

You tilted your head and asked what he meant, but he lifted one of the strawberries, and you chuckled while opening your mouth. He slid the red fruit with chocolate into your mouth and you bit a piece off while chewing you both started crackling up, this was so unserious and you loved it. Lando propped his head up on his fist while lying on his side, the bottle of champagne was almost empty and you felt the effects of the alcohol. Your head was spinning a little and you accidentally laid a bit too close to him, now your heads were just mere centimeters away from each other. You two stared into each other's eyes, “You have beautiful eyes Y/N.“ You blushed and chuckled, smiling at him, before anything else could happen, the bell rang and Lando and you got startled, laughing when you realized what position you were in after sitting up. The light dimmed and the pipes that led into the space you were in, made noises, shortly after three rats came into the room. With a scream, you jumped on top of Lando, without a thought he laid his arms around you and tried to shield you from the rats.

“They’re only rats, they won’t hurt you, I hope.“

“You hope?! Lando, I don’t want to get bitten by a rat.“

“Let's go to sleep, then we won’t notice the animals, I don’t wanna know what else is coming.“

After that point you only squeezed him tighter, wanting to be shielded from the bad things around you. Together you quickly brushed your teeth and went to the toilet, not together but one after the other. When you lay down on the mattress again, you both were in your sleeping bags, it was quiet between you, only breathing and the rustling of the rats could be heard. “Can I cuddle you, I think we both would calm down a little.“

You whispered a quiet yes, you heard the zipper and quickly one arm snaked around your body, his chest pressed to your back and his nose settled in your neck. It was the first time you two were this close, sure you hugged before, or he placed his arms around you, but not this intimate cuddling, but you enjoyed him being close.

Sleep wasn’t happening for either of you, each noise made you shift and turn in Lando’s embrace, when the pipes opened with the shrieking sound, and new animals were led into the room, you sat up and tried to see what creatures came in. In the dimly lit room, you couldn’t really see what it was, but shortly before the night was over, and an alligator was led into the room, you screamed and shook Lando awake, who was dozing off. You saw that the mouth of the animal was tapped and it couldn’t bite you, but still, you were scared. Lando sat up and blinked, while looking around, “Is this an alligator?“

You could only nod and put your hand on his thigh, trying to get as far away as possible. Shortly after you panicked about the alligator, the same bell as last night rang and the animals got caught and brought away by some rangers. When you walked out of the horror hill, you hugged Lando tight, happy you survived the night, he returned the hug and kissed your hairline. It was the first time he did that, and the short but sweet sign of affection made the butterflies in your stomach freak out. You smiled up at him and squeezed him a bit tighter, signaling to him, that you were okay with the closeness he showed. You opened a treasure chest, and three chocolate bars were lying in it, you gasped when you saw them, put them in your backpack, and walked back to the camp.

The way was sunny and warm, with a camera following you, Lando didn’t dare to grab your hand, but the urge was there, you wanted to hold his hand too, be close to him, so you held out your hand, for him to take, and he did just that. He grabbed your hand and pulled you slightly, your face was bright red, but only because millions of people would be able to watch you fall in love with the one and only Lando Norris. What you didn’t know, Lando thought the same, he felt comfortable in your presence and every minute you didn’t spend together, was wasted in his opinion.

When you came back to the camp, everyone cheered and applauded, a fellow campmate asked if there would be the first I’m a Celeb baby, but you ignored that, only holding the chocolate in the air. While you sat around the campfire and shared the chocolate, you told everyone about your night, you didn’t sleep, but the chocolate was worth it, but you needed a nap. Shortly after the chocolate was empty, Lando and you made your way to your beds, when you sat down on yours, Lando came over to yours and laid down.

“What are you doing, Lando?“

“I liked cuddling with you last night, I slept way better than I did the other nights, is it weird if I wanna cuddle again?“

You shook your head while pouting, he was truly too good for this world. You laid down and Lando did the same behind you, hugging you and smelling your scent. Quickly you drifted off in a light sleep, during the day the jungle was way too loud for a deep sleep, but the slumber was needed. Around you, you could feel multiple campmates staring at you and Lando, whispering and chuckling, but you didn’t mind that, they should stare how long they wanted, the only thing that mattered was that you and Lando were together.

After a quick but good nap, Lando awoke, looking in your face. His thumb caressed your cheek, and that was what woke you up, you looked at him with a smile, while whispering a quiet ‘Hey’, which he returned. Eventually, his thumb came across your lips, and he caressed your lower lip, he wanted to kiss you, but he was too scared it was too early. You’d only known each other for six days, and the feelings were stronger than he ever could’ve imagined, you felt the same, you know your parents would love him, especially your dad, you only hoped they weren’t mad at you for falling in love on TV, but that’s life.

“Should we go and swim in the pond? I feel the need to wash away the rats walking over me.“

You nodded and got up, turning around to face Lando again, who was still lying on your bed, you extended your arm and held out your hand, Lando took it and you pulled him up. With a groan, he got up and walked next to you, your hand still in his. Whistles and hollering accompanied you on your way to the pond, you rolled your eyes but pulled Lando only faster to the pond.

You changed in your bikini behind a small tree, trying to hide from the camera and Lando, you may like him a lot, but he didn’t need to see you naked, yet.

He did the same, changing to his trunks and you could hear a splash, while you finished changing, you came out of your little hiding spot and saw Lando swimming around. With slow steps you got in the pond, swimming to Lando and splashing water gently on him. With a gasp he started chasing you, well, chasing was exaggerated, you waddled through the water and after two steps, he already got you. Grabbing your waist and pulling you towards him, your back touched his chest and he mumbled ‚‘got you’ multiple times in your ear, with a chuckle you turned around, and looked into his eyes. He tucked a piece of hair behind your ears and smiled, his eyes shifted to your lips and back to your eyes.

Your arms snaked around his neck and your legs closed around his torso, your hands combed through his strands, pulling slightly on them, his hands found their place on your legs, stroking them. Lando gathered all his courage and closed the minimum gap between your lips, you smiled in the kiss and started moving your lips, stroking your tongue against his lower lips, asking for entrance. He opened his mouth and your tongue slipped in it, finding his tongue and toying with it. With a smacking sound, you two separated, your head fell against his shoulder and you chuckled.

“Shit, Lando, there are cameras, what are we going to do?“, you looked at him.

“Let’s care about that later, right now I just want to kiss you again.“

And he did that, pressed his lips on yours again and you enjoyed the feeling, it was new, but you wouldn’t want to miss it. Lando’s lips wandered to your neck, where he sucked slightly, the quiet moan that left your lips turned him on but you pushed him away soon after.

“I don’t want to have a hickey“, you chuckled.

“Too late.“

You pushed yourself off of Lando and grabbed him by his shoulders, turning him around and going on his back, closing your arms around his neck and your legs around his torso again, he swam around the water, giving you a piggy ride. You pressed several kisses on his neck, caressing his chest from behind and cuddling close.

A campmate came by, luckily you weren’t kissing, “We want to eat lunch, you coming? Or are you too busy eating the other?“

Lando scoffed and let you go while screaming a ’coming’ to your campmate. With a kiss on your forehead, he got out and grabbed a towel, drying himself off, you hoped the cameras wouldn’t catch his slight bulge poking out of his trunks. You also got out of the pond and dried off, pulling a T-shirt and your pants over your bikini, taking Lando by the hand, and walking back to the camp.

The people grinned at you, seeing the slight purple mark forming on your neck, Lando looked proudly at it, and it was the first time you two were remotely close. You took your tin tray filled with rice and beans, sighing as you took the first bite, at least you had food and you weren’t starving, but the food wasn’t nice, especially after multiple days of eating the same thing.

After lunch was done and everyone settled all over the camp again, Lando went to the boys and you walked over to the girls, you already missed him, even if you were only a few meters apart, but it wasn’t good either if you were together all the time.

The girls wanted to know what happened between you and Lando, you told them everything, and within these six days you got to know them and it felt good to get everything off your chest, having someone to talk about it, getting thoughts and opinions on your situationship, they all squealed and screeched when you told them about your kiss, but you didn’t expect any different reaction.

The sun was slowly setting and you felt arms wrapping around your shoulders, the girls smiled at you and at the person behind you, Lando whispered in your ear: “I want to cuddle, are you coming to my bed?“

You nodded and got up, waving to the girls on your way up. Lando lay down on the bed, signaling you to lay down on his chest, you settled on his chest and looked at his face, studying the moles and hairs on it, caressing the soft skin. He lifted his head and pressed his lips quickly, but gently, on your own lips, the smile was big and bright on both of your lips. He was a soft baby and an even bigger gentleman, you couldn’t wait to see what he was like without cameras and behind closed doors, maybe he was even more gentle than he already was, a bigger teddy bear.

You rested your head on his chest, caressing his neck and enjoying the silence that fell over the camp, you could hear the boiling of the water over the campfire for the rice and beans, as well as the toads and various other animals.

You couldn’t wait for tonight, you and Lando had another fire guard waiting, during the fire guards you two could talk about everything without someone eavesdropping.

And before you knew it, you got woken up by Lando, telling you to get up and come down to the fire. With a sigh you got up and put your shoes on, slowly trotting to the fire.

“Lan, can we go to the toilet before we start?“, you whispered to him, the other two people sitting at the fire waited until you came back. Quickly, you walked up to the toilet and did what you had to do, Lando peed as well before he came out of the little lodge and opened his arms, squeezing you tight and walking down with your hand clasped in his.

Settling down on the wooden bench, you leaned your head on his shoulder and listened to the fire crackling.

“What do you think will happen with us after the camp?“

You were startled at Lando’s voice, “I want to come to a race, cheer for you in your garage and be there for you when you win.“

He pressed a kiss to your temple.

“I would love that, you in my T-shirt, papaya would look so good on you. I also want to see you perform, sing on stage, and interact with the crowd. I love your singing here, I can’t wait to hear you actually perform.“

“I want that too, I can’t wait for all of this, my family but especially my dad is going to love you, he is the biggest F1 fan I know. He told me over the phone that I need to get your autograph, so I hope you’ll sign something for me when we’re out of here.“

“I’ll do whatever you want me to, baby.“

You chuckled and got a bit red in the face, “I like it when you call me baby.“

The next few days went by swimmingly, you and Lando cuddled, kissed, and spent most of the time together, the more days that passed, the more Lando and you became a normal thing, almost no comments were made nowadays. You and Lando cuddling on the bed? Every second of the day. Lando and you holding hands wherever you went? It was weird to see when you weren’t. You and Lando kissing? It happened so often, that no one really cared anymore.

You loved your campmates and were happy that no one was making fun of you two anymore, it was refreshing and you didn’t feel the need to pretend anymore.

The only thing that was said about you two was, that everyone needed to be invited to the wedding or else there would be fights, but no one needed to worry about that, because the jungle table at your wedding was the loudest of them all.

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part twelve (づ￣ ³￣)づ

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a/n: hiiiiii :) it's been a minute!! the holidays kinda got the best of me BUT we are back!! i hope you guys enjoy this part!! we've got some drama coming up ;) please as always don't forget to like and reblog!!! it means the world to me :)

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Tim Burton stands behind the camera…

Tim: one more take, Jenna

Jenna: sure thing

Jenna looks to Y/N with a wink and a thumbs up…

Y/N gives a wink back, leaving Jenna a blushing mess…

Tim: oh she’s blushing. Five minute break everyone.

Jenna runs up and hugs Y/N tight…

Jenna: you see what you do to me

Y/N: anything I can do to make you smile

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Can u pls do a threesome fic with Sabrina Carpenter? She’s my favourite at the moment

One, Two, Three; Sabrina Carpenter/Fem!Reader/Olivia Rodrigo

Content: 2nd POV. PWP, threesome, strap-on sex, fingering, nipple play.

A/N: I had like two other requests for a Sabrina/Olivia threesome so I'm just combining them into one ask :)

You told them that it wasn't a competition, and they shouldn't treat it as such. Their dislike for each other was still palpable, but if you were to tell them the truth it was that you didn't care for either of the deeper feelings they harbored for each other. Being friends with both of them gave you a unique expressive; you thought they should get over it. Right now none of that mattered, you just wanted to get laid. They happened to be the only people available when you called to alleviate your Saturday night boredom.

Olivia had asked for reassurance that if she went participated she wouldn't have to do anything with Sabrina. You told her that was completely fine but something must've switched in her brain because she lays under Sabrina, her pink nipple in her mouth while you stand behind the blonde and fill her with the inches of your strap-on. Maybe a threesome was a good exercise in getting along. Sabrina was too lost in the feeling of your hips smacking against her ass to care about her issues in the past with Olivia. She was adding to her pleasure, sucking her tits while you pounded her, so the least she could do was show her gratitude. She pries Olivia's legs open with just one hand and finds her pussy. Her slender fingers rub her clit for a few seconds, as a warm up, before sliding into her opening. Sabrina felt a little smug feeling how wet Olivia was. Her pussy was warm and inviting of her fingers.

Seeing the get along and play nice had you feeling a little proud of yourself. If this was a few months or even a year ago this would've never happened. Time heals all wounds they same. Maybe a threesome with your shared fuck buddy does too. You fear there would be some weirdness to this that would ruin the night, but Olivia and Sabrina seemed to be enjoying each other more than you. They were making out, something initiated by Olivia, while you were still inside of Sabrina.

You slowed down your thrusts into Sabrina before completely pulling out. The two were still making out with Sabrina completely unphased by the action. Dare you say you were...jealous? You can't even count on two hands the number of times you've fucked Sabrina all those times you two were single at the same time she was always so needy. She would whine at a simple pause in thrust and the complete absence would make her beg for it. But she was too occupied with her tongue down Olivia's throat to complain. When she moaned it was because Olivia caressed one of her boobs, her thumb brushing against her hard but sore nipple.

To take control again you switched positions. You sat against the couch with the two on either side of her. Sabrina's juices made your strap slick and shine in the light. Olivia grabs it by the base and wraps her lips around the tip before you even have to ask her.

"Good girl," you purr. If Sabrina was usually the needy one, Olivia was the obedient one.

"I bet she never thought she'd lick me off of your cock," that teasing side comes out of Sabrina. It's the side that you sometimes have to fuck out of her.

You give her a look, one that tells her to 'play nice.'

"You better get down there before she takes it all."

Sabrina gives her a small pout, but when she looks down at Olivia with the strap down her throat she feels like she's missing out. Olivia looks up at her and beckons her over. Sabrina joins her with a big smile on her face. She sticks out her tongue and Olivia taps the strap against her tongue. Her favorite thing in the world was tasting herself off of your strap-on, but everything was so much sweeter when it was Olivia who was the one feeding it to her. Olivia grabs the back of Sabrina's head and pushes it down on the strap. It happened so quickly that the air rushed out of her mouth when the tip hit the back of Sabrina's throat. She gagged on it and a felt tears well in her eyes. She was always so good at taking every inch in both her mouth and pussy, but Olivia's action had surprised. It was a little mean, Olivia would admit, but she liked seeing how the tears mixed with Sabrina's eyeliner and ruined her pretty little face.

She does it once more before letting up on the blonde and going back for another taste of the strap. She sucks on the sides and Sabrina does the same. Their tongues occasionally bump together as the dance around the sides of the strap, collecting every job of Sabrina's arousal that is left. Olivia moaned at the taste which delighted Sabrina to her core. She wasn't just enjoying your company, but also Olivia's.

Now it was Olivia's turn. Watching you fuck Sabrina left her feeling insatiable. The blonde was a bit of a cock-hog and Olivia didn't say anything about it, but now she was making sure she was getting some fun too. She straddles you, Sabrina holding the strap still for her and guiding it towards her wet pussy. The tip spreads her open and she eases herself down, inch by inch, until she was fully in your lap. It might've been the biggest thing she's ever taken in her pussy and it was pure heaven. She grabbed onto the edge of the couch behind your head and turned her head and looked down to try to watch herself take your strap.

"Move on her strap Livvy," Sabrina encourages her. Her hand landed on Olivia's ass to guide her up and down. You laid back as Olivia did all of the work. She worked herself up to a steady pace, one that made her a moaning mess. "Ride her dick baby," Sabrina continues. She loved seeing Olivia work hard to make herself cum.

Her tits were right in your face so you took one of her nipples into your mouth. You didn't think Olivia could moan any louder but her voice filled the walls of your bedroom. She fucked herself hard on your strap, but it wasn't until your grabbed her ass with both hands that it was really rough. Each poke at her sweet spot brought her closer to cumming. She could feel Sabrina's hands on her, touching every inch of her exposed skin and occasionally slapping her ass. The force she used told Olivia that even though she was playing "nice", she was still going to find out a way to take out some of her aggression. It's only fair for what Olivia did earlier.

Olivia is going to be a little embarrassed later to admit that the stinging pain from Sabrina's hand caused such a rush in her body that she came right then and there. The last moan to leave her body was weak and pitchy. You know from your times alone before that she was cumming, but Sabrina watched in awe as Olivia came. She felt totally responsible for it and it went straight to her ego

[baddestbittyontheblock]

billie eilish fic recs (2)

ꕥ hi everyone!! here is my second rec list for billie, i hope you all enjoy! ꕥ

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͏ ͏ ͏҉ billie's hidden folder pt. 2 by @xoluvx billie eilish x reader | smut, 18+

-let's recap. billie has a hidden secret folder on her phone. a folder so secret she had to stop letting people use her phone because the last time she forgot to put a very explicit video of the two of you in said folder and she made that person swear they would never bring it up. ever.

͏ ͏ ͏҉ billie blurb by ^ billie eilish x reader

-[ euphoric ] for a celebratory kiss

[ rough ] for a kiss fuelled by more than affection

͏ ͏ ͏҉ the same interview by @moonxytcn billie eilish x fem!reader | fluff, 0.3k

-billie talks about you in her interview.

͏ ͏ ͏҉ a not so bad day by ^ billie eilish x fem!reader | fluffy, reader has diabetes

-you wake up with high blood sugar and billie helps you

͏ ͏ ͏҉ first time on a red carpet by ^ billie eilish x fem!reader | fluffy, 0.3k

-first time you appear on the red carpet with Billie

͏ ͏ ͏҉ a little kiss in the middle of the night by ^ billie eilish x fem!reader | fluff

-billie wakes you up so she can kiss you

͏ ͏ ͏҉. shark by ^ billie eilish x fem!reader | fluffy

-billie takes you to meet shark for the first time

͏ ͏ ͏҉ problems at bedtime by ^ billie eilish x fem!reader | pure cuteness, 0.5k

-when you start to get restless at bedtime, billie sings to relax you

͏ ͏ ͏҉ hard and soft by @eilishsluv billie eilish x fem!reader | alot of flirting

-billie came to you for yet another tattoo but this time was different to all the others.

͏ ͏ ͏҉ album by ^ billie eilish x fem!reader | fluff

-being at the studio while billie & finneas work on her new album

͏ ͏ ͏҉ billie blurb by @fictionalwh0ree billie eilish x reader

-the sky was dark and the california air was cooler than it had been earlier.

͏ ͏ ͏҉ coming out by ^ billie eilish x reader | mentions of homophobia/hate comments, 1k

-after billie comes out and fans piece together your relationship, you're flooded with hate comments. thankfully, billie is there to console you and defend you.

͏ ͏ ͏҉. cocktail night by ^ billie eilish x reader | alcohol/drinking, mild swearing, 1.4k

-you and billie became fast friends, but the celebrity lifestyle sometimes interferes with your plans. you two finally have a free night and decide to have a cocktail night. with alcohol flowing through her veins, billie can't help but confess her crush on you to the world.

͏ ͏ ͏҉ long day by @cjrights dom!billie x sub!afab reader | 18+ (mdni) no y/n, cursing, making out, a whisper of fingering? (r receiving) pet names (baby, mama) face riding (b receiving) orgasm (b & r) strap on (b’s) strap on referred to as billie’s “cock”, 0.9k

-billie has had a long day of tour. luckily, you’re there to keep her relaxed.

͏ ͏ ͏҉ double winner by @hearts4golbach billie eilish x fem!reader | fluff

-surprising billie at the grammys

͏ ͏ ͏҉ pressure by @naturesapphic billie eilish x fem!reader | smut, strap-on, daddy!billie, tongue sucking, choking, cussing

-"she looks like she would press down on your stomach to know where it's at."

͏ ͏ ͏҉ billie's passenger princess by ^ billie eilish x fem!sub!reader | smut, fingering, oral, arm biting, tongue sucking, belt riding, dominant billie, 1.5k

-the sun was setting when you and billie were out driving. y’all just came back from dinner and the both of you were just driving around deciding to wait before going home.

͏ ͏ ͏҉ bring that over here by @chrissv4mp bsf!billie eilish × bsf!fem!reader | smut, dom!billie, sub!reader, fingering, praise, begging, pet names(mamas, baby, good girl, pretty girl, etc.), oral, restraints, blindfolds, etc.

-when billie sees you come out of the shower, she can't hold back her crush on you anymore.

͏ ͏ ͏҉ stolen moments by @bilswildflower billie eilish x fem!reader | lots of fluff and cute stuff. no smut but minors DNI!

-ever since knowing you, billie has adored you. for the last year however, she’s found herself wanting you as more than a friend.

✦ dividers by @poeticore, @fairytopea, @cafekitsune ✦

[musicforastylesrestaurant]

Overwhelmed.

word count - 650.

You were stuck in your own little bubble.

As much as you enjoyed being there, and getting to meet so many new people and create friendships that would last a life time, you couldn’t help but miss home.

Even though your husband wasn’t far from your being, you missed home really freaking bad.

You missed your friends, your family, you missed Anne and Gemma and missed the home comforts.

You missed your blanket and you missed you comfort Teddy that shared the bed with you and Harry.

It was just so overwhelming.

You were sat down by the creek, fingers delicately playing with the water, your hair was in some french braids that GK had done for you this morning, and your bare feet were dipping in and out of the water.

This was the first time you had really felt like this, and you had no idea why it was only coming long now.

Coleen had walked up to the creek, thinking she was going to be having a nice swim to herself, when the sound of quiet sniffles drew her attention else where.

She placed her towel on the rock and looked up to see you sat there, feet dangling and tears rolling down your face.

She frowned and hesitantly approached you.

“(Y/N)?” She whispered as she came and sat down next to you. “— is everything okay, sweetheart?”

You jumped when you heard another voice from behind you.

And when you saw Coleen sit down next to you, you were quick to wipe away your tears and offered her a shaky smile. “Yeah, I’m all good.”

“Babe, you don’t have to lie to me.” She offered you a gentle smile and that was all it took for you to break down in her arms.

You leant your head against her collar bone and she brought you into her arms and rubbed up and down your back soothingly.

She had that motherly touch that you missed so deeply.

“Shh…it’s okay.” She consoled you. “— you want to tell me what’s the matter?”

You pulled away from her embrace and wiped at your eyes. “I’m just overwhelmed I guess.”

“I get it,” she nodded her head. “— it can be a lot, being surrounded by so many things that are uncommon to you, I’ve found it hard too and I bet if you asked anyone else they would say the exact same thing.”

You swallowed harshly. “I’m just missing home, and I know that’s selfish of me to say because everyone else is in the same boat as me, but I’ve never experienced anything like this before.”

“And it’s okay to feel like that,” she brushed a stray strand of hair out of your face that had fell out of your braids. “— it proves that you human.”

You smiled at her softly. “Can you do me a favour?”

“Of course,” she nodded. “— anything.”

“Could you go and get Harry for me?”

Coleen smiled at you an understanding smile and nodded her head, standing up to her feet and disappearing back the way that she entered.

Not even five minutes later, Harry came running through the leaves, out of breath and hair slightly disheveled.

You let out a soft laugh. “— did you run?”

He sat down on the floor where Coleen was previously sat, and you didn’t hesitate to lay your head on his lap, and his hands instantly went to running up and down your spine.

“S’matter, baby?” He asked, pulling his bottom lip between his fingers.

“Just overwhelmed,” you blinked. “— missing home, missing family, missing Paddy.”

Paddy was the name of the stuffed animal you slept with at home.

“Yeah?” He hummed. “— it’s okay to feel like that, I’m feeling it, I know for a fact Danny and Jane are feeling it.”

He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head.

“Your not alone, Sunshine.”

@luvr4miya @thurhomish @shanice @lomlolivia @harryshouseo1 @gem1712 @ashleighsss

[reneesghostinthelivingroom]

Hey boo, love your writing so much

Was wondering if I could request a billie fic.

So I was thinking that this takes place on the HMHAS tour where reader is the guitarist in the band. Reader is mascfem and clearly works out. Billie flirts with reader a lot and on stage Billie and the guitarist kinda do a thing like Renee and Towa when they play tummy hurts. The fans can see the tension too and after a couple shows they kinda have a lil steamy moment after the show then get in a relationship but decide to keep it private but the fans keep speculating as Billie and reader keep getting closer on stage. You can choose how it ends and other details but that’s the premise.

It’s fully up to you if you want to write it of course ☺️ also I saw you talk about picking an emoji was thinking I could be 🎸if that’s cool with you

Baby, I Think you were Made for Me

|| Billie Eilish x masc!fem!reader

|| Warnings; swearing, small smut scene, slightly oblivious reader, Billie teasing reader

|| Summary; Billie can't seem to stop flirting with reader on stage and takes these feelings off stage with her..

Requests open!

Started; october 20th

Finished; october 20th

Reblogs, comments and likes all really help and are very much appreciated! Thank you if you do🫶

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The stage was electric with energy. Billie singing up at the front with you and the rest of the band near the back, as Billie sang 'Lunch' she kept stealing glances at you with a smirk. You knew what she was doing, especially when she winked at you after singing "I could eat that girl for lunch". You'd nearly fumbled up your chords which Billie noticed. She really tried to not laugh. This was pretty normal for the two of you. There's always been a tension, even the fans had noticed it. And you'd always wondered if it would become more.

It's now been a few shows into the tour, Billie had called you up to the front of the stage to play by her side. It was 'Lunch' again, which seemed to be the song she flirted with you in the most. As she sang, she gestured for you to kneel in front of her. You easily obeyed. Getting down to your knees while you held your guitar; strumming away. She looked down at you with that usual smirk of hers, her hand coming to brush just under your chin. Bending herself down a little closer. The only thing separating you was the mic that touched both your lips. The fans were going insane.

"Baby, I think you were made for me.. somebody write down the recipe." Her voice hit those lower notes, the words she was saying... everything was making your head spin and you fought hard not to kiss her then and there. You didn't even know if she would let you. How you managed to keep eye contact and play you didn't know. She was driving you insane, hitting all the right buttons.

After the show was over and everything that needed to be done was dealt with, Billie found you and practically dragged you to her dressing room. She pinned you up against the door and you gasped out in response," Billie-"

"Shut up and kiss me already." She murmured against your lips and that was all the invitation you needed. You'd kissed her, lips moving against hers as you picked her up. Her legs wrapped around your waist and you'd held her with ease. Billie's tongue slipped past your lips and you parted slightly to give her better access. Your tongues dancing with each other as she moved her hips along you. You moaned into the kiss, adjusting your hold on her and giving her ass a firm squeeze. Making Billie moan. The vibrations from the moan sent shockwaves into your body. You knew you wouldn't be able to hold back now even if you'd wanted to. And neither could Billie.

When the two of you were done, she had curled up in your lap on the chair. Both down a layer of clothing and trying to catch your breathes.

"Fuck..." You murmured.

"Mhm." Billie agreed, looking into your eyes with a grin." Good 'fuck' though, right?"

"Definitely. You have no idea how long I'd wanted that." You told her, taking a couple of breaths between your words.

Her grin became a smirk as she cupped your cheek, giving you another small kiss," oh I can guess. I've been dropping hints for months."

"I thought it was all stage performance stuff." You blushed in embarrassment and she laughed at that. Which made you even more embarrassed.

"You're cute. But I was flirting with you off stage too, idiot." She teased and your blush deepened. Wow you seriously hadn't noticed that.

"So... are we a thing now?" You asked, Billie pretended to think on it. Already knowing her answer.

"Do you want to be?" Billie asked and you nodded. She smiled," then yeah." Her hands came up to grip your bra straps, making your breath hitch as she brought you even closer." now kiss me again."

Safe to say neither of you really slept that night.

The following shows, fans noticed just how much more the tension had grown between you and Billie. No words needed to said between either of you. People knew you were dating. And the stage kiss on the very last show of the tour only confirmed the speculations.