#ccm talks

[crystalclearmist]

I was not aware how much I was masking when visiting my family.

They have a big home, so I can always retreat for a few hours when noises or social interactions are too much for me and I suppose my fam just thought I am bored and doing my own thing instead of recovering/recharging.

Last weekend my family visited me and my husband at home for three days. Yes, they slept in a hotel and had breakfast there, but the rest of the time they stayed at my 80 square meters, three room apartment and I don't thinks any of us enjoyed the experience as much as we hoped.

I can't have social interaction all day long without brakes, no matter how much I love them. I can't have constant background noise from the TV or TickTock or phone calls without getting stressed.

I feel exhausted after 3 hours walking in the park, being surrounded by strangers, car noises and unfamiliar surroundings.

My mom, who can't walk fast or very long because of her damaged knees, was perplexed beyond believe when I announced I needed a 15 minute nap and a few quite minutes to myself before interacting again, because she didn't think it was exhausting, even though she is the one with the injuries.

I think she expected 24/7 entertainment and time together, because she kept on asking if I wanted to go to the city or to the lake or taking a walk together, even though she could have done this with dad alone.

I don't know what to say... I'm severely depressed and have Adhd and I guess I never let them see the full extend of it, while visiting them.

In my own home though, where I feel secure and accepted as I am, I was doing my routine (as much as was possible with guests) and looked after myself and my needs, and I guess my "true self" kinda clashed with the image my family had of me

[ehghtyseven]

for me, I'm a bit more traditional so I don't like it to be too flashy... it helps if you like it.

[cocomay-o]

HUHH???!!! SHANNNN🥹🥹🥹🥲🥲🥲🥺🥺🥺thanks for the shoutout friend🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🩷🩷🩷

Are there any artists you recommend who have good timeskip Pokémon protag designs

@constarlations has an entire timeskip protag project! it's super neat and also her dawn/ethan ship is really cute i like it a lot

@hashketchum2's timeskip ash content is also super neat! defo recommend taking a look at it too so you can see how everyone's favorite pokemon master's doing in his venerable adult years

@puzzled-artist also came up with some timeskip marnie/gloria stuff a while back, we talked a bit about Gloria as well so that's something to look forward to

[theworstofallpossibleworlds]

The Worst of All Possible Worlds #108: DC Talk - Jesus Freak feat. Tarence Ray

Tarence Ray (Trillbilly Worker’s Party) and the lads jot down their devotionals and sing praises to the mid-90s as they cover DC Talk’s seminal 1995 grunge-as-worship album: Jesus Freak. Topics include the band’s Liberty University origins, the impressive sonic palette, and what it takes to make art in the world of corporate evangelicalism.

[lowcountry-gothic]

Smoke flashed above a thousand jumping teenagers. On the megachurch warehouse’s stage was Skillet, which had been Christian Nirvana, but had become Christian Nine Inch Nails, part of Evangelicalism’s never-ending project: constructing a facsimile world designed to consume the original. (Everyone thinks DC Talk was Christian Nirvana, but that was just one song. DC Talk had gone from Christian MC Hammer to Christian U2.)

Jason Kirk, Hell Is a World Without You

[therookieyear]

Sid gives a Stick Talk for CCM!

[queenlucythevaliant]

Here's what I'll say regarding choice of worship music (and I'm not 100% sure where I'm going with this, so bear with me): I think it's very easy to get burned out on specific kinds of worship, no matter what they are. And that kind of burn-out is hard.

I grew up at a church that did 95% CCM for worship, and after a while it either (a) exhausted me emotionally or (b) bored me. By the time I hit high school, I really really struggled with corporate worship because it felt as though I wasn't responding as I was supposed to. Getting to sing mostly hymns at the church I attended at college was a huge breath of fresh air, and it helped me immensely in terms of re-orienting my heart towards Christ-centered worship (as opposed to me-centered worship.) For the first time in my life, I found myself listening to Christian music on my own time during the week.

I watched the recent Jesus Revolution movie with mom over the summer. Her family started attending Calvary Chapel (then-nascent hippy church in Orange County) midway through her childhood, and she got really excited talking about the difference between the hymns she remembered from early elementary school ("we sang the whole hymnal rather than selecting for the really good ones like they do at your church") and the much more dynamic music that came out of Maranatha and other early "contemporary" Christian groups. She actually played me a whole bunch of the songs she grew up with the next morning. They sounded horrifically cheesy to me, but she got real joy out of it and even ended up texting a few songs to my aunt.

And yet, my mom has remarked a whole bunch of times to me that she really can't stand current CCM; that she desperately misses singing the old hymns. I look at myself and my own experience and I can totally see myself coming back to some of the CCM songs I grew up with and encountering Christ through them all new again. As recently as last month, I had a really beautiful experience driving back from a concert crazy late at night with my sister and listening to some of the old Chris Tomlin and Hillsong stuff that I hadn't heard in a while. It brought me back to a sense of incredible comfort and safety nestled up against God like a baby chick. Do I want to worship with that sort of music every week right now? No, definitely not. But it has its place.

Obviously worship transcends something as incidental as music genre. It's an expression of why we were created: glorifying God and enjoying him forever --- and yet, because of the fall, it's really easy to get burned out on specific expressions of worship. I don't necessarily think that's a bad thing so much as just a symptom of the fall. I also think that people who are really burned out on a particular kind of worship can be really, really obnoxious about it. I know I was for a while, and I still definitely have my hangups with CCM.

But like- I don't think it's so much about judgement or superiority towards the kind of worship music that you're burnt out on as it is just the overwhelming sense that that kind of worship music felt exhausting and this kind of music actually feels like I'm able to worship again. I know when I started singing hymns at church, it just felt like I'd found the Rosetta Stone. I was suddenly so much less in my own head on Sunday mornings and oh my goodness singing to God was a joy again and I can't remember but I don't think it's ever been a joy like this before has it?? It was almost like my head was spinning with some great new revelation and when I was obnoxious about it it was mostly a manifestation of my being like Why didn't anyone ever tell me it could be like this? Why isn't everyone singing hymns? It's just so much better this way!

Mostly, it just feels like saying "don't be overly critical of how other Christians like to worship" kind of. Misses the trees for the forest, if that makes sense? Like, it's accurate to the big picture, it's absolutely a true and worthwhile thing to say. But at the same time it kind of rankles for me because it misses how it feels to be truly and deeply alienated by the kind of worship you're exposed to.

For better and for worse, worship is (I think) the spiritual discipline that engages the emotions most directly. The feeling of being in a group of people all worshipping together, and your heart just isn't responding right no matter how you try to re-focus and orient it? It's one of the loneliest feelings I know.

[watching-sam-and-dean-again]

https://bleedingcool.com/tv/one-tree-hill-sequel-series-eyed-by-netflix-bush-burton-returning/

Okay, so a sequel to One Tree Hill that stars Hailie Burton and Sophia Bush but none of the rest of the original cast, yeah I’m thinking it’s no for me. I used to be a fan of the OG show, despite it being pretty ridiculous and very much a product of it’s time, but revisiting the show while leaving out other leads is not something I’m interested in. It ruins the send -offs and ending we were given.

The show started as the story of the Scott brothers, Lucas and Nathan. The OG already let showcasing the brother relationship fall to the wayside too much when the OG main cast was all still on the show. So no, we already know CCM won’t be back. My guess is that they kill Lucas off with a heart attack due to his HCM. Hilarie and Sophia are like two mean girl besties who used to talk over Joy on their Drama Queens podcast when they hosted it together, and there is speculation that Hilarie and Joy are on the outs in particular. So, say goodbye to Hailey. With no a Hailey, say goodbye to Nathan (and Jamie). Aaannd new i have lost my reason to give a crap a boy this potential show. If the characters I cared most about aren’t on it, I’m not interested.

But, we might get Danneel back playing Rachel! Yay! By all means, let’s bring back, and probably redeem, one of the meanest, most stereotypical, shallow and shitty recurring characters (who literally married a murderer who happened to be one of the abusive parents on the show for money) instead of the OG mains. Rachell was, quite literally, the worst, but with Chaos Machine producing, I think it’s clear her character will show up.

Still, if there is one thing all of these actresses love to do, it’s to attribute the worst motivations to all of the male characters in the show, while excusing and justifying all of their own characters' bad behavior or wrongdoing. If the attitudes they show towards characters on the podcast Drama Quedns is any indication, I’m going to dislike anything they have a hand in creating on this new show.

My prediction: is Brook and Peyton will fall in love … because just as opposite-sex characters could not just be friends in media around 15 years ago, now it’s same-sex ones that can’t just be supportive friends. I’m not against representation or LGBTQ+ characters in shows at all. What does bug me is contrived rewriting of characters to earn points. They are going to kill off Luke, break-up Brooke and Julian, they won't include or mention Hailey and Nathan, despite them being Peyton's in-laws and Brooke's friends. They will find supporting characters from the OG show, that we were already sick of during its runtime, to make appearances even though it often won't make sense because they were closer to other main characters that are not on the sequel. Worse than all that though, is the Pollyanna effect I can already see happening with Peyton and Brooke's characters.

Maybe I’m wrong and it does justice to all of the characters who were on the original. Maybe the story is compelling and not stereotypical. Maybe, but I doubt it

[tapejob]

former and current teammates this, star crossed rivalries that, say what you want about the narratives but i don't think we talk enough about the incredible potential of acquaintances that emerge from simply Selling Out. when hockeys nudged for a bit of cash via sponsorship and ad deals are thrown into some commercial saga with literally some player they've talked to like maybe once during a glam event. i'm talking about hyundai-verse mark scheifele and zach hyman forced to drive their cars through a horde of children while WAH obstructs their view in bold. ryan graves and matt martin getting their hair fried on live television with carshield dot com. ccm sponsored brent burns taking connor mcdavid out on the town for his obligatory carnival filler episode to distract him from the horrors. fall in love with a stranger via your mutual behemoth corporate giant partnership. bless

[seeminglydark]

ok, now i've gone and read all of call me mickey eeek! <3 so cute :D mick really said imma go cheer up my friend 👍 and fast forward like 24hrs and he's like i am gay, i have found my soulmate and i am moving 2 states north. fantastic.

AYYY in my defense the original story was an inktober challenge and I drew a page a day so it was around 31 pages haha! Had to kinda rush it. There’s more I’d like to delve into like them buying their house, or moving in together, cuz they didn’t live together right away (that’s again on tapas in Seemingly Dark, Theres a Short Comic called San Valentin where they don’t live together) mick tried to give it some space and time and not force Reggie into a corner. But he couldn’t stay in LA where he wouldn’t be accepted and could never explore his sexuality, so moving to Seattle was a big step he needed, whether they worked out or not! Also it’s not clear in CCM lol but they did at least chat and talk on the phone for close to a year, mick was already on love, he just didn’t have words for those feelings.

I’m glad you enjoyed it!

[silver-state-knights]

I’d love to hear more about Carey Price and the CCM goalie gear!

hey there! thanks a bunch for the ask! i know its been sitting a while but now i just remembered to get around to this!

Carey Price (and many other Habs goaltenders over the years, tbh) has been very influential on the world of goaltender equipment in general, but especially CCM's catalogue as he was one of their longtime "faces" of their goalie equipment and arguably one of their most notable (besides Marc-Andre Fleury for awhile there, too). he originally started with Vaughn in the early days of his career, as we can see here:

Vaughn at this time was much bigger in goalie in the NHL than they are these days, the only real notable goalie they have now as far as I know is Jonathan Quick. But, if you're CCM and you're seeing a lights out, absolutely killer goaltender like Carey Price starting to emerge in the mid 2000s, you're likely going to want him to wear your stuff, with your logo, right? If this goalie is wearing your stuff, everyone who plays and wants to be like him will likely try to emulate him, right?

Hockey brands will often send pros equipment tuned to their specs in an attempt to get them to switch all the time for this exact reason- but I can't really think of any other instance of a brand going as far as CCM did in the case of Carey Price.

To understand what I'm specifically talking about, I have to first introduce the concept of break angle- this is a term in goalie equipment that refers to the way and at what angle a goalie glove/trapper closes. The three you'll often hear of are the 580 break (90° closure), the 590 break (60° closure), and the 600 break (50° closure). No two gloves are the same, so a 600 break from Vaughn will be different than a 600 break from Bauer, and so on and so forth.

Here's a chart that should give a better visual on what each of the three look like and how they differ:

At this time, Carey Price's glove with Vaughn was most similar to what we would call CCM's 600 break today. They actually created the 600 break in order to help Price transition out of the Vaughn glove he was using at that time. As you can see with what appears to be one of his first CCM sets, the Extreme Flex III that he had circa 2012-2013, the glove is very similar looking to the one he had with Vaughn:

Now, some bonus info because I think it's funny: Carey Price no longer uses a 600 break, and has since switched to the 590 as of a couple years ago (something that caused a bit of controversy at that time). He also is no longer with CCM, as CCM Goalie cut ties with the Lefevre family a couple years ago now. The Lefevre family, who are well renowned for their excellence and innovation in goaltender equipment. Where they go, most NHL goalies will follow. Lefevre is now working with True Temper, and that explains the severe uptick in NHL goaltenders using their pads, gloves, and blockers.

Here's some of his True setups because I think they're neat:

So yeah! Basically, TLDR: CCM invented the 600 break angle, a break angle that is still popular at the retail level to this day, specifically for Carey Price to switch to their equipment from Vaughn.

[fizzingwizard]

Funny little thought.

From the time I was six till I was about fifteen, my family was entrenched in evangelicalism. From age 10, I started going to the school at my church, which meant I was inundated with religion six out of seven days a week. Only Saturday was free of it. And some days I would get religious lessons at school, go home, then go back to church, which was the school, for evening youth group and stuff. Looking back it just feels like a lot, but.

Somehow I still wiggled out of that mindset and I think a lot of my peers did too, tbh. After all, church is where I learned what different sex acts were and about homosexuality. Not from people saying how evil they were - of course there were plenty of adults doing that, but the kids were all totally unconcerned and eager to shock other kids with what they knew hahaha.

Anyway, there's lots I could talk about, but what I was thinking about today was pretty innocent effect of being required to think of religion and only religion as a valuable pursuit for such a big chunk of childhood. It was about music. I was allowed to read and watch anything that was age appropriate, regardless of whether it was "Christian" enough. My parents would have objected if there had been sex or homosexuality (or rather if they'd known there was those things >_>;), but for the most part it wasn't hard to keep those things private.

Music was different because I played it in my room. On a stereo. Without headphones x'D I did have an mp3 player which I took with my on walks, but the things I liked to dance in my room. Not conducive to wearing headphones. So I would blast music pretty much constantly when I was home. And my options for acceptable music were pretty much: secular music my parents had grown up with and couldn't see anything unacceptable in it, or Christian Contemporary Music (CCM).

Well, I didn't hate my parents' favorite bands, but they weren't very now. So my favorite musicians were artists no one but my best friend had ever heard of. He and I would belt their songs whenever we felt like it, so just imagine two nerdy kids biking up and down the road screeching "JESUS IS THE WAY THE TRUTH THE LIGHT" off-key because we keep going in and out of each other's ear shot xP

These were some of my favorite artists:

Point of Grace

Third Day

Avalon

Rachael Lampa

Casting Crowns

MercyMe

Skillet

Steven Curtis Chapman

ZoeGirl

Rebecca St James

Mark Schultz

V*enna

And so many more that I've forgotten. And I loved them whole-heartedly. I just went through the wikis for some early 2000s WOW Music CDs and literally my heart clenched with nostalgia seeing some of the song titles and artist names that I haven't thought about in so long. It brought back an era of my life that I feel so out of touch with now. It's not that I miss it exactly, but I suppose I miss that naivete and security I had at that age, which was mostly due to being a kid with a pretty decent childhood. It's similar nostalgia that I feel when I think back on high school, or non-school memories before that.

Music gets so wrapped up with memory that no matter what, I can't dislike these CCM artists. Nor can I forget about them. I still listen to a few favorites, especially songs by Point of Grace, which seems like such a weird group to become the favorite of a 10 year old, but me and my best friend were obsessed, like obsessed with them at that age. Bought ever album and knew all the words.

When I listen to those CCM songs now, as an adult, a lot of them don't hold up. We used to get told that "Christian content usually falls short when it's literature or movies, but music is equal to secular stuff." I don't think that's 100% wrong, but it's certainly not as clear a success story as we were told it was. My main beef is with the female artists, many of whom just leaned in so much on purity and abstinence, even while some of them pandered a lot to secular audiences. But it's not just the themes but the lyrics and music itself. V*enna, which as far as I know had only one CD, is just some of the worst music. I liked their album as a kid, but when I listened to it a while back I was just cringing. Really amateurish, so no wonder it didn't go far.

But there's a lot of fun to be had with CCM too, like Audio Adrenaline's rock cover of Little Drummer Boy which still splits my ear drums while making me ask "Why?" And there's the nonsensical conundrum of groups like Skillet or Creed, which some fans who only knew their secular stuff are stunned to learn they were included in Christian music stores. Or Jump5, a tween bobby group which sang about God, made money by putting tracks in Disney movies, and overall existed to make money.

Speaking of money. When I was fourteen, our youth group decided to start a band and I was a vocalist. The band only had one performance. You know why? The pastor at my church LEAPT on the idea because he thought we would get famous and... make lots of money for the church...?? Honestly, we were VERY amateurish, the lead singer I think was decent but very much did not want to be in the band long term, the musicians were so-so, and I was definitely so-so. But the pastor got involved and pressed us to be amazing and to have an amazing band name which I can't remember anymore and well we just flopped. None of us were into the idea but him. If he hadn't gotten dollar signs in his eyes we might've had a bit of fun, which was the only intention. But this was a pastor who was bent on his plan to make the church a mega-church and becime famous for his Idk pastor skills or whatever.

Back to music. So I do still love those artists from my childhood, regardless of how good they are objectively. But I got to wondering, what kind of music would I have been a fan of at that age (early teens) if I hadn't felt like secular stuff was off limits? I did somehow become a fan of Avril Lavigne and I am not even sure how that happened. One year my dad bought me Hilary Duff's first CD, which told me that he had no idea what my music tastes were or that we didn't even pay for the channel her shows were on so I didn't know who she was :P (But I appreciated the effort at bonding lol) That's much cleaner than Avril, at least.

Aside from Avril, I think I probably would have been a My Chemical Romance girl. Honestly, I probably would've been annoying into them if I found them at the right age. But I never heard "Helena" until this year. Fall Out Boy maybe, Green Day? Snow Patrol, Pink, Bjork, Nightwish are some groups I became fans of later, once I was out of the church. Best friend introduced me to Vienna Teng and Tori Amos. I like rock and metal now, but as a teen I didn't much, and I'm trying to think what was popular when I was in high school. I would go to the movies and not recognize any of the songs in them haha.

I just had the funny thought that I could have been so different as a teenager if I'd listened to different music... I bet I'd have been more emo or something lol. Idk, the groups that pop into my mind seem emo.

super nostalgia now whoa

/conversation with teenage fizz haha

[noxhiemiscaliginisque]

1, 11 and 31 for the weirder asks?

Who is/are your comfort characters?

Fanon Maeglin, Jaster Mereel, Kalluto from HxH and Charlie Emily from fnaf

11. Favourite extracurricular activity?

Eh, i have a lot? Top three would probably be reading, crochet and talking to my besties if that counts as activity

31. What type of music keeps you grounded?

Metal, mermaid-esque singing, string music and ccm

thx for the ask :)

[babydollmarauders]

you: hey guys! let’s talk about jack and how hot he looks !! or or let’s talk about lovie!!! or shortcake !!!

anons: you can’t interact with anyone that isn’t the group chat! you don’t actually like the group chat ! you don’t want other people in the group chat!! you’re replacing someone in the group chat !! bauer is better than ccm! ccm is better than bauer!

y’all are seriously doing too much. you do realize that what you’re seeing is only one small part of real life?? and for the ones that are genuinely being rude to faithlynn and (sydney? im sorry i don’t know !!) why do you feel the need to try and stir the pot and start unnecessary drama? like as far as i’m concerned you’re all middle schoolers bc it’s the kind of energy y’all are giving off, and if y’all are adults your behavior is genuinely embarrassing 🧍🏻‍♀️

ANYWHORE!!

how’re you? how’re shortcake and bestie maraschino cherry doing ? do they face any backlash from their lil age gap? (i love the au’s and you !! <33)

T H I S !

i mean, the ccm vs bauer stuff didn’t really bother me all the much- i was just extremely confused

but the groupchat stuff and everything— yeah that was annoying and unnecessary!

ANYWAYS

i’m good! shortcake and john are amazing!

they definitely get a few comments about it on socials and i feel like Shortcake’s parents are kinda like “are you sure this is what you want? he’s 4 years older than you.” and she’s just like “yep! i love him! he’s what i want!” 🥰

for the most part, i think people are understanding that she’s 21 and can make her own decisions on who to date and that 4 years isn’t that much of a gap!

thank you 🥹 and ily too!

[annieqattheperipheral]

davo talking being captain

McDavid & McDavid | Cam Interviews Connor | June 2023 @ NHL Awards in Nashville | Sportsnet & CCM

[itsceren]

introducing ; ceren çelik-montgomery

cliff notes ;

FULL NAME: ceren çelik-montgomery

GENDER: female

PRONOUNS: she/her

AGE: twenty-one

OCCUPATION: artist, model & influencer

SOCIAL STATUS: insider

HOMETOWN: originally born in bodrum, turkey but calls the upper east side home.

FACECLAIM: ayça ayşin turan

lets dig a little deeper ;

Born into generational wealth had Ceren living the life of bliss. Life was easy when you had Ece Çelik (a Turkish model and socialite) and Walter Montgomery (an oil tycoon) as parents. Walter is her stepfather through marriage to her mother, but Ceren sees him as nothing less than her father. He gave her the most amazing childhood, adores her mother and has created a strong family unit both socially and economically - what more could she ask for? From the moment Ceren was born, her mother swore that God had blessed their family with pure perfection, and perfection was what Ceren strived for. She would accept nothing less. With overburdening pressure from her parents, she aimed to be nothing but the best. Not a hair out of place, not a stitch loose on her clothing and a walk to rival those on the runway, Ceren was a force to be reckoned with; and yet, no matter how perfect she is, it’s never enough. She places obscene amounts of pressure on herself, but pressure makes diamonds as they say. Throughout her time in education, Ceren was top of the scoreboard and graduated with honors, though she surprisingly found fame in the art world with her artwork.

Carrying the burden of pressure, Ceren gets in her own head and it’s tough to get herself out of that spiral once she falls in it. She’s not someone that tends to open up to people whether she’s struggling or not, preferring to keep to herself in the world of the inner circle of New Yorks elite. However, once you manage to find and in with her, she will go to the ends of the earth for you. Ceren is fiercely protective of her love ones and her ‘found family’ as she dubs her nearest and dearest friends who she trusts with her life. That being said, she pours so much love towards her friends that she feels like she has no time for relationships. That’s the excuse she tells herself anyway. The reality is that her standards are so high that no one ever reaches them. Its a form of self-preservation. She knows this. She’ll dabble in a little flirting here and there, but she gets bored and relationships are a no go, letting someone in means they can hurt you, and that’s less than perfect. Focusing on friends helps curb the looming loneliness, but that sometimes means having to meet new people and that’s not Ceren’s vibe. She despises idle chit-chat and small talk, she finds it a waste of time and she has no patience for it. She doesn’t suffer fools lightly and will make it known if you’re grating on her nerves, public setting or not. Underneath the hard exterior is someone soft that wants to be loved and loved for who she is, she just struggles to see it for herself. But that’s something she’ll never tell.

additional information ;

scorpio star sign

originally born in bodrum, turkey. her mother remarried when ceren was a baby and they moved to the upper east side. the upper ease side has always been classed as her hometown as that's all she remembers. but ceren does always go out to bodrum to see her extended family and learn about her family history.

lives in the top three floors of central park tower on west 57th street aka billionaire's row - the floors have been converted into a three story house for the çelik-montgomery family. with her parents travelling for work all the time, ceren basically lives there alone.

prolific artist - everyone's clambering to get their hands on a ccm painting.

got into modelling/influencing after her artwork was discovered and she was being approached by magazines for spreads and companies for collabs.

gg's got the receipts - what they have on ceren ;

In her determination to be perfect, Ceren got a nasty little drug habit of pills and other substances that helped her stay awake and high alert to allow her to study and work on extra credit projects when she was in school. She hasn’t shaken the habit, for a woman on the go 24/7, she needs constant energy and she’d rather be doing this than fall from grace in the eyes of people watching her. When she was dating Jackson he had found out about the pills, it was part of the reason of their split whether Ceren admits it or not. She’s thankful that he’s kept this to himself, the last thing she needs is for GG to get her paws on the information.

possible connections ;

besties

friends

constance alum

neighbours on the floors below in the central park tower

photographers

enemies

ex's

crush

lovers

previous flings

frenemies

mutuals

dealer

people that buy her artwork

people that want her on their socials for clout

employees

will be updated to suit as ceren's time in the upper east side goes on.