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Errmmm don’t perceive me,,,,
#pomni x ragatha#buttonblossom#man how do y’all embrace cringe I feel my brain yelling at me#not main tagging cause scared#also whiteboard is my wife now#sleepy.png
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ONE person said i should post this sooooo :3 tee hee
#hope u guys like this one the normal is my icon on doscord cause i really like it <3#still scared of posting abt new interests but everyone has been SOOOO SO niceys to me so im a little more confident :]#ive been sharing all ur tags with my friends cause they make me sooo happy im always giggling and kicking my feet#dndads#dndads s2#dungeonsanddaddies#normal oak#hermie unworthy#oakworthy#FUCK I POSTED THIS ON MY MAIN BLOG FIRST SO I BAD 2 DELETE IT SO QUICK#AND REWRITE ALL THESE TAGS
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folie reignited my love for him 🥺❤️ sorry i just had to doodle some stuff of us
#fictional other art#self shipping art#self ship art#self shipping#self insert#arthur#arthur fleck#puttin it in his main tag cause im scared this is gonna flop otherwise 💀 tho if it still does flop uuh ey ''thats life'' i guess *is booed*#gonna be seeing the movie again on tuesday the more i think about it the more i actually appreciate it... as sad as it also make me feel#my art#my post
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trying to figure him out . (Lies down on the floor)
#I AM TERRIFIED TO POST MY DRAWINGS TO THE PUBLIC AGAIN……#i stopped like 3 years ago cause I realized my art was bad and nobody told me so I got in my feelings abt it lolllll#actually. looking back at my insta it’s been. 5 or so years#I like to think I’ve improved#but idk. tell me if this is bad. You Have To Tell Me#I’m NOT putting this in the main tag I’m SCARED!!!!!!#posting this and then going to sleep. the infallible technique#vlinny#j.draw#very inspired by my current fav vs artist but over my dead body will I tag him about it
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jokes @ night r not funny in the morning,,,
originally the blue was green but then i decided 2 b pan
#dont even ask me what i was trying 2 accomplish#CAUSE IDKKK#sighs @ least they look cute igg#bart is still hard 4 ne 2 draw idk sobbs#also i seem 2 draw him in a lot of tanktops while i draw kon in a lot of crop tops#i just ?????????#anyways i literally have no idea wtf this means#it was supposed 2 b silly & funny but if ur evil u could make it angsty#not me thoo…..i would neever#cause what kind of sick freak does that#((its me im the sick freak))#no but this is supposed 2 b silly ITS JUST RLLY NOT FUNNY IDK#konbart#kart#still 2 scared 2 but it in their main tags or whateverrrr#NO BC LIKE I DONT WANNA GET RIPPED APART#omggg the reason y it looks more angst is bc i put the ‘dw’ isnt itttt#ughhhhhhh#ok sure whatever GRRR AAAAAA#i have a better kart drawing idea but this 1 was easier 2 draw#brrrr#i feel like im just mostly going 2 b drawing kart 2day oh man#((i say this like i dont draw them everyday))#puppee art#holy u can rlly tell i h8 stabalizers batman#i say ‘line arts my fav part’ but i dont actually do nice line art idfkkk yyyy but mayb its bc u dont need clean lineart 2 render stuff???#@ least i dont#man i should render smth its been so long since ive like ‘completed’ a full drawingg#HELP IM STILL UPSET HOW I DREW BART I LIKE I JUST DONT WANT 2 DRAW HIM LOOKING LIKE A KID BUT LIKE OTS KINDA HARD WHEN HES NEXT 2 KON THIS I
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rereading random bits of descendants of olympus (as one does) and. vera <3 still soooo obsessed with how she takes lupa's divinity. like MAN.......there is something to how shes had to scrape and claw her way into every single good thing shes ever had. that she's never just been able to KEEP these things, that she is always always always fighting for them. and so of course she takes divinity. she wants to LIVE. and in this world where the fates themselves are trying to control her, its like--yeah. maybe you do need a gods power to finally get like, at least a year of the life you want. the life you werent supposed to have. forever thinking about vera's one line in her chapter thats like 'of course the fates are losing power. because they'd never let someone like leo into my life.' YELLS. FOREVER.
also have we talked enough about minnie I THINK WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT MINNIE--
#chatter#son of sea foam#sosf#yeah fuck it im not scared veraposting in the main tags#unrelated to verapost but also i reread the end of ethans chapters and GOD. GOD.#everything happening to percy here is SO GOOD....like yes at the end of the day im rooting for vera and leo lol but percy....#the way estelle is the only one who can fight for him. the parallels drawn with zeus.#how he doesnt even realize killing lupa will betray jason.#dakota (i think lol) talking w ethan and that whole bit about how like...its the people who are loyal who betray you.#bc percy offers loyalty to so many people but at the end of the day he DOES have a list. and. well. evelyn is pretty high up there#and jason just. isnt.#LITERALLY MAKES ME KDJFGNJDFBGF#god. isnt there a sosf discord what if i was in there veraposting on the daily#tbf i dont usually join discords cause im bad at talking to people if they arent starting it#BUT THERE ARE SOME THINGS I WILL YELL ABOUT FOREVER. NO MATTER WHO WANTS OR DOESNT WANT TO HEAR IT#and vera is one of those things <3#anyways hi everyone who follows me for Anything Else i hope you enjoy the veraposting#you should read son of sea foam it changes you :3#and then send me asks about it :333 (<- joking but. what if)#vera love of my life
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Alright, I've been meaning to do this for a long time, but I'm finally starting a patreon.
I've spent the last ten years doing shitty retail and food service jobs and honestly it got pretty bad for me for a few years, and it was hard to do anything besides work and eat and sleep.
But I've been doing better this year! And I want to make things. My own things. I'm feeling inspired and like I actually love drawing for the first time in a long time. And I want to hold onto that and keep going. I want to do things I actually care about and believe in and even if this doesn't fully replace having a job I can spend more time doing art and less time making coffee for strangers.
There's not going to be a bunch of big fancy tiers to the patreon just yet. I mostly plan on using it for posing design and concept work for projects I want to work on. If that's something that sounds interesting to you, or if you've ever appreciated the various gay horses and lesbian animals I've drawn over the years, please consider throwing a few bucks a month my way.
Thanks for everything!
#I've also been trying to be less of a fucking hermit all the time#maybe say things and talk to people every now and then#cause it's something I really miss#I used to share my thoughts about media all the time and I almost never do anymore#which is wild cause thinking about media is one of the main things I do#anyway thanks to games like slarpg and roadwarden for making me go 'oh right I wanted to do this too'#and giving me the energy and inspiration to start un-depressing myself#I want to stop being scared of not finishing things and just start them#thank you to everyone who has ever shared and commented on my stuff in the past you have no idea how much it keeps me going#I read every single tag on everything
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any hopes for kiwami 3? like things u wanna see added or changed stuff like that
if they dont keep kiryu's goofy walk stance and the hoof-like walk sounds i dont wanna play it
#snap chats#no one understands how much i love that from y3 and y4 its genuinely one of my favorite things about the game#oh but i guess i have to give an actual answer now. HMPH.#id scream if they revived kanda calling mine limp wristed. homophobia in 4k#OK BUT TO BE SERIOUS uhhhh i dont know. im a real simple guy i think#my only like. If This Isnt There Im Leaving deal is mine's palette and im so serious#rgg's scaring me with all the black-hair/purple-suit mine stuff as of late and i cant stress how hard ill vomit if thats in the final#HYPOTHETICAL final anyways. yk3 isnt coming out for. IDK A WHILE#i wanna say i hope they highlight daigo and mine's relationship more but i dont know how theyd do that#i really like how mine's handled in y3 as is so i dont think i want scenes injected like what they did with yk1 and nishiki#someone said a Mine Saga after the game and... hm ... sounds too unrealistic for me to hope for it#like im REALLY trying to think how they could possibly reference the rggo stories in y3 since those are EXCELLENT but#i think . MAYBE. you could reference the story where richardson calls mine as he's driving to the hospital#the only thing you'd have to exclude though is mine stopping by the bar- like JUST keep the phone conversation maybe#cause in that scene that subordinate does question mine if he can really kill daigo and i think thatd be neat. in my opinion.#yeah i dont know. in regards to rggo its hard to think of what i want without intervening things i already like about y3#its a real head scratcher ...#a really good epilogue addition would be adapting that RGGO bit where daigo ruminates on mine. that's a fair ending for him i think#it also fulfills the need to see how daigo saw mine even if its just a little#and to non-rggo readers it could start to answer 'how does daigo feel about everything that happened'#im still so curious as to if daigo was briefed on EVERYTHING that happened but .... anyways....#sorry all my hopes for y3 are just mine/minedai centric fLVKELKA BUT LIKE. i really am content with everything else with y3 surprisingly#idk. i want kiryu fucking up that curry in high definition tho. thats important to me#THEY HAVE TO KEEP THE QTES DURING THE RICHARDSON FIGHT ILL BE PISSED#i need the fight to be AS CAMPY and unnecessary as it was in the og. INCLUDING richardson's voice acting i need it wack as hell#is it weird i actually appreciate the Diet Building Loredumping being like. in replayable-cutscene form#i thought id prefer just One Long cutscene but im glad theres the option to skip those segments#BUT being able to get a refresher in case you missed something somehow#im running out of tags jesus christ i shouldve put this in the main text but vjALjlagj those are all my thoughts for now bYE
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transgender American mutuals i am holding ur hand. not *just* to reassure YOU, but because *I* am so fucking scared and i need to hold someone’s hand 😭
#I lowkey highkey am vulnerable rn and need a hug#i need to start a tag for USamerican political doomerism so anyone who doesn’t want to see me whinging about orange man bad can block it#cause most of my mutuals r from nonamerican eng speaking countries lol#usa doomerism tag#<- ok here this is my tag. im gonna be using it often the next few years#im scared about losing access to legal hormones and the ability to get surgery#obviously minors r the main target but they’re going to go after adult access to gender affirming care too#and im nervous bc last time trump was president hate crimes went up. and I am visibly an afab person taking hormones#like I am directly affected by abortion laws and I Look very uh. hatecrimeable#to the cishet eye im a woman with a mustache and weak ass arms. I Can Not defend myself if someone decides to physically hurt me#im in a red state (Georgia) and while im Close To Atlanta (progressive part of the state bc it’s a city) im not#In Atlanta. im in a very uhhh. NIMBY filled surbuban area about an hour or two away#nowhere near the worst place in the state to be but it’s not exactly Good either#shut up miiiwu/#vent#negativity#us elections
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Idk why but I'm paranoid about the wdy fandom here for some reason like I just feel like someone's gonna cause drama here and shits gonna hit the fan and it's gonna be like wdy twitter
Idk man I'm just scared I don't want there to be drama again...
#kylepat.txt#ok gonna vent in the tags but#the wii deleted you fandom on twitter legit chased me off the site#bc they hated the fact that i liked SO and supported the devs#like i was genuinely scared to post anything about SO bc of some people on there#which sucks bc i love SO alot#like its my main hyperfixation at the moment#and in fact i got dragged into drama surrounding SO just bc i talked about it alot#idk now i see anything related to SO here and now i panic slightly bc im afraid that its going to cause drama#which sucks bc i just want to enjoy the thing that makes me happy#i still like wii deleted you but geez#the fact that im afraid to post stuff about the thing that i like just sucks#i just want to enjoy the thing that i love in peace#without being afraid that dramas going to start
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i just gotta make it through this flareup i just gotta make it through this flare up i j
#🧡vixen tag#felt so almost fine last week but this week i feel like i’m dying. slash gen scared Whatever This Is might be progressing.#is this even a flare up if it’s been ongoing basically constantly since since july/august#auuggghh#and i’ve fallen completely out of communication wxeveryoen cause im so focused on managing the body that im pushing everyone out hhhhhhhgg#that’s about. the system but it applies to real life too HFJSJR#sorry 2 everyone who followed me here and on main for silly jr.wi posts and writing….. the curse#ok i’m closing tumblr i hate being perceived like this. bleebo blungus or something
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me trying to stroll thru the ted nivison tag on tumblr for some sick art X READER, IMAGINE, OTHER THINGS I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME OF EVEN THO IT'S QUITE LITERATLY RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME XDD
#No shade btw I get it#look. I was on mcyt wattpad as a small small SMALL child and I mean FUCKING TINY#and I get it!#Where are the fanartist tho I want art grrrrr#do I have to do everything myself#anyways guys can u tell that maybe i've found myself in a new yt fixation.... erm#like 4 chuckle sandwich podcasts and a barbie movie review and i'm in the trenches#seriously though i do think that most of it is stemming from my video creation fixation#i blame school coming up#SCHLATTS MONKEY VIDEOW???? Beautiful editing i want to edit like that#don't know the editor off the top of my head sorry#i'm going crazy over video creation honestly and they're my vessels (This is very hyperbole)#snazum talks#I have an idea cooking btw.... maybe I'll share it here when i'm done but otherwise i'm gonna be tight lipped about it :)#if ur a mootie/friend tho feel free to ask me in dms :D I can't help but want to ramble bout it#I may be a little shy though since it's not embarrasing per say but i also don't like talking bout it that much#It's nothing serious it's actually the most not serious thing ever but i feel like a bragging bitch when i talk about it so i don't#but also i want to talk about it. cause the subject matter isn't even what i'm proud about it's the idea of how to present it that is#this is so vague i'm so sorry i started fucking rambling in these tags jesus christ#why am i like this ANYWAYS YEAH BYE#EDIT: okay but tbf back to the original point i didn't think this shit would be main tagged?#I find it usually isn't when it comes to rpf stuff but what do i know#all i know is 2012/2014....#the trenches dude.#u don't want to see my old art it contains so many terrible terrible youtubers#I sure know how to pick em#i think the amount i ramble in tags really really represents my adhdness#i got fucking diagnosed and i'm scared to say that i'm just gonna say my quirkyness
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while looking for Johnny alternative appearances for AMM, I found out there was a fandom discussion on the ethics of using Keanu's likeness. I agree with the general census that using him in literal sex stuff is probably not the move, as the devs have requested that of us, from what I remember reading in the tags. I personally think that line is drawn at light lewdness and fluff - as in -only what we can ever see in game [alt scene is his pov, we see her, not him really], I stay there as one of your local demisexuals, I like lewd at best and consent is literally consent, so there we go, folks.
Only problem: it seems to have stripped nexus of a lot of appearance changes for Johnny. I just want some cute pjs and a casual outfit that's not the default one. Like imagine some cute heart boxers/pj pants with an old Bushido X shirt. I need like casual johnny and lounging with V Johnny - I just wanna make cute shippy stuff :( idk i need to look over the available mods
also maybe learn to mod
*sigh*
#mermaidriot grotto memoboard#not gonna main tag cause i am shy and so scared of stepping on toes in anyway#i kinda wanna get inspired by shipping Venus with someone else but like I am not really catching the spark#except literally one minor character that I ALSO WANNA MAKE CUTE SHIT WITH#ITS HASAN DEMIR#DEAD ASS I WANT MORE OF HIM#SO MUCH MORE UM COUGH#like they were so flirting you cannot tell me otherwise#hes go a nice shack in dogtown#anways please for the love of god be kind i am but a humble fandom possum with a little pink bow on my head#thots and prayers
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happy new years to the person who stalked and bullied me with their 1,000 plus twitter followers while I had like 30 lol
Stillll was the best thing that ever happened to meeee NOT JOKING
THANKS FOR HELPING ME BECOME MY TRUE SELF ALMOST THREE YEARS BABY OF BEING TRUE ME
AND HAPPY NEW YEARS FOR EVERYONE ELSE LOOK AT THE PRECIOUS BABEY PRINCESS 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I AHHHHHHHH
#personal#AND THIS WAS MY OG ACCOUNTS#Where I had more followers in the span of a few months vs now where it’s been years#it really proves the numbers aren’t everything#I’m so much happier here as I am now#And it’s so funny it’s thanks to some hater lol who’s account that I know of doesn’t exist anymore#though for all I know they’re dedicated to their cause and was one of the guest anon haters on ao3 till I turned them off#At this point I've spent more time as Qutie than Q by a long shot#I'll always be grateful for her getting me started but I love who I am now#I wouldn't be confident happy me without that asshole it's so funny how they tried to get rid of me but oopsie poopsie#They just made me stronger#It genuinely brings me so much joy to do what I love so much#CUTE KI IN DRESSES GONKI#AHHHHHH#And not have that anxiety loooming over me of wanting to fit in but not fitting in cuz I don't like kg I don't like main fandom#and praying my tag blocker saves me and I will keep silent on some things I like and believe in and#yeah I should apologize in my authors tag for writing too much of my niche of G carrying Ki and yeah#I'm so scared of antis and oh no ect ect I look back at her like whooo#Like whooo are uuu all that anxiety? Now my only anxiety is hate comments and that’s cuz of RSD BUT I WILL NEVER STOP WHAT I LOVE#I'll always be grateful for her but it's funny how in three years I went from no confidence me to someone who I AM MY NUMBER ONE FAN#DAMM I LOVE MYSELF not that that happened overnight but! Was a slow crawl but at the least! FULLY Since 2022 esp end of year! I LOVE ME DAM#And this no confidence thing it goes much further back then my blog too so anon changed my life#It's funny how just one person made me course correct and now I'm the person I am today and I love me I don't know how much time I have lef#But I'll spend it doing the things I love I still get depressed and sad from time to time and think everyone hates me but it's like RSD and#Depression it can't always be perfect but I'm so happy and confident most the time I just love what I do#Anon hate is never right I hate shit with my whole being and I've never once thought hmm let me send hate it doesn't make sense to me#And I still get harrasssed by these antis and some bad apple kg people and they don't offer me shit but a headache so I don’t want moreeee#But it's kinda funny how grateful I am towards this hater literally changed my life thank u if your out there man my lady non binary pal#So yeah I unironically sit back and thank them sometimes#IM SO HAPPY I GET TO DO WHAT I LOVE AND LOVE MY KI AND MY GONKI AND AHHHHHHHH
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had a phone appointment to discuss my ADHD meds and like. i feel bad for lying about losing weight but at the same time. if they take me off the shit everything will just get so much worse
#like i’m clinging onto my emotional regulation by my fingertips rn lol :) if i lose that it’s game over :)#pegasus speaks#i fully understand why doctors are wary of giving stimulants to people with AN-R but like#the distress my ADHD causes me is a main contributing factor to my ED 👍#if i do not treat it i will fucking drown 👍#and frankly i’d be losing weight regardless. like i don’t need appetite suppression assistance my stupid fucking brain does that on its own#justcomorbidityproblems#i will say it once again: embarrassing to be an adult living with a condition that makes me scared to care for my own basic needs#eating disorder ment -#ed tw -#weight loss ment -#weight loss tw -#ask to tag
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I haven't finished BG3 yet but I am kind of scared that it's gonna be one of those pyrrhic victory endings and I'm not sure I can mentally deal with that at the moment 😐
#kerytalk#why does it always gotta be the fucking pyrrhic shit these days#like ok I know my other main interest at the moment is Cyberpunk 2077 and I know that ain't sunshine and rainbows either but#I've also known about the endings for a year so I'm more mentally prepared for that (no I have not finished it either)#and who knows maybe Phantom Liberty will give me a break (I say as I apply the clown makeup)#I just ... don't need another one right now#not a new one I don't think I could deal with it well#irl is fucked as is ok I just wanna have a good time ffs#also yeah I kind of know abt the karlach stuff I have been mentally preparing but still mad about it#we'll see if it triggers a disability rant - cause I'll probably yell about it#siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh#this has been a tag rant#status: just started act 3 and I am /scared/#keryplays bg3
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