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This is the half zombie guy shane/doc more or less lives with. His brain be stuck in a half dream world where life is mostly how it was before. I'm thinking I'm going to make a ref what he thinks Shane looks like as zeb thinks he's the manager at this point
#since dmc and dandadan were practially tied the whole time im gonna do one with both dante and pocessed okarun#i wqs going to do the fan art today but i got a surpise message from my landlord that they wanted to show case my apartment#cause im going to be moving soon#so i spent the past 5 hours after work trying to make the place tidy#needed something mind numbing and i already had the basic outline for him done#enjoy the rant in the tags lol#art#drawing#doodles#artist on tumblr#illustration#characters#original character#oc#my character#zombie#zombie apocalypse
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♪ Worldwide - Big Time Rush
I'm gonna be honest- these episodes kind of fell apart while I was making this. The more I re-wrote the story for it's second draft the less this version made sense and the less interested I was to work on it. I have not much else to say except sorry this part is kinda iffy and sorry it took so long. I promise you I'll make up for this in the next episode I PROMISE
Notes on both episodes under the cut!
Sweden Sour
* (I think it’d be really funny if Cody just doesn’t talk at all this episode. Not a word. Just nods and head shakes and depressed faces.)
* Cody’s incredibly depressed after Noah’s elimination. Sierra’s over the moon, though. She sees Cody depressed and gives him a tight side hug, petting his head. She tries consoling him with “I know you’re sad, but it’s ok! At least I’m still here~.” Cody starts sobbing, head in hands. Heather is sick of this already.
* The teams get their “ibuilda” pieces and the Amazons argue on what it’s supposed to be. Cody stares at the pieces for a few seconds before the light briefly re enters his eyes. He starts building. Courtney tells him to stop but Heather tells her he’s obviously got it, so let him work. They start helping him build… something.
* Once the Amazons are done, Heather, Sierra and Courtney take a step back to see what they’ve built. It’s a giant wooden Noah head. Their faces drop. Heather is filled with murderous rage.
* We built Noah’s face (We’re gonna take first place) Cause we built Noah’s faaaace
* Tyler’s jumper would be white.
* Cody doesn’t sing in this number. Chris notices and stares at him threateningly. He reluctantly hums the chorus and Chris takes what he can get.
* (Alejandro takes off his shirt to pull the boat like a freak. Duncan is unfazed and Tyler will deny it if you ask him if he blushed.)
* Sierra hits Noah’s Head hard enough it falls over on its side and suggests sawing off the side to ride in him like a boat. Heather and Courtney agree to this. Cody has no comment.
* Duncan and Alejandro don't bother bending over backwards to please Tyler. Duncan makes himself captain and no one argues.
* When the Amazons go to pick a captain, Courtney grabs the hat and declares herself captain without input. Heather tries to argue but Courtney argues back- Cody is in no condition, no one trusts Sierra and Heather took control the last challenge so this time she’s in charge. Heather reluctantly backs down.
* Amazons catch up to team Chris in the water. Alejandro sees them approach and makes note of Cody’s face, making fun of him for being so upset about “the Noah thing”. Cody furrows his eyebrows and points furiously at Chris’s boat. Courtney agrees that yes, they should shoot their boat.
* It doesn’t matter who wins the challenge since it’s a non elimination round, but I want to say the Amazons persevere. The massage helps Cody enough that he’s not stone faced next episode at least.
Aftermath III (Aftermath Aftermayhem)
* Gwen, Owen and Noah are introduced together. Gwen walks out first and Owen, hugging Noah to the point of lifting him off the ground, walks behind her.
* Geoff asks what all that’s about and Gwen responds that Owen refused to let him go until Noah “understood just how sorry he was”. Noah insists he forgives him, but Owen still won’t let him go.
* The Owen square is replaced by the Tyler square. The prompt is survive. (The hosts throw a bunch of debris at the contestant for thirty seconds and if they dodge everything they move on.)
* (For brevity’s sake, assume all of the contestants that participated in the board game in the original episode participated here [with the exception of Tyler, who is replaced with Owen]. They all get eliminated the same way as well, Noah getting got by aliens, Owen falling down the booby trap square and Beth making it to the final question.)
* When Beth gets stumped on the last question (What was Duncan's band called) Noah yells at her, frustrated: “Oh my- It’s Der Schnitzel Kickers, Beth!!” Confetti and balloons fall from the ceiling.
* (He knows this because Cody had mentioned it in a conversation after the London challenge.)
* Noah initially complains about winning the game, but Owen reminds him that he gets to see Cody again and he shuts up immediately.
* “Noah wins!” “Wasn’t he disquali-” “NOAH WINS!! Let’s wrap it up. We’re done here.”
#world tour but noco are the only ones kissing#wtbnatook : main#total drama#total drama world tour#tdwt#total drama noah#td noah#total drama cody#td cody#cody anderson#noco#total drama noco#td noco#I am aware eliminating Noah just to bring him back after an episode is cheap i know. believe me this gets rectified in the second draft#for now I need you to go with the flow#ESPECIALLY cause the next episode makes this worth it#do you think they've been thinking about eachother worldwide (yes they have)#They're never as far away as it may seem (no)#soon they'll be together- they'll pick up right where they left off!#for real though the next episode is stacked as hell#im so exited to be moving on from these two and get into my favorite episode of the rewrite
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happy yingdu/bridon to all who celebrate
how the bingo's looking so far
#i just watched ep 1 im insane JEJEJ#THE SHIRT IS CHENG XIAOSHIS#HE SPENDS HALF THE SEASON IN CHENG XIAOSHIS SHIRT#HE MOVED IN 2 SECONDS AGO AND WERE ALREADY SHARING CLOTHES#I CANT PROMISE FOREVER BUT ILL STAY WITH YOU FOR AS LONG AS I CAN IS CRAZY CHILL GUYS CHILL#<<thats the love confession btw i dont take criticism#yingdu spoilers#bridon spoilers#link click#shiguang dailiren#link click spoilers#link click bridon arc#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#so sane#i did not expect the fucking. kidnapping in ep 1#nor did i expect a cop to die so soon but xiao li's ass was gone in the first 2 minutes#ill probs update with a different colour every week or smt we're going in order of rainbow cause#yknow#cosplayer lu guang is fucking insane btw thats my new bg dont talk to me
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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I hope today was the worst day of my year. because today sucked. but I think it's gonna get better now
#hes gonna get better#we're gonna get better#we're gonna pay off our credit cards#and start going on road trips to the next city over again#and actually be able to start saving and looking for ways to move out and start our life together#need to get out of the habit of saying boyfriend tbh hes my partner. he is. the only reason hes not my husband is cause we cant move out yet#as soon as we dont live with his parents anymore we're gonna get married. its basically agreed upon#we've wanted it for awhile now too but agreed then that it would be very cringe to get married while still living with his parents#no offense if u did that. we just dont want that#anyways. i cried a lot today. and thank god for my SIL and her bf cause if they werent with me#i wouldve checked myself into the er with a panic attack so i could get some Ativan lmao#only times ive ever genuinely wanted/used ativan are when hes in severe pain/im scared for him during surgery/when my cat died#and i only used it that one time when we had to call an ambulance and i had to hear him yelling in pain as they carried him up the stairs#god. hearing that sound come from him and hearing the wailing sobs he had when mona passed are like.#its stuck in my head forever. whenever i imagine it again its so clear in my mind and i wanna throw up and cry#im so happy he never has to feel that way again#i was so scared
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and if i gently soft - launch @killejoy & @paymons what then ?
#pent is comin once im home bc i have more stuff to cook so .#but these two fucks ...#im going to cause some chaos on soon <3#tbd.#* ── out of character. : r.#vaggie & seras info will also be moved to the same carrd soon but yk#i put zees picture on there as a place holder but y'all know im not exactly low activity here LMAO
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We rlly don’t need another majima game 😭 please give other characters a chance he already had the spotlight in 0😔
lord if i speak on goro majima.
#snap chats#my last nerve was seeing him front and center on that Three Legends shirt with daigo and saejima im SICK OF HIM#what do you MEAN the Sixth Chairman is backseating majima. like thats his retainer PUT DAIGO UP FRONT#it aint even bias its gen just like. why is the sixth chairman not treated the most important. thats The Chairman of the whole shit#EX chairman whatever we know what i mean#'snap its just a shirt' and these are just my balls alright its all the little things that are like Dawg Cmon#i woulda got the shirt cause it looks like somethign youd get from claires and thats hilarious However ... im annoying.#ill say this then play y0 and be like Ah..... i love you...#fr tho im sick of him GO AWAY YOU ARE NOT THAT GUY#im that meme of spiderman holding back the train and the trains saying mean things about majima#this ire is only brought by rggtwt mates insisting majima needs any more content. like at all.#they gave majima a y0 statue but as far as i can see kiryu doesnt have one like What.#ik i say id skip y0 kiryu if i could during replays and its never that serious but still .... the hell...#my brother in christ majima does not need any more why are you acting starved#i get it hes your fave but my god. goku this trains heavier than i thought i cant do it#ive had beef with rggtwt ever since they tried to say majima was more important to kiryu than haruka. like brb eating a cactus#rgg making gaiden was the worst thing they couldve done cause now everyone wont stop mentioning charas getting a gaiden game#MAJIMA OF ALL OF THEM DOES NOT NEED ONE MFER THATS WHAT Y0 WAS FOR. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT#THEY GAVE HIM AN EXTRA STORY IN YK2 ALSO LIKE RGG IS DOING THE MOST FOR A SIDE CHARACTER#anyway this is why im happy saejima and akiyama are getting figures. ESPECIALLY AKIYAMA#I FEEL LIKE WE NEVER SEE SHIT OF THAT GUY and saejima. tbh. but still ... akiyama esp just feels left out#big hope other charas start to get more love. like my daughter haruka ok rgg plesae drop one of her idol statues thank you#on a lighter note september is almost upon us which means two things#1.) i have to move back to school at the end of the month 2.) rgg news is soon .....#SOOO curious as to what's on the horizon .. maybe ill stream it for the first time in nine thousand years#ok bye im gonna eat cereal <- diced spam and rice
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fuckin hate hate hate hate hate having hobbies like writing and drawing that primarily involve just Sitting there. Cannot wait for spring so I can go out and do photography or something because spending hours sitting still, even if I know I’m being productive, make me go absolutely insane and definitely not in a good way
#I ALMOST CAN. IM SO CLOSE. ITS SO CLOSE TO BEING WARM ENOUGH AGAIN. SO CLOSE#I’LL BE ABLE TO GO OUTSIDE AGAIN AND MAYBE BE A BIT LESS LOSING-MY-MIND-ISH#SOON IT WILL BE IN THE UPPER 40S AGAIN AND I CAN LIIIIIIVE#JUST ANOTHER WEEK OR TWO. I CAN SURVIVE ANOTHER WEEK OR TWO COOPED UP INSIDE MAYBE#I CAN FIDDLE AROUND W THE CAMERA A BIT TO GET USED TO IT AND THEN BAM. NATURE PHOTOGRAPHY AGAIN. AND SOON ENOUGH THE BUGS WILL BE BACK#SOON. VERY SOON. BUT NOT TODAYYYYYY AUUUUUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#it’s weird cause I’m very very sensitive to physical activity. like can barely stand without feeling dizzy and tired sometimes#but if I Don’t move? even worse
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mannnnnnnnbb fuck November I’m so tired of feeling lonely in my own life.
#lee’s bullshit#even being in [redacted] will not save you from the depths of November#trying to remind myself things are always changing and I can’t stop putting myself out there but I am tired.#what I am doing clearly is not enough in any respect and I am tired of feeling so worn to the bone all the time.#huge social miss today at the function. woke up late and ruined the schedule. couldn’t make a clear decision on dinner.#haven’t found a replacement roommate. haven’t finished my portfolio. haven’t applied to internships. haven’t finished my final project.#behind on everything and with every step I take I get pulled further and further backwards.#my roommate is graduating early and i feel like it’s my fault.#i shouldn’t blame myself for someone else’s bad behavior but im still beating myself up for being a cause for it.#my other roommate wants to move out to live on her own next year.#also blaming myself for that even tho its always on me to fix the mess of housing every damn semester#I’m just so tired of feeling like I’m not doing enough and even when I am that it just simply doesn’t matter.#saw one of my friends today but only for an hour. texting the group is like sending a blind pigeon out in a gale.#I know that things will get better but it’s just so hard . if someone genuinely asked how I was doing I could cry on the spot.#none of my friends are close enough anymore not at home not at school not in my family. there’s nowhere to go.#just tired. Going to go to bed soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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long personal rant incoming 🫠 ignore
#why will my parents never say a good word to me when it comes to school#like i got 48/50 from a mock final exam before even revising half of the material and my dad said “you say it was easy yet lost 2 points”#leave me alone#i was so excited when i checked my results and they didn't care?? just brushed it off cause i said it was easy#well yes it was cause i have been studying regularly for the last 4 years#and it's always like that they'll also never encourage me to do anything more like they'll try to talk me down#i wanna choose maths as my major and then data science and noooo i am not smart enough for that and i will not have a job and not have money#idk what's their point like i said i won't study law which they want me to like 1836292 times#and im just so tired of them and my family overall like soon it'll be christmas time and it'll only go worse#i don't want to go through the annual do you have a boyfriend and you look so slim round of compliments#yes i look slim you dumb ass i hate how i look guees how i've gotten there#and my relationships are so bad#irl i literally have one friend who's moving out to another city in summer so yay!#i could go on but what's the point even#ignore#personal
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(guy who’s literally nocturnal): i didn’t realize i was doing that badly
#my friend came over and did my dishes today#and they told me that this is the worst they’ve ever seen my executive dysfunction#and like. they saw me through college so they’ve seen some shit#but perhaps my inability to get out of bed for like th entirety of the time since I’ve moved isn’t just me being weak and lazy#maybe it’s the logical response to me being off my adhd meds and not having blood going to my brain when I sleep since my retainers stopped#working. maybe I’ll be fine soon#and either way. the fact that i have a friend here to see me and help me figure shit out is just#like fucking me up. i am soooo isolationist and like. I truly can’t even think about the fact they came over and did my dishes cause i know#it’s gonna hit me and im gonna start sobbing#like they came over and i lied down on the floor and they kept being like ‘how can i help’ and i kept saying ‘you don’t need to I’ll do it’#but kept laying on the floor#and so they just started doing my dishes#and like god. I can’t handle that. this person has consistently been one#one of the kindest people in my life and they never just tell me to snap out of it?#and like they’re always there for me specifically during tech week and it’s like no this is my own fault I chose this#anyway I feel like there’s something fundamentally wrong with me and I want to tear myself up until I find the culprit and stamp it out#but im just trying to lie in bed and focus on the fact that somehow im loved even though i don’t deserve it#anyway I really hope my period is coming because if im just being this insane for fun that’s fucked up
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man what is it with doctors and just assuming your vitamin levels that are like on the edge of normal MUST be the cause of all your problems
the first rheumatologist i went to told me i was vitamin d deficient and when i went back to him after 3 months and told him my pain levels were the same after taking the vitamin d as prescribed he told me it just hadn't had time to work yet. then when i went to him a full fucking year later he still has the gall to tell me that it takes time! no i think you're just an overconfident asshole who doesn't want to actually try to figure out what's wrong and won't even do me the courtesy of telling me to go someplace else cuz you can't help!
a fucking year of my life i could've been actually trying to find answers wasted because a guy just couldn't admit that he was wrong.
#sorry i'm so livid right now#i'm so so so fucking angry with how doctors have fucking treated me#even the doctors who claim to listen#as soon as they get one negative test i'm out the door#i've had multiple doctors tell me all my problems were because of vitamins deficiencies#yeah i do need to take more vitamin d but that's not the cause of my problem ive esravlished that pretty thoroughly#when i wasn't even deficient in one of them#i absolutely refuse to believe that 0 improvement when taking vitamin d for a year doesn't warrant some kind of reassessment.#i'm gonna get serious about this#i'm gonna ask for all my health records so i can compile them#i don't have some of them because i moved states during this whole process#but i'm gonna call and get them because i need to be more organized#if im ever gonan get this thing solved#+ i want to look at my old mris#and compare#i'm going to go to the city and find a doctor#i need to learn to advocate for myself also
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i’ve been chatting with this guy (a friend of a friend) and why is he lowkey flirting 😐
#go away ??#idk i dont want it to move further cause idt he knows i use a wheelchair and i dont wanna have The Conversation#hopefully he’ll lose interest soon#im so not normal my gawd
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Well! Paypal has officially given me access to my account again as of this morning, so I can finally put a date on everything.
I'm taking the next week to send everything out (currently waiting on more envelopes for Chica prints so they'll be a smidge late) and then I'll be on hiatus for all of June! I hope to re-open shop sometime in July, but I'm not going to be pushing myself to design or draw anything new. I'm just gonna take the month to rest and recover from burnout and do my own thing, so if I go radio silent sometime next week y'all know what it's about!
#vu talks shit#kofi#im gonna plan as much as i possibly can for the next month to just go out and see friends#love kofi and tumblr but theyre leaving soon and i cant move with them yet cause i gotta pay off a lot of stuff first
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just me life updating about moving and other ramblings in the tags lmao
#self obs#not snz#this shit is so stressful what the fuck?????#i also have a million projects due on sunday that i’ve barely started so saturday i move sunday i library#i am so happy to get out of my current living situation cause the people i live with couldn’t give two shits about me#it’s giving my childhood lmao🧍♀️#also i got diagnosed with pcos this week and am going to be starting meds for it next week so if anyone has any suggestions lmk#i heard back about my research and i got accepted so im super excited about that!!!!!#anyways my life is all over the place right now but hopefully after this weekend i’ll be on the up?#all my finals are in the next two weeks so i’m just so stressed#i can’t wait to eat a real meal i’ve been living off of energy drinks this week like 800mg of caffeine plus my adderall#yeah my doctor is very concerned about my heart but like fuck it we ball#anyways i’m stressed so i took a few shots lmao i hope you all are well#hopefully i’ll be more active and posting snz stuff soon#TELL ME WHY I FORGOT ABOUT MY OCS lmao i’ll write for them soon i promise#ok goodnight i need to pack more
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Trying to be positive and not think about him but he's intentionally ignoring me lmao fml
#txt#i shouldn't care so much but#its hard#maybe he just wants a day with no contact#its hard for me tho cause i want to talk to him every day and have a lot to say#and what i did say was one thing and it was positive lol#just open ittttttt#i want to move on like he has#(v quickly mind you)#but its going to take foreverrrrrrr#i can do it tho#cause whats happened has changed our relationship/friendship forever so i just need to get to a point where hes not on my mind all the time#and where im focused on myself#being positive is hard :/#its taurus season now so focussing on me should be easy#bday soon etc#get excited
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