#cause also sometimes in my mind its like well who would even wanna love someone who looks like that yk

[f1owermoon]

about to go on a rant so bear w me

[brights-place]

Floyd dating an S/O that can't speak English

Pairings: Floyd X Reader

Warnings: Floyd being an cutie patootie, Fluff

A/N: As an Person who can't speak english properly or that well I find this request so lovely! THIS IS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO'S ENGLISH IS NOT THEIR FIRST LANGUAGE >:))

- The first time Floyd saw you he stood still and stared in awe like a deer caught in headlights - He wanted to talk to you then and there so he did he stuttered but loved how you smiled but when he noticed your accent he melted into putty

- Floyd loves you so much its well known that he does - He helps you practice English whenever he gets the free time, only if you actively wanna improve, he doesn’t mind otherwise

- Floyd makes sure that you are respected by everyone and if someone points out your accent he smiles while you tell them your from (Your country)

- He loves how you are always smiling when people ask about yourself and your culture along with your genre of music since you were also an troll

- He loves it whenever you sing in your language either in front of the others, or even just by yourself in your room when you think no one is listening to you.( Not that he will ever tell you he dose)

-The thing is that when people of the same culture/ethnicity meet it’s an automatic click and bond so when he see's you chatting with trolls who are the same culture/ethnicity as you he can't help but be happy

- He tries to learn your language which he succeeds in and would see you blush when he calls you "My Love"

- Learns about your culture and tries to make you feel like your at home - The way your heart did a double back flip and a barrel roll when he spoke in your home langage as you got all excited and giddy squealing - He loves how you start to praise him whenever he learns a new word which ends up with you two making out after a bit when he speaks in your mother tongue

- He LOVES IT! WHEN YOUR COOKING! he will tell you directly how much he loves it and hopes you would make more which you do

- When you struggle to speak english he makes sure to hold your hand and smile up at you

- He loves your accent and how you sound so angelic to him

- He likes leave light kisses and kissed all over your face. Your forehead, cheeks, nose, anywhere accessible to him he would kiss smiling while you laugh and try to stop him but he couldn't help but giggle -I swear he just zones out on you. Like he’s just hypnotized by you and all he’s thinking "Fuck i'm so lucky..."

- When you ever get mad he can't help but blush and cover his face with his hand. You switching languages makes him squeal but he also knows when your on the phone speaking to another language he knows that it was to let others around you know that your conversation was not for them.

- When you get mad and are close to ripping someones lungs out floyd has to stop you but sometimes he stays back watching you in awe

- You cursing in your home language and insulting someone he can't help but smile at how gorgeous you looked to him but to others they have fear in their eyes

- But whenever you two fight which is never ever happening unless your in an very bad mood and notice the mess in your house when he had his brothers over

- Like when he see's you fighting with someone he can't help but be smile softly when your yelling at him he would be worried trying to understand you but soon he smiles more and moves closer towards your pissed off expression "Your Beautiful when your mad" floyd said as you blushed

- he made sure to tell his brothers not to cause an mess next time coming over.

- Loves it whenever you come to his defense and cuss whoever is bothering him or making him uncomfortable - You have cussed out john dory face to face for what he had did to floyd in the past and - It warms is heart seeing you do that. You’re actually defending. He covered his face whenever you ask him if he’s OK since he’s blushing under the covered up part of his face with his hand.

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[kinzhae]

Hi hiiii! Okay so... I'm not quite sure if you accept like request and all but i enjoyed your vlog so much cause been craving for Gojo angst that hurts my heart and i love it 😭😭

And i have this idea... You know Toga Himiko right? So like i have this idea in mind where Gojo neglected the reader, like the bully fic you made? And so, in the end Gojo was like dyin (In his teens where he still didn't know RCT). Reader having the same power as Toga Himiko so yeah you know what happens next.

That episode ached my heart so much that i cried and i kinda wanna see it in Gojo x reader part. You don't have to make it just sayin my idea and all 😅

Omgg hello, you are actually the first person who requested to write something so ofc I will do it. I didnt continue watching MHA after season 2 so I might not capture Toga Himiko's quirk that well </3 but I still tried and hoping you will like it.

Note: it ended with a slight angst.

Past Wound That Will Never Change

The world had always been cruel to those who were different, and you learned that lesson early. Your cursed technique was rare, one that made people uneasy. By consuming the blood of others, you could take on their appearance and, to a degree, their abilities. It was powerful, yes, but it was also isolating. People whispered behind your back, called you a parasite, and avoided you like a curse waiting to manifest.

Gojo Satoru, of course, had been the worst of them all.

He wasn’t just cruel; he was relentless. With his unmatched abilities and natural charisma, he had no reason to think twice about how his words or actions might hurt you. To him, you were a joke, a walking anomaly he could poke fun at when life at Jujutsu High grew dull.

“You ever think about how creepy you are?” he’d say, his friends laughing along. “Like, do you just look at someone and think, ‘Wow, I wanna drink their blood’? That’s disgusting, man.”

The words stung every time. You tried to fight back, to pretend his insults didn’t matter, but he had a way of cutting deeper than anyone else. The more you tried to stand your ground, the more he mocked you.

“You’re not even a real sorcerer,” he said once, his voice dripping with disdain. “You just leech off of everyone else. What’s the point of keeping you around?”

No one defended you. Geto sometimes gave you a pitying glance, but even he didn’t dare go against Gojo. They were close friends after all. You were utterly alone, and every day felt like a battle you were losing.

It all came to a head during a mission gone wrong. You’d been sent out with Gojo and another student to exorcise a particularly nasty curse. Things had been going well until Gojo, confident as ever, underestimated the enemy. The curse turned its attention on you, nearly killing you in the process. You barely managed to survive, but when the dust settled, Gojo shrugged it off like it was nothing.

“You’re fine,” he said, his tone dismissive. “Stop being so dramatic.”

That was the moment something inside you broke. That night, you packed your things and left Jujutsu High without a word. If they thought you were a parasite, then so be it. You would survive on your own terms, far away from their judgmental eyes.

---

Years passed, and you became someone entirely different. The pain of your past hardened into a cold resolve. You used your cursed technique without restraint, earning a reputation as a rogue sorcerer. People feared you, and for the first time in your life, you felt powerful. You no longer cared about proving yourself to anyone. You lived by your own rules, taking what you needed and leaving destruction in your wake.

But fate had a twisted sense of humor.

You found him in the ruins of a cursed battlefield, slumped against a crumbling wall, his once-pristine uniform soaked with blood. Gojo Satoru, the untouchable, was dying.

He looked up at you with bleary eyes, his usual confidence replaced by something fragile.

“Figures,” he muttered, his voice barely audible. “Of all people… it had to be you.”

You stared at him, your emotions a tangled mess of anger, bitterness, and something you didn’t want to name. He looked so different now—vulnerable in a way you’d never imagined. For a brief moment, you considered leaving him there. It would be poetic, wouldn’t it? Letting him die alone, just like he’d left you to fend for yourself all those years ago.

But you couldn’t do it.

“Don’t flatter yourself,” you said coldly, kneeling beside him. “I’m not doing this for you.

He didn’t respond, too weak to argue. His blood pooled around him, staining the ground a deep crimson. You bit into your hand, drawing your own blood, and then leaned down to press your lips to his wound. The metallic taste filled your mouth as your cursed technique activated, his power flooding into you.

It was overwhelming. For a brief moment, you were the strongest, the infinite possibilities of his Limitless technique unfurling in your mind. You used it to heal his wounds, channeling his power with a precision that surprised even you. When it was done, you pulled away, wiping your mouth as you staggered to your feet.

Gojo sat up slowly, testing his limbs. He looked at you, his expression unreadable.

“You saved me,” he said quietly.

“Don’t read into it,” you snapped. “If I wanted you dead, I wouldn’t have bothered.”

He frowned, guilt flickering across his face. “Why? After everything I—”

“Don’t,” you interrupted, your voice sharp. “You don’t get to apologize. Not after what you did.”

He fell silent, his usual arrogance nowhere to be found. For once, he looked small, almost fragile.

“I’m sorry,” he said finally, his voice barely above a whisper. “I was a fool back then. I didn’t—”

“Stop,” you said, your tone icy. “I don’t want your apology. I don’t need it. Just live with it, Gojo. Live with what you did.”

You turned and walked away, leaving him sitting there, his words hanging in the air. He didn’t try to stop you. He didn’t call after you. He simply watched as you disappeared into the distance, the weight of his guilt settling over him like a shroud.

---

Gojo recovered, but the encounter haunted him. He searched for you, hoping for a chance to make amends, but you were always one step ahead, always out of reach. The guilt of what he had done to you lingered, a constant reminder of his failures. For the first time in his life, he couldn’t fix what he had broken.

You, on the other hand, continued to live on your own terms. Saving him hadn’t changed anything. It hadn’t softened the bitterness in your heart or erased the scars he left behind. You didn’t forgive him, and you didn’t need to.

In the end, the past was a wound neither of you could heal. He was left to carry the weight of his guilt, while you carried the scars of his cruelty.

[guniniz]

zb1 as roommates💭..💡☝️😃

⸻ zerobaseone as roommates

# genre … hmm is it considered fluff idk, just some thoughts on how i think zb1 would be as roommates :p

# note … omg first request !!! thank u so much <3 the combination of emojis kinda made me laugh for some reason lol. anyways i hope u enjoy anon !!! <3

── 彡 [한빈] HANBIN

Very very caring roommate. Don’t ever worry when you’re sick cause he’s got you !!! He’s getting u medicine on his way home and he calls his mom for a good soup recipe.

Would have a bit of hard time with letting you know if something is bothering him. Like say there’s dishes piling up in the sink because of you he’d have to retreat to his room and really think it over and over about how he’s gonna tell you it’s bothering him as to not make you feel bad about it.

── 彡 [지웅] JIWOONG

Clingy roommate, but not in an annoying way. He just likes to do the mundane house tasks together. Like yes he could eat dinner whenever he wants but he’d rather wait till you get home and make a fun evening out of cooking together.

Yes he could also just tell you what he needs from the grocery store since you’re already going but give him a few minutes cause he’s getting ready to come with you just to follow behind you with the shopping cart (he also does not correct the older lady who said you guys are such a cute couple).

── 彡 [장하오] ZHANGHAO

Roommates with benefits and no not in that way. More in a way of whenever the other person needs help with something there’s no questions asked and you guys help each other out. Guy won’t stop bothering you? Hao is now your pretend boyfriend. He needs a plus one to a wedding so his family will stop asking weird invasive love life questions? You are wedding guest dress shopping together the next day.

It might seem slightly transactional to other people but it’s really not. You guys just enjoy each other’s company and get along very well. You guys are there for each other when needed. The both of you know that when it comes down to it the other has your back (basically besties but both of you think the other has other friends they prefer when thats not the case lol).

── 彡 [매튜] MATTHEW

Friendliest roommate ever. Would deffo invite you out with his friends if he sees you sitting at home on the weekend without any plans. I feel like he would make a very convincing case on why you should go out if you’re hesitant.

Definitely would not pressure you at all though if you don’t feel like it and even stays home with you from time to time cause he can also appreciate a night in where its just the two of you playing games.

── 彡 [태래] TAERAE

Real roommate, exactly what it says. He keeps it real with you and doesn’t really sugarcoat things. It took you a bit of time to get used to but you realized it was exactly what you needed sometimes.

The perfect guy to go to for some free therapy. Cause while he’s very encouraging and caring he will never lie to you. If he thinks that something isn’t right for you he will tell you to your face. Especially great for if you’re an overthinker and just need someone to snap you out of it.

If his normal approach doesn’t work though he doesn’t mind just sitting there and being a listening ear for you as well as being a great distraction for if you just don’t wanna think at all lol.

── 彡 [리키] RICKY

Bestie roommate !!! I feel like he would be a little slow with warming up to you but once he does he would give you the shirt off his back. And you would do the same for him of course. Whenever you need him he is there and when he needs you you’re there for him. The most loyal friend in my humble opinion !!!

Whenever there’s a new restaurant or cafe you wanna try he’s the first person you think of asking and when he needs opinions on a new clothing item he immediately texts you a picture to ask your opinion (if you’re not already there in the store with him which is more likely).

── 彡 [규빈] GYUVIN

Brother type of roommate more specifically annoying little brother. Like he LOVES to come into your room and just stand there. If you have guy friends over he 100% tries to make it as awkward as possible.

Don’t get me wrong though, he might be annoying sometimes but he also really cares about you and is actually quite protective of you. If you’re out late at night he will offer to come pick you up and walk home with you.

── 彡 [건욱] GUNWOOK

Literally the perfect roommate, not only in the fact that living with him is very easy as he keeps the common area clean and is generally just a great roommate. But he also just seems perfect? It just seems like he has his life together. He’s on top of his studies, he meal preps and works out whenever he has time and has a well thought out plan for the future.

While this might be a bit intimidating in the beginning you’ll quickly learn that his positive attitude and his organized and proactive lifestyle is quite infectious. He makes you want to better yourself and he is more than happy to help you with this. From time to time though you guys reverse the roles and you help him let loose a little telling him that he’s doing great and he’s allowed to live a little more recklessly and do what makes him truly happy.

── 彡 [유진] YUJIN

Ghost roommate, at the beginning of you guys living together you barely noticed he was there. Though whenever u knocked on his door to ask for help with something he’d be ready in a second. You need help lifting boxes? He’s there.

As the months pass by he shows more of himself and his personality which grow to be very fond of. Hes just a silly little guy ! Hes so funny without realizing it and gets a bit embarrassed when you’re laughing at something he did (when he didnt even mean to be funny) but you quickly reassure him that you’re not laughing at him but with him. Just an overall joy to be around.

[physics-of-one-piece]

Ok that cd doffy and rosi gave me such a jumpscare. Also in all honesty sometimes i be thinking about doffy just deadass not knowing that women(folks with them parts) can even cum. Like rosi totally does,so much so that if his room is anywhere near doffys doffy aint getting sleep. Them nightmares aint what wake him its whoever rosi is tearing up at booty in the morning. Doffy assumes rosi is finally like killing someone or something until doffy comes across reader. Reader whos either the one that he finally has interest in legitimately or his favorite sex worker or maid or whatever the hell who just snaps cause they cant take it anymore something along the lines of "you wanna rule everything,find the one piece but you cant find my clit if it was on the side of your face". Reader either forcibly teaches doffy(cause i think it would be funnier that way). Or doffy gets curious by wondering the hell are they on 🐦‍⬛

🐦‍⬛anon

I'm fckn cackling. Love this ask. Sorry for giving you a jumpscare I just got CD Doffy on my mind I fear 😔🤣

I have to defend Canon Doffy here, though, because trust me, he would not have women getting all over him on that couch in that chapter if he didn't know how to make them cum & where the clit is. Yeah, they're probably also paid to be there, but they would not be WILLINGLY over him if he didn't know how to work a woman's clit. He literally holds his tongue out very often that is literally a show of... Well, you know. Oda very purposefully drew him and designed him and dressed him to say a lot about his character - you know what the message is? "This character is popular among the ladies and it isn't for his fashion sense or personality." Aka "this flamboyant char is a horny mfr who has sex a lot and makes the ladies happy"

Canon Doffy KNOWS where the clit is. Canon Doffy KNOWS. He is a horny, cunty, very sexual guy. He KNOWS.

That "you can find the one piece but can't find my clit" is so fckn savage I should not be laughing but I am 🤣🤣

Omg, but the Doffy being woken by Rosi comment I am HOWLING.

He would totally like sneak his head in through Rosi's door and be like "how the fuck are you making her moan so much, I wanna KNOW" and then he just strolls into the room and demands to be taught.

Reader forcibly teaching Doffy, sign me the fuck up, I want a one shot. 🤣🤣

Anyway, Canon Doffy totally knows where the clit is, I'm sorry, anon, there is like NO WAY Canon Doffy DOESN'T KNOW. Why do you think he holds out his tongue? It's his mating invitation ritual, saying "I will use this tongue on your clit, babe, come find me in Dressrosa 😉😘😜"

Celestial Doffy, though... Gods help him. And by Gods, I genuinely mean GODS. Because.... He has no active reason to seek out the clit.

Celestial Doffy. Knows. Absolutely. Nothing. Zero. Nada. Zilch. He fckn shoves his dick in the closest female slave, thrusts and gets his happy minutes (or hours if he wants to torture the poor girl, you can't tell me he doesn't do some sort of denial kink just to see the slaves squirm I feel so sorry for those women, run girl, run) and then goes on his merry way. What I fear the most is his fckn STAMINA (I mean, we did all watch the same fight this guy is a TANK). This guy can fuck for a while, and in multiple rounds.

What I am currently thinking is just how immature should CD Doflamingo be? It depends whether he goes back to the Downs and then reclaims his status, or whether his family stays in Mariejois.

Bcs those are very different CD Doffys. One got a wake-up call.

The Mariejois born and raised did not. And somehow - SOMEHOW - that fckn terrifies me bcs he has everything to lose.

He probably would hate being like his fat peers so we know he'd train and be in shape and probably still start the underground business. And he would PROBABLY get his Devil Fruit cus he hears about them and is like "okay, I'm getting one 😃" and is then trained by Tsuru for YEARS while Rosi does a "I want to help people" and still goes to join the Marines.

The "terrifying and cruel" Mariejois born and raised CD! Doffy is fighting against the "immature spoiled asshole throwing temper tantrums but also somehow so very pathetic and needy and clingy once he experiences Reader cumming around his cock and it's like a whole new world opened up for him" Mariejois born and raised CD! Doffy.

Reader is doing a lot of mental gymnastics to survive CD! Doffy except in that Rosi's Wife!Reader but both brothers being Celestial Dragons fic.

The rest of them? Where Doflamingo picks Reader as his wife? Only one of those fics is wholesome, kinda - and even that one has dark undertones bcs Reader is like submitting from the get-go

I wrote three of these fics yesterday (just as drabbles/unfinished one shots)

I wish I could feel guilty, but I honestly don't.

Thank you for this great ask, 🐦‍⬛anon!

[montimer]

Obsessed

Joker x hero!reader

Gn!reader

Sure he's obsessed but who can blame him right?

You really were something else. You just cannot leave his mind.

And that is why he has to make sure that he can't leave yours either.

He'll make sure to get in yer head real good.

He's just so attention starved with you. You need to acknowledge him when he's next to you. If not then how dare you ignore him, he'll whine and will be unbearable.

His flirting is endless. He isn't afraid to be loud about it either. You have to love him, there is no other option in his mind. He'll give you lil kisses when you least expect it. Expect this on the sunday news.

And why wouldn't you love him? He is everything you could ever want. Famous, intelligent, funny and oh my, how good looking ami'right? He needs to hear it from you too. Don't be shy, be loud and clear now!

He just can't shut up about you. Especially not in Arkham. Its so lonely and boring in there, you really should visit him sometime you know?

He'll cause so much trouble just to see you. He counts every second till you get there. And will scold you if he thinks yer late. Also will be mad if you're more worried about saving people than looking at him. How could you be bother with something else when the Clown prince of crime is standing right in front of you?

Will absolutely hug you. He can't go on his day without it. He tries his best to get as close as he can, just so he could jump on you. His grip is tight, not letting go. It'll ease up once you stop struggling and just let him be. He'll snuggle into you. Hmm his hair is very fluffy, have ya noticed? You wanna pet it?

He has this smug smirk on his face. Staring you down. Always complimenting you. Just how can he talk so much? You don't mind do you? Well ofc not, its not like you really have a choice here.

But he will get flustered, blushy even if you flirt back or return any of his affection. He'll be all over the place. "Ha! I knew it, you just love me so much! You cannot deny me at all! Heheh heh" will giggle a lot too.

He gets jealous so so easily. Like if someone else has yer attention for more than he likes, he'll get all up in their faces, threatening them. Or if they seem undefeatable, he'll make a grumpy face and will stare at you. Just cut it out and give attention to him will you?

He's acting so sweet he seems almost harmless in your arms. Don't be fooled. This clown would and will kill for you, or well, for 'the sake of you' as he says.

He tells so many jokes. Laugh. Laugh at them. Please. Gets him all smiley and even more confident.

He will collect all the march he can get his hands on. His most prized possessions are the silly plush of you and all the photos he took. How? Oh don't you worry ur little head about it. He totally didn't stalk you and took em when you weren't looking...yeah

He hates it when anyone dares to tell you that he could never love you. They say 'he only loves himself', how could they? He does love other things. He loves jokes! Thats something right? Well only his owns tho. That includes you too. You're his. And he loooves whats his.

So congrats, now you cannot get rid of him. Ever. Consider this a good thing

[blue-eyed-moon-child]

Last one for now. What's your 3rd favorite sbg character and why? You're not allowed to compare how much you like them with how much you like other characters (such as their rank, or even if you like them more or less) in the explanation

You bastard you gave me conditions for this I'll try but sorry if I bend the rules a little. I'm going to try to handle this as a pros and cons rather than a numbered list.

I'd say Tyler is my third favorite.

Pros: I do enjoy that he is the "protector" and it's gotten him hurt really bad at one point for him to have to take a step down and realize that he has to also let other people take care of him too. That trope always made me think "ahh yes a baybeee" for characters. His idea that he has to take on a parental role only to realize he is a kid is something that I always felt akin to? (I took care of my brother and mom for a while so...Tylercore ig) I do enjoy that he is a sarcastic bastard sometimes! The humor makes him well rounded and I know that he is "Just A Kid" so watching him be a little silly sometimes is reason that I always look for him in the background too. Little guy (he's so much taller than me) has a lot to learn and it's like a little brother that you can't wait to watch him get his heart broken for the first time, smile the biggest smile youve ever seen at graduation, and finally get a taste of adult freedom when he gets his license after painfully teaching and getting frustrated. Cons: Though, I sometimes roll my eyes and smack the wrinkles off my forehead a little bit when he decides that instead of working together as a team, he just immediately goes into pointing fingers, trying to find someone to blame. The anger and wanting answers for a situation where its very obvious that no one has answers is the most frustrating part about him. I jsut wanna grab his shoulders and scream "CALM DOWN PLEASE JUST LISTEN BEFORE YOU GAIN STRONG OPINIONS" soo bad but unfor he is but a comic character. I did respond to a post earlier that I really wish he would play to his own strengths (use a baseball bat as a weapon instead of almost immediately getting a gun) and planning for the worst with all the other characters in his mind. As someone who tends to protect the other people in their life, I'm always constantly thinking of the worst case scenarios and it makes me come back and basically wrap everything in bubblewrap so no one else gets hurt. I'm constantly checking the ground for glass and I wish that Tyler would do that too instead of being such a "I'm shrugging my shoulders cause I dont care about you but if you get hurt I'm going to tell you how useless you are" LIKE???? BROTHER???? HELP THEM THEN! <- which makes me say "uuughhh SHUT UP!!" sometimes soooo idk

I'll leave it at that for now but I can honestly do this for each character if I had the time to (plus no one would actually read it so eh)

(Also this is absolutely not dogging on Red's writing whatsoever. I love how rounded a lot of her characters are, even the side ones, they feel more human than some of the other webtoons I've read. They're flawed!! I like that about all of them. In the end, they're just teenagers. They're gonna suck! You're gonna like parts of them! They're teenagers in a really really shitty and unfortunate situation. They are constantly being lied to and gaslit into what is true and what isn't. They are literally fighting for their life ALL. THE. TIME. Give them - and Red - a break! PLEASE! )

[pumpkinsy0]

Tim Shepard (Tv series) Head Cannons

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This is if you seen the Tv show or not its fine :P

***he really is a good artist (DID YOU SEE THE DRAWING OF CALIFORNIA HE DID LOL,,,,,HE EVEN GAVE IT TO PONY HOW SWEET OF HIM😭🙏🏻)***

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***I wanna see what you come up wit! I LOVE YOUR HCS THERE AMAZING! AND INTERESTING YOU MAKE ME LIKE THE CHARACTERS MORE JUST BY THE HCS LOL***

But take your time!! NO RUSH THANK YOU🙏🏻♥

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Sorry to ask this! Its just over seen the show and in my opinion i was a great show I loved it! I LOVES IT EVEN MORE CAUSE OF TIM. HE REALLY IS MY FAVE!🙏🏻�� (IM OBSESSED WITH HIM! NOT IN A WEIRD WAY GOD NO😭) I KIN WITH HIM SO MUCH I RELATE WIT HIM SO MUCH🙏🏻🙏🏻😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Also your my favorite "OUTSIDERS" fanpage! Your my favorite person! (Love'ya :D )

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i havent seen the show in a while so what i remember is rusty and i dont think tim was rlly there a bunch so i only have like 3 hcs im srry BUT to make up for it i will go into depth about them kinda sorta, and by hcs i mean aspects of his character i liked in the show and just went “yea thats tim im including that in my tim most definitely” but i do have like 2 hcs

•hes a good artist

loved this part of his character in the show, i feel like he was one of those kids who would doodle on like desk n stuff like that, and maybe he was one of those kids who was into graffiti and he just liked designing things but had no real outlet, sometimes at night when he cant sleep or somethin or hes thinking of like idk gang stuff he draws cause it helps clear his mind, he also just thinks its funny to draw a lot of weiners, hes still a teen hes a lil immature, but i also hc that his artistic abilities kinda inspired angela and curly as well and they become artist in their own right

•hes close to pony

OK LOOK I LOVE THIS AS A FOIL RELATIONSHIP TO DARRY AND CURLY ITS GREAT, but HOW did they get close??? most likely after johnny and dallys deaths, pony spends more time w curly which means more time at curlys house which means seeing tim a lot more as well, at first tim would just pop in and go like “do yall want somethin to eat” and ofc pony was afraid at first but l as time went on, they just kinda clicked, maybe over art, bc each other using creativity as an outlet, or something or bc tim was like “o he is a bit fucked up actually” and took him under his wing

•hes somewhat involved w the curtis gang

mostly based off that one rumble episode, BUT i hc that after dallys death, tim became not close but definitely not a stranger to the curtis gang, he doesnt rlly hang out w them or anything like that, but he does see them quite a bit and talks to them, and especially teams up w them when they need it, think of tim as what dally was to the gang, the guy who came n went but was down w them, but in his own “yall cool but i got a gang to lead so ill help darry a bit when it comes to handlin yall” way if that makes any lick of sense

BUT FOR ACTUAL HCS OF MINE

•i hc that angela and curly werent there bc they were off w their grandma, y u ask??? man idk they love their grandma i guess who r we to judge

•perhaps it was around that time that angela and curly was gone that tim started getting closer to pony cause he kinda missed up and wanted someone to look after, he just got that “damn i need to b a guardian to a fucked up kid or else im gonna go insane my damn self” thing goin on and pony was there so

•i said it before but idc ill say it again, tims art is influenced by haitian art, maybe not like the style exactly, but the idea of it being vibrant, black ppl being shown using the actual color black, yknow that thing

•tim mostly draws ppl and landscapes, maybe he goes out of his way and draws like anatomy stuff wether its normal things or like horror

•he would never actually show his drawings to anyone, he rlly only shows pony it cause he knows pony wont judge, ofc angela and curly knows and have seen it but thats bc theyre nosey and poke around his things, he knows about it but they havent said anything so it’s whatever

thats all i could think of mb</33

and thank u im glad my acc beings some sorta joy, luv ya 2 anon🙏🏽🙏🏽

[bibookdemon]

Angst under the cut

Tw: sh descriptions (imagination only), depression

Projecting onto them. Feeling not so great but also I wanted to write. Solution

"Yugi? What is going on? My...your face seems to be...wet?" Yami lifted his pointer finger from his face, analyzing the damp surface. And suddenly it came to him. Tears. Yugi had been crying. Yugi...never cried. At least, not in front of him. Why was Yugi crying now?

"U-um." Yugi did not appear, still hidden in the puzzle, only his voice pentrating its walls to reach Yami. It was stuffy and sniffly and filled with hurt, all of which made Yami's heart ache. His poor Yugi, the one he'd sworn to protect and who had ended up being Yami's protector instead, it seemed. And now he was vulnerable, bleeding in such a mortal way. "I-it's nothing. Sorry."

Yami wished dearly to set the puzzle down and zip into it, hold Yugi and wipe away his tears. He didn't, however, because Yugi was a person who valued his privacy, and likely wouldn't appreciate Yami violating that privacy, especially in one of his most emotional moments. So, he settled for sitting and speaking, rubbing a thumb across the puzzle's ridged surface in a motion he hoped would reach and warm his soulmate. "I am not a stranger to your life, you know. Perhaps you have never shown this level of upset around me, but I have been in your memories. They are infused within my heart, easily accessible. I know you inside and out, my love, so please...tell me what is ailing you?"

Yugi appeared suddenly beside him, adjusting himself to lay his head in Yami's lap but not look him in his eyes in the least. "I...well...I'm usually better at keeping it hidden. Because that's what people want, right? Uh, happy, cute little boy..." He paused, letting out a small, troubled sigh.

Was it that which ailed him? Was it something else? Was it many things? Yami remained silent, wishing to ask questions but not wanting to overwhelm Yugi.

"When people see someone who smiles all the time, who laughs and hugs and congratulates, they see that person in a certain light? So...societal roles? I'm not...it's so much easier to hide than be vulnerable cause that's what I'm used to." He curled into himself, his breath hitching in a sob. "I didn't want you to notice, but at the same time, I did. It's awful of me, really. To be upset when someone I love asks me about how I feel, but to also be upset when they don't. It makes me feel like a horrible person. Even though I know I'm not. I'm really not. I'm just...really depressed. And it hits me really hard sometimes, and I just. Can I...uh, are you...are mentions of self-harm...triggering to you?"

Yami shook his head. "No. You may speak your mind." He gently brushed his fingers through his soulmate's hair, listening with a sad heart but a special sort of love that Yugi was opening up to him.

"Ok. Ok. Sometimes, when I feel this way, I imagine like...tearing myself open. Not cutting, just ripping myself apart. Like I want out of my skin, my body, my mind. Because it's so overwhelming. The depression is so overwhelming." Another choked sob. "So my brain conjures those images as a way to...communicate to me I guess...that this is what I'm feeling. I'm upset and I want to ruin myself. And then I get to wondering, what will those I love think? Will they miss me? But it's a different...I don't really wanna go into detail on that...but it's not a wondering if they'll miss me in the usual way...it's different..." He paused, shifted, rolled over. Next think Yami knew, he was snuggling into the gentle rolls of his belly. "M tired. Thank you for listening. I feel better now...but I'm just really tired now. Can I just...drift off...in your...la..." He was out before he could finish the sentence, breathing peacefully, tear streaks still glistening on his cheeks.

"Of course you can love," Yami whispered, kissing the top of his head and shifting slightly to a more comfortable position. He would not be getting up for a while.

[enconfess]

If im honest really (as a fan of enstars since EN first release and have caught up with a few JP events except for like the super recent ones), I found most of the event stories and main story stuff uninteresting or just overall a headache to go through. Most of the time (through both official and fan translated) they would get me shaking my head asking "what the heck is going on??",or the story drags around that it feels both frustrating and just too boring for my brain to be able focus even, and just as I thought its gotta get better they will usually have some lame conclusion monologue going on that either my monkey brain is unintellectual to understand what's going or maybe its the writers are like that idk Im happy to see the pretty cgs though.

I would very much rather have someone summarize the stories to me even if it sacrifice for inaccuracies and biases. Ok here's an example, Antique Legends? The only thing I remember from the story is the fun interactions within Hokuto and his dad, which may be due to my bias with Hokuto but really that was the only truly entertaining part to me.

Speaking of characters I really don't care about character depth at all all I wanna see is them being cute in those little idol stories cause idol stories (yes I mean those short stories that are mostly like one - two chapter long) and scout stories are really what I look forward to the most personally cause they aren't over the top complicated or draggy like event stories and main stories, its not to say they are boring no in fact they are way more entertaining cause they make things that may seem so simple and mundane to something fun and also I love seeing them in wacky events too.

Also yes I did mention being a HokutoP though I would say I'm more of an overall drama clubP with other characters I like such as Aira and Naruchan (love calling her that personally) (and also I love every character in their many uniqueness and to be fair its just the bias demons that posses me). Now what do these guys have to do with this post? well to bring point that I know absolutely nothing about their 'complex sides' other than that they are sweet angels to me and I love seeing them in cute and funny situations, and guess what I still appreciate seeing them and hell I own a Wataru nui (planning to get a hokke one too soon) because even though yaydadad the whole war thing and his 'masks' I personally find him super fun even if I'm aware that he may just be putting on an act (plus I also have a mini white party dress for him that I make him wear whenever I went to anything fancy like my when I went to see my cousin perform on a orchestra concert).

To bring my final point I personally think that enstars best strength or interest for me is the idol / scout stories because even with their cookie cutter like surface layer personalities they manage to even be more memorable and overall fun to read. Oh and stories aside I adore most of the cards although they get bland sometimes and most of the songs are pretty good in my opinion love trickster songs muah. Anyhow thats just how I feel like enjoying the game and to be fair I prefer to enjoy it alone rather than to have a mutual around cause ye I'm that those type people who enjoy being alone and find a lot of people to be a waste of a space personally, well I have a lot in my mind currently as per usual but they most aren't enstars related so for now imma really stop myself here right now though I may come back here for more confessions idk depends on me I guess (I will also be surprised if you read through this entire thing and if you do thank you and may God bless you my good friend).

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[quiveringdeer]

Reiner and Bertholdt getting distracted by everything while they shop, turning everything over like "oh, this is nice😲" Then you got Annie who's a very grab-it-and-go gal with anything that isn't sweets.

Hahaha This is so legitimate.

I feel like Annie isn't even someone who needs to make a physical list. She just has the few things in mind she needs, grabs them and checks out. I feel like she isn't the biggest fan of crowds either, like she can handle lots of people around, but in a perfect world she wouldn't have to.

She's really only an impulse shopper when it comes to sweets. Like she has to expressly avoid passing the bakery section in stores or actual bakeries and a patisseries whenever she's out or she's gonna end up with a giant bag full of sweets she's obligated to consume in that same day. Annie has soooo much self discipline, but put something sweet before her and that discipline may as well be cotton candy in a rainstorm.

I feel like Bertito is a big list person. If he has capacity, he probably also has a running inventory of his pantry and fridge. Mainly I think this cause I headcanon him as a big baker. So he's always needing to be aware of how much, flour, eggs, sugar, etc. he has on hand.

He has his list, double checks it before heading to the stores--even if nothing is ever amiss--and gets exactly what he needs. But! He doesn't mind strolling around non food specific shops, without a plan. Had someone mention a hc of him being an avid thrift shopper and I fully support this. Him and Pieck are great thrifters. And cause his trips often include her, he's cultivated a very chill and "no-rush let's peruse everything and just enjoy the moment" attitude, from Pieck. He has a similar attitude anyway, so it works.

I feel like if Annie or Porco were to join them on these endeavors--Annie would simply get bored and leave to do her own thing and Pock would stick around but be an obnoxious complainy baby until Pieck encourages him to go do something else. lmao ((even if they aren't dating, they are always hella close in my mind and he sticks to her like a lil baby duck))

Then we have Reiner. Sometimes he makes a list! But he's very much a, I'm just gonna go up and down every isle in case I forgot something, type person. Regardless if he made a list or not. ((am I projecting? mind'ya business 😗))

When it comes to other types of stores, he also likes to casually peruse. Picking up objects that pique his interest. He's not much of an impulse buyer, I think no matter the verse, he's not prone to buying lots of material things. But he does like to pick out things for others! Especially his mom or Gabi. He does so for his friends and coworkers too. ((he likes the idea of them associating positive feelings with the object and thus positive thoughts of him))

To round things out--I think Annie is also fairly minimal when it comes to buying "unnecessary" things. Like she would be someone to literally have one bowl, spoon and mug in her apartment. Not even a fork. She can manage just with her spoon and knife.

Bertie and Porco have a fair collection of, things. But nothing that'd be considered "clutter" I guess. They both are prone to collecting sentimental items and displaying them on shelves or such. I believe Bertito also is a collector of instruments and I wanna say records too.

Porco is partial to posters and probably lil tchotchkes that he's been given by family or friends. (Many from Pieck!)

Speaking of, Pieck --being the artiste and free spirit I hc her to be-- is always picking up lil things that bring her joy or she believes will bring someone else joy. Her dishware and silverware are all eclectic mismatch pieces. Each with its own story probably. As a ceramic and 3D artist, she's made a lot of her own decor but also loves quirky, eccentric things others have made. She'll go out to the store to grab toilet paper and some other essentials and come back home without the toilet paper but a few of the essentials and a giant light fixture or something!

[edgyandoverzealous]

my partner is always on my mind music edition pt 1.

With absolutely no context or alternatively with all the context @moltenatlas I forgor this was in my drafts. So here you go, I hope you're doing well, I love you! <33

• "if I showed up with a plane ticket and a shiny diamond ring with your name on it would you want to run away too? cause all I really want is you" - 5sos She looks so Perfect. Self-explanatory. Except my partner hates jewelry so it would be a fancy knife as we've previously discussed as a ring equivalent.

• The usage of the pet name "Lemondrop", which I have been too shy to use quite yet because I'm lame. in Fresh by Artist vs Poet. Also the guitar in that song feels them coded. As does the band name Artist vs Poet.

• The entirety of Figure you Out by Violà because once I have an established relationship I apparently learn how to flirt and do so accordingly to the singular person for shits, giggles, and profit? That's a lie I don't know how to flirt or reciprocate everything is unintentionally and awkward and I beat myself up about it later. Ie: bookstore date incident, kill me, the gloves incident, kill me again. -///-

• "When you aren't around I sink into the ground I try to pretend I'm closer to you never understanding, you're always on my mind I cannot help it." Death by Melanie Martinez. Listen I do not care that song is a love song to me and those lines hit so hard and it's so comforting?? It's how I feel about them.

• Light shower by Melanie Martinez. Yup all of it. This one needs so much context but do I have the energy to do so, eh? I'll try. In Melanie Martinez lore consuming another person is an act of love. Ie: "eat me up like apple pie" in highschool sweethearts. It's seen as the two becoming one. An act of true devotion and a love so deep it consumes you. Okay all clear? So this particular song, from my personal interpretation, is about someone who makes you feel clean despite your traumas and someone who you'd like to be with until your last days but also makes you feel a little overwhelmed by your emotions sometimes. Ie: I was so excited when they confessed to me and we started dating that it low-key felt like I was having some kind of panic attack or about to pass out /srs I have a poem written about it I was just so happy and excited I felt heavy and lightheaded. They confessed with a wax sealed love letter sweeter than honey, cookies and other trinkets, and then immediately asked me out. I am a small simple man, okay, and they make me feel so important.

• The whole "Could you hold me through the night? Put your lips all over my salty face when I start cryin'. Could you be my first time? Eat me up like apple pie, make me not wanna die. Love me rough and let me fly. Get me up, yeah, get me high. Tie me down, don't leave my side. Don't be a waste of my time." Segment of Highschool sweethearts by Melanie Martinez. Kinda self-explanatory I mean. Some of it might be 👀 or even maybe 🚩? So for my anxiety's sake I'll clarify that my happiness/emotions are not their responsibility to regulate or any of that yikes shenanigans, I know that in its entirety and have no intention of making it their responsibility. In this context I just think it's neat to have something/someone worth living for added to the list of why I shouldn't kick the bucket prematurely. They make me feel like I have a future worth looking forward to. Sorry for the lack of context otherwise but this one is pretty self-explanatory so... :P Also my sister brought this to my attention initially but also she's right in this case.

• Saferwaters by Chevelle. About escaping traumas to a safer place or surroundings. They are my safer place. End of discussion.

• Soldier, Poet, King by The Oh Hellos. Self explanatory. That song is them. Every time I hear it, I think of them because it very much feels like a tall tale being told, my love tells tall tales. Also a poet and the soldier to my king. Iykyk.

• We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross. Ironic because earlier in this post you will see figure you out by Violà. Here's the thing I'm demi and on the grayscale of asexuality,still trying to figure out if this is related to what I've recently discovered as repeated traumas. With Rizz??Pretty sure it's not. Like with 85% certainty. So I'll just elaborate with it's nice to feel wanted and loved for who I am and treated gently/returning that treatment as well. Cool cool.

• "Perfection is so quick to bore, you are more beautiful by far, our flaws are who we really are." I hear a Symphony by Cody Fry. Something about loving the entirety of a person, 'flaws' and all. Which is how I feel about them and hopefully it's mutual?

• Sparks by Coldplay. Specifically the lines "I promise you this, I'll always look out for you, yeah that's what I'll do." And also "my heart is yours, it's you that I hold on to that's what I do." And also "I won't let you down." Self explanatory.

• 104 degrees by Slaughter Beach, Dog. In the "I want to settle down with you and can list countless small things about you and what you do and don't like because you are oh so very important to me" way.

[1p2p-heta-imagines]

hey i was wondering if i could get a match up? (specifically for 2p if thats alr!)

about me

- im a trans guy with a preference of men

- im short and have glasses and black hair, i would say my fashion sense falls under the emo/alternative category.

- im a introvert, so i dont talk to people unless they talk to me first. i love being with/talking to my friends, they bring out the best of me. i can get pretty loud with them, making a lot of jokes and overall being very playful with them.

- im a caring and selfless person, i always put others needs and wants in front of mine. my friends mean a lot to me so i always wanna make sure theyre okay, although i can come off as clingy with this.

- i like to be left alone sometimes, it helps me recharge my social battery.

-when im not having times to myself, i love going out doors. although i have a huge fear of bugs and hate the heat.

- im a pretty sensitive person, and with being a overthinker who overthinks about almost everything. i need someone who can reassure and comfort me.

- i would say some of my toxic traits are me bottling up my emotions and isolating myself when im feeling down or depressed. and that causes me to push people away because i dont want people to worry about my problems because i know they have their own problems already. so its pretty difficult to let people help me, it makes me feel selfish and guilty if they help me.

- somethings i hate are loud noises, yelling, people forcing me to do things i don't want to, heights, BUGS.

- i would say my love language is gift giving, i love giving people gifts, it makes my heart do little dances.

- i love listening to music, its one of my hobbies and its something that can calm me down and makes me feel better. (mostly listen to nu metal, metal, rock, pop punk, etc.)

- another hobby of mine is video games. mostly survival horror, mmos, rpgs, and ofc the occasional minecraft.

- speaking of horror, i love horror related things. but i get scared easily, so most of the time watching a horror movie or something, i cling to people.

- i love baking! especially baking new stuff i haven't tried before, it's something i also do to calm me down. it feels very rewarding :)

- something i really love doing is just going for walks during the day, its very peaceful for me, and can help clear my mind.

- i love animals a lot too!!

- i enjoy reading as well! i dont do it a lot but from time to time its nice.

- something that matters a lot to me is honestly and loyalty. someone who is dishonest and unloyal is a huge turn off for me due to pass experiences.

- another thing is communication, even though im not good at it myself, its still something very important to me.

ty for reading this and im sorry if its a lot🙏🙏

I match you with... 2p S. Italy!

He's honest, extremely loyal, tries his best with communication (usually pretty good), and is very understanding, all those boxes ticked off. Seeming or being clingy with him is no issue, his love language is quality time; you genuinely can't come off as too clingy to him. He's also patient so needing reassurance, comfort, time alone, etc is absolutely something he can give, most people in his life are like this. He'll likely get into any hobby you have, he's open to anything, though expect gifts centred around those hobbies to randomly show up. While horror does terrify him, he'll try his absolute best to not scream at any jumpscares if he watches a movie with you.

[hermespie]

ehehe i wanna send in a silly matchup req for your valentines event!!! could you give me a genshin impact boy pleeeaaase? :)

my pronouns are she/her and im a silly little enfp.

personality wise im a huge extrovert who loves making friends everywhere I go.. lol people tell me that I could befriend a tree if i wanted. im always drawn to introverted people because i hate seeing someone quiet and lonely lol. i also tend to be a bit of a goof. i like making people laugh. i get really invested and interested in other people's interests and i pick up a bunch of different things to be able to bond with people i meet.

im very much a talker, i can talk people's heads off if it's about something im interested in. I'm basically very energetic at all times. I can never take things seriously and most of the time i really need someone to reel me back in and tell me if i need to be serious or not.

despite all thattt, under certain extreme conditions, my social battery can run dangerously low, and sometimes i need to sit in silence to chill out for a bit. im also the type of person to speak up for others but never myself lol. im a little bit of a pushover in that regard.

my hobbies, i love singing and music and dance with my entire soul. poetry is also something that i love reading, as well as photography. i do a little doodling on the side too!!!! i love writing and history and sometimes i even enjoy a little math.

but..thats all I can think offfff! have funnnn with this oneeee hehehe >:)

HIII omg I'm so excited to see another fellow ENFP! It's like looking myself in the mirror while reading your description ( nah cuz fr)

Thank you for participating in my Valentines Day event and taking your time to write this! Let's see what we can deal with here <33

#GENSHIN IMPACT MATCHUP

I match you up with......

SHIKANOIN HEIZOU

Credit: Official art

I took a long time thinking about it, and this is the result I had!

Heizou is not an easy person to easily get along with, so I could see that your first encounter with him would be quite awkward at some point. I could see him purposely avoiding you when you're in your extreme extrovert mood as you keep on finding ways to bother him.

But I think after days after days 'trying' to avoid you, instead of completely neglecting you and mind his own business, he starts to find out interesting parts about you and got to know you better.

Like how you suddenly drain out of energy and just sits down below a tree and mind your own business. It's really interesting for Heizou to see you out of your extrovert mood. And we all know Heizou loves random mysteries he discovered.

Having a relationship with Heizou would actually be very entertaining. The two of you would have an absolute fun with each other joking around and pranking people. Probably something like run up to a random person and yell "tag, you're it!" and create confusion.

Something also tells me that Heizou's love language is quality time. He likes to look at you when you're both just doing nothing and stares at your eyes. He also likes to hear your rambles as if it was an opportunity for him to get to know you better, kinda similar like getting clues for a detective case or some sort.

Heizou is a person that is fun, but doesn't lack intelligence. So you don't have to worry if you can't read the room sometimes, cause Heizou would remind you about it respectfully. He is quite reliable on serious times, so it's fine to be yourself around him.

For him, you're his endless mystery and he just loves to spend time with you, no matter if its just a normal night having dinner with you or a grand event. And I think the two of you could actually get along pretty well!

Thank you for reading till this far! I hope you enjoyed it <33 likes and reblogs are appreciated!

[lavandar-castle]

HELLO DEAREST SISTER I HAVE ARRIVED FOR YOUR POSTTTTT

here is my chart

and here is hanma's chart

Sorry I was busy yesterday but here it goes

I can see why your attached to him: both of your Venus are both compatible in a way. Aquarius and Sagittarius Venus will always share some energy with each other as both enjoy a bit of thrill in their life. Sagittarius Venus will want someone who makes them feel free and an Aquarius Venus will want someone who will also want someone who’s free

It’s noted that because hanma a Sagittarius Venus there’s a possibility he may date outside of his culture/ethnicity. It comes with the trait of wanting to be “free” or wanting to date someone outside of the same identity as them; hanma could date someone outside Japanese culture OR date someone who’s Japanese but lived a different life from him

Sun signs are already compatible as both are water signs. both will have a strong emotional connection: not it dosent mean thag it’s always “soft love” but it means your both emotionally on the same wavelength

Neither of you speak like your sun sign: meaning u don’t speak like a Pisces and he dosent speak like a Scorpio. Bc of that there is a possibility of communication struggles

However bc both Mercury placements are in air signs; you both may find it Easter to communicate; as you both can understand each other communication form, since you both will be communication through practicality.

There’s a few I may skip bc it isn’t rlly smt that gonna do much between you too and there isn’t much info: certain placements are more of the individual rather then the partner so I’ll move with the issues you may come up with

Just bc ur both air Mercury dosent mean things run smoothly

I think- Aquarius Mercuries are highly more opinionated- mostly bc Aquarius is ruled by Uranus a planet that is to rebel or to rethink of what we know of: plus Aquarius are very very vocal on their views of justice as they like to work around the bigger picture; Aquarius will want everyone happy basically

Libra is rather quiet about it: more of they don’t like to speak their minds often bc it’s easier to avoid messy arguments and they may prefer contributing rather then doing it on their own

What this means?; there will be times hanma may not be…as honest as you think he is because he rather let you think that you are xyz basically. Sure he may have opinions but you’ll prob never hear them and you may have strong strong opinions about things that will kinda cause this- you could make an entire paragraph of why this flavor ice cream is better and he going “mhm side mhm sure” even tho he prob thinks otherwise. Like …due to his sag Venus he may…point smt out but not much will be said: yk that first introduction to hanma with Mikey vs him- like he may say it but..don’t expect it to always be direct as u want

You know that scene with Mikey where he fuck up hanma in kanto: libra Mercury I wanna assume

Your mars sign may have issues: mars is like ur survival mode or autopilot mode

Mars cancer are quite passive aggressive…depending on the combination of Venus…

Your Venus Aquarius and mars cancer is a bit different: at first I wouldn’t say you would confront ur issues but it takes time and once that times hits u are vocal of if. It also prone or not necessarily mood swings: your environment will heavily effect your mood sometimes but sometimes you may not care. As ur Aquarius may take over and roll its eyes on it

But also you need heavy communication and like to feel secure with words. You like being in intense or doing gremlin things but too much of it may burn you out.

Hanma: quite a flirt/j he much more… experimental and enthusiastic with his words. He’s much more straight to the point sometimes or he likes to fuck you over wit his words just to get a reaction.

You may feel a bit more burned out then him- well you may sometimes need to just sit down; you enjoy some form of security and well..hanma likes to feel the brink of death so sometimes he may burn you out with his intense and fire energy from his Venus and how long he can go with talking as his air mars

I think it may become an issue when both of you Aren’t at the moment in the same energy. One may feel it’s too much and the other may feel it’s too little.

Moon wise: you may feel that hanma may be too practicale with ur feelings or at times hanma may dismiss your feelings in a more “eh YOULL be fine dw” while your there ready to screech ur ear off. He may feel that your a bit too deep into ur feelings or you make things too sentimental when it dosent have to. One person will feel a lot and one won’t

The thing with this too is moon + Venus combo: you feel a lot but you logticalize it: you try to make it into logics or smt practical.

Hanma feels strongly towrds things and will practialize it. But he may come off harsher then he intends to. Besides that he may also not. The thing is he def can be vocal as Sagittarius Venus are as vocal as Aquarius Venus.

He may vocalize how ur too deep into ur feeling smts and need to think of smt else to get it off u but when he feels smt u may get logtical with it but express it in an emotional format.

Gonna be like

You: I’m sad today :( bc of this and that

Him: oh shit well …u wanna burn a car

Hanma: bro tf-

You: lololol

[rlljayhon]

5/12/24 (heppi mothaz day)

"if you're everybody's friend, your own enemy is you" - derived from mike tyson

anywho! i am doing worse in regards to managing my feelings! yippee!!!! idk why is liking someone so annoying HAHA thankfully denise told me something that was a slap to the face and it kept me in line lmao umm I think I deserve better like I should be looking for a relationship where I feel wanted! but alas I do not respect myself nor love myself enough to do that!!! i mean I wasn't actively looking for something before this whole situation occurred which is why I'm "okay" with where I am at??? i guess??? and they have already made it pretty clear they just want to stay friends, and they don't really do anything or say anything that makes me think they are interested either!! so why do I still feel this way!!! it isn't going to go anywhere!! blahhh!!!! i just need to do a better job of keeping things casual methinx!! bc if they like changed their mind (which will never happen, just a hypothetical) like I would have to think, do they actually like me for me??? or just the attention they get y'know??? baggage baggage catch me at LAX bc I be carrying around all this damn BAGGAGE!!! on the plus side! i have learned that I really like someone who has a lot of qualities I wish I had heh also I do not know if I would wanna be /w someone who is like loud and as energetic as I am LMAO I like the dynamic of being silly and making someone embarrassed in public like not in a bad way but I guess causing a scene HAHA bc me and another goofball I think I would get tired of that and it would be like,,, too much of myself

idk i think im just gonna ride it out until either one of us meets someone or decides to call it off! i will be pretty bummed when that happens, bc I mean yeah all this sucks but I mean I am still having fun!! well that day/situation/talk is inevitable like thanos' snap so it is just a matter of when I guess also on tik tok today I got recommended a one shot manga like its just one chapter and it was this cute little romance called parasol alliance and I liked it a lot so I looked for more one shot mangas -> I found a website and sorted by most popular and I found one I really liked! it was really cute!! but towards the last like 20% of the manga IT BECAME A FUCKIN PORN!!! WHATT!?!?! i mean,,, I wasn't gonna stop there yknow I was already invested n gotta see it thru HAHA it was just so silly like I did not expect that shit at all, and all the comments on that website are just a bunch of thirsty ass weeby girls going like, omgggg he is soo hottt HAHA I guess its like the fanfic to hentai manga pipeline or some shit

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I LOVE THE KASAMAS!!! <3 anakbayan has been great for me like having a whole new group of friends is so nice and everyone is so fun and it is so so so amazing to know we are all together fighting and working towards the same goal!!! but also even tho everyone likes me a lot I find it sometimes hard to relate bc I'm in the like 10% of the org who is straight LMAOOOOO but that is okay!! i am just so excited to be done with finals so I can game and fuckin work out and read manga and WORK and learn more about the Phillippines!!! also probably buy a balisong and learn more kendama tricks too lol