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"Unrequited Love"
Reader has been in love with Satoru Gojo for years, but Satoru is oblivious and more focused on someone else. As reader grows closer to Suguru Geto, Satoru becomes jealous and realizes his feelings for reader. Eventually, Satoru confesses his love.
Gojo x Reader, High-school au!, more of a oc?, angst? , comfort, fluff, special ending, unrequited love, jealous gojo.
"Whats going on between you and suguru?"
The classroom was noisy, filled with the dull hum of chatter and the occasional clatter of a pencil hitting the floor. You sat hunched over your notebook, diligently jotting down notes as the teacher droned on about formulas that seemed to stretch endlessly across the blackboard. Next to you, Satoru lounged in his chair, barely paying attention.
But he wasnât looking at the equations.
You didnât have to glance up to know where his gaze was lockedâit was the same place it had been for weeks now. You could feel it, the way his attention was entirely absorbed by her. The girl across the room with the soft laugh and the fluttering lashes, the one who had unknowinglyâor maybe knowinglyâcaptured his heart.
âSheâs so perfectâŚâ Satoru muttered, his voice barely audible but weighted with adoration.
Your pen faltered mid-sentence. You swallowed hard, gripping the pen tighter as you forced yourself to keep writing. His words echoed in your head, their impact much sharper than they shouldâve been.
Your best friend. Seven years of laughter, secrets, and late-night conversationsâand now, this.
You risked a glance at him. Satoruâs lips were curved into a smile, one so uncharacteristically soft that it sent a pang through your chest. He looked at her like she was the only person in the room. She must have felt his stare because she turned slightly, catching his eye and giggling before quickly looking away.
They were a perfect match, werenât they? She was sweet, charming, and undeniably pretty. And you? You were just...there.
People joked about you and Satoru all the time, shipping the two of you as if it was some kind of game. "You two are inseparable," theyâd say, laughter bubbling up like they were stating the obvious. But every time, Satoru would brush it off with a smirk and a wave of his hand.
âAs if,â heâd scoff. âWeâre just friends.â
Just friends.
You pressed the pen harder against the page, the ink bleeding into a dark spot as the words blurred in front of you. It wasnât fair, how much space he occupied in your heart when yours barely registered in his.
âHey,â Satoru whispered, nudging you lightly with his elbow.
You blinked and turned to him, hoping your expression didnât betray the ache in your chest. âWhat?â
âDo you think she likes me back?â he asked, his voice tinged with excitement. His eyes sparkled with the kind of enthusiasm he used to reserve for teasing you about your messy handwriting or begging you to share your snacks.
You hesitated, the lump in your throat growing. She already liked him. It was obvious to everyone, even to you, who had tried so hard not to see it. The stolen glances, the way she laughed just a little too hard at his jokes, the way she seemed to linger around him whenever she got the chance.
âProbably,â you muttered, barely audible. You stared at the scribbled notes in front of you, your vision blurring slightly.
Satoruâs grin widened, and he leaned back in his chair with an almost triumphant look. âYeah, youâre probably right,â he said, his voice buzzing with confidence. âI mean, who wouldnât like me, right?â
You forced a small laugh, the sound hollow to your own ears. âRight,â you murmured, keeping your eyes glued to the page.
He didnât notice, of course. He was too busy stealing glances at her again, his mind already worlds away from the person sitting next to him.
The rest of the class dragged on, every second feeling heavier than the last. You kept your head down, pouring all your focus into your notes as if they could distract you from the weight in your chest. But it didnât help. Not when you could still hear the faint sighs of admiration slipping from Satoruâs lips, not when you could still feel his excitement radiating next to you.
When the bell finally rang, you shoved your notebook into your bag with shaky hands, eager to escape. âIâll see you later,â you said quickly, not waiting for his response as you stood and made your way toward the door.
âWaitâhey, where are you going?â Satoru called after you, but you didnât turn around. You couldnât.
You weaved through the crowded hallway, your head down as you tried to push the thoughts away. It wasnât the first time youâd felt invisible next to him, and it wouldnât be the last. But knowing that didnât make it hurt any less.
By the time you reached the quiet corner of the library, your usual hideout, the tears were already threatening to spill. You slumped into a chair and buried your face in your hands, letting out a shaky breath.
It wasnât fair. Loving Satoru wasnât supposed to feel this way.
You thought back to all the times heâd been there for you, his playful grin and easygoing attitude lighting up even your darkest days. Youâd fallen for him so gradually, so deeply, that you hadnât even realized it until it was too late. And now, you were stuck watching him fall for someone elseâsomeone who could give him the kind of happiness you never could.
The thought sent a fresh wave of pain through you, but you swallowed it down. You couldnât cry here. Not now.
Taking a deep breath, you wiped your eyes and opened your notebook again. If Satoru was happy, that shouldâve been enough for you. It had to be.
But as you sat there, staring blankly at the page, a small, bitter part of you wondered if it ever really would be.
The quiet of the library was broken by the sound of a chair scraping across the floor. You glanced up, startled, and found none other than Suguru Geto sitting across from you. His usual calm demeanor was intact, but his sharp eyes were fixed on you with an intensity that made you squirm.
âSkipping out on Gojo?â he asked, tilting his head slightly. His voice was low, almost teasing, but there was a hint of genuine curiosity behind it.
You hesitated, unsure of how much to say. Suguru was one of the few people who knew Satoru as well as you did, maybe even better. If anyone could read between the lines, it was him.
âNot skipping,â you mumbled, looking back down at your notebook. âJust needed some air.â
Suguru raised an eyebrow, unconvinced. âAir? In a library?â He leaned forward, resting his chin on his hand. âYouâre a terrible liar, you know that?â
Your pen faltered again, and you let out a quiet sigh, the weight of the day pressing down on you. âWhy are you here, Suguru?â
âTo check on you,â he said simply.
You blinked, surprised. âWhy?â
âBecause you looked like you were about to fall apart back there,â Suguru replied, his voice softer now. âAnd because Iâm not blind. Iâve seen the way you look at Satoru.â
Your heart sank, the words hitting harder than you expected. You opened your mouth to deny it, but Suguru cut you off with a small wave of his hand.
âDonât bother,â he said. âItâs written all over your face. Has been for a while.â
You looked away, the embarrassment and pain swirling together in your chest. âIt doesnât matter,â you muttered. âHeâs in love with her.â
Suguru didnât respond immediately. Instead, he sat back in his chair, studying you with a thoughtful expression. âYou know, for someone as sharp as you, youâre pretty stupid sometimes.â
You frowned, taken aback. âExcuse me?â
âListen,â Suguru said, leaning forward again. âIâm not saying Satoru doesnât have a thing for her. He clearly does. But do you honestly think heâd brush you off if you told him how you felt?â
The question caught you off guard, and you stared at him, speechless.
Suguru sighed, shaking his head. âYouâre his best friend, you idiot. He cares about you more than you realize. Maybe even more than he realizes.â
A bitter laugh escaped you before you could stop it. âThatâs the problem. Iâm just his best friend. Nothing more.â
Suguruâs expression softened, and he gave you a small, almost sad smile. âMaybe. Or maybe youâre too scared to find out if thatâs really true.â
His words hung in the air between you, heavy with unspoken possibilities. You wanted to argue, to tell him he was wrong, but deep down, a part of you wondered if he was right.
Before you could respond, Suguru stood, pushing his chair back with an easy grace. âThink about it,â he said, slinging his bag over his shoulder. âAnd if you need someone to talk to, you know where to find me.â
You watched him leave, your heart still racing from the conversation. Suguru had always been perceptive, but you hadnât expected him to see through you so easily.
As you sat there, the notebook in front of you forgotten, his words echoed in your mind.
The days following your conversation with Suguru were...different. It wasnât a conscious decision, but you found yourself gravitating toward him more often. Maybe it was the way he seemed to genuinely understand you, or maybe it was the subtle kindness in his words, the quiet reassurance that you werenât as invisible as you felt.
Suguru didnât pry after that day in the library, but he didnât pull away either. Instead, he started seeking you out during lunch, sitting next to you in class when Satoru was distracted, and walking you halfway home with casual ease.
At first, it felt strangeâforeign evenâto have someoneâs attention focused on you so completely. But as time went on, you began to relax around him. Suguruâs presence was calming, a stark contrast to Satoruâs endless energy.
You werenât the only one who noticed the shift.
Satoru was glaring. Not at you, not even at Suguru directly, but it was clear as day. His usual cocky grin was replaced by a tight-lipped expression every time he caught you and Suguru talking.
âYo,â Satoru called one afternoon, sliding into the seat beside you in class with an exaggerated stretch. âWhatâs up with you and Suguru lately?â
You blinked, surprised by the sudden question. âWhat do you mean?â
Satoru tilted his head, his eyes narrowing slightly. âYouâve been hanging out with him a lot. More than usual.â
You shrugged, feigning nonchalance. âWeâre just talking. Heâs been helping me out with some stuff.â
âStuff?â Satoru echoed, his tone sharp. âSince when do you need him for stuff?â
Your chest tightened at the accusation in his voice, and you frowned. âWhatâs that supposed to mean? Suguruâs been a good friend.â
Satoru opened his mouth to retort but stopped himself, his jaw clenching as he looked away. âNothing. Forget it.â
The awkward tension settled between you, a stark contrast to the easy banter you used to share.
It wasnât long before Satoruâs irritation bubbled over.
One afternoon, as you and Suguru walked out of the classroom together, Satoru intercepted you in the hallway.
âHey,â he said, his tone light but forced. His eyes flicked to Suguru, and the tightness in his smile was unmistakable. âMind if I steal my best friend for a sec?â
Suguru glanced at you, a knowing look passing between you two, before nodding. âSure. Iâll catch you later.â
The moment Suguru walked away, Satoru turned to you, his expression unreadable.
âWhatâs going on with you two?â he asked, his voice low.
âWhat do you mean?â you replied, folding your arms defensively.
âYou know exactly what I mean,â Satoru shot back. âSince when are you and Suguru so...close?â
You felt a flicker of frustration. âWhy does it matter?â
âIt matters becauseââ He stopped abruptly, running a hand through his hair. âIt just does, okay?â
âWhy?â you pressed, your voice trembling slightly. âBecause you donât want me to be close to someone else? Because youâre afraid someone might actually notice me?â
Satoru flinched, as if your words had struck a nerve.
âItâs not like that,â he said, his tone softer now. âI just... I donât want to lose you.â
The vulnerability in his voice caught you off guard, and you stared at him, your frustration slowly giving way to confusion.
âLose me?â you echoed.
Satoru looked away, his usual confidence nowhere to be found. âYouâre my best friend. I donât know what Iâd do if things changed between us.â
For a moment, you didnât know how to respond. The weight of his words hung heavy in the air, and you couldnât help but wonder if there was more to them than he was letting on.
âThings are already changing,â you said quietly. âYou just didnât notice until now.â
Satoruâs gaze snapped back to yours, his blue eyes filled with something you couldnât quite place. Fear? Regret? Maybe even jealousy?
Whatever it was, it made your heart ache all over again.
âSatoruâŚâ You hesitated, unsure of what to say. âIâm not going anywhere. But you donât get to act like this just because someone else is paying attention to me.â
His expression wavered, and for the first time in a long while, Satoru Gojo didnât have a witty comeback. Instead, he just stood there, his silence speaking volumes.
And for the first time, you realized that maybeâjust maybeâhe wasnât as indifferent as he seemed.
Time passed, and your relationship with Suguru settled into something steady and comforting. He became your anchor, a quiet presence who never pried too deeply but always seemed to know when you needed someone to talk toâor when you just needed silence.
But the more time you spent with Suguru, the more obvious it became that whatever existed between you two was purely platonic. Suguru didnât treat you any differently than he treated others he cared about. His kindness wasnât exclusive; it was simply who he was. And, honestly, that was okay.
What wasnât okay, however, was the growing tension between you and Satoru.
Every interaction with him felt charged, as though there were unspoken words hanging in the air, threatening to break free. He was quieter around you lately, more subdued than youâd ever seen him. It wasnât the Satoru you knew, the one who filled every room he entered with a boundless energy that couldnât be ignored.
And yet, he never stopped looking at you.
You caught him staring more often than not, his usually bright eyes clouded with something you couldnât quite decipher. You tried to ignore it, brushing off the way your stomach twisted every time you felt his gaze linger.
Until one day, he couldnât hold it in any longer.
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It was late after school, the sun dipping low in the sky as you packed your things. Most of the students had already left, but youâd stayed behind to finish an assignment. Suguru had offered to walk you home, but you insisted youâd be fine.
As you slung your bag over your shoulder and stepped into the empty hallway, you nearly bumped into Satoru.
âWhoa,â he said, his hands shooting out to steady you. âCareful.â
âSatoru?â you blinked, surprised. âWhat are you still doing here?â
âI was waiting for you,â he admitted, his voice uncharacteristically quiet.
Your brow furrowed. âWaiting for me? Why?â
He hesitated, his hands slipping into his pockets as he looked away. âCan we talk?â
The weight in his voice made your heart skip a beat. You nodded slowly. âOkay.â
He led you outside, where the cool evening air wrapped around you both. You walked a short distance to a bench under a tree, the silence between you stretching uncomfortably.
Finally, Satoru broke it. âI donât know how to say this,â he began, his usual confidence nowhere to be found. âBut I canât keep it in anymore.â
You stared at him, your heart pounding. âSatoru, whatâs going on?â
He took a deep breath, his blue eyes meeting yours with an intensity that made your chest tighten. âIâve been an idiot,â he said. âIâve been so focused on other thingsâon other peopleâthat I didnât realize what was right in front of me.â
Your breath hitched, and you opened your mouth to speak, but he continued before you could.
âI didnât realize how much you mean to me,â he said, his voice trembling slightly. âAnd Iâm scared Iâve already screwed it up. But I need you to knowââ He paused, his hands clenching into fists. âI love you.â
The words hung in the air, raw and unfiltered. You stared at him, stunned, your mind racing.
Satoru looked down, his usual bravado completely gone. âI know I donât deserve it, not after how Iâve acted. But I had to tell you. I couldnât keep pretending everything was fine.â
For a moment, you were silent, the weight of his confession settling over you.
âSatoruâŚâ you finally said, your voice soft. âWhy now?â
He looked up, his eyes filled with something youâd never seen beforeâvulnerability. âBecause I couldnât stand the thought of losing you,â he said. âNot to Suguru, not to anyone. I was jealous, and it made me realize how much I care about you. Not as a friend. As...as something more.â
Your heart swelled and ached all at once, the emotions swirling within you almost too much to bear.
âSatoru,â you said again, your voice trembling. âYou have no idea how long Iâve waited to hear you say that.â
His eyes widened, hope flickering in their depths. âYou meanâŚ?â
âI love you too,â you admitted, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes. âI have for a long time.â
Relief and joy washed over his face, and he let out a shaky laugh. âYou have no idea how happy that makes me,â he said, reaching for your hands.
You let him take them, his touch warm and familiar. And in that moment, it felt like all the pain, all the waiting, had been worth it.
Satoru Gojo wasnât perfectâfar from it. But as he looked at you with more love than youâd ever thought possible, you realized that he was everything youâd ever wanted.
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The warmth of Suguruâs laughter filled the quiet park, the three of you lounging on a patch of soft grass under the shade of a massive tree. It had become a tradition to meet here after long days at school, a space where you could escape the world and just exist together.
Satoru was sprawled out on his back, one arm shielding his eyes from the sun, while Suguru sat cross-legged, his usual calm and collected demeanor on full display. You were sandwiched between them, leaning back on your hands, the breeze tugging gently at your hair.
âI donât get it,â Satoru grumbled, sitting up abruptly and running a hand through his messy white hair. âWhy does he always get the compliments?â He jabbed a finger at Suguru, who raised an eyebrow in mock amusement.
âMaybe because Iâm more charming,â Suguru replied, his voice smooth and teasing.
âCharming, my ass,â Satoru scoffed. âYouâre just taller. People fall for that whole âmysterious guyâ thing youâve got going on.â
âAh, so youâre admitting they donât fall for you?â Suguru quipped, smirking.
You couldnât help but laugh at their bickering. It was always like thisâplayful jabs, exaggerated arguments, and you caught somewhere in the middle. But today, there was an ease in the air that made it all feel special, like the world had melted away, leaving just the three of you.
âOkay, okay,â you interrupted, raising your hands to placate them. âLetâs not start a war over whoâs more likable.â
âToo late,â Satoru said, his blue eyes gleaming mischievously as he nudged you with his shoulder. âYouâre the tiebreaker. Whoâs betterâme or Suguru?â
Suguru chuckled softly, leaning back on his elbows. âCareful, Y/N. Your answer might just end a friendship.â
You rolled your eyes, used to their antics by now. âIâm not picking between you two,â you said firmly, though the smile on your face betrayed your amusement. âYouâre both equally annoying.â
Satoru gasped, clutching his chest dramatically. âAnnoying? Me? Impossible.â
Suguru shook his head, his grin widening. âSheâs not wrong, though.â
Before Satoru could retort, you added, âBut youâre also my favorite people in the world. So stop fishing for compliments.â
The sincerity in your voice seemed to catch them both off guard. Satoruâs teasing expression softened, and Suguru gave you a small, genuine smile.
âCareful,â Suguru said after a moment, his tone light but his gaze warm. âYouâre going to make us emotional.â
âToo late,â Satoru said, leaning over to sling an arm around your shoulders. âY/Nâs stuck with us for life, whether she likes it or not.â
You rolled your eyes but didnât shrug him off. âLike I could get rid of you two even if I tried.â
The three of you sat there for a while longer, the teasing giving way to a comfortable silence. The setting sun cast a golden glow over the park, and you found yourself wishing that moments like this could last forever.
Because no matter how chaotic or complicated life got, being with Suguru and Satoru always felt like home.
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"I See You Now"
Gojo X Fem!Reader, bullying, being not accepted in society, mentions of dying, reader is dead, angst.
Part 1 Part 2
The team finally cornered you in an abandoned industrial complex, the cursed energy inside so thick it felt like breathing through smoke. Every step was heavy, the air charged with your malice and rage.
Gojo entered first, motioning for the others to hang back. They obeyed reluctantly, knowing this fight wasnât just about defeating a curseâit was personal.
Gojo stepped into the wide-open space, his footsteps echoing against the cracked concrete. You stood in the center of the room, shrouded in an ominous aura. Your cursed form was monstrous, grotesqueâa towering figure of jagged shadows and glowing crimson eyes. Blood from your previous victim painted the floor beneath you, still fresh.
âYou came,â you growled, your voice warped and echoing. âDid you finally decide to finish what they started?â
Gojo didnât respond immediately, his gaze unwavering. â(Y/N),â he said softly.
The air around you crackled with tension as you took a menacing step forward. âDonât pretend you know me now, Gojo. You turned your back on me a long time ago. Now you want to play the hero?â You raised a clawed hand, dark energy swirling in your palm.
Without warning, you lunged, unleashing a wave of cursed energy that tore through the room. Gojo activated his Infinity just in time, the destructive force stopping inches from his body. The shockwave sent debris flying, and the others watching from a distance shielded themselves from the blast.
Gojo countered with a precise blast of Red, sending you skidding back. The impact shattered the ground beneath you, but you barely flinched. Your cursed energy surged, and you charged again, faster this time, claws slashing through the air.
Gojo dodged with ease, his six eyes tracking every move. âYouâre strong,â he admitted, his tone devoid of arrogance. âBut this isnât the strength you wanted, is it?â
âShut up!â you screamed, summoning a storm of jagged energy spikes that rained down like missiles. Gojo deflected them with a flick of his wrist, but the sheer ferocity of your attacks left no room for rest.
âYou think this will fix things?â Gojo asked, his voice strained as he blocked another attack. âYou think killing everyone who hurt you will make the pain go away?â
âItâs not about fixing anything!â you roared, slamming a massive clawed fist into the ground. The impact created a shockwave that cracked the floor and sent Gojo sliding back. âItâs about making them pay!â
Gojo didnât retaliate immediately. Instead, he stood firm, his eyes narrowing. âI get it,â he said, his voice calm despite the chaos. âYouâre angry. You have every right to be. But thisââ He gestured at the destruction around you. âThis isnât who you are. Itâs who they made you think you were.â
For a brief moment, your movements faltered, the cursed energy around you flickering. But then your rage reignited, and you charged again, your claws aimed straight for his heart. âStop pretending you care!â you shouted.
Gojo caught your attack mid-swing, his Infinity rippling as it absorbed the impact. âI care,â he said, his voice steady. âI always cared. I was just too blind to show it.â
His words struck a nerve, and the cursed energy around you wavered. Your attacks became more erratic, less focused, as if his words were tearing at the foundation of your rage. âYou donât get to say that!â you cried, unleashing another wave of energy.
Gojo countered with Blue, pulling you off balance and sending you crashing into the wall. Dust and debris filled the air as you struggled to rise, your monstrous form trembling.
Gojo stepped closer, his voice softer now. â(Y/N), you donât have to do this. You donât have to let their hate define you. Youâre stronger than that.â
You froze, your claws hovering mid-air. The cursed energy around you flickered like a dying flame. Memories flashed before your eyesâmoments of laughter, trust, and the friendship you once had with him. The walls of rage and pain you had built around yourself began to crack.
âI hated you,â you whispered, your voice trembling. âI hated you for leaving me. For ignoring me.â
âI know,â Gojo said, taking another step forward. His Infinity shimmered faintly but didnât stop him from reaching out. âAnd Iâm sorry. I shouldâve been there. I shouldâve protected you.â
Your claws lowered, the cursed energy dimming further. âIt hurt,â you murmured, tears streaming down your human-like eyes. âIt hurt so much.â
Gojoâs throat tightened as he stepped closer. âI know it did,â he said, his voice breaking. âAnd Iâll carry that guilt for the rest of my life. But please, (Y/N)⌠let it go.â
Your cursed form began to crack and crumble, pieces of it dissolving into ash. The monstrous features fell away, revealing the soul of your true self with each passing second. You looked at him, your eyes filled with pain and longing.
âI just wanted you to see me,â you whispered.
âI see you now,â Gojo said, tears glistening in his eyes. âI see you, (Y/N). And Iâm sorry I didnât see you sooner.â
Your body shimmered, the last remnants of your cursed energy fading into the air. âThank youâŚâ you murmured, your voice barely audible. âFor seeing me.â
As your soul began to vanish, carried away by the wind, you looked at him one final time. âSatoruâŚâ
Gojo reached out as if to hold onto you, but his hand passed through empty air. Tears streamed down his face as he whispered, âGoodbye, (Y/N). I hope you find peace.â
Your form dissolved completely, leaving only silence behind. Gojo fell to his knees, his sunglasses slipping from his face. For all his power, he had been unable to save you.
The others entered cautiously, their expressions somber. âSheâs gone,â Shoko said softly, placing a hand on Gojoâs shoulder.
Gojo didnât respond. He stared at the empty space where you had been, the weight of his guilt pressing down on him. The wind carried away the last traces of your presence, leaving only the memory of your final words.
And for the first time in his life, Satoru Gojo felt truly powerless.
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"This is her."
Gojo X Fem!Reader, bullying, being not accepted in society, mentions of dying, reader is dead, angst.
Part 1 Part 3
The scene in Shibuya was haunting.
A team of sorcerers, led by the Jujutsu High principal and Gojo Satoru, had arrived to investigate the aftermath of the attack. They had hoped to find something usefulâsome trace of the curse responsible for the violent death. What they hadnât expected was the gruesome sight that lay before them.
The alley where (Y/N)âs body had been found was eerily quiet, the air thick with the remnants of cursed energy. The wind carried the faint smell of decay and blood as the team gathered around the site.
Gojo stood at the forefront, his usually confident demeanor now strained, his hands shoved deep into his pockets. His eyes were cold, his expression unreadableâbut there was an underlying tension, a weight that pulled at his chest. The sight of the lifeless body of his childhood friend, mangled and torn apart, twisted something inside him. This wasnât just a victim of a curseâthis was someone he had known, someone he had failed.
The principal, old but stern, stepped forward with his hands behind his back. He scanned the scene with a practiced eye. "This curse... Itâs unlike any weâve seen before," he muttered, more to himself than anyone else. "The bodyâs been completely torn apart. But there's something strange about it... Itâs as though this curse was born from rage, from a soul that refused to rest."
The others began to fan out, searching for clues, but their eyes kept returning to the dismembered body in the center of the scene. What once had been (Y/N)âsomeone who had walked the halls of Jujutsu High, who had struggled and fought for acceptanceâwas now reduced to little more than a gruesome puzzle.
Gojo stepped closer, his gaze locked on the remnants of your body. His lips parted, but no words came out. He wanted to say something, anything, but the sight before him paralyzed him.
You had been torn apart. Your limbs were scattered in unnatural directions, your body mangled in ways that should have been impossible for a human to endure. But what struck Gojo the most wasnât the violence of your deathâit was the unmistakable presence of your cursed energy. The aura lingered around the remains, suffocating the space. It was dark, suffused with an overwhelming rage, but strangely⌠it was familiar.
It was you.
The realization hit him like a punch to the gut. This wasnât just the body of someone who had died. This was a person whose soulâtorn apart by anguish, rejection, and betrayalâhad morphed into something far darker. Far stronger.
âSheâs goneâŚâ Gojoâs voice was barely a whisper. His usual cocky tone, the one he used to mask his emotions, had vanished. There was no bravado, no casual dismissal of the situation. Only raw pain. â(Y/N)... I didnât... I didnât save you.â
The principal nodded gravely, his eyes narrow. âA powerful curse⌠Her soul has been twisted by all the suffering she endured. This isn't just a random attackâitâs a vengeance born of hate. We have to find out who did this⌠or what did this.â
"Does it matter?" Gojoâs voice was bitter, filled with frustration and guilt. "This isnât just a curse. This is her."
His fingers clenched at his sides, but he couldnât tear his eyes away from the horror before him. The curse that had killed you wasnât some faceless monsterâit was you. And that fact haunted him more than anything else.
A small group of other sorcerers had begun to inspect the remnants of your body, gathering what little they could from the destruction. One of them, a younger sorcerer with a clipboard, shuddered and looked over at the group. âThe body⌠itâs been completely obliterated. But the energyâitâs still there, just beneath the surface. Thereâs something wrong about it.â
Gojoâs gaze hardened as he stepped forward, his hands trembling slightly as he reached out to touch the ground where your body had been torn apart. The cursed energy that lingered in the air was undeniable. The power was potent, rawâfamiliar, as though it had been forged from years of torment and frustration.
And yet, even in death, your spirit wasnât at peace. It had turned into something darker, something uncontrollable.
The principal looked at Gojo, his eyes sharp. âYou know what this means, donât you, Satoru? We need to be prepared. This isnât just a regular curse. If she truly has become this powerfulââ
Gojo interrupted him, his voice laced with cold anger. âI know.â
He turned away from the corpse, his fists clenched at his sides. âI failed her. I should have known. I should haveââ He couldnât bring himself to finish the sentence. How could he apologize for letting you slip through his fingers? How could he make up for the years of neglect and the cold indifference he had shown when you needed him most?
In the distance, the wind howled as the cursed energy around them continued to grow stronger. It felt like a storm was brewing. And in that storm, there was a single name on Gojoâs mind: (Y/N).
His failure. His mistake. And the curse he would now have to face.
The others looked at him, unsure of what to say. But Gojo wasnât looking for comfort. He wasnât even looking for a solution. All he could see was the haunting image of your broken bodyâtorn apart by a curse that he should have stopped.
He had failed you.
And now, he would have to face the consequences of that failure.
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"Revenge."
Gojo X Fem!Reader, bullying, being not accepted in society, mentions of dying, reader is dead, angst.
Part 2
You entered Jujutsu High with nothing but hope, youthful optimism, and a burning desire to become stronger. From a young age, you knew that the world of curses was dangerous, but you also knew that you had the potential to make a difference. You had always been differentâpowerful in ways most couldn't understand.
But as the days turned into weeks, then months, the cracks began to show. The walls that had been built around you were becoming harder to climb, and soon, they felt insurmountable. Jujutsu High wasn't the sanctuary you'd dreamed of. Instead, it felt like a cage.
It started with the whispersâquiet at first, but they grew louder over time. You werenât part of the group, you werenât fitting in. Some of the students treated you as if you were invisible, while others mocked you. No one cared about your struggles. No one cared about your power.
And Gojo Satoru, your childhood friend, the one person you thought would always be there for you, had begun to distance himself. It wasnât a dramatic change at first. He was still the same arrogant, smiling, unbeatable force he had always been. But his smiles grew rarer when he looked at you, and the warmth in his eyes began to fade.
You had always admired his strength, his carefreeness. But now, when you reached out to him, there was only a coldness. He was a legend in the making, the strongest sorcerer of his generation, and you? You were nothing more than an annoyance in the eyes of your peers.
âGojo,â you called out to him one afternoon during a training session, your voice tinged with frustration. âWhy are you avoiding me?â
Gojo barely glanced your way, focusing instead on his own training, his ever-present smirk not faltering. âIâm not avoiding you. Just⌠donât need to be weighed down by your problems right now,â he said lightly, his eyes never meeting yours.
His words stung, but you swallowed the hurt. You were strong. You didnât need anyoneâs pity.
The final blow came one fateful day when the principal, his voice as stern as ever, called you into his office. The harsh words hit you like a physical blow.
âYouâre a liability to the school. You donât fit in here. Youâre wasting your time and our resources. Leave before I expel you.â
You stood there in stunned silence. You had already spent countless nights training, struggling to prove yourself. And yet, here you were. Cast aside, rejected. Your place at Jujutsu High was no longer there. You left, your dreams shattered, your heart broken.
Months had passed since you left Jujutsu High, your once bright dreams now a distant memory. Shibuya had become your new homeâa sprawling city of noise and chaos. It was a place where you could get lost in the crowd, unnoticed by all. But even amidst the bustle, you couldnât shake the memories that lingered. The days of your failures, the mockery, the cruel words that haunted your mind every night.
âYouâre just not cut out for this.â
âWhy donât you just quit? Youâre a burden.â
âMaybe Jujutsu High isnât for you after allâŚâ
The voices of your classmates, the whispers that had been too quiet to confront before, were now an incessant hum in your mind. They taunted you, mocking every decision you made. The laughter, the looks of disdain, it all came flooding back, relentless, suffocating. You had hoped the world outside would be different, but the ache remained, and no matter how hard you tried, you couldnât outrun your past.
As you walked the crowded streets of Shibuya one evening, the neon lights flickering overhead, your heart weighed heavily. You were exhaustedânot just physically, but emotionally. The power inside you was growing, a dark energy you couldnât control. You had tried to ignore it, but it was no use. The pain of rejection was too deep, too raw, and now it was becoming something elseâsomething darker.
And then, it appeared.
A special grade curse, a twisted amalgamation of everything dark and vile in the world. It was a creature formed from pure malice, a manifestation of all your pain and hatred. You didn't even have time to react before it pounced on you, its claws like daggers, piercing your heart with a sickening crunch.
The last thought that crossed your mind before everything went black was, "Iâm finally free..."
You awoke, but not as you had once been. The world around you felt alienâdistant. Your body no longer belonged to you. It was cold, empty. You could feel the darkness inside, a consuming rage that clawed at your mind. The curse that had taken your life had corrupted you, but it had also given you a purpose.
A voice called to you from the depths of your anger, your anguishâa voice that was both foreign and familiar. "Get revenge."
It echoed in your skull, louder than anything else, drowning out your former self. You wanted to resist, but you couldn't. The urge to destroy, to make those who had wronged you suffer, consumed you. The anger you had buried deep inside for so long had now turned into something deadly, something that could not be quenched.
You began to wander the streets, your cursed energy seeping into the surroundings, infecting everything in its path. And as you walked, you couldnât shake the memories of Jujutsu High. Of the whispers. Of the betrayal.
âSheâs just a weakling. Sheâll never be one of us.â
âDid you hear? Sheâs being a burden to the school. They should just expel her.â
âI heard theyâre going to kick her out... can you imagine? What a joke.â
These voicesâyour classmates, your so-called friendsâhad condemned you in ways more hurtful than any physical blow. They hadnât just rejected you; they had belittled you, made you feel small, worthless. And in that moment, as you felt the curseâs power grow stronger within you, you realized one thing: you could never go back. There was no redemption for someone like you, not after everything youâd endured.
A sinister laugh bubbled up from deep inside your throat, your curseâs voice blending with your own. "RevengeâŚ" you whispered. "I will make them all pay."
And as the energy around you swirled, you knew who your first target would be.
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Just Want To Talk PT. 2
Part 2 of this story: Part 1
Gojo Satoru
Gojo stood frozen in the middle of the room, his words echoing in his mind. The second the door slammed shut, regret hit him like a tidal wave. He sank onto the couch, running a trembling hand through his hair. He hadnât meant any of itânot a single word.
He waited an hour. Then two. But you didnât come back.
Panic set in as he grabbed his phone and dialed your number. It rang and rang, but you didnât pick up. He called again, and again, his desperation growing with each unanswered call.
Finally, he grabbed his coat and headed out, searching the city for you. When he found you sitting on a park bench, your face buried in your hands, relief washed over him. But when you looked up at him, your tear-streaked face broke his heart all over again.
âGo away, Satoru,â you said, your voice hoarse. âI donât want to hear any more of your excuses.â
He dropped to his knees in front of you, his usual arrogance nowhere to be seen. âI messed up,â he said, his voice trembling. âI didnât mean it, Y/N. Any of it. I was frustrated, and I took it out on you, and it was wrong. Youâre not a burden. Youâre the only thing keeping me sane.â
You stared at him, the pain in your chest battling with the sincerity in his voice. âYou made me feel worthless, Satoru. Like I didnât matter to you at all.â
His hands reached for yours, shaking as he held them. âYou matter more to me than anything. I just⌠I donât know how to do this. To let someone in like this. Iâm scared of losing you, and I messed up trying to protect myself.â
Your heart softened slightly at his words, but the pain was still there. âYou canât just push me away every time youâre scared.â
âI know,â he said, his voice breaking. âAnd Iâll spend every day proving to you that you matter to me. Please, Y/N, give me one more chance.â
You hesitated, but when he pulled you into his arms, holding you tightly, you let yourself lean into him, the warmth of his embrace finally melting the wall around your heart.
Geto Suguru
Hours passed before Suguru found you, sitting alone on the steps of the temple where youâd spent so many happy moments together. When he approached, you didnât look up.
âI thought you wouldnât come,â you said softly.
âI almost didnât,â he admitted, sitting beside you. âBut then I realized how much of an idiot Iâve been.â
You turned to him, your tear-streaked face filled with pain. âYou called me weak, Suguru. How am I supposed to forgive that?â
âI donât expect you to,â he said, his voice trembling. âBut I need you to know that I didnât mean it. Iâm scared, Y/N. Iâm scared of what Iâve become, and I pushed you away because I thought itâd be easier than letting you see me like this.â
âYou hurt me,â you said, your voice breaking.
âAnd Iâll spend the rest of my life making it up to you,â he replied, his voice filled with sincerity. âYouâre the only light I have left, Y/N. Please donât let me lose you.â
You hesitated, but as he reached for your hand, his grip gentle and desperate, you allowed yourself to believe him, leaning into his embrace as he held you tightly.
Nanami Kento
Nanami worked late into the night, the weight of his words gnawing at the back of his mind. He told himself heâd said what needed to be said, but as the hours passed, guilt began to creep in. When he finally went to bed, he found your side of the bed empty.
Panic set in as he searched the apartment, only to find you curled up on the couch, your face streaked with dried tears.
He crouched beside you, gently brushing a strand of hair from your face. âY/N,â he said softly, his voice filled with regret.
You stirred, your eyes fluttering open to meet his. âWhat are you doing here?â you asked, your voice still hoarse from crying. The exhaustion in your tone cut through him like a knife.
âI should be asking you that,â Nanami replied, his voice uncharacteristically soft. He sat beside you on the couch, looking at you with a mixture of guilt and sorrow. âI shouldnât have said what I said earlier. Iâve been so caught up in everything that I didnât even stop to think about how you were feeling.â
You stared at him for a long moment, the weight of his words lingering in the air between you. âYou told me I was overthinking, that I was being insecure. But Kento⌠itâs not insecurity. I just want to feel like I matter to you. Iâm not asking for you to drop everything for me, but⌠I need to know Iâm important too.â
Nanami let out a shaky breath, his fingers gently brushing your arm. âYou are important to me. Iâm just⌠bad at expressing it. Iâve always been this way, focused on work, trying to make sure everything is in order. But I realize now that Iâve been neglecting the one thing that matters most.â
You shifted slightly, meeting his gaze. âWhatâs that?â
âYou,â he whispered. âIâve been so focused on my responsibilities that Iâve been blind to what you need from me. Iâm sorry, Y/N. I was wrong, and I want to make it right. I donât want to lose you over my own shortcomings.â
Your heart softened at his admission, but the hurt was still there, lingering. âI need time, Kento. You canât just brush this off. You need to show me, not just tell me.â
He nodded, the sincerity in his eyes unmistakable. âI will. Iâll do whatever it takes to prove to you that I donât take you for granted.â
He pulled you into his arms, gently resting his chin on top of your head. âI know Iâve been distant. But I promise, Iâll try harder. I wonât let you feel this way again.â
The warmth of his embrace was comforting, but the scar from his words still burned deep inside you. You wanted to believe him. You wanted to trust that things could change.
For now, you let yourself rest in his arms, knowing that he was willing to try. But in the back of your mind, you knew that actions spoke louder than words.
Choso
Choso stood there, his eyes filled with an emotional turmoil that he struggled to control. His hands clenched into fists at his sides. âYou donât know what Iâve done. What Iâve become.â
âThen tell me,â you said gently, taking a step toward him. âDonât shut me out. Let me in, Choso. Iâm not going anywhere.â
The raw vulnerability in your voice cracked the wall he had so carefully built around himself. His breath hitched as he looked at you, the weight of his inner battle tearing him apart.
âI donât deserve you,â he whispered, his voice barely audible. âI donât deserve anyone. Not after everything Iâve done.â
You shook your head, reaching for his hand. âChoso, I donât care about what you think you deserve. I care about you. I love you, and Iâm not going to walk away because you think youâre too broken.â
He looked down at your hand in his, his throat tight with emotion. Slowly, he pulled you into an embrace, burying his face in your shoulder as he finally let his tears fall.
âIâm sorry,â he choked out, his voice thick with regret. âIâm so sorry, Y/N. I didnât mean to push you away. Iâm just so scared of dragging you down with me.â
You held him tightly, running your fingers through his hair. âIâm here, Choso. Iâm here, and Iâm not going anywhere.â
In that moment, as he clung to you, you knew that while the pain wasnât gone, there was hope for healing. You would both find your way back to each other. Slowly, but surely.
Ryomen Sukuna
Sukuna didnât follow you immediately. He stayed on his throne, his expression unchanging, but the empty room suddenly felt heavier than usual. He told himself it didnât matter, that youâd come back like you always did. But as the hours dragged on and the sound of your footsteps never returned, something began to stir inside himâa feeling he hadnât allowed himself to name.
By the time he went looking for you, the sun had long since set. He found you in the palace garden, sitting on a cold stone bench with your knees pulled to your chest. Your cloak was wrapped tightly around you, but it wasnât enough to hide the way your body trembled, either from the cold or from the weight of your grief.
For a long moment, he just stood there, watching you. You didnât look up. Maybe you knew he was there, or maybe you were too lost in your thoughts to notice.
Finally, he broke the silence. âStill sulking, I see.â
Your head shot up, your tear-streaked face glaring at him with a mixture of anger and heartbreak. âGo away, Sukuna.â
He ignored your words, stepping closer until he was standing directly in front of you. âYouâve been out here for hours. Are you trying to freeze to death?â
You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. âWhy do you care? Iâm just a âdistraction,â remember?â
His jaw clenched, the faintest flicker of regret crossing his face. âI⌠misspoke.â
âMisspoke?â you repeated, standing up abruptly. Your voice cracked as the tears came rushing back. âYou told me I was nothing, Sukuna! That I was weak and pathetic! How do you misspeak that?â
He flinched at the raw pain in your voice, his usual arrogance faltering. âI said those things because Iâm a fool,â he admitted, his voice quieter than you had ever heard it. âBecause I donât know how to handle thisâhow to handle you. You make me feel things I donât understand, and it terrifies me.â
You stared at him, your anger mingling with confusion. âAnd you thought hurting me was the answer?â
âI thought it would push you away,â he admitted, his voice filled with rare vulnerability. âThat it would be easier if you hated me. But instead, all Iâve done is hurt the one person who matters most to me.â
Your breath hitched at his words, the raw sincerity in his tone breaking through the walls you had built around your heart. âYou broke me, Sukuna,â you whispered. âI donât know if I can forgive you.â
He stepped closer, his crimson eyes locking onto yours. âI donât deserve your forgiveness,â he said, his voice trembling slightly. âBut Iâll spend the rest of my life trying to earn it. I canât lose you, Y/N. Youâre the only thing keeping me from becoming the monster everyone says I am.â
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. Slowly, hesitantly, you let him pull you into his arms, his hold tight and protective. For the first time in weeks, you felt like you werenât alone.
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Just Want To Talk
Angst, Neglected Reader X Gojo, Geto, Nanami, Choso, Sukuna, No Comfort.
Part 2
Gojo Satoru
It had become a routine. Satoru would come home late, half-heartedly ask about your day, then disappear into his room or his phone as if you werenât even there. You told yourself it was his workâthe missions, the endless responsibilities of being the strongest. But deep down, you knew it was more than that.
Tonight, you were determined to confront him. When he walked through the door, his blindfold pushed up to his forehead, exhaustion written across his face, you stood in the middle of the living room, waiting.
âSatoru, we need to talk,â you said, your voice steady despite the knot in your chest.
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. âCan we not do this right now? Itâs been a long day.â
âNo,â you replied firmly. âThis canât wait. Iâm tired of pretending like everythingâs fine when itâs not. Youâve been distant, cold, and I donât even know where I stand with you anymore.â
He froze for a moment, his usual playful demeanor slipping. But instead of softening, his expression hardened. âY/N, why do you always do this? Why do you have to make everything about you?â
His words stung, but you refused to back down. âIâm not making it about me. Iâm asking you to show me that I matter to you!â
Gojo laughed bitterly, shaking his head. âMatter? Do you have any idea what I deal with every day? The world doesnât revolve around your feelings, Y/N. I have actual problems to deal with.â
You stared at him, your chest tightening. âSo Iâm just another burden to you?â
âYeah,â he said, his voice sharp. âMaybe you are.â
The air left your lungs as his words settled over you like a crushing weight. Tears welled in your eyes, but you blinked them back, refusing to let him see you break. âIf thatâs how you feel, then maybe I shouldnât be here.â
Without waiting for a response, you grabbed your coat and walked out, slamming the door behind you.
Geto Suguru
The man you fell in love with was gone. At least, thatâs how it felt as you watched Suguru pace the room, his sharp eyes fixed on a map of his next mission. His once-kind demeanor had been replaced by cold determination, and you felt like a ghost in your own relationship.
âSuguru,â you said softly, stepping closer.
âNot now,â he muttered without looking up.
Tears pricked at your eyes, but you pressed on. âItâs always ânot now.â When will it ever be the right time to talk about us?â
He froze, his jaw tightening. âWhat do you want me to say, Y/N? That everythingâs fine? That Iâm still the same person you fell in love with? Because Iâm not.â
You stared at him, your chest tightening. âI know youâre not. But that doesnât mean you have to shut me out. Iâm trying to help you, Suguru. Why wonât you let me?â
He turned to you, his expression cold. âBecause you canât help me. You wouldnât understand what Iâm going through. Youâre too weak to understand.â
The words struck like a physical blow, leaving you breathless. âWeak?â you whispered, tears streaming down your face. âIâve stood by your side through everything. Iâve supported you, defended you, and you call me weak?â
He didnât respond, his silence louder than any words. Without another word, you turned and walked out, your heart breaking with each step.
Nanami Kento
Being with Nanami meant understanding his disciplined nature, his need for routine, and his intense focus on his work. But lately, it felt like his focus never shifted from his responsibilities to you. Dinners were silent affairs, conversations stilted and brief. You tried to chalk it up to his busy schedule, but the hollow feeling in your chest grew with each passing day.
Tonight, as he sat at the kitchen table, papers spread out before him, you decided to try again. You approached cautiously, placing a cup of tea by his hand.
âThank you,â he said, not even glancing up.
You hesitated before speaking. âKento, can we talk?â
âIs it important?â he asked, flipping through a file.
Your heart sank, but you pressed on. âIt is to me.â
Finally, he looked up, his expression unreadable. âWhat is it, Y/N? Iâm in the middle of something.â
You swallowed hard, your hands trembling. âI feel like youâve been distant. Like I donât matter to you anymore.â
He sighed, rubbing his temples. âY/N, I donât have time for this right now. I have a lot on my plate.â
âYou always have a lot on your plate,â you said, your voice breaking. âBut where do I fit in? Do I even fit in anymore?â
His expression hardened, and his words came out sharper than you expected. âYou want the truth? I donât have the energy to deal with your insecurities on top of everything else. Iâm doing the best I can, and if thatâs not enough for you, maybe you should reevaluate what you want from me.â
His words hit you like a punch to the gut. Tears welled in your eyes as you stared at him, unable to process the coldness in his voice. âI never asked for you to be perfect, Kento. I just wanted to feel like I mattered to you.â
âYouâre overthinking it,â he said, returning to his work. âGo get some rest.â
You stood there for a moment, hoping heâd say something more, but he didnât. The silence was deafening as you turned and left the room, your heart shattering with every step.
Choso
Choso had always been a quiet person. But lately, his silence had become suffocating. You knew something was wrong, but every time you tried to reach out, he pulled away further. The moments you once shared, quiet and simple, now felt like distant memories. He wasnât the person you knew anymore, and you werenât sure if you still knew how to reach him.
Tonight, you couldnât take it anymore. You stood by the door of his room, gathering every ounce of courage to face him. After a long moment of hesitation, you knocked softly.
âChoso?â you called gently.
âNot now, Y/N,â came his muffled response from inside.
But you pushed through, opening the door to find him sitting at the window, staring out into the night. His back was tense, his shoulders stiff as he avoided looking at you.
âI need to talk to you,â you said, trying to keep your voice steady despite the crack in it.
He didnât respond at first, his silence speaking volumes. Finally, he turned to you, his expression closed off. âWhat do you want to talk about, Y/N? Is it about me not being around? Or the fact that I donât have time for you anymore?â
You flinched, his words hitting you harder than you expected. âChoso⌠thatâs not fair. I donât expect you to be perfect, but I miss you. I miss us. I just want to know why youâve been pushing me away.â
His gaze hardened, and he finally met your eyes. âYou wouldnât understand,â he said bitterly. âIâm not the same person I was before. Iâm not someone who can just go back to the way things were, Y/N. Iâm broken, and Iâm doing this for your own good. I donât want to drag you down with me.â
The tears you had been holding back finally fell, your heart aching as you stepped toward him. âI donât care if youâre broken, Choso. Iâm not asking you to be perfect. I just want to be there for you, like youâve always been there for me. You canât shut me out like this.â
He stood abruptly, the tension in his body palpable. âI donât want you to see me like this,â he said, his voice rough with emotion. âIâm scared of what Iâll become, Y/N. I donât want you to get hurt because of me.â
âYouâre not alone in this, Choso,â you whispered, your voice trembling. âYou never have to go through it by yourself. Iâm here. Always.â
Ryomen Sukuna
The halls of Sukunaâs palace were cold, unwelcoming, and as lifeless as you had come to feel over the weeks. It had been days, maybe weeks since Sukuna last spoke to you without contempt or dismissiveness. You told yourself to be patient, that the King of Curses wasnât the type to express affection in conventional ways. Yet each ignored glance, each sarcastic quip, and each night spent alone chipped away at your resolve.
Tonight was no different. You sat alone in the chamber you sharedâor were supposed to shareâwith Sukuna. Your fingers curled around the soft fabric of your cloak, pulling it tighter against the chill in the air. You hated how empty the space felt without him. But more than that, you hated yourself for missing someone who treated you like you were invisible.
You had to talk to him. Something had to change, or you were going to break.
Summoning every ounce of courage you had left, you left the chamber and walked down the grand hallway to the throne room, where you knew he would be. The heavy doors were slightly ajar, and his voice carried out to youâa commanding, cold tone as he addressed his subordinates. When you entered, he didnât even look up.
âSukuna,â you called out, your voice trembling. It wasnât loud, but it was enough to get the attention of the room.
He glanced at you briefly before turning back to the group of curses kneeling before him. âLeave us,â he commanded. His voice was sharp, cutting through the air like a blade. Without hesitation, the subordinates filed out, casting curious glances your way as they passed.
Once the doors closed, an oppressive silence filled the room. Sukuna leaned back on his throne, one arm resting lazily on the armrest, his crimson eyes fixed on you with an air of impatience. âWhat do you want?â he asked, his tone sharp and dismissive.
You clenched your fists at your sides, trying to steady your breathing. âI need to talk to you. Please.â
He raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. âTalk, then. But make it quickâI donât have time for your whining.â
His words struck you like a slap, but you pushed through the pain, refusing to let him see you falter. âI feel like I donât matter to you anymore,â you said, your voice trembling but steady. âYouâve been so distant, so cold. I just⌠I want to understand what I did wrong. Why youâre treating me like this.â
He scoffed, leaning forward slightly, his eyes narrowing. âIs that what this is about? Your feelings? I donât have time to coddle you, Y/N. Youâre lucky I even let you stay here.â
Your heart sank, the weight of his words pressing down on your chest. âSukuna, Iâve stayed by your side through everything. Iâve endured your temper, your cruelty, because I believed there was something worth holding on to. But now⌠now Iâm not so sure.â
His smirk disappeared, replaced by a cold, hard stare. âYou think youâre special? That youâre different from anyone else who has ever stood before me? Youâre not. Youâre nothing more than a distractionâa fleeting amusement.â
The air was knocked out of you as if he had physically struck you. You stared at him, disbelief and heartbreak etched across your face. âHow can you say that to me?â you whispered, tears welling in your eyes. âAfter everything weâve been through?â
âBecause itâs the truth,â he said, his voice devoid of emotion. âYouâre weak. Pathetic. If you canât handle that, then leave. I wonât stop you.â
The room spun around you as his words settled in your mind. Weak. Pathetic. Nothing. The man you had given everything to saw you as nothing more than an inconvenience. You didnât say another word. You couldnât. Turning on your heel, you fled the throne room, his laughter ringing in your ears like a cruel melody.
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He Only Dated You For Your Sister
Gojo X Fem!Reader
You always thought love would save you. That it would sweep in and make everything hurt lessâless lonely, less empty, less⌠you. And for a while, with Satoru Gojo, it felt like it had.
He wasnât just charming; he was magnetic. His presence filled every space, his laughter echoing louder than anyone elseâs. He made you feel seen, plucking you out of the background youâd been relegated to your whole life. He chose you, or at least thatâs what you told yourself.
But the truth is, he never chose you.
You see it now, in hindsight, with a clarity that cuts like broken glass. The signs were always there, but you ignored them because you wanted to believe in the illusion. You wanted to believe that, for once, you were enough.
The final blow came the night it all unraveled.
You had planned a quiet eveningâdinner at home, candles flickering on the table, the kind of intimate moment you craved but rarely got. He arrived late, as always, with a lopsided grin that didnât quite reach his eyes. You tried to ignore the ache in your chest when he barely glanced at the effort youâd put into everything.
Halfway through the meal, your sisterâs name slipped into the conversation. Again.
âSheâs doing amazing, isnât she?â he said, his tone laced with admiration. âI mean, she could do anything she wanted.â
You froze, your fork hovering mid-air. It wasnât the first time heâd talked about her, but tonight, something snapped.
âSatoru,â you said, your voice steady despite the storm brewing inside you. âDo you even realize how often you bring her up?â
His expression faltered, surprise flashing across his face. âWhat are you talking about?â
âIâm talking about the fact that I canât go a single day without hearing you talk about her,â you said, your voice rising despite yourself. âIâm talking about the way you look at her. The way you⌠God, the way you light up around her.â
He blinked, leaning back in his chair, his usual confidence suddenly absent. âYouâre imagining things,â he said softly, but the guilt in his eyes betrayed him.
âNo,â you shot back, standing now, your heart racing. âIâm not. Donât you dare lie to me. Not anymore.â
The silence that followed was unbearable. You could feel your hands shaking, your breath coming in shallow gasps. And then, in a voice so quiet it was barely audible, he said the words youâd been dreading.
âI didnât mean for it to happen.â
The room tilted. Your world tilted. You gripped the back of your chair to steady yourself. âWhat didnât you mean, Satoru?â
He didnât answer immediately, and that pauseâthat damned, suffocating pauseâtold you everything. Finally, he sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI care about you,â he said. âI do. ButâŚâ
âBut itâs her,â you finished for him, your voice breaking.
The look on his face was answer enough.
For a moment, neither of you moved. The weight of his betrayal pressed down on you, making it hard to breathe. You had known, deep down, for so long. But hearing itâseeing itâwas something else entirely.
You grabbed your coat, your vision blurry with tears, and headed for the door.
âWait,â he called, his voice laced with desperation. âDonât go. Please. We can fix this.â
You turned, your hand gripping the doorknob so tightly it hurt. âFix what, Satoru? The fact that I was never enough for you? The fact that you used me to get closer to her?â
He flinched, the weight of your words hitting him like a slap.
âYou donât love me,â you said, your voice trembling but firm. âYou never did. And I wonât stay where Iâm not wanted.â
And with that, you walked out.
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The night air was freezing, but you didnât feel it. You walked aimlessly, your chest hollow, your tears blending with the light drizzle that had started to fall. You thought breaking up with him would bring some kind of closure, some kind of relief.
But all you felt was loss.
Loss for the person you thought he was. Loss for the love you thought you had. And most of all, loss for the part of you that still wanted him, even now.
When you got home, your phone buzzed relentlesslyâtexts from him, voicemails pleading for another chance. But you knew there was nothing left to salvage. He had never truly been yours to begin with.
You deleted the messages, one by one, until your phone was silent.
And in the quiet, you made a promise to yourself: you would heal. Not for him. Not for anyone else. For you.
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