#casually ruining my life
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my partner, who has not watched ofmd, is listening to The Chain in his shower
there is no sane way for me to explain why i'm about to fucking sob
#this is the problem when devastating moments are set to popular songs#never gonna be normal about this again#casually ruining my life#ofmd problems#ofmd
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i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece
#ill watch it at some point but despite my silence i have been like obsessively anxious about this cartoon#and pestered my friend to watch it for me sDFJKL#in a month this will have either ruined pnf for me forever or i'll have changed my mind and i like it actually its fine#for now anyway i have tons of comic sketches about perry's muteness that i no longer wanna finish and share...maybe someday but not now#i had a rly great day actually but now im falling asleep in bed tipsy and a little teary over this. cuz i love perry a lot he's#really special to me. i also got that star wars perry shirt in the mail today btw. and. it's such a good pj shirt#but back on topic#it sucks when an aspect of a character that is CORE to your appreciation of them becomes casually disregarded by the writers at some point#like im certainly not ever accepting an interpretation of perry like 'secretly hed really like to be able to talk' because its#never ever been communicated. like the idea that heinz wd prefer if perry was human. its just not in the show. the opposite is true in fact#so im left feeling stupid for caring about something that some writers(inc. dan) felt was unimportant. makes me not wanna continue my art#which sux cuz i like my comic ideas! id love to finish them. i hope i get over this.#i overreact to live-updating media when im fixated on it wh is why i prefer getting into dead fandoms haha#but they keep on bringing them back to life dont they...im never safe#it was funny me trying to explain to my friend why i efel so strongly about this meanwhile hes tried to explain why he feels so strongly ab#ut AYA and my stance on that episode has always just been “cute! its fine” lmao#@ dwampy you guys made the show that follows a specific rhythm and set of rules designed to appeal to obsessive autistic brained people ok#you invited my overreaction. unsheathes katana etc#ok im goint to sleep#meta
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need prayer again, please.
#I’m so tired#And apparently going to hell#Casually begging God for death#John Piper has ruined my life#Apparently I’ve sinned myself past repentance so what is the point of trying anymore#Prayer request
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Small moment I haven’t seen anyone mention: when OB says to sylvie “because someone killed He Who Remains and created all those new branches and ruined my life.” that was actually funny asf
#like 💀😂#just the casual ‘ruined my life’ is what got me#my man has been STRESSIN#ob#loki 2x04 spoilers
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This year, MCC is going to be as old as Halo 2 was when MCC released.
And 2 is going to be 20.
#midnight existential crisis you know how it be#Also WoW is going to be 20 that’s. No that’s not allowed actually.#halo 2 and WoW being released in the same month is actually the most insane thing. casually changes online gaming forever no big deal#in 2 1/2 years halo 3 will be 20. and we will still not get h3a its never happening guys#How is that even possible man. I was posting about the 10 anniversary on this cursed site like. Surely only 2 years ago surely#oh. oh..#shout out to WoW for tricking 3 year old me (about to be 4) into learning to read too well and accidentally throwing me into ‘gifted’#I will never forgive it for ruining my life in such a way
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.......ok nvm what I said about your anger issues, Casey, beat his ass!
#That's my baby out there!#I'm more for emotional damage tbh#My oc would just casually ruin his entire career#And his life#Instead of beating him#But whatever works#choices#pixelberry#playchoices#hs#hot shot#Kels Kinsey
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And now a special thanks to our unexpected MVP in tackling The Horrors, let's give it up for SUBSTANCES!!! WOOO-
#vent#mom i love you more than anything but QUIT FUCKING DOOMSCROLLING#“but usually when the news says-” the world is not what you think it is. not anymore. at least someone is telling you that directly#it isnt helping your stress (by your own admission). it sure as FUVK doesnt help mine (do you even realize that?). why are we doing this?#while there are definitely exceptions; i do not fuck with what-ifs anymore. they damn near killed me and did a fine job ruining my life#like. im not mad AT her despite how this sounds. im frustrated by the situation were in. i know what shes feeling and i feel it too#idk wtf well do and that pissed me off in the face of the horrors#im angry we live in a world that casually fucking hates us. call it a victim complex idc. im already crazy.#ill be there for her if she needs it. i really will. but if she could just not make me burn through my edibles so fast thatd be great#personal#chronic illness
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Every day an eternity, every week a heartbeat
#time blindness is ruining my fucking life y’all#my meds aren’t working and I don’t know what to do#I never know when I did anything#it’s always longer ago than I think#I feel sick from guilt and stress#I know I should be further along than I am but I fucking lied about my hours and filled it with a bunch of bullshit that I was supposed to#be doing but I didn’t do it and now I need it#why do I keep doing this to myself#like I know why. it’s because I lack discipline and I’m too lazy to do anything about it#it’s the same old bullshit I’ve been failing to overcome since elementary school#but like. WHY.#I spend all my fucking time intellectualizing my mental illnesses and doing nothing to actually fix them#where do I draw the line between insufficient medication and my own personal failure to do what I know I need to do?#I don’t know#but I know it’s my fault#casual convo#vent
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if you're considering rewatching robron's storyline bc of recent events (fauxbert), don't. it will ruin your life (again).
#i rewatched the whole thing last summer during my holidays#and it was supposed to be a casual/whimsical rewatch#because i was so detached from all of it and dryan's pub reunion made me smile#but then rewatching everything devastated me#and i had never watched the 2019 sl fully#it fucking broke me man#and then aaron returned in october#like coincidental much ??#stars aligned#and now im in this mess#LIFE RUINED AGAIN#ed rant#it's late and im rambling again
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I can’t believe the gayest shit happened to me and then I didn’t MF DO ANYTHING
#I can’t read the situation anymore y’all#plausible deniability you are my best friend and dearest enemy#I’m like okay yeah it’s not requited but then I think about it and it’s like 😭😭 bro how#and all of it I can write off except for this one fucking moment and even that I can write off because there was alcohol involved#but it STICKS IN MY HEAD#anyway even if there is something there I don’t want to ruin a good thing and also I know neither of us will make a move#idk. maybe I’m being very delusional about this#confirmation bias and all that#especially since for them all the stuff where I was like ???????? is casual ig#I went home after that and listened to casual by chappel roan and sulked#heehehehehe it’s kinda funny#but I have never been casual about anything in my life esp my body if I am touching you i am hyper aware of everything#godddddddddd. fuck being a lesbian fr (I wouldn’t give it up for anything)
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✨️ demon princess
#me#ootd#girls with tattoos#alternative#inked girl#alt girl#inked girls#lgbtq#demon cosplay#demon girl#egirl#tattooed girls#girls with ink#alternative girls#alternative fashion#round sunglasses#all black#wig#pale#girls who kiss girls#lesbiansofig#egirl style#e girls are ruining my life#casual cosplay#girls who love girls#cosplay girls
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#idk if that was casual#might be oversharing#but bitch#he fucking ruined me#no cause ever since he was in my life#my mental state#was insane#i swear bro#nobody even sees these posts anyways so who cares if it’s oversharing🥳🥳
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#tag rambles#to be clear i'm 1000% here for aro positivity and excitement‚ i love that for us#but also! kinda fucking hate being arospec most of the time!!#just frustrating every goddam day#I want to like people! I so‚ badly want to fall in love again! I just. can't#I wish so badly that I could do casual‚ it would make my life so much easier‚ but I just cant fucking do it#“tis better to have loved and lost than never have loved at all” and all that. but#is it better to know that it /can/ happen but never does than to just believe it was never possible to begin with#i know bitching about love life on the internet is kind of a lame shitty move#especially when people i've hit on etc. are still around here#hi. I'm sorry#ive ruined a lot of friendships for no reason by being desperate to feel literally anything#im still desperate but at least there's no one left around to ruin#anyways. i dont know where i was going with this#i deleted my old vent blog so i don't really whine about things as much anymore
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thinking about her (winter’s mantle lyrics version)
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are you excited for s6 tho
Not interested in seeing plot lines - that by all accounts should have had payoff and resolved this season - be artificially extended for the painfully obvious purpose of maintaining viewer interest (aka $$$) in seasons 6 onwards because the writers are too insecure in their own creation to have faith in people just being invested in the characters and world and wanting to see them go on new personal journeys and instead are relying on rinsing and repeating and dragging out the same old drama that has become their crutch. Not interested in watching Adrienette tragically speedrun becoming the worst relationship of the lovesquare and a joke of a romance and a mountain of wasted potential while Adrienette fangirls insist that its soooo sweet and well done and not at all asinine writing because they're happy they got their self-insert wish-fulfillment Harry Styles x Reader fanfic plotline. Said Adrienette fangirls will repeatedly say "OBVIOUSLY its was ALWAYS going to play out like this if you ACTUALLY paid attention, ur just mad it wasn't ur ship 💅😌" any time someone complains even a little about it but for those of us that did actually pay attention to the themes and progression, knowing that season 5 was always said to be the series finale and the end of the hawkmoth plot and the end of astruc's original story for Miraculous Ladybug before the series was slated for more seasons, and knowing there are even people who said they were planning to stop watching after season 5 because they only want to see the original storyline through to its end, season 5 as it is now would be a baffling joke of a series finale. It's not fit to be a series finale at all. This season is rushed and disjointed and baffling in how it abandons the themes that were just being emphasized in season 4 and frankly it should be obvious to anyone with half a functioning braincell who watches this season through to its end that this season was not actually oBvIoUsLy ALwAyS intended to be written like this and that things were changed and rewritten for the very purpose of not letting many of its established plot threads payoff and satisfyingly resolve because they need to maintain the forced drama and suspense to maintain their viewerbase. I'm not interested in watching characters and relationships and a story I loved be butchered and watch the same issues that should've resolved already continue to be issues that no characters learn from all for the purpose of keeping this show as a cashcow for another 8 years.
#i would say i'm still invested in the fancontent but there's been a repeated issue of me really liking someone's art/fics#only for that to be ruined for me by them casually deciding to say some of the dumbest shit i've heard in my life#like deciding to vaguepost ladynoir stans directly in the ladynoir tag or jealously whining that artists get more attention than them#and the fandom is full of appalling double standards and people self-inserting too much through marinette to the point that they don't#notice them and to the point that I regularly don't feel like I'm actually reading about Buguinette 🤷♀️
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I get Jack you're repressed and depressed now quit your job and stop being a dick.
#sad repressed bi boy keeps being being mean to his pacients#renfield is my baby and any attack to him is personal#victorian prick#jack seward#he is my favorite characther? hell no#but I'm studying him like he does reinfield#because he is unwell and interesting as heck and also a disaster and is fun#except he is being an ableist dick and i'm a casual media analyst#dracula#also is amazing how seward almost almost gets to theorizing about sazonal depression a real thing that they didn't really knew at the time#he almost almost gets it and instead goes to magic sun and more ableistic bs#also jack is genuinally a good general practicioner and surgeon specially for his time#but instead he is fucking people up and honestly also ruining his own mental health at an asylum#he could be saving numerous lifes and instead he is making everyone's lifes around his work place including his worse#please seward just fucking quit#he is a shit neurologist a shittier psychiatrist and I don't even consider him a psychologist just quit man please go do surgeries and exams
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