#casually ruining my life
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my partner, who has not watched ofmd, is listening to The Chain in his shower
there is no sane way for me to explain why i'm about to fucking sob
#this is the problem when devastating moments are set to popular songs#never gonna be normal about this again#casually ruining my life#ofmd problems#ofmd
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Remember kids: gifted children usually grow up into depressed adults
#Post#My artwork#warhammer 40k oc#oc:cornix 'nyx' corax#oc: medea of tizca#Medea: my life is ruined#Cornix: welcome to my reality#warhammer 40k#Nyx might be casual alcoholic but also when you have fast regenerating liver and no will left to live you can indulge...#She stopped her dirty habits once back with raven guard
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i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece
#ill watch it at some point but despite my silence i have been like obsessively anxious about this cartoon#and pestered my friend to watch it for me sDFJKL#in a month this will have either ruined pnf for me forever or i'll have changed my mind and i like it actually its fine#for now anyway i have tons of comic sketches about perry's muteness that i no longer wanna finish and share...maybe someday but not now#i had a rly great day actually but now im falling asleep in bed tipsy and a little teary over this. cuz i love perry a lot he's#really special to me. i also got that star wars perry shirt in the mail today btw. and. it's such a good pj shirt#but back on topic#it sucks when an aspect of a character that is CORE to your appreciation of them becomes casually disregarded by the writers at some point#like im certainly not ever accepting an interpretation of perry like 'secretly hed really like to be able to talk' because its#never ever been communicated. like the idea that heinz wd prefer if perry was human. its just not in the show. the opposite is true in fact#so im left feeling stupid for caring about something that some writers(inc. dan) felt was unimportant. makes me not wanna continue my art#which sux cuz i like my comic ideas! id love to finish them. i hope i get over this.#i overreact to live-updating media when im fixated on it wh is why i prefer getting into dead fandoms haha#but they keep on bringing them back to life dont they...im never safe#it was funny me trying to explain to my friend why i efel so strongly about this meanwhile hes tried to explain why he feels so strongly ab#ut AYA and my stance on that episode has always just been “cute! its fine” lmao#@ dwampy you guys made the show that follows a specific rhythm and set of rules designed to appeal to obsessive autistic brained people ok#you invited my overreaction. unsheathes katana etc#ok im goint to sleep#meta
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need prayer again, please.
#I’m so tired#And apparently going to hell#Casually begging God for death#John Piper has ruined my life#Apparently I’ve sinned myself past repentance so what is the point of trying anymore#Prayer request
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Sweeeeeetheaaaart I’m so emotional and sappy and I’m just thankful that we found each other this season!!!! I can’t wait to spend a CHILL winter break continuing to enjoy your vibes and art and lovely presence on the dash 💖💖💖💖💖
LIQUID I'LL CRY OMG 😭😭😭 first of all NO U and god I am. so sad but so relieved but mostly sad this was not only my first F1 season but my first "real" fandom season, I genuinely cannot put into words how much this deranged little community has meant to be in this past half a year. I love u all!!! I love U liq!!!! would give the world to spend another lifetime here and like god I look forward to chilling out between seasons fucking hell we need a break 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
#for the record I've been putting off reading october birds on purpose because I KNOW it's gonna be fucking good#and I KNOW it's gonna destroy me emotionally and one thing about me is that I started reading Casual when it had like 2 chapters#and then it proceeded to ruin my life chapter by chapter so NOT doing that again#<- mfw the writing it good D:#and also for the record I've “been in fandom” before but it was offline chatting which is... different?#like on here I just kept being surprised how direct and how lovely interactions can be#despite being on. social media essnetially#putting the social in media we are#neb qna
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Small moment I haven’t seen anyone mention: when OB says to sylvie “because someone killed He Who Remains and created all those new branches and ruined my life.” that was actually funny asf
#like 💀😂#just the casual ‘ruined my life’ is what got me#my man has been STRESSIN#ob#loki 2x04 spoilers
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This year, MCC is going to be as old as Halo 2 was when MCC released.
And 2 is going to be 20.
#midnight existential crisis you know how it be#Also WoW is going to be 20 that’s. No that’s not allowed actually.#halo 2 and WoW being released in the same month is actually the most insane thing. casually changes online gaming forever no big deal#in 2 1/2 years halo 3 will be 20. and we will still not get h3a its never happening guys#How is that even possible man. I was posting about the 10 anniversary on this cursed site like. Surely only 2 years ago surely#oh. oh..#shout out to WoW for tricking 3 year old me (about to be 4) into learning to read too well and accidentally throwing me into ‘gifted’#I will never forgive it for ruining my life in such a way
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.......ok nvm what I said about your anger issues, Casey, beat his ass!
#That's my baby out there!#I'm more for emotional damage tbh#My oc would just casually ruin his entire career#And his life#Instead of beating him#But whatever works#choices#pixelberry#playchoices#hs#hot shot#Kels Kinsey
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'yeah its np, I don't care!'
fifteen minutes of quietly sobbing into my pillow later: 'okay. so I decidedly do care'
#mini vent incoming...#lowkey guys#i am gonna throw up#i feel so ill#i literally feel like my life is crashing around me suddenly in the span of a day#but i know im very much overreacting and im honestly the only one at fault if even - i dont even think anyones at fault but-#- i feel so irrationally angry and betrayed i feel like a poisoned shard of glass has been dug all the way into my stomach#nobodys even at fault!!! i asked!! i shouldve kept my mouth the fuck shut i feel so stupid i wish i didnt know what i do now#bpd is bpding rn#one of my closest fucking friends wants to fuck my fp that he knows im still practically in love with#but hes so nice about it hes not persuing him because he knows im involved#and i shouldnt feel insecure because me and my fp are really close still#but im not his fucking boyfriend so i dont get to tell him who to fuck and who to hold hands with and who to want and what to do i feel sick#he can do what he wants its meant to be casual and just friends who fuck and i dont wanna ruin it its so fragile but i feel so sick#both of them are so nice about it#but i still feel like im about to throw up#im so tired this is so stupid im making a big thing out of nothing so i wish my stupid brain could get past the stupid disorder-#-that is telling me that i need to blow up everyone in my life and then kill myself#erm#sorry gang#pretty long vent actually#bpd stuff
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And now a special thanks to our unexpected MVP in tackling The Horrors, let's give it up for SUBSTANCES!!! WOOO-
#vent#mom i love you more than anything but QUIT FUCKING DOOMSCROLLING#“but usually when the news says-” the world is not what you think it is. not anymore. at least someone is telling you that directly#it isnt helping your stress (by your own admission). it sure as FUVK doesnt help mine (do you even realize that?). why are we doing this?#while there are definitely exceptions; i do not fuck with what-ifs anymore. they damn near killed me and did a fine job ruining my life#like. im not mad AT her despite how this sounds. im frustrated by the situation were in. i know what shes feeling and i feel it too#idk wtf well do and that pissed me off in the face of the horrors#im angry we live in a world that casually fucking hates us. call it a victim complex idc. im already crazy.#ill be there for her if she needs it. i really will. but if she could just not make me burn through my edibles so fast thatd be great#personal#chronic illness
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Every day an eternity, every week a heartbeat
#time blindness is ruining my fucking life y’all#my meds aren’t working and I don’t know what to do#I never know when I did anything#it’s always longer ago than I think#I feel sick from guilt and stress#I know I should be further along than I am but I fucking lied about my hours and filled it with a bunch of bullshit that I was supposed to#be doing but I didn’t do it and now I need it#why do I keep doing this to myself#like I know why. it’s because I lack discipline and I’m too lazy to do anything about it#it’s the same old bullshit I’ve been failing to overcome since elementary school#but like. WHY.#I spend all my fucking time intellectualizing my mental illnesses and doing nothing to actually fix them#where do I draw the line between insufficient medication and my own personal failure to do what I know I need to do?#I don’t know#but I know it’s my fault#casual convo#vent
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if you're considering rewatching robron's storyline bc of recent events (fauxbert), don't. it will ruin your life (again).
#i rewatched the whole thing last summer during my holidays#and it was supposed to be a casual/whimsical rewatch#because i was so detached from all of it and dryan's pub reunion made me smile#but then rewatching everything devastated me#and i had never watched the 2019 sl fully#it fucking broke me man#and then aaron returned in october#like coincidental much ??#stars aligned#and now im in this mess#LIFE RUINED AGAIN#ed rant#it's late and im rambling again
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I can’t believe the gayest shit happened to me and then I didn’t MF DO ANYTHING
#I can’t read the situation anymore y’all#plausible deniability you are my best friend and dearest enemy#I’m like okay yeah it’s not requited but then I think about it and it’s like 😭😭 bro how#and all of it I can write off except for this one fucking moment and even that I can write off because there was alcohol involved#but it STICKS IN MY HEAD#anyway even if there is something there I don’t want to ruin a good thing and also I know neither of us will make a move#idk. maybe I’m being very delusional about this#confirmation bias and all that#especially since for them all the stuff where I was like ???????? is casual ig#I went home after that and listened to casual by chappel roan and sulked#heehehehehe it’s kinda funny#but I have never been casual about anything in my life esp my body if I am touching you i am hyper aware of everything#godddddddddd. fuck being a lesbian fr (I wouldn’t give it up for anything)
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✨️ demon princess
#me#ootd#girls with tattoos#alternative#inked girl#alt girl#inked girls#lgbtq#demon cosplay#demon girl#egirl#tattooed girls#girls with ink#alternative girls#alternative fashion#round sunglasses#all black#wig#pale#girls who kiss girls#lesbiansofig#egirl style#e girls are ruining my life#casual cosplay#girls who love girls#cosplay girls
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#idk if that was casual#might be oversharing#but bitch#he fucking ruined me#no cause ever since he was in my life#my mental state#was insane#i swear bro#nobody even sees these posts anyways so who cares if it’s oversharing🥳🥳
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thinking about her (winter’s mantle lyrics version)
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