#castiel novak x reader (platonic)

[book-place-incorrect-quotes]

Random kid at school: Wow! You’re family seems so put together- you’re so lucky!!

Astrid: P-put together? My family?!

*flashback to earlier that morning*

Michael: *trying to get everyone ready for school* GO GET CHANGED

Gabriel: *running around in boxers* YOU’LL HAVE TO CATCH ME FIRST, OLD MAN

Lucifer: *spitting out his coffee* PFTT

Michael: OLD MAN-

Castiel: *calmly eating his breakfast* Pass a napkin?

Balthazar: *eating all the napkins* Huh?

Astrid: *standing by the door, ready for school, and regretting all her life choices*

[super-incorrect]

Dean - For the last time, Cas and I are just friends

Y/n - *sneezing*

Y/n - Excuse me, I'm allergic to bullshit

[zloveon]

You're doing great. You can call me sponge anon if you want. 💗

_\| As Long As You Need |/_

Word Count: 0.5k

Genre: Fluff and Angst

Pairings: He/They!Trans!Reader x Platonic!Castiel

Content Warnings: Mentions of dysphoria, religious topics, disapproving parents, use of the pet name“sweetheart” 

A/N: Hi my darling! My heart still truly goes out to you and all of the others in a similar situation. I want to state one final time for everyone that I am not trans, so I do truly apologize if in any way I offend or hurt anyone in the community. Please reach out to me and let me know if I do, and I will absolutely take this fic down. My intentions with this fic are to provide a safe, loving space. Not to harm. I hope this fic can help bring you a semblance of peace though a hard time than I cannot even begin to imagine. I love you, and stay strong my darling. 🫶

Taglist: @ohsc @ryvkkr

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     Castiel didn’t understand it, how so many people held so much hate in their hearts. How parents could leave their children feeling so helpless and alone during something that was already hard enough to cope with— even without judgement. The hatred was so often accredited to God’s name, but even after being abandoned by his Father— Castiel knew the hatred was justified. His Father had loved the humans, all of them. 

     Which was why seeing them like this.. it hurt him, deeply. The way he was curled up into a ball— clinging onto the angel’s chest as if it were the last thing grounding them. Castiel ran his hand through their hair, his chin rested atop theirs. “Shh, It’s okay, kiddo..” he murmured softly against the shell of his ear, allowing the other to curl further into him. It broke his heart how.. dejected they looked.  

     “It’s not okay—“ he started to protest, only to be quickly and shushed by the angel. 

     “It is,” he whispered, his hand running down to their cheek before moving back to stroking their hair. “You have me, I am your family. Sam and Dean are as well. Blood runs thicker than water, does it not?” 

     Those words only made him cry harder, because Castiel had not quite realized that the phrase had changed over time. “No, no. Shshsh, it originally meant something much different. Water means the water of the womb— your mother, and blood means the blood of a covenant. Or in our case, our bond. I have bled for you, and I would do it again. I am here for you, always. I wish this was a pain I could soothe for you.” 

     “Can’t you?” They choked out, which only broke the angel’s heart all the more. “Just make it stop, Cas. C’mon, man— I can’t.. I don’t want to feel like this anymore.” 

     “I can only offer you a temporary solution, sweetheart,” the elder whispered to him, gently patting away their tears with the pad of his thumb. The word sounded unfit for Castiel’s mouth, but he had picked it up from Sam comforting a young child on a hunt. He assumed it would comfort the person, his family, that was curled into him.

     “Then do it,” he pleaded, their hand twisting into the trench coat that was draping over the other’s shoulders. Begging for even a moment of peace from the storm that had taken over his head. “Just make it go away, please..”

     “It will wear off,” Castiel started, but ultimately decided to give them what they so craved. One of his hands left their spot of holding him, moving to connect two fingers to their forehead. “There.” He said, as he wrapped his arm back into its original placement. 

    The angel could see the euphoria wash over him, which made him smile to himself. He merely squeezed them tighter, holding onto him as they melted into him. “Is this.. better, kiddo?” 

     “You couldn’t imagine how much better this is, Cas.” They said, pausing before looking up at him as he leant back into his shoulder. “Can we stay like this? Just a little longer?”

     “As long as you need.” 

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Dean Winchester 

Sam Winchester

Bobby Singer (Platonic)

Castiel 

Gabriel 

Crowley

Lucifer 

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Fandoms : Supernatural, Walker, The society, Hannibal, Peaky blinders, Sherlock Holmes, The Punisher, The Witcher, and many more!

Open to requests from other tv shows i might've watched, so request away 🖤🖤

Supernatural :   

One shots : 

Sam and dean and John

Coming home late..doesn't keep Dean okay P1.(Angsty Dean x sister reader)

Coming home late..doesn't keep Dean okay P2.(Angsty Dean x sister reader)

Arguing siblings(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Graduation (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Broken heart (Dean x sister reader)

Cakepops (Dean x sister reader)

Motorcycle accident (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Tummy ache (Fluffy Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Arrested (Angsty Sam x sister reader)

Distant(Sam x sister reader)

The best dad (Sam x daughter reader)

Heartbroken (Sam/dean x sister reader)

I'll do it for you (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Sleep paralysis...Part1(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Witchcraft (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Fun evening...Part 2(Angsty Dean x sister reader)

Fun evening..Part 1(Fluffy Dean x sister reader)

Social anxiety (Dean/Sam x sister reader)

Eating disorder part 1 (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

ED part 2, Dean(Dean x sister reader)

ED part 2, Sam (Sam x sister reader)

Periods (Dean/Sam x sister reader)

Staining the Winchester car (John x daughter reader)

Hungover Dean ( Fluffy Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Non-binary little winchester(Sam/Dean x sibling reader)

Dean realizes his sister’s lesbian( Dean x lesbian sister reader)

Forever love you, no matter what(Sam/Dean x lesbian sister)

I'm here now, kid (Dean winchester x daughter!reader)

Too young to go on hunts(Sam/Dean/Bobby x sister reader)

Sick (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Pretty girl (Sam/Dean x young sister reader)

psychic abilities (Sam/Dean x sister reader) 

Homeschooled Part 1 (Sam/sister reader)

Homeschooled Part 2 (Sam/sister reader)

Sir mister judge (Dean x sister reader)

Bites pt1 (angst Dean winchester x daughter reader)

Bites pt2 (fluffy Dean winchester x daughter reader)

The hairdresser (Sam x young daughter reader) 

Short hair (Sam/Dean x sister reader) 

Panicky..(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Hurtin' kid.(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Family breakup. (Angst Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Sentimental sister (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

What's that you're wearing?(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Siblings : sleepover (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Siblings : periods (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Singer sister meets Dean after a long time apart(Dean/Sam x sister reader)

Other characters :

The little secret (Castiel x reader)

I promised i’d keep you safe and i broke that promise(Platonic jack x sister reader)

Savior castiel (platonic castielx sister reader)

Charlie's girlfriend (Romantic fluff charlie x sister reader)

Siblings (Dean/Sam Winchester x sister!reader)

Christmas time (Dean winchester x sister!reader)

Motorcycle accident (Dean/Sam winchester x sister!reader)

Protective John(John Winchester x daughter!reader)

  Texts 📱 :

Sam and Dean :

Are you sure you’re feeling better ? (Sam x sick sister reader)

Prank time. (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Night terrors (Dean x sister reader)

I crashed baby...(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Other characters :

Blackmail Part 1(Claire novak x winchester sister reader)

Blackmail Part 2 (Claire novak x winchester sister reader)

I will never leave (Jensen Ackles/ Danneel Ackles x daughter!reader)

Hannibal :

Poor behaviour Pt1 (hannibal x daughter reader)

Poor behaviour Pt2

It is but a little cold. (Fluff Hannibal x daughter reader)

Anger issues (Hannibal x daughter reader)

Protective family(AU Sherlock Holmes/Hannibal Lecter x daughter/sister!reader)

Peaky Blinders :

Final night in Soho (shelby brothers x sister)

Sherlock Holmes :

His ward. (Sherlock Holmes x sister reader)

His ward. PT2, choice 1

His ward. PT2, choice 2

The detectives (Sherlock/Enola holmes x sister!reader)

Big Sky :

Hurt but safe.(Beau Arlen x daughter!reader)

The Last Of Us :

A father like no other (Joel Miller x daughter!reader)

From stranger to father..(Joel miller x daughter!reader)

Fainter reader(Joel miller x daughter!reader/Ellie x sister!reader)

Home late(Joel miller x daughter!reader)

The witcher :

Geralt headcanons (Geralt x daughter!reader)

Top Gun Maverick :

Balls of fire (Rooster Bradshaw x sister!reader)

Elvis :

I own you. (Smut Elvis Presley x girlfriend!reader)

Classic case of jealousy (Elvis Presley x girlfriend!reader)

[hannibals-favourite-meal]

Night Moves

Castiel x plus size reader

Dean makes you sleep in the car so you ruin the seats

Warnings: car sex, established relationship, getting caught, cockwarming, squirting, mentions of hunts and violence, dean/reader friendship, choking (non-sexual), creampie, humour

WC: 1.9k

Minors DNI

The bar was too loud, too full of people. Adrenaline still strummed through your veins as you picked at the label on the beer bottle in front of you, the alcohol long having gone warm. Dean was standing in the middle of a gaggle of some very pretty college girls, recounting some bogus story to them.

Sam was back in the Bunker, recovering from a particularly nasty fall from a salt and burn a week ago. So you were stuck here until Dean decided to hijack the motel room for some fun. You just wanted to be back home in your own bed in the arms of a certain angel but you had to wait for the idiot of your best friend to be done stroking his ego.

Your body felt like one big bruise and you were more sexually frustrated than you had ever been. Castiel had been away for two months searching for a group of rogue angels that tried to kill you and Jack when you took him on a little family outing. You missed your angel so much, your body feeling cold without him next to you.

For being an angel, Cass had corrupted you so entirely. He tortured you with pleasure, ruining you for everyone else, including yourself. No matter how hard you tried, you couldn’t reach that peak he had no trouble in bringing you to. You growled in frustration as you watched Dean walk towards you, a girl under each arm, obviously very pleased with himself.

“Guess I’m sleeping in the car tonight.” His smile got even wider and he chucked the keys at your face. “You’re the best!” You sighed and watched him walk out, resigning yourself to a sore back tomorrow. You threw back the rest of your warm beer, cringing at the stale taste. With a sigh, you gathered your coat and stepped out into the cool autumn air.

The Impala was parked close by the hotel, slightly hidden from the road. You pulled a blanket from the trunk and crawled into the backseat, trying and failing to get comfortable on the leather. “Fuck Dean and his love for classic cars. We could have a minivan we could sleep in but no, we all have to pile in this tiny sack of shit.” 

Admittedly, most of your anger was just from the fact you hadn’t had an orgasm for almost ten weeks and you were done with the constant state of horniness that had resulted in a huge pile of ruined panties as you would try to bring yourself to release without any luck. You huffed, flopping back onto the seat, crossing your arms over your plump stomach, letting yourself fall into the fantasy you used to fall asleep every night.

Warm sun shined over your face, the sound of waves crashing lulling you into a daze, the warm water licking your toes as you stood in the sand. Two big arms wrapped around your middle, his normally pale skin exposed and tanned beautifully. His sharp nose nudged along your neck, thin lips nipping at your pulse point as his hard body pressed into your soft one. You didn’t speak, just stood there, loving the silence and peace.

“I love you angel.” You whispered into the wind. His arms tightened around you, laying a kiss to your temple. “I love you more honey bee.” 

A shifting under your head made your eyes shoot open, hand grasping for the knife strapped to your thigh but you stopped at the familiar rumbling chuckle. “Cassie?” The brunette looked down at you fondly, cradling your face, your head laying in his nap. “Hello love.” You clambered onto the seat, latching onto his shoulders, hugging him tight. 

“Missed you so much.” His lips met yours gently, barely brushing together, the way he loved to kiss you but you had absolutely no patience for that bullshit right now. You pulled him further into you, tilting your head so you could slip your tongue in his mouth. Cass immediately reciprocated, pulling you into his lap so your crotch was pressed against his own, his cock hardening at the contact.

You hiked your skirt up over your wide hips, having not changed out of your undercover outfit from the vamp hunt you went on earlier, shifting your soaked panties to the side. Your hands trembled as you fumbled with your partner’s belt, desperately pulling at it to get access to him. “S-slow down bee, let me get you ready.” You shook your head. As appealing as foreplay with the angel was, given how he didn’t need to breathe, he could eat you out for hours, you needed him in you.

“Been too long, need your cock.” You sunk down onto him, the burn from the stretch was too much. A mixture of him being gone for so long and the lack of prep made the pain of taking his cock overwhelming, just like the first time. Cass’s hands fell to your thick waist, fingers digging into your soft flesh in an attempt to stop himself from thrusting up into you. His head fell back against the leather seat, chest heaving.

“God you’re divine. My perfect bee.” He gave a shallow thrust, unable to help himself, not when he was finally buried in you after so long. You whimpered, pleasure and pain shooting through you. “Fuck this.” Your hips rocked forward, not caring that you weren’t ready yet, you just needed him. 

Your nails dug into Castiel’s strong chest as you lifted yourself high enough for just the fat head of his dick to be inside you and then dropped back down, ripping a scream from your throat. “M-miss your cock so much.” You panted, rocking back and forth, your orgasm easily building. 

“Needed you so bad. Hate when you’re gone.” You felt like he was in your throat, you were finally full, finally satisfied. Strong arms wrapped around your back to pull your chest to his own, thrusting up softly to match your rhythm, not wishing to take the power from you, yet. 

Cass nudged your face up with his nose so you could meet in a messy kiss which he immediately dominated, making you whimper into his mouth. Your thighs burned as you continued to ride him, but you didn’t care, you were furiously chasing your end, desperate and needy, you attempted to pin the angel in place so you could selfishly take what you wanted. 

A warm tingling circled around your legs and waist, tightening only slightly as your weight was pulled from your legs, making you hover over him. “T-thought you weren’t supposed to use your grace for-holy shit- sinning.” You whined, hands shooting up to bury your fingers in his silky brown hair as he angled his hips to hit your g-spot. “I fell a long time ago my love, might as well use my grace to make my goddess feel loved.” “Fuck. keep talking.”

His deep, raspy voice rumbled through the Impala, just like the purr of the engine. His blue eyes were dark with lust as he gazed up at you thrashing above him trying to get even more friction against your aching sex. “I hate leaving you, I hate not being able to make love to you every night. You’re so beautiful, you deserve to be pleasured, to be worshiped.” A calloused thumb rubbed tight circles on your clit, just the way you liked it.

“I need to give you every ounce of pleasure I have denied you. I cannot be away for this long ever again, I constantly wish to be one with you. I love you.” He whispered this last part in your ear like it was some great secret he trusted only you with. Your stomach tightened as your orgasm built, your eyes rolling into the back of your head. His thrusts increased in power. 

“Oh my god!” The change in pace immediately made the knot in your tummy snap, wave after wave of ecstasy crashing over you as your vision went white.

Cass growled, pulling your body down so he could bury himself completely within your heat, cock twitching as he came deep inside you, filling you to the brim with his seed, tucking your head beneath his chin as he slowed, still thrusting into you shallowly to ride out your highs. “Sorry I finished so quickly,” he muttered into your hair, “I couldn’t stop myself.” “Make me cum again and we’ll be even.” You joked.

You should’ve known better. The angel’s lips descended onto your neck, biting on your sweet spot as his finger flicked your clit once more. Your mouth dropped open as you barely rocked on his softening cock which was still buried inside you. The feel of his cum leaking from you and being full after so long was making a strange feeling grow within you. “Angel, too much.” “One more time, please my love. Give me one more.”

He didn’t relent, groaning as you clenched around his sensitive cock. “Fuck fuck fuck!” You cried, “Cumming!” You threw your head back and a gush of liquid rushed down the length of his cock, soaking not only his shirt and trousers but the leather of your best friend’s precious car. You slumped forward, exhaustion finally consuming you now that you were safe in his arms.

He laid a delicate kiss to your temple, using his grace to clean up the both of you but not pulling out yet. “Did so good bee.” “Thank you angel. I love you.” You brushed his hair from his face, still fascinated by the pure beauty of your love. “I love you more.” 

You sighed happily and settled against him, closing your eyes, happy to fall asleep in his arms again. 

The door to the Impala swung open and Dean dove in. You screeched and clutched tighter to Cass. “Dean?! What the hell!” He started the Impala using the spare set of keys in the glove compartment. “The girls were vamps!” He tore out of the alley just as you heard sirens in the distance, the cops obviously having been called.

You and Cass are too shocked to adjust your current scandalous state.

As the car passed by the city limits, Dean sighed in relief, eyes flicking to the rear-view mirror, eyebrows scrunching. “Cass? When did you get here?” “Twenty three minutes ago.” “What have you been doing… In my car?! Seriously?!” Cass’s cheeks went red and you avoided eye contact, shifting so he fell out of you. You readjusted your skirt as he tucked himself away.

“You kicked me out of the room.” You pouted. “You’re gonna clean this entire car when we get back and you’re gonna buy me three pies.” “Three?!” “Yes three, one for defiling my baby and two for making me see your boyfriend’s dangly bits.” His green eyes narrowed at you.

“Fine. But you leave us alone for two days because we have a lot of time to make up for.” “Deal.” He leaned over and turned on the radio. “Don’t do what I think you’re going to do.” He smirked.

“Little too tall coulda used a few pounds! Tight pants points, hardly renowned.” You launched over the front bench, going for Dean’s neck. “I’m gonna kill you!” 

The car swerved as you throttled him and Cass only sat back, smiling softly, far too in love with you for his own good. He’d stop you before Dean passed out.

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Nephilim | Castiel

Warnings; pregnancy, talk of death, mention of abortion

Tears bloated in your eyes, your head coming down to rest upon your arm. The news that you had just received was a death sentence, for not you alone, but the damned creation inside of you. It wasn’t fair, and as you threw the test in the trash can, you wiped your eyes and put on a brave face for returning into the war room.

The brothers were alone in there, until Castiel appeared, almost giving Dean a heart attack, or as the hunter claimed many a time. “A Nephilim has come into being.”

His blue eyes froze upon you, everything that he knew collecting into realisation, understanding the compromising position that the pair of you had gotten yourselves into. “We’re well aware that Lucifer has a kid on the way Cas, thanks for the memo. It’d be great if we had a way into that government place, then we can hit two birds with one stone by finding the lot of them.”

Sam cleared his throat after Dean spoke, attracting the attention towards him. “You’re planning on killing the kid?” He asked his head, causing Castiel to bow his head in shame. He knew he had made the same mistake as Lucifer himself, and now you too were in danger. It was all down to revealing it, and not lose each one of you.

“It’s the devil’s frickin’ son, Sammy!” Dean bellowed, attempting to get the point across to his brother. And chuck did the hunter also want to find another way, but if there was so much as a chance that the kid could turn out anything out like its father, then all hell would be loose. It was better not to let that big of a risk go.

“Another Nephilim.” Cas swallowed, defeatedly ashamed of his actions. He just could not stop screwing everything up, all he wished to do was help. But clearly his cause of action was not doing much, it was only allowing more problem to slip into the hindsight.

“Another one?” Dean half repeated, practically shouting from his seat. These times were stressful for all, what with the British Men of Letters on your backs, Lucifer’s escape, and now his child on its due way. The man had dealt with a ton of weight, but it was feeling as though there was no winning, as though it would be impossible to do so. “Wait, don’t tell me, it’s Lucifer’s again.”

Actually, he was wrong. Really wrong. That would be chaos if what he said were true though, just imagining that you were carrying that criminal’s spawn made your skin crawl. That would be a sin of which you could never redeem yourself from. A punishment for all the bad you had contributed into the world, and if that had been the case, it would only mean you were exhibiting more.

“It’s mine.” Standing, shaking, everyone’s eyes drew upon your ashamed head that was bent, staring at the table rather than each of them. You had never felt so weak, and fragile, but their gazes sent shivers up you like ice. They were judging you for allowing an angel to bed you, or the other way around.

If they only knew that Castiel had helped with creating the creature that was carried in your abdomen, then he too would face their harsh opinions and argumentative statements from your friends. Right now, he had enough on his plate, he didn’t need that too.

“You slept with an angel?” Barked Dean, and then he laughed a little, as though this was the pop of some cruel joke. “Is it a certain archangel’s or just belonging to some random halo?” Sam elbowed his sibling, but you could sense that he too was holding his grudges currently.

“No.” Was all you said.

And then a man stepped behind you, appearing out of thin air. You saw the demon out of the corner of your eye, rolling it slightly as Crowley picked this moment, out of every one, to appear. His timing certainly was impeccable, but not the most liked.

“I know who sired the child.” He spoke to the brothers, his accent coming out in an informative tone. Although he hadn’t revealed what he supposedly knew yet, there was a dreaded twisting in your gut. Crowley was not bluffing, his mind harboured the truth, one that was only meant for both you and the father. “And so does our dear, dear, angelic faced, Castiel here. Don’t you, wings?”

Cas breathed through his nostrils, strongly emitting air as he let his azure eyes stab at the king. No one had ever picked Crowley as stupid, but this was out of line. If the truth was to be spoken, it deserved to come from one of the parents, however, as usual, the demons had intervened.

“Yes.” His voice croaked, and he uncomfortably licked his chapped lips. Dean furrowed his brows at his friend’s inconvenience to share those configuring factors, however he was not surprised. He wanted to kill Kelly and her kid, but he could not do the same within this instance. It was you, their friend and comrade on hunts and world saving adventures, whom was baring this other being. The child would have to go alone, any way for which you would survive before it was too late in the term and it had sunk its horns in.

“Tell us.” Sam restricted his tone to calm, but his hazel eyes were burning into the future swell of your stomach. It not only meant that there was another powerful child coming into existence on this plain, but that there was another target, dotted right on you. From angels, demons, humans it would all be difficult to evade. However not impossible, giving up hope was the wrong attitude. The lot of you were in dire need of some faith, no matter how little the amount.

It wasn’t certain who Sam was asking to answer his vital question, there were three of you that were bathed in the wisdom. And only one of you would speak first, your bets were on Crowley, you were too scared to divulge the pair in your sins. Not only that, but you would be exposing the one who had signed your potential death certificate.

“The father is me.” Castiel stepped forward, tightening his jaw as Dean gaped at the angel. After all, it was rather incredulous. He was wanting to end the life of one Nephilim, but him himself had created another, and he had not revealed what his plan was for this circumstance yet.

“You can’t be serious.” Dean turned stoic, his own and brother’s eyes flickering between the two of you. The sceptical glances were making you nervous, but perhaps you deserved to feel that kind of way. After all, this was all partially your fault, you hadn’t even thought of the possibility of pregnancy. “As far as I’m aware, the two of you haven’t slept together. This is some kind of sick joke, and it’s credible, especially for you Cas, but it’s not April fools, so please, for the love of Chuck, give it up.”

“Oh, it’s no joke.” Crowley picked up a glass, pouring himself some whiskey from the bottle the brothers had been sharing on the table. “It is very true. If you think about it, the plot makes much sense. Castiel comes back here from whatever he’s been doing, he pops by to say a hello to you two morons, and disappears, (Y/N) is in her room, so wherever do you think he goes?” He left a pause, before answering his own rhetorical question. “He goes to greet (Y/N/N) in his own personal way.”

“Think they got the idea.” You remarked, taking the glass from the demon and dosing his black suit in the alcohol that was held inside. “We need to talk, so if you don’t mind, give me and Cas some

space.” Walking past, you grabbed onto the sleeve of his sandy coat, and led the angel to the room in which the pair of you had created the apparent abomination.

To be on the safe side of things, you locked your door, before finally setting your eyes back onto the father of your child.

“(Y/N), I’m so sorry.” His rough hands came to cradle you from the front, but your arms instinctively kept him at a distance, denying him the appeal of contact. The tender touches and sweet words were how this eruption of chaos had happened anyways, you didn’t want to risk being drawn back onto a bed with him. Although you were already pregnant, there was no point feeding the craving you had for one another. Then this would never stop, and the sin could happen again and again.

“Don’t.” Was your warning to him, to which he respecting, returning his cloaked arms to his sides. “What can I do to fix our mess Cas?”

It was not necessary to have asked the angel, but you needed confirmation of his side. Even though he clearly did not want to father or be attached to a Nephilim in any way, he was still one parent to this being. The choice was down to both of you.

You knew exactly what would have to be done, you’d be on a mission to walk down to a clinic as soon as possible, and end all threats that could endanger not only you, but your child also. If it lived, then it would have no life, it would be on the run from a world full of anger, disgust and ruin. This life alone was not one for a child, even if it was ordinary, with no abilities or deadly skills.

“I don’t think I have to tell you, it is just my duty to let you know that I support your decision. You’ve already made your decision, I can read your tears (Y/N). It’s difficult, but it is for the best. I’d rather think of it as it is now then however it would turn out to be after birth, because then you will remain breathing, and there’d be no more trouble that it can cause.”

Letting the tears out, Castiel reached up to soothe them with his thumb. It was a deceitful world, and as much as you would love to be the mother of a child, this was not the time or the man that would pair together.

[cathwritestragediesnotsins]

I...I...have...I don't...I don't know what to say....Dean is...gone...Sam just Fucking moved on and Cas....

I'm literally shaking rn. Idk what to do...how could they do this? I...FUCK someone please say sike... I can't take this. It hurts...it hurts too much...PLEASE don't do this...not to my boys....

After all this time....how could they tear apart our family like this???

They KNOW how much this show means to so many people and they just.....destroyed it...

[mersuperwholocked-lowlife]

The Most Human Human

Word Count: 420

Characters: Castiel, Reader

Pairings: Castiel x Platonic!Reader

Warnings: me writing Smthng thats not angst

Request by @cryingskies​ : Heya! I adore your work and since you have 800 followers ( congrats btw ) I'm gonna request a Castiel fic, 'cause I kinda feel like he is underrated and needs to be protected 24/7. Could you please do one where Cas doesn't understand why the reader has such weird habits, like smelling books ( which I LOVE ) and other sruff you can think of or find on the internet. Thank you very much!

A/N: thanks for requesting! Wow, I wrote something that’s not angsty... what?

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Off days in the bunker were uncommon, but those rare, amazing days came by every once in a while.

You sat down at the table, kicking your feet up, with books surrounding you.

Books. The only thing you loved more than books was the smell of them. Each book had its own, unique smell, something that only very few people noticed. And you were one of them.

You took a deep inhale, smiling softly to yourself, as you looked up, seeing Cas tilt his head, looking at you.

“Cas? Is something wrong?” you asked him.

“Why do you sniff books?” he asked.

“Well, I love the smell of books, you know. That unique, beautiful smell. It reminds me of times before I was a hunter,” you smiled at the memory.

You motioned for Castiel to come to sit next to you.

“Here, feel this page. What does it feel like to you?” you handed him a book.

“It feels like paper,” he answered.

“Well, to me, it feels old and rough. Filled with knowledge. Every book has a different feeling, a different smell,” you explained.

You looked at him again, as he continued giving you a blank expression.

“Okay, like this book,” you picked up another book, a book filled with nursery rhymes.

“What does this feel like to you?” you asked.

“Like paper,” he replied again.

You sighed, laughing softly.

“This feels like home. It feels like my childhood. Like, every night when I slept, my mom reading me stories, singing me nursery rhymes. Before I knew about all the supernatural and evil out there,” you remembered.

“Why would you want to be reminded of that?” he asked.

“Why wouldn't you? It was the last time where I felt truly peaceful,” you said, raising an eyebrow.

“Why be reminded of a time before you were a hero before you met the Winchesters before you met me?” he asked.

“Sometimes I like to remember simpler times. It doesn't have to do anything with you guys, it just reminds me of a time when everyone was okay, and everything was peaceful,” you shrugged.

“It seems like things only a human could love,” Cas said.

“Maybe, but that won't change the fact of how amazing it is. Books are incredible, Cas,” you smiled.

He continued sitting next to you, as you kept reading, telling him about each and every book.

He smiled, looking at you in awe. Looking at your happiness, listening to your voice. The most human human of them all.

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(last updated 10/22/22)

Hello, I’m Ruby! I’m a 23 y/o plus sized gal who likes to write steamy stories that mostly star my current obsessions *cough* Sebastian Stan & Chris Evens *cough* I often write PlusSize!Reader fics bc curvy babes are gorgeous, gorgeous, girls<3 Currently I’ve been on a dark!fic kick so keep that in mind if u don’t like those topics. Warnings are listed for each fic. Please feel free to talk to me or send me a request, if you want to know if I write for a certain character, just ask! I always appreciate feedback so plz comment, like, reblog, send me a hand written review-or all of the above! I cross-post on my AO3 Ruby_Nation but my works should not be posted anywhere else without my express permission.

🥵 = smut 😈 = dark fic 🥰 = fluff 😭 = angst 

Steve Rogers (MCU)

Happy Birthday Mr. America (Drabble) 🥵

Steve Rogers x Plus Size!Reader

A steamy drabble in honor of Chris Evans’ 41st B-day!

The Best Part of Waking Up (One Shot) 🥵

PA! Steve Rogers x Dom!Boss! Reader 

His boss may not be a morning person, but it’s up to Steve to get you to work on time. Things don’t exactly go the way he expects, though.

Bucky Barnes (MCU) /Sebastian Stan

Hard To Handle (One Shot, rpf) 😈 🥵

Soft!Dark!Sebastian Stan x Plus Size!Handler!Reader

You risk your safety trying to find Sebastian when he runs off, but you don’t understand why he’s so upset. As his handler, it’s your job to keep him in line. Plus, why would any man try something on a girl like you? He decides to show you just what men are capable of.

When Words Fail (One Shot) 😭 🥰 🥵ish 

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Who said running away from your problems couldn’t solve them? Well, Bucky sure didn’t seem to appreciate it.

Sleeping With A Friend (In Progress Series) 😈 🥵 😭

Soft!Dark!Bucky Barnes x Plus Size!Reader

When Bucky sees what you’re wearing for pajamas–or lack thereof–he can’t help how his body reacts. You’re a heavy sleeper anyway.

Wanna Be Yours (One Shot?) 🥰 😭

Sugar baby!Bucky Barnes x Plus Size!Reader

You don’t have a problem letting Bucky see other people, but Bucky wants to tell you that you’re all he wants.

Touch Me (Drabble) 😭

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Random angsty late night drabble

Moon Knight Boys (MCU)

I Saw Him Standing There (In Progress Series) *Hiatus* 

Marc Spector x reader, eventual Steven Grant x reader

Marc Spector has become somewhat of a regular at your (very legitimate and not at all illegal) business-much to his chagrin. When three months roll by with no word from your grumpy “friend” you decide to search him out. What you discover has you baffled.

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Lloyd Hansen (The Gray Man)

Actions Have Consequences (Drabble) 😈 😭

Dark!Lloyd Hansen x Reader

Lloyd is so happy to have you home, but he needs to show you what happens when you don’t listen to his rules.

Front Row Seat (One Shot) 😈 🥵 😭

Soft!Dark!Lloyd Hansen x Plus Size!Reader

Lloyd gives you something to do while he’s getting information out of his target–keep his cock nice and warm.

Put On The Costume  (Drabble) 😭 😈

Dark!Lloyd Hansen x Reader

Late night angsty drabble 💍

Ransom Drysdale (Knives Out)

What’s In A Name? (One Shot) 😭 🥰

Soft!Ransom Drysdale x Plus Size!Reader

You finally tell Ransom how much you hate the nickname he gave you.

So You Want To Tango? (In Progress Series) 😈 🥵 😭

Stepbro!Ransom Drysdale x Virgin!Plus Size!Reader 

All you were trying to do was lose your v-card, was that too much to ask? Apparently so, according to your stepbrother.

Castiel Novak (Supernatural)

Kiddo (Modern Day AU Completed Series) 🥰 😭 🥵

 Older Bro’s Best Friend!Castiel x College Student!Reader

What can a girl do when the guy she’s loved since middle school still calls her “Kiddo”? Well, maybe a night no one expected and a few too many drinks can change everything

Pt.1

 Pt. 2 

 Pt. 3 🥵

Jack Kline (Supernatural)

Baking With The Devil’s Son (One Shot) 🥰

Jack Kline x Reader Platonic Relationship

It’s Jack’s birthday and you’re gonna make sure it’s a celebration to remember! Which means you get to deal with baking the cake. Jack does have some concerns about your expertise, though. (For @squirrel-moose-winchester Crack Fic Challenge. My prompt was ‘Jack Asks Questions’)

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Waiters? - (Winchester brothers x sister reader) Your brothers don’t think that it’s a very good idea for you to go on a date. But there’s nothing they can do about it… or so you think

Battle for the Bed- (Winchester brothers x sister reader) After a long and tiring hunt, you and your brothers want nothing more than to just sleep… but there’s only two beds

The Older Sister- (Archangels x sister reader) Michael and Lucifer get a visit from someone they haven’t seen in years

It’s Only Temporary- (Crowley x reader platonic) He wasn’t going to get attached, that’s what Crowley promised himself when he temporarily took a child in

Life With The Novak’s- (Au!Human!Archangels x OC sister) Having five siblings made it so that life was never boring for Astrid Novak

Home- (Winchester brothers x sister reader, Castiel x reader platonic) Throughout the Winchesters entire lives, there was only one place that brought back as much memories as it did for them. Both good and bad

Journey to the Dungeon- (Crowley x child reader, Winchester brothers x sister reader) Boredom often times leads to adventure, you appeared to have learned this quicker than most

Of Cats and Angels- (Castiel x child reader, Winchester brothers x sister reader) Finding a cat on the side of the road with your babysitter angel… what could go wrong?

↳ Arts and Crafts Disaster- (Castiel x reader platonic, Dean Winchester x sister reader, Sam Winchester x sister reader) Cas is back to babysit again

Anger in the Bunker- (Winchester brothers x sister reader, Castiel x reader platonic) You’re acting unusually angry, and Sam thinks he knows why

You From the Future- (Dean Winchester x reader platonic, Sam Winchester x reader platonic) When Dean looks at you, it’s like looking into a mirror of his past

Group Costumes- (Dean Winchester x sister reader, Sam Winchester x sister reader) When Sam and Dean bring you to a costume store, they wish they knew what was to come

A Brothers Job- (Dean Winchester x sister reader, Sam Winchester x sister reader) Your brothers are always there to protect you, no matter what, no questions asked

Where You Lead- (Dean Winchester x sister reader, Sam Winchester x sister reader) Ever since you first came home from the hospital, you and Dean had an unbreakable bond

[book-place-incorrect-quotes]

Michael: *driving* So, how was your day at school?

Astrid: We almost got surprise adopted today!

Michael: What?

Castiel: She means kidnapped

Michael: Oh, okay- *slams on the breaks* WAIT WHAT-

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Hi there, welcome. Rusty here.

4am Masterlist

Fandoms : Supernatural, Walker, The society, Hannibal...

Open to requests from other tv shows i might've watched, so request away 🖤🖤

Supernatural :   

One shots : 

Sam and dean :

Graduation (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Broken heart (Dean x sister reader)

Cakepops (Dean x sister reader)

Tummy ache (Fluffy Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Arrested (Angsty Sam x sister reader)

Distant(Sam x sister reader)

The best dad (Sam x daughter reader)

Heartbroken (Sam/dean x sister reader)

I'll do it for you (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Sleep paralysis...Part1(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Witchcraft (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Fun evening...Part 2(Angsty Dean x sister reader)

Fun evening..Part 1(Fluffy Dean x sister reader)

Social anxiety (Dean/Sam x sister reader)

Eating disorder part 1 (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

ED part 2, Dean(Dean x sister reader)

ED part 2, Sam (Sam x sister reader)

Periods (Dean/Sam x sister reader)

Hungover Dean ( Fluffy Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Non-binary little winchester(Sam/Dean x sibling reader)

Dean realizes his sister’s lesbian( Dean x lesbian sister reader)

Forever love you, no matter what(Sam/Dean x lesbian sister)

I'm here now, kid (Dean winchester x daughter!reader)

Too young to go on hunts(Sam/Dean/Bobby x sister reader)

Sick (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Pretty girl (Sam/Dean x young sister reader)

psychic abilities (Sam/Dean x sister reader) 

Homeschooled Part 1 (Sam/sister reader)

Homeschooled Part 2 (Sam/sister reader)

Sir mister judge (Dean x sister reader)

Bites pt1 (angst Dean winchester x daughter reader)

Bites pt2 (fluffy Dean winchester x daughter reader)

The hairdresser (Sam x young daughter reader) 

Short hair (Sam/Dean x sister reader) 

Panicky..(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Hurtin' kid.(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Family breakup. (Angst Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Sentimental sister (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Other characters :

The little secret (Castiel x reader)

I promised i’d keep you safe and i broke that promise(Platonic jack x sister reader)

Savior castiel (platonic castielx sister reader)

Charlie's girlfriend (Romantic fluff charlie x sister reader)

  Texts 📱 :

Sam and Dean :

Are you sure you’re feeling better ? (Sam x sick sister reader)

Prank time. (Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Night terrors (Dean x sister reader)

I crashed baby...(Sam/Dean x sister reader)

Other characters :

Blackmail Part 1(Claire novak x winchester sister reader)

Blackmail Part 2 

Hannibal :

Poor behaviour Pt1 (hannibal x daughter reader)

Poor behaviour Pt2

It is but a little cold. (Fluff Hannibal x daughter reader)

Anger issues (Hannibal x daughter reader)

Peaky Blinders :

Final night in Soho (shelby brothers x sister)

Sherlock Holmes :

His ward. (Sherlock Holmes x sister reader)

His ward. PT2, choice 1

His ward. PT2, choice 2

The punisher :

Right now, i'd rather baby you than watch you die, kid. (Frank castle x daughter reader)

You dont go get drunk when there's a price on your head. Part 1 (Frank castle x daughter reader)

You dont go get drunk when there's a price on your head. Part 2 (Frank castle x daughter reader)

Elvis :

I own you. (Smut Elvis Presley x girlfriend!reader)

Classic case of jealousy (Elvis Presley x girlfriend!reader)

Breaking Bad :

Halloween (Jesse Pinkman x sister reader)

Walker :

Why did it have to be her, and not you ? (Walker x daughter reader)

The society : 

When i say no...It fucking means no(Dark campbell elliot x girlfriend reader )

Cursing and calling me a dumbass doesnt cover that sparkle in your eye(Fluffy campbell elliot x crush reader)

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Who I write for - part 1

For character x fem! reader

Marvel

Steve Rogers

Bucky Barnes

Loki Friggason

Tony Stark*

Peter Parker

Clint Barton*

Thor Odinson

Sam Wilson

Supernatural

Sam Winchester

Dean Wnchester

Castiel Novak

Bobby Singer*

Fallen

Daniel Grigori

Cam Briel

*- I will only write these characters in a platonic role ( such as a sibling, parent, best friend, etc) with the reader as I've never seen as anything but that and would struggle to write them any other way.

I mostly write Marvel

This list will more than likely expand in the future.

If you would like for me to write for a character that is not on this list, then ask me about it and I will think about, or we can discuss it.

I reserve the right to decline or ignore any request or pairing for any and all reasons.

As always - I am eternally confused. Thankyou!!

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31 Days of Spooktober

Trick (Dean Winchester x Castiel) (slight Sam Winchester x Jessica Moore)

Summary: Everyone celebrates Halloween different, no matter what universe they’re in.

Ghost (Thor Odinson x Asgardian!Reader) (past Natasha Romanoff x Bucky Barnes)

Summary: (Y/N)’s ‘secret’ powers come in handy after Tony’s funeral.

Possession (Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester)

Summary: Castiel forgot about the most important tattoo.

Spiderwebs (Peter Parker x Stark!Reader)

Summary: Peter and (Y/N) decorate Avengers tower for Halloween.

Hell (Sam Winchester, Crowley, implied Dean Winchester x Castiel)

Summary: Sam goes through with slamming the gates of Hell but the aftermath isn’t what he expected.

Haunted House (Bucky Barnes x Reader, Steve Rogers x Natasha Romanoff, Sam Wilson) (College AU)

Summary: Why not spend Halloween at a haunted house?

Hayride (Dean Winchester x Human!Castiel, Toddler!Jack)

Summary: The boys take Jack to the pumpkin patch for their first family Halloween.

Shapeshifter (Bucky Barnes)

Summary: The Winter Soldier’s gone. Right?

Clown (Sam Winchester x Reader) (background Dean Winchester x Castiel)

Summary: Sam’s distaste for Halloween causes him more trouble than he expected.

Vampire (Steve Rogers x Widow!Reader) (Natasha Romanoff x Clint Barton) (Wanda Maximoff x Vision)

Summary: Creatures lurk in the shadows on Devil’s night and not even the Avengers are safe.

Pumpkin (Gabriel x Witch!Reader)

Summary: Jack wants to carve pumpkins for Halloween so (Y/N) promises to teach him.

Mystery (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Summary: Bucky and (Y/N)’s new neighbor is a real menace. 

Candy (Dean Winchester x Castiel Novak) (Sam Winchester x Jess Moore)

Summary: Trick or treaters aren’t always what you expect.

Cat (Loki Laufeyson x Maximoff!Reader, Bucky Barnes)

Summary: Bucky disappears on Devil’s Night; the same day (Y/N) finds someone else on the front steps of the compound.

Graveyard (Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester, Jack Kline)

Summary: Jack disappears on a salt and burn case. 

Wings (Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanoff, Bucky Barnes, Sam Wilson, Wanda Maximoff, and Clint Barton)

Summary: The Avenger’s help is requested in Point Pleasant, West Virginia. 

Nightmares (Dean Winchester x Human!Castiel, Sam Winchester, Jack Kline)

Summary: Sam and Jack are starting to worry about Dean and Cas.

Doll (Witch!Reader, Wanda Maximoff x Vision, Tony Stark x Pepper Potts, Morgan Stark)

Summary: (Y/N) and Wanda agree to spend the day in Atlanta to babysit Morgan so Tony and Pepper can have a date night. A trip to an antique shop proves to cause problems down the road.

Costume (Dean Winchester x Castiel, Toddler!Jack, Sam Winchester, Claire Novak)

Summary: Claire agrees to dress up with Jack for Halloween, but what she doesn’t know is Dean is seeking revenge. 

Demon (Sam Wilson x Avenger!Reader) (Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes)

Summary: Somethings wrong with Steve when he gets back from his trip to DC.

Zombie (Platonic!Dean Winchester x Reader, hints at Dean Winchester x Castiel and Sam Winchester x Reader)

Summary: Weird things are happening to pets in Shelby, Montana. 

Angel (Peter Parker x Widow!Reader, Yelena Belova x Bucky Barnes (can be read romantically or platonically))

Summary: (Y/N) notices that something seems off with Peter and she’s not sure what it is.

Darkness (Benny Lafitte x Vampire!Reader)

Summary: 10 years after losing Benny, (Y/N) ends up in purgatory after a hunter caught up with her.

Howl (Familiar!Thor Odinson x Witch!Reader, and others)

Summary: (Y/N) is the only member of her coven that hasn’t found their familiar.

Straight Jacket (Dean Winchester x Castiel, Sam Winchester, Anna Milton, Uriel)

Summary: Dean wakes up groggy and confused only to find a group of doctors, that seem vaguely familiar, watching him. 

Woods (Thor Odinson x Witch!Reader)

Summary: People are being attacked in Ontario by what is said to be a river monster. Fury decides a couple of Avengers can handle it. 

Murder (Dean Winchester x Castiel, Sam Winchester)

Summary: After Jack gives Cas his wings back after saving him from the Empty, the angel makes some new friends.

Footage (Bucky Barnes x Asgardian!Reader, Thor Odinson, Tony Stark, Bruce Banner, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, JARVIS)

Summary: JARVIS finds some interesting footage that gets Tony worried about what else is hanging out in the Avengers compound. 

Satan (Jack Kline x Huntress!Reader, background Castiel x Dean Winchester, Lucifer, Sam Winchester, mention Claire Novak)

Summary: One little word can change everything. 

Ouija (Peter Parker x Stark!Reader, Tony Stark, MJ, Ned Leeds, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes)

Summary: Messing with a Ouija board isn’t always a good idea. 

Spell (Marvel x Supernatural)

Summary: When a spell goes wrong the Winchester clan ends up in the Avenger’s backyard. 

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Masterlist

 ⁂ - Smut/NSFW    ♥ - Fluff    ★  - Angst    ☾ - Platonic pairing   

♀ - Female reader   ♂ - Male reader   ⚧ - Gender neutral reader

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SUPERNATURAL

Lucifer

Dance with the devil   ★ ♀

A Drinking Game ⁂  ♀

Family doesn’t end with blood   ♥ ♀

Dirty Thoughts ⁂ ♀

SFW HC Alphabet ♥ ⚧

Nightmares ★ ⚧

NSFW HC Alphabet  ⁂ ♀

New Worlds chapter previews (Series, coming soon!)   ♀ ♥

Gabriel 

Cuddles   ♥ ♀

SFW HC alphabet   ♥ ⚧

Heart and Soul   ♥  ⚧

Sweet like Honey   ♥  ⚧

Tease ♀ ⁂

Jack  

Camping ♀ ⁂

Fairytale of New York ♥ ⚧

Crowley

Stay   ★ ♥ ⚧

Balthazar

Desire ♀ ⁂

Charlie

SFW HC alphabet

Castiel

Stressed ⁂ ♀

Untitled Destiel Ficlet   // Dean x Cas

LAW AND ORDER: SVU 

Sonny Carisi 

Stole the show (Series)  ♀

In from the cold    ♀ ♥ ☾

Amanda Rollins 

Drunk Dialed   ♥ ♀

Casey Novak 

Always and Forever   ♥ ♀

Rafael Barba 

Home ♀ ♥ ★

HANNIBAL

Frederick Chilton 

 Breathe   ★ ♥ ♀

 Don’t Stop ⁂ ♀

The Desk  ⁂ ♀

VEEP

Kent Davison

NSFW headcanon alphabet  ⚧ ⁂

MISC.

The Office

Holly Flax - Fooled around and fell in love   ★ ♥ ♀

Mamma Mia 

Donna Sheridan (Lily James) - Girls do it better  ⁂ ♀

Kingsman

Harry Hart - Undercover ⁂  ♀

Star Trek

Khan - 200 Years pt 1, 200 years pt 2 ♀

The X Files

Derwood Spinks - NSFW HCs

Harry Potter

Remus Lupin

Give you what you like  ★ ♀ ⁂

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