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Dean: Okay, youâre not gonna help save the world? Then what? What are you going to do?
Castiel, holding child!reader in his arms: I will do what human failures do. I will ignore my horrible life by being a parent and passing my resentment on to my children.
Dean: âChildrenâ?
Claire, opening the door: Can you keep it down? Iâm sleeping!
Castiel: I adopted Jimmy Novakâs daughter, Claire.
Dean: âŠ.damnit
Castiel: Oh, do not think of slamming that door, Claire! You are not sleeping this day away! I am signing you up for soccer practice.
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Castiel dating Headcannons? There's not enough fanfics of this adorable angel
Angel - Castiel Novak
A/N - IN THE ARMS OF THE ANGELLLLLL!!! it isn't dating head cannons, but instead i wrote a little drabble. hope you like it @scary-noodlesblog word count - 302
You wonât stop singing.
While Sam and Dean had found it funny at first, the way youâd sung any time your new boyfriend was around, it was now getting annoying.
Cas loved it. Cas loved everything you did. There was nothing you could do that Cas wouldnât think was the best thing in the world.
Your brothers were a different case.Â
âSHUT UP!!â Dean shouted as you began your fifth rendition of âAngelâ by Sarah McLachlan since Cas had shown up two hours ago. You let out a laugh, snuggling deeper into Casâ hold. You two hadnât been dating very long, but you were the most disgustingly cute couple that anyone had ever seen. You both had never been in a real relationship before, so you were basing your relationship off of books, movies, and whatever felt right.
Sam was halfway between amused at Deanâs annoyance, and annoyed. The bitchy half-smile on his face had you cackling as you glanced over at him. âYou should see your face. Dean, look at his face!â
Dean grumbled as he turned to look over at Sam, but he couldn't help the grin that took over his face.
Cas pressed a smiling kiss to your temple, causing you to turn and press your lips to his. Your brothers both let out a long groan - as customary when you and Cas kiss around them - and you grin into the kiss.
As the kiss deepens, Sam leans over, pushing Casâ shoulder. âDude. Stop sticking your tongue down their throat.â
You laugh as you pull back. âYouâre both just mad that I have someone and you guys are all alone.â
Cas leans into your ear, whispering something that has you laughing again.
âWhat? What did he say?â Dean demanded, and you laughed louder.
You were happy youâd found this.
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Random kid at school: Wow! Youâre family seems so put together- youâre so lucky!!
Astrid: P-put together? My family?!
*flashback to earlier that morning*
Michael: *trying to get everyone ready for school* GO GET CHANGED
Gabriel: *running around in boxers* YOUâLL HAVE TO CATCH ME FIRST, OLD MAN
Lucifer: *spitting out his coffee* PFTT
Michael: OLD MAN-
Castiel: *calmly eating his breakfast* Pass a napkin?
Balthazar: *eating all the napkins* Huh?
Astrid: *standing by the door, ready for school, and regretting all her life choices*
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Dean - For the last time, Cas and I are just friends
Y/n - *sneezing*
Y/n - Excuse me, I'm allergic to bullshit
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Masterlist đčđčđč
Hi there, welcome. I'm reposting the masterlist on my other account, rusty's lodge and adding the fics i wrote on this one as well.
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MASTERLIST P.2
4am Masterlist
Writing conditions
Fandoms : Supernatural, Walker, The society, Hannibal, Peaky blinders, Sherlock Holmes, The Punisher, The Witcher, and many more!
Open to requests from other tv shows i might've watched, so request away đ€đ€

Supernatural :Â Â Â
One shots :Â
Sam and dean and John
Coming home late..doesn't keep Dean okay P1.(Angsty Dean x sister reader)
Coming home late..doesn't keep Dean okay P2.(Angsty Dean x sister reader)
Arguing siblings(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Graduation (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Broken heart (Dean x sister reader)
Cakepops (Dean x sister reader)
Motorcycle accident (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Tummy ache (Fluffy Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Arrested (Angsty Sam x sister reader)
Distant(Sam x sister reader)
The best dad (Sam x daughter reader)
Heartbroken (Sam/dean x sister reader)
I'll do it for you (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Sleep paralysis...Part1(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Witchcraft (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Fun evening...Part 2(Angsty Dean x sister reader)
Fun evening..Part 1(Fluffy Dean x sister reader)
Social anxiety (Dean/Sam x sister reader)
Eating disorder part 1 (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
ED part 2, Dean(Dean x sister reader)
ED part 2, Sam (Sam x sister reader)
Periods (Dean/Sam x sister reader)
Staining the Winchester car (John x daughter reader)
Hungover Dean ( Fluffy Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Non-binary little winchester(Sam/Dean x sibling reader)
Dean realizes his sisterâs lesbian( Dean x lesbian sister reader)
Forever love you, no matter what(Sam/Dean x lesbian sister)
I'm here now, kid (Dean winchester x daughter!reader)
Too young to go on hunts(Sam/Dean/Bobby x sister reader)
Sick (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Pretty girl (Sam/Dean x young sister reader)
psychic abilities (Sam/Dean x sister reader)Â
Homeschooled Part 1 (Sam/sister reader)
Homeschooled Part 2 (Sam/sister reader)
Sir mister judge (Dean x sister reader)
Bites pt1 (angst Dean winchester x daughter reader)
Bites pt2 (fluffy Dean winchester x daughter reader)
The hairdresser (Sam x young daughter reader)Â
Short hair (Sam/Dean x sister reader)Â
Panicky..(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Hurtin' kid.(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Family breakup. (Angst Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Sentimental sister (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
What's that you're wearing?(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Siblings : sleepover (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Siblings : periods (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Singer sister meets Dean after a long time apart(Dean/Sam x sister reader)
Other characters :
The little secret (Castiel x reader)
I promised iâd keep you safe and i broke that promise(Platonic jack x sister reader)
Savior castiel (platonic castielx sister reader)
Charlie's girlfriend (Romantic fluff charlie x sister reader)
Siblings (Dean/Sam Winchester x sister!reader)
Christmas time (Dean winchester x sister!reader)
Motorcycle accident (Dean/Sam winchester x sister!reader)
Protective John(John Winchester x daughter!reader)
  Texts đ± :
Sam and Dean :
Are you sure youâre feeling better ? (Sam x sick sister reader)
Prank time. (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Night terrors (Dean x sister reader)
I crashed baby...(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Other characters :
Blackmail Part 1(Claire novak x winchester sister reader)
Blackmail Part 2Â (Claire novak x winchester sister reader)
I will never leave (Jensen Ackles/ Danneel Ackles x daughter!reader)

Hannibal :
Poor behaviour Pt1 (hannibal x daughter reader)
Poor behaviour Pt2
It is but a little cold. (Fluff Hannibal x daughter reader)
Anger issues (Hannibal x daughter reader)
Protective family(AU Sherlock Holmes/Hannibal Lecter x daughter/sister!reader)

Peaky Blinders :
Final night in Soho (shelby brothers x sister)

Sherlock Holmes :
His ward. (Sherlock Holmes x sister reader)
His ward. PT2, choice 1
His ward. PT2, choice 2
The detectives (Sherlock/Enola holmes x sister!reader)
Big Sky :
Hurt but safe.(Beau Arlen x daughter!reader)
The Last Of Us :
A father like no other (Joel Miller x daughter!reader)
From stranger to father..(Joel miller x daughter!reader)
Fainter reader(Joel miller x daughter!reader/Ellie x sister!reader)
Home late(Joel miller x daughter!reader)
Joel and Ellie fight it out (S2 EP1) (Joel miller x daughter!reader)
The witcher :
Geralt headcanons (Geralt x daughter!reader)
Top Gun Maverick :
Balls of fire (Rooster Bradshaw x sister!reader)

Reacher :
I don't need you to protect me (Jack Reacher x Platonic!reader)
What it's like being Jack Reacher's girlfriend (Jack Reacher x girlfriend reader)
"5's the number." (Jack Reacher x reader!smut)
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Night Moves
Castiel x plus size reader
Dean makes you sleep in the car so you ruin the seats
Warnings: car sex, established relationship, getting caught, cockwarming, squirting, mentions of hunts and violence, dean/reader friendship, choking (non-sexual), creampie, humour
WC: 1.9k
Minors DNI
The bar was too loud, too full of people. Adrenaline still strummed through your veins as you picked at the label on the beer bottle in front of you, the alcohol long having gone warm. Dean was standing in the middle of a gaggle of some very pretty college girls, recounting some bogus story to them.
Sam was back in the Bunker, recovering from a particularly nasty fall from a salt and burn a week ago. So you were stuck here until Dean decided to hijack the motel room for some fun. You just wanted to be back home in your own bed in the arms of a certain angel but you had to wait for the idiot of your best friend to be done stroking his ego.
Your body felt like one big bruise and you were more sexually frustrated than you had ever been. Castiel had been away for two months searching for a group of rogue angels that tried to kill you and Jack when you took him on a little family outing. You missed your angel so much, your body feeling cold without him next to you.
For being an angel, Cass had corrupted you so entirely. He tortured you with pleasure, ruining you for everyone else, including yourself. No matter how hard you tried, you couldnât reach that peak he had no trouble in bringing you to. You growled in frustration as you watched Dean walk towards you, a girl under each arm, obviously very pleased with himself.
âGuess Iâm sleeping in the car tonight.â His smile got even wider and he chucked the keys at your face. âYouâre the best!â You sighed and watched him walk out, resigning yourself to a sore back tomorrow. You threw back the rest of your warm beer, cringing at the stale taste. With a sigh, you gathered your coat and stepped out into the cool autumn air.
The Impala was parked close by the hotel, slightly hidden from the road. You pulled a blanket from the trunk and crawled into the backseat, trying and failing to get comfortable on the leather. âFuck Dean and his love for classic cars. We could have a minivan we could sleep in but no, we all have to pile in this tiny sack of shit.âÂ
Admittedly, most of your anger was just from the fact you hadnât had an orgasm for almost ten weeks and you were done with the constant state of horniness that had resulted in a huge pile of ruined panties as you would try to bring yourself to release without any luck. You huffed, flopping back onto the seat, crossing your arms over your plump stomach, letting yourself fall into the fantasy you used to fall asleep every night.
Warm sun shined over your face, the sound of waves crashing lulling you into a daze, the warm water licking your toes as you stood in the sand. Two big arms wrapped around your middle, his normally pale skin exposed and tanned beautifully. His sharp nose nudged along your neck, thin lips nipping at your pulse point as his hard body pressed into your soft one. You didnât speak, just stood there, loving the silence and peace.
âI love you angel.â You whispered into the wind. His arms tightened around you, laying a kiss to your temple. âI love you more honey bee.âÂ
A shifting under your head made your eyes shoot open, hand grasping for the knife strapped to your thigh but you stopped at the familiar rumbling chuckle. âCassie?â The brunette looked down at you fondly, cradling your face, your head laying in his nap. âHello love.â You clambered onto the seat, latching onto his shoulders, hugging him tight.Â
âMissed you so much.â His lips met yours gently, barely brushing together, the way he loved to kiss you but you had absolutely no patience for that bullshit right now. You pulled him further into you, tilting your head so you could slip your tongue in his mouth. Cass immediately reciprocated, pulling you into his lap so your crotch was pressed against his own, his cock hardening at the contact.
You hiked your skirt up over your wide hips, having not changed out of your undercover outfit from the vamp hunt you went on earlier, shifting your soaked panties to the side. Your hands trembled as you fumbled with your partnerâs belt, desperately pulling at it to get access to him. âS-slow down bee, let me get you ready.â You shook your head. As appealing as foreplay with the angel was, given how he didnât need to breathe, he could eat you out for hours, you needed him in you.
âBeen too long, need your cock.â You sunk down onto him, the burn from the stretch was too much. A mixture of him being gone for so long and the lack of prep made the pain of taking his cock overwhelming, just like the first time. Cassâs hands fell to your thick waist, fingers digging into your soft flesh in an attempt to stop himself from thrusting up into you. His head fell back against the leather seat, chest heaving.
âGod youâre divine. My perfect bee.â He gave a shallow thrust, unable to help himself, not when he was finally buried in you after so long. You whimpered, pleasure and pain shooting through you. âFuck this.â Your hips rocked forward, not caring that you werenât ready yet, you just needed him.Â
Your nails dug into Castielâs strong chest as you lifted yourself high enough for just the fat head of his dick to be inside you and then dropped back down, ripping a scream from your throat. âM-miss your cock so much.â You panted, rocking back and forth, your orgasm easily building.Â
âNeeded you so bad. Hate when youâre gone.â You felt like he was in your throat, you were finally full, finally satisfied. Strong arms wrapped around your back to pull your chest to his own, thrusting up softly to match your rhythm, not wishing to take the power from you, yet.Â
Cass nudged your face up with his nose so you could meet in a messy kiss which he immediately dominated, making you whimper into his mouth. Your thighs burned as you continued to ride him, but you didnât care, you were furiously chasing your end, desperate and needy, you attempted to pin the angel in place so you could selfishly take what you wanted.Â
A warm tingling circled around your legs and waist, tightening only slightly as your weight was pulled from your legs, making you hover over him. âT-thought you werenât supposed to use your grace for-holy shit- sinning.â You whined, hands shooting up to bury your fingers in his silky brown hair as he angled his hips to hit your g-spot. âI fell a long time ago my love, might as well use my grace to make my goddess feel loved.â âFuck. keep talking.â
His deep, raspy voice rumbled through the Impala, just like the purr of the engine. His blue eyes were dark with lust as he gazed up at you thrashing above him trying to get even more friction against your aching sex. âI hate leaving you, I hate not being able to make love to you every night. Youâre so beautiful, you deserve to be pleasured, to be worshiped.â A calloused thumb rubbed tight circles on your clit, just the way you liked it.
âI need to give you every ounce of pleasure I have denied you. I cannot be away for this long ever again, I constantly wish to be one with you. I love you.â He whispered this last part in your ear like it was some great secret he trusted only you with. Your stomach tightened as your orgasm built, your eyes rolling into the back of your head. His thrusts increased in power.Â
âOh my god!â The change in pace immediately made the knot in your tummy snap, wave after wave of ecstasy crashing over you as your vision went white.
Cass growled, pulling your body down so he could bury himself completely within your heat, cock twitching as he came deep inside you, filling you to the brim with his seed, tucking your head beneath his chin as he slowed, still thrusting into you shallowly to ride out your highs. âSorry I finished so quickly,â he muttered into your hair, âI couldnât stop myself.â âMake me cum again and weâll be even.â You joked.
You shouldâve known better. The angelâs lips descended onto your neck, biting on your sweet spot as his finger flicked your clit once more. Your mouth dropped open as you barely rocked on his softening cock which was still buried inside you. The feel of his cum leaking from you and being full after so long was making a strange feeling grow within you. âAngel, too much.â âOne more time, please my love. Give me one more.â
He didnât relent, groaning as you clenched around his sensitive cock. âFuck fuck fuck!â You cried, âCumming!â You threw your head back and a gush of liquid rushed down the length of his cock, soaking not only his shirt and trousers but the leather of your best friendâs precious car. You slumped forward, exhaustion finally consuming you now that you were safe in his arms.
He laid a delicate kiss to your temple, using his grace to clean up the both of you but not pulling out yet. âDid so good bee.â âThank you angel. I love you.â You brushed his hair from his face, still fascinated by the pure beauty of your love. âI love you more.âÂ
You sighed happily and settled against him, closing your eyes, happy to fall asleep in his arms again.Â
The door to the Impala swung open and Dean dove in. You screeched and clutched tighter to Cass. âDean?! What the hell!â He started the Impala using the spare set of keys in the glove compartment. âThe girls were vamps!â He tore out of the alley just as you heard sirens in the distance, the cops obviously having been called.
You and Cass are too shocked to adjust your current scandalous state.
As the car passed by the city limits, Dean sighed in relief, eyes flicking to the rear-view mirror, eyebrows scrunching. âCass? When did you get here?â âTwenty three minutes ago.â âWhat have you been doing⊠In my car?! Seriously?!â Cassâs cheeks went red and you avoided eye contact, shifting so he fell out of you. You readjusted your skirt as he tucked himself away.
âYou kicked me out of the room.â You pouted. âYouâre gonna clean this entire car when we get back and youâre gonna buy me three pies.â âThree?!â âYes three, one for defiling my baby and two for making me see your boyfriendâs dangly bits.â His green eyes narrowed at you.
âFine. But you leave us alone for two days because we have a lot of time to make up for.â âDeal.â He leaned over and turned on the radio. âDonât do what I think youâre going to do.â He smirked.
âLittle too tall coulda used a few pounds! Tight pants points, hardly renowned.â You launched over the front bench, going for Deanâs neck. âIâm gonna kill you!âÂ
The car swerved as you throttled him and Cass only sat back, smiling softly, far too in love with you for his own good. Heâd stop you before Dean passed out.
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Nephilim | Castiel
Warnings; pregnancy, talk of death, mention of abortion
Tears bloated in your eyes, your head coming down to rest upon your arm. The news that you had just received was a death sentence, for not you alone, but the damned creation inside of you. It wasnât fair, and as you threw the test in the trash can, you wiped your eyes and put on a brave face for returning into the war room.
The brothers were alone in there, until Castiel appeared, almost giving Dean a heart attack, or as the hunter claimed many a time. âA Nephilim has come into being.â
His blue eyes froze upon you, everything that he knew collecting into realisation, understanding the compromising position that the pair of you had gotten yourselves into. âWeâre well aware that Lucifer has a kid on the way Cas, thanks for the memo. Itâd be great if we had a way into that government place, then we can hit two birds with one stone by finding the lot of them.â
Sam cleared his throat after Dean spoke, attracting the attention towards him. âYouâre planning on killing the kid?â He asked his head, causing Castiel to bow his head in shame. He knew he had made the same mistake as Lucifer himself, and now you too were in danger. It was all down to revealing it, and not lose each one of you.
âItâs the devilâs frickinâ son, Sammy!â Dean bellowed, attempting to get the point across to his brother. And chuck did the hunter also want to find another way, but if there was so much as a chance that the kid could turn out anything out like its father, then all hell would be loose. It was better not to let that big of a risk go.
âAnother Nephilim.â Cas swallowed, defeatedly ashamed of his actions. He just could not stop screwing everything up, all he wished to do was help. But clearly his cause of action was not doing much, it was only allowing more problem to slip into the hindsight.
âAnother one?â Dean half repeated, practically shouting from his seat. These times were stressful for all, what with the British Men of Letters on your backs, Luciferâs escape, and now his child on its due way. The man had dealt with a ton of weight, but it was feeling as though there was no winning, as though it would be impossible to do so. âWait, donât tell me, itâs Luciferâs again.â
Actually, he was wrong. Really wrong. That would be chaos if what he said were true though, just imagining that you were carrying that criminalâs spawn made your skin crawl. That would be a sin of which you could never redeem yourself from. A punishment for all the bad you had contributed into the world, and if that had been the case, it would only mean you were exhibiting more.
âItâs mine.â Standing, shaking, everyoneâs eyes drew upon your ashamed head that was bent, staring at the table rather than each of them. You had never felt so weak, and fragile, but their gazes sent shivers up you like ice. They were judging you for allowing an angel to bed you, or the other way around.
If they only knew that Castiel had helped with creating the creature that was carried in your abdomen, then he too would face their harsh opinions and argumentative statements from your friends. Right now, he had enough on his plate, he didnât need that too.
âYou slept with an angel?â Barked Dean, and then he laughed a little, as though this was the pop of some cruel joke. âIs it a certain archangelâs or just belonging to some random halo?â Sam elbowed his sibling, but you could sense that he too was holding his grudges currently.
âNo.â Was all you said.
And then a man stepped behind you, appearing out of thin air. You saw the demon out of the corner of your eye, rolling it slightly as Crowley picked this moment, out of every one, to appear. His timing certainly was impeccable, but not the most liked.
âI know who sired the child.â He spoke to the brothers, his accent coming out in an informative tone. Although he hadnât revealed what he supposedly knew yet, there was a dreaded twisting in your gut. Crowley was not bluffing, his mind harboured the truth, one that was only meant for both you and the father. âAnd so does our dear, dear, angelic faced, Castiel here. Donât you, wings?â
Cas breathed through his nostrils, strongly emitting air as he let his azure eyes stab at the king. No one had ever picked Crowley as stupid, but this was out of line. If the truth was to be spoken, it deserved to come from one of the parents, however, as usual, the demons had intervened.
âYes.â His voice croaked, and he uncomfortably licked his chapped lips. Dean furrowed his brows at his friendâs inconvenience to share those configuring factors, however he was not surprised. He wanted to kill Kelly and her kid, but he could not do the same within this instance. It was you, their friend and comrade on hunts and world saving adventures, whom was baring this other being. The child would have to go alone, any way for which you would survive before it was too late in the term and it had sunk its horns in.
âTell us.â Sam restricted his tone to calm, but his hazel eyes were burning into the future swell of your stomach. It not only meant that there was another powerful child coming into existence on this plain, but that there was another target, dotted right on you. From angels, demons, humans it would all be difficult to evade. However not impossible, giving up hope was the wrong attitude. The lot of you were in dire need of some faith, no matter how little the amount.
It wasnât certain who Sam was asking to answer his vital question, there were three of you that were bathed in the wisdom. And only one of you would speak first, your bets were on Crowley, you were too scared to divulge the pair in your sins. Not only that, but you would be exposing the one who had signed your potential death certificate.
âThe father is me.â Castiel stepped forward, tightening his jaw as Dean gaped at the angel. After all, it was rather incredulous. He was wanting to end the life of one Nephilim, but him himself had created another, and he had not revealed what his plan was for this circumstance yet.
âYou canât be serious.â Dean turned stoic, his own and brotherâs eyes flickering between the two of you. The sceptical glances were making you nervous, but perhaps you deserved to feel that kind of way. After all, this was all partially your fault, you hadnât even thought of the possibility of pregnancy. âAs far as Iâm aware, the two of you havenât slept together. This is some kind of sick joke, and itâs credible, especially for you Cas, but itâs not April fools, so please, for the love of Chuck, give it up.â
âOh, itâs no joke.â Crowley picked up a glass, pouring himself some whiskey from the bottle the brothers had been sharing on the table. âIt is very true. If you think about it, the plot makes much sense. Castiel comes back here from whatever heâs been doing, he pops by to say a hello to you two morons, and disappears, (Y/N) is in her room, so wherever do you think he goes?â He left a pause, before answering his own rhetorical question. âHe goes to greet (Y/N/N) in his own personal way.â
âThink they got the idea.â You remarked, taking the glass from the demon and dosing his black suit in the alcohol that was held inside. âWe need to talk, so if you donât mind, give me and Cas some
space.â Walking past, you grabbed onto the sleeve of his sandy coat, and led the angel to the room in which the pair of you had created the apparent abomination.
To be on the safe side of things, you locked your door, before finally setting your eyes back onto the father of your child.
â(Y/N), Iâm so sorry.â His rough hands came to cradle you from the front, but your arms instinctively kept him at a distance, denying him the appeal of contact. The tender touches and sweet words were how this eruption of chaos had happened anyways, you didnât want to risk being drawn back onto a bed with him. Although you were already pregnant, there was no point feeding the craving you had for one another. Then this would never stop, and the sin could happen again and again.
âDonât.â Was your warning to him, to which he respecting, returning his cloaked arms to his sides. âWhat can I do to fix our mess Cas?â
It was not necessary to have asked the angel, but you needed confirmation of his side. Even though he clearly did not want to father or be attached to a Nephilim in any way, he was still one parent to this being. The choice was down to both of you.
You knew exactly what would have to be done, youâd be on a mission to walk down to a clinic as soon as possible, and end all threats that could endanger not only you, but your child also. If it lived, then it would have no life, it would be on the run from a world full of anger, disgust and ruin. This life alone was not one for a child, even if it was ordinary, with no abilities or deadly skills.
âI donât think I have to tell you, it is just my duty to let you know that I support your decision. Youâve already made your decision, I can read your tears (Y/N). Itâs difficult, but it is for the best. Iâd rather think of it as it is now then however it would turn out to be after birth, because then you will remain breathing, and thereâd be no more trouble that it can cause.â
Letting the tears out, Castiel reached up to soothe them with his thumb. It was a deceitful world, and as much as you would love to be the mother of a child, this was not the time or the man that would pair together.
#castiel x reader#cas x Y/N#cas x you#castiel novak#cas spn#cas x reader#SPNCastiel#castielxreader#castiel x you#castiel x y/n#castiel imagine#castiel one shot#castiel x platonic!reader#castiel imagines#castiel x pregnantreader#misha collins x reader#misha x reader
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The Most Human Human
Word Count: 420
Characters: Castiel, Reader
Pairings: Castiel x Platonic!Reader
Warnings: me writing Smthng thats not angst
Request by @cryingskiesâ :Â Heya! I adore your work and since you have 800 followers ( congrats btw ) I'm gonna request a Castiel fic, 'cause I kinda feel like he is underrated and needs to be protected 24/7. Could you please do one where Cas doesn't understand why the reader has such weird habits, like smelling books ( which I LOVE ) and other sruff you can think of or find on the internet. Thank you very much!
A/N: thanks for requesting! Wow, I wrote something thatâs not angsty... what?
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Off days in the bunker were uncommon, but those rare, amazing days came by every once in a while.
You sat down at the table, kicking your feet up, with books surrounding you.
Books. The only thing you loved more than books was the smell of them. Each book had its own, unique smell, something that only very few people noticed. And you were one of them.
You took a deep inhale, smiling softly to yourself, as you looked up, seeing Cas tilt his head, looking at you.
âCas? Is something wrong?â you asked him.
âWhy do you sniff books?â he asked.
âWell, I love the smell of books, you know. That unique, beautiful smell. It reminds me of times before I was a hunter,â you smiled at the memory.
You motioned for Castiel to come to sit next to you.
âHere, feel this page. What does it feel like to you?â you handed him a book.
âIt feels like paper,â he answered.
âWell, to me, it feels old and rough. Filled with knowledge. Every book has a different feeling, a different smell,â you explained.
You looked at him again, as he continued giving you a blank expression.
âOkay, like this book,â you picked up another book, a book filled with nursery rhymes.
âWhat does this feel like to you?â you asked.
âLike paper,â he replied again.
You sighed, laughing softly.
âThis feels like home. It feels like my childhood. Like, every night when I slept, my mom reading me stories, singing me nursery rhymes. Before I knew about all the supernatural and evil out there,â you remembered.
âWhy would you want to be reminded of that?â he asked.
âWhy wouldn't you? It was the last time where I felt truly peaceful,â you said, raising an eyebrow.
âWhy be reminded of a time before you were a hero before you met the Winchesters before you met me?â he asked.
âSometimes I like to remember simpler times. It doesn't have to do anything with you guys, it just reminds me of a time when everyone was okay, and everything was peaceful,â you shrugged.
âIt seems like things only a human could love,â Cas said.
âMaybe, but that won't change the fact of how amazing it is. Books are incredible, Cas,â you smiled.
He continued sitting next to you, as you kept reading, telling him about each and every book.
He smiled, looking at you in awe. Looking at your happiness, listening to your voice. The most human human of them all.
#supernatural#supernatural fanfiction#Supernatural fanfic#supernatural family#supernatural fluff#SPN FANDOM#SPN#spn fic#spn fluff#castiel#castiel novak#CASTIEL WINCHESTER#castiel imagine#castiel x platonic!reader
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Waiters? - (Winchester brothers x sister reader) Your brothers donât think that itâs a very good idea for you to go on a date. But thereâs nothing they can do about it⊠or so you think
Battle for the Bed- (Winchester brothers x sister reader) After a long and tiring hunt, you and your brothers want nothing more than to just sleep⊠but thereâs only two beds
The Older Sister- (Archangels x sister reader) Michael and Lucifer get a visit from someone they havenât seen in years
Itâs Only Temporary- (Crowley x reader platonic) He wasnât going to get attached, thatâs what Crowley promised himself when he temporarily took a child in
Life With The Novakâs- (Au!Human!Archangels x OC sister) Having five siblings made it so that life was never boring for Astrid Novak
Home- (Winchester brothers x sister reader, Castiel x reader platonic) Throughout the Winchesters entire lives, there was only one place that brought back as much memories as it did for them. Both good and bad
Journey to the Dungeon- (Crowley x child reader, Winchester brothers x sister reader) Boredom often times leads to adventure, you appeared to have learned this quicker than most
Of Cats and Angels- (Castiel x child reader, Winchester brothers x sister reader) Finding a cat on the side of the road with your babysitter angel⊠what could go wrong?
âł Arts and Crafts Disaster- (Castiel x reader platonic, Dean Winchester x sister reader, Sam Winchester x sister reader) Cas is back to babysit again
Anger in the Bunker- (Winchester brothers x sister reader, Castiel x reader platonic) Youâre acting unusually angry, and Sam thinks he knows why
You From the Future- (Dean Winchester x reader platonic, Sam Winchester x reader platonic) When Dean looks at you, itâs like looking into a mirror of his past
Group Costumes- (Dean Winchester x sister reader, Sam Winchester x sister reader) When Sam and Dean bring you to a costume store, they wish they knew what was to come
A Brothers Job- (Dean Winchester x sister reader, Sam Winchester x sister reader) Your brothers are always there to protect you, no matter what, no questions asked
Where You Lead- (Dean Winchester x sister reader, Sam Winchester x sister reader) Ever since you first came home from the hospital, you and Dean had an unbreakable bond
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Hi there, welcome. Rusty here.
4am Masterlist
Fandoms : Supernatural, Walker, The society, Hannibal...
Open to requests from other tv shows i might've watched, so request away đ€đ€

Supernatural :Â Â Â
One shots :Â
Sam and dean :
Graduation (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Broken heart (Dean x sister reader)
Cakepops (Dean x sister reader)
Tummy ache (Fluffy Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Arrested (Angsty Sam x sister reader)
Distant(Sam x sister reader)
The best dad (Sam x daughter reader)
Heartbroken (Sam/dean x sister reader)
I'll do it for you (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Sleep paralysis...Part1(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Witchcraft (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Fun evening...Part 2(Angsty Dean x sister reader)
Fun evening..Part 1(Fluffy Dean x sister reader)
Social anxiety (Dean/Sam x sister reader)
Eating disorder part 1 (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
ED part 2, Dean(Dean x sister reader)
ED part 2, Sam (Sam x sister reader)
Periods (Dean/Sam x sister reader)
Hungover Dean ( Fluffy Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Non-binary little winchester(Sam/Dean x sibling reader)
Dean realizes his sisterâs lesbian( Dean x lesbian sister reader)
Forever love you, no matter what(Sam/Dean x lesbian sister)
I'm here now, kid (Dean winchester x daughter!reader)
Too young to go on hunts(Sam/Dean/Bobby x sister reader)
Sick (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Pretty girl (Sam/Dean x young sister reader)
psychic abilities (Sam/Dean x sister reader)Â
Homeschooled Part 1 (Sam/sister reader)
Homeschooled Part 2 (Sam/sister reader)
Sir mister judge (Dean x sister reader)
Bites pt1 (angst Dean winchester x daughter reader)
Bites pt2 (fluffy Dean winchester x daughter reader)
The hairdresser (Sam x young daughter reader)Â
Short hair (Sam/Dean x sister reader)Â
Panicky..(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Hurtin' kid.(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Family breakup. (Angst Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Sentimental sister (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Other characters :
The little secret (Castiel x reader)
I promised iâd keep you safe and i broke that promise(Platonic jack x sister reader)
Savior castiel (platonic castielx sister reader)
Charlie's girlfriend (Romantic fluff charlie x sister reader)
  Texts đ± :
Sam and Dean :
Are you sure youâre feeling better ? (Sam x sick sister reader)
Prank time. (Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Night terrors (Dean x sister reader)
I crashed baby...(Sam/Dean x sister reader)
Other characters :
Blackmail Part 1(Claire novak x winchester sister reader)
Blackmail Part 2Â

Hannibal :
Poor behaviour Pt1 (hannibal x daughter reader)
Poor behaviour Pt2
It is but a little cold. (Fluff Hannibal x daughter reader)
Anger issues (Hannibal x daughter reader)

Peaky Blinders :
Final night in Soho (shelby brothers x sister)

Sherlock Holmes :
His ward. (Sherlock Holmes x sister reader)
His ward. PT2, choice 1
His ward. PT2, choice 2

The punisher :
Right now, i'd rather baby you than watch you die, kid. (Frank castle x daughter reader)
You dont go get drunk when there's a price on your head. Part 1 (Frank castle x daughter reader)
You dont go get drunk when there's a price on your head. Part 2 (Frank castle x daughter reader)

Elvis :
I own you. (Smut Elvis Presley x girlfriend!reader)
Classic case of jealousy (Elvis Presley x girlfriend!reader)

Breaking Bad :
Halloween (Jesse Pinkman x sister reader)

Walker :
Why did it have to be her, and not you ? (Walker x daughter reader)

The society :Â
When i say no...It fucking means no(Dark campbell elliot x girlfriend reader )
Cursing and calling me a dumbass doesnt cover that sparkle in your eye(Fluffy campbell elliot x crush reader)
#Masterlist#supernatural#winchester sister#campbell eliot x reader#walker x daughter#walker#fake texts#winchester sister requests#sister!reader#daughter!reader#sherlock holmes
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Michael: *driving* So, how was your day at school?
Astrid: We almost got surprise adopted today!
Michael: What?
Castiel: She means kidnapped
Michael: Oh, okay- *slams on the breaks* WAIT WHAT-
#life with the novakâs series#archangels incorrect quotes#supernatural incorrect quotes#michael x sister reader#michael x reader platonic#michael x reader#castiel x reader platonic#castiel x reader#castiel x sister reader#castiel#archangel michael#archangel!sister!reader#archangels x reader#archangels x reader platonic
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Who I write for - part 1
For character x fem! reader
Marvel
Steve Rogers
Bucky Barnes
Loki Friggason
Tony Stark*
Peter Parker
Clint Barton*
Thor Odinson
Sam Wilson
Supernatural
Sam Winchester
Dean Wnchester
Castiel Novak
Bobby Singer*
Fallen
Daniel Grigori
Cam Briel
*- I will only write these characters in a platonic role ( such as a sibling, parent, best friend, etc) with the reader as I've never seen as anything but that and would struggle to write them any other way.
I mostly write Marvel
This list will more than likely expand in the future.
If you would like for me to write for a character that is not on this list, then ask me about it and I will think about, or we can discuss it.
I reserve the right to decline or ignore any request or pairing for any and all reasons.
As always - I am eternally confused. Thankyou!!
#marvel x platonic reader#marvel x you#marvel x y/n#bucky x reader#steve rogers x reader#tony stark x reader#natasha romanoff x reader#peter parker x reader#loki x reader#thor x reader#clint barton x reader#sam wilson x reader#supernatural x reader#supernatual x you#sam winchester x reader#dean winchester x reader#castiel x reader#charlie bradbury x reader#bobby singer x reader#jody mills x reader#donna hanscum x reader#ellen harvelle x reader#supernatural x y/n#fallen x reader#fallen x you#fallen x y/n#daniel grigori x reader#cam briel x reader#lucinda price x reader#lucifer x reader
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31 Days of Spooktober
Trick (Dean Winchester x Castiel) (slight Sam Winchester x Jessica Moore)
Summary: Everyone celebrates Halloween different, no matter what universe theyâre in.
Ghost (Thor Odinson x Asgardian!Reader) (past Natasha Romanoff x Bucky Barnes)
Summary: (Y/N)âs âsecretâ powers come in handy after Tonyâs funeral.
Possession (Castiel, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester)
Summary: Castiel forgot about the most important tattoo.
Spiderwebs (Peter Parker x Stark!Reader)
Summary: Peter and (Y/N) decorate Avengers tower for Halloween.
Hell (Sam Winchester, Crowley, implied Dean Winchester x Castiel)
Summary: Sam goes through with slamming the gates of Hell but the aftermath isnât what he expected.
Haunted House (Bucky Barnes x Reader, Steve Rogers x Natasha Romanoff, Sam Wilson) (College AU)
Summary: Why not spend Halloween at a haunted house?
Hayride (Dean Winchester x Human!Castiel, Toddler!Jack)
Summary: The boys take Jack to the pumpkin patch for their first family Halloween.
Shapeshifter (Bucky Barnes)
Summary: The Winter Soldierâs gone. Right?
Clown (Sam Winchester x Reader) (background Dean Winchester x Castiel)
Summary: Samâs distaste for Halloween causes him more trouble than he expected.
Vampire (Steve Rogers x Widow!Reader) (Natasha Romanoff x Clint Barton) (Wanda Maximoff x Vision)
Summary: Creatures lurk in the shadows on Devilâs night and not even the Avengers are safe.
Pumpkin (Gabriel x Witch!Reader)
Summary: Jack wants to carve pumpkins for Halloween so (Y/N) promises to teach him.
Mystery (Bucky Barnes x Reader)
Summary: Bucky and (Y/N)âs new neighbor is a real menace.Â
Candy (Dean Winchester x Castiel Novak) (Sam Winchester x Jess Moore)
Summary: Trick or treaters arenât always what you expect.
Cat (Loki Laufeyson x Maximoff!Reader, Bucky Barnes)
Summary: Bucky disappears on Devilâs Night; the same day (Y/N) finds someone else on the front steps of the compound.
Graveyard (Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester, Jack Kline)
Summary: Jack disappears on a salt and burn case.Â
Wings (Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanoff, Bucky Barnes, Sam Wilson, Wanda Maximoff, and Clint Barton)
Summary: The Avengerâs help is requested in Point Pleasant, West Virginia.Â
Nightmares (Dean Winchester x Human!Castiel, Sam Winchester, Jack Kline)
Summary: Sam and Jack are starting to worry about Dean and Cas.
Doll (Witch!Reader, Wanda Maximoff x Vision, Tony Stark x Pepper Potts, Morgan Stark)
Summary: (Y/N) and Wanda agree to spend the day in Atlanta to babysit Morgan so Tony and Pepper can have a date night. A trip to an antique shop proves to cause problems down the road.
Costume (Dean Winchester x Castiel, Toddler!Jack, Sam Winchester, Claire Novak)
Summary: Claire agrees to dress up with Jack for Halloween, but what she doesnât know is Dean is seeking revenge.Â
Demon (Sam Wilson x Avenger!Reader) (Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes)
Summary: Somethings wrong with Steve when he gets back from his trip to DC.
Zombie (Platonic!Dean Winchester x Reader, hints at Dean Winchester x Castiel and Sam Winchester x Reader)
Summary: Weird things are happening to pets in Shelby, Montana.Â
Angel (Peter Parker x Widow!Reader, Yelena Belova x Bucky Barnes (can be read romantically or platonically))
Summary: (Y/N) notices that something seems off with Peter and sheâs not sure what it is.
Darkness (Benny Lafitte x Vampire!Reader)
Summary: 10 years after losing Benny, (Y/N) ends up in purgatory after a hunter caught up with her.
Howl (Familiar!Thor Odinson x Witch!Reader, and others)
Summary: (Y/N) is the only member of her coven that hasnât found their familiar.
Straight Jacket (Dean Winchester x Castiel, Sam Winchester, Anna Milton, Uriel)
Summary: Dean wakes up groggy and confused only to find a group of doctors, that seem vaguely familiar, watching him.Â
Woods (Thor Odinson x Witch!Reader)
Summary: People are being attacked in Ontario by what is said to be a river monster. Fury decides a couple of Avengers can handle it.Â
Murder (Dean Winchester x Castiel, Sam Winchester)
Summary: After Jack gives Cas his wings back after saving him from the Empty, the angel makes some new friends.
Footage (Bucky Barnes x Asgardian!Reader, Thor Odinson, Tony Stark, Bruce Banner, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, JARVIS)
Summary: JARVIS finds some interesting footage that gets Tony worried about what else is hanging out in the Avengers compound.Â
Satan (Jack Kline x Huntress!Reader, background Castiel x Dean Winchester, Lucifer, Sam Winchester, mention Claire Novak)
Summary: One little word can change everything.Â
Ouija (Peter Parker x Stark!Reader, Tony Stark, MJ, Ned Leeds, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes)
Summary: Messing with a Ouija board isnât always a good idea.Â
Spell (Marvel x Supernatural)
Summary: When a spell goes wrong the Winchester clan ends up in the Avengerâs backyard.Â
#marvel#supernatural#spooktober#31 days of halloween#bucky barnes#loki laufeyson#thor odinson#steve rogers#natasha romanoff#clint barton#peter parker#dean winchester#castiel#sam winchester#gabriel spn#jack kline#sam wilson#wanda maximoff#pietro maximoff#vision#mcu#spn#halloween
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 â - Smut/NSFW  ℠- Fluff  â
 - Angst  ⟠- Platonic pairing Â
â - Female reader  â - Male reader  ⧠- Gender neutral reader
  â notes + fandom list â
â Join/leave my Taglist! â Â
SUPERNATURAL
Lucifer
Dance with the devil  â
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A Drinking Game â Â â
Family doesnât end with blood  ℠â
Dirty Thoughts â â
SFW HC Alphabet â„ â§
Nightmares â
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NSFW HC Alphabet  â â
New Worlds chapter previews (Series, coming soon!)Â Â â â„
GabrielÂ
Cuddles  ℠â
SFW HC alphabet  ℠â§
Heart and Soul  ℠ â§
Sweet like Honey  ℠ â§
Tease â â
Jack Â
Camping â â
Fairytale of New York â„ â§
Crowley
Stay  â
â„ â§
Balthazar
Desire â â
Charlie
SFW HC alphabet
Castiel
Stressed â â
Untitled Destiel Ficlet  // Dean x Cas
LAW AND ORDER: SVUÂ
Sonny CarisiÂ
Stole the show (Series) â
In from the cold  â â„ âŸ
Amanda RollinsÂ
Drunk Dialed  ℠â
Casey NovakÂ
Always and Forever  ℠â
Rafael BarbaÂ
Home â â„ â
HANNIBAL
Frederick ChiltonÂ
 Breathe  â
â„ â
 Donât Stop â â
The Desk â â
VEEP
Kent Davison
NSFW headcanon alphabet ⧠â
MISC.
The Office
Holly Flax - Fooled around and fell in love  â
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Mamma MiaÂ
Donna Sheridan (Lily James) - Girls do it better â â
Kingsman
Harry Hart - Undercover â â
Star Trek
Khan - 200 Years pt 1, 200 years pt 2 â
The X Files
Derwood Spinks - NSFW HCs
Harry Potter
Remus Lupin
Give you what you like  â
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#masterlist#collection#oneshots#imagines#fanfic#x reader#requests open#the mummy#svu#the office#hannibal
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You Ruined My Life
Pairing: Claire Novak x reader!Platonic
Summary: After years apart, you run into your childhood best friend, and you have some things you want to get off your chest.
Characters: Claire Novak, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Reader
Warnings: ANGST, mentions of physical and emotional abuse, mentions of death, crappy childhood, mentions of violence, some fluff if you squint your eyes hard enough, and shitty writing.
You sighed and threw your head back, annoyed that you couldnât figure out where this damn nest of blood suckers were hiding. You had been reading through articles of the deaths for a good few hours.
You glanced at the red digits displayed on the clock resting on the nightstand. Up until now, you hadnât realised how late it actually was. Exhausted, you decided to call it a night. Maybe youâd be able to find something once you had got some rest. You took your gun out from the back of your waistband and tucked it under your pillow, where you would rest your hand upon it once you got in bed. You didnât bother changing out of your clothes as you laid on top of the bed sheets and allowed yourself to drift off to sleep.
You woke up and instantly knew where you were. The cold, wet, concrete floor and damp, musty smell were all too familiar to you by now. You were back in the hole.
You screamed until you had no voice left. There were people walking past, completely ignoring your suffering. You could hear them talking and laughing, going on with their lives while they destroyed yours.
You tried to climb up the walls, ripping off your nails in the process, but you didnât pay attention to that. You didnât know how far down the hole was from ground level, but it was deep. It probably used to be a well at some point.
After what felt like hours of trying to escape, you gave up and sunk to the floor, sobs racking your body. You tried to call for help but it only came out as a whisper, your voice raw from screaming, when you passed out from exhaustion.
You bolted up from the bed, sweat and tears made their appearance known on your face. You attempted to get your breathing back as you unclenched the hand that wasnât on your gun, revealing four moon-shaped marks on your palms, from your nails. Your eyes darted around the room, making sure it was actually a nightmare. And it was.
You looked the thin curtains and the only light you could see was from streetlights, meaning it was still night. You figured that you wouldnât get anymore sleep, so you decided to take another crack at the case.
After the sun had finally decided to grace you with its presence, you left the dingy room to go and get yourself some food from a nearby diner or something. You got the food-to-go and made your way back to the safety of your room.
About an hour of research later and you had finally figured out where the vamps were hiding. You grabbed your machete and some other things and threw them into your duffel and headed out the door.
You were sat against a wall in the main room of the house, watching kids either chasing each other or fighting over the remote. You were the awkward age of thirteen; too old to play with the younger kids running around and too young to be watching TV with the older kids. So you sat on your own.
âYouâre new.â You looked up to see a blonde girl, around your age, standing in front of you. She slid down the wall, so she was sitting next to you.
âYeah, I just got moved here,â you answered, looking back down to the floor, fiddling with your sleeve.
âYou look kinda lonely over here. Want a friend? Iâm Claire,â she said hopefully. You brought your head, her bright blue eyes holding your gaze, intense but gentle.
âYou seem really nice, but I donât do friends,â you urged as you pushed yourself up heading to your room, surprised to see that she was following.
She jogged to catch up with you, stopping in front of you, forcing you to stop. âGive me a chance? If you donât like me then you can get rid of me,â Claire offered, insistent on befriending you.
You thought about it for a minute. Would it be so bad to have a friend? âOkay, fine,â you answered. She smiled triumphantly.
âSo, you have a name?â
âY/N,â you replied quietly, before you kept walking to your room, with Claire. After that you became best friends, practically sisters. You were inseparable. Well, thatâs what you thought.
âY/N?â You heard as you made your way to your truck, on your way to finish this job once and for all. You turned to seek out the source of the voice, your heart stopping when you did.
âClaire?â You said, although it came out as more of a whisper. She hastily walked over to you, a smile on her face, although your expression made it drop off her face.
âGod, I havenât seen you in ages,â she exclaimed when she reached you.
âYeah, and whoâs fault is that?â You returned coldly, not forgetting how the last time you saw each other went down.
âY/N, Iâm sorry. I thought you were right behind me,â she explained, recalling back to the night you both planned to escape, only you got caught and she left you, not looking back.
âSorry doesnât fix everything, Claire,â you said, your voice calm, even though you yourself were anything but calm.
âWhat happened?â Claire asked.
You looked down at the ground, and took a deep breath, not wanting to remember. âYou really donât wanna know,â you mumbled, looking back to her.
âHey, Claire, you ready to go?â A tall, green-eyed man asked, walking over to the two of you. âWhatâs going on?â
âYou two friends?â You asked, the man nodding in return. âWell, be careful. She doesnât like sticking around for too long.â
âY/N, Iâm sorry--â she started, not able to finish before you interrupted her.
âNo. You left me. You left me to rot in that hell hole. And because of that? I got sent to...â You trailed off, blinking away the tears before continuing. âI got sent to Hillview. For years.â You hadnât realised, but at some point, two other men had joined; one was even taller than the green-eyed man and had long-ish hair. The other was the smallest of the three and was wearing a trench coat with a suit underneath.
âIs everything okay here?â The trenchcoated man asked Claire.
âYeah, just, uh, give me a minute. Iâll meet you guys at the car,â she assured as they each nodded and walked to and got in a slick, black muscle car.
âWho are they?â You asked, nodding your head in their direction.
âUm... thatâs Castiel and the Winchesters,â she said, looking to the ground, not wanting to see how your expression changed from not caring to hurt.
But to her surprise, you laughed, causing her to look up. âWow. Well, thatâs just great, isnât it? We spent years planning to escape and track them down. And what happens? You leave without me... and now youâre friends?â You said, your voice getting louder.
âNo, you donât get it. I did try to get revenge when I first met them, but then I got to know them and theyâre good people, Y/N,â she defended.
âOh and thatâs just supposed to erase every bad thing theyâve ever done?â
âOf course not. Just... maybe you could give them a chance,â she offered.
âIâm done giving people chances. Last time I did, didnât end too well,â you argued, referring to your and Claireâs first meeting. She sighed.
âWhat actually happened? After that night?â Claire asked, her curiosity getting the better of her.
âWhen you left, I started lashing out again. But worse than before I got to the home,â you started. Claire knew that you had behavioural issues and before you got transferred to the same home as her, you hurt someone from lashing out, but thatâs all you told her. âIt got pretty ugly. They sent me to Hillview because I was a danger to myself and others, so they thought that pl... that place would straighten me out.â At this point, tears were freely running down your cheeks, but you didnât care. âI became a human punching bag and an ash tray there. If I ever did something they didnât like, which was a lot, they would throw me in âthe holeâ, for sometimes days at a time. No food. No water.âÂ
You hadnât ever told anyone what they did to you there and you didnât plan to, but it felt as if a massive weight had been lifted from you.Â
Claire stood there, staring at you, tears pricking her own eyes. She knew it was going to be bad but she didnât expect that.
âBut, hey. Youâre all right. Youâve made some friends,â you changed the subject as you quickly wiped away your tears. âNow if youâll excuse me; I have a nest of vamps to gank. Have a nice life, Claire.â You turned to leave but a hand on your arm stopped. You glared between her and her hold on you, making her drop her hand.
âCome with me,â she blurted out. âI know you wonât ever forgive me, and I donât blame you. But let me try and make it up to you. You went through all of that crap because of me, and I canât even begin to imagine what it must have been like. Just please, let me make it up to you.â
âClaire, I... I donât know. I donât know about coming with you but... fancy offing some vamps?â You offered reluctantly, realising that it wasnât Claire you were mad at, so maybe things could work out.Â
âYeah, sure,â she agreed, trying to hide her excitement. âI just need to go and tell the boys.â
What are you doing, Y/N? Your inner thoughts asked you. Sheâs just going to leave you again. She doesnât want you. She just wants to get rid of the guilt. Thatâs all.
Of course you didnât trust her. Not that you trust anyone anymore. She was the only person you trusted, and she left. Even if you did go with her, you donât think youâd ever be able to trust her again.
After Claire got back, you headed over to the vamps nest and it all went well. The two of you got all the blood-suckers and only got a few scratches in the process, nothing serious.
âAre you sure you donât want to come with me?â She asked back at your motel room after you had both gotten leaned up.
You nodded slightly. âIâm better off on my own, Claire,â you said.
âWell if you ever change your mind, just give me a call,â she said, handing you a card with a number on it. âThereâs also a sheriff in Sioux Falls who helped me through some rough times. Her nameâs Jody Mills. Sheâd be there to help you too if you ever want. And I know that you think youâre better off by yourself, but everyone needs someone. So if you ever need that, you have my number.â
âDamn. When did you get so... touchy-feely,â you chuckled, causing her to do the same. It had been years since you had heard your laugh, and even longer since Claire had.
âAnd Y/N?â She called after you as you started to walk to your car, causing you to turn back around. âI am so sorry about what you went through because of meââ
âYou donât have to apologise. I mean, sure I was pissed at you for a long time. But then I realised that I didnâtâI was just jealous that you got out and I didnât. And I donât blame you either. So, youâre good.â
âYou sure? âCause you seemed pretty pissed in the parking lot earlier,â she said with a small smile.
âI just didnât expect to see you. And with the people we both used to despise. It was just a shock. And again, I think I was just jealous that you were able to make a good life for yourself and actually get people to stick around.â You said, looking to the ground.
âYou gonna be okay? On your own?â
âIâll survive. But Iâll still call,â you said, and for the third time today, you turned to leave but this time Claire didnât stop you. You chucked your bag into the back seat and drove off, watching Claire shrink in the rear-view mirror.
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