#casfree

[scarecrowmax]

Leviathan Halo Casfree to use, credit appreciated but not necessary. if you have a request or want to be tagged for any of my edits send me an ask. don’t repost, reblogs appreciated. all of my edits can be found here

[theresa-of-liechtenstein]

1, 15, 32

1. “happy” from mitski’s puberty 2!

apparently i listened to it 105 times, with the most listens on 15th of may. no idea what happened that day to make me listen to it multiple times lmao

15. concertino for flute and piano (op. 107), cécile chaminade; performed by james galway!

it was the only song i could listen to for a week which is prob why it’s so high on the list. but in truth i have not listened to it since april, maybe may

32. “a song for you,” from the carpenters album of the same name!

i listened to this song 38 times in 2019 while staring listlessly out the window of a bus but this is the highest it’s been on my spotify wrapped so well done to it, i guess??

send me numbers between 1-50 and i’ll expose their corresponding songs from my 2020 spotify wrapped 👀

[miktures]

set myself the challenge of drawing every pokémon. chose this first one off a random generator and i super lucked out. great way to start this series!!

[spnsmile]

The one who got away

1503 coda "Yes"

Summary: Dean finds Castiel in the supermarket with a hunter and well they have to talk to clear things and... 💔

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“Cas, I’m not gonna hurt you.”

“I’m not gonna let you.” Cas snaps, blinks at Dean’s closing expression, like Cas just kicked him down and trampled all over him—and Cas realizes he didn’t want that memory so he wants to apologize but Dean is shaking his head, stopping him like he knows what Cas is about to say.

“Don’t say it, Cas. I kinda deserved it.”

Castiel stares at the hunter openly.

Dean shifts on his feet, looks down his fingers, then turns his green eyes to Castiel’s car. To where Nathan is, watching them from the rearview mirror of his car. Castiel follows his eyes, then gives Dean a calculated look. But all Dean does is give him a quirky smile.

Cas doesn’t like how it makes him remember the old Dean. This is not that Dean. So much things have happened, so many words said. So much history to forget. So much time to heal.

“Seems like a decent fellow. So you and him… uhh… like together?”

“Yes?” Castiel replies, almost defiant. But Dean shakes his head, his expression from zero blank, cracking pain then to comically wide smile.

“Didn’t think you’d have it in you, Cas, I mean—you actually mingled—that’s… that’s like—okay, I wished I could’ve seen that. I missed so much about…” his voice trails away. Castiel just studies him. Dean struggles for a moment to find the right words, “I mean—it’s great you and him found each other. I’m glad you’re doing okay.”

The sincerity in his voice is nothing unfamiliar. But it shakes Cas because Dean is showing that level of awareness… that level of care for him he didn’t think still exists.

“How are you, Dean?”he finds himself genuinely curious, wondering why Dean keeps shifting, looking uncomfortable in his own skin, yet somewhat satisfied. It all doesn’t add up. Is this a coincidence or did Dean wanted to find him? Dean wanted something from him.

Oh. Dean does that. Call on him when he needs something. Castiel’s mind spins.

“How’s Sam? Is something the matter?” instinct proves to be hard to control, but Cas thinks he reserves the right to ask about the Winchesters at this point. With Dean being here and all.

“Sam’s doing okay,” Dean avoids his eyes, a sign Castiel doesn’t miss, but he wonders what he will do about it. Dean lies for a purpose, Dean lies when things are not going his way, Dean will say he’s fine even when his world is crumbling because he thinks no one in their right mind would care enough to dig deeper. All his pretense of being the confident man just because he thinks people will judge him poorly. No one has the right to judge Dean no matter who they are. Not even Castiel.

“Cas… say it.”

Castiel stops breathing. At least, he seems to as he locks eyes with the hunter again. He knows what Dean wants to hear almost as if Dean is whispering it to him. Almost as if Dean is praying to him.

“Dean, I don’t—”

“You do. It’s okay.” Dean squares his shoulders, green eyes glinting determinedly like he’s about to jump to hell. Almost like he’s readying for battle. “I need to hear you say it.”

Castiel wavers. 

“You’re wrong…” he begins and it surprises him how he is very calm, believing every word he is saying. “It’s not me who… It’s not me who makes everything wrong, Dean. I am capable of making choices of my own… of free will… and capable of making mistakes as anyone who goes against the heavens… so you are wrong. I do not exist only to make a rip and tide to what already is a world full of mistakes. I try to make things better. Try to do right by myself. And what I have right now, I fought hard to gain… and what I achieved in the end is not wrong. If there is one thing I can say about being the wrong for me…” he looks Dean in the eyes, sees the man tries to vacant his expression, but his eyes are failing. “It’s you, Dean. For me, it’s always seems to be you. We always seem to be wrong for each other. Ever since I… saved you from perdition. You’ve been wrong for me, Dean.”

“Yes.” Dean nods, but he’s damn heartbroken.

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It didn't have to hurt but it did and now i made myself cry with my own dumbwriting after rereading. So dummmmmb😭😭😭😭

[samtrapani]

happy birthday six!!

thank you mik!!

[septimusheapheadcanons]

oh dang i'm late to the party and i don't have many selfies and most of them are jokes But my selfie tag is "my face" for the faceclaim game thing

Syrah Syara!

[livisart]

@casfree 👌👌👌👌

[septimusheapevents]

Writer Check In #1

This is the first check in for the Septimus Heap Big Bang! You should have an idea of what you'd like to write, but you don't need a complete outline yet.

You can let us know through the tumblr blog (send in an ask, it will be answered privately) or on the discord server. (Bonus shout-out to the people who have already checked in! Thank you!)

Tagging writers who have signed up: @azhamdrety @casfree @hermit-scribe-vibe @chaos-has-theories @nonbinarychaoticstupid @arcane-clown @septimusheapheadcanons @qwillreign @lovelyisadora @transgenderedfrankenstein @lover-of-merrin-meredith @flyfreewithme776 @niamhous @confusednymphinayellowdress

[casfree]

i never posted about this but in march my blog turned six which means i’ve been on this hellsite for a third of my life what the fuck guys how in the shit did this happen and how do i erase the last six years of my life from my memory

[seven-tea]

can you make a list of cool heathers blogs to follow?

aaa okay i’ll do my best (if i’m forgetting anyone tell me and i’ll add it to the list)

@jdseyebrows​ i just reblogged their promo so they’re fresh on my mind and they make great heathers shitposts. 

@coolguyslikeyou​ more heathers shitposts 

@jdsmissingfinger​ heathers shitposts

@heathermcnamara-official​ heathers the musical posts and aesthetics

@tvlandheathers​ there’s only one post on this blog but there’s also not that much info on tvland heathers. if you’re as hopeful about the heathers reboot as i am then you’ll probably want to follow this blog

@autisticheathermcnamara​ not solely heathers but there’s a lot of it

@slushie-slater​ mostly screencaps and gifs from the movie with occasional musical content

@hetherdoot​ heathers shitposts

@yourundeadheathers​ every heathers post you could imagine. very active blog

@freezerbrain​ another active blog with lots of general heathers content

@ramsweeneyschest​ another member of the heathers shitposting squad

@heathermacdonald​ posts from both the musical and the movie

@vrryonica​ more heathers shitposts. there are a lot more heathers blogs than it thought

@0urloveisg0d heathers the musical mostly

@heathercubedfic assorted aus and headcanons and fics about the characters

@barrettmotherfuckinweed heathers the musical posts

@dirtyheathersconfessions heathers shitposts and photoshops that really aren’t dirty

@ichluge-ichtote posts from the movie and the musical

@heathers-music heathers the musical posts

@wetheasteroidthatsoverdue heathers the musical

@westerburghigh not purely heathers but there’s a lot of posts about it

@deadblogwalking general heathers content

@mythicbitch101 currently in hiatus but great heathers content when active

@everythingnumbs not entirely heathers but a lot of it

@youcarvedopenmyheart A+ heathers the musical content

@letsg0getaslushie lot’s of heathers and pictures of the cast

@heatherandheatherandheather general heathers content

@whatsyurdamage both the movie and the musical

@veronxcasawyer more heathers content 

@meantobeyours active blog, mainly heathers the musical

@heathersheadcanons submission-based blog about heathers headcanons

@fvckwitheagles mainly musical

@veronicaisnot lot’s of different stuff from the movie to the musical to aesthetics

@heathermcnamaradefensesquad general heathers content

@xoveronicasawyer lot’s of heathers and ships

@your-dead-girl-walking movie and musical content

@incorrectheathers quotes attributed to heathers characters

@allthingsheathers it really is all things heathers

@ifeellikebonoatliveaid heathers the musical content

@slurpees-and-suicide great heathers content and art 

@croquetduke heathers content and heathers aesthetics 

@heathersfashion no direct heathers content but i’m always really interested when their posts show up on my dash.

@heather-d​ no direct heathers content but heathers related aesthetics

there’s also a small group of heathers roleplayers and their blogs obviously don’t have a lot of content directly from the movie but they have such amazing understandings of their characters and they’ve posted incredible analyses of them (some of which i’ve reblogged here) so i wanna give them a shoutout: @greenmalleted​ @croquetqueen​ @sawyercide​ and there are definitely more that i’m forgetting

[miktures]

Some Boy 412 Icons because not enough love is given to him for his role in Magyk. Just angry and confused for a whole book.

Speedpaint: (Commentary version)

[the-octavo]

@ @casfree said: oh dang perfect timing i just finished reading the book yesterday

What did you think? Any particular sections that stood out to you?

[zazujoy]

I’m in a compliment-y mood so I’m gonna say nice things about all my mutuals!*

*well, most of them. there are a few who i’ve never spoken to who haven’t been online in a while, so if you’re seeing this and you’re not on it, it’s not that i secretly hate you or anything; i just haven’t seen you around in a long time

** if compliments make you uncomfortable i sincerely apologize

@itsabeautifulfrickenday : I think you were my first mutual ever? (it’s either you or Jenna, idk). Anyway you’re cool and even though we haven’t talked that much, I get really happy when I see your posts on my dash

@burricane : Ugh okay this is hard to put into words but basically you’re awesome and I can tell you’re consistently making an effort to be a kind and wonderful person and make the world better, and I really love that about you and we should definitely talk more

@saras1018: I don’t think I’ve ever spoken to you but I like seeing your content and there’s a good chance I’m about to start watching Sanders Sides because of you so that’s cool

@thesmallest-ace: hi you’re really sweet and you make me happy and I feel like we’d be really good friends if we knew each other irl (not that we’re not friends now, but it’s different). I hope I get to meet you someday, and I hope some really good things happen in your life real soon

@thecoolestpersonyoullevermeet: I’ve known you basically since birth and that’s pretty rad I think. You’re the only irl friend who knows about my tumblr, so . . . you should feel special

@elea-normal: I’ve barely spoken to you, but I think you’re super cool and I like your writing a lot. Also you post good bynmm content

@cuttoothom: hey okay um you wrote literally my favorite book ever and when you followed me I freaked out because leah thomas is folllowing me on tumblr?! I have to remind myself to not put you on a pedestal cause you’re just a regular person, but you’re a regular person who can do fluffing incredible things with words and I just love your books, okay? you’re awesome

@thoughtsfrommusicals: I wish we talked more because every time we do talk, I enjoy it a lot and I’d like to get to know you better. You’re cool and nice and you have excellent taste in musicals

@artemiswolf-septimusheapfan: you’re so cool! Your art is really good, and you know a lot of cool things and it’s fun to see you talk about them (I know so many more things about castles in Wales now). You understand my obsession with Septimus Heap, and I really like bouncing back and forth ideas for various crossovers

@casfree: I like your art a lot. I changed my icon recently, but the Jenna icon I had for a while was super rad and so is the rest of your art. I hope you’re having a great day <3

@iamdarthbader: have I ever talked to you? Probably not, but anyway, your blog is cool and I’m glad I have at least one follower/mutual who also likes UnWind so I don’t feel bad when I spam everyone with posts about how much I love Hayden Upchurch

@miraculousgems: I just met you recently, but you’re very nice and you immediately made me feel welcome in the bynmm discord, so thanks for that. Also I’ve been meaning to tell you some of my thoughts about similarities between Snowbaz and Faulot, so . . . if you’re actually interested in hearing that hit me up

@coronaofastar: Your art is super cute and good, your bynmm content is also good, and you’re part of the Loving Carmella Spalding fan club, so all of that is super rad. Hopefully we can get to know each other better

@ephemeral18: Basically the only things I know about you are that you like bynmm and you have Elena Alvarez as your icon, but both of those things are very cool and you seem like someone I’d like to be friends with.

[lirulii]

I'm at a cousin's house so I can't color but a very happy birthday to @casfree!!! Ty for being an amazing artist and an awesome friend ♡♡ Have some Tod and a happy Syrah because those kinda things are the best (I also have a bigger Syrah portrait I'd like to send you but it's at home) Please enjoy this wip, and stay tuned for the finish! -Rio

[crykea]

I've been thinking a lot about @casfree 's long haired sep and @darkenesse 's eyeliner Simon so here r some weird af doodles

[figgldygrak]

[id: replies from @/casfree saying

The author (angie sage) has a trans son who she’s very supportive of and has been open to criticism when her girl-power feminist statements come off as transphobic. She really is actively trying to be a good person and not hurt others

Also canon gay characters who are gay in the books (the sequel series) and not just word of god confirmed /end id]

So if you’re a Harry Potter stan and you just have to be obsessed with a kids series written by an English woman about a young wizard boy learning magic under an eccentric headmaster with an interesting potions guy, a silly male best friend, a clever female best friend, a blonde haired guy who is evil but eventually gets redemption, an evil wizard/necromancer who has a young boy he very clearly pressures into it as his sidekick, an evil piece of jewelry, and a dragon… might I recommend to you the Septimus Heap series, instead of Harry Potter? It’s very similar to Harry Potter but 1) not nearly as much blatant bigotry 2) I literally don’t even know the author’s name so she’s not in a position to do harm even if she is very bigoted 3) high fantasy! it’s kind of medieval, the dragon has a major role, there’s a ghost army 4) cool magic system that makes fucking sense 5) focuses on the big happy wizard family as well as the orphan boy and 6) actually good. so. just in case anyone is looking for an incredibly similar thing to get into and you weren’t aware of these books: here. have this.