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littlespacereader Ā· 1 month ago
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Hi!!!!!!
Could you do an autistic Little gn y/n with Remus and Sirius Cgs! šŸ„ŗ and like a hurt/comfort/ overstimulation kinda story plot, or maybe bullying situation šŸ˜…šŸ„°
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@shadowlord23 AHHHHHHHH!!!! Amazing request!! My heart!šŸ„ŗšŸ„¹šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ’žšŸ’ž First of all I love Remus and Sirius so much!! I might make this a series with how much I enjoyed writing this!! Plus the prompt itself is so adorablešŸ„¹šŸ’žI hope you donā€™t mind this this fic focuses more on Remus, but I promise you if you send me another request I will make it around the two home for the holidays! I sincerely hope you enjoy this fic as much as I enjoyed writing it! Thank you for the request @shadowlord23 ! Love ya bestie! šŸ’ž
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!šŸ¦ƒšŸ‚šŸ
Holiday BreakšŸš‚šŸ‚
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Caregiver! Remus Lupin and GN Little! Reader (SFW!)
Tags - bullying, thumb sucking, hurt/comfort, cuddles, hugs, hand holding
Remus would like to think of himself as not your average Professor. He likes to have fun, steer from the textbook and be more hands on with his students. But more than anything he prides himself of looking out for them, making sure they pass yeah, but more than anything that theyā€™re having a good time in his class.
The holiday break is right around the corner. And with it, finals season. So with the stressful atmosphere, Remus made sure to keep a careful eye on one of his students in particular.
One student peaks his interest. Y/N, in (you fav house). They donā€™t make eye contact much and theyā€™re more on the quiet side, but theyā€™re always paying attention, always so engaged with the class and the subject despite the early morning hours.
They never asked questions durning the class, always saving their comments for him privately after the rest of the students let out. Their pure excitement for the subject always brings a smile to his face.
Occasionally they may be drawing in their notebook occasionally, or playing with a fidget toy, but Remus always knew itā€™s their way of focusing on him and his lecture.
But with this he noticed they were picked on by other students, specifically those in Slytherin. Comments here and there, occasionally a small shove when they left the class.
When he saw it, he always called it out, feeling a protectiveness for the kind and gentle student. There was something about them getting picked on, that made the hair on the back is his neck stand up.
He thought he had put an end on it. But he was sadly mistakenā€¦
It was late, far later than anyone should really be up. But Remus was hard at work grading the last of his papers before the holiday break. He didnā€™t want to bring his work home again. He wanted a nice quiet holiday break, at home with his husband by his side.
Heā€™s already received three letters from his husband today. Just from the sheer number, he could tell Sirius was just as eager to have him home as he was.
The letters entailed the details of what they had to do when he got home, all the holiday errands they had to go on, and the details to his train ride:
Iā€™ll meet you at the station my darling.
See you soon,
Siriusā™”
He couldnā€™t waitā€¦not for the shopping but for being back home. But now? He had a stack of papers to finish grading. He sat at his desk at the head of the class. Dim candle lights lit the quiet classroom as a tired Remus worked though the late night ours.
Suddenly thereā€™s a commotion down the hallways. At this hour? He thought to himself. He stood from his desk listening closely. It sounds likeā€¦running.
Before his mind could wonder more the door to his classroom swim open and close fast. There, a panting Y/N presses their back to the door.
ā€œY/N?ā€ Remus heart drops at the sight of the scared student. Immediately he stands from his desk and rounded it, his arms opening to them.
With tears falling down their face, they ran down the row of desk and into his arms, clinging to him like a lifeline.
Immediately Remus engulfs them into a hug, wrapping his arms around the shaking student. ā€œY/N, my dear whatā€™s going on? Whatā€™s got you so scared?ā€
The problem was Y/N was beyond words, instead settling for crying in Remus arms, unable to express themselves yet.
Remus tries his best to wrap his head around whatā€™s happening while also comforting the crying student. ā€œYouā€™re okay, Iā€™ve got you, youā€™re safe now.ā€
Before he comes to the conclusion of whatā€™s going on, he heard voices in the hallway:
ā€œWhere did the baby go?ā€
ā€œWe couldnā€™t have lost them! Theyā€™re not that fast.ā€
ā€œThey probably went in the classroom like last time! Come on!ā€
The door to his classroom swung he open once again. He felt Y/N hide tighter against him as four students, the same year as Y/N, run into the room in the hopes of finding them alone. They were sadly mistaken.
The two Slytherins, one Ravenclaw and Gryffindor freeze seeing the defense against the dark arts teacher standing comforting a crying Y/N.
Before they could turn to run, Remus calls out to them in a stern voice, ā€œNot another step! Take a seat, all of you this instant or I will have each of your headmasters here.ā€
He feels Y/N hold onto him a little tighter as the bullies enter the classroom and take a seat at different desk, grumbling as the do so.
He glared at the students, his heart pumping with fury. How long has this been going on? But hearing the small sniffles of the student in his arms, he knew he had to take charge of the situation.
ā€œY/N,ā€ he say gently, kneeling down to meet their teary eyes, ā€œI want you to go in my quarters and wait for me. Iā€™ll be in there in a minute okay?ā€ He smiles, caressing their face.
But he could see the hesitation in their eyes, the vulnerable uncertainty. ā€œIā€¦ā€™m sorry.ā€
Remus sighs shaking his head, ā€œYou are not in any trouble darling. I just want you to stay safe while I deal with the others. But you are in no trouble what so ever.ā€
They nod back to him, sticking their thumb in their mouth to soothe them more. But he didnā€™t think twice of the action, if anything it was making things fall into place with Y/N.
He stands taking their hand, ā€œJust that door right there,ā€ he points to the door towards the back of the classroom, ā€œIā€™ll be there in the blink of an eye.ā€ He smirked back down to them with a small wink.
With a small pat to their back they go off to Professor Lupinā€™s quarters, giving him once last glance. He smile again, giving them a nod of encouragement. They nod back, grabbing the doorknob and entering his quarters.
The moment that door closes, Remusā€™ smile drops. He turns his attention to the bullies, prepared to sink his teeth into their behaviorā€¦metaphorically speaking of course.šŸ˜…
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Walking into Professor Lupinā€™s quarters and closing the door behind me, everything starts to settle down. The pressure of everything dies down along with the noise.
Itā€™s my fault really. I shouldnā€™t have gone out after darkā€¦I knew theyā€™d find me againā€¦.
But now I had someone to protect me this time, I didnā€™t need to be afraid. Itā€¦itā€™s a nice change.
I go over and sit on his bed. The room is small, just a bedroom, a small bathroom and a big desk.
I can hear him talking sternly in the other room but itā€™s hard to make out anything heā€™s saying. But the tone and emotion shine through. I didnā€™t want to make any trouble for him, I justā€¦I just donā€™t want to be afraid.
More tears fall as I feel a sense of overwhelming guilt. This is all my faultā€¦ I canā€™t stop the regression that pulls at me.
I donā€™t know how long I sit there before I hear the open to his quarters. I immediately lift my head up and look at my kind Professor.
Tears continue to fall as he comes over to my side, ā€œYouā€™re okay Y/N. Youā€™re safe now.ā€
ā€œIā€™m sorry!ā€ I start to cry.
ā€œYou have nothing to apologize for. You did nothing wrong. In fact, you did everything right.ā€
Waitā€¦what? I did? I lift my head and look at him confused. ā€œIā€¦I did?ā€
ā€œYes. You were in trouble and you ran somewhere you felt safe. That brought you to me.ā€ He lights up saying, ā€œAnd Iā€™m happy you did because I put an end to this once and for all. They will never bother you again.ā€
I look at him in awe, so happy and utterly relieved. ā€œReally?ā€
ā€œReally.ā€ He smiles back, ā€œIā€™m sorry I didnā€™t realize this was happening sooner. But now itā€™s over with, they will never bother you again if they know whatā€™s good for them.ā€
He sits beside me on the bed, opening his arm to me. I immediately sit closer allowing him to put his arm around my back.
I lean against his side, the two of us sitting like that for a while, enjoying the moment and myself enjoying the comfort. My thumb finds its way back to my mouth as I rest against his side.
ā€œY/N,ā€ he says breaking the comforting silence of the room, ā€œDoā€¦Do you happen to regress? Itā€™s okay if you do, itā€™s actually very healthy thing to do if youā€™re feeling scared or overwhelmed. I just need to know to better care for you.ā€
I nod against him, feeling so content for the first time in a long time. ā€œYeah. I do.ā€ I lift my head from his shoulder and look back to him only to find him smiling back to me.
ā€œAnd you donā€™t have anyone to take care of you? Does Madame Pomfrey know?ā€
I shake my head no, ā€œI donā€™t trust anyone else to knowā€¦only you.ā€
I can see how it warms him, ā€œI appreciate that you trust me with something like this. I promise to not betray that trust.ā€ He holds me a little closer.
ā€œWell this just leads me to my next question then.ā€ He leans forward rubbing my back, ā€œWhat are you planning on doing for the holiday break?ā€
I shrug, ā€œNoā€¦I was just planning on staying here.ā€ It sounds worse saying it out loud. Not that Hogwarts wasnā€™t nice to stay atā€¦but it would nice to be home for the holidays.
ā€œIā€™m sorry to say Y/N, but with you being regressed as you are Iā€™m afraid you leave me no choice...ā€ He stands and my heart races. No choice?
He smile back to me, offering me his hand, ā€œYouā€™ll just have to come home with me for the Holidays.ā€
My eyes light up, ā€œY-You want me?ā€
ā€œSirius and I would be honored to have you for the holidays! I have a feeling heā€™ll have us running around shopping one of those days but, weā€™ll make it through together.ā€ He jokes. ā€œI donā€™t think I could leave Hogwarts without having you by my side. So, would do you say?ā€
What do I say?! Are you kidding me? Of course the answer is yes!
ā€œYes!! Yes! A million times yes!ā€ I practically jump into his arms.
He chuckles, hugging me back gently, ā€œWeā€™ll be so honored to have you spending the holidays with us. Sirius is going to love you as much as I do.ā€
The rest of the night he goes over the plan for tomorrow. He sends Sirius a late night owl message and I get to add a little bit to the end of it.
Then with the owl sent, Professor Lupin walks me back to my houseā€™s dormitory. ā€œIā€™ll see you tomorrow morning, no later than 8 am. Got it?ā€ He says with a smirk.
ā€œIā€™ll be there!ā€ I smile back. With another hug, we part ways for the night.
In the morning I rush around my room, grabbing my trunk and throwing it on my bed. I fill it with everything and more! Every stuffie I could think of Iā€™m brining along for my journey to Professor Lupinā€™s house at Grimmauld Place.
I run down the empty hallways, trunk in hand with my robe and scarf on. Most had already left yesterday, weā€™re taking the train this morning.
I could barley sleep, so excited for the adventure today! I ran back into the classroom and into his quarters in the back. ā€œTodayā€˜s the day!!ā€
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Remus couldnā€™t be happier seeing the spirited Little run into his room, trunk in hand, ready to go. ā€œAll set?ā€ He smiles, closing his own trunk and grabbing his satchel.
ā€œYeah! Iā€™ve got everything! Iā€™m so excited!ā€ In a second theyā€™re by his side.
ā€œWonderful darling! Then weā€™re all ready for our big adventure home.ā€ He walks over and grabs his robe, but pauses seeing the open letter from Sirius this morning.
He grabs it before walking back over to Y/N, ā€œSirius sent this right before you arrived, take a look what it says.ā€
He watches Y/N eagerly grab it, reading it like to line, growing more excited with every sentence. ā€œHe says he canā€™t wait for me to come!ā€ They look back up to him, bouncing on their feet.
ā€œSee? I told you he would! And if he said he didnā€™t, well then Iā€™d just have to sneak you in myself.ā€ He jokes getting a giggle from them.
ā€œCome on, itā€™s time to head to the train! We have a long ride ahead of usā€. With his robe on and his trunk in hand, he offers his extra hand to Y/N who gladly takes it.
Together they walk down the main stairs and to the front gates of Hogwarts. A carriage takes them to the Hogwarts station where they board the train. Remus helps them put their trunks up, before they take a seat and relax.
The train ride goes wonderfully! Remus grabs them some goodies from the trolly, then Y/N takes out their trunk and shows him every single stuffie and while there isnā€™t many he makes sure he properly introduces himself to each one.
Between the late night the two had and the early morning train ride, the relaxing train swaying down the tracks lulls the two to into a nap. Y/N sleep on Remusā€™ lap, head resting against his shoulder while he has his arms wrapped protectively around them.
They donā€™t even stir them the train makes its way into Kingā€™s Crossing Station. They only begin to wake up when thereā€™s a knock at their cabin door.
Y/N whines, rubbing their eyes as Remus lifts his head to the knocking waking up as well, ā€œYes? Who is it?ā€
Sirius swings the cabin door open smiling at the sight of the two. ā€œWhat are you two up to? Sleeping already? But the holiday break has just begun!ā€
ā€œAnd you must be Y/N,ā€ He kneels down and opening his arms to Y/N, ā€œIā€™m Sirius Black. Welcome home Little one!ā€
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aew-kun-age-regression Ā· 2 years ago
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I have a Harry Potter agere idea!!!
Well, technically it's in the marauders era
Cg!Remus or Cg!Sirius (or both, whichever you prefer) with a regressed!reader, who wants to pet literally ANYTHING.
A very poisonous snake, that could kill you if it bites? Reader wants to pet it, while Remus/Sirius is having a heart attack and keeps reader away.
Remus in wolf form? Pet him.
Sirius in his dog form? Pet him.
Just some fluff/crackšŸ™ˆ
I love this idea, it is a hilarious idea! I hope I've done this idea justice! Apologies it's so short and that there's no dialogue, every time I tried to add some it felt weird, like it shouldn't be there. So I just stuck to description for this one šŸ˜…
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Pairings: Caregiver!Sirius Black, Caregiver!Remus Lupin x Little!Reader
Summary: You have no sense of what animals are dangerous and which are not, good thing your wonderful caregivers are there.
Warnings: Mentions of Remus being a Wolf and Sirius being an animagus. Mentions of *the* prank. Mentions of little being around dangerous animals.
(Gender Neutral Reader)
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It wasn't uncommon for you to find random animals within the castle and befriend them however whilst regressed you had a habit to forget how dangerous some animals were. Your poor caregivers Sirius and Remus have nearly had many heart attacks due to finding you holding random animals. The most recent one had been a snake, you'd learnt about it briefly in one of your lessons, not that you could remember which one. You couldn't even remember the snake that was currently happily sitting in your hands was deadly. Remus ended up carefully taking the snake from your hands whilst Sirius took you to wash your hands, but it was safe to say that both boys were shocked at how you were not injured by any animals that you had befriended in your time at Hogwarts.
Well that was until you had found out that Sirius was an animagus and Remus was a wolf. They'd noticed that they felt strangely safe and calm around you.
Remus had noticed first. In fact it was during the prank that he noticed. It had all gone wrong, you were supposed to be asleep but you had decided you wanted to go for a walk around outside the castle. You'd wandered too far and had ended up in front of Remus, who was a wolf. Surprisingly Remus had calmed down. No one knew how you did it but it sure made that time of the month a lot more bearable when Remus had a way to calm down.
Sirius had also noticed it. He and the other marauders had got in trouble and therefore weren't allowed to go to Hogsmead. Sirius snuck out anyways whilst the others stayed so he could make sure you were okay. He decided (so he didn't get caught) to go in dog form. Within 20 minutes of following you you had noticed him, not yet knowing it was Sirius. You approached him and let the 'unknown' dog come to you. He went towards you, feeling calm as you stretched your arm out to lightly pet his head.
Neither Sirius nor Remus could ever figure out why you had this calming effect on animals but what they did know is that they believed you truly were the sweetest. Most animals seemed to agree too...
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remusslove Ā· 2 years ago
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HI! I love what you write. If that's ok, little marauders's reactions when mommy uses their full names
Remus lupin
ā€œRemus John lupin.ā€ Heā€™s immediately shocked. A look of shock covers his face as he goes to find you. Determined to fix whatever the problem he caused. Even if he knows he donā€™t do anything wrong.
James fleamont potter
ā€œJames fleamont potter.ā€ By the time you barley finish saying his last name heā€™s already at your knees with his doe eyes all glossed over. He hates when your mad at him. Loathes it. ā€œMā€™ sorry mommy, can you tell me what I did?ā€
Sirius Orion black
ā€œSirius Orion black.ā€ He raises an eyebrow in confusion. His siren eyes making contact with yours as his brows furrowed. Trying to make out the words Your about to say. Once you tell him heā€™s immediately disappointed with himself. But with cuddles and kisses heā€™s back to normal.
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to-be-named-by-angel Ā· 2 years ago
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okay so if I started writing agere fics what characters would you want me to write for first? (disclaimer I will only be able to write as reader being a cg because I donā€™t regress and wouldnā€™t feel comfortable writing as a little because I donā€™t know what itā€™s like from that perspective)
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brandileigh2003 Ā· 4 months ago
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Wolfstar fic recs featuring disability, chronic illness, chronic pain, or characters who are deaf or blind
**please feel free to drop your own fic or recs in comments and I'll add.
~~~please give these authors love, comments and interaction means more than you know. ~~
orange juice (i've been ready for you to come home for so long) by raggedypond divorced wolfstar get back together, flashbacks to remus getting diagnosis, breakup, and Sirius dealing with alcoholism. Raising teddy. Hea.
-love finds a way by littleoldrachel: Jurassic Park exes to lovers
-the sea is a good place to think of the future by peachyybabe: @lavenderhaze get back together, raising teddy, the second has mcd but if you just read first you can pretend he's ok? (I know I have friends who don't touch mcd with 10ft pole)
-(really you can't go wrong with any of peachyybabe, disability, chronic illness and/or mental health/illness in all.
-Forget the World by @amberlink mcd. Sirius is a surgeon, saves remus' life and they marry for insurance. But ofc fall in love along the way as Remus' heart gets worse. this was so good and explored brief as well
-my jokes are my armour, my kindness is my sword by @littleoldrachel remus owns flower shop and meets the gang (seizures and chronic pain
-Like Real People Do by third_crow coffee shop au, also sirius raising harry. So good.
-Tender is the touch (of someone that you love too much) by @purplefiction-ao3 remus has heart condition, written by person with chronic illness themselves
-Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations by TheQueerTailor Sixth year has just started and Remus is barely keeping up. He's just sixteen but it feels like his body is falling apart.
-heat and balance by @eyra also interesting look into Sirius dual role of partner and caregiver
-Weā€™ll Make It Out Alive by wolfstar_addict417 texting fic, raising teddy
-the mayors of simpleton by fruity_individual get back together, remus is blind, raising teddy
-Found Heaven by fierrochase fluffy text fic, so cute together
-Black's Anatomy by @grasslesss greys anatomy fic, remus has lupus
-The Sickness Unto Death by oliverdalstonbrowning university au, remus has cystic fibrosis
-Of Bookshelves and Baby Carriers by @poppunkpadfoot bookshop au, sirius raising harry
-My Only Sunshine by Loua29xx: remus had cancer. Mcd
- Young Blood by viwrites @just--vi road trip au, jegulus main, remus has heart condition (I've been told the 2nd focus more on wolfstar, haven't gotten there yet)
-I Don't Care if My Heart Breaks by orphan_account: bookshop au, remus has cerebral palsy
-Be silent like deep water by @her-smile-forges-galaxies remus is deaf
-Give Me A Sign by@theresthesnitch soulmate fic, remus is deaf. Wip
-Kill Your Darlings by MesserMoon: @sophsicle jegulus main but remus is deaf. Hockey and University au
-Signs of Affection by KittyCargo: remus is deaf, teacher asl
-For the Love of Ducks by viwrites Remus has heart condition
-a lot of Lucigoo89 feature in some way. @lucigoo this is a great example- Finding my fate in the sensory room
-Sweets and Books by Writer_INFJ_2w1: bookshop au, chronic pain
- feel what its like to be new by peachyybabe: boarding school au, sirius is blind
-Rarer Than One in a Million by Sp00nhater wolfstar is so soft and sweet, meet in hospital
-one shot: Another New Potion? by depressed_and_nauseous
-wip: bite the hand by raggedypond: zombie apocalypse
-The Language of Flowers by B1ackCatChatsBack Remus has ra, flower shop
-Good Old Fashioned Lover Boys by Hell_Again: bakery au
-Casimir Pulaski Day by breadpoetssociety: cancer, mcd
-Forever Is a State of Mind by orphan_account (deaf remus)
-Living Like We're Renegades by orphan_account (hoh remus, university)
-Mile High by quidditery chronic pain
-this is not a temporary love (now my heart is in your hands) by littleoldrachel (pining, abandoned as far as I know, but worth it!!!)
-I Didn't Come Here to Party, I Only Came for the Cake by attheendoftheday gbbo Remus with fibromyalgia
-Six Feet Apart by Belle_Lestrange101 pandemic fic, Remus has hiv
-Beyond the Heartbeat by bizarrestars: ultimately a story about grief of regulus, with the middle soft wolfstar falling in love. Remus and illness is featured.
-Small Bones of Courage by Anonymous mcd, please read tags, sensitive topics. Later in life lycanthropy is terminal for remus.
-Fractured Skies by orphan_account coffee shop fic, Sirius is deaf, Remus has epilepsy
-as it was by peachyybabe A story about falling in love with a stranger in a bookstore and learning how to live again.
-An Infinte Ocean orphan_account: teddy has cf, Sirius is amputer
-Blind Werewolf McWolf by orphan_account Remus is blind
-Message from Seat 25A by PleaseDonateBlood 1 shot lupus
-if you were a waiting room. by beaniesandblackcoffee
-Time May Change Me by Kaymardsa lupus
-Underneath It All by Kaymardsa: seizures, texting fic
-i don't want to be your muse by yellowmarshmallow muggle asexual remus with chronic fatigue syndrome
-waiting room by haey1
-Remus lupins guide on how to (not) become a quidditch seeker by Girl_rotting
-Physiotherapy by @missmoonfrost Sirius helping remus see his body and therapy in another light
***all of my fics have disability or chronic illness rep two of my faves: silence between us (deaf remus + disability) and inevitable (cancer, mcd)**
These are prb widely known but...
-Highland Fling [+podfic] by @picascribitremus has lupus. They meet when Sirius is backpacking
-Text Talk by merlywhirls: Sirius is in boarding school, Remus is in hospital, and they don't know each other until Sirius texts the wrong number.
-Blends by rvltn909 coffee shop (sequel names goes into it a lot more)
-A Cup of Sugar by MsAlexWP: both harry and remus disabled
-Discards by picascribit read tags , sensitive subjects: remus has hiv
-A Wolf's Heart by mizdiz : meet in bookshop, remus has heart problems, mcd
-Problems with Narrative Structure and the Rules of Manly Engagement by @xinasvoice : get together fic, remus is an author has fibromyalgia
@just--vi did a tiktok video with these mentioned too that I forgot (give her some love)
-A Wolf, A Bear, A Dungeon Master, and Boy Wonder by ratmom819
-Forever is Definitely Punk Rock by orphan_account (lupus)
-Put Your Head on My Shoulder by jennandblit
-Sunshine on Leith by eyra
Spoons and Stars by Chlobliviate (Rec from glittery-grandma) chronic fatigue and pain, wolfstar in uni
Others who sent me recs:
With different eyes by Shadowmun: blind Sirius is a seer. (haven't read this but def it's on my list) Also check out ao3 or tumblr there are some others that aren't wolfstar @mundrakan
---feel free to check it my main rec list
I shall also direct you to some lists by the @wolfstarlibrarian I'm sure there is some in common but they also have more one shots that I unfortunately usually don't track for the most part (this is amazing account, and not mine, but give them lots of love)
Wolfstar + Chronic Pain, Wolfstar w/Disabilities, Deafness, & Blindness, Wolfstar Hospital AUs, Sick Fic Oneshots, Terminally/Chronically Ill Remus Fics
ā€¢ā€¢new additions
-Finding Warmth by Moony (adashofinspiration): deaf remus and blind Sirius
ā€¢As I Held My Breath by moodymoony103, niffler934 (82k) modern get together, teacher remus, Sirius raising regulus' daughter
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cryingatwindermerepeaks Ā· 7 months ago
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As requested!! <3 (sorry itā€™s not edited very well)
Little!RemusLupin , Cg!JamesPotter , Cg!PoppyPomfrey
If you donā€™t like, donā€™t read :)
Poppy Pomfrey had found Remus in a variety of truly shocking conditions whilst taking care of him over the last 5 years. But it had been a while since it was this bad. Sheā€™d like to believe that she felt the same for each of her students but the sight of a blood covered Remus withered up on the shrieking shack floor unlocked a maternal instinct within her that nothing else could.
ā€œRemus,ā€ she called, her throat tightening as she assessed his injuries. She called his name again to try ground him as he began to wake up.
ā€œHi Darling,ā€ Poppy tried to smile comfortingly despite the fear which belllowed deep within her when she saw his eyes open - distant and glazed over.
ā€œRemus?ā€
The boy looked down, hot tears burning on his face. Sheā€™d only seen the boy cry once before, something was certainly wrong. He moved to bring his hand up to his face but yelped when he moved what appeared to be a dislocated shoulder.
ā€œDarling Iā€™m going to fix up your arm, ok?ā€ she knew this was time sensitive and wanted to set his shoulder as soon as possible. ā€œTake my hand sweetheart, it will be done in a second.ā€ She promised, taking Remusā€™ shaking hand in her own. Poppy made quick work of fixing Remusā€™ shoulder but knew it would still need a sling when they got back inside.
Hesitantly, because Remus had a history of becoming jumpy at physical touch, Poppy shifted the boy onto her lap. At the touch he let out a heart shattering sob, followed by a barely comprehensible stutter of apologies.
She simply began to rock him back and forth gently, ā€œItā€™s ok, let it out love.ā€
Remus felt smaller in her arms than he did at 12, his teary eyes were distant and when the sobs subsided his thumb slipped into his mouth. It proved something Poppy had predicted for a while, Remus was a little, a young one at that. She saw kids come into the infirmary all the time after various mental and physical traumas, nothing surprised her anymore. And knowing so much about Remusā€™ condition sheā€™d been shocked the boy had never regressed around her before. It led her to believe he rarely did - if ever. Which made sense. His roommates, while endlessly kind to the boy, didnā€™t seem like the kind of people to really understand this side of Remus.
Needing to get the boy back to the infirmary before the students woke up for class Poppy quickly cast a weightless spell on the boy and carried him into the school. The little was much calmer by the time his wounds were all disinfected and stitched. Heā€™d been quiet the whole time, contentedly suckling his thumb and holding onto a small stuffed rabbit Poppy had managed to find in her office.
ā€œYou did a good job Remus,ā€ Poppy praised the boy, gently pushing his wild curls behind his ear and wiping his face dry of tears with a tissue.
ā€œā€˜Ank you,ā€ He grinned proudly around his thumb, struggling to hold onto the stuffed rabbit with the same arm as the other was in a sling.
ā€œYouā€™re very welcome darling, why donā€™t you try get some sleep?ā€ She offered as Remus yawned.
As much as Poppy wanted to sit and watch the sleeping little all day, students eventually began to trickle in with headaches and sprained ankles so Poppy drew the curtains around Remusā€™ bed, resolving to check in on him when she could.
By lunch time Poppy began to worry about the boy, he was still asleep which was one thing but another was that his friends (who usually showed up almost as soon as they got inside) were nowhere to be seen.
Her worry progressed more when she heard his soft cries coming from behind the curtains.
ā€œRemus? Whatā€™s the matter little one?ā€ She asked as she poked her head around the curtain.
Remus was curled up at the top of the bed, blanket pulled around his shoulders, stuffed rabbit covering half his face.
Poppy slipped between the curtains, placing a hand on Remusā€™ un-injured shoulder.
ā€œWhatā€™s wrong darling?ā€
ā€œIā€™m sā€™rry,ā€ He whimpered sadly, rubbing furiously at his face.
ā€œYou have nothing to be sorry about,ā€ Poppy promised, ā€œtell me whatā€™s happened, I promise you wonā€™t be in trouble.ā€
ā€œHadā€™s an acā€™diā€™dent,ā€ He whispered looking down at his hands. Poppyā€™s heart melted seeing how distraught he was over a small accident.
ā€œThatā€™s ok darling, nothing to be upset about, weā€™ll just get you cleaned up and it will all be better I promise.ā€
Poppy used a Scourgify spell to clean Remus and his pyjamas, then moved the boy to another bed in order to clean his.
Just as she had calmed Remus down Poppy heard the infirmary door open and went to greet whichever student had arrived. Unsurprisingly the loud entrance had been from none other than Sirius Black and James Potter.
ā€œIs Lupin still in here?ā€ Black asked as soon as Poppy emerged from the curtains.
ā€œI really canā€™t let you see him, boys,ā€ She told them strictly, not wanting to allow Remusā€™ friends to see him so vulnerable.
However, in the time it took for her to try turn Sirius away James had already pulled open the curtains.
ā€œDa!ā€ She heard Remus squeal excitedly.
She turned around quickly, to see Remus sitting up fully, reaching out for James and making grabby hands with his un-injured arm.
James looked between Remus and Poppy hesitantly for only a moment before reaching back towards the little and picking him up. Sirius stood close by, seemingly more anxious about Remus being seen than James was.
ā€œIā€™m so sorry Iā€™m late. How are you feeling buddy? James asked gently, far calmer than Poppy had ever seen the boy before.
ā€œOwies, but Ms Pomfrey helpā€™sed,ā€ He explained whilst resting his head on Jamesā€™ shoulder.
ā€œWell that was very nice of her, can you say thank you?ā€ James asked, bouncing the boy slightly with expert ease.
Remus poked his head up slightly,
ā€œThank you,ā€ now his thumb wasnā€™t in his mouth Poppy could see the boys wide smile and it was utterly infectious.
ā€œGood boy, now, are you ready to go? Mama is waiting to see you,ā€ James told Remus in a hushed tone, so Poppy could barely hear him.
Remus nodded excitedly, squirming to get out of Jamesā€™ arms.
ā€œAlright letā€™s get you out of here.ā€
Remus waved goodbye to Poppy before taking Siriusā€™ hand and practically dragging him out of the infirmary.
ā€œThanks for taking care of him,ā€ James smiled awkwardly,
ā€œItā€™s my job,ā€ Poppy laughed softly at the boy.
ā€œYeah but likeā€¦ā€ He looked down uncharacteristically nervous,
ā€œStill, thank you.ā€ James nodded before quickly following the other two boys out of the room.
Whilst the last interaction didnā€™t align with Poppyā€™s expectations of the boys, she felt sheā€™d sleep easier knowing Remus had people who loved and cared for him so much no matter what mind space he was in.
Just thinking about Remus Lupin regressing after a full moon and Madame Pomfrey taking care of him until James and Sirius come get him. Let me know if you want me to elaborate! :)
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thebibutterflyao3 Ā· 2 months ago
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Thoughts on the Black Brothers
I love reading fics about the Black brothersā€™ relationship, but one small element always throws me off, if they have a wide age gap. In my opinion, that change completely erases the nuance of their relationship. Sirius is 1-2 years older, born in Nov 1959, while Regulus was born in 1961 (no canonical month).
Casting Sirius as 5+ years older always changes the dynamic between them to that of caregiver/child in their younger years, and inevitably removes every aspect of the limited evidence we have of Regulusā€™s character. He becomes dependent on Sirius, lacks courage and conviction, as well as loses his morally grey ethics. His ambition and delusions of grandeur are the only motivation we KNOW about him. Without that basis, Regulus doesnā€™t seem like Regulus to me. Heā€™s more than a snarky, emotionally suppressed prat and his relationship to Sirius deserves the attention to nuance.
Food for thought.
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royaldaycare Ā· 4 months ago
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Hello !! I'm Logan (or Johnny!) and welcome to my daycare! you can call me Logan, Lo, Johnny, big brother or dada! I also occasionally go by saint or my OC's callsign, Sparrow!
A little about me ! :
I use he/they/it pronouns as well as some neo's and xeno's too!
I'm trans, gay and asexual! I'm also questioning whether I am poly or not!
I am an age regressor and a caregiver! (my agere blog is @gh0stlyb34r !)
I'm 19 and my birthday is June 3rd!
I'm from the uk!
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I am a 100% sfw caregiver! any nsfw accounts will be blocked!
This blog is a safe space for regressors and caregivers alike! anyone that makes this blog an unsafe place will be blocked immediately
My rules!
dni ; nsfw, edsh, zionist, racist, homophobic, against Palestine, transphobic, ableist, trump supporters, anti agere, ddlg/abdl accounts, anti petre
boundaries ; keep all terms used for me either masc or gender neutral, do not flirt with me (even if it is as a joke or friendly), please keep all asks sfw.
My interests!
games ; call of duty, overwatch, resident evil 4, forza horizon, roblox (royale high, dress to impress, obby's and tycoons!), fnaf, poppy playtime, indigo park, red dead redemption 2, animal crossing new horizons, good pizza great pizza, hogwarts legacy, valorant, a little to the left, unpacking, mario kart 8, mario kart wii, just dance, the last of us
movies/shows ; deadpool & wolverine, deadpool, x-men, harry potter, fantastic beasts, atsv/itsv, marvel, star wars, the umbrella academy, stranger things, the batman, titains, heartstopper, young royals, criminal minds, fnaf, arcane, ghostbusters, barbie, oppenheimer, nimona, christopher robin
musicals ; les miserables, hamilton, waitress, the greatest showman, la la land, hairspray, dear even hansen, heathers, high school musical, lemonaid mouth, annie, descendants, beetlejuice, mama mia, tick tick boom, into the woods, mean girls, in the heights, little shop of horrors
youtubers ; pezzy, elasticdroid, puffer, grizzy, smii7y, gtlive, game theory, warn, frogger, aspen, beaplays, dawko, ethan nestor, blarg, thedooo, coleydoesthings, film cooper, dechart games, hthaze, james marriott
musicians ; james marriott, taylor swift, mcr, twenty one pilots, billie eilish, hozier, noah kahan, sleeping at last, the smiths, laufey, chappell roan, bruno major, paramore, novo amor, depeche mode, p!atd, daughter, djo, feels like july, florence the machine, frank sinatra, gerard way, ghost, lady gaga, lemon demon, lily allen, maya hawke, 1d, 5sos, mitski, micheal jackson, sleep token, taylor austen dye
misc ; books, dolls (monster high, lol, rh), pop figures, lego, posters, flowers, pin badges, jewellery, halloween, fall/autumn, deco pacis, colouring
DISCLAIMER ; I hold all of my faves accountable! I do not support jkr, noah schnapp ect!
My faves !
celebs/authors ; pedro pascal, hugh jackman, ryan reynolds, ali hazelwood, kit connor, oscar isaac, hayden christensen, ewan mcgregor, tom hiddleston, andrew garfield, tom holland, aiden gallagher, eddie redmane, aaron tveit, erik j brown, david tennant, josh hutcherson, david harbour, wynina ryder, natalia dyer, maya hawke, matthew gray gubler, thomas gibson, aj cook, barry sloane, neli ellice
characters ; John 'Soap' MacTavish, Simon 'Ghost' Riley, Captain John Price, Kyle 'Gaz' Garrick, Robin Buckley, Spencer Reid, Aaron Hotchner, Penelope Garcia, James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Loki, Logan Howlett, Scott Summers, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Anakin Skywalker, Luke Skywalker, Han Solo, Leia Organa, Ben Hargreeves, Luther Hargreeves, Newt Scamander, Din Djarin, Deadpool, Steven Grant, Marc Spector, Danny Zuko, Jean Valjean, Ben Florian, Flynn Rider, Aziraphale, Crowley, Nick Nelson, Charlie Spring, Diego Hargreeves
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whinlatter Ā· 11 months ago
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something tells me you don't really like tonks, just a hunch xD
For the relationship ask if you're still doing it: harry and remus, molly and remus, teddy and adromeda. I would love to see what do you think <3
noooo i love tonks! i had a ball writing her and think that @evesaintyvesā€™ rendering of her is one of fandomā€™s greatest gifts šŸ˜­ i just find it very funny that harry thinks she should low key get a grip. and as a clumsy young woman who should myself get a grip, i say: get off her case, hjp.
ok the remus + tonks/black extended family universe... hyped for this one. delicious choices, thank you anon. (i have a few more in the inbox i'm going to take a stab at but am trying to avoid spoilery ones or ones where i risk boring you all again by repeating old talking points, so if i don't get to one pls forgive me...)
right ā€” to business. we begin with everybody looking at remus lupin waiting for him to put his crippling self loathing aside to write (1) singular letter to his dead friend's son:
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i jest (to an extent). but i do think the entirety of harry and remus' dynamic is best encapsulated in one singular scene in PoA:
ā€œWhen they get near me ā€” ā€ Harry stared at Lupinā€™s desk, his throat tight. ā€œI can hear Voldemort murdering my mum.ā€ Lupin made a sudden motion with his arm as though to grip Harryā€™s shoulder, butĀ thoughtĀ betterĀ ofĀ it.
i know there's a very understandable move in AUs to imagine what would have happened if remus had raised harry - or, more often, if remus had been 'allowed' to raise harry by dumbledore. but looking past the whole plot-requiring-harry-to-be-at-the-dursleys thing, the truth is, canon remus lupin would never have put himself forward to raise harry, because of his own (not unfounded!) concerns about the precarity of his existence and the dangerousness of his condition. remus' sense of self - more specifically his fear of himself, and his very low self worth - consistently lead him to hold harry at arm's length from the moment he's introduced in the series until its bitter end. i don't think remus at all approves of the way harry is treated at the dursleys. but i can very much imagine that remus thinks it would still be better than the life he could have given harry if he ever had been called upon to serve as his primary caregiver. one of the most interesting implicit dynamics in the series is that harry notices this and does, to some extent, resent it (obviously the fact that he only ever calls him 'lupin' in his narration, though uses remus to his face, and also: 'Harry had received no mail since the start of term; his only regular correspondent was now dead and although he had hoped that Lupin might write occasionally, he had so far been disappointed.') while the harry & remus fight in DH is about harry's view of what remus ought to do re tonks and the baby, itā€™s also harry coming as close as saying to remus: you're letting your own child down like you let me down. ('Iā€™m pretty sure my father would have wanted to know why you arenā€™t sticking with your own kid, actually... He had it coming to him,ā€ said Harry. Broken images were racing each other through his mind: Sirius falling through the veil; Dumbledore suspended, broken, in midair; a flash of green light and his motherā€™s voice, begging for mercyā€¦ ā€˜Parents,ā€™ said Harry, 'shouldnā€™t leave their kids unlessā€”unless theyā€™ve got to.')
molly and remus: i think this is a very, very underrated relationship! i know thereā€™s a lot of molly-bashing around these days, especially if youā€™re a marauders and/or sirius and/or wolfstar stan. but i think it is very very overlooked that the person who looks after adult remus the most from 1995 onwards, and who shows him some of the deepest trust and roots for his happiness, is molly. for a man who has plainly known a huge amount of financial/food/housing insecurity, and who is so villainised in wider wizarding society, it is no small gesture for molly to not only provide for remus materially but also to trust him in a house with all of her children and encourage him in a romantic relationship he struggles to feel entitled to and worthy of. (i love sirius, but he is in no fit state to ā€˜look afterā€™ remus in the last year of his life, and fandomā€™s continued unwillingness to recognise the importance of domestic/caregiving labour as a vital contribution to the resistance will never not be problematic af). remus clearly values and admires molly in return - the only time he actually ever entertains a parent/guardianship role is when molly is weeping over her boggart, crying onto remusā€™ shoulder (ā€˜what must you think of me?ā€™) and he assures her that if anything were to happen to her and arthur, he would be a part of the team making sure her children are taken date of (ā€˜what do you think weā€™d do, let them starve?ā€™) remusā€™ relationship with molly is often the more mild-mannered translator of her viewpoint to others (especially others with hot tempers), and mediator trying to find middle ground between mollyā€™s protective instincts and the battle/ready instincts of others. (more grist to my sirius & ginny parallels mill ā€” in DH, when a fuming ginny is desperately trying to sneak off to fight in the battle, itā€™s remus who appeals to molly and ginny to find the compromise of ginny staying in the room of requirement to know whatā€™s going on but not actively fight, a mirror image of his role mediating the dispute between sirius and molly over harryā€™s right to know whatā€™s going on at grimmauld in ootpā€¦) molly accepts this compromise, a sign that she trusts remus implicitly (she never frets that a werewolf is living among her children in ootp onwards, and invites him to christmas readily even after months undercover with the pack) and also feels able to call him out (ā€˜iā€™ve always said youā€™re taking a ridiculous line on this, remusā€™.) this is too long but basically ā€” justice for molly and remus, unlikely buds!
teddy and andromeda: i weirdly think a lot about teddy lupin these days. i tend to imagine teddy as a very mild-mannered, affable, calm child, like who remus might have been had he not been bitten, with tonks' heart and sociability but also with something of remus' more philosophical disposition. i think he'd slip very naturally into a big brother role because, in part, he does see himself as having a responsibility to take care of people, and i think this would shine through in his relationship with andromeda. we know teddy was raised by his gran, and i imagine she feels enormously protective of him, perhaps bordering on strict in her desire to keep him safe from the harm that came to all the rest of her family. but i like to imagine teddy didn't act out against this too much, in part because he understands where it comes from and in turn feels very protective of andromeda. growing up in the aftermath of the war would make teddy as a child particularly aware of the grief and pain and the silences among the adults around him, and i think teddy would take any compensatory protective strictness on andromeda's part with good grace, and humour her for it. i like to think teenage/young adult teddy serves as the translator for any of his gran's more prickly edges, and that they have a very close relationship that both of them really treasure.
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strawbabys-blog Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi I have one-shot request, regressor regulus (1-4 age range) and CG James, in which regulus regresses because of trauma and stress and James gives him CG cuddles
Ofc!!!! Baby reggie is such a cute concept istg! Ty for the request <333
Baby Black
"Reggie!" James shouts in his usual cheerful manner, slinging an arm around the younger Black brother as he spots him in the hallway, "How's my favourite Slytherin doing?" He asks. James and Regulus had gotten very close over the last year, Regulus had eventually followed his brother out of Grimmauld Place and straight into the welcoming arms of the Potters. Of course that included James, who was like the sun to Regulus, always filling him up with light. James had naturally taken on the role of Regulus's caregiver, he was naturally inclined to take care of the people around him. The first time Regulus has regressed and stumbled crying through the house to find James and Sirius, James had found him and held him and kept him safe. So the next time it happened Regulus went to him again... and the next time, and the next time and every time after that. Their relationship quickly progressed from platonic to romantic (outside of Regulus's headspace of course) and after a brief period of horror from Sirius ("James you brotherfucker!!") The pair were accepted by pretty much everyone with ease.
"I'm fine," Regulus says, it had been a long day and he really wasn't feeling up to going back to his dorm, the older kids hated him ever since he'd left his parents house. James frowns at his tone.
"Are you really or are you just saying that for my benefit?" He asks, raising his eyebrows. Regulus sighs, looking up at James with tired eyes. He pouts.
"Can I come to the Gryffindor common room for a bit?" He asks. James face breaks into a smile.
"Of course you can Reg," he says, "do you need to...?" He doesnt need to finish for Regulus to get it.
"Maybe, but later, the older kids were being dicks again," he says. James frowns again, it was well known at this point that the older slytherins had taken to harassing Regulus in the halls when he was alone, so much so that the Gryffindor's take turns walking him places when they can.
"Okay," James says, his arm slipping down to link with Regulus's, leading him back to where the other Marauders were waiting, "We've got a visitor," he announces to the other three. Sirius grins.
"Brilliant! I've missed you too much Reggie, it's been painful," Regulus laughs and rolls his eyes.
"I saw you at lunch," he says.
"Far too long," Sirius says with his usual dramatic flair that sends the other boy's laughing too.
"Come on you lot," Remus cuts in, "Let's be getting back, the girls will wonder where we are,"
"I think they've lost hope in us Moony, they'll think we're doing something we aren't supposed to, as always," Peter says.
"Well they'll wonder where I am," Remus says with that signature smirk that has Sirius swooning while James hits Remus's shoulder.
"Rude! They love us," he says incredulously. Remus rolls his eyes.
"Siruis, can you stop with the goo goo eyes, I'm going to be sick," Regulus says, looking at Sirius's lovesick expression with disgust. Sirius turns to him, sticking out his tongue.
"Payback for every time I have to see you thirst over my best mate," he says. Regulus flushes red and James takes the opportunity to put his arm around his shoulders again, grinning teasingly.
"Reg, you've gone all red, do you have a temperature?" James says, innocently, knowing full well that he's being a dick. He glances around for a moment, deeming the coast clear he leans in and gives Regulus a peck.
"Oh for fucks sake," Sirius groans, leaning into Remus as if he's just been fatally wounded, "could you wait until I'm not around to suck faces with my baby brother?" He groans from Remus's chest.
"Oh fuck off Pads, that was as PG as kisses get," James says.
"You're just using it as an excuse to cuddle up to Remus," Regulus says. Both the boys flush red and Sirius pushes away from Remus, turning to flip Regulus off.
They continue their playful teasing as they walk up to the common room, James's hand not leaving Regulus's until they reach the portrait hole, where he helps him step in.
Regulus was determined to hold of his regression for as long as possible, he liked hanging out with the older Gryffindor's when he was big and wanted to stay for as long as possible. But being looked after, even in a small capacity, was really making things difficult.
"Reggie?" James questions, "are you okay?" Regulus nods absentmindedly, humming a confirmation, "Alright, let me know if you need anything," he says, kissing the boys cheek as he drags him to sit on an armchair in the common room.
Regulus floats in a bit of an in-between space as they hang out together, leaning against James contentedly as the Gryffindor's around him chat to each other. James seems to catch on to Regulus's drifting headspace and after a while he nudges him.
"Hey Reg, do you want to go on a walk?" He asks. Regulus's eyes light up at the thought of spending time with his caregiver and he nods happily. James turns to the group, "I'm gonna take Reggie on a walk, we'll be back later," He says. Sirius bounds over, giving Regulus a kiss on the head and a hug.
"Stay with Jamie, yeah?" He says, smoothing down his brothers hair. Regulus nods.
"Mhm, stay with Jaime," he parrots.
They say a quick bye to the rest of the group before heading back out the portrait hole.
Walks like these had become somewhat of a thing between the two boys, no matter what headspace Regulus was in. They make their way down to the great lake, walking around the path surrounding with their hands interlinked, chatting a little.
"Are you slipping?" James asks. Regulus thinks for a minute.
"No, I nearly was but I think it's cleared a bit," he explains. James nods.
Suddenly there's a rustling from behind them and both boys whip around to see people stood behind them.
There was three Slytherins stood looking personally offended just at the sight of the two boys. Malfoy and Snape were at the front, wands already out, while Narcissa hung back a bit, glancing between the two boys.
"Can we help you?" James asks, stepping in front of Regulus slightly.
"Just going for a walk," Malfoy answers, "that's allowed isn't it?" James raises an eyebrow, "Oh don't flatter yourself, what would we want with a couple blood traitors?" Regulus could think of plenty of things.
"Right, well we're heading back now," James says, grabbing Regulus's wrist and trying to pull him past the two boys. Malfoy stops him with a hand on the shoulder.
"Don't let us ruin your night," he says. Snape takes a step towards Regulus and James blocks him with his body.
"Jumpy, Potter," He drawls, peering around James to sneer at the younger boy. Regulus had frozen in place, resisting the urge to clutch James's arm, suddenly the idea of showing any form of weakness felt sickening. The voice of his mother rings in his head.
"You are weak! Disgusting! Get up!"
James steps closer to Snape, sheilding Regulus from his view again.
"Leave us alone," he says, reaching back to give Regulus's arm a reassuring squeeze. Malfoys eyes zero in on the small interaction and he scoffs.
"Can baby Black not look after himself?" He spits. James eyes flash angrily, attempting to shoulder past the two.
"Okay, we're going now," he says. Snape goes to grab Regulus, who whimpers and flinched away, but Narcissa clears her throat.
"Let them go" she says, voice clear and strong. Malfoy looks at her, confused, but something in her expression must make hom fold because he turns to Snape and nods.
"Love has made you weak," Snape hisses, begrudgingly letting go of Regulus and stepping aside.
James wastes no time, grabbing Regulus's arm and speed walking away from them, nodding to Narcissa as they pass, a brief moment of understanding passing between them before the two boys disappear back into the castle.
James stops in the entrance, turning to look at Regulus.
The boy looks wrecked, tears streaming down his face, eyes wide in shock and fear. James immediately knows that Regulus was reliving some none too pleasant memories.
"Are you okay baby?" He asks. Regulus whimpers, headspace immediately plummeting after teetering on edge, "How's about we go up to bed?" James asks. Regulus nods, reaching his arms forward and making a grabbing motion.
"Up," he whines.
Snape and Malfoy were bad enough but the sight of Narcissa had thrown Regulus right back to that house, to his mother, to the unspeakable things that happened to him and his brother. Regulus needed comfort right now. James smiles and scoops his baby up and Regulus immediately tucks himself into his caregivers neck, immediately soothed by the physical contact.
"I've got you baby," James murmurs, walking up to the common room.
They climb through the portrait hole and James gives a quick gesture to the boy clinging to him and that's all the explanation their friends need, letting them go up to bed without another word.
"Baby boy," he gently puts the boy down on the bed, feeling a tug on his heart as Regulus makes a noise of protest, "I know, I know, I'll be right back, I'm just getting you some clothes," he murmurs, Regulus pouts but nods. James quickly rushes to his drawers, pulling out a soft jumper and some shorts before going back to his baby.
"Daddy," Regulus mutters, grabbing hold of James shirt and tugging.
"I know baby, let's just get you changed and then Daddy will come cuddle," he says, making quick work of helping him change before pulling off his own shirt and climbing into bed, arranging them so that Reggie is layed comfortably on James's chest.
"M'sorry" Regulus murmurs. James was used to this, Regulus tended to feel like a burden whenever he regressed, it was rare that he slipped without apologising at least once.
James moves his hand to run through Reggie's hair, looking down at him.
"None of that baby, you have nothing to be sorry for. This helps me too, remember?" He says. Reggie screws up his nose adorably if James does say so himself as he thinks, before huffing and nodding a little.
James smiles and pulls Regulus a little closer, running his hand up and down his back to comfort him as he plays with the younger boys hair. Regulus buries his face in James's chest and makes a content little noise in the back of his throat. James thinks that if he were a cat he'd be purring.
He wants to talk to Reg about what happened earlier but he's found that Regulus isn't great at talking when he's little, that's something for him and big Reggie to talk about, so instead he watches as Regulus's eyes slip closed, his breathing slowly evening out into slow steady breaths.
Only once he's sure that Regulus is sleeping does he let his own eyes close.
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gh0stlyb34r Ā· 4 months ago
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Welcome to my blog !
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About me ! ; the basics
name ; saint , logan , johnny
big age ; 19 ('05)
little age ; 2 - 5
pronouns ; he / they / star / it (+more!)
gender / sexuality ect. ; gay , trans , ace , poly(?)
links at end of post!!
pronouns page | strawpage
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About me ! ; my interests
games ; call of duty , overwatch , valorant , hogwarts legacy , jedi fallen order , jedi survivor , red dead redemption 2 , roblox (royale high , dress to impress + more!) , fnaf , poppy playtime , indigo park , forza horizon , resident evil 4 , good pizza great pizza , animal crossing new horizons , mario kart 8 , mario kart wii , just dance , the last of us , detroit become human , spiderman , little nightmares , buckshot roulette
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forgetb33not Ā· 1 month ago
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My friend gave me the idea of writing a marauders fanfiction in the arcane universe, but lining up generally who would fill what rolls is a struggle, so I'm throwing out my rough ideas on here.
Personally I think remus would make a great viktor, with a past of being less fortunate than others and the whole werewolf and needing a cane thing, and to go with it Sirius as jayce makes sense to me because he's absolutely shit on even though his hearts always in the right place (he's just a little slow sometimes).
The problem is filling in the rest. I think James and regulus as timebomb makes sense (especially with the kick of alternate timeline) and James is an unproblematic king. Maybe filling in regulus' cousins as vi, milo, and clagor?
Here's where we start reaching. I think having Sirius as clagor, then having the teleportation backstory of jayce kinda filling in at the explosion could make sense because one cousin would be dead, the other in jail, and his brother would be emotionally not so well meaning he doesn't pay attention or care when it comes to him rising as a inventor, (regulus)thinking himself dead to any family left. this would also make it so james would be childhood friends with regulus and Sirius so there would be history (changing the dynamics between jacye and ekko but I could make it work in a good way).
Biggest problem is not knowing who to make vi and Caitlyn. Vi could be narcissa or Andromeda, or Andromeda could be a sort of fill in with Alphard for caregivers after they are orphaned. (I understand that the age dynamics would be all flopped around with this current lineup, I'd just deal with it idk, they are all related istg it makes it so hard). So so lost on the caitlyn bit.
There could still be black brother angst, and they are still related, but we meld with the topside folks just so it makes more sense.
I also have no clue with Mel and ambessa and how to incorporate the girls or Evan and barty so šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
Please lmk opinions and suggestions or tell me your personal lineupšŸ™šŸ™šŸ™
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aew-kun-age-regression Ā· 1 year ago
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Hiiii! I came up with a idea! Could you do poly marauder caregivers that look after little reader after a long day- like Sirius does their hair, Remus reads to them and helps them change into comfy clothes and James helps clean their face and teeth- I donā€™t mind if it takes a while to write or anything I knwk you have a lot on your plate right now thank you!! šŸ’œ
"Overwhelmed.."
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Pairings: Caregiver!James Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black x Little!Reader.
Summary: you're overwhelmed and James, Remus and Sirius aren't okay with that...
Warnings: Mentions of being overwhelmed, bottle feeding, nicknames (Sweetheart, Sweetie)
(Gender Neutral Reader)
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You had been so overwhelmed.. you couldn't help it and you didn't know why.. something was always wrong.. everything just seemed wrong.
The boys noticed that something was wrong.. they couldn't let that be.. and so that's why the four of you were currently sat together on the sofa of the gryffindor common room.
Remus had previously taken you to get into comfy clothes and you were now sitting with Sirius behind you, who was playing gently with your hair. Whilst Remus read aloud quietly, putting on silly voices when the characters in the book spoke.
James was sat on your other side, currently shaking a bottle, testing the temperature of the milk on his inner wrist.
Once he was sure the temperature was suitable he carefully pulled you away from Sirius (who had still been playing with your hair) and onto his lap.
You were now in James's arms as he held your bottle for you.
Once you had finished your bottle, James picked you up and took you to the bathroom. He picked up the toothpaste and your toothbrush and started to help you.
"Can you show me your crocodile teeth Sweetheart??"
As James helped you with brushing your teeth, Sirius and Remus got your bed sorted and ready for you.
James took you to your room, where Remus and Sirius were waiting with a gift bag.
"Sweetheart we got you a present"
"for me.?"
The boys all chuckled.
"yeah for you Sweetie." Sirius said.
Remus passed you the bag and you looked inside, squeeling.
Inside the bag, there sat a brown teddy bear.
James looked down at you. "we thought that because you've not been feeling great recently that you might want a new cuddly friend..."
You smiled and yawned.
You ended up sleeping peacefully that night with your amazing caregivers by your side. Making sure that you had forgotten about everything and anything that could have possibly of been causing you stress...
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Little James and Sirius come back in the middle of the night after a prank mommy had told them they were not allowed to do because setting it up could be dangerous to them. Their smiles are gone once they enter the dorm to find a very unpleased mommy, Sirius's eyes immediately water because he's such a babyboy when it comes to his mommy and she has to calm him down and hold his hand to take him to the corner for time out. James on the other hand goes by himself but not without a bit of sass (they were okay after all, nothing went badly), mommy needing to talk more sternly and maybe a smacking his bottom a time or two.
They carefully snuck back into the room letting out quiet little giggles thinking you were fast asleep, only to be met with your arms crossed and giving them a stern look.
You raised your eyebrow expecting one of them to talk. Sirius lowered his head too ashamed to look in your eyes.
ā€œSirius. Start talking.ā€ The tone in your voice made a whimper tore from his throat. It was almost so quiet it wouldā€™ve been silent.
ā€œMā€™ sorry mommy. I just wanted to have fun mā€™swear! His eyes became cloudy with tears as his voice suddenly grew shaky and higher.
ā€œAnd I wasnā€™t going to do it but I was bored and I know I shouldnā€™t have! Iā€™m still a good boy I swear mama!ā€ By now the tears have escaped and he taking shorter breaths.
ā€œItā€™s alright siri come hereā€ you reassured him opening your arms indicating that you can hold him. He whimpered holding onto you tightly as James stood there with a bit of jealousy but no remorse.
ā€œAll your gonna get is a timeout. Only for half an hour then a bath and some cuddles mkay?ā€ You said gently making sure he knows you wouldnā€™t be too rough with him right now especially because heā€™s slipping so far so fast.
He nodded letting go of his hold on you before sitting down with his legs crossed in the corner.
You looked over to James who wasnā€™t looking directly in your eyes. ā€œJames. I know this was your idea. Come hereā€ you said, the sternness that recently laced your voice only minutes before returning.
ā€œWell itā€™s not fair, you never let me do anything funā€ he said irritably. ā€œBecause that prank was dangerous james. You both couldā€™ve got hurt, especially because I wasnā€™t there.ā€ You answered to his attitude with reasoning.
ā€œNow come here. Iā€™m not gonna ask again.ā€ You threatened. He tested his luck even further, rolling his eyes. He walked towards you and when he was in arms reach you bent him over and swatted him three times on the bottom.
ā€œOwie!ā€ He whimpered as you directed him to sit down on the opposite side of the room. With getting a kiss on his cheek he sat down wincing at the pressure on his butt. You didnā€™t give him a lot of spanks but did use a lot of force.
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ā€œTimes up my loves come hereā€ you said half an hour later pushing the papers you were working on to the bed stand as they immediately went and hugged you. You chuckled using both hands to mess with their hair.
ā€œMy good boysā€
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to-be-named-by-angel Ā· 2 years ago
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So Iā€™m opening up requests to write agere stories! Please keep these purely sfw. I really only want to write for cg!reader as I donā€™t regress and donā€™t know what itā€™s like from the regressorā€™s POV. Please send in requests and I will get them done as soon as I can!!
Here are the characters I will write for:
Teen wolf (Stiles, Isaac, Liam, Lydia)
Harry Potter (all the main boys apart from Harry and Ron and Peter)
The folk of the air (Cardan, Jude)Ā 
Stranger things (Eddie, Dustin, Steve)Ā 
Marvel (Loki, Natasha)
Miraculous (Adrien)
Or something original! Or if you want a character from something else or a character not on the list feel free to still ask but there is no guarantee I will be able to do it.
hope to start writing soon!
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ashesandhackles Ā· 2 years ago
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Prisoner of Azkaban reread notes (Part 1)
Chapter 1, 2,3, 4
Wendelin the Weird really mocks the idea of wizards facing persecution from Muggles, and the anecdote shows how they have more power.
@starlingflight had an hc that the Weasley family went to meet Bill because of the events of last year and because Ginny really looks up to him. In PS, they went to visit Charlie in Romania during holidays, and in CoS, they went to meet Bill. This is the second time they are going to Bill in a very short time. Peak eldest sibling/ third parent moment.
I love the detail in Ron's letter about Molly not letting Ginny into the last tomb, which had all sorts of mutant skeletons. This takes on a layer given what happened to Ginny in Chamber of Secrets.
Uncle Vernon complains about Sirius' hair and then shoots a look at Harry's own. I love the connection the narrative makes between Harry and Sirius from the very beginning - the hair, when Uncle Vernon looks to Harry after he makes a comment about people "deserving punishment"
Ah Marge. The way she treats Harry is special kind of vile. There is a special kind of nastiness to her giving Harry dog biscuits as a present, and then later on in the same chapter alluding to Harry as weak, runty pup that she had someone drown (and then implying Lily has bad blood - "if there is something wrong with the bitch, then there is something wrong with the pup"). Also, although Harry is written as "default white" - this is one of the times I felt such a strong undercurrent of racism here.
And Harry, after first two books of his management of Dursleys, finally rejects them and runs away. ("I had enough" - both Harry and Sirius say at some point with their families)
Interesting that in CoS, Harry is quick to believe Ron and Hermione have forgotten all about him when he didnt get their letters (major abandonment issues acting up, exacerbated by circumstances ofc), but by POA, he is confident that even if he is an outlaw in wizarding world, Ron and Hermione would want to help him. Ron and Hermione slowly help healing Harry <3
Right when Harry is considering his life as an outcast, he is being watched by Sirius, who appears right after Harry has rejected Dursleys as caregivers of any kind, and is the wizarding world outcast. (Also, Sirius has swum the north sea and escaped prison, and he wants to "catch a glimpse")
Sirius laughing at the scene of the crime is such a stark image. We see him do this at the end of the book, when Peter accuses him. ("Black started to laugh, a horrible, mirthless laugh that filled the whole room"). When Peter accuses him of breaking out of Azkaban using dark Powers, Black "started to laugh, a horrible mirthless laugh that filled the whole room." I love this absolutely contrarian impulse in him, that he is laughing at the sheer gall of Peter to accuse him after everything. It also feels like a habit from his home life - designed to piss people off when they accuse him of something, most likely unjust. And it is the same response that happens in his breakdown over James's death on the street - it is the mirthless laughter that begins because of audacity of Peter, and it goes into breakdown over James's death.
Harry returns every day to look at the Firebolt. Jock boy.
Sirius = the Grim. XD interesting how he is associated with a death omen. @artemisia-black has a meta about this.
Ron and Mr Weasley share the same stress response: ears turning red.
Mr and Mrs Weasley recreate the same dynamic as Molly as Sirius in OOTP. Molly does not want Harry to know, Arthur wants Harry to know to be on his guard. This is telling of Rowling's fixed ideas on intrinsic traits of a gender - the man wants to give Harry more agency to be in charge, while the woman is cautious (I'm not making this up, there is literally an interview with Melissa Anelli where she said this about Molly vs Sirius scene: that she wants to contrast "cautious feminine principle" with Sirius' "take charge" masculine principle")
This book feels so melancholy to me. There is a suspense aspect built up with Harry spotting the dog, seeing that it is a death omen, and Sirius saying "he is at hogwarts". On first read, these are scary things. But when you know what you know, this is just dripping with sadness.
Chapter 5,6,7
Ginny tries to join the trio and Ron tells her to "go away". @hinnyfied pointed out how Ginny followed both Ron here and when the train is dark. I really like glimpses of sibling relationships like this!
Remus is here - he is asleep. (interesting that they take note that only students use Hogwarts Express and it is unusual for an adult to be there).
Remus does wandless magic, and conjures flames in his palm. I really really love this detail. The "right to carry a wand" is heavily contested among "creatures" as Griphook resentfully mentions in DH - and it feels like something he has trained himself to be good at. @thecat-isblogging-blog also believes it is something for post transformation - when he may not have his wand and would be vulnerable.
"Ginny looked nearly as bad as Harry felt, and gave a small sob." and Hermione goes and puts an arm around her. Again the Chamber comes up. ("Didnt any of you fall of your seats?" "No, Ginny was shaking like mad though.")
Since this is a book where Harry starts to root his masculinity in James, the shame he feels for collapsing on train is a nice touch. ("I am not delicate!" Harry said crossly). Special thanks to @artemisia-black for her metas for this insight - I would not have looked at this with lens of masculinity if not for your metas!
Interesting detail that both Dean and Lavendar also have no idea what The Grim is. Rest of the class knows - so it is embedded in wizarding culture. This is also a hint to Lavendar's blood status i think? I never picked up on this before.
Dean Thomas appreciation, when Slytherins shout at Hagrid after the Buckbeak incident, Dean says, "It was malfoy's fault!"
"giving Harry a look of loathing reserved just for him" - something about this sentence really cracks me up. lmao.
Snape threatening Trevor really hits at Neville's worst insecurities. Trevor is a gift from his family after Neville proves that he is magical (and not a Squib, as they were fearing). So Trevor is a representation of that for Neville. So Neville's fear - is not being good enough, something Snape (and also his grandmother in a very different way, hits - as McGonagall says, "it's time for her to be proud of the grandson she does have, instead of the one she wishes she had" in HBP). Neville grows very subtly throughout the series.
I love how Lyall and Hope's meeting via Boggarts (as per pottermore) adds another layer to why Remus takes it on in his first class.
Remus is polite to Snape, but he slips in the same scene - when he is asking Neville about what his grandmother wears (so Neville can overlay it on Snape), he prompts, "and a handbag?" when Neville can't seem to remember. Remus is a very subtle character, and his slip ups about his feelings are also super subtle like this. There is no reason for him to prompt Neville on this - but there is a part of him is enjoying this. (It's that part of him on the map that goes: "keep your abnormally large nose out of other people's business")
Chapter 8,9, 10,11
I love how immediately attuned Remus is with Harry, and how Harry actually does say what is bothering him after initially saying no. It is the lack of judgement from Remus, and his ability to let silence be. (Sirius does this with Harry too later on, and so does Ginny)
I love that Harry thought Lups will deny what he had observed, but he not only validates it but offers Harry an honest explanation of why he didnt let Harry fight the Boggart. It is a respect for Harry's agency and intelligence that makes Harry immediately take to him. ("I am impressed, this suggests that what you fear most of all is - fear. Very wise, Harry")
Snape, "unsmiling and watchful" that Harry and Lups are spending time together, and he has told Dumbledore that he is untrustworthy and is helping Sirius.S nape's "eyes were flickering towards Lupin more often than usual" even after brewing the Potion - Snape is super hypervigilant with Lups - there is genuine fear here. Given his teenage brush off, I can see why.
Snape being Dumbledore's angry child: trying to hint to Dumbledore that Lups may be the inside help, and Dumbledore shutting him down, and Snape concedes to it because they are in front of Percy.
Percy looked slightly abashed when Dumbledore mentions that no Dementor would cross the threshold of the castle while he is Headmaster. I wonder what Percy's views are on use of Dementors? He is very assimilationist. The next book, he is on Crouch's side for Winky debacle, so it is likely he thinks Dementors should have a look in the castle.
"his robes were hanging more loosely around him" - interesting detail to show the aftermath of transformation on Lups. It is extremely taxing on his body.
Lups both cant help himself from being concerned that Harry is sad about the match and cant help feeling guilty, that Whomping Willow, made for his use, is what smashed Harry's broomstick.
Harry is so comfortable opening a topic with Lups that he finds deeply shameful: that he fell because of the Dementors, that he hears Lily's death when they get close. It is interesting that Jily death hangs so strongly over POA, and both Remus and later, Sirius act as a stand in for James in this book.
"Lupin made a sudden motion with his arm as though he made to grip Harry's shoulder, but thought better of it." - the summary of Remus and Harry's relationship in the entire series, and Harry breaks through this wall in Deathly Hallows.
"White and shaking he was" "Give Harry to me, I am his godfather" "Black argued, but in the end he gave in" - so demonstrative of the fact that his first priority is always Harry
Sirius was absolutely doing a performance of boredom for Fudge. It is his way of fighting, even in prison - his way of saying, "you havent broken me." Because we do see how Sirius really feels around Dementors at the end of the book - hands over his head, and moaning, "No Please"
"Quite the double act" - McGonagall not mentioning Remus in the group while we get gossipy details like Remus mentioning that McGonagall told him about Harry and Trelawney. It feels like such a gossipy thing to say to a former student, and indicates fondness. So I'd like to think she is also careful and wary with regard to bringing Remus up in front of Ministry authorities, esp potentially sensitive things like Sirius and him used to be best friends.
Harry looking into his parents wedding photo, with laughing Sirius :pleading_face:There is so much longing written into these scenes, and sadness. I have said before that Harry's series wide arc is to coming terms with his parents' death.
ooh interesting stuff from Hermione. Hagrid talks about how Dementors werent keen to let him go, and Hermione says, "but you were innocent!" and hagrid snorts, "Think that matters to them?" interesting stuff for Hermione and her belief and disillusionment in institutions arc.
Dumbledore offering crackers to Snape. Love how Snape indulges Dumbledore even as he hates it lollll.
Chapter 12, 13, 14
I know the fight is about the Firebolt, but I always felt the true reason Harry is angry with Hermione is that she went behind his back. And Ron is siding with Harry. (Although it is funny that it is Crookshanks that technically placed order for the broom)
Also, interesting note about Voldemort - he refers to Lily as "silly girl" and in the most disparaging way possible, when in reality it is her sacrificial magic that stopped him. This is in contrast to how he talks about James - "Face me like a man, straight backed and proud, like your father died". It is taunt, but a compliment infused in the taunt. (We will notice this in his fixation with his father, and rather passive interest in his mother as well - and the interest in his mother is because of her lineage - "I, in whose veins runs the blood of Salazar Slytherin himself, from my mother's side?")
Hermione disappearing into her workload, and Ron, despite being angry with her, interested in what she is up to. He even asked Ernie if she missed any Muggle Studies classes, lol.
How interesting that Lups mentions that the Dementor's Kiss is the fate that awaits Sirius Black, completely unprompted by Harry. It is clearly something that bothers him. ("Do you think anyone deserves that?"). Since he read it in the Prophet in the morning, it is clearly a news that he was still processing.
"Do you really think so? Do you think anyone deserves that?" - it is obviously one way for him to process the news, but it is also a way for Lups to open space for Harry to talk about what he is thinking and feeling.
Snape reminding McGonagall that Gryffindor will be out of running for 8th year in a row if they lose the match, lol. Snape and McGonagall's background Quidditch rivalry is hilarious. This happened in CoS too ("We should get Potter off the Quidditch team until he is ready to be truthful" "The cat wasn't hit over the head with a broomstick")
Harry suggesting they make up with Hermione, and Ron tells him where she is. I get the feeling that Ron was waiting to make up with Hermione after the initial anger. He engages with her, tries to figure out her schedule and it seems to me that the only thing really stopping him is Harry's feelings and he was waiting for Harry's go ahead.
"Ok side with Ron, I knew you would" - the beginning of the series, where the boys choose each other, and Hermione knows it. This changes when Ron becomes aware of his romantic feelings for Hermione, and that forces him to step back from his buffer role, and Harry and Hermione dynamic goes through transitional storm as a result.
Hermione came to watch the match. The juxtaposition of the Fred and George juggling bottles and the festivities, and Hermione reading Home Life and Social habits of British Muggles (which she doesn't have to) really adds to the loneliness of the picture.
I don't know if this was mentioned, but Lupin keeps asking Harry that maybe it's time to stop during the Patronus chapter. I do think it's because he is seeing the physical toll it's costing him, but I'd like to think it could also be because Harry has become an earpiece to James' last moments, and Lupin is caught off-guard. His grief is rising back up and it writes "Ready?" said Lupin, who looked as though he was doing this against his better judgement.(via @thecat-isblogging-blog)
We can see Lupin losing a bit of his careful control when Harry asks him about Sirius. Not only has Lupin just gone through the circle of grief again in a space of a few minutes, but now Sirius being bought up is asking for his anger. When Harry assumes Lupins knew Sirius as well, Lupin responds very quick and 'out of character': "What gives you that idea?" he said sharply. (Also via Cat)
Sirius breaks into the dormitory with a knife. He gifts Harry a knife for Christmas later on. (@artemisia-black brought this to my attention, but he seems to have a thing for knives. )
Love how immediately Neville connects Harry to being his protector, he steps behind Harry when he sees Snape.
Obviously Snape enjoys catching harry in trouble, but his dialogue here about worrying about Harry's safety (also his life mission) is also him. ("Let other people worry about his safety!").
"Mr Moony presents his compliments to Professor Snape and begs him to keep his abnormally large nose out of other people's business" - this insult is essentially displaying Remus' anxiety over Snape "sneaking around, trying to get them expelled". And Sirius' insult, is on his intelligence ("Mr Padfoot would like to register his astonishment that an idiot like that ever became professor"). Insulting people's intelligence is go to insult for both Sirius and Snape. James' insult goes for his appearance ("ugly git") which is appearance based, and most likely to do with his jealous streak regarding Snape and Lily. And Peter follows James' lead in the ugly insult and "advises him to wash his hair, the slimeball."
I will never get over the detail of Lups clapping his hand and looking around cheerfully when Ron comes in XD covered this scene between Lups and Snape in more detail here
Remus made Sirius and James "feel ashamed of themselves sometimes". I'd imagine it would be similar to how he handled this - cover up for them as he did for Harry, and lets them hear it in private. Although some of the harshness of what Remus said here is because he agrees with Snape, and recognises his own guilt in this situation, so he is angrier.
There is something about the fact that Hermione comes to them when she gets the letter that Buckbeak is being executed that is really, really vulnerable of her? She can wait until Hagrid tells them himself, but she needs them in this highly charged emotional moment.
I love how immediate the trio's priorities shift - both Harry and hermione discuss the unfairness of the situation, and when Hermione says she has no hope, Ron says there is. "You won't have to do all the work alone this time Hermione. I'll help." Ron's offer of solidarity really gets to Hermione and she apologises to him. And that's pretty much all he needed to hear from her ("I am really sorry about scabbers") and he quickly moves to assure her- "he was a bit old. You never know, mum and dad might get me an owl now." (ron's issue with hermione is similar to his issue with Harry in DH - "you are dismissing my feelings and devaluing my needs. What is important to me is not important to you, and therefore I am angry.")
Lucius is still a background antagonist in this novel, even though he doesn't make an appearance. And like Chamber of Secrets, Hagrid is once again in trouble because of his vulnerable status in the wizarding society.
The exam chapters are so endearingly weird - the teapot into tortoise and how they are all worrying about how some of their tortoise still has spout, or breathe steam. And harry overdoing his cheering charms that meant ron had to be taken to a private classroom for over an hour cos he was doubling up with hysterical laughter.
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