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me: *God I feel like such shit today and I don't know why.*
me literally seven seconds later: I FORGOT TO TAKE MY ESTROGEN THIS MORNING
#finally took it 6 hours late 🙌#the one problem with pills is that when i forget one im just suddenly depressed and dysphoric for “no reason”#cant do shots though#did that last time ans ended up off hormones for a year#kinda wish those pellets in the ass were a thing in the states but oh well
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non canon to casey official lore but what if she did get that son of a bitch
#ik i posted that 1st pic already once but it was meant to be part of this set#casey#michelle carter#ft the ghost of booster hovering around these images#2nd is a sort of redraw of a shot from silence of the lambs lol#im obsessed with my own oc obviously so i think of any and every au possible for her. sometimes i think if she was slightly less of a joke#she would be propelled into owning her identity as a villain to protect herself from goldstars vengeance even though she didnt want to be a#proper villain ever and just wanted to kill one guy and get away with it and go back to work#unwittingly becomes goldstars arch enemy#i can imagine a whole arc with rani wanting to become a hero too to get revenge but michelles like NOOO BOOSTER NEVER WANTED THAT FOR YOU#do as i say not as i do!!!! focus on school!#makes me sad though because her actually offing booster ping pongs off the meeting nell part of her life. aah say lah vee#but then again ladybug is an active hero. mauybe theyll meet after all.#THEY WOULD FIND EACH OTHER IN EVERY UNIVERSE#as for her getting out of jail on an actual manslaughter charge i imagine some other actual supervillain stages a jailbreak and she just#escapes in the confusion and dedicates herself to being a reformed citizen and becoming an actor (somehow?)#but michelle hears she escaped and is like NO! I CANT LET HER GET AWAY WITH THIS!!!!!!
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claire de soleil // gore and blood under the cut!
#cw blood#cw gore#if you can tell that i spent significantly less time on v2#no you cant!#this was my first time doing grayscale coloring as a base and i actually loved it#took me FOREVER#but idc it works good for me#never ask me to make a rendered background. you will be shot on sight.#i really like this though#RARE ZERO ART POST#ultrakill#V2#v2 ultrakill#v1#v1 ultrakill#zerbs art#digital art
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hii i’ve been looking for long well written zonami fics and i was hoping you could recommend the best stuff you’ve read. i don’t mind any site i’ll even take wattpad at this point ;—; there’s waay too little of this pair on ao3 and so many works i’ve seen are abandoned. help a girl out thank youuu 🫶🏼
Oh man, I wish I could tell ya! I haven't had the time to read fanfics lately, so I'm not sure if there are any recent ones I can recommend.
If you're a long-time ZoNami fan, you might've already heard of these two completed M-rated fics by AshaRose on Fanfiction.net:
Mystery Pants
Memory
And there's one completed explicit fic that I've been meaning to read on AO3 by StillPurplePanicking: Dry Spell
If you've already read these, I can only apologize lol - there just aren't too many fics out there for ZoNami, and it's been a long while since I've last read a long and completed ZoNami fic. I want to write more to add to the collection of ZoNami works out there, but it's been tough finding time to work on 'em.
My one attempt at a long fic is still on hiatus, but I'm hoping to jump back into it soon! It's unfortunate, but the ZoNami drought is real 🥲
(A shoutout to @harritudur for feeding us all those goregous ZoNami art during these tough times!)
#I honestly havent read those asharose's fics in years#but i remember them being so good that they are literally the only long fics i can remember lol#im sorry i cant help more!#maybe i can help by writing a bit more today LOL#i do have a spicy one-shot that just needs to be dusted up#maybe I'll clean it up and post it first while i slowly work on Dumb Crush#that fic takes a while for me to write 'cause I gotta reread the source lmao#if you ever find a good fic though#please drop it in my inbox so i can share and read it myself! 😂#dg speaks#zonami#zona#zoro x nami#nami x zoro#my stuff
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just a couple of dirty bean boys!
#jacksepticeye#just like art#this was SO CLOSE to never being finished#art machine (me) broke halfway through but we did it#uni is............. going#even though im only doing 2 subjects im losing it man#i think its just ALL OF THE GROUP PROJECTS IM DOING#like my groups are fine theyre all sweet and nice but i just.#just let me do it by myself let me take 100% control without guilt let me only depend on myself doing it#im such a damn follower with group projects please itd be quicker if it was just me making my own shots instead of a second party coming in#and asking for my opinion when my opinion is always ''do whatever you want :)'' because i either dont mind OR i dont have the social energy#to say otherwise like theyd be fine with it but i just cant do it man i got anxiety of the social kind i cant keep going man i cant#i dont like feeling like im letting down other people or that theyre depending on me im bad under pressure#JUST LET ME DO IT ALONE AND ONLY DISAPPOINT MYSELF BRO CMON#the group projects are wrapping up soon so i cant complain but im screaming#besides that ive been good thanks for asking!
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you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work
me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:
#text post#general hospital#nicholas alexander chavez#spencer cassadine#sorry i'm still not over my shock at this lol#i remember asking my mom MONTHS ago (she follows general hospital news online) 'hey wheres spencer i havent seen him in awhile?'#'oh his character died off. the actor is doing some netflix show where he plays a murderer'#and you have to understand. i dont consume anything to do w true crime. but to my 63-year-old mother. ryan murphy doesnt exist#so bc of just how self-contained the archaic institution of network soap operas are. i just. idk i didnt assume it was a big role#it didnt register to me that it was the sequel to the dahmer show. is what i am saying. and i never thought about it again#mommy made it sound like he might be coming back bc soap opera characters fake-die all the time#and so i put the thought out of my head until completely independently i was watching a video about monsters: menendez being flawed#and i was like. going absolutely insane w how familiar he looked i was like 'ok i know that man cant be too famous but i KNOW him'#'i know him from something and i know him WELL from something. like whatever hes from is iconic to me'#and then the video creator said his name and i was like THATS INSANE WHERE DO I KNOW THAT NAME??!?!??#it's a name i read in the credits but probably never thought in my head at all bc sorry he's just spencer to me#so i googled it and i was gobsmacked. i was like MOM DIDNT SAY he was gonna be in THIS SHIT!?!?!?#i also do lay my life down on the defense that the cinematography of a prestige netflix drama makes him less recognizable to me#who knew him best under cheap soap opera lighting in basic back and forth dialogue shots. like#i have to be honest i never cared for his looks on gh bc he just kinda looked like too perfect. like he looked like a mannequin#i see it now though i get it#i get why he's very fan editable to the true crime girlies i get it#not that it matters. im just in mourning bc it never occurred to me the spencer era was over. i actually liked his character#i cant tell u why bc he wasnt all that distinguishable from all the other basic dramatic character archetypes. idk it was a good performanc#i cant explain to u what makes a soap opera character distinct while still being completely generic (they all are)#i also liked his relationship w his girlfriend in the show it was cute. he was evil but they were sweet#nicky please come back. im begging u. as your only general hospital era fan who is your age#i dont wanna watch monsters menendez i reeeeeally dont
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uuhhh in other new that lmk s5 trailer dropped and people are very
mixed
for context the new season is being partly animated by wildbrain i think. flying bark is still working on the show but probably due to all the other projects they've been working on like the atla movie the animation is off.
its understandable that people are upset. lmk has some of the most consistently dynamic and lively animation ive ever seen, and going from that to ok animation kinda sucks. as a culmination of a lot of what the series has been building up to people were inevitably going to be disappointed
at the same time people shouldnt harass animators. like ever. no amount of trying to petition or anything will change the s5, people are just trying to do their job and theres no probably no major changing to the finished product by now. and theres still a lot of that lmk charm in there, and we haven't even seen the whole season yet to judge it. flying bark is still working on it, and even if the animation never reaches the peak of the old seasons it still has the same writers so at least the writing has the chance to live up old standards. idk though we'll just have to wait and see
#i do think they could have just delayed it after dealing with other projects but with the anniversary lego might have jsut forced them????#and with how the animation industry is i guess they didnt have a choice#tbh im still really sad about the downgrade but after rewatching the trailer a bit more its not that bad despite the tweening#we've been spoiled with the other seasons but i think people will get used to it at some point. maybe#though i cant forgive some of the new stuff like li jing and that dragon tiger duo they do not fit the artstyle at all#though for li jing i think the problem is mostly proportions and how small his eyes look#but the dragon and tigers snouts just look bad.#ok looking at it again i think it looks weird because theyre dissolving. the design's still off but it wasn't as bad as i first thought.#but the proportions and shapes feels like it just isn't from lmk#idk i could nitpick but negativity is tiring and these guys have big shoes to fill for a show they werent prepared for it was inevitable#for any last takeaways please do not be mean to the animators#also studio changes are normal so its not some horrible injustice or the sign of the end times im more upset lego didn't handle it better#i still hope s5 is good and i want to believe it'll still be satisfying by the end the plot so far sounds pretty interesting#or atleast that the atla movie is good enough to compensate#and if im feeling greedy there will be a 6th season that gets better#and there are still good shots throughout all of this so maybe it'll work out with the season as a whole#with how popular it is in china i dont think its out of the question#idk though a lot of information is still up in the air so i guess we just wait#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#alttalks
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ARE YOU A SOLDIER, POET OR KING ?
THE KING — ( there will come a ruler / whose brow is laid in thorn / smeared with oil like david’s boy )
duty. strength. resignation. you were told to do things and you did them. the world is something that was put into your hands and that you must deal with, so you will. you have a rigid back and steady hands, either metaphorically or physically. is it nature or nurture ? you don’t know. you are tired of being steady. you dream of feeling alive. not that you aren’t, but sometimes it is hard to remember there is a heart between your ribs. your love is where you breathe. come on, breathe. in. out. it starts now.
tagging: @wyrmsire , @lcerys , @worthyheir , @glorytragedy, @sanctamater , @lenfear, @calantar and @sentys
#dash games //#thought about this song again and checked uquiz and here we are#YOU WERE TOLD TO DO THINGS AND YOU DID THEM#the world is something that was put into your hands and that you must deal with so you do -#listen. look#listen#she wasn’t lacking anything in not being the heir#she did not feel as though she was lacking anything or that she was missing her shot in not being named but then she was and she ? Wants to#DO A GOOD JOB AT IT LIKE#does it make her particularly happy ? no but that doesn’t matter ! she cant just sacrifice her placement at court bc it makes her miserable#bc people support her now ! a lot of people support her now and she can’t let them down !#the steadiness is very much nurture and very necessary to regain control of herself in her environment and if it can comfort and steady#other people ? So much the better
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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.
he never was.
#ramblings#incoherent beyond belief its 4 am#and im trying to avoid manga spoilers#might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything#actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers#manga readers know whats up#idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet#but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so#cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO#which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away#but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound#him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder#trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others#hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him#he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS#ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be#his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything#which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk#like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him#but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late#both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR#also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot#the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it#CRAZY#if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga#ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE
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rephrased it as posts bc im posting all of them eventually, this'll just dictate the order :)
#if ur wondering why the ineffable husbands option is the same between both polls#its bc i fucked up the last poll and u cant edit them once theyre posted#i might be doing this every time i get a handful of shots done!#so i know what to prioritize (though everything gets finished eventually)#also keep in mind#these wont be out for a while!#focusing on my fics first <3
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why is learning spirit the hardest thing ive ever done
#aside from trying nurse Once lol#like huntress i get. get hatchet. throw hatchet. profit.#im not saying im *good* im just saying i fully get it#i know the add ons i like. im playing with build but its like. i get the idea yanno#BUT SPIRIT?#girl i cant look with my eyes and hear w my ears at the same time.... bruh 😭#my main flaw as huntress is that im oblivious to my surroundings and loose people easy#this isnt improved. shockingly. when you cant see who youre chasing.#but shes cute and i like her so. 😔 i shall try to learn#huntress is just so. cozy for me to play idk even when im missing shots its like. i know why i fucked up yanno?#and when u do snipe a hatchet..... brother its amazing#idk i want to try some more killers too though. idk like the onryo comes to mind. mr head also.#i wanted to try nurse but i did try that and im good actually 👍 no thanks 👍#and plague at some point. bc shes cute.#my post#dbd
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One piece headcanon: Zoro is POSIC+
(POSIC+ : (the) Perception of Object Sentience, Individuality, and Consciousness)
I think his relationship and perception of things like his swords (which he see's as having distinct personalities and consiousness') aswell as his view of the going merry (chapter 327, last page) being just as sentient as usopp and luffy make it so i wouldnt consider it a streatch to interpret his character this way.
(further context) <- seriously check the tags on this out if you want a better explenation its so good.
#sorry i cant have original thoughts ever. but the tags the link leads to are just rlly good and i probably couldnt word it better myself#-honestly!#1pc#text#one piece headcanons#roronoa zoro#posic+#autistic headcanon#autistic zoro#<- i will however say that you could also attribute this as a part of neurodivergent-coding. as the personification of /hyperempathy toward#objects/ideas can be linked with autism (and synesthesia but thats off-topic)#which links to posic+ and osor#it could also just be a swordsman thing. in still pretty early on in the manga so im not AS confident on that statement#but considering the other two major swordsmen are MIHAWK and TASHIGI at this point... hm#but also his relationship with the going merry! he views her as just as sentient as usopp and luffy do#idk i feel like im just ascribing lables to things that just.. exist in canon lol#but as a posic+/objectum person myself i think this extra layer to his relationship with his swords (and merry) is very interesting!#ik this is a long shot but other objectum/posic+ zoro fans if you have any thoughts. any at all i would love to hear them!#psii.txt#also would like to mention thats posic+ and objectum/osor are not mutually exclusive! (though an osor reading of zoro is also an idea... 👀)
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i'm not sure it's necessarily a good film but i haven't stopped thinking about a fantastic fear of everything since i watched it a few days ago
#bewilderment be damned the imagery does compel me#i still cant believe theres a stop motion hedgehog segment#its just So much. also cant stpp thinking abt how at the beginning of the film#theres an honest to god powerpoint SLIDE transition between shots during jacks narration#and it never comes back again#i do enjoy jack though. who wouldnt enjoy watching simon pegg leap across rooms like a squirrelly little thing
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I have turned the jli into marketable plushies
#justice league international#jli#maxwell lord#guy gardner#martian manhunter#beatriz da costa#tora olafsdotter#blue beetle#ted kord#booster gold#disneys snipers are lining up the shot as we speak because i drew tsum tsums of dc characters. little do they know nothing can stop me#my obsession with seeing my favs are round guys knows no bounds nor limits and i will make it everyone else's problem#what do you think of my coloring. literally took me soooo long and personally? i think it looks bomb#i hate coloring with a passion because im bad at it but i cant not do it because everything looks so much better colored#im getting better at it though!! this isnt perfect but damn did i do a good job this time#anyway are you surprised that i actually finished a wip? i am. tsums are a great motivator it seems#literally just noticed a typo in my tags... im burning this site to the ground#my art#drawings
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You know if your church has an attitude that child education is a waste of time because God and revolutions is coming anytime and the world's just gonna end so the children don't need to waste time to know math and that you need to train them up right they just need to study the Bible and love God your church is lit just a dooms day cult and not even trying to hide it
#just thinking about bullshit i went through as a kid again at that evil place#Christianity is a pox on humanity#like yes let's just not put any effort into making our children's lives better because the worlds gonna end we don't need to do anything to#make the world better or anything#that and oh we cant send our kids to public school the government will deprogram them from our indocrination and indoctrinate them with evil#worldy thoughts like it's okay to be different and it's not okay to be mean to people who are different! and because someone might catch on#that we're abusing our children and you knoooow the government just wants to take Christian children away from their families#and tear up Christian families so we can't let Bobby go to school where tattletale atheists might stir up trouble to pursecute me the#Christian parent who thinks it's okay to hit their kids#I'm not kidding i spent so much of my childhood afraid that I was going to get taken away because the government hates Christian families#like for real people mention CPS I get scared even though I'm a grown ass adult because that's how everyone in the homeschool community#talks and that's what they tell their kids they want their kids afraid that any second on the radio they're going to hear Christianity's#ilegal and we're all going to get shot I don't understand why you would teach a child that unless you were a cruel monster#I'm sorry but I would never teach my children to be afraid constantly yeah I'll tell my kids hey don't talk to strangers don't go#take candy from randos don't run off in the store don't stick forks in the microwave you know stuff like#teach my kids to keep their areas clean and have a direct path in case of a fire stuff like that#but I wouldn't have them terrified and my God Id want my kids to have the best education they can get my kids are smarter than me I am happy#comes down to it that I literally don't have any other skills or knowledge other than trad wife skills and i just wow#definitely need to educate your kids
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i have fallen into a hole of hannibal sotl retellings and i VERY BADLY want to write my own but i've read so many of them at this point i don't know if i could produce anything original
#i rewatched sotl the other day because that movie has always baffled me and i've NEVER felt like i 'got' it even though everyone talks about#how technically perfect it is. and like. yes it's well shot but my cinema studies ass was like but the NARRATIVE i don't GET IT#and i thought maybe a rewatch would help. no. maybe i'm stupid#so anyways like a normal person i turned to theory#SAVE ME J HALBERSTAM. HALBERSTAM SAVE MEEE#and so now i'm just sitting here with my like... i would want it to be informed by halberstam's proposed reading of sotl cuz it's SO#compelling to me and tasty in congruence with nbc hannibal but when it comes to actual plot or scenes or anything#i genuinely have no clue what to do. i know i want a big focus of the fic to be on will and clarice's interactions#cuz their interactions???? delicious. yummy. so scrumptious they are SUCH an interesting combo#but idkkkkkk i just cant get sotl out of my head i feel like i have to do something about it#lu.txt
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