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No one owes artists anything.

But existence is lonely and sometime you throw hours and hours of effort into a void, on the slim chance it will say something back.

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Nap time

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sorry i died i was busy (playing roblox)

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Wanted to practice drawing gymnastics like poses… then I thought I shouldn’t draw Kurt doing them… then I thought he should have a partner…

Logan not so secretly having the best time

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Anne Marie and her wife Gambit.

Slowly making icons for all my X-Men playlists (they're pretty good if I do say so myself)

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5185lzjTtc8khkFvi55mnr?si=rcuBdMtkRv-aEXD0zODYjQ&pi=zKj1ziNERs2UQ

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2aFbgROL1TvTmVRuGH1rpV?si=JuIotY-kS4eEzISoiBe6SA&pi=vKRN4FMzQEmOI

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p4 - well, then...

gambit, storm - gold

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Can they have 5 minutes in private please, thank you.

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wolverine with kitty cat or puppy dawg characteristics, like ears tail and paws :333 HES SO SILLYY!!.. he give kitty cat and puppy dawg energy at the same time, idk if he's the kitty cat in the nasty dawg song OR HES THE NASTY DAWG.. I NEED HELP!!

Funny enough, in all my posts where Logan has he's eyes open....I gave him cat pupils XD (or in most of them!)

His so kitty coded for me...but I also love puppy coded Logan....

nasty kitty? ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ ;

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sorry for being inactive, it will happen again!

since i'm terrible at focusing on one thing at a time, here's some wips! happy 2025!

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felt the need to share this here

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good morning. let's get this bread

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Logan getting a collar cuz why not

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Poolverine wip

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"The Outlaw and The Bounty Hunter"

Designs from my boyfriend and I's cowboy au.

I've had this in my files forever because I wanted to do a Kickstarter for standees but hooo boy could not figure out how to do that so anyhow I'll be ordering some of these guys in mid January if you want to message and discuss preorders! They'll be separate standees but there will be a bundle deal for both.

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I imagine logan waking up one day very early in their situationship and seeing Wade just.. staring at him. All cuddled up with a pillow, half lidded, and shallow breaths.

He's staring at logan with such adoration, too. Not lust. Not want. Just admiration. Like, he's appreciating just the fact that he's.. there.. His gaze is like watching the moon, a sense of familiarity but such wonder and curiosity. The way someone looks at a group of stars that are extra bright tonight, trying to figure out in the deep back of your mind if one of them is part of a constellation or not. Either way, they're gorgeous. So beautiful that you can't believe you're this lucky to see them.

And that is how Wade feels just simply being allowed to lay in the same bed as him. Hear his snores and grumbles in his sleep. The sharp twitches met with rough yet soothing hands.

It's all Logan could ever ask for. And yet still he dosn't believe he deserves it.

He never believes he deserves anything good.

Wade. Big house. Nice clothes. Friends. A shower. Dinner... none of it.

It's hard for him.

It's terrifying, really. But when he finally lets himself go, to sink into that couch and take a nap without the immediate jerk of consciousness sparking the moment anyone walks into the room. No, now it's like he's underwater. Hearing the muffled words of someone above the surface trying to talk to him.

Ussually, it induces panic. Making him claw and gasp for air. But not this time. For the first time in... ever.. the words are almost soothing. Intoxicating in a way he didn't know possible, Drunk on the way his voice rings through these sensitive ears.

Logan has been struggling to keep his head afloat for years. Decades. Over a century of panicked breathing, hyperventilating, and pawing at the surface. He's spent so long trying to fight the currant. To float.

But what he didn't know is his entire life. He's been trapped underwater in an air pocket. It wasn't until he gave up and let himself drown that he realizes just how beautiful the other side is. How much calmer and easier the water is. How warm and gentle it is compared to the rough and harsh currant He's used to.

As long as he's with Wade? Maybe he could get used to this new water. Besides. There's much more air. Space to breathe. More fish, and an island with soft sand to rest his head on.

Sure, Wades is a little nuts. But sometimes the insane guy talking to coconuts in uncharted territory was better than the familiar hell that you knew before.

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Buncha poolverine doodles :]