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smushes against u goddammittttttttttt
#mmhhhhhh i just wanna do things but just mh mhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-#cant do a word rn just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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chucks them in gardening therapy
#psychonauts 2#razputin aquato#lili zanotto#I care these babies so frickign much its unreal#SPOILERS IN TAGS FROM THIS POINT ON#brain currently incredibly occupied with thinking abt how to ease raz's fear of water#I just like. think so much abt raz running and doing flips on large water surface#like. a Very specific image of it. fuck I need to draw it I cant use words rn#but yeah it's a heavy power to bear both physically and mentally! I keep thinking abt that#so like. gardening therapy would be really good for him rn I think#especially bc this kid is a busybody who can't sit still for ten seconds#give him something to do with water that feels constructive. restorative#with lili's specialty being plants too. listen its perfect. its what they deserve#man on that point. I think abt Them#I dont think they'll stay dating past like. age 14. as they grow up and learn more abt romance its gonna become a Huge joke to them#but at the same time theyd be like yes we perform romantic gestures towards each other. no we're not dating. shut up#gods the fact that theyre 10 is so so funny to me#literally these two have known each other for a week its the Best. theyre so funny#I love them so fucking much. you cant even imagine#anyways! I need to be horizontal now#this is from the same batch as the doodle comics actually but I didnt color it then#and today I wanted to do something not lineart-involved after the small tutorial#so I figured what the hell#but now my left shoulder's complaining again... gonna have to leave it here for the nite#have a good night!! pick up a leave
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#i dont...i dont even have any words#im just so fucking happy its for real now!#even tho i cant exactly do anything abt it#cries in asian#but im just so excited THE BIG TIME RUSH ERA COMEBACK IS UPON US!!!!#GET UP GET UP GET GET GET UP RUSHERS!!!!!!!#WE GOTTA LIVE IT BIG TIME ❤️🖤#btr#big time rush#kendall schmidt#james maslow#carlos penavega#logan henderson#video#im genuinely shaking rn i cant type#i love everything about this video and how meta it is and just#look at them look at my boys#ahhHHhhhHhHHGH#to whoever's gonna attend the shows#i shall live vicariously through you lucky ducks ;-;#stop it forever#band#boyband#music#rusher#big time comeback#nickelodeon
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"i want to tell you everything" actually hurts so good? like the doctor finally admitting she was wrong for shutting yaz out and that she is genuinely sorry for doing so??? and then willingly wanting to tell the story???? laying herself out and baring her soul for yaz??????? i am in literal distress
#the show me yours and ill show you mine trope is strong#meet me in the woods by lord huron wasnt my second top song on spotify this year for nothing#i had better plans for this post but im just emotional so i cant do words good rn#doctor who#doctor who flux#dw spoilers#thasmin
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souya loves overstimulation. there’s something so sweet about cumming to the point of tears; body breaking under your lovers touch. it’s embarrassing, in a way, to bring up he wants you to do that to him. his glare is averted when he mentions it the first time, scowl curled around the edges of his lips, teeth grit, and he’s humiliated. it adds to it, though— the shyness the situation brings, the intimacy and trust between it, the tantalizing mock in your voice as you remind him he asked for this. because he did. he did and he probably will again.
he thinks he might be sick because he’s addicted to this. to the way you sink onto his aching cock for the nth time, the blinding— and it’s fucking blinding— sensation he feels when you clench around him, the sob that gets caught in his throat when he cums again and again and again for you.
“burns,” his voice is raw, head turned up and pressed into the bed. “it burns— ‘s too much— it fucking hurts.” he’s gasping, whining, begging you and he’s telling you to stop— however he can he’s telling you to stop but he thinks he’ll die if you do. “oh my fuck, fuck fuck fuck.” your hands press onto his shaking chest, fingers catching over his ribs that might concave if you keep draining him of all he has.
he jerks under you when your thumb brushes over his nipple, choked cry leaving him, head rising and falling quick, fingers gripping at the sheets. “holy shit,” and he’s sure he needs this. he knows he needs all of you, so he’d like to think you need all of him, and he gives it to you; he lets you take it from him, he ruins himself, tears himself down to nothing because that’s how much you love each other.
your hips roll on top of his in a constant rhythm and he doesn’t even know when he started cumming. the twitch of his cock is almost enough to make him pass out, he’s sure he might’ve already, and you finally slow down.
souya is obsessed with overstimulation, but he’d die for the aftercare. the ache he feels when you finally lift yourself off of him is countered with the tenderness in how you clean him up, the shake in his body is met with tender hands, and he’s so ridiculously calm when you kiss at the tears on his cheeks.
#souya smut#angry smut#souya kawata x reader#souya x reader#man i cant write rn#like at all#it’s just#blech#so#i’m just gonna start word vomit and post all of it#force myself#to write#bc my brain is not doing it#it’s not good it’s all stupid i’m feeling pissed off#angry x reader#wtvr
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hi y'all it's me again ! i DID finally get the abortion a few days ago (saturday to be exact) and i couldn't be more than grateful for y'all. from the bottom of my heart, u guys rly saved my life and i love you. unfortunately, i do need help w bills + a checkup to go back to the doctor so they can make sure that i'm not pregnant again. any and everything helps!!! also pls don't feel bad if u can't donate, i appreciate y'all support and kindness always 💗
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#i just have a feeling someone is gna say sth ignorant LOL but anyways#thank u so much!!!!!!#again u dont have to donate at all!!!! pls dw if u cant#honestly . i know this sounds irresponsible as hell but im probably gna get a pregnancy test to confirm bc i rly.. the prices luv#for now im told to relax and not move around so much bc im gna feel like im going thru a period again JSJSKD#also my venmo is itsjho !! idk why i cant put the link in#anyways. thank u all so much for your kind words#im rambling rn but this decision was right even tho i do still feel bad abt it#and it didn't help like ??? ppl rly stand outside shouting in ur face to choose g-d and not be a murderer and its so......... disgusting#abortion tw#pregnancy tw
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i wish nanamin a very sexy pleasant evening
// PLEASE DO NOT REPOST // please click for better quality ✨
the one with the shadow made him look sexier hahaha
reference used idk how to draw hands just kidding i realized so late there was a fuller version when i reversed search image the one i used
#nanami kento#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#nanamin#jjk fanart#pls i drew so many mouths over this sketch i was laughing so hard when i put a smiling face skdkskfkkske i'll it next time lol#i really dont know wat caption to put#i wanna put [nanami anakan mo ko 😔😛👌🏻] so bad ahahahahha translation [ nanami impregnate me]#suddenly i developed a breeding kink while doing this hahha just kidding#help braincells all gone im rambling again#thank you google coz my brain cant put proper words rn i forgot the proper term for anakan lfjakdllakd#mine: art#art.sey
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i just did a little twitter search and i would like to say i am answering no more questions about cancelling lizzo!!!!! y’all just wanna hate women!!!!! and y’all especially wanna hate black women!!!!!! and y’all ESPECIALLY wanna hate fat black women!!!!!!!!!! like do you think. do you TRULY think. harry would be friends with her if he felt uncomfortable around her. y’all wanna make a campaign to get watermelon sugar which is a song about ORAL SEX!!!!! to number one!!!!!!! but then condemn a fat black woman for making suggestive jokes????? truly?????? like is this what i’m seeing???? am i seeing this with my own two eyes??????? y’all can laugh about harry wearing a shirt that says “i’d love to fellate george harrison” but then get mad about a fat black woman making a suggestive joke??????? the double standards.......the hypocrisy..........i am astounded............
#truly no more messages no more cancelling i am DONE#I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY RN I CANT EVEN LIKE. PUT IT INTO WORDS#YALL JUST HATE WOMEN HUH!!!!!!#YOU HATE BLACK WOMEN!!!! YOU HATE FAR WOMEN!!!!! YOU HATE FAT BLACK WOMEN!!!!!!#YOU HATE THAT SHE HAS A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PRECIOUS IMAGINARY BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!#i cant do it. i CANT do it.
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this might sound weird but i genuinely love ur writing/text style... i couldnt emulate it for the life of me but readin it makes me smile :)
ah! thnk u ^___^ !! glad 2 hear it
#askz#short guide 2 typing liek me:#replace s with z at the end of a sentence.. Sz in wordz can stay as thy r#general text speak ie. u. r. w/. rn. etc....#if a number workz use the number! if u need 2 say 4 twice in a row use fur 4 1 of thm#if u can get rid of an e. do it#if a word endz w/ y mix it up with an ie from time 2 time#use like & liek interchangeably#put nya into whtevr makez sense ie nyany1#im sure therez othr stuff i do but i cant think of nyany rn bcuz liek. it isnt like therez real rulez this is just how i type#oh i guess throw spelling because like bcuz in the mix
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It's 3am
I come to tumblr
I reblog almost every post i see for 5 min
I leave
#im sorry if i reblogged anything weird i genuinely dont have the brain power to read rn but i still wanted to get some tumblr in b4 sleepin#so if i enjoyed like the first 5 words of a post i reblogged it and i genuinepy dont know how they end#also im in the mood to write an extremely long rant in the comments about how im doing mentally and physically#which is#not great#but it changed bc i think it used to be that i felt mentally like shit and the body followed#now its physical chronic fatigue which makes me feel like shit mentally cause i cant do the stuff i want to#and i have to cancel meeting my friends#and take a one hour downhill walk with loads of breaks and need to lay down for 3 hours immediately after wards#i feel like everyone gets like 80 - 90 percent of life#and i get like 5#i get to be alive for so little#i do small things and im so so exhausted#i get to be alive for like#3-4 hours a day cumulative on a GOOD day#and then i just have to rest#i hate this shit#but also ill be fine#anyways#good night#time to sleep for 10 hours and hope to have a bit more energy tmrw
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anybody else judge people based on how patient they are with their pets or is it just me
#like. if i see a dog comfortable enough to finish scratching its ear BEFORE following its owner#it shows me that the owner doesn't think of their dog as like. an object#not to say that other people DO (sometimes u just have neurotic pets) but like#my dog burdie has a hard time going up the stairs but she hates being carried#and even when she goes in the basement and is bad or gets into something i still let her take her time up the stairs#like i could admonish (i cant think of a less pretentious word rn sorry) her the whole way up but it wont make her go any faster#when i let them come with me into the front yard and im calling for them and they're taking a long time cause they're drinking or whatever#i dont KEEP yelling for them#they don't need to feel rushed ill wait for them#anyways people who aren't patient with their pets both in training and just like in life make me a little suspicious#what else do u not wait for.#do you rush the people in your life too bc you think they exist to cater to your will?#anyway FUCK that guy who was yelling over and over at his old dog who was going slowly up the stairs
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all that said idk how to help you if you cant read between the lines sometimes especially when it comes to depictions of characters in media who are heavily canonically associated with LEGITIMATE, OBVIOUS, and WELL KNOWN symbolism that would point to them as being LGBT+ - especially when its stuff that isnt actual stereotypes but instead considered community symbols that would be well known or recognized by the in-group in question.
#chrono speaks#an example that comes to my mind rn is josuke (part 4) from jjba#due to his association with Prince (the artist) who considered their adrogyny both part of the Act/Brand but also an expression of themself#in their own words. you can google this its actually something prince said to an interviewer who asked#That Boy (Josuke) Is Not Straight. And its incredibly likely he isn’t Exactly Cis either#also if you listen to Araki himself talk abt the franchise in general youll take note of how part 6 - the only part with a girl Jojo -#nearly killed the series in Japan. as well as how araki wanted to include lgbt+ characters but couldnt or was made to change it by editors#thats the kind of context you need to consider when you do interpretation work#you cant just say ‘oh josuke isnt gay bcos he expresses interest in women’ like.#first off he could just be bi. or he could be experiencing compulsive heterosexuality and keeping up appearances as a closeted gay 16 year#old delinquent who is socially expected to be chasing girls#or if you wanna read him as a trans/nonbinary guy you can say this is him trying to appeal to societal expectations of masculinity by#playing lipservice into the concept chasing/being into women without actually being into them.#or again. hes both trans AND bi but he plays up his attraction to girls because again. hes expected to by society as A Man (especially a#delinquent type) to be chasing girls.#that said we also know Josuke is POPULAR WITH WOMEN AS WELL because he’s attractive#and this is verified by how other characters react to him#so despite how josuke SAYS hes into chicks - he obviously has girls that are into HIM and are canonically depicted as going so far to give#him love/confession letters#but he has never canonically ACTED on this or even really actively acknowledged it.#like josuke could easy have a girlfriend- or even several akin to how yuya does - if he wanted. But He Doesnt.#and he says hes more of a ‘love kind of guy’ which like.#if hes getting all this attention from girls who wanna go out on dates with him to try and get to know him better#he could very much just…. Do That? and Date Some of the Girls that approach him and see if he feels any sort of connection#but he doesnt - and doesnt express any real interest in ACTUALLY doing so unlike okuyasu#and also you can contrast this to Koichi who LITERALLY HAS AN ENTIRE ARC abt his and yukako’s relationship and how it developed and how he#came to love and appreciate her as well.#so. point is. if josuke was meant to be straight It Would Be There.#NOT TO MENTION HIS DAD IS LITERALLY JOSEPH JOESTAR THE MAN WHO CREEPED ON HIS OWN MOM (not knowing she was his mom)#araki couldve written a straight josuke if he really wanted to
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i think ive lost the ability to write o god
#this genuinely scares me#because because writing is the Thing#its always been my thing and ive always been the one whose good at words#and i just cant bring myself to write anymore im so tired and its like if i dont have writing what am i#do creatives have worth without their creativity???#im scared#okay um#cool#thats over i guess#i love you guys#could do with some comfort rn maybe send asks fdhdnsn
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(I couldn’t tell if it was stepping over a line to send you this ask and you do not need to post it, but-) I saw your personal post about struggling with being undiagnosed but feeling like something is Seriously Wrong even though doctors will tell you that you’re doing fine in school, and I wanted to let you know that your struggle is valid, and I’m sorry you’re not getting help and validation from ‘official sources.’ I like seeing you enjoy the things you like, and I followed you because I thought you were neat and had interesting things to say. I really hope that you can get the help you’re looking for and that you can get the sense, at least from me, that you’re valid and you aren’t alone
thank u this was a very nice ask to recieve :)
#asks#anon#im glad u enjoy me n my content & my passion for my interests!#my whole thing is that i Try to do things out of need to bc if i mess up i feel u know. worthless burdensome etc.#and since ive grown so used to hiding Everything when i tell ppl im. for lack of more specific terms. fucked in the head#they go 'no way haha i never wouldve guessed. cant relate. anyway'#like im competent out of need to be thanks to self worth issues but in reality just. everything hurts everyday#bc my poor mental health manifests in my body so i always have headaches and tight shoulders and back pain and i cant focus on anything#like the one thing i Did get diagnosed for was clinical depression and my doctor commented on how tight my shoulders were from my own mind#taking its toll. but still was like 'haha u should be fine'#and my parents dont want me on meds or anything and think im just being dramatic abt things and that technology is whats to blame for#everything about me and then dont listen to a word i say and get mad when i tell them how i feel so. there is That.#plus ive got a whole paranoia thing that nobody genuinely likes me thanks to having ex friends make a literal group hate chat about me#a few years ago and whenever ppl tell me that they appreciate me i feel like theyre lying even if i Know that theyre not and its just#a really weird feeling to shake. also ive got this thing where i wake up and i just feel innately Wrong? like ive literally woken up having#an anxiety attack and realized it hours later bc i have such a poor read on my own feelings bc ive been so detached from them for so long#like all ive got is 'something everything is wrong' 'full of love' 'i think im good rn' 'pain. suffering even' & 'intense fixation'#and this is like. the half of it#sorry abt the vent but ty for the ask it was rlly nice :')#wshdlf im so fucked in the head i find solace thru madoka magica </3
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wait okay actually i say this unironically but hashirama IS plantkin because he’s just like INCREDIBLY cool and sexy but also he is genuinely like sometimes more plant than human
#.txt#hashirama#cant put it into words rn but hsrm who is sometimes a bit too wild a bit too inhuman a bit too in tune with nature/plantlike.....#like there was one hc i saw that he got all sluggish in the winter...idk i think its neat!#also hsrm doing photosynthesis just a Little bit. i think its neat#nrt hcs
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having myself a little bit of a cryfest over the fact that characters are attached to media lol
#fucking fucking fucking fucking hell im so fucking sick of this dude#''''it was 2009'''' i will literally shove two thousand and nine flaming pitchforks through your prolapse asshole#i dont understand how you can create such interesting and relatable and ESCAPIST FUEL characters and then just fucking#be a horrible person and infuse everything you do with that horribleness thats not even a fucking word#i dont know i dont really have it in me to be elaborate rn#but thats why i get so split between being mad and being like 'okay how do i fix this' when i think about dancestors#i think my instinct when i see things that just inherently dont make sense is to try and fix them#and then theres this sense of helplessness when i continually realize that.... so much CANT be fixed#like i dont understand WHY someone would be ableist and play racial stereotypes for gags i dont get it#because u clearly have the ABILITY to make good characters#but you make the ACTIVE CHOICE to do THIS instead#i just dont get it i dont understand it hurts my head to think about#all for what? to make a joke out of minorities and disabled people and mental illness?#and then on the flipside it makes me feel inhuman for my first reaction being one of confusion instead of distress and empathy#actually no its plenty distressing#but you know what i mean#like in terms of everything... im very bad at sitting by and listening to things or people passively ive always gotta try and find a way to#solve the problem somehow#and like u see these horrible things#and it just drives you insane because HOW DO PEOPLE DO THIS KIND OF BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!#DO THEY NOT HAVE BRAINS??? DO THEY NOT THINK ABOUT HOW THINGS AFFECT PEOPLE#long post#long tags#sorry just needed to get that out#.
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