#can’t imagine a life without him
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Also mandatory Fantti appreciation post because this guy has been with me for almost seven weeks now and he makes me the happiest I’ve been for so long and I love him so much I might burst out of my skin
#I hope he knows how much he’s loved#I’m happy we were at the right place at the right time#can’t imagine a life without him#how can you love someone this much#it’s been so hard for so long but my two kids never stop making me smile#I’m feeling sentimental tonight#fantti the dog#vee talks
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More fic ideas that I have absolutely no intention of writing.
Knight Bakugou who’s positioned to guard you. The King wants the best to protect his Princess, and Bakugou is the best. Besides, it’s not like the man had a choice, he doesn’t want to lose his job— or his life.
You hate to admit that Bakugou is good at his job, much better than the men that had tried to guard you before. Making it difficult for you to sneak out into the gardens in the evening to watch the stars, or to sneak into town for the weekend festivities.
You should hate him for ruining the routine you’d managed to work yourself into over the years, for stealing away the freedom that you’d rewarded yourself when no one else would offer you the same luxury. But somehow you can’t force yourself to dislike him, there’s something behind his cold and brash personality that has you inquisitive to find out more. Enjoying trying your best to rile him up or push his buttons— spilling your evening tea over his pristine boots, or dropping your towel in front of him when you prepare for your evening bath.
Knight Bakugou knows exactly what you’re trying to do, and he’s determined he won’t fall for your tricks— which is why he’s just as surprised as you are when he finds himself outside with you past curfew in the castle grounds watching the stars. But instead of staring up at the gorgeous night sky, he finds himself turning his head to the side to see how the moonlight glows against your skin. It’s just another thing that has now woven its way into your daily routine together, and as he walks you back to your quarters each night you like to fool yourself that it’s because he wants to, not because his life depends on it.
It isn’t long before the King begins to bring in suitors from neighbouring towns to vie for your hand in marriage. None of which are out of love, but a necessity to strengthen alliances between armies. Which is why it doesn’t matter if you even like any of them, because the choice won’t be yours. The men are scheduled to fight for your hand, and as you sit and wait for them to joust you notice Bakugou clad in full metal armour across the field.
The King positioned him as his strongest guard— because he is.
A man worthy enough to beat his strongest soldier is a man worthy enough to take his daughters hand in marriage. And yet as you watch every man come head to head with Bakugou he beats every single one.
And you think Bakugou has just beat these men because he wants to show how strong and powerful he is, but secretly it’s because he’s so in love with you.
You can’t tell whether your father is proud or annoyed at the fact, especially when Bakugou knocks the son, young Midoriya, off his horse. The man that you believed the King wanted to you marry, the most suitable alliance available.
It’s a few weeks later when Bakugou is sent away on a mission by the King. The head of an army sent out to pillage a neighbouring village who threaten to compromise the power of you’ve forged.
The morning he’s scheduled to leave is the first time he lets you kiss him, he lets you get that close. As though he’s wondering whether he’ll even return home himself. Standing in his quarters in the lower part of the castle, clad in your pyjamas and your feet freezing against the cold stone as he cradles you in his arms. Pouring every ounce of emotion into the kiss as he finally allows himself to have you, even if just for a few selfish moments. Bakugou reckons it’s worth the risk of dying, to feel your lips on his again. A fellow guard, Kirishima catches you both as he takes Bakugou away from you— watching them ride off on horseback as you still feel the warmth of him surrounding you.
You stay awake each night wondering whether he’s even still alive too— whether you’ll ever see him again. The new guards are just as useless as before and you find yourself longing for his safe return.
It’s two months before your father has another man lined up as a potential suitor. Wondering who might fight for your honour now that Bakugou is gone, but you’re shocked when the King says there’s no need for such friviolity. That the wedding is scheduled, and it’s the right reason to strengthen the Kingdom. It’s not for love, it could never be when your heart belongs to Bakugou.
And even if you told your father about your feelings for his guard, it would be issuing Bakugou his own death sentence if he even managed to make it home at all.
But fate really can be a cruel, fickle thing— and as fate would have it Bakugou returns home the day you’re standing at the altar wearing a pretty wedding dress like you’d dreamed about, while you’re waiting to be betrothed to another man.
#but can you imagine the LONGING#like I’d love this from Bakugous POV???#like imagine his thoughts when you drop your towel?!?! I’ll scream#and he wants to fight his feelings so bad#but when it comes to jousting he can’t help but jab the fuckers extra hard. knocking them off their horses and the wind out of them#and he starts thinking about how it would feel waking up beside you or plunging his cock into you#finds himself watching you in the wee hours when you’re fast asleep because it’s the only time he can look at you without you noticing#and it kills him to have to push you away when you try to kiss him and the hurt that flashes in your eyes#but he doesn’t want to die AND he doesn’t want to get you in trouble#because a life with you even if he can’t have you is better than not having you at all???#knight bakugou#soft bakugou
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Me, a youngest sibling: FINARFINFINARFINFINARFINNNNN THE POOR GUY HE WAS PROBABLY SO LONELY AND SAD AFTER EVERYONE LEFT BECAUSE AS A YOUNGEST SIBLING YOU’VE NEVER BEEN ALONE, LITERALLY ALWAYS SURROUNDED BY FAMILY AND THE BURDEN OF TAKING THIS CROWN THAT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE HIS BECAUSE THERE WERE LITERALLY ALL OF FËANOR’S THEN FINGOLFIN’S KIDS BEFORE HIM AND THEY’RE AN IMMORTAL RACE ANYWAY SO IT NEVER EVEN CROSSED HIS MIND AND HE PROBABLY THOUGHT OF HIS BROTHERS EVERY TIME HE HAD TO PUT THE STUPID CROWN ON HIS HEAD AND SILENTLY WEPT BY HIMSELF BECAUSE WHO WAS LEFT TO UNDERSTAND THE LOVE ARAFINWË STILL HELD FOR HIS BIG BROTHERS-
#Finarfin feels#my poor bb needs a hug or like. 10.#Genuinely can’t imagine life without my siblings and for him to lose all that in one fell swoop-#*cries*#finarfin#Arafinwë#arafinwe#Fëanor#Fingolfin#house of finwe#on high kings of the Noldor#and their never ending tragedies#silmarillion#tolkien#silm#silm headcanons#tolkien headcanons#Finwëan family dynamics
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terrible awful realization
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arisveah: and the surgery scene was so much more piercing seeing it from a different angle like omg now we have the idea that he was screaming the whole time omg.
best friend: RIGHT
arisveah: (referring to a previous comment about the exposure) "nerd" okay star wars. what am i supposed to do with the knowledge that charlie was screaming for half an hour what the fuck. what do i do with that? poor boy. if he ever escapes his voice is going to be absolutely shot. and plus saying all that (referring to the horror of promoting a future sex channel with your voice and not your authority) on stream- poor man might never say anything again (if he gets out) :(
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#generation loss#genloss#slimecicle#genloss charlie#mute genloss charlie#the founders cut#u ever get such a foggy brain in public that your mouth speaks without your consent and now u said something very violating about yourself?#now imagine that its been streamed in front of thousands of people and you can’t stop your mouth despite your best efforts#and before you know it youve made promises you know youll be forced to keep#because you didnt make them the people controlling your life did#and now you just have to wrestle with the reality of keeping these promises while your legs run with a boy. you know will die#and your eyes are too heavy to tell where the camera is focusing#but youre pretty sure its already focused your butt after you were forced to eat people and you dont know what else mightve happened after#terrifying#poor fucking gl charlie slimecicle#and he thought he was in the sanctity of his home too#maybe im reading too much into it#but my heart cries for that character man#he needs a hug and a warm blanket BADLY#i will give him hot chocolate and a Gun and he will be safe forever slash platonic#i want to steal him and niki and sneeg and vinny and carry them away to a safe little house on the prairie where they learn how to be human#and they farm carrots and wheat and charlie and sneeg go vegetarian while niki joins the police force and vinny works as an accountant
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Tweets like this
always sound so over the top, but Chan really has spoken about Felix being his other half, his second-self, and his soulmate. So being reminded that Felix felt not a single bit of caution around him when they met, is the sweetest thing.
He saw Chan as someone worth learning from. Someone he could befriend and debut with, and that’s what they ultimately got, and that’s wonderful, but I always find it kind of crazy that Chan seems well aware that Felix was his person the moment they met.
#chanlix#their age difference upon meeting low key#breaks my heart when I think about how fast#it seems Chan realized Felix was important#to him because dear god I can’t imagine me#finding a person who feels like home after#spending nearly a decade struggling toward#a life goal away from my family and then#being hit with the fact that my feelings for#them literally cannot go beyond platonic#and I obviously don’t know without a doubt#if Chan has romantic feelings for Felix but I#would bet a pretty penny on it so yeah I just#can’t imagine all the turmoil he must have#went through as all those realizations hit at#once because feeling greedy over someone#you feel your truest self with all the while#being aware they’re literally not an option#yeesh… talk about developing a complex
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Loki, did you get a divorce?
From the deadly salacious man I fell deeply, madly insanely, obsessively in love with? The man I performed a binding ritual with, and bore six kids with and bought acreages of land with to support our ever growing family? The man I commit acts of atrocities with? The man whose smile could bring every sicko in a ten mile or more radius to their knees? The man who in spite of my objections danced his way into my heart and then gave me his own? The man whose heart now beats forever within my breast? That man?
Our anniversary is next month ❤️🖤🖤💚
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was about to have a stroke about this but i realized that it actually might be the best thing that’s ever happened to me
#imagine for a moment#robert finds out from vic that they have a half brother#hes like that’s amazing i’m going to be a much better brother than i was with andy#THEN he unexpectedly gets out of jail for good behavior or whatever#he’s coming back to emmerdale and he’s really excited to rebuild his life and be a better father and brother and uncle#and then before getting into the village vic’s like ‘i’m sorry rob i didn’t want to tell you while you were inside#but john and aaron… they’re together#i hoped that it would be a fling but they’re actually really in love and they’re happy together’#and robert’s like coolcoolcoolcoolcool this is fine actually bc idec i’m over it#(in truth he wants to keep his promise to let him move on and live his life without him)#so at first after he comes back everything is fine and it seems like they’re friends again#but what they didn’t count on is that they’re SOULMATES AND THEY CAN’T BE APART AND THAT’S HOW WE GET AFFAIR 2.0#imagine the absolutely delicious drama we could have#with aaron trying to stay away to prevent himself being hurt again#and rob being conflicted between his love for aaron and the desire to be a better person than the one he was before#LORD I NEED IT RIGHT NOW#emmerdale#robron
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WHEN IT’S COLD
AND THE WORLD ENDS
I WANNA BE HIGH [literally straight edge]
#i was like this with songs about sex too lol#though this is the first song mentioning drugs that i’ve been screaming the lyrics to from the rooftops#like i literally have to stop myself from sending this over and over to the family group chat but that’s why i have adrian#and ash :3 like *picks up my biological son named ashtray* when it’s cold and the world ends i wanna be high him: mah merow <- so true btw#evidence of life#music#y’all remember femcel turbo virgin nun oatmeal yea i do too sometimes i miss them in a strange way it’s not here or there yk i could never#and what literally broke my mind yesterday wouldn’t have happened if i still was that person also i wouldn’t have my precious lil demon baby#like that would be absolutely tragic if i existed without him :(((#i just can’t imagine a world without him rubbing on my leg hairs purring and meowing </3 he is the best on the welcome home committee#committy? commkitty??
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Might cry because my best friend in the entire world has been having a rough go of things lately, and he went out of his way to tell me that I haven’t don’t anything wrong for him to not be talking to me - he’s just been falling back into bad habits like isolating. And then he told me how much he loves me and misses me 🥺
#Liz speaks#Liz’s personal tag#I’ve missed talking with him so much#we’ve known each other for twenty years now#can’t imagine my life without him#but I get to see him this week and I’m so fucking excited
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jk’s weverse post was the first thing i saw when i woke up this morning and i would just like to wish all sasaengs a very get hit by a fucking bus. preferably at full speed. a big ass industrial size bus too not just any old schoolbus.
#i fucking hate this so much the anger emanating from me rn#leave him the fuck alone#it’s bad enough that he can’t have a normal life because y’all refuse to let him leave his house without following him around#but to make him feel so unsafe and uncomfortable IN HIS OWN HOUSE? you really deserve no better than death in my opinion#genuinely and honestly manifesting the person who did that gets hit by a bus#imagine how much they have done it if it got to the point of him posting on weverse. i’m so fucking angry#.txt
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Today marks 1 year since my partner gifted me Sunny! Gosh, how time flies—he looks so well-loved now! Here’s to many more years with this special little guy 🧡
#cheeky barks#my plush: sunny#webkinz#webkinz signature#plush#plushblr#actually autistic#safeplush#comfort plush#he’s been such a huge comfort me this last year#and stars above did I need him—this last year has possibly been the toughest of my life so far#he’s such a massive source for comfort and support for me that I can’t imagine life without him#I’m grateful every day that my partner bought him for me :) and to think he was only like $20!#I wish I still had a screenshot of his listing :( I posted his new pic like his listing pic from memory but I think I deleted it#oh well! I still have that old pic :)
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I think I understand Antigone and I'm making this no one else's problem but my own. I can deal with my own devices even if those devices always break. I'm not trying to complain. I'm not complaining. I know this has to be right but I'm still here laying on the couch. world's smallest violin or whatever they say. if you go know you go as one beloved although you go without your mind.
#who can FUCKING grow me a new brother pardon my language#it’s even WORSE than you guys know literally the only person with the context here is gurt and that’s bc she spent half a month visiting#like i literally cannot explain how much this hurts why can’t i ever fucking keep anything in my life#why do i always have to be the girl who loses things why is this what God has for me why can’t i just have something to hold onto#my sister in law is leaving WE'RE TAKING HER TO THE AIRPORT tomorrow TOMMOROW#and she's the ONLY person im this safe with the ONLY person who I have like this#I'm laying on the couch freaking crying. I can't imagine being in this house without her. I don't WANT to be in this house without her#and I didn't hug my brother before he left#I'm not going to see them again for over a year and I didn't hug him before he left and it's worse than you all know#and I just fucking want something to keep#again. pardon my language#Lu rambles#sometimes I think I could write poetry
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thought about David Wymack for too long and now I’m emotionally compromised in a Walmart parking lot
#he is both Father and Mother and I would do Anything for that man#he took in the kids who had nothing and gave them all something to hold on to#he would do anything for them because no one else has ever cared#he treats them as human beings but more than that he treats them as the kids they never got to be#he cares so much and watches as they get beaten down by the world around them and sometimes by themselves#he had to grieve seth and try to hold the rest of them together#he had a son that grew up in Hell without him knowing#the kid who everyone calls Monster is the product of the abuse he’s suffered and Wymack wants to hit something thinking about it#he takes in a family to keep them together and maybe even help them heal#he aches to help but knows he can’t get too close or risk driving them further away#this kid comes along and somehow manages to glue them all together in a way that Wymack always dreamed of happening but never imagined could#and then he has to watch him come back with more scars than anyone should bear and a contract for his life#but somehow it’s the best case scenario and Wymack doesn’t have to bury any more kids#the relief and the pain that Neil Josten brings to his life is insane and he is never letting this kid go#i’m going to throw up#there’s more of course but i am Unwell and need to lay down forever#aftg#vee’s soapbox
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9 years ago today I married my handsome, dorky, funny, hardworking, kind, understanding, supportive hubby ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
#we’ve had our ups and downs but I love him and I can’t imagine life without him#hopefully we will be blessed with many many more years together ❤️#many more years of gardening and gaming and anime and having fun with our little family#Lauren x Hubby
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going insane thinking about someone asking gojo who asami is to him and he’s like stunned for a sec and shrugs like “shes?? my asami idk?”
#emily.txt#ship: only a fool for you#they’ve almost known each other for two decades#he loves her he hates her because she’s seen him at his most vulnerable#she’s his longest friend and one of his biggest weaknesses#he can’t imagine his life without her it doesn’t even occur to him
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if i was shiv roy my anger would be biblical
#she’s terrible too but like#jesus fucking christ. can u imagine your whole life youve been raised to think ur lesser cause of ur gender ur fathers both consistently#underestimated you and excluded you due to your gender (and also his general manipulativeness) while in a way being his ‘favourite child’#and the most like him. and you only have brothers and you have to be soooo careful that everyone just doesn’t see u as the crazy woman. and#your dad FINALLY lets u in on the company but obviously it’s just another bargaining tactic and he doesn’t really and your brothers still#leave you out of everything. then he dies and you’re the one he SAID he actualtl WANTED as ceo to your face but for some reason kendall and#roman get to be joint ceo and promise promise promise they’ll let you in on it all but OBVIOUSLY they don’t and they try and screw the deal#you’ve been trying so hard to get without telling you#so yeah you get a little angry and you work with the guy they were screwing over and go behind their back with him. sure i would too. and#your brother wants to elect a fascist who’d probably make it illegal for you to abort that baby you’re pregnant with#(not that you seem to want to and not that you couldn’t anyway even if it was illegal you’re rich; but the point stands)#and your other brother is ‘morally against it’ but still goes along with it all#and ur just in a room and everyone around you is a white guy who will never really be affected by these policies that the president theyre#putting in power is going to enact that are going to kill people#and no one at all will listen to you especially not when they find out you ‘betrayed’ them EVEN THOUGH TBEY DID IT FIRST. and you’re#literally just a hysterical woman to them and you can see it happening and you’re like the most powerful person in the world but you can’t#seem to.. DO anything?#ANYWWY. jesus normally i love yelling at shiv. but jesus fucking christ#i can’t even begin to describe how angry i would be#i felt so angry on her behalf#oliver talks#succession
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