#can’t function

[pcos-and-endo-awareness]

[faithinlouisfuture]

perfect profile (x)

[i-may-be-an-emu]

having adhd sucks.

[honeycombhank]

Yesterday was a 3.5 mile walk

Today we went a short 0.70 mile walk

Then later in the day we had a delightful 5.22 mile walk

My love made us some green tea that I gladly enjoyed afterwards.

I will admit communication today has been extremely difficult and frustrating.. I feel like every object is overwhelming, I feel like everything is to close and cluttered and my brain is far to tired to fix anything that’s been bugging me.. I was to dis functional to make even the right facial expressions or use the correct tone of voice let alone finding the correct words to say.

Tomorrow is a new day and a new day to thrive and I do hope it’s a bit easier on me.

[ringringhookaringring]

[lauryn-order]

I literally need someone constantly beating me today in order to get shit done.

[heavenbarnes]

hmm thinking about older bf!simon who hasn’t really got his head around the whole sexting thing- the man had a flip phone before he met you.

he had, however, reluctantly gone out and got an android after a harmless conversation between the two of you.

“how am i meant to send you videos while you’re away if you have a flip phone, si?”

“videos of what?”

“guess.”

he virtually only uses the thing to get texts, calls, and videos of you fucking yourself in your shared bed whilst he’s deployed. he saves every video, which is a risky manoeuvre considering you haven’t taught him how to set a passcode yet (johnny catches a not-unwelcome eyeful when he goes looking for the directions he sent simon earlier)

older bf!simon is also a fantastic listener, when you tell him you want him to send pics but not ones that make his cock look like a dead fish. you give him strict instructions:

put your phone on self-timer, sit back, thighs spread, one hand around your cock, the other behind your head, you choose if your face is in it xox

man loves an order.

so whilst he’s away, you’re in the kitchen cooking up dinner-for-one and your phone buzzes on the counter- you drop the fucking pasta strainer straight on the floor when you unlock your phone.

simon’s face wasn’t necessarily in the photo, more so his mask. he was fully dressed, tactical gear (down to the vest) still on with a rifle leaning against his thigh. he was in the exact position you’d request, gloved fingers wrapped around the base of him with his other bicep firm behind his head.

you’re so busy saving the photo and staring back at it 100,000 times that you forget to respond. honestly, you forget how to function as your mouth goes dry and your eyes are unable to look at anything else.

simon hesitates on the other end, wondering if he’d fucked up- if he hadn’t followed the brief, if he’d embarrassed himself. thankfully, he knows he only has to ask.

“that what you were after, pet?”

the trepidation in his chest is replaced with a rapidly inflating ego.

“jesus christ, that’s exactly what i needed”

swapped out with slight confusion, but the ever present willingness to learn.

“you ever heard of a nut video with sound on?”

pt2

[blueroseevergreen]

Me functioning by pretending I’m married to a fictional character.

[keylimelye]

Suffering from so much anxiety I’m completely frozen I can’t do anything

[watch-my-cosmic-death]

Bro! They ain’t even online and I’m a fucking blushing mess right now remembering how they talk to me- bro!! ahdjfkdhhs

@razarson

[anxiety-party]

My routine got ruined and now I just can’t function properly anymore

Just let me lay on the couch for however long until I feel better

[vinjinssunglasses]

MY MAN MY MAN MY MAN MY MAN MY MU MAN

we’re married. trust.

oh my days. him w glasses will be the death of me.

[edsbacktattoo]

ok i’m actually going to lose my mind when they do in fact drop the trailer. like these images are just a wee taste. a sampling. a bite size. imagine hearing their fucking voices as well. and then you look up and minnie driver is there. and ed’s got his spectacular pearls on. and stede is wearing a red cravat. and olu is so perfect and on the screen. and they’re like saying real words that will be on the tv show. great heavens

[rabbits-of-negative-euphoria]

I would really love prayer for my anxiety surrounding this recovery period and the conditions which led to my surgery.

Even though I know it’s not dangerous anymore, the slightest muscle spasm near my ribs, the mere idea of getting acid reflux, make me spiral into feelings of doom and desperation.

The more foods I’m able to tolerate, the more paranoid my relationship to food becomes.

I need to trust God with my body’s needs and future, but my emotions, like my body, are all out of whack.

[ahappyphjl]

every notif since june started im like is it time? is it happening?? is this the day??? so yeah it doesn’t help that with every video they upload they somehow manage to be even more obvious about the fact that they’re literally soulmates who share a life and a house together and love each other a lot a lot

[xxsircharlesxx]

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