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Barbie Girl 💄 | Jake ‘Hangman’ Seresin Imagine

Takes place before, during, and after the events of Top Gun Maverick

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Characters & Pairings: Jake ‘Hangman’ Seresin x Barbie!reader (romantic), dagger squad (platonic)

Content warnings: light profanity, fluff | female!reader (she/her) | wc: 4.3k

Requested 📨 yes/no (for @kayla-swiftly)

Premise: They say the sky is the limit and anything you set you’re mind to will be achieved as long as you’re dedicated to it. For most people that testimony is nothing but a mere fantasy. But for one woman, with too many dreams to count on her fingers, she took that statement to heart. Proving you can be anyone you want to be and maybe even a few others give or take 😉

Note: Anyone else obsessed with Barbie lately?? Omg y’all I saw the movie last week and absolutely fell in love and i had this request from around the time the final trailer dropped and knew it was the perfect time to write this. I know I know I haven’t been living up to my promise of being consistent but man they having me working my ass off at my job. Also I’ve been traveling and I saw Big Time Rush last night (i felt like a teenager again and it was amazing 😭) anyway I hope you enjoyed this and let me know what you think!

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“Hi, Barbie!” The familiar greeting fills Y/n’s ears as it does every morning she arrives at the hangar. With it comes an instant smile, hand raising to wave at the person responsible for it, “Hi, Phoenix!”

“Hey there, Barbie,” winks another friendly face.

“Hiiii, Hangman,” her tone is playful like his, turning energetic for Bob when he goes, “Hiya, Barbie!”

“Hi there, Bob!”

“Hey, Barbie.” “Good morning, Barbie.” “What’s up, Barbie Girl.”

“Hello, Rooster.” “Good morning to you too, Fanboy.” “Nothing much, Pay. And yourself?”

Unlike her fellow pilots, clad in their deep green flight suits, Y/n stood out in the crowd for hers was a little unorthodox when one thinks of a naval fighter pilot's uniform.

It was pink. Completely as in her combat boots were also the bright color and the patchers were white and pink tones rather than red, blues, black and any other color seen in the ones attached to her coworkers arms. ‘Barbie’ in pink cursive writing instead of traditional bold Times New Roman lettering.

And don’t forget the little flower dotting the ‘i’.

Growing up, Y/n took ‘you can be anyone and anything you want to be,’ quite literally. At no point was it a joke to her when she would tell her friends and family, “oh I’m gonna be a fashion designer and Olympic Gold medalist when I’m older,” “I wanna go to space, fly in planes, and see all the wonders of the world,” “I’ll be a doctor, a teacher, and movie star!” They’d smile and laugh, thinking it was adorable for a little girl to dream big. No way would it be possible to achieve all of those careers. Everyone only gets one life to live and time goes so fast one can only set their eyes on one path and hope for the best.

But Y/n was a dreamer. And if you’re going to dream, might as well dream big.

All through middle and high school people took Y/n’s intelligence for granted. Focusing more on her beauty rather than brains, it came as an under shock to everyone when Y/n had the credits to graduate at the ripe age of 15. Exceeding in her standardized test scores with a high school resume taking up three pages with extracurricular and academic achievements, she had colleges from all over the country begging for her to apply.

Stanford. Cornell. Pratt. Juilliard. NYU. John Hopkins. Harvard. UCLA. Duke. Top medical and law schools. Ivy League universities. Performing Arts schools calling for auditions after sending scouts to watch her perform in school plays and dance recitals. Coaches from high ranking NCAA gymnastics teams sending emails after emails.

So many to choose from….And so the story of Y/n L/n becoming a real life Barbie Doll begins.

Setting her eyes in New York, Y/n attended not one but two of the best schools in the country. While obtaining her bachelor’s in both astronautical and aeronautical engineering at NYU Y/n also completed a two year degree in Fashion Business Management at the Fashion Institute of Technology. During this time she continued training for the Olympics in hopes of making the 2008 Beijing team in gymnastics.

“How do you do it?” Her roommate at NYU constantly asked. “You go from here to FIT, working on two degrees that are completely on opposite sides of the spectrum and career paths,” she emphasized with hand expressions, “and still have enough to time to go to the gym to practice, eat three meals a day, have all your assignments done early, and sleep a reasonably about of hours each night.” Letting out an exhale, her roommate looks at Y/n as if she’s an alien from another world, “What’s your secret? Are you some kind of Barbie doll the government created as a test robot?”

Each time Y/n would pause, think for a moment before smiling, “I don’t know if I should find that as an insult or compliment, but I’m gonna chose it as a compliment and say it’s because I want to live a life where I can look back on and go, ‘I took a risk and tried something new even if it didn’t look possible but it was all worth it.’”

By the time Y/n turned 20 she had accumulated a vast list of credentials to her name. The list included getting her fashion business degree at 17, Bachelors in astronautical/aeronautical engineering at 19–receiving her Master’s for it at 20–An Olympic Gold and Silver medalist, dancing with the Radio City Rockettes, performing with the NYC Ballet Company in their rendition of Swan Lake, landing a role on Broadway, walking a runway at NY fashion week, and appearing on episodes of SVU, 30 Rock, All My Children, Sex and the City, and Ugly Betty.

So yeah, New York was a success in experiences for Y/n.

Following the high note, she packed her bags to leave the golden apple for the flashing lights of Hollywood, California. This time Y/n was working on her doctorates at USC, running her own business with her fashion degree called ‘Dream Closet’, and auditioning for film and tv shows.

Hollywood was a dream come true just like New York. Again she attended two different schools, this time flight school and USC. During the day she was occupied running from class to the hangar and then the observatory. Coaching dance and gymnastics on the side, designing clothes for her online shop which developed into a pop-up chain store in malls across America.

It wasn’t long until Y/n’s name grew into nationwide popularity. People started realizing the Y/n L/n who won the Gold and Silver medals in the 2008 Olympics was the same one responsible for the most recent fashion trends and guest starring on their favorite tv shows. What really set it in stone was when Y/n landed the role of an engineer officer in the 2009 reboot of Star Trek, going on to appear in both the 2013 and 2016 sequels.

Impressive was the only word her costars could use to describe her. What else was there?

Anytime there was a question involving, “who’s most likely to become president?” “Who’s most likely to try something new or create a new hobby?” “Who’s most likely to win a Nobel Prize?” Along those lines…the answer was obvious.

“Oh Y/n,” Zoe Saldana waves her hand, “Always.”

“Yeah,” Chris Pine agrees with a laugh, “That woman, I-I don’t know how one has the energy to do all that she does—a-and still want to do more.”

The Interviewer laughs with them, “didn’t she just race in the Daytona 500 last year?”

“Yes!! And she did a song with Lady Gaga when they were on American Horror Story,” Zoe’s tone is in absolute awe, “All while teaching at USC and creating new technology at NASA.” Chris lifts a finger.

“Don’t forget she had her own Mac Viva Glam line a couple years ago.” Zoe made a sound along the lines of ‘see what I mean,’.

“I’m telling you, she’s gonna be a name in the history books.”

What all has Y/n accomplished career wise? Let’s take a look.

Model, dancer, actor, singer, fashion designer, entrepreneur, athlete, engineer, race car driver, and professor.

And now she can add pilot to the list. Although she got her license to fly way back in 2009, Y/n didn’t put it to use full time until 2016, wanting to wait until after the release of Star Trek: Beyond to say goodbye to Hollywood for the time being and set forth on her next adventure.

Boy did it come as a surprise what she had planned.

The Manila folder containing her resume hit the desk of the Admiral, his eyes wide as saucers. “You wanna join the Navy?” Reading the front page for a fifth time, Cyclone glanced back at the woman in front of him. Doctor Y/n L/n. Or is it professor L/n? “And you wanna be one of my pilots?”

“Yes, Sir.”

”Ma’am, I apologize if this comes off as offending,” he really didn’t know any other way to put it. “But you are more qualified than any person on this base. Doctorates in aeronautical and astronautical engineering from the University of Southern California,” he counts off on his fingers, “you recently developed a groundbreaking advancement in space technology that’s going to help our astronauts—on the road to becoming a Nobel Prize nominee.” He raises his eyebrows, “And this is only what relates to this career field. I’m not even mentioning your acting, athletic, and fashion credentials. Why join the Navy?”

Y/n only offers a shrug, “I think the better question is, why not?” Cyclone lets out a sigh.

“What did you say your callsign was again?”

“Barbie.”

There was no stopping the small smile trying to break free, “I should’ve guessed.”

After completing OTS there was much debate on what Y/n’s rank would be coming into the Navy. Civilian lawyers and physicians often are Lieutenants (O-3) right away, but considering Y/n had two doctorate degrees and her pilot license they felt it was only fair for her to come in as Commander (O-5). From there Y/n was sent to North Island to attend Fighter Weapons School.

Better known to its flyers as Top Gun.

Y/n was used to the looks she received on a daily basis. From head to toe she was covered in variations of pink depending on what she was feeling. When teaching her briefcase and pantsuit were baby pink, in the labs her coat was hot pink, at auditions she wore pink leather jackets. Even her race car for the Daytona was pink.

Shoutout to Mac cosmetics for the sponsorship.

So it’s no surprise her flight suit would be the color she was known for—despite it being out of regulations.

Being more qualified than your superiors had its perks.

If she could have a pink F-18 she would but unfortunately that wasn’t possible. That was okay for Y/n. After all, she managed to get her own custom flight suit. One which had everyone having to do double takes whenever she walked into a room.

“Is she wearing…?”

“How the hell did they allow that?”

“Does that mean I can have mine in purple?”

Her first day at Top Gun Y/n met Natasha ‘Phoenix’ Trace. They were paired as roommates in the dorms and quickly became good friends. Phoenix was beyond amazed with Y/n’s accomplishments and experiences. Every conversation led to a new discovery. “Do you ever burn out?” Nat stag criss crossed on Y/n’s satin pink bed sheets, admiring her wall of photos from when she traveled to see all the wonders of both the ancient and modern world. “I feel I’d be a walking corpse from exhaustion. And you mentioned you’re still running and designing clothes for ‘Dream Closet’?”

Y/n removed her diamond studs, placing them on her desk she was using as a vanity. “I have a team dealing with the business side of things for the brand. I’m still CEO and creative director—usually I work on designs for a couple hours before bed to prepare for the next launch.”

Nat was in awe, “I have to ask….what’s been the best career you’ve done so far?” A common question Y/n heard, there was never a true answer. She loved every career. They all had their perks and their flaws, but at the end of the day it left her satisfied she achieved them.

“I don’t know yet,” she spoke truthfully, “I still have a few to check off on my list. When that happens I’ll let you know.”

Fast forwarding to 2019, Y/n answered the phone to Admiral Simpson’s voice with the news she needed to report back to North Island for a highly confidential mission. The details were unknown, but Y/n packed her bags, loaded her pink vintage corvette convertible and high tailed it to sunny San Diego.

The squeals initiated by Y/n and Nat the moment she stepped foot in the Hard Deck had heads whipping in their direction. “Hi, Barbie!” Nat’s arms opened for a hug.

“Hi, Phoenix!” Y/n accepted the embrace, still grinning ear to ear. The guys around them were looking at each other like, ‘what the…?’ Y/n wasn’t in her standard Khakis like they were—minus Rooster. She bore a pink denim number with matching boots with her hair curled and pink eyeliner surrounded by tiny rhinestones.

“You got selected too?” Nat complimented her outfit before cutting straight to the point.

“For the special detachment? Looks like it,” she winked.

“What happened to the Artemis program? Weren’t you up as a candidate?”

“Oh I still am,” Y/n affirmed proudly, “They’ll be announcing who’s to be selected in the coming months. So for now I’m still with the Bounty Hunters. Plus,” she leans in to whisper, “this will look good on my resume.” The two giggle before Y/n drifts her gaze to the boggling gazes in front of her. “Oh! I’m sorry for being so rude. I’m Y/n L/n,” extending her hand to the first person who’s name tag read Fitch, Y/n added, “But you can call me Barbie.”

“Barbie,” the blonde holding a pool cue repeated like a question, “like the toy Barbie?” Nat chuckled, throwing an arm around her friend after she was done shaking everyone’s hand as they introduced themselves.

“Fellas, if there is anyone who is a life sized version of Barbie, it’s this one right here.”

“Now, Phee…” Y/n’s tone was that of, ‘Don’t start.’

“It’s true,” the pilot defended. “Not only is she Commander Y/n ‘Barbie’ L/n,” jaws drop, “but she’s Professor and Doctor L/n.” The jaws hit the floor, “On top of founder, creative director and CEO of ‘Dream’s Closet,’” Javy makes a sound, familiar with the brand, “Emmy nominated actress,” Fanboy chokes on his water, “Olympic Gold Medalist and soon to be astronaut for the Artemis program.” By now all the guys are on the verge of losing their minds.

Bob rapidly blinks, “uh—.”

“Now I’m not an astronaut yet,” Y/n points out, “I’m a candidate for one.” Nat scoffs lightly.

“They’d be stupid not to pick you, Barb,” she then slaps her side, turning back to the guys, “Oh and how could I forget Broadway, Vogue, and the Daytona 500.”

“Daytona 500!?” Payback practically screeches.

“You were on Broadway?”

“—featured on Vogue—?!”

“Wait a minute I recognize you from Star Trek!”

“—How in the hell—.”

“Guys, guys!” Y/n laughs with her hands slightly raised, “Please, one at a time.” They were in for a long night of questions and story times. And just like Nat was years prior when she first roomed with Y/n at Top Gun, the officers were in complete amazement over the woman in front of them. Never had they met anyone like her.

“Wow,” Jake whistled once she finished bringing them up to date on her most recent careers. “You really are a real-life Barbie.”

“Shhhh,” a finger went to her lips, followed by a wink, “don’t tell Mattel.”

And thus the dagger squad was formed. Two and half weeks of hell bearing training preceding a face-with-death mission brings people closer. Every morning Y/n arrived at the hangar to a chorus of “Hi, Barbie.”

She waved at Reuben, “Hi Payback.”

“Hey there, Barbie Girl,” Javy threw her a peace sign.

“Hiya, Coyote!”

“Good morning, Barbie,” Rooster tipped his hat.

“Mornin’, Rooster.”

“Hi, Barbie!” “Hi, Barbie!” Her favorite duo harmonized.

“Hi, Bob! Hi, Phee!”

And for some closer than others….

“You know I was thinking,” Jake commented, taking Y/n’s hand before leading her to the pottery class he signed them up for. Every Friday night was reserved for date night. Dinner and a movie. Walk on the beach. Spending $20 worth of quarters at an arcade. Attending a comedy show. Paint and sip. Following the successful mission, Jake and Y/n hit it off and began seeing each other.

“Famous last words.”

“It’s not bad,” a chuckle left his lips, stopping at the door. “I just thought it was funny. You know how you’re basically Barbie?” His cheeky smile resulted in her mirroring it.

“Yessss.”

“This means I’m pretty much your Ken, right?” The question makes the woman visible ‘awe’. Jake ruffles a hand through his hair and gives his best blue steel, “we kinda look alike. Don’t you think?”

Laughing, Y/n kisses his cheek, “I mean…name a more iconic duo than Barbie and Ken.”

“Barbie and Hangman?”

“Exactly.��� It was safe to assume what their Halloween costumes were going to be.

Time went on, missions were run. And after a year of anticipation—though it felt like forever, it was finally announced in 2020 Y/n would be one of the astronauts selected to be part of NASA’s Artemis program launching in 2024.

Making Y/n the first woman to go to the moon.

The call came in from a restricted number when they were in a meeting, and knowing she was to expect a call within the month everyone quickly shut up so the pilot could answer.

She excused herself to leave the room, staying in front of the window so the team could see her. Throughout the conversation Y/n’s expression remained neutral to the point none had a clue whether the news was good or bad. Only when she reentered the room did they get the answer.

“I’m going to the moon!!!”

“Ahhh!!!!” The team exploded in an array of cheers, Y/n jumping up and down, careful not to drop her phone that was in her hands when Jake lifted her in his arms.

“I’m so fucking proud of you!” Despite being unauthorized to show pda in uniform, Jake gave her a big kiss on the lips, not caring who saw. “You are the most exceptional human being on this planet.”

“Jake,” tears welled in her eyes, which he kissed away. Her heart filled with warmth and gratitude. Feeling on top of the world with her closest friends supporting her.

Once all calmed down and they finished the meeting, Mickey jumped from his seat, “Come on Barbie, let’s go party!” Everyone sped to the Hard Deck to celebrate the news. Mav bought the first round, followed by Payback.

“Guys you don’t have to do all that,” Y/n said once she realized they all agreed to buy her drinks for the night.

“We want to,” Nat tapped her beer with Y/n’s cocktail glass, the guys voicing agreements. “For years you’ve been dreaming about this and it’s finally happening. Your hard work is paying off and we want to celebrate—show you we love and appreciate you, Barbie.”

Y/n fought back tears, never afraid to show her emotions. Some may find it childish or thinned skin, but to Y/n that was what being human was all about. “I love you guys.”

“We love you!” The voices echoed together.

The night had been going well with the squad hanging out by the pool tables like they usually did when Y/n approached the bar to pick up the next round Mickey was paying for. Not paying attention to those beside her, she smiled at Penny and repeated the order before waiting patiently.

But what’s a night at a bar without someone who lacks boundaries.

“You must be the one they call Barbie,” a voice says, flirtation seeping through the words. Glancing to her right, Y/n recognizes a gentleman from the flight line whose name she could not recall. “You’re quite the talk around base. In fact, weren’t you in some Hollywood blockbuster?”

“Yes,” she politely responds, keeping the answer short. Though she was known to be a sweetheart and kindhearted to anyone she met, Y/n could tell where the interaction was heading toward and did not feel comfortable entertaining it any further. “A long time ago.”

“I’m Lieutenant Paul Billings,” he extended his hand, and she immediately clocked he was trying to show off his rank. ‘Boy he’s in for a treat.’

Not wanting to make a scene, she accepts the handshake. “Commander Y/n L/n,” there was emphasis on the Commander, displaying the woman was of higher rank and therefore a silent warning to Billings to not cross a line.

There was a flash of surprise on his face. Y/n held back an amused laugh, ‘guess you didn’t hear everything.’

“Something the matter, Lieutenant?”

“No,” he brushes it off, “Nothing. Say,” he nods to the bar, “can I buy you a drink.” Did he not just hear her order a round for the people she came with?

“That’s kind of you,” she starts just as Penny arrives with a try full of cold beers and her usual cocktail. “But I’m all set, thank you.” Hands moving to take the tray, she jumps slightly at the feeling of his own coming to her wrist.

“What about lunch this week?”

“I’m sorry but I am spoken for, Lieutenant,” removing his hold, Y/n takes a step away.

Now Paul had lost his reasonable composure. Scoffing, he says, “What? Am I not enough for you?” The question results in her raising a brow.

“I beg your pardon?”

He makes a face, “You think because you’ve done all these careers and occupations that you’re better than the average person? I’m not a pilot and an actor or researching the cure for cancer while creating a documentary series,” venom seeps through his tone, obviously depicting his jealousy, “Basic is not up to your standards, so you have to throw our failures in our face as if we don’t already know.”

By now a crowd has formed. Jake started moving the second he noticed Billings etching too close to his girl, followed by Nat and the others who were ready to back him up. Behind the bar, Penny was fixing to ring the bell until being stopped by Y/n’s wave of the hand.

“Are you done?”

Paul’s expression was that of, “what?” No audible response was voiced therefore Y/n continued.

“Okay, I’m gonna go ahead and say this, Paul,” Y/n drops her shoulder. The change in body language let Jake and her friends know she wasn’t taking anything that the man said personally. “I know I should be offended by your insults and insinuations, but the truth is I’m not.” A small smile forms on her lips, “I don’t view myself higher than anyone because of what I accomplished. The only person I do that to, is myself—because I don’t have to prove to no one but me that I am capable of achieving what I set my mind to. And yeah,” a light chuckle escapes, “I’ve set my mind to a lot of things—way more than the average person. But that doesn’t mean you or anyone else can’t do the same.”

Pausing Y/n takes a breath before exhaling, “You look at me, and hate the way it makes you view yourself. Makes you believe you’re a failure because you didn’t follow the path you hoped to make for yourself.” Paul’s expression shifts to one of solemnity, like he was thinking of his younger self who had dreams and aspirations. Mourning what could have been.

It made Y/n sad for him. Empathetic despite him attacking her. “One thing I’ve learned over the years…is time is what you make of it. Life is about taking risks. You can still set out to do whatever it is you wish, as long as you’re committing to taking the risk no matter how scary it is. Sure you’ll find obstacles and it’ll feel like the whole world is against you. But determination will guide you through the walls, and you will be successful so that you can look back and think, ‘it was worth it.’ As cliche as it sounds,” she couldn’t hold back a laugh, “Barbie isn’t a person or an object you can obtain. Barbie is a mindset. And you have to unlock it in your own way, Paul.”

It was so quiet in the building, a pin could drop and everyone would hear it. Their looks of awe, admiration, and even newfound motivation by Y/n’s speech. Impressed by how classy she handled what very well could have been a scream match between rival squadrons.

Behind Billings the Dagger squad stood with proud smirks at their friend. Especially Jake, who caught Y/n’s eyes and threw her a wink. Nat gave the woman a salute, a silent gesture to say, ‘you inspire me everyday.’

And Billings? Well he was at a loss for words.

Patting his shoulder, Y/n grabbed the tray of drinks, “I wish you luck, Paul.” Thanking Penny, who gave her a proud nod and replied, “this ones on the house,” Y/n returned to her friends where she was met with a sweet kiss from Jake, claps on the back and “You go girl!” “Tell them who’s boss.” “Damn, you made me wanna go out there and live life the way I should.”

“What’s stopping you, Javy?” she handed him a beer, “the world is your playground.”

A couple hours later it was time to call it a night. Hugs went around, promises to meet up the following night and tabs were closed.

On their way out, Jake dropped a kiss to Y/n forehead, pulling her close to him as he led her to the door of the parking lot, “So what’s next for you, doll? You’ve proved you can be anything and anyone you chose to be,” he grins at her, “What will you set your mind to now after space?”

“First, I want to write a book—I think that’s something a lot have been waiting for me to do. Afterwards, well, I’ll have to wait a couple more years, but,” The corner of Y/n’s lips lift up before flashing a dazzling smile, “I’m thinking….the Oval Office is in need of a makeover. Don’t you think?”

Then, before he could answer, Y/n turns her head in the opposite direction as if she’s trying to find a hidden camera. Makes eye contact with you, the reader, winking before turning back to Jake where she sets off on her next adventure.

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[tan1shere]

can you do a part 3 to film wife where after you finish a make out scene with miko for her new music video, y’all go back to y/n’s trailer to see that miko laid out a ton of roses and asks you to be her gf ends in smut obviously 🎀

Film Wife pt 3

Young Miko x female reader !

A/n: sure can, bow anonie <3 might be the last of this series unless yall come up with an idea I'm truly vibing with !! - sorry if this is short 😅

Warnings: this is so much more fluffy, soft sex, just sweetness tbh :) tribbing, eating out, pet names, swearing a lil, that's about it tho

Pt 1 , pt 2

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It was the norm now. You'd always do scenes with her, everyone loved it. Everyone also assumed you were together. But that wasn't the case... Just yet. Little did you know she had something in mind tho.

4 pm in the afternoon and you had finally finished this one part of her new song. "That's a wrap, you two nailed it!" The director called. You smile at Miko. "You did amazing as always." She tells you, making your smile widen more. "Why thank you." You go over to grab some of your things, slowly turning to realize she was staring at you. "You ok Miko?" She gives you a smile. "Think you can stay around a bit longer?" The curiosity in you increased. "Yeah sure, what for though?" You ask intrigued. "Just come into my trailer in a few minutes yeah?" She starts to back up, heading out to her trailer with a smile.

After clearing up a bit, you make your way over to her trailer, knocking and entering. "Miko?" You didn't see her at first but all you saw was candles and a few flowers. You let a tiny laugh escape your lips. "Miko? What's all this-?" She suddenly is in sight smiling like crazy. "I feel like it's about time I ask you a certain question." You knew. You starting smiling just as much as she did. "Will you be my girlfriend, Y/n. My forever wife?" Your eyes lit up so much, nodding. "Yes ofcourse María." She thinks she just fell inlove with you right then and there. The way you said her real name. Her arms extend out for you to walk into. You wrap your arms around her torso, resting your head against her chest. Her chin sat atop your head, staying there for a moment before she kissed it.

"In the few months we've known each other I never want to spend it with anyone else." Your smile was so wide, your cheeks started to hurt. Her words made your stomach do so many flips. She soon begins to lean down and kiss you, backing you up and onto the small bed in there. Falling onto it gently, the kiss remains. Slow but passionate. Sure you've had moments like this with her but nothing this special, it was about time she asked the question. Her lips move to your jaw gently. So soft and tender. It truly made your heart melt at this specific moment. "Youre beautiful." She mumbles against your skin. Everything about this was so delicate, her words, her voice, her touch. Your hands go to grab her face. "All you." Staring into one another's eyes.

Clothes were gone in a second, not too eager but also not as slow. You wanted this to last forever, her lips move down your chest. Moans fell from your lips, feeling her kisses go lower. "María.." You breathe out, and this woman almost cums immediately just from that. The way your voice was so fragile. The way you say it makes her brain go completely fuzzy. It was her new addiction. "Say it again.. please?" You bit your lip a tiny bit as you feel her hot breath above you. "Mmm- f-feels so so good, María.." Everything about the way you said it was intoxicating her brain completely. She almost forgot what was going on. Her lips danced around your thighs gently for a bit. Taking her time with you, but you currently didn't mind. The intimacy was comforting. Her lips finally met your cunt, making your hands grip her hair softly.

You let out another breathy moan as her tongue slides up and down. Raking your hands through her soft silver hair. The feeling of it on your fingers made you go crazy, her tongue added to that. Moving at a faster pace. "P-please.." You sigh out, feeling that sweetness coming. "I got you, come on baby." She says against you. Sending vibrations all throughout your body. Increasing that burning pleasure, as her hands roam your naked form. Her movements sped up, immediately feeling that coil begin to snap inside you. Releasing right into her mouth. She ate every last drop of it, before licking her lips, with a subtle smirk. You admired her tattoos, it turning you on to the max. Reaching out to grab her arms, and bringing her closer. "No strap.. please." And how could she ever deny that.

Her smile was growing yet again. "Ofcourse angel." To which she soon lined up with your pussy, slowly and gently lowering herself. You both let out breaths and moans at the feeling. Grabbing her face with your hands, bringing her down to kiss you. You could taste the lingering sweetness of yourself on her lips. Instantly moaning into the kiss. Her movements were strong, still carrying that same passion. "You feel so good mama." She then whispers near your ear, making your breath go rapid. "S-so do you.. fuck!" Your brain goes crazy. Feeling it spin with insane pleasure. You grab her bicep, getting her to look into your eyes. "Together, please.." Your voice was nearly angelic. She swears you just came down from heaven. She even thinks she has too with the way she's feeling.

Almost euphoric. "So close mami.. know you are too." You nod at her words, letting your head fall back into the pillows behind you. Your grip tightens on her arm, letting her know you're just about there. "There you go, that's my girl." Just like that you're cumming in an instant. Her following shortly after. Pants, moans, breaths filled the small trailer. Her arms bring you in close as she lays down. "I love you." You say. "I love you too, wifey."

[naturesapphic]

Stop and stare

Scarlett Johansson x fem!reader

Warnings: fluff, sexual innuendos, and Scarlett teasing

“How do I look?” Scarlett says as she poses in front of you with a brown blazer (idk if it’s a blazer or a robe lmao) on with matching pants with it. She wore David yurman jewelry since she is being model for them today and she looks absolutely gorgeous.

She started to laugh as she saw what state you were in. Your mouth was hang opened and you didn’t say a single word. You were mesmerized and getting a little turned on by her. “Y-you…I-I…fuck me-“ you stuttered out and quickly closed your mouth at the last part. She smirked at what you said and walked over to you and bend down to your ear. “Soon bunny…mommy will soon…” she said lowly in her raspy voice that always got you going.

You whimpered and nodded your head in understanding. She pulled away from you and returned a smile at you which showed her teeth. She held out her hand for you to grab and you gladly took it. You both walked outside and Scarlett was taken away by the makeup artist and the photographers. She looked back at you and gave you a wink which made you instantly weak in the knees.

It was after the photo shoot when Scarlett finally came back to you. She was sweating and wet from all of photos they took of her and the many outfits she had to wear along with the jewelry. You started telling her about how amazing she was and she was blushing the whole time you were talking. Y’all went back to her trailer so she can freshen up and rest some before another photo shoot took place that same day.

You immediately went to the couch and sat on it, sighing loudly. Scarlett giggled at you and sat down on your lap. You both looked at each other for a moment and you saw the familiar look in her eyes. She wanted you and she wanted you now. She had a thirty minute break which gave her plenty of time. She opened her blazer and slowly took it off, one shoulder at a time. Your eyes widen at her top exposed and you started squirming around.

She smirked and leaned in to kiss you hungrily, as she pushed you down fully on the couch. Let’s just say, She had to reschedule the photo shoot for tomorrow.

A/n: I know it’s short but I really wanted to post something about this new photo. She is so hot 🧎🏻‍♀️

But I hope y’all enjoyed! Remember to stay hydrated and rest! I love y’all!

[lcafman]

please note : the following is a rant regarding live action movies and contains mention of the recent live action httyd trailer in a negative context . i am in NO way shaming those who are excited to see it , nor do i have any intention on taking away the amazing achievements of the people who poured their heart and soul into creating this movie / the amazing young actors . this is purely frustration towards corporate .

so i just saw the live action httyd trailer . httyd was one of my favorite movies growing up ( it made me feel very close to my scandinavian / celtic heritage ) , and i’ve always felt like i related a lot to hiccup . the cgi looks phenomenal and mason is a PHENOMENAL actor , i can tell he’s gonna crush this role .

it looks . exactly the same as the movie . exactly the same .

which is good ! but also like — what’s the point .

i’m so sick of live action movies in general , y’all . in regards to corporations , it’s so lazy . “ oh let’s just pump out a regurgitation of the SAME story we’ve ALREADY told because our idiot audience will buy into it . “ no , i want to see NEW stories . i want to see creative risks and be taken on new adventures . if i wanted to watch httyd , i’d watch httyd .

and it’s frustrating too that they seem to care less about casting people who are right for the role and more so about grabbing the biggest names they can for these roles . not that these aren’t talented actors / this isn’t done for the animated movies , but it’s so much more apparent when it’s a story that’s already been told .

it’s so lazy . it literally reeks of corporate being like “ these dumbasses will buy anything we shove in their mouths “ . give us new stories ! give us new cultures to explore ! give new actors / actresses a CHANCE ! i want to see more things that were done with moana / tangled , where the leads were teenage girls / new actresses ! if i have to see influencer #2872828 play a disney princess i’m going to rip my hair out .

i would genuinely rather have a dry spell from a company of crappy movies than them to continue to pump out this heartless , soulless medium of “ let’s take the animation medium and make it ✨real✨ . “ i’m not an animator so any animators can feel free to correct me but it feels a little insulting to the countless hours of work and talent the animators have put into these movies . why was that not good enough ? why do you have to retell the SAME MOVIE but with ✨ conventionally attractive people ✨ and probably ✨c.hris p.ratt✨ for some reason .

i dunno . it ticks me off , and i won’t spend any of my own hard earned money to see it . and yes , this would ESPECIALLY apply to a live action epic . thank god disney has entirely forgotten the film exists because i swear to god if they tried to pull that shit i would break into the studios and eat all of their storyboards

[what-gs-watching]

“Work like a captain. Play like a pirate.”

OKAY SO last week I found out that Joshua Jackson had a new show??!! And when I screamed and told my husband he was like ‘oh yeah I saw that on Tiktok’ and I was flabbergasted that he didn’t bother to tell me.

Hello. Did I not just suffer through all of Dawson’s Creek a few months ago just for Pacey? Have I not been screaming “PREVIOUSLY ON FRINGE” for like, over a year?! Husband, you dropped the ball.

But it’s fine. I’ve been running around excited about this since then, texting my sister incessantly and watching the trailer and just oogling this man who is clearly in his silver fox era and I. am. HERE. for it.

Don’t misunderstand me, gang - I knew from the get that this show is going to be terrible, but I absolutely do not care. Everyone needs a guilty-pleasure, absolutely 10000% so-bad-it’s-good show, and this is definitely gonna be my new one.

Doctor Odyssey.

Wherein incredibly sexy and beautiful Joshua Jackson signs on to be the doctor of a decadent  cruise liner because he’s trying to find joy in his life or some nonsense, and is immediately inundated with crazy medical emergencies.

WHAT A RIDICULOUS SHOW! Ryan Murphy, I get it - it’s all about the aesthetic. It's beautiful, the ship and the colors and the whole thing, I really enjoy a visible feast but man the content is going to be absolutely bananas. And cheesy. And maybe a little trite. 

But that’s what makes it fun!

Joshua’s “Doc” has two people under him, a nurse and a nurse practitioner who have been working together for a few years. Obviously the nurse has a crush on the NP but she basically immediately ends up making out with Doc, which was obviously the first thing I predicted. 

It’s formulaic, but at least they can play with the weird medical shit that might happen on a cruise - poisoning from eating too much shrimp, someone getting a broken penis (no really, that was a storyline, and we find out that Doc knows all about it because he had one, once?! Oh Pacey…) and a dude falling overboard among other things.

ALSO y’all. There was a scene where the nurse challenges Doc to a dance-off. Like, not ironically. NOT IRONICALLY! You know it’s gonna be a good-bad show when I’m sat on my couch squealing about how terrible it is and how much I’m into it.

My sister said to me, “I keep thinking it’s a Doctor Who ripoff”, which OMG I wish I would DIE for Joshua Jackson as the doctor, but it’s more a specific-situation Gray’s Anatomy ripoff. And I’m down for that. I was very hard into Gray’s for a few years until he just spun absolutely out of control. 

This show is going to feed my desire to see this man in tight white pants and swimsuits and gorgeous sets and ridiculous situations and awkwardly written drama. What more could I ask for, honestly? Sometimes you need a mindless show, and even though I don’t LOVE the idea of watching something as it literally airs on TV, I will make an exception for Peter Bishop every damn day. 

It’s gonna so dumb and so silly and so terrible and I’m gonna watch every single episode. Hello new TV season! I’m sooo happy.

[supernightboy08]

Why do people hate Movie Princess Peach?! 😡😱

Why do y’all hate the movie Princess Peach?! What’s wrong with you?! Her portrayal in the movie is extremely perfect and represents the theme of female empowerment so why y’all hate the movie iteration?! 😡

When I saw Princess Peach as a kid I start crushing over her and thought she was cute. 🥰

And I played and watched every Mario game to try and save her as the “Damsel in Distress” from the King of the Koopas Bowser!

Being a “Damsel in Distress” is so boring, wrong, and sad for a girl so why can’t they do what they dreamed, go out do something, and go out on their own adventures?

I saw every girl in every media be a “Damsel in Distress”, always crying and thought it was a little bit sad and annoying but when I saw a girl kick some butt like in My Little Pony, Sailor Moon, and Winx Club it made me really happy and thrilled!

When the Mario Movie was announced in 2021 and Chris Pratt was casted as Mario and the fans started hating on it especially my dad because Mario was always Italian and thought it was racist except for me because I was really excited and funny because we’re getting another Mario movie that’s better than the 1993 one and started defending Chris Pratt.

Some people like Charles Martinet Mario

Some people like Lou Albano Mario

Some people like Bob Hoskins Mario

Some people like SML Mario

JUST LET PEOPLE LIKE WHAT THEY WANNA LIKE! 😡

When I saw the new Mario trailer back in 2022 we saw Peach gets some action for the first time since Super Princess Peach and thought it was cute and amazing because in my Scrat The Squirrel universe I turned Cream The Rabbit from a Kid “Damsel In Distress” into a Action child!

In April 5th I saw the Mario movie and gave it a 10/10 even though some critics don’t like it because it fixes some of the issues of the Mario characters and the entire and made me stop watching The Super Mario Bros. Super Show and SuperMarioLogan because they’ve got all of the characters misunderstood and wrong!

So why are y’all being misogynistic to Peach?! Just like with Amy Rose, Cream The Rabbit, Sakura, and Hinata Hyuga! WHY?! She was just trying to get a chance to save herself from the psycho lunatic turtle freak that’s trying to marry her and being a role model to all princesses who deserve some respect and empowerment so STOP BEING SO MEAN AND MISOGYNISTIC TO PRINCESS PEACH AND GIVE HER A CHANCE TO SHINE! 😡

Welp that’s the rant for y’all I hope you enjoy it and tell me what you think of my rant review.

And remember everyone can have different opinions about something or someone just don’t be a jerk about it.

For @lachispipreciosa @the-brucest-fan @miss-stereo @elitadream @ibreathestories @hybridalex17

[moonsbijoutoo]

yet another bnha world heroes mission fanfic.

Kirishima: *does something to help out fatgum and suneater putting himself in danger*

Bakugou: *comes out of nowhere and helps him from said danger*

Kirishima: *turns to him surprised more so because of the new hero costume* awww thanks for the help bakugou you really saved my ass there.

Bakugou: whatever now we’re completely even, kirishima

Kirishima: sure…is that a new hero costume? Lookin good man *gives him two thumbs up*

Bakugou: you would be the one to like it. everyone is saying i look like a fucking cat

Kirishima: *in his mind* soft kitty warm kitty little ball of fur happy kitty sleepy kitty purr purr purr

Tetsutetsu: *looks on shocked*

Jirou: *does the same*

Bakugou: whatever *walks away blushing*

Kirishima: i thought that out loud didn’t I?

Amajiki: yes…

Kirishima: and he heard me?

Amajiki: that appears to be the case

Fatgum: *pats his back* you’ll be alright, chickling

[msg4andre]

#MYSTERY GIRL- E.M

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ a/n: hi sexies. I really love this concept so I hope y’all do too :DD <3 This is gonna be a series cuz no way I can fit this into one piece HAH | masterlist

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ contains: eddie munson x famous!rockstar!reader, eddie and the reader are both in their early 20’s, punk aesthetic!reader, late night phone calls, suggestive topics, Reader is the lead singer (sorry y’all I don’t know enough about instruments to write about it NSKS)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ word count: 2,132

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ tag list: @ourprisma

Eddie’s stomach rumbled as he pushed the door of some burger place open, Gareth following closely behind him equally hungry. “Dude I don’t know how much longer I could’ve waited. I’m starving.” Eddie groaned. “Well setting up gigs takes a long time, find a table to sit and I’ll order for us.” Gareth said as he walked towards the cashier. Eddie nodded. Getting Corroded Coffin on the same level as other bands like Metallica was definitely not as easy as Eddie thought it would be. He didn’t expect he and his band to get famous over night of course but he didn’t think it was gonna be super hard either. Sure, they had a bigger following than they did in high school but it wasn’t the kind of success that would satisfy Eddie.

He sighed and looked around before picking a spot at the corner of restaurant beside a large window with posters sticking to it. Eddie walked over and sat down on the plastic chair right against the window. Bored, he scanned the pieces of paper taped on the glass. It was usual stuff you’d see at a restaurant. Advertising for radio stations or an announcement about some local event Eddie didn’t care much about. He kept reading the others until his brown eyes landed on a particular poster. “Hawkins Music Is Now Open for Business! 9 am- 7pm! Closed on Sundays!”

Eddie hummed, looking around for Gareth, who was coming back with their food. “Yo, Gareth. Did you know a new music shop is opening?” Eddie asked, taking a french fry from a pile on the red tray. “Yep, I saw the poster when we came in.” Eddie hummed again as he took a bite from his burger. “I’ve been needing new guitar strings and this store is closer to my trailer. The other place I went to is like, far as fuck from where I live.”

Gareth head a fry in between his lips. “You should go after we finish eating, I’m gonna have to leave you though. I promised someone I’d help them move their stuff so you’re on your own for the strings, sorry, dude.” He said. “Are you freaking serious?!”

—

A bell jingled as Eddie opened the door to Hawkins Music. The long haired man let out a long whistle, nodding his head as he checked out the place. Guitars hung on the navy blue brick wall at the end of the store and shelves with all kinds of music filled up the space. Posters of various trending artists and bands were hung on the sides of shelves and neatly placed in straight lines at the window to the left of the room. Eddie walked across the store. He took the ocasional glance at the shelves of music but he never actually went into them. He simply took his pack of strings and went up to the counter to pay for them. Eddie rang the bell at the desk and waited for someone to come and ring up his guitar strings.

Eddie leaned against the counter, swinging his feet back and forth out of pure boredom. It had been about two minutes and no one had come yet.

Ding!

Eddie looked up from the carpeted floor and towards the door, someone else had walked in. It was a girl, she looked to be around his age and she dressed like some of the people in his metal magazines except for the large sunglasses that covered majority of her face. Despite her face being completely covered by the dark glasses he could tell she wasn’t from Hawkins. She was definitely unfamiliar yet he had the weird feeling like he’d seen her somewhere. He eyed the the mystery rocker who looked around the store as if she were looking for someone, eventually coming up to where Eddie stood waiting for the cashier.

“Uh, hey. Have you seen the girl who works here? We’re supposed to meet for lunch.” The mystery girl asked, awkwardly shoving her hands in her pockets. Eddie shook his head. “Nah, sorry. I’m I’ve been waiting for her to ring up my damn strings for like- five minutes.” The mystery girl snorted. “Ugh that sounds totally like her. She has a habit of doing her own thing. The place just opened but I’m surprised she hasn’t gotten fired yet.” Her voice triggered something in his brain, he’d heard her from somewhere but he couldn’t put the name to a face.

Eddie’s face broke into a smile. “Cant really judge her ‘cause I hate working too.” She laughed again, her awkwardness seemed to melt, taking off her sunglasses and shoving them in her pocket. This was the first time Eddie got a look at her eyes, her beautiful eyes.

Wait a minute.

Eddie’s eyebrows furrowed, the realization hit him like a bus. He had seen her before! Eddie had seen the “mystery girl” at a rock concert he and his band went to, the not-so mystery girl was the lead singer of the band that was performing that night. He’d also seen her in covers of various metal magazines and in advertisements. This “mystery girl” was a living legend. “Holy shit Y-you’re Y/N L/N!” Eddie exclaimed. Stepping back in both shock and excitement. Y/N smiled and nodded her head. “Yep! That’s me! And who might you be, Mr…?”

“Edward! Uh wait no, Eddie. I mean- my name is Edward b-but you can just call me Eddie. Munson. Y-yeah! Eddie Munson. I’m Eddie Munson.” Eddie went bright red. He wanted to sock himself in the face for sounding like a total dumbass. ‘She just asked for your freaking name, dingus.’

The amused celebrity eyed Eddie up and down, biting her lip making Eddie’s heart race. “Okay, Eddie. It’s real nice to meet you!” Y/N took out her hand. “Yeah, you too. I went to your concert a couple days ago, you can uh…really sing.” Eddie said, shaking the girl’s hand. “Thanks, man. Glad you’re out there supporting me and my band. Also, thanks for not freaking out and doing something totally weird.” She grinned. Eddie cocked an eyebrow, crossing his arms and giving the rockstar a lopsided smile. “And what would be an example of something totally weird?”

Y/N took in a dramatic sigh, pretending to wipe her tears earning a chuckle from Eddie. She also seemed to have a flair for the dramatic, partaking in the same over the top theatrics he did in high school and even now. “Once, I had guy just start going hysterical. Like he was on the floor, full on tears and shit. Another time this girl straight up flashed me! Like, ‘her boobs on full display’ flashing.” Eddie’s eyebrows went up in surprise. “Holy shit. How do you even respond to something like that?” Y/N grinned widely. “You don’t! I just stood there not knowing what to do!” She moved her hands erratically, the most precious smile he’d ever seen taking over her face completely. “Anyways, enough about me. Eddie, you said you play guitar, are you in a band or is it just you?”

“As a matter of fact I am in a band” Eddie’s chest puffed up in pride. “Corroded Coffin, made up of these three other guys,” Eddie said. “Actually, before coming here me and this dude named Gareth, he’s our drummer by the way, had just booked a gig at a club not too far from here.” Y/N beamed at Eddie, mouth opened into an ‘o’ shape and her eyes glazed with a look that seemed to be admiration. “Corroded Coffin, woah. That’s literally the hottest band name I’ve ever heard.”

Eddie blushed and murmured a soft ‘thanks.’ It was kinda a big deal to him, being praised by such a musical genius. He was sure Y/N couldn’t tell but he was totally freaking out about it. Y/N giggled as was about to say something else but suddenly the door swung open. “There you are!” The girl grumbled at Y/N. “I thought we agreed to meet up at Enzo’s! What are you doing here?!”

Y/N looked at Eddie and back at her friend, giving her seething friend a bashful smile. “W-we…we did?” The girl facepalmed. “Yes! You’re lucky you’re a total big shot rockstar because I don’t think the guy at the restaurant would’ve let us keep our reservation! Now let’s go.”

Y/N nodded, digging around in her pockets and taking out a blue pen and an old receipt from some grocery store. She scribbled something on it before giving it to Eddie. His eyes went wide and his heart began hammering in his chest.

XXX - XXXX

- Call me, Y/N L/N.

—

Eddie had completely ditched the guitar strings. He was back at home and the sun was just beginning to set in Hawkins. He was sprawled out on his dirty mattress, one arm behind his head and the other toying with the receipt with Y/N’s name on it. He had been too nervous to call, he didn’t know if he was intimidated by her status or because he was just scared to talk to a pretty girl. Y/N L/N, one of the most gorgeous, influential artists gave her number to Eddie “The Freak” Munson. What if she was just messing with him? What if she had the same inflated ego some of the other celebs and just felt like crushing someone’s self esteem or something?

Eddie groaned in frustration, rolling over and screaming into his mattress. He later faced down for a couple minutes before abruptly getting up and walking over to the kitchen. He picked up the phone and dialed the number on the receipt. Eddie inhaled deeply, heart racing and hands shaking. He was gonna risk it.

“Hello?”

“U-uh. Hey! It’s Eddie.”

Eddie breathed a sigh of relief once he heard her signature laugh. He breathed a sigh of relief, he felt a bit guilty for doubting Y/N but he was mostly glad you actually picked up. “Eddie! Oh my gosh, I was getting kinda scared you’d never call.” Y/N sighed shakily. Eddie laughed. “Are you kidding? As if I’d pass up the opportunity to speak with the lovely Ms. Y/N,” Eddie paused. “Actually, I’m gonna be honest…I was kinda afraid that you weren’t gonna pick up.”

Eddie snickered. “Also, no offense but I thought you’d be a little more sure of yourself, like you probably have guys dropping left and right.” Y/N groaned. “Just ‘cause I’m a celebrity doesn’t mean I don’t get insecure, you know? I thought I totally pushed my luck giving you my number, I thought you were really cool and stuff so I had to take my chance. Once I left I was overthinking the whole thing!”

“Me, a cool guy? Someone didn’t meet me in high school.” Eddie snorted, readjusting his position by leaning on his back against the counter, steading himself by gripping the edge. “Excuse me, I’m sure if we had met in high school I would’ve thought you were cool.” Y/N said. Eddie let out a teasing ‘hmmmm’ causing her to gasp. “Don’t ‘hm’ me! You’re this hot guy who’s into metal and plays guitar. You’re totally cool by my standards.”

Eddie felt a little bolder now. “You think I’m hot?” He cocked his eyebrow, ignoring the beat his heart skipped and the urge to giggle like a high school girl. “Totally hot.” Y/N affirmed. Eddie definitely felt even more confident now, despite Y/N’s fame and fortune he felt comfortable talking to her, and perhaps even flirting a little bit. “Okay, rockstar. Tell me, whats sexy about Eddie Munson?” He bounced his eyebrows like an idiot meanwhile Y/N scoffed playfully. “Well, if we’re talking sexy, your jewelry caught my eye. Also, you got a wild freakin’ mane, dude. Your hair is totally rad.” This time Eddie couldn’t control it, he giggled in the girliest way possible. He sounded like a dork but he was too enraptured in the conversation with the equally hot girl on the other end. He certainly didn’t think that getting a pack of guitar strings would’ve gotten this girls phone number.

“So, am I hotter than the girl who showed you her tits?” Eddie asked with a smirk that could be heard through his voice. Y/N pretended to ponder the question. “I don’t know, you’ll have to flash me next time I see you.” Eddie pursed his lips, intrigued. “Next time?”

Y/N and Eddie spent the rest of the night making plans to go out the next day, eventually their conversation drifting to stupid stories and conversations about their pasts. It wasn’t until Eddie noticed that it was two in the morning that they decided to hang up for the night.

“So… tomorrow?” Eddie said, smiling.

“Tomorrow.”

[holland24-7]

I’m doing good I’m on some new shit. PART 4 (Social Media AU)

Tom Holland x Reader.

SUMMARY: One where y/n and Tom dated but broke up and she’s finally moving on after months of suffering.

MUSIC CLAIM: Back to you - Selena Gomez (For full experience listen to the song while reading this)

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yourinstagram ✓ My boysssssss and Tessa❤️

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nikkihollandphotography Our boys ❤️

yourinstagram ✓ Thanks for raising amazing guys and for sharing them with me, I love you so much

nikkihollandphotography I love you too hun!

y/nno1fan You can tell how much they love y/n, it’s so comforting after everything she’s been through 😭

tommyily Why would she ever leave him tho? It’s clear they’re still in love

ihopeuok.92 Imagine Toms gf face when she saw this, I’d be DEAD 💀

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dailymail ✓  BREAKING NEWS! @yourinstagram and boyfriend @brooklynbeckham are spotted for the first time together since cheating scandal, this after y/n took a family vacation with ex Tom Holland and his family. According to witnesses Brooklyn was trying to be lovey dovey with y/n while she was acting more distant and cold towards him. In the mean time looks like Tom was seen in set for new unknown project along side girlfriend @nadia.parkes, fans in set tweeted about seeing them fight during a walk to his trailer.  Full article down below! 

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fanofy/n-12 I heard that he purchased her a very expensive necklece, the nerve of this guy, is he trying to purchase her forgivness? my godddd

brookybabe. I love Brooklyn but he needs to step it up if he’s trying to keep her, seems to me that she could leave him for tom any moment now

y/nno1fan Guuuuuurl she’s taking forever to do it, I bet he could make her happy and she deserves it

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brooklynbeckham ✓ Congratulations to my girl @yourinstagram for snatching 8 awards tonight, love you. 🖤

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tomholland2013 ✓ Lets take a moment to admire the most beautiful, talented and nice person I have ever met! My @yourinstagram, congratulations on slaying tonight, I’m so proud of the person you have become. I have known you for so many years and you never disappoint me, I wish you all the happiness and success in the world, love you and can’t wait to see you, call me when your up xx

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yourinstagram ✓ dialing!

tomholland2013 ✓ Let’s get dinner, I’ll buy you french fries and a shake 😉

yourinstagram ✓ You know me so well 😭

y/nandtomforever Can you guys get back together already?

royaleml37 I see where this is going and I don’t like it y’all...

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yourinstagram ✓ I want to hold you when I’m not supposed to, when I’m laying close to someone else, you’re stuck in my head and I can’t get you out of it. If I could do it all again I know I’d go back to you...

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tomholland2013 ✓ Y/n ...

nadia.parkes ✓ I’m so confused ...

bellahadid ✓ I knew it babe 🥺

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dailymail ✓ Okay okay okay, not a day has gone by that we don’t talk about y/n and after EVERYTHING we’ve seen looks like it’s not over yet. For all you tea lovers we’ve made a resume to keep you updated since we know it’s hard to keep up with everything that’s going on, so buckle up and keep reading that this is a big one!

After cheating scandal with Brooklyn Beckham, y/n did comment in an interview with Ryan Seacrest that her decision was to stay with him and try to work things out “I know it’s easy to talk about someone else’s when we don’t have the full picture, however I would love if everyone could try to be a little bit more understanding, this is my life and I get to choose the way that I live it, I decided to forgive and try to move on, we’re doing that together, it’s hard but it doesn’t mean it’s impossible.” Se was also asked about Tom and this is what she had to say “I know a lot of people would love to see this as an opportunity for me and Tom to get back together, and as much as I love him, that’s not happening, he has a girlfriend and their happy together and I would never come in between them.”

After this interview it’s no secret that y/n slayed the awards season, by taking 8 awards in just one night, can you imagine!? Boyfriend Brooklyn did congratulate her with a post in his Instagram but shortly after had to deactivate comments due to the hate he was receiving, calling him a hypocrite, cheater and liar. Y/n talked about the situación in a podcast “My fans are so passionate and would do anything to protect and defend me, but this is not the way of going about things and I really really ask my fans to stop spreading all the hate, because at the end of the day this hurts me too.” At the same time Tom also posted a picture of y/n at the awards show, it’s unclear if he was there with her or how he got the picture.

Some weeks went on by and we saw y/n and Brooklyn out a couple of times, but according to fans that saw them they were definitely not what you could call a happy couple, they said the dynamic between them was “weird” and “off”. At the same time, Tom was spotted with girlfriend Nadia Parkes in his hometown, but a source close to them told TMZ that “they’re having issues because Tom is very confused about his feeling for y/n now that they spend so much time together. Nadia is trying everything she can to keep Tom with her, she loves him and doesn’t want to let Tom go even if that means he’s unhappy and at the same time he doesn’t want to break her heart.”

And finally we get to the juiciest part of this! Y/n a couple of weeks ago posted a picture of herself and ex-boyfriend Tom Holland kissing! Now y’all, this is an old picture of them so the interesting part was what she wrote and the link she attached. When you clicked on the link it would automatically send you to sound cloud, which was an unreleased song called Back to you, a song where y/n expressed exactly how she was or is feeling about her relationship with ex boyfriend Tom Holland, including lines like “you could brake my heart in two but when it heals it beats for you” and “everybody knows we got unfinished business and I’ll regret it if I didn’t say this isn’t what it could be” referencing the confusion about their relationship.

Ever since the release of the song y/n completely vanished. We haven’t heard or seen her, however her management released a statement saying that she was okay but she needed to take time off to deal with everything that has been going on and feel emotionally stable again. Her friends have expressed their love for her and offered support as well wished her a fast recovery. Tom on the other hand has been completely silent except for the comment he left under her post, however, we did manage to speak to a close friend of his and this is what he told us: “Tom loves y/n very much, he has tried to speak to her, he has even tried to see her, but she has denied him, he’s not sure why but Tom also understands that she has gone through a lot and needs some time for herself. He’s hurting too because she’s suffering but he’s ready to receive her open arms the moment she’s ready for it, that’s what he wants the most.” We also asked him what was the status of his relationship with Nadia Parkes, to which he said: “They broke up, it was a mutual agreement, they both realized neither of them were going to be happy with each other and called it quits. He cares for Nadia but at the end of the day y/n is the love of his life, or that’s what he says.” Tom was seen yesterday walking in Los Angeles close to the facility where supposedly y/n is currently at.

So far we have yet to see how this is going to end, what do you think? Do you think they’ll end up together? Comment down below!

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y/nandtomforever of course they’re getting back together, it was obvious since the beginning they were still in love

hollanderrr12 I feel like first she needs to know herself what she wants exactly 🤔

spidey.memes18 Hmmm I don’t know, for me it could go either way, all of this is very confusing...

A/N: Hey everyone, so here’s part 4th, as promised, yay! I’m still thinking which direction I should take this so let me know, I still have ideas on how to make the story longer or would you prefer for me to wrap it where it is? Sorry for the super long post for the dailymail lol but in a SC au it’s a little bit to give the whole background of situations and I feel like this is a good way to do it without changing the essence of a social media fic. Hope y’all enjoy it, let me hear your thoughts please, feedback is welcomed, enjoy! 💕

Update 2: Sorry guys, I have been working all day and I’m not sure if I will be able to post the 5th part today, hopefully I can but if not be patient with me pls, if I can’t do it tonight I promise by tomorrow is up! ❤️

PART 5 IS FINALLY HERE, ENJOY!

[chalkrevelations]

HOW WE FEELING VEGASPETE NATION?

Because can I tell you? CAN I TELL YOU?

It’s like someone cooked up all the rest of the coke in that warehouse from Ep 7 and then shot it straight into my veins. Someone is going to have to come to my house and peel me off the ceiling.

LISTEN. On April 16, close enough to my birthday that it makes no difference, like the universe said, “Here, have something gorgeous to make up for the absolute shitshow of the last two years,” I was scrolling the kinnporsche tag and saw the “consume you” trailer. And I waited patiently. And then on April 21, I saw a biblebuild post, the one with Build’s sly little glance up at Bible in between his adorable little peace signs, and I had an inkling that I might be in trouble. And I waited patiently. And then Pete kicked the shit out of a guy, my beautiful new best beloved exposing that shroud of grey he keeps himself wrapped in and imprinting himself on my brain, and then Vegas got head-butted by Porsche and went home to have an orgasm and a cigarette in his freaky-deaky dungeon, and on May 8, I posted my first defense of Vegas, because I stanned Chris Keller, do you think I’m afraid of Vegas Theerapanyakul? And I WAITED PATIENTLY. And then they released the WDYS MV, with Pete’s vulnerable wrists like a glimpse of a Victorian ankle, which was a personal attack on me personally, and I continued to WAIT PATIENTLY. And then on May 14, I officially planted my Vegaspete Nation flag, and since then, through weeks of Vegaspete manic street preaching, I have kept the faith, and I have kept the faith, and I have kept the faith, and NOW. NOW, after so much giving, I continue to receive.

I CANNOT BELIEVE the payoff they gave me in this episode. From Vegas’s declaration to Porsche - not even three minutes in - when he’s also the softest and most gorgeous he’s ever looked, and therefore still Pete’s Vegas even though Porsche is the one looking at him; to Vegas’s declaration to Pete not just of love but that it would be worth it to die by Pete’s hand and the way he reached out to touch Pete’s face with his own bloody hand to kiss him in the softest iteration of that tableau we’ve seen yet; to Pete walking away from the main family with his bloody wings painted on the back of his shirt because he chose Vegas, lost his wings to fall, willingly, by choice; to Pete’s anguished pleas for Vegas to turn around and see him, the way Vegas has seen him in the past, the way no one else has ever ever seen him; to the way that I knew, I knew never to doubt Pete for an instant in this episode, no matter what his actions were, because of the way the lighting and framing and filters and styling all gave us the extra-gorgeous version of Build that we’ve only ever gotten when we’re looking at Vegas’s Pete, from the very first moment we see Pete in this episode and all the way through to the end, and the way Pete proved that to me by shooting down the person who shot Vegas without thought, without even looking at them, without even caring about who it was, and the way the narrative never pays the slightest bit of attention to who it was, as if to emphasize that no one has any importance to Pete other than Vegas; to the way Vegas - despite Pete being willing to metaphorically put that handcuff back on if that’s what it took to get through to Vegas - the way Vegas was finally finally able to metaphorically unlock it.

I am going to buy an airplane ticket to Thailand ... and y’all gotta understand how much I hate to fly, how absofuckinglutely relieved my partner was when we finally got all the family moved within driving distance so he could STOP worrying that I was gonna be hauled off by TSA and strip-searched for muttering darkly about the 4th Amendment and Security Theater every time we had to fly somewhere for a family visit ... ANYWAY, I’m going to buy an airplane ticket to Thailand, and I’m gonna go kiss everyone at BOC. WITH TONGUE.

Be On Cloud, BOX SET WHEN?

[petboymart]

hi, so loved bull boy asahi, gave me something I did not know I needed 🙏

HOWEVER may I offer bull boy goshiki??? who's like just a baby, like not fully grown, but like looks up to bull ushijima???

do with this what you will, my brain just screamed at me so

😐

a/n: y’all can’t keep coming up with better content than me i swear to GOD -eden<3

bull!goshiki x fem!bodied reader x bull!ushijima

tw/cw: gender neutral pronouns, fem!bodied reader, rough sex, threesom, double penetration, ushijima calls reader a heifer but not in a mean way, breeding, squirting

you’ve been working as a farm hand at a rescue and relocation farm for about six months now, and you’ve gotten to know all the animals and other farmers really well! you get about 2-4 new bull!boys and heifer!girls in every few months, and the new cattle are coming in today.

once the new cows step off the trailer and into the field you immediately take notice of the one with black hair and still-growing horns, he can’t be older than 19 or 20. you can tell that he’s nervous but trying to act as if he’s not, so you go over to him slowly. once you reach him you offer him a bright smile and introduce yourself before asking his name.

“i-um,” his voice squeaks when he tries to speak, so he clears his throat before re starting, “goshiki!” he almost yells

“well hello goshiki,” you start, “would you like me to show you to your stall?” he nods very quickly in response

bull!goshiki settles in quickly, but he’s still pretty on edge. he takes everything very seriously, and follows every request to the t.

since he’s arrived he’s really clung onto two people, or one person and one half person. he’s been attached to you since day one, and he became attached to another bull who’s been here for a while. goshiki saw bull!ushijima lift a tractor that was on top of a rope someone needed without even breaking a sweat and he immediately decided that he needed to learn everything from him

he’s like ushijimas shadow, doing everything he does, standing the way he does, eating the way he does, everything goshiki does is done the same way ushijima does it.

that includes ushijimas aloofness and disinterest towards the heifers. ushijima has never been a fan of how desperate the heifers are, especially considering that there’s almost a bull for every heifer on the farm

ushijima was here before you started working here, and according to the other farm hands, you’re the only one he’s ever genuinely and voluntarily had a conversation with. he warmed up to you within a week of your new employment, and decided that you were the perfect mate for him. and boy did he have a lot of pent up energy from not mating with heifers for so long. goshiki has followed as suit, deciding that you’re the only one worthy of his time, attention, and seed.

before, whenever other bulls would get to close to you for bull!ishijimas liking he would ram into them with his horns, knocking them to the ground, and looming over their defeated figure to add insult to injury. but for some reason, he lets bull!goshiki touch all over you! rub his head on your chest, lick your neck and cheeks, kiss your forehead, anything honestly. and you didn’t really understand why until the night that bull!ushijima yanked you into his stall, something he does when he’s needy, and bull!goshiki was sitting all cute and sweet on the stall floor with a happy smile on his face.

“ushijima said i could watch, and join if i’m good!” he said proudly while puffing out his chest

you feel a big hand wrap around you neck with a slight squeeze, ushijimas weird way of asking for consent, you tilt your head back to make eye contact with him and nod your head. next thing you knew you were on your knees, back arched, with your forearms under your face so it wouldn’t scrape against the floor in time with ushijimas brutal thrusts into your cunt, cowbell jingling with each one.

goshiki sits and stares in awe with a blush on his cheeks, cock red and throbbing every time he hears one of your sweet noises. he’s so thankful that ushijima pulled him aside after dinner and said he would teach him how to breed you properly.

you let out a high pitched mewl when ushijima his your sweet spot and goshiki starts panting. you vaguely register the deep voice of you lover giving instructions to his pupil

“goshiki,” god his raspy voice is so sexy, “you can touch yourself, and if you wish i can teach you where to touch her”

goshiki jumps into action, basically running over to ushijima who’s thrusts have never stopped, and dropping onto his knees. his fingers wrap around his pretty pale cock and he starts furiously jerking himself off while waiting for his instructions, staring at where ushijima is moving in and out of you

the bigger bull removes one of his hands from your hip to grab the smaller bulls free one before guiding it to your clit and instructing him to press gently while rubbing quick circles onto it. thanks to the stimulation on your clit, your noises grow in volume by ten fold, and you trash your first high of the night, body going limp and ringing fills your ears. but don’t worry, ushijimas strong enough to hold you up and thrust inside of you.

goshiki moans at your sounds and whimpers as he can already feel himself getting close, big black ears on the side of his head twitching in time with the sway of his tail and pace of his fist. ushijima, every the observant one, grabs the hand fisting his cock and gives a warning squeeze along with a soft glare. goshiki whines in response, eyes filling out tears of frustration, but listens none the less.

ushijima removes his hand from goshikis cock and places it around your waist, housing you up onto his lap bouncing you on his cock. his legs are bent at the knee, your legs straddling his thighs that rest atop his calves. your head falls onto his shoulder as you produce little ah ah ahs and ohs.

ushijima whispers a little, “good heifer,” into your ear, you’re still not sure why he chose that nickname but who are you to complain. he then looks over at goshiki and points infront of your body, signaling for him to go there and goshiki scrambles to do so. using one hand ushijima pulls goshiki onto the space between his knees and your body, pressing him close to your cunt. ushijima lines goshikis cock up with your already stuffed entrance, and you’re to fucked out to notice, but goshikis not.

“can-can they t-take both,” he whispers in a whiny, breathy voice.

ushijima smiles before giving goshikis cock and your hip a firm squeeze and says, “they can. and they will.” he says it so matter of fact that you believe him.

after goshiki an inch into your sex, he shuffles as close as he can, still sitting on ushijimas thighs, desperate to feel more of your warm insides. ushijima chuckles before lifting your legs so the straddle his and goshikis and places his hand at the base of goshikis back, pointer and middle finger on either side of his tail. the friction on one of his most sensitive parts forcing a cute little whimper from goshikis throat.

using the hand he has on goshikis lower back as leverage, ushi yanks him forward, snug against your chest and almost to where their balls are touching. as soon as goshiki is in place ushijima moves bothe hands back to your waist to bounce you on their cocks, the stretch slightly painful but it feels so so good.

the stall fills with high whines, whimpers, and moans coming from you and goshiki, and deep grunts, groans, and growls coming from ushijima. goshikis noises become more breathy and frequent, you don’t pick up on it but the older bull does. ushijima brings a hand to alternate rubbing goshikis balls and tail to help him reach his high, the later releasing his cum along with a high keen

ushijima returns his hand onto your hip and begins bouncing you even faster, goshikis warm seed leaking out of your hole, down their cocks and onto everyone’s thighs. goshiki moves to pull out, the over sensitivity causing his teary eyes to return, but ushijima yanks on his tail, causing the younger bull to yelp.

“you don’t move until i say you can move,” he growls dangerously low and it makes you shiver, “they haven’t finished yet, it’s very inconsiderate of you to use them for your pleasure and not bring them any of their own”

“i’m sorry! i want to make them feel good i swear!” goshiki rushed out, desperate to get back into his mentors good graces.

“then do it,” ushijima snarls before retiring his attention to you and you your neglected and sensitive clit.

without thinking goshiki latches onto one of your nipples and gives little sucks and nibbles to it, causing your back to arch into his mouth, moans going raspy as you begin to lose your voice.

“good boy,” ushijima praises goshiki who moans with your nipple in his mouth. the friction on your clit, goshikis moans and sucks on your nipples, the two massive cocks in your cunt, the wet squelching due to the mix of your juices and goshikis cum, plus ushijimas whispers of, “you’re such a good heifer, so good for us, gonna give good heifer our babies for being so good,” shove you over the edge.

your sight does black with white spots as you cum, clear liquid squirting from your pussy while ushijima continues to thrust into you, chasing his own high. you can hear his cowbell jingle with every bounce of your body

goshikis crying from the overstimulation, but his mind isn’t as far gone as your yet so he notices ushijimas eyebrows furrow and his grunts increase. he wants to help his mentor reach his high like ushi helped him reach his, so he reaches up his hand to play with ushijimas hair and ears. ushis eyes snap to goshiki who is giving him a hazy smile while sucking on you neck, ushijima grunts before releasing his load into your cunt.

a few moments later, when you’re composed enough to pick up on your surroundings you notice ushijima stroking goshikis ears and hair while telling him how good he did, the later wearing a deep blush and proud smile.

usjijima tends to you and cleans all three of you up before laying you down on his chest with an arm around goshiki who is snuggled into his chest. you see the look of content and adoration on both of their faces and smile at the realization that your duo has become a trio.

a/n: bull. goshiki. 🥺. so egar to please, wants to be praised so bad, wants you to tell him he’s your favorite bull, is so dedicated to you, loves you so much. he’s so CUTE I CANT SOBSOBSOB, and bull!ushijima is so protective and possessive over both his babies. if heifers ever flirt with you or goshiki, he won’t fight them like he does with bulls, but he will give them a death glare. -eden <3

[stop-breaking-my-heart-telltale]

so they released a trailer for the Clementine comic and I am laughing

Honestly I dunno what’s funnier: the use of this unfitting music to make the comic look more epic than it really is or the fact that skybound disabled the comments on the damn thing.

If you haven’t watched it, I’ll give you the link to DomTheBomb’s upload of the trailer because unlike Skybound, he didn’t disable the comments and you’re free to share your thoughts on it there if you wish. 

If not, don’t worry, I’m gonna go through the whole thing and we’re gonna have a cheeky lil’ laugh about it.... because what else can ya do? 

Alright, what’re we lookin’ at....? Lee and s1 Clementine. He’s telling her to get back, then he grabs her and they’re running away from some funky lookin’ walkers..... like what the hell is happening with these walkers?? look at them?? 

Seriously, they look like messy blobs, not walkers..... why?

these aren’t anything new, we saw these in one of the teaser pages that was previously released. Clementine’s having nightmares about Lee leaving her to the walkers..... which isn’t a thing that actually happened but I’m assuming this is an attempt at showcasing that lovely trauma she’s trying to put behind her, I imagine there’s gonna be some abandonment issues, some survivor’s guilt, the works. 

Honestly, I’m a little worried about Tillie’s approach to covering Clementine’s trauma. This whole thing taking place during the winter time AND in a ski lodge...? Is Tillie gonna bother bringing up what happened last time Clem was in a ski lodge?

You remember- she reunited with Kenny, their group was attacked by Carver and his people, she watched at least one of her friends get executed in order to prove a point, was possibly held at gun point and threatened so that Kenny would surrender, and then they were brought to a new community as prisoners made to do hard labor.

What about the fact that AJ was born in the cold? That after she was shot and stuck with Kenny and Jane, she was made to walk through a snow storm with frozen walkers all around her.... only to then be told that AJ was dead, she watched Kenny and Jane fight to the death, she had to make a difficult choice which lead to said death... and then found AJ alive.

Are we gonna bring up any of that, or is that too hard? Are we only gonna talk about Clementine’s trauma with Lee because that’s “easy” and fan servicey? If so, then what a huge fucking wasted opportunity. 

I mean, this whole comic is a wasted opportunity but I dunno, Tillie claims she played the whole series.... maybe actually use the source material a little? 

A nice close up of her new foot.... which by the way, I was thinking about the whole “Clementine giving her new foot a name” thing and like..... y’all wanna make some bets? 

Either she’s gonna name it something silly, or we’re gonna attempt to make readers go “nawww” by naming it Lee.... possibly AJ....

.....Dude, if she names her foot AJ, I’m gonna scream. Y’all will hear me scream, no matter where you are, you will hear it. 

Then again, I’m leaning more toward Tillie pretending AJ doesn’t exist for this comic sooooo..... who knows? 

“Based on the hit Telltale Games series” ....hnnggg

Speaking of Telltale, has anyone checked on the devs? the writers? hell, the voice actors? Jared Emerson-Johnson? Literally everyone who worked on the games? Are they okay? 

Surely it can’t feel good to have gone through all the bullshit of losing your job so suddenly when you’re in the middle of finishing Clementine’s story, having all of that stress, then getting a second chance to finish the story you started and the opportunity to end Clementine’s story the proper way, the way you envisioned...... only for Skybound to be like “but the milk! The cow still has milk!”

Seriously, are they okay? Has anyone checked? Is Kent okay? Mary Kenney? Lauren Mee??  Adam Esquenazi Douglas??? Everyone else?? Are y’all okay??

Yeah, we know.... we all played TFS. We know she lives. 

You didn’t need to make a comic trilogy to tell us something we already know. 

I see you there, Amos. You and you’re funny little hat.

Alright, so Clem and Amos are fighting walkers. She has her hat and scarf that she got from the community where she got her new foot, so this is after that................... hnnnggg, can I just say that I kinda hate that I can piece together these events now? 

And yes, I’m laughing..... oh, how I’m laughing. 

....Amos, my dude.... why does your face look like that? 

Relax your eyes, you’re freaking me out. 

Oh good....

oh GOOD

Are these the evil twins we were promised?? Probably. They probably are. 

Then again, everyone has the same damn face to begin with so who knows. 

I just... I can’t help it. 

Tillie, I have some questions and all I want are some honest answers...... were you at all inspired by Minerva and Sophie, or is the twin thing a mere coincidence? because I’m fully aware that twins aren’t a new thing. I’m pretty sure that TFS didn’t invent twins, so I’m not gonna sit here and wiggle my little finger at you dramatically......... it’s just an interesting choice since the twins were pretty important in TFS. 

I mean, I assume you’re trying to make this story, and by extension Clementine, you’re own so I’m just a little curious of why there are so many things that could be linked back to TFS..... like the damn twin thing. 

I’M SORRY I KNOW IT’S NOT FUNNY BUT C’MON

Okay... new love.

First of all, I told you. Let the record show that I told you that Clementine would be getting a new girlfriend. Tillie Walden writes wlw stories, that’s literally what she’s known for, you don’t hire her and then expect her to NOT give Clementine a new lady love interest. 

Second, we don’t know this new love interest’s name, therefore I shall refer to her as Glasses.... because she’s wearing glasses. Creativity. 

Now, I know some people were assuming that Amos would be the potential love interest for this, and to that I refer you to my first point...... however, I do wanna note that since this trailer dropped, I’ve had chats with my discord buddies about this whole romance storyline and we talked about how the concept of the goddamn love triangle isn’t completely thrown out of the window. 

Thanks. I hate it. 

To be fair, I don’t think Tillie is gonna write a love triangle because that’s dumb, we all know that she’s going to end up with Glasses because Tillie’s the one writing it. There’s no point to it. Tillie went off about how she wants to write Clementine and show what it’s like to be queer in the zombie apocalypse, she only writes sapphic love stories... 2+2=4. 

Plus, TFS had a love triangle.... kinda. But that worked because you are playing as Clementine, you get to decide if your Clementine has romantic chemistry with Louis or Violet, or neither of them. They’re both interested in her, she shows an interest in both of them, it’s just up to you to push her in the direction you want. 

Comics don’t work like that. 

And you’re not really helping yourself out with in the parallels department if this is a thing. We already got the twins, the theory that Amos is white, amish Louis and speculation that Glasses is just gonna be Violet but with glasses slapped on her face....... stop digging, your grave is gonna hit lava at some point. 

Again, this is only a theory that we came up with, there’s no evidence that I can tell that this is even a possibility............. but if it happens, I’m gonna laugh.

..................Clementine’s face........ hhhnnngggggg

Oh no, why you lookin’ so sad, Amos? Is Glasses giving you the stink eye? That’s not nice. 

...........aaaaaaaaand it looks like we might be getting an enemies/rivals to lovers with Clementine and Glasses. Wow. Great. Never heard of that trope with wlw stories, it’s not overdone or anything, nope. 

Seriously though, look... I know that trope is popular for a reason, a lot of people eat that shit up and I’m not here to shame you for that. You do you. 

However, I’m not a fan of enemies to lovers soooo I’m not exactly pleased with this idea at all. For me to like that trope in a story, it has to be done exceptionally well and I don’t think this comic is gonna pull it off. 

Remember when I mentioned that there’s already speculation that Glasses is just gonna be Violet 2.0 based on looks and what we’ve seen of her in this trailer.... well, Clementine and Violet had a little bit of a “rivals” [if you can really call it that] to lovers thing if you went down that route.... kinda?  I’m not saying that since violentine kinda did that then no one else is ever allowed to do it again......... but I dunno, man.... it’s not looking great. 

Watch Glasses be named after a flower.... Rose, Peony, Blossom.... if she’s named after a flower, I am going to laugh. 

At that point, it can’t be a coincidence, I’m sorry. 

Also look, with this romance everyone is getting screwed by the comic. It doesn’t matter if you romanced Louis, Violet, or had Clementine remain single- the comic is pointing and calling all of us nerds. 

You romanced Louis? The comic said “nah we don’t like him, have glasses instead”

You romanced Violet? The comic said “yeah but this model has glasses” 

Singletine? “single doesn’t sell, here’s some glasses” 

Y’know, if anything good comes outta this damn thing, it’s that we can all finally agree on something, yeesh. 

Evil twin is evil. Next. 

Wow, what a power couple.

............................also, I’m sorry, but Clementine’s face... hhhhnnnnggggg

Nawww, c’mon Amos, don’t look at me like that. You’ll probably survive this comic.

Unless you don’t.

.............If Amos has a name for his fancy little axe, that’s just gonna be another point to my theory that he’s just white, Amish Louis and I will not be happy and you know why. 

Oh no. Clementine is in danger. Will she make it out of this alive?

Yes. Yes, she will. 

Can’t milk the cow if she’s dead.

Also, there are two more books after this. I’m not worried about her dying, Tillie and Skybound don’t have the balls to do that. 

aaaaaaaaaaaand here is where Tillie’s art style really gets in the way. 

I have no idea who the hell this is. 

Is this Glasses without her glasses and hat? Is this one of the twins?? Is this someone new?? I can’t tell because y’all have the same fucking face, same fucking hair, same fucking clothing, WHO ARE YOU?? ARE YOU NEW HERE?? HAVE I SEEN YOU BEFORE??? ARE YOU LOST?? AM I LOST???

WHO ARE YOU???

Aside from Denny in the previous teaser pages we got, everyone looks the same! THEIR GODDAMN FACE ARE THE SAME! Clementine looks kinda different, but I can’t tell if that just because of her hat and scarf! And I can tell where Amos is because he has obvious blond hair, freckles, and wears a distinct hat! GLASSES WEARS GLASSES BUT IF YOU TOOK THE GLASSES AWAY THEN SHE LOOKS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!

I might be losing my goddamn mind, this trailer is hurting my brain

salkdfjlksdjlkfsad.....sakjdlkasjdlkajdalkkekeeeeeee

dkslcleeeemmmakldll......faaaaaa.......dkjflkajslkda.......whaa.....wAHAT IS FACE?????

Oh look, Glasses got her glasses back assuming that was her before....unless it wasn’t, though I’ve given up on trying to tell anymore. 

So, it looks like Glasses might be injured with Clementine holding her and crying, very dramatic, so tragic. 

But the real tragedy here is Clementine’s pencil thin eyebrow..... do you see that thing? Remember Clementine’s eyebrows in the game? They were thing, defined, and so lovely that they got a fucking CREDIT at the end of the game.

hhhnnnnnnnggggggg Clementine’s face what are you???

Are we done yet?

.We’re done, thank god. 

Side note, but as I was writing this, Tumblr called me a bitch and deleted half of this post when I tried to save it.... so I had to rewrite a bunch of stuff.... I am very tired....

ANYWAY

That’s everything in the trailer. 

The music is fun, but doesn’t match the tone of what the comic is trying to do. I don’t have much else to add, at least I don’t think I do. 

Oh, another fun little note, just in case you’re interested- 

She’s currently working on book 2....... so there’s that. 

Let me know what you guys think, I’m interested in your thoughts! We can all be salty little pandas together!

[itsallyscorner]

just like magic with marvel cast, the vibe is----- a perfect song for a lil b*tch with a good heart and a sarcastic mouth

just like magic is the song we ALL need for 2020😌 Start manifesting ya’ll🖤 Also thank you sm for the request I am so so sorry this took so freakin’ long😭 Love u, happy reading🖤🖤 Tried to add my own lil twist to your request:)

(A lil different from the request, but I tried to make the reader have a bit sas.)

💌.

just like magic

Growing up within the Marvel Cinematic Universe was probably one of things you were most grateful for. When you first started out you weren’t that social. You were new to the business, you didn’t know anybody and you were intimidated by every single actor you crossed paths with.

At first you didn’t feel like you fit in. You felt as if you were a burden to everyone else. You barely talked to anyone which made the others approach you out of force by the Russos. Everyone around you was talented while you were just some newcomer who had jack shit as experience. The first few years you were insecure of yourself mentally and physically. You weren’t as pretty or fit as the other women in the MCU nor did your skills live up to theirs. Which led to some unhealthy habits. Plus there were haters and movie critics who would say horrible things about you and your acting.

You had a rocky start unlike Tom Holland and even Lexi Rabe. Until one day when you realized that you had to change how you were thinking. It took you a while but all that negative thinking you were doing was only bringing you negative energy. So when you had a break from filming movies, your number one goal was to improve yourself.

Wake up in my bed, I just wanna have a good day (Mmm, ah)

Think it in my head, then it happens how it should, ayy

Twelve o'clock, I got a team meeting, then a meditation at like 1:30

Then I ride to the studio listening to some shit I wrote (Oh)

You woke up with smile on your face in a sense of calmness. The sun shined bright hues into your room as you got up from your bed. Today was the first day back on set. You guys were finally filming Civil War and you were honestly so excited. As you did your morning routine, you went over how the day would go in your head. You’re genuinely excited to see the entire cast. It has been almost half a year since you’ve seen everyone and you couldn’t wait to be back.

You took one last look at yourself in the mirror. Compared to the previous year, you looked and felt healthy. Your eyes shined and you looked well relaxed. You know like one of those face cleanser commercials? That’s how you felt. You felt like a breath of fresh air.

The ride to the studio took a good 30 minutes but it felt like seconds. You entered the set with a new sense of confidence and pride. The energy was practically radiating off you.

“(Y/n)?” You hear someone call from behind you. You turn around and see Scarlett looking at you.

“Hey!” You greet her as you approach her. You pulled her into a hug, startling her.

“Oh! Hello to you too, honey.” She laughed as she wrapped her arms around you. “How are you?”

“I’m doing great! Life’s been good.” You answer as a toothy grin graces itself on your face. Scarlett’s eyes are filled with shocked. From the previous times she’s talked to you she’s never seen you so loud or open. You were always shy and closed off from everyone on set.

Good karma, my aesthetic (Aesthetic)

Keep my conscience clear, that's why I'm so magnetic

Manifest it (Yeah), I finessed it (I finessed it)

Take my pen and write some love letters to Heaven

Eventually everyone on set caught on to your new attitude. Though they tried to be discreet about their reactions and shocked expressions, you could still see how they were caught off guard by your sudden change of nature.

Anthony watched as you conversed with Elizabeth and Scarlett on the couch in Robert’s “village” . You were probably the most smiliest person in the room beating Evans, who was eating his lunch.

“She’s like different. But in a good way. It’s like she’s bloomed.” Anthony thought out loud to the men beside him. Chris (E) and Sebastian look in your direction.

“Bloomed?” Chris snorted as he swallowed his food.

“Yeah, like she’s growing into a woman.” Anthony hummed proudly as he went back to his own lunch. Sebastian smiled at you, “I think she’s gained some confidence in herself and finally realized how good of a person she is.”

“If she’s finally realized that, I’m glad she did. She’s like a ball of sunshine, it’s adorable.” Chris smiled proudly at you as your hands move around animatedly while explaining some story to the two women in front of you.

“Y’all think it’s a boy?” Anthony wondered. Sebastian rolled his eyes at his friend. Before he can even respond Anthony is calling you over. You approach the men with a smile and take a seat beside Sebastian.

“What’s up?” You greet them. Chris nods at you as he chews on his sandwich. Sebastian greeting you with a quiet “hey”.

“So who’s the lucky man?” Anthony asks teasingly. Your brows knit together head tilting to the side.

“Man?”

“Yes man, or boy, whatever. Who’s got you feelin’ yourself, (y/n).” Anthony wiggles his brows as he shimmies closer to you. Sebastian, who’s in between you two, cringes at the man to his left.

You didn’t take any offense to the question, knowing that everyone was curious as to why you were so unlike yourself.

You chuckled before smirking at the older man, “Anthony, honey. I don’t need a man to be feelin’ myself. I did this on my own.”

Chris and Sebastian’s mouth drop at your answer. Chris laughed as he pointed out Anthony’s face. Sebastian slung an arm around your shoulder bringing you into a side hug as he laughed with Chris.

“To be fair” Chris began to say but started to laugh, “To be fair, you deserved that.” Anthony’s face went flushed as he nodded to himself. You suddenly felt bad that you put him on the spot.

“Alright, stop laughing at him.” You playfully glare at Chris and Seb. You poke Anthony’s arm, “To answer your question, I’ve just been working on myself. Thinking more positively, I even tried manifestation.”

“You know what, that’s good. You’re taking care of yourself mentally and physically. I’m proud of you for doing this for yourself, we all are.” Anthony tells you as he motions to the two other men.

You look at all three of them, all of them looking at you with pride, “Thanks guys.”

Just like magic (Baby), just like magic (Oh yeah)

Middle finger to my thumb and then I snap it

Just like magic (Yeah), I'm attractive (Oh yeah)

I get everything I want 'cause I attract it (Oh)

As the months passed, the more you evolved into another version of you. You walked with determination, carried yourself with such grace and you’ve gained confidence in your career. You didn’t let your insecurities get to you, instead you faced them and overcame them. You were tired of letting them control you.

Your change in attitude and perspective on life has definitely affected your life in many ways. Manifestation was one of the things that have helped you the most. Writing about your goals and putting that energy out to the world has helped you persevere in your job. You’ve only faced good karma; sending out positive energy and receiving it back from the universe.

So far you’ve been casted in two new projects and have a campaign lined up with Gucci. If you were told a year ago that you’d be working with big time directors and freakin’ Gucci, you wouldn’t have believe them. Life has been unreal ever since you decided to change your life around. But of course you had to thank your Marvel family, without them and their support you probably wouldn’t haven gotten to where you were today.

Looking at my phone, but I'm tryna disconnect it (Oh yeah)

Read a fuckin' book, I be tryna stay connected (Yeah)

Say it's tricky at the top, gotta keep a slim ego for a thick wallet

Losing friends left and right, but I just send 'em love and light (Oh)

As many people recognized your success many people still tried to pull you down. Some fans on social media have noticed your change in behavior and have even praised you for practicing self care. While others still tried to push you off the mountain of success you were currently on and drag you across the ground.

These were the reasons as to why you were barely on your phone anymore. You used to be invested in your phone but after realizing how much negativity it brought you, you’ve decided to slowly disconnect from it. Which led you to becoming more interested into books.

Chris (E) had even brought some of his favorite arts of literature for you to borrow. You were currently on your third book of his, Sapiens A Brief History of Humankind by Yuval Noah Harari. You were sitting outside your trailer in a fold up chair under the shade. Your peacefulness was interrupted by Tom (Holland) who had a worried expression on his face.

“Have you not seen it yet?” He asked you as soon as he was in front of you. Being the two most youngest actors on the current set, you guys were closer to each other than with the adults.

“Seen what, Tommy?” You put a finger in between the pages you were reading to save your spot. Tom pulls his phone out and began to type. He tapped on his screen and turned the screen to you.

“She’s been talking crap about you for days.” You read the article and saw that one of your “friends”, Sabrina has been speaking out about your success and how it’s changed you as a person.

“She’s going off about how the more money you get in your wallet, the more bratty and arrogant you become.” He grumbled as he turned his phone off.

“I could care less, honestly. I know I haven’t done anything to her and if I did I was unaware of it. Plus, she stopped talking to me after I said I couldn’t get her a part in a movie.” You shrugged as you placed a proper bookmark in the book.

“You’re not upset?”

“I mean it’s sad that she’s acting so two faced. But if that’s how she wants to roll, then be my guest. It’s her loss, not everyone has great taste.” You flicked a piece of hair away from your face with your hand.

“You’re not gonna release a statement against her?”

“No, probably just wish her well with her life and move on with my own.” You answered much to Tom’s dismay.

Redesign your brain, we gon' make some new habits

Just like magic (Just like magic), just like magic

Filming has officially ended a few months ago and now you guys were doing press tour for Civil War. Before you were the new and improved version of yourself, you dreaded press tours. Some interviewers were nice and respectful, but there were those who would ask inappropriate questions and were just rude in general. All you could remember during those past tours was wanting to leave those rooms as soon as possible.

The q&a panel at New York had a packed room. There were many journalist crowded in the room shoulder to shoulder. You were sat in between Elizabeth and Scarlett, two of the women who have been guiding you and teaching you about life as a woman in the business. They were also like your older sisters.

The panel had been going smoothly for the first half hour until a man with a snobby face and cocky demeanor approached the mic.

“Hello, I’m Keith and my question’s for (y/n).” He began. You nodded in his direction, motioning for him to continue.

“I think everyone’s noticed how you’ve changed and developed as a person. Obviously something’s changed in your life. So I want to know if you’ve had any intimate relationships with any of the men in the cast?” You were surprised at the man’s question. First it was bold of him to ask such a question and second it was just disrespectful to you and the others on the cast.

“I mean someone’s gotta be fucking you good to make you crawl out your shell.” The man finished shrugging nonchalantly. Robert was about to interject but your mouth was quicker than his. The men of the cast were disgusted at the man while they sat at the edge of their seats.

“Well last time I checked my contract, my job was to act, not sleep around with the men who are part of these movies.” You spoke into the mic. All the attention was on you while the room was at a standstill.

“It’s also very upsetting that you think a girl needs to be fucked in order to be confident in herself. I hate to break it to you but women are completely capable of turning their lives around without the help of men and that says a lot about you, sir. So if I were you, I’d take myself back to my seat and rethink my life because if one of us has to redesign our brains it’s you.” You finished as you placed your mic on your lap. The room was silent until the cast began to clap. This was your first time standing up for yourself, usually Robert or Scarlett would swoop in and save you but this time, you were saving yourself.

You shook your head as you blushed, shoving your head in your hands. You felt some pats on the backs and cheers from your dysfunctional family. You look up and see Scarlett and Elizabeth smiling at you proudly.

“Isn’t she amazing?” Robert asked the crowd as he hugged you. The crowd cheering you on.

Just like magic, your life felt like a dream come true, knowing that you were worth it and enough for the people around you and for yourself.

[lovestoned-ophelia]

BRIDGERTON SEASON 2 TRAILER BREAKDOWN

(As someone who’s working her way though the books, and is on number four, and has found a new hyperfixation)

HOOOOOOOOOOLY SHIT IM SO HYPED!! BOOK 2 WAS MY FAV SO FAR, (I’m on book four) AND I CANT WAIT TO DIE ABT IT

OKOKOKOKOK HERE ARE SOME OBSERVATIONS:

it looks like they’re really gonna play with the whole Whistledown/Penelope thing this season, so that’ll definitely keep things fresh & off book. I kinda forgot the Queen existed in the world of the show, and personally, it’s a welcome addition now that I know what to expect from the main plot, so I can be surprised by tv exclusive characters and plot lines.

KATE AND EDWINA!!!!! EDWINA AND KATE!!! MY DARLINGS! MY BELOVEDS!!! The casting is so insanely perfect!! Edwina seems just as cute, proper, and doe eyed as she was in the book, LOOK AT HER LIL PINK DRESSES MY B A B E Y!!! She’s canonically like 17 so I’m positive they’re gonna age her up, which is very rad.

It looks like Lady Danbury is going to be sponsoring the girls, and for the route the show takes, it’s such a great choice!! Lady Danbury isn’t an integral character in the books, especially not the first few, and making her a matriarchal or mentor figure for other characters in the show is SUCCHHHH an amazing idea. Love a bad bitch💜

I like the teeny differences I see already! Like Newton being uneasy with Anthony from the start, instead of being a Good Boy™️ right away.

ALSO NEWTON :DDDDD DOGGY

I can bet money they’re going to change the word Pall Mall to croquet.

From the promo pics, I assume they’re gonna do hunting flashbacks with Anthony and Edmund. I can’t find exactly where Kate fits in there though.

GOD I HOPE THE BEE STING MOMENT®️ IS STILL THERE!!! MAYBE THE FUNNIEST PART IN THE BOOK, AND A GOOFY HILARIOUS MISCOMMUNICATION.

I like the consistency with wardrobe, (particularly the featheringtons) and how they’re keeping Penelope in the gaudy fits until much later.

Eloise is out now ig! Ik her and Penelope are sort of having their own little B plot throughout the season, and idk if I’m looking forward to it. I kind of lean in favor of book Eloise as opposed to Netflix Eloise ngl. That might change though!

I LOOOVE the snippet we got of the Bridgerton Boys at the races with nearly identical fits bc all they talk about in the books is how it’s hard to tell them apart sometimes.

Speaking of, if seems like we’ll be getting more Benedict and Colin this season!!!

Benedict had more of a personality in the first season of the show than he did in the books until his own, and even then it didn’t exactly feel like something earned. J like how we’re building up to him (maybe my fav brother)

Hyped to see further Colin mischief

I SAW ANTHONY WITH THE PINK MALLET IM SO EXCITED

Seeing Daphne again made me smile. Simon is in the Pall Mall game in the book, but we already know he’s not showing up this season. But we DO get a baby!!! That child looks so fuckin precious!!

The way he LOOKS at Kate!! WMMMMM ghhhhhhhhhhh

Kinda sad that the River incident doesn’t happen via Newton chase, but I’m satiated because of that bit where he’s angrily getting out of the water.

speaking of,,,,,,, W-WROW🥵😳

Kate Sharma is a lucky lucky woman 😭😭😭😭

I think that’s all I have to say about it for now but AAAAAAAAAAA

I wont be able to stop blabbing about it, and I know I’m going to be veeeeery frustrated when it gets more hype again. I watched/read the bridgerton series once the hype died, and now I don’t think I’m gonna survive its return. I’m gonna have to try and zip my lips at every turn and force my own opinions down my throat so I don’t,,,, y’know,,,,, kill ppl-

ANYWAY THATS IT

Love y’all!!

[some-stories-for-u]

(A breaking heart)

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Part Two

Summary: These have been the most eventful years of your long life… yet even then more can be shaken up when you realize your tragic hospital past had come back to haunt you.

A/N: If y’all want part three of this story, it would have to be a y/n backstory until season five 😅 otherwise, more 001 one shots to come!

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“Nine…Nine!” someone was yelling for me. I groaned, trying to bring my arms up to roll me over. There was something wet beneath me… whatever it was, it was cold and terribly uncomfortable. “NINE!” the voice shouted, pulling me out of my thoughts. I groggily started to wake up, rubbing at my eyes. they felt so heavy. When I opened my eyes everything was dark… everything was blurry. I blinked a couple of times in order to clear my vision.

“Where… am I?” I asked, lifting my head up enough to look around. I saw trees surrounding my area and dirt sunk in to shape my figure. “Am I… in the woods?” I had no clue who I was talking to, or if is as even talking to anyone. I distinctly remember the voice… I just started to panic. I stood up too quickly… my head spun as the world around me shook, and I fell to my knees. “Where is One?” It was all I could spark from what I remember last.

“Who?” A little voice asked. I turn my head to look at who that voice belonged to, and I held my breath at seeing it was… Eleven. How did she… well, she looked so…grown up. She didn’t look like the little girl as I had last seen her.

“Eleven…? Is that you?” The number— well, little girl— in front of me nodded. I really couldn’t believe it. “How long was I asleep?” Eleven shrugged. I could only sigh. After all, it’s not the first time I forget a whole chunk of history. I would have said more, but a bright light was flashed in Eleven’s eyes, then panned down to me. When we turned to the source, we saw… three young boys… both mine and Eleven’s life changed that day.

[DATE] 1986…

I walked into the lake house, Steve, Robin and Dustin following right behind me. We were trying to find Eddie Munson. Things had gone so wrong in such little time…

My memory was no better. El had informed me that she had saved me along with herself from that awful hospital Papa used to run. Still… no powers had developed. It’s okay, at least that’s what I tell myself. I think it was comforting knowing Eleven had lost her powers too, though. It made me feel like we could be normal. Well, I could at least pretend.

“Eddie!” We all shouted, searching for him as we walked through the lake house.

“Maybe he’s under here-” Steve said as he grabbed a paddle. And started stabbing a tarp. Dustin quickly stopped him. After a couple of seconds Eddie popped out from somewhere I couldn’t see because I was looking the other way. But I jumped when I saw he was holding something to Steves neck.

“Eddie…Eddie it’s okay it’s okay” Dustin coaxed the deranged Eddie. After a little bit, Eddie finally calmed down. We talked to him about what happened. About two days ago Chrissy Cunningham was found…mangled…dead in Eddie’s trailer. I know for a fact he didn’t do it because… I know who did.

“You guys probably think I’m crazy” Eddie sighed and ended his story. We all shook our heads pretty violently.

“We don’t think that at all.” I reassured him.

“Thanks y/n” Eddie smiled at me. The name had grown on me after all these years. Since I was trying to hide the fact that I came from Hawkins lab, I gave myself a new name, which is Y/n. My very own.

“Eddie, we know this might sound crazy but…” Dustin proceeded to tell Eddie all about our past adventures. By the end of it Eddie looked at us as if we had actually killed someone. You’d think he could appreciate it. But looking at them, all my friends, I took a deep breath.

I really didn’t want to believe it, but it was something so obviously true. I would rather help my friends than swallow this burden. I knew my friends would be put at risk. But I think it’s time I tell them whose been killing everyone. “I know… this sounds crazy…” I nervously laughed as they stared at me, “But the person killing everyone is… my… ex-boyfriend…” It was understandable when they all shouted “WHAT” at me.

“H-How? What?” Robin said a little more calmly, but with a really dazed look on her face. I showed everyone my wrist.

“I know my number is nine but… I’m actually very… old,” I cleared my throat (and I knew Eddie seemed even more confused as I spoke), “Like 600 and… something” Now everyone’s jaw was on the floor. Maybe before they would have thought was crazy, but they seemed to believe me now.

“Again… HOW??” Steve yelled now, flailing his arms around. I shrugged.

“I really don’t know how ! I just know that I am, because I have lived that long… I know this- this thing that’s killing everyone is… One,” Now, everyone was silent. I took this chance to explain everything. Once I was done, they were still silent. “Um… you guys… good?” I played with my hands awkwardly.

“No. We are not good, y/n. Or-or is it Nine?? …I-I don’t know what to call you! Gah.” Eddie was now panicking again. Even more.

“You can call me either … I mean I do prefer y/n more … though” I tried to smile warmly, thinking it would calm him down.

“And-And you know this-this-“

“Vecna that’s what we call him” Dustin interrupted. Eddie looked at him with wide eyes.

“After my DND monster??” He asked.

“Ya, after your DND monster” Dustin smiled at him. Robin, Steve and I all looked at each other very… concerned.

“Alright I think we’ve gone off track now-” Steve sighed. He then turned to me, “Y/n, we’re going to need your help more than anyone.” I took a glance at everyone’s needy eyes in the room. I gave a sure nod.

“Lets do this”

A whole sad fighting battle…

“ONE!” I yelled, entering into max’s mind. Wait… where was I? How.. how did I get here? El? Was Eleven here? No… did my powers… I shook it off, deciding to look around. I was inside a gym… and it was decorated with different blue things. Oh… was this the Snow Ball? A shiver ran down my spine. My thoughts left when I felt his presence behind me.

“Nine….” It shook me to my core… I turned around slowly.. so slowly. Soon I was face to face with him. With this mutant of one. With Vecna. I hadn’t seen him all these years.

“What… happened to you?” I asked, tears coming to my eyes as it had happened so long ago. He looked burnt… so bloody.. and like.. vines wrapped all around him.

“Eleven… decided to send me away…I thought I had died.” He took a step forward, causing me to step back, “Did you miss me..?” It felt like I couldn’t breathe. The wind had left. I didn’t know how to feel… what to think…

‘Did I… miss him?’ I didn’t realize that tears had started to fall from my eyes. “I- I…” My voice wouldn’t let me speak. He took another step.

“It’s alright Nine… We can take over… together,” He took a final step and we were just inches away. I could see how damaged he truly was. He put a hand under my chin and lifted it up so that I was staring right at him. “Nine, answer me. All those years ago, you never did answer me.”

‘Then again… he never really cared…’ I thought to myself. ‘he didn’t care about breaking my heart.. or those children.’

“Nine, answer~” I was starting to panic as he seemed to grow impatient.

“Stop calling me Nine” I whispered, watching his head tilt.

“Nine—“

“Stop calling me Nine!” I yelled at him and stuck out my hand and… he had been repelled. For the first time, a surge of energy pushed away from me, racking my whole body. My breath was ragged, I was breathing hard.. too hard. For once, he didn’t seem just disappointed. he seemed hurt. I felt blood coming down my nose.. like it had happened to Eleven.

“Who- who are you?!” Someone pulled me out of my mad daze. I turned… and saw Max.

“Max…!” I cried out as I saw her, “Max it’s me!” I tilted my head. She seemed… confused. Why… doesn’t she remember me?

“Who are you?” I turn to the familiar voice of El. My heart dropped when I saw that she was glaring at me… her hand aimed straight towards me.

“El… El, it’s me-” Again, this weird sensation came over me. So it was him. “You!” I turned towards Vecna. “Stop it!” I knew it. I knew he was the one doing this. Over all my years, One was the easiest to figure out. Over all the years… I knew when his mind games were happening.

“Why are you doing this?” He asked me. His voice brought no comfort anymore, it was gravelly and course.

“‘Why’? Why am I defending people? Because you decide to kill them!” I shouted, no longer feeling my tears. I was simply astounded… he really had no remorse.

“Those people killed themselves by holding on to the past,” I glared at him as he continued to speak. I truly have no tears left to cry— not for him. I put my hand out, straight towards him. “Show me where we really are.” my voice was stern as I demanded. He didn’t resist, he only sighed and the facade faded away. Instead of a decorated gym… we were somewhere that resembled Hell itself.

“Now… you see” he started, “Now you see where I was banished for so many years…” He spoke lowly, making sure I heard his slow voice. I could tell his next move. I sensed him trying to wrap a vine around me… but I used my energy to push him back.

“We could have been happy! You know I liked you…!” I was confident, but even I felt my voice break. “You always wanted more…” My eyes glazed over as I walked straight for him. “Why… couldn’t WE be enough?” I referred to our relationship, and of course he knew.

“You were never strong Y/n…” He smirked, “I just needed to use you to my advantage,” Well. That was it.

“Well… then seems like everything you did… was for nothing,” My voice was a calm before the storm… and I screamed my lunges out, using all my power to slam him against the door with a beautiful stained glass rose on it.

“Y/n… you’re… you’re breaking my heart,” It was a pathetic attempt. I guess it was very familiar. I looked at my surroundings. I saw Max with her limbs broken… I saw El was passed out. I saw him, Vecna.

“Oh yeah?” I couldn’t help but smirk, “Well… you already destroyed mine,” And then I blasted him. STRAIGHT INTO THE NEXT YEAR. But of course… my power wasn’t controlled— not well enough for me to control. I blanked. I couldn’t tell what happened next because… I blacked out…

[what-gs-watching]

“I really do remember though…every second with you."

So I’m in the last week of my bootcamp and I have a couple of job interviews this week and things are going I guess BUT my brain doesn’t really care about any of that.

Because Y’ALL. I’m still 1000000% inside the first episode of the Doctor Who 60th Anniversary specials. I’ve been waiting for this since I saw the first trailer in like September and David Tennant has been constantly on my mind and it was just everything. All the things. 

Wherein, after the 13th doctor regenerates into THE 10TH DOCTOR’S OLD FACE, he lands in London obviously and immediately runs into none other than Donna Noble, his very best friend in the entire universe who absolutely cannot remember him because if she does, she’ll very quickly die.

They did an  intro into the episode that explained the whole backstory which was a little forced and cheesy  but I get it, not everyone is insane enough to have just rewatched all of 10’s episodes just because this was coming (though they should be). 

I’m gonna admit I had no idea what the episode was supposed to be about other than reuniting some of my two favorite characters in the whole wide world, and I’m glad I didn’t. It was definitely a traditional Doctor Who romp: aliens crash land on earth, UNIT gets involved,  one alien faction is going after another alien faction, Donna’s family ends up in the center of it, they need to figure out a way to keep London from getting destroyed.

Ya know, the usual. 

The thing I’m here for, friends, is David Tennant becoming a new version of his own doctor because that’s fascinating, while still absolutely painted into his skinny suit (which is so Crowley somehow), and catharsis. All the catharsis.

After watching his entire run again, I stand behind the opinion that Donna got the worst deal of all the companions. Rose got to keep her Doctor human clone, Martha ended up with Mickey, but Donna had literally EVERYTHING ripped from her. Can you imagine the size of the hole the Doctor would leave in your subconscious after being removed? Like, how do you manage any kind of life after that?

But she did. She’s got a husband, and a kid, and she donated almost all of her lottery winnings while dealing with what I can imagine is an overwhelming, horrible sense of loss. Humans can get used to anything. And that thought is kind of devastating.

Which means all I really wanted was to see the two of them together again, and Russell T Davies delivered the goods. 

The Doctor runs into Donna basically immediately after landing in London of course and he learns her daughter’s name is Rose and I can’t get over how many times he shouted “WOT?” in this episode, I always loved 10’s incredulous “WOT!” 

She rambles at him of course and is messing with boxes full of stuff she’s holding so she misses the spaceship very NOTICEABLY crashing to earth because that’s her thing, always missing everything. But she’s ready to go so in true Donna fashion tells him “Nice to meet you, skinny man. Oh, word of advice. You can wear a suit that tight up to the age of 35, and no further.” Baby girl is still herself, and she’s ruthless, and I love it.

 After the Doctor follows the ‘crashed’ spaceship, he runs into a scientist from UNIT who is holding herself together insanely well considering she’s stumbled upon the doctor, and he tells her that all of this is swirling around Donna of course and he says “she was my best friend in the whole wide universe. I absolutely love her” and then he’s surprised that popped out of his mouth because you know 10 was never going to admit to that so thoroughly, and these are the interactions I need in my life.

Here’s the situation gang: I absolutely love a love story. I really do. If my Good Omens fixation is anything to go by. But I also really love a good, solid, perfect friendship. Two people challenging each other and accepting each other and just being on the exact right wavelength. I’ve had some terrible friends in my life, and so beautiful positive depictions  cut right to my heart. Which means I’m really here just for the two of them being those amazing friends again.

Meanwhile, Donna’s daughter finds one of the rogue aliens, AKA The Meep, which I found to be HELLA creepy, like everyone was all ‘aw it’s cute’ but nah y’all, I knew that motherfucker wasn’t cute. But just like her mother, she wants to help and she brings The Meep into her little shed in their backyard because obviously, and it all takes a turn.

The other aliens that were apparently pursuing The Meep show up, and Donna catches wind that there’s a martian in her house (I love it, everything is always a martian, she’s my favorite) and her mother, bless her, tries hard to make Donna ignore the entire situation because she cannot remember, but it doesn’t matter, the Doctor crashes in anyway.

I also love that she was instantly annoyed with him, still calling him “skinny man”  and wondering why the hell he was following her. And he does kind of try to extricate himself from her and her family but of course it was never gonna go that way.

So the UNIT soldiers have been overtaken by some weird light they found in the spaceship and they come to the house to start attacking and the other aliens are there to also attack and the Doctor’s gotta get everyone out, of course. They do some ridiculous trek through the attics in the attached rowhouses to try to get out to the car parked nearby. Miraculous escape, always! 

Also why am I weirdly all about the Doctor driving the car? I was like ‘yes’ but maybe that’s just a residue Bentley thing, who knows. The point is, he takes them to an underground garage and the other aliens tracking The Meep show up and TWIST, we find out The Meep lied about his backstory while the Doctor wears a ridiculous barrister wig he pulled from his jacket. Turns out The Meep is absolutely crazy because the sun his planet orbited went…psychedelic? Don’t look too much at what’s going on with that whole story, it’s fine, just go with it. 

So The Meep tries to attack! And the Doctor jumps to cover Donna and the dosed up UNIT soldiers show up and everyone is taken hostage and brought back to where the spaceship is being repaired. The Meep wants to eat them, or something? Because sure. The teeth they put on that thing, woooof. I knew that asshole was trouble from the get.

Turns out The Meep plans to escape in the ship and to do so he basically has to burrow under London which will obliterate the entire city. Surprise!

Not to worry about that though, the Doctor and the UNIT scientist create a scenario wherein Donna, her husband, Rose and the grandmother can all get away and the Doctor will handle this situation on his own, thanks. But Donna’s brain kicks in, and she says she has to help him, even if she doesn’t know why. 

She follows him into the ship. And he’s like ‘nah girl you gotta get outta here’ but she’s not having that of course, because that’s her. He tried to shake her a few times the very first time they met and he never could. It’s that friendship pull.

The point is, he’s trying to disable the ship himself but there’s a lot of buttons to press and he has to do a lot of weird shit (again, don’t pay attention to the crazy dialogue of the things he’s saying he’s doing) and then a separator comes down and splits the room they’re in, the Doctor on one side and Donna on the other. And he’s still trying to protect her. He knows they could stop the ship together, but he’d need her, all of her, to do it. 

He tells her that if she helps him, she’ll die. And she just says “okay.” She says her daughter’s down there, and 9 million other people, so who cares about her? And now we’re into what I was waiting for, he’s yelling “I DO!” She says she’s just no one and he emphatically tells her she’s not, and he screams

“WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS?!”

Anyone else crying yet? No? C’mon. This is when I started crying at the trailer. It’s horribly unfair; he gave her up so she could live her life and he never wanted to involve her again, she’d helped save the fucking world already and 10 never really did get a break really, and here he is back at it as 14 and it’s still just as terrible. 

So he starts saying words. And his poor face. You can see it’s ripping him apart. “Westerly. Pelican. Dreams. Tornado. Clifftops. Andante. Grief. Fingerprint. Susurration.” And then she picks up on it, she says “Sparrow” and he says “Sparrow. Dance. Mexico.” 

And she finishes, “Binary. Binary. Binary.”

In true Donna fashion, as soon as she’s fully aware she starts freaking out at him about giving away her lottery winnings because she was trying to be like him and I love it, there’s a countdown to launch in the background and she doesn’t give a shit, it’s so the two of them but she jumps into action anyway again saying some crazy shit about what she’s doing. He tells her she has 55 seconds to live and she says “55 best seconds of my life” and she flips a bunch of switches and tada, they’ve done it.

The partition comes up in the room and The Meep storms in and Donna collapses in the Doctor’s arms. She asks him why this face had come back and she says “to say goodbye? Good fun though” and she fucking DIES. 

The way he cradles her. Jesus. It’s so tender. And the pure fucking anguish in his face. David Tennant’s face, goddamn. I can’t. 

The Meep is still trying to kill him though using UNIT soldiers and he doesn’t give a shit because he’s been basically foiled by “The DoctorDonna” but then, suddenly, the UNIT soldiers are released from their hold and Donna WAKES UP and everyone is like “WOT!”

And we see Rose, manning the controls outside the ship, brilliant as anything. I love this explanation so much: Donna’s metacrisis was too much for one person, but because she had a child, she passed it down, a “shared inheritance.” Her little shed in their backyard was an errant memory of the TARDIS, she’d been creating little stuffed animal toys of all the creatures Donna and the Doctor had met traveling, she’d chosen her new name herself,  the name of one of the Doctor’s most important companions. They realize, the two of them, Donna and the Doctor are binary, but Rose is not because 

“The Doctor is male…and female….and neither. And more.”

IT’S SO FUCKING CUTE. And perfect. And I love it. She had timelord energy strumming through her, her entire life, and it made her feel weird and different but also made her amazingly unique and wonderful. 

And then, to top it off, the Doctor tells them he still needs to heal them of the crisis because it may be slowed down, but it won’t stop. And Rose and her mother just scoff at him. They know exactly what to do. They just let it go. Because they’re incredible.

And I love all of this so far. But I cannot lie, my favorite part of the entire episode is when the Doctor convinces her to take a ride in the TARDIS so they can go visit Wilf. They go inside, and of course the TARDIS has changed again and I’m not gonna lie, it’s probably my favorite design so far. The Doctor freaks out about it, and Donna tries to be nonchalant but she finally admits “it’s GORGEOUS!” and the happy fucking look between the two of them, the Doctor is bouncing, he’s bouncy Crowley. And then he starts racing around the place, running up and down the different levels and honestly that just made me cry harder.

10 was always so sad, I always wanted that boy to be happy and maybe he was a little bit but everything was always so serious but now he’s been able to resolve probably his biggest regret and that’s such a gift. Which I think is gonna make it even harder for him to let go, a second time. I am not excited to watch him leave, again. 

The point is, after he makes her a coffee the way she likes, he says “ I really do remember, though. Every second with you. I'm so glad you're back, cos it killed me, Donna. It killed me, it killed me, it killed me.” And she deserves to hear that. It was one of the worst things he had to do. And 10 was never going to say it. I’m SO glad 14 got the chance. 

Catharsis. They needed it, I needed it. The Doctor back to a true and familiar form. It’s going to kill me to only have 3 episodes of this, but I’ll take it. As long as I get one last “allons-y!”