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#really i just miss being considered#miss when people used to actually check on me#like yeah i was upset thanks for actually thinking about it and trying to make me feel better#or just like asking if im okay#like can we bring back caring#can we bring back talking to our friends#everybody has felt so distant and when i try to reach out its like talking to a brick wall#and i know yeah im overreacting#i always am#I CANT HELP IT#its such a curse to feel so strongly about things noone else gaf about until its too late#need to lock in and learn to tell people how i feel instead of posting it somewhere theyre not even going to see it#but i hashtag love venting#anyways haha i need to get back into playing a game thats not roblox#or papas freezeria#i want to play rain world again but i have no motivation to#i mean like someone sent me a mod for it so i guess thats something but like#do i just play expeditions or something#need to get back on call with him and be able to have a conversation with him without feeling awkward honestly#hai if ur reading this sorry im a yapper#i feel bad cause noones been playing on the minecraft server and like i also built a really cool house so like#i dont want that to go tomwaste#can i get a like counter on this post#gonna start stuttering over text now too#OKAY can someone organize like a fun thing for us to do because im getting crazy again#uhmm guys hashtag freak out episode or whatever#dont want to say manic cause im not bipolar#i miss jessa#im so scared for choir helpppp im nervous i forgot how scared i am of singing in front of other people#ok bye im at the tag limit help me
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Responding to this post as a separate post because I want to respond to something that I think is beyond the scope/intention of the original post (and honestly the scope/intention of the response in the linked post) but that, like.
I want to respond to it because it's been churning in my head.
Specifically the idea of the Protestant Work Ethic and trying to earn your way into heaven.
Because that's the very antithesis of what the Gospel is.
Over and over, it is made very clear that you cannot earn your way into heaven. (Titus 3:5 and Ephesians 2:8-9 are the ones that come immediately to mind, but there are more than that. (I also like - Romans 4 and the entire discussion about it being faith and not works and especially Romans 4:4-8.)) Literally one of the entire points is that you are stuck in your sin and you cannot get out and no matter what you do, you cannot earn your way in, but God loves you and chose you and wants you, so He paid your debt Himself (Jesus) and is giving you His righteousness - His perfection - because He was the only one who could earn His way in.
God is for you, not against you.
Are there things you should be doing? Yes. (Ephesians 2:10 talks about that, too.) But, like. It's not to earn your way in. It's out of love and gratefulness to the One who got you out of your horrible predicament? And then on top of that, made you a co-heir with Him?
Because it's...He paid for you to get in and then also you got adopted as a child of God? And someone described it once as good works after that being like when a child makes a drawing for their dad and their dad hangs it on the fridge? It's not to earn anything; it's because you love Him, too?
So, like - I want to know where the Protestant Work Ethic went wrong. Why so many people think it's about earning their way when it isn't that at all.
It's a gift. It was always a gift.
#musings#Christianity#dash commentary#and i know with my ocd and scrupulosity i get caught up in trying to do stuff to keep something i could never earn in the first place#but that's - it's so easy to get caught in that trap and it's. not. true.#and the discussion of suffering -> perseverance#man i wanted to talk about this re: nagito too because some of his stuff he brings up at the beginning of chapter 2 twists that too#(it's romans 5:3-5 btw).#but that's a different discussion imo#and it combines with my not liking the conversations that pop up on my dash every now and again about witnessing#and that we're just sending people out so that we can be told no so that we can go back to our in-group and reinforce our in-group#witnessing at its most basic isn't#it actually came up in the sermon yesterday - and one of the comparisons was like#if you invite a vegan or a dallas cowboy fan to a barbecue#you will know who these people are#if you bring up danganronpa around me i'm probably going to go off on it#witnessing AT ITS MOST BASIC is LIKE THAT#but more important?#like this is my best friend and i would like you to meet my best friend?#but also more than that?#it's not...about that#but again#that is a separate topic that wasn't brought up i'm just#spitballing now#sorry y'all this one was sitting in my mind and i just#i don't understand how the protestant work ethic got to this#which is the antithesis of the Gospel#stopping now
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See the thing is. I know I'm good at writing. Like I have my weak areas or things I need to improve in, but it's not a skill I otherwise spend a lot of time feeling insecure about because a) if I don't believe in my writing literally who will b) if I want to publish my writing I ought to at least feel a resting level of good about it because editors and agents likely will not be cradling my face like a prize cat and telling me how talented I am while asking for their edits c) I've always had an audience for my writing even at its worstâ I started sharing my original works online when I was around 16 & that really helped sell to me the idea of 'there will always be someone out there who likes what you do' d) untalented men never think this hard about the quality of their works and they always end up published anyway and e) I don't have many other thoroughly developed skills so why not have one I feel good about. Having said this. Awkward feeling to realize you're one of the authorial weak links in your postgraduate creative writing degree's social circle
#part of the issue is definitely also like. i am good at what i do! its just that im the only one doing it#40 people in my fuckass degree and im the only one who writes fantasy fiction. we had one more girl but she did romance & dropped out#(to be an agent) (this isnt a sad story)#but yeah no im mostly surrounded by very talented poets and screenwriters. which makes my works seem a little. frivolous. in comparison#and my friends especially are so fucking talented it makes me ill. and they engage politely with me about my writing but its also#superficial and i cant blame them because its simply not what they write/what theyre interested in! i feel the same about poetry#but my friend actually seemed surprised a while ago when i mentioned a thing id been writing and i joked that it looked like she was#surprised i could have good ideas and she didnt answer. and like. man.#i am a good writer! i fucking know im a good writer but im a good FANTASY writer and these people are. different writers and theyre good an#im floundering in this environment next to them and theres something not as like.. artistic in what i do its so fucking embarrassing#and they also display just such a lack of curiosity as to others' writing like.. they wont check the moodle forum to read what the others i#our module have uploaded for each assignment?? like arent you even just CURIOUS? but now im also just wondering if theyre like đ€ this#with each other in a way that excludes me and my stupid flop ass fiction. i dont know. its just so silly. everyone always talks about#finding community in writing groups & degrees & such and that is exactly the last and most isolating place ive ever been insofar as my#writing goes. like at least way back in high school no one cared in general. here people do care. just not about what i can bring to the#table. although again i really dont know if this is a larger scale lack of curiosity/involvement in others works so i digress.#notnow#tbd#sorry this is a very priveleged complaint to have i AM deeply enjoying my degree and ik im so lucky to get to go where i attend. i just#occasionally feel sad. and knowing i failed my last assignment (which WAS fiction) (one chance to prove myself! cute) isnt helping much#if the poetrypeople are better at me even in the thing im meant to be good at. baby we're about to enter the mental health meat grinder.#but we stay silly. i think i just need to find people online etc to talk to about writing again like i did at 17.#just full insanity paragraph analysis. that was fun. i enjoyed that.
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SICK. "right person, wrong time."
#SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK.#my HANDS are shaking.#what the fuck.#lolaa.txt#sorry 4 freakoutposting . nobody can know about this so i have nowhere else to say it all.#WHO SAYS THAT TO SOMEONE.#RIGHT PERSON WRONG TIME. WHY IS IT WRONG TIME.#WHY AM I RIGHT PERSON.#IM RIGHT PERSON.#WHAT. WHAT#HE TALKED ABOUT ME TO HIS FRIENDS. AND HES SO TOTALLY HONEST#I WAS FULLY LAYING ON HIS CHEST AND HE SAYS 'ok i do have to turn on the ac . ' AND SORT OF HALF LAUGHED SMILED AT ME#HE WAS BLUSHING .#HE KISSED ME.#AND IT WAS MESSY AND AWKWARD AND VERY SIDEWAYS BUT HE KISSED ME#AGAIN AND AGAIN. AND HE KEPT SMILING.#AND HE DIDNT WANT ME TO LEAVE BUT HE DIDNT WANT ME TO BE IN TROUBLE#i was 2 hours late getting home. AUHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHGHIGHSEOIFHSEFOUESHFESJKKMNN#FUCKKK. I HAVE TO SEE HIM TOMORROW. IN A SCHOOL SETTING.#AND I CANT TELL ANY OF MY FRIENDS?????????#only one person knows and i swore her to secrecy because she wanted us to get together really bad.#FUCK but like . we cant. we cant do it right person WRONG TIME#but also can we just go back to being friends. do i really want to forget? it was so comfy.#FUCK.#FUCKKKKKK . AND CAM.#cam is so so sweet. light of my life cam. talented and artistic and handsome cam.#but. cam doesnt watch movies. or make mixtapes. or kiss me in the front seat of their car because our noses touched when we laughed#AGAIN SORRY. NORMAL. i need to tell my parents about the movie (tradition that they hear all about it) and NOT bring any of this up#i will be dodging the allegations the whole time. NOT EVERYONE GETS SOMEONE PREGNANT IN HIGH SCHOOL FATHER.#so there is that.
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Your writing is always great, I need you to write something to either making us optimistic about the future of the club or to make us realize how much in deep shit we actually are please đ
Babe, just browse through my La Liga 2022/2023 tag and mourn with me. đ
#funnily enough Iâd say this: weâve been in deep shit since FOREVER.#the way Barcelona works (ie deep issues within structure and management) goes back DECADES.#we are spectacularly mismanaged and unprofessional on top of having a victim hood complex.#the environment - whether mediatic or politic - surrounding the club is an utter and disfunctional nightmare.#in every clubâs environnement there has existed corruption and favouring friends in positions you want them in#but it is especially the case for this club.#needless to say I am not saying all of fcbâs issues stem solely from itself and no exterior factors have ever influenced it.#a historically left wing club / figure head for a region/independentism movement / opposing centralism which controls the league/refs etc.#however as culers we tend to majorly - and rightfully - highlight the latest part without ever daring to question our precious multimil club#both factors (internal and external) have to be taken into account to understand âthe deep shitâ.#that said now. as Iâve said this *is not new*. weâve had those issues for DECADES and yet this club became what it is today.#weâve reached highest of highs and lowest of lows while dealing with aforementioned factors.#so my very tired take this evening is to chill out; nothing we can do but watch unfold.#perhaps once again La Masia youngsters and lucky choices of coach will drag us up. perhaps new political president conflict still battling#over cruyffâs heritage or against it will bring forth a good one; perhaps not.#overall a very Chill to us all.#weâre facing greatness and decadence and been on both sides of the coin; and thereâs reassurance in knowing in both case we still did great.#this club has been rotting since mid 50s and you just have to roll with it and wait for the cycles to come and go.#anon ask#sorry it doesnât make much sense rn Iâll talk about it more later. or NOT
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oh. oh.. oh immmm so tired ofbeing angry. oh im sooooooo tiredd o fbeing angry oh my god oh my god
#tell me this is a goddamn joke or oath isnt going to like what happens next#youret elling me we. we were looking forward to theweekend and sleeping in and talking to our friends and having time for ourselves andd#okay i csndt we cant we cant we what are you talkingabouttttt. whatsre yuotalking aboutttttttttttt#you want us. you spring this on us you can't spontaneously tell us we have to go to a family gathering wake up at 6am romorrow and#ONE OF THOSE FUCKIGNF MEN PULLED A DAMN GUN ON HIS WIFE AND KIDS AND WEEE HAVE TO GO PICK APPLES WITH HIM??#KNOWING THAT?? YOU WANTKTUS TO GO ON A PICNIC BE A HAPPY FAMILY TOGETHRE AND#doES IT NOT ENDD DOES IT NEVER END WILL IT NEVER END#TOMORROW??? TOMORROW????? YOU TELL US THIS TODAY?? NO PREP NO NOTHING WAKGIGN UP AT 6 AM TOMORROW TO GO WITH OUR STUPDINS ASS COUSINS#WE GO TO HELL SCHOOL THE WHOLE WEEK AND THE SINGLE DAY WE HAVE TO REST YOU JUST?? THRERE IS NO ACTION DDRASTIC ENOUGH TO SHOW HOW ANGRY IAM#CAN YOU LET US REST CAN YOU LET US REST AUGUST YOUHAVE BEEN NOTHGIN BUT HELL AND I AND WE CANT I#right okay back to it then. as always it doesn't matter. we go we act neurotypical we lie about school we babysit the kids we waste spoons#and then sunday we have laundry day and then monday its back to the school that hates us and then another week and another andd#ohhhh we need to cry i think we needto go back to sleep its never going to end#[three of swords]#<- WE'RE SO TIRED OF USING THIS TAG. WE FEEL SO NEGATIVE ALL THE TIME WE KEEP BRINGING PEOPLE DOWN#WE'RE SORRY YOU CAUGHT US AT A BAD TIME YOU'RE CATCHING THE TAIL END OF A STAR BURNING OUT AND DYING.#and you deserve better you deserve better
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"be grateful for what you have" have you considered that i am but also want something else
#'at least theyre responding' stfu. i dont want a half assed convo i want someone who wants to talk to me#literally why tf am i settling for no goddamn reason when theres better ppl#'at least he' SHUT UP theres a least in that. i want above and beyond bitches who actually like me godbless.#sorry im so tired of this girl she keeps coming back everytime her friends ignore her and then just lowkey ghosts me otherwise#like ok kys!!! die!!! but shes also our childhood bsf so i love her i guess whatever shes nice ig idek idec#lying i do care i just need to not#whenever i dont hang out or call my friends i think that everyone in the world hates me when really theyre just waiting for me to ask them#while i am also waiting for them to ask so its just a cycle of realization and loneliness but its ok we get thru it fr#so sad my mom didnt let me bring my computer how do i call my discord kittens and play cards w them now#so glad i left like all servers and deleted everyone but my friends so i can have my acc as fr me instead of an online persona#its just so much more juliet i nearly accidentally wrote our irl name bye đđđ#post#erics tag#sorry guys its been 10 minutes since i messaged our favorites im going through withdrawals
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First gourd (and radish) I carved in my life 31 October 2019
#the drawing I class i was in in undergrad had a pumpkin carving day that year#i decided to be rebellious and buy a pumpkin to carve for the first time but when i went to the store there were no more pumpkins :')#so i got a gourd and a little skeleton for inside caude i wanted a scene#it was the first time i had carved anything for Halloween ever and i remember feeling so sinful at the time#there was this one person Maddie who was also giving tarot card readings and they were one of my major events(?) to realize i was gay#i didnt get a reading from them cause i was scared that was going too far and I would be too far gone messing with the 'occult'#and they made me nervous but i wanted more and couldnt figure out why (i chalked it up to them being 'cool' and wanting to be their friend)#anyways maddie gave me the radish cause they also didnt bring a pumpkin and had two radishes (cause they were buy 1 get 1) from Winn Dixie#i still think about maddie now and we talk sporadically i told them if they're ever in Chicago to come and visit me but they live in Canada#their art inspires me and i believe they could design a fantasy game or novel because of their work (i own a weird little dog of theirs)#i never mentioned anything to them at the time about being infatuated with them in class and i doubt i would now bc our life goals dont mesh#but i consider them to play a important role in my life and i appreciated the radish and wish i got the readings done#its wild how much growth can happen in just a few years -- i bought a mini pumpkin in September because i wanted to celebrate early#back then when i got home the gourd and radish was forcibly thrown away (and i didn't dare tell of my encounters in class with the lesbian!)#(i hold that memory in my heart & think of it fondly cause i hadnt realized yet i have much compassion for younger me who was never sinful)#now in grad school there is a new Maddie đ who told me she didnt know why she keeps looking at my face in class and i think i know why#but she has yet to get there <3
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like go fucking cunt your boyfriends shouldn't feel like they're walking on eggshells everytime you're around. no wonder neither of us wanted to kiss you because we were so disinterested because you made us feel fucking awful!!! oh my god
#honestly i'm just mad at how fucking? idk immature she was? like yeah we were 14 but oh my god you didn't have to put lasting scars on B-#-and then act like you were in the right like at least ypu could've apologized to him after a few fucking years. or maybe even when he asked#and god don't fucking act like you're the most mature person in the room when you can't handle your boyfriend asking you-#to respect his boundaries that she has set up FOR MONTHS. don't turn the conversation onto how he fucked up once you can have a separate-#fucking conversation on that. but NOOO conveniently you bring it up months after it happened when somebody's bringing up shit to you!!#and you change the conversation before you have to admit fault!!???? GOD. how much of a bitch are you???#god at least i /tried/ to be better at communicating. did better after we broke up because you keep squashing all my fucking efforts dirtbag#god ok. god. still so fucking annoying. like god i cried not because you did shit to me but you hurt B so fucking much. like god#it's hard to make me cry like that esp back then. goddd. so glad i haven't been forced to talk to you in years#AND B WAS FUCKING GUILTY FOR âbreaking our friend group apartâ BECAUSE HE COULDN'T HANDLE SEEING YOU#like god. you fucked that guy up for years. so fucking glad she's doing better but oh my god. jackass#sorry anyways#babble#vent
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and as we walked we were talking I didnât say half the things I wanted to
#isabel talks#standing by and waiting at your back door#he made a point of walking with me and talking to me after class as we walked in the same direction#to the point where we ended up way ahead of our other friends that we had class with#and when he went his separate way I had to like walk back a little to meet back up with them#he asked me about what I had going on and whenever I bring up my work on the paper he tells me about his journalism class#which is really cute like I can tell he wants to bond over that little connection#no matter the differences#I think â and knock on wood â that I was right that giving him that gift and note would make our friendship stronger#and help us maybe start to get closer and build up that bond#which Iâm very happy about#even if some of this is still so sucky I love love having him in my life#and having him as a friend
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sometimes I tell my parents things. often then i wonder why i even open my mouth. but when I keep it light I end up wondering why I can't seem to connect on any real kind of level. and I add another thing to the list for therapy
#my mom is politely skeptical about whether i should be on anxiety meds and i don't even know why i even brought it up#to the woman who says she 'just quit worrying' after she almost died in her 30s#not all of us can just. do that#she said her friend she's been taking care of has anxiety n depression and she 'gets it more now' so i think she was trying to be supportive#but i don't think she gets what i mean when i say i've been full of paralyzing dread pretty much every day since i became self aware#legit i do not know why i brought it up. getting different meds is a thought i've only entertained a little bit for a long while#not really substantial enough to bring up nor really anyone's business but mine#i think maybe i just want to know my family cares. like maybe she could ask 'why do you think different meds would help?'#but our family doesn't communicate like that or at least her part of it doesn't. and me and t learned it from her#we take a side immediately when we don't feel certain and express doubts like facts instead of asking questions#that has been a skill i've been trying to learn#to ask questions before taking a side or forming an opinion even#common sense but not to all#anyway we went back to talking about their upcoming trip#i think the thing we connected most genuinely on was she wanted to know how things are at work for me since it's been stressful#she formed a lot of her identity around being competent and respected at work#and i think she finds it easier to say 'i want you to be successful and secure in the world' than 'i want you to be happy'#i don't think she'd articulate it that way. but i think that's a kind of 'happy' that makes sense to her on a gut level. that she Gets more#she finds comfort and security there and she wants it for her kids too#and i know we can connect on some other things. music. cooking. science. but i don't think she gets me in certain ways i wish she would#i love my mom a lot i just sometimes want her to hug me for longer
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AITA for telling my boyfriendâs coworkers that heâs lying about his body count?
I (35f) have been dating my boyfriend (32m) for four years. Itâs honestly been the best relationship until last Friday when it all went down. I feel like Iâm in the right, but now Iâm wondering if I overstepped.
For context, my boyfriend has been a professional Slasher for about eight months now. Heâs always really admired Cryptids, Monsters, and Nightmares so when his application was finally accepted, he was over the moon even if he was starting in a lower position than he initially applied for.
At his company, being a Slasher requires a lot of travel which we knew when he accepted the position. The end goal is for him to get a promotion to at least regional Nightmare (he wants Cryptid, but that position doesnât have a lot of turnover) but to get that he needs to be in role for at least 12 months OR meet his goals for three months in a row. Once he promotes, we plan to relocate to his new region and âstart talking about our future.â
(Side note: no this isnât about him not popping the question yet. We are both in agreement that marriage comes after financial stability. I run a small business doing scare consults and, while itâs been growing, I wouldnât call it stable yet. So neither of us are ready.)
I told him itâs completely normal for it to take a whole year before heâs ready to promote and he really should focus on adjusting to the company before thinking about next steps. I used to work for a competitor (Iâve been retired for five years now) and I know it can be hard to go from only taking the occasional human life to having to take over half a dozen a week. Itâs not a light workload, no matter how easy it looks in the movies. One of my best friends Slashes part-time and she still only averages about five lives a week despite having done it for years. Especially these days, it can be really hard to meet quota. Humans are getting smarter, no matter what the Council wants us to think.
Anyway, boyfriend didnât do as well as he thought he would in his first couple months. Totally understandable, of course, which I told him. I suggested he ask his boss if he could be put on a couple team assignments or even a duo until he got the hang of it. That was our first real fight. He thought I was doubting his ability to kill. He brought up how I told him it would take over a year to promote and how I said that this job wasnât for everyone (His first assignment ended with a 0% kill rate, but thatâs a different story). He said it felt like I didnât believe in him and he said that if that was the case then maybe we shouldnât be thinking about marriage so soon.
It got pretty messy after that. I felt like he was forgetting that Iâd worked in the same field and, arguably, had a lot more experience (not to brag, but I averaged a 98% kill rate). Also, four years is NOT too soon to talk about marriage. He said I didnât understand how he needed to focus on his career right now. I told him I thought he was taking Slasher too lightly just because it wasnât Cryptid. He accused me of not respecting him and then things spiraled from there.
We both said a lot of things we didnât mean and Iâm embarrassed that it turned into a bit of a fang measuring contest. I ended up sleeping under the bed for a few nights until he coaxed me out to apologize.
It was a rough patch, but we talked it out. We agreed that, going forward, I wouldnât offer advice unless he asked and he would try not to take so much of his frustration home with him. He took a weekend off and we went on a recreational haunting trip in the Montana woods.
Things did get better after that. I tried not to give him consults every time he came back from a work trip. He started bringing me souvenirs like roses and cursed puzzle boxes his work said he could have. It became easier just to hang out with each other and it felt like we were back to normal.
But then, four months ago, he came home super pissed because his boss put him on a PIP. (A performance improvement plan.) Apparently, boyfriend had not been doing better at work, he had just stopped telling me when he had a bad assignment. I saw the paperwork he got (he left it in the dungeon under the house, I didnât go through his stuff) and heâs been missing quota by a LOT. As a junior Slasher, he was supposed to be executing at least 6 people a week, but heâd been lucky to be maiming half that.
Obviously, I had to talk to him about that. We rent our house and, even though I could have afforded the rent on my own, I didnât want to jeopardize the investments I was making in my business (I was in the process of hiring an assistant to handle my scheduling). Plus, we agreed from day one that we would be 50/50 on rent and I would take care of the rest of the bills because I earned more. I felt that if his financial situation was in jeopardy, he needed to talk to me about it.
I tried to approach him a bit differently than last time. I asked him if there was anything I could do to help. I told him about my slasher friend and how maybe she could give him advice if he didnât want any from me. But he said he needed to figure stuff out on his own and that if he couldnât get himself off the PIP then he would go back to work for his dadâs janitorial company.
I let it go. I was worried but I didnât want to fight again just after patching the holes from the last blow out. It really bugged me that he thought I didnât believe in him so I committed to giving him the benefit of the doubt. I said okay and asked him if he needed me to meal prep for both of us that week. He offered me grocery money, but I said it was fine since Iâd had to deal with a lot of humans breaking in lately and I still had some leftover in the dungeon.
Fast forward a month. Boyfriend got off the PIP super fast. He worked his way off of it over Spring Break and started taking on a lot of extra assignments. In just four weeks he went to Miami Beach twice, New York City twice, and to three separate summer camps. I missed him and it was hard not having him around but I remembered how he said he needed to focus on his career and I tried not to nag.
It was hard not to nag though. With him gone, all the housework fell on me. We rent a 19th century manor, and its upkeep really does need two people. Doing all the chores plus running my business started to really drain me. Even when he was home, he forgot to banish the ghosts (my chore is to kill all invading humans, and his chore is to banish their ghosts) and he never took out the trash. I think he cleaned blood off the dungeon walls once, but then I had to basically redo it because he missed a lot of spots.
But still, I didnât say anything because he was doing really well at work and I didnât want to ruin that for him. Even when Humans started breaking in every week, I didnât complain even though it interrupted my work day.
Last month though, I did ask him if we could move somewhere that needed less maintenance. There were just way too many Humans breaking in and I didnât have the time to deal with them anymore. Even if I donât do all the theatrics I used to as a Cryptid, killing humans through fear still takes a lot of time. He asked me if I didnât appreciate the free meat, and I said I would appreciate it more if I wasnât the only butchering it.
He said he didnât want to move because he was really close to getting promoted to regional Nightmare and he didnât want to take time off work to move. I was so surprised that I couldnât hide how surprised I was. He saw and got offended. He asked if I still didnât believe in him. I said that I did, but it was a huge jump to go from an 8% kill rate to getting promoted.
He got even more mad at me for bringing up his stats and he said that he had nearly 80% kill rate since being put on the PIP. I asked how many humans a week he was slashing and he told me I was being too nosy and that was proof that I didnât believe in him.
I asked him if we could at least hire a ghoul then to keep the humans out of my office and he said he didnât want to waste the money that we should be saving for our new house. I asked him what he wanted me to do then? I had to take phone calls for my consulting business and it was really hard to stalk humans all around the house while trying to sound like a professional to my clients.
He asked me to be patient for one more month. He said if he met quota for one more month, his boss said heâd get promoted. So I said fine and let it go.
Fast forward to now, almost a full month later.
Last Friday, I attended the Eldritch Conference. For those not in the scare field, the Eldritch Conference is the most prestigious event in our industry. Itâs invitation only and is a chance to network with all the big players in the field. Mothman, the Jersey Devil, Bloody Mary and Bigfoot all spoke this year and both my former company, Grudge Industries, and my boyfriendâs current company, Forgotten Summer Solutions, were invited.
I was surprised to get an invite as a solo contributor to the field. However, my consulting firm has really been doing well and I did land a seasonal contract with the Yeti Co-op which I guess is how they heard about me. Plus, Iâve been a speaker before so I think the organizers knew I would behave myself.
I was planning on telling my boyfriend that I was going, but he was out of town on a co-ed sleepover assignment. He usually doesnât have his phone on during his assignments, so I didnât bother calling him. I just figured itâd be nice if we ran into each other at the conference if he made it back in time.
Which brings me to what actually happened (apologies for the long post).
So everything went great for my part of the day. I got to network with a lot of individual businesses and even got to reconnect with Blood Mary who I knew back in my Cryptid days. I told her I was dating a Slasher from Forgotten Summer Solutions and invited her to come with me to check out their booth. I thought it would be fun to grab dinner with her after since I assumed if my boyfriend was there, heâd be going out with coworkers which he often does. Plus, I admit, I was showing off a little. I donât often get the chance to brag about my Cryptid days.
She agreed and we went over to see if my boyfriend was there.
I introduced myself to the people manning the booth. My boyfriend wasnât there, but a few Slashers recognized my name and greeted me. They were definitely in awe of Bloody Mary (she came in full uniform) and invited us to look at their displays. They had portfolios for each Slasher on the desk as a sort of preview of what their services looked like.
While Bloody Mary looked through the portfolios, I chatted with my boyfriendâs coworkers. They said they were thrilled to work with him and that, even though he had a really rough start, it was impressive how quickly he started meeting his goals. Something about how they talked about his work kind of didnât make sense. They were talking like he was killing a dozen humans a week, but heâd told me that he was at 80% on his assignments which typically only offer about ten humans each.
I asked them about it and they said that heâd been Slashing during After Hours which is a new goal supplement program his company launched a few months ago. Basically, anyone can sign up for After Hours and the company counts human kills done in uniform as part of their quota. I asked them if this was available to them while they were on assignment and they said no, it had to be done when they had down time. I asked them how my boyfriend was part of that when he was traveling all the time and they looked confused. One of them said that my boyfriend is still getting one assignment per week and is then supplementing his kill rate with After Hours.
At that point, I was even more confused. It sounded like my boyfriend had been lying to me then, because he told me that he was getting at least two assignments a week. If he was only getting one, then where was he going when he said he was traveling?
Bloody Mary interrupted before I could say anything and asked how their Slashers did their kills. They said that every Slasher at their company is required to use a standard issue weapon (like a machete or axe) for their kills to count. They said their company doesnât count accidents as part of their quota (like falling or heart attacks).
Bloody Mary pulled me aside and showed me the portfolio she was holding. She said that she was going to give me a chance to explain without them overhearing and showed me the book. She said that a bunch of kills in it looked Cryptid kills. And she said, specifically, it looked like the kills I made when I was a Cryptid. I took the book from her and flipped through it and she was right, they really did look like Cryptid kills. Worse, I recognized a few of the Humans from the past few weeks. They were actually my kills!
Kill stealing is a major taboo in our industry.
I told her I didnât know anything about this. She looked really relieved at that and said that even though I wasnât a Cryptid anymore, it would look really bad for me if I was caught helping a Slasher cheat at their job. It could affect my business which sheâd only heard good things about.
Iâm embarrassed to say that I tried to defend him. Heâs new to our industry so I thought it might be a mistake. He might not be trying to cheat, this could be a misunderstanding.
She said she didnât think so because a mistake would be one or two of my kills mixed in with his, not the entire book.
I counted up how many photos were in the book and, all told, of the 146 kills, at least 100 were mine. I couldnât really say it was a mistake at that point and I was just staring at his portfolio like an idiot. Bloody Mary asked me what I was going to do because, mistake or not, this looked really bad and could damage my reputation if it got out.
At that moment, another man walked up to booth and asked us if there was a problem. I knew that if I said anything, I would be jeopardizing my boyfriendâs job, but if I didnât say something, I was jeopardizing my business.
I told my boyfriendâs coworkers that he was lying about his body count. I said I didnât think that they knew he was doing it, but over half of the kills in his portfolio werenât his and I suggested they remove it from their display before another Cryptid came by and realized it.
The other man thanked me for bringing this to his attention and asked how we knew. Bloody Mary said that she knew another Cryptidâs kills and I had to tell them that I was that Cryptid, though I was retired now. He asked me if I knew my boyfriend was doing this, and I told him no.
I told him I really didnât want to get my boyfriend in trouble and suggested that maybe he didnât know those kills didnât belong to him because they happened in our house. I was grasping at straws and Blood Mary even looked sad for me. His coworkers looked skeptical but tentatively agreed. The man â who turned out to my boyfriendâs boss â said that they would investigate this thoroughly and apologized personally for his employeeâs misconduct.
I was spiraling at that point so I thanked him and said I wasnât mad, I was just looking out for both of our reputations. He promised to keep it between us and I agreed.
Then I apologized to Bloody Mary because I didnât feel like eating dinner anymore. She said she understood and wished me well.
I went home and did a quick perimeter search of the property. Sure enough, there were human summoning stones ALL OVER the yard. Which means my boyfriend was intentionally luring humans to our house to get me to kill them so he could take credit. It wasnât a mistake at all.
My boyfriend came home later that night in his work clothes. As soon he got inside he started yelling. He said he was suspended without pay and that all his hard work was for nothing.
I said I knew heâd been stealing my kills and he almost ruined my reputation. He said they still counted as his kills because he did all the work of luring the humans to our house.
I told him that wasnât how it worked and he knew it. He said it was the same as setting a trap and I was taking this too seriously. I told him that, as a Slasher, he has to use a weapon to get his kills, not me. He said I was basically the same thing since I had such a high kill rate. I asked him if he was calling me an object.
(My parents exploited me by selling me as a haunted doll through a lot of my childhood and he knows Iâm sensitive to being called an object.)
He backpedaled at that point and asked if I didnât want to buy a house together. He said he was doing it for us and I shouldâve understood and not said anything. I told him that when I was a Cryptid I had my pride and wouldâve never done this.
He said I needed to tell his boss that he was the one who made all those kills. I said it wasnât me who recognized them as Cryptid kills and now his boss knew too. He accused me of thinking Iâm better than him because I have telekinetic powers and can move through shadows and can possess people, while heâs basically a human himself. I told him of course not and that I worked hard for those powers unlike him.
He got really mad at that and actually charged at me with his machete raised. I donât think he was going to actually hit me, but I reacted like he was. It was all instinct. I disarmed him and I swear I heard a crack when I grabbed his wrist. I shoved him into the wall.
 He crumpled to the floor and started crying. He said sorry and sort of curled up around his wrist. He said he didnât ever feel like he was enough for me and he didnât even know why I was still with him. He called himself a bunch of names and said I would be better off without him.
I sort of awkwardly stood there for a minute. On one hand I wanted to assure him that he was enough and that I loved him, but, on the other, I wasnât sure I could forgive him. He nearly ruined my reputation, and he embarrassed me in front of Bloody Mary. Plus, I still didn't know where heâd been going all those times he said he was on a business trip and apparently wasnât.
So I ended up not saying anything. I went to our room and started packing a bag. He followed me. He was still crying as he begged me not to go. He said he would own up to his kill steals at work and he would make it right. He pleaded for me not to leave him and that he would give up slashing.
I told him I needed space to think. He tried to grab me, but I shadow walked out of the house. I heard him screaming from outside and I hurriedly drove away.
Now Iâm at my friendâs house and I told her everything. She agreed I did the right thing walking away from him, but when I asked her what I should do she hesitated. She said that my boyfriend wasnât right to kill steal but, as a fellow Slasher, she understood what he was going through. She said I wouldnât understand the pressure to meet quota because I was always surpassing mine when I was in the field. She said that a Cryptid could never understand a Slasher.
She also said that nobody would have found out about his kills if I hadnât brought them to his bossâ attention. She said the only time kills are on display like that is at the Eldritch Conference and by the next one, heâd have had kills of his own. She thinks that if Iâd just confronted him at home, he wouldnât be on suspension.
So now Iâm worried that I overreacted when I told my boyfriendâs coworkers that he was lying about his body count.
AITA?
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cw: stalking, obsession, borderline insane geto, piv sex, sneaky photos, everything is consensual (kinda)
obsessed!geto who gifts you a small golden heart locket for your one year anniversary. he took you out on a date to your favorite restaurant, setting the mood as best as he possibly could before he took out the small velvet box from his pocket.
âsuguâ! is this..?â, your mouth fell agape before he chuckled lowly, shaking his head and grabbing your hand.
âno, no, sweetheart, itâs a necklace,â he opened the box, âand when you open it.. itâs the color of our eyes togetherâ.
your hands flew to your mouth, covering your little squeal before he closed the box again.
obsessed!geto who puts it on when you both get home, standing behind you in front of the mirror as he runs his hands over your shoulders. he leans in, softly planting a kiss on the top of your head before wrapping his arms around your waist.
âyou look beautifulâ
it wasnât a lie. to him, you were the epitome of perfection, the way the little gold heart rested on your collarbone, it complimented your eyes in the best way possible. but if he was honest, he didnât get the locket just for looks, no. it was to make his job easier.
obsessed!geto who was infatuated with you the moment he laid his eyes on you, following you from a distance everywhere you went. your schedule had been burned into his brain like a tattoo, even the small changes going unnoticed from him.
the route you took home, the shortcut you took when your feet hurt, who you hung out with, when your parents visited, he even knew if you window was locked from how it looked from the outside.
he studied the type of guys you liked, breaking into a grin when he realized he was the perfect one for you already, like the red string of fate already tied you two together.
he started his photo collection from the moment you had your first conversation together. heâd run into you at a cafe you visited frequently. you had mistaken him as your friend, talking to him while his back was turned. when he did face you, you turned 10 shades darker, the cup you were sipping from now on the table as your hands came up to your face to hide your embarrassment as you profusely apologized.
he already knew who you were, heâs seen you hang out with satoru and you had other mutual friends. smiling, he reassured that it was just an honest mistake. heâd been fixated on your outfit. noticing that youâd been wearing a shirt of the same band on his shirt. as you left, excusing yourself politely as you grabbed your coffee off the counter again.
picking up his cup, he noticed something off. you left with up his drink instead. pulling out his phone, he took a picture of your drink order. he contained his grin as best as he could when he noticed whatever you had on your lips had left a residue on the cup, bringing it up to his lips as he cherished the remnants of you. he decided on the spot that he had to have more.
obsessed!geto who did have your location after a couple months of dating but he wanted something more. what if you lost your phone? what if it died? he wanted to track you in the most humane way possible, of course. knowing you, youâd never take off a gift from him.
obsessed!geto who watches you move with the necklace from his phone, smiling as he realized the clock hit 12:00pm and you started your lunch break, watching as you walked out the building to him already waiting in his car. heâs a gentleman of course, getting out to open the door for you as you climbed into the passenger seat
âhey beautiful, how about we hit that new ramen place for lunch, yeah?â
âooh! sounds good! hm.. you get spicy and i get savory so we can balance!â, you smiled warmly, buckling yourself in.
geto could only chuckle, nodding as he rested his hands onto the wheel.
my perfect girl
obsessed!geto who goes crazy when he sees the necklace bounce with your tits when he fucks you. his favorite position switching from prone bone to missionary since he gets the best view of the necklace bouncing in the valley of your pretty tits.
he reaches out, one hand on your hip and one caressing your chest, his hands running over your mounds and your collarbone all the way to the necklace as he marvels in the sight. he leans in closer, trapping you under his arms as his cock reaches deeper inside you.
âmy pretty girl, fuck, you look so good like this, can feel this messy fuckin pussy squeezing me so goodâ
âs-sugu! mâgonna cum!â, you hiccup as the sight of him caging you in his arms has your pussy gushing.
âcum for me, cum on my cock, beautifulâfuck, yeah just like that.. i can feel her so good, who does this fucking pussy belong to?â
âyou, sugu, you! fuckâ!â
âdamn right, you belong to meâ
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Aaron sets the record straight when an overheard conversation convinces you that youâre not good enough for him. 5k
c: fem, hurt/comfort, fluff, suggestive theme (non-graphic implied sex scene). hotch is a good husband. requested here Â
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âHoney, this is Clint McMoore. We went to college together.â
You step into Aaronâs side. Clint McMoore is a handsome older man with silvering hair and a beard that looks out of control. His bowtie is loose around his neck, and his cheeks are blotchy with drink, but Clint smiles at you and offers his hand. âHow do you do?â he asks.Â
âQuite well, thank you.â Youâve been practising fancy dinner talk with Aaronâs friend Emily for weeks. She has all the political background youâd needed to see yourself into the culture. âItâs nice to meet one of Aaronâs school friends.âÂ
âWhile you still can,â Clint says with a chuckle. Something about being in your forties is obscene to these men, as though death waits for fifty candles to snuff them out.Â
âClint and I were in the Student Theatre club together, our first year.â
You grin, smile laced with teasing. Each time youâre reminded of Aaronâs young interest in drama, you have to focus very hard on not laughing; the Aaron who has his hand to your shoulder isnât one you could envision on stage. âDid you perform together?â you ask.Â
âSaturday Night Fever,â Clint says.Â
They laugh and reminisce. You find these sorts of events hard to keep up with, but you come when Aaron asks because he so rarely asks you for anything. He hasnât mentioned knowing that you donât like coming, But perhaps he hasnât noticed âitâs not like you to frown, not when youâre with Aaron. The way he treats you, he probably thinks youâre the happiest girl in the world.Â
Thereâs a contentedness to be found when he touches you. He spreads a hand against your lower back and you let yourself sink into his side, curled into his embrace and amazed at the giggly laugh he lets out as Clint brings up the âKing of the Riverâ tattoo Aaron has hidden beneath his shirt. Youâre tempted to kiss his cheek.
Clint asks, âIsnât that right?â and forces you back into the conversation.Â
Youâre wearing a dress you panicked over for days. Itâs black, cut playfully just above your knees with small petal sleeves. Your necklace is of a delicate chain and a not so delicate pearl âa black Tahitian South Sea pearl that glows pink and green in the light. For you, Aaron wrote, his pretty scrawl inky across a square of scalloped card from atop the box. Iâm in love with you. Forgive me for not having the courage to tell you in person.Â
Your Aaron is quiet. Some days he comes home from work and doesnât manage more than a sentence. Some days he can barely speak at all. But there are nights when he holds you to hold you and talks in murmurs against your ear, and heâs good at making calls when heâs away. Talking or not, smiling or otherwise, Aaron finds a way to let you know he loves you, and thatâs all you care about.Â
âExcuse us,â Aaron says, giving Clint a rare, warm smile, âIâm being flagged by my boss.âÂ
Sure enough, Erin Strauss is beckoning Aaron with a strange pained look.
âNice to meet you,â you say quickly to Clint. He repeats your goodbye, and you and Aaron swerve around him.Â
âHe was nice,â you murmur.Â
âYeah, heâs okay.â
âHow come you fell out of touch?âÂ
âOh, you know how things go, honey, you forget all the people you meet and make room for new ones.â He kisses your cheek. âAnd besides, he used to gossip like my mother. Why donât you go find JJ?âÂ
âYouâll be alright?âÂ
âNo, maybe not.â He squeezes your elbow quickly. âGo, find some hors dâoeuvres, at least.â
You find neither JJ nor finger foods. The gala youâre attending is being held in a hotel in the richest part of D.C, and the events hall is huge. The ceiling is a fantasy, glass and miles upward, overhead chandeliers dangling lower, dousing the crowds below in a light thatâs clean. The rich and powerful gather at the edges of the room, though the performance toward the back of the room is watched by a few tens of couples with flutes of champagne held in gloved hands.Â
You hadnât worn gloves. Hadnât thought about it until you got here. Honestly, you felt grateful enough that JJ texted you to tell you to buy a shawl; if you werenât wearing one youâre sure youâd feel bare.Â
What youâre lacking in fancy is made up for by your earnestness, or so youâd like to believe. You arenât rich nor powerful, but Aaronâs a good man and you his good wife. You work hard, which is more than some of the richest in the room can say. You hold your head high without a second thought.Â
The hall is confusing. Tables are set but you arenât sure Aaron said anything about a dinner service. Wait staff carry silver platters and hold bottles of champagne, but each time you approach one they seem to have already headed in another direction. JJ and Derek are both supposed to be here tonight, but you havenât seen either of them since you arrived. You cast your gaze for Derekâs figure, searching for an easy gait and a strong set of shoulders. You cock your head waiting for a hint of JJâs practised, polite laughter, but any familiar signs are gone. You canât even find Aaron anymore, and your shoes are pinching your toes.
Disaster. You shouldâve listened to Aaron when he told you to size up, just you doubted his knowledge of ladies shoes considering how rarely he wears them. Stupid man, you think to yourself, lovingly yet ruefully as you sit down at one of the uninhabited tables to the very side of the room. Knows everything. Tonight, youâll limp back to the car and he wonât bother saying I told you so, heâs too good for it, which is worse. Heâll give you one of his amused smiles. He might offer you a massage.Â
Ridiculous man, you further to yourself, biting back a cheesy smile as you peel your shoe from a sore foot. If you shove your hand deep enough into the toe you can stretch them out a little.Â
âDarling.âÂ
You look up. Clint McMooreâs resurfaced just a table away with his back to you. A sweet-faced woman with brown hair sits adjacent to him, her shoulder under Clintâs hand.Â
âYouâll never guess who I just bumped into,â he says.Â
Me, you think.Â
âAaron Hotchner and his new wife.âÂ
âYou didnât,â the woman says.Â
âI knew youâd be envious of that,â he laughs. âCharlotte, sheâs unbelievable.âÂ
Your stomach does a strange flip. Heâll say something nice, you insist, but you know his tone is a precursor for gossipy nonsense.Â
âIâve never seen such a mismatched pair,â he says.Â
Charlotte rolls her eyes at him. âWell, what were you expecting? They were married after six months of knowing one another. I couldnât so much as tolerate you until our first anniversary.âÂ
âHardy-har.âÂ
âWhatâs wrong with her, then?â Charlotte asks.Â
âNothing like that, Charlotte. She seemed perfectly pleasantââ
âBut?âÂ
âBut, sheâs nothing like Aaronâs usual woman.âÂ
âHm, I said as much when we saw their wedding photos.â They both laugh. âItâs not like she had much of a chance. First Haley, and then that Beth, the designer, sheâs in Milan nowââ
âHe seems rather besotted, in any case,â Clint says. âVery lady and the tramp.âÂ
âGentleman and the tramp.âÂ
âDonât be cruel, Charlotte.âÂ
You know in a way that Charlotte is kidding, but you boil up with anger the moment you recognise what it is theyâre implying. Then they laugh, and your anger quickly finds itself taking a crueller shape.Â
You slip your foot back into your shoe slowly. Your throat feels dry and then warm, like a crux of smouldering coal stuck in your windpipe as you stand, jerkily, hand stiff where it holds your weight on a silken tablecloth.Â
You blink and stare at the floor. Itâs marble. Itâs shot through with dark veins like a drop of ichor in water.Â
What the fuck?Â
You arenât sure why youâre leaving the hall until youâre walking down the steps of the hotel and turning along the skirts of a hedge. A low brick wall lies in front of it, just short enough to sit on with your heels. Your coccyx stings with the force of how hard you go down.Â
Your head races with hurt feelings.Â
Youâre not unaware of your husbandâs past loves. It comes as no surprise to you that people regard Haley and Beth highly âHaley was extremely beautiful and veritably brave, intelligent, kind-hearted. Beth was funny, Aaron said, and not too much else. Being a designer in Milan hasnât been mentioned before, but itâs impressive. Theyâre both impressive, andâ and his usual woman.Â
You rub the starchy stockings stretched over your knees.Â
What had they meant by usual woman?
Mismatched?Â
It hadnât felt mismatched when Aaron asked you to marry him. It wasnât six months after knowing one another as Clintâs wife suggested, but it wasnât much more than that. He proposed to you after eight months together, and you were married two months later, which is incredibly fast to some people but it just hadn't felt fast when he asked. It was exciting âit still is.Â
âWould you marry me, if I asked you to?â heâd said, some seven months after youâd agreed to be his girlfriend. Your head in his lap, his fingers rubbing at the soft skin of your nape. A sleepy Sunday morning like any other, you suppose that was a proposal in itself, but you hadnât realised that when you murmured, âYeah, handsome. I would.âÂ
You thought it was just love. Making innocuous comments about the future is part of falling in love. Itâs terrifying to tell someone that youâd like to live life in their lap, but you tell them, and they tell you to go ahead if youâre lucky.Â
He asked you to get married a few weeks later. âI had to talk to Jack,â he explained, âor I wouldâve asked you then and there.â
Youâre a wife suddenly, a step-mother, a partner. Aaron wouldâve sold the house and bought you a new one if you wanted him to, but you like his life. Youâve always felt like you fit right in.Â
Angry again, you scrub at your knees with itchy palms and practise how youâre going to tell Aaron about his cruel friend. Gossipy was right, what a lark, and youâre not perfectly pleasant, youâre a delight, you hadnât said one bad word to Clint and you didnât deserve to be whipped and twisted into a bad joke between sips of Cristal.Â
Your eyes burn with the injustice of the thing.Â
Rawness overtakes. A thudding in your chest turns painful, neck wrought with tightness as you hang your head. Hiding from the cold air. November brings with it a promise of chapped lips the longer you stay there, biting into your thighs as your hands turn stiff with disuse.Â
She was unbelievable.Â
âY/N!â The shout is sharp. Youâve never heard Aaronâs voice at that level or with that level of formidability, carrying from the bottom of the hotel stairs. You twist in shock on the wall and watch in real time as his face fills with relief. âHoney,â he says, calling but not half as scary as he jogs to you, âare you alright?âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âYou scared me,â he insists, bending down to hold your shoulders. âNobodyâs seen you for the last fifteen minutes, sweetheart, we talked about this. You canât just disappear, you left your purse on the table, I thought something happened to you.âÂ
You startle at his scolding. âIââ
âYou should feel my heart.âÂ
âI didnât mean to come out here.âÂ
âI wish you wouldâve let somebody know,â he says. His frown softens slowly, but the concern around his eyes remains. âWhat?â he asks.Â
âSorry.âÂ
His eyes finally soften. âNo, Iâm sorry. Itâs alright, I just worry when youâre not with me.âÂ
âThatâs romantic.âÂ
He holds your cheek, pulling you in, and gives you two gentle kisses. Your lips part instinctively to receive them. âWeâll get our things and go home. It looks as though dinner isnât happening.â He smiles. âWhy were you out here?âÂ
âScavenging for food.âÂ
That gets a laugh out of him, and another nice kiss. âYou tried your best.âÂ
â
Aaron takes you home, and when dinnerâs been cleared away, when youâve showered and heâs undressed, he pulls you toward the bed and kisses you warmly. His eyes track from your face to the tucked corner of your towel, a silent Can I?
You let him take it off. He lays you out, and for a while youâre only his. His wife, his half, his to tease and turn and delight. He says âBeautiful,â against your thigh, says, âHoney, is that okay?â says, âPlease, Iâve got it, I have you, just let me have youâŠâÂ
After, he tells you he loves you, his voice still ever so slightly high in contrast to usual dulcet tones.Â
âI love you, too,â you say.Â
His breath comes fast. Your lap is a mess heâd wiped as clean as he could manage, the memory of him bearing down on you yet to fade. He lies on his stomach beside you with his arm over yours, his face turned into you, his nose on your cheek.Â
âAre you alright?â he asks softly. âYou feel tense.â
âMm.âÂ
âNo, did I hurt you? Youâre rigid.â His hands fret a line down the side of your chest. âYou didnâtâŠâÂ
You hadnât said anything, because he really hadnât hurt you. But the thoughts youâre having now are intrusive âam I okay? you think. Do I measure up? Heâs never made any indication that youâve let him down, not in sex or anything else, but youâre unbelievable.Â
You swallow a lump. âSorry,â you say, the lingering ebbs of pleasure twisting into tears faster than you can stop it.Â
âAre you crying?â he asks under his breath.Â
You suck in a breath as he pushes onto his hands.Â
âThese arenât good tears,â he says.Â
Heâd know. Theyâre not.Â
Aaron reaches over you to turn on the lamp on the nightstand before settling, his hand cupping your waist. Itâs too much suddenly, too bare, heâs too much to look at as you squeeze your eyes closed. âSorry,â you squeeze out.Â
âWhat did I do?â he asks, holding you carefully. âPlease, sweetheart, whatâs hurting? Iâm so sorry.âÂ
âItâs not you.âÂ
âBut something does hurt?âÂ
âNo, no, Iâm okay.â You cover your face with your hands. When you start to sob, it shakes the entire mattress, Aaronâs hand wobbling where it cups your ribs.Â
âPlease.â His thumb works a soft spot into your skin. âHoney, please, you canât cry now without telling me whatâs wrong.â He tries a laugh, but it falls flat. âHoney. Honey.âÂ
It wasnât the sex. He never does anything wrong, heâs so gentle even when he isnât, and if he did youâd only have to tell him, but the rush of being touched by him so nicely, fuck, the way heâd been looking at you, the way he took your face into his hand as he moved âyouâre not trying to be a crier, but he makes you feel like youâre everything and youâre just not.Â
He looks sick.Â
âIt wasnât you, it was at the gala,â you manage.Â
For a long while after, you canât get a word out. You shiver and sob as Aaron scoops you into his chest, his nose in your shoulder waiting for you to calm down. He rubs your waist, fingers parted and waving slowly as he shushes you. Not to make you stop, though. Heâs reassuring.Â
âWhat happened at the gala?â he asks quietly.Â
âItâs so stupid.âÂ
âNo, itâs alright. Can you tell me what happened? Did someone hurt you?âÂ
You wrap your arms around his head. It really is stupid, you feel smaller than an ant under the shadow of a giant heel. Aaron doesnât waver when you struggle to answer, feeling around behind you for a pillow and helping you against it. He kisses your forehead. âLet me get you something to wear.âÂ
You catch his wrist. âIt wasnât you, wasnâtââ You lift your chin.Â
He kisses you. âOkay,â he says simply. âLetâs get dressed.âÂ
He dresses quickly, bringing you underwear and one of your sleep shirts, a loose fit. You shuffle into them and watch him patiently as he cleans the small mess of the evening away. Youâre sniffling softly when he returns to you, sitting with his back to your thighs.Â
âSweetheart, Iâm so sorry if I read things wrong. I never wouldâve initiated anything if I knew you were feeling like this.âÂ
You laugh weakly, worriedly, looking at him through your lashes. âIt made me feel better,â you admit.
âIf this is better, you mustâve been feeling awful.âÂ
You relax as he puts his hand on your thigh.Â
âIn the time I left you to talk to Strauss, something upset you. JJ and Morgan didnât see you. So someone in the gala said something or did something that made you leave. If you tell me who it was, I can make sure it doesnât happen again.âÂ
âYouâre trying to bargain with me,â you mumble.Â
âIâm just telling you what can be done. I can take care of things.âÂ
âItâs nothing⊠nothing so severe. Youâll wonder why Iââ You give an unexpected sob. âMade all this fuss.âÂ
âI donât think Iâll wonder,â he says.Â
You laugh through tears. These ones are slow, your eyes already itchy from crying.Â
âPlease tell me.â He tries teasing instead of sternness, lowering his face to yours. âOr Iâll cry too.âÂ
âAaron.âÂ
âI will. You think I canât, but seeing you crying like this, itâs more than enough ammunition.âÂ
You let out a breath, admitting defeat. âYour friend, Clint? I overheard him with his wife. He didnât have very nice things to say about me.âÂ
âWhat could he possibly have to say?â Aaron asks with a frown.Â
You pull the sheets up your legs. âHe said Iâm⊠unbelievable, and I donât think he meant it kindly. Said that Iâm not your type, and that I⊠I had no chance of measuring up, because of who youâve been with before. They were laughing about our wedding photos.â Your throat feels pressed into by a hot poker. âThey said we were the gentleman and the tramp.âÂ
His eyes squint. He looks disgusted, and for an uncomfortable moment you feel like it might be directed at you, but then he scoffs. âWhat a crock of shit.âÂ
âAaron!â you laugh.Â
âWhat could Clint McMoore possibly know about marriage? This is his fourth wife. And to imply that youâre any sort of calibre below the women Iâve dated before isnât just misogynistic nonsense, itâs not true. You are the most beautiful women Iâve ever met, and whatâs that supposed to mean, gentlemen and the tramp?â He gives you such an earnest glare of confusion that you canât for a second doubt what it is heâs saying. âIâm sorry, honey, I think heâs allowed himself a few too many nightcaps over the years. Perhaps heâs suffered a stroke.âÂ
âAaron, donât say that,â you chide, secretly very pleased.Â
âOur wedding photos,â he says, his hand drifting further down your leg to rest just shy of somewhere more intimate, âare beautiful. You look beautiful. Clint wouldâve writhed in jealousy in the pews if heâd been invited, because he wouldâve seen it for himself.âÂ
âI just sat there while they laughed at me,â you mumble.
âWhat were you supposed to do?â His hand travels out, to your hip, and then he holds you by the waist with both of his hands. They have a way of making you feel encapsulated, big and strong and careful on the bump of your hips.Â
âI donât know.âÂ
âNothing,â he says, meeting your eyes with his usual tender-hearted compassion. âYou werenât supposed to do or say anything.â Aaron appears younger than he is for a second, his eyebrows raised, eyes big and brown as they track over your lips. âHoney, Iâm sorry. I didnât realise he was like that. Iâm sorry you had to hear that.âÂ
âI guess Iâm just worried heâs right.âÂ
âHeâs not right. You are everything to me.â Again, he puts weight on the word, roughly said, like it takes a lot from him to say it. âIâm lucky to have been with women who were beautiful, and intelligent, but if thereâs a question of you measuring up, thereâs no competition. Iâve never been this in love.âÂ
You take a shaky breath. âNever?â you ask.Â
He holds your gaze. âI knew it when we met. That's why I couldnât wait to ask you to marry me.âÂ
âYou said you werenât getting any younger.âÂ
âWell, Iâm not, but not everythingâs about my age, you know,â he says, giving your waist a playful squeeze.Â
âYou said it.âÂ
âI did. That felt easier to say than, if I donât marry you soon I might implode,â âhe shuffles forward, encroaching on your legs and pressing his lips to your cheekâ âwouldâve just,â âhe kisses your cheek, before turning your headâ âwasted all that time waiting for someone elseâs idea of the right time,â âand he kisses the other cheek, his nose skirting up your faceâ âwishing I was your husband when I could just,â âhe smiles into your eyebrow as his hand slips under your shirt, holding your bare backâ âask.âÂ
âIâm glad you asked me.âÂ
Youâd cried then, too, but it was less to do with a rush of adrenaline that knocked you out of balance and more to do with how lovingly heâd taken your hand as he asked. You knew from that moment on that someone was going to take care of you for the rest of your life. Heâs doing it right now.Â
âI love you,â you say, forcing your arms over his shoulders.Â
He pulls you in so much that you lift from the mattress.Â
âI love you. Are you sure it wasnât me that upset you? I have to check.âÂ
âNo. What you did to me wasnât particularly upsetting.âÂ
He laughs. âAre you sure? You can look a little tearyââ
You shush him quickly.
He tips your head to the side to kiss your ear. âMaybe next time, you can tell me about whatever upset you beforehand.âÂ
âAnd you can make me feel even better.â
His laugh is nearly inaudible, but his lips are by the side of your head. You hear it, the warmth of his breath kissing the shell of your ear.Â
â
Aaron likes to see you in your sweatpants. You look nice in everything, especially your dresses for the evening events he often drags you to, but he likes it when you wear sweatpants because it opens a window. Youâve purchased the wrong size, too big and too long, but youâve tied them at the waist and you make do. Youâre wearing the big shirt he helped you into the night before, sitting on the couch with your ferried breakfast.Â
The night before has been washed away, no sign of tears or upset. You have a clean, bright face, one heâd quite like to kiss, or hold, or have pressed to his neck, but none of this is unusual. Your eyes look sore, if he really looks. Heâll make you a compress after breakfast.Â
Dropped off by Jess an hour ago, Jack sits beside you picking at the breakfast tray. Youâre sharing a plate. You donât ever mind.Â
âAre you eating that one?â you ask.Â
Jack immediately nudges half of a chocolate chip pancake your way. âWas the gala fun?âÂ
âUh, sure. Saw your dadâs friends. But they had a weird thing with the caterers and we had to get dinner on the way home.â
âYou couldâve made dad cook.âÂ
âI guess, but we were tired. What did you have for dinner?âÂ
âJess made spicy chicken. It was amazing.â Jack squints at you. âYour eyes are puffy, Y/N. Are you sick?âÂ
âI think I might be a little. Not enough to make you sick too, donât worry.âÂ
Aaron piles the last of the pancakes onto a plate and carries them to you in the living room. âHere, you two.âÂ
âDid you eat?â you ask.Â
He loves you, bending over to kiss your forehead right in the middle. âYes.âÂ
âHow come they didnât have dinner at the gala, dad? I thought that was the whole point,â Jack says.Â
He sits down next to Jack on the couch. You cut a big square of pancake and grin at him, seemingly pleased with your breakfast and Jackâs sense of humour.Â
âIt was a disaster, thatâs all. No food, barely any wine, and terrible, awful company.âÂ
âI thought Miss Jareau went?âÂ
âShe did. But besides her and a handful of others, it was a party for sad old people.âÂ
âAnd you didnât have fun?â Jack asks.Â
You laugh so hard tears gather in the corners of your eyes. Aaron cups Jackâs shoulder, surprised when his son doesnât duck away from the touch. The older he gets the less affection he requires, so itâs nice for Aaron to hug him sideways and be allowed, better that you finish your choking laugh with a hug of your own. âJack, thank you for that. I think you cured whatever illness I had,â you say. Â
âHey,â Aaron says.Â
You run your hand up his neck. Your wedding ring catches against his jaw.Â
âIt was worth going, though, to see your step-mom in her nice dress,â Aaron says, peeling away from Jack so he has room to breathe.Â
Jack turns to you, and his smile is audible, âDo you have any pictures?âÂ
âI didnât take any, sorry.âÂ
âJust think of her now but in a dress, and thatâs how beautiful she looked,â Aaron says.Â
âDad, donât be gross,â Jack says, cutting into the pancakes with his fork.
âItâs not gross, itâs just a fact.â Jack drops pancake down his front. Warm chocolate chips stain his t-shirt. âMissed your mouth, bud. Iâll get a rag.âÂ
Heâs up as quickly as he sat down, running his fingers along your arm and to the palm of your hand, touching you until he canât. He heads back into the kitchen. His phone is beeping on the table, screen flashing with each new text.Â
Penelope: boss, I think the thing you asked for is illegalÂ
Penelope: also, I assume you were kidding?Â
Penelope: so while making it that every link on McMooreâs computer freezes the desktop wouldâve been very very funny, I didnât do thatÂ
Aaron had been kidding, emphatically, because illegal activities arenât his style. It was a sarcastic suggestion, and yet heâs disappointed nonetheless.Â
Penelope: I just signed him up for a bunch of recovering narcissists forums and an email subscription for self help, and maybe also a free online class about manners and etiquetteÂ
Penelope: And I ordered that big canvas for you. It was the one of you guys cutting the cake, right?Â
Aaron texts her back quickly: Thank you, Penelope. I couldnât work out the dimensions online.Â
Penelope: Youâre welcome! I live to serve :DÂ
The canvas will look good in the entryway, Aaron believes. Somewhere you can see it, and remember exactly what it is he thinks of you; his eyes glowing with love where heâd been staring at your face, his hand guided yours atop the knife as he traced your features, and you cut that first, fat slice of cake.Â
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thanks so much for reading! please think about commenting, liking or reblogging if you enjoyed I love knowing what you think!â€ïž
also small note: this fic is in no way meant to diminish haley im a haley supporter usually (these days at least!) and I just didnât mention her for brevityâs sake
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Hellooo, I have a requesttt. Bully!Geto & bully!gojo x reader please!!
đ. đ§đšđđ: didn't know how to tackle this, but I think I got it >:3
âč đđšđ§đđđ§đđŹ: Geto + Gojo x afab/fem! reader - explicit content; minors DNI - modern au! college setting; satosugu + you are juniors - sex in shared space; college dorm - fingering (f! receiving) - breast fondling + nipple play - oral (m! receiving) - facials - clitoral play (pinching and swiping) - Eiffel Tower/spit-roasting position - slight degradation - pet names (baby, crybaby, cutie, good girl, plaything, pretty girl, sweetheart) - unprotected sex (doesn't shoot inside, tho) - mention of tears and drool.
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ââGaaahh!! N-Noo, shtop! No more, no moâOooh!â
âAww, donât go cryinâ on us yet; letâs see how much this pussy can cum!â
âSatoru, keep playing with their nipples; they keep gripping my fingers like crazyâŠâ
Being bullied seems to be an everyday thing for a wimp like youâespecially in the hands of Satoru Gojo and Suguru Geto.
What kind of person lets two of the hottest guys in the school bully them? Youâre practically nearly a full-ass grown adult; you shouldnât be letting people push you around like itâs middle school! And yet, you canât seem to bring yourself to stand for yourself, too meek and reserved to step up the ladder of confrontation, even if itâs from people whoâve tormented you most of your life.
Gojo and Geto have been your bullies for nearly your entire academic life, starting from first grade. To say that your life was hell on Earth was just the surface, coming home in tears and wishing to disappear every single day. The emotional toil was too much to bear, so much so that you did everything in your power to make sure you didnât end up in the same high school as the two, a task that youâre proud to act on as making friends and getting through the final four years of your primary education became easier to accomplish.Â
However, this fulfillment was thrown out the window when you walked on campus grounds and discovered that after two years, your bullies had transferred to the same college as you! Not only in the same place but in the same dorm section and sharing the same classâhad the world gone mad?! Just when you have accepted this new chapter in your life to start anew and fresh, these two spin back and the pool of anxiety swallows you back up and pulverizes your heart. There was no way for this situation to be envisaged.
âOhaaa!! Shtooop, tâooo fasst!!â Â
And now, they have new methods to diminish your dignity.
Against your comfort, you and the two were assigned a spreadsheet to work on and have it done by Thursday, so you three were supposed to be working in the living room of their dorm apartment. Nevertheless, you donât think lying on the couch with your back to Gojo and Geto between your legs has anything to do with the assignmentâŠ
You were squirming, Gojoâs slender hands cupping and fondling your chest, tips of his fingers tweaking your nipples roughly so that you whine helplessly. Legs spread open for your panties and bare cunt to be exposed when you were stripped from your leggings, and Geto toys your private part with his fingers. The sensation of his middle digit inside you was hard to believe, like the howl from curling onto the upper wall of your vagina.
âUuuwww, ohmyGooooodâŠ!â You throw your head back to the shoulder of the white-haired one whose forefingers circle the buds of your mounds. âW-We canât beâhicâdoing thisâŠâ
âEhhh, câmon, baby,â hearing Gojo talk to your ear so close has to be something out of a dream or nightmare. âWho says we canât play with our favorite person, huh?â
You gulp at the lick of your earlobe. âBecauseâŠwe have work to dâAaahh!â
âDonât think about that assignment when Iâm busy shoving my fingers in you,â Geto reminds you, the pace of his digit increasing and the scrape of his fingertip having your toes curl. âDoesnât the pretty girl wanna play us like old times?â
A hand grabs his wrist, yet that does little to hinder the raven-haired oneâs diligence within your leaking chasm. âB-ButâŠWe canât!â Jesus, itâs tough to think adequately the more Geto pushes and pulls his finger, brushing it up against your texture. Tears welled up in your eyes, your body sore from their constant touches.
âGod, still cryinâ from being teased, huh, crybaby?â Gojo chuckles while cupping your cheeks. âStill a cutie, thoughâŠâ
No way, thereâs absolutely no way! You had to be dreaming because there is no way youâre awake to see the day Gojo is kissing you! Biting your bottom lip and shoving his tongue inside, your brain practically explodes as you moan in his mouth, and your slit contracts the rub of Getoâs finger. Did you just cum from a kiss?!
âOh wow, theyâre spasming like crazy,â Geto chortles at the sight of your legs trembling and your genitalia fluttering around the digit. âCumming from a kiss, huh? Heh, so easy to mess with.â
Your response was deterred to that of imperceptible wails, crying into Gojoâs pillowy lips as he sucked on your tongues to hear you sob more. This was so unfair; this situation was not in your favor once you were dragged into their apartment.
Not even in the next phase of this meet-up.
Your clothes are discarded from your body to the living room floor, mounting on the couch on all fours, Geto to your front and Gojo to your back. The three of you are too far gone to think about the damn assignmentâyour frame too occupied by their cocks to evade them so.
Soapy lips suck on the dick of the dark-haired other, puffy cheeks making room for the limb burrowing inside your mouth. He fucks you orally with vigor, snapping his hips to your lips as your head pounds with every jab to the back of your throat. Youâre not left with a second to breathe calmly, his girth overwhelming.
âFuuuhhck, Jesus Christ,â he curses, grinding his pelvis and moaning at the feel of your tight throat. âSuch a good girl, sucking me so well; got the mouth of a great cumslut.â
âHas the pussy of one, too!â
The words burn your ears, coming from behind as the guy with snowy hair plunges his length into your vagina. His hands are situated on your waist to keep you on him, the curve of his cock scratching your sweet spots too accurately that youâre forced to scream on the otherâs shaft.
Gojo throws his head back with a sigh, âFuckinâ shiiiit, this pussyâŠclamping on me so hard, you wanna milk me dry?â He bends down to your ear, âWant my load so bad like a little whore?â Squeezing on him was inevitable, making him hiss. âFuck! Donât do thatâŠâ
âDamn this throat, man,â you peer up to Geto. Your eyes have already released the tears stricken down your face, the lower part of your face all hot from the frequent hits. He chortles, âYou look so good all messy like that, sweetheartâŠHoly shit, you looked so fucked out.âÂ
Of course you were; theyâve been toying with your body for ten minutes with no rest! Your frame was aching so bad, sobbing because of the cock busying your throat and the dick grazing your G-spot. It was too much to catch up with, especially when Gojo sneaks a hand to your clit to rub and swipe. Your eyes roll to the ceiling, and a scream is muffled, your figure submitting to the pinches on your sensitive pearl.
âWanna cum?â Silver brows trench together at the clamp of your walls. âDo it, cum on my dick, you nasty crybaby.âÂ
More tweaks to your clitoris coincide with the erratic pistons of Gojoâs thighs, and you have no choice but to climax once more. Your cunt tightens around his cock with every hit of your orgasm, and he makes sure to get his raw cock out of you to ejaculate his milky fluid onto your back, painting your skin with his load.
The same goes for Geto as well, who grabs your head and roughly pulls himself off to paint your face with his essence. You whimper with every quiver and addition of his sperm, spurting to your forehead and decorating your cheeks to slide down your chin. You never felt so dirty in your life, your tongue accidentally tasting it from licking your lips. âGood girl,â he compliments with a teasing pinch to your cheek.
Gojo rubs his length on the cusp of your butt. âMan, cutie, you keep driving me crazy.â His fingers aimlessly play with your clit. âNow I really canât leave you aloneâŠâ
Dread weighs your bones at his words, and you can only question how you can survive these upcoming semesters with these harassers. And now that theyâre hooked on you, this fresh new start has become much more suffocatingâŠ
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âSomethingâs not right.â Is what Sujin begins to think right off the bat when her boyfriend brings her to meet his âbest friendâ. Sujin already knew that Jungkook had a âgirlâ best friend wayy before she even talked to the man. All her friends were against it when she told them she was interested in Jungkook.
âNo girl, youâre gonna regret it like big time. That man is going to have you looking like a fool.â Theyâd say but Sujin seemed hard of hearing..
Sujin knew what she was getting into but nothing could have prepared her for the hot piping mess being served in front of her face. For fucks sake her boyfriend couldnât even fucking sit next to her because he chose to sit with ây/nâ. Sujin wants to think itâs a childhood thing, maybe thatâs why theyâre so unnaturally close.
âOh.â Sujin says when y/n tells her that no, they in fact met almost two years ago as college freshmans. (Sujinâs beginning to run out of ideas to make up in her head so she doesnât go insane over the sight of you casually touching her boyfriend and Jungkook letting it happen?) Jungkook even helps separate your perilla leaf with his chopsticks.
What are you a child? Sujinâs NOT liking this so far.
âSo,â Sujin smiles as politely as she can muster, âhowâd you guys meet?â
You smile softly back at her, âMy brother has a frat house and Jungkook happened to join, we only met cause my brother was forcing his frat guys to help me move into my new apartment. He made them do it shirtless which was pretty funny.â
Sujin nods slowly, âOhh.. how nice. So like you guys started hanging out or whatâs the deal?â
Jungkook shrugs, âI saw her manga books and we bonded over that,â he keeps it curt, like heâs not interested in talking to her (his own girlfriend), âwe started chilling and yeah.â Sujin fucking hates when he talks to her like heâs bored already.
âHe kept saying I reminded him of Bayonetta!â You pipe back in with a dreamy smile.
âUh-huh, Bayonetta..â Sujin clears her throat and shifts around in her seat, âUhh well, I think itâs getting a bit late no? Kinda time for me to get going.â
You purse your lips in a soft pout and nod at her, âI see.. I hope to see you again, youâre really nice and pretty.â You coo, âJungkookieâs super lucky to have you,â Sujin appreciates your sincerity but sheâs not so sure if she can look past how close you are with her boyfriend.
âYou didnât bring your car didnât you?â Jungkook suddenly says, âCâmon Iâll drive you.â He rises to his feet and holds his hand out for you take.
Sujinâs jaw nearly drops as HER boyfriend slings your purse over his shoulder and helps you up, guiding you out of the booth by a hand to your back.
âJungkook.â Sujin snaps, âI think sheâs got it donât you think?â Her boyfriend turns to look at her, and proceeds to give her the meanest fucking mug ever. Like if she had the audacity to ruin whatever the fuck was happening in front her. âWhat?â Sujin raises a brow.
You look up at Jungkook with those stupid puppy eyes of yours, âI can call an uber no biggie.â You say softly.
âHey, since our meeting was cut so short, how bout I pay for it, yeah?â Sujin smiles while whipping her phone out and pressing ârequestâ, like she didnât have that ride ready to order.
Jungkook does that thing when heâs pissed where he pokes his tongue inside his cheek, he has the audacity to have a staredown with her but Sujin doesnât back down. â..Yeah, Iâll walk you out then y/n.â
âIt was nice meeting you.â You softly say while hugging Sujin tightly before waltzing out the door with Jungkookâs hand over your hip.
Sujin has to pinch the bridge of her nose, on one hand youâre the sweetest thing ever but câmon you canât be THAT dense can you? Sujin would have liked you in another world where you werenât trying to get with her boyfriend.
Sujin looks out of the window and sees Jungkook leaning against the car door while you slip into the back. Heâs telling you something and youâre looking at him like heâs hung the fucking stars or something. Luckily nothing happens and Jungkook closes the door before stepping back to watch the car take off.
âFucking prick.â Sujin mutters under her breath as she steps out with a pissed look. âWhat the fuck was that Jungkook, huh? You gonna sit there and lie to my face and tell me not to worry about her? Answer me.â She lightly hits his arm.
Jungkook sighs deeply, âWhat? Fuck are you on right now, the night was going so good I donât see the problem here.â
His nonchalant attitude makes her seethe even more, âJungkook, she has no fucking boundaries and you donât seem to give a shit about that, Iâm the GIRLFRIEND here but this fucking turned into me meeting you two instead of her meeting me. Itâs fucking humiliating watching her put hands on my boyfriend and worse that you chose to sit with her.â
âAnd yet you knew I was friends with her. Literally thatâs everything everyoneâs been telling you before I brought you here to meet her, be prepared for how close y/n is with me. This isnât brand new to you Sujin.â Jungkook replies while fishing a cigarette out of his pocket.
Sujin watches in disbelief as he lights it and takes a drag like nothing, âThat doesnât make it okay for her to do that though. Close or not I donât give a fuck Jungkook, youâre either with me or youâre not.â She snaps, âSo tell me now before I waste my fucking time.â
Jungkook takes his sweet time, puffing away as he watches the smoke disappear into the night sky, âOkay.â
âOkay?â Sujin tilts her head, âOkay, what?â
âItâs over.â And just like that Sujinâs jaw drops for real this time, sheâs utterly gagged into silence as she watches her (now) ex-boyfriend stomp out the cigarette before turning to her with a sinister look in his eye, âBye.â He passes without as much as a glance, leaving her silent.
Sujin turns her head and watches him leave, âWhat the fuck.â She whispers.
.
(Not even an hour later.)
âOkay, this one or this one?â You held up two different babydoll dressesâone white with delicate frills, the other silk but more of a bodycon-type but it had a cute bow on it so why not.
Jungkookâs eyes briefly flick up from his phone, he stares at both of the dresses for a cool minute before nodding his head, âThe white one.â He leans back with one arm on the bed and both legs spread apart (gosh him and his manspreading).
âI thought so too!â You happily say and carelessly toss it into the pile of clothes lying in your open suitcase, âOkay now help me decide between my sneakers or my ballet flats?â He doesnât even answer cause heâs busy laughing at something on his phone.
âJungkooookkk,â you huff irritably but this man does not look up. He just toys with his stupid lip ring while smiling down at his screen.
You let the shoes hit the ground as you quietly saunter over, slipping right into his lap with practiced ease. He doesnât react because this is an all too familiar scene for him. He hooks his arm around your waist and tucks his chin over your shoulder, still scrolling mindlessly. âWhatâs up? Hm.â He murmurs.
âI needed your help choosing which shoes I should take.â You hide your face in his neck and lay one tiny kiss on it, âYouâre mean.â
âAm I?â Jungkook brings you down with him when he slowly lays back on the bed. He tosses his phone somewhere and rests his arm behind his head. His free hand strokes your backside, cheekily stopping right above your ass before repeating.
Your hands settle over his toned stomach where his shirt has ridden up revealing his beautiful physique underneath. His damn Calvin Klein boxers hug him just right too, hanging low over his hips where a small amount of hair leads downâŠyou know where..
âMm-hm, âs not nice to ignore me.â You nod with a dreamy look, pillowy lips pursed (which make them much more alluring in Jungkookâs humble opinion).
Jungkook hums again and runs his hand over your ass, landing small little pats of appreciation here ân there, âIt isnât huh,â he trails off quietly while tattooed fingers make work of the bow tied around the front of your shorts.
You shake your head and come down so that youâre chest to chest with Jungkook, face leveled with his as the two of you stare into each other's eyes. âNo,â you softly say, nimble fingers creeping under his shirt to trail up his middle with light feathery touches.
âNo.â He softly mimics in a high-pitched tone thatâs meant to sound like you, âYouâre so fuckinâ cute, but you might wanna get a move on though cause the guys are gonna be here any minute now ân you donât want them to come in and see what a desperate little thing you are? No huh,â he mock pouts while tapping your cheek.
âYouâre mean! Iâm not talking to you for ten whole minutes.â You huff angrily and get off his lap, âStop laughing, it's not funny.â Youâre whining again before you can even stop yourself. It makes him double over in laughter, shoulders shaking and all too.
âMy bad, my bad, I didnât realize you were still upset over the shoes.â He chuckles while sitting back up with messy hair, âCâmere Iâll make it better.â He waves his hand, âCâmere! Iâm not joking!â He laughs because you look at him incredulously.
You fold your arms over your chest and turn away, âNo, I have to pack remember?â Youâre shoving clothes into your suitcase with a quiet huff.
âYeah, yeah.â You donât even notice when he comes up behind and hauls you up into his arms. Jungkook tosses you on the bed like nothing causing you to yelp in surprise as your body bounces off the mattress a little, âIf I give you a kiss will you quit your fuckinâ pouting?â He smirks.
You nod vigorously, âI want one here, here, and here.â You tap different areas on your face.
âI said one, not fucking five,â he snorts while peppering your face in small smooches regardless because he could never resist a pretty girl like you, âdumb little thing you are.â
âThey donât count as real kisses.â You smugly reply.
Jungkook smirks, âOh, and what does hm? Give your Jungkookie a kiss and show me.â Without hesitating you wrap your arms around his neck and press your lips to his.
Youâre lips locked, softly moaning as he kisses the fuck out of you. Itâs the way his lips glide over yours so smoothly like youâre meant to be kissing. All you can really do is dreamily sigh while his tongue runs over the seam of your lips. Of course you let him in and the kiss gets filthier if possible.
You feel his hand slide up your back slowly until heâs hooking his finger under the strap of your flimsy sleep top. He watches in hunger as your tit slips out from under the top, perky nipple already hard as he leans down to wrap his lips around it. The pleasure is hot when his tongue presses down on the bud, he has you whimpering quietly while burying your fingers through his hair.
âMmmâJungkook, wait,â you breathlessly sigh while pushing his face away, âSujin.â You softly say while playing with his hair, âWhat âbout her?â
Jungkook stares back up at you through hooded eyes, âWho?â He replies to which you grin back, âHm, just let me enjoy your tits in peace.â He crudely mumbles before taking your nipple back into his hot mouth.
He fondles and squeezes your other tit while sucking on your rather sensitive teat. The heat between your legs is unbearable, Jungkook knew damn well why you hated having your nipples played with yet he carried on without a care. Your poor clit throbbed from neglect and your pussy was slicking up by the second, you fear a glob would slip out if he dared to switch your positions.
âJ-Jungkook..!â You huff and press your thighs together hoping to alleviate some of the heat.
He pinches hard causing you to whine, it doesnât stop him because heâs then using a hint of teeth on your sensitive bud. âOh..!â Your mouth falls open and your back arches off the bed, thighs shaky and wobbly.
Jungkook pulls away with a string of slick connecting to your nipple, âTurn over baby,â he smacks your ass hard and jiggles your cheek, âarch that pretty back for me, yeahh like thatâlow.â He darkly comments while watching you turn over with your hips raised high and front flat to the bed.
He shuffles around and gets behind you holding you steady with a hand to your hip. âPull âem to the side,â he says while lazily pushing his sweats down, shoving them low enough till theyâre right under his balls, âHow desperate are you, hm? How bad do you want this cock baby?â He grins while slapping the tip through your dewy sticky folds.
You bite your lip and reach behind you to hold yourself open for him, âBad, need it so bad Jungkookie..feel so empty without it.â You pout while pushing back until his cock gets trapped between your thighs, the thick shaft pressing right up against your throbbing little clit.
âYeah?â Jungkook licks his lips, âGonna let me have it?â He murmurs as his cock slides through the mess between your thighs, globs of slick coating the shaft.
âMm-hmm.â You nod.
âMm-hm.â Jungkook smirks as he lands a rough smack to your ass, âPush me in baby.â
You reach back to rub his cock through your folds, tapping the tip against your needy hole until it catches. Your breath hitches as the tip pops in, he doesnât make a move to shove himself deeper or anythingâhe stays perfectly still.
âJungkook!â You turn to glare back at him, âS-Stop teasing me.â
âIâm not doing anything, if you want it you know what to do.â Jungkook grins while biting his lip, âYou know what I wanna see baby, donât play dumb.â
You grumble under your breath and slowly push your hips back until your ass meets his pelvis. Thereâs a low squelch as the rest of his cock slips in and as much as you wouldâve loved for him to fuck you, this was also good. You pant hotly into the pillow and wiggle around with soft little âmmâs as Jungkook rubs his hand over your hip and holds you steady.
âThere you go, bring it back for me,â he huskily mumbles while watching the ripple of your cheeks jiggle each time your ass meets his pelvis.
Little clapping noises begin to rise subtly as your pace gets quicker and quicker. You meet him thrust for thrust, thereâs a low fopping sound as his balls make contact with your puckered lips, pressing right up against you each time you bottom out.
Jungkookâs eyes are glued to the sight of your pretty pink rim hugging his cock tight each time he backstrokes. His cock is covered in a sheen of slick and he swears every time he pushes back in he comes back out with more.
âSo messy,â he lays his thumb over your other puckered hole, âhear that?â He grunts, âSloppy lil cunt taking me so well, got you creaming for me.â
Jungkookâs breath hitches when his thumb accidentally slips through the tight barrier and into your ass. You loudly mewl and buck your hips in surprise, it doesnât hurt but it feels weird..weird in a good way though.
âOh, you like that donât you?â He licks his lips, âBaby loves having her holes filled up doesnât she?â
You moan in response and bury your face in the pillow with muffled cries. The pleasure shoots up your spine and has you curling in on yourself. Your cunt throbs like crazy now and everything somehow feels ten times better than before.
âAnswer me.â Jungkook slaps your cheek rather hard.
âMmphây-yes..!â You whimper despite the pillow being in your mouth.
âYea,â he laughs as he suddenly snaps his hips up, âyou love it donât you? Canât get enough of this cock.â He plows into you with repeated thrusts, each one jostling you up the bed and sending you into a pleasure hazed mind.
Your mouth falls open in a silent scream as Jungkook grips you by the hip with one hand and slams you back onto his cock. Your toes curl from the intensity of his cock slamming into your g-spot while his thumb fills your ass. The heat coiling in your tummy has you squirming and whimpering.
âToo much? Where you goin?â You donât realize youâre actively moving away from him till his cock threatens to slip out, âYou can take it baby, donât run.â He laughs low while dragging you right back onto his cock.
In fact he follows you down till youâre laying flat on the bed and his thumb slips out of your puckered hole, âGonna cum? Hm?â He lays flat over your back and hooks his chin over your shoulder, âCâmon, donât go stupid on me.â He smacks your cheek gently a couple of times.
âYes..!â You gasp breathily, âS-So, so close..â Your voice sounds wobbly and garbled, and the shaking in your thighs doesnât stop.
Jungkook coos, âSo close,â he buries his face in the side of your neck and leaves marks of his own there, âgo on, cum on this dick.â
Your lips part and you let out a high-pitched mewl, your pussy spasms around him with your cunt squeezing and massaging his cock. Your eyes slip shut and you slump against the bed with a whine, the orgasm took the life out of you.
âFuuckk,â he sighs as he slows down, grinding his cock in and out of the mess between your thighs, âgood girl,â he groans softly until he comes to a stop and stills.
His cock throbs and twitches, spurt after spurt of cum filling you to the brim. You can feel some of it slide out with globs of your own slick. Jungkook hums deeply and gives your ass a pat of appreciation, âShower?â He asks softly.
âMm-hmm.â You nod still face down in the sheets.
âMm-hm.â Jungkook copies while laughing to himself as he slips out of your cunt with a lewd squelch. You donât even have the energy to fight with him right now, youâre just ready for bed at this point.
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You canât help the little yawn that escapes as you turn your face to tuck yourself into Jungkookâs side. Whose idea was it to take a roadtrip to Busan, you donât know but youâre barely even awake after that rough fucking.
You and Jungkook had opted to sit in the back away from everyone and enjoy each otherâs company instead. Jungkookâs hand came to rest over your thigh like thatâs his permanent spot.
So far the ride is peaceful, Yoongiâs managed to successfully get you all out of the city and onto the highway (thanks to Namjoonâs excellent navigation skills). In front of you Jiminâs knocked out while Taehyung watches something on his phone. Namjoonâs talking with Yoongi about something you canât bring yourself to care for.
You can feel your eyelids getting heavier by the second and it feels like youâre about to slip into the best sleep ever when Jungkook stops you. Not literally, but it still feels like it with the way he slides his hand up your bare thigh.
âHm?â You sleepily look up wondering what on Earth he was up to now.
Jungkook pats you, âCâmere, want you on my lap baby.â He mutters as quietly as he can.
You rub your eyes and slip yourself on to his lap, tucking your chin over his shoulder and squeezing your thighs on either side of him. God bless that you chose to wear your thin sleeping shorts and slutty juicy sweater, Jungkook can just about feel your perky tits through the soft material.
âShh.. not a peep or else Iâm gonna gag you with your panties.â He mumbles low in your ear, stroking over your back to keep you calm.
âJungkookieââ
âJungkookie needs you to shut the fuck up, can you do that for me?â He squeezes your ass and kneads both cheeks rather roughly, âGood girl.â
âIf they look, Iâm not stopping. So if I were you Iâd keep quiet baby, unless you want Joon and them to know how much of a cock hungry slut you are.â
He sounds so fucking calm but his words are the complete opposite, you find yourself holding in your desperate whines. âCan you..?â
âCan I what?â He slips his hand under your shorts and tugs it to the side alongside your panties, âHm?â
You bite your lip and lift your hips, âWant something in me, I feel so empty Kook..â You breathe out and wrap your arms around his neck.
Through the drowsiness you faintly make out his soft curses as he whispers under his breath. Jungkook pokes at your slit and slips his fingers through your messy folds.
âTake my cock out,â he mumbles and you happily reach between the two of you to slip your hand into his sweats.
His cock throbs when your soft hand wraps around it, he has to bite his lip when you dig your thumb into the slit and swipe over the messy head. âDonât tease..â He grunts with a small sharp smack to your ass.
You lift your hips and with his help manage to slip his cock through your dewy folds. You blindly slap the tip against your slicked up hole, the tip catching on your rim.
âSlow,â he sounds calm and collected but the way he swallows harshly tells you otherwise.
You bite your moans back and push yourself until your ass is meeting his thighs. The heat in your belly pools and your poor clit throbs. Is it you or the car feels hotter?
You hide your face in his neck and suck over old and new hickeys youâve left these past days. Jungkook relaxes into the seat and sighs, luckily it doesnât sound like itâs out of the ordinary.
âYou can sleep now.â Jungkook off-handedly mumbles while closing his eyes, leaving you utterly speechless. Youâre not entirely surprised given his little track record of being mean and shit.
âGânight..â You softly mumble and kiss his cheek, you lay your head on his shoulder and close your eyes. Maybe if youâre a good girl heâll make you cum later on..yeah, that sounds amazing, you smile in your sleep and drift off into dreamland with a cunt full of cock.
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âSo hot..â You softly mumble while fanning yourself with a make-shift fan.
Everyone but Namjoon went out today to explore the town and shit. You opted to stay back and wait for the sun to die down to go out later. Namjoon said something about keeping you company so you didnât mind.
Here you are laying on the ground with your legs thrown up on the couch over Namjoonâs lap. Your pretty babydoll dress rides up your thighs and you occasionally catch Namjoonâs gaze drifting down. What a sight is it to seeâveiny big hands plastered over your soft ankles toying with your cherry charm anklet.
âNamjoon, if penguins are related to the bird family, how come they can't fly?â You softly say while looking at him through your lashes.
âI dunno,â He shrugs while stroking over your foot, âenvironmental and evolutionary reasons maybe?â
You pout and tilt your head back to watch the TV, âI think theyâre cute.â
âWhy donât you find one and give it a kiss then?â Namjoon smirks in amusement, âMaybe Jungkookie can save you if it tries to attack you or something.â
âNot funny.â You whine kicking your sock-clad foot at him, but he catches it and tugs on your foot.
You squeal softly as he ends up dragging you upwards just a tiny bit, âOwie let go, youâre squeezing my freaking bone.â You giggle.
Namjoon lets your foot go with a laugh, âMy bad, my bad.â He raises his hands in surrender, âYou can tell your Jungkookie to kiss it all better when he comes back yeah?â He grins.
âUgh youâre also mean.â You huff while sitting up feeling light headed cause you were laying on the ground for so long. âYou and Jungkook.â You mumble and climb onto the couch with him.
Jungkook finds you two like that. Youâre tangled up with Namjoon side by side, legs thrown over his lap as he strokes over your soft thigh. Namjoonâs mindlessly scrolling through his phone and youâre just you watching some animal documentary on the TV.
âHey.â Jungkook greets while falling on another sofa.
âBack already,â Namjoon hums, âwhereâs the others?â
âOut, they went to the beach cause Jimin wanted to go. It was fuckinâ hot so I came back, we didnât do much but walk around the tour shops and shit.â
You lift a leg in the air to admire your pretty anklet, âDid you bring me anything?â You softly ask.
âYeah, itâs in the bag.â Jungkook replies calmly as he fishes his phone out and does whatever the hell he usually does on that thing.
With both men preoccupied with their phones you decide to head outside to sunbathe. God bless the airbnb for having a private pool. âWhere you going?â Jungkook mumbles, not looking up from his screen.
âSunbathing.â You curtly reply and head outside through the large patio doors.
Itâs hot as hell but you donât care as you kick your socks off and strip out of your babydoll dress. You happily lay your towel out on the grass and set up a mini umbrella. Once you're happy with your setup you lay on your back and slip your heart shaped glasses on.
You can hear Namjoon and Jungkook talking in the background faintly, something about Sujin but you honestly donât bring yourself to care much. Along the lines Jungkook mentions Sujin texting him again, Namjoon says âoh shit reallyâ and then Jungkook tells him everything.
â..giving⊠chance⊠again..?â You canât make out the entire convo. You crack a slow smile and turn over on your belly, legs kicked up and your feet in the air as you call out to the boys.
âCan someone bring me my phone?â Your voice soft and velvety, you slip your glasses up on your head and flutter your lashes, âPlease?â
Jungkook stops talking and looks over the coffee table before stepping out with your phone in hand. âLook at you all cute and shit, enjoying your sunbathing?â Jungkook asks as he squats down in front of you.
âYep, itâd be funner if you and Joonie joined me though.â You softly hum while tilting your head up and letting Jungkook lay a kiss over your soft lips.
âYeah..?â He murmurs low. Itâs glaringly obvious you have this man wrapped around your little fingers. Itâs like you didnât even have to try with him.
âIâll be right back.â He says and disappears into the house.
You roll over on your back with a satisfied smile, slipping your glasses back on as you hum, âThe boy is mine, I canât wait to try him,â
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Maybe Jungkookâs the one trying you right now. Itâs not even nine am yet..
Your thighs encase his head like a pair of soft earmuffs, heâs got his tongue dipped between your messy folds with your pussy stuffed in his face. Jungkook doesnât seem to care though, heâs got his strong big arms wrapped around your thighs as he holds you down and makes you take it.
Your clitâs just as sensitive as every other part of you, and Jungkook just loves to make you shake. He traces the tip of his tongue over your sensitive bud, flicking it back and forth with quick strokes. It has your lips parting and your head leaning back from the cloudy pleasure.
âOh..â You roll your hips upward into his eager mouth, something that greatly pleases Jungkook.
He slips his tongue lower and flicks it upward to get a taste of all that creamy slick gushing from your empty cunt. You slap a hand over your mouth and whimper when he goes back to your poor clit. This time though he wraps his lips around it and gives it a harsh, mean suck.
Jungkook flicks his dark eyes up to look at you, just watching as you lose yourself on his tongue. The way your tummy goes taut and your body stiff when he grazes his teeth over your clit sends a dark thrill down his spine. He wants to see more, so heâs going to get more.
âJ-Jungkook!â You cry out as he stuffs his fingers knuckle deep into your pussy.
Thereâs a loud squelch each time he slaps his fingers up into your greedy cunt. Your pussyâs literally leaking as small dribbles of squirt oozes out with each passing second. Youâre shaking, thighs struggling to stay open and not clamp down on his head. Your lower half shakes slightly from his rough movements and your pussy makes these nasty wet sounds.
âWait,â you sob and reach down to grip his hair, â âm so close..! P-Please, please,â youâre not sure what youâre begging forâgo, stop?
The heat in your tummy builds quickly and youâre teetering on the edge of a powerful orgasm when he suddenly stops. All at once both his fingers and mouth are gone as he pulls away while harshly panting. You canât even complain but the intensity has your heart racing with excitement and fear.
âOkay?â He quietly asks while stroking your thigh gently.
You take a couple of seconds to catch your breath, meekly nodding as you bite your lip, â âm okay.â You softly reply.
He climbs up the bed and hovers over you, necklace dangling in your face as you stare up at him with glossy eyes. âKiss?â You softly say while parting your pillowy soft lips. Heâs very much happy to oblige of course..
You lazily make out, your lips feel swollen and theyâre glossy from spit. He doesnât let you pull away, heâs quick to chase after your lips and reel you back in with a hand to the back of your neck. His hand tightly grips your hair and teasingly tugs because he knows youâre a little slut for it.
You moan into his mouth and needily press yourself closer to him, hooking your thigh over his hip just so you could press your needy pussy against him. Everything feels hot and you donât like it, Jungkookâs not helping with the way he drops his other hand down to your ass cheek, gripping it tight and using his grip to yank you even closer.
Body to body, youâre rolling your hips up to feel the tent in his boxers. Itâs mouth watering when the curve of his thick cock presses into your inner thigh, so close to where you need him the most..
Jungkook tightens his grip on your hip, itâs bruising even as he presses himself into you and rubs his cock over your soaked pussy. The rough friction has your toes curling and another needy gasp escaping. He pulls away from the kiss with a wild look in his eye, he pants quietly as he shoves his boxers off and tosses them somewhere.
âHold yourself open for me baby,â he holds his heavy cock in his hand, stroking over it slowly as he looks down at your glistening cunt, âjust like that..â He mumbles darkly.
You hook your arms around your thighs and pull them up to your chest so that your pussy is laid out bare for him. You bite your lip in anticipation and try your best to stay still when he taps the tip over your swollen clit.
âLook so pretty like this,â he muses as he slips his cock in inch by inch, âprettier down here too.â He grins as he lays his thumb over your clit and rubs it side to side slowly.
You let out a long âmmâ as his cock fills you over and over again, filling you in the right places combined with his gentle strokes over your clit. Heâs got you dripping even more as his cock re-surfaces covered with your creamy slick.
Jungkook rolls his hips into yours slowly, you can hear the quiet grunts and moans slip from his lips as he remains focused on the spot where youâre connected. His face is scrunched in pleasure, and his thumb becomes jerky as he messily swipes over your bud.
You get the urge to ride the fuck out of him, heâs been nothing but doting and now you want to return the favor. Always the giver but never the receiver, and youâre going to change that.
âJungkookie,â you softly sigh as his eyes snap up to your face, âwanna ride you,â you pout, âcan I pretty please?â You purposely squeeze around his cock as he back strokes slowly.
âYeah,â he softly breathes out and lifts you up into his lap as he switches places with you.
You huff as his cock somehow slips deeper in the new position, âNo, you lay back and let me do it.â His eyes widened slightly at your demanding tone, âI wanna make you feel good too..â You pout and wiggle around in his lap.
Jungkook bites his lip and lets his hand fall to your thighs, âFuckâokay, yeah,â he lays his head back on the pillow and swallows harshly as you smile down at him and lay a soft kiss on his lips.
âFuck,â he groans when you turn around in his lap to ride him reverse cowgirl. He lays his hands over the fat of your ass and smacks each cheek repeatedly while you grind yourself in his lap.
Your moans spill from your lips as you arch your back and roll your hips back and forth. Behind you Jungkook sounds like heâs having the time of his life as he holds your ass tightly in both hands. The noises he makes only fuel your desire more as you rock yourself in his lap.
âMmâfills me up so good,â you tilt your head back with a teasing smile, âcan feel it so deep in my pussy.â
Jungkook growls low and spanks you harder, âYeah? You like knowing youâre the only one taking my cock like this huh,â he smirks, â âs all yours baby.â
You huff softly and look at him over your shoulder with puppy eyes, âMine only.â You nod, âNot hers,â you roughly slap your hips back, catching him off guard as he grunts, âRight?â
âOnly you.â Jungkook sighs as he tugs you back so that youâre grinding over his cock the way he likes, âAlways yours.â He murmurs.
You smile happily and begin bouncing in his lap, your ass claps against his pelvis as low fopping noises build up. The bed creaks a little and your skin smacks together as you get a little wild with it.
Your moans rise in volume alongside his as the two of you lose yourselves in your rough fucking. Your pussy clamps down when the tip of his cock brushes over your g-spot repeatedly. You have to put your hands on the bed for support as you whimper and grind quickly on his lap.
âF-Fuck..â You whimper low as your thighs begin to tremble again.
Jungkook throws his head back with a low groan as he holds your hips tightly, âFuck keep going baby, almost there,â he whispers breathlessly, âyou can do it.â
You let out a cry and slam yourself on his lap until you go still as your orgasm hits you out of nowhere. Itâs mind blowing as your cunt tightens up and a wave of hot pleasure comes crashing down on you. You shake in his lap and whimper out a garbled version of his name.
Jungkook quietly moans as he holds you still and bucks his hips up a couple of times until heâs filling you with his cum. His cock twitches and pulses through his orgasm, dully reminding you that youâre on planet earth still and you need to come down from your high.
âMy pussy hurts.â You softly whine while looking back at him.
âMy pussy hurts,â he mocks softly, âbut who just got the dicking of their life hm? You did.â He pokes your cheeks and brings you back so that youâre laying with him, âYou okay?â He chuckles.
You hide your face in his neck and nod, âNap now, food later?â You softly ask.
âYeah, I like the sound of that.â He grins.
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