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tsumugi fs2 they let him out basement
JAW IS ON THE FUXKIMG FLOOR YOU FUCKING GUYS. THE MATCHIES. IM FUCKING SICK
#I HAD COMOLETELY FORGOTTEN ABT FS2 FOR A HOT SECOND#AND THEN I WOKE UP TO A DM THAT SAID “good luck!” AND I JUST. FUCK. SURELY NOT#GOD FUCKING DAMMIT#can u guys pray for me.#god#i will answer the other asks in like a few hrs i want to sleep more#But this was very important as u can see#ask
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attack for @/pi_peeppeep_pi (art fight) !!!
#my art#art fight#artfight 2024#team stardust#team seafoam#YAAAAAY FIRST ATTACK runs around in circles#do u guys have any idea how proud i am of this!!! bc i am literally framing this in my brain im so happy with how this came out and im even#happier that pipi likes how they turned out :] i had so much fun working on this#even when i was trying to figure out how everything would look i still really enjoyed the process and found it really therapeutic#last year i had an art class and we drew a lot of skeletons (all human) and i think one cow skull and i also really enjoyed doing those#and working on this reminded me a lot of that class!! AND IM ALSO HAPPY BC I FOUND A BRUSH THAT LOOKS LIKE A COMBINATION#OF ALL OF MY OTHER FAVORITE BRUSHES AND I FEEL LIKE I CAN DRAW WITH IT THE WAY I WOULD A REAL LIFE PENCIL AUUGHHHHH IM WINNING#oh yeah halfway into figuring out how everything was gonna look the basement started flooding. for context i have a desk in the basement#where i draw . bc it's quiet . and it started flooding . LMFAO so i had to stop for 2 hours to take care of that with my dad#all is fine now lol just pray we dont get any more rain. then we might not be as fine but its all good
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MARIONMORSE, DROP ANOTHER HELMETPARTY SCENARIO AND MY LIFE IS YOUUURSS 🙏🙏🙏🙏
do u think... Do you think sometimes when the team has a movie night, when they watch those 60's action war movies like "Von Ryan's Express" and "Battle of the Bulge" or spaghetti westerns like "The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly" and "Death Rides on a Horse," Soldier pauses during or right after fight scenes or duels or whatever to obsessively overanalyze them. Like, he'll try and turn them into strategies to use on the job, takes, uhm, 'notes', (tactical doodles,) sets up nerdy models using a whiteboard map and improvised figurines, uses these examples when he does those psyche-up pre-battle speeches or during strategy meetings.
'Cause I bet he does, I bet he does that, and it completely kills the momentum of the movie to the point where the rest of the team gets disinterested and slowly leaves him behind to do their own thing.
I genuinely bet Engie wouldn't though, nah, I bet he's enough of a patient kind of gentle kind of man willing to stick through these pauses 'cause he's just that into the movie. And maybe he's just a teeny bit into Soldier's dissections of actiony chaos. Maybe gleans a bit of an understanding of Soldier's thinking that way. Admires the guy's passion about his 'research,' how thoughtfully he gathers details in an effort to help the team. Starts mixing in tapes for these sorts of movies more regularly to their movie night pool maybe subconsciously, maybe on purpose. The rest of the team doing their own movie night. losers.
#soldier being autistic about 60's action movies#just like me fr fr#the original die hard would fucking KILL him oh my god can you imagine#engie sitting with sparkly eyes watching soldier go off about the duel in a fistful of dollars:#tf2 headcanons#tf2#engineer tf2#helmet party#engiesolly#eftanz u are a hero genuinely your art killed me then brought me back its crazy#praying to the time and space gods to let me airdrop reels of die hard indiana jones and robocop to the red base like a hunger games sponsor#guy gets shot in a movie:#soldier tf2 with his jaw wide open: holy shit... did you see that..?#when u asked this i though “oh god oh no this well is dry what am i gonna do”#but then this happened. ily#solly is over here developing advanced attack methods inspired by war epics#engie over here like: waow... he's so passionate... sighs...#maybe hes just happy somebody else loves cheesy spaghetti westerns#j....just like me.......fr.....#romcom trope where they reach for the popcorn bucket at the same time and touch hands#romcom trope where the characters in the movie fall in love and engie looks up at soldier like “wow....thats crazy haha...”#the onesided movie date. engie is too nervous to ask him on a real one so this will do.#for now.
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Eat you alive like a carnivore.
#[ just some fav lyrics that fit him perfectlyyyyyy ]#[ HELLO GUYS! ]#[ i've been busy ]#[ mostly i've just been drawing fjfjfj so i'm active on my instagram ]#[ but feel like writing today and MAN i miss nnoi ]#[ re-watched the anime scene where he kills grimmjow u v u ]#[ what can i say... he's just THE STRONGEST <55555 ]#[ hope you're all doing good guys! thank you for your patience!! ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.#the praying mantis. ╱ canon verse.
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some men are textbook villains fr
#tw religion?#kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on#some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago#liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not#tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much#i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different#things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how#id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet#but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that#and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on#you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding#things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc#life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam#me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you'#AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you'#even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that'#and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone#(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it)#(nothing even ever started you bitchass)#also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it#mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal..#but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared#my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN#'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean#i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective#but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back#and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever#anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol#def gonna delete later#but ty for reading if u did <3
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how do i tell him every post i make i want him to like n obsess over n the pics i post i want him to rb to show off. would do anything to be shown off by him :ccc
#my thots♡#can u guys tell m feeling a wee insecure rn lololol#me yearning for attention rn don't mind me#actually praying he doesnt see this but uhhh#bai
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whatever happens on my kpop blog is between me and god
#and at this point mark lee....#and all the other idols who r the same age as me#everyone pray that i do not put my filthy metaphorical hands on ateez or i might actually lose it completely#guys i can never become famous irl theres too much fuel to cancel me#is it possible to swear all of u to secrecy#.....#anyways#> bark bark
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having to call to refill my pain medication every month is my personal hell they’re so mean on the phone
#i thank god out of my like 10 prescriptions it’s the only one that doesn’t refill automatically but it still sucks#i haven’t even hit call yet i’m just scared in advance because the ladies in that clinic are such cunts when u call#like it’s not just me they’re mean to my dad too when he refills his script it’s terrible#and i need to ask for a sooner appointment bc at my last one i was like ‘yeah im still in terrible pain in certain areas when i even move’#and he was like ‘anyway so we can increase ur dose or do literally nothing up to u + i think we can go 6 months instead of 3 now bye’#hey what if i kil—#pray for me guys#ko.txt
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every day im grateful i managed to snipe one copy of kaveh on ganyu's banner bc the way he hasn't been on a banner since his release you'd think he was the five star instead
#now pls pray for me as i try to snipe one copy of sethos on clorinde's banner on wed 😭😭😭#i can't go over 40 pity i need to get my daughter in phase two + im saving for the eventual wrio and nilou reruns 🫠#rip kaveh you will be missed#do u guys reckon he'll be on nilou's banner instead bc i can see that happening#watch them not even put him on her banner THAT'S GONNA BE SO FUCKEDKSFSDKFHS#lou.txt
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i can't WAIT for my lashes to arrive .. i'm so rabid rn grrgrgrrgrrr
#i'll post them when i get them so i can show u guys !!#they're super cute n i'm hoping they'll look cute on me ..#the reviews were rly good so i'm praying for the best#journal ꒱
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what gaming looks like
#stardust speaking !#welcome to the battlefield cinnamon n pompom#they need to make estarriolas alt dark so he can hang out w marquiares#stop praying for my granpas#dude estas fate eps made me emotional.....eventually ill 5* u..prommy#u guys should read prommy of wizard speaking of promises. ud love figaro garcia (general statement)
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mafia writers just dont fuck w moretti like i do
#praying to god he wont be in the new game. please. its so good that m2 writers dropped insane lore for him n Carlo#And then gave up u rule please never stop not caring bout them#sorry there might be moretti posting. He's like rocco to me very difficult to work with so#The harder character is to understand the more i post about him. Sorry in advance#might really involve him in the funeral business im sorry this is like. something that i can understand#Hashtag real hashtag pov once ur relative died u get an insane amount of calls from these funeral monopolists guys#and some cemeteries is so😬😬😬 scary people work here ill be honest w you
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The amt of pain in my heart over Logan not having a seat is immeasurable and it quite literally ruined my day, gonna doodle the man in question and hope it alleviates my pain ����😞
#🍸talks#logan sargeant#when I catch u James vowel….#they can never make me like u…#I hope Williams actually does kinda shit cause why r u guys acting like RB in 2015 be so real rn#praying for Alex and Franco tho yall have fun w the Samsung smart fridge w fucking wheels#I think walking in one of those tiny cars that ur feet stick out of the bottom would be faster honestly#props to Logan tho for shunting that shitbox into the wall and finally taking max’s advice from aus 2024
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im not joking but if one more relative in fucking bangladesh sits me down and warns me about the dangers of pride month and whatever the fuck since im moving to canada im going to kill myself im going to kill myself im going to kill myself
#literally im ok w being closeted till i die bc i love my parents and they dont bring up this shit#but what the fuck its literally so fucking annoying to pretend to be completely interested and ok when some bum fuck uncle is warning me abt#transgenders and drag queens and gay people like . im literally going to shoot myself#and it pisses me off even more when the relatives in question are so unreligious too like. genuinely why the fuck do u care#and sincerely leave me the FUCK alone gay ppl r not gonna kill me what the hell#sometimes i js wanna tell them i kissed a girl for the first time in the same house they were in just so they can freak out or whatever#anyway. anyway. i hate pride month im so sorry fellow lgbts but its so terrible for me#i wish they would continue to just be so ignorant and oblivious to everything pertaining to sexuality and gender#that way i can avoid their stupid lectures. like i literally am always the one forced to listen to this bc im too polite to tell them to#fuck off#and anger and frustration aside... its also just so hurtful lol#like to know sooo clearly that the love ur extended family have for u is so conditional even my cousins#how does who i love change what kind of person i am. if only they had any idea that the kind of derogatory terms they r using towards this#'faceless' force of lgbts applies to the same kid they literally raised. like. idk its so depressing#and if i lie and say im neutral to this kind of topics thats also problematic bc i gotta b violently against it#im genuinely so upset by this soz guys#praying i never return to bangladesh#hate it here lol
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#ok. so the guy from school i visited emailed me today like: good news! we unanimously voted to extend u an offer here#so expect the formal offer in the next week. and im like uuuugh i wanna say yes so bad#bc in the us i would have more flexibility in the program than i would in the uk#and my options in the us r either to b a big fish in a small pond at this schoolor a little fish in a big pond at the other#bc this school is underfunded and a bit isolated out in the mountains but the staff r pretty great and big egos dont seem like a big issue#but if i go to the other school its like a big well funded school. the application was like 75 dollars. fuck u and really annoying#and i mean id have to live in new jersey. so in the city with city driving and prob a more high pressure school environment#and more of a chance of dealing with big egos. but like career wise im sure it would b good. assuming i don't mentally collapse#but i mean that doesnt seem as fun as spending 5 years out in the rocky mountains#like thry have fucking moose and bears! there were deer and turkeys in town!#and my dad just sent me a video of all the spring peepers singing back home and im like 😭 bc froggies and he was like i bet u could find#frogs out in [redacted city] and im like 😭 ur right. it just seems like the better choice for my poor overtaxed brain and the project is#so cool too. i want to get the cyano species as my computer background asap. and the guy is nice and apparently super supportive#and i could probably walk to hiking trails. god. i mean i have to say yes to that. i wanna say yes so bad. send me the formal offer bro#ill fucking take it before i even hear back from the other schools lol. ugh. i hate making choices#oof i am so excited to kno where im going and plan my departure. its gonna b such a pain moving tho i pray that my mum or dad can drive#with me bc otherwise the 20hr drive by myself might kill me. thats almost as bad as my initial move out here lol. the us is so big#ugh. again choices. is this the right choice? probably one of the biggest decisions of my life. the project feels so right. cyanobacteria#my algal group of choice. and hot springs. how tf do u say to no to that? i mean. id b doing that in new jersey too but with red algae#ugh. put me out of this misery lol. also as an aside. shout out to my fucking disaster brain for not being able to focus on a single thing#my boss in a meeting: so glad to have students and staff so excited to b working on this project!! me: lady i hate that im on this project#bc im just sitting in until they can get an actual student. i just do what im told but appreciate the enthusiasm lol#ay. im so tired. i wanna see the snow and mountains. and fix my head. and get outta the desert. and listen to frogs 🐸 😌#unrelated
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also if I had a nickel for every long-term work project i took on outside of my job description I’d have 15 cents. which is fifteen more cents than they’re paying me for doing all this extra work
#idk man like….when ur vying for a promotion and they ask u if u want to be part of the inventory control team#you literally just say yes. like my interview for ASM is a week out.#i don’t want to seem unambitious or ungrateful RIGHT when I’m like ‘hey give me this position I can handle the responsibility’ !!!#anyways. idk guys pray 4 me it’s gonna get rough real fast#ely.txt
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