#can I escape
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magiefish · 9 days ago
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Borrowed a novelisation of Castrovalva from my university’s Doctor Who society and brought it home with me, and the thing is it has an absolutely dogshit cover, just cringe as fuck, and I accidentally left it on my fucking bed and my dad walked in and picked it up and looked at it and made a noise somewhere between confusion and amusement and then left. And I just started questioning my entire life and what I was even doing wasting it on this silly stupid sci-fi show and how my choices had led me here.
#I was literally watching p.r.o.b.e on the Internet archive the other day too and then I listened to a big finish audio.#I am beyond salvation#I’m in deep#I want to get off this fucking train but I missed my stations and now I don’t know where to get off#doctor who#I feel like I’ve circled all the way back to my BATIM era#like I had a good thing going for a couple of years where j&h was my most prominently expressed interest#and that was good because it was a bit weird but it was also like. a classic of English lit#and I could talk about jstor essays about it and stuff#like an intellectual#whereas in my BATIM phase I was kind of trapped between all consuming interest#and a constant awareness of my own cringeness#and I still like j&h but at a certain point you exhaust the adaptations you can easily access#and therefore talk about#without circling back to the same points and ideas as before#and now I’ve tripped down the stairs straight back into my ‘shit that is poorly written by hacks 9/10’ bullshit#and it’s just like. man. can I be free.#can I escape#can I have interests that don’t make me seem like a weirdo#I think in that moment I did legitimately astral project back to one time when I was 12 and I was wearing a bendy shirt#and someone asked me what it was and I had to tell them#and then they and their friends all looking at me in like disapproval and amusement#and it embarrassed me so much I walked around holding my violin to my chest so no one could see the logo#and then never wore those shirts again unless I had a hoodie or a coat over them#also when I read the bendy books and people would ask me what they were#and I would have to relive that experience all over again#I was basically known as ‘the bendy girl’ for most of my secondary school years by both my bullies and my friends#even after I had started trying to distance myself from it#and now I’m at uni and everyone knows me as like. doctor who girl. and I’m like oh god It’s Happening Again.
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fillertumblername · 1 month ago
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Okay I've swapped to oprea to try and get out of Google and thought I would try their vpn I whent to pay £0.0 for the 7 day free trail and my banking said I was paying Google
*AHGAHHHhhhhhHhHH*
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keferon · 2 months ago
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Don’t mind me I just like to see him go bananas about cartoonish Autobot rules
Maaan…..if Prowl was in tfp he would spontaneously combust at least once a day
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#tf prowl#there is no Prowl in Tfp so Optimus can pull all kinds of heroic cartoonish bullshit#and only Ratchet actually calls him out on it#but Ratchet also kinda has soft spot for Optimus#Op does sad eyes and Ratchet is like okay okay sorry I understand#Prowl would see the whole situation and lose his marbles immediately ahahahah#lol hey hey you. two people who read tags. imagine little au realquick#Autobots find the escape pod with Smokescreen right#but there’s two bots instead of one#back on the base humans look at the new guys and like#Smokey is fun and energetic and eager for heroism and adventure#and then there’s Prowl. The final boss. The ultimate MOM.#He makes one step into base and immediately starts scolding Optimus and everyone except for Ratchet#agent Fowler listens to him talking and decides that Prowl is his favorite autobot#damn. Prowl would SO not approve keeping humans around. Kids would hate him#but also he would be completely right. Because by keeping humans that close Autobots basically show that the humans can be used as leverage#against them you know.#He would immediately suggest getting rid of kids and hiring actual competent adults instead. So all hacking can be done by professionals#and all infiltrating can be done by people who are at least old enough to drink you know#yea kids would haaaate him so much#he would also build make all kinds of little annoying gadgets bc I have read Covenant of Primus and tfp Prowl is smart like that#he would be going around sticking trackers on every enemy he fights#and then triangulating Cons positions by the coordinates where their signals stop tracking#bc Nemesis blocks them#He would also keep sending Smokey to ghost through walls and steal all kinds of valuable shit from Megsy#they would be such a menace together#man this is getting kinda long I should probably stop
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ionomycin · 1 year ago
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nathaniacolver · 3 months ago
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i don't think you guys understand the levels of lesbianism in this scene
this 90 caliber electric net is caitlyn's E ability......aka, she's the ONLY champion in league of legends that can use this ability.........thus, the writing decision to have vi, a separate, melee league champion, be the only one in the show that EVER also triggers it (someone informed me that cait does use it during Hellfire), with her bare hands (and against another champion, at that), suggests levels of intimacy and trust that i can't even comprehend
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additionally, this isn't the first time caitlyn's given up her gun (aka ALL of her special abilities) for vi, either
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oh to have a girlfriend
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applestruda · 10 months ago
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Getting back in the swing of drawing
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yootato · 20 days ago
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mr silver fox once again <3
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pokeberry5 · 1 year ago
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boy hostage (spiritual successor to this)
big brother to the rescue:
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inkskinned · 1 year ago
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in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!
they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.
they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.
you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.
but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.
where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.
and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?
doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.
but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.
what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.
just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?
your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.
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kittykatninja321 · 3 months ago
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If Damian manages to one up both of his parents and all of his siblings by actually finishing school and becoming a doctor and rejecting both the Bat path and the League path I think that might be one of the best character development decisions ever
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nipuni · 22 days ago
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More Davids!
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yingxtkm · 2 months ago
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Some things never change 🌼
New year, not so new brainrot, surprise surprise. I think this is the first actual drawing I’ve done on my new ipad, it’s been a hot minute since I actually posted something with color🚶‍♀️
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sangthael · 6 months ago
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progression of events
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starry-bi-sky · 3 months ago
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Bruce: you know how to shoot a gun?
Danny: bruce
Danny: im from the midwest
Danny: half my graduating class knew how to shoot a gun by the time they were eight
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happyheidi · 2 years ago
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unpretty · 3 months ago
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the ubiquity of disposable vapes with fucking screens and bluetooth connectivity and big fucking batteries you can't even charge that all get thrown in the trash is just. it makes me feel like we owe the guys with the big robodick vapes an apology. they were out here figuring out rigs where you only ever have to replace one little metal coil every two weeks, mixing up potions to maximize clouds while carefully monitoring their nicotine dosages, and they got mocked into the stratosphere. and now the bestseller at the gas station is a bootleg elfbar with so much nicotine it's terrifying. where is the justice.
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