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Borrowed a novelisation of Castrovalva from my university’s Doctor Who society and brought it home with me, and the thing is it has an absolutely dogshit cover, just cringe as fuck, and I accidentally left it on my fucking bed and my dad walked in and picked it up and looked at it and made a noise somewhere between confusion and amusement and then left. And I just started questioning my entire life and what I was even doing wasting it on this silly stupid sci-fi show and how my choices had led me here.
#I was literally watching p.r.o.b.e on the Internet archive the other day too and then I listened to a big finish audio.#I am beyond salvation#I’m in deep#I want to get off this fucking train but I missed my stations and now I don’t know where to get off#doctor who#I feel like I’ve circled all the way back to my BATIM era#like I had a good thing going for a couple of years where j&h was my most prominently expressed interest#and that was good because it was a bit weird but it was also like. a classic of English lit#and I could talk about jstor essays about it and stuff#like an intellectual#whereas in my BATIM phase I was kind of trapped between all consuming interest#and a constant awareness of my own cringeness#and I still like j&h but at a certain point you exhaust the adaptations you can easily access#and therefore talk about#without circling back to the same points and ideas as before#and now I’ve tripped down the stairs straight back into my ‘shit that is poorly written by hacks 9/10’ bullshit#and it’s just like. man. can I be free.#can I escape#can I have interests that don’t make me seem like a weirdo#I think in that moment I did legitimately astral project back to one time when I was 12 and I was wearing a bendy shirt#and someone asked me what it was and I had to tell them#and then they and their friends all looking at me in like disapproval and amusement#and it embarrassed me so much I walked around holding my violin to my chest so no one could see the logo#and then never wore those shirts again unless I had a hoodie or a coat over them#also when I read the bendy books and people would ask me what they were#and I would have to relive that experience all over again#I was basically known as ‘the bendy girl’ for most of my secondary school years by both my bullies and my friends#even after I had started trying to distance myself from it#and now I’m at uni and everyone knows me as like. doctor who girl. and I’m like oh god It’s Happening Again.
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Okay I've swapped to oprea to try and get out of Google and thought I would try their vpn I whent to pay £0.0 for the 7 day free trail and my banking said I was paying Google
*AHGAHHHhhhhhHhHH*
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Don’t mind me I just like to see him go bananas about cartoonish Autobot rules
Maaan…..if Prowl was in tfp he would spontaneously combust at least once a day
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#tf prowl#there is no Prowl in Tfp so Optimus can pull all kinds of heroic cartoonish bullshit#and only Ratchet actually calls him out on it#but Ratchet also kinda has soft spot for Optimus#Op does sad eyes and Ratchet is like okay okay sorry I understand#Prowl would see the whole situation and lose his marbles immediately ahahahah#lol hey hey you. two people who read tags. imagine little au realquick#Autobots find the escape pod with Smokescreen right#but there’s two bots instead of one#back on the base humans look at the new guys and like#Smokey is fun and energetic and eager for heroism and adventure#and then there’s Prowl. The final boss. The ultimate MOM.#He makes one step into base and immediately starts scolding Optimus and everyone except for Ratchet#agent Fowler listens to him talking and decides that Prowl is his favorite autobot#damn. Prowl would SO not approve keeping humans around. Kids would hate him#but also he would be completely right. Because by keeping humans that close Autobots basically show that the humans can be used as leverage#against them you know.#He would immediately suggest getting rid of kids and hiring actual competent adults instead. So all hacking can be done by professionals#and all infiltrating can be done by people who are at least old enough to drink you know#yea kids would haaaate him so much#he would also build make all kinds of little annoying gadgets bc I have read Covenant of Primus and tfp Prowl is smart like that#he would be going around sticking trackers on every enemy he fights#and then triangulating Cons positions by the coordinates where their signals stop tracking#bc Nemesis blocks them#He would also keep sending Smokey to ghost through walls and steal all kinds of valuable shit from Megsy#they would be such a menace together#man this is getting kinda long I should probably stop
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#artists on tumblr#the horrors are neverending#by horrors i mean waking up early and going to work#even though i currently work from home#i remember alarms going off at 7am like it was yesterday#waking up early when it's pitch black outside and going out into the cold is torture#every day i dread the day i have a 7am alarm again#you never really escape it unless you're crazy rich#the horrors persist and always lurk behind the corner#can we make working from home the norm...
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i don't think you guys understand the levels of lesbianism in this scene
this 90 caliber electric net is caitlyn's E ability......aka, she's the ONLY champion in league of legends that can use this ability.........thus, the writing decision to have vi, a separate, melee league champion, be the only one in the show that EVER also triggers it (someone informed me that cait does use it during Hellfire), with her bare hands (and against another champion, at that), suggests levels of intimacy and trust that i can't even comprehend
additionally, this isn't the first time caitlyn's given up her gun (aka ALL of her special abilities) for vi, either
oh to have a girlfriend
#i love league of lesbians#this is the kind of intimacy they talk ab on ao3#or you know what.#this kind of intimacy surpasses everything that even sappho could have dreamt up#to be fair ambessa couldn't comprehend it either#“...and the third?” WHY WAS SHE SO INVESTED lmaooooooo#not even ambessa can truly escape vi's charm and charisma#and i know exACTly where maddie got the idea to shoot cait in the neck bc look where that knife was headed#oh noxus.....they're gonna have to do a LOT to make me love you in the future shows#vi using a ranged ability and cait manually choking singed. when will the lesbians stop winning#looks like the episode 6s got a lil fruitiness to them#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#arcane#league of lesbians#piltover's finest
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Getting back in the swing of drawing
#i escaped finals#thank goodnesss#i can finally do more art again#impulsesv#impulsesv fanart#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft season 10#my art
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mr silver fox once again <3
#art#fanart#ice king#simon petrikov#adventure time#NO ONE escapes the furrification beam on my watch#i cling onto the elements episodes ice king like my life depends on it. literally changed my life#he LIFTED A MASSIVE ICE BLOCK WITH BETTY IN IT i Know he can carry me bridal style#Sorry i'm very normal abt him
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boy hostage (spiritual successor to this)
big brother to the rescue:
#back at it again at krispy kreme#sart#tim drake#dick grayson#dc#dick & tim#some of my favorite things about canon are a) dick being (ferally) protective of tim#and b) that gotham villains refer to robin and nightwing as brothers#idk i love drawing tim a little bloody#he's ok!!! dick got to him on time im realizing he kinda looks dead#oh OTHER favorite thing is those panels of vigilantes where all u can make out of their features are their glowing eyes#(my excuse for not drawing tim's belt is that if he had it he'd've escaped so they must have gotten it off him)
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in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!
they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.
they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.
you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.
but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.
where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.
and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?
doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.
but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.
what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.
just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?
your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.
#spilled ink#warm up#writeblr#this is about someone specific but feel free to blorbo on main.#tbh this is familial for me so that is an element but it's also about childhood best friends#and probably about ur enemies to lovers blorbo#(but i want to specifically say if ur partner is like this. not necessarily a good partnership lol.)#(the dynamics at play in familial/friend relationships feel equally important and in some ways are HARDER to escape.#bc we can see that this is a potentially toxic romantic foundation.#but in family ? ...... it's toxic and it doesn't stop u from loving them. bc u always have.#and i think that makes it harder. by a lot. which is what this is referencing).#but genuinely and really truly forever feel free to tag ur potentially toxic enemies to lovers on this and all my poetry#here i'll do one for u - adora & catra :x
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If Damian manages to one up both of his parents and all of his siblings by actually finishing school and becoming a doctor and rejecting both the Bat path and the League path I think that might be one of the best character development decisions ever
#I don’t know how long that line of thinking will last though but I hate the hereditary legacy shit#FREE MY MANS FROM THE CHAIN OF HIS BLOODLINE. YOU CAN DO IT DAMIAN ESCAPE THE CYCLE#Dc#But also thinking about Damian becoming a doctor makes me sad thinking about what Talia could’ve had if things hadn’t gone#wrong…
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More Davids!
#david tennant#doctor who#good omens#broadchurch#staged#jessica jones#around the world in 80 days#there she goes#spies of warsaw#inside man#richard II#Hamlet#much ado about nothing#taking over the asylum#Casanova#mad to be normal#the escape artist#rivals#two more rows!! I could make these into stickers or a pattern hmm#I still have so many characters to add this man works a lot#I can think of 3 more rows off the top of my head#my art
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Some things never change 🌼
New year, not so new brainrot, surprise surprise. I think this is the first actual drawing I’ve done on my new ipad, it’s been a hot minute since I actually posted something with color🚶♀️
#aeriseph siblings#she’s gonna make him the prettiest princess out there#the doomed siblings are never gonna escape my head#I bet y’all are tired of my brainrot#as you can tell I’m lazy and I don’t want to render#Zack makes a cameo bc it’s Zack#he wants a flower crown too#ff7#ffvii#sephiroth#aerith gainsborough#zack fair#flower crowns#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#my artwork#doodle#fanart#illustration
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progression of events
#he might be my favorite design actually. he was fun#i wish he had a name so bad#no mcyt can escape the unrealistic scarring… not if i have anything to say about it#parkour civilization#emf#evbo’s master friend#my art#also everyone leaving asks I will answer them trust. i just wanted to get this out of the way first
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Bruce: you know how to shoot a gun?
Danny: bruce
Danny: im from the midwest
Danny: half my graduating class knew how to shoot a gun by the time they were eight
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#thought of this a few days ago and thought it was funny lmao#this doesnt apply to just the midwest i know but still its funny#the other dialogue option was ‘bruce. this is america’#blood blossom au#dpdc#can confirm as i am also from the midwest#idk how many people in my grad class went hunting but i do know it was a LOT#i also did not escape the fate of ‘here’s how to shoot’ however i never went hunting#distant semi-vivid memory of learning how to shoot a gun by kindergarten age
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#cottagecore#a messy lil moodboard that makes me happy#like truly. I can look at it forever.#having a rough day today and these pics helps a little#nature#escapism was much needed#naturecore#flowers#flowercore#warmcore#photography#cozycore#cosycore#plants#cats#animals#books#alternative aesthetic#vegetables#food#chaotic aesthetic#chaotic academia#alternative academia#messy moodboard
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the ubiquity of disposable vapes with fucking screens and bluetooth connectivity and big fucking batteries you can't even charge that all get thrown in the trash is just. it makes me feel like we owe the guys with the big robodick vapes an apology. they were out here figuring out rigs where you only ever have to replace one little metal coil every two weeks, mixing up potions to maximize clouds while carefully monitoring their nicotine dosages, and they got mocked into the stratosphere. and now the bestseller at the gas station is a bootleg elfbar with so much nicotine it's terrifying. where is the justice.
#original#and because they're so ubiquitous they're in all the weed stores now too#nowhere can i escape the fucking disposable vapes#i know there were other things that made the Vape Life guys annoying i'm just saying#it kind of seems in retrospect that the thing that made them cringe was not the nicotine but instead beings dorks about it#full disclosure i use a refillable pod vape but i am looking into RTAs because even throwing out the burnt out pods feels Bad to me#vapechat
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