#camila blogs

[daisy-jonesss]

one: teddy.

summary: when you're asked to be the supporting act for daisy jones and the six, how could you say no? there's only one issue; figuring out how to manage your regression around these strangers.

pairing: little!reader x daisy jones and the six (platonic)

content warnings: all works on this page are sfw. reader regresses both as a coping mechanism and as a trauma response/reaction to extreme stress.

word count: 1.4k

author's note: hi hi hi! i'm an age regressor however i am still learning terminology and how to cope with this myself. if anything i say is in any way shape or from hurtful please dont hesitate to let me know or correct me as my intentions are not to harm anyone! i'm still learning so please be gentle with me! if there are any other content warnings you think should be added pls lmk! aspen out <3

When Teddy had asked you to open for Daisy Jones and The Six on their world tour, you had been nervous to say the least. You were still pretty new to the music industry, and despite having gone on a tour of your own, you were anxious. You were honored that Teddy would even think of you to do this, but you didn’t like not being in control, and, honestly, you felt intimidated by the members of the band, and… well, you knew damn well what happened when you felt intimidated. 

Still, you would be beyond goddamn stupid to pass up an opportunity like this, so you had nodded and told Teddy, “yes” anyway. 

Teddy drives you to the music studio to meet the band a week before the tour is scheduled to begin. You tap your fingers on your thighs, and the anxiety rolls off of you in waves as you fight to cling to your bigger headspace. 

Teddy watches you out of the corner of his eye. He may have only known you for a little over a year, but he can spot the signs of someone regressing from a mile away, and not for the first time, either. “Hey, kid?” 

You snap your head to the side to answer him. “Mhm?”

He doesn’t want you to feel like he’s calling you out, so he doesn’t ask the direct question that he wants to. “You feeling okay?”

Words are too hard to form, and they get caught in the back of your throat when you try to push them past your lips, so you just settle on a shrug and a nod. 

Teddy doesn’t push. He doesn’t want you to feel called out or like he’s judging you, because that’s the last thing he is doing right now. “It’s alright, you know.” You raise a brow, not following his train of thought. “If you’re not feeling okay, I mean. It’s alright to be scared.” 

You sigh. “‘M not scared.” Your voice sounds meek and small and you mentally slap yourself for not managing to hold it together. 

Teddy chuckles, but it’s not done in a malicious way. He just finds it amusing that you’re trying to deny the very obvious truth. “Alright, kid, whatever you say. But try not to stress over it. Daisy, Billy and the rest of the band may put on a big, bad front, but they’re harmless.” He pauses. “Well, for the most part, anyway.”

You laugh. 

Teddy smiles to himself before hesitating. “Kid?” 

“Mhm?” 

“Would it make you feel better if I stayed while you all got yourselves acquainted?”

You raise a thin brow. “Surely you have more important things to be doing.” 

Teddy shrugs. While there’s an air of truth to what you say, he would much rather be there just on the off chance that you do slip in front of the others. “Nah,” he blows a raspberry and parks his car outside of the studio. “So, do you want me to stay?”

You don’t want to seem like a child (and maybe that has something to do with the fact that you still have a tad bit of shame tied to the fact that you age regress), but Teddy is offering, and you really dont want to go in there alone, so you nod. “Is that okay?”

Teddy kills the engine and opens his door as you do the same. “‘Course it is, kid.” He deposits his car keys into the back pocket of his jeans and holds open the door to the studio. 

You both step inside, and almost immediately, you can hear shouting from one of the break rooms. Teddy sighs, and your anxiety spikes as you wipe your damp palms in to your skirt. Placing a reassuring hand on your arm, he leads you towards the break room. 

You try not to think of the horrible memories that the shouting stirs up in you. Instead, you focus on Teddy’s steading presence beside you, and the way your sandals feel against the carpet. 

The shouting doesn’t stop, even when you and Teddy step into the break room. A woman with flaming locks of red hair, who you almost instantly know is Daisy, and a man with a broad stature, who you would assume to be Billy, continue screaming at one another. Billy’s up in Daisy’s face and you try not to shrink in on yourself. The rest of the band seem to notice you, and you try to appear bigger than you feel.

Teddy squeezes your arm reassuringly before clearing his throat. The arguing dies down and both Daisy and Billy whip their heads around, their eyes locking on you and Teddy. “You guys done?” He asks, voice bored. 

Daisy’s cheeks are flushed red from screaming and Billy runs a hand through his curls in frustration. The band are scattered around the break room, watching both you and their lead singers with interest. 

“Who’s this?” Billy snaps, gesturing to you.

Teddy frowns at his sniping tone. “This is the support act for your tour.” His voice is sharp and leaves no room for argument and Billy seems to pick up on this, because his demeanour changes and he lets out a resigned sign. “Are you two done fighting yet?” 

Daisy huffs and resists the urge to roll her eyes. Her eyes linger on your frame, as if shes sizing you up. She seems satisfied with what she sees and she offers you a genuine smile. In a few quick strides, she crosses the perimeter of the room and pulls you into a hug. You freeze, caught off guard for a second, before you melt into her touch. Daisy feels warm and safe, and you find it ten times harder not to slip. She smooths her hand up and down the length of your back before pulling away and holding you at arm’s length. “I’m Daisy. It’s so nice to finally meet you!” She grins like a Cheshire Cat. Her eyes are so full of wonder and child-like light that it makes you wonder if she’s a regressor, too. 

Before you can even give her your name in return, she steers your attention towards the other members of the band and points to them in turn. “That’s Karen. She’s our keyboardist.” 

Daisy points to a blonde who’s watching your interaction with her head tilted to one side. Karen offers you a warm smile and crosses her arms over her chest as she analyses you. 

“That’s Eddie. He’s our bassist,” Daisy says, pointing to a guy who looks up from a sheet of paper at the sound of his name. His hair is unruly and he arches a brow in your direction before offering you a curt nod. 

Daisy continues going around the room and introducing you to the band. Warren, their drummer, has a mustache and is tapping a rhythm on the table with his drumsticks. Graham, Billy’s brother and the guitarist, has long curls and a lopsided smile. 

Daisy turns to Billy and actually does roll her eyes this time. “And that’s Billy. A bit of an entitled prick, so if he gives you a hard time, just come to me and I’ll sort him out for you no problem.” 

You laugh, making note of her offer in your head. 

Billy narrows his eyes at you. “Well, now that we’ve gotten that out of the way, we have some practicing to do. So, if you don’t mind…” He gestures to the door. 

Daisy scoffs. “See what I mean? You can stay if you’d like. We’d have no objections.” 

“Thank you for the offer, really, but I should probably get going. But it was really nice to meet you all!”

Daisy gives you one more hug as you wave goodbye to the others and slip out of the break room. Teddy closes the door behind you both, and gives you a smile. “See? Harmless.” 

You hum your agreement, smoothing out the creases in your skirt. 

Teddy drops his voice an octave. “You did good in there, kid.” 

Your brows furrow. “How do you mean?”

Teddy hesitates before shrugging. “I know you wanted to slip, but you didn’t. I know that takes a lotta effort when you’re scared or feel anxious, so… well done.”

Your mouth hangs agape. “How did you—”

Teddy laughs. “Don’t worry about that. But just so you know, if you ever need a place to go or just somewhere to have a break, my door is always open. Got it?” 

Your heart feels lighter as you answer. “Got it.”

[zibiscusloon]

Another Camilraeda truther I see

The gay old polycule make me happy what can I say?

Fr tho I just think it’d be a cute dynamic- You get Eda and Raine being the absolute disasters that they are with Camila being the only one in this relationship who has permanent custody over the braincells.

Also means all their kids get 3 parents so- bonus-

[starvember]

roadtrip with the dunne family !!

it’s the end of summer, start of fall. camila and billy were invited back hom to Pittsburgh to visit their family. they weren't planning on taking daisy or karen, but daisy throws such a fit that they actually give in.

even karen got a little fussy the night they broke the news. she got real quiet and refused to talk to either of them — her little arms crossed over her chest with a pout on her face, her dragon stuffie clutched in her hands.

mama mila hates to see her babies so upset, and papa billy doesnt like it either. it's actually billys idea to bring the two — as stubborn as he is, karen and daisy are his kiddos, and he might be more wrapped than camila.

at bedtime, mama mila goes to tuck the kiddos into bed, and as she sits on the bed, billy comes in.

��oh, there's my favorite girls. are we all tuckered out from pouting? mhm, it seems that way, don't it, mama?”

and billy gives everyone, including cami, a kiss on their heads. he sits on the other side and says,

“guess what? ive got you two tickets. you're gonna come with me and mama to pittsburgh.”

all that hard work cami's done in calming daisy down is instantly reversed, which also gets karen excited.

a week later and two overlays later, billy decides the best course of action is to rent a car. he loads all their suitcases in the back and helps cami repack the kiddos carry ons so theyve got more fun things to do.

a few hours into the trip, billy realizes that maybe he shouldve waited the delays out.

karen's already gone through half of her sticker book even though both him and mama told her to use paper only. there's stickers all over the window and seat and a few on her pad of paper.

daisy keeps asking if theyre there yet, and being that theyre somewhere in the middle of the midwest and just left, billy accidentally snaps and tells her to ‘take a guess’

karen's babbling in the backseat immediately stops and daisy goes still as her eyes well up with tears. billy immediately feels awful, but there's not a lot he can do to remedy the situation.

camila turns and reaches into the back seat, shushing daisy before her whimpers turn into full cries.

‘it's okay, little duck, papa's just frustrated. you know how you feel icky sometimes? that's how papa's feeling. trying to keep you and ren safe so we can have fun.’

daisy grabs cami's hand and doesnt turn loose, and before she knows it, she's climbing into the backseat between her two kiddos.

‘i'll sit with you for a little bit, okay?’

and within five minutes, all three of them are asleep. cami's got both girls tucked under her arms, and the car is quiet.

billy decides there's really no need to rush the trip. theyre in the beautiful mountains with stretches of waterfalls and wildlife. while they sleep, billy finds a spot and pulls off. it's just outside a small town, and its almost dark anyways, so they'll have to stop.

he sets up a picnic with food he stopped and got food (a miracle no one woke up when he got out of the car).

“hey, girls. did you sleep good? ive got a surprise. come look.”

daisy perks up faster than camila and karen, and shes blearily trying to get out of the car. billy helps daisy unbuckle her seat belt while camila helps karen.

when they get out, theyre near a pretty waterfall and bill's got all sorts of stuff set up. karen’s sticker books, daisy's coloring books, cami's camera. even their stuffies are sitting on the blanket waiting for them.

“papa this s'nice.” daisy says, rubbing her eyes. she gives billy a huge hug. “i loves it!”

karen tugs on billy's shirt and shyly says ‘thank you, papa’

they sit together and have supper, and while the girls play and get out their pent up energy, cami tells billy she loves him.

“look how happy our girls are. theyre gonna need a bath — i think daisy might be eating the chalk. duckling, out of your mouth.”

“or papa's gonna put it up, okay? on the sidewalk, not your mouth.”

the drive to pittsburgh takes way longer than it probably should. they stop somewhere every night and have supper outside while karen and daisy play. then they go get a hotel and camila gets them ready for bed.

it’s almost a little sad when they get there, and karen asks billy one night if they can drive back home.

‘s'fun. no flying. we drive home, papa? please?’

and theres no way billy can say no. not when karen asks so sweetly. he kisses her head and tucks the covers under her

‘sure we can, monkey. we'll drive home.’

then daisy comes in and jumps into bed next to karen. billy kisses her head and tells her night night, before leaving cami to let them do their bedtime routine.

[healingpuppys]

could you please make a camila noceda stimboard?

i hope you like it!!

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[wulfhalls]

1/2 When you stop and realize that Billy’s entire relapse during Chicago wasn’t just about Camila threatening to leave him but really stemmed from him being forced for the first time to acknowledge what he’s spent everyday of the last three years fighting to bury and ignore: that he’s deeply in love with Daisy. Because the morning of the Chicago show he starts off his day in his Daisy love bubble openly expressing his desire to spend the next 20 years by her side writing together, fighting together, making art together, and everything inbetween. It’s Daisy that first forced him to acknowledge that they’re in love with each other and the bubble bursts, because she’s finally addressing the elephant in the room: that she’s in love with him and she wants more, she wants more than to just be his creative partner and artistic muse, she wants to be his partner in all ways. And you can see in that moment when she says it that Billy just…deflates because deep down he realizes that nothing will ever be the same again. He can’t have both Camila and Daisy by his side forever, it’s not fair to either woman. He’s finally being forced to see that. Which is why he gets desperate and says that even though he wants that too, but won’t leave Camila, he wants he and Daisy to stay trapped in this purgatory of their own making: sharing their deepest, most intimate, and raw feelings with one another but only thru their music, never actually feeling it in the “real world.” He’s clinging on to whatever bullshit rationalizations he can try and make to himself to hold onto Daisy at that point that I don’t think he even realized how much he shattered her heart by asking her “isn’t this enough?” Isn’t it enough for us to just stay here in purgatory with one another because I would rather suffer here with you everyday and never fully have you than ever be without you? It’s only when Camila confronts him in Chicago that Billy realizes he can’t have both Daisy and Camila in his life like this anymore. He lies to Camila’s face, several times. First he insists nothing at all is going on it’s just an “act” and then he lies to her again when he says he kissed her but it meant “nothing.” But Camila knows none of it is true, she knows what Billy isn’t strong enough to admit to himself: that he’s in love with Daisy. As Daisy did earlier in the day, Camila forces him to admit to not only himself but to her, and it’s so incredibly painful for Billy to do that not only can he refuse to lie and say that he doesn’t love Daisy, but he can’t even look Camila in the eye while doing so. Daisy showing up at that moment in the hallway was the final straw for Billy because in that moment he could no longer run away from the reality of their situation: here are both Camila and Daisy standing in front of him and he has to let one of them go. Camila tells him she’s done and leaves which triggers all of his abandonment and daddy issues, which is why in that moment I think it was easier for him to revert to his baseline of “I told her the truth that nothing happened and nothing ever will” even though he knows it’s a lie, because he’s still clinging onto his desire to keep everything as it was, he doesn’t want anything to change because once it does he will have to lose Daisy, as by his own words “she’s my wife…I’m never gonna leave her.” So in typical Billy fashion he callously and cruelly tells Daisy they will never be more than what they are now and goes after Camila, because maybe if he can fix this, fix them, he can try and get this sinking ship back on course. When Camila ignores his phone calls, and doesn’t show up to the show on time Billy breaks and fully gives into his addiction, if his world is going to implode then he wants it to implode with Daisy by his side, he wants them to be “broken together.” But what Billy fails to recognize in that moment is that it will never be enough for Daisy. She doesn’t want to be broken with him, she doesn’t want to be with him because his life imploded. She wants to be whole with him. Whole, healed, and complete together.

2/2 It’s one of the most devastating moments I’ve seen written on screen. I honestly think that of all the times Billy broke Daisy’s heart, and there were plenty, that this….this was the one that hurt her the most. (And is actually something I would love to see addressed if they did make a Season 2). Daisy’s refusal to spiral with Billy is what finally snaps him out of it, and when they head onto the stage for Look at Us Now, Billy already knows that it’s over, that he’s already lost Daisy. But he still can’t bring himself to walk away from her until she forces him too. Billy loved Daisy so much he was willing to live in hell everyday for the rest of his life, torturing them both by not being together, but not being willing to stay away from one another. Daisy loved him enough to realize that wasn’t enough and that she needed to walk away and let him go because they both deserved so much more than this. So much more than being stuck. And ultimately this was the real root of Billy’s relapse that day, having to finally walk away from the possibility of Daisy. As TJR says in the book “I realized that I had been holding on tightly to the possibility…the possibility of Daisy…and I was suddenly having a very hard time with letting that go, of saying never.” The show did such a good job of conveying this moment from the book because on the surface it seems that all of his turmoil is over losing Camila and his family, when really the root cause was Billy having to finally accept that he has to say goodbye to Daisy. As he knew deep down he wouldn’t leave Camila and that they would probably be able to recover from this. But losing Daisy? His heart would never fully recover from that.

u said in this essay I will and in this essay u DID. yall just giving me these beautifully written novel length takes for FREE.

[bitchproblemzz]

[gossipandglamour]

hot girls wear red

[enchantedchocolatebars]

@talisman975 (Some secret Owl House lore that wasn't added in the show.)

Og post here.

Context: (Based on this au. "Alma" is Camila and Beardo Philip's daughter.)

[withluvmorgan]

VMA Performances With Links

Photo Credit: Christopher Polk for Billboard

Who performed at the 2024 VMA's and what songs did they sing? Keep reading to find out! <3

Anitta: Savage Funk, Alegria, and Paradise. Watch her performance here!

Benson Boone: Beautiful Things. Watch him perform here!

Camilia Cabello: June Gloom and Godspeed. Watch her performance here!

Chappell Roan: Good Luck, Babe! Watch her perform here!

Eminem: Houdini and Somebody Save Me Watch his performance here!

Glorilla: Yeah Glo and TGIF. Watch her perform here!

Halsey: Ego. Watch her performance here!

Jessie Murph: Wild Ones and I Hope it Hurts. Watch her perform Wild Ones here! Watch her perform I Hope it Hurts here!

Karol G: Si Antes Te Hubiera Conocido. Watch her performance here!

Katy Perry: Roar, ET, I Kissed a Girl, He's Mine I'm His, Dark Horse, California Girls, Teenage Dream, Firework, Lifetimes. Watch her perform here!

Lenny Kravitz: Are You Gonna Go My Way, Human, Fly. Watch His performance here!

Le Sserafim: 1-800-hot-n-fun and Crazy Watch them perform 1-800-hot-n-fun here! Watch them perform Crazy here!

Lisa: New Woman and Rockstar. Watch her performance here!

LL Cool J: Headsprung, Going Back to Cali, and Bring Back the Noise. Watch him perform here!

Megan Thee Stallion: BOA, HISS, B.A.S, and Mamushi. Watch her performance here!

Rauw Alejandro: Touching the Sky, Diluivo, and Defame Entrar. Watch him perform here!

Sabrina Carpenter: Please Please Please, Taste, Espresso. Watch her performance here!

Shawn Mendes: Nobody Knows. Watch him perform here!

Teddy swims: Lose Control and The Door. Watch him perform Lose Control here! Watch him perform The Door here!

That is all for the 2024 VMA performers! If I messed up on something (what they sang or put the wrong link), let me know!

[ask-my-spooky-month-ocs]

Hello and welcome to my Spooky Month OC ask blog! You can ask anything as long as it is appropriate. Info and ref sheets of who you can ask questions to are below the cut.

Luna and Gabby

Luna wears the gold Comedy mask

Gabby wears the grey Tragedy mask

They are twins

They are 16 years

Gabby has a therapist for reasons she doesn't specify because she hangs out with seven and eight year olds (Skid, Pump and some of my other OCs)

Luna is very protective over Gabby

Gabby is the older twin

Hannah

Hannah is the youngest of her friend group at 6 years old

Hannah can and will cause problems if she feels like the atmosphere in her friend group is too sad for her taste, she does this to try to make them laugh

Her sister and her father helped her pick out her costume and even help her fix it if the wings or halo break

Has a slingshot that she likes to use to shoot pebbles and small rocks at Roy, her sister made it for one of her previous birthdays

Elizabeth and Charles

They are both 7 years old (twins)

Roy may call them little shits for their antics but he loves his baby siblings

Carmen helps Elizabeth put on her makeup before she leaves to hang out with her friends

They have nicknames (Liz or Lizzie, Charlie) but they can't be used in the presence of their parents

Sophie, Sally and Sam

Sophie is religious

Sally is Trans

Sam loves to skateboard

Sophie is 16 years old, Sally and Sam are both 15 years old

Sophie works at the Candy Club with Kevin, she also babysits from time to time

Sally comes from a weathly family but not many know that

They are members of the Hatz gang but don't like participating in bullying people or stealing

Sophie pays for the stuff the boys steal

Sophie always carries a rosary

Sophie can sleep in the most uncomfortable of places if she's tired enough or just doesn't care (ex. Taking a power nap on the break room table in the Candy Club)

Anya, Antonio and Gabe

Anya and Antonio are Gabby and Luna's Parents

Gabe is Sam and Hannah's father

Anya is Russian

Antonio is Spanish

Gabe is American

All of them are in their mid-thirties

Anya has to use a cane because of a childhood accident

Antonio is a doctor

Gabe is an accountant

Antonio has the nickname Tony

Anya is best friends with Lila and Jaune

Antonio is best friends with Ross' dad Aaron

Antonio and Anya are wealthy but live humbly

Gabe is friends with Rosemary and Arthur

Lucy, Rosemary and Arthur

Lucy is Sophie's mother

Rosemary and Arthur are Sally's parents

Lucy is religious

Rosemary and Arthur are nice people which surprised Sally's friends who were expecting them to be like Roy's parents

Lucy is a secretary but often does odd jobs around town for more money (she has money struggles)

Lucy is best friends with Lila and Jaune

Rosemary and Arthur are friends with Gabe

Rosemary is a former ballet star and is currently a ballet teacher

Other OCs:

Spook (you can ask her questions)

Circe (occasional answers)

Grigori/The Eternal Watcher (occasional answers)

Noah Flores (occasional questions)

Camila (you can ask him questions)

Jane Doe (you can ask her questions)

Charity Nightingale (you can ask her questions)

Evangeline (you can ask her questions)

[daisy-jonesss]

feeling in a writing mood right now so pls feel free to send in some requests! primarily in a little!reader and cg!character mood but ill take anything! <3

[zibiscusloon]

PLEASE TALK ABOUT JOSIE SHE'S BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kajakakajakakajajakaj Thank you sm!! <33 (she’s one of my favorite designs so it’s nice to see others like her!)

•She’s probably the closest to Luz & King between her siblings. King would carry her by the back of her neck like a kitten hen she was younger.

•She spent her early school years in the Human Realm and transferred to the Demon Realm later on. She didn’t really enjoy her schooling in the Human Realm as her teachers weren’t the best and there were plenty of parents who weren’t ok with witch students in human schools. She did at least enjoy having Vee tutor her!

•She wears a lot of hand me down clothing and jewelry, mainly a few of Luz & Hunter’s spare outfits and also mainly wears Camila’s old necklace.

•She’s very close to her Aunt Lilith! They’re both dumb nerds and Josie loves to go the Bonesborough Museum to hang out with her and Hooty.

•Raine was probably the least experienced with kids (as Camila and Eda had longer experience), they however are the closest to Josie, she always liked to be around them when they did played music (she’s god awful at bard magic herself, she just likes to listen)

•Rabbowl is very soft and huggable and helps his witch when she’s overwhelmed by letting her just sit around and hug him. He’s often mistaken in the Human Realm for an off brand furby.

•She’s close to her nieces, Raquel & Cendy. She’s essentially the only reason they get away with their shenanigans at Hexside.

•She’s aromantic. She’s never had any interest in a relationship and prefers her palisman to most people.

•Eda packed her around a lot at the University when she was little. She’d often stick with Luz and watch her older sister study (Luz taught her how to use glyph magic, which she prefers as opposed to her own magic)

•Owlbert & Fiddlesticks would babysit her anytime no one else was able to. Needless to say, both palismen are absolute disasters at watching a witchling.

•Collector often pouts on how she’s gotten taller than them over the years. She was supposed to stay small forever!

•She’s nicknamed “Owlet” by her parents and siblings. Her nieces call her “Tía Joe”.

[starvember]

little! daisy jones in rehab hc below the cut

tw: a tiny bit angsty / sad but it doesn't last long, mention of / implied previous drug use

way longer then intended TT it just kept going

daisy's already at her wits end in chicago. she knows she needs professional help but the thought of leaving everyone safe behind, even for a little while, scares her.

the big fight everyone had in ep 10? in my head it was about everyone being worried about daisy's wellbeing and having different opinions on how to help.

as much as billy wants to continue the tour, he sees too much of himself in daisy, so insists that she should get professional help. camila + karen (as sad as she is to think about daisy being gone) agree.

graham has always tried his best to understand the addiction, but can't no matter how hard he tries. daisy's been fine since the accident in miami, why can't she just continue? he's on the fence.

warren just ultimately wants to see daisy better and being her happy little self again. he misses picking on her and her trying to get him back :((

eddie does not want daisy to go to rehab because theyve finally got their big break and he doesnt want to see it ruined. again. insists daisy's being dramatic and that she's fine and everyone is coddling her way too much.

of course daisy does end up going to rehab after billy explains it isnt that scary, and camila and karen promise to call her everyday. daisy's their brave little girl and theyre sososo proud of daisy for making such a scary, big choice.

as much as daisy tries to stay big, she has trouble doing so, and so karen colors daisy a pretty picture of the two and their favorite stuffies while daisy watches her.

its her and daisy holding hands with karen's stuffed dragon (that daisy bought karen as a present) and daisy's favorite bunny rabbit.

"s'yous can hang it on the wall" karen would tell daisy as she presents the picture "and s'yous won't miss me!"

and the gesture makes daisy feel so happy and so sad at the same time. she nearly cries and karen runs to get cami and billy.

mama cami just quietly scoots into bed next to daisy and hugs her tight. she rocks daisy back and forth and tells daisy that she's so proud of her lil birdy for being so brave. mama reminds daisy that its okay to ask for help and it doesn't make daisy weak. they stay like that until daisy falls asleep in camila's lap.

in the morning, daisy wakes up to the band insisting they want to say bye. simone meets them at the airport and promises to take care of daisy all the way to the rehab center.

when daisy finally gets there, she's exhausted and feels sick and wants nothing more than to lay down. she's over all the doctors asking these hard questions she can't comprehend fully and wants nothing more than to lay in bed.

when she opens her suitcase to unpack, she finds karen's drawing + her big green dragon laying on top. camila slipped a polaroid of the band in there with 'we love you, birdy <3' written in red sharpie on the back.

daisy's first thought is of little karen who gets fussy when she doesn't have her stuffie, but there isnt anything daisy can do either. so she takes the dragon out and mentally promises both him and karen to take care of the stuffie and to return him in a few months.

and now her bunny doesnt have to be without it's best friend either, which makes daisy feel just slightly better.

at night, daisy finds herself always feeling too small and too big at the same time. she misses karen and mama cami. she misses everyone.

every day, daisy gets three ten minute phonecalls. (something about special rockstar privileges) in the morning, its graham and billy. sometimes, even eddie joins. in the afternoon, its warren followed by karen who's whole purpose is to cheer daisy up. at night its mama cami calling to check in with her birdy. sometimes, billy joins in and asks daisy how she's doing. talking to cami makes her soso tiny, so before cami talks, billy checks in with big daisy. makes sure the staff are being nice or else, and it usually makes daisy laugh.

they send her pictures in the mail, and occasionally will replenish her tai tea supply. they always make sure daisy is taken care of.

when its time for daisy to go home, billy and cami meet her at the center. they both insist there's no way they could let daisy navigate a big scary airport by herself. daisy, who feels like she hasn't been allowed to be small in months, bursts into tears on the spot.

(maybe eddie was kinda right when he called daisy dramatic. only kinda.)

once daisy has some real food in her, being with mama cami and billy (who daisy affectionately tried to call papa and left billy embarrassed) has cheered her up enough that she's smiling and holding their hands while they walk.

daisy sleeps so hard on the plane!!

once home, the first thing daisy does is find karen so she can give her back her dragon.

"thank you for letting me borrow him. made mes feel s' safe."

karens happy to have her best friend back and that she looks happy and healthy, and that her dragon did a good job of protecting daisy.

the second thing daisy does is let mama cami fix her a bottle and braid her hair before going to sleep. (billy, who insists hes only indulging daisy, plays the guitar for her and lulls her to sleep by singing.)

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Ava, looking through her clothes: Has anyone seen my top? Camila: Bea's in the kitchen.

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