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#do you know how long it took me to find all these?!#less ferris wheel more aesthetic#like... can you feel the vibe this gives off?#the light reflecting in the puddles#does this count as photography?#also... nature#just because#calm and beautiful and fascinating#and the sun#anything to do with the sun#I'd say photography again#and chocolate#in any form#chocolate bars#hot chocolate#chocolate fondue#chocolate#and#louis tomlinson#no explanation needed#does this also count as a pride flag?#because... ✨️colours✨️#and a heart#only the poets lyrics to be exact#and that’s basically me drawing my own tattoos so there's that#this would also have been a good pic to describe myself#tattoos#don't have good ones tho#oh and stars#the night and the calm of a dark sky littered with millions of tiny sparkling lights
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she's so lovely to be honest. hold me
#just her elegance... she's so distant and yet so warm. it's a fascinating contradiction#i love that she's the demigod of romance but she's not bubbly or sweet or anything#she's poised. calm collected.. cunning. very deeply appreciative and protective of the people around her#she is love the way i would imagine a godlike being to be love#like there's so much of it for Everything within her that the giddiness has long since worn off#so instead her love manifests as unwavering devotion and practicality. a very old love. worn down by the annals of time#but no less powerful and beautiful.#yknow.#YKNOW?#Also wow i would like to kiss her
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I love thinking of the Dark Forest as this strange place with many eerie but beautiful locations that don't quite make sense. A place that would be really scary to the living as a result of its strangeness, but a place where those who are stuck there can appreciate its wonder. A dark twisting of the scenery you can find in the real world, uncanny but still bearing the splendor of real nature.
If I knew how to draw scenery, I'd be drawing these settings constantly.
#the concept of the distortion world in pokemon d/p/pt did a number on me as a kid lol#also i just get really emotional about the strangeness and beauty of nature sometimes man#pigeon mews#i love thinking about the dark forest like this especially as I'm sorting my soundtrack collection lately#i have plenty of music that's... somber but peaceful. a bit unsettling but calming at the same time#it's a bit hard to describe these songs but it's perfect for getting me in the headspace to think about the dark forest apparently#the dark forest as a concept has SO much fascinating potential beyond ''basically cat hell'' and it's sad that the series doesnt utilize it
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Hi! I just wanted to say, I’ve been in a major writing slump, and seeing your piece the lake town really sparked something in me. I grew up in a small, touristy lake town, and the feeling of being trapped of something large living in the lake at the heart of the town that might be evil just like…it resonates so much with me. I don’t know exactly what your intent was, but it hit me so hard and it’s just so haunting and beautiful.
This was such a wonderful thing to read, I'm so happy to be able to inspire others creatively. Regarding my intent, it's kinda interesting, my initial idea was a simple "hey wouldn't this look sick?" as I love cryptic elements in otherwise normal settings. But I feel like the way people have responded to the painting has really made me think deeper about it. From the scared responses that this might be a monster lurking, to the calls to free this creature as it looks trapped, to the interpretations of this being a benevolent creature that needs to be respected by the town. It made me think of my own relation to water, as I have grown up around lakes and oceans my whole life and find that they feel like home, but I also have a panic response towards being in deep waters. Maybe that's what was the influence for the lake town and the creature lol
#this ended up being long lol sorry#i haven't got the chance to talk about how fascinated i am about the differing responses for this piece#as well as how many have said that they wanted to write a story/dnd campaign based on lake town??? y'all wanna make me cry????? /pos#lakes and oceans are so beautiful and calming whole also being vast and overwhelming and powerful and#uhh ye. that's the message 👍
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Interiors of The Fernbank Museum of Natural History
#int#objectum#it was fascinating to me how unchanged they were from their original state#standing inside of him in these untouched areas with so few people felt extremely calming#i’d like to go back soon and take more photos of these rooms#he’s a beautiful building and i didn’t get a ton of time to explore like i would have liked#i’ve considered applying there just so i could work inside of him
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-violently grips myself like a squeaky toy-
I need to.. calm down.. stop liking all the posts of that artist.. but oh my gosh.. ooohhh my gooosshhhh.. their art.. their character.. if I could I would be eating it like a delicacy.
#ghostie mumbles#I am obsessed with their old man. he's both disgusting (positive) and beautiful in such a visually--#--and characteristically fascinating and interesting way and I am OBSESSED. I need to calm down.#I love their art so much... oh my gosh. I am trying so hard to do their style justice in this challenge of mine#I'm struggling at the hand(s) for some reason tho. heck. HECK. HOW DO I DRAW THIS HAND IN THEIR STYLE -dives back into their blog-
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“I’m sorry, but I fell in love tonight. I didn’t mean to fall in love tonight. You’re looking like you fell in love tonight. Can we pretend we’re in love?”
Is There Somewhere; Halsey
#I mostly view this song as falling in love with someone you shouldn’t have#or pretending that you’re the one someone is really in love with even though they aren’t really in love with you#I think I would die if I fell in love with someone I shouldn’t have - falling in love with someone I didn’t mean to fall in love with#I’m a sensitive person when it comes to love and that would probably only break and shatter me completely#because when I fall in love I fall really fucking hard that sometimes not even the stars can pick me up nor save me#I can only view this song as being in love while also being heartbroken at the same time#in the song when she sings that part - which she repeats twice towards the end of the song - has a different melody in those two times#that she sings. The first part (being at 2min and 30sec) seems to the climax and more serious in a way.#the second half of that part (3 min mark) the melody has calmed down and so does her voice .. that part is more emotional than how#she sung it before. it really is fascinating in how she sung the song and it’s really beautiful#this song gives me so much more feeling than I can explain so I’m gonna have to leave it at this for now#alex talks#alex’s diary
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When i said i love doctor/medic character i meant characters like will and bei lu.
#who isnt a genius and has flaws as healers/surgeon#god i can talk forever about them theyre so similar !!!!#also sunshine characters with their calm and sweet boyfriendssss#sunshine characters who are traumatized not able to save their patients!#sunshine characters who has abandonment issues!#sunshine characters who has ptsd because they are not to be alive for long#ok the only difference is bei lu is a very direct and honest character so he rarely has any misunderstanding with bi zhi but then again#thats because hes older and more mature than will#its funny because both bi zhi and nico always described them as this beautiful and warm people#ah yes also boyfriends who reeks with death but values life the most#did i mention that bei lu is fascinated with human anatomy that hes fascinated with bi zhi's anatomy (because hes an immortal) and wants to#disect him#kinda like how will is fascinated with true crime series#i cant move on with ya she i think...#i love both of the mcs so much and it has been awhile since i love the mcs in a novel#i mean after tsats#i've been struggling finding another comfort series to read and then i got recommended ya she on youtube#best decision ever to click that video and watch the donghua#if i didnt then i wont know another comfort series and i wont know about this masterpiece (even tho i didnt like the last book lol )#i have never find a man that is so adorable and sweet despite not saying much ; like bi zhi 🤧🤧🤧#but also feral and deathly when needed#theyre so perfect tgethrrrrr
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Hey, sorry to send this asks but could you please not interact with my posts? [ I'm the op of the scrunchy chunks ref post you liked. ] I looked through your blog since i check most blogs i don't know and some of your posts kind of triggered my anxiety, more specifically the divine intervention stuff. Not mad and I'm not gonna block you, I'm just sending this ask because i get paranoid with any unreality stuff. /gen /nm
alrightio! Thanks for making it clear and I’ll try not to interact :)
#It’s fascinating though how something that makes me feel pure ecstatic bliss can make another feel afraid.#Just like.. as this worldly balance. Ik you’re not reading this I’m just talking to myself here but like- it’s so beautiful#What one fears - another loves. What one craves - another is sickened by.#There’s just so much beauty in existence and this element of life is something that honestly is quite unique and surprising at times#Will respect your feelings ofcourse !!!!#divine illumination#Aaahhhh#yeah not the first time I scared someone but rather interested you’re so calm about this#<3 <3#oksy wait hold on let me just. Uhm. Recall which post they’re referring to because I like about a few hundred posts a day oh goodddd#Okay I’m gonna go talk to myself for a bit#And think of cool thoughts because like. Inspiration suddenly struck.
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Thank you so much Ethan!!! 🧡🧡

Andriel hug for @c-lion 🧡🧡
#i told you already how much i like this but I'm saying it again!!#i love this!!!#it's so calm and soft!!!#their hand placements!!#i love the colours! especially on Neil's shirt and the greys!! but also their hair colours!#i have so many feelings for them!!#how you made wrinkels with the black pen but also just with darker colours is so fascinating#and Andrew's thicker arms! and his nose !!#and the texture of their hair is so good!!#i love this so much#thank you thank you thank you for drawing this!!!#🧡🧡🧡#aftg#andreil#Ethan's beautiful art
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⠀ 𝝑𝑒 ⠀⠀ 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒. your older boyfriend, satoru, shows you just how much he adores you in his private office <3
tags. older bf!gojo satoru x virgin!female reader. age gap (reader early 20’s, satoru early 30’s). smut, pwp. fīngering. multiple ōrgàsms; overstimulation. mention of corruption kink. dry hūmping. nicknames ‘princess, baby, beautiful’. pls ignore any grammar errors xx

“heh, don’t look at me. look at yourself, princess,” satoru chuckles, easily noticing how your head is tilted in attempt to watch him as he gets you off. you’re sitting on his thighs with your legs spread, shamelessly allowing him to finger you in his office.
your shaky eyes dart down to your dripping cunt—clearly seeing how it’s got a mind of its own. it’s squeezing satoru’s long fingers as he moves them in the speed of light. your limbs are shaking by the amount of pleasure you’re receiving.
“the-the door,” you hiccup. you hadn’t locked the door behind you when you walked into satoru’s office. you definitely wouldn’t want any of his colleagues to walk in on you. though, that didn’t seem to worry your boyfriend. all he’s focusing on at the moment is your perfect pussy taking in his middle and ring finger.
satoru’s glossy lips are parted and covered in spit. he has to lick up the drool from the corner of his mouth so it wouldn’t dirty your opened blouse. he’s quite literally salivating at the sight and feeling of your warm cunt. . .
“the others ‘re busy, they won’t come in as long as you keep your pretty voice down,” satoru promises you in a smooth tone, blue eyes wide with fascination as he stares down at your pussy.
he’s always imagined what it’d be like to be inside of you. what it would feel like to hold you in his arms and make love to you without holding himself back— to show you a world you have yet to discover.
satoru wants to be the first one to do that, though he’ll wait until you’re ready. for now, he’s completely satisfied with just a taste of heaven.
“fuck, baby, she’s beautiful,” satoru praises your delicate pussy. your wet folds continue to make way for more of his fingers, spreading as he tries to enter a third digit into your poor, clingy hole. you whine as you feel satoru prepare you by rubbing your clit repeatedly with his thumb—trying to make you as wet for him as you possibly could be.
you shake your head, “can’t take more, ‘toru.” it genuinely feels like you’re being stretched out. three fingers are going to take you out. “nuh-uh,” satoru mocks you before telling you to look at him. the moment you do, his lips envelop yours in a lustful yet comforting kiss. you moan into his mouth and he does the same back, eyebrows furrowing because of how good it feels to suck on your tongue.
his fingers don’t stop. the third slides in and you jolt back against satoru’s chest. “shh, shh, i got you,” the older man attempts to calm you down. he stops fingering you for a second so you could adjust to the stretch. you’re tight—he can feel his erect cock twitching in his pants, begging to replace his fingers. he can’t, not yet.
satoru cusses under his breath once he feels your ass rub against the bulge in his uniform’s pants. you’re killing him and you don’t even realise it because you’re too focused on his fingers fucking your cunt. shlick shlick shlick — you’re dripping wet.
“i’m gonna cum,” you whisper through a soft gasp. it would be your third orgasm. you’re sensitive and your pussy feels like it’s on fire. your lower abdomen is tingling and aching. you’re going to inevitably squirt all over his chair, again.
satoru bites his lip as he hears you announce how close you are. his long fingers are already soaked with your juices, coating them with a sticky layer that he cannot wait to taste. “do it, baby. wanna see you cum,” your boyfriend coos.
satoru loves the way your hips circle back to him, rubbing against his groin. you’re driving him insane without even knowing it. he curls his fingers inside you, thumb still circling your clit for extra stimulation. you’re being driven to the edge of insanity.
he bucks his hips a little each time you involuntarily move in his lap. “toruuu, fnnh, so close,” you’re not only moaning because of the fingers inside of you, but also because of the hard bulge rubbing against and between your ass cheeks.
satoru knows your voice can easily carry over to the next room. you’re usually loud when you finish on his fingers. he takes his free hand and pushes your head back against his shoulder, his index and middle finger sliding into your mouth to silence you.
your whimpers are muffled as you automatically start sucking on his digits. satoru kisses your ear and jawline, whispering small words of praise against your skin because of your obedience. “keep it down for me, beautiful. y’re already doing so well.”
your eyes roll back as your saliva dribbles down his left hand. the wet trail runs down his veiny arm that’s exposed to your view. you love it when satoru pushes the sleeves of his dress shirt up to his elbows—it reminds you of why everyone fawns over him. it’s hot.
you’re trying to hold out, not wanting to cum. you wish to stay like this, with satoru’s fingers deep in your cunt and mouth, his bulge grinding against the fat of your ass.
the white-haired man instantly notices this and chuckles to himself; you’re fighting a losing battle. he increases the pace, his wrist working over time so his fingers could reach those sweet spots in your velvety walls. he decides to rile you up some more;
“shiit, just imagine that ‘ts my cock stretching your pretty cunt out,” satoru grins against your ear. he knows you’re weak for dirty talk. you have never felt what it’s like to be stuffed full of a dick, and thus the imagination adds to the raunchiness of it all.
you shiver and let out a small moan escape your mouth before you continue to suck on satoru’s fingers. all this time you’ve settled for make out sessions, grinding and oral pleasure. you’re needy for more than that.
satoru knows what buttons to push. he knows how to make you melt and give in to him and his words. he bites your earlobe after letting his tongue lick the skin, “all filled up to the brim. you’d like that, huh?”
you barely managed to stifle a loud whine at that. your eyes widen and your pussy spasms around his fingers. you know it’s not long before you’re going to cream all over satoru’s hand.
sweat trickles down your forehead.
“yes, yes, yes!” you moan repeatedly, voice muffled by the fingers in your mouth. you can hear your boyfriend grunt into your ear after seeing how enthusiastically you’re responding. he’s totally getting off to you’re desperation.
satoru wants to cum so bad. he wants to shoot ropes of his cum in the pussy he’s prepping to one day take his dick.
you see black spots in your vision because of how hard the climax hits you. your breath hitches and you grip onto the armrests of the chair for support. a spray of clear and watery juices covers satoru’s entire hand and bits of his arm—evidence of just how much you enjoyed your little session with him.
the older man pats your tummy and rubs it, comforting you as the aftershocks of your climax hit. he pulls his fingers out of your messy cunt and brings them up to his glossy lips, thoroughly licking every drop off. his dick pulses in his pants at the delicious taste.
you’re panting as you try to get your thighs to stop shaking. you’re out of energy, drained. all that you hear replaying in your mind is satoru’s dirty talk. you don’t know if you can handle his dick if you’re already overwhelmed by the way he skilfully uses his fingers.
as if sensing your thoughts, your boyfriend smirks and hugs your body tightly to his chest.
“can’t give it t’ ya now,” satoru whispers and pouts, teasing you as if to turn you on again. he takes his wet fingers out of your mouth and presses his lips against yours as a promise, “but one day i will, yeah? one day i’ll fuck ya so good you’ll only know my name.”

#sttoru writes.#jjk smut#jjk x reader#gojo smut#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru smut#jjk x you#jjk x y/n#gojo x you#gojo x y/n
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attraction-spicy astrology observations
1st house venus - naturally enchanting, perceived as beautiful and attracts opposite sex easily, very positively alluring.
1st house pluto/scorpio rising - deep and intense, when involved with one there's plenty of sexual attraction and forbidden chemistry that exudes from them. very influential and persuasive.
libra moon - charming and witty, flirtatious and knows how to dig deeper to make you like them more. easy to create emotional attraction to them.
moon in 4th - private and a hidden gem, selectively tempting to those who they can see deep connection with.
pluto in 7th - brings lots of change and transformation to their partners. socially accepted as a very intimidating beauty. very high awareness of their promiscuous behavior. hidden or even open admirers.
pluto-venus/mars aspects - powerful feminine and powerful masculine, wouldn't see it unless you get to know them. very domineering individuals, prefers to have the upper hand always.
lilith-ascendant aspects - can be sexualized even overly by others, can attract dislike because their magnetism is so strong. radiates a very 1 of 1 energy, extremely forward and confident in their sexuality.
lilith-venus/pluto aspects - very desirable by other people, always knows what they want and have a good sense of control over themselves. they really are if looks could kill.
jupiter/venus in 8th - captivating and fancied for their understanding of other's needs. a guilty pleasure; people drawn to their mystery & tempting image, desired in secret.
mercury-venus/moon apects - flirty mouths, openly complemented on their bodies or demeanor. has a sultry & calm voice.
taurus/libra mars - can have pretty private parts, (mars represents our reproductive organs, blood, energy). sidenote: taurus mars might prefer slow oral and dirty talk in the bedroom, libra mars prefers switching it up and grabbing/grabbed by the thighs.
capricorn mars - capricorn is exalted here, very expressive in sexual act, puts pressure and loves to take control. likes to be on top, especially if it's a man, usually goes for more submissive women, and if it's a woman, she goes for men who are more domineering than her.
pisces in jupiter/venus/mars - pretty shlongs/kittys.
sun-venus/moon aspects (especially if sun, venus, or moon is in 10th/5th) - might like to take photos of their lady parts or be recognized for their lady parts.
8th house stellium - prominent scorpion energy; seems inexplicably fascinating upon coming across them. there's an intensity that is not easily breakable; this suspicion makes them seem so out of reach when they're next to you.
venus in 12th - attracts secret admirers, stalkers, people dream of them a lot and even daydream about them. they see and are seen through rose-colored lenses, and you wouldn't even come to realize it.
sun in 8th/scorpio sun - very obvious, masters of sexual charm, very goodlooking and has attractive energy.
virgo mars/ 6th house mars - very submissive and carries themselves with a very "pure"-like energy which can attract very suspicious people. be careful of people who want to use you.
sagittarius mars/ascendants - tend to have thicker legs.
capricorn venus - loves to have their chins and hands touched, likes to make their partner go on their knees for them.
uranus in 12th - has kinks that they prefer to hide and has very unique ways of giving pleasure. might like to drizzle on oddly specific body parts or likes to use toys, chains, foreplay.
saturn-mars aspects - loves it slow & steady, likes to be the one being in authority in the bedroom. might like utilizing their fingers in their partner.
4th house mars - might enjoy having their breasts, nipples, stomach kissed or played with.
mercury-jupiter aspects - likes talking their partner through it during oral.
12th house mars - prefer to be submissive and do a lot of spitting, especially on their lower parts or on their partner.
9th house mars - likes men/women from different ethnicities/cultures/backgrounds, might even travel a lot just to see different people.
risng/mars in degrees of taurus, libra, leo, capricorn, gemini - might like to accessorize themselves with jewelry or try to enhance their bodies in some way to appear more luxurious. (belly buttons, tattoos, piercings, bracelets, necklaces, nail polish, rings, etc). material gwoorls.
thank u guys for reading all the way!!
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୨⎯ Aphrodite in the Signs ⎯୧
When asteroid Aphrodite (1388) appears in your natal chart, it reflects how you embody and attract beauty, sensuality, and romantic energy, as well as your personal ideals of love and desirability.
ᯓᡣ𐭩 For 0° - it doesn't have a delegated sign and therefore it will take the qualities of the sign it's in.
ᯓᡣ𐭩 Aries (1,13 ,25°) - You embody a bold, impulsive, and energetic approach to love. You pursue what you desire fearlessly and exude a raw, physical magnetism that makes others take notice. Attraction happens quickly for you, and there’s a competitive streak in your romantic dynamics. You’re drawn to partners who challenge you or can keep up with your fiery intensity. For you, beauty is power and action, and you often feel your best when active or in the heat of a new pursuit.
ᯓᡣ𐭩Taurus( 2,14,26° ) - You are deeply sensual and grounded, expressing love in a steady, patient, and physical way. You value the finer things in life—luxury, touch, good food, and beautiful surroundings—and you want your relationships to reflect those qualities. Your allure lies in your calm and confident presence, and people find your natural beauty and warmth irresistible. You’re most attracted to relationships that promise stability and pleasure, and you approach love like an artist: with care and appreciation for detail.
ᯓᡣ𐭩 Gemini (3,15,27° )- Your love language is conversation, and your charm is effortless and playful. You’re witty, curious, and love the thrill of intellectual exchange. Relationships for you must keep your mind engaged—attraction often begins with laughter or a fascinating conversation. You’re highly adaptable, and others are drawn to your youthful energy and quick thinking. Beauty, for you, is about versatility and keeping things fresh, whether that’s in your appearance or in your connections.
ᯓᡣ𐭩Cancer (4,16,28° ) - You embody a deeply emotional and nurturing form of love. You crave intimate, heart-centered connections and radiate warmth and tenderness that makes others feel safe. People are drawn to your softness and the sense that you truly care for them. You’re most attractive when you’re being your authentic, vulnerable self, and you value relationships that allow you to build a shared sense of home and emotional security. Beauty, for you, is tied to sentimentality—you may find beauty in nostalgia, traditions, or things that evoke a sense of belonging.
ᯓᡣ𐭩Leo(5,17,29° ) - You radiate a dramatic and magnetic energy in love. You know how to shine, and others are drawn to your confidence, charisma, and joy. You’re expressive in your affection, and you love relationships that make you feel special and adored. Grand gestures, attention, and admiration light up your heart. Beauty, for you, is tied to self-expression—you see yourself as art, and your style often reflects your vibrant personality. You want love to feel like an epic, star-crossed adventure.
ᯓᡣ𐭩 Virgo (6,18°) - You attract love and admiration through your quiet elegance, intelligence, and attention to detail. You notice the small things about others and often show affection through acts of service, problem-solving, or simply being dependable. People are drawn to your modesty and natural refinement. Beauty, for you, is simple and understated—you value cleanliness, quality, and things that are functional yet graceful. You crave a relationship that feels practical but perfect in its own way, and you often bring out the best in your partners.
ᯓᡣ𐭩(Libra (7,19°) - feels completely at home, radiating charm, grace, and an effortless ability to attract others. You value harmony and balance in relationships and have a natural talent for creating beauty in both your appearance and your surroundings. People are enchanted by your elegance and fairness. Love, for you, must be a mutual exchange of romance and affection, and you’re drawn to relationships that feel peaceful yet passionate. Beauty is everything to you—you have a strong aesthetic sense and an eye for what’s pleasing to the soul.
ᯓᡣ𐭩 Scorpio (8,20°)- You exude a dark, smoldering allure that draws people in on a soul-deep level. Love, for you, is intense, transformative, and deeply emotional—you don’t do shallow connections. Others are captivated by your magnetic energy and the way you seem to see straight into their hidden depths. You seek relationships that bring out your most vulnerable and powerful self, and your beauty is tied to your mystery and raw authenticity. Love for you often feels like a phoenix rising—passionate, consuming, and life-changing.
ᯓᡣ𐭩Saggitarius (9,21°) - You radiate a sense of freedom, optimism, and adventure in love. You attract others with your enthusiasm, humor, and expansive view of life. You’re drawn to relationships that let you explore the world, either literally or through ideas, philosophies, and experiences. Beauty, for you, is tied to authenticity—you find it in the natural, the wild, and the untamed. Others are charmed by your adventurous spirit and the way you make them feel free to grow and explore.
ᯓᡣ𐭩Capricorn (10,22°) - You embody a grounded, timeless kind of beauty and love. Others are drawn to your quiet strength, discipline, and ambition, as well as your ability to make them feel secure. Love for you is about trust, loyalty, and building something long-lasting. You’re most attractive when you’re confident in your goals and steady in your affections. Beauty, for you, is about simplicity and quality—you gravitate toward classic, elegant styles and relationships that stand the test of time.
ᯓᡣ𐭩Aquarius (11,23°) - You attract love through your unique, eccentric, and independent energy. Others are drawn to your originality, intellect, and ability to challenge conventions. You value relationships that allow for freedom and growth, and you’re most interested in people who see the world a little differently. Beauty, for you, is tied to individuality—you’re likely to find attraction in unconventional styles or ideas. You crave relationships that feel like partnerships, based on shared ideals and mutual respect.
ᯓᡣ𐭩Pisces (12,24°) - You exude a dreamy, otherworldly energy that captivates others. Love for you is spiritual, transcendent, and deeply emotional—you crave a soul-level connection and are often drawn to partners who inspire your creativity or compassion. Beauty, for you, is tied to the ethereal—you’re most radiant when you’re lost in your imagination or expressing your artistic side. People are enchanted by your softness, empathy, and ability to see the best in everyone. You often embody a sense of romantic, timeless allure.
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#beauty astrology#Aphrodite in the signs#asteroid aphrodite#aphrodite#love astrology#astrology#honey-bitch
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rafe thinks his maid is just the sweetest little thing...
prince!rafe x maid!reader
c/w: rafe being a menace, him flirting (?) w her, some royal cameron family angst ig, brief descriptions of him having sex w another woman, 18+ mdni!
wc: 2.3k
also this is by no means historically accurate which is why i’m not gonna name any specific era for this xx
moodboard & introduction
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Every mid-December, the palace comes alive in an entirely novel way with the bustling preparations for the annual winter ball that the king and queen host to celebrate ‘another wonderful year’.
The once quiet and calm castle transforms into something colorful and vivid with the mouthwatering smell of cakes and pastries cooking in the ovens of the royal kitchen, along with maids and other servants whirling around the long hallways as they place intricate decorations and shiny ribbons all over the broad staircases and windows.
She’s grateful she doesn’t have to partake in the hustle and bustle all that much since her primary duties include taking care of the prince and ensuring he has everything and anything he could possibly need.
Although right now, she sort of wishes she could be stringing up polished ornaments or garnishing elegant baked goods because apparently, being the prince’s personal maid sometimes means sitting quietly in his bedchambers (as per his request to keep him company while he’s reading) with her own thoughts and the sounds outside the door her only source of entertainment.
Therefore, she’s elated when he suddenly turns to face her in his armchair— flitting his eyes over to her from the hefty book that seems to have made him exasperated rather than enthralled.
“Will you join me for a walk? All this noise is makin’ m’head hurt.”
There’s enthusiasm in the nod of her head; a yearning to see the fresh layer of snow covering the trees and painting the entire kingdom with its powdery whiteness— the aftermath of last night’s blizzard. She doesn’t think there’s anything more beautiful than the crystalline snowfall glittering under the touch of the afternoon sun— or maybe a certain pair of aquamarine eyes, but that’s beside the point.
“That would be my pleasure, Your Highness,” she easily agrees.
“How many times do I have to tell you how much I despise that name? There’s no need to use it when s’just me,” he scolds her before he’s straightening up and stretching out his arms over his head.
“My apologies, it’s a habit,” she rises to her feet as well; trying her hardest not to let her eyes linger on the sliver of his stomach peeking out from underneath the silky fabric of his shirt.
“I don’t want your apologies, want you to use my name,” he says before stepping closer— standing tall before her and forcing her to blink up at him in order to meet his eyes. “Go on, sweetheart, say it,” he practically orders; eager eyes fixed on her face.
She hesitates under the sudden attention. He’s always seemed so fascinated by her and she doesn’t know why.
“Um…Rafe.”
He lets out a hum of approval. “That’s good. You ready to leave?”
“Y— yes, uh, Rafe.”
“Good job. Not so difficult, is it?” he coos at her almost mockingly— fingertips grazing the skin of her cheek when he tucks a loose tendril of hair back behind her ear.
She merely shakes her head— a warmth dusting over the apples of her cheeks when his touch lingers on the side of her face afterwards. And for a moment, she thinks she’s going to drown in the lagoons of his eyes, but then he clears his throat and offers the palm of his hand for her to take.
And it’s rather unusual for someone of his status to do; a prince who’s bound to wear the crown one day holding his maid’s hand isn’t exactly something that’s written in any book regarding the royal etiquette. However, he’s never been one to allow for dreadful rules and traditions to dictate his behavior, especially not towards her.
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“Are you looking forward to the winter ball?” she asks when they stop by the stables to check up on his horse, Jupiter.
“You know I hate dancin’,” he mutters out as he watches its teeth grind on the carrot he brought with him.
She smiles because she does know, before letting out a wistful sigh. “I wish I could attend.”
“You do? Why?” he’s perplexed by her enthusiasm towards something he considers as more tedious than anything— having to plaster on a smile for an entire night and socialize with people he doesn’t necessarily care for in order to humor his father never being something he’s particularly taken delight in.
Especially when Sarah is going to be the one receiving all of their father’s attention anyway. Not that he cares (he does) but he would appreciate it, if for once in his life, his old man would show him even an ounce of the care he seems to so easily shower his sisters in.
“Well, I’d love to wear a ball gown, but mostly for the food,” her feather-light voice brings him back to the moment.
“I’ll make sure to bring you a plate ‘n you can eat it in my room then, yeah?” he promises as he runs his fingers through Jupiter’s black main.
“You would do that?”
“If you promise not to tell the other maids or they’re gonna accuse you of gettin’ special treatment,” his tone is playful.
“They already do that,” she points out. “They think we spend too much time together.”
“And what do you think?” he asks, genuinely curious.
“I don’t mind. I quite enjoy your company,” she answers truthfully. After all, she has grown quite fond of Rafe throughout the years. Sometimes she just wishes he wasn’t so overwhelming, in every sense of the word.
“Yeah?” a smirk pulls at the side of his mouth, seemingly pleased with her answer.
She’s certain he’s well aware of the effect he has on her— the effect he has on everyone. And she thinks that he enjoys it; relishes in toying with her for his own amusement simply because he can. He can practically do anything he wants since his father is oftentimes gone for long periods of time; fulfilling his duties for the kingdom and whatnot.
And she knows Rafe doesn’t particularly mind the fact that his father is rarely home because he’s always been hard on him, much harder than on his sisters because whether he likes it or not, he’s set off to be the new king one day. And his reputation of having female guests over more often than not whenever his father is away doesn’t necessarily help with gaining his approval.
After all, rumor travels fast around the palace.
Rafe once admitted to her that he often felt like a disappointment, and that the pressure of everyone’s expectations sometimes made him wish he was nothing more than a stableman. After all, he does get along with horses better than he ever has with his family— it’s not exactly a secret amongst the royal court.
“Would you wanna go for a ride with me? Think Jupiter’s gettin’ bored,” he suddenly asks.
“Oh, I would love to but I’ve never, um, ridden a horse before,” she timidly admits.
“No? You wanna know how it feels? You could jus’ sit behind me, don’t need to do anythin’, yeah?” he coaxes her to say yes with a seemingly sincere smile; already walking Jupiter out of its stable and leaving her no choice but to follow them outside.
“Really?” the frosty air causes a shiver to crawl up her spine when she eyes him, hesitant.
“Mhm. Promise nothing’s gonna happen, I’ll take care of you. ‘N I know you’ll like it, s’very freeing,” he assures her as he’s already saddling up the horse, seemingly aware that she could never refuse him of anything.
“Okay...if you insist,” she tentatively agrees with a nod that he rewards with a beaming grin; the icy snowflakes sticking to his hair making him look like something straight out of a fairy tale.
Then, he’s lifting her up to straddle the entirely too big of an animal that sort of still scares her— strong hands gripping onto her hips and leaving her momentarily starstruck at how effortlessly he does it; as if she weighs nothing more than the carrot Jupiter was just chewing on.
He follows soon after, settling down in front of her with ease before looking at her over his shoulder. “Need you to hold onto me unless you wanna fall,” he instructs, seemingly reveling in the fact that he gets to be the one teaching her something new.
“Oh, yeah, of course,” she says, gingerly setting her hands on his waist, movements uncertain.
“Gonna need you to hold on tighter, promise I won’t bite,” he huffs out a laugh before he’s grabbing her arms and wrapping them around his middle more firmly— forcing her to fully lean against his back when the sudden clip-clopping of Jupiter’s hooves against the snow-covered cobblestone causes her to let out a surprised shriek.
“Good?” he asks, seemingly amused at the way she’s practically clutching onto him as the cottony snow prances around them.
She manages out a hum, wondering if he can hear her poor heart loudly thumping in her ribcage when he decides to pick up the speed some more, as if she wasn’t already terrified.
“Rafe! Can you slow down?” she squeaks out when Jupiter seems to only accelerate further underneath them.
“Where’s the fun in that?” he lets out a hearty chuckle in response, apparently finding amusement in her utterly frightened state while she wonders why she let herself think for even one second that he had pure intentions.
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“Y/N? Will you go look for my son? I fear he’s once again escaped his responsibilities to God knows where,” the king requests with an exasperated sigh while she’s crouching down and helping a servant clean up the sharp pieces of a shattered wine glass— the sound of laughter and dancing flourishing around them.
And she could swear she saw Rafe conversing with a guest only a few short moments ago. However, as she looks around in an attempt to locate the missing prince, he’s nowhere to be found.
“Right away, Your Majesty,” she’s quick to answer with a polite smile.
“Thank you,” he nods gratefully, seemingly fed up with his son already.
She ensures that the poor girl who accidentally cut her finger on the broken shards is not going to faint before tiptoeing up the broad flight of stairs in order to reach the higher levels of the palace— the loud music and blooming celebrations echoing around the halls.
“Your Highness? Are you in there?” she knocks softly on the mahogany door leading to his bedroom.
However, she isn’t granted a response.
“Rafe?” she tries once more before pressing her ear against the wood separating her from the muffled sounds she can now hear from the other side— brows furrowing when something akin to a whimper reaches her ears.
It sounds nothing like Rafe; it has a higher pitch, something more feminine than his usual drawl. And as she stands there, contemplating whether something is wrong or if she should just leave, the volume only amplifies.
And in a moment of cloudy judgement, she finds herself pushing down on the handle.
However, she curses her curiosity the moment the door cracks open and she’s faced with the view of some woman’s naked back. Her long, beautiful hair reminds her of lady Lydia (a daughter of one of the dukes invited to the ball) with none other than the prince himself underneath her sweaty form.
The sheets that she changed this morning are crumpled and creased around them and without the barrier of the door, she can now hear Rafe’s low grunts as well— can see how his big hands guide her movements. And they’re both panting heavily, seemingly lost in some haze— maybe the same one that forces her to stay rooted to her spot in the doorway.
With her eyes as wide as saucers and mouth parted, she’s not entirely sure how long she stands there for. Until out of the blue, she notices Rafe’s eyes flickering over to her— a smirk tugging at his mouth when he catches her staring.
She tries to move her legs but they won’t listen; making his lazy grin only grow in tandem with his strained groans that seem to only increase in volume as he locks his eyes with her.
And she can’t breathe; the air clogging her lungs instead of flowing through as her dazed mind tries to get her to do something, anything to get her to leave the room but his heady gaze seems to have hypnotized her— compelled her to stay right where she is.
All at once, a gravelly noise rumbles from his chest— his head dropping against the cushion of his fluffy pillows, seemingly reaching some sort of a peak in his search for pleasure as the woman above him begins to slow down her movements. And that’s when she’s finally able to step away; shutting the door behind her before scurrying down the stairs with bated breaths and heart pounding in her ears.
When she reaches the bottom, she accidentally stumbles into someone holding a golden serving tray— causing it to topple over to the floor with a loud clatter.
“I’m so sorry,” she apologizes before her wobbly legs are scrambling off in an attempt to locate the nearest escape route to the garden.
And once she’s managed to make it outdoors, she feels like she can finally breathe— the crisp December wind granting her heated skin an opportunity to cool down as she sits down on one of the wooden benches with a sigh.
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haii can i req octotrio, malleus, and leona (all seperate!) with a reader like kokomi from genshin thats also a jellyfish? romantic or not it doesn’t matter to me ^_^ also feel free to add more characters the more the merrier :3
Leona, Octatrio, Malleus, Riddle, Vil, Rook, Rollo x Kokomi!Jellyfish!Reader
a/n; i felt pretty inspired so i added quite a few <3
Leona Kingscholar
Leona pretends he’s indifferent, but your serene and calculated demeanor throws him off.
The first time he sees your glowing form under the moonlight, he blinks twice, convinced he’s hallucinating. “Tch, what’s with the light show? Trying to blind me or something?” But secretly, he’s mesmerized.
Your habit of calmly handling disputes in the dorm (often between Ruggie and others) frustrates him. “You can’t just talk people into behaving,” he grumbles, only to watch you succeed every time.
Leona’s competitive side comes out when he learns about your strategic mind. Chess games with you become a weekly ritual, and losing to you annoys him more than he’ll admit.
Despite his gruffness, he’s deeply protective of you, especially when someone comments on your jellyfish-like features. “Say that again, and I’ll show you why you don’t mess with jellyfish.”
Sometimes, he watches you float gracefully in water, pretending he’s there for a nap. “Stop staring at me, Leona.” “Who’s staring? I’m just resting my eyes.”
Azul Ashengrotto
Azul is immediately intrigued by your jellyfish traits and calm demeanor—after all, you’re a marine creature, and that’s his territory.
Your bioluminescence is something he secretly envies, though he’ll never admit it. “A marvelous ability,” he says while scribbling notes for future contracts.
Your strategic thinking makes you one of the few people who can keep up with him in negotiations. He offers you a job at the Lounge almost immediately, “to better utilize your talents.”
Whenever Floyd or Jade annoys him, Azul uses you as a buffer. “Perhaps you could… calm them down?” And, to his astonishment, it works. Even Floyd listens to you.
He’s absolutely fascinated by your glowing hair and jellyfish-like appendages. “Do they serve a specific function, or are they purely aesthetic?” he asks while trying not to sound overly eager.
Azul secretly finds your tranquil nature soothing. After a long day of scheming, he’ll seek your company under the guise of “strategic discussions,” but really, he just wants to hear your voice.
Jade Leech
Jade is utterly fascinated by you from the moment he meets you. Your resemblance to a jellyfish sparks his curiosity.
He constantly asks you questions about your biology, glowing abilities, and lifestyle. “Do you use your bioluminescence to lure prey, or is it purely decorative?”
Jade enjoys teasing you, especially when you’re peacefully floating in water. “You look so serene. It’s almost a shame to disturb you.” Then he splashes you.
He respects your calm and collected demeanor, but he’s determined to find out what flusters you. Watching your serene mask slip is his new favorite pastime.
If someone dares insult you, Jade’s smile grows even sharper. “I wouldn’t recommend making an enemy of a jellyfish, you know. They’re far more dangerous than they appear.”
He enjoys your company during his hikes, fascinated by how your glowing presence adds an ethereal beauty to the forest.
Floyd Leech
Floyd is absolutely obsessed with you. You’re a jellyfish, and jellyfish are cool—end of story.
He immediately nicknames you “Jelly,” much to your mild exasperation. “C’mon, Jelly! Let’s go do something fun!”
Floyd loves poking at your glowing features. “What happens if I touch this? Will it zap me?” (You have to swat his hand away repeatedly.)
Your calm nature intrigues him. “How do you stay so chill all the time? Don’t you ever wanna, like, flip out?” He sees it as a personal challenge to get you riled up.
He’s oddly protective of you. If anyone messes with you, Floyd’s mood sours instantly, and you have to calm him down before he does something drastic.
Floyd loves dragging you into the water to “swim like real jellyfish.” His playful nature contrasts hilariously with your serene floating.
Malleus Draconia
Malleus finds you absolutely enchanting. Your ethereal glow and calm presence remind him of a fairytale.
The first time he sees you glowing in the dark, he’s convinced you’re some sort of spirit. “Are you a creature of the night, summoned by the stars?” You laugh, which only confuses him more.
He adores your serene demeanor and often seeks your company when he’s feeling lonely. “You have a calming presence. It is… soothing.”
Your strategic mind impresses him. He occasionally consults you on matters of state, and your insight leaves him in awe.
Malleus is enchanted by your glowing features and bioluminescence. He often compares you to the stars and moon. “You shine as brightly as the night sky,” he says, his voice soft.
He’s protective of you, especially when others don’t understand your unique traits. “Anyone who dares mock your beauty will answer to me,” he declares, his aura dark and foreboding.
Riddle Rosehearts
Riddle is equal parts fascinated and exasperated by your serene and dreamy nature.
He struggles to reconcile your gentle demeanor with the strict order he upholds. “You can’t just let them get away with breaking rules.” But you always seem to handle things so effortlessly, he can’t help but feel a little envious.
The first time he sees your bioluminescence, he’s stunned. “W-What are you glowing for? Is that some sort of trick?” He secretly thinks it’s mesmerizing.
Your calmness has a soothing effect on him during his temperamental moments. When you gently suggest he take a deep breath, he can’t find it in himself to argue.
Your strategic mind earns his respect, especially when you help him resolve dorm conflicts with minimal drama. He finds himself seeking your counsel more often than he’d like to admit.
He tries to deny how much your presence comforts him, but when you glow softly under the moonlight, he’s reminded of the beauty of following one’s heart.
Vil Schoenheit
Vil finds you utterly captivating, both for your glowing beauty and your ability to remain so composed under pressure.
He immediately notices your bioluminescence and praises it as “natural elegance.” He may even use it as inspiration for his next photoshoot.
Vil admires your calm demeanor but insists on refining your presentation. “Grace comes naturally to you, but you must carry it with intention.”
Your ability to remain poised even under stress makes him jealous sometimes. He spends hours perfecting himself while you seem effortlessly radiant.
The two of you often engage in long conversations about leadership and balance. He’s impressed by your thoughtful insight, though he won’t always admit it.
He pretends not to care when others praise your ethereal glow, but he can’t help but feel proud, especially when you stand by his side at events.
Rook Hunt
Rook is absolutely enchanted by your jellyfish-inspired traits and ethereal aura.
The first time he sees your bioluminescence, he dramatically declares, “Magnifique! You are a creature of the heavens, a glowing gem beneath the sea!”
Rook constantly watches you, fascinated by the way you move and speak. He calls it research, but it’s really just admiration.
Your calmness intrigues him. He frequently tests your patience with his flamboyant antics, but you never falter, much to his delight.
He adores how your strategic mind contrasts with your soft demeanor. “You are as cunning as you are serene, ma chérie méduse.”
Rook writes poems inspired by your bioluminescent glow, claiming that no words could ever truly capture your beauty.
Rollo Flamme
Rollo is conflicted about you. Your calm, composed nature intrigues him, but your glowing features remind him of magic—something he loathes.
The first time he sees you glowing, he’s visibly unsettled. “Is this some kind of magic trick? I don’t trust it.” Yet, he can’t look away.
Your tranquil demeanor softens his usual disdain. He begrudgingly admits that you’re… tolerable, though his fascination with you grows daily.
Rollo’s jealousy flares whenever others praise your ethereal beauty. “They’re only bewitched by appearances,” he mutters, trying to convince himself he’s not affected.
Your intelligence earns his respect, though he won’t openly say it. He finds himself relying on your calm judgment more than he’d like.
Despite his feelings about magic, he catches himself enjoying the way your glow lights up dark spaces. It’s almost… comforting.
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James Potter x wife!reader
Summary: A dangerous mission puts James's life at risk. You're consumed by worry and fear as you wait for news of what happened to your husband.
Genre: Angst (happy ending)
Warnings: reader and James have a newborn baby (named Harry), mentions of death, murder, blood, violence,
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The clock reads midnight and still no one has heard from any of them.
You're sitting on the couch, your head in your hands. Lily crouches by your legs, her delicate hands resting on your knee as she rubs soothing circles around them, attempting to match your breathing so she can help you.
Naturally, you have taken this the hardest.
"They'll be alright," Lily whispers as if she can promise you that all will be okay, but her voice is distant.
The only person you can hear is him. His voice rings in your mind, the way he sounds when he says your name, when he whispers sweet nothings in your ear.
You can feel his hand in yours, the way his lips brushed your cheek, and the only thing you imagine when you look up is the front door opening wide and seeing him walk in, with only a few superficial scratches.
But the door doesn't move and instead, the room is silent.
It's been hours. It was supposed to be quick. That's what James had said when he kissed your head and said you he loved you. He hadn't even said goodbye to the baby.
"It's an easy mission, nothing dangerous—they're probably lost, you know how Sirius is," Marlene says from her side of the room as if that makes any of this better.
"You don't know that," you snap and stand up, pacing the room. You look at your friends, their solemn faces only making this worse. You can't stand their sadness, or even worse their pity. "Just—leave me alone—" your voice comes out hoarse, running up the creaky wooden stairs of you and James's little home in Godric's Hollow.
You hold your breath, turning the corner into the nursery where baby Harry should be sleeping soundly; unaware that his father isn't home.
It's as it should be, you reminded yourself, gently creeping inside. He is just a baby. He shouldn't worry. You'll make sure he never had to worry. You lean over the crib, picking your son up into your arms. He's all bundled up so the movement doesn't wake him.
"Oh, James," you mutter, feeling the warm tears fall but you hold them in for Harry's sake. This wasn't normal. Something felt wrong. "Where are you?" you ask into the darkness of the room, a line of moonlight from outside gently shines onto Harry's sleeping face.
You've always found it fascinating how much he can look like his father at only one years old and you wonder if that will carry on into his childhood.
"He looks like a wrinkled pickle," James had said the day of Harry's birth, his arm wrapped around you as you leaned your sweaty head on his bicep, breathing deeply from exhaustion. Your husband had somehow managed to squeeze himself onto the small hospital cot, his hip pressed against yours as he glanced down at the infant pressed against your bare chest. "Ugly little pickle," he muttered, the lovesick smile on his face betraying his true opinion.
"James," you'd scolded weakly. You're much too exhausted to look up as you keep your baby pressed against your bare breasts, calming him with your breathing.
"You're beautiful, my love," James said, kissing your hairline. "You did so well. So brave and strong."
You laughed, his voice soothing you.
"I just know our little pickle is gonna grow up just as handsome as his dad, ain't that right, bud?" James had teased, talking to the infant as if he could hear him. You rolled your eyes, simply letting the warmth of the two boys you loved the most lull you to sleep.
Harry suddenly begins to stir, his little eyes blinking open and you instantly rock him. "Shh, baby, go back to sleep," you whisper, feeling horrible for waking him up.
Harry doesn't cry. He looks at you in the darkness. He blinks a few times and then as if on cue, begins to wail. It's as if he can sense your sadness and all he can do with the emotion is cry. You feel horrible, sliding against the crib as you sit up, holding Harry up, as you rock him a little harder.
"Oh, please, honey," you plead, holding him against your knees as you touch the little tufts of curly hair on his little forehead. You hope none of your friends hear him and give them a reason to check on you. "Please, my lovely, sleep. It's okay. Daddy will be home soon, okay?"
You say it mostly to calm yourself down, knowing that it will in turn calm your son. You breathe, holding in more tears as you think of James. Where is he? You press a kiss on Harry's head once his cries have ceased.
You aren't sure how much time has passed as you sit on the floor, your eyes tired from crying as your baby sleeps soundly in your arms. The sounds of your friends have drowned into the background. You're having the most horrible dream as you drift to sleep, having cried exhaustion into your body.
James is gone. He's gone and you can't reach him.
You shift, your body unconsciously keeping Harry in your arms as your mind plagues you with horrible images. You can almost feel James's palm on your hand, his breath on your skin as he calls your name.
But he's gone. He's dead.
"My darling," his voice rings in your ears, hoarse and broken. "Wake up." James's calloused fingers touch your cheek, a wetness you don't recognize seeping into your skin and your eyes widen. You're met with James's piercing brown eyes and he forces a strained smile.
"Hi," he whispers.
Without thinking, you sit up through your haze and almost let Harry slip from your arms. Luckily, James scoots closer, trapping you in between his legs as he holds Harry to his chest, supporting your arms too. Harry wakes up again, his sleep schedule severely messed up as he begins to cry again and your heart breaks.
"Hi pickle," James whispers, careful only to touch the outside of Harry's blanket with his bloodied hands. You blink, staring at the awful state your husband is in, which even in the moonlight you can tell he's covered in ash and blood, his face littered insuperficial cuts and bruises— still, he's alive.
"James—" you whimper, touching his cheek gently. "What happened? Where were you? I was worried sick—" You squirm out of his legs and stand, taking Harry from him as you look for your son's favorite pacifier.
Once you've found it, you place it in Harry's mouth and set him back in his crib to fall asleep. You turn, grabbing your wand, and enchanting his crib mobile. Harry seems calmer now and you take James's wrist gently, pulling him out into the hallway.
You'd already disturbed your poor baby enough.
After closing the nursery door, you turn the light on, placing your wand in the back pocket of your jeans as you look him over. His shirt is bloodied and there's a gash, but the wound has been healed. "Remus healed me. We were ambushed—we barely got away and I- they had to heal me before we came home. I wouldn't let him take me home to you in the state I was in," James says.
Tears brim in your eyes.
"But, I'm okay now," he says and lifts his hand as if he wants to hold your cheek but he doesn't since there is still dried blood on his hands. Instead, he smiles at you. "I'm sorry you were so worried. Lily told me you were inconsolable."
You scoff, sniffling as you wrap your arms around his chest. You inhale his scent, holding in more sobs as relief overtakes you. "Of course I was worried, you fool," you pause and sniffle, "I was scared you'd never come home."
James wraps his arms around you. "I will always come home to you and Harry. Always, okay?"
You nod, resting your ear against your chest as you hold him. He sighs and rests his chin on your head, rubbing your back. "I'm gonna take a shower and you should go to bed, I'll tell you everything in the morning, okay?"
You shake your head, holding him tighter. You just want to be close to him. You don't want to let him out of your sight.
James can tell and he kisses your head. "Okay, okay, my love. I'm not going anywhere," he says in a whisper and he sighs, "I never want to be away from you again."
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