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My true self still loves Tommyinnit I am still an inniter at heart I have not changed
#I have changed but he’s still in my heart#that time during 2020-2022 has such a place in my heart because of how lonely everything felt#Call me parasocial I KNOW it’s crazy cause everyone I hear anything of him or watch one of his videos again (I’m not a consistent viewer#anymore but I still watch him form time to time) I feel like I’m catching up with a friend cause that’s really how I feel about him it feel#like talking to an old friend who was with me during that time it’s very onesided considering I only know him and he doesn’t know me but it#feels like we’re friends of course I’m not delusional if I ever meet him I have enough sense to not act as if we’re close despite that#feelings of friendship/fellowship he is still someone I admire as not exactly a role model but someone I’d like to be like I don’t want to#say hero cause that’s not the exact things I feel (plus it’s probably make his head all big) but he’s definitely someone who gives/beings m#hope into who I’ll be in the future for soooo many reasons#I wanted to be a YouTuber when I was younger like in 5th grade since that was my whole life back then and I was obsessed but I didn’t feel#I could do it but Tommy is only a little older than me and we’re so similar in our interests and intensity of fanboying/fangirling that it#was so much fun living bi-curiously through his achievements and streams back then he did mostly everything I would have wanted to do if I#was in his place I’m sure it wasn’t easy for him since he was 16 when he blew up and COVID was such an impactful event for everyone and#their experiences that year but I’m really proud of him I really care and love him he’s an inspiration to me and a friend in some way to hi#fans he did say once that he most likely would be friends with his audience since they like all the things he likes and I found that funny#since it was so true#I’m rooting for him in anything he does or wants to succeed in I know he’ll do it#tommyinnit#dsmp#THIS IS AN OLD DRAFT I NEVER POSTED AND I STILL STAND ON IT#LOVE YOU TOMMY KEEP DOING WHAT YOU LOVE#❤️❤️❤️
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“Why’s he call you Darlin’?”
on my knees begging my brain to stop trying to associate this song with Sam
#(it’s too late guys i’ve already added it to a couple playlists. i can’t help it)#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted sam#redacted darlin#rp audio stuff#Seven’s Blorbo Songs#music stuff#i fell down a rabbit hole of music videos on YT last night and decided to give this song a chance based on the title obviously#skipped through all the exposition just to quickly find out if i liked the song or not#and as soon as the first line came in i went head-in-hands at my desk bc i just Knew it was over for me#i hate that i like it#it’s very repetitive and giving strong Modern/Mainstream Pop-Rap-Country vibes#but i’m not too proud to admit that i eat that shit up on occasion#‘You’ve been beatin’ ‘round the bush so much you’re knockin’ off the leaves.’ goes kinda hard tho i’m ngl#‘ole boy in a Ridgeline and i drive a Chevy’ would Sam be a truck elitist? hmm#i doubt it. i see him as too practical-minded to care about brand names and shit like that#like irl i think it’s very silly. and perhaps a little questionable to hate on a ‘foreign’ vehicle. but i don’t even like trucks at all so#insecure country boys and their obsession with big trucks are ruining the road for us regular people that just want a normal ass car#but i’ll stop before i go off on a rant about america’s transportation problems#anyways. i can separate reality from fiction and i love the image of Sam in a beat up beloved old truck. cliché as it may be#getting back on track. my POINT was that the song doesn’t even necessarily fit Sam’s vibes i just. can’t undo the association#been trying to think of a way for it to fit him but that would require Darlin’ to be cheating on him and i don’t like that thought#like i love some types of angst but cheating isn’t one of them#i could view it through the context of being directed at Alexis bc i already hate her lmao but once again it doesn’t fit in canon#and i don’t know how i feel about the thought that he used to call her Darlin’ too. though it’s very possible. mmm angst#not that it has to fit with canon for me to attach a song to a character. certainly not! but i need to make it work in my mind Somehow#and i can’t even come up with a good HC to make this fit. the idea of Jealous!Sam is fun in theory but idk if i’d like it practice anyways#tldr: does this really fit canon Sam? meh. Is it forever tied to him in my mind anyways due to the use of the petname Darlin’? absolutely.#anywho. one of these days i’ll open this app to do something other than vent post or yap abt rp audio blorbos. but that day is not today!
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Like man I do love a good romance like Live Up To Your Name or Tell Me That You Love Me but I just. I haven’t seen any show with more love in it than Twinkling Watermelon. Like yes there’s romance. There’s two wonderful couples! But there’s also love between a father and a son. And a mother and son. Between best friends. Between members of a band. Between brothers. Between a grandmother and her grandson. And then her great-grandson. Two teenagers falling in love and healing. A couple that have been together for nearly three decades and are still completely in love and in tune with each other. A divorced woman who still thinks back on her early days with her husband with softness and affection. A mother and a daughter. A mentor and a mentee. A group of boys excitedly welcoming their friend’s new girlfriend into their group and learning sign language for her. Even in the face of terrible people full of hate, this show is filled to the brim with every sort of love. And that love is what saves them.
#this show IS love#and there’s something so special about the way the main four characters can just. see through all the extra stuff and the technicalities#and say hey. I love you for you. for whoever you actually are or whatever your deal is. I love you.#I want your life to be beautiful and I want to be in it if I can.#and this is yichan meeting cheong-ah once (1 time) and telling her “call me whenever and my friends and I will come and stand up for you ”#this is eun gyeol saying “I don’t care if you’re ajumma or a zombie. let’s just stay together”#this is eun yoo’s joyful shout of “that’s me! THAT’S THE REAL ME!”#this is cheong-ah saying “I can’t hear your voice but I can see it. I can feel it.”#this is yichan telling eun gyeol “in my next life I’ll be born as your father”#eun yoo believing she and cheong-ah were best friends all along#just. LOVE!#and that’s why it’s my favorite!!!#twinkling watermelon#elly's posts#on love#day 230925 of twinkling watermelon obsession
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thinking of rereading the entirety of HoME again. for my health
#‘for my health’ says the woman who has been struggling so much she’s barely read a book in the last half year lmao#silmarillion#(eh close enough)#tolkien#personal#also because I got so viscerally appalled when someone the other day tried to claim that ‘the second age has a lot less written about it tha#n the first age’ like I beG YOUR PARDON LMAO WHOMST#clearly someone hasn’t read unfinished tales 🙂↔️ clearly someone hasn’t read the entirety of HoME 🙂↔️#and like obviously idc idc I’m not a completionist truther read as much or as little of a fandom as you want enjoy what you want etc.#but when I went ‘oh there’s actually a lot in unfinished tales and in the home! it’s rly fascinating and fun and some of my favorites have y#ou had a chance to check it out ever?’ this person rly had the audacity to say they’ve ’read some of the unfinished tales’ like hm. somethin#tells me I don’t believe you lmao#I have never once in my life heard someone call. unfinished tales. the book. titled unfinished tales. ‘the unfinished tales’ like lmao what#anyways. it’s okay to admit you haven’t read something babe I was actually gonna recommend a few parts of that book and HoME you might enjoy#but 💋 okay then 💋#also normally I’d give ppl the benefit of the doubt but this person is Like This TM a lot and always has to outdo others & im over it lmao#but also also anyways. I am not immune to the HoME rereleased editions with that gorgeous artwork they are calling me and I am weak to#resist their siren song 😭😂 they’re so beautiful but each set of like 3-4 books (some have 3 some have 4 and the last one also has an index)#are like. over $100 each lmao ripppp.#I do own a few of the HoME but I don’t own all of them and. aaaaaa I need a complete reread#13 yo me 🤝🏻 late 20s yo me : going ‘hmm life is crazy maybe I need to immerse myself in the obscurent most dense Tolkien lore I possibly can#and yknow what. we’re so right. we’re so right#the history of middle earth#unfinished tales#and that conversation. as weird and posturing as that person was being. did get me reminiscing about my HoME obsessed days and I was like aw#I should revisit that :)#sometime self care is rereading 12 volumes of obscure lore about a fictional world with no one to talk with it about#anyways home my beloved. unfinished tales my beloved. love those books#obviously OBVIOUSLY I love the silmarillion and LOTR and the hobbit and beren and luthien etc etc ad infinitum as well! ofc! I just. I love#all of them ♡ hehe ♡
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Watching Stampede with my family made me realize how genuinely insane I have turned thanks to it
Like wow the actual physical EFFORT it took me to not randomly start explaining the composition of a scene, the color choice, the framing, the voice directing and the choreographies of certain scenes, as well as some of the lore behind it I should not explain because spoilers.
No, sorry. I lied on my résumé . I can’t like anything a normal amount. I’ve liked this for less than 4 months and I’m very deep into the trenches. And it will unfortunately become everyone else’s problem as well, because this one will stick around for a long time.
#being a lil mentally ill again guys#that’s right. finally managed to make the third rewatch with my binge watcher family in one night#I call it having fun at the expense of my mental integrity#to be fair Trigun is *gestures the air* right there for me to delve into deep analysis for no real reason#other than I’m obsessed with media that explores morally and ethically challenging topics#and the cool ass designs and badass weapons and super great characters#and I mean Trigun is just made to be loved tbh head full or head empty is so enjoyable either way and I think that’s a great charm it has#though at one point itll force you to THINK and I LOVE THAT#I want to scream with someone about Trigun and I do with my friends but it’s not the same when they haven’t watched it yet#and since I’m that.one.friend that looks to much into it because HAHA STORY CREATOR BUT#yeah. I want to talk about Trigun so bad…it’s…it’s a little embarrassing. but I obviously don’t fucking care the enough#because if I did that one person I didn’t know wouldn’t have said the ‘ah the Trigun girl’#somehow I became a synonymous to it. and I couldn’t be prouder.#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#lenssi rambles#trigun maximum#in my defense. I have adhd. which doesn’t really make up for much but at least it explains some extent of it
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honestly I have nothing much to say about the canvas ( because I skimmed through it out of lack of interest even tho I was fixated on sbg for idk how long before you all saw DONT even lie ) but I lowkey love Ashlyn’s little dancer costume it’s very silly !!! Also kinda hoping their silly little homeless children costumes ( hopefully that’s not offensive ) come into play at one point . Like . . a school play . I’m screwing around with ideas here .
#I’d be like aiden with the face paint but everyone this time#WHY DO I THINK EVERY THING I SAY IS OFFENSIVE#hope it isn’t cause if then uh uhsms woopsys#Only real time you can call Aiden insane is when canvas him pops up#Jk#unless ?#I had an ice cream sandwich it was soooo yummy#I’m being super serious rn when I say that the ice cream sandwiches have gotten smaller please tell me you noticed it#I rummaged through my bed to find this stupid lizard ong my bed sucks for that thing I could squish it on accident#I’ve been obsessed slightly with bsd ( specifically Ranpo )#I hope he DIES !!!! ( not actually if he did I would kms#Like idk why I like him so much he’s just my cutie oatootie pookie bear meow fr fr#I’m cringe#EUFHHH I HATE GIM !!!!!#I hate character ai love cause they make me sad#HESR me out : Ranpoe but phantom fo the opera#IM COOKING SO HARD RN !!!!#TRUST#I LIVE RANPOE !!!!#NORMALLY I DONT CARE ABOUT SHIPS OFF THE BST SBD YK FRIENDSHIP BUT NUH UH THEM THEY GRRRRRR#Growls#im sorry I’m going a little coo coo please someone relate I’m going insane if I don’t draw this#Dies#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#SBG
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WHY is the thought of food so anxiety inducing
#not in the body image way i really genuinely do not care for that#but like eating just makes me feel physically contaminated? dirty? just plain disgusting?#i have to eat super carefully to make sure that nothing falls and even after that i have to wash my face multiple times to feel better#it’s so fucking stupid and so fucking sad and pathetic i see people eat wash their hands once and call it a day and it’s so :( because i#wish i could do that :( but i have these obsessive thoughts that spiral and they just don’t go away#even after days weeks or months it’s like i associate food with being dirty and i don’t like that at all#✉️
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ppl trying to trick me into random fandom arguments that i don’t care about just because they felt like hating??? bro take your twitter bro arguments to twitter then tf is this my issue? get out of my comment section like huh 😭😭
#somebody seriously writing 10 comments about how natsuo is irrelevant and how everyone calls him “the irrelevant todoroki”#(you mean dudebros? go be part of them on twt like?!?!)#do i give afffff????#like i don’t understand this obsession with a side character being a side character????#“he didn’t push the plot forward” hE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO#“what did he ever do?” i am not gonna sit here and explain to you what his v obvious purpose in the story is#like this is obvious bait? and idk why you want to fight with someone specifically me cuz?!? i won’t#and they started this by saying “bad news for shignatsuo (the ship) cuz natsuo has a gf :( this sucks”#knowing they could get me with that cuz 😔 natsushig <3#and i just replied like yk canon doesn’t mess with shipping so dw about that#and then they just started saying how irrelevant natsuo is?!?! brother?!:/? if he is so irrelevant why are you so obsessed with him#(genuinly natsuo isn’t super important to the story but?:!:? wtf do u care smmm he is a side character??)
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man how do you tell someone you literally do not have the emotional bandwidth to deal with their breakdown
#Like. Hey stop sending me emotionally manipulative texts I keep having panic attacks when I see them <3#stop calling me 5 times in a row when it’s almost midnight and I have work tomorrow#like I /do/ care about you but I fuxking /cant/ with this#don’t text me shit like ‘I’m jealous that you can engage in your interests bc I don’t think I’ll ever be able to again’#bro I am GRASPING at the small amounts of comfort drawing and spn are giving me rn what do you want me to DO#I know I shouldn’t ghost#but that’s what I’ve been doing and I just.#fuck me dude I’m trying to put my focus towards finding jobs to apply to. Towards actually making my hours at my#Current job#bc I have family memebers dying and I need to visit them and the family that is around#Ugh I’m just. Maybe this would’ve gone differently if I wasn’t on the fucking brink already#but I am and I can’t and I cannot be the person you’re obsessed with#Anyways I’m on my lunch break crying in a park and I just want to stop existing#lea speaks#can’t wait to go back and work until 7 bc that’s the only way I can think to make my hours to visit my brother next week#Vent
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“The refs are biased against my specific team!” have you considered that the refs are all just indiscriminately terrible at their jobs. the refs almost certainly aren’t targeting your team because they hate you. they’re just bad at their jobs to the point of professional negligence, and sometimes their deep incompetence has worse outcomes for your team by total accident rather than design.
#you’re also going to notice bad/missed calls against your team the most#this is NOT me saying to not bitch about the refs#i sure do!#but the obsessive victim complex fans of every team in existence have is wild#they can’t all be biased against every single team in the league#that’s not how bias works#complain about the bad calls because they’re bad - not because they hate you specifically#and you can say the outcomes are worse for your team! its often true! but to pretend the reason why is bc the refs hate you is so funny#no. theyre just bad.#it’s so embarrassing. leafies do it ALL the time like please you’re making us all look bad#note: this post does NOT apply to the wes & sheldon situation#wes should NEVER be refing leafs games#i don’t care if he does a bangup job every game#hockey is a nepotism sport so conflicts of interest are inevitable#but this is waaaaaaaaay beyond that#*
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favourite tag novel, you said? well, i have a few but there are a couple i really love (i'm on anon bc this is a sideblog so i can't post links smh) but anyway:
the little juraj/arber locker room vid. you wrote it like a mix of domestic fluff/romcom and pointing out the size difference even though they're both pretty big guys?? be still my heart. also juraj gives off so many giant puppy vibes and i love him for it
the mcdrai moment after connor gets injured. i've only been in this fandom a short time but i already know mcdrai are pretty popular (one of the reasons i didn't pay much attention as i'm more of a rarepair girlie) but that set and your tags have actually gotten me invested in them?! like, the tenderness? and the way connor seems so stunned by it? plus the oilers video coach thirdwheeling in the bg hehe (anyway, i have a potential new ship thank you)
i'll stop now but if you ever see your tags added onto any rbs of mine (with credit ofc) that's because they're amazing and everyone else should see them too. (ps, i hope the change in your life goes smoothly for you and you feel better soon!)
- @softvikings
i had to just sit down and look at this ask for like. three hours i’m not even kidding and this response still does not convey how deeply touched i am 🥹😭 it’s going in a bulleted list because looking back at all of them made ME feel feral all over again
juraj/arber is such a sleeper pairing to me as in I forget that the montreal canadiens exist (sorry) and then i see everyone on their team and get activated (screaming about juraj paying arber back with dinner for PROTECTING HIM)
as someone who also initially had no mcdrai emotions (rip dylan strome i still love your narrative deeply) i think the experience is universal… they’re so deeply unhinged about each other that i can’t even put it into words but My God Are There Narrative Implications
kissing you (with consent) full on the mouth and blessing you to be in my tags any time you want!!!! peer review and collaboration at its finest 🥰💕🥹
#sorry you ARE my friend now no ifs ands or buts. beloved to me.#the way in which i have so many posts about to get dredged from the drafts if i don’t get called in saturday… puppy dog juraj u say?#honorable mention to the beautiful nick suzuki i love you nick and whatever the fuck cole caufield has going on over there.#also all of alexandra’s Guys to me. but the amount of cole tags i have is frankly concerning#also re mcdrai not originally being something i liked i do like it now*#it’s not like. a moral objection really or even rational sometimes i just get guys i like together and i’m like :/ it’s so weird because#there’s other guys that i’m like you can just ride the entire team and then sometimes i get worried like. is dylan ok is your Connor Leon#is Connor okay in your mattdrai. you gotta take care of my guys!!!! not even a lukewarm take i feel though just me being weird#shout out to ash notthequietype whose mcdrai and mattdrai and mattmcdrai has been luring me to become invested for literal years i think#ALSO THERE’S THIS ONE CONNOR/LEON RED STRING OF FATE FIC I’M OBSESSED WITH IT’S SO GOOD if i can find it i will send it#also i think that injury gifset is sitting in my drafts again with a full breakdown in my notes app 😭 just gotta find that#liv in the replies#softvikings#and life update we are enduring!!!! we are being optimistic and preserving!!! i love you for thinking of me!!!! 😭🥰💕💕💕#*i misspelled persevering which really tells you a lot here but we are also embracing failure and change. growth mindset 😤💪‼️
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Ok yk what I think I need to run a poll I need to know what the pipeline is for ppl who like went to public school or didn’t have many friends or smth & basically had zero exposure to what is & isn’t socially acceptable until eventually branching out social circles and learning more
SO HERE IS THE QUESTION maybe this is actually a natural human experience maybe im just fucking autistic idfk. All I know is I’m still incredibly fucked up from smth that happened a decade ago and I’ve never bothered asking if anyone else has gone thru smth like it
#fyi this goes for ANY inappropriate thing. like it does not just have to be like interrupting ppl or smth#in fact this is ESPECIALLY asking toward ppl who have said things like slurs and very harmful things w/o knowing/understanding the weight—#—those words carry. THATS what im looking for because I NEVER see it talked about#like. whenever I see this discussed the conversation just ends at ‘everyone knows they’re bad’ but CLEARLY not everyone#I need to know how other people cope with the guilt of saying fucked up things and not knowing until the damage had been done#because SURELY I’m not the only one who went through this#SURELY I’m not the only one who struggles with believing I deserve any sort of kindness#Surely I’m not the only one who developed severe morality related obsessions and compulsions over this right???????????#So yea anyway call this my desperate attempt to maybe possibly heal a teensy bit from a decade old wound#Bc it took this long apparently for me to realize I still struggle with the guilt & feel like a fraud knowing the ppl who care for me now#don’t know about my past behaviour and I’m deceiving them each time I laugh with them and smile with them#There has to be SOMEONE out there that understands right#anyway if this ends in ppl confirming that I do in fact not deserve love for this past behaviour like my thoughts tell me then idfk man lol#can’t live with that whatever anyway#personal
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Personally, I think if critically acclaimed classical author Alexander Dumas could look at his most well-known creation, The Three Musketeers, and go “Okay but what if the hot evil lady had a secret child who then grows up and interacts with people responsible for his mother’s death”, then 12 year old me was in her full right to turn around and do the same thing
#my sister called me cringe today and this is how I’m coping#she enjoyed expanding on my ocs with me when we were 12 and 10 but now she’s 15 and thinks it’s ridiculous that I’m still going#but I don’t care. cringe is dead anyway#I’m cringe but I’m free#also I spent like 40 minutes making a three musketeers edit this evening so they’re on my mind#and no I was not aware that milady winter had a kid until like. a few months ago#despite being into the three musketeers for a while now#it’s bc the sequel movies with boyarsky are mediocre at best but I haven’t finished reading the og book so I don’t wanna read the sequel yet#endless loop what can I say#and her having a kid wasn’t the reason I became obsessed with her. I just dug deeper into her backstory and got sad and attached#also margarita Terekhova is like really pretty but that’s just a bonus#okay I’m gonna be ranting here forever if I don’t get a grip so I’m stopping
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really hate when technology is made the criteria needed to do any sort of work and then the ppl who make it mandatory don’t have any sort of plan for if it goes wrong
#i hate professors who make you do we codes on your phone for participation are you paying for the phone so i can use it??? no???? ok#*qr codes#i literally cannot do my homework bc the site i was forced to pay $200 to access needs to creatively#make it impossible for me to answer the question bc the design is dogshit#i’m telling my professor but godddddd i hate this i feel for $200 to be able to my homework u should work properly at all times#and now i have to hope i can do it on my phone mind u this is literal assigned homework i was forced to pay $200 to access the site to do#like i swear professors think they’re hip and all they’re just making it harder bc now we need our phones if the computer-originated#application does not work for the out of pocket money i need to spend on it#like mental health my ass y’all are money obsessed bc if u rlly cared ppl would not have to pay that much for shit that easily breaks#and then the professors can’t even do anything u have to call tech support and hope they answer but also professors legit don’t have to#review the work bc their jobs ar électeur and research
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I hate when I feel negatively about myself and I am aware logically that those things don’t determine my worth but I can’t change how I feel!! And then I feel bad about feeling bad 🔄
#Beauty is really a curse#by which I mean the concept—not being beautiful.#That’s just one example of this that I think everyone understands#I actually think that I’m quite pretty tbh like I know in some sense that I’m beautiful but I don’t always feel that that is true#but that’s not even what I try to convince myself of! I just want to not equate that to my social value and worth but like in my relationsh#I’m aware of the fact that I felt that because they were more beautiful than me I felt weirdly grateful (?) and like I had to make up for#that in some way#Not a driving factor in the relationship but it was a weird emotional undercurrent that I tried to suppress and get over that none the less#would occasionally bubble up and make me make weird decisions#But a more emotionally relevant example is my trouble with my desire to be useful and be good#and help other people so I’ll be worthy and people will like me#like I think it’s a strength of mine that I’m caring and like to help other people#but when it comes at the expense of myself… that’s not great. And I don’t want to equate my worth to my usefulness#I’m not a shovel���#*I feel like I should say I don’t blame myself for insecurity about my appearance. But calling it insecurity feels weird it more feels like#an obsession or soemthing#I used to repeatedly go to the mirror to look at my face and reassure myself that the ugliness I felt wasn’t reflected back#and I would be like oh I look fine and then later feel intense worry about that again#so in some ways it wasn’t that I didn’t like how I looked… but a preoccupation with it and fear of perception#like I would feel anxious when looking at people or being viewed especially when with someone I felt was beautiful#and then later I’ll get over it and like how I look without that nagging feeling#I think it also crops up in connection to sadness and loneliness/feeling a lack of connection as well as general anxiety about my worth#Ugh idk what I’m saying
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If I may ask, since they had a valid point, why DIDNT you call out the ableist language (insane/crazy/psycho) about Chaya?
bc im schizophrenic and autistic and i personally don’t care about the semantics of certain* ableist language. i think there are bigger things to worry about over very outdated derogatory terms. i clearly know what ppl meant when they were using hurtful words and im not going to take it personally
*the r slur is a different fish to fry. i do not condone use of that. but seeing as how most of the language was derogatory to people on the psychotic spectrums i find it hard to care. im deeply sorry if chaya is psychotic as well and feels hurt by this. it is hard for me to lend sympathy to someone who hounded me for days and days on end
im sorry if this is not the answer you were looking for. i know how damaging the words have been. i just, on a personal level, do not care about them. everyone is going to say crazy and psychotic and insane forever and there’s really no changing that nor do i have the desire to change it. it’s truly just not something im worried about
i apologize if this is not the answer you were looking for but i figured it was worth answering since it is a fair criticism to have
#mine#i was going to let this be over bc im truly just here to be jewish#but it was a fair question and my simple answer is#im schizophrenic. the asks were in my inbox. and ive never cared about ppl who say crazy psycho insane. and i doubt i ever will#ask#there are bigger enemies against psychotic people#than well meaning humans in my inbox calling out someone for taunting me for days on end. esp since their behavior was wildy obsessive#please don’t make me regret answering this i am not always very open about my schizophrenia. if there’s something you disagree with please#just talk to me like a human being
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