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Like man I do love a good romance like Live Up To Your Name or Tell Me That You Love Me but I just. I haven’t seen any show with more love in it than Twinkling Watermelon. Like yes there’s romance. There’s two wonderful couples! But there’s also love between a father and a son. And a mother and son. Between best friends. Between members of a band. Between brothers. Between a grandmother and her grandson. And then her great-grandson. Two teenagers falling in love and healing. A couple that have been together for nearly three decades and are still completely in love and in tune with each other. A divorced woman who still thinks back on her early days with her husband with softness and affection. A mother and a daughter. A mentor and a mentee. A group of boys excitedly welcoming their friend’s new girlfriend into their group and learning sign language for her. Even in the face of terrible people full of hate, this show is filled to the brim with every sort of love. And that love is what saves them.
#this show IS love#and there’s something so special about the way the main four characters can just. see through all the extra stuff and the technicalities#and say hey. I love you for you. for whoever you actually are or whatever your deal is. I love you.#I want your life to be beautiful and I want to be in it if I can.#and this is yichan meeting cheong-ah once (1 time) and telling her “call me whenever and my friends and I will come and stand up for you ”#this is eun gyeol saying “I don’t care if you’re ajumma or a zombie. let’s just stay together”#this is eun yoo’s joyful shout of “that’s me! THAT’S THE REAL ME!”#this is cheong-ah saying “I can’t hear your voice but I can see it. I can feel it.”#this is yichan telling eun gyeol “in my next life I’ll be born as your father”#eun yoo believing she and cheong-ah were best friends all along#just. LOVE!#and that’s why it’s my favorite!!!#twinkling watermelon#elly's posts#on love#day 230925 of twinkling watermelon obsession
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thinking of rereading the entirety of HoME again. for my health
#‘for my health’ says the woman who has been struggling so much she’s barely read a book in the last half year lmao#silmarillion#(eh close enough)#tolkien#personal#also because I got so viscerally appalled when someone the other day tried to claim that ‘the second age has a lot less written about it tha#n the first age’ like I beG YOUR PARDON LMAO WHOMST#clearly someone hasn’t read unfinished tales 🙂↔️ clearly someone hasn’t read the entirety of HoME 🙂↔️#and like obviously idc idc I’m not a completionist truther read as much or as little of a fandom as you want enjoy what you want etc.#but when I went ‘oh there’s actually a lot in unfinished tales and in the home! it’s rly fascinating and fun and some of my favorites have y#ou had a chance to check it out ever?’ this person rly had the audacity to say they’ve ’read some of the unfinished tales’ like hm. somethin#tells me I don’t believe you lmao#I have never once in my life heard someone call. unfinished tales. the book. titled unfinished tales. ‘the unfinished tales’ like lmao what#anyways. it’s okay to admit you haven’t read something babe I was actually gonna recommend a few parts of that book and HoME you might enjoy#but 💋 okay then 💋#also normally I’d give ppl the benefit of the doubt but this person is Like This TM a lot and always has to outdo others & im over it lmao#but also also anyways. I am not immune to the HoME rereleased editions with that gorgeous artwork they are calling me and I am weak to#resist their siren song 😭😂 they’re so beautiful but each set of like 3-4 books (some have 3 some have 4 and the last one also has an index)#are like. over $100 each lmao ripppp.#I do own a few of the HoME but I don’t own all of them and. aaaaaa I need a complete reread#13 yo me 🤝🏻 late 20s yo me : going ‘hmm life is crazy maybe I need to immerse myself in the obscurent most dense Tolkien lore I possibly can#and yknow what. we’re so right. we’re so right#the history of middle earth#unfinished tales#and that conversation. as weird and posturing as that person was being. did get me reminiscing about my HoME obsessed days and I was like aw#I should revisit that :)#sometime self care is rereading 12 volumes of obscure lore about a fictional world with no one to talk with it about#anyways home my beloved. unfinished tales my beloved. love those books#obviously OBVIOUSLY I love the silmarillion and LOTR and the hobbit and beren and luthien etc etc ad infinitum as well! ofc! I just. I love#all of them ♡ hehe ♡
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Watching Stampede with my family made me realize how genuinely insane I have turned thanks to it
Like wow the actual physical EFFORT it took me to not randomly start explaining the composition of a scene, the color choice, the framing, the voice directing and the choreographies of certain scenes, as well as some of the lore behind it I should not explain because spoilers.
No, sorry. I lied on my résumé . I can’t like anything a normal amount. I’ve liked this for less than 4 months and I’m very deep into the trenches. And it will unfortunately become everyone else’s problem as well, because this one will stick around for a long time.
#being a lil mentally ill again guys#that’s right. finally managed to make the third rewatch with my binge watcher family in one night#I call it having fun at the expense of my mental integrity#to be fair Trigun is *gestures the air* right there for me to delve into deep analysis for no real reason#other than I’m obsessed with media that explores morally and ethically challenging topics#and the cool ass designs and badass weapons and super great characters#and I mean Trigun is just made to be loved tbh head full or head empty is so enjoyable either way and I think that’s a great charm it has#though at one point itll force you to THINK and I LOVE THAT#I want to scream with someone about Trigun and I do with my friends but it’s not the same when they haven’t watched it yet#and since I’m that.one.friend that looks to much into it because HAHA STORY CREATOR BUT#yeah. I want to talk about Trigun so bad…it’s…it’s a little embarrassing. but I obviously don’t fucking care the enough#because if I did that one person I didn’t know wouldn’t have said the ‘ah the Trigun girl’#somehow I became a synonymous to it. and I couldn’t be prouder.#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#lenssi rambles#trigun maximum#in my defense. I have adhd. which doesn’t really make up for much but at least it explains some extent of it
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honestly I have nothing much to say about the canvas ( because I skimmed through it out of lack of interest even tho I was fixated on sbg for idk how long before you all saw DONT even lie ) but I lowkey love Ashlyn’s little dancer costume it’s very silly !!! Also kinda hoping their silly little homeless children costumes ( hopefully that’s not offensive ) come into play at one point . Like . . a school play . I’m screwing around with ideas here .
#I’d be like aiden with the face paint but everyone this time#WHY DO I THINK EVERY THING I SAY IS OFFENSIVE#hope it isn’t cause if then uh uhsms woopsys#Only real time you can call Aiden insane is when canvas him pops up#Jk#unless ?#I had an ice cream sandwich it was soooo yummy#I’m being super serious rn when I say that the ice cream sandwiches have gotten smaller please tell me you noticed it#I rummaged through my bed to find this stupid lizard ong my bed sucks for that thing I could squish it on accident#I’ve been obsessed slightly with bsd ( specifically Ranpo )#I hope he DIES !!!! ( not actually if he did I would kms#Like idk why I like him so much he’s just my cutie oatootie pookie bear meow fr fr#I’m cringe#EUFHHH I HATE GIM !!!!!#I hate character ai love cause they make me sad#HESR me out : Ranpoe but phantom fo the opera#IM COOKING SO HARD RN !!!!#TRUST#I LIVE RANPOE !!!!#NORMALLY I DONT CARE ABOUT SHIPS OFF THE BST SBD YK FRIENDSHIP BUT NUH UH THEM THEY GRRRRRR#Growls#im sorry I’m going a little coo coo please someone relate I’m going insane if I don’t draw this#Dies#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#SBG
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what is your opinion on kagamine len nendoroids and do you have a favorite PLEASE pleasepleasepleaseplease bats eyes hands on lap like a goober twirls hair
LEN NENDOS… MY PHONE IS THEMED AFTER LITERALLY JUST LEN NENDOS… LEN NENDOROIDS SUPERMACY….
why are they so expensive and hard to acquire. that’s their only downside othewiSE THEY ARE ONE OF MY 13 REASONS NOT TO K
ajshdjsjhdhd picking a favorite is hard but i managed to pick two. it was torturous
Nendoroid Kagamine Len: Symphony 2022 Ver.
look at this gorgeous mf. he is usually such a loser boy like like a wimpy pathetic being sorta. this is one of the only instances where he is not wet kitten core
he’s ethereal oh my god
reminds me of that one proseka card i grinded 60k for and spent 39k on
Nendoroid Doll Kagamine Len
pretty much just a classic len But He Is A Doll. like a doll with doll joints and
and you can dress him up
what the fuck
is that just not adorable. you can dress him up you can sew little clothes for him
IS THAT JUST NOT THE MOST ADORABLE SHIT EVER. LOOK AT HIM
PRECIOUS WIMP
#to clarify . all derogatory terms i call kagamine len are in an affectionate manner#he is my everything okay?#not in a cheesy romance way#i just obsess over him so much that i ran out of compliments and have to resort to insults instead#y’all my bday is in 9 days. is there anyone willing to maybe gift me a len…#i don’t care what it is#i cannot survive with just the laminated paper cutout that i paid five bucks for because the authorities of this household hate vocaloid#i paid five bucks to my sister’s classmate for a printed picture of kagamine len#please can i get a plush. or a figure at least#kagamine len#rant#ramblings#i hope i answered your question#asks
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errm uhh augh how have you guys been long time no see. annotated young morro design be upon ye
without the bg cause you can see the sequins better with the bg but you can also see the words better without the bg
#after prophecy to leaving he would either obsess over being clean even in the middle of training#cause it’s ‘unfitting for the green ninja to look anything other than perfect’ or whatever#and being dirty shows he wasn’t good enough cause someone got a hit on him or something#or he would just either forget or not care about basic needs like showering and sleeping cause he’s too obsessed with the prophecy#cant really decide#after leaving/ghost morro will be out. maybe soon#morro tag is DEAD by the way is anyone still here#i’m one to talk i havent posted anything either#it’s cause i’m back in my 2020 purpled bedwars era#he was my fav long before las nevadas 🤞🤞#and las nevadas purpled is INTERESTING genuinely#i was never one for lore streams but now that i learned how to have patience and how to kill cringe i’ve been watching his#i dont actually really know what the deal is with las nevadas i’m just watching purpleds bits#i’m halfway through but i know what happened but also don’t tell me anything#if anyone here even knows what i’m talking about#i can’t really call myself a dsmp kid cause i started watching before all the stuff started i think even before wilbur joined#and didn’t really watch the lmanberg streams just sorta generally knew what was happening#then completely dropped watching it when they started politics#i watched the content creators INDIVIDUALLY but not the dsmp lore itself#there’s too much it’s too much of a hassle#if anyone calls me cringe you literally cannot talk this is a season 5 lego ninjago character#and also it was covid it’s like a rite of passage to be into mcyt during covid#i know there’s a pipeline from mcyt to kids shows. i know there’s one out there#there’s definitely one from mcyt to musicals what with hamilton and all#ninjago#lego ninjago#morro ninjago#ninjago morro#morro wu#jellos scribbles
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WHY is the thought of food so anxiety inducing
#not in the body image way i really genuinely do not care for that#but like eating just makes me feel physically contaminated? dirty? just plain disgusting?#i have to eat super carefully to make sure that nothing falls and even after that i have to wash my face multiple times to feel better#it’s so fucking stupid and so fucking sad and pathetic i see people eat wash their hands once and call it a day and it’s so :( because i#wish i could do that :( but i have these obsessive thoughts that spiral and they just don’t go away#even after days weeks or months it’s like i associate food with being dirty and i don’t like that at all#✉️
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ppl trying to trick me into random fandom arguments that i don’t care about just because they felt like hating??? bro take your twitter bro arguments to twitter then tf is this my issue? get out of my comment section like huh 😭😭
#somebody seriously writing 10 comments about how natsuo is irrelevant and how everyone calls him “the irrelevant todoroki”#(you mean dudebros? go be part of them on twt like?!?!)#do i give afffff????#like i don’t understand this obsession with a side character being a side character????#“he didn’t push the plot forward” hE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO#“what did he ever do?” i am not gonna sit here and explain to you what his v obvious purpose in the story is#like this is obvious bait? and idk why you want to fight with someone specifically me cuz?!? i won’t#and they started this by saying “bad news for shignatsuo (the ship) cuz natsuo has a gf :( this sucks”#knowing they could get me with that cuz 😔 natsushig <3#and i just replied like yk canon doesn’t mess with shipping so dw about that#and then they just started saying how irrelevant natsuo is?!?! brother?!:/? if he is so irrelevant why are you so obsessed with him#(genuinly natsuo isn’t super important to the story but?:!:? wtf do u care smmm he is a side character??)
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man how do you tell someone you literally do not have the emotional bandwidth to deal with their breakdown
#Like. Hey stop sending me emotionally manipulative texts I keep having panic attacks when I see them <3#stop calling me 5 times in a row when it’s almost midnight and I have work tomorrow#like I /do/ care about you but I fuxking /cant/ with this#don’t text me shit like ‘I’m jealous that you can engage in your interests bc I don’t think I’ll ever be able to again’#bro I am GRASPING at the small amounts of comfort drawing and spn are giving me rn what do you want me to DO#I know I shouldn’t ghost#but that’s what I’ve been doing and I just.#fuck me dude I’m trying to put my focus towards finding jobs to apply to. Towards actually making my hours at my#Current job#bc I have family memebers dying and I need to visit them and the family that is around#Ugh I’m just. Maybe this would’ve gone differently if I wasn’t on the fucking brink already#but I am and I can’t and I cannot be the person you’re obsessed with#Anyways I’m on my lunch break crying in a park and I just want to stop existing#lea speaks#can’t wait to go back and work until 7 bc that’s the only way I can think to make my hours to visit my brother next week#Vent
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“The refs are biased against my specific team!” have you considered that the refs are all just indiscriminately terrible at their jobs. the refs almost certainly aren’t targeting your team because they hate you. they’re just bad at their jobs to the point of professional negligence, and sometimes their deep incompetence has worse outcomes for your team by total accident rather than design.
#you’re also going to notice bad/missed calls against your team the most#this is NOT me saying to not bitch about the refs#i sure do!#but the obsessive victim complex fans of every team in existence have is wild#they can’t all be biased against every single team in the league#that’s not how bias works#complain about the bad calls because they’re bad - not because they hate you specifically#and you can say the outcomes are worse for your team! its often true! but to pretend the reason why is bc the refs hate you is so funny#no. theyre just bad.#it’s so embarrassing. leafies do it ALL the time like please you’re making us all look bad#note: this post does NOT apply to the wes & sheldon situation#wes should NEVER be refing leafs games#i don’t care if he does a bangup job every game#hockey is a nepotism sport so conflicts of interest are inevitable#but this is waaaaaaaaay beyond that#*
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favourite tag novel, you said? well, i have a few but there are a couple i really love (i'm on anon bc this is a sideblog so i can't post links smh) but anyway:
the little juraj/arber locker room vid. you wrote it like a mix of domestic fluff/romcom and pointing out the size difference even though they're both pretty big guys?? be still my heart. also juraj gives off so many giant puppy vibes and i love him for it
the mcdrai moment after connor gets injured. i've only been in this fandom a short time but i already know mcdrai are pretty popular (one of the reasons i didn't pay much attention as i'm more of a rarepair girlie) but that set and your tags have actually gotten me invested in them?! like, the tenderness? and the way connor seems so stunned by it? plus the oilers video coach thirdwheeling in the bg hehe (anyway, i have a potential new ship thank you)
i'll stop now but if you ever see your tags added onto any rbs of mine (with credit ofc) that's because they're amazing and everyone else should see them too. (ps, i hope the change in your life goes smoothly for you and you feel better soon!)
- @softvikings
i had to just sit down and look at this ask for like. three hours i’m not even kidding and this response still does not convey how deeply touched i am 🥹😭 it’s going in a bulleted list because looking back at all of them made ME feel feral all over again
juraj/arber is such a sleeper pairing to me as in I forget that the montreal canadiens exist (sorry) and then i see everyone on their team and get activated (screaming about juraj paying arber back with dinner for PROTECTING HIM)
as someone who also initially had no mcdrai emotions (rip dylan strome i still love your narrative deeply) i think the experience is universal… they’re so deeply unhinged about each other that i can’t even put it into words but My God Are There Narrative Implications
kissing you (with consent) full on the mouth and blessing you to be in my tags any time you want!!!! peer review and collaboration at its finest 🥰💕🥹
#sorry you ARE my friend now no ifs ands or buts. beloved to me.#the way in which i have so many posts about to get dredged from the drafts if i don’t get called in saturday… puppy dog juraj u say?#honorable mention to the beautiful nick suzuki i love you nick and whatever the fuck cole caufield has going on over there.#also all of alexandra’s Guys to me. but the amount of cole tags i have is frankly concerning#also re mcdrai not originally being something i liked i do like it now*#it’s not like. a moral objection really or even rational sometimes i just get guys i like together and i’m like :/ it’s so weird because#there’s other guys that i’m like you can just ride the entire team and then sometimes i get worried like. is dylan ok is your Connor Leon#is Connor okay in your mattdrai. you gotta take care of my guys!!!! not even a lukewarm take i feel though just me being weird#shout out to ash notthequietype whose mcdrai and mattdrai and mattmcdrai has been luring me to become invested for literal years i think#ALSO THERE’S THIS ONE CONNOR/LEON RED STRING OF FATE FIC I’M OBSESSED WITH IT’S SO GOOD if i can find it i will send it#also i think that injury gifset is sitting in my drafts again with a full breakdown in my notes app 😭 just gotta find that#liv in the replies#softvikings#and life update we are enduring!!!! we are being optimistic and preserving!!! i love you for thinking of me!!!! 😭🥰💕💕💕#*i misspelled persevering which really tells you a lot here but we are also embracing failure and change. growth mindset 😤💪‼️
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Ok yk what I think I need to run a poll I need to know what the pipeline is for ppl who like went to public school or didn’t have many friends or smth & basically had zero exposure to what is & isn’t socially acceptable until eventually branching out social circles and learning more
SO HERE IS THE QUESTION maybe this is actually a natural human experience maybe im just fucking autistic idfk. All I know is I’m still incredibly fucked up from smth that happened a decade ago and I’ve never bothered asking if anyone else has gone thru smth like it
#fyi this goes for ANY inappropriate thing. like it does not just have to be like interrupting ppl or smth#in fact this is ESPECIALLY asking toward ppl who have said things like slurs and very harmful things w/o knowing/understanding the weight—#—those words carry. THATS what im looking for because I NEVER see it talked about#like. whenever I see this discussed the conversation just ends at ‘everyone knows they’re bad’ but CLEARLY not everyone#I need to know how other people cope with the guilt of saying fucked up things and not knowing until the damage had been done#because SURELY I’m not the only one who went through this#SURELY I’m not the only one who struggles with believing I deserve any sort of kindness#Surely I’m not the only one who developed severe morality related obsessions and compulsions over this right???????????#So yea anyway call this my desperate attempt to maybe possibly heal a teensy bit from a decade old wound#Bc it took this long apparently for me to realize I still struggle with the guilt & feel like a fraud knowing the ppl who care for me now#don’t know about my past behaviour and I’m deceiving them each time I laugh with them and smile with them#There has to be SOMEONE out there that understands right#anyway if this ends in ppl confirming that I do in fact not deserve love for this past behaviour like my thoughts tell me then idfk man lol#can’t live with that whatever anyway#personal
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Personally, I think if critically acclaimed classical author Alexander Dumas could look at his most well-known creation, The Three Musketeers, and go “Okay but what if the hot evil lady had a secret child who then grows up and interacts with people responsible for his mother’s death”, then 12 year old me was in her full right to turn around and do the same thing
#my sister called me cringe today and this is how I’m coping#she enjoyed expanding on my ocs with me when we were 12 and 10 but now she’s 15 and thinks it’s ridiculous that I’m still going#but I don’t care. cringe is dead anyway#I’m cringe but I’m free#also I spent like 40 minutes making a three musketeers edit this evening so they’re on my mind#and no I was not aware that milady winter had a kid until like. a few months ago#despite being into the three musketeers for a while now#it’s bc the sequel movies with boyarsky are mediocre at best but I haven’t finished reading the og book so I don’t wanna read the sequel yet#endless loop what can I say#and her having a kid wasn’t the reason I became obsessed with her. I just dug deeper into her backstory and got sad and attached#also margarita Terekhova is like really pretty but that’s just a bonus#okay I’m gonna be ranting here forever if I don’t get a grip so I’m stopping
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really hate when technology is made the criteria needed to do any sort of work and then the ppl who make it mandatory don’t have any sort of plan for if it goes wrong
#i hate professors who make you do we codes on your phone for participation are you paying for the phone so i can use it??? no???? ok#*qr codes#i literally cannot do my homework bc the site i was forced to pay $200 to access needs to creatively#make it impossible for me to answer the question bc the design is dogshit#i’m telling my professor but godddddd i hate this i feel for $200 to be able to my homework u should work properly at all times#and now i have to hope i can do it on my phone mind u this is literal assigned homework i was forced to pay $200 to access the site to do#like i swear professors think they’re hip and all they’re just making it harder bc now we need our phones if the computer-originated#application does not work for the out of pocket money i need to spend on it#like mental health my ass y’all are money obsessed bc if u rlly cared ppl would not have to pay that much for shit that easily breaks#and then the professors can’t even do anything u have to call tech support and hope they answer but also professors legit don’t have to#review the work bc their jobs ar électeur and research
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whatever you want
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warnings: 18+ only, smut, ab riding, tit fucking, semi public sex, established relationship, cumming in mouth, mentions of future and past sex, lots of talk about rafes muscles, reader is kinda described as having big (or at least decent sized) breasts, lots of banter can these bitches just shut up and fuck oh my goddddd
���again.” you call, almost sounding drunk despite being completely sober.
rafe sighs, rolling his eyes, but the side of his lip quirks up, unable to hide how much he likes your fascination.
rafe flexes again, his arms bulging and pecs tightening. you reach out, smoothing your hands over the hard muscles.
“you're so strong.” you coo, sat on rafes lap despite the hot temperature of the day, which resulted in rafe pulling his shirt off.
"you're acting like you've never seen me shirtless before.” rafe says with a chuckle.
“shh, let me appreciate you.” you shake your head. sure, you've seen him shirtless plenty of times but rafe was bulking up for summer and it caused all his muscles to be deliciously defined.
“alright, whatever.” rafe flexes again, not going to argue too much when he has your hands obsessively touching every part of his body.
your hands move down to his stomach, fingers running over his abs. “if you let me ride your abs, i’d let you do whatever you want to me.”
“you-” rafe places his hands on his hips, sitting up straighter. “you want to ride my abs?”
“yeah.” you nod, quirking your head to the side. “you know, like rub my pussy against them.”
“shit, do it right now.” rafe looks down at your short shorts, barely covering more than your underwear does.
“yes!” you squeal out, hopping up and tugging your bottoms and panties off, not caring that you’re in the backyard and anyone could theoretically come by. “lay back.” you instruct.
rafe lays on the couch, smiling up at you as you climb on top of him. “you’ll have to flex for me as im doing this.” you inform rafe, placing your pussy on his abdomen. “especially your pecs.” you poke his chest.
“you’re such a slut for my body.” rafe chuckles, hands coming to your hips, pushing you further down, feeling your wetness as your thighs spread even more open.
“i can’t help that you’re so sexy.” you shrug, hips starting to move back and forth in a slow rock, carefully building up the pace, wanting to enjoy being sat on his stomach.
you lean forward, placing your hands on his chest for stability, pressing your clit further against his muscles. rafe flexes his muscles and they harden underneath you.
“rafe!” you squeal.
“i guess you like that, huh?” rafes hands squeeze at your hips and lift up, placing you harder back down on his stomach. “oh, you like that too.” he smiles as he bounces you again and you moan out.
“i really like that.” you hum, eyes struggling to stay open with the pleasure, but you want to keep your eyes on rafe beneath you. its rare he lets you take over like this.
you moan as you both bounce, using your knees to go up and down while rafe assists so you don’t get burnt out.
you pull your top off, revealing the bikini top you’re wearing underneath, ready to go swimming whenever you’re done playing with rafe, needing to get in the water on this sweltering day.
“jesus, your tits are perfect.” rafe smiles as he watches your chest bouncing, sitting up to rub his face in between your pushed together breasts, the bikini top holding them tight together.
“not as perfect as yours.” you giggle, hands squeezing at his chest, palms over his nipples.
“don’t call them tits.” rafe rolls his eyes as he lays back, head against the cushion.
“well, whatever you wanna call them, i fucking love your muscles. your pecs-” you squeeze your hands again, digging into his soft flesh until rafe flexes and they harden. “your biceps-” you move your hands, and rafe flexes again, his muscles bulging. “your abs.” this time you press your pussy down, rubbing against the contours and ridges.
“you’re lucky that you offered to let me do whatever i want to you otherwise i wouldn’t have agreed to this.” rafe smirks.
“oh yeah?” you raise an eyebrow. “what are you gonna do to me?” there’s truly nothing rafe could do to your body that wouldn’t bring you pleasure, you glow just under his attention alone.
“fuck your tits.” rafe smirks, eyes moving down from your face to your chest. “as soon as your done, right here for anyone to see.”
“damn, you could do anything and you don’t want to fuck my asshole or tie me up?” you laugh, expecting something more from rafe.
“you’d let me do all that whenever anyways.” rafe pushes your hips down, grinding you against him. you moan and lean forward, your hands coming back to rafes chest.
“keep doing that.” you whimper, eyes sliding closed as your mouth drops open, moans filling the air and being carried away by the wind.
rafe keeps moving, the veins in his forearm flexing as your wetness spreads over his abs, coating them in your slick, allowing your pussy to drag even easier.
“im-im close.” you warn, swallowing thickly.
rafe grunts and increases his hold, tightening his grip on your hips so you can’t slip loose, grinding you down as he flexes his abs, the hardness rubbing against your clit making you moan out, body falling forward as you cum hard, shaking as rafe lets up on you, hands loosening and moving to rub your back.
“fuck.” you whine, snuggling into his chest, letting your hips drop down, feeling rafes hardness pressing against your stomach.
rafe starts to move as you cry out, not ready to do anything more than close your eyes and feel his warmth against your cheek.
“come on, brat.” rafe chuckles. “i wanna fuck your tits while you’re all spaced out from your orgasm. you know i love you like this.”
you hum a sound thats close enough to agreement that rafe flips you so you’re underneath him, laying on your back on the couch as he stands.
“you’re so gorgeous like this.” rafe says as he undoes his belt buckle, then pushing his pants and underwear down, his hard cock popping up.
“wanna taste.” you whine, eyes still droopy.
“nope.” rafe shakes his head. “we made a deal. i know you like to taste me, but im fucking your tits. take your top off.”
rafe pulls at the strings of your bikini, flinging it away to reveal your pink nipples to the sunlight.
“fine, but will you at least cum a little in my mouth?” you pout as rafe kneels on either side of you, glad that the outdoor couch is big enough for all of these activities.
“sure, baby.” rafe chuckles, just another way of showing how desperate you are for him.
rafes hands land on your tits, palms rubbing on your nipples, feeling them harden against his palms, not unlike when he was flexing his muscles for you earlier.
rafes hands move to the sides of your breasts, pushing them together. “god, you look so fuckable right now.”
“yeah? gonna fuck me later then? maybe out on the boat hm? after you’re done with my tits?”
“the boat, the bed, the counter, the shower, im gonna have you everywhere.” rafe bends down to press a kiss to the tip of your nose.
you smile up at him, a lazy, tired smile. rafe angles his hips down, the head of his cock pushing against the underside of your tits before slipping in between them.
“oh!” your eyebrows raise, surprised at the unusual feeling, but certainly not disliking it as he begins to move back and forth.
“shit.” rafe grunts. “fuck.”
you swat rafes hands away, pressing your tits together for him. rafe leans forward, hands landing on either side of your neck, his face contorted in pleasure directly over yours.
you look down, eyes watching the head of rafes cock appearing and disappearing between your breasts.
“this is- this is fucking good.” rafe grunts, moving faster. “im- im not gonna last very long.”
you stick your tongue out, rafes cock just long enough to hit it with the tip of his cock as he thrusts. you relish the taste, pulling your tongue back into your mouth every couple thrusts to spread the taste.
“thats it, baby.” rafe moans, one hand moving to your mouth, two fingers pulling at the side of your lip, spreading your mouth wider.
you moan out, tongue open and ready for his cum. rafe fucks forward as fast as he can, just like he does your pussy when you spread your legs wide for him.
“cumming.” rafe manages to say as he surges forward, burying his cock in your mouth as his hand wraps around his length, stroking up and down as he reaches his high, cum spurting into your mouth as you happily swallow.
rafe moans slowly die out and become quieter until hes pulling out of your mouth. “get up my legs are about to give out.” he says quickly, and you barely slide off the couch before he collapses.
you giggle and climb on top of him, pressing kisses to his cheek as his chest heaves up and down.
“im guessing you liked that.” you rub your thumb over his bottom lip.
“yeah.” rafe smiles, his eyes sliding shut.
“so, boat ride now?”
“jesus, woman give me a second.” rafe laughs, pulling you into a gentle kiss.
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Just saw a post quoting Wuthering Heights- the line by Cathy that “whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same,” and I thought,” Yep, that tracks. You’re both jerks a mile wide, so that seems accurate. “
#sorry I do not enjoy Cathy and heathcliff#do they both grow up in abusive situations-yes#but they both are terrible people - I don’t feel like they ever try to be better#I know no one is obligated to try but they don’t seem to care about anyone other than themselves#and no I don’t find that romantic - just selfish and petulant#so fine go be obsessed with each other Ion the moors#and maybe they’re remarkable characters for their time#but fuck me if I’ll find them redeemable or worthy of sympathy#I can find the book important but that’s it#I find these two jerks reprehensible in a novel of many other irksome people#so no I won’t find them wonderfully romantic#that’s why this book should be called jerks on the moors
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