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jonathan sims (random guy who looked exactly like him in every way imaginable) was on my scuba boat. naturally I was completely normal about this <- lying
#jonathan sims#tma#tma fanart#IT WAS SO SCARY??????#I wasn't weird to him about it or anything just kept stealing glances like WTF. WTF WHAT THE FUCK OK.HUH??? HUH?#he was super duper nice!!!!#he was swimming around the boat between dives and saw me and my sibling watching him and beckoned for us to jump in (:#then we saw a huge titan triggerfish right underneath us and. promptly got out really fucking fast LMAO#when I tell you the resemblance was UNCANNY I am SO SERIOUS#it was. very very disorientating to keep looking over to see blorbo from my horror podcast flesh and blood#he looked E X A C T L Y like the jon I imagine when I listen to tma#the magnus archives#jon sims#jarchivist#jon sims fanart#let me know if I need to tag as unreality!!
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"love sea has no plot" is it not enough for two dudes to give dick, get dick, suck dick in between sharing trauma and the healing power of love and acceptance in an introspective char drama while fucking nasty not enough anymore???
#love sea the series#mut x rak#skill issue b/c if any mythical creature shows up it should be MERMAIDS#anyways#chaos pikachu speaks#can y'all doing “trash watches” please shoo out the tag?#keep that snaps on your own blog why are you in our house with your potato salad#this is a cookout come back when your snaps is salted
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what ur favorite dsmp character. like i feel like its wilbur but i wanna make sure. my favorite is technoblade cause adowdiafjjef idk man i love him so much
#further discussion in tags i wanted to keep the post empty for hilarity#YES SORRY C!WIL HAS CONSUMED MY EVERY WAKING MOMENT. MY WIPS AND MY GALLERY IS FULL OF C!WILBUR#hes so. he was selfish and he dared to dream and he wanted and he almost got it and he watched it all crumble before him through his hands#or anothers and he was back and he wanted to fix everything but he couldnt (like putting a bandaid on the crater) everything#goes unsaid everything gets stuck in his throat in the end he ran off again and there are only two directives for him: live (failed) and#learn (failed) and love (almost)#he is a fifty-thick layer of actor-metaphors and masks and costumes and roles to play. there is so much more 2 say but im running out of#words#imagine it like a sliding scale of favouritism and c!wil has gone beyond and is just sitting above the scale and under is c!quackity#-> c!SBI -> cranboo -> ccharlie -> so on so forth#i love ctechno too theres so much going on with the motherfucker (affectionate) i could draw him in So Many Situations too#and the fan designs are so >>>>>>>>>>#and the blood god imagery is SOOOOOO >>>>>>#the brutality and gentleness he is oft depicted in is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#image stolen from Ratthew on twitter#hymns questioned
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thinking about kab and the thing about her i think is she knows just enough to keep herself safe Generally but not enough to really predict what would happen should something more... complicated??? unforeseen??? idk whats the right word to use but something not covered by someones reputation and/or vids happen, believe it or not this also affects her view of clownpierce (we'll get to that)
for example, mapicc has a reputation for being an violent, angry, & impulsive guy and nothing else which makes sense but is incredibly surface level and something that only really works if you dont have a lot of experience working with him
another is reddoons, his betrayal after the base incident while shocking is not unforeseen but his reputation as being a guy whos seen as being a reasonable person whos fairly loyal to his team made it seem like something he wouldnt do even tho it absolutely is
regarding how it affects her view of clown, since he isnt perfectly aligned with his reputation she instead pivots in the complete opposite direction and forgiving basically every crime he does even tho hes something much more mild and complicated than either his reputation or her view of him will ever be (think madonna-whore complex which is especially obvious when it comes to kabs vs woogies view of him)
another side effect of this Just Enough amount of knowledge aside from being blinded by her own expectations is that it frustrates ppl who think shes oversimplificating things (like me and seemingly several other tumblr users as well) especially when she claims that shes objectively correct and the smartest in the room at any given moment
how this roughness in her analysis affects her in the server still has yet to be fully seen but we do still have at least a couple months until the end but 'til then shes just gonna keep stumbling as more and more complicated situations pop up as is typical in lifesteal to happen and eventually shes gonna have to learn to adapt or else she'll be suffering the consequences one way or another
#mine.txt#analysis#ig. this is very rough tho and is more just thoughts than anything#but i wanted a tag so i can get back to this later to see how right or wrong i am#another thing that affects this is the cc/c divide which is something she likes to take control of#one of the ways it manifests is that she likes to go in and out of it frequently which can be incredibly distracting#esp if youre someone like me who wants the lsers to just. be themselves and get immersed in whats happening around them#and it doesnt help that her and her character can have Very different feelings on a situation#basically the cc/c divide or at least how kab likes to use it affects the way she acts because shes got an idea in her head already#of what to think of the other ppl in the server which makes her inflexible when unexpected things come up#as opposed to when shes just being herself reacting to things#which is unfortunate but i think reflects on how outsiders vs insiders view lifesteal#the reality vs expectations of the audience are so incredibly different esp if you only watch the vids#so much so that while watching kabs vid my initial reaction was that she wasnt as big a ls fan as i originally thought#then realized no this seems like the exact sort of thing id expect from someone whos only seen the vids; particularly of the pvpers#(specified pvpers cause only watching the pvpers vs other kinds of players on the server are Very different experiences)#tho the thing about kab is she Does have insider knowledge!#.... mainly from ppl who dont log on a lot (ash and clown and maybe squiddo)#so naturally thats gonna give her a biased view of how the server works one way or another#the exception to this would be zam telling her about eclipse federation but i think either she doesnt know or severely underestimated#just how much lying; manipulation; keeping secrets; and yap sessions built on incompatible motives and morals happened#that made s4 the way it is not only in game but outside of it as well#''we're at our best when we hate each other irl'' - reddoons according to zam
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talking about something positive for once, i really liked the whole portal sequence. i loved it, in fact.
as a huge horror fanatic, i absolutely LOVED how creepy and existential it was. everything from the animation to the voice acting really added to the horror aspect of it and as much as i have my complaints with spop, i can recognize actual talent and creativity when i see it.
#it’s the fact that c//a became canon that ruined this scene for me though#i can’t go back and watch it now without thinking about how horribly toxic it is#but anyway i’ll keep the salt in the tags this time#spop#she ra
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Isaac The Orville
#the orville#in robotic men we trust#ok I actually watched and finished the orville in may and LOVED it and loved this man and Claire together UGH it’s legit one of my top shows#which are now like sitcom sitcom THE ORVILLE and sitcom#they way isaac moves and the way he acts is so cute I can’t handle it#but I found these sketches I did when watching the show and yeah decided to post it#also his actors name is Mark Jackson and uhh my friend mentioned I keep obsessing over ppl names mark/c jackson#it’s true#issac the orville#also the father we trust too
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Does anyone else feel like the incinerator gun chair room from Zero Time Dilemma would have better fit C Team instead of D Team
#elaboration in the tags#zero time dilemma#zero escape#ztd#I think of this every time I watch a playthrough and get to that room#carlos ztd#akane kurashiki#junpei tenmyouji#c team#like just about any combination fits with the potential character growth both Akane and Junpei would have from it#I understand the main character is Carlos so if we were to keep it as him making the decision then I would have Akane in the incinerator#and Junpei in the chair#but if we’re going to throw ‘main character chooses’ then you could truly have either Akane or Junpei at the gun with Carlos in the chair#I say all this cuz there’s the obvious Akane incinerator parallels and I imagine it could trigger a breakdown for her#if Junpei is behind the gun would she beg Junpei to shoot Carlos to save her?#would Junpei see that Akane sees other players as pawns to save her own life? and if she doesn’t beg does it help Junpei#see the humanity in her? where he previously thought she was uncaring but here she clearly is to save Carlos at the cost of her own life#but my fave configuration is Junpei in the incinerator and Akane at the gun#it helps them see from each other’s point of view. how scared would Junpei be being in the incinerator and there’s nothing he can do#but rely on someone else? Junpei in characterized as pretty selfish in ZTD so this experience could have him empathize with Akane’s#‘selfishness’ in the previous games. realizing you’d do it too if your life was on the line#and Akane can see just how difficult it is being the one to directly have a hand in how people die or at least see their bodies.#and is it worth it to just save one person?#yes Akane’s games have a way for everyone to survive and win at the end. but in the moment the players don’t know that.#I think that configuration would do SO much for akane and Junpei to better empathize with one another during ZTD#this could’ve been a whole post but I wasn’t confident enough in my coherence to properly format it. so tags you get
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V.I.P
#flameart#nilfruits#bakui#Hi Φ CLUB#hi fi club#I love this song so m u c h I just keep watching it on repeat#I am rotating Nine in my mind like a rotisserie chicken#I have drawn them three times now but this is the only one to escape so far...#so far.....#thank you nilfruits and bakui for these creatures they haunt me beautifully
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tntduo and their need to commit to the bit has ruined the lives of everyone around them
#tntduo#cctntduo#cc!tntduo#like. lets face it. c!tntduo being c!tntduo was just a long running bit that ended up becoming too serious to let go of#q!tntduo dare i say is an extension of c!tntduo having romantic subtext#im watching That bbh + tntduo vod and jesus christ if neither of them announce that the bit is over they will just keep going#this shit needs to be studied in psychology classes
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I keep thinking about how sad and unfair Ice King/Simon's relationship with Fionna and Cake was in the main Adventure Time series. We all made fun of him for writing gender bent fanfiction of Finn and Jake. Characters cringed at how obsessive Ice King got about his fantasies, the lengths he went to so they could be real. He believed so fiercely in those ideas that he acted out in ways that were extreme even for him.
Typical Adventure Time to take a gag and make it into something serious.
Because Fionna and Cake WERE real. Prismo created them and their world and then dropped it into Ice King's head. Yes, he had permission but did IK know the reason? The risks? What even was happening? Or did Prismo take advantage of the fact that Simon was a prisoner in his own mind with little agency to force more confusion into his scattered and incoherent brain. How much of his actions was the result of a godlike being knowing that Ice King's resultant behavior would be written off and dismissed.
In addition to the loss of sanity and identity Simon had to deal with over his years as Ice King, he also had the burden on an entire universe of living people living in his head adding to his delusions. How devastating that must have been for someone who could barely tell what was real on a good day.
#adventure time#fionna and cake#i cant keep this in anymore ive been thinking about it since i finished my F&C rewatch#like NO WONDER simon was so bitchy to prismo in the time room#dude admits to committing full on elder abuse#Im a nurse and watching IK is like watching one of my dementia patients#he needs structure and support and instead is burdoned with something he didnt ask for nor understand#and the resulting delerium is just brushed aside as usual ice king craziness#but it actively caused him harm as he became lost in the VERY REAL world in his head#I feel like this should've been adressed a bit more#of Prismo acknowledging the hurt he caused#and Simon should be more vocal to Oooians that fionna and cake are real and he was merely a conduit of their world#idk man no matter how you look at Ice King his whole thing is so sad#it makes me sad drives me insane
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god pls take away all of killua’s pain and give it to hisoka
#yue yaps#yue watches hxh#sorry hisoka im throwing you under the bus with this one. i love my son more#MY BABY ?????? :C#WHEN PALM WAS LIKE ‘you’re the one gon needs the most’ oh they want me crying so bad#i am hugging him so tight#i finally was brave enough to keep watching yall do i get a treat
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Taylor returning over and over to the falling through the ice accident in the Bolter—everything to me
#like. just. the shock of it all#there’s something about Taylor where her experience of life is so ….. brutal#like I don’t know how else to say it but it just is. life is not easy on her it is always ready to CLOBBER her#and in a way she’s not easy on life. there’s some kind of magnets/opposite poles stuff where she’s just always drawn to the worst things#to feeling them and experiencing them and almost ??? creating them#like I don’t mean to overstate it. and I know she has a family who loves her (thank GOD)#and also she’s very practical and industrious about creating this very Instagram worthy life full of Fine Things and a Fun Time#and of course all the resources in the world at her disposal to create all the trappings of it#whether it’s a celebrity Fourth of July party or the eras tour#and she’ll do it and love it. but as all the best critics know and point out the most fascinating thing about Taylor is always the music#and it’s where all the weirdness and stubbornness and difficulties of her life. her a c t u a l longings her actual fears#her actual terrible awful experiences that she charges headlong down the paths of#is set free! and it’s breathtaking in the most shocking way#like falling through the ice! I always say the first thing that always hits me about a Taylor album is the bitterness#just this blast in the face. and her music is so gentle! in so many ways#and the packaging is so appealing and her voice is so soft and expressive and there is none of that weird experimentation#even musically (remember when she shut down imogen heap for putting a minor chord in clean she was like absolutely not. I’m obsessed)#(with that moment forever)#but like. so much of Taylor’s packaging and life and HER really does SEEM so basic or ordinary or just rich girl ordinary I guess#she likes basic things and wants basic things. but also she is so hungry so restless so angry so wounded the rich internal life is CHURNING#all the time. every second. and it’s spectacular to watch and also I will worry about her until the day I die#or just—-I don’t know. it’s going to be spectacular and it is sometimes going to be awful#but she will keep furiously writing her way through it!!#there IS such a woundedness to her. and it makes me love her so much because it’s packaged in such a way people think it must just be#whining or privilege. but it’s not! it’s just. the human condition and Taylor’s own flaws#okay I’ve lost the plot here a bit in my ramblings but yeah the ice metaphor. insanely perfect
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starting gomens s2 with the fam tomorrow... my mom is unpredictable when it comes to reacting to queer rep so i'm hoping for the best but ready for some shitty comments...
anyways if i come here to complain in a bad mood tomorrow you know why lol
#i was SO SCARED when we watched ofmd because i was ready for the jim missgendering and the ''they HAVE to put a gay in everything''#but she was surprisingly unmoved by jim and even went ''aww'' when ed and steede kissed so idk what to expect anymore lol#i bet that for gomens she will comment on A. liz carr and ''forced representation'' for disabled people#B. the spouse moment#C. might even read crowley and aziraphale's relationship as new and forced cause she was oblivious to their love in s1#yes even in the blitz scene kdjhgdfg#anyways i'll keep y'all updated i guess#i hope to be pleasently surprised again 🤞🏻🤞🏻#angel talks#personal#good omens
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bro how do people cook every day
#im not even saying i do that i just like#watch a lot of videos and im just like#i dont buy these things bc im afraid of them going bad b c i forget to make them or don't have the energy to cook#how do you survive#frozen veggies are whats keeping me alive#am i just depressed? is this depression?
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i fear it's not obvious enough from this blog that i am An SNL Stan. like for real.
#that's partly on me i've historically tried to keep it on the dl for fear of being cringe but isn't that ridiculous? isn't that silly?#babygirl this is tumblr.com people on here still watch supernatural who cares if you also have an account on snl stan twitter#people on here are genuinely in love with m*sha c*llins i think you're allowed to be into the quirky yet basic magic the gathering player#who has written multiple sketches where a man abandons his family for a mario related business venture#anyway all that to say. i fervently and unironically love this stupid old only occasionally funny sketch show!#i am a card carrying member of dismukes nation!! when he writes an offbeat and hilarious yet heartfelt screenplay#with a rotten tomatoes critic score of 89% and audience score of 64% Then you will see!!!!
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Minor Ladies Month - Beyhan Sultan × Quote
My mourning is over, sure, time has swept it away. But the heart can't forget some things, the heart can't forget even if you want to. I still do not have a husband, my children still don't have a father. Sometimes, they ask me "Why did our father die? Who killed him?". I become speechless, your majesty, I can not say a word. I can not say that my brother killed him.
#i love her your honor#she deserved so much more screentime :c#editing this was so EYES EYES EYES#like Pinar makes a lot of the acting with her eyes [that btw are soso pretty like damn]#she's so fun to watch too#& well this is just about how she's the first one on spotting the darkness on suleyman's action#which is kinda like. yes valide and hatice love her and try their best to help her but they just don't understand yet#and well ofc I was reminded of a recent talk with Plami & Joanna about her being the first one to be betrayed by her brother and like#the difference with the rest is he gets zero consecuences because she goes away & later 'forgives' him#which doesn't make Suleyman face his actions as later -especially with Hatice's & Cihangir's reactions to the breaking of his promises-#and no one awakes by the injustice more than her- and I'd even say she does it parcially#tho at same time I'm glad she choses to stay away from toxicity & actually gets to heal#anyways just the girlies inspiring me <3#also kinda went crazy because I was reading Racine's Fedra on my class#and there's Barthes saying the tragedy explodes when the silence stops with Fedra's confessions#silence keeping order but also hiding the truth was something that resonated a lot w me while rewatching her scenes too#minorladiesmonth#beyhan sultan#magnificent century#muhtesem yuzyil#pinar caglar gencturk#my edits#graphics#graphic edit#perioddramaedit#mc edit#filter by crownedfilters on Instagram
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