#c: jared evans

[ithinkitscami]

closed starter for: @jaredx

location: make your own adventure

Camille took in a deep breath as she opened the door and took a step out, "So, what do we think?" She asked, shutting the door behind her. She was nervous. This had been the first time she had celebrated her birthday with Jared since... about two years ago. It felt weird. A good weird because it was a fresh start, and that was the root of it.

Anything could go wrong in a fresh start but she was going to tuck those thoughts away and enjoy his company. They were in a good place and that's all that mattered. "I didn't know how to dress, but I feel good in this." She shrugged as she stepped towards Jared with a smile. She was excited for where the night would take them and to be in his presence. It would be a good birthday. She could feel it.

[wesxevans]

Closed starter: @jaredx

Wes truly didn’t know how he kept getting talked into attending events like this since he absolutely hated parties and dressing up. Now he was doing both. Last time he went to something like this, it’d been on Valentine’s Day last year, an event he only attended to try to get to know Liza more. It ended up being the night Elise was conceived, too, which was something he was sure to not have a repeat of.

Wes had already ditched the mask because he thought it was annoying and stupid, and he was headed to the bar to grab a drink when he spotted Jared.

“All you need are little horns and a goatee and you’d be the devil.” He teased his brother for his red outfit.

[jacksonxellis]

starter for: @jaredx / sharky's halloween party

"Yo," Jackson walked towards Jared, "What's up big boss?" He asks as he stands himself in angle to block Jared's view from the crowd. "I saw that ex-girlfriend of yours... she looks hot, so I thought you'd want to go outside and smoke," He pulled the other half of the joint he had rolled out of the front pocket of his shirt and held it up, "so you don't have to see her." He wouldn't want to look if Liza or Bella wore that.

[ithinkitscami]

Wincing, she couldn't help herself from taking a step back from Jared. She hadn't expected him to raise his voice which made her blissfully aware that they were very much in public, outside, at her own workplace. She had to tread lightly as she didn't want big boss man Ricardo to pull her aside the following day for making a scene.

In a way, she understood Jared, though her reasons differed. She ran away because she knew it was the right thing to do for herself. She left under selfish circumstances which was different. "It's okay if you leave," Her voice soft, "but I think you need to give others a chance before you do." She added because she deserved that chance.

However, everything that they had between each other didn't seem so far gone now.

"I wouldn't have left you." Camille's voice continued to be soft as she closed the gap that had been created between the two. "You never gave us a chance at forever, so how would you know that?" She looked up at him, "I know we weren't together that long, but the thought of leaving you never crossed my mind for a moment. I wanted to be with you, all the time, if I could."

"And even after all these not so mixed signals, I still want you." @jaredx

As Camille reminded him that he was the one to ultimately end their relationship, he shifted uncomfortably, wanting to turn around and have his back to her - not wanting to face the decision he now regretted that he was sure would be evident through his features. But he didn't, instead, he bit his tongue and stared into her eyes, as he listened to her questions. He wondered the answers himself, but he was the only one that could fathom them.

Eventually, he couldn't bare it any longer and erupted.

"Because that's what I do, Cami!" He raised his voice, however took several steps backwards, not wanting her to feel the force of his anger - his anger towards himself. "I leave. When things get scary or... or something seems to be good to be true, I just... I run away."

And he did, in every corner of his life. He was afraid of everything, of being hurt, of being broken even more than he already had been.

"I didn't want you to leave me. I fuckin' loved you more than I've ever loved anyone or anything... and I just..." He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath to calm himself, because he could already feel the anger turning into some pathetic sadness, and he'd be damned if he let anyone see him cry.

"If you'd have left me, like..." He was about to bring up her past, but halted - it wasn't worth it. "If you'd have left me, I don't know if I would have recovered. And come on, I doubt you'd have wanted to be with me forever... I'm not exactly perfect."

@ithinkitscami

[unproduciblesmackdown]

trimmed around these production clips of the deh australian tour from a news segment

[ya-what--ya-erster]

What are you an-

[theinsanely-cooljaredd]

(@goth-c-m)

Jared what does cutter mean, evan won't tell me

cutter as in like he cuts himself..,..,.,.

Awkward!

[gatheringbones]

Hey, do you have any good books for understanding and disarticulating authoritarianism? I've really benefited from a lot of your book recs, thank you

start granular go big

I cut my eye teeth on domestic violence literature, then by the time I got to Judith Herman explaining that the tactics of abusive families and abusive governments are the same, I had enough base knowledge on the internal systems of abusive families to muddle my way forward from there. I’ll try to structure the list so it follows that same basic trend.

adult children of emotionally immature parents by lindsay c gibson

controlling people by patricia evans

trauma and recovery: the aftermath of violence from domestic abuse to political terror by judith herman

if this is a man by primo levi

by hands now known: jim crow’s legal executioners by margaret a. burnham

the man they wanted me to be: toxic masculinity and a crisis of our own making by jared yates sexton

jesus and john wayne: how white evangelicals corrupted a faith and fractured a nation, by kristin kobes du mez

caste: on the origins of our discontents, by isabel wilkerson

white rage: the unspoken truth of our racial divide by carol anderson

captive genders: trans embodiment and the prison industrial complex by eric a. stanley

the origins of totalitarianism by hannah arendt

[ifeellikeameowster]

I've seen a lot of fanfictions about 2012 Mikey deciding to run off with the Rise turtles because they "treat him better". And while that's cute and wonderfully angsty to speculate about AU wise...

I can't help but imagine those fics from the 2012 brothers perspective. Like they genuinely love and care for Mikey, they're just not the best at showing it sometimes. Which is okay! They're teenage boys, of course they're gonna pick on each other and slip up and accidentally take it a little too far sometimes. That doesn't mean they deserve to be completely replaced and left behind. :'c

But anyways I mention all this to say that in this scenario I can imagine 2012 Leo, Raph and Donnie singing the song Good For You from Dear Evan Hansen to 2012 Mikey after they find out his decision to stay in the Rise universe.

2012 Leo sings Heidi's/Evan's mom's part.

2012 Donnie sings Alana's part.

2012 Raph sings Jared's part

And of course 2012 Mikey sings Evan's part.

[nerdle-turdle]

watching the Andrew Barth Feldman slime tutorial here's some things I've noticed:

Evan immediately gave off the vibe of a very sweet, dorky guy.

He sounds very cheery with undertones of being sad, like he's trying to convince himself that it's going to be okay. It seems more like he actually is trying with the letters, and not that he's being forced to do them.

Heidi sounds more aggravated and standoff-ish?

"Neither do I :("

Connor is extra sassy.

Jared seems equally nerdy as Evan does. He's less mocking, but still retains his snarkiness.

When Jared comments on Connor's hair, his "it was a joke?" Is him backpedaling, not being annoyed with Connor.

The push was so gentle it was kind of funny

"no. me? no way. :) Jose."

"would anybody notice if I—" there was a long pause, like he was thinking through his next words. "—disappeared tomorrow?

"Cause there's Zoe!☺️..." reads for a moment. ".....is this about my sister????"

Cynthia and Larry are usually fighting, but in this one they are borderline signing divorce papers whenever they talk.

Evan starts hyperventilating in the principals office.

"That was an emergency landing.😐😐😐"

It's probably the low quality but he kind of looks like Daniel Thrasher in some parts

"THEYRE GONNA WANNA SEE OUR EMAILS!" "*dramatic gasp* you think?"

"YOU, OKAY, IT SAYS C O N N O R. ON YOUR—"

He sounds so excited for taco Tuesday :((

"I'm sending pictures of the most amazing trees—" *cue Jared cackling*

"MY sisters HOT" "whAUHT THE HELL😨😨😨😨"

Zoe's feelings toward Connor are different, I can't pinpoint how exactly.

he didn't actually kiss Zoe

He didnt get up off the ground until he looked at Connor's signature.

Overall, his Evan isn't as sarcastic and bitter as Ben Platt's, and he's more generally awkward but he doesn't struggle as much? Does that make sense? Probably not. But anyway, I love both of their versions for different reasons and will update on act 2 tomorrow.

[casketears]

edits that i would have made to riverdale if they'd known to hire me

more explicit hiram/archie/veronica. now i know what you must be thinking: how the fuck could it get more explicit than what was already shown, especially since archie is the flavor of oblivious gay that would mean he'd likely shirk any form of homosexual contact with a confused smile and an aha, whoa, did you– did i– no, im straight. yeah. but all the same i'd have liked some more sensual solo scenes with him and hiram. his deteriorated half disinterest in his relationship with veronica in favor of his growing obsession with her dad is good but not perfect. i want them to get touchier and weirder about it. and i want veronica to also get in on it

cheryl as an insane quasi incestuous straight woman. i have never seen a less convincing dyke than as portrayed by madelaine petsch, and i have never seen her have more chemistry with anyone than when she was either a) obsessing over jason, b) using archie as a romantic projection of jason or c) straight up romancing archie in season 7. it's actually absurd. also cheryl is fucking crazy in a commandeering action seeking sort of manner and archie is the ultimate orders boy so you can imagine what a red-haired power couple the two of them could have been. archie go die in my mines yes honey <3

if cheryl had to be a lesbian then at least let her be involved with donna sweett from season 3. no meaningful thoughts here i just think they could have enjoyed each other's weird mind games, writing/painting foils, and overall gothic aesthetics. and i bet donna wouldn't have been so lame about the whole taxidermied twin in the basement thing

more explicit hiram/reggie/veronica. here i do actually mean explicit. i want that boy passed between the two of them like a rebound blunt. i want him spitroasted by the narrative.

speaking of which reggie and archie should have at least made out in season 7 and it's actually preposterous they didn't. i never knew a gay man (the show creator) within a cast of gay characters could queerbait like that.

in the jughead paradox i would have loved to see a taste of the flavor of insanity that would have befallen jason if the roles were reversed and cheryl had been the one to die way back in episode 1. i think about this roleswap a normal amount

more ethel. thank fucking god season 7 gave her justice by letting her escape the narrative but i still wanted to know more about this dnd-obsessive horror artist weird girl (+ betty's arguable half sister)

i would have had reggie actually be groomed by that driving instructor (miss bella) in season 7 rather than have it be a red herring. more horrible parallels to archie etc. also i want him and veronica to stay in that awful toxic rebound-adjacent business partnership forever but that's just me

more on the season 7 mini jughead squad (dilton doiley, ben button, ethel muggs). they hinted at it and never delivered and it makes me lose my mind to think about

REMOVE THE PALLADIUM PLOTLINE. I HAVE NEVER CARED LESS ABOUT ANYTHING IN MY LIFE THAN THAT ROCK.

more detective drake from season 5. she showed up told betty to leave her man and experiment with women and left without even kissing her. also her name sounds like dyke. i miss her so much and also every day.

musical episode ideas: dear evan hansen (smth related to covering a murder and jughead is evan and archie is jared and a gun is in my mouth), bare: a pop opera (featuring gay kevin), in trousers or hadestown (they could never pull either off but i'd love to see them try).

actually fuck it also more on eric jackson from season 5. preferably dating archie but i'm not picky.

ARCHIE SHOULD HAVE ABSOLUTELY STAYED IN RIVERDALE IN THE EPILOGUE? WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE LEFT HE LIVES AND BREATHES AND BLEEDS RIVERDALE HE WOULD HAVE ABSOLUTELY NEVER LEFT BY CHOICE OR FREE WILL HE HAS A WIFE AND TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN AND IS BURIED OUTSIDE OF POP'S.

kevin worse quality life. yes i just don't think he goes through enough. i think he should have been in an unhealthy sexual relationship with the devil after he turned him into a cop (percival pickens) (i know percival is technically not the devil but he's english anyway)

cheryl should have had a cannibalism moment that post on tumblr was right

i don't think i emphasized enough earlier how badly i want explicit hiram/reggie/veronica. specifically of a flavor where both the former and the latter are using him to fill an archie shaped hole in their heart while also as a weird incest divorce cope to get back at their respective daughter/father. if you think i had established my point well enough just remember it again with me because it could have been beautiful. i'd have dragged this out for half a season at minimum

more on peaches the background character peaches (she is very attractive).

a proper time loop episode

was about to say 'canonically bisexual betty' (<- has been a vocal supporter since day 1 when she kissed veronica) but then remembered this is actually true and now i'm so happy i forgot most of the other qualms i was going to add on this list

non-sike deaf jughead

non-sike dead jughead

a jughead that kills himself and makes it everyone else's problem

[ithinkitscami]

closed starter for: @jaredx // location: in line for the ferris wheel

Camille was no stranger to venturing to events alone. It was her me time and she'd usually meet with Raleigh at some point only and if her sister had decided to come out. She enjoyed her own company and that's all that mattered to her. Being alone also ensured any type of adventure to happen, if she chose to go along on one.

The ferris wheel called her name as she stared up towards it. It was a bit past sunset. The sky was at that point of different mixtures of colors. Hues of pink, orange, blue and purple filled the sky. She had to look past the safety risk. It would be worth it. She marched on into the line with her eyes on the Ferris wheel still. This was self care.

And there it was. A familiar voice. No fucking way. Her eyes averted to the person next to her as she turned for a full view. Jared Evans. Her nose flared a bit in annoyance. Out of everyone in the whole town, it would be that her luck to run into him. "I'm surprised to see you here." She was. This was not in her plans. "How did those flowers pan out for you?" She was curious, but she wasn't ready to face the mystery girl if he was with her. They hadn't even had their coffee yet which she had time to prepare for and now she had to wing it.

[mxssingmemories]

julian's masterlist !

Chris Evans

❁ Making Magic

Y/N is an equestrian, and has been for years. Chris Evans and Sebastian Stan are her mentors and father figures. It's Y/N's first horse show-what could go wrong? Or, in her case, what could go right?

❁ It'll Be Okay

You just started a new job and have started getting bad migraines. Chris just wants to be there for his daughter.

❁ A Fresh Start

Y/N is finally moving out of her childhood home. It's a big decision, but she knows she's got Chris and Sebastian in her corner.

Sebastian Stan

❁ Making Magic

Y/N is an equestrian, and has been for years. Chris Evans and Sebastian Stan are her mentors and father figures. It's Y/N's first horse show-what could go wrong? Or, in her case, what could go right?

❁ A Fresh Start

Y/N is finally moving out of her childhood home. it's a big decision, but she knows she's got Sebastian and Chris in her corner.

❁ Back to School

It's back to school time for Y/N, how much chaos can this possibly cause in the Stan household?

❁ Paparazzi Sucks

On a father-daughter date, paparazzi do their best to ruin it. Sebastian doesn't let it get to you too much, though; lots of fluff &lt;3

Tom Holland

❁ Best Friend Ever

You found out some news about yourself and you really want to tell your best friend Tom. You're really worried about how he'll react, but he comes through like the amazing person he is.

❁ Not A Girl

Y/N is trans male, and after a fight with his mom, he goes straight to the person who knows him the best-Tom. They've been best friends for years, and Tom's happy to help his favorite person however he can.

Tony Stark

❁ Burgers

You're sick, and you scare the shit out of your dad. Fluff and burgers ensue.

Jensen Ackles

❁ Go Fish, Bitch

When Jensen gets bored, he tends to cause chaos. Today, he brings Y/N into the chaos, and she loves it. In which a card game commences, and Jensen loses by a long shot.

Harry Styles

❁ That Just Happened

You've known Harry since you've been in high school-little does he know that you see him as a father figure. After a really rough day, you accidentally call him dad. Love ensues.

I Write For:

M A R V E L:

>Tony Stark

>Bruce Banner

>Black Widow

>Pepper Potts

>Steve Rogers

>Peter Parker

>Tom Holland

>Chris Evans

>Sebastian Stan

>RDJ

>Chris Hemsworth

>Anthony Mackie

S U P E R N A T U R A L:

>Dean Winchester

>Sam Winchester

>Castiel

>Jensen Ackles

>Jared Padalecki

>Misha Collins

M A R A U D E R S:

>James Potter

>Lily Evans

>Sirius Black

>Remus Lupin

>Peter Pettigrew

B R O O K L Y N N I N E N I N E

>Jake Peralta

>Ray Holt

>Terry Jeffords

C R I M I N A L M I N D S

***I am only on the first season!! I'm not familar with the characters, but I'm really loving the idea of writing for some of em :)

>Spencer Reid

>Aaron Hotchner

>Derek Morgan

Please keep in mind that I am currently only writing platonic fics! I'm writing teen!reader, daughter!reader, best friend!reader, or sister!reader. I am comfortable writing pretty much anything, so please feel free to send in a request.

Request Status: Open!

major thank you to @aadapaadakaunpaada who helped me figure this whole thing out :)

[ambivalenceshefelt]

Nikki laughed. About damn time she found someone who did not need to be begged to dance. "Now we're talking!" she exclaimed twirling around and matching his energy. This was a party. Finally.

@jaredx

Jared laughed as he was dragged along by the other. "Listen, ma'am. You don't understand who you're dealing with..." He may have given off the image that he was interested in anything but dancing, but in fact, he'd been waiting for the right partner — which maybe he'd gotten right now. With the hand not occupied by his fake hook, he took the woman's hand and spun her around. "I'm a dancing legend around these parts."

@ambivalenceshefelt

[unproduciblesmackdown]

kleinsen fics ft. & They Just Run Into Each Other premises

[joker1315]

All the actors you can find on this blog

Use the following link and insert the tag you want to see:

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