#c!awsamdude

[captainbee66]

screw it--

*banging pots and pans* alright everyone still left in this fandom i present to thee a 2 part ghostboo fic i wrote right after prison break. this had been barely edited since and has definitely been wrecked by canon but whatever i still predicted stuff. (note: i am no longer really in this fandom anymore? I just liked how i wrote this over a year ago so)

cw: Death mention, kidnapping mention, deadnaming in the most literal sense but they don't really care. i think disassociation sort of counts here.

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Ranboo was buried in the grass patch where he died. It was too close to the water than they would have ever liked. Morbid humour, Boo guesses. Maybe they didn't want to touch his body. Or perhaps because they didn't know their final wishes. Whatever the reason, it's at least better than Wilbur's. Nothing but a memorial to his ruined country.

Boo stands over Ranboo's grave. It's decorated in faded, dying flowers, carved from obsidian and blackstone, etched in the scrawling words of Ender long after it was placed here.

Boo floats towards the smooth rock-face and places an allium on the decorated headstone apathetically, too far in his own head. Boo doesn't even flinch when Sam begins speaking behind him.

"Ranboo, you -- you should go home. Come on, I'll take you to Tubbo so you can rest." Sam lightly places a hand on Boo's shoulder.

Boo brushes him off.

"No, Sam." Boo sighs. "This... this isn't finished."

"What?"

Boo sighs and looks at his hands.

"Sam, when I died, I was happy. I could remember everything and it was great. But Sam, I don't want to be here - be a ghost - If I can't feel anything -- if I can't feel anything for Tubbo. I couldn't feel anything when you took Michael. I can't even feel angry about it. I know I used to care about them -- I remember what caring for them felt like. I remember HOW to show I care for them.. But actually caring; it's all gone. It's all... grey.

Sam tries to hide a guilty expression behind the mask. "Ranboo, let's just go-"

Boo glares, making the warden step back.

"THEY had a family. He had a family that loved them -- that HE loved, Sam. Now he- I-" Boo stutters a hushed correction, looking to the headstone.

"I'm dead, here. I'm the only one that visits my grave. Tubbo is too busy watching over Michael after he..."

Boo glances at the thick white bandages that cover most of Sam's chest.

"And -- and Tommy is on the run from Dream still; GOD knows where he is." Boo looks across the water past the prison, a hand hovering over the slit in his cloak.

"But I had a family, Sam. And you killed me, used me as a hostage. You killed Ranboo to everyone who loved him."

"I-- I had to, Ranboo. Dream was-"

"Dream didn't care, Sam. He and Techno were adamant about that. He wouldn't care if I lived or died."

"Well you were trying to-"

"Escape?" Boo laughed dryly, "was I WRONG to escape, Sam?"

"I'm sorry Ranboo. I had no choice. I had to do SOMETHING. You tried to break out. You knew what would happen -- the contract you signed? If I had know you were.... If I had known, I wouldn't have done it."

"You promised me." Boo picks up another allium, inspecting it before setting it onto the grave. "You told me there was no reason I could give that would make you put me in that prison. That you wouldn't kill me-"

"Ranboo! What's with this? There's nothing I could possibly do now, so what do you want from me?" Sam snaps.

Boo stares at Sam in the edges of his vision.

"What do you think."

Sam pales. "We- we haven't been able to catch him, R-"

"Its fine." Boo interrupts, moving from the headstone as he pulls out his axe. "I can do it by myself."

Sam jumps and lurches forward to grab him by the shoulder, sharp fingers digging into the empty cloak. "Ranboo you can't go after him! You don't know what he will do to you! You don't... you don't need it." Sam finishes softly.

"I know that THEY need it." Boo points to Ranboo's grave. "I know the whole SERVER needs it."

Sam glances between Boo and their grave. "We don't know where Dream is, it's been a long time. There's got to be another way for you-"

"No, Sam. I know you're still afraid of him. Ranboo was afraid of him. You think that if anyone gets close to him, they'll end up like me.

"Most of these people used to trust him. They were friends, brothers -- family. You don't want them to experience the pain of being killed by someone they had once trusted." Boo says pointedly.

"I told you-"

"Everything you've told me has been a lie, Sam. You said you wouldn't hurt me, but I have YOU to blame for the pain in my chest." Boo clutches the front of his cloak, not breaking eye contact.

"No -- no-" Sam stutters at the accusation.

"If you won't go, I will. I need to avenge the soul YOU killed."

"No, Boo! Doing this won't help you. Killing him won't suddenly give you the ability to care." Sam holds a hand over Boo's chest.

Boo looks at his axe and laughs quietly. "I'm not doing this to learn to care. I don't need that for this one. No, this- this is finishing what I started a long time ago.

"It's time I picked a side, Sam. Make a proper change on this server. My death meant nothing to them. But HIS will." Boo states as a fact.

Sam takes a deep breath. "Ranboo. This isn't... this isn't the way."

"How many people need to die for this to be the way? How many times does he need to kill Tommy for you to take action? Ranboo wasted his life in fear of Dream. But when everyone sees his body in the sand like mine was, this server will be peaceful again. I can move on. Whether you help me or not, I'm going, Sam."

Boo dissappears, leaving Sam at the grave of one of the few people he was sworn to protect.

He gently kneels in the still loose dirt, placing a faded flower at the base of the stone. Sam looks to Snowchester and sighs before limping back to his destroyed base.

part 2

[dsmp-archive]

My Awesamdude design

[returnsnull7404]

Painting inspired by my friend Maddie @lovelyrose20 who suggested an au with a bit of a dream/Wilbur roleswap, where one decision at one festival lead to a spiral of events that would leave Wilbur hated and imprisoned and Dream seen as the server's savior. Sam's a much kinder warden to Wilbur than he was to Dream in canon, both from his old relationship with Wilbur’s father and circumstances meaning that Sam simply wasn't as close to many of the people Wilbur hurt as he was with those dream hurt in Canon. All of this is to say, Sam hangs out with Wilbur in his cell pretty frequently, this is one of their hangout sessions where Wilbur happens to be getting into the topic of where he got all that TNT for the terrorism he was imprisoned for.

[imagines-babes]

Euthanasia (aweSamdude)

Hello, today's story is about the song in the title. Euthanasia by Wil Wood. The definition of the word is towards the end of the story. But feel free to search it up. I do hope you enjoy this story. See you next week

Sam list Masterlist

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Waking up from the bed, the bed is comfortable and sleep was the best that I've had in many weeks. The colors around me were brighter. Not dull. It was funny. Hearing someone approach my door with the smell of food. Standing up to open the door to see him. With two plates and a smile. 'Sam you know you didn't have to do this you know.' He gives a laugh. 'Why not? Today just feels like one of those special days.' It's a Special Day. I was concerned about what day it was. So for my special day, we did everything I love. We went to get some food. We went to the beach. We went to play at the beach. We went to the park. Went for a walk. Towards the end of the day, we notice a carnival. This is when some things change. We paid for the tickets usually at a carnival there would be lines and people talking. But now it was just us. I meant I wasn't complaining but it was off. As if it was a dream. Sam continues to take me to each of them. Till it was time for the ferries wheel. There was a slight sting to my arm as I jerked it away from Sam. 'I'm sorry I don't know why I did that.' I give a slight smile to Sam he nods. Getting closer to the wheel two familiar faces appear as I ran to hug them both. My parents. They hug me deeply as I cried with joy. Sam was behind me as he held my hand once more and then showed me to our seats. Once he got in the ride started and the sting in my arm slowed my breathing. Then it clicked where I was. Looking over to Sam as he stared in front. 'I'm guessing you figured what's happening,' He asked me. Slowly I nodded. 'How long have I been like this?' He took a breath. '5 weeks almost was 6. But he thought it was time. He never left your side you know.' Placing my head on his shoulder while my eyes started to get drowsy. 'I didn't expect him to leave but if this is how it ends. Will I be able to see him one last time?' My eye stayed closed this time with Sam kissing my head.

That was all in y/n mind. They were in a coma. The reason why was because when they were heading to Sam's house. A car passes a red light hitting them. That accident was over 5 weeks ago. Sam never left their side or even the hospital. He held their hand and just stare at them. He wanted y/n to wake up from this coma they were in. He would give anything to just see their eye or hear them talk once more. He loves them deeply. The doctor would come in to check the pulse writing it on their clipboard. The doctor notice how y/n heartbeat was slowed down by each day. But they weren’t the only ones to notice. He notices it. He notices it going slower. He knew y/n didn't want the pain for him. So the Doctor told Sam there was a way to let him go as painlessly as possible. Euthanasia. It is a drug they use to let the patient die in their sleep. Or the medical definition is the painless killing of a patient suffering from an incurable and painful disease or in an irreversible coma. Sam had to make a decision. Y/n didn’t have no parents. Y/n was adopted by an old couple. The couple died when y/n was 20. So he thought it was time for y/n to go. He knew if y/n was alive that they wouldn't want to let him suffer. On a Tuesday afternoon, the doctor came and put the needle into her arm. They waited to hear the heart monitor goes slower by the second. Sam just stares at y/n with the echoes of the monitor going silent. He held their hand and cried. His mom was behind him rubbing his back. The doctor left them to be.

After an hour, Sam left y/n side and drove to a cliff to oversee the city. Turning off the car as he walks out sitting near the edge. There were things Sam wanted to do with them, wanted to say to them, wanted to live by them, and wanted to grow old with them. He cried on that hill with the sun starting to set. There was walking that was coming towards him. He felt someone next to him take a deep breath. 'I couldn't leave you without saying goodbye.' He knew that voice in an instant but didn't believe it was them. 'Samuel you did the right thing of letting them do that... I didn't want you to suffer more and drag me on.' He turns to the side. He saw their eyes. How innocent their eyes were. How gorgeous they look. How this was gonna be the last they would see each other. 'Would this be the last time I see you,' he asked. With y/n nods, 'Yes but maybe I will appear in your dreams. But Sam I will be there for you not physically but spiritually I will. We had many memories and I want you to cherish them. And whenever your time here is done I will be waiting for you. But you should find someone and start a family. You will be the best dad I know.' Y/n brought up their hand to try and feel his cheek but all he felt was coldness. The sun was setting as the moon rises slowly. Y/n looked towards the sun as they look back at Sam. 'It's time for me to leave,' they stood as he did the same. 'Thank you, Sam,' y/n says with a soft smile as they turn away from him but stop, ' I love you, Sam.' With that, they continue to walk then slowly vanish with the moon appearing. He stares in the direction they left in. With one final breath, ' I love you y/n'

[error-dream-was-found]

Did it take a month? Yes ...

Was it worth it? Totally!

I'm proud to announce that after many hardships, we finally did it! The fic is complete now! 🥳

If you haven't read this story yet I certainly recommend you do so now, we provide a lot of crack, fluff and angst to enjoy 😉

In case you have any questions regarding the lore both me and @bleue-flora are happy to answer 💙

So, me and @midnight-fangirl01 were feeling left out in all the October themed c!Dream fun. So, we decided to join in with a more crack version of Techno's haunted house inspired by @airrec's work nursed it well (or died) and the Counting Crows poem (aka One For Sorrow nursery rhyme. And like crazy people, we are going to do a chapter a day till Halloween.

Techno gets a new ghosty roomie and he's not mad about it. Though the same can't be said for his visitors.

[waywardnajsepticeye]

So, we got Team Nevadas.

Quackity: The girlboss leader

Wilbur Soot: The Dream stan that is still the beloved meow meow of the fandom

Fundy: His sleep paralysis demon follows him in his dreams and in real life

Purpled: The fourth manipulated minor

Charlie Slimecicle: Gloop gloop that wants to have a good time

Foolish: The totem god had a metaphorical Twitter thread made on him. Free him.

Sam: The parental figure who thinks he is the law

Schlatt isn’t there but he’s still apart of the team.

[heartrevoked]

i think c!awsamdude is super interesting actually!!

cw: torture, abuse/neglect || all /rp & abt the characters not ccs

there is a lot of time spent in the dsmp fandom claiming that certain characters are morally grey, and while i have my own gripes with how that phrase is often misused and overused, man i think sam really exemplifies being morally grey to a tee, and it has an interesting execution!!

he’s in such a peculiar situation, he’s head of an inescapable prison that he built from the ground up, that only houses one prisoner; an abuser that the whole server hates and wants locked up, who’s only alive because he has the power to revive people. oh yeah and that dickhead was the one whole commissioned the prison in the first place. which on it’s own is already a super interesting premise!

i personally think that sam has good intentions, he doesn’t do things out of greed, but more of a desire to keep others safe or out of a sense of duty, an obligation to his position of being the warden. he has such a strong sense of obligation to being the warden and protecting people that it can be a fault. we see this when he’s faced with the ultimate trolly problem; getting tommy out of the prison cell but with the risk of letting dream out vs making sure dream stays in and can’t hurt anyone else in the sever (he can revive people, so he’s free to murder) and he chooses the later, in the process leaving tommy stuck with his abuser, where he eventually gets beaten to death. he protected the rest of the server but at what cost.

something i’ve noticed about sam is how his actions tend to be passive. for example; not giving dream food. it’s a form or neglect which is passive abuse, a lack of meeting a physical need rather then an active action. (note: neglect is still just as bad as more active forms of abuse!! and it should be taken just as seriously, i’m only bringing it up to show a pattern of behaviour that sam displays) he doesn’t physically torture dram, but gives quackity the tools and turns a blind eye. he has a vary serious and no nonsense persona as ‘the warden’ a stark contrast to his usual friendly personality, shifting his sometimes cruel actions onto the persona, away from him as a person.

but recently there’s been a bit of a shift, ponk stole sam’s warden cards, and his response was to hunt him down, torture him and rip off his arm. we’ve always known that sam takes his warden duties extremely seriously but i don’t think any of us would have predicted that he’d chop of the arm of his close companion and valentine.

what lead to this suddenly more actively violent sam? well, we all saw how he reacted when tommy was killed because sam didn’t get hi, out of that cell, he truly failed tommy and being particularly responsible for your friends death has to have an huge effect on you mentally, especially being someone so dedicated to your duty as sam is. paired with getting used to having a separate scary persona that you associate your wrongdoings with.. and then there’s the egg that possessed him at one point (remember when he cannibalised himself??) and just the weight of being responsible for the one guy who if let out could go ona. whole torture murder spree- what i’m saying is: things have been building up and it’s all starting to take a tile and really distort sam.

sam has gone from basically switching the lever on the trolly problem to passively facilitating abuse if it will help keep others safe to chopping off his closest confidant’s arm to get back cards he needs for his duty as warden and it’s scary as fuck!! he wants to keep dream in the prison to keep the rest of the server safe but he’s come to the point where he will hurt others in order to keep everyone in the server safe and i honestly don’t know what will happen if he keeps going down this road.

and i mean sam nook is also cool so there’s that!

[insomniaccipher]

We need more wholesome c!Aimsey and Sam Nook content cause while I'm aware cc!Sam said that Sam Nook is just another body for c!Sam to use. I love the idea of a story where Sam Nook somehow getting his own consciousness and will so c!Sam can no longer use him as a body but Sam Nook just chooses to watch over and hangout with c!Aimsey and some of the other younger members of the server while also helping them build stuff still.

(I'm sure this isn't an original idea, I just kinda thought of it now)

Also, on a side note I'm glad the mansion is being put to use!

[catboy-jam]

DSMP SPOLIERS

if sam hadnt been corrupted by power and grief and let quackity torture dream in prison dream probably wouldn’t have taken ghostbur hostage and revived him so he could leave. like, mans let quackity go in there with a netherite axe &sword, and shears, but the minute tommy tries to do the same? he screams at him to shut up and that everything is his fault like damn bro u rlly gonna blame it all on a traumatized teen and not ur shitty prison security? SOMEONE COULD EASILY GET IN THERE WITH INVIS BRU---

[sweet-maple-sunflower]

My [un]finished sympohony! It’s finally done!

This is an original composition for the Dream SMP I created for one of my finals. It features Ranboo, Tommy, Tubbo and it’s about how Dream has always had control over the server as their God of Chaos. 

[g-g-gh00st]

I feel like the previous post didn’t really convey how tall bbh is let me elaborate with some other designs because it do be like that

[angelcorebabyowo]

Unpopular opinion

Sam was legit just doing his job both Tommy & Ghostbur

A) signed the book

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b) AGREED to the context of said book

Meaning that they knew the dangers and repercussions of their actions.

Sam was simply doing what he had to, albeit a bit harshly, make sure that dream was kept in the prison and everything

[niko-ro]

....

man

that was my comfort character c!Sam+c!Quackity not very poggers

/rp

[napstawantstosleep]

Tw// I'd say a lil bit of blood and eyestrain (nothing much but aye)

A lil comic I had in mind for a month haha hope you like le big sad and I wish y'all nice tears :]

[waywardnajsepticeye]

Team Nevadas found family dynamic.

[the-final-sif]

If I do end up writing a LARPing Eldritch c!Dream oneshot, I'm curious what aspect of the universe would people be most interested in me exploring?

Currently my ideas are:

1. c!Sapnap handling the immediate aftermath, trying to understand what c!Dream is and how to communicate to him that all this stuff c!Dream thought was just play was actually very serious and people really got hurt. It would also explore DreamXD a fair bit. I'd want to focus on c!Sapnap's mental process here, as well as how he struggles in trying to bridge this miscommunication. Particularly given that he doesn't have great communication skills to begin with.

2. c!Quackity did still torture c!Dream in this universe as the Eldritch reveal is post-prison. So I'm interested in exploring how c!Quackity and c!Sam handle this sort of rug-pull. Both of them thought that at least for a time, they had significant power over c!Dream. c!Sam got obsessive about his ability to have and retain that control, and c!Quackity used torturing c!Dream as a way of feeling powerful.

With the Eldritch/LARPing reveal, both of them retroactively lose that. They never actually had power over c!Dream, he was just playing along with them. Neither of them ever managed to hurt him in any way that mattered, he was just faking as a part of the game.

Moreover, c!Dream after they "stop playing" holds no ill-will towards them. Even as he kind of understands that things weren't really a game, he still sees both of them as friends. Or at least, acquaintances on good terms. Which is rough to deal with when you tortured the guy. It'd be exploring that emotional impact on the two of them

3. Possibly a look at c!Punz and how he takes all of this? Given that he was on c!Dream's side the entire time, it's a harsh realization, but it also probably adds up for him? He's probably seen c!Dream "step out of character" more than anyone else would, if only due to time spent together. In this AU at least, it'd be a big part of why he stuck by him. So he would have an interesting time reflecting on their time together and all the little puzzle pieces he never quite fit into place.

I'd also be open to other ideas if there's any specific aspects of this universe that people would want to see explored? Just kinda trying to pin down my focus right now so I figured I'd get some opinions.