#buuut this is just my oc for that so yeah
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#my art#art#thatonethimbo#tried out a new watermark :)#also#yay new work ive done in a while#anyway i think this is Jules Escoffier#technically the ‘’canon’’ Eclipsed mc#buuut this is just my oc for that so yeah#(i need to make the shirts look better D:)#my oc
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He can't have shit in this family.
#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#ocs#atticus and his ~100y/o wisdom#knowing this poor man is stuck looking like his old man or his --old-- man#and at least for my adven!zenos he has no problem looking like young solus personally#its primarily for atticus and in part for meteor- luckily his height mitigates it for atticus- meteor is just stuck seeing emet regardless#other than that I just wanted to draw his hair short and the proper(?) outfit I have for him right now#aka what I imagine him wearing when he's not lounging in a turtleneck or his light sleeveless gear#also this is tank zenos so he fights unarmed- buuut he also just has like three knives strapped on him just in case LOL#I also just enjoy showing him being proud of his apperance#I just find it a neat- even if possibly unintentional- character quirk that he seems to be very particular of his appearance#and also might not actually want to show any scars he might have? I always found it interesting that#he always has gloves or armor particularly covering his right hand and the one time he doesnt is when its elidibus#which yeah- I also wouldnt want to have to look at the constant reminder that youre being biologically nerfed so much#-that you have to resort to sticking radioactive magical crystal straight through your hand just to do a single technique-#my mad little blorbo#fascinating giant of a man who is very fun to write#but yee- that is why I draw him covering the void arm or using his blindfold as a scarf for his neck sometimes#also#the next time I draw this outfit on him- i need to remember to put the sun pin back over his heart again like it was for EW#that also lives in my head rent free v-v
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So I'm watching translations of the Diasomnia chapter on YouTube (no spoilers, please) and while things are progressing, I'm over here thinking about my other TWST OC and her close relationship with Malleus and basically going "things just got very complicated."😖
#TWST#Twisted Wonderland#Malleus Draconia#Diasomnia#TWST OC#They met literally once when they were kids and didn't see each other again until the first Fairy Gala.#Then some stuff happened which enabled them to talk more and stuff even though she was lowkey terrified of him.#So yeah I'm just internally dying.🥲#I would like to talk about her more but I'm too nervous about it.😅#Maybe once I'm not nervous anymore I'll do it.#I could do a general bio like I did with my MC Mia.#Buuut we'll see.#Storm yells about TWST.
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My yapping about my OLNF OC! Ꮺ
haha, this is my first time posting my sketch, it’s a little awkward but I think I’m making progress on it.
sooo... *drumroll*
there he is! my dear Ray-Ray, or Mr. Ray Golden!
he is a child who simply cannot stand still. everything around him is ablaze with activity, either because he is running here and there, or because he is again curious to do something.
Ray will have fun exploring the entire Golden Grove forest, and the city itself! he has a lot of acquaintances, but not as personal as Qiu has. basically he is known because of all sorts of cases. and actually, these cases are quite... traumatic for him. but he won’t allow others to get even a scratch!
If you are with Ray-Ray, then I am afraid that things will not happen without some adventures. he will take you on certainly interesting, but slightly troublesome adventures! he will pull anyone out of boredom and apathy. but therefore, he simply needs someone who will moderate his heroic ardor.
but don't worry! even though the adventures may be a little dangerous for kids, he will definitely take care of you the best he can. even if he may seem untrustworthy or silly, it's not true. just trust him and your time with him will be (mostly) positively unforgettable!
literally Ray after really accidentally setting his lawn on fire (he stopped the fire after 3 seconds but everyone saw that):
LOLOLOLOL I LOVE MA CHILD SO MUCHHH UGHH i can talk about him LITERALLY FOR HOURS and wouldn't get bored!!! btw sorry that mini-art has a bad quality.....
buuut yeah thanks for reading this!!! if you're still reading this, i suppose ;p
I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THIS I THOUGHT TO DO THIS IN THE MORNING ......
#olnf#our life now and forever#our life#art#oc#oc art#our life oc#olnf oc#my child#my baby#he's my baby#sketch
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Ive seen some of your posts shipping snape with someone called yonalinx, they posts are really cute and so is your art but i literally dont know anything bout this character. Is it an OC and whats their history with snape?
Hiii i just got back from an out-of-town trip but yeah ive yet to make a full sheet of Yonal and their story isn't fully fleshed out yet buuut here's a rough story I drafted about them sometime ago and here's a deeper introspection of Yonal and Snape's friendship that I also made before.
Basically, Yonal is my HP OC and this entire thing is an oc x canon ship so if you don't vibe with that then erm,, i fear thats all i will be spewing in this blog fdghgh. He's a metamorphmagus half-blood who, in the present timeline, teaches Care of Magical Creatures instead of Hagrid.
Above: (Left: Yonal as a Hogwarts student, Right: Yonal as a CoMC professor)
He and Snape go waaay back in their Hogwarts days, hence my multiple art of them as students. Their story is slow-burn with angst and fluff (a few wink wonk here and there LAWL)
I'll say it now cos I don't think I'll be writing a fic about them bc uhh im not very good at writing so I've decided I'll just tell their story through illustrations! ^^ However long that may take me HHFDJFDGFD
#yonal linx#severus snape#im so sorry its taking so long im tryna work things out too HSGFHSDF#LET ME COOK BRO IM ONTO SUMTHN HADGFDG#ill make a full post for yonal's lore I PROMISE ITS STILL BREWING#im gonna fix yonal's tag its bothering me so Bad im gonna put a space between his first and last name now#asks
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Hello, Hello!!
It's ya gurl S A M againnnnn~!!✨
I just really wanted to thank you all for the 44 likes on my most recent post!! I appreciate them, really ^^ !! Especially since I've just written down songs into the Pred's language, and since none of you guys probably knows about Haujobb XD No seriously, I thought my post will get unnoticed since it's no OC or Canon Pred/Alien drawing, but here we are!! So... Thank you, thank you, thank Y O U!! I'm also starting to remember what letter is which symbol from the Yautja language so I'll sooner or later won't need the help of the Alphabet sheet again, wooh!! ....I don't know where that knowledge gets me in life, BUT AY I GOT A 2ND HOBBY!! (☆▽☆)
Bonus:
My first ever doodles of a Yautja which was supposed to represent me O.o. Buuut....yeah I'm not 100% sure about a Pred's anatomy yet, so it might look a little odd...and it was in the middle of the night after I finally watched the first Pred movie ... *cough* ...
BUT I STILL HOPE YOU ENJOY!! (ꏿ﹏ꏿ;)
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I just got to looking at some of your OCs more in-depth and I realized something I think is really interesting—
Ezra is twisted from Mother Gothel, right? One of my OCs, Junia, while she is technically in the role of the nautilus shell necklace in which Ursula traps Ariel's voice in the movie, Rapunzel has been a huge inspiration on her and her backstory! Junia even had a mom who kinda stopped her from making any decisions for herself because her mom was so focused on making sure Junia ended up with someone to protect her when she wouldn't be able to one day and thus tried to force her into an arranged marriage. ('Mother Knows Best' is literally one of Junia's big character songs because I think it describes her relationship with her mother so well. I also think Junia being a mer makes it more interesting because from what we know the ocean really IS a 'survival of the fittest' kinda place)
And Junia also has a big thing about how she's always been seen as 'naturally beautiful' and has been reduced to just her looks for most her life. Oh, and her favorite (and best) subject is also Music, which Ezra teaches! And she has a lot of talent with it. Buuut...it's also much more of a hobby and way of self-expression to her, which I think would be really interesting since Ezra's pet peeve is 'wasted talent'.
I think there's just something potentially VERY interesting about these two interacting
(also...I hate to be that guy but...those horns? Homestuck vibes—)
OMG WAAAIT
Okireadherbiosheisveryadorableiloveher and i love her braids!!
YESSS THEIR INTERACTIONS COULD BE SO INTERESTING i think they could learn a lot from each other!!!
Ezra is typically well intentioned- if not misguided. His main goal is to raise his student's confidence, even if it means they are misbehaving or breaking some rules!
Doing something as a hobby wouldn't be something he really considers wasted talent- in fact he would be sosososososo happy about that!! It's how he started off after all :) HowevER- getting down on themselves about things? Not allowing themselves to even TRY starting something new because they think they might be bad at it???? OHHH that gets under his skin! Do it coward do IIIIT- /lh
He does definitely have his flaws with sheltering people though- i can definitely see that being a point of tension :') but yeah he'd adopt her /hj
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it’s 1am for me so it’s technically the 7th day….ykw yeah here’s my really rushed gadget week summer thingy
(complete w captioning!! confetti confetti)
yk that one moment where gadget just shoots fireworks out of his head in “Great Wall Of Obliva”,,,,yeagh I like 2 think he dose little one-off shows in general
oc content!! this prompt was just a good excuse 2 draw them interacting overall,,in addition 2 testing out & experiment with the different outfits they’ll have
this is one of those rare moments where I actually acknowledge the 2015 adaptation,,,legit I had 2 recharacterize & redesign Talon where he’s actually a bit standable omg
don’t mind the random one-off oc that’s inspired by that one jackbox water machine character BUUUT i’m really proud of all the shape experimenting I did on this one,,,,
fyi: Issac & Percila probs invited the twins over for a bombfire session. buncha common tropes could be seen in this I think: stories, wood collecting, s’mores,,hell yeah
this one is a lot more character focused but I sWear all of them are at some nearby fair,,,a lot more character testing & whatnot. buncha agents spending some quality for once omg
family photoooo!! I was planning on drawing the whole W.O.M.P. lineup tbh,,,,but that just seemed cooler for a illustration all in itself, at least brains here god bLess 🫡
I drew all of these in 1 day ur welcome gadget nation
#inspectorgadget24#inspector gadget#gadget and the gadgetinis#gadgetinis#inspector gadget 2015#….I ki.bda don’t wanna tag this under 201(5 bro…..#sketch#if u guys can’t tell I have a huge soft spot for some of the gatg background characters…they got a lOt of potential dude#speaking of which I don’t feel like tagging these characters WAAYY to damn much
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soooooooooo
I have a very old gravity falls au that has changed ten billion times throughout the years and I am YET AGAIN fucking with it-
first and foremost I wanna /actually/ make Bill more cannon coded instead of a vessel to project on and instead using my actual OC for dat which is Zander ofc
I wanna change the story to be more current but also not completely rewrite totally everything
augh my lawd tho these shapes are rotating in my brain and there is so much I'd wanna figure out
tbh might simplify it a helluva lot more from old times, which would delete some characters buuuut I can have them more jus as side/pop up Bois instead!
gonna be brainstorming for sure
for these two then the shortened explanation is gonna be that they were twins and Zander has a bit of Bill's abilities but not nearly as much, and was hella on board to showing the people of their world more than their flat perception of shit. but things go really bad and their world gets wrekt
they are the only two to survive, and are still attached at the hip for years, especially after that. Bill is immediately in denial and "it's fine mode after being just spaced tf out for a looooong while (which scared Zander). while Zander is mainly feeling guilty as absolute shit and worried for Bill. but as they meet the henchmaniacs, and start again at doing sus activities, Zander is less sure this time around. when Zander questions Bill usually he brushed him aside and tells zan that he's just a sidekick and to let Bill handle the thinking.
in short, bill and Zander have a big spat over the illegal/dangerous junk and zan leaves. Bill is all "who needs ya" (even tho he totally does and tries to follow zan). Zander talks with Axolotl and makes a deal with time baby to take refuge on earth with the promise to reign in anomalies and not cause trouble. he wanted a do over so is reincarnated as a human. Bill isn't a fan of dat since he thinks they should be above that buuut yeah
I've already ranted enough XD
#oc#gravity falls#gravity falls au#brainstorming#bill cipher#twins#forgot his bow and hat in the creature form smh#its fiiiinnne
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Entering gravity falls 📌
Soooo...I've talked about before on how did I first encounter certain games/series or entered certain fandoms and such but...honestly? Out of everyone...how I came to actually enter to gravity falls fandom is (for now) certainly the *weirdest* of them all 😅
To be honest with you, I wasn't interested at all in gravity falls when it was first airing. I was in my, what could be called, *you cant watch cartoon shows, that's childish* face...😑 Back then I kind of knew about gravity falls and had seen some little bits here and there but not really knew anything about it. And the fact that I thought the art-style was *childish* too didn't help me at all to get interested in it. Years passed and my knowledge about it grew...a tiny bit (if knowing that Bill Cipher would bring the apocalypse seems like a tiny bit to you 😶), buuut I was still pretty uninterested so any spoiler that crossed my way just didn't hit hard me at all 😑
More years passed and then I stumbled my way into itchio, where I started to look for games I could play. Then I saw it for the very first time, the fangame: Swooning over Stans ✨✨✨ And then I was like *...What??? Why does these two look so simi-? Oh wait, they are twins. huh...Wait a minute, this one looks familiar to me*. I read that it was inspired by gravity falls and though it didn't click me at first, at the end, I remember that indeed there was a series called gravity falls and so I...kept scrolling 😶 Yep, I still wasn't interested in it or anything related to it aaaand it stayed like that...until last year.
One afternoon I was bored, like BORED to death and nothing, nothing remotely interesting seem to be in my way 😑 Sooo since I didn't anything better to mind, I said to myself: *why not try out that gravity falls fangame? At least it will be good to pass the time* And so, I did.
At first I was jus planning to try out one route, Fords route, to be more specific, because he was the one who got my attention out of the two, and then...it caught me 😆 It wasn't like I fell or find it interesting instantly, but the art-style, humor and characters started to appeal to me more and more as I kept playing (and even though I was spoiled already for some of the stuff that there were mentioned, my mind didn't relate them or kind of forgot about it all together so... My first playthrough wasn't perfect at all, but overall I had an incredibly more enjoyable experience than what I first expected, so I decided to keep playing! 🤗
I tried out Stan's route then, and though I didn't got a perfect, I still had a lot of fun!! Soooo...I kept tryin until I made it 😅
I only made two OCs while playin. First was Misha for Fords route, and then Ann for Stan's route. Their designs came to me surprisingly easily, actually, and though they are pretty simple, I quite like how they look! 😄
After the game, I obviously wanted to draw some fanarts and such...but I struggled a lot because it quite differed from my usual style of drawing (specially the head shape, eyes and nose 😅) But well, as you can see, I managed to do it!!! 🤗🤗🤗
In the end, I liked the game so much so that I couldn't stop myself from wanting to see the series it was based on and till this very day...I don't regret that decision 🤩🤩🤩 So yeah, thank you very much to everyone who worked on this project and gave me an opportunity to finally get into gravity falls!!! ...Though it was in a kind of weird way, haha 😅
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls fangame#swooning over stans#swooning over stans game#gravity falls stan#gravity falls stanley#gravity falls stanley pines#stanley pines#gravity falls ford#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls stanford pines#stanford pines#gravity falls oc#ocs#oc#oc ann#ann olivers#oc misha#misha castle#stan x oc#stanley x oc#ford x oc#stanford x oc#stan x ann#ford x misha#traditional drawing
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I dunnaur if I posted this but here's two of my OCs as murder drones characters. Surprisingly they fit pretty well into N and Uzi's roles LOL. Rambling abt my OCs below the cut.
SD-K!!! Aka the Disassembly Drone version of my OC Karina Corazon. I mostly made this doodle for her, and I LOVE how it turned out!
This is what OG!Kari looks like. Her main design elements were water, electricity, and pirate. I don't think the DD version is really giving pirate, but it still looks cool.
The main change I made was making her snow themed instead of water since, y'know. The whole toxic death storm of ice thing. Soooo I made her dress (which is meant to resemble the deep ocean going into waves) into a more snowy look!! Also it's not meant to be that translucent but it just looked pretty uwu.
Lore-wise, I picked DD for her bc she was raised to murder hundreds, with the guidance of a spoopy lil voice in her head. She doesn't rlly understand that what she's doing is bad, buuut after meeting a certain Worker Drone, that changes.
As for her fighting style, in her OG version she was mostly close combat and only used her fists, while also using bursts of electricity to zap towards the enemy. Soooo as a DD, I think she would use her hand blasters to zoom around everywhere. Buuuut unlike her human counterpart, she'd mostly use her blade hand and immediately go for the head.
Now for the other one!!! Jade!!!!! I hate her Worker Drone design, I am going to rework it in the future when I have the energy to do so!!!!
I changed a lot about her from her OG version. It just doesn't catch the same energy :(((
Anyhow, the only important details about Jade is that she's a (slightly insane) chemist and her family works in security. Which kinds just slots her really well into Uzi's role.
Instead of the boring potions OG!Jade has tho, I gave WD!Jade some BOMBS. Because you can definitely trust this mentally stable child with bombs.
I changed her boring ahhh school shoes for some rubber shoes, which while it does look somewhat better, it kinda doesn't make sense for the snow setting. And before u say anything IK the cold of the storm doesn't rlly affect them, but like. N, Uzi, and V all wear jackets with fur. That's all the reasoning I will provide.
Also those horns she has? Yeah DD!Jade screwed those into her skull. OG version just has a horn headband.
Anyway this was my excuse to share art and also to make lesbian robots. Thank you and good night.
#my art uwu#oc art#murder drones#sry if there's any typos bgw#like just then#im too eepy to fix it lol
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Raegyn doodles!
Yaaaaaaa giving my snarky smartass boy some love.
This is my OC, Raegyn Kertia! He is Regis and Rael’s son, and the latter’s heir.
I haven’t gone in depth with his backstory yet, so I figured I could do that lol. He’s one of my 15 “main” characters of my Millennium AU and his full bio is up in my pinned post.
I’ll be mentioning some other names in here too so to quickly recap, Raegyn is the older one of the two Regis/Rael kids and his full-sibling and younger sister is Arya K. Landegre. (Raegyn has three half-siblings, with his elder half-brother Kaelestis Blerster on Rael’s side, and younger half-brother Garyth J. Loyard and younger half-sister Alethea J. Loyard on Regis’ side.) Raegyn has a pretty good relationship with his loving family, buuut it wasn’t always like that, which is the fun part I’m getting to later. Woo!
Raegyn is a really interesting one and I had so much fun making his design and I can’t wait to dive into his story in detail. Let’s get started yaaa! My beloved Ray’s (almost) full backstory.
So we already know that Raegyn is the smartest and most popular of his generation. The star of the show, the center of attention, Lukedonia’s local celebrity… the number one guy. Loved by all, respected by all. Everyone wants to be his friend, maybe even competing with each other for his attention. People constantly shower him with admiration. It’s like he’s walking on the red carpet wherever he goes. People just can’t get enough of him. It’s always “how is Raegyn?”, “what is Raegyn doing today?”, and “I need Raegyn’s advice, where can I find him?”… etc. People are always saying his name, and frankly, he enjoys the attention he receives. Sometimes he thinks it’s funny how he’s not the Lord yet he arguably gets more enthusiasm from the general population than she does. Hah. Hilarious.
Raegyn’s just so lucky, isn’t he? He’s got the brains, a radiating confidence, an irresistible charm, a loving family, and a literal empire of friends… if life is a giant lottery then he had already won it all. Life can’t possibly get better than what it is now, can it? Well, for Raegyn, life is good indeed. Very good.
Everything he has ever wanted gets handed to him easily. If not, he just needs a minute to work it out in his head and say a little something to make the other person give in, and it works every single time even when his requests are obviously beyond reasonable. Basically, Raegyn knows how to use his thinking skills and his natural charm to his complete advantage. Thus life is easy for him.
But because everything comes so easily, life… is also boring. There was nothing to surprise him, to make him go “well that was fresh”. Now what? Life is predictable and repetitive, at least from his experience, because he is so capable of fine tuning things and people to be the way he wants. And the thing is Raegyn does like to be in control of every precise detail in his life, so he would rather have life be a bit boring than to give up on steering everything in his direction. Sometime in his early childhood, he had a single taste of being in control, and he has been hooked ever since. To lose that control would be a big no-no for him. Frankly, without it, he probably has little idea of how to actually live life as it is, which is letting things naturally unfold without his intervention. Yeah. He’d actually physically cringe if he had to stay idle.
This leads to my next point, which is Raegyn’s childhood. Oh boy. How do I even begin. Raegyn is the first child between Regis and Rael, but he’s not Rael first child. Rael is the soul fragment donor of Karias’ heir Kaelestis, who is Raegyn’s elder half-brother. This means Kaelestis is technically Rael’s first child, though the latter is merely a donor in both title and practice. Despite that, Rael was very much involved in Kaelestis’ early childhood as an adult figure, a mentor etc. Kaelestis adored his donor “other parent”, and Rael loved his sweet Blerster boy very much. Donor and son were close and made wonderful memories together, which led to Rael becoming very excited to have his own heir. Maybe even the exact reason why Raegyn was born not very long after Rael and Karias had Kaelestis. (Raegyn was born when Kaelestis was the equivalent of a 6-8 year old human) Rael was more than ecstatic to bond with his second son, his beloved heir, the light of his life. He loved his little boy with all his heart and he couldn’t wait to experience the joy of parenting. He was certain that it was going to be great.
Eeeexcept it didn’t go quite as Rael had expected. Uh oh. The fact that Raegyn didn’t automatically love Rael wasn’t even the worst part about it. Raegyn seemed to despise him. This hurt Rael very much, as he didn’t understand why his heir didn’t want anything to do with him. Raegyn resisted being communicated with telepathically, ignored words spoken at him, never responded to questions, looked away when being looked at, and squirmed with all his strength when any adult tried to hold him. At one point Rael gave up on trying to read Raegyn’s mind because he would find some… not so nice things Raegyn had to say about him, and he didn’t need to break his own heart any further. Rael didn’t know what he had done wrong, if anything. He had already gained experience as a parent from his time with Kaelestis; he learned how to be around kids, what to do and what not to do, and in general just how to handle them. He just couldn’t get his second son to like him. Something is wrong here. Kaelestis was fine with him, then why doesn’t Raegyn like him? And it wasn’t just Rael. Regis was also very puzzled by their son’s behavior, as Raegyn seemed to actively resist him as well. Regis tried to comfort his husband by telling him to not take it personally, because Raegyn… well, he disliked everyone equally. Rael was not convinced at all. Rip. At least Regis tried.
And so this went on for a while, until by complete chance a very tired Regis chuckled something along the lines of “You know what, child? Your behavior isn’t helpful in the slightest, and your father and I are having a hard time. Here, why don’t we make a deal so all of us get the most out of it while we’re still living in the same house?” Boom. That was it. The correct answer. To both his parents’ surprise, Raegyn actually responded. He turned around, stared at his fathers in the eyes, and said “Only if you have something good enough to offer. Just so you know, I won’t settle for less. Very well, Rael Kertia and Regis K. Landegre. Convince me.” Regis swore he heard Rael’s jaw drop to the floor, and he himself was speechless. So their son was capable of communicating with them after all, it’s just that he never did simply because he didn’t want to. The two of them came to the conclusion that their son didn’t like being treated like a child, and they were using the wrong approach the entire time. Regis and Rael thought they were doing the right thing, but they were quite mistaken, as their son needed to be treated as an adult, basically as their equal. None of that kiddie talk, mushy coddling, nonstop love smothering… nope. Interact with him like they would with any other adult? Yep, that got Raegyn talking and assured that they would get milder and even positive responses from him.
That’s when Regis and Rael realized that Raegyn was different, even if they can’t put their finger on it. It was a mix of surprise and curiosity. As impressive as it was, they couldn’t help but feel uncanny. Maybe they were even a bit reluctant to admit that they were uneasy, but Raegyn was their son after all, and they didn’t want to overthink it. I mean, this kid’s first (spoken) words were him trying to bargain with his parents. Maybe their son was just being funny and pranking them all along. They laughed it off, no big deal, all while still keeping an eye out for their unusual kid. From then on they’d modify their approach with their son and things changed for the better and Rael was finally able to bond with Raegyn, though not quite in the way he had expected. Anything is better than nothing, so Rael has no complaints. He might as well beg his son for attention if he really is that desperate.
What about from Raegyn’s perspective? Well, unfortunately, Raegyn wasn’t being funny nor was he pulling pranks on his parents. He was dead serious. He was no ordinary child, and he hated being treated as one. To Raegyn, his parents and the other adults treating him like a baby was a direct insult because he thought the adults were messing with him. That’s correct. Raegyn believed that the adults somehow conspired together and formed a sort of mutual agreement between them where they all treat him like he doesn’t know any better because they think he’s too dumb or something. It wasn’t until later, when Raegyn eventually realized that he himself was the outlier, the odd one out, not them. The adults handled him like they would with any normal noble child. Still, Raegyn disliked it, and it felt disturbing to him. In his eyes, it was like some sort of shallow game of pretend, ill humor that he can never bring himself to appreciate.
That’s why Raegyn purposely ignored the adults even when they demanded his attention, because why on earth would he respond to their silly games? That would just be positive reinforcement and they’d force that shit on him even more. But being the extremely smart kid he is, he is aware of his own gains and losses. He knew he didn’t want to pretend to be a normal kid, he didn’t want to copy their mannerisms just so he could fit in, because that just isn’t him. Blegh. Gross. Reducing himself to their level…nuh uh. But he also figured out that pretending to be one gets him what he wants. To be precise, when Raegyn is his usual self, the adults feel uncanny and have mixed reactions. On the contrary… when he pretends to be normal, they react very positively. Isn’t that weird. Turns out adults like cute kids that act like kids instead of kids that make them uncomfortable by acting way beyond their age.
So Raegyn adapts. Inquire about their day, be enthusiastic and beg to be allowed to tag along, maybe even cry some fake tears when they say no until they say yes. Smile at them and watch them sign boring paperwork all day. Fake interest in their tedious gardening tasks, patrol duty, anything the adults were up to. And when that’s done, ask for new toys and clothes. That shiny ruby brooch? Pout and say you like it very much and want to have it, and Clan Leader is the best dad in the world because he gets what Rayray wants. And with that, maybe a matching bow tie. And a matching silk shirt. And a matching fur coat. You get it. It didn’t take long for Raegyn to master the art of acting and now he’s got everyone wrapped around his little finger. That’s where the fake smiling and enthusiasm began, and he never stopped ever since. Regis and Rael were happy for their little boy, because he finally acted more like a normal child. But deep down they knew he is an outlier, as they had been dealing with his true self until now. They didn’t understand why Raegyn seemingly became normal overnight, but to question that would be useless. Well… at least Raegyn looked like he’s finally enjoying himself now, and that’s a good thing, right? Deep down, they knew something was up. Obviously there was a reason for Raegyn’s sudden behavioral change, but to investigate it would break Raegyn’s trust so ultimately they did nothing and hoped for the best. For Raegyn’s future, and their future together as a family.
Raegyn’s always constantly evolving depending on who he’s dealing with. By the time he was around the equivalent of a 10 year old human, his false persona is such an integral part of his life, he never goes outside without this metaphorical mask. Despite Raegyn’s success at adapting himself into society in the present day, his childhood was a difficult one, at least in the very beginning. It did get better as he got older, but fundamentally, he is still the same on the inside. Raegyn hated how things were structured and the expectations he was obligated to fulfill. Raegyn didn’t understand why he was automatically expected to give his parents his unconditional love, respect, and attention just because they were the cause of his birth and entire existence. That’s the reason? Wow. He never asked to be born, not that he minds existing or anything, but more so it was just weird to him how now he’s permanently stuck with two adults who are way too obsessed with him for their own good, and he won’t be able to get away from them for centuries. His parents got sad when he didn’t respond to them, especially Rael. What did they expect anyway? To Raegyn, things like respect and love had to be earned, and no one automatically deserves it just because of “family” or whatever shallow term they use. And this applies to his own parents as well. If Regis and Rael wanted him to obey and love them, then they have to earn it, and prove themselves worthy. To Raegyn, even if they are his parents, they’re just like any other person out there. They were strangers he couldn’t separate himself from. The point is Raegyn isn’t purposely trying to distance himself from his parents specifically; that’s just how his brain works.
The good news is Raegyn eventually does develop genuine love for his family, which happens during his childhood. It’s true that Raegyn had his doubts about unconditional love and whether that even existed or not, but being the smart person he is, he did pick up on his parents’ love for him. They genuinely care about him, and he… appreciates that. So they were being serious this whole time. Raegyn, who is always right, was wrong, for the first time in his life. Raegyn was finally defeated, in a good sense. It feels good to be loved. But as much as Raegyn was impressed, he was also bothered by something. He was touched by Regis and Rael’s sincerity, and for that he is grateful, but something felt off. That’s when Raegyn realized he was feeling guilt for the very first time, for everything he had done to his parents. To this day, guilt remains the only emotion Raegyn can immediately and correctly identify, which is something I will bring up later. Every other emotion, even the positive ones, he has to think about it.
For the most part, Raegyn is neutral. Even when his little sister Arya was born, he didn’t feel anything. She was just another being he had to live with from now on, just because they share the same parents. Not only was he expected to tolerate her, he was supposed to take care of her. Ick. Luckily Raegyn does develop a genuine bond with Arya, even if it took a long time. They are close as siblings, and Regis and Rael? They were super relieved that Raegyn seemed to accept his little sister immediately, and even more relieved that Arya was a normal child with normal development. To be honest, Regis and Rael were nervous about having their second child aka Regis’ heir because they were afraid that Raegyn would react negatively. Surprise surprise, he didn’t. That is character development right there, from resisting his own parents to welcoming a new sibling with open arms. The truth is Raegyn simply made an effort to prevent his true apathetic self from seeping out because he didn’t want to ruin the moment for his parents. If he were to be honest, well… he couldn’t care less if Arya vanished into thin air on the spot. Raegyn only did it because he didn’t want that feeling called “guilt” to bother him for years to come, so he might as well be nice. Even if Raegyn’s goodwill didn’t stem from true consideration, it was still a massive improvement. He is still learning, but he is getting there… right? Only he knows.
To say that Raegyn doesn’t doubt his relationship with his family anymore, and that he trusts them unconditionally, would be a lie. His parents would die for him, and his sister adores him. He’s sure of that. But on second thought… do they really? This is how Raegyn falls into the perpetual cycle of questioning himself. That’s why he is so conflicted. He feels guilty because he is doubting those he should trust the most, and then he decides to give them his complete trust in order to get rid of that sense of guilt he got from doubting them in the first place, and finally ending it by rescinding that trust because he realizes he was foolish enough to trust anyone but himself. Rinse and repeat. Then again he overthinks it because he just can’t help it. This entire ordeal bothers him, and he would never admit it. In the long run, Raegyn overthinking things would go on to hurt his own ability to make meaningful relationships with people, and that is something I will bring up later.
Now onto the last bits of Raegyn’s childhood before I move to the time skip. I want to mention Raegyn’s relationship with his peers too. Ever since Raegyn’s birth, he has been silently watching and judging everything and everyone. He could be minding his own business, but his eyes were always looking at something. Even if he didn’t want to be a part of whatever the other kids were doing, he wanted to know what’s up, so he observes them from a distance. And he was always disappointed, of course. I mean, this is Raegyn, why wouldn’t he?
They weren’t bright enough to hold an interesting conversation with Raegyn. They got bored, whined, fidgeted, or fell asleep when he wanted to talk about a very long and obscure piece of ancient Lukedonian history that he recently taught himself. Or that time when all the kids just got up and left, when he promised them he was bringing “something super valuable” to their next “playdate”, and everyone expected a treasure map or something and instead Raegyn rolled out a five meter long checklist on how Lukedonian laws can be improved. Raegyn is, of course, very offended. This is his ideal vision of a playdate, after all, because playing means having fun. And this really is what Raegyn thinks is FUN. And his peers? Raegan’s giving up on them. They’re all under-qualified. Every single one of them. Too slow, too dim. Too hyper, too lazy. Too impulsive, too cowardly, etc. They weren’t worth his time, and to spend an extra minute with them was a waste of his energy. Thus Raegyn was a lonely child. He was surrounded by people, yet he didn’t like their company. He didn’t enjoy what they had to offer, yet he couldn’t fit in as himself either.
Raegyn wanted something else. Something more grand, more controversial; something that shakes the very foundation of noble society. History, philosophy, ethics, anything really. The deeper it is, the better. Sometimes even the more taboo, the better, as he likes a good challenge. He wants to hang out with someone who has the capacity to prove him wrong, and reaaaaally force him to get those brain cells working. A good, long debate is more thrilling than the best spar. He needed someone to share that joy of thinking with, someone who truly resonates with his passions. An intellectual soulmate basically. Just a reminder that Raegyn is still the human equivalent of an elementary school kid at this point. He already knew what he wanted in a friend, which is someone who can really match his wavelength, yet this person simply didn’t exist. Raegyn was frustrated. And the thing is Raegyn is an extrovert by nature so he does need a decent amount of socializing to stay healthy emotionally, except there’s no one at his caliber to keep him in company where he genuinely feels fulfilled. This is where things get complicated, and Raegyn is conflicted. He needed that company, but he couldn’t find the right people despite his best efforts. Raegyn was lonely, and his fathers noticed how their son would just slouch and sigh all day.
This would lead to Regis and Rael insisting on Raegyn hanging out with the other kids, because there must be something they can bond over, right…? What they weren’t aware of was how Raegyn was simply at the top, and his loneliness couldn’t be solved with a simple solution, if at all. What about Raegyn? Well, he knew that obeying his parents would cause him less trouble than resisting them, so he obliged. If it makes his fathers happy to see him happy then… he’s willing to pretend to get along with the others for as long as his sanity remains.
So what happened was Raegyn put aside his desire to talk about great subjects and deep matters, and simply went with the flow. He pretended to enjoy their tea parties, tree climbing, fishing, wrestling, etc. It was all so boring and tedious. And then it hit him. Hey… they didn’t whine and run away this time. They reacted quite positively when he pretended to be interested in their shallow activities. They even invited him back. Now that was easy, wasn’t it? Raegyn remembered the tactics he used on his parents and the adults. If he could manipulate them, maybe he could do it to his peers. He did crave that social interaction, and even if what was available to him wasn’t nearly enough to satisfy him, it was still better than nothing.
And even if he honestly wasn’t interested in his peers and what they were doing, the principle of making and having friends wasn’t bad at all. Raegyn already knew that if he made an effort to someone, they would reciprocate it. Take that, and times one thousand, maybe even more. If he shall pretend to be friendly to one person, might as well do it to everyone, because the amount of effort he has to make is the same anyway. And you never know when having a bunch of friends is useful. Who knows. He could get some of them to run errands for him. Give him their things. Tell him useful secrets and information that they shouldn’t be spilling. Maybe one of them will even be willing to die for him. Neat. And this is when Raegyn decided to go all out, and there he established his signature false persona of a friendly, enthusiastic, altruistic, diplomatic, insightful and responsible Kertia heir. He calculated his potential gains, and his conclusion was that the pros outnumbered the cons and this was the way to go. Not only could he impress his parents, but he could also get himself an empire of friends that might become useful to him. Surely this is a better alternative to wandering around aimlessly trying to find his own match. Now he could aim to climb to the top AND find his own match at the same time, sweet! Kiddie Raegyn is tapping into his ambitious side, how wonderful.
(FYI Izar does come up later on but that dude is only interested in math and astronomy, which isn’t enough for Raegyn. And there is an age gap between the two of them: Raegyn is roughly 200-400 years older than the traitor clan kids group so Raegyn was already an adult by the time Izar came into existence. And I say “roughly” because nothing with the ages are set in stone and I’d like it to be flexible so that’s just approximations for context. Anyways)
Yayyyy. Fast forward to Raegyn in the present day as a young adult.
Raegyn’s reputation is perfect. He is perfect. His ambitious childhood goal was to make everyone love him, aaaaand he 100% succeeded. People knew his name, and you could bet that at any given moment, someone in Lukedonia is talking about him, praising him for everything he has done. He’s the big shot. No one would ever guess that behind the glorious, radiating light of his persona hides a cold and apathetic true self. He worked hard to get to where he is today, and he isn’t going to admit to everyone he’s been lying this whole time because that would be throwing his merits away. He has his empire of friends, why would he give up on that? They love him for his false persona, then so be it. He’ll keep it up until he dies.
Part of him legitimately believes that his gains are worth it, and part of him feels like he has gone too far to go back. As much as Raegyn would hate to admit it, he isn’t quite sure who he would be without his false persona. As in, he is afraid to know what will become of him, what will remain of him if he is left alone with his true self. Which is funny because for a person whose hobby is thinking, he doesn’t want to think about that. In a way he is running way from himself, and he knows he feels slightly uncomfortable because fundamentally, that isn’t what he wants. But all these years he couldn’t find his match, nor did Lukedonia have anything else to offer to satisfy someone of his intellectual level. He was losing his patience, but there was nothing he could do. Raegyn never forgot his true self, and he never abandoned it either; he is just suppressing it… to the best of his ability. His vision of a fulfilling life wasn’t realistic, at least from his perspective, so he turned to what he is doing now. He has many, many friends, but no one whom he truly bonds with. He owns many things and people also keep giving him things, yet he has no use for them and isn’t interested in them either. Raegyn started to feel restless. Despite that, he made sure that side of him never showed, to not worry his family, and because he is also too prideful to admit that he’s sick of it too.
That’s when Raegyn discovers a new method of entertainment. He is a nice guy, right? Everyone loves him, that’s a fact. They didn’t know that he had been silently judging them, being nice on the surface and saying mean things about them in his head at the same time. Raegyn needed a new rush of fun. Something fresh to make him feel excited again.
And then… yeah. Raegyn sets his next goal as “seeing how far he can discreetly push people’s buttons without getting into real trouble”. Only a few individuals have his complete respect therefore excluded from his list of “people I can smartass” list… and for the rest of them? They’re all there for his amusement. Even Lord Raskreia.
Oh yeah, her. Remember how I mentioned that Raegyn only believes in authority that is earned? Well, he’s one of the nobles who believe that Raskreia is incompetent. In his eyes she is not qualified to sit on the throne. Too dependent on her feelings, too stubborn, too impulsive… he could go on forever. If it weren’t for the Previous Lord, she wouldn’t even be sitting there on the throne. Raegyn thinks he’s a better candidate for the position of Lord than her. Maybe even the best candidate. Too bad Raegyn isn’t interested in becoming Lord, even if he is curious about the idea of what it is like for him to become Lord. Real life Lord? No thank you. Too many responsibilities, bleh. He wanted to have fun without responsibility, and being Lord would mean having all sources of his entertainment cut off. And his own clan, the Kertia, and Grandia, are pretty cool so… you’re welcome. Meanwhile he can just judge her from the side and keep testing her discreetly to see how smart she is. Which is even funnier because Raegyn should fear Raskreia, as she is his Lord. But just as much as he believes authority should be earned, the fear that comes with authority should also be earned. And Raskreia doesn’t even qualify for that from Raegyn’s perspective. She doesn’t deserve his loyalty. (His cousin Reiner does, which I will explain in a future post where I highlight the cousins’ relationship with one another)
Anyways. Despite Raegyn’s false friendliness and hidden apathy, he does encounter people who genuinely want to connect with him in the midst of him fooling around with his celebrity persona. He is aware that most people love him for the show he puts on, and he’s fine with that. But every now and then there would be someone who wants to know more about him. Someone who doesn’t just want to know Raegyn the great and glorious, but also the mundane Raegyn. The everyday Raegyn. The kind of music he enjoys, what flowers he finds pretty, even the kind of weather he finds the most soothing. The smaller details of his life that people usually don’t associate with him, because he’s known for his great accomplishments. And Raegyn is capable of detecting genuine effort and… this is exactly what makes him uncomfortable. He is confused, surprised, and doesn’t know what to do.
This is where my previous point comes in. Remember when I said Raegyn is struggling in a perpetual cycle of guilt and doubt? Well, this is because Raegyn believes that all relationships are fundamentally transactional. Let it be parent and child, friends, lovers, ruler and subject. People only stuck together for some sort of gain, for their own benefit. It took him a long time to accept his own parents and develop what he would call love for them, and even then, he’d occasionally find himself questioning their relationship. It’s even harder for outsiders, whom he basically categorizes as anyone who is not direct family. The thing is Raegyn is incapable of forming meaningful relationships with anyone. He has a massive following, but no one good friend to share his life with. Not because they didn’t make an effort, but because he kept pushing them away. Raegyn was the one who drove them away when they got too close, even if that meaningful connection was what he yearned for. You can say that Raegyn is projecting himself onto others. Raegyn is almost entirely unable to treat someone genuinely, as he is used to a life full of manipulation and lies where he is the one doing all the manipulating. This is the problem because he’s been doing this for so long, he doesn’t know how to treat someone genuinely. In fact, he can’t really recall when was the last time he treated someone with honesty. By his logic and projection, he believes that those who are trying to take a further step to connect to him are trying to manipulate him, and they’re being dishonest. Do you see where I am getting at. He mistakes all of that for deception from the other side. Karma, reaping what you sow… whatever it is, is coming to kick him in the ass. Now he’s stuck in the loop of pushing people away and complaining about why he just can’t find people to bond with.
If Raegyn could just set aside his need for finding his so-called intellectual rival, he could’ve found a best friend already. Someone who doesn’t necessarily share his capabilities, but truly cares for him. His unrealistic standards and need to maintain his pride is hindering him, yet he can’t quite let it go. Raegyn the glorious is truly pathetic. What a shitshow.
Good news is, eventually he does find a best friend! Like an actual best friend. No bullshitting, no lies. Someone whom he is comfortable enough with to completely drop his act and just be himself, and that person is… Jia! Wait, isn’t she the dumb one? Aren’t they the complete opposites? Yep! They’re healthy best friends, which is nothing less than a miracle. They bring out the best in each other. I’ll be talking about that in a future post!
More on his general personality. Raegyn is a bit snarky and arrogant at times, but people can’t ever get mad at him. He always gets away with being a lil’ shit, because… well, he’s never wrong. No matter how much you want to slap him in the face for something he said, even if you are dead sure that he definitely had no good intentions, when you think about it again… hey, he’s actually right. It makes sense, even if it hurts to hear. He’s totally right. Damn, how did you even get mad at him in the first place? That was dumb, wasn’t it. Now you should slap yourself in the face. You are wrong, because he is right. This is Raegyn, after all. He can present an insult as a compliment. He can turn something totally unfriendly and malicious into a piece of enlightenment, and all of a sudden you actually owe him because he gave you precious insight.
Now you’re curious and decide to stick around to see what other interesting things he has yet to show you. You discover that he’s very friendly and outgoing, and he’s actually considerate and always has solutions to your problems, and makes an effort to make your day. He’s witty, humorous, and a joy to be around, even if he throws a dark joke every now and then, but again you can’t help but let it slide. You start to really appreciate him and don’t even realize this is exactly what he wants to trick you into thinking. One more follower to add to his already super massive following; another shiny chess piece that he has successfully collected for his observation platform of… whatever they truly are to him. He makes it so that you feel like he’s there to entertain you and keep you company, but in reality, it’s the opposite. You’re there to entertain him, for as long as his shallow interest in you remains, which likely won’t last for much longer either. And when he gets bored and very discreetly kicks you out of his life, you’ll feel like it was your fault and now you’re jealous of his other friends and yearn to hang out with him again, even if it means doing whatever it takes to get him back. Raegyn is 100% aware of this, and he definitely enjoys it. He didn’t ask for an encore, yet it came by its own accord. Nice, even more drama for him sip on to ward off some of that boredom before he finds a new source of short-term entertainment.
(BTW just for clarification Raegyn never does anything illegal or anything that can potentially get him in trouble if he gets caught. He’s probably smart enough to get away with it anyway if he really wanted to commit crime for fun but then he doesn’t need to do that. His smartassing, bullshitting, manipulation etc is just on a personal level and never goes beyond that. Even if he’s borderline desperate for entertainment, he won’t do anything that has actual consequences. That’s why he’s not dangerous, he’s just petty and at most a pain in the ass. Can’t throw him in jail or anything, even grounding him would be excessive. He eventually does join Gloria and her search party for Reiner for a certain reason and that’s for another post too)
Just don’t delve any deeper or try to look behind Raegyn’s mask, because you will find something you don’t want to see, and something he doesn’t want to see, and it’s going to be a hot mess.
When he’s not being serious, he is pretty funny. If you can refrain from questioning his personality, he’s actually quite the humor depository. It manifests in the way that when he tries to be funny, it’s like he’s insulting you and when he is actually insulting you, you think he’s just being funny. If you’re in for a short-term, superficial friendship or just need to waste some time, he’s the perfect person to hang out with. He’s not going to be serious anyway, so if you’re interested, meet up and chat away. Just don’t actually develop an attachment to him and you’re good, because it’s no good for either of you. If it’s just for fun and nothing serious, totally go for it. He’ll keep you entertained and (hopefully) you’ll keep him entertained, and if you can handle some occasional arrogance and cheekiness from him, you’ll have a blast, and he’ll make you laugh. Win-win!
(I wanted to get to the details of Raegyn’s crush on Umbra + who he actually eventually settles down with in this post but it was already too long so I’ll do it separately in another post in the future)
And that’s it! Maybe I’ll do another one of these long character posts in a few months. Idk. When I feel like it. Feel free to let me know if there is any particular one you want to see next (did Kaekae last time, Raegyn this time, so 13 out of 15 left) but I will get to all of them eventually. Maybe will take years to complete but I want to get it done lol.
Again, thank you for reading, and stay tuned for future posts!
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New intro thing since I am kind of back (I still likely won’t be active but.)
I am Zappy/Bingo. He/she/they/it/beep/tock/zap pronouns (preference changes but it’s not like people refer to me in third person often enough for it to matter 😭use whatever unless I say otherwise)
I have terrible identity issues and might have a dissociative disorder of some kind but I don’t really wanna talk too much about that publicly.. I also struggle to function at times due to feeling distressed relatively frequently and not having any treatments to help me through it.. buuut art and animal videos and iced tea and thinking of clocks helps me get through it awesomes.
My favorite things ever are clocks, aardvarks, and my object OCs. I like making friends and interacting with people but am really really bad at both of those things.
I am also autistic.. it’s one of the few things I’m certain of. My life just wouldn’t make much sense otherwise. I am also very gullible and not always very smart so “/j” indicators are appreciated. Even obvious jokes confuse me sometimes unfortunately…….
Uhhhhhhhhhh. I’m more active on Instagram gears.electric being my main main where I post art.. yeah.
Yeah I dunno what else to put. Feel free to send me pictures of clocks or cute animals. Ask me about my OCs if you want me to be excited. I am not a HUGE fan of anything but I really like Clock from BFB/TPOT and Ninjago so if you want to ask me about those feel free to. Don’t talk to me about Christmas or telepathy please and thank you.
I am mostly here to follow my friends though yayyyyy
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Meet... Ruben Connor!
My dumb dumb stupid idiot I hate <3
(i do wanna say a lot of the things he does is based on how I play RDR, so yeah HAJKSGHKJASG)
(yapping time. this is your fault.)
HE'S SO SO DUMB I LOVE HIM I'M SO SERIOUS. GOD. HE MAKES ME SO MAD. idk if I'll ever tell the full story, buuut I'll tell a bit rn :)
He was born in Brazil to a Brazilian mother and a Mexican father, but when he was young his dad got sick and wanted to see Mexico one last time so they went all the way there...and mf died like a week after and then wtf like what are they gonna do that's crazy
ANYWAY, SCARS AND RANDOM FACTS!!
ion wanna explain where he got these, but I WILL say the arm one was kinda because of Dutch....yikers
he loves animals. Like. God. Keep him AWAY, or he WILL try to get close to the cute baby (cougar)
is into embroidery!!
he overthinks a lot and sometimes just starts eating to distract himself, so Grimshaw taught him how to do embroidery so he had somth to do with his hands other than Cut Up Random Shit or Eat
comes home soaked in blood so often he has to buy new white shirts every few days (it's a real problem, he spends so much money, god help him)
has forgotten most of his Brazilian, and it actually makes him very upset
Next, relationship charts! (THIS IS A VERY SELF-INDULGENT OC LEAVE ME ALONE)
what he thinks of others
notes!
Ruben sees Arthur, John and Tilly as siblings!
Has called Arthur and Charles dad more than once while drunk (don't mention it he gets really embarassed)
generally /pos with everyone :)
you see, Ruben is very much a yes man and is sometimes wayy too easy to trust, so for him to think negatively of you, you gotta be some fucked up bastard 😭😭
Likes referring to people by nicknames based on animals. Like, Javier is coyote, Kieran is patito (YES IM STEALING FROM MYSELF), John is Lobito (he fucking hates it), etc.
calls Dutch dad when he needs something, calls Hosea dad when he's genuinely upset
in general, Hosea is the favorite parent (to no-one's surprise)
...what? what about Javier? Oh, uhh...it's complicated. (aka, they're two men in 1899. They're never giving what they have a label they're just Something) (they are really gay tho like damn get a room)
actually really disliked Javier at first! (internalized homophobia + being forced to go with him since "they're both Mexicans") (yeah Dutch said that, and while Javier brushed it off Ruben Did Not Forget) (he got over it eventually tho)
what others think of him
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most people think he's too reckless, tbh.
he is tho ngl LMOA--he'll run in with only a knife if he's all out of bullets, will accidentally throw the dynamite at his feet and panic or other bullshit like he's a bit of a bloodthirsty idiot
Micah doesn't absolutely hate him cuz he finds enjoyment in seeing the fool do fucked up shit
Charles often gives him That Look when he's doing something wrong, and he'll immediately know to stop
alright idk what else to say HJKASGHJKASGJKASG I could yap on FOREVERRRR, but you don't care so it's okay
this is YOUR FAULT for telling me I should post about my rdr2 oc okay
anyway, thank you for telling me that, it's made me happy <3
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I gotta go to sleep but I can give you the "Lois Lane!Reader (reader? OC?? idk...) Rodeo Speech that's been rattling around in my brain.
Her friend is concerned because everyone knows Homelander is dangerous. They tell her to be careful,
"He could crush your skull!
And she just sighs dreamily, "I know..."
And her friend is like "Girl, what?! You want him to crush your skull???"
And she explains, "Obviously, I don't want him to crush my skull, I would die." 🙄
She continues, "Buuut, y'know when you go to a rodeo and watch a guy ride a bull? The bull is pissed, rightfully so by the way, and it comes out raging, this great big powerful beast..."
"You wanna fuck a raging bull??"
She laughs, "No! Oh my god? No! Let me finish!The cowboy! The bullrider! It's the man the one who can hang onto the beast that's sexy. The one who remains calm, cool and collected, the one who holds the reins-"
"It's a rope."
"Whatever! Control, [friend name], restraint. Isn't that why you like Pride & Prejudice?Homelander can crush my skull, but the fact that he hasn't yet is hot as hell."
"But you know he's also the bull in this scenario, right? It feels important to me that you realize, he is also very much the bull."
She sighs, less dreamy this time, "Yeah..." she looks up at her friend with a smirk, "Got a rope?"
so, this is perfect. this is the kind of dialogue i live for. AND you're expanding on relationships outside of the main couple?? yes. a hundred times yes. you're hired. please write me this fic 🖤
#she's just like me fr#layla would understand too#she's addicted to that RUSH#'got a rope?' made me whoop out loud#ask and you shall receive
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Am I the asshole for being incredibly off putting?
First of all, hi everyone from Tumblr! It's my first time using this and I've heard people here are deranged so I'm looking forward to meeting everyone :3
So, let's start this thingy. I (22 F) live in the Uncanny Valley. To put it simply it's like, a whole realm of fucked up and weird stuff that isn't suitable for the regular world, things that break laws of nature and physics and blah blah blah.
I'm not a human, though my species does have a similar appearance. See, I am what's called a "Mutilator". We Mutilators are immortal and extremely masochistic creatures that have the best regenerative abilities ever. Pain to us is equal ectsasy, relief, and dopamine. So, as expected, we're always running into danger, getting ourselves destroyed, then we regenerate, and then repeat. Long periods of time without any pain can be... stressful. To us, self harm = self care.
So, yeah, I'm used to pulling out my organs or tearing my skin or bashing my head against any given wall, and all sorts of things. Personally, my favorite thing to do is get impaled, but that's just me :3
However, sometimes, a few peeps from the normal world end up here in the Uncanny Valley somehow. This happened recently, a group of friends all ended up here together, and, well, they're staying with my friend U. P (?? Not sure what he is. He's upside down, I guess?) for the time being. However, every so often when U. P needs his house free of anyone else or whatever, they usually go to other places. Sometimes to my friend S.S, sometimes to a hotel in Steel City, and sometimes, to my house.
Recently they needed to stay overnight at my place, since the Steel City hotel was out of free rooms and S.S's house is very... minimalistic. So, I welcomed them in, things were going pretty well, buuut one of the guys, A (21, M) started getting kinda mad at me, and for what? Just because I was missing my lower half? Or maybe it was the knife in my chest... Well, anyway, he was kinda pissy, saying he wouldn't be able to sleep here because he'd have nightmares, and how my decorations are disturbing, and how he almost stepped in a bear trap.
Well, I told him:
His dreams aren't my business
That he just can't understand my refined taste
And apologized for the bear trap because yeah I forgot to disarm that one before they came
Then we started arguing, so I told him that he was welcome to just fuck off, and he did! I didn't expect he'd actually do it! Honestly I feel kinda bad now, I guess I kinda did overestimate how much gore people from the normal world can handle, and also our argument downed the mood for everyone else...
I'm also kinda worried. There aren't many things in the Uncanny Valley that are inherently evil but there are plenty that are dangerous, especially for a regular human who's been here for, what, two weeks?
So, yeah, was I the asshole here?
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