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Question: Is there any sort of upkeep you need to do to keep your open socket from getting infected? Since you mentioned crust and tears, do you need to clean it out once in a while and if so how careful do you need to be? The same question for you prosthetic; How do you go about keeping it clean?
writing characters with one eye
i can pretty much guarantee that āthatā is not a heading you see everyday.
now i will not be giving advice on writing cyclopses, (though it may be sort of the same thing) i still hope this will be helpful for some people out there that are looking to provide a more diverse cast to their wip!
i have never ever ever read a book, watch a show movie etc etc that involves a character with one eye. (aside from those badass characters who wear eye patches bc they lost sight in one eye in some badass way)
for context: i am one of many people who was born with microphtalmia, an eye disease that results in one or both eyes develope smaller than normal at birth. i myself was born with a smaller left eye, which resulted in my left eye being removed exactly twenty days after birth.
microphthalmia (along with many other eye diseases) typically leads to being half or fully blind. i lucked out and only lost my left eye which i am so so thankful for.
i would really really love to see more representation for my community in literature, especially so people would come to see that being half blind isnāt as unusual and weird as people make it out to be.
without further ado, i present to you, a list of information, facts, and first hand experiences from yours truly!
iāve had prosthetic eyes made to fit my eye socket for about fifteen years (iām 16 lol) (the first 6ish months after the surgery i never had a prosthetic)
in my life iāve had four different prosthetic eyes made because just like other people, my eye socket grew alongside the rest of me, meaning the prosthetic needed to be made bigger
iāve had my current prosthetic for four years now, the past ones lasted about 2-3 years at a time. this one will probably last me through the rest of my life unless i need/want a new one
as opposed to most media/assumptions, my prosthetic (along with most prosthetics) is PLASTIC (people always think itās glass) and only half a circle!!
iāve had three surgeries related to my eye
i do not have depth perception which makes doing certain things very difficult (estimating distance, how close/far i am from something etc)
driving is not affected too much, i just have to turn my head more than other people. i believe being blind in the right eye might be more difficult, but i couldnāt say
doing my make up is kinda easy, ļæ¼except for eyeliner is a pain in the ASS since most people close their eye to do it on their upper lid, but clearly i canāt close my right eye whilst doing it lol
my family as well as my friends and even myself often forget i have a prosthetic, which sometimes results in awkward/funny situations
i hate walking with people on my right bc i canāt tell where they are unless iām constantly looking down at my/their feet
i sucked at basketball bc i had such a disadvantage (no depth perception, i could only see half the court, i was constantly turning my head) but professional swimming is much easier for me since itās not a contact sport and doesnāt really require for me to be paying attention to a million things at once
i rarely have to take my prosthetic out, and if i do, itās either to clean it, (we do get eye crusties on our prosthetics just like other people do when they have pink eye or sever allergies) itās bothering me/really dry, or i want to take it out to show/scare people lol
a lot of people donāt realize when i first meet them that itās fake bc my recent prosthetic is amazing accurate to my real eye. others notice and assume i have a lazy eye since it doesnāt move
for some reason people think i canāt cry out of my left (prosthetic) eye??? i still have a tear duct??? i actually think more tears come out of my left tear duct than my right lol
i am extremely self conscious about it, but i know there are other one-eyed beauties out there who arenāt which is amazing!! i try to live vicariously through them lol
i make sooo many jokes about my eye lol, and iām usually ok w other people making jokes as long as they arenāt like overly rude/offensive, then iāll feel a lil bad about my self
people never really made fun of it, but kids in middle school likes to wave things in front of my left eye/on my left side that i couldnāt see which got really annoying after a while
getting custom designed prosthetics are available, but theyāre really expensive (so are normal lol) they costs thousands of dollars, just like other prosthetics do
i run into things that are on my left side ALL THE TIME itās actually kinda funny lolol
i try to hide my left eye/turn more to my left side in photos bc my eyes arenāt always looking in the same direction, which really gets to me
i wear glasses for both protection and bc my right eye is -1.75 lmao but i did used to wear non-prescription glasses purely for safety
i do have contacts to wear during the summer, swim meets etc, for when i donāt want/canāt wear my glasses but need to see. bc of this, i have a second pair of glasses that have no prescription
if doctors/scientists managed to figure out a way to fix microphthalmia (a birth defect), or do a sort of eye transplant, i would not be able to have that done to me because all parts of my left eye have been removed from my body
microphthalmia is NOT the only disease that results in the haver losing sight in one or both eyes!! there are many others, but it is not my place to share any experiences for something i have not experienced!!!
for once i just want to see a clumsy character who has one eye that WASNT a result of some tragic event.
so please please please consider including a character with one working eye in your wip. it would mean the world to myself and all the other members of the community (thereās a lot of us, trust me) plus, i wouldnāt mind starting an acting debutļæ¼ playing a half-blind female protagonist, that would be so dope.
thatās about all i can think of for now! please send an ask or reply to this post if you have any questions, iām willing to answer any!!! and if you happen to be a member of the one eye club, please add to this post!! that would mean the world to me:)
#THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU#I have two working eyes#but my left has this sensory thing where I need to put on an eyepatch sometimes#it usually only lasts a few hours but it happens enough that I always carry it with me and people point it out and ask questions#the blind spot and the depth perception#been there#not the same way but been there#also I like writing characters with one eye#i usually draw from my experiences with it#hearing someone else's is really interesting and means a lot#unfortunately my four one-eyed blorbos are all cis and trans men#but you will be kept in mind#rebloop#writing stuff#on writing#writing advice
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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My less popular opinion (and what I believe to be implied by the art in Lost Days) is that rather than waking up in a fully grown body Jason didnāt actually complete his puberty until after his Lazarus pit dip while he was on his murder tour. Imagine youāre tied up in a basement in Berlin getting interrogated by a teenager and his voice is cracking the entire time and if you laugh heās going to shoot you
#Late puberty Jason truthers rise#Egon calling up Talia like ādid you send me a middle schooler what is thisā. āHeās technically high school aged actuallyā#he wouldāve been like 18 when he finally regained consciousness but the way heās drawn could easily be mistaken for 15#I know people love the body dysmorphia angst of Jason waking up big but I offer you this: Jason wakes up looking basically the same to a#world that has moved on without him and is unrecognizable. His death/injuries stunted him he existed for years in a state of suspension#while the world passed him by. He was on pause while everyone kept moving on and he didnāt get unpaused until the Lazarus pit and he has#to scramble to catch up. Heās actually 18 but the last thing he remembers is being 15 and his body reflects this state#and then once his mind is finally back online puberty hits him like a truck. Just look at the difference between how Jason is drawn#immediately after his dip in the Lazarus pit vs the end of lost days when his training arc is over#It implies it couldāve been multiple years but in order to fit with the timeline of other comics I personally donāt think it#wouldāve been that long. I think he just sprouted up like a weed#Jason Todd#dc#I think Jason is technically still growing by the time heās red hood. In my personal mindscape he doesnāt reach his peak buffness/height#heās like 21 and heās 19 in utrh#Sorry for my 1538283th post about red hood lost days Iām obsessed with his little fucked up coming of age story#Red hood lost days
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my attempt at making a fursona
#i never see any mole furries so i thought id try my hand at it ^_^#i was hungry making this and was thinking of dirt cup pudding so its partly inspired by that and mario grass blocks#i dont draw furries very often so this was a fun learning experience lol. also!! star nose moles are kinda cute!!!!#when i was coming up with a name my mind kept going back to that tiktok of dogs and the tts voice saying stuff like i like mulch#mulch is my favorite food! yippee mulch!! so if youre wondering where i got the name theres the lore for it#i also wanna make a sea otter fursona.. and perhaps a snowshoe hare or other winter animal. oh or a barn owl!!#im trying to free my mind when it comes to making multiple sonas bc im still trying to wrap my head around it#ive always kinda seen myself as my persona but i want to try and be silly with it. actually while i was making this i was a little doubtful#to call it my fursona bc it doesnt look like me but a little voice inside my head was like well. youre not a 5 foot tall talking mole eithe#so you might as well. and i was thinking abt ppl with their dragon wolves with wings and i was like wow.. youre right... i can do what i#want forever. and brother that shit was enlightening it was like my third eye opened when i realized that#my art#myart#my oc#oc#fursona#mulch#furry art#sfw furry#character design#oc ref sheet#reference sheet
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i'm literally still not over the duet btw and i will never be over the duet, like i cannot tell you how absolutely SHOCKED i was when blitz started singing. the full moon duet had been REALLY built up by the time it happened, but i feel like i was totally blindsighted with this one. blitz softly started "what have you done?" and i nearly fell out of my chair
#the way i SCREAMED when he started singing i LOST MY MIND#AND THEN IT KEPT GOING!!! I CANT LIVE LIFE WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE. I REALIZED TOO LATE. ONLY DEATH CAN REND OUR LOVE APART.#WHAT!!!!!!!!!#mine#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss mastermind#helluva boss blitz#blitz helluva boss#helluva boss stolas#stolas helluva boss#stolitz#blitz#stolas#e: mastermind
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you can't stop me lovin' myself ā” for @kimtaegis
#userbangtan#usersky#annietrack#heyryen#userkelli#usermaggie#useremmeline#userpat#tuserandi#raplineuser#usersolis#useryoonqiful#usermizuoka#userines#nuggettracks#rjshope#dailybts#mine!#park jimin#btsedit#btsgif#bg images from freepik <3#OKAY all of that is out of the way!#HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET ANNIE!!!!!!!!#i really made like 4 different things and kept changing my mind because nothing was good enough for you :(#i knew that i wanted to make something from idol though because i know that that's the one song you wish you could see live!#since i can't bring bangtan together for a concert and take you to it right now i thought i would make you this#since jimin slayed this dance intro to pieces#anyway. i'll write you something more personal in your messages but i love you soooooo much thank you for being born#& for being one of the kindest souls on the whole planet
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the things im doing to lupin in my head
#lupin III#dont mind the shibari i think its funny if they kept trying more complicated and unintentionally sexually charged ways to restrain him#and he always gets out anyways#is there a tag for the lupin gang polycule. i feel like its so accepted that its just sort of implied#daisuke jigen#goemon ishikawa xiii#fujiko mine#koichi zenigata#my art tag#you KNOW im transing all their geners#and drawing them all with visible stomach . where the guts are#i like jigen with bangs and jigen with slicked back hair. hes so cute always forever#polygang
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the first thing every dick grayson writer has to keep in mind is that he is defined by his kindness. second thing is that heās an asshole. third thing is that heās so, so angry. fourth thing is that he loves donna hinckley stacy troy more than life itself.
#dick grayson#batman#batfam#dc#donna troy#wonder twins#some writers lately (PAST DECADE) havenāt kept these things in mind. and it. SHOWS.#like. i do believe that if you write a dick grayson story and itās a version where#he DOESNT love and trust donna troy more than anyone in the universe. itās fundamentally out of character. you feel?#sorry reading who is donna troy issue has made me emotional#he loves her!! SO much!!!!! he would do anything for her!!!!!!
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bad faith
#my art#chonny jash#heart#soul#mind#cccc#mmmm#read this how you will#potentially self indicative but i may have kept it subtle#<these tags in themselves give extra context.....so......... B:ā¢P
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happy october! i drew mothman and the fresno nightcrawler, as lesbians
#cryptid#mothman#fresno nightcrawler#lesbian#butch#lesbian oc#sapphic#a consistent art style killed my grandma okay?!#do you see how i kept bits of the cryptid lore in mind while making their personalities do you see how much i care 4 them#whenever i make new characters you can always tell witch drawing was the first one i did for them because they look all weird#anyways yeah my brain is HUGE
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āI'm begging you, Pleng. Stay with me. I said let go.ā
SONYA SARANPHAT as PLENG SADABPIN and LOOKMHEE PUNYAPAT as WAN WANWIYA episode 4 of AFFAIR
#sonya saranphat#lookmhee punyapat#plengwan#affair the series#affair thailand#lmsy#wan x pleng#affair gl#thai gl#wlw#th: affair#bibi gifs#girls love#asianlqbtqdramas#i'm sorry i don't know the dude's name#this dude kept talking about how this is a problem between husband and wife like a lunatic as if that would excuse him from the violence#and how he expected people around to back him up but he ain't getting it#and also#mind you people who just happen to stumble over this gifset#he has an actual wife and a kid on the way#this bitch#this just came about bc i thought wan looked especially hot
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THE ROOKIE ā¢āā humorous moments [11\?]
Pt . 10 [x]
#chenford#chenfordedit#the rookie#therookieedit#tim x lucy#lucy x tim#tim and lucy#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: rookie humorous moments#jesuis-assez edits: chenford scenes 4x03#jesuis-assez edits: chenford season 4#The way he kept eye contact with her through it all especially when he said someone else's name.#This is like when that one kid in primary school got you into trouble with the principle#and then that kid was in your face and insufferable about it. Tim is that kid š¤£#And it didn't even work out the way he thought it might. He thought he was being so clever#But his mind was so fixated on her and how completely bothered he was by it that he didn't leave much thought for anything else & well.. š#Just so terribly caught up in her... and their shenanigans.#How cute is that wiggle tho š¤ I love it.
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What is the PR disaster in question that made Rick announce TSATS? I wasnāt active in the online fandom at that point
Of course! This was awhile ago so it figures people don't remember it/aren't familiar:
Basically a couple years back (2020) the fandom had some posts circulate discussing the ways different characters in the Riordanverse were written poorly or offensively. There was a masterpost that went around tumblr but the two major points people were particularly focusing on were Piper and Samirah (particularly because Piper had featured prominently again in Trials of Apollo recently and the third MCGA book had further emphasized and discussed Samirah being Muslim, since it was supposed to take place during Ramadan). Basically each had multiple posts breaking down the ways they were depicted incorrectly or offensively. The entire fandom for a little bit was VERY intensely discussing this (and it's around this time the "RR crit" tag got very popularized on tumblr - it did exist before, but suddenly was being used VERY frequently - cause it was that wide-spread - though the discussion took over basically every side of Riordaverse social media on different platforms). People really wanted Rick to respond to these criticisms, so he did!
He made two blog posts, one about Piper and one about Samirah. He has since deleted both so the links are to archived versions. The short version: he essentially tried to justify his poor research and double-down that he hadn't written them offensively, actually, people were just being mean to him. The fandom, of course, reacted poorly to this.
[Further elaborated events under the cut since this got a bit lengthy]
(Fun fact, this all happened within a month or so of the time i posted an open letter on aphobic tropes in the Riordanverse that Rick replied to, and then he immediately followed with announcing that Reyna was intended to be ace-coded [which cause a LOT of fandom debate] before Rick dipped for a couple of weeks, and then came back to post the blog posts in response to Piper and Sam stuff. So I like to jokingly refer to this as "The time I imploded the fandom/drove Rick off of twitter." Twas I that set the house ablaze.)
Rick fully left social media after this and the LT Musical social media manager became Rick's social media manager for the time being.
So this all happened June/July of 2020. Tower of Nero would end up being published in October of 2020 and a few months after that Rick would state that he was done with the series and wouldn't be writing any more series installments involving Percy, and also that he wouldn't be writing a Nico quest following Tower of Nero as it "wasn't his place to" and encouraged the community to write their own versions of Nico's story.
The community continued to circulate the tumblr posts and discuss the topics of Rick's offensive character depictions, and this is also where we see the dramatic shift in how the fandom depicts Piper in fanwork (though in most cases it is admittedly not an improvement š¬) because of all this discussion. This is also around the time when the fandom brought Viria under scrutiny claiming that she was whitewashing Piper as part of the same discussions, through the justification that she was drawing Annabeth as having tan skin (which she does canonically), and if Annabeth has tanner skin then Piper then that's whitewashing Piper? Except they were using completely separate images of not fully rendered Piper art versus Annabeth in dramatic lighting, so it's all very awkward and poor logic, and did actually get kind of racist. A lot of people were calling it "Tannabeth Blackchase" (yeah, i know) or similar and a common sentiment you'd see repeated is "Don't draw Annabeth as having darker skin than Piper, because that's offensive/racist/whitewashing." (Note: it was not phrased "don't draw Piper as having lighter skin than Annabeth" - we also won't get into certain offensive depictions of Native Americans, but I digress). But yeah, the Annabeth stuff in all that did not age well at all.
Anyways, in October of 2021 however Rick would announce that he was co-writing The Sun And The Star - with a lot of heavy emphasis on how Mark Oshiro works as a sensitivity reader, and some false advertising from the official social media that Mark Oshiro was the first time a non-Riordan author would be collaborating on the series (disregarding the ghostwriters completely). One of the big criticisms in the breaking down of issues in Rick's writing was his lack of ever seeking a sensitivity reader, and fans claiming that a sensitivity reader could solve a lot of the problems. This was basically Rick's "look! I totally listened!!!!" (though it did little to actually improve things, based on the book) and in TSATS as well Piper gets a large cameo at the end where the text very directly addresses a lot of points made in criticism of Rick's writing of her.
We also then of course got the CoTG trilogy later, explicitly stated to be for advertising purposes for the show.
So basically, short version: Rick came under scrutiny for a lot of offensive writing within the span of two months, made some bad blog posts doubling down about it, left social media. TOA ends. Rick says he wasn't going to continue the series/write what would become TSATS. Community celebrates the end of of the franchise but also continues to discuss Rick's poor writing and the blog posts at length. Rick suddenly announces TSATS and Mark Oshiro's involvement. Everybody gets distracted from being mad. Show announcement stuff also happens and the discussions peter out.
#pjo#riordanverse#fandom history#rick riordan#rr crit#ask#boywithskull#anonymous#long post //#fun times fun times#im always amused by the bit where i come in. like oh yeah i played a major part in the middle of all of this#i didnt mean to but i was the beginning of the end#maybe thats why this book is my personal hell. its in direct retribution#its really weird though because Rick did not usually reply to people on twitter but he responded to my open letter WITHIN HALF AN HOUR#within half an hour of me posting it he replied and then rapid-fire replied to like two or three other random tweet questions#at which point he confirmed he wrote Reyna with her being alloromantic ace-coded in mind (''but you dont have to agree'')#(i should note also - rick's reply plus the ensuing tweets HEAVILY implies he did NOT actually read my open letter. lmao.)#dipped off twitter for a couple of weeks. came back to post his blog posts responding to criticism about Piper and Sam#and then left social media completely. people kept talking. oh look new book pspspsp. look show pspspsp.#but so. yknow. i did that. it was ME!!!!!! and i will never let him forget. i know what he did.#i will never let him live down shitty PR move to try and sweep those bad blog posts under the rug
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jungkook x ptd on stage for @jkvjimin [ š¼š: ššŗšššššššššš¾š½ ]
#btsedit#btsgif#jungkookedit#dailybts#usersky#userpat#userdimple#usersevn#raplineuser#uservans#annietrack#useremmeline#rjshope#usercecelia#trackofthesoul#jungkook#loml#*mine#*scheduled#hi i told you i kept you in both mind & heart while i'm away#also thank you for the direct inspiration for this one lol#i hope you love it i love you always but wbk š§”
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The Yandere Types:
Lilian, Prince of the Rosen Kingdom
"Having an aggrandized opinion of their love interest, theseĀ yandereĀ characters see themselves as insignificant compared to their love interest."
--Worshipper type, The dere types wiki
The sweet prince loves real and true, willing to give everything he has in order to get his true loves affection. Lilian only sees YOU as his True Love, his gift, his one and only. To him, you are above all, everything that he is, and everything that he will be is all for you.
Ivory, Vampire King of monsters
"Believing that they are all their love interest needs, theseĀ yandereĀ characters seek to remove other people from their love interest's life."
-- Removal type, The dere types wiki
Ivory's jealousy runs deep, often times manifesting into an ugly monster of wrath and bloodlust. No creature, human nor monster, will be able to survive when the vampire goes on a rampage. Nothing will get between him and you, and if someone does... May God show mercy on them for Ivory will not spare any.
Severin, King of the Thorne Kingdom
"Desiring their love interest to be with them literally always, theseĀ yandereĀ characters make sure the love interest won't leave their side now or in the future. They can use promises, deals, contracts or just simply make sure the love interest is content where they are so they won't ever think about leaving."
-- Restraints type, The dere types wiki
A king who fears being abandoned. He lives his day to day being perceived as cold and cruel, but only you know the truth. He fears the day when you finally leave him, which is why he does everything in his power to keep you by his side, be it as his retainer or his servant, there is not a day where he will seek you out in the guise of him needing your help. Luckily, your loyalty to him seems to suppress the worse of his yandere tendencies, so please... don't ever think of leaving him.
#asks#yandere oc#yandere#yandere male#yandere x reader#lilian oc#yandere x you#yandere prince#ivory oc#severin oc#artists on tumblr#my art#digital art#art#its 4 am if there are errors uhmm dont mind it my mind is confused just writing this :D#and i kept debating what type of yandere Lilian truly is#worshipper fits him for now but it might change in the future!
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THE VALIDATION.
sypnosis: precious, sweet choso would never ever deny you in any way, always opting to let you do whatever you wanted for your own entertainment and satisfaction, even if it includes giving you his heart and body.
contents: tutor!choso, sub!choso, dom!reader, pet names (choso: cutie, baby, bubs, darling, pretty prince, good boy | reader: mommy), dirty talk, hair pulling (m!receiving), unprotected sex, semi-public sex (does this even count idk), choso is desperate for some puthy (YOUR puthy), overstimulation (m!receiving), praise kink
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a/n: based on this idea by @hotlinemurder ! tysm to maki for blessing my tl with this idea and i hope i did it justice !! hope u enjoy !! minors dni. ageless / blank / minor blogs will be blocked if seen interacting!
Ė ą¼ ą³āļ½”Ė
choso tutors you every wednesday and friday afternoon from twelve pm to two pm every other week in the university library. a timeline you both come up with to nicely accommodate both of your schedules- him with his studies and you with your parties and whatnot. not to say you donāt focus on school, you do, lifeās just easier when you can ignore all the pending assignments that are due at 11:59pm and all the teachers that seemingly have it out for you.
but choso is sweet, unnecessarily so even when you try to quietly yawn at his rambling that seems to bounce off the walls of the study room you two rented. even when you start doodling in your notebook, when youāre supposed to be writing down what heās trying to teach you. life is just more fun when you let go, something youāre sure choso doesnāt know how to do when you donāt show him how to.
choso is a straight-a student and tutor, teaching you topics better than any of your professors on the surface. but when you have him in the palm of your hand, with actions that are only a little suggestive? youāll surely have him fucking you better than any of them too.
a few taps from the tip of a black pen on your notebook shakes you from your thoughts, choso gazing at you with concern evident in his eyes and a cute frown.
āyou do know midterms are two weeks away, right?ā the concerned lilt in his tone is cute but not cute enough for you to really care, knowing you would rather be doing anything else than studying calculus four.
you look up and smile apologetically, āsorry, cutie, but partial differentiation of functions is not on my mind right now.ā
he blushes softly at the pet name but holds his ground, ābut you didnāt come to any lecture last week. these questions are gonna be on the exam, you have to know them.ā
you stand up, going behind him to undo the two buns he keeps atop his head, āās alright, i have you, donāt i?ā the locks of hair unravel like a pretty present as you massage the mop around, evening the spread of his pretty brown hair.
āthatās why iām trying to teach you right now but you wonāt even listen,ā he softly whines in slight protest, distracted by the feeling of your fingers combing through his hair.
āi have a better idea- donāt you wanna have fun?ā you twist yourself onto his lap, thighs fitting atop his as you straddle him. you twist your hand into a fist to garner a hold of his hair, pulling it back to lift his head to expose his pretty wide eyes.
āb-but-ā he stammers, moving his head to the side to avoid your eye contact, not sure what excuse to use. you roughly pull his hair again to force him to face you again, a mewl falling from his lips.
you cut him off with a soft voice, āyou want me to stop?ā you press chaste kisses to his jaw and throat, leaving an especially hard one on his adamās apple, a soft sigh slipping out from his mouth.
he groans, unable to find an answer in his now-muddled brain. āplease-ā
precious, sweet choso would never ever deny you in any way, always opting to let you do whatever you wanted for your own entertainment and satisfaction, even if it includes giving you his heart and body.
āplease what, baby?ā you smile lightly, knowing he would always give into pleasure, give into you.Ā
āplease make me cum,ā his usual honeyed, deep voice is exchanged for a separate breathy, higher tone thatās reserved for your ears and your ears alone.
āall you had to say, bubs,ā you lightly grind your core to his hardening, twitching cock, that seemingly was begging for some sort of stimulation that could help relieve the hot bubble that was forming in his lower belly.
something between a whine and a groan erupts from chosoās lips as you go in for another kiss, you swallowing up his sounds by connecting your lips.
āweāre in the library, darling. remember to be quiet, ākay?ā you remind him with a sweet smile as if you werenāt the reason for his loud volume.
he whimpers, ās-sorry, mommy, please-ā he chokes out, āc-can i put it in?ā
you reach down and pull his cock out of his pants and give it a few jerks. ādo you deserve it?ā
choso scrunches his face in pleasure, eyes shut and lips wet with both his and your saliva. he manages to open his eyes a bit and breathe out, āyes- yes i do- please?ā his brown orbs plead with you for stimulation- for pleasure- for mercy.
āput it in then, show me how desperate you are for me,ā his fingers are fumbling around, pushing your skirt up and realizing youāre wearing his favorite lacy violet panties underneath, he groans quietly to himself admiring the wet spot on it for a second. set back on his prior mission, he pushes his cock into your panties, creating a large wet spot as he humps the scratchy material to find pleasure.
āmy pretty prince, right? look at you, you just wanna get off, huh? iāll let you use my pussy- so you better use it well.ā
āthank- you, mommy,ā he mewls softly before aligning himself with your hole. he quickly shoves it in- catching you off guard, forcing a hiss and moan from your lips that he quickly shuts up with a kiss that you dominate early on.
his hands have you in a vice-like grip thatās sure to leave bruises, holding you a few inches above his own body as his hips uncontrollably rut up into you, balls slapping on your buttcheeks.
āf-fuck- what would your parents say about this, huh? their p-precious little boy so desperate to cum inside of a woman?ā you bite his earlobe, moaning directly into it, only serving to make chosoās dick impossibly harder.
ādo-donāt-ā
ādonāt what, bubs? donāt tell your parents? but with how much you c-cum inside me, wonāt we have to tell them when we have a b-baby?ā you chortle in his ear, his face tinted red from embarrassment but still rutting up into you, desperately searching for release that feels so close with the way youāre clenching around him, still wanting to cum inside you as if it was his lifes goal.
āc-canāt- please- please let me cum inside.ā he nearly sobs, his orgasm feeling like itās approaching.
ādonāt stop, donāt stop. youāre doing so so good for me, bubs. keep going- just a bit more, youāre almost there, baby,ā you whisper into his ear, keenly aware of the effect your words have on him.
āplease, please, please- let me-āĀ
āyou wanna cum? you wanna cum in me? give your parents a grandbaby? you want that huh- you want your parents to know what a dirty whore you are for wet pussy- my wet pussy? come, come inside me.ā your filthy words spill out of your mouth and into his flushed ear like whispers of an eternal bliss in hell.
a chain of āyesās leave his lips in needy murmurs as he nears his climax. his thrusts into you become shorter and sloppier as you hug him closer, quieting your own moans by putting forth effort in marking up his neck.
a long, languid moan is ripped out from chosoās chest with his hips still rutting into you, albeit slower now, steadily fucking his cum into you, although his cock is still semi-hard. ālet me- let me make you cum, please?ā
you breathily laugh, ākeep fucking me, baby, iām almost there.ā
choso continues his actions through strained movements, overstimulating himself, still roughly but quietly moaning through his own pain and pleasure. pulling you closer and staring at your pretty face filled with pleasure, he seems to be mesmerized by every feature on your face that contorts to prove that you were finding as much bliss in this as he is.
āfuck, iām close, baby. gonna make me cum? make me cum,ā choso quickens his pace, grunting in exertion. with a hand slapped over your mouth to hold back your shriek, you cum, spasming around his cock. fucking you through your orgasm, choso whines. he was so focused on making you cum that he didnāt realize he was nearing his second orgasm and with one last thrust into you, he spills a second load into you.
āgood boy, choso. you did so well,ā your validation makes him feel tingles all around his stomach, butterflies awakening in his stomach.
Ė ą¼ ą³āļ½”Ė
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a/n: honestly i hate this n i felt like it was WAY too fast paced. BUT i promised a fic so here's one amidst my busy schedule :') life stop fucking me in the ass when :/ thank you for reading !!!
#smut#jjk smut#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#choso kamo#kamo choso smut#jjk x reader smut#jjk x you#jjk x reader#choso smut#baby choso#i need him#part of the reason why i took so long finishing this was that i kept imagining it too hard in my mind and going insane....#constructive criticism welcome!#thank you for reading!
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