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session was fine (/lh) highlights for me were gem's power being one of the coolest feeding the "associated with the watchers" allegations and her almost succesful escape of a practically impossible trap (yes im gonna ignore pearl's comment about gem's eye, i want to smash pearl with a hammer after that). and also gem is so obsessed with pearl it’s maddening, sadly pearl is the most oblivious player on the server 💔
so now lets focus instead on the potential of superhero!gem whose body practically dies when she projects her soul and superhero!pearl who excessively worries and protects her in that state while fearing one day gem won't come back to her body :D
we got a session with relatively normal gempearl moments!!! (well. as normal as they can be. anyway)
glad that watcher lore enjoyers are getting fed with watcher-leaning Gem and listener Martyn, i dont go here often but god thats some good material
the wild card this session is honestly very fun!!! mostly banger episodes, i would’ve taken a whole season of just this gimmick ngl but i also see why it’s only for a single session (currently watching Martyn’s ep and god it’s amazing if you ever were/currently are a bnha fan), also Gem trying to get joint custody of the zombies is. peak. gemrot enjoyers get your food
THE PEARL COMMENT…girl…she’s trying so hard to justify failing that trivia bot question it’s just funny. sorry to all the fic writers who have to find a way to justify Pearl not noticing/remembering the eye of ender situation. somehow simultaneously down bad and horrible at remembering what Gem’s done
like i said, the superhero AU stocks are skyrocketing… i dont do superhero AUs that much but if i were to spitball one rn it would be interesting to explore both superheroes Gem and Pearl, who aren’t on the same team/agency but know of each other and have this ongoing rivalry, where their powers are both useful in intel gathering (Gem by projecting and Pearl by flying nearby and listening in on conversations, though Gem’s probably better at it), but they’re also fighting villains on the field, and Pearl’s ability gives her an advantage in combat, while Gem makes up for it with her on duelling expertise
and yeah. maybe sometimes Pearl would fly by and spot Gem using her powers by herself. and maybe Pearl would hover around the area just to make sure nothing happens to her while she’s out of it… she doesn’t really know how Gem’s powers work in its entirety, but better safe than sorry, right?
(one time Gem finds out that Pearl is watching over her body while she’s astral projecting, and she decides to scare the ever living hell out of Pearl by suddenly jumping back into her body with no warning— Pearl nearly falls off a building with how much of a spook that gave her and Gem has never let that go since)
#or i could just go the full Martyn route and put them in a bnha au. that would be a fun thought experiment#but anyway!!! yeah gempearl girlies (gender neutral) we had one hell of a session last week and this week we’re back to crumbs#we can always manifest the 1v1 next session#asks#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#mcyt#this bit is for the people who have the same type of illness as me and are abnormally neurotic about whatever gem-pearl-scott have going on#im not making a whole new post on this because i never have coherent thoughts about them#but. its a bit funny that this episode has been kinda crazy for the gempearl soulmate believers and the galaxyduo enjoyers#you’ve got the yellow eye thing for Gem and then. the fuckin. dying in the same explosion and that fuckass red skin#and theyre both still not that great for Pearl lmao#my ideal scenario next session is Gem kills Scott and then gempearl 1v1 ok. that would cure my illness
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We had a great two days of hanging with Cy's mom but thank God she can't see well because I happened to stand at the right angle in our bedroom (that she was in, helping us move out the old bed n shit) and
Do you see them on the wall?
Those are our handprints 💀
#there's SO MANY#IM DED 💀#we stay fuckin#but yeah thank god she both cant see and just in general wouldn't have even noticed if she could#she's a hoot tho#she's an adorable funky lil lady#but lord is she crazy sometimes#She was like “i was a good kid i never caused trouble”#then proceeded to not stop talk for an hour about all the drama and fights she was involved in through school#😂
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hi fish princess
#clock0fmeantime#what do I even tag this as#oc art#fuckin uuuhhhh#fish#fish oc#yeah that totally works yeah this will get to the right audience#oc#original character#i have no clue what im doing holy shit#fish princess#hit youtuber izzzyzzz drew her one time and the fish princess fandom went crazy it was awesome
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Y7 WARRIOR CATS MY EVERYTHING ..... what do you think zhao and joongu kitty would be like ..
loud HMMM noises......
#tianyou zhao#joon-gi han#yeonsu kim#should i make a tag. for these. yeah i will ok#like a neko#im stealnig that. i think ichi said that first ichi im stealing it from you#snap sketches#joon gi makes me mad because i cant go too crazy with him#i wanted to put emphasis on his Pretty White Fur BUT ALSO HIS FUCKIN MATRIX COAT.#the most i can get away with is makin his chest fur that.... cause the most important part of that coat is the lil neck cover thing#zhao's the most illegal-looking leopard cat ive ever seen but it'll have to do
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i can't believe.... it's been... very nearly ten whole years... ten whole years near to the date.... for a sec i was like oh yeah i'm over that whole thing... and then there's a couple new chapters.... and the thing is as if it never left.... ten years of this brainrot...... ei perkele......
#eissaakeli#it's been ten. ten goddamn years. a whole ass decade. and yet#then again in hindsight. why is it that i picked studying history again. hm. what was the language i picked as a minor again. huh.#what was it me. and why'd you pick it. hmm. was i ever really over that thing#what the fuck. what the fuck. sieppeli tää on sun syytä#it's like years without any chapters with him in them because. well. didja look at the news. and im like yeah oop that was embarassing#anyway i'm aaaaallll over that thing now. a slight fondness remains but otherwise nah. i'm over that#and then. and then. i think about a wip a little too long. and then canon switches to an au not set in the real world. and he's there again#and it's like. what. like four chapters. and oh no there's that old brainrot again. oh god oh fuck. it's been TEN YEARS#this CANNOT be HAPPENING#this is so. sigh. ghhh#and yet i am a grown man (gender neutral) and i can have whatever blorbos i want because theu are fiction i know this#but like. gh..... did it have to be.... it's been......... ten whole years...... of this same shit..........#ai ai aika noloo. no jaa ei voi mittään#joo jos on seurannu meikäpoikaa tarpeeks kauan tietää kyl mitä tää koskee. kyl tiiätte#if you've followed me long enough im sure you know what this is about.#mut eissaakeli..... kymmenen vatun vuotta........... jjoo-o#ok crisis over. vagueing about how i cannot fuckin evict a blorbo#who's been one for so long it predates the word blorbo........ crazy stuff#anyway someone send help. or don't it's not that serious. just a little. a lot. silly
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matcha blossom takes?
this is a quote from me watching the show yesterday with friends: "theyre FUCKIN!"
#nah but fr theyre such a funny duo. two guys who know eachother so well n use that for evil(?)#its also just like. with them knowing eachother well enough to use it for evil#they both know when to stop#and thats when you see their crazy tight bond#theyre both a well needed presence in the show bc even the fact that theyre like. working adults with lives outside of skating#is super grounding in contrast to the crazyness of s#and its kinda funny that these random 26 year olds saw reki and langa n were like. yeah ok sure. lets mentor these idiots#but yeah outside of their role in the show theyre funny as fuck. theyve been fuckin and no they will not admit that to anyone#everyone has bets on their relationship and theyre all wrong bc whats goin on with these two is indescribable#i dont know if these r the takes u want im mostly just genuinely amused by them rather than into the matchablossm Moment(tm)#but yeah theyre Fuckin#words#TY FOR THE ASK. LOL
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#right before my period starts and right after it ends I get hit with a wave of depression and anxiety that is so intense and overwhelming#that im genuinely worried what i might do like its like I can’t take it I can’t take it I can’t take it#and I force myself out of bed and I go for walks and try to be outside but it doesn’t help in just do sad and I can’t stop being sad#and I don’t sleep so im fuckin exhausted which makes the depression worse like god I am so glad I don’t own a gun because I would swallow it#right now im so fuckin sad I feel crazy like I feel insane and I told my doctor and she was like yeah it happens take midol#like im telling you im concerned I might kill myself because im so sad and that’s your response#I know it’ll pass I know it will it will pass this isn’t forever this isn’t forever but god it feel like it is#and so I go online and toggle between apps to try and distract my brain and watch th to drown out the voices but fuck man fuck#tw suicidal thoughts#im FINE
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Shaving the rest of my head tomorrow I'll probably be ugly but idrc
#been growing it out slowly but idk what to do w the length. it's tough i like the feel of longer hair better but not the look. also refuse#to style that shit lol if it takes more than 5 secs to rix im wearing a hat#also im tryna date this summer but im at like my worst physically rn. not bad but medical shit and burned out and w/e it'll take me like a#month of goin crazy at the gym to get back to where i was. so idk maybe bein a little ugly will force me to try harder with that lmao. doin#my 50 pushups a day and slowly ramping back into weights and cardio. frustrating cuz i lost so much progress bc of the fuckin surgery#oh well lol i might get a face piercing tomorrow too who knows i kinda dgaf anymore i might just do a bunch of shit ive been wanting to but#held off. just throw in the towel and look fucked up for the summer ✌️ also its gonna be humid and hot as fuck so bald ass head will be nice#my fuck ass ponytail mullet was already hot in the winter i mightve died if i kept it. how tf did i manage waist length hair for so long#also i knocked over my pasta (reheated butter egg noodles) onto the ground tryna get my cat to stop eating a house plant while writing this#still ate them tho#also also yeah it's 2am but i was hungryy
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Crochet Update
I'm making the fluffiest afghan in existence.
This is what the pattern's image is lol. I'm working on the middle rn. It is so fucking fluffy.
Also I don't think I showed the finished scarf I was making 🤔
This lil guy. Yes. It was very good practice.
I've also been working on a double crochet scarf (?) with yarn thats so small it might as well be thread hfkshfkd. It has a rly nice texture & I'm enjoying the pattern that's showing on it. Nice and crisp. Very different from the undefined fluffiness of the WIP afghan lol, though they both use double stich crochet. The afghan is turning the double stitches into V stitches though, so there are holes in it. Such is the way of an afghan, I suppose 🤔
Everywhere I've seen has cautioned against using dark yarn as a beginner bc it's hard to see your stitches with it. And Yeah, it sure fuckin is, but I've been getting by through sheer stubbornness bc I Love the color black. So I am Making black things. As is my RIGHT!!!!
#speculation nation#crochet shit#i bought like a shit ton of yarn yesterday. including 8 skeins of this 'super bulky' yarn for the afghan#it uses a 10mm hook man it's wild#but the yarn is so nice. it doesnt SPLIT so i can just go fuckin wild with it.#though it's harder to keep the yarn tension consistent. everything being jumbo makes that. Hard.#meanwhile the tiny thread is very easy to keep the tension but it splits like CRAZY#so i have to be very careful with it. & often have to repeat stitches several times.#slow going...😔#but yeah me struggling through my first crochet design!!! they write these shits in fucking CODE!!!!!#thank god for crochet friends for helping me make sense of it hfkshfksbxm#i think im doing pretty well now at least hehe#continuing to very much enjoy my crochet adventures. man why didnt anyone tell me this shit was so fun#having the time of my life !!!!!!!
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Idk man I just need to hold hands with Kai Satou and I’ll be good
#yttd#he needs kisses yeah#ive just been watching his fondness events from your time to shine and theyre kinda making me feel things like damn i didnt expect#them to be as good as they are i guess it really shows how good these characters are man 😩#the nao ones really got to me cuz she calls him silly and kind and hes like 🥺🍳 just like absolutely clueless what to do with himself#he doesnt know how to socialize or receive compliments hes so unused to that shit#its like dammit give this man some kisses right the fuck now 👺👺👺#then idk he just has a really stupid sense of humor and chases reko around to tell her ghost stories cuz he likes them#and because he likes to be a menace#he accidentally becomes kannas mom and he wears a bucket in his head to match her#idk like i already liked him a lot when i initially played the game and then like recently introduced a friend to it#and she LOVED kai which was unsurprising to me lol and i was just like. yeah actually kai fuckin rules#and his past story made me feral and then yeah i discovered these fondness events and im like#okay so yeah hes the best character#or at least my second favorite character i still gotta keep shin on his pedestal#aaaaghhh its really hard deciding my favorite characters in this game theyre all so good like even the characters im not crazy about#are still really fucking good and yeah just like everyone feels important and well developed its very good#anyways i have such a type for pretty boys with big autism who were raised to be assassins but now theyre house husbands
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#still crazy to me that i live in a world where i can just ??? message him whenever i want n he replies ???#we've come such a long way its insane#like this time last year we hadnt even messaged unless it was thru like. the class dc server JDJDJDJDJDJ#actually like a year ago yesterday he blew my fuckin mind bc i was walkin from the parking lot to class n he was just standing there#waiting for me ???????? it blew my fuckin mind bc at that point id given up on him right. i was like ok no way this guys into me but JDJDJDJ#i was super early for the test n he said he had to go put something away in his car n he happened to see me n we talked all the way to#the exam and all b4 JDJDJSSJNSNS#our relationship is so weird. like just so weird#i feel like we gravitate toward each other its..... idek JDNNDDNNDNZ#this has never happened to me b4. like usually i talk to the guy n its like o .... actually ur not what i imagined djdjsjsjs#but this guy#... so annoying bc he gets better every time n we've known each other for over a year now#idk i just.... ive talked about it b4 but our similarities are insane. and like the way we kept bumping into each other ????#idk its so weird JDJDZJJZJZJS#i think its mutual i really do. i think its just gonna take awhile to make a move. idk if its gonna be me or him but...#yeah im not really worried anymore#personal
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*squints* hey is that new riku art as your pfp
.... Maybe 😳
#asks#latenitewaffles#koopa bro#yeah... i wasnt sure if anyone would notice so thansk :]#but yes its just a lil sketch i was messing with that i ended up finishing nothing too crazy#... so i wont be posting it properly#i am still way too shy to post my art again 🙈#i keep telling myself to hold off until i do a riku reference sheet for him his thief outfit and pimpernel (which is so close to happening)#but idk. i also dont like saying these things cause whenever i say something i never do it 😭#but uh yeah. i am a turtle. hiding in my shell.#the art reveal is gonna go HARD though ive been improving for two years 💪 on that grind#<- i sound like those fuckin insta gym bros im sorry 💀💀💀💀
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my "brain tumor" (pituitary adenoma) is GONE and I'm out of work for a whole ass 6 weeks!
healing's gonna be rough and it's gonna take a while to see more dramatic changes, but hopefully this is finally the beginning of the end of this bullshit caused by this little fucker.
#fuck cushings this shit sucks#fuck this tumor#crazy how something that's only 6mm (millimeters) big causes so much fucking craziness#and how it took 6 goddamn years for me to finally be referred to vanderbilt#and the endo doc at vandy took one look at me and listened and tested for cushings and whaddya fuckin know#6 years I've been begging my doctors in knox to help me and consider cushings.#less than a year with vandy and they got me diagnosed found the tumor on mri and removed it in 8 months#amazing what happens when you listen to your fucking patients#anyway#julie says shit#my pcp just called 'hey you've been in the hospital? you good?' yeah remember when yall said im just fat and it's just pcos? i told you so!#they owe me a proper apology dance.
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You probably won’t ever see this but just wanted to say a huge thank you for keeping this blog even if you aren’t active anymore. Not much is happening these days and for people who crave updates (old ones) your blog is heaven-sent, so thank you - both for keeping it and for the years that you were active. It’s a treasure!
P.S. I genuinely laughed while stumbling upon your personal posts, you have a great sense of humor and seem so kind ☺️ hope you are doing okay these days, stay safe! 💝
Awww absolutely no problem!!! It was fun while it lasted!! Thank you so much for saying all that about me alksdfjaskldfj. It's greatly appreciated!!!
#anon#asks#no idea when this was sent IM SO SORRY.#im still on tumblr but on a whole other account..#if you're still around... feel free to dm me for the blog i actually use!!!#also lol. i guess updates. i changed careers n am turning 30 this year LMAO GOD.#i think i ran this blog in my early 20s... fuckin crazy#but yeah !!!!!!!!!!
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Feeling a bit torn between officially abandoning this blog and making a nice little goodbye forever post, or getting back into stim blogging on the condition that I be way more lax about it i.e. not committing too hard to tagging and- and this is where I'll lose some people-... not having a strict dni anymore.
#i kinda miss stim content sometimes but like... yall are crazy over here#maybe its chilled out now but the discourse was crazzyyyy and for what lmao we're posting slime gifs.#like jesus I'll live if someone who has shitty opinions reblogs a post of mine one time#thats hardly an interaction. we didnt talk. i didn’t see them. who cares#i guess it mattered more when tumblr was actually where i spent 80% of my time#but yeah idk. ive lost several hundreds of followers in the time I've been inactive#and idk if anyone particularly remembers this blog or cares for its return#but im alive btw if you ever fuckin wondered lmao
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my only crime in finding jingu hot is that his voice is fuckin grating i may be deranged but im not delusional
#snap chats#PLEASE give him a different voice i cant yumi i know you coulda done better#oh yeah im playing rggo and i pulled him hi#i also pulled baby kiryu and im crying he sounds so cute 😭😭#like i listen to him and i go Damn That Do Be Kiryu As A Teenager#LIKE JUST IMAGINE KURODA TALKING IN A HIGH VOICE AND THATS WHAT YOU GET#its so cute im obsessed#i also got inoue and saigo :]] makes me laugh cause saigo's leadership ability increases inoue's attack and Brother Needs It 💀#i have kiryu as my leader tho since his ability increases everyones attack by 15% but still thats so funny#inoue has terrible attack all things considered but i like his heat ability so#jingu's heat is actually great it's only like. 4-5 bars but not only does it does damage to one target it also heals the party#inoue boosts the highest attacking unit (which is safigo for my party) and heals everyone and saigo just heals#I DONT MEAN TO PUT SO MUCH HEALING but jingu was a crazy nice deal when everyone else's heats are like level 7#saigo will prob just be a straight attacker but it sucks that his heat isn't an attacking ability. BIG waste smh#rggo keeps giving me ryujis btw. i have so many ryujis i can make a team of ryuji at this point#like two were free im p sure but i just keep geting more 💀#rgg loves ryuji and it shows#ok im going back to playing bye#fuckin tricked you into reading a post about RGGO instead of just my insane bullshit about finding jingu hot#literally the lamest antagonist ever but if his voice was better he could get it
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