#but yeah this show made me a mess
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guys i can't even listen to the ballad of the witches' road without crying
this show freaking broke me
#im drawing#rio vidal#and i cant even listen to the score without wanting to cry#like i just can't#and im listening to chanzillasonic's undertale + deltarune playlist#i love undertale sm#it finally made me stop crying#but yeah this show made me a mess#agatha all along#aaa
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who you gonna call?
THE DEAD POETS!
This is inspired by a post from @blakenation1 , where they talked about modern! dead poets dressing up together for halloween :] i hope you like this!
no speedpaint this time, unfortunately, since the video of it is too big to upload :(
#my art#art#digital art#finished art#fanart#dead poets society fanart#dead poets fanart#dead poets#dead poets society#richard cameron#stephen meeks#steven meeks#todd anderson#neil perry#charlie dalton#knox overstreet#gerard pitts#halloween art#ghostbusters#technically#poly poets#i made this with the intention of making them all gay for each other but you can def see it as platonic#i tried to make all their costumes a little different to show that some of them bought it and some made it#they're all a mess of limbs because they're all touchy-feely and cuddly with each other. not sorry#you can tell that meeks is my favourite. i tried to give her red lipstick but also not TOO visibl3 but yeah#i struggled with the costumes so bad because i've literally NEVER seen ghostbusters in my life. i tried my best okay#anyway#enjoy the burnt food#<3#this took me 7.5 hours. dear lord
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Turns out Sunlit Trail isn't quite done just yet, so after all that they just send you to a dead end 😂
#rain world#comic#rw chasing wind#sunlit Trail#Hunter#Art#Chasing wind spoilers#I can't imagine anyone filters that tag but just in case sksksks#ANYWAYS turns out mod is way better than I expected and it's super well made.#So far made the trip as hunter (first time) then riv and now working on arti.#For arti I realized that howling rifts led to sub and sub led to dar shore so I was like sweet! A shortcut!#Now imagine for a sec trying to get through a parkcore + miros bird gauntlet with a corpse and a worm within 5 cycles#before the scav ran out of karma and you were stuck inside forever. Yeah#Besides that tho I've been messing around and been very tenderly modding the game.#Turns out you can have a bit of fun with most sprites without too much effort by simply cloning the MSC mod in your files#Then changing the copy's mod info so it doesn't clash and simply swapping images out for whatever you want#As long as you have the sprite name you can do this. You can also change region names and decals and music all sorts of stuff.#In short I've been brewing a custom mod for a friend to make her suffer as much as possible <3#Thanks to a buddy on the rw server for showing me that trick btw lol. The best cesspool I've ever participated in#Oh before I forget- the symbol on CW's head is completely made up. They just looked so... Bald.#Tbh I wasn't expecting their personality to be so... bright? Most interpretations make them kinda solemn and gloomy#But nah this CW is what NSH should've been 100%. I like them. Not gonna spoil too much but their situation is somehow so... chill.#Still bad tho!#Other fun news! There's a scammer going around on discord that's basically like ''bad news I reported you for fraud''#And they're getting a lot of people. My buddy that owned my home server got hit and we lost everything. It's all OK tho nobody was hurt#I keep trying to ask them questions on my alts but they're ignoring me... I kinda wanna bait them into doing the scam with me#to see how far I get before they catch on 😜#Wasting a scammer's time is never a waste of time#Ah I had more to say but I reached my tag max. Till next time- hopefully my animation project will be done by then!
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happy anniversary, Maria Clara at Ibarra! (using this day as a reason to post my year old fanart for this show ehe)
#maria clara at ibarra#mci#noli me tangere#klay infantes#crisostomo ibarra#maria clara de los santos#elias#fidel de los reyes y maglipol#my art#fanart#digiart#yeah last year i momentarily joined the twt fandom so i could draw fanart bc there were barely any#bro i even made merch for this. it's That serious lmao#you can notice i've eventually lost interest bc i didn't even draw for el fili lol#i was so excited to draw elibarra but uhh :) everything was a mess by the end of the noli part of the show#dili nalang ako magtalk :)#anyway the red moon fanart is my personal fav. like above everything ive done i swear
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going sicko mode for a weird little british tv show from 2015 apparently because the "we had a game called Doofus" plot twist really shook me
#like ariel really RUINED his life without Jamie even knowing he existed???#when layla/hawkwind was like yeah you could've gone to uni but ariel messed it all up#i was SHOOK???#like it's such a goofy show but ariel is like a villain they plucked from a much more serious show so he keeps shocking me#like he's a really bad guy#it made me stomach hurt lol#ymata#ariel conroy#jamie winton#mat baynton#mathew baynton#british tv#you me and the apocalypse#ymata fanart#art#digital art#illustration#artists on tumblr#csp#clip studio paint#board game#and ik they said it was a computer game but i haven't seen that yet and also i wanted to riff off the game Operation you know?#i thought it would be fun
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️
Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone#but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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#long talk in tags incoming i guess#i don't understand why people keep following me when everything i do is complaining lately#and not about dnp per se. but about how the work is done and how their team *coughs* martyn *coughs* is handling stuff#i'm just looking at all this mess and i can't agree with basically anything#everything goes against my beliefs when it comes to work organisation. customer focus and etc.#and i'm trying SO hard to mildly help for free. and i'm just getting ignored. but that's like.. basic fixing and shit#any decent company would do it and say thank you for noticing and letting us know#but not irl merch lmao#and it all feels and looks like a massive joke#and i'm so so tired to basically pay for existence of this mess#i'm rethinking a lot of tour related decisions i made. and i know the reason i made them was about travelling more than the show itself#so i don't completely regret it#i'm just so tired of being spat in the face (figuratively speaking) over and over again#and tired of no one taking their job seriously ffs#neither martyn nor dnp nor their fucking editors#and i'm doing all that not for attention or whatever. but because I really care for the words to be correct and for the fucking text..#.. to be in the middle. like idc about the credit or WHO i need to ask for it to be fixed. i just want it to be fixed#so it looks good and how it should look#like. it's not that hard to put a little care into the things you do and getting paid for#I don't understand how it became so normalized. how being a bad manager is okay if you work with a fanbase and you're a 'small company'#a small company who has more than enough money to hire people to check things btw. if only anyone cared#i'm just so so tired of caring. because apparently it's not something everyone else does.#and i can let it slide when it comes to dnp. they are not being literally hired to do it. but others..... yeah#today was a moment when i thought 'that's a perfect opportunity to leave. enough.'#but the tour is in 1.5 months and i have tickets so i can't leave lmao#what kind of joke that is? oh and i know i'm fully responsible for this mild breakdown#personal
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INLAND EMPIRE [Legendary: Success] — A rosebud, more stem than petal. A teacup, with a steeping sachet of lavender. It will take time. But they will wait for each other.
portrait on its lonesome (disco elysium style is so. difficult hkjh i blend colors too much and am too cautious about palettes to be able to pull it off, does not help im a warm colored art kinda guy)
Dialogue: AUTHORITY — Don't let this perp get the last word! Who does he think he is, talking to you like that? RHETORIC [Medium: Failure] — Who *do* you think he is? PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Trivial: Success] — Someone with a permanent frown. LOGIC [Easy: Success] — Someone who's a criminal. CONCEPTUALIZATION [Formidable: Success] — Someone who's an artist. HALF-LIGHT [Medium: Success] — Someone with two brass knuckles and the know-how to use them. ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Hard: Failure] — Someone who doesn't seem a lotta fun to be around! VOLITION [Heroic: Success] — …Someone who fell through the cracks. SHIVERS [Godly: Success] — Some 20-odd years ago, a kindergarten runaway is herded into the metal belly of packed public transport and emerges reborn in a new city, baptized and spitting up the holy water in the wake of an identity you could barely say was remade as much as it was, simply, made. SHIVERS — He drowns again at age 7, at age 14, and every year thereafter, water filthier and colder every time, treading without a shore in sight. Even as his limbs grow leaden, come hell or high water, he maintains that stepping foot on land after so long will doom him. INLAND EMPIRE [Legendary: Success] — He doesn't even know who he is anymore; he just feigns indifference. He is a ladybeetle inversed - in the same way there are dots of yin and yang. Stiff belief that there will always be bad in the good. Living proof that there is good in the bad. He will never shed the former, nor acknowledge the latter. EMPATHY [Heroic: Success] — Not now, at least. Not with you, and not without time.
#eca orichird#daily eca#worked HARD on this; LOVED writing for this hajksh skills my best friend skills!! <33 wish i could have include more actually hkjh#DRAMA - SIRE HE BEARS FALSE WITNESS REGULARLY! TO HIS OWN PERSON AS WELL!!#ESPRIT DE CORPS - The lieutenant takes note of the guy's stance. A single pad of his finger makes cold contact with the gun at his side.#PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT - oh yeah this guy's scrawny but he's no fucking pansy. you see that scowl? bet /he/ hasn't cried for years. unlike you#ENCYCLOPEDIA - Repression in psychoanalytic theory is the exclusion of distressing memories thoughts from the conscious mind. Often involvi#and for the skills already there: half-light - YOU HAVE TO KILL HIM FIRST!! BEFORE HE KILLS YOU!!!#very difficult perception check shows you his ladybug necklace. shivers tells you about how little Eca got it in the library.#lmao anyway; i made a spelling mistake but was too lazy to edit it bc i already saved it as png lmao. not changing that!!#the background of eca's portrait! on the left you can see a blotch of white on red with a line streaking down. that's the library window :>#on the right is a ladybug hkjh <33 i struggle with even abstract backgrounds so a lot of it is just messing around <33#took me several tries to paint this and even now i dont think i like it very much but thats okay. painting is hard hkjh#anyway DEEP in the disco elly brainrot. had dreams about it last night hkjgh thats all i think <3
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(re-ish)watching ncis in 2023 is like came for the murder and crime solving, stayed for the absolutely unhinged tiva plotline
#zanna talks#ncis you beautiful mess of a show#like yeah it's blatantly nationalistic and Very post9/11 and us military propaganda#it likes to be misogynistic and xenophobic and try to play it as a joke#sometimes gibbs will do things that make me feel ill#and also it looooves praising cops and idolizing the maverick mentality and villifying defense lawyers#um point being it's got a lot of flaws and if i hadn't associated it with childhood nostalgia i'm not sure i could have made it far enough#in my rewatch to hit the point where it actually feels worth it past being a good distraction when i feel bad#like the point where you watch tony really start to grow and the plotlines get better and the relationships deepen etc#but man when it hits it hits#wild to watch it as an adult and realize actually the tiva stuff was there all along with effort put in and it wasnt just me making it up#75% of the time theyre just sniping at each other and being annoying coworkers but sometimes they give u a glimpse#not just of how good thye are as a dynamic but just the mcrt in general?#tony burning the letter from jeanne and trying to let go after realizing his team is like his family??#them being the ones to get ziva out of somalia and not her shitty bio dad and sticking up for her when she wants out???#them always believing in each other when they get framed ?? thanksgiving together??#coworkers as family is highly unrealistic in this day and age and maybe just in general but im willing to allow it bc man. they care.#sorry this got. away from me. what was i even talking about#ncis
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can't believe i watched the divorce era of sydney and carmy in s3, i am now fully aboard the sydcarmy romance train some of y'all are silly for thinking deep love and sweet romance dilutes a strong friendship connection, relationships can be complex (can be both can be everything) without a specific box to go into but them two are passionate about each other idk what else to say
#the bear fx#i really liked the season def is a first act tho#and yes season 1 and 2 are bet#ter but also different#i wish they had an episode dedicated to ebra and sweeps feels antiblack but i will wait for the second act before i judge too harshly#yeah too many faks i like theoriginal fak don't need his brothers but i think maybe they served to the plot but still wasnt necessary i fee#but yeah the season made me sooo sad#like sad for sydney sad for marcus sad for carmy#everyone was going thru it and it was heavy#but i am a veteran to the empassioned coworkers who are obssessed with each other re: mulder and scully in the x files#and the writer ironically also named chris being anti romance for some unknown reason#but i still feel like chris storer is just messing with fan's perceptions#like the opening of the 9th episode being about deceit and magic being spontaneous and carmy feeding sydney his spontaneous heart shaped#meal before they even met#come on now guys#much to think about#what will be the next spontaneous magical thing that will happen that will bring sydney and carmy and thus the whole kitchen/found family#together#i wonder#anyway clearly i am still obssessed with this show lmaooo
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I can't even feel excited about louis and lestat being in the same room together because louis and claudia are going to be experiencing the horrors in front of the audience who will laugh at them because their stupid asses will think that it's a play and i want to dieee
#that clip made me feel sick!!!!#yeah i'm gonna be a mess tomorrow and i will have to remind myself that it's just a tv show all the time#x
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What do you think about the prophecy? I see it as a lazy attempt to avoid writing about politics
originally I thought it was lazy and stupid for similar reasons as yours. Now however, while I can imagine the early Targaryens heading west instead of east due to a vision of the long night, I still think the execution is bs because the whole "secret from heir to heir" falls apart swiftly after Aenys death when it comes in canon. And even if we ignore the plot holes why did no one did anything about preparing the north? The only one who acted was alysanne and obviously no mention of prophecy was ever hinted in f&b.
I know George likes the idea. But the only way I can see it working is if the conquerors only knew. And years later Rhaegar found records about it. The whole "heir to heir secret" makes no sense narratively, it's clumsily written and not to mention it changes the entire dynamic the dance had in the original story.
The prophecy in the show serves as a guide and catalysts for the characters.
I guess I don't care that much about it anymore because the canon story, themes, and worldbuilding already get ignore in order for this fanfiction adaptation to make sense. So if they wanna play with this prophecy they might as well go for it.
my constant mood is just this:
#ask reply#I also prefer the idea of the targaryens chosing west instead of east for political reasons#(aka the mess of constant wars was easier to take control of)#but I can give it a pass and say “oh they had a prophecy about the long night etc”#but you can't tell me every single targaryen king knew about it#so yeah. show prophecy is stupid. it was made only for nostalgic reasons of the good years of GoT#the show literally opens up with x years before Daenerys Targaryen 💀 they're manipulative af#anti hotd
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frustrating how so many craft books have a section about "how to sell what you've made"
like on one hand i get it because the person writing the book has obviously made their craft a full-time job. and they might have some tips and tricks that might be useful, and there are people out there who might be trying to start a small business out of it
but on the other hand it's just exhausting and feels like another voice saying "what's the point of having a hobby if you're not going to monetize it"
#the one of those that rly boils my blood. that i still think about all the time. almost ten years later#the art of language invention by david peterson lmao. fuck that. it is NOT actually a helpful resource if youre trying to get into conlang#in the intro he pretty explicitly was like 'yeah i'm only writing this bc the publishing house approached me bc#i made up some languages for the game of thrones show and that's popular so they thought it would sell'#the meat of the book itself is pretty rudimentary stuff iirc. 'here's the ipa chart. this is what a morpheme is.'#some cool stuff in there about how to build your own font and mess with the kerning to make cursive but it was a program i dont have so#and at the end. hoooooo boy. this is where u can tell they told him to put in this kind of section bc he basically straight up said#'if you're reading this because you want to learn how to build a fantasy conlang dont bother :)#if you weren't on this specific forum in 2002 youll never get it. just hire a Real Conlanger instead'#like. that absolutely colored the rest of the book preceding it bc the entire thing was stuff i had literally just learned#in the intro to linguistics class that inspired me to want to learn how to make a language. so it was nothing new#and the added antagonism of basically saying 'if you dont already know how to do this IM not gonna help bc you'd be competition'#again i understand why he had that attitude bc that's probably how the publisher pitched it in the first place#'this is going to be a book for the average joe who knows nothing about language mechanics and might have aspirations#of writing a story with its own language (because obviously gameofthrones was the first to do that /s) and is wondering how to do it'#but just a very weird attitude to have#mine
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woke from a dream about a season of good omens that’s Not real (the characters were very different) (it was so ooc that i am now confused when i look at the actual characters) (i am still extremely attached to these new imposter aziraphale and crowley now)
#woke up going omg why aren’t people talking about the turtle helmet scene.#why aren’t people talking about the water parting holding hands scene. why aren’t#people talking about that scene where they talked on the stairs and az slowly moved closer and closer to crowley#until they were right next to each other#like GIRL IT’S NOT REAL!!!!!#and it’s not even in character enough that i could write a fic about it those are LITERALLY different guys#my brain made up a whole literary analysis too#it was like “this scene here is a reference to this other famous scene in another movie wherein he’s referred to#as “mr smith” which means that he’s showing his love by worrying about the other person#in a way that implies the other person will come to harm”#yeah man everyone knows that (lying) this is actually messing me up so bad
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took a dangerous day trip 😱
#teresa talks#white girl in danger#spoiler warning for the rest of the tags#i do really appreciate the last half hour for those with no brain cells (me)#but also at the same time i think that most of it wouldve been best left to the audience to figure out themselves#not that i could ever get more than 50% of that myself#james jackson jr kills it tho#idk even in that last half hour mrj seems aware of the issues with the show#like when the self insert says maybe he made a mistake continuing the show after the battle or the election or#like the centering myself song is still in the show despite the song#i guess that messiness is intentional?#regardless it's a lot i got lost a bit sometimes#the lesbian song is hmm. what is the joke here? the existence of lesbians?#like when i went latoya and molly laughed through an entire verse#like exile in gayville is satirizing the nyc gay dating scene#but this kinda seemed just in there for shock value#no one puts lesbians in anything anymore? i guess yeah but i am not sure if this gag is helping#act 2 def a bit more of a hot mess than 1
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#okay. I've been giving this so much of thought and it's bugging me too much and I am just. Really conflicted about this#I've been lowkey whining about the same thing again and again and sorry for that djshdjdhhdhd#But like. yoi ep 12 has been really bugging me. A Lot. And I've talked about it earlier#And atp I have achieved peace with Victor's return (But even that's a bit shaky)#But Yuuri not winning gold....yeah that's definitely the elephant in the room to me#And the problem to me is just that.#I was and am not even bugged about it when I am WATCHING the show!! Or the episode It just...flowed (and I really need to rewatch)#But I've read a Lot of analyses of people laying out why it wasn't a good writing decision and they do have good points#But I just. CAN'T see it as entirely 'bad/flimsy' writing if that makes sense#Like. All of those posts were saying that it made the ending bad/underwhelming and was thematically a bit off#But I just can't bring myself to agree entirely with them??#And it's so frustrating because I just.#I just want to have a clear cut opinion on it. Like I wish I found it easier to accept that it was a narrative misstep#but I CAN'T because. The rest of the show is just SO good so it is just. Really hard to buy that they would mess up on something so vital -#The ending#(I know they can! and it's okay but still.)#And I don't feel like I'd be able to enjoy the show as much if I concluded that the ending was entirely bad#Because I don't necessarily think that's the case - there's definitely some nuance there#And I do understand what the writers were going for from the interviews and stuff#And though that wasn't exactly a valid enough reason to not give him the gold it is understandable#So then usually. I'd leave that and stop thinking about it and just go back to thinking about the rest of the show#But I CAN'T and it's just So. Ugh#Like I know everything doesn't have to be perfect for me to like or something - the show is also flawed but still very much lovable#But I simply can't agree with all the meta talking about how Yuuri not winning gold was plainly and truly#wrong and dumb and stupid#Because there's definitely just a middle ground there - saying it is good/bad just seems very...idk it just rubs off wrong on me#But I've also seen some takes justifying the gold win and I can't bring myself to agree with them entirely either.#and on one hand him not winning gold doesn't bothe me too much because that gpf isn't his last at all. And he's definitely going to#become a five time world champion just like Victor says#(and also I want him to compete and win against Victor directly soo)
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