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via @/princehenryuk on Instagram.
#Henry remembered his password everyone!#genuinely i love how much he loves his piano lmao#i hc that they have a similar piano to this in the brooklyn brownstone#but when they move to texas#alex makes sure there's a room set apart so henry can have a quiet music space#and alex even conspires with bea to (somehow) ship this one to the states as a surprise#no one even notices bc no one dares enters bea or henry's quarters without permission lmao#henry fox mountchristen windsor#(soz he'll never be hannover stuart to me)#prince henry#red white and royal blue#rwrb#red white and royal blue movie#rwrb movie#rwrb instagram#the princehenryuk instagram
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what if i wrote a twisters au……….
#storm chaser eddie diaz loses his wife trying to capture tornado data realises it’s too dangerous now that he’s a single parent#packs up his life and son and moves from north texas tornado country to LA takes a desk job#one of his old buddies calls him up tells him they’ve got new tech and can really study tornadoes now#but. they need someone who Knows storm chasing to do it#it could change everything it could keep people safe he just has to get them the data. one week.#enter: hotshot cowboy scientist tornado wrangler evan buckley#with his stupid hat and stupid sunshine smile and stupid heart of gold under all that nonsense#is he taking risks for the hell of it. putting himself in danger for internet clout and attention#or if eddie looks a little closer is that all going to fall away. someone smart and silly and only wanting to help#because buck and his friends are there Before During and most importantly After every disaster. making sure everyone’s taken care of#and maybe with him in eddie’s corner eddie can figure it out this time#can make it so he doesn���t always have to worry about his family being in danger of natural disaster#and maybe he can keep buck with his dumb jokes and giant heart and boneheaded bravery#ok sorry i’ve seen twisters three times in the last week i cant stop thinking about it#will maybe scribble some of this down when i have a minute#n
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my fellow anxiety havers what is one of your mundane day-to-day tasks that should by no means be anything remarkable but feels like you are being hunted for sport. i’ll go first: putting all of your groceries on the conveyor belt during checkout is like a long series of quick time events to me
#marzi speaks#it’s bc like. you have a cart Full of groceries#there is a cashier looking to scan the groceries#there is (often) a bagger looking to bag the groceries and put them back in your cart#goal: get as many groceries onto that belt as fast as possible#REMEMBER: heaviest items go first so that nothing gets crushed when the bagger puts the groceries back in your cart#it is so stressful. move so fast ‘which of these items is gonna be heavier’ getting to the end and realizing you missed like 3 cans…#it’s even worse if there are ppl behind you. i live in texas so i can at least make socially acceptable conversation with the cashier#EXCEPT i’m already way overthinking the conveyor belt situation. i’m already frazzled#and now i gotta do small talk? oh god#on the bright side i am so fast at it it’s insane. i move faster than the cashier can keep up with#which is A Good Thing. bc that means i am at max efficiency#but like. WAAAUUGHH#and then u pay and hope the card reader isn’t gonna be a bitch#and you sit there for a moment while the cashier and bagger bag the rest of your groceries#and ur like ‘….should i help should i stay here’#tbh checkout is why i like never go grocery shopping alone if i know i won’t have self check out#bc what if there is no bagger. then i gotta balance Get Groceries On Belt. Pay For Groceries. AND Bag The Groceries#ouh god the time concerns. no . never. you can’t make me do that alone#someone handles the transaction while the other person bags it’s the only reasonable way to do it#i KNOW logically that it is not a big deal. but i hate the idea of making anyone wait for me
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i love how jared's characters are so awkward LIKE giggling because you wouldn't think cordell would be so awkward but he IS HE'S SOOO AWKWARD HEHEHE like he's a whole ass texas ranger and all that, had the most gorgeous wife, a not that awkward brother, and two children but he is... so awkward. such an awkward dad.. awkward son awkward brother awkward friend awkward lover like my mans is CONSTANTLY stuttering and tripping over his words and fumbling for what to say and it is soooo endearing because he's this absolutely gorgeous, broad, strong, 6'4" texas ranger. and he is so awkward <33 about like.. literally everything. but he's trying so hard! he's trying so hard to talk through things and be more vulnerable and more helpful and more caring and i adore him soooo much!
#like he is forever tripping over his words i love itttt ughhhh#he can't flirt for the life of him eitherrrr#like you KNOW emily was the one making moves in this relationship LOL#and it's sorta that way with geri too!#when he's tryna confess and she just kisses him like yeah literally!#he needs to be shut up with your lips on his!#. >> cordi ♥︎ !#cordell walker#walker texas ranger#jared padalecki#jarpad
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Honestly as someone who is partially adopted,
The fact that the doctor didn't go to the biological mother, let her walk away, didn't need to find that information, is so...
My mom was a single mother for a few years, because my bio father didn't stick around. My dad is the one she married, the one who raised me, the one who celebrates adoption day with me.
Ruby has her family. I get wanting to know, wanting to understand, and it's clear she does want that, but she doesn't need that. Her mom makes the point of being glad she didn't find anyone because she's ruby's mom
And there's not enough stories out there where that's just accepted. My biological father tried to get in touch with me when I turned 19 and I told him to fuck off (well, i didn't respond so my mom did with my permission), because he's not my dad. I don't have an interest in seeing him, in getting to know him.
"Aren't you curious?" No, not really!
I get the idea of wanting Ruby to secretly be alien-ish since we dont know her genetics but... there's something special to me, for her to be an ordinary girl. A foundling, adopted. Her biological relations not mattering because her family is the one she HAS
That means a lot to me
#egg speaks#doctor who#ruby sunday#also if my sperm donor wants to know me he should pay my mom and i the 40k child support he owes#moved to texas and joined the military fo avoid paying#has 2 kids and a wife now or smth#my mom checked his fb when he tried to contact me#which i just went *hey mom look at what i got lmao*#but yeah idk adopted ruby important to me ig#i get the people who do want to know#but to me it just. never appealed#and maybe its because i do have the answers#but theres something to be said about not needing those answers to know your family
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some old-ish @daszombes fanart from before spring break!!! was jamming to the razzmatazz IDKHBTFM album in school after watching a stream of his the evening before :]!! this is fanart of that steam haha. att might perhaps be das’ favorite il character but who knows
but!! first time drawing deeper still in a year(wow) and first time drawing att ever💔. but!! enjoy the sillies, i loved drawing them :]. had to look up deeper still on google during school so thats on my history now
ft. chonny jash💥💥
#iceland#iceland epic#daszombes#iterator logs#rainworld iterator logs#rainworld iterator#splashpaws!?!?!#tamkish?!?!?!?!??!!!#daszombes deeper still#iterator logs a taut thread#how do i draw deeper still’s cloak help#the hands here are really good#holes is a texas thing i confirm#das i made deeper still’s cloak into a long skirt dress#IF I WERE A TARDIGRADE IDE MOVE OUT FROM HOME#WHY LIVE IN THE SHRUBBERY WHEN YOU CAN HAVE A THRONE#das pls pat att va on the head for me#gay people….#playingwithpens&pencils#sketchbook#rw iterator#rain world#rainworld#holes 2003
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hello beautifuls, i got a job offer last week in [redacted] and i’m so grateful and excited to be… making money again! and to finally have my own place and fix it up to my taste and get 2 cats 🥹 there’s a job in [redacted] w the same exact salary range and i’m really hoping i get it bc it’s a much more desirable hot girl walkable city. my final interview for that job is next wednesday send hot girl city job offer vibes my way pls
#either way i’m so excited to be getting out of texas. i have a love hate relationship w my city bc it’s 90% mexican and frankly moving#either cities means i will mostly be surrounded by white people and i’m not even trying to be funny when i say that scares me a lil#i remember the first time my big sis and i visited new jersey and when we were walking around the town i looked at her and went ‘i’ve never#seen this many white people in my life’ and her eyes got big and she said ‘i was thinking the exact same thing’. like there’s safety and#security in being constantly surrounded by other mexicans/latinos but alas. it’s time to get out of the comfort zone and make some schmonie#the salary is very good i think but then again i probably don’t feel as impressed or wowed as i should bc i think i deserve 1 million#dollars an hour. and i don’t have imposter syndrome in fact i have i deserve it syndrome. i worked hard for everything i’ve earned so far#and im an amazing operations manager so yeah pay up bozo better yet? offer me more money :~] i actually did try negotiating the salary and#they were like well no. but we still want to extend the original offer LMAO i was like ok. i deserve it but ok#then i got a second job offer like the day after but they were offering $15k less and i was like hmm maybe this current job offer is pretty#good overall. so i denied it obviously and accepted the other one but i’m still holding out on the hot girl city job offer.#ill tell yall the cities once everything i said and done. send hot girl city vibes my way pls xoxooxo#thank you loves you all. walkable city here i come (i hope)!#mine
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my dad is so sad ab replacing his car 😭😭😭 he literally got a better one today but he’s just attached to the old one sobs
#it was his first real like#fancy car#we used to be dirt poor when i was a kid#cuz they just immigrated and stuff#and my dad worked rly hard to land his job now#you know the typical immigrant story#but yeah moving to texas and getting that job rly changed everything and then he bought that car and it was like#his dream you know#bc we used to live in nyc and we didn’t have a car for a while and we’d just use the subway and stuff#and my dad hated it#so yeah he holds onto that car like it’s his lifeline#it’s honestly rly old now#it was new when he got it but it’s been many a years#and so yeah he’s TECHNICALLY upgraded#but he’s actually so sad djfjsjf#he was happy for a bit bc it was a new car w new fancy tech stuff#and now he’s back to missing his car#and he’s getting all emo and wallowing in self pity#poor guy 😭😭😭#anyway now that i’ve over shared#ig it’s just a really crazy to really realize how much life has changed#and how far my family has come#and how drastically life has rly improved now vs when i was a kid#and that car was like the first sign of those changes so#it’s my dads pride and joy#that all his hard work was worth it#so he holds onto it so#i can feel him on that#but also this new car is so slay 😭 he needs to cheer up
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as badly as i want to avoid my mom she is making it extremely difficult
#i feel really bad that im so angry at her and she doesnt even know it#but my entire living situation is making me miserable right now and its her fault#she charges me $50 in rent every week and shes increasing it to $125 a week at the end of the month#the only reason this is happening is because she FORCED ME to drop out and the only other alternative was that i had to work full time + pa#rent.............. but like at my job even if im working 40 hrs a week ill only be making abt $900 a month#so i will barely have anything leftover for myself after rent#and i cannot get a second job bc i frankly can not handle it at all + what hours would i even work#and my mom refuses to understand that the reason i had to drop out is bc i am so depressed and so suicidal and i just dont want to live#she doesnt acknowledge that im disabled and severely mentally ill#every time i try to talk about my mental health she treats me like im such a burden to her even though i literally never tell her anything#personal anymore bc she just doesnt listen or care#ALSO she FORCED ME to move across the country and transfer schools when i really did not want (hence why i flunked all of my classes bc i d#not care) but like. everything thats wrong in my life rn is bc i do not want ot live where im living and theres no way for me to go back to#texas and also i dont rly wanna live w my dad either#but anyways. this whole situation would be better if my mom was using me paying rent as an actual lesson in adult respinsibility#but it's really just a punishment because i cant function the way she wants me to#and im over it#so fucking over it why am i such a pussy why cant i just die
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remembering when i read a whole ass dissertation on cotton mill production in texas just to try and come up with some nancy backstory lore because any fanon i create has to be historically accurate but i am simply not well versed in the history of texas *stares into the distance*
#also see: me reading a smaller essay on the migration of asians to texas in the early 20th century#to work out what ethnicity sorority girl E would most likely be......#she has a line about her dad owning buildings in the school which ppl dont usually do unless they have a connection to the place right?#so likely grew up in texas/in the nearby area#but granger hill isnt a real place#ANYWAY idk how many opportunities early asians wouldve been given circa 1950 when her dad was making moves#like he has to be wealthy enough to donate big sums to this university#and likely attended it in the late 40s/early 50s#i know more and yet i still dont have a conclusion .#potentially wondered if shes mixed with her dad being white and mom being asian
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You were born at Landstuhl right? (Sorry if this is weird I was an army medic and your post had strong army family vibes)
You're right about the army family vibes, haha. But that's the wrong part Germany.
I was born in Nürnburg, I think at a German hospital 🤔? My grandma on my mom's side is German & from Nürnburg. My mom was born in 1965, and then ended up at the same hospital having me in 1990. And yeah both of my parents were in the army. My mom got out when I was born, but my dad stayed in for a full career.
We did end up closer to Landstuhl later on though! 2000-2003 we lived in Weisbaden (specifically Mainz-Kastel). All of my middle school years were at Weisbaden American Middle School.
#i haven't been back to Germany since we left in 2003 :[#one of the hardest moves i ever went through#i did not want to go back to the US haha#we moved to harker heights Texas after that and actually i had a pretty ok time there#the next move was southlake Texas when i was halfway through high school and THAT was the actual nightmare#my parents still live there and i don't go back if i can help it#which since I'm no contact with them since 2020 is much easier these days#anyway yeahhh army child life.. i know no other way of life but i still don't recommend it
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I am truly astonished that after moving everything we owned out of our apartment, our friend helping us move was doubled over in discomfort and dizziness bc of how strong the sewer gas shit was.
It's just wild that it felt like that apartment was an improvement to me and Nova cuz our last place had really bad black mold. But maybe that explains the intense self harm urges and depression that came at my favorite time of year? Also makes sense as to why in the winter with the door closed me and Nova went extra extra seasonal depressed last year.
#i still have a bit of a glow from moving and working myself so hard going up and down stairs#but i wonder what i will feel like once new location sets in#its insane how housing i paid for made me sicker#to the point i wanted to hurt myself#i was paying for that#and the landlord blamed everyone and everything in the world besides his team#and told me i was just upset when i said This Is Unlivable 2 months ago#and then back uo further to my black mold apartment where we also went thrunthe texas blackout#it was below 20°F and there was no heat or water#this is the first housing situation ive lived in years where i can actually breathe. its been maybe 6 years of this back to back?#depression is saying im the problem every time but its truly capitalism working#keeping my poor ass out of the nice housing cause my credit sucks#taking more of my money to even apply to places and downpayments because of my shit credit
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i miss cold rainy falls . where is she..... its supposed to be 90+ degrees for the rest of the month
#worst part: ive lived in the same place for 9 years almost. it used to get rlly cold and really rainy when i first moved here. fuck u texas#gamey rambles
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The difficult thing about openly blogging about healing and going through a long period of growth publicly is the feeling of “I’m not doing super great, and it’s worse than it has been before” springs to mind, but for the X number of times you’ve said it in the past, it feels more trivial. And maybe that’s a sign that things have always been an up and down sort of pattern, and that it will pass again, but maybe it also serves to feel more isolating in not having the words or energy anymore to describe how it is *this* time. And it is a position that changes day to day, and on better days it feels more passable, and on worse the void feels more vast. The mere fact that it changes is probably a good sign, that nothing ever has to be set in stone. But boy are some days so, so dreadful.
#I guess a measure would be this feels like pre-move out times right now#when I was (physically) in a bad and unsafe place#and moving out has had its own stressors and anxieties#but the dread I feel is very reminiscent of another older time before then#I recently visited Texas with Spider and Sarah and Doc#we stayed at my parent’s place so it was definitely a mixed bag#I wish I wasn’t so messed up after every visit there#I thought it’d be better or easier with company after this time#but due to a variety of factors I’ve left the experience more tattered than I’d like#they had fun and it wasn’t a bad trip#but it wasn’t a great trip for me personally for loaded reasons#Spider knows to check in on me more in the coming days and weeks so that is good#FUCK man also I love this new song that came out but I CANNOT listen to it anymore and had to remove it from my playlist#because I kind of associate it with the trip now and it makes me cry every time I hear it haha#second song I ever had to do that with!!#I’m okay#just so very tired.
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google how do i tell my dad that the reason i keep bringing up elon musk's transphobia isn't that i've got gen z political tunnel vision that makes me blind to his "innovation" in electric cars but because i am desperately crying out for you as the father of a trans child to feel just as outraged and angry as i am that that man has so much power
#edit: warning the tags get pretty personal whoops. however tumblr is like a diary to me so. but if discussions of father issues arent for u#it's not anything he's directly said but like. when we talk about it i can tell he's clinging to this like#image of musk as this inventor working for the good of humanity#because he's admired him for a long time and like i get it it's hard to let go of your heroes when it turns out they're trash#but. he's always been trash. is the thing. and i've been saying this.#and it would be nice to feel some solidarity! or support! or empathy idk!#and not like. lectures why tesla is actually progressive or why spacex is the best thing to happen to science since fucking penicillin#and sometimes ppl who push the world towards progress rub people the wrong way#god like. we were in the car the other day talking about it and i mentioned tesla moving to texas bc of the law protecting trans kids#and he mumbled something like well sure yeah he said that but Really... really it's about the taxes......#okay!! who give a shit! that's not the point! the point is that he's got fucking legions of alt right fanboys who hang off his every word#so when he says something that is good for trans people is actually dangerous and bad and hurts kids#and when he openly publicly deadnames and misgenders and LIES about his TRANS DAUGHTER. it's fucking dangerous! and it makes trans people#(IE ME. YOUR CHILD.)#feel unsafe!#it should get you angry! it should make you rethink how you saw him previously! it should make you want to stop supporting him!#idk. i mean my dad has never been like. against me being trans. and he's worked really hard on the pronouns and not deadnaming me#but it's stuff like this where it feels like he doesn't grasp how he's de-prioritizing my perspective as a trans person and.#his Child.#and how his first reaction to me starting t was 'no.. why would you do that :('#it just feels bad. i love him so much but it's shit like this that makes me feel like i don't matter to him or like i'm disappointing him#and then he gets confused when i tell him that i feel that way#wow! sorry for this. i should get serious about finding a therapist i dont think i knew i felt all this until i typed it out#im gonna add a tag at the beginning of this. as a warning. lolololol. lol. anyway#got 2 pick up my t tomorrow and also email my dr for more wellbutrin haha slay! hit the slay button. dispenses ssris.#god i'm so tired sorry i'm delirious actually. also i saw my brother this weekend which was so nice and he's such a weirdo which also#makes me weirder by proxy
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If I had a nickel for every time I got my heart broken by a Sagittarius that moved to another state I'd only have 2 nickels but it's still weird that it happened twice, right?
Anyway how is everyone else?
#its the ginger in the middle#I'm dying#i love him more than ive ever loved anyone#and hes moving out of state to Texas#and i never told him how i felt because im an idiot#i want to simple pass away#for legal reasons this is a joke#but no i really do love him#and he kissed the top of my head when he hugged me goodbye#he was also teary when he pulled away and so was i#what do i think of that#i wrote him a letter but i don't think he read it#maybe he doesn't want to#i bet he thinks its a love letter#whcoh for the record it ISNT#but the point is he held hands with me last night and drove me to my car and put his arm around me#it was everything ive ever thought about or wanted from me#and i got it but at the cost of him leaving#its my fault#anyway#thats my problem
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