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Pair of disappointment
lo'ak x navi reader
content : lo'ak x reader, sully kids x reader, and tonowari x daughter reader, ronal x daughter reader, family problems
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You are the second daughter of Tonowari and ronal, and unlike your sister Tsireya and older brothers you were seen as disappointment or shameful child to your parents and clan. As you could never do anything perfect on your family eyes, and you always seem to bring shame to you parents no matter what you do. Over the years this had started effecting and you never thought you will make your family proud. While your siblings seem to be your father and mother pride and joy you seem to be their shame, this had made you feel alone in the world. Unknown to you soon you will meet a boy that felt the same way as you, when it came to his family.
Y/n " ........" you and your siblings along with the sully kids were sitting in front of your father and mother, along with Jake and neytiri none of the parents were happy.
tonowari " how could you all do something so foolish and dangerous"
the kids " ........."
ronal " have you all have no shame of your actions" the group had gotten in trouble over, something that had to relate with payakan and some other outcast tulkun.
neytiri " you all could of been capture or killed a war would of started"
Jake " so tell us who bright idea was it"
neteyam " I'm sorry I should of talked everyone out of it"
Jake " no not this time Neteyam you are nor covering for you brother anymore"
lo'ak " dad we meant no harm I and y/n saw something that we thought could be helpful"
ronal " I knew it was all your fault y/n I always knew you were jealous of your sibling and everyone here"
y/n " mom no I didn't mean no harm we were not doing anything bad"
ronal " hush why can't you be perfect like Tsireya or good lie your brothers rotxo and aonung why do you have to be like this"
y/n " mom we are all wrong about payakan and the other outcasts, they mean us no harm maybe if we give them a chance"
tonowari " enough once again my daughter even if I can all you that, you bring shame to me and your mother ... once again ruining the family name do you know the work I and Jake had to do apologize to the others clans"
y/n " dad I meant no harm I promise I will make it up to you"
neytiri " you two are nothing but trouble and that what you two will always be trouble"
ronal " we will be Lucky enough to see if someone will want to become your mates, know your history the lucky navi will sear clear from you both for their sake and everyone else"
kiri " you are all being to hard on them they meant no harm"
Jake " enough I'm done with you all covering for these two mistakes, you all dong what you are told and can do it correct these two will never do anything correct or worth anything" lo'ak and you could feel your hearts and souls breaking.
tonowari " Y/n I think it best if you stay with someone else or else where in the clan until your behavior gets betters, you are worrying me and your mother to death and she pregnant"
y/n " dad I mean no harm to mom or my unborn siblings"
ronal " my baby is not your sibling until you can be a better daughter, as I see it now I only have one daughter and maybe this baby as second child but I have no child daughter"
y/n " mom please"
aonung " mom this is to harsh"
tonowair " no this has been coming for a whole until you sister can prove herself, she is no longer our daughter and no longer you sister"
Jake " same will go for you lo'ak I'm sending you and y/n if tonowiar approve to live with your grandmother she has enough, time and energy to deal with you to and maybe shape you two into perfect navi"
tuk " no dad you cant separate us sully stick together"
Jake " that only counts when you are a sully as I see it here neteyam my only son, until lo'ak can become mature and worth of the sully tittle"
neytiri " I will pray to eywa for both of you as it will take a miracle for you two to prove yourself once again"
y/n " please mom and dad don't send me away"
Ronal " it will be ronal and tonowair from here on now until you cna be the daughter we wish for, and not try to flee anywhere else we told the other clan and human none of them will help ... only the clan that mo'at with will help as everyone else it greatly disappointed in you both"
lo'ak " so that it nothing else we are no longer you guys kids"
Jake " you brought this upon yourself it for the bets for everyone you will leave tomorrow there will be no goodbye you all leave, and we will make sure you two are gone" soon the meetings had come to end none of other kids pose with you or lo'ak as they were taken awya by neytiri. no one looked at you that whole day as you walked around your home one last time before you left for a very long time.
The next day
y/n " hey"
lo'ak " hey"
y/n " thanks for letting me ride with you lo'ak"
loa'k " it okay"
y/n " you know they are all watching right from their homes, hey maybe they will through a festival when are are gone celebrating us being gone" you sound like your were breaking down lo'ak soon brought you into a hug.
lo'ak " hey you have me here you are not alone we can take on this world together, and see what the great mother has planned for us"
y/n " you are right lo'ak"
lo'ak " now come on lets go we have a long travel and I think my grandmother going to like you" you and smiled at lo'ak and soon you got into his ikran.
Loâak â hold on tightâ you do what Loâak had told you and soon enough you two had taken off into, the air together now flying in the air.
y/n â âŠâŠ..â
loak â âŠâŠ..â the two Navi teens had looked back at the village one last time. It will be a long time until the will return home and see everyone again. If they wanted to return as they will be adults soon, and they will mean they can make their own decisions and see if they wish to return to their home and clans or start a new life else where together.
later that day
loak â we are here and there is my grandmother and few othersâ
y/n â wow this is so beautiful we should go say helloâ loak had nodded his head as the duo soon landed on the ground being greeted by moat and company.
moat â welcome my grandson and y/n I have been told so about my dearâ
y/n â oh so you know Iâm a shame and disappointment to my family as wellâ moat soon walked towards the girl and brought her into a hug.
moat â you are now shame my dear today you both will go on journey that is different, from your family and clan ⊠a path you two will walk togetherâ you and loak looked at each other and smiled. Soon the clan had welcome you and Loak, into their village and way of life. You will grow up under the care and supervision along with some guidance by moat and some other older females. While loak had been trained by the best warriors and hunters, getting some guidance from them as well. As the years went by the duo will become close and soon enough a mated pair, when they become adults. The great mother was shining down on young couple as they will soon started a new life together and not forgetting their past.
#avatar x y/n#avatar 2#avatar x reader#avatar#atwow#sully family x reader#loak sully#avatar loak#loak x reader#atwow loak#loak x y/n#loak x you#navi x reader#avatar fanfiction#avatar the way of water
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Ladybug week day 6: Childhood AU
Ruby quietly climbed out of her bedroom window, careful to make as little noise as she could as she dropped to the ground. She fussed with the pins that kept her ears down in her hair to make sure they were hidden before pulling the hood of her cloak over. Then, she checked the bag that hung on her shoulder to make sure her White Fang mask was with her and safe. Tonight was going to be her first dust raid and she wanted to make sure she had everything she needed for it.Â
She took a deep breath, turned to look at the house one last time, and then started to make her way to take the last ferry of the night. If everything went well, sheâd be back on the first ferry to Patch and be home just before her dad woke up. Though, if he found out she was out-
âSo you did decide to come,â Blake said with a smile as she dropped out of a tree. âAdam was thinking you were gonna chicken out.âÂ
âI wasnt going to chicken out,â Ruby lied as she looked away. The thought of staying home did cross her mind more than once, though the idea of disappointing Blake seemed worse than disappointing her dad. âI-I just⊠needed to.. wait until I wasnt going to get caught sneaking out.âÂ
âYou could always run away,â Adam said as he walked over, almost glaring at Ruby from under his mask. âThen we wont have to be late waiting for you.âÂ
âAnd now sheâs here so we can go.â Blake sighed and started to make her way to the ferry. âAnd then we can fill her in with the plan.âÂ
âFine. But if she slows us down, sheâs out.âÂ
Ruby slowly followed behind Adam and Blake as she tried to listen to them. Most of the words almost seemed muffled to her as she lost focus on what was being said, only able to focus on Blake. She couldnt help but wonder what life wouldâve been like if Blake hadnt saved her, given her a reason to join the White Fang. She was tired of being beat for being a faunus, angry that her dad made her hide her trait anytime she went out, always treated like she was destined for nothing more than a life of hard labor. And yet, when she was with Blake, everything felt like it was going to work out. That no matter what they did, itâll all be worth it.
âAre you going to answer him?â Blake asked.Â
Ruby nearly stopped in her tracks when she realized that Blake had gotten right next to her. âI-I didnt⊠what was the question?âÂ
âI asked if youâre sure you want to do this,â Adam repeated, annoyed. âOnce you step onto the ferry, thereâs no turning back.âÂ
Ruby nodded, her heart almost thumping in her chest when she saw Blake give her a smile. âYes! I want to do this more than anything!âÂ
Adam smirked and motioned for Ruby and Blake to follow him. âThen dont slow us down.âÂ
Ruby stepped onto the ferry with Blake and Adam, straying towards the edge as she looked back towards her home. Her dad and Yang still hadnt noticed sheâd left for the night, which meant she was almost in the clear. Once she reached Vale, as long as she got back before either of them woke up, then she wouldnt have to come up with some sort of excuse as to why she was out.Â
âEverything okay?â Blake asked as she moved next to her. âYouâve been quiet ever since you boarded.âÂ
âJust trying to figure out what to tell Dad and Yang if they ask.âÂ
âYouâre planning on going back to them?âÂ
âOf course. Why wouldnt I?âÂ
Blake gently pulled Rubyâs hood down and frowned. âBecause they make you hide who you are. I thought you wanted to be yourself.âÂ
Ruby wanted to pull her hood back up, but she knew Blake was right. Of course she wanted to be more herself, seeing Blake keep her own ears out made her long to be able to do the same. She slowly pulled the pins that held her ears down to let them up. âWhere else would I go?âÂ
âYou can come home with us,â Blake suggested. âIts just a small camp right now-âÂ
âWe cant afford to bring another kid along!â Adam snapped. âWeâre running low on supplies as it is, another mouth to feed is only going to cause us problems.âÂ
âI-Iâve been training to be a huntress.â Ruby fidgeted with the pins she held as she tried to look more confident. âI dont have my own weapon yet, Dad wont let me have one for another year, but I can make myself useful!âÂ
Adam paused for a moment as if he was thinking about it. âIf you survive the raid tonight, then weâll take you back.âÂ
Ruby let out a silent breath as Adam turned and walked to the other side of the ferry. She wasnt sure why her heart felt like it was pounding in her chest or why her stomach suddenly felt like it was in knots about being herself. But if Blake was sure this was the best way, then she had to know what she was talking about.Â
Blake gave Ruby a playful hit on her shoulder and smiled. âStay close to me and Iâll make sure youâre safe.âÂ
#rwby#ruby rose#rwby ruby rose#blake belladonna#ladybugweek2024#adam taurus#faunus!Ruby#White Fang childhood au#drabbles
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CELESTE APPRECIATION post
I raerly see anyone mention her but i love her sm yes this is mostly like 98% hc shes only got like 5 lines in hole game what more do u want from me
anyways, my sweet sweet barely domesticated celeste :
-"Why did my husband come back with a child ,a dog ,a living skeleton, a man who can throw him around like he weights nothing and a knight(derogatory)" -Cahara's so wiped 4 her and honesty i would to if that was my wife, she def pegs him 2 btw i mean just look at him, my point exactly.
-gets along with Enki the most 2 everyone's surprise, there paper wight besties. & share a worrie for Cahara they will never verbalise as well a dislike for D'arc- i mean knights.
-celeste is d'arces first (and only) female friend, much to clestes own dismay.
-d'arce thought she was a gold digger at first, as you can tell they had a grate first impression of each other
-only trusts people about as far as she can throw them (rip rag , he can still man handle the group whore with ease tho so good for him)
-can not hold a convo with a child 2 save her life , the length of her mertanl intents extend to bringing the child 2 Cahara .
-she is not mother material but for some reason they're trying to keep a baby with a high infant mortality rate its funny
i think celeste probably didn't have great parents or a good role model, deadbeat drunkard parents that kicked her out and kind of left her to fend for herself & close of to the world and that's why she has such a disillusioned take on parenthood + where her own approach to children comes from but uh oh !! cahara wormed his way into her heart ! and who's to say his clear and utter devotion to this little girl cant win her over either i dont think either her or Cahara were going out of their way to get pregnant - it's like an unfortunate by-product of the nature of Celeste's career, and Cahara's love for her being what led to him being so willing to step up. i don't think either of them ever really thought about having kids, or at least didn't think they'd be good parents, but celeste getting pregnant or cahara bringing back a child is just the way life ended up going. it's the renaissance era, abortion methods are on par with childbirth in terms of deadliness anyway. she's just not going to have to keep risking her life via pregnancy if cahara goes out, gets enough coin to support them both, she's not going to be like every other peasant woman who's forced to become a broodmare because every 1 in 2 children fucking die before they turn 5. clesest being pregnant is just what ended up happening. the love in that is to do with their RELATIONSHIP, not their love for some idealistic family life. i think cahara wanting to give it a try is something celeste would think is really sweet and admirable, but she'd probly keep a lot of her more cynical thoughts to herself on the matter.
saying that i think they both have a lot of cynical thoughts about it really, but i cahara goes so quickly into "this is my wife, this is our future baby" because otherwise what's the point in taking on such a risky mission in the first place ? but if he's got a noble cause, then it might seem worth it, right ? it's that extra push of encouragement for him, even if it comes with a lot of scary things like the responsibility, being a parent, maybe settling down witch is a scary thought for someone whos always so used 2 being on the move
as for celeste ; she doesn't even know if she's going to make it through the pregnancy, or if the baby will. it's just another mouth to feed at the end of the day. she doesn't care about carrying on a legacy, or raising a child into greatness like so many others beg and plead of god to bestow upon their children. she knows she'd be a shit mom and she's hardly a loyal partner at the moment. but she loves cahara, and seeing that fear in his eyes when she told him, but also that spark of light, that little bit of joy, made it at least worth holding on for.
celeste: it's probably not going to make it anyway, i either risk death in childbirth or death in abortion methods, so. celeste: its getting me enough bank rn to keep myself healthy so we'll just see what happens i guess celeste watching cahara bring home an entire child:
okay cringe time over. i wont go into 2much detail about her relationship with the others though i think its a very slow process of her learning to tolerate get along with the creatures friends cahara brought back -as soon as celeste meets d'arce her mild suspicion and distaste for ragnvaldr will be replaced with her disgust for d'arce -think celeste would be pissed she wouldn't be able 2 pull cahara out of ragnvaldrs grip unless she stabbed him or something, witch shes both angry about it but also relieved since it probably kept cahara out of trouble in the dungeon (because lord knows her husband is a magnet for trouble) inside me there are 2 wolfs ; one is mmm hot stong wife carry cahara like a sack of pataos , the other is screaming at me that this is the 1600 and she would be starving and poor. so to compromise with myself im going 2 say : - physical speaking celsest is probly stronger then most women in her profession and could probly drag an unconscious cahara around then againg i also think cahras way ligher then someone of his build&carear should be shes stronger then enki (then againg who isnt) but cant match d'arces physical strength. saying that modern au Celeste would beat d'arce in an arm wrestle.
in-refence 2 my last post; celest is a child darkness, she has a barbie killer husband,there for. she deserves to be as much hater as she likes d'arce: you two are the healthiest couple i know who still have an avid sex life cahara: ASSUMPTIONS ! celeste: we're the only couple you know.
acholic wise i think celeste could out drink d'arce (and at least keep up with ragnvaldr for a little bit)
celeste: d'arce is a pain in the ass cahara: :confustion: :stress_smile: she means well babe cmon celeste: im gonna beat her with a stick cahara: ,, babe,,
cleseste is not payed enough 2 be d'arces therpist or help d'arce figure out she likes women (shes not payed at all actuly,she is simply trying 2 tolrate her husbands new freinds becuse she loves him but also only has so meny braincells she can lose in a day and conversing with d'arce seems 2 kill all of them)
celeste hears d'arce talk about jeanne once and instantly starts going "wow you loved a girl wow that girl who was like you in every way wow that girl who like. shared your morals. or something. wow tell me more about that girl" (stab stab stab metaphorically stab stab stab)
(about cahara getting arrsed and taken by the police) rag: you lack of concern,,, concerns me. are you not worried ? celeste: dogs always find their way back home.
- d'arce and cahara make the same enamoured and light-blush expression whenever celeste rages btw - celeste :handshake: enki taking the piss out of knights + a generally more cynical outlook on life & being cold bitches that secretly care about cahara a lot
(first time they all stayed the night) enki learning hes the favorite for once and he thinks its just the most hilarious thing to fucking happen local woman-lover put out by being rejected by hot scary wife, local berserker intimidated by what scary wife might do if she finds out what he did to her precious boytoy local shadow wizard ? on the floor ugly laughing because scary wife reluctantly asked if he wanted the guest bedroom.
celeste: YOURE NOT STAYING HERE PERMANENTLY. but youre allowed to stay overnight. enki: is this (gags) kindness ? oh my god. revolting. celeste: is that a yes or not you fucking worm enki: yesplease
#celeste fear and hunger#fear and hunger#celeste ily#take a shot everytime i spelt her name wrong#cahara#enki#ragnvaldr#d'arce#i love pitting 2 bad bitchs against each other when its not over a man and 1s obluous 2 the fact the other fucking hates her#didnt mention it ealer but cleste bi queen btw#i dont Rembert if i mentioned it in my post but clests dislike of d'arce stems from her being a knight#this isnt d'arce slander btw i love her i just like bullying her even more#celeste when shes a little hater and i love her for that#enki expences being someone's fav for the first time#rag when hes both terrified by but slightly curious about his little freinds wife#the girl fear and hunger
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Just⊠human Alan bringing Robin to âhisâ apartment. Asking her if spaces are important to humans. Reflecting on where they are now, a lavish penthouse full of expensive furniture and collections of diferent things. He wonders what this meant to the original owner, how he viewed this space how much he cared for it. And Robin telling him she dosent have an answer. And for the first time in his life, not during his rehab, not when he was put into a human body, not when he lost everything on 4546b, but right now, when he sees himself standing in the place of another man, and finding himself incapable of ever truly understanding him, he breaks down. There is nothing more terrifying to him than to take the mantle of somebody he cant understand. He dosent want to be himself, he wishes he could escape everything and fully become Alan Whelihan. A simple human but free from all the burdens of his life, but he is being forced to face that no matter what he looks like, no matter what name he takes on, the architect is still himself, and will always be himself.
And Robin will come up and hold him. Hug him tightly and tell him that she loves him. He loves who he is, identity theft aside, catastrophic intergalactic failure not withstanding, she adores his soul and all the little kinks and quircks that make him up and she would never change him for anything. Shed confess that she lays awake at night thinking about him. About his broken humor, his awkwardness his deep down good heart. How hes everything shes ever dreamed off and even if the whole universe turns against him she will remain by his side, because she also wishes she was not herself. Shes faking too. Playing a character to appeal to corporate systems that would never accept the real her. And Alan clumsily kisses her, and whispers to her that he will always support her, and that he adores her too. Her kindness, her courage, her unstopable resolve.
And they would just hold eachother in his big ass bed, tangled up in blankets and eachothers arms, whispering praise into the others ear, deep into the nights, until they fall asleep.
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This oneâs for farm Clexa (and Iâm sorry if itâs been asked/answered before) but!!! What was their reaction seeing the baby for the first time in an ultrasound? And what was their reaction when they got to listen to that tiny lil heartbeat for the first time?
Lexa and Clarke have been very patient when it comes to having children. They always knew they would not be able to provide a lavish lifestyle for their kids, but they knew they had enough to bring up a baby happy, clothed and feed. And when the time to finally make that baby dream become a reality it was like they had been waiting for years - nearly five at that point, from the moment they got married.
The moment the pregnancy test showed a positive, Clarke was calling her mom and telling her to make the appointment. Clarke sobbed the moment the ultrasound technician said "here they are". It was a blob on screen, barely human but its theirs. Lexa stares at the screen with tears in her eyes, amazed that little life is growing inside of her - finally. She barely takes her eyes off of it when Clarke kisses her forehead. Their little baby. Theirs.
Even with the scans in hand tho, it is hard to believe the small dot on the screen is their baby. It feels surreal. It doesn't feel real. No matter how much Clarke kisses her tummy or how much Lexa caresses her still flat stomach, it is not until the heartbeat scan that it finally hits them that their baby is here.
The clinic in town is always calm. Lexa, with her slight dislike for doctors, seems to enjoy it this way. She's much calmer, anxious with the prospect of hearing the baby's heartbeat, but she feels at ease. Clarke, on the other hand, paces the room like a ball of energy, and did Lexa not share her excitement, she would have been annoyed with her wife. Instead, she rubs her barely there yet bump, slowly growing accustomed to the thought of their baby growing there.
The technician makes small talk, one Clarke participates in far more than Lexa, who offers only nods and the ocasional smile. Anxiety building, as the desire of hearing the baby's heartbeat mixed with concern that something could be wrong grows.
They check, moving around Lexa's stomach. Their baby is bigger. Oh how bigger they've gotten. And stronger too. Lexa smile only grows as the technician praises the baby's growth, how everything is exactly as it should be. Clarke's face red from smiling, this proud look on her face as she looks between her wife and how wonderful she's been so far and their baby on the screen.
"Want to hear the heartbeat?"
There is a deafening silence in the room as the ultrasound machine picks up the heartbeat. And then, it's there. Filling the room with the rhythmic tu tum. Over and over again. And then, a muffled sob. Lexa's hand on her mouth as she tries to no interrupt the sound of their baby's heartbeat, but she can not stop herself. Clarke, crying too, of course, it's all she ever does when she steps into this room, cradles her pregnant wife's face, and kisses her. One her forehead, on her cheek, on her nose, on her jaw. On her lips.
"That's our baby, my love. That's our little angel." Clarke whispers to Lexa, who can't do more than nod as she cries, smiling as she looks between Clarke and the screen, so much love and adoration in her heart she feels like she might just explode.
Before they leave, Abby forces them to take a Doopler with them. For the next few days, every down moment that used to be filled with the radio or silence is instead filled with the sound of little Madi's heartbeat, as Lexa and Clarke cant do much more than marvel at the little life they made.
#letter opened#wanhedas-dagger#farm clexa#đ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„č lord how i love them đ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ„č#i love how clarke is the one always crying#they joke she got all the hormones from lexas pregnancy#but when Lexa hears that heartbeat? she completely breaksdown#oh how in love is she with this bby đ„čđ„čđ„čđ„čđ©·đ©·đ©·
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trying to go back and actually write this scene w kabru and rin. my stupid illness is worse again so im struggling but id like thoughts if anyone has them. on like any aspect
to establish: i feel like kabru takes rin for granted like by far the person he seems to treat worst is her. hes not a terrible person for this no way but like the way he teases her about liking him despite having no feelings for her ... idk i feel like he counts on rin always being there. like nothing could push her away so he feels he can be a bit cruel and hell be forgiven--not like she doesnt rag on him all time, right?
but i think things change when he falls in love. like it finally hits rin that man, its never going to be her. shes watched him date around for years, and never truly fall for someone, so there was always that hope that one day hed just realize how he really felt about her. and now she cant delude herself thats true, she can just fuckin tell how bad he has it for laios after spending two years living between the castle and her apothecary. she starts trying to breakaway from him, because every time she talks to him theres a reminder that he loves someone who isnt her.
feeling especially pathetic one night, she sees marcille, who is also feeling especially pathetic bc falin is still over a year away from her and enjoying their open relationship, but marcille doesnt. she cant bring herself to want anyone but falin. rins like ok bet. we are the same kind of pathetic and i dont like you but youve also been nothing but nice to me and im not reconciling these feelings. lets have sex
the scene im struggling with comes after
like rin is in the garden again, hoping that marcille will come. she didnt feel lonely when she was with marcille. she felt... special. more seen. she didnt think about how she misses kabru even when hes with her.
but ofc kabru is seeking her out bc he just really fucked up with laios.
she tells him, yeah man, super your fault for pressing the bruise after fuckin kissing him and then refusing to talk about it. everybody knows the dude does not want to get married and have heirs why did u like agree with his dads letter that he has a duty to sire children
she really doesnt want to talk to him about this. she wants him to need her like she needs him--she doesnt want to need him like she does. and she doesnt want to help him fall in love with someone else, but its like he doesnt even realize whats happening.
kabru insists the kiss was nothing, and he shouldnt talk about it with laios bc he was just drunk its just... he wants laios' full trust. and its weird, but sometimes he pictures laios as girl and something about that works. but its a weird wishful thinking bc kabru wants to get thru this barrier they have where (kabru feels) laios feels like he cant trust him bc kabru is good liar and laios cant read ppl. like maybe if they shared something that intimate, them both being trans, theyd understand each other completely
rin doesnt really know what to make of any of that. it feels like further rejection. like it just feels obvious to her that no matter what, he loves laios. and that thorny feeling of jealousy is spiraling around her heart. maybe she says something cruel, gives terrible advice bc she feels so hurt that he cant see how sincere her jealousy is, that he cant see how it hurts her to hear him in love with someone else?
im not super sure where to take the scene from there. i know i want it to end with kabru feeling worse about laios and deciding to avoid him, but without him realizing that rin is purposefully pulling away yet. (he'll realize that later, when laios is the one to tell him she and marcille and seeing each other and he didnt even know. and he'll have to address then that hes taken her friendship for granted)
any thoughts on the kinds of things she might say? or might tell him? i feel like theres an obvious solution im just missing
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ive been following u seeing u post abt this zan thang for how long and yet have no idea what they look like or what their general deal is i need lore pls đ need an infodump stat i trust u more than anything google would give me fr
ZAN THANG ??? anyways hiii anon zan partizanne is a character from kirby star allies.shes the leader of a nun/magic general trio working for a doomsday cult to collect the jamba heart gem pieces that blew off the main heart after a failed attempt at bringing back ancient god void termina to end the universe by their cult leader hyness (not worded this extremely but.cmon.they werent aiming for a little planetary destruction nor does void care for controlled destruction considering how violent it is)
in the first fight against her she fails epically n blows up their ship abt it w her fellow cultists still inside to win, n is then seen again guarding the ritual altar for hyness, where a pause screen (where kirby usually gives boss info) says shes extremely devoted to him for taking her in as a child n idolizes n adores him, since he has a strong cult leader charisma, though hes said to mistreat her n cant recall her name correctly (shes v insistent everyone remembers it likely*bc* he never does n shes v upset abt it), after losing the second fight she tries asking for his help after being knocked to the floor but after descending the stairs he smacks her to the side for passing out in his way, n after a rly easy first phase hyness summons the three generals n absorbs their life power n uses their bodies as weapons n shields, before sacrificing them to the heart to summon void
then in an extra mode? or the true arena? idk i dont remember you get the funniest little lore bit hyness took her in bc he saved/resurrected her from a suicide attempt gone wrong after she got struck by lighting trying to jump off a cliff mid storm, which is likely where her obsession w him originated since he gave her a new life in multiple meanings (the other two generals were also bought back by him, but from accidental deaths instead)(magazine interview info starts being used here) but hyness always prioritized revenge over his followers, obtaining the heart his negativity seemed to bounce back n forth it n back to him, causing him to develop some weird violent aggression problem, n after looking zan dead in the face he decides not to tell her what to do if he continues getting worse, bc ultimately she just didnt matter to him as much as he mattered to her.
oh n he just forgets her name naturally.yeah its not implied it was the heart he just doesnt rly try remembering it n only apologizes after.rude.
anyways shes also one of the characters who got to have in character tweets n shes such a little cunt in them? she gives everyone mean nicknames based on appearance n is always claiming she can beat them up (for note:her fight is designed w safe spots since she has lighting magic from the resurrection, giving her lightning speed she abuses to win (pause screen says she even toys w foes w it shes hilarious) so shes actually a lot of just talk imo ngl) n is specially irrationally rude towards adeleine, a literal child, for hiding behind things from enemies bc shes being cowardly.shes definitely NOT projecting some weird hatred for her younger weaker self on her.zan would NEVER.shes so kind n normal n polite! def doesnt have a line where she wants hyness to watch her triumph bc she wants his praise to feel good abt herself!
also she has a speech quirk of using advanced dramatic language n in jp she literally changes first person pronouns when doing that so shes actively trying to sound smart.shes so stupid i love her
also also despite the mean nicknames she calls the other two generals "my darling franny n berge" n always calls hyness Lord Hyness, so she is v affectionate towards specifically her weird little dysfunctional cult family+her own name is super silly (zan comes from saint/act of beheading in jp, partizanne in jp was just a cutefication of "partisan", her spear of choice)+even her attack names.she spells things w Z n has a little dork reference to a shinto thunder god bc hes just like her fr n named one after lemonade shes SO silly.this is all while she wants to come across as super serious n mature btw.she also believes in shooting stars n screamed at a child bc she mistook him for one which is somehow his fault in her little delusional brain
also she didnt die at the end lol extra mode stuff happened n shes fine.shes still in the suicide satanic cult but hyness is letting the mages have outside time now which is as functional of a life as she can tolerate before the inherent need to be in a cult dynamic kicks in for her
here have an official manga w her đ shes stupid n mentally unstable n i love her.she evil laughs abt killing you btw.oh n shes an explicit abuse apologist abt hyness in the novel adaptation which is just sad
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Mimi was always the first between them to wake up. Not just because she started preparations at the store early but because Hazel, despite being steam, could sleep like a rock. Though getting herself untangled from said stone like grip was a challenge. Wrestling free she took just a moment to gaze mirthfully at her wife cradling a pillow. The early morning haze allowing her to imagine for a moment, something or maybe someone else between them. Remembering with a start the nights full events she hurries quietly to see if Mason had awoken. Stopping in the hallway her gem grew bright at the sight before her. Sunflower was watching over him, as she had always done for Mimi as a child. She was truly a sweet old girl. Mason has seeming gotten quite comfortable through the night,splayed out in a silly way and sand covering the couch and floor. She stifflied a giggle, wishing almost to wake Hazel just to see it.
As much as she wanted to stay in the peace of this moment she knew she needed to call the orphanage now that the lines were back up. They might accept their story but it wasnt exactly legal to pick up a kid off the street the way they did. She heard Hazel stir and enter the room. She could tell Hazel found as much joy in the scene as she had as she barely hid tears. Gesturing to the phone Hazel understood what she needed to do. "Good morning sweet potato, why dont you make our guest some of your turf cakes while I take the phone. "
She didnt need to be in at work till 10 and normally she would revel in the time with Mimi but now her steam was in knots, there was so much to say,so much they didnt know, a million reasons not to do this; but something her father taught her from hearing that story over the years was there could be a million no's but one yes that was more important than any of it, plain and simple love.
When Hazel gets off the phone she enters the kitchen with a dower expression, until she sees Mason fully awake,poorly sneaking sunflower food over the counter with Mimi exaggeratedly pretending not to notice. everyday could be like this she thought,her heart aching with want. She mentally scolded herself again, she knew even if this could happen for them it would take a long time. Shoving everything aside for his sake she finally says "Good morning bud, wipe off that sleep sand we're going for a ride".
the more Mason talks excitedly about places he sees and how theyll go together like its obvious,the more Hazel feels ill. She grips the handle trying to will her precipitation to hold shape as the tears well up behind her goggles. The closer they get to the orphanage, the more anxious he becomes, gazing up at her with worry. She cant bring herself to meet his eyes as it comes into view. "ms. Lumen, why are we here, i thought stuff was ok I thought we were home now". The staff came out relived to see him returned safely. She looks at him with a forced smile "its gonna be ok, just wait for me ok?" They talk for awhile behind closed doors before Hazel is allowed to speak to him again. his body shook as she bent down to his level. "Mason listen to me budâŠyou are always part of our home no matter what happens,but we cant just take in a kid like this,its..its more complicated than that. Im going to fight for you I promise, but it might take a long time and you wont always see us ok?". He shook and pushed her back."i dont understand" His sand was starting to clump together from tears.
"Mason please understand its not that we dont care about you-"They always say that" he interrupts. "They say they want me, my first mama said a mixed kid was good for videos" he says confused as to what it even meant. "They say they love me until my sand gets too much to handle,you're the same, nobody wants a mixed kid". He was inconsolable, a woman nearby tells hazel that its ok, hes always like this,shes free to leave. He shys away from her touch when she reaches out so she just says " Mason, Im mixed, I understand how hard it is,how elements look at you, how elements dont know how to act around you,i know". He looks up confused "huh, no way youre air!âŠright?" She laughs slightly "I can pass for it some days, and some days I was trying too, but my mom is fire and my dad is water. They came together even when it was hard because they loved each other, and that made me,steam.And my brother" she added smiling. He looked at her with awe and wary. She continued "We want you in our family Mason;just like my parents fought to have me we will fight for you.I want to hear your stories and maybe, maybe if you're lucky, ill ride in a balloon with you".
He still looks wearing but she coaxes a smile out of him. "Okay but you have to pinky promise or else" he said pouting. "You got it bud" Hazel laughed before growing serious "just wait for us ok, even if it takes a million years you'll come home, I promise"
She can't help but look back as she gets on her bike. Mimi meanwhile has been been texting Flint, both trying to explain the situation and asking if there's any way they can sponsor them
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i don't get it. im in a position where i can make so much progress. ive had interviews damn near every day this week. I go to therapy now. i dont do pills. i eat. i try to talk out what im feeling more. but its just not enough. theres STILL something there and im edging closer to it. i can feel it. im on the brink of something horrible. i dont know what's going to happen once i reach that point. im scared of what'll happen. but it feels like once it comes i wont be able to hold back. i genuinely dont know how i did this before
being so busy.. i think it was a buffer. i never felt involved in my feelings really. id just ignore them and hide them away. in one hand, im glad i am where i am. the highs i feel feel so different from back then. ive never felt satisfaction like i do now. some times anyway. but the lows STING. i can really simmer on them now. it gives the gnawing insecurities Ive been feeling a meaning. a place in me that i have to accept. i have to actively accommodate for it all now. or ill implode
every day feels like a gamble. i cant express how little i want to do/be here. i dont care about any of this fr. i care about hurting people. its paralyzing. Ive always been such a people pleaser and i cant let it go. I will minimize everything until i absolutely cant anymore. and atp i feel so backed into a corner. my only two options seem to be either blow up and forced somewhere until i can find the drive to do something other than killing myself... ooor... kill myself. i swear that wasnt on purpose lmfao. but seriously. i mean what are the other options? i can barely push myself to do anything anymore. i dont care to. id isolate from everyone if they didnt reach out so often. well that and they notice now. ive ghosted everyone too many times they all know to just act sad so ill come back T^T
i get really tempted to tell my best friend about all this. i feel like i talk too much about myself nowadays. or talk too little or too boringly on others. but then i reread ts i used to say back/how i used to say it and i think ? i prefer us now ??
HA nah. im sure its the insecurity talking. i really do love her. she is the one and only i know will stick around no matter what. no matter how boring or how angry i get she does not hate my guts. i wish i didnt like her so much tbh. it makes me angry how angry i get with her sometimes. i cant help myself when i notice something off. shes the one person i can openly express my frustrations without consequence. but i take it too far cause of it. ive had no experience with that sorta shit. i try to be better to her cause of it. i think its only fair. the junk ive put her through this last year.. the rage ive thrown at her. thee inattentiveness. selfish. ive been too focused on making myself feel better that ive let her sting because of it. i want to make it up tenfold. she deserves more. and if i cant have her in the way i want her, i will do my best in whatever place she wants me in instead. for now, thats been a more casual friendship. she doesnt talk to me as much about her feelings. her heart is really broken about her ex. as much as i dont understand what she sees in her i know that she needs her time to bounce back. i think shes getting it out of her new person. she talks about how annoying she finds her and how she disrespects her boundaries a lot. they broke up almost immediately. but she stuck around because she felt obligated to and now i think theyre building something better. hopefully. i dont meddle as much now. i dont want to hear it + prying shit from her is NOT worth the effort. when shes ready, shes so eloquent. i love listening to her talk. even when its about nothing
im gonna stop babbling about her now. i wish i wasnt so close with her i swear i make myself disgustingly obvious.. anyway. i bring up all that to say, her battery is dead. i want her to focus on making herself feel better for now. she needs to stop overextending herself so damn much. i wont let myself be another burden for her to bear. though with such a giant rush of new feelings and a single person that i know loves me no matter what.. its kinda hard
i wish that i could talk through everything with her. if only it were that easy.
i think im going to relapse not gonna lie. it makes no sense not to. ig for my health but aside from that? itll help me feel more careless. i wont need to cut myself, i wont need to blow up, i wont need to think anymore. i can just focus on acting sober annnd holding down a job. much easier than holding back whatever this is now. if this could come out of me without leaving a broken mess, i would. but if i ever told anyone my true feelings id make them sad. i need to lash out to gain the momentum to bring it up.
im gonna stop writing now. i feel like ill go on forever again.. its just been tangent after tangent
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Onyx being well rested from her nap, started her routine and finished with good time. She had to be discreet with her way of dressing so she wore normal street clothes and changed outside to not raise suspicion. Kissing Brian goodbye and shooting a glare at the little blue guy, she went to a telephone pole nearby where she called her client.
They gave her instructions and told her about the job which she gave a code word as confirmation. Hanging up, she snaps her fingers to change into her work uniform, an all black bodysuit with flats and her hair in a tight braid. No jewelry or heels, she couldnt risk getting grabbed or being heard. Before she carries out the job, she likes to observe the victims to try and figure out the best approach.
Her target was a local crooked politician. He was one of the cases that was difficult to tell when he wasnt hated by everyone. She doesnt care about that, all she cares about is the money and the job getting done. She didnt feel like being bothered with an angry client. Scaling a building using her magic, she hears a familiar voice nearby, hiding in the shadows to not be seen in the dim light. Her heart stopped when she seen Brian, getting frisked and kissed and gropped by a woman.
She wanted to step in, she wanted to kill the woman and make it painful, something she was an expert at if the moment called for it. As much as she wanted to go cry in a corner and not come out of it, she still had a job to do, swallow the tears for now. You cant risk blowing your cover. As much as she wanted to make this a moment she can forget, she knew she had to talk to Roxie before doing anything. If she didnt, Brian would be 6 feet under and Alymer would be an afterthought. So begrudgingly, she took a picture with a camera and put it away. Hopefully by then it would process after all the time that would pass.
Her anger was shown blantantly in the kill she did. Her work was sloppy and she used the victim to take out all of her anger for the moment even if that was boiling over. When the job was done, she calls the client from a phone in the room, politicians have several phones, sleezebags. They exchange the code word and leave each other where they are, not bothering to clean up the body. The client wanted to send a statement to their local government so she was instructed to leave it there and make a mess so to speak. She was grateful given how pissed she was.
'Dont you dare go home. Come to furballs house first.' Roxie's voice rang in her head as she left the building, her bodysuit and face covered in blood. She wanted to ignore her sister, tell her to fuck off, and finish Brian off herself for breaking her heart and trust. The very thought of seeing his face made her violent but Roxie kept chiming in. 'Dont you dare! Bring your ass here!' 'If you do something stupid, Im not helping you!' A loud and annoyed groan left her lips as she snapped her fingers to teleport to Rockelle's house.
The house was in good condition but it was the place where she moved to in order to get away from the thought of her abusive ex. She hasnt left her house in over 50 years and Roxie had free reign, being able to roam freely and cause her more pain without consequence. Things were good for her sister, no matter how much she hated the treatment of Rockelle. She didnt care for the woman much but she knew how it felt to be abused and teased relentlessly after. She knew she hated it just as much as she did back in assassin school.
Roxie opened the door before she could even knock and Onyx silently looks at her. "You look like shit. I felt your aura jump. Are you- WOAH-" Roxie starts then was firmly grabbed and sobbed on, Onyx's cries filling the air while Roxie cringes. "Hey hey you are getting blood all over me! What happened?! Are you okay?!" She asks and Onyx could only speak in cryish (a form of crying gibberish) and hand gestures. While Rockelle lived in a secluded area, she knew someone would hear her sisters wail of a cry. "Okay okay lets get you inside, shh shh." Roxie practically yanks her in and sits her down on the couch.
Rockelle promptly glares at Roxie for getting blood on her couch. "Hey, I will clean it later, let me help my sister first." Roxie barks and Rockelle waves her hand, going back to cooking herself food. "Onyx, look at me. Take a deep breath okay?" She demonstrates and Onyx follows, albiet shakily and sniffs, tears running down her face. "Now can you tell me what happened? I havent seen you cry at all since...'47! You never show anything! What made you-" Roxie began to ramble and Onyx shows the picture. It fully processed by now and Onyx began to wail again, shaking and sobbing.
"Dont tell me you seen another dead animal on the...side...walk." Roxie looked over the picture and her heart dropped, understanding why her sister was so unconsolable. It was Brian getting sucked off, in a dirty alley by some woman that wasnt her sister. Now you would think Roxie would console her, tell her everything will be okay, but Roxie wasnt normal. The woman began to laugh, a loud belly laugh filled the air and Onyx stopped crying briefly to look at her, Rockelle poking her head out of the kitchen to see what the laughter was about.
"What...in the fuck is so funny about that?" Onyx asks amist her tears and Roxie wiped the tears away, snorting. "Your boyfriend is so much of a loser he couldnt even get a hotel room to cheat in! Oh thats ri-" She began to tease until Onyx pointed a gun at her which clammed her up quickly. Rockelle quickly ducked in fear of a shot ringing out. "Dont you EVER laugh at my misfortune. Theres not jack shit funny about this." Onyx said as the gun was taken off safety which Roxie lowers it, looking at her sister with a deadpanned expression. "Im not laughing at you dumbass. Im laughing at him for being that stupid. Cheating on you? Then doing it in public? He must have clearly been out of it! You didnt kill him though did you? Besides, you dont have any bullets left, you are getting sloppy sis." And with that, Roxie snatches the gun and throws it across the room.
"Shut up, I wanted to scare you." Onyx said, her expression going back to sad, tears still rolling down her face. "No. No I didnt kill him. I came here you idiot. Now are you going to help me or not?!" The woman asked, still upset about the revelation of her beloved cheating. "Pump the breaks spazoid. Im saying your boyfriend is so much a loser, him getting you was a miracle. You really think he would just cheat like that, risking you seeing it on one of your 'walks?' Better yet, did he even show signs of wanting to cheat? This isnt exactly something that would 'come out of nowhere' if he never leaves the house." Roxie explained which made Onyx even more upset. "How dare you discredit what I seen?! The evidence is there and Im a former sex worker! What if-" She starts and Roxie shakes her head. "No, if he went in with intention to cheat, you would have known it. You have intuition of a damn hawk and you would have seen it before it ever happened. What did you do before you left today?"
"We...We cuddled. And he talked about a future with me." Onyx replied and Rockelle thought about it for a moment. "Can..Can I see that picture really quick?" She chimes in and Roxie scowls. "No you fucking idiot! What do you-" She starts and Onyx points a knife at her which shuts her up, handing the picture over silently. "I dont care what happens in this house when Im not here but you wont make fun of her in front of me. She can see it, its fine." Onyx corrects and Roxie growls as Onyx puts the knife away.
"As I was saying, I dont think he just cheated to cheat. Even IF a woman convinced him to, it doesnt seem likely. He fumbled and was a huge zeeko! You cannot tell me he wouldnt just nervously talk and-" Roxie continued then Rockelle chimes in. "Um...May I ask an intimate question Onyx?" Which makes Roxie reach to grab one of Onyx's knives but the woman stops her by grabbing her wrist with a vice grip making her squeal. "Go for it." Onyx responds and Rockelle slowly brought the picture closer, showing a sleeve of blue in the womans mouth. "Is...Is Brians dick blue?" Rockelle asks timidly and Roxie snatches the picture with a free hand. "Your meds must not be working! You have GOT to he joking, theres no way in hell his dick is-" A pause. "Oh shit it is blue." Roxie said and Onyx takes the picture away, releasing her sisters wrist, taking a closer look at the picture.
It was blue. His dick was blue. Onyx silently got up and felt her blood boiling over even more this time. Both Rockelle and Roxie immediately cowered away, knowing when Onyx is silent, shes a very deadly woman. "Um...sis...Did you-" Roxie starts and Onyx looked over at them both with red eyes, making them flinch. "You shouldnt go out covered in blood...It might scare someone." Rockelle chimes in, which Onyx snaps her fingers, changing her outfit and getting the blood off of her face and body. With the picture in hand, she walks out of the door, the two women left to wonder who was the unlucky bastard who caused this.
Onyx arrived home, not acknowledging a crying Brian on the couch. The picture she had, dropped from her clenched fist onto the coffee table, nearby Brian. Her gaze was stoic and icy, red as the blood she wished to rip from Alymer by hand. This behavior was odd considering she would always speak to Brain but her focus was elsewhere. Without hesitation, she kicks in the formally shut bathroom door, knocking it off the hinges, grabbed the blue turd, firmly enough to hold him in place but not enough to hurt him.
"You have only one chance and one chance only to tell me what the fuck you did tonight. If you lie, I will kill you and throw you to the birds do you FUCKING HEAR ME?!" Onyx screamed. This is terrifying for many reasons. Onyx doesnt show emotion so when she does, its scarier. She doesnt raise her voice, no matter how her expression is, always speaking at one tone. She was very docile with Brian, her violent nature never seeping through the cracks despite her career choice. So this would hopefully send a message to Alymer with how pissed he was.
In the back of her head, she risked Brian going through withdrawals. Hurting in a way she could never fully fix and potentially fucking over their relationship. She knew Brian would find out the monster she is in more ways than one, she knew Brian would even fear her after this moment. Her anger was so apparent and strong at this time, she put it aside to selfishly end this little worm. Her intuition was right all of this time about him. How he was using her boyfriend to do devious things such as cheat on her.
How did she not catch it before? Did she miss his heart rate when she said certain things? Did she miss the lipstick on his collar when she did his laundry? Did she miss the way women would look at him out in public? Did she miss any signs that SCREAMED he was doing this? This revelation made her even angrier, her grip tightening just enough to bruise him but not enough to kill him. She wanted this blue fucker to suffer.
She knew she shouldnt have trusted this. She should have known it would be a trick. She should have known it was too good to be true. She knew she couldnt let herself become so vulnerable and so WEAK with another person. She wanted to rip both Alymer and Brian limb from limb for tricking her into thinking she was safe with them. She wanted to start with the little shit that always caused her problems in the first place and she would be damned if anyone came in between this.
If this seems foolish or irrational, it isnt in her eyes. Shes always been the butt of someones joke and she would be damned if she let it happen again. So now shes going to get her payback for being tricked into believing she was safe with someone else. Shes only safe with her sister and herself. Her solitude is better than ever going through this again.
Aylmer squeakedâThat's right, SQUEAKEDâthe door and the grabbing happening all too fast for him!
For the initial seconds, the blue man struggled in her hands, quickly finding that he was only making it harder on himself.
"Were you raised in a barn??? Didn't anybody ever tell you to KNOCK before kicking in a closed door?!" The parasite narrowed his teensy eyes until they nearly vanished altogether. He was in quite a predicament and he wasn't in any position to act recklessly. He could lash out and sink his teeth into her forehead but then he'd just be stuck with goody-goody Brian.
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Brian had fallen asleep out of mental exhaustion, waking when he heard the crash. He shot straight up from his pile of tears on the sofa, afraid that Aylmer had finally deserted him.
"Onyx? What the hell are you doing?!" He tapped her shoulder, disheartened and confused to see his two favourite people seemingly at such odds with each other. "If you wanted a hit that badly, you didn't have to squeeze it out of him!" He turned his eyes to Aylmer.
"Aylmer, what the hell is going on?"
smolcuriouskitten // cont'd [ x ]
Brian didn't face Onyx straightaway but gradually turned his head towards the woman he loved. He knew that making eye contact wasn't an imperative since she seemed to never change her expression (usually) and therefore it wasn't easy to read her reaction to what was being said to her.
Still, he had called her in here and now he was obligated to treat this like an actual civil conversation.
"Well, that's kind of just it-"
The young man practically recoiled when he saw that grin which was, unfortunately, getting to be more and more characteristic. It was also a bit of a 'war flashback' moment for him, as he could recall breaking out into maniacal smiles for no reason at all starting with his connection to Aylmer.
"You and he have been doing an awful lot of talking lately..." Brian sighed, still in the dark as to the light shooting out of his head. Right now he had a rig of saran wrap and tape over it to keep the elements out, but he knew that would only get him so far. Needless to say, hats were a must when out in public. His brother Mike was bringing new fashions over weekly.
"I just don't want you going down the same path as I have, Onyx... And I don't want more trouble for Aylmer, either... It's not any secret how much I've had to pay the cops to keep quiet about things as they are..."
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The parasite was indeed incapacitated, currently swaddled and sipping chicken brains from a blender cup with a straw, but the severed link between himself and Brian had caused an additional phenomenon; he could now hear all of Brian's thoughts! Even from another room!
Needless to say, the attempted co-conspiring taking place in the bathroom caused unhappiness to swell inside of his blue body. Onyx was his only recourse during these tough times, this he believes wholeheartedly... Aylmer didn't actually posses a heart, instead a heart-like part called the aortic arch, but that's neither here nor there. All that mattered was his will to pit Onyx against Brian because Brain, bless him, was of little to no use anymore.
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Teresa reassuring James versus Teresa speechless with James
#queen of the south#qots#qotsedit#qotsgifs#jeresa#james valdez#teresa mendoza#teresa x james#favorita#my posts.#mis#alice braga#peter gadiot#HOF70#no hesitation on her part when she wants to assure him#it's not personal or not about him or his assumptions#imagine in 211 and 308 he was probably drowning in his thoughts#the fact that she was leaving bc of their parking lot spat#or she regretted them hooking up#but when it comes to matters of the heart she cant bring herself to tell him what she feels#when she thought she was losing him#then when she realizes the depth of what he did to protect her#and what that means
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>Hard to Love* à©â©â§âË
ÊÄÉàł; Part 2: Is this guy serious..?
Summary: Y/N is in their Junior year taking sciences, and has been elected as the Class Procter for the current year, as Class Procter she must fullfill certain objectives, but what happens when she runs into someone who claims to know her from her past?
Warning: Contains swearing.
Story Notes: Gouba is suppose to be Xianglings younger brother, Scaramouche is a part of childes friend group.
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;The chatter of other students filled the room. Childe and his friend group was loud like always, typical Highschool guys. Break was about to begin, but luckily you and your friends had the same class prior to break. Sitting on the right side in the back of the class room with your friends, you sat quietly listening to them talking while doing your Chemistry homework.
"And I kid you not...she looked at me NOT ONCE...BUT TWICE!"
'Hutao really likes her..'
"SHE WANTS YOU..for real."
"or maybe she was looking at you because you had something on your face... "
"Haha! Let Tao be delusional, Chongyun."
"I AM NOT DELUSIONAL IT'S THE TR-"
"Ehm." Ah, it was Mr. Zhongli
"Ms Tao, you are quite loud I would appreciate it if you were to..tone it down a bit" the whole class was looking towards your group, embarassing.
"Ms L/N. Would you please come to my desk for a moment? I need to discuss something with you."
'Shit. I hope it's not about my Geography test..'
Walking nervously to his desk, you looked back to see your friends giving you thumbs up and hearts; if you weren't embarrassed before, you were now.
"You are well aware that you are our class procter, aren't you?"
"Yes ,sir."
"Ah well, I hope you remember what I requested you to do yesterday."
"You wanted me to show the new kid around?"
"Good to hear you remembered, have you gotten to that yet?"
"No sir.."
"Well, you have until after break, please come to me once you are done, you may return to your seat now" As much as I enjoy playing the role of class procter, I'm too shy to approach people I barely know.
"Y/n! enlighten us, what did Mr. Zhongli say to you?"
"Is he removing you from the class procter role?"
"No, he is not removing me yun, he wants me to show the new kid around but i'm way too nervous to talk to people i just met.."
"Ayaya.. typical y/n, you havent changed one bit since middle school."
"Tao!! please don't remind me of myself from back then!"
"Haha, its okay im sure one of us will be free to accompany you, but let me tell you this..I will not be free, I have club meetings to attend, sorry.."
"It's okay Xingqui, Tao, Yun, Xiangling? what about you three?"
"Sorry!! I promised Yanfei that I would meet up with her at the library.."
"Err..I have a Computer Science test.."
"I have to take care of Guoba!!"
'Ah..so I really have to do this alone now..'It's okay Y/N you're old enough to do these baby things on your own. It will be okay!'
"Oh..it's okay, ill manage on my own! As a matter of fact"
You stood from your seat
"Ill go talk to him right now! and tell him to meet me infront of the lockers outside the classroom."
"Ah..are you sure tha-"
"Well we cant stop her now shes already on her way."
"Lets hope she dosen't embarass herself.."
Walking to his seat with false confidence you were about to lightly tap his shoulder, but before you could.
"Y/NNN HIIII" Childe.
The rest of the group greeted you as well, you were quite good friends with them. "Hello Childe...Hi guys!" you said Childes name with a bit of bitterness, obviously as a joke.
"Haha, what brings you here?"
"Just needa talk to Scaramouche, not much"
"Ooo-"
"Don't"
"Tch dammit".
"What do you want?" he said blankly
"Oh uhm, im Y/N , the class procter Mr. Zhongli told me to show you around and help you with the school schedual and things, could you meet me during break near the lockers?"
He suddenly, yet slowly with a bit of confusion looked at you,your friends in the back, and, then his. Both groups were teasingly throwing fists, hearts, and, thumbs ups in the air silently cheering the two of you. All that work just to embarass the both of you.
His confused expression quickly went away as he heard your words, and was replaced with a more approachable and softer face. "Hah..Did he really say that?" he said while looking at your face with a smug look.
"...Yes. Is there a problem?" 'If he can be sassy so can I',
"Are you sure you're the class procter? You dont seem very procter like to me.." he spoke very casually with a chuckle.
"Excuse me?"
"Haha! ahh.. you really don't recognize me do you?" 'is he..fucking with me? and why is he smiling like that, creep.'
"No..? Am I suppose to?" 'Seriously , who is this guy?'
"Wow, personality wise you really haven't changed one bit N/N haha, talk to me once you remember who I am." 'how did he know that nickname, hell not even my friends know about it..'
He gave you a harsh flick on your forehead, looked back at his notebook and continued his work.
From the corner of your eye you could see Childe and Kaeya hitting each other and whispering, they seemed quite excited...
With your arms crossed, confused you spoke again "Uhm.... So is that a yes or no to meeting me at the lockers?"
He looks back at you with a amused face "Fine ill meet you there, your friends looked quite offended, better go to 'em"
"Oh, yea ill see you later i guess..."
Making your way back to your seat with a confused look, you could hear Scaramouchs' friends teasing him.
Then you saw your friends faces.
They looked almost offended? Shocked? Baffled?
"Y/N..."
"No fuckin way."
"DO YOU KNOW EACH OTHER?!"
"Tao shhh.." you spoke while calmly sitting down
"Ah...well what happened..?"
As soon as you told them they started taking guesses as to who could it be, who was it that laid their flithy hands on their Y/N..the audacity.
"How dare he act so frank with you" Xiangling said obviously as a joke, but she acted as if he commited a crime.
"Well break is about to start" Chongyun stood up with his Computer Science notes.
"Good luck on your date"
"He is not my date!"
"Sure.."
Xingqui stood up too following the boy "Well bye bye N/N good luck!!"
Slowly Hutao and Xiangling left too, leaving you on your own.
'I guess ill just go to the lockers and wait for him..'
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It pains him to see this. She's losing herself. She's sinking into shadows and she can't well breathe. Gale watches her flounder, those fringes of terror written plain and stark. Her heart crashes like tempest, pulsing through those tendrils of their ill-gotten worms, and it terrifies and frightens as it spills into his senses... Her heart-pounding terror now become his own. She believes herself a danger. He can taste the sharp of blood. And she, a hunter, knows best her creatures, and by arrows and steel and the run of a blade, it's solely death and ruin that will stem their thirsts...
He hears the sundering of windpipes.
And he sees her friends. "Ah--"
And he smells him, his rotting, and hears his heart.
Everything! Everything is blisteringly magnified. It's like the world, a pale swath of grey, takes on colors and sounds he's seldom once known. Gale severs the connection, shutting his eyes tightly to the nauseating feedback. Yet, to the heart of the matter, he'd felt a familiar grief--a horror that, too, had twisted his dreams... They're both liabilities. (His orb gives a laugh.) "We all have a hunger, and yet, few would understand the feeling of willfully ignoring it," he reminds, gaze so blindingly patient. His touch is soothing, its usual warmth like an evening in the sunshine or a nap beside a hearth. "I don't need to tell you what you've done, but I would be remiss were I to allow you to think yourself what you are very clearly not. You have compassion. I had felt your very heart echo. Don't make the mistake of believing you're no different from them. I have seen you, and nothing's further from the truth." Relax. Breathe. He offers himself, his own life, and his own flesh and blood transfers her way, thatching her wound through clever spell. The group behind them is silent, the smell of massacre and blood swimming with the earthiness of forest. Yet, Gale aims to narrow her attention, and canting his head, he brings the fragrance of persimmons. His palm, his hand, still cradles her. "You have fought to have me by your side when you'd have every reason to cast me away. Most would struggle to show me the kindness you've consistently afforded me. Speak nothing of monsters, Dronia. You've above even mortals--and I believe I'd know about that." Smile. Oh, please do, hunter. "If ever you forget yourself, know that I'm there to remind you. You will not bury anymore friends today. Come. I think we've ought to get ourselves cleaned up."
It's telling, she thinks, that he doesn't answer her first question, opting instead to answer his second. The depths of the damage she's caused are strewn about, the fetid smell of death and the sweet copper of crimson on her lips and tongue, coating her throat. The knowledge of what humanoid blood tastes like, how much more exquisite and powerful it is than animal blood. Animal. That's what she feels like right now, no better than an animal. And even then, they had some semblance of thought, they had a capacity for caring and love. Animal was too good for what she had done. She swallows hard, feeling a lump in her throat and tasting more of the blood as it slides down her gullet. They all witnessed her spectacular descent into a mindless frenzy and knew exactly what lurked under her scarred skin. Monster monster monster monster monster...
Even now she can hear their hearts pounding in her head.
thu-thump thu-thump ââᔀâââᔀââ
He nears her and all she wants to do is shrink away, much like prey would a predator. And yet the only predator here is her. Gods. But he was right about one thing, he is Gale of Waterdeep, with a flick of his wrist and some fancy word she doesn't understand he can fling her back several hundred feet or hold her in place by an invisible force. She isn't the only one who was a threat at a distance. But the simple fact remains she still eyed him as prey, wolf and rabbit. She knows what he's doing, the man has a way with words like few others, had he not been a wizard he would have made an excellent bard. It's too late for the regret, however, she felt it immensely from the instant she came to her senses. As he reaches out to touch her injuries, she jumps a bit, involuntary, but everything is so frayed about her that the slightest touch has her on edge. "Aren't I, though? I see their throats and all I see are the bodies of friends I lost back home. The same wounds, the same twisted expressions... but I did that." Her voice shakes as she speaks, eyes closing as she feels his magic start to mend the deep stab wound, "that makes one of us, then."
#THCDOOMED#Oh I imagine her identity crisis is intense. And it makes sense why she's panicking and scared and terrified and sickened by her own self#She feels the hunger within her. Hell through her senses Gale can HEAR his heartbeat and SMELL his own blood#But still? She is controlling herself#she isn't gnashing at the bars#she's GRIEVING and feels REGRET and feels sick to her stomach.#Gale's like... if you're a monster surely you would have the simple mind to SLAKE that thirst#most would. So few things would EVER willfully choose essential starvation#but YOU do. And not just that... you feel regret for everything. Who feels sorry for killing what they must to eat?#And what monster would let HIM stay by their side when he's well and truly a ticking time bomb?#Honestly. Gale is right. Lmao. Forget monster... Dronia transcends even the whole mortal ilk. She's just built different TM.#Now now... Dronia precisely deserves Gale. If anything Gale thinks he doesn't deserve her. <: (
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look i didnât want to be a sour kid
god, it's brutal out here: and percy jackson knows what that means. scars on his body like pulled threads. calluses on his palms from pens that turn into swords, coins that turn into weapons, hands that curl into fists. walking home after an annoying day at school and having to fight the troll on the bridge. you must give me something in order to pass my territory. he gives it death. it gives him another shirt to wash blood stains out of. gods with too much arrogance giving him quests with too little return policy. body that doesn't want to cooperate after he blows up a mountain. body that wants to move too fast when he needs to follow a plan. heart that gets broken and rebuilt with different materials every day. god itâs brutal out here: and percy jackson knows itâs brutal in here too.
traitor: and percy jackson has never felt a word more like a branding in his entire life. he thinks back to the summer he turned thirteen and he sees scorpion tails flashing behind his eyelids. and he sees blonde hair and sometimes he can't differentiate between her and him and them and him. and he sees a scar and he wonders if the cut was deep enough to lose goodness. and he thinks maybe he wouldnât have minded so much if someone had just told him what was going on. and that makes him a traitor too. and he sees it now, how easily he would succumb to the scorpion tail. how he would welcome the bliss of losing his goodness. whoâs to say itâs true goodness anyway? and he remembers the red curls and the summer of beach walks and glass houses and the look of betrayal when plastic hairbrush meets yankees cap. is he a traitor then? to his own feelings? surely not. must be. neither of them liked it. he liked them. traitor, but to who? and remembers the day he left a girl on an island and promised to help her and couldnât in the end. he remembers eyes of fire at his incompetence. and he is a betrayer. but only to others. traitor: and percy jackson thinks heâs never really betrayed anyone but himself.
got my driverâs license: and percy jackson is growing up so fast his limbs can't keep up. one leg is slightly longer than the other and it makes him clumsy. his left hand is bigger than his right and he uses it to punch. he flies a pegasus for the first time and he understands why mortals are always so angry. they will never know this unbridled freedom. and he gets kissed by a girl and he thinks his skin understands the heat of the sun. and his hair becomes curls instead of waves and he has to clip it> push it> tie it back because it keeps getting in his eyes. and his mom asks him if he wants âblue cake this year?â and he has to tell her heâll never be too old for it because sheâs scared heâs going to grow out of her love. he is not. and paul teaches him how to read a book without feeling like his eyes are drowning and he canât believe heâs learning to read in high school. and he is moving through the days like water, finding a way around everything. got my driverâs license: and percy jackson knows itâs only a matter of time before he gets a death sentence too.
itâs always one step forward and three steps back: and percy jackson is waking up with no sense of who he is. he is carrying a goddess on his back and he doesnât even know who his mother is. he is stepping across a river and erasing the curse of indestructible. he is again a demigod with too much vulnerability and not enough care. and he is being flung to an island where time doesnât move and he doesnât want to either. and he is healing like he never has before. and he is leaving and not even the girl who loves him can keep him there because he loves another girl and she doesnât know she loves him back. and he is taking the sky from a friend and he is giving the sky to a goddess and he is leaving a hunter to see the stars and he is watching a new hunter evade the fate they are cursed with. and he was relieved from this burden for one brief second in time. burden of what? burden of sky? burden of prophecy? burden of death? and they are all handed back to him, presented with no other option. they are not the weights in the balancing scale. they are the scale and he is the weights. one step forward and three steps back: and percy jackson wonders if he can go far back enough to erase his own existence.Â
i know you get dĂ©jĂ vu: and percy jackson is hurtled to summers spent in a camp, next to a girl, next to a satyr, next to a friend. and he is living his life in montauk with his mom and he is watching red hair fly in the wind, paint smudges on their skin. and he is remembering how everything is different every year but he can still see the fire wall from his cabin and the smell of wild strawberries is the only thing his scent receptors know how to identify. and he knows solstice could bring death or happiness and heâs starting to think one doesnât exist and one exists too much. and he sees people who love him and show it in ways he knows. blue candy has never been a complicated feeling. and doesnât see people who love him in ways he doesnât know. seaweed brain, let me come with you into the labyrinth, become praetor with me. and he thinks his childhood disappeared the day his mother was kidnapped and is it possible to have dĂ©jĂ vu if youâve never lived enough to experience something once. and he thinks maybe the god of the sun gets dĂ©jĂ vu every time he pulls the star across the sky because itâs all about warmth isnât it? your bodyâs way of saying weâve been here before and we survived. i know you get dĂ©jĂ vu: and percy jackson is sure he has lived a thousand lives in this one alone.
good for you: and percy jackson is craving a life that doesnât involve this madness. he is jealous of the kid in his science class that accidentally knocks over the bunsen burner and only gets a disapproving look from the teacher. his nose bleed starts a war. he is jealous of the neireids that simply become the water and wait for the world to stop burning itself to the ground. you look happy and healthy and he looks like heâs missing five years of his life and no way of moving forward. he is tired and he wants to sleep but the last time he did that it was six months later and he couldnât remember anything. and he wants to sink to the bottom of the ocean but he is still exhaling mud because he drowned in sludge once. and he is too young to be this exhausted but. good for you: and percy jackson wants to become the villain.
all i ever wanted was to be enough for you: and percy jackson is struggling with the expectations people who don't know him want him to have. he is twelve and the teacher hands back a test face down and he knows heâs going to shove it into the pit of his bag before he can be scathed by a red pen. he is thirteen and his mother has finally given herself the hero ending she deserves but he is still this little kid who doesnât know how to handle the world and if she doesnât need him to protect her what is his purpose? he is a teenager watching people have silent conversations about his fate and getting no replies when he asks too. as if it is ridiculous to involve himself in these discussions. he can't be the one, itâs not possible. and wait she is here, from her tree grave. no, she is gone, to her hunter fate. wait they are here from their timeless casino. no she is gone and he is young. far too young. and he canât do this and he canât do that and he isnât there yet, not powerful, too reckless, too loyal. the monsters realise his potential and use it to hurt him. the people don't realise his potential and wish he would use it. all i ever wanted was to be enough for you: and percy jackson is too far gone to be of use.
i hope you're happy, but don't be happier: and percy jackson cannot fall in love unless itâs with her. and he has seen the beauty of people and he wants to keep them all close and he doesnât know how to do it because she keeps him in her grasp. deathly afraid of spiders she says but she has built a web so big he can't move without getting caught. and he goes to a scorned girl on a secluded beach and he likes the way her eyes sparkle in the sun, how she plants the same way his mother does and he leaves her there because she doesnât have a storm in her gaze. and he loses his memory and remembers only her and he knows itâs inescapable. and maybe he kind of loves it. nobody has ever really given him a choice anyway. at least this one he can love. i hope you're happy, but don't be happier: and percy jackson has never known happier anyway.
jealousy, jealousy: and percy jackson is surrounded by the best. he is in a camp dedicated to people like him and he is still at the bottom. and he is on a quest that makes him the main perpetrator but he is still being puppeted along. and he cant help but wonder if he will turn out like the boy with the scarred face. and he cant help but wonder if heâll turn out like the girl who grabbed a figurine. and he can't help but wonder if heâll become a monster or a hero and whatâs the difference really. everyone is fighting for a cause. itâs just the matter of whose side you're on. and he wants to know what will happen if he just lets go. he wants to be like the people who follow their cause. instead he is doing biddings. he is following orders. he is making things right. jealousy, jealousy: and percy jackson wants to know if he can be jealous of his own dreams.
i hope i was your favorite crime: and percy jackson is a little kid with a long record. he is on the news plastered as a criminal endangering others, blowing up a bus. it is not the last destruction he causes. he learns to get clever about it. and he is on the news sobbing about his generous stepdad. generous about the bruises he administers, and the words he spits. generous about his appliances. and he is on the news for jumping off a bridge too high to survive. and he doesnât really know if he will survive but when is he ever really sure heâs going to survive anyway? at least this was a choice. and he is always a criminal unable to plead his innocence. i hope i was your favorite crime: and percy jackson wonders if anyone cares about the injustices against him.Â
you're okay: and percy jackson is staring at his reflection in the rippling water and he knows itâs time to forgive himself. he was just a child. with far too much responsibility and far too much guilt. he had seen death before heâd had his first kiss. he had felt pain before he felt comfort. he had never known safety. and now he is old enough to go wherever he wants and do whatever he wants and he has to forgive himself first. because he was just a kid with a hundred targets on his back and only a fierce need to survive protecting him. youâre okay: and percy jackson knows he will be.Â
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A horror ask for Penny. - "I don't really like to go outside. But the puppet strings leave me no choice."
âPenny? Arent you coming?âÂ
Penny looked between the door and Ruby, her body radiated with what she could only describe as fear. âI⊠do not really like going outside.â Though the puppet strings always make me, she had desperately wanted to say those last few words aloud as her eyes caught the thin strings that wrapped around her limbs. Though, the last time she had said anything about those strings, Pietro had tried to explain to her that they werent there, that she was seeing things, and General Ironwood almost seemed pleased at the idea. âWe⊠we can stay inside, right? A-and help Mantle that way?âÂ
Ruby sighed and closed the door. âI⊠guess we can. Maybe we can monitor the grimm activity and send the others.âÂ
With a smile, Penny sat down at the computer Pietro had made for her and kept watch over the grimm sensors throughout the city of Mantle. After having been rebuilt and designated as the Protector of Mantle, she made sure she could keep watch on the whole city without ever leaving Pietroâs workshop. Always cooped up so the puppet strings would never drag her outside again.Â
An alarm started to blare out on one of the monitors and Penny quickly turned to it. âLooks like grimm are starting to get into Sector 9.âÂ
Ruby quickly pulled up the map of Mantle on her scroll and looked it over. âThatâs just a few streets over. We can make our way out-âÂ
âNo need for us to leave here.â Penny linked into the computer and started to bring up her drone program. Another monitor showed the drones high in the air receive the signal from Penny and make their way to the grimm to dispatch them. Once the drones were on their way, she disconnected and went back to the monitors. âI have created a network of drones to keep everyone safe. Until the wall is rebuilt, I can send my drones around to take care of any grimm that makes their way through.âÂ
âBut⊠what about being a huntress?âÂ
âYou can still be a huntress and you never have to be hurt.â Penny paused as she felt one of the puppet strings start to pull on her arm. Out of the corner of her eyes, she watched as the invisible string started to wrap itself around Ruby. With a sharp inhale, she closed her eyes to get the strings out of her mind. âYou⊠and your friends can be safe. No more need for anyone to risk their lives.âÂ
âThen whatâs the point?âÂ
âThe⊠point?âÂ
âWhatâs the point in keeping everyone safe if weâre not the oneâs really doing it?â Ruby put a hand on Pennyâs shoulder, her arm shook as she slowly gripped her friend. âWe know thereâs a risk to being a huntress and its a risk we accepted a long time ago. And now that we have our licenses, we can finally be out there to help everyone.âÂ
Penny slowly opened her eyes and turned to Ruby. She wanted to tell her exactly why she had to stay inside as she watched the puppet strings start to wrap around herself and Ruby, that the moment she stepped outside, she was no longer herself. And no matter how long she could be herself, it was never long enough to see where the strings led. âI⊠I do not want to lose you.âÂ
âYou wont lose me, but I cant just sit around here when I could be out there helping people.âÂ
âBut Ruby-â Penny reached out to Ruby and her words quit as she watched her friends step outside the workshop. All she could was watch as the puppet strings wrapped around each of Rubyâs limbs as she walked. She knew Ruby was safe from the strings, that they never affected anyone else they wrapped around, however the fear of losing her friends stayed in her heart.Â
The strings had started to tug on Penny once more and she felt her body move to the door, a voice whispered through her mind as she reached the doorway. Her hands moved to clutch her head as the voice grew louder and louder, an image of a chess piece flashed over and over in her mind.Â
The Queen is coming.
She wasnt sure when she stepped outside the workshop or when she started to feel the cold air rush across her synthetic skin, though she knew she was no longer in control of her body as she felt each step. Her mind started to drift and wander as the strings pulled on each part of her, no longer able to keep a thought as she was pulled closer to Amity Arena. As Penny took to the air, her mind no longer fought the strings, her body a mere puppet to the virus that took Beacon down. The drones she once commanded now formed a cloud above the arena as they waited for instruction as a single command ran through Pennyâs mind:Â
Protect everyone, no matter the cost.
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How to Exploit Kindness [A New Kind of Lila Salt Prompt]
[ Ive seen Lila and Class salt that goes a lot of different ways. In some Lilas a sad lonely girl who will do anything for friends and the class fall for her lies through a mixture of manipulation and Lilaâs genuine sad lonely but real persona. In others Lila is insane and the class get basically sucked into her cult. And in others still, Lila slowly breaks the class down by preying on there insecurities, hidden jealousies ect. There are the versions where Lila just bribes the class with connections and the versions where Lila frames Marinette until no one believes her. But I wanted to write a new idea for people to use, one that I feel is a bit more realistic. One where Marinetteâs classmates are more their more authentic kind selves but still get slowly pulled into Lilaâs web and where Lila is just a bit more intelligent. ]
[ As usual with all my prompts feel free to borrow the idea to write for your own thing salt, sugar, cuteness angst ect just be sure to credit me for the idea so I can read it. ]
Lila was furious! This wasnât how it was supposed to go! She was supposed to be everyone's friend! She was supposed to finally get a cute perfect boyfriend who would cherish her like she deserved! She was supposed to be HAPPY! But no, the pathetic beetle Ladybug and that goody two shoes Marinette kept ruining everything!
No⊠No that wasnât quite true. As much as she wanted to blame her problems on those two it wasnât entirely their faults. Honestly Lila wasnât quite sure what had happened. Her lies had been working at first, they had gotten her praise and compliments and adoration and friendship! But now? Now they were all ignoring her, unimpressed by her celeb lies! She could not understand it! At first sheâd been sure it was Marinette or Ladybug maybe even Adrien had turned on her! But when sheâd probed for information sheâd learned that none of them had blown the whistle. So what was it! Tomorrow⊠Tomorrow she will find out one way or another. She needed to get them back under her thumb somehow.
 It was Chloe who gave Lila her answers. Chloe was the reason none of her classmates cared about her stories! Chloe was the idiot mayor's brat. And what a brat she was constantly wiggling her way into her mothers fashion shoots or had celebrities over at the hotel. Of course Lilaâs classmates didnât care about Lilaâs celebrity connections because Chloe was always name dropping just as many people as herself. The only difference was Lila used fake modesty and shyness that made her âfriendsâ view her lies in less of a gloating light than Chloeâs haughty claims of celebrity meetings.
It was a damn shame, celebrity lies were her bread and butter, they were exciting got people to think you were important and they were hard to prove or disprove allowing Lila to easily get around the messy little detail of âproofâ if someone asked for pictures all she could say was that her mom didn't let her take any because she didn't want her precious daughter being targeted by crazy fans. And if someone asked her to use her celebrity connections? Well she could just turn on the water works and cry about them just being her friend for her connections. Thus her prey would be forced to be her âfriendâ , always listening to her and doing things for her, unable to ask for anything in return. Then when her mother announced their next move Lila would tearfully say goodbye and leave all her suckers behind. But without the sway of her celebrity lies her system broke down. That was the problem with picking the school full of rich talented idiots she supposed.
Well with Chloe ruining her system sheâd need a new one. Scrolling through her classmates' social media for a clue she sneered at their overly cheerful and cutesy posts. Always encouraging one another and posting encouraging puff pieces about this or that. Always acting like they were so nice. As Lila scrolled over a charity fundraiser event that Alya had retweeted from Milene a sudden thought crossed her mind. Her classmates were very âniceâ and annoyingly so. They were always butting into each other's business, always being SO concerned, always organizing events to help each other and appreciate each other and going to charity events.
In fact now that she thought about it the stories that had intrigued her âfriendsâ always had some sort of charity garbage attached. Saving Jaggedâs kitten or raising money for some cause or other that always got her heaps of praise. Sure saying Clara whatshername stole her dance moves got attention but not in the same way saying she raised money for some green project. Was it really that simple? Sure her classmates all loved Marinette for her extreme generosity and kindness but was it REALLY that simple? She needed to check.
 It was actually that easy. One simple little lie about how she pulled a blind old man out of danger when he was nearly run over and suddenly the class was bathing her in praise. And the âfactâ that the whole very real thing made her miss first period and sprain her ankle? Well that was just the cherry on top. Suddenly Max was offering her a copy of his notes and everyone was back to caring for her like she was a princess. The fact that Marinette looked like she was seething only for sweet naive Adrien to keep her mouth shut was just so perfect. Sheâd found her golden ticket. Her classmates were truly âgood kind peopleâ and nothing could be exploited quite like kindness.
With this knowledge Lila would easily be able to destroy Marinette, sure she wouldnât be able to do it quickly but slowly she would replace her, with every good deed she made up with every act of false modesty she would build a reputation greater than Marinetteâs she would replace her and become there new âeveryday ladybugâ and the best part was she wouldnât have to say ANYTHING against Marinette. Not. A. Thing. No sweet righteous Marinette would eventually snap, sadly for her it would probably be too late with how much control Adrien had over her, so when it happened Marinette would look like the jealous crazy girl going after the girl that was kinder, sweeter, and better than herself. As for Adrien⊠Well she had a hard time believing it at first but he really was an idiot with a pretty face as long as she was careful as she built her new reputation he would genuinely believe that she was changing for the better and then he'd fall for her.
The best part was, her classmates were genuine. As she built her new good girl heart of gold persona they would genuinely come to love her, all the loyalty Marinette got to enjoy all the perks of being friends with such talented, kind, sweet people would become hers. Slowly no matter how Marinette struggled she would lose, eventually sheâd have nothing left. Of course sheâd need to be careful with her lies but that was easy. Bring the class to a charity here and there and tell them that she was the one who gave the idea for the charity to the actual organizer but didn't want any credit because she was just that kind and humble. If they tried to make her do actual work then sheâd have a sudden accident that would require she sit down.
And then once sheâd done more photoshoots with Adrien for Gabriel sheâd âconvinceâ the man that a charity would make him look good and boost sales. Sheâd MAKE her lies true all while winning over her future father in law, and heck maybe sheâd even pocket a little of the money, she could use a better wardrobe and the extra would be perfect to buy her âfriendsâ the occasional ice cream or presents. In between that sheâd just lie about saving people or volunteering on weekends. Maybe even let it âslipâ how she was a temp hero for Ladybug . One of the sweetest parts was that between volunteering with Lila, there own activities and hanging out with Lila so she could âthank them for their hard workâ no one would be spending a second hanging out with sweet pink little Marinette, they'd abandon her without even realizing it because theyâd be SO busy. Sadly this plan of hers would take a little more work then her others, but it would be worth it to become the queen bee of the class- NO the school! And when Marinette eventually slipped up and looked like the biggest jealous bully in the school. Well sheâd have no choice but to leave the school with her tail in between her legs.
Victory was looking sweet and satisfying.
 [ And where it goes from here is up to you. Lila can win, she can slowly convince the class and school that she's a model citizen and an everyday hero. She can sneakily maneuver the class to not spend time with Marinette slowly separating the girl from her friends. In this way Alya and the rest of them don't become evil salty versions of themselves who overnight hate Marinette and love Lila, but rather they are good naive people who got slowly separated and tricked by someone who wants to use their genuine talents and skills to make herself look better. Adrien who is already shown to be naive and wants to believe the best in people, can fall into Lilaâs trap and become genuinely convinced that his high road method really worked and âreformedâ Lila into a better person. OR Lila can fail, she can claim to be the wrong temporary hero for ladybug, or she can pick the wrong charity to lie about, or get exposed any number of ways and the class can realize with horror that because they are kind but flawed people who are perhaps too trusting and gullible that they got pulled away from Marinette through subtle manipulation and so they can be redeemed because instead of turning into outright bullies they stayed the same kind people they always were but just got genuinely tricked which is something that can actually happen in real life. You can go heavy salt where Marinette does eventually leave the school or class heartbroken that her kind friends have fallen prey to a bad person Marinette cant find a way to expose. Or you can go clever salt where Marinette figures out Lilaâs plan and fights her from the inside slowly exposing the cracks in her facade. Or you can go sugar and redemption where maybe just maybe Lila actually LIKES being nice to people and having real friends who dont care about her fake celeb connections, maybe she honestly redeems herself and even makes amends with Marinette. You can do genuinely anything with this idea and I hope to see this generate some new less *and suddenly everyone is evil* content for those that like salt and angst. ]
#my writing#ml salt#lila salt#lila salt prompt#now technically there isnt any actual class salt or adrien salt in here because its more of a prompt but to be safe il tag it anyway#adrien salt#class salt#ml salt prompt
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