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DUDE ive been binge listening to all of wolf alice's albums and ive just finally clocked where your display name is from
HELP I LOVE WOLF ALICE THEY’RE MY FAVOURITE FAAAAVOURITE BAND
i need to inject your love’s whore into my veins!!! but visions of a life is my favourite album of theirs, banger after banger - my Spotify wrapped 2023 was literally just wolf alice 😭😭 zero variation
#wolf alice enthusiast#if anybody wants to talk about wolf alice i will happily EAGERLY indulge#standing firm on the hill that sadboy is one of their most interesting songs#at first i was like eh it’s okay like yeah it’s sounds fucking amazing but the lyrics don’t do it for me#and then i was like WAIT#this is so cool#like one perspective is obviously shit this guy is struggling with his mental health#like i want to love you so bad but it hurts to love you and this frustrates me#but ANOTHER perspective that came to me in a vision#was like oh this guy is so holed up in his own misery that he makes everyone else around him miserable#and doesn’t take ANY action to better himself#and is complaining about it#hence I was waiting waiting for anything to happen#but waiting won’t do anything#and imo the WHAT YOU WAITING FOOOOORRR is#just ellie rowsell being like get off your ass boy#so obviously i think thoughts#wolf alice
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🚨THE MOVIE WAS REAAALLLLLLLLLLLL🚨
hypnosis mic the movie is being touted as japan’s first ever interactive movie, where the audience can influence the story with their votes!!!!! what are they voting on you ask????? the 3rd drb!!!!!!! the audience gets to choose who wins the third drb in their theatre showing, meaning there are at the very least, six possible endings!!!!!!
#this is vee speaking#will this factor into the actual drb or is this the drb????? we will find out at a later date ig lol#like deadass this is the only way we will see nagosaka win the drb lmao 😞#if this comes to los angeles (high likelihood atp lmao) i can’t wait to get one showing ever and fp wins LMAO#the language surrounding the movie tho seems to imply this is deadass the 3rd drb and there won’t be anything else#which does fall in line with what they’ve been doing with the drama tracks for this round tbh but like…… really lol???? 😭😭😭#like if i had to guess???? this is basically round one for the drb#the votes accumulated here will be the first round and round two will be the cd sales#idk if there will be a third round of voting with vr or something else but i can see them doing only two rounds#and the mid round results will be announced shortly after the movie run is over#but pls let there be a third virtual round lmao i can’t shill with movies and cds i don’t live in fcking japan 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#like that’s my tragedy i want to see all the endings esp the bat champs end#but who knows how long i’ll have to wait until the dvd comes out 😭😭😭😭😭#c: rapping boys
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Hi! could you draw a Basculegion? please
the fellas !! these guys were fun to draw :)
#pokemon art#pokemon drawing#pokemon#pkmn fanart#basculegion#basculegion fanart#pokemon arceus#fanart#request#also if people send me asks with requests i won’t always do them !! i just take them as suggestions more than anything#so if you’ve sent an ask for me to draw something and i haven’t i don’t hate you i probably just don’t feel like drawing it#commissions aren’t open at the moment#but if you REALLY want me to draw something just wait until they are pls :)
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This isn’t the first time this isn’t the first time
My inability to initiate conversations even when I want to is like—I don’t even know anymore someone help
@signanothername oh hi there uhh
Ignore the ranting in tags :)
#when you really want to talk to someone#but won’t say anything#I don’t even know what to do with tumblr messages#it feels awkward to just like#idk words are hard#why I gotta be as shy as irl why can’t I get a different personality online >:(#tho I start ranting once I feel better aaa#wait I might be talking too much rn#uhhh#my artwork#digital art#ink sans#utmv#art#artwork#my art#undertale#wait I think it’s because I’d always start conversations#then I’d patiently wait like two months for a response#I had only one online friend and I didn’t feel like making anymore back then#also none of my irl friends liked Undertale enough to understand or follow along#so like I just repeated it all over#I remember ranting so much I filled out discord word count so much aaa#does this make sense??#digital illustration#artists on tumblr
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i think ts3 is comfort game. when i feel stressed, sad, pissed i always get the urge to play
#i miss her so much#idk it’s sad but I feel like I won’t be able to play any sims game until the end of April when the semester is over#I don’t have time during the day bc I have class#and then have to do hw#and by the time I’m done with my hw I’m too tired to do anything but bed rot#and I can’t stay up late on week days bc I have morning classes#I’m waiting to see how I feel on week 3#by then I should have a good class and study schedule#so maybe I could fit some sims in there somewhere#ughhh wanting a higher education sucks sometimes
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(Rui vc) ah but if I put more effort into my dancing I might outshine our star… I’m doing this for the good of the show you see.
#I think the first time he said this tsk fell for it for like 5 seconds and then was like wait you just don’t want to. don’t use me as an#excuse!!! & now this is a debate they’ve had several times where tsk just goes ‘nonsense my brilliance won’t be dampened by your#improvement!! (gripping his shoulder) & rui goes maybe so! but it would be in character for the part im playing to dance with less#enthusiasm no? (doing the ‘I’m so innocent smile’) & tsk is like ‘you aren’t!! playing a character!!’#(nene drags emu to go do something else bc she knows this debate will last an hour like it does every time)#mine#tsukasa#rui#rui will do anything to avoid doing the choreo full send
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i think shtola is actually a bit annoyed with cori during her pining years. and i think she thinks it’s kind of undignified to be in love at all and yearning for someone. it’s why she denies it even though everyone can tell. i think this is balanced by her confidence though that if cori hadn’t been in The Gauntlet for the past 3 years they would already be together
#and i do think shtola is v smug about it later…i feel like i write it this way when im not terrorizing cori emotionally#but i do think she feels very. surely i am better than these boys cori is kissing.#(it’s only two boys)#but also you do have to bend to the relationship a bit you know?? cori is very soft and so shtola is soft with her#and if anyone has something to SAY they better be ready for her to do what she did to thancred in shb#anyway i have to get dressed im gonna be LATE#i need a text post tag#WAIT this is also why in affair au she won’t say anything to cori bc she’s like ive already lowered myself to being a secret i won’t admit#to feelings first!!!#anyway ahdjdk bye
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#the leaks 😭#i couldn’t refrain from watching them#i regret it#seriously don’t it’ll ruin the experience#my week was ruined#i won’t spoil anything for anyone but dear fucking god#the wait for s2 will be even harder now#i’m screaming#i hate it when people do this#have this four minute sketch of me losing my fucking mind#fuck whoever leaked this stuff#asjkdfbgn#hazbin hotel leaks#hazbin#hazbin hotel#*sobbing noises intensify*
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Have some Taylor !! I love her aoosois much she’s such a cutie patootie :33
#Yes she has a gap tooth#I thought it was cute :33 or wait is that a bad thing should I remove it is thst like offensive or#It’s probably not and I just have the urge to always make sure I never do anything remotely upwssting for people#Anyway#put your hand in mine you know that I want to be with you all the time you know that I won’t stop until I make you mine#Take me to your best friends house goin round this roundabout ooooohhh yeahhh take me to your best friends house I loved you then I loved#You now ohhhh yeaaa#I’m just vibing out still this sound slaps AF#maybe I should draw Jeff the killer#Why ? Idk he’s just silly#I lvooviodeee Taylor so much actually she’s so silly and sweet and amaze balls#I want to see her make a robot or like a drone that can potentially help them out#Working on more aiden in dresses things :33#Tyden art coming soon I just really hate drawing Tyler’s hair I keep giving him a mullet kns#Can you tell I have a theme in my drawings ?#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#taylor hernandez#art
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after some thinking, i’m going to put a pause on all my jjk wips & work on some other things <3
#thanks for all ur kindness btw#& i’m sorry if you just follow me for jjk :(#i think this is the best thing for me to do regarding my feelings around the fandom & the only way i can truly put some distance between it#which this doesn’t mean i’ll stop writing for it forever <33 just for at least a couple weeks !!#i’m sorry this probably seems really silly and dramatic but#i just havent been happy on tumblr :(#& i won’t change my url or theme or anything !!! just loving kento from a distance lol#love u all so very much !!!!#and i just wanted to let you know in case you think i’m dropping kento forever (im not) or you’re waiting on something#but also feel free to unfollow if you don’t want to see my other work lol#i’ll also probably not consume much content of it either very sorry to my jjk mooties :(((
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Why is Xenoblade Chronicles so addicting
How have I sunk 18 hours into this game when I only started yesterday? And it doesn’t even feel like it’s been that long
I’ve been playing it nonstop, and I’m only stopping now because it’s getting close to midnight
#I guess this is how I spent 36 hours in it last save file#and it also means for me that I actually won’t have to wait that long until I catch up#but anyways yeah#that’s what I’ve been doing#instead of anything else like drawing#I should probably do more of that#xenoblade chronicles#video games#random stuff
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Dang it, my bro and I were trying to adopt a cat but the landlord’s wife is allergic to cats. 😩😩
#won’t do anything to put her in danger#??#but now we’re gonna have to wait until we get our own place#which could be a while#rambles n stuff
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Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.
#I’m resuming this tomorrow it’s been hours now I’m just mad#I’m home because my parents are moving to a different state and I needed to pack whatever was left#and for some reason we just keep old devices when we’re done with them#so I borrow an adapter to allow me to connect my ancient unworking iPad mini to my laptop#factory reset it. i have to reset an old email to access the old Apple id to fully reset it.#it won’t connect to the wifi so I have to reset the settings. i find out it’s too old to run pjsk.#i find an old phone that should work. i reset it as well. I’m able to download pjsk & it takes 20 minutes.#pjsk crashes everytime I try to open it. i attempt to run bluestacks on my computer. bluestacks doesn’t have 64 bit for mac yet.#i get a free trial of parallels and download windows onto my laptop. this takes 40 minutes.#i try to download and run bluestacks on that. m1 macs apparently can’t run bluestacks 64 bit through parallels.#i go find the final old phone that I had forgotten about. it takes forever to charge because the charging port is fucked up. i reset it as#well. it can’t connect to wifi. i try a hotspot on my current phone. service is too awful. i try to do wifi sharing from my laptop.#you have to be connected to the router via a cable for that to work.#at this point it has been like 3 hours. I’m giving up because I’ve been down this route before#when I attempted to run 32 bit steam games on m1 mac#(wine64 doesn’t exist for m1 macs yet -> attempt to run boot camp -> boot camp isn’t a thing anymore on Apple silicon -> attempt to run#several different programs that allow me to run windows on a mac. none of them work. ->#look into linux & give up. -> attempt to implement the unfinished/unbottled wine64 code thru terminal. ->#fuck up and delete some important file & have to fix that (misery inducing) -> keep trying. i think I downloaded a Mac coding program at#some point? i realize I have zero coding knowledge and this is a mistake. -> give up and purchase crossover. game doesn’t even work. ->#3 months later update to the latest OS so I can have enough storage to play psychonauts 2. find out the $60 crossover#purchase was a bad idea because ‘heehee crossover doesn’t work on that buy the new version’ (fuck crossover).#my toxic trait is my belief that I can figure out anything via google and sheer stubbornness. usually this is true. occasionally there are#exceptions to this rule. most of them are because owning Apple products is a mistake.#i think if I reset the router tomorrow I can solve this problem but I can also just go elsewhere with better service or wait until I’m home#now it’s a matter of pride. and also free 4*/I have nothing better to do because I’m stuck here until Tuesday.#<- this is all normal behavior by the way. who doesn’t spend 8 hours ramming their head against a problem every once and a while. enrichment#mine#oh I forgot. i also looked into cloning the app but that would cost money for something that might not even work.#‘just log out and make an alt’ and risk losing my account? I’m stupid enough to overwrite it on accident.
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Sometimes I really hate English exams because I find it so hard to put my thoughts and feelings into words like I have these great ideas and i understand but I can’t relay them and it makes me angry or upset which only makes it harder to do the exam cause I’m not thinking clearly
#I have one tomorrow#for like two and a half hours give or take#can’t wait!#I also missed the classes where they taught us one of the poems and also how to answer questions correctly#so I’m having to reteach that to myself during some personal issues#oh and also I have TWO WEEKS OF EXAMS#OUT OF NO WHERE#I’m failing science im well on my way to failing maths#I have to do further maths because my parents and teacher won’t let me move down to a more comfortable set because ‘I can do it’#even though I find it hard to even show up to maths class these days#if I moved down I’d be sat with my friends and a teacher I know and trust#and the work would be less stressful#I’d still be able to do higher!!!#I just wouldn’t have to do further maths!’#now I’m on study leave meaning I have to monitor my own study#through all of this shit#mind you we haven’t studied ANYTHING for my dt exam because we’ve been focussed on coursework#so I have to reteach all of that to myself instead#I’m gonna give up one of these days#also Christmas is gonna be shit this year for reasons#and I won’t be able to catch a fucking break until like halfway through January maybe#even then I’m just closer to my real exams#and that’s worse#I swear to fucking god I’m moving down in maths if it kills me#I’m just done#I’m so done#I can’t go five seconds without crying#I miss my friends#I miss normal#reached the tag limit woah I didn’t know that existed
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Day two of rapidly pounding down two to three cups of coffee in one sitting like a fucking maniac:
I did my dishes, disinfected and de-scaled my kitchen sink, swept the floors, rearranged the ingredients I have out on the counter, wiped down my microwave, the stove, and the countertops with vinegar water.
#I am slowly turning into Captain Janeway#Actually ADHD#The coffee was still watery so I need to put more grounds in for the taste but I feel the level of caffeine is good for me#Maybe I should buy a bag of Turkish coffee from the Arab-owned café because holy shit it’s amazing#But not now I need to get groceries and then not spend anything for the next two weeks#Except to purchase a rolling island for my kitchen on Marketplace which is allowed because it’s cash money not bank money#Bank money pays the rent and utilities and needs to be conserved.#Cash money is for local purchases that cannot be paid electronically so it doesn’t count if I spend it#because it‘s not used for the same things#I’m still frugal with it but it is infinitely less stressful to spend it because I view it as “extra”#And it sounds like I’m being careless but actually I’m being extra careful because if I buy something electronically#I assume I have less money than I do because I don’t count the cash money with the bank money#If I don’t have enough to buy something with my debit card I wait it out and don’t put my cash money in the bank to cover it#However if I earn 150 dollars pet sitting I may decide to put 100 dollars in savings and use the 50 as cash money#but once I make that decision there is no going back#The same works in reverse: I never withdraw bank money to turn it into cash money#And the rule is if I put money into savings it shall absolutely positively not come back out again until I need it for a goal#like a down payment on a house or something… which is a LONG way off#Although I may pull from it to fund my adaptation in the near future… still deciding#Wow I did not mean to talk about finances ahsbsjdndnsks#But yeah I’m really good with money so if anyone needs budgeting/penny pinching tips please do hit me up#Don’t ask me about investing or cash back though… I don’t understand them#and if I don’t understand something I won’t use it
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aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#brain is being weird again. i miss the person i thought you were before i found out how truly truly horrible you are#but that person doesn’t exist! i never met them because they aren’t real!#i just wanna meet my person yk. like yeah i don’t want to be in a relationship bc that sounds exhausting but also#it wouldn’t be exhausting if it was my person. i wanna know someone. i wanna learn how someone works.#i wanna take care of someone and be taken care of without asking.#and like the thing is is i definitely have my people in my friends like i already have them in this way#and i appreciate that so so much which is why i won’t settle for anything less ever again and why i’m no longer actively seeking something#but i really do just miss clicking that well with someone right off the bat. and i know most of it was probably 1) me being lied to and 2)#me trying to make myself palatable for him#but i haven’t felt that truly blatantly appreciated in a long time#i just wish that fate would work a little faster at putting my person into my lap is all#i’m not even gonna say that it doesn’t have to be The Person i’ll end up with and can just be One Of the people along the way#because now that feels like settling and if the universe doesn’t want me to settle then i won’t#and i’m not trying to be impatient because i know that it’ll happen when it’s supposed to and i can’t force anything#i just want it to happen so badly. i want to have my cute love story. i want to have it last longer than a week. in a good way this time.#and i know i vent a lot about this in my tags but this time feels different#i just want what is supposed to happen to happen. and i want to feel comforted knowing that it will.#i just need a sign that it’s gonna happen someday so i don’t lose my mind waiting for it#that i’m in the right place. and i’m right where i’m supposed to be#idk. i just know i don’t deserve to feel alone anymore. especially when i know i’m not.#this feels like a prayer. maybe it is. whatever.#mari is irrelevant
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