#but u know what I’m trying to say

[pepperpixel]

SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,

BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,

IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!

FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!

[luuxxart]

leaks from the anime post bnha 430……. #REAL #NOTFAKE

[idontmindifuforgetme]

when you accept that the unique things about you are the best things about you. when you fall in love w your uniqueness and become obsessed w it and reject conformity. when you think for yourself and draw your own conclusions and adore that you don’t perfectly fit into a mold. that’s when you’ll know true peace

[lynxfrost13]

LSTR-S2301 and the maintenance tunnel ARAR are best friends to me even though that Elster was only on sierpinski for a seemingly brief time, they’re bros who fuck around on the clock during work. I think Elster was probably more willing to put extra time in however she’s also very “okay you’ve given me a list of tasks I did them. They’re done and done well. That’s it, my time now.” Whereas I see Ara being more of a slacker (very valid of her) or at the very least just a bare minimum type of gal when it comes to work.

Idk I tend to imagine them fucking off in the middle of shifts to go find weird lonely corners of sierpinski to hang out in. They don’t even talk half the time but they love it.

[puppyeared]

Was nobody gonna warn me that I would fall a little bit in love with every character in Stardew

[i-reblog-everything44]

The fandom when Anya is nice to jimmy and compliments/butters him up after the crash: obviously this is a fawn response. She doesn’t actually think these things about jimmy, she is simply trying to protect herself against a volatile, unstable person by placating him

The fandom when curly tries to placate jimmy by telling Jimmy he’d fix things, after being very nervous about jimmy’s anger and reaction when talking to Anya right beforehand and his heart racing so hard on the way to confront jimmy that he’s likely on the verge of a panic or anxiety attack: hmm. Obviously everything curly is saying to jimmy here is completely genuine and not motivated by anything. He obviously doesn’t care about the fact jimmy raped Anya and only cares about helping jimmy at the detriment to Anya. He’s a rape apologist. There could literally be no other potential explanation for why curly is saying the things he is saying right now. Let’s take everything curly is saying here completely at face value and not analyze anything else about Curly’s behavior or the rest of the scene.

[seriously why are people only capable of recognizing the fawn response in Anya and not Curly]

[fumifooms]

I think you made me start shipping Marchil

Your posts got me thinking about their dynamic then I wrote a fic that was supposed to be platonic but midway through I realized it could actually be interpreted as romantic too and now I'm just sad about how little time they'll have together

First of all, you have a lovely icon, second, I’m so honored… I finally read Not a bad way to go and it was soo so good like. My god!!! Pre-canon is underused and you did so many interesting things with it.

It sounded like a cruel joke, that the one who needed her concern the most was also the one least interested in it.

^^^ go read it go read it

Chilchuck was drunk enough that he needed to hold onto the walls not to fall, but apparently still sober enough to remember emotional vulnerability was his worst enemy, as he made sure to avert her eyes and said: “Namari made me come talk to you ” to make it clear he wasn't being nice voluntarily.

Yeah.

“Of course I'm scared of dying.” He scoffed. Did she really think so little of him? “But if I could choose, I would want to die doing something I love, like drinking. Or maybe fucking,”

Maybe you wish you didn’t know but my new favorite HC because of this is that Chil dies yes prematurely not of liver failure though but during coitus. Especially if marchil, the thought of him busting a nut and his heart giving out makes me laugh so hard. My god. Lmao. Oh god. Lmfao. Worst day of her life

Marcille knew Chilchuck wasn't a kid, but she often struggled to take him seriously as an adult because he was just so adorable and small. In this moment, however, she saw them exactly for what they were, even if it was just a glimpse. A sheltered, naive little girl trying to tell a tired, much more experienced man how to live the rest of his life.

Standing ovation

She tried to find an explanation to give him, but she couldn't even find one for herself. Why would she miss him? He was just Chilchuck, her coworker, Chilchuck who was cold, aloof, sometimes crass, evasive, and even outright mean. He who was level headed, reliable, trustworthy, perceptive and clever. He who had the least time left, even in a best case scenario. “I guess that despite your best efforts, there's still a lot to like about you.”

This fic goes so hard, standing ovation pt 2

“I just think it's better if we don't get too close. Don't you agree?” “I… maybe” she said, uncertain as he didn't know how to feel about that. Caring about people would only hurt her in the wrong run, she knew that, but unfortunately she couldn't help it.

I looove how they can be read to be similar on this aspect. My hand clenching around my phone as I rear up to rant about Marcille and the way she does keep people at an arm’s length subconsciously again my god my goood. Obsessed with this obsessed with this, underused for marchil. Terrified of loss through death vs rejection duo I love youuu

Brilliant ending I’m in shambles. I’m not gonna spoil it

You get marchil so much you truly do. The way they mesh, the way their views on mortality clash and both soothe & bruise… He doesn’t have much time left even in best case scenario (which Mr I won’t eat well I’ll drink and smoke a lot I’ll stress all day every day is determined to not make happen) which makes it all the more meaningful for Marcille’s arc when she learns from him to finally enjoy the present moments… It’ll only be a fraction of her life, but to him he’s giving her the rest of his life. What are some decades of love worth? Worth it, surely, if nothing else

[zero3six]

Do machines cry too?

[ninyard]

Towning bedroom hcs? 💖

- Browning doesn’t know how to decorate and Towns knew if he left him in charge they would end up with an IKEA kallax unit in their bedroom and he just couldn’t let that happen. They have way too many throw pillows on their bed and the only thing Browning had an input on was the wallpaper choice and the curtains <3

(jk)

I hope to god u meant. bedroom bedroom hcs because I’m going to say somethings about these fictional men that is kind of stupid for characters that don’t even have first names in canon

- They were already living together for a while before they started dating. And when I say dating I mean like,,, dinner dates and going to see movies without having kissed or hooked up or anything. Browning didn’t even realise they were actual dates until a couple dates in because he’s literally useless sometimes, even though he thought to himself, “Wow, I wish this was a date,” while Towns was thinking “I can’t believe we’re on a date rn”. They were hanging out at Brownings apartment after he’d cooked them a meal, watching a movie with a glass of wine before Towns asked if he could kiss him. Browning got so flustered that he got up to start cleaning the dishes, Towns thought he was rejecting him, until he came back over like “wait, you scared me, can you ask me again?” And Towns looked up at him and smiled and asked again and he just blubbed out, “I’ve been waiting for you to ask me that for months”

- They're hanging out, getting a bit wine-tipsy in the living room, when Browning blurts out that he's never given anyone a blowjob. His shy ass instantly regrets it when Towns starts laughing, but he's not laughing at him. He tries to explain what's so funny about it while Browning hides in his hands, and regrets his entire existence. He says something along the lines of, "Are you looking for a lesson or to practice?" while Austin in literally screaming with embarrassment, but he stops him, kisses him, and asks him again.

- God bless him like. It’s not great. And that is not a reflection on him nor is it an embarrassing or terrible thing; it’s just that he really has no idea what he’s doing. But Sam loves it. At no point does he make him feel bad about it, or genuinely laugh at him over it. He loves how his cheeks flush. He loves to be the teacher for a little while.

- he tries not to be condescending or patronising when it comes to those early days of them having sex, but it's hard for Browning to understand that when he has so much weird catholic guilt around the things that he's doing, and he's so self concious that he's doing something strange or weird when he’s not. Even when Towns assures him it’s fine, it takes a good few tries before he understands that that is the truth, and Sam isn’t lying to him just to make him feel better. It’s adorable to him; He watches Browning at work, owning a room, smart and savvy, knowing how to talk his way out of anything, but as soon as Towns asks him what he’s into he becomes a blubbering bright red ball of embarrassment.

- (Towns used his handcuffs on him ONCE. He pretended to lose the key and it was funny for 0.05 seconds until Browning LOST HIS SHIT about how embarrassing it was going to be to call the fire department to get him out of them. He was about two seconds away from having a meltdown crying “stop laughing please oh my god it’s not funny!” while Towns couldn’t stop laughing before he told him he was kidding. It’s the longest silent treatment he’s been given in their relationship, and Browning was still red in the face for hours afterwards.)

- Towns does not dare mentioning toys around him until they’ve been dating for like. A year. Browning would’ve killed himself on the spot at the thought if he’d mentioned it any earlier

- that’s an exaggeration, okay, because he really gets soo much more comfortable in himself after a month of two of them being together. it’s like. A beautiful sexual chrysalis. He loves Towns, and there’s nobody in the world that makes him feel comfortable like he does, so eventually he really relaxes into it.

- Still cringes if Towns says “cock ring” around him tho. but he’s getting better!!!!!

- first time Browning tops, a year or two into things. I was imagining a scenario in which Browning is having like. An awful day. And he’s usually the upbeat one in the office, the happy one. He’s not that sensitive when he’s in work mode, and he’s far more likely to get sad over things than angry. He can leave work in work and move on with his day. He’s generally really good at that. But EVERYTHING is going wrong. A case gets taken off him because he’s too invested, he finds out about a conflict of interest that makes another case difficult, he finds out that evidence he was really relying on broke the chain of custody somewhere along the line and can’t be used anymore. He’s swamped with work. He’s dealing with asshole witnesses. Losing witnesses. Somebody stole his lunch out of the staff fridge. One thing on top of another on top of another. Just not a good day at all. And he’s pissed.

he gets home and he rants like he has never ranted before. He’s yelling, he’s throwing his hands around, he’s swearing when he doesn’t like to swear. Towns knows it’s just work, that he’s not usually like this, as he listens to Austin rile himself up more the more that he says. But he can’t lie,, none of Austin’s anger is directed at him, so it’s fine to be a liiiiiiittle turned on by his quiet little southern belle yelling like a trucker about stupid fucking assholes. Right???

Sam says something like, “do you think maybe you’re overreacting, just a little?” and Austin is like, “Oh, f-,” and stops himself, looks at Sam and says with this look in his eyes, “Don’t.” Sam smiles with a, “No, continue, were you going to tell me to fuck off or to fucking stop? Or was it fuck you? Was it fuck you?”. They’re STARING each other out of it.

“I didn’t mean it, so I didn’t say it,” his accent is thick, voice still loud. “But you’re fixing to piss me off if you tell me I’m overreacting again.”

“But which was it?” Towns tests him. He can see that Browning is getting frustrated with him, prodding a sleeping bear. “Fuck you? fuck off? fuck me?”

“Fuck off,” and he’s not sure if it’s an answer or a request not to push it, but there’s nothing behind it other than a frustrated voice and a tense as fuck boyfriend.

“Make me,” He says, but Browning isn’t smiling back. He steps towards him. He feels the tension in Browning’s shoulders as his hand travels up his spine to land in his hair. He wraps his growing-out hair around his fingers and gives it a gentle tug. Browning kind of melts into it ever so slightly, Towns being his safe place, but his face doesn’t change much. “Or are you still too angry about your paperwork?”

“Paperwork,” He scoffs. He’s a little quieter now that Sam is up in his face, but that pent up frustration is still rumbling through every inch of him. He doesn’t look down when Towns hooks a finger underneath the buckle of his belt.

I’m losing the run of myself but,,, you get the idea. Browning tells Towns to get himself sorted and Towns is like me??? Cue the getting-out-frustrations-topping that Towns didn’t know he was capable of

[transmechanicus]

Kind of hard to ask as anon

But you doing ok?

Need to vent?

Hi very kind and thoughtful of you to ask, i am doing mmmmm suboptimal but i do not need to vent to a person per se, so much as i need to say absolutely insane shit in my tags and have everyone pretend not to see <3

[bibleofficial]

this is so ???

[theloveinc]

I’m still gonna be around ofc but I might be pretty silent the next couple weeks

[fellhellion]

Something something the spot’s goofy antics distract from how dangerous his own entitlement and resentment is

[libidinous-weeb]

whb has made me come to realize i…may be a bit more of a dom than i originally thought…

[chialattea]

Isabela warmup

[hungharrington]

sigh. sigh sigh sigh. by the time i have enuf time to run this blog, she’s gonna be a musty ol corpse. i’m gonna poke it w my toe and be like… hewwo is anyone alive in there and the whole thing is going to collapse into dust