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brittlebutch · 1 year ago

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Adaine is such a fascinating character to me because she's such a compelling combination of having debilitating, choking panic and anxiety while also being utterly, stubbornly argumentative and combative with absolutely everyone she meets and i love her for it

#N posts stuff #it is SO autistic to me but i wouldn't call it Inherent or Obligated so i'll leave it open to interpretation in the post lol #but to me she is SO autistic <3 #it's so funny bc at the very front of the 1st episode you could almost think that it's like. just bc she's kind of Socially comfortable #with her family - even though it's clear she doesn't Like them she's still very frank in how she speaks to them #(arguing w/ her dad about the way he talks about the news & telling her mom it's Neglectful of her to not have the schoolbus info already)#but then she goes into a new school she's Clearly so uncomfortable and anxious about attending #and immediately gets pedantic and vaguely argumentative with the very first upperclassman she meets - no hesitation #(pressing Penelope about Why she wants the prom queen thing & correcting her grammar)#she's so much fun i love her <3 #d20: bad kids #d20lb

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skrunksthatwunk · 10 months ago

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non-comprehensive haruhi autism creature comp

i mean just look at him she's literally

#kiss kiss fall in love :|#i'm not kidding there's so many panels like this. haruhi is a little bug with big beautiful brown eyes. literally (O_O)#nobody else is drawn like this in the manga it's just haruhi #still going through the manga yippee #ohshc #ohshc manga #fujioka haruhi #haruhi fujioka #i am a big believer in autistic haruhi and this isn't the biggest reason but it is a funny reason to me #also hitting haruhi with the he/she headcanon beam. i can't help it but also i mean. maybe a little more justifiable with haruhi than anyon #else i can think of. like just look at the show idk read the manga #ouran high school host club #ouran koukou host club #woahh fancy fancy pulling out all the stops (i guess)#eugh i should stop writing tags my laundry's been done sitting in the dryer for like. 20 minutes #also sorry these images are so small and busted i uh didn't look at them before posting and am not going to fix them <3

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josieminstatattoo · 9 months ago

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More bg3 tattoo designs, this time lae'zel!

#bg3 #lae'zel #laezel #githyanki #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 fanart #bg3 brainrot #lae'zel gives me strong autistic vibes so i adore her #also shes an absolute beast

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clouvu · 1 year ago

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Touchy

#suggestive #genshin impact #arlecchino #sandrone #arledrone #mfs will figure out how to somewhat properly use the blur filter and texture filter and abuse the hell out of it #im mfs #With no peep of sandy ever showing up in fontaine i think its joever for us 3 arledrn fans #This isnt stopping me however I got enough delusions to support an entire fatui army #Mean Autistic Scientist x Her Trophy Husband is just SO GOOD to me #Arle is literally her superior and all but You Dont Understand #She Gives Me Trophy Husband Vibes

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thousand-winters · 5 months ago

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The fundation of the Occult Club is so funny because Makino really goes "yeah, I need six people to sacrifice to summon Satan 😊" and the reactions are "okay", and "well, if she's cute, it's worth it."

I guess it's fine because they never get enough members to actually be worried about her picking them up for this, but they're so non concerned even after she started chanting something. Toritsuka is utterly failing at being concerned despite being a literal spirit medium and Saiki is more concerned about experimenting with the misattribution of arousal lmao.

Really "well, we're gonna ignore that".

#on the other hand makino is so funny bc she really went 'i read 3000 books about this and it changed me forever <3'#autistic. to me #makino arisu #tdlosk #saiki k

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faunandfloraas · 2 months ago

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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "❓tism❓" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism

yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm

#enby-peep #lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic #but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood #and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd #he was like 🤨 can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers #and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it #so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf #so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also #but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be #told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful #and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left #idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am #this is an insane set of tags LMAO #so sorry #i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground #some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post #peace and love on planet earth

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princessjadyn15 · 3 months ago

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I have told her that his backstory is tragic, I just haven’t told her his actual back story. I think all I told her is that his best friend died in front of him

#My autistic ass wants to info dumb about it #But then I’m like nah let’s not tell her so she will be surprised #I can’t wait to see the look on her face when she learns about it #She will be like #“Oh so that’s why my daughter was crying about Shadow the Hedgehog”#My brother knows about it btw #Hopefully the movie will do something to his backstory that will even surprise me #And then I will be like #“Wait that’s not what happens in his story oh my gosh this is more tragic”#sonic movie 3 #sonic movie #Shadow the hedgehog #scu #Sonic memes #jadyn’s Memes

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yourgamemasterthewhiterabbit · 5 months ago

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Both my parents actually suffer from HORRID emotional dysregulation and are prone to snapping and going into rages. My sister is the same way tbh. I am now realizing this is why they are constantly baffled by the question of whether or not I am mad at them.

I don't have external meltdowns.

I could. I don't let it happen.

I keep my rage on the inside and stay pretty quiet about it. It's just as strong as theirs [physically shaking nose bleed from high blood pressure kind of bad], but like as a kid I saw how terrifying it was to be around [dad breaking dishes, mom putting our lawn chairs into walls] and I just internalized that I wasn't going to wear that anger on the outside.

So my mother genuinely cannot tell if I am just being quiet or if I am silently hearing the dial-up noises of pure rage. This has lead her to both making strong and confident statements like "You are a pacifist who would never hurt a fly U.U" but also acting like I am secretly dangerous maybe... It's because she has never seen me snap.

She knows what her temper is like [throwing chairs through walls], she knows what my father's temper is like [pick up child and toss out door], and she can tell I am being tested, but she doesn't know what happens when I snap or where that breaking point is.

Her -perhaps unhinged- solution to this, my whole life, has been to do things that should obviously enrage me or shut me down completely, like ignoring important boundaries, repeatedly, punishing me for expressing emotions or needs at all, etc... And then to constantly ask me if I am angry with her when I get too quiet [right after near directly telling me to shut up].

It has occurred to me now, they have never once seen me lose my temper, so they literally just can't tell if I am angry at them. My sister is easy, my mother fights and screams with my sister constantly, my mother understands this. My mother doesn't have any grasp of feelings or boundaries that are not screamed at her [apparently, and I fear my sister is the same way]. Her and my sister are close despite constant fucking fighting because they understand each other.

They are trying to get me to engage the same way and it is not working. I realize now that this has been hard for them.

I was so successfully taught to suppress my emotions, by being punished for any outburst, that rage quiet looks the same as any other kind of quiet from the outside. To them anyway.

I did tell her. For the record. I used my words. I did tell her very calmly that my response to rage, in order to avoid doing the things that terrified me as a child, was to simply leave [the autistic urge to GTFO]. When a situation or person causes too much of the dial-up rage noise, I simply extract myself from that situation, up to and including never speaking to a person again. I explained this calmly. I explained it calmly 100 times and I explained that I explain myself calmly as my rage response 1-5 [also pretty much every other negative emotion tbh], and I told her that what came next was me simply opting out and fucking off. I told her this. I couldn't understand why she never took me seriously, or why she never fucking understood.

I couldn't understand what made her like this.

But it's the same problem I have with everyone else multiplied by a factor of 10.

If I am explaining myself calmly, they can't understand that it's actually serious or that I am actually upset. ESPECIALLY because they read me as "female" and women "aren't that rational" so if I am not screaming and crying about something, which I never do, people assume I can't be upset and it isn't serious.

And then after having my boundaries ignored too many times despite having calmly explained how and why it's a problem [shaking inside or not]... I leave. I leave and everyone gets upset like this is unexpected behaviour, even though I told them 50 times that is how I would respond if they kept doing *the thing.*

And for neurotypical people especially, they are expecting there to be a disconnect between what someone says they need or feel and what their actually boundaries and feelings are, and they expect the latter to be demonstrated with emotions. Telling them bluntly you do not function that way somehow never helps?

My mother isn't just looking for normal yelling or a few tears to know I am serious, whether or not I do those either [I don't], she's looking for an explosion to know there's a problem at all.

Fucked if I know how she proceeds through life this way in general or if this is just her expectation of her own kids???

And I couldn't get why my mother couldn't read my emotions and didn't seem to think I have any. It's because she's testing for the rage limit to see where my 'actual' limit is instead of taking my word for it. Never the fuck mind that she could simply *not* test at my boundaries instead of letting me have them. Separate issue.

I couldn't figure out what made her *like this*

She's expecting me to throw a giant meltdown violent tantrum at people when I have 'actually' had enough. Maybe she got away with those being like 5'4" in another time, but I am the size of the average man, I do not get to have giant screaming rages, whether or not people perceive me consciously as a woman, and least of all because a lot of people -at least unconsciously- read me as 'masculine' or at least always "they guy" of the situation compared to all other women and some men [bigger stronger and more rational, more able to just absorb the damage and let it go so the less rational screaming/crying one doesn't have to be dealt with]. Even if it was in me to be willing to terrify people [usually never], there are such limited instances where it wouldn't just blow back on me. Potentially very dangerously.

I am going to be the quiet calm one. You are going to have to let me use my words, bitch.

So she kept ignoring my boundaries until I had to cut her out of my life, and she probably doesn't understand and probably thinks it feels sudden -after 36 long years of bullshit- abrupt and unfair.

But I told her hundreds of times.

I probably should have just screamed at her.

#good stay out of our yard' and he didn't seem to know what to say to that #but other than that I don't think anyone in my adult life has ever seen me turn aggressive at all to the point where people 100% like to #play games of testing my patience and my boundaries because they think my tolerance is infinite #but like I have autistic rage tantrums on both sides of my family and they are just happening inside my head #And somehow it took me until now to realize that being that way was actually -expected- of me by my parents and especially my mother #and that by keeping myself outwardly level headed to be considerate I actually took away whatever signals she can understand #to have empathy for how I must be feeling #I mean it's still all on her #but it makes so much sense of why she's fucking *like this*#And why my sister thinks I hate her just because -she- stopped texting -me-#but that fucking guy #Every time I was like #In my adult life I have screamed at someone ONE whole time and it was 1000% deserved #And I threw heavy objects around one whole other time and in my defense I didn't do it in front of the guy he just felt the ground shaking #heard the thuds and came back to the logs blocking his path because that fucker wouldn't stop parking in our yard after being asked #and then TOLD not to about 10 times because he was acting entitled to just park in our yard and was crushing my plants???#seriously I don't know what his deal was but he wouldn't stop telling me how much the ground shaking scared him like it was supposed #to get my pity like I think this guy took one look at the logs I had just tossed down and was suddenly afraid of this “woman” he was #bullying in their own yard and so my ability to feel bad for scaring him had gone straight out the fucking window #I looked at him and said stop parking in our yard instead of your own you are killing my plants #he'd just fucking be like 'well the last people to live here let us D: :)“ and I'd be like ”good for them?“ ”stop“#and he'd just keep doing it #I was having a week of insomnia and was finally having the best dream #the kind of sex dream you have like twice in your life #and this fucker had just gotten some noisy ass little bike with a spoiler on it #and starts it up right under my window at 3am from IN OUR FUCKING YARD #so I had a nice long anger nap and just after he got home from work and was sleeping in his house #I picked up these chunks of deadwood tree from the back #there was like 3-4 logs that used to be a WHOLEASS fucking oak tree Like these logs were not as heavy as they -looked- but they were still #this fucker deleted half the tags I wrote and I am not retyping that fuck you tumblr so fucking hard

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coffinkissez · 8 months ago

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my favorite bird boyladything

#my art <3 #🪐!- solas #obey me #obey me oc #obey me nightbringer #obey me shall we date #originally she was going to be Diavolo’s sister but in my autistic heart I knew he was referred to as the demon kings only child and #could not do it #well ig I could’ve had them be half siblings…. But his mom died in child birth it’s not happening #the descriptions already written #I’m not changing it #I don’t like making ocs that go too against canon so making ocs related to characters already has my eye twitching #autism has it so I have to follow rules when making ocs so.#oh my god piers no one asked

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forthevibe-w · 2 months ago

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as usual with me, we have to take it slow the first time that i peg her.

despite her usual docility, she guides my strap to her hole. i'm sure she'd prefer if i did it, but i need help for the first time.

so she positions herself, then slowly lowers herself onto my strap. and she moans so loud, undoing herself before me, fucking herself on my dick. i will just watch with fascination, figuring out how to replicate what she likes. if she sounds so pretty now, i wonder what she'll sound like when i do it.

after a few moments, i will stop her. i'll grab her neck, or her hair, or even her waist, and tell her to stop. i'll remove myself from her hole, and flip us around, and pin her to the bed. i'll kiss her pretty lips and wait her her to beg for more. she's so desperate at this point, i doubt it'll take long, but i won't rush. i will touch her softly and bite her hard until i hear her ask for me to fuck her. if she rushes, i'll curl my lips into a smile, and whisper "be patient," until i'm ready.

this time, i'll fuck her myself. i will position myself over her aching hole and listen. when she begs, having tasted my strap but not truly been fucked by me, i will give her more than a taste. she said she likes it rough, so rough i will be. i'll slam into her with brute, unpracticed thrusts. i don't know how to be gentle, and would i even want to be? seeing her, i always want to take. this time, seeing her pleading beneath me, i want to fuck her at my will. i watched her do it, i know how she likes it, so this time, i'm letting her lie back and i am fucking her.

i'll watch her squirm beneath me, those huge eyes rolled back, helpless and consumed with pleasure. i'll listen to her pathetic noises moaned in sync with my rhythm, watching her hands go above her head without my action. i'll watch her become overwhelmed, crying, and incoherent. and then i'll watch her cum harder than she has in a long time.

and after she finishes, i want to hold her tight. i want to take her in my arms, and kiss her forehead, and make sure it wasn't too hard. i'll take off the strap and trace patterns into her skin while she comes down. i want to keep her there until the after tremors have faded and she's able to say more than "wow."

all this say, i want to fuck her, but we'll have to take it slow the first time. at least, slow at first. i'm sure i'll get used to it, but it'll take me a moment.

#insane just how badly i want to see her cry. this isnt even a “she cries during sex and i wanna see it” no i just want to make her cry #i don't even know how i'd accomplish that. is this it? she mentioned impact play for that previously. guess im learning how to hit #anyways. y'all. im so fucking obsessed. help.#i didnt even like pegging until like two months ago. when she asked me very nicely and i went ohhhh shit #i actually NEED to peg you #i thought about this for like two days before i could get it out and it's the most i've ever written for this blog #probably in the top 3 longest smutty things ive written ever. and stars it's only getting worse #she has me in a chokehold but HEY at least its mutual #unrelated but the fucking tenses in this post is a fucking mess. future? present? who knows #ok tags:#autistic nsft #nonbinary nsft #queer nsft #trans nsft #t4t nsft #t4t ns/fw #nsft concept #nsft imagine #nsft text #nsft #circus deer #nsft t4t #nsft trans #nsft txt #hornyposting #queer smut #queer ns/fw #PLEASE I SPEND SO LONG ON THIS GIVE ME ATTENTION

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foxx-queen · 1 year ago

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thinking about how minthara says that she was never able to enjoy the taste of food for fear of poisoning, or the company or friends or lovers because they might be hiding knives behind their smiles, and then immediately follows it up with saying she was happy because she knew her place in the world and im just like. i dont think you were happy babe i think you're autistic and were used to a routine!!

at some point shes gonna be cuddling with tav and think i dont think ive been this happy since... oh wow. ive never been happy. bad!

#baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #minthara #tav x minthara #minthara baenre #crack post i guess hjksdf #shes so autistic to me #broke: greets you with 'do you wish to consult me?' every time even when you're madly in love because her romance is glitched #woke: greets you like that because shes autistic #minthara and tav autistic and adhd gfs #ive reached that point in the obsession where i start generating shit posts hksdf

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auguste-marmonts-only-fan · 8 months ago

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When you on a date and all he does is info dump about bugs and trains: 😍

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yantao-enthusiast · 8 months ago

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i’ve come to the conclusion after watching heartbreak high, that personally i will forgive and defend characters for being unhinged and insane (rowan) or even just cunts if they have redeemable qualities (probably most of the cast but particularly amerie and harper and yes spider too now) but i will NOT stand characters that are fucking annoying (sasha ,,, srsly my girl quinni did NOT deserve that!!!!)