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She's beautiful
#phan#dan and phil#dnp#dont cry craft#dan howell#phil lester#dan and phil crafts#yapping#pls ignore my room and filthy mirror. I'm redecorating so everything is off the walls and the wallpaper we stripped revealed pink paint#but this is the only mirror in my house#don't cry craft
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ougghh the Beaft…. The Creature
#petting and cooing the stray cat that comes into my yard at odd hours while shaking my head to show I dont condone outdoor cats#sadly hes not my cat.. hes the only cat in the neighbourhood Ive met who’s friendly with ppl#my mom named him Swiper bc he likes to steal snacks we leave out for Joey#but she really really loves him she stops what she’s doing and comes downstairs whenever I announce his arrival like the town crier#and she is the generous benefactor for that catnip toy in the second photo#we dont know if he belongs to someone or if he’s just a really friendly stray but interestingly he isnt scared of mirrors#it makes me so sosososo happy when he comes for a visit but my house isnt exactly made for cats so Ill content myself with this#diary#yapping#Swiper#cats
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My submission for @dnptarot I am so late, this really was a Sisyphus project for me but I finally got it done!! As the card is about new beginnings, taking opportunities and laying foundations for future success I chose Hello internet Dan for it! As baby Dan was the king of jumping in and seizing his chances xd
#i really accidentally left almost all my supplies and my laptop in a different city#luckily i only came to my parents house and i still have plenty of stuff here#i did have to use my dads laptop to do all the techical stuff which was a struggle and a half and i may be a quitter in some areas but#NOT in community projects#im honestly so exited to be apart of something like this<33333#left hand reference from BIG and right hand reference me in the mirror#dan and phil#dnp#dnptarot#phan#phanart#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#amazingphil#phil lester#hingefreelester#hingefreeart
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Me: Okay, I have homework and test to study for, so no distractions.
My brain: Okay but what if you got the sudden creative desire to write a HOTD fic that focuses on Alicent and studies her relationship to her faith and how that influences/ties into her relationships with her parents, Rhaenyra, and her children?
Me:
#and if i said i spent about an hour writing nearly 800 words 😭#i thankfully pulled myself back but the urge is too strong! like that quote of “mother is like god” something something around those lines#had me in a chokehold bc it's so alicent & aegon coded (& probably mirrors alicent's relationship with her own mother to some extent)#or how using religion and playing on alicent's relationship with rhae#“targs are closer to gods than to men” alicent not getting that fully until she meets rhae 😭#being so connected to her that it transends oceans & the pull is so strong that it's only been mirrored by her religion#i could go on! idk when it'll be finished or if it'll involve s2 but it's working me#also if i publish it on ao3 it would be a big jump in themes from my bridgerton one to this so whew 😅#alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#helaena targaryen#aemond targaryen#rhaenys targaryen#current wip#hotd#house of the dragon
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Thenardiers remembering about the old benefactor and his young lady. Volume 3, Book 8, Chapter 12.
Clips from <Il cuore di Cosette>.
#Les miserables#les mis#My Post#Thenardier#Jondrette#Mme. Jondrette#Jean Valjean#M. Leblanc#Cosette#The Lark#Mlle. Ursule#Father and daughter#Owl and Wren#Marius#Lark and Booby#Eponine#Rose in Misery#Love Triangle#Azelma#Thenardier Sisters#Mirror Ladies#Tw:Child abuse#Gorbeau House#They really didn't know it's the result of how treated her.#And still trying to abuse her only because they're just rich.#It's your own karma.#Not from them!#The Brick#Il cuore di Cosette#Les Mis Letters
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so when building the Racer family home in TS2, I keep coming back to the fact that I have no idea where the bedrooms (besides Speed's) are supposed to go, and this has been an issue! so I uhh. did something.
I broke down and requested a cameo vid from Paulie Litt (who played Spritle in Speed Racer), asking him if he knew where the bedrooms were supposed to be. xD
but ofc I figured there's a chance he wouldn't! I mean, I knew the set probably didn't connect in a way that showed where Spritle's room was, and even if it did, he was...thirteen? I think? when that movie was filmed? so there's no guarantee he'd even remember.
but still! I figured I'd try, so here's the message I sent with the request:
I'm making a model of the Racer house, and I can't figure out where the bedrooms are. Do you happen to remember how the house set layout worked? If not, alt question: was Spritle flipping off Royalton improv'd by you? (bc it's not in the script.) ty!
(it's really hard to write things and stick within the 250 character limit)
and today, the request was fulfilled! so here's this!
(tl;dw - he didn't know anything else about the layout of the house because the set didn't go that far, but he did tell the story about how the Wachowskis directed him to flip off Royalton!)
so even though I didn't gain any new knowledge about the Racer house, I did learn something else! and it's great that it was the Wachowskis who (last-minute) told him to flip off Royalton xD
#personal#paulie litt#speed racer#speed racer (2008)#the wachowskis#now if only emile hirsch had a cameo so I could ask him if ''get that weak shit off my track'' was improv or not :P#like on the one hand the wachowskis are very artistic and controlled about their movies#on the other hand I feel like if Emile just said that and they liked it they'd leave it in#anyway I need like. concept art or something for that house. I want to know where the rooms are!#not that the layout makes sense as it is in the movie#the exterior shots of the house from the road are mirrored from what the house layout actually is#which is fine!#but it's all fascinating to me#what a cool house#what a great movie!
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eyyyy your girl managed to get pictures of the cool leopard print bell bottom pants 😎 (i'm so bad at posing it's embarrassing.....help me 🧍♀️)
#in the only full length mirror i have in my house .......#i don't usually take pics here bc the lighting sucks ass but i turned the light on 😗✌️#also i kinda really hate these but the pants are really cool i need to show them ........#also i didnt actually wear this today because it was too hot 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡#me
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How I imagine myself (aka want to be)
Vent in the tags (sorry in advance)
#Honestly almost cried while sketching this#I feel so stupid#Like why did I agree to wait until i'm 25 to transition#Oh wait I know#Because I love my parents to much and they only really support me if I a) am 25 or b) my mental health is really really bad#Also it's that part of my mind that's doubting everything. That it's just a phase. That i'm not actually transmasc#Also the psychologist I used to go to supported the idea to wait till 25 and was talking about some whos she knew#And how that girl wanted to be a boy but she got a boyfriend and she didn't want to anymore#Or that boy who wanted to be a girl but later found his identity and was secure in his agab#And she kept saying/asking; “Would you be able to accept to be just a manly woman??” And similar questions#And I know it's stupid but because of it I just keep questioning myself over and over#Because now i'm especially scared it's something I grow out off#But I just want to look in a mirror and be happy#And while I do like my clothing. I want other stuff but I feel goddam dysphoric in that#Only things I can change about me is piercings and my hair but even that is something my parents aren't really keen of#Atleast the length is something they are okay with but if it's kinda more a “”man's style“” and I hear only “oh my god it's so manly"#Honestly I just hate that i'm to scared to do anything about it#All the while I suffer#cause I just cant get out of the house without a binder. Always checking how my profile looks like. Crying when its not how I want it to be#Or almost crying when my mom says “that size is better for a girl like you because other wise it looks boyish” even when I confided in her#transmasc#transgender#trans artwork#Trans#Artists on tumbr#Lgbt#my art <3#my own post
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Nina and Eddie seeing the school for the first time parallels.
While the camera shots are taken from different angles, both Nina and Eddie are standing in the same spot
I'm pretty sure this is purely coincidental, but i'm going to indulge my delusional self and say this is actually the first osirian hint. :D
#house of anubis#nina martin#eddie miller#chosirian#nina and eddie are meant to mirror one another and nobody can convince me otherwise#further evidence: their opposite reactions when they got to anubis ->#eddies like: “ i've been here for only 5 seconds and i already hate it :/ ”#while nina's like: ” everything is better than i ever imagined! so cool :D “#you may think this doesn't stand neither here or there and the evidence is flimsy at best#and you would be right#sadly i can't hear you over my mind going right into delusional mode ~ ✨#also w h y are they wearing a similar color scheme??? black red and white???#is this the usual color scheme that americans travelling abroad used to wear in the early 2010s??? i'm so confused by the coincidence...#on an unrelated note#i just noticed that the cab driver immediately leaves eddie alone almost as if he was saying “ u are on ur own mate! good luck!”#while in ninas case the driver is a gentleman and carries her luggage to anubis#i find it both extremely sweet and hilarious
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Today my hair decided I’d get one attempted ringlet curl on my forehead so I just wanted to say thank you again to everyone here who gave me advice on curly hair. I never knew my hair could be curly and I am absolutely loving it! It seems to have decided on an ideal length and now instead of getting longer it’s just getting curlier as it grows so it can stay the same length lol
I’m still experimenting with figuring out how to manage my hair on days when I have not washed it that day, because sometimes it’s fine and sometimes it’s a mess, but I love it! It’s not long enough for hair ties yet but I’ve discovered I can use ribbon like a headband to keep my hair off my neck
#the person behind the yarn#yes there is a sticker of a salt shaker on my phone case#specifically it’s a sticker of a goblin holding a salt shaker#all these signs are because my dad collects them#and there are only so many mirrors in the house#and I was not about to climb the stairs to get a mirror photo of the single ringlet#but I wanted to send a photo of it to my mom#I got my curly hair from her
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uhhhhmmm. peace be upon ye 🙄 or whatevr
#🪡#👾#<3 this house#my uncle gets it#me when i accidentally talk to my uncle for 12 hours straight#whoops#we smoked so much weed and i took so many notes#and we have such a big day tmm and the next day and the next and then i’m leaving….#sometimes i think about what would have happened if i had only applied to schools in california#you know he showed me a self portrait he did when he was my age#it’s a mirror selfie with a film camera#and i saw it and it felt like looking in a mirror#🦴
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Thinking about Celann and his ever present grief at the life he could have had, he and his wife and (he always hoped) their daughter. A life where he was a father--he'd hardly ever wanted anything more than that. So full of love he was ready to burst and needed somewhere to put it, wanted a life with his favorite girls.
Thinking about how the ever present desire haunts him no matter how deep he buried it. It keeps coming back, relentlessly, this anguish that he threw it all away. He could have had exactly what he wanted and he was stupid enough to abandon it all, and for what? Because he was upset? But then he always remembers how hollow he felt after the incident, like if you rapped him with a knuckle you'd hear he was just a shell. He forgives himself, then, remembers how wrong everything felt, and he thinks about all the time he spent desperately trying to make everything feel right again.
Remembers when he realized he was the problem, what needed to be fixed. Removed.
He abandoned the life he had and every dream he'd ever held close because he wasn't him anymore. Celann would never have killed anyone, would never have done... that. He was some other Celann, different, trying to make himself fit in the life of a man that no longer existed. And so he left.
And he has no right to ache so badly at the thought of what he gave up, no right to ache at the loss of a family (of two families, but he starts thinking that and breaks every time, so he's gotten good at simply skipping over the thought) when he was a killer--an adept one, a practiced one--that could mangle and maul and kill and do it again and again. What right does he have to still want that happy little dream?
But the dream is a ghost and it haunts him, is there every time he's out on a supply run and sees kids playing around the marketplace, sees women cradling infants and fathers carrying sons on their shoulders. (He reminds himself of the blood on his hands, is scared he might stain them with it if he reaches out to touch them.) It's there when he has a bag and his axe hanging from his hips and finds a girl crying for her mother, lost and separated, jostled by the crowd.
It's there as he calms her, kneeling on wet and gritty stone, hovering between her and the flow of the crowd so they give her space. He lifts her and holds her against his side with one arm and something in him weeps, feels something soft in him as her tiny weight settles and she starts chattering at him about the groceries she and her mother came to buy.
They weave their way through the marketplace as they help each other--she tells him where he can find what he needs, and he silently curses the nords and their height as he tries to peer over shoulders to catch a glimpse of the woman she described--and that cold weight that's usually settled in his chest, his grief and remorse, lightens with every step. She's warm through his sweater and splutters indignantly every time the ever changing wind blows her brown hair into her mouth and he laughs, quiet and warm.
They check places she's already been, in case her mother doubled back looking for her, and take detours so Celann can fumble to place newly acquired groceries in the bag beneath her, unwilling to hold her over the side with his axe and equally unwilling to put her down, awkwardly shifting her weight as she laughs at him. He's silly for buying such expensive things, she tells him, and he light heartedly tells her Skyrim is silly for not having the things he used to use in High Rock. The revelation he hasn't always lived in Skyrim excites her to no end, and the rest of the trip is a Q&A of the sort only a small child can provide.
He feels warm inside, in his chest, where usually he feels vaguely cold at best, and for a moment he's reluctant to relinquish her when they finally find her mother, guided by the sounds of panicked calls of her name. There's a fond sadness as he sets her down on the stones again, and the woman looks at him oddly for a moment before the look turns knowing, though he's sure the conclusion she reached is slightly off.
She quietly asks if her daughter reminds him of her. He stands there silently for a moment, looking down at the little girl as she rifles through the things her mother's found.
He tells her yes.
#celann#fucking girldad#guy who wants small house white picket fence and 2.5 kids forced to become a murderer#cant live with the guilt and horror and becomes a man he cannot recognize in the mirror more at 6#me thinking about this last night: he uses Adult Privileges to be tall and look out over the crowd#me writing this: his short ass cant see over everyone else#its fine enough when hes just in the fort like usual but then theres a crowd and hes like goddammit#anyway he has to go get his fancy ingredients because NO you CAN use that but it doesnt TASTE RIGHT#and so he has been banished to specifically get his own goddamn groceries#celann: im a cold blooded killer and i can never atone for the atrocities i have committed. i am incapable of good#also celann: 💞💞💞����😊😊#the loss of self after the incident really fucked him up he doesnt know who he is#he keeps trying to categorize himself and neatly file himself away but the fact remains#he is both the old celann and a new one simultaneously#however he feels tainted by his actions and thinks of the Before as like a purer time and he is not a pure man#so CLEARLY he is not AT ALL the old celann and those good traits are gone#anyway he goes soft when theres kids just absolutely melts#like the only guy in the dg that can be trusted to watch a small child#also in case it wasnt clear when the mother akss 'does she remind you of her' shes assuming his daughter is dead#shes asking if her daughter reminds him of his own#delivering your typical celann angst and remembering when i said i should write happy things for him#unfortunately this has not happened yet the happy things just happen in my mind
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The Difference of Mme. Thenardier's attitude towards her daughters and Cosette. Volume 1, Book 4, Chapter 3.
Clips from <Il cuore di Cosette>.
#Les miserables#les mis#My Post#Mme. Thenardier#Eponine#Azelma#Thenardier Sisters#Cosette#The Lark#Poor Lark#Mirror Ladies#Tw:Child abuse#Always feel so gross when reading this part...#No. The Entire Volume 1 without some parts!#And it was only five years old when she became the humble slave of that house!#Plus thinking about that she was two or three years old when she arrived at the inn...#IT'S FIVE YEARS!#She was abused 5 YEARS as a Child!!#I think she would not forget those dark memories and trauma that easily...#Is this a thing that humans can do?#Ah. I only mentioned about the Madame this time but it's all the same for the Monsieur and two daughters too!#The Brick#Il cuore di Cosette#Les Mis Letters
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It's time to play guess which episode of House md I just watched for the first time!
Here's a clue: I cried for the entire episode and after finishing it I'm left with a black hole in my chest where my soul used to be
#guess what episode of house md i just watched#thats right#Wilson's Heart#i could write an entire essay on the layers of house loving wilson and wilson loving amber and wilson loving house and amber being a#mirror for house and wilson loving amber because she's a house that he can actually be with and wilson losing amber who's a mirror for#house so its like hes lost house and than having to deal with the fact that he's not only lost the house that he can be with but hes#constantly plagued by the house he wants to be with but cannot be with and also house is the cause if amber's death and#so glad i watched this show#can't wait for it to go downhill from here and I'll still love it because it's an integral part of my psyche now#house md#hilson
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I’ve wanted to do this for a few years now but decided not to because of time and money. Now that I’m busier and less employed than ever I decided to go for it anyways. It’s not quite done but I last minute rushed enough to get it good enough for tonight
I was so incredibly busy today but I’ll get to answering asks soon :) 🎃 Feel free to send more
It’s a party city suit I got secondhand and tailored down to my size, then weathered with fabric paint. Thank goodness this suit is supposed to look messed up and handmade because I would have given up. A more accurate tie is next on the list
#beetlejuice#my stuff#first time dyeing my hair too#ignore my brothers room it’s the only full length mirror in the house
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fit for the women and femmes in climbing meetup btw
#i love taking fit pics in my parents room it’s the only full length mirror in the house it makes me look like i have such middle aged taste#me
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