#but this ain’t about me
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As promised, here’s some angsty NY hc’s cuz he is too adorable not to torture :)
(TW: s3lf h4rm mention/implication and child abuse)
Uhhhh- @alaskashigh and @stawpny I tortured the baby again :3
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-NY is so touch starved that something as simple as a head pat or a hug could make him MELT.
-he is WAY too insecure about his scars. He hates them. So. So much…. (But Cali’s there to make it all better ☺️)
-just purely out of worry and concern, his brothers always make sure to keep an eye on him if he’s using a knife. Just to be safe. He’s both grateful and annoyed by this.
-one of the reasons that he’s so damn clumsy is because England broke his legs when he was younger, and they never healed right. So now he has nerve damage and mobility issues in his legs.
-idk if this counts as angst, but he forgets to eat and drink water a lot. Something that happens often is: of his brothers will check up on him and ask him when the last time he ate was, and then his mind will just draw a complete blank and he’ll be like "Uhhhhhh-".
-due to another childhood injury (one caused by England ofc), his voice isn’t as loud as it should be cuz his vocal cords are damaged. He hates it when he tries to raise his voice and it ends up cracking 😭
-surprisingly, PA was one of the first people to ever get him to actually break down. And he did it unintentionally too.
^PA noticed that NY was acting weird, so he tried confronting him about it, but NY just ignored him. And so PA grabbed him by the shoulders and spun him around and shouted a bit to tell him that he would "beat it out of him" (he wouldn’t actually- maybe.). And that scared the sh*t out of NY, who instantly hugged PA close cuz he thought that that would keep him from being able to hurt him. Yea- PA was so confused but comforted him anyways cuz he knows that Mass woulda killed him if he didn’t do anything (definitely not cuz he cares about NY no what no way-)
-*cutely yoinks the eyesight out of one of NY’s eyes cuz of another childhood injury*
-He has words literally BRANDED into his skin from before and during the Revolution. Most of them are scratched or cut up, but there’s still a "Property of England, 1776” that’s quite visible. (THANK YOU @misery-has-no-company-now FOR THIS IDEA <3)
#welcome to the table#welcome to the statehouse#ben brainard#wttt#wttsh#wttt new york#wttsh new york#ny is in fact not okay at all#neither am i#but this ain’t about me#hehehehehehe torture the boyyyyy
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People against piracy fail to realize that no, I can’t just ‘buy it.’ They stopped making DVDs and Blu-Rays. They’re barely offering digital copies for download. I am not spending money I could use for food or bills to pay for a subscription service just so I can always have access to a beloved piece of media. Especially not when the service will remove media on a whim without concern for how the loss of access to that piece will make its artistic conservation nigh impossible.
For example, I recently learned that Disney+ had an original film called Crater. It’s scifi, family friendly, and seems cool - I would love to buy it as a holiday gift for my little brother! But: it’s exclusive to D+ and THEY REMOVED IT LITERALLY MONTHS AFTER ITS RELEASE.
The ONLY way I can directly access this film is through piracy. The ONLY available ‘copies’ of this film are hosted on piracy websites. Disney will NEVER release it in theaters, or as something to buy, and it may NEVER return to the streaming service. It will be LOST because we aren’t allowed to purchase it for personal viewing. If I can’t pay to own it, I won’t pay for the privilege of losing it when corporate decides to put it in a vault.
So yes, I’m going to pirate and support piracy.
Edit: if you are able, use $5 you would otherwise use for a streaming subscription to donate to a GazaFunds campaign.
#edit: go to https://gazafunds.org/ and donate $5 you would otherwise spend on streaming services on a campaign!#ra speaks#piracy#media piracy#pirate to make hondo ohnaka proud#obligatory ‘don’t fucking pirate small authors/artists works wtf dude’ statement.#anyone who’s seen my media bitching before knows I’m a hype man for indie films this ain’t about them#this is about corporate streaming services killing physical media bc sales numbers are less impressive than number of streams#edit: USAmericans stop telling me to buy DVDs and blurays at Walmart. think outside your borders for a hot sec. fun thought exercise.#your experiences are not universal#edit: WHO GOT THIS TO 100k. I JUST WANT TO TALK (this post is my second to hit 100k woahg.)#in other news: fix your fucking posture. drink some fucking water. and go the fuck to bed if it’s late bc it’s for me rn. peace and light.
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being on a personal health and fitness journey because of my lazytown hyperfixation is unreasonably embarrassing because i can’t explain that to people. how do i explain that my autism about a kid’s show has genuinely changed my life for the better and motivated me to take care of myself
#i should practice not giving a fuck#who cares. if it ain’t broke don’t fix it yknow. if the show works on 7 year olds then why not me?#gear diary#also this is a win/win situation because when i eat healthy and work out i know sportacus is proud of me#but when i treat myself and take a lazy day i know robbie rotten is proud of me.#SO IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT. I LITERALLY CAN’T LOSE#lazytown
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Loth Rat
#I get genuinely nauseous thinking about him#it’s been over a year and I still have the Ezra bridger disease#ouuughhhh my god someone save me#star wars#star wars rebels#ezra bridger#amputee au but he ain’t lost the leg yet#star wars fandom#he is soooo cat coded but I think people over look the rat imagery here too#I need him to be happy forever and forever and forever#sorry i’m insane#cw blood
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i’m keeping my hope alive for Andrea and her son & son-in-law specifically
#this ain’t about me anymore !!!#i have only known these people for 5 minutes but i am immediately ready to throw down for them#bucktommy#tevan
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i yearn for the mines
#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane#arcane Silco#arcane Vander#Vander arcane#Silco arcane#silco#vander#young silco#young vander#digital sketch#planetvries art#my art#♈️ art#screaming silently bc I’m so normal about them#can be read as#vanco#zaundads#or not idc#and before anyone comments it— they’re not brothers#my ass is grown I ain’t got time for that#let’s get some media literacy going#anyway I’m so gay for Vander it’s actually unbelievable#please call someone I need an exorcism asap#I need Vander to [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] and [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] bc I’m p sure that’d heal me#gimli voice: and they call it a mine. A MINE!#random but for some reason bc of how spindly silco is#my brain imagines him being sent into small spaces#get ur own personal tunnel twink— wait. hold up. ignore that sounds uhhhhhhhhh something
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A little 15 min doodle but first post of the year has to be Bingqiu!
#ok its time to get mushy in the tags because I doubt anyone would read them too closely#I’ve had severe art block for YEARS before I got into danmei in 2024#and it wasn’t that my skill was gone it’s just that I thought nothing I did was good enough#I started reading danmei around the summer of last year and I got SO INSPIRED#I dived into the fandom side of things (I haven’t been in a live fandom in years) and was so excited about all the art people were making#and writing! and music! and animatics!#everything was so bright and colorful and beautiful#and everyone had such cool designs for these book characters that I’d grown to love#so I took a chance and doodled a little Luo Binghe and posted him on here#and I was so taken aback by how welcoming and sweet the fandom was#it made me wanna keep taking chances and posting my art— because I think that’s one of the hardest things I’ve come to accept#that even if it’s not good enough for me#someone else may enjoy it#and ain’t it crazy that ive come to enjoy drawing again too#sure the interaction has been fun but it’s been even more fun experimenting with my style and experimenting with colors and rendering#and grayscale and angles#and composition and expressions#ahh!! art is so fun!! I forgot how fun it was!!#I had forgotten how much I loved to draw!!#and the fandom— so many ideas are exchanged and I’ve met some of the loveliest people thru the sv fandom!#tgcf too but they’re a little less chill lmao#anyways#I’ve set up a little spot in the fandom and I plan to keep at it here it’s very nice and cozy and funny and warm#huge thanks to everyone for being so kind and welcoming#and an even bigger thanks to anyone who’s interacted with my art#I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that someone took the time out of their day to like/repost these silly little doodles I post#incredible. ok bye for now :)#svsss#bingqiu#hoot art
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he did. my husband tried. he tried to warn them. he did. he said to them, “i’m not as into this as my wife is. i just like looking at cars, but she’s got all the facts and specs and everything. she’s practically a walking encyclopedia.”
and they didn’t believe him. they laughed. they shrugged it off. they shrugged me off. they were warned. and yet they still decided to try and put me to the test. they were warned. they were warned of what would happen to them. and yet they didn’t listen.
their ambition made them icarian. their folly turned my warmth from brilliant to sweltering.
their hubris led to their humiliation.
they were warned. but ambition makes men bold.
this is all just a very dramatic way of saying that grown men decided to play a game of, “oh you’re a fan? prove it” only to have their asses handed to them by their opponent.
this was the opponent btw:

#my big 3:#fangirl#fandom#formula 1#imagine getting humbled by bitch who’s 5’4 and wearing a cowboy hat purchased at build a bear#bc said bitch had gone to build a bear to make the stuffed version of leo leclerc#ya know#leo leclerc#he’s charles leclerc’s puppy#and i borrowed his cowboy hat#austin gp 2024#us gp 2024#cota 2024#i love embarrassing ppl#like#why are you trying to ‘gotcha’ me at a gosh darn f1 race#several of these grown men started yelling at the shuttle bus drivers bc they weren’t transporting tens of thousands of ppl fast enough#so i yelled at them back in defense of the drivers#only i didn’t say ‘they’re trying their best’ or something like that#i said: why are you in such a rush? you gotta get home to your dad on the mouth?#followed up by an incredibly southern:#i don’t know why y’all’re actin like you ain’t got no raisin but jesus h christ and the donkey can’t y’all just quit actin ugly?#anywho#bitches hate me for my sense of whimsy#and frankly insane amount of knowledge about formula 1 racing
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jean meoreau lol
#aftg#jean moreau#this is for syd who has had to listen to me yapped about burakhovsky for a solid week#like she ain’t even go here bless her 😭🙏
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Maomao at some point every episode: RIP Jinshis penis 🙏
#the apothecary diaries#maomao#jinshi#I would die if that happened to me#she ain’t subtle about it like she straight up said it in front of this man out loud and everything
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daily koss #15: TOXIC OLD MAN YAOI 🤤
SAVE ME YOU, SOMEBODY SAVE ME YOU — I’M YOU’RE SCREAMING FOR A LIFE THAT I YOU CANNOT HAVE
I really wanted to redraw the part of s01e14 where Starscream grabs Knock Out’s face but in reverse… And since I posted fluff for day 13, I thought an edgier illust would be a fun contrast! I think they do love and care for each other despite being bad (SS) or weird (KO) at showing it, but both of them are still Horrible people with Problems so there’s also a lot of uncertainty and resentment between them.
Given their interactions in canon I feel like Knock Out has more to seethe about than Starscream (who rarely got mad at KO directly and more just doesn’t know how to not take his stress out on other people), but I don’t think all of KO’s grievances are valid LMAO It felt to me that he caught feelings (platonic and/or romantic), and when that energy wasn’t clearly reciprocated, his petty and narcissistic ass took it very personally.
#lacedraws#koss#maccadam#tfp starscream#tfp knockout#tfp knock out#this illust had a lot of thought put into it—in the original s01e14 scene Starscream is civil all things considered#criticising Knock Out for a valid reason and grabbing him such that he doesn’t scratch his paint (even tho the grab was unnecessary LOL)#KO is shown in the show to want to inflict disproportionate punishment for slights against him (almost killing that drag racer +#bullying the vehicons if he’s feeling fussy about his frame etc) so when I reversed his and SS’s positions I made it more intense aha#the song reminds me a lot of SS in general + KO’s resentment towards him and coincidentally#aside frm the ‘screaming’ lyric it also has ‘It’s not fair I know it’s not fair — You ain’t the only star who’s been left for dead’#which delights me… I almost used that for the caption but liked the triple vocal phrase with the illust text#Lace’s KOSS Analysis
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#an awful lot of checking each other out going on in this show. that’s all I’m saying.#crystal thinking 'hmm. hit that??' @ every attractive person she sees never stops being funny#yeah girl go getem. let that guy have his situationship back there#kassius does the Niko-specific heart eyes SO well though#and Niko getting appreciated in this outfit makes me unreasonably happy. a field mouse!#also for some reason. this scene reminds me very strongly of laiqualaurelote's band au#was making the set when I realised. woah. same vibes.#dead boy detectives#dbda#crystal palace#niko sasaki#charles rowland#edwin payne#kassius nelson#yuyu kitamura#fuck tagging j&g this ain’t about them#my gifs#think I’m getting the hang of gifmaking?? only my second set and I’ve figured out a full workflow :D#bit addictive once you get started
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I had one negroni, my chemical romance fans we need to talk. you guys have GOT to get better at being at concerts before 2025, I beg you. going to shows is SOOOOOO much more fun when you move your body and yell and thrash and grab the shoulders of the people around you and jump and run in circles and ragdoll yourself into swarms of other bodies please please please please please!! getting a couple videos is one thing but like. spending an entire concert stock still and focusing on… content. when you could be. physically present at a rock show is like. truly deplorable. you gotta catch crowdsurfers (no ducking, that’s how you hurt yourself and them) you gotta start a pit, you gotta shove each other, you gotta get it all out because these alternative genres of music are a literal gift given to us by the powers that be and we’re not taking advantage of that. remember that video of heychris at fireside bowl? it’s literally supposed to be like that
#idk I just think pits are for pitting and seated sections are for chillin#in my heart I want a my chem show to be like the hardcore shows I go to but I know that ain’t right.we need a little more life in the scene#the energy at wwwyf was a bit disappointing after a day of some of the most fun pits I’ve ever been in#it was a sea of camera phones and it was like. damn. I wanna be here with you guys.#sorry to be a boomer but I’m so passionate about whst attending shows has done for me as a person#personal
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Omg fucking imagine bunny!reader with wolverine I could just imagine him being rough and like overstimulating the fuck out of that tail
I’ve never done hybrid!au before but x-men is such a good way into this!! Cw: hybrid!reader, smut, overstimulation and Logan being smug, 18+ONLY MDNI
Don’t like don’t read, please don’t come into my inbox w hate cos I’ll just delete the asks
Logan didn’t know you being a shapeshifter would’ve come into play like this.
You’re on all fours, head pressed into the mattress of his bed as he stands behind you.
His hips are fast moving as he fucks into you, his hands bruising your hips as he holds you in place.
“Fuck, Lo,” you moan, voice trembling from the exertion it takes to let him fuck you like this. Your ears are floppy as you jerk with each thrust, your body spent from the numerous orgasms he’d pulled from you.
“Gimme one more, bun.” He grunts, sweat dripping down his chest as he tries hard not to come yet.
Logan’s hand slips down, from your hip to your lower back and before you can register the movement, you feel his hand brushing the fluff of your tail.
Instinctively you groan, leaning away from his touch as your body jerks from the stimulation.
Behind you, Logan smirks. “That feel good?” He asks, not even sounding breathless as his cock pistons in and out of your sopping cunt.
“Please,” you whine, eyes rolling back as he does it again; his hands pulling and tugging at the fur making your body buzz. “I’m gonna come.” You warn, voice wavering as tears pool in your eyes when his hips speed up.
“Come on bunny, let me feel you.” That and the flick of your tail has you screaming, your orgasm ripping through you like hot fire.
Your body can’t stop twitching even as Logan fills you up. It takes a while for him to move, hands stroking down the length of your back while he waits for your breathing to even out.
“Didn’t know you liked that, princess.” He coos as he pulls out, laying you on your side so there’s no pressure in your tail.
You look up at him with dazed eyes. They barely focus on him before he’s moving, picking up a washcloth to clean you up.
“Didn’t know either,” your thighs tremble at the pressure of him cleaning between them. “Felt really good.”
Logan smirks, snapping his boxers into place before crawling over you. “I’ll keep it in mind, sweet thing” his kisses are stubbly but you preen for them as he begins aftercare.
#logan howlett#loganhowlett#wolverine one shot#wolverine x mutant!reader#wolverine x you#wolverine🤭#wolverine smut#wolverine x reader#wolverine imagine#logan howlett one shot#logan howlett fanfiction#logan howlett imagine#logan howlett Drabble#logan howlett smut#logan howlett x black!reader#logan howlett x mutant!reader#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett x you#logan howlett x yn#this is gonna send me back down my wolverine hole and I ain’t mad about it’s
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Watching Loki. I’m on episode 4 and I’m trying to see what the hype was about
#I’m on s1e4 and this shit isn’t gripping my attention at ALL#usually it takes me a season or two to care about a show tho so I’ll be kind to it#is this probably a wild take? eh maybe#some shows I like instantly but this surely ain’t it.#it is a fun concept but man I’m just#they’re not going enough into the absolute batshit shenanigans :(#but that might just me loving comic book camp and it’s far more serious#I’m just so glad they didn’t make both Lokis be a couple thank hood#*god#bro I just need it to get UBER time fuckey and have fourth dimension bullshit involved#update on S1E5 and I’m just waiting for interesting shit to happen#bones speaks#ok it might be getting interesting. they have kinship#Oop and they’re captured. andddd he’s stuck in his own purgatory? oh it’s a time loop. nice.#I like Mobius the best. he’s fun and his charisma is just fantastic. I’m glad they centered his on character a lot and intrigued to see#and where his character goes#GOD NO THEYRE MAKING SYLVIE AND LOKI A THING FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU#god I HATE that shit cmon. make him fall in love with Mobius u dumb fucks it’s so much more of an interesting take
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haven’t posted much .. have these ninjago doodles i also did for my insta stories :3
and these that i did in class i guess
#ninjago#ninjago zane#ninjago cole#ninjago nya#ninjago jay#lloyd too#i ain’t tagging him properly bc he’s barely recognizable but he is here I GUESS#jay x nya#GOD i will draw actual ninjago fanart eventually trust guys#i still gotta catch up 💔💔💔💔#also yeah yea i know the nya and jay outfits aren’t from the same period of the show#when i drew them i hadn’t gotten to the redesigns yet#so i had my friend send some pictures of recent outfits and that’s what they gave me#DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT IT 💔💔💔#i forgot to tag pixal#she’s there but it’s hard to tell#zane x pixal#hehe#also i’m still on like . season 11 so be kind#OK IM DONE TAGGING JESUS
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