#but there are so many characters ughhh i just want to read them all 😭

[gob-lob]

Does anyone have any advice/starter recs for comics? Specifically TMNT and Spider-Man :] but tbh any character you're interested in

[thisiswasabis]

Tw// slight vent, long post

I can't force all you to read it, but I would really appreciate if you do (no push tho)

I feel like I could post more art. Like I should. Because you followed me for my art and I still don't post as much drawings as should. I feel like I owe this to you and I'm breaking the promise I made at the start of the year.

But now I realised. . . it's not really the art I worry about.

Because as happy as I am seeing all the love towards my art (seriously, this is crazy how much you like it), I made this blog for the NoP specifically. And I didn't only wanted to share my story with you. I wanted to see people making art about it. I wanted hang out with and talk with you about it. I wanted to see people love it as much as I do. To have my own little community of NoP, where I would belong! But it feels like I've failed. . .

Because you like my art, but I'm not sure if you like NoP (no pressure if it's not your cup of tea, ofc. Not everything is for everyone ,:) )

But, if I want something I don't give up so easily

So, to achive my goal, I wanted to post more NoP. Which sounded easy

It wasn't

My plan was to make more comics where I would show you character personalities and relationship with eachother. But something always seemed to stand in the way. In the middle of making comic I realised the character was out of character, the other one turned out to be too hard to make, and so goes on and on.

But, I still kept pushing myself. Because there's always have been this thought that if I want others to love something, they need to meet this. And while it's true. . .

It was an endless circle

I started to feel like I should draw NoP first, until I'll draw anything else, and because I wanted to post as much NoP as possible, it turned out I didn't allowed myslef draw stuff I was interested in at the moment. And sacrifice it for the sake of NoP. And I was pushing, and pushing, and pushing myself SO HARD that I just. . . Burned out.

I tried to do so much things as fast as I can't (literally, I can't do stuff fast) and ended up crying when I couldn't draw anything, no matter how much I've wanted to. And I didn't wanted to go for a hiastus because I've already have been on two and made almost nothing I should, 'cause missed posting so much that I've ended up returning and just going for the another break would make you irritated. Disappointment.

And now I'm. . . Here. Tired, with no art to show you, and after some realisations and conffesions.

Before you go there's one more thing I want to say - I didn't meant this post to sound "Ugh, you all don't want to like my story??? And now I'm burned out and upset?????? UGH, It's all YOUR fault, followers. And ONLY. YOURS and not my pushing to do stuff I don't want to/I can't do at the moment! UGHHH😭😭😭😭🤬🤬🤬"

No, this post was to explain how I felt at the moment and why so many promised art has never arrived

You can follow me 'cause you like my art. I'm glad you do! I just want to spread love for NoP. It was my dream for nearly 4 years. But if you don't like it, you don't like it. It happens too! It's okay, Bun, you can just vibe here if you want to vibe. You're always welcome here ^^

(Also, here's my fanart blog where I also take requests. I not guarantee I'll do ALL of them, but I'll gladly take your propositions)

Thank you for reading, stay safe and hydrated and Cheers!

[isuckatwritingsobenice]

This is me…. Crawling back like the simp I am. 😭.

btw not sure if I said this yet but I of course loved the other toralei fic you wrote. IFBEUFJD I kept getting so annoyed cause you would cut to lyrics at like the most crucial parts of the fic. But I get you wanted to shorten it probably. But god it was soosksksosos good. I love how you write stuff. And it’s so crazy cause you literally said you haven’t written many smut fics or something. Like you write it amazingly you hit their relationship just how I wanted you too.

So here I am feebly asking for her another Toradeen part.

Basically Clawdeen and toralei are dating in this. And they’ve been invited out with friends. Buuuut they’ve made a private kinky bet. Toralei has a lil remote control vibrator inside. And Clawdeens bet is that if she manages to make it through dinner without cumming. She’ll do oral for her (which she loves) and if she doesn’t. Clawdeen gets to fuck her in the restaurant bathroom stall. (With of course the strap on she happens to bring)

So dinner goes on. And of course Toralei can’t manage to get through without cumming. (Clawdeen is nice tho. And distracts the friends when toralei actually reaches her climax. Cause she isn’t about to out her that blatantly. Consent and all. Ya know?)

She excuses them tk the bathroom and BOOM instant sexy times. Degradation! Praise! For the love of god Toraleis secret mommy kink she absolutely refuses to admit she has but definitely has. Clawdeen fucks her in the stall (like. Technically in ‘public’ but covered. Again. Not gonna out her and all) DEFINITELY overstimulation. Toralei always things she can’t go any further but Clawdeen over pushes her past whag she thinks she can handle (it’s consensual tho. Just gotta be clear with that.)

lol bonus if someone actually comes in the bathroom while their in the middle of it and Clawdeen has put her hand over Toraleis mouth so her whimpers are heard. All of course being such a tease and whispering mega dirty things in her ear. Toraleis clit also is hypersensitive too.

AND PLEASE NO SONG FIC! Actually wait. I don’t care if you do that. But please don’t cut off at the best parts 😭. Fisbfjsnidnsif I just like your writing in detail so much.

and thank you again. You seriously are the best smut writer I’ve found on tumblr

A/N: i added the song in the last one cause i love this ship with that song, i’ll probably go back and make a separate post going into more detail, but only if i have the time. but anywho, I LOVE RESTAURANT SETTINGS UGHHH IM HAVING A FIELD DAY ?!?!?! I had this written but I’ve been avoiding my drafts like the plague, but im bored and i have motivation at the moment so here i am finally posting this!! I hope im not too late omg, im so so so sorry this took so long but thank you so much for your request!! I promise to be more attentive to my drafts / asks for the future but enjoy!!!

also thank you sm for the compliment im always so nervous writing smut especially between characters, it’s the only reason i avoid it sometimes 😪🫶

Warnings: Smut under the cut! girl x girl! Characters are aged up 21+, mature smut, consensual, semi-public, use of toys, mentions of a mommy kink, dom-sub roles, toralie is a brat but when is that ever new, clawdeen is nice for a bit, power play? a bunch of kinks that i dont care to look the proper names for, someone walks in, mentions of drinking / alcohol, fingering, p-play, LMK IF I MISSED ANYTHING!!

Songs you can listen too while reading: Strangers by Halsey. I kissed a girl by Katy Perry. Fill the void by the weekend & Lily Rose depp. Coming Down by the weekend.

Navigation!!

Moonlight

Dinner was supposed to be tame, and anyone sitting across from Toralei and Clawdeen would think that it’d be going well, great even. But of course, nothing was ever really tame with these two. Toralei had been begging Clawdeen to help her build her stamina.

“Please, you know I had that I get so tired so easily. Help me out here.” Toralei begged, to Clawdeen as the two got ready for Frankie birthday dinner. It was at a lunge nearby, one Cleo was quick to get them into. She never struggled with that, and so the girls all knew they’d have a fun night out. It would just be all girls thankfully, so they had nothing to worry about. Well, Clawdeen had nothing to worry about. Toralei… not so much.

“Fine. We can work on it.” Clawdeen said, strapping her heel in place before looking at Toralei, who was currently sliding her dress up her legs. It was short, around mid-thigh length, and was a nice deep red that Clawdeen would definitely enjoy taking off of her later. But that was for later. For now, she’d have her fun. “What panties are you wearing?” Clawdeen asked as Toralei slid the straps of the dress over her shoulders. Clawdeen walked to stand behind her, looking at her through the mirror they both stood in front of.

“The black ones, with the little lacy bows.” Toralei said with a wink. Clawdeen just grinned and shook her head, slowly zipping her dress up. “Dirty girl.” Clawdeen said, kissing the back of Toralei’s neck.

“I have an idea, if you really want to build stamina.” Clawdeen said, before leaning over Toralei’s shoulder to whisper in her ear. “But you have to control yourself. I think you’d be good though. Right?” Clawdeen asked, playfully nipping her ear. Toralei’s cheeks flushed, before she turned around, her arms wrapping around Clawdeen waist.

“What are you thinking about?” She asked, her pupils blown wide with lust. Clawdeen just smiled, her arms resting on Toralei’s shoulders.

“I, use this.” Clawdeen said, before going to the pocket of her skirt, it was short and black with glitter. Clawdeen had gotten it specifically for the pockets. It was the only skirt she owned with them. In her hand was a small, pocket sized vibrator. Toralei gasped quietly as Clawdeen grinned. “You don’t have too if you dont-“

“No I do.” Toralei said, almost eagerly. “When did you get this?” She asked, before Clawdeen just smirked, tapping the tip of Toralei’s nose with her pinky, before letting her hand travel down her side, before stopping at the hem of Toralei’s dress, fingers just barely grazing her thigh underneath.

“That’s not for you to worry about.” Clawdeen said, her lips crashing into Toralei’s as her hands pushed the hem of her dress up quickly, fingers working to put the lacy fabric aside. Thankfully, Toralei was more than ready to take her fingers. Clawdeen had been nice enough to shut her up while she slid two fingers in, thumb lightly circling her clit.

Toralei had almost stepped back into the mirror, had she not gripped onto Clawdeen’s shoulders as if they were her lifeline. It only took a few good pumps of Clawdeens fingers before she was knees weak and a walking mess. “Careful now,” Clawdeen said, pulling away from Toralei, who had clearly been missing her just as much since the moment Clawdeen pulled away, Toralei immediately began to kiss her neck. “Keep this on all night,” Clawdeen said, fingers working quickly to keep Toralei on edge.

Just because she had offered this idea didn’t mean she was going to be kind about it. “Without cumming,” She said, clicking the small vibrator on and putting it on her clit quickly. Toralei gasped at the new feeling, fingers clenching at Clawdeens jacket.

“All n-night?” Toralei asked, pulling back to look up at Clawdeen through teary eyes.

“All night.” Clawdeen reaffirmed, slowly pulling her fingers out, and fixing her panties back into place. Toralei whined at the loss of contact, now having a heated mess between her legs. “If you behave, I’ll have you for dinner instead.” Clawdeen said, lips finding Toralei’s again. She moaned into the kiss, and didn’t have it in her to stop Toralei from pushing her legs together in a desperate attempt to relieve some of the pressure down there.

The restaurant was bustling, the air thick with the scent of garlic and laughter. Frankie, ever the bubbly one, was already regaling the group with a story about her latest science experiment gone slightly awry. Cleo was perched regally, sipping a mocktail and occasionally interjecting with witty commentary. Draculaura giggled at everything, clearly just happy to be surrounded by her friends. Toralei, usually the center of attention, was strangely quiet, a faint flush coloring her cheeks. Clawdeen, sitting beside her, was an expert actress. She laughed at Frankie's tales, made eye contact with Cleo, nodded encouragingly to Draculaura, and generally acted like everything was just fine.

But under the table, things were far from fine. The small vibrator nestled against Toralei’s clit hummed rhythmically, a constant reminder of the silent, kinky game they were playing. Toralei’s leg was pressed tightly against Clawdeen’s, a subtle squeeze every few minutes betraying the turmoil she was experiencing. The vibrations were making her clit throb, every nerve ending seemingly alight. She was trying desperately to focus on Frankie’s story, but the insistent buzz between her legs made her breath hitch. Her eyes kept darting to Clawdeen, searching for some sort of reprieve, some sign that this delicious torture would end soon. But Clawdeen’s face was an innocent mask, a picture of perfect sociability.

"So, then the goo just went plooooop all over the ceiling!" Frankie exclaimed, waving her hands dramatically. The girls erupted in laughter and Toralei managed a small, breathless chuckle, which sounded more like a whimper. She clutched her water glass, the cool glass a small comfort against the heat that was spreading through her body. Clawdeen’s thigh brushed against hers again, a teasing caress that made Toralei’s breath catch. She knows, Toralei thought, her heart pounding against her ribs. She knows exactly what she’s doing to me.

The waitress arrived with their appetizers, a large platter of fried goodies. Toralei reached for a mozzarella stick, her fingers trembling slightly. Each movement, each shift of her body, increased the pressure on the vibrator. A low moan escaped her lips, quickly masked by a loud bout of laughter from Cleo. Clawdeen’s hand slipped under the table, resting on Toralei’s thigh. Another squeeze, a gentle warning.

“You okay, Toralei?” Draculaura asked, her eyes wide with concern. “You seem a bit… flushed.”

Toralei swallowed hard, her cheeks burning. “I’m fine, just a little warm. Must be the… uh… spicy food.”

Clawdeen’s lips twitched, trying to suppress a smile. She was loving this. The power, the control, the knowledge that Toralei was on the verge of breaking. It was intoxicating. She knew Toralei’s limits, knew exactly how to push her to the edge without ever going too far. This wasn't just about winning a bet; it was about the raw, visceral connection they shared.

"Well, that sounds bad," Frankie said, her wide eyes full of concern. "Want some water?"

Toralei nodded gratefully and reached for her glass, knocking it slightly against the table.

Toralei was losing it. The vibrations were now constant and intense, each pulse sending waves of pleasure crashing through her. She could feel herself getting closer, her body thrumming with anticipation. She clenched her fist under the table, her nails digging into her palm. She had to hold on. She had to…

But her will was faltering. She could feel her muscles tensing, her body preparing for release. A small whimper escaped her lips, this time not masked by laughter. She squeezed her eyes shut, desperately trying to regain control, but it was no use. The orgasm was coming, a tidal wave about to crash down upon her.

Clawdeen noticed the slight shift in Toralei’s breath, the way her body tensed even more. She leaned over, her hand shooting under the table again, placing her fingers right at the edge of Toralei’s dress, her finger just barely tracing the hem.

“Excuse me,” Clawdeen said, her voice smooth. She pushed back her chair. “I think we might have eaten something funky, or my stomach is just mad.” She didn’t flinch as she spoke, not even when she pulled Toralei’s arm so she was standing with her. She even went as far as to make eye contact with the girls, her face all innocent smiles. “Be right back.”

Toralei could barely manage a nod, her body trembling. Clawdeen, her arm around Toralei’s waist, guided her towards the restrooms with swift precision. Each step was torture.

As soon as the door clicked shut behind them, Clawdeen pinned Toralei against the cool tiles of the bathroom door, her lips capturing Toralei’s in a hungry, possessive kiss. She nipped at Toralei’s bottom lip, teeth grazing her skin. Clawdeen's fingers moved quickly, working the dress up and tugging at the lacy edge of her panties. Toralei was whimpering into the kiss, hands gripping her jacket as if it were a lifeline.

“You’re so wet for me, kitten,” Clawdeen whispered against her lips, her voice low and husky. She could feel the wetness seeping through the fabric, a testament to Toralei’s arousal.

Toralei’s head fell back against the door, her breath coming in ragged gasps. "I-I couldn’t… I couldn’t hold on…,” she moaned, her voice thick with desire.

Clawdeen chuckled, a low, rumbling sound. “I know you couldn’t,” she said, her fingers tracing the seam of Toralei’s panties. “And now you get your reward.”

Clawdeen pulled away and retrieved her small satchel from behind her, the one she had strategically placed with a special pocket. She pulled out the strap-on, the sleek black silicone glinting under the dim bathroom lights. Toralei’s eyes widened, her breath catching in her throat. She loved this. This dominant, possessive side of Clawdeen turned her into a mess.

"Ready to get punished, kitten?" Clawdeen purred, holding the strap-on up, teasingly.

"Y-yes" Toralei was a mess, her voice a weak whimper. Clawdeen knew what she was doing, and Toralei was helpless to fight against it.

She quickly strapped the harness on securely, Toralei watching her with wide, needy eyes. Clawdeen took her time, dragging the silicone against Toralei’s clit, each moment a tease. Toralei was biting her lip hard, and Clawdeen’s smirk became a full blown grin.

“You’re going to be a good girl for me tonight, aren’t you?” Clawdeen asked, her voice dangerously soft.

“Yes, Mommy,” Toralei whispered, the word a raw, vulnerable admission she tried so hard to suppress.

Clawdeen’s eyes darkened. That word always did something to her. “That’s right, kitten. You’re going to be so good for me. I’m going to make you a mess, aren’t I?” She asked, pushing the blunt tip of the strap on against Toralei’s already hypersensitive clit, Toralei gasped, pushing her hips into it.

Toralei let out a whimpering moan, her hands clutching at Clawdeen’s shoulders. “Please…” she begged.

Clawdeen pushed forward, slowly, stretching her open. Toralei cried out, her body convulsing at the first press of the head. Clawdeen leaned in, whispering in her ear, “You like that, don't you? You like it when Mommy fucks you?” Clawdeen pushed in further, watching with a predatory gleam as Toralei’s face contorted in a mixture of pain and pleasure.

Clawdeen continued, her hips moving in a slow and deliberate rhythm. She watched as Toralei’s face turned a vibrant shade of red, her body trembling as she got closer and closer to the edge. "That's right, kitten, you give me all your pleasure, yeah?" Clawdeen said, her words dripping with dominance.

"Mmhmm, yes," Toralei breathed, her eyes glazing over with want. “More, Mommy, please, more…”

Clawdeen pushed harder, her hand reaching up to cover Toralei’s mouth, just as a shaky, high pitched whimper escaped her. Toralei's eyes widened in panic, her body trembling.

“Shhh, don’t worry, kitten. We don’t want anyone to hear, do we?” Clawdeen whispered, her voice seductive and cruel, her fingers pressing against Toralei's lips. She ground her hips against her, pushing as far as she could go, making Toralei gasp under her hand.

Clawdeen quickened the pace, driving into Toralei with a newfound intensity. Toralei was completely lost, her body moving with Clawdeen’s, her whimpers muffled by her hand. The bathroom was filled with the sounds of their ragged breathing and the soft thuds of their bodies colliding.

Suddenly, the sound of a door opening made them both freeze. Toralei's eyes were wide with panic, her body trembling under Clawdeen. Clawdeen pushed her closer to the wall, ensuring their bodies were touching. She kept her hand firmly over Toralei's mouth. A girl giggled as she entered, giving a quick glance into the mirror before going into one of the stalls. Clawdeen lowered herself slightly so she couldn't see them.

Clawdeen smirked, her eyes glinting with mischief. She moved her hand from Toralei's mouth, only lowering it to her chin to hold her in place now. "Don't move, kitten," she whispered, before kissing her hard. Toralei barely had a chance to gasp before Clawdeen's mouth was on hers. Toralei could feel Clawdeen inside her, and the feeling made her head spin.

Clawdeen thrust deeper, pushing Toralei towards the edge again. Toralei was a mess, her body weak and shaking. Clawdeen licked down her jaw, before going to her ear. “Don’t you dare come yet, kitten,” she purred, before taking a few more thrusts that made Toralei pant. She pulled back, giving her the slightest bit of space. "Not until Mommy says so." she kissed her ear again, before pushing back into her, hard.

Toralei's body spasmed, her orgasm slamming through her. She whimpered, her legs buckling. Clawdeen caught her, holding her tight, her own breath coming in ragged gasps. She continued moving, just a little, pushing against her until the last shudders of pleasure passed through Toralei’s body. Toralei's eyes were half-closed and her lips were parted. She was truly a mess.

Clawdeen pulled back slightly, breathing heavily, and looked down at Toralei, her eyes were wide with want.

“Good girl,” Clawdeen said, before kissing her softly on the forehead. “You were so good for Mommy.” She pulled the strap on out and set it on the small sink next to them. She then moved to pull Toralei’s dress back down, the fabric soft and comforting against the still sensitive skin. Toralei was still dazed, her body still trembling.

Clawdeen gathered the damp mess around them carefully, before starting to fix her jacket. She paused for a moment, her fingers lightly brushing against Toralei’s clit. “I think we better get back to the table, hm?,” Clawdeen said, her voice back to normal. "The girls could be starting to get worried."

Toralei looked up at her with wide, dazed eyes. "Okay," she whispered softly, unable to resist the way her voice trembled.

Clawdeen smiled, a genuine smile, not the teasing one she had been giving earlier. She took Toralei’s hand in hers and they walked out of the bathroom. When they got back to the tables, the girls seemed none the wiser.

"Everything ok?" Frankie asked.

Clawdeen nodded, winking at them. "Everything is fine, just a bit of food poisoning. We're both good to go now."

Toralei nodded, doing her best to play along. Even amongst all her friends, there was nowhere else she would rather be.

As the rest of the evening went on, Toralei was still a mess, her mind unable to escape the events that had just occurred in the bathroom. She kept looking at Clawdeen out of the corner of her eye, her cheeks getting a faint red with each glance. She couldn't wait to find somewhere else for her and Clawdeen to get lost in. She knew that, after all of this, she would have to do a lot to pay Clawdeen back. And she couldn't wait.

[m72006]

Hi! Do you know what the general reaction to Kamiya-san's marriage is like among Japanese fans? I saw that many are making speculations about his child, Nakamura Hikaru, etc., but because my Japanese isn't very good, I'm having a hard time grasping everything. Thank you!

Sorry for the late reply, I'm not used to using tumblr! I barely follow fan tweets nowaday but from what I understand after some digging and google translating (I'm not good at japanese either:D!): 1) Under the tweets from Livedoor news and others, there are tons, and I mean tons of people who was asking those questions and speculations rather than actually congratulate them. Just try serching '神谷浩史と結婚' on X and you'll see. Which is a shame tbh, if they can't say nice words for him then at least stfu. I can't imagine how Kamiya-san and Aizawa-san feel when reading those tweets, they want to share the happy news with everyone and receive those words in return? This led me to thinking bout the same thing that had happened to another famous person (and my fav) Hanyu Yuzuru. Kamiya-san and Yuzuru are not idols, they got treated like one, even though all they did were doing their jobs and the things they love. They shared the news because they appreciated the fans, they by no means have to, so why do Japanese medias and fans kept invading their privacy? For likes and views? I just don't get that. Shouldn't we be happy that they have found the happiness in their lives? 2) not related but I just wanna add this, I hate (hate it so much that I have to orange) how international anime fans (?) keep posting something like 'Oh [insert a random character voiced by Kamiya-san] is married' 😭😭😭 please for the love of god please separate seiyuu from their characters. It's like they don't see Kamiya-san as a person, but only as an anime character that they love, ughhh. 3) And I've found this (posted on 01/04/25). He said that he's been single for about 8 years and dated Aizawa-san for 2 years. And from what I've found online, the magazine from 2016 or sthg was never been confirmed, so... In conclusion, I just want them to be happy. The past is past, if he doesn't want to reveal it, it's his choice and I respect him, that's all.

[sleepy-vix]

just finished the burning god ^^👍 what the fuck

spoilers below

fuck i was a fool to pray that kitay would live

also i had a feelign tjat rin woulg kill her self in the end and im SO INFINITELY GLAD that nezha didnt die in that cave water thing following that monster/dragon, but FUCK I DIDNT WANT THIS ENDING

WHAT THE FUCK RF KUANG

HOW DID U EVEN DREAM UP THIS MONSTROSITY

im so glad that nezha at least lives but actually is that any better than death???? poor boy never wanted to be a ruler. UGHHH I JUST REALISED KUANG ADDED THAT CHAPTER WHERE VAISRA ASKS NEZHA IF HE WANTED TO BE A RULER TO HURT US EVEN MORE

fuck you kuang

you twisted genius

nezha never wanted to be a ruler. his father never cared about him, he was tortured by the stupid dragon god thing, thrust into a position in charge of a whole fucking country- and not a good one at that, forced to hunt down the girl he loved because of duty, and then forced to WATCH HER KILL HERSELF AND HIS CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND and he had to keep going bc he has a whole fucking country to rebuild and hesperians to outplay

fuck all of the characters in these books are so haunted i love it and i hate it and i wish i'd never ever met them

and kitay...

i wanted so so so badly for him to live. i hate that he was so clearly helpless in the end. i knew that he loved rin and it was so glorious that he loved her but FUCK i didnt want him to end like this?!?,!;&:!:&:$. like... she was trynna kill him at the end. i thought hed die by jumping in front of an arrow for her or smtg 😭😭 we didnt even get to see much moments of them simply being best friends

"i cant help but love you" WHAT THE FUCK.

this is so unfair i feel so sick in the stomach i could vomit actually

the only person's death who i'm remotely at peace with is Rin's bc i anticipated it from the start and it was so cleary necessary, even though it was tragic. the whole thing with her spiralling at the end made me so sick in my stomach because i hated her briefly, but really i couldnt actually HATE her because shes rin and shes only twenty one (i just realised shes only SIX. SIX years older than i am) and shes been through so much fuck fuck fuck this stupid ass story i wish i never even had the ability to read. i want to hug rin and just stop time forever

a big part of me wishes that rin never tried to kill nezha at all, that she was completely sane (tho tbf, her going insane was totally warranted considering everything shes been through) and she had made some clever deal with the hesperians where she never used her powers ever again but not have to die and she could BE ALIVE with kitay and nezha but.... it makes sense that she dies (even though i hate that). it goes against her nature to live and bend to the hesperians, and her death would give nezha more credibility, and she probably wouldve gone even more batshit crazy having to act civilised and not wage another war... so

UGHAVSAJSBAK

i dont even know what to say anymore it all happened so fast and i still cant accept it

the weirdest thing is that the people i feel most sorry for are the ones who are alive (which is not many, but still...): Nezha, first and foremost. 21 years old and he has to singlehandedly play politics in order to save a fractured country. agshjss i wish kitay could have lived to help him through it omfg

also chaghan. him and his people are going to be the only ones left who have access to the pantheon, but they'll probably have to go to war or submit to the hesperians aghhh and chaghan has to lead all that with HALF OF HIS SOUL FUCKING DEAD (rf kuang... i curse you)

also what the hell happened to Lianhua? :( poor girl is gonna get tracked by the hesperians aswell

ushshajshsjss i cant think anymore. im so fucking miserable ^^,

atleast i can look at fanart now :(

[onigiri-dorkk]

Hi I'm new to the fandom and not gonna lie for a long time I was confused about why would anyone ship Rivamika because it always seemed like Levi was barely aware of Mikasa and Mikasa hated Levi or disliked him. I started reading the manga last week and I'm honestly surprised by how little changes made a huge different. WIT always made it seem like Mikasa didn't care about anyone other than Ereh and I believe they are the reason why everyone makes fun of Mikasa for being obsessed. I genuinely thought "I love her but she's very ungrateful and rude sometimes, their strongest soldier hurt his ankle when they needed him the most because of her and all she cared about is Ereh" but it's not like that in the manga. She actually feels guilty and responsible which is a great panel to show how character development. A 3 seconds scene would do so much good to Mikasa's character but WIT somehow didn't want to include that scene. Even in S3 it seemed like they would like to keep them apart and don't let them interact even though there was a huge reveal about them. And I think it's not only WIT. Even Isayama himself is almost afraid to let them interact and I'm not talking about shipping here. Imagine finding out that someone experienced the same things as you did, have this weird mysterious power thing going on and that person is your Captain whom you made it clear that you trust and respect now. It's crazy to me that they don't even talk and compare their experiences etc???? Again, it's not even about shipping, it pisse me off because it feels like Mikasa isn't allowed to have anything of her own, the reason why Mikasa ships aren't popular isn't because she's not loved, it's because Isayama, WIT and even Mappa didn't let her have many meaningful interactions. Hell, even with Armin (they are supposed to be a trio) it sometimes feel like they were just hanging out for Eren. Ughhh they could at least let Mikasa have Ackermans for her own. She could interact more with Levi and even with Kenny for a sec. So disappointing :(

Wow!! Anon, welcome to the fandom and thanks for sending this! I never get asks and it’s always exciting 😂 We’re glad you’re here!

The “I didn’t get how people shipped rivamika” thing is common tbh, don’t worry! I was on that train too until I stopped to think about everything implied between the lines—most of it being in the manga, as you said. I know people say things like we ‘grasp at straws’ but there is realistically fantastic depth we can assume from their closeness as comrades alone. The magic of Rivamika as a ship is it takes more deep knowledge of the characters to understand why it WORKS so well. And when you get it, gosh, it’s amazing!

We definitely agree too, that WIT cut such crucial scenes to Mikasa’s character. I will never understand their choices… And I’ll forever grieve it 😭 That scene of self-reflection and guilt over Levi’s injury/absence is important because it’s the first time she finally thought outside of her tunnel vision of Eren. Ultimately, she learns to care about what happens to others as a result of her actions, which quite literally starts with Levi.

I also agree, it seems like Yams started the Ackerman reveal + arc but decided midway not to commit to it or develop it. It explained their strength, but that was it. It’s strange that even in the anime they chose not to explain that Ackerman’s are Titan DNA hybrids. That seems like a crucial piece but I wonder why they didn’t think it was important. Because then the whole “Ackerman’s are immune to x and x” has no narrative proof at all.

I like to think Ackertalk happened behind the scenes. I like reading everyone’s versions of it—but always a shame we never got that in canon. It’s even strange because they both lost their entire families, so finding out you’re from the same people should at least create a sense of bonding or they’d take on a slightly familial role, or SOMETHING. (Though I’m glad it didn’t go that route because people would REALLY think they’re cOuSiNs lol) But it’s just strange Yams introduced these things that ended up really having not much purpose, or none at all. (Don’t get me started on the Azumabito shit)

I still hope and manifest for some sort of Ackerman spin off that explores this. Can you imagine? Levi and Mikasa (the cash cows of AOT, we say!) venturing off post-war to discover more about the Ackerman’s? Or to retrace and find surviving Ackerman’s outside the world?

[stood-onthecliffside]

(Major princess diaries spoilers below for anyone who cares)

OMg so I just finished that book what the HELLL 😭😭😭😭 the ending of the previous book bled into the beginning of this one (some contrite shit about new love being right around the corner BOOOOO in this economy??? When Michael moscovitz exists??????) and JP seemed to be such a stellar boyfriend (at least when not compared to Michael) I was so scared it was going to be permanent it had me literallyyyy googling to make sure Mia ended up with Michael 😭

and I was soooo close to tears throughout like first Mia’s life had so many dramatic changes in such a short span of time, losing her best friend lilly, the binge eating/depression, losing Michael, feeling so stuck and lost and ngl it hit a little closer to home than expected 😭😭

and as soon as Michael showed up in the book and Mia started talking abt how his shoulders were so much broader now and how much more grown up he looked but he was still MICHAEL I started tearing up from the longing/heartache in her writing because SO REAL!!!!!!!! AND HE WAS SO SWEET TO HER AND EVERYTHINGGG HHHHH

AND THE ANGST OMMGGG the will they won’t they with Michael 😫😫 the first cracks in her relationship with jp, her birthday party when MICHAEL LEFT AS JP WAS “PROPOSING” TO HER??? killed me killed me I died DEAD rip me forget Mia MY heart was breaking 😭😭😭

And jp!! Oh goddd I thought it was just going to be an amicable falling out/falling out of love I did nottt expect him to turn out so repulsive?? 🥴 usually I’m against authors villainising characters to justify emotional cheating (like it’s a grey situation, why oversimplify it by presenting a clear cut villain to pin all the blame on yk) but smth abt his rlly was off putting in the recent books, I can’t believe I ever in any sense kind of rooted for him in the first book he was introduced ughhh

Also the whole jp thing was um. very sobering. (I had smth pretty similar happen to me like a while back and this has like fully killed any desire to maybe fix things with him cuz as nice as a guy is u rlly can’t help it if ur just not like attracted to him yk)

Anyways after my wayyy too long book review I leave u with 2 lines that had me crying for like 5 minutes before I could resume reading 😭

(Side note; I also rlly rlly liked Lana’s redemption arc! Didn’t feel forced or out of character, and I felt it was a very smooth depiction of the transition from that immaturish preteen/early teens petty mindset :)) )

i was a jp hater from the start and i am proud if it???? like something was off from the start!!!! i am sorry a jp situation happened to you, i will kill them if you want. honestly michael is so messy and dramatic truly missed his calling in drama! the lily thing was just i didnt NOT like it, makes sense for her character but she was straight up bullying like i would tread lightly with her lmao. the carriage scene btw cinema. like that is a masterpiece right there. anyways live love laugh meg cabot <3

[goldennika]

im reading through the manga for kuroko’s basketball for the first time and AAAHH if you knew the plot i would have mentioned something to you but since you don’t i won’t spoil it !!! (this was the reasoning of my ask hehe)

but as for recs hmmmm i watch a lot of different genres ngl 😭 so i’ll just spit some out

romance - i really really love fruits basket!! i will say its a bit controversial because of the relationships between some of the characters with mc but honestly its just people looking too far away from the premise of the zodiac story. i also really enjoyed my happy marriage again a lil bit weird on the relationship but this time because of the age gap. theyre both adults no worries (bc i know some animes would not respect ages) and its really really beautiful the art style. the story is great too and very interesting, kind of sad but it makes you root for mc even more.

sports - YURI ON ICE. watch it. neooowwwww. art style is BEAUTIFUL and its BL which is not very common!!!!!! i loved it so so much the story was compelling and i binge watched it so hard T^T i also recommend kuroko’s basketball naturally hehe !! it was one of the first series i ever finished. the characters are to DIE for. like you think haikyuu has a great diverse group of characters??? SO DOES KUROKOS BBALL it focuses more on a set of characters within different teams like haikyuu so you still get that one-on-one feel between mc team and the opposing team while getting the opposing team dynamic feel as well!! i would say main duo kagami + kuroko are way different than haikyuu’s kageyama + hinata. all four are really motivated and have their own weaknesses and strengths as players but the dyanmic in the duos are so so different!!! kageyama + hinata are like sunshine and grumpy while kagami + kuroko are like quiet + loud AAAHHH i can go on and on about both of these animes and how similar yet different they are >< but moving on~~

science fiction - the promised neverland i have not watched after s1 mainly because s2 is behind a paywall (for me) BUT it is so so good and so tragic and sad and ughhh i could eat up so many of these dystopian films and shows !! its my fave genre in film overall!! but this show had me BAWLING. i kid you not i swear i probably cried almost every episode toward the end of s1 because its such a good but devastating plot. darwin’s game if you can get behind some fan service and only having one season out… i really recommend this anime! its very similar to alice in borderland (which i also recommend it’s a japanese show adapted from a manga) in which mc gets trapped in a survival game and he does his best to defeat whoever made said game. its really good and some of the characterization is great too !

currently watching - jujutsu kaisen OFC I LOVE MY HUSBAND NANAMI LMAO kidding (not) but um this anime is really really good. heavy on the action and plot and really great animations. however. i will say that if you get attached to characters really easily do not watch this anime 😭 gege (author) is a hater of all his likeable characters /srs im also watching sk8 the infinity which is a sports anime revolving around street skateboarding! i havent watched much maybe a couple of episodes but its really good so far! very intruiging and definitely might interest you since you enjoy haikyuu

also ty for reading all of this hahahaha if you have any recs pls share them 💗💗

Waaahhhh thank you for all these!! 🥹🫶

Another friend had recommended Fruits Basket to me before so that’s been on my radar! If I’m in the mood for romance animes, I’ll be sure to check these two out :)

ok ok Yuri on Ice is the next anime I’ve wanted to watch actually!! Either that or Kuruko’s Basketball since Haikyuu got me on a sports anime/manga kick 😂 so if these are on Netflix, I’ll be sure to queue them up soon!!

I’ve actually started reading a bit of Promised Neverland (and by that i mean the first chapter only HAHA) before focusing on reading just Haikyuu! It’s intriguing for sure 👀 although it did give off very intense vibes so i’ll have to pace myself with that series ig?? Darwin’s Game sounds so interesting too!! 👀

OH GOSH JUJUTSU KAISEN — I HAVE SUCH A LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH IT ESPECIALLY OVER THE SHIBUYA INCIDENT ARC BC EVERYONE WAS JUST DYING LEFT AND RIGHT 😭😭😭 i might still read the manga tho lol

Hmm i honestly haven’t watched or read a lot but would def reco Demon Slayer if you haven’t read/watched it yet!! The sibling bonds in the show are so precious to me that when i reread it recently, i was fighting back tears so many times 🥺😭 that and bc their backstories can be so sad but the entire premise is that they’re hunting human-eating demons so tragic backstories come with the territory ig

I also enjoyed Kakegurui although it’s a bit… darker? and a bit more idk sensual/sexual? compared to other series i’ve dabbled in haha. The premise is elite high schoolers are all into gambling and the stakes are all really high bc they get a thrill out of it haha. I thought it was pretty fascinating how they worked around the different bets they’d make. Deals with some bullying though so just putting that as a cw!!

[kawaiioni]

Hello! ^^ I’m not sure if you remember me reblogging one of your LOP pieces and you had been so kind to read my tags and ask for my thoughts after completing the game! And didn’t know how you would be comfy in me sending you my thoughts, so I figured I would do it through an ask! <:)

I finished the game a couple days ago and I’m still reeling from the experience😭 I never thought I could find the courage to play, much less beat a soulslike game, and to know that I actually accomplished that, and with a game that feels as special as LOP makes me so emotional and feels so bittersweet!🥺

Rambles aside I absolutely adore the art direction, themes, and play style of the game! As someone who loves music and the impact it can play in the tone and experience of anything, seeing the emphasis on music just made me so happy! And the characters? Literally so so invested and I want nothing but the best for all of them (with some exceptions ofc!)! The developers did a wonderful job with fleshing out the npc’s, along with the environments!

And final note because I don’t want to clog up your inbox/ send in a behemoth of a message ^^; I have very few complaints or things that I wish could be changed/fleshed out, and one of those is regarding the presence of the puppets and the puppet frenzy! I’m not mad at the addition of the carcasses or the other story beats they chose to use, I just really liked the puppet enemies and where the story could have potentially gone! I just enjoy the non standard horror-ish vibes the puppets had to offer! <:)

Thank you so so much for being so kind as to read those tags I had written out so long ago😭 I’m not sure if you remember that reblog (and I hope it isn’t a bother to send this in! ^^:), but I knew as soon as I gathered my bearings after completing the game I really wanted to send some thoughts in! If you don’t mind me asking, what were your favorite aspects, characters, songs, enemies, …etc, from the game?🥺 Or any thoughts about the game itself?

Thank you so much for your time, please know there’s no rush or pressure to read or respond whatsoever! I hope you have an amazing day/night! <:)

OML!!! Hi!! 😊💙

Yes I remember you, I was so eager to hear your thoughts cause I know you said you were in the midst of finishing the game, I love hearing everyone's thoughts when they finish one of my fav games and LOP has become my new fav game!!

You saying that you are reeling from emotions is just how I felt when I finished playing LOP, it's such a well written game and above all else- has fantastic art, story, music, and characters, plus much much more!

I can go into so much detail about what my favorite things are!

My favorite section of the game is Rosa Isabella street, just the way it introduces that section from just seeing more of how Krat was- literally made me fall in love with the section! (I also like the exhibition, just because we got to see what Venigni/Geppetto made!)

My favorite character has to be a blend of them- I really liked Polendina, Lady Antonia, and also the broken puppet we find! They made me feel the most in the story! (Of course P, Venigni, Eugenie, and Romeo!)

The records are the absolute best, my favorite 2 records have to be Shadow Flower, and Proposal, Flower, Wolf (Golden)!

The enemies are really unique, I tend to like the more creepy ones like the ones in the Opera house or even the Maid puppets cause UGHHH they give me the shivers!

My favorite boss fight has got to be the nameless puppet or even the Bishop!

Overall my favorite aspects of the game are how different you can play each time! You can play heavy, light- a blend, you can have so many different weapons with different handles HELL, go crazy and take the Spector/throwables in there and go ham! It's overall my favorite thing, as well as how it uses the environment to tell a story!

Don't ever feel like you are flooding my ask box or even shy about sending me stuff cause I am so down to talk about my fav things in the world!! I am even willing to talk about my criticism of the game but this answer is so long! 😭😭

I'm even gonna follow up with some questions myself!

Who's your favorite character?

Who's your favorite boss?

What record was your favorite?

What boss gave you a hard time?

[1d1195]

midnight memories has some different type of magic injected in it i swear because that album is perfect. you have great taste i absolutely adore both those albums <333

YOURE NOT STUPID !!!! like seriously don’t even worry abt it i don’t expect to remember everything we talk abt i just thought i might’ve mentioned a song that reminded me of him but i might have completely made that up in my head so who knows lol ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ also seriously you’re way too hard on yourself about these things because what you give us is ABSOLUTELY perfect. like. i don’t even know how to describe it but every time i see you’ve posted something i truly get sooooo happy. so be as original as you want or go over the same tropes and lines a million times, we’ll all love it and support you no matter what !!💞🫶 (also i think all of us here truly don’t mind if you do the same tropes/scenes with different characters i think all fanfic readers go over the same stuff again n again and we eat it up every time😂😂)

OMG YES THANK YOU FOR REMINDING ME !!! ofc i finished it haha i was literally stalking your page waiting for the last part😭 i canNOT tell you how much i loved it. i’ve literally reread it so many times THEYRE JUST SO CUTE. and i think i see myself a lot in that specific character because i was homeschooled like halfway through my schooling and all the people i used to know moved to a different state and so i just became like this awkward girl who didn’t understand parties, sucked at socializing, and would rather hangout in her room and read all night so i totally understand the feeling of not fitting in with people your age😭😭 NOT TO SOUND SAD AHAH I CAN PULL OUT THE EXTROVERT IN ME WHEN I NEED TOO BUT I JUST REALLY GET HER AND I LOVE HER SM SM SMMM I WANNA GIVE HER A HUG

her being a little nervous about their first time and worrying she’s gonna be bad in bed was SO real AND THE CAR RIDE THERE WHEN HE SAID SHE CANT TALK BECAUSE HE REALLY WANTS TO LISTEN BUT HE CANT LISTEN BECAUSE HE NEEDS TO MAKE SURE HE GETS HER THERE SAFELY UGHHH MY HEART MELTEDDD☹️🥺

another part i found funny was the “omg this is the perfect place for you to murder me 👀” and the way she laid out the whole plan JSDGHAAKKA just them💞💞💞💞💞💞 the fluff at the end was sooooo amazing and the way he was so reassuring about everything she was anxious about before. and them being a lil domestic and going grocery shopping together😭😭😭😭 loved seeing that little glimpse of how they work together alone. i can totally see them getting their own little apartment after graduation like if they decide to go to grad school or get internships or jobs or something idk but they’d be so cute living together officially

I AM SO SOOO SORRY THIS IS SO LONG BUT I ALWAYS ENJOY TALKING TO YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY MWAH

~🎶

I find 1D’s discography is best listened to in certain seasons. So TMH is a summer album. Four is for Fall. Midnight Memories I have a hard time pinning sometimes but I’m a big fan of blasting Strong this time of year when the temp is warming up where I live. MITAM is a winter album to me but obviously I’m listening to them all year round 😂

I’m 😭 thank you for being so supportive it means the world to me. I feel so UNoriginal sometimes but I just love the idea of love and unfortunately there’s only so many ways I can make my couples say I love you hehehe

IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!!! That’s so cool you were homeschooled! I’ll have about 10009 more questions for you but I need a moment to think about them and ask but I was NOT homeschooled and I feel the very same way about you. I’m a wicked introvert in an extroverted world so it’s ROUGH and WAS rough all throughout college. I still feel stupid most of the time in social situations.

Not to sound egotistical, but loved the little part in the car about getting her there safely 🥰🥰 and the serial killer part was just something to keep it a little funny 😂 so glad you enjoyed!!!

Thank you SO much for envisioning a life after college because now I have some ideas for follow ups!! 👀👀👀

NEVER apologize for long messages. It’s my entire life! I love it! Hope you’re having a good day too!

Xoxo

[oh-cramity-its-amity]

lmaooo yeahh!! its just i was so starved for wlw content. for ACTUAL wlw and not just speculative wlw (ykwim? like couples that are like lumity and not like bechloe. as much as i love bechloe.). id originally checked s2 out from the library (yep. i watched OUT OF ORDER) i knew nothing about it apart from it being gay. but it hooked me??? i mean me and ghost have talked about when i watched citrus because i was so desperate for wlw 😭. DONT ASK 😭. fanfictions were written. it was bad 💀

also NO!!! cmon s5 was amazing. there was like- so much going on in that season with the riot. i get it though- pouessey was a good character. idk there was so much that happened in s5 and especially with alex and piper. s6 too... i really started to like pennsatucky... oh and taystee and nicky... this is really making me want to rewatch it tbh.

UGHHH THE SHOWER SCENE 💀😭🫡. stop bc actually same. my gay ass would pause it and stare to try to get a glimpse of anna kendrick 🤝. girl how did i not know i was gay. PLUS LITERALLY LIKE- the chemistryyyyyyy i cant. theres no way beca isnt queer. im not just saying that cause shes my type but like COME ONNNN. bi for bi at LEAST. chloe literally was so into her. THEY BOTH WERE. "theyre really good friends" my mf ass bruh. Aubrey and fat amy talking about which one of them was a lesbian as chloe literally pulls her close a little further away from them - CLEARLY DRUNK - being all flirty. i mean aubrey/stacy and bechloe 🫡

also the tent scene in pp2....

the back to basics song from pp2 is probably my favorite fucking thing. THE CLIPS WITH ALL OF THEM. just the montage from the movie. anna looking grumpy going down the waterslide and being thrown into the air like a rag doll. just that entire video... i love it sm. ALSO ANNA'S PART... "awowowah" whatchama call it.

also not to mention the net part- I LOVE THE CAMP SCENES. i cant. all of it.

ALSO THE RIFF OFF FROM PP2 WHERE ANNA BREAKS OFF TO SING BEFORE HE CHEATS. ABSOLUTELY CRIMINAL AND FULL FUCKING VERSION WHEN?????. -> ALSO WHEN ESTER DOES THAT PART "GIRLS... YOU KNOW YOU BETTER... WATCH OUT!!" that part??? HOLY FUCK i love their voices sm.

i can gush abt this so much but i find it so funny that haliee and ben platt were written as a couple because ben is very much not straight. i should try to listen to his music again tbh.

oh yeah i have- recs but theres so many thatve been lost in the ether cause ff.net and my old wattpad acc. i thinkkkk ive heard of experimentation. i dont remember if ive read it- 50 shades of bechloe changed my brain chemistry though 😭. i HAVR BOOKMARKS IN MY PHONE FROM MY OLD PHONE OF RANDOM CHAPTERS. i was... 👋😐 unhinged.

if i go through my old bookmarks i might get back to u abt them. honestly most r smut iirc 😭. BUT I THINK I GOT A FEW THAT ARENT.

ALSO YEAH INFODUMP ABT A SIMPLE FAVOR OMG. i had a fic way back when i think i deleted from my bookmarks but if i didnt i might read it for this occasion.

im not too good w horror so perhaps it might be a good thing??? i get scared easily. i went into scream 1 completely spoiled bc i was so anxious because id never watched a horror movie before that - APART FROM PROM NIGHT w britt. its a whole thing but im down??;?? any and all propaganda is good and will be documented into my brainnnn

SAPPHO WHATS WITH THE SUPERCORP CONTENT ON MY DASH HELP 😭

Sorrrrry. I was consumed by the madness. It all started when I realized one of my favorite fic authors (and all time favorite for supercorp) is on here. And then I got supercorp on my dash and remembered they are both very hot and very good together. It will happen again 😁

[nonclassyparty]

that chapter by far has been my favourite like omg AHHHHHH i actually screamed into my pillow ughhh i live for yn and mingi’s relationship. i want them as endgame so bad theyre so cute together pls im beging youu </3

i wanna analyze one of the scenes tho. that whole scene where mingi is going through yn’s sketchbook and she’s explaining the meaning behind each character omg literal heart eyes!!! i love that scene so much bc for one:

mingi is actually giving yn that attention that she craved, whether from her family or from san.

he listened to her and from what ive seen, was genuinely curious about her art. and i love how he asked about each drawing and the part where he says that the mechanic eyed girl was his favorite- im gonna go cry into my pillow real quickly.

cuz if you look at it, he understood that yn was talking about herself(the mechanic eyed girl) behind all the masks she wears and its like he’s reassuring her that he likes her, with or without her mask.

his attention to details and his ability to pick up on yn’s emotions and just how the two opened up to one another was just so beautiful.

but that closing line tho…. GIRL IM DONE WITH YOU I WANNA DIE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME TOO MANY EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTERS.

ty for this chapter and i hope you have fun writing wooyoungs one shot! really excited for that one!!

-🌙

ngl this chapter was hard to write because it was lighthearted and i was used to just full on angst with this story 😭😭

but yeah, i just wanted to kinda highlight throughout it that mingi is very understanding and nonjudgmental (no matter how he came across in the previous chapters lol) and that he's a really sweet guy

thank u for reading <3

[neonacity]

hey i came across "Lucid" and wow im so impressed how wonderfully this is written! how you described each person, their inner thoughts, the scenes are written so beautifully! i really enjoy reading these, its so different from other kinds of fics. as fucked as it is i really liked it all. i feel bad for everyone in this, y/n definitely deserves better and I hope she become happy again. i also hope the boys get the help they need too. i loved each scene of the boys with yn, i really like the passion between jeno and her. its very different with them! I liked the last part when she's with haechan, she saw how vulnerable he is esp him being the complete opposite with her throughout, I lowkey wish they both have a suggestive scene i love the bickering and tension they have when they talk back to each other. But overall this is the most amazing story I've read here so far, you have great talent of story writing and i like how you express each character through ur words. Fucking amazing!! I really enjoyed reading this and it makes me want to read more and expect the unexpected! I hope you are doing well and are comfortable writing this 😊 again thank you for this you deserve a lot of recognition! I hope u continue to write more stories in the future. Have a nice day snd stay blessed ❤❤

Omg this is so sweet! Thank you for reading it and I'm so glad you enjoy it! It always shocks me when people pick up reading this fic since it has been going on for SO LONG, but thank you for giving it time. OH, and don't get me started on Haechan and y/n though... i mean i do love her chemistry with Jeno—im a fool for it—but there is always something about the cat and dog type of dynamics that just makes me soooo ughhh. Also, Haechan's approach here was inspired by this one tiktok post i saw. I don't know how real it is because i havent seen the actual video, but a commenter said that during a fancall, one fan asked Haechan what it is he finds attractive on someone and the little goblin answered he likes it when girls reprimand him—THE BOY LITERALLY FINDS IT ATTRACTIVE WHEN HE TEASES PEOPLE AND THEY CALL HIM OUT FOR IT. I mean i already have this predesigned character for him before i even knew that so when i did, i just flipped LOL. But im really glad you love their dynamics. I am getting so many haechan votes on top of Jaehyun and Jeno too 😭

[hibiscera]

Zatanna!

OK CONTINUING THESE. ZEE MY BELOVED.

First impression

Honestly, thinking as far back as I can I wasn't SUPER interested in Zatanna when I first found out about her? This was WAY before I got into DC proper.

Admittedly, I didn't think much of her because from everything I did see, she seemed like a character who people mostly liked for fanservice reasons and I was just bored by it. 😔

Impression now

ZEE HONEY I'M SO SORRY I WOULD WRITE YOU OFF LIKE THAT YOU ARE MY FAVORITE EVERRRR!!!!

Since G2 DCSHG kind of really kicked off me getting into DC as you see me now, that was my first major exposure to Zatanna and like... GOD I love her so much!! It hit me so hard, I immediately went and started reading through whatever comics Zatanna appeared in in general.

I loooove a girl who's a performer with a big personality, but is actually very lonely and feels like she has to push normal relationships away, and also lives in the shadow of her father, who was an even greater superhero and magician, and feels like she has to live up to that, and also could possibly lose her grip on her humanity because magic comes with a price. There is a lot of pressure on her, and she has to keep it together, especially since she deals with so many demons and those sorts.

At least, that is my personal interpretation of her and a narrative I think would be most interesting to explore with her character LOL, I find most of her canon incarnations I've read through so far though very relatable and I just adore her, she means the world to meeee. 😭

Favorite moment

Literally any moment in any canon where she just goes berserk with magic and almost kills someone/makes a mess of things. Zee loses control of her power and I lose my MIIIIND!!! I love it when my favs get pissed and lose their shit ok!!!

Also obligatory having to mention the one time in a canon comic where her and Etrigan kissed and then. Well. You know. (:

Idea for a story

I just want to write a Zeetrigan or ZeeJason fic SOOOO BAD but my bf and I have written so many scenarios for them that I have somehow forgotten ALL OF THEM!!!

But also have been entertaining the idea of my version of Zatanna's first incident with Brother Night and how that goes...

Unpopular opinion

I just think her and Constantine are better as exes who are also frenemies. They would kill and die for each other, but also they bicker a lot.

I simply do not think he could give her the stable relationship I think she needs and deserves. 😔

Favorite relationship

Okay I will talk about the usual canon ones before I go into my little fantasy about what Zatanna could have with Etrigan and Jason Blood.

First of all, Zee and Bruce. I love them so much, whenever they are shown to be good friends in anything I just. 🥺 Especially since I extremely prefer when Zee is located in Gotham, just UGHHH THE BACKGROUND THEY COULD HAVE!! Bruce having so much understanding for her once she loses Giovanni. :'|

And then, of course, Zatanna and Giovanni. 😭 Her dad who loves her soooooo much, she is his little BABY who he loves and cares about so much!!! Thinking about Zee losing him and the impact that's had on her life, especially since we see so much he is so protective of her and cares about her very much... Pain. Of course, she still talks to his ghost every month or so, but it is not the same.

And then there is the essay I could write about the relationships I think she could have with Jason Blood and Etrigan (WHICH WAS CANON ONCE!!!!), just ughhh... her pushing people away thinking she needs to be alone and him being similar and them finding comfort in one another and growing to care deeply about one another and. 🥺

Etrigan is just part of the package. Zee is a little wild!!

Also her relationship with her stage crew in the 2010 comic was cute, I like them being a little family to her. :'| Jeff Sloane can also stay but No Romance.

Favorite headcanon

Zatanna is genderfluid and I'm right. She is a wlm and a mlm and an nblm. Every gender belongs to her.

I think it was something she was a little unsure how to approach at first, always having been Giovanni's little princess. But he (as a ghost but it is still nonetheless Giovanni) is very supportive and I think Zee finds a lot of confidence in her identity very quickly. Q_Q

Also she's autistic and latino, of course. (:

[suguwu]

omg miss bee, that title really has caught wind huh lol i hope u dont mind us all just calling you that now ahdjdj

anyhoot im here to just go off on that last nanami piece you wrote bc i just keep thinking about it!

（◞‿◟）its just so warm and sentimental, your descriptions of the interactions between them is so lovely, i almost feel like i’m intruding on a private moment.

The simple line nanami has “i’m the only sorcerer in my family” ughhH !! idk that got me for a second, i had to take a moment and imagine how frightening that must have been for little kento navigating such an otherworldly experience all by himself. thank you for including it tho, i think it adds more depth to his character, the reason reserved nanami is the way he is.

Thank you so much for all the hard work and effort you put into your fics, and sharing them with us so often! They honestly really brighten my day, i’m sure lots of others can agree as well. I hope you’re taking care of yourself miss bee, stay healthy and sane, take breaks if you need em!

We’ll always be here cheering you on ٩( 'ω' )و 🌱✨

🌱✨ anon please know i have read this message so many times today bc it is so sweet and has me klsjdklfsjdfl

miss bee really has caught on lol! i don't mind it at all, i think it's cute! i do the 🥺 any time any of you refer to me by name in any fashion.

please this is so so incredibly kind of you?? as may be obvious i really like small, intimate moments in relationships, and to hear that you almost feel like you're intruding is so validating to me. like i really just want these intimate moments to feel like that—private and personal.

i had to include the line because i also think it says so much to reader and would say so much to any sorcerer he said that to. it's telling so much in just one phrase, and it felt like it might be something that is very nanami in the sense of saying a lot by saying very little. i am really, really interested in childhood in the jujutsu world (anon in my inbox about how i'd want to see nanami's childhood and parents if i had any control, i see you and i am Thinking) because the potential impact of it is massive.

ahhh you are too sweet 😭😭 it really means a lot!! i am definitely taking care of myself—this has been a very interesting spurt of productivity for me, i'm normally a p slow writer!

thank you thank you 💞

[hyunjinspark]

First of all, I just wanted to say Hi! hihi, I was torn between sending this as a message because this is actually a message rather than a ask but since I'm shy Imma just send this on ask with anon prof haha. Okay so, I really admire your work (Only fools-) like genuinely admire your work and you as a writer, author.

The way you portray Hyunjin and y/n's character is just ughhh chefs kiss. The instructions between them, their past (which was shown in the latest chapter I cried lmao), the feelings they seems to deny. Everything make sense. It was so beautifully written. This is something I would never get tired of no matter how many times I read it.

I love the way it hurts, the way it makes me feel like I was the one in there, like I was the one feeling those things (don't get me wrong hehe, it's just ya'know some fics doesn't give off that feeling, but not that I have something against them which I don't have). I really got no words to describe it, I just love it haha, it was beautiful.

Anyways I think I've ranted enough lmao, I won't ask for next update nor when will you update because you should take your time haha, we're all willing to wait hihi.

So that it pretty much all haha, I hope you have a nice day ahead, stay safe where you are and looking forward more of your works in the future ♡♡

ahh thank you for deciding to send it in! im so glad you think that way. im so glad you like my portrayal of hyun and yn, they're my babies 😭🥺

angst is the best when you can feel it yourself, for me i know an angst is good when my chest physically hurts after reading it 😭😭💔💔

thank you, have a nice day as well 🥺🍀