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Hey, I have a huge question here, mostly pertaining to that scary "55%," so uh....
Do these US literacy statistics account for ability to read and write in any language, or just American English? Because I had actually looked at literacy stats for the US before seeing this post, and the states with the lowest literacy appeared to be,
areas with high concentrations of immigrants from non-English-speaking countries
My grandparents emigrated to and lived in the US for forty years, and neither of them ever became fluent in spoken English let alone written. I worked with people daily who needed their young children to translate English signs and pamphlets for them. Is their ability to read material in their own language not counted? In a country where approx. 22% of the population speaks primarily non-English languages, would literacy not be improved by accommodating that section of the population instead of calling them blanket illiterate?
That initial link states it tested "12,330 U.S. adults ages 16 to 74[...]from 2012 to 2017" to create "model-based estimates" on US American literacy. They rely on demographics data from the census bureau to fill in their gaping lack of information. Thus, their model guesses the literacy levels of state/county populations based on their,
level of ability to speak (not read) english
educational level
when they entered the country
employment status at time of census
willingness to voluntarily provide accurate personal data with the US government
It also notably counts 16year olds as adults, presumably because that is a standard age at which an American can drop out of school, obtain employment, a DL/ID, and overall care for themselves.
Now, op states "55% of adults can't read long texts" then alters that to say "55% of adults under 30" which is a vastly different number. If this "55%" is based on data from the PIAAC link they provided, 16–29 year-olds do not make up 55% of US adult population. They account for roughly 18% of the pop as a whole (based on census data). So 55% of that actually represents >10% of all US adults. Not that this isn't still a lot, but it's far less eye-catching than "55%."
May I ask why that age range is the one you chose to focus on, op? And does this number account for adult immigrants, English or non-English literate, who received their educations elsewhere? There did not appear to be a variable for adults with learning disabilities or other possible hindrances to individual literacy. Because if that number includes these factors the data is inherently skewed. If it excludes these factors, the "55%" becomes an even smaller number of people.
I'm truly pleased everyone on this post supports improving literacy. Reading comprehension is vastly important and is certainly not being taught well across all classrooms. However, the initial post and opinions themselves are creating the "shock" that we are all in fact illiterate and didn't know it. Between this and the dozens of articles announcing the same thing in their headlines to attract readers, no one ever really stopped to ask a) why are these Americans illiterate?, or b) what was the test basing this information on? In the spirit of learning, this is not a helpful way to inform people.
TL;DR — In addition to practicing your reading comprehension skills, please also practice researching subjects on your own and critically analyzing that research before jumping to conclusions!
Quick question, genuine question:
Why on earth does "more than half of US adults under 30 cannot read above an elementary school level" not strike horror into the heart of everyone who hears it?
Are the implications of it unclear????
I'm serious, people keep reacting with a sort of vague dismissal when I point this out, and I want to know why!
If adults in the US cannot read, then the only information they have access to is TV and video, the spaces with the most egregious and horrific misinformation!
If they cannot read, they cannot escape that misinformation.
This obscene lack of literacy should strike fear into every heart! US TV is notoriously horrific propaganda!
Is that???? Not??? Obvious???????
I know this sounds sarcastic, I know it does, but I'm completely serious here. I do not understand where the disconnect is.
#not my intention to roast op or 'call them out'#their concerns are still valid#but there are simply too many notes#on an inaccurate post about reading comprehension#research
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This is the sexiest thing I've ever seen.
#major rockstar vibes#op is unstable#I’m completely smitten#I’ve watched those performance clips way too many times – send help#his hands were truly made for the instrument#his rendition of Bowie’s song was simply breathtaking#the effortless grace#the emotion conveyed in every note – it was a mesmerizing display#peter capaldi#pcap#thanks to everyone who filmed this#we’re all so lucky to have this amazing footage
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Wait did both Alice and Zane record Alan when he was at his lowest point? Didn't Alice make her exhibition to show the world what she sees? To show Alan the truth about himself? That it never was Scratch visiting and terrorizing her, but Alan himself? Did she depict his "self" and Zane depicted his "persona"? The two sides of him that he wishes he can eliminate bc they brought him into trouble (Scratch representing anger and the fallouts with paparazzi and stuff, Zane representing his self-destructive behavior with alcohol and drugs and the party nights)? The both sides that caused his marriage to start falling apart? Was that the reason Zane made that video of Alan when they were on that booze and drug-fueled bender while working on the Return manuscript? Is this party video the companion piece?? Alan's downward spiral, same as Alice's photos? Do they fucking work together aasdffjfjfkfk
#Can this game please stop messing with my head??#I mean we don't know how many years passed since Alice went to the dark place#She could have met Zane long ago. Over Zane's similar appearance to Alan they both have a connection to him#So they talk about him. They understand that they must help Alan to ascend the spiral bc he's too far gone to do it himself#Or Alan wrote them in their story as a plot decide bc he understood at one point that he must confront his lesser pleasant parts#In order to become “whole”#And he seems to deliberately ignore how close his marriage is to fail. Her POV is so different from his. Of course she mourns him#Bc she never stopped loving him. Although he did the things he did. That's simply not how love works.#Alan is a good man although he makes selfish and terrible decisions and has a questionable morale at times. Bc he thinks he can do it right.#Bc he thinks he can correct his mistakes later. That's how he's always been. He thinks a flower bouquet and chocolate and a bottle of wine#Is all he needs to give to Alice and she will forgive him. He was incapable to acknowledge his shortcomings but he tries!! In his own way!#And alice sees it. And she has accepted it's for the longest time. Alan is emotionally constipated except for his anger.#Guy needs to do some serious self reflection#alan wake 2#Alan wake theory#Alan wake 2 theory#Alan wake 2 meta#Alan Wake#Alice Wake#Thomas Zane#Tom Zane#Sorry for the endless fucking notes 🙏
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School is starting soon!! I can't believe I'm excited for the stressors of classes OURGH...
#ill be moving out of my parents house on the 13th. and be starting on the 19th! oh god. that's 9 days#i think im excited because it means i can finally LEAVE THE HOUSE#i hate being stuck in the house with very little to do and simply doom scroll. caged bird energy fr#(family restrictions. i loooovee those)#pros: freedom. cons: a lot less free time + stress + no birds#however. the pros genuinely outweigh the cons...i treasure my independence wayy too much! (except i will miss the feathered balls...)#but on another note. im excited for so many things! See my roommate. cook meals for myself. have actual privacy...yknow basic autonomy :D!#oh i can finally wear the clothes i like judgement free! and i can go places without curfews! and i can play my music outloud!#OH i can finally kick up my social activities again!!#this bird speaks#GAH!! so excited!!#this summer “vacation” was genuinely the worst overall#saving grace was Art Fight and the DD friends i've made ngl. so thanks yall huge hugs to yall!
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Something Comforting - Sakura Haruka
It's a song fic! Actually I used two songs. If you're not caught up on the manga it has some light spoilers so read at your own risk!
It's sfw and it's angst/comfort/some third thing but it's 3am. Under the cut cause its 1500 words
Summary: Sakura's been having nightmares and his friends are concerned.
Quick note and I wont bother y'all till the end: The song lyrics are in bold and italics in case you're confused. The two songs are "Someone to stay" by Vancouver Sleep Clinic and "Something Comforting" by Porter Robinson
You were alone left out in the cold
Clinging to the ruin of your broken home
Sakura Haruka wasn't a stranger to be alone. Pretty much everything could be done without help if you try hard enough. If you struggle hard enough. If you don't have the expectation of help, that someone will come at just the right moment, getting things done begins to seem easier and easier. Why reach out when the answer will be no? Why spend time wondering why nothing is getting done, when you can do it on your own? There's no point relying on anyone when you're perfectly capable and have been for as long as you can remember.
But he came to Furin
And someone came at the right moment.
Sakura Haruka is not alone.
You've been fighting the memory, all on your own
Nothing washes, nothing grows
He sleeps through every class on Monday. No one really worries too much the first day. After all, they'd just had the fight with Noroshi and there isn't a body in Furin that's completely healed up yet. Once he sleeps past patrols every day for three days straight, Nirei starts to notice the dark circles under Sakura's eyes staying dark. Maybe even increasing in intensity. Speaking with Suo, they start to notice Sakura's not eating as much as he used to. They push here and there to make sure he eats something, but his heart isn't quite in it. The whole class begins to notice too.
"Sakura-san?" Nirei asks on their way to the cafe.
"Hmm?" He's watching the ground as he tries to stifle another yawn.
"Have you been having trouble sleeping?"
"...Not really." He's lying.
"Are you sure?" Suo presses, following up on the other side of him. "You drooled all over your math test earlier. It was stuck to your face for five minutes before you noticed." Nirei can tell he's trying to sound teasing, but there's no goading to his tone right now.
"Been waking up a few times. 's not a big deal." A yawn so big his next step is hindered and he's tripping on his own feet. Both boys nearly catch him, but he catches himself. "I'm fine." Sakura says shaking off some of his exhaustion.
Too lost and hurting to carry your load
We all need someone to hold
He's suffocating again. He thinks he is at least. The pain isn't right, but the lack of air is. Thrashing and grabbing for his throat, he is trying. To relieve the pressure. To choke out the words that come out in pathetic watery cries. I'll go with you. He can't get the words out. Everything is static and loud and he can only make out his inky black hair tendriling closer and swallowing him up in a gaping maw darkness.
The panic he feels upon waking is made worse by the urge to hurl the remains of what little dinner he's had. "Stupid." He whispers, wiping the sweat off his face he crawls to the bathroom and rests his head on the cold tile.
Cause getting made you want more
and hoping made you hurt more
oh there must be
something wrong with me
"Pardon the intrusion!" Suo calls in as Sakura is mid-bite in his convenience store noodles.
"You sure this place ain't haunted? Lookin' real haunted right now..." a loud, spooked voice belonging to Tsugeura follows as he clings behind Suo.
"Sakura- ah he's already eating! We brought food from Kotoha's too though if you're hungry after." Nirei pops his head in and drags a bunch of bags towards the kitchen.
"Pretty minimalist huh, Sakura-chan?" Kiryu whistles while checking out the bare apartment. It's matter-of-fact rather than an insult, not that Sakura cares. A grunt comes from Sugishita at the end of the line looking nonplussed. Sakura isn't sure whether he should get up and do something or chase them out. He's never had this many people in his apartment and it's crowded even more by the luggage they're all toting with them.
"Did all ya get kicked outta yer houses or somethin'?" He asks mouth still full.
"Ah not quite!" Nirei takes the lead to explain. "We wanted to have a sleepover to celebrate...I guess...if that's alright with you..." he trails off losing some of his initial enthusiasm when Sakura's bewildered expression doesn't change.
"Right and we figured your place is the best choice," Kiryu begins setting up a rolled sleeping bag in the corner. "You are our grade captain after all." Suo has taken to the kitchen, filling it with various things from both Cafe Pothos and extra food the locals handed them on the way there. Sugishita sets a potted plant on the counter with only a "Kalanchoe" before he points to the care card stuck in the dirt.
"Uh, bless you?"
"Umemiya-san sent it. Said it's real easy to take care of," Tsugeura says plopping on the floor, legs crisscrossed as he opens a protein drink. Sakura would normally refuse and argue with them on the various fluttering around they're doing in his apartment but the energy just wasn't there. He continues eating, humming or using short, one-word answers to the variety of questions each person throws his way. His space has been claimed completely by his friends and by the end of the night, they've taken up every inch of floor space. Once the lights are out, there's a faint glow of blue from the corner where Nirei's installed a small nightlight he insisted he needed to have when sleeping. Next to that was a small white noise machine Kiryu plugged in although he himself was curled up with headphones in.
Sakura curls up on his futon to when he feels his head his something softer than normal. A double take confirms there's a pillow where his head should be and he drags his eyes around trying to figure out which one of his friends misplaced it.
"I think it's an extra. Use it since everyone else has one." Suo whispers from above where Sakura's head is before closing his eyes again. It's flatter than a normal pillow. Do they even make them like this? Sakura isn't sure it's normal but he can't really find a place to put it with four other boys spread out around the room. Sugishita to his right and Nirei to his left, while Kiryu and Tusgeura are stacked somewhere on the other side of sugishita. So he settles on it and listens to the weird but kind of alright music coming out of Kiryu's machine.
And getting made you want more And hoping made you hurt more Someone tell me Something comforting
He's drowning this time, before he jolts up in the futon. Instead of darkness, the light shows everyone around him soundly knocked out and he takes a steady breath before laying back in bed. The machine is still making noise with something like waves going in the background now. He feels two soft thumps on his back where Sugishita is set up. He hears him pick up his head and gravels out a "You're good." Not a question, and another thump as Sugishita's head hits the floor again. Sakura becomes acutely aware that Suo's head is closer to the top of his pillow, now to the point where his hair brushes near his own head. Nirei is also closer than before and has been gripping Sakura's shirt as he's curled up.
Despite his heavy breathing earlier, it's actually easier to breathe once he takes into account the bodies around him. He slows his breathing to match someone else's though he doesn't pay attention to whose, and his eyes are being pulled shut again, his body desparate for sleep. For the first time in more than a week, Sakura sleeps deeply through the rest of the night.
By the time everyone wakes up and files out after breakfast, there are a few things left behind that Sakura's not sure what to do with. He reads the care card for the plant and shoots Kotoha a couple questions on the specifics. No one in the group chat ever claims the pillow he used, or the shampoo and conditioner he finds unopened in the shower. The nightlight and white noise machine were left with both Nirei and Kiryu saying they have seconds at home and to keep it there for next time they sleep over. The same sentiment comes from Tsugeura about the set of small hand weights Sakura's been making sure not to trip over in the mornings.
His apartment starts to look more and more full as it becomes a place where small parties and gatherings are held. Whether gifted or left accidentally", he usually has something new to move around the next day. Sakura isn't sure when, but at some point someone hung up curtains when he wasn't looking despite knowing for a fact it would've been a half an hour job at least.
Sakura Haruka is not alone.
He's pretty okay with that too.
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So sorry if there are typos im so tired and spent long enough just making sure the format was decent enough. Also I've never written this many words all at once before so that's cool! Some writing notes if anyone's interested!!
Kalanchoe's name apparently comes from a latinized corruption of the chinese Kalan Chau for "that which falls and grows" which i thought sounded cool to put in! It also symbolizes endurance and persistence (as well as affection and love but like...every flower/plant is like that usually it just depends on which flower language you're going off of.)
Sugishita was the one who left hair stuff in the bathroom after finding out Sakura only uses like...a bar of soap or a 3-in-1 to wash his hair. Like an animal or something ಠ_ಠ
Kotoha put the curtains up with Umemiya while everyone dragged Sakura to the convenience store for snacks one day. It actually took three days for him to notice.
Suo ends up bringing a teapot and leaves to leave(lol) at Sakura's because he's not using regular tea bags every time he comes over smh
I think both Kiryu and Nirei bring plushies over and "forget" them every time. They both also eventually put up pictures they either took on their phones or got at photo booths. Absolute mad lads at scrap booking and cork boarding
Also ive never done a song fic kinda thing before? i used to hate reading them and now look how the turntables. It's 3:39am goodnight!
#wind breaker#sakura haruka#this took 4ish or 5 hours to write and again sorry if the grammar or spelling or over all whatever lacks and or sucks but i think i like it#I wanted to make it longer which is why i have so many notes but also some things can be too long u know?#If you wanna talk to be about this tho? lmk ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ im sure i can conjure more heacanons#i really just wanted him to both have a home full of stuff and have comfort cause i know my ass would have major nightmares after#the endo fight >_>#secretly i wanted nirei to hold his hand or something but i was like woah cowboy...no one could simply GO BACK TO SLEEP#after realizing sleeping nirei is holding their hand#my heart would explode
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ao3’s down so i have to resort to medieval forms of gay smut (dostoevsky)
#it’s actually just my wifi that’s down but SHHHHHHH#the joke simply isn’t funny w that JDHSJS#omg tomorrow i’m so happy i have a half day and i think my friends and i are gonna go to town :D#i wanna stop by the oxfam bookshop bc i don’t rlly have many books i wanna read this autumn#DEFINITELY dead poets society ive been saving that#and maybe picture of dorian gray?#i have some ranpo books too but idk sobs😥😥😥#AND I ACCIDENTALT GAVE MY FRIEND MY COPY OF ALICE AND WONDERLAND but it’s okay bc she likes it so far :D#anywho i’ve officially made it to page 354 of devils meaning in more than halfway yippee!!!! (it’s been 4 months£#i love dostoevsky and i Love reading classics but it’s just smn about dostoy that makes me such a slow reader#istg i go through like 4 classics a week but even notes from underground takes me yearsss to complete#KFHSKDJD#lea.txt
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Oh my fucking god i just realised that if i switch to a new phone literally ALL of my writing will be gone,,,
^^^ uses samsung notes like a goddamn lunatic
#like i have years of stuff in there at this points#i have multiple notes things bc i filled like two of the same type??#i have way too much shit in there man#i write on my phone basically exclusively#i just can't manage to write well on PC for some reason#/ i don't get the same sort of inspiration?? weirdly enough???#arguably it would be good to do a reset of it all to clean stuff out#HOWEVER#i have so many unfinished AU ideas and drabbles in there#COUNTLESS things i wrote Just For Me that i probably will never share#but they still mean a lot to me#i love reading through them every now and then#i COULD put them out as fics but like#who is actually gonna read ~1k words on average if not less#it's feels a lot to me but to the average fanfic reader they wouldn't even touch it unless it's 5k words#should I care about that? no. do i care about that? yes.#if i share something i want it to be seen#otherwise i simply could've just. not shared it.#rambles#maaassive rambles in tags my god#samsung notes#fanfic writing#fanfic writer
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Since it's not going in my article due to space constraints, i'll share a bit about Jane Manning James here. It won't be superfleshed out atm bc it got cut. I plan to do more later. As I am *Reorganized*, writing this for a Community of Christ publication, i researched Ld-S shared history to the point of Nauvoo. my article doesn't follow west (technically). the main resource was an LDS one (thank you v much for your freely available archive) asking about her time with the prophet of the Restoration.
Jane Manning James
A significant Black Latter Day Saint from the early church was Jane Manning James. A woman from Connecticut notably made the walk from Buffalo, New York to Nauvoo, Illinois on foot, with most of her family. This was only after being separated from the group of recently converted latter day saints in Buffalo, possibly due to their race. Jane was baptized in 1842 by missionaries in her home state of Connecticut. She recorded these things about her journey and arrival to Nauvoo and her faith when asked to recall her life living with Joseph Smith in 1905.
“When I went there [Nauvoo] I only had two things on me, no shoes nor stockings, wore them all out on the road… They [Joseph and Emma] was looking for us because I wrote them a letter. There was eight of us, my mother and two sisters and a brother and sister-in-law, and we had two children, one they had to carry all the way there, and we traveled a thousand miles.”
She was sure in her belief of the Restored Gospel of Jesus Christ and Modern Prophecy. She says in her recollection, after seeing that Joseph Smith Jr was indeed the man in her vision in Connecticut, that “This is the Gospel of Jesus Christ and there will never be any other on earth. It has come to stay.” Sister James would later go west with the saints under the leadership of then Apostle Brigham Young.
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me tumblr posting again:
thank you for the example set Sister James on faith, dedication, and perseverance. She also had spiritual gifts, such as speaking in tongue and faith healing. She believed following the gospel, knowing it was a key to a better way of living life (for her.) it wasn't easy for her, and yet, i think the faith community i observe today (and mormonism in general) is better, just for her having lived it.
may she be at peace, and in a manner God, Sister Jane herself, and her family she led that meant so very much to her, see fit.
#the church of jesus christ of latter-day saints#latter day saint#afrostake#tumblrstake#mormon#mormon history#mormonism#religion#they dont mention anything about sealing bc we don't have it#most reorg saints don't know it exists nor that it was ever practiced#its simply assumed that will be the case. that your family will be there (and that there will be work to be done)#so i say it is unlikely that Sis Jane is actually eternally sealed to the Smiths as a servant bc God is no respecter of persons#who even said that Joseph is in the CK. he could be in the Telestial Kingdom rn as we speak. depending on how time / resurrection day works#Jane may be in the CK maybe having a sisterly relationship with Emma if that's how the afterlife works#i also don't believe the kingdoms are permanent. as a side note. if Joseph Jr ain't there i think he can be in God's time.#and josephites (reorganized saints) don't have a way to report card which kingdom they'll go too#and nobody talks about it bc its the afterlife and community of christ doesnt focus (or sometimes doesn't even care) about the afterlife#i've heard it talked about in depths twice and in general maybe 4-5 times. know a brother i meet with weekly who is newly widowerd#no one seems to think the work is over and that we well still be working and progressing in our faith helping others progress after death#that one is cultural - may come from common unwritten- early lds belief since L-dSaints have a new direction and more developed idea of thi#but for the sake of all sakes#can they not reseal her?#certainly a prophet could - listening to Gods call of liberation - see the symbolism and cultural moment that could be#or does post mortem sealing go off the rails? i don't go here. its often sweet and i think harmful in some ways too. JS Jr would Just Do It#but alas - i dont think emma should be involved with any of that. she wouldn’t want to do anymore sealing#i just think if you can do a baptism after death why not a sealing. but doing one would perhaps open a floodgate?#but perhaps its time for those many church generation Black families to be able to have that with they're bygone relatives#once i gave a mourning period & lively death procession & lively dance celebration on the alantic coast to#to honor all my ancestors/ predecessors who were killed and thrown into the sea or would rather die than be enslaved and jumped#danced in the same ocean they died in and dumped (state park approved) flowers into the sea
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i apologize for the person I become when I watch love actually (2003)
#I’m so sorry guys#it simply rewrites my brain chemistry#there is so much#I take notes every time I watch it because I have too many thoughts#I’m completely normal about it#love actually#love actually 2003
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"winston quant billions: like anyone else, an entire universe" or "the good news is it's just that everyone's been terrible to you, the bad news is it's just that everyone's been terrible to you"
#one thing you can do now that billions has an overall conclusion: fight it to the death w/your bare hands & anything within reach#go ''anyway.'' look at taylor mason being in there and out here like wrow....#come get your thee most special little fella on earth created by this series by nonzero layers of happenstance babeyyy#and people will have been terrible to them in general / more than not / perhaps always#meanwhile i'm turnt on album recording amphibian that high note oh my gott#and have been snapping metal in half thinking about orvphil material like hhrrhgh#and in this case have been like ''sure making this coloring Busier and Noisier...'' then been like ''yep'' and continued apace#can't be too much in his cosmos. and also: yolo#winston billions#corned beef#also spent many words for many minutes Just Today going on & on abt [christ the winston material + billions more broadly] in the dms lol#typical sunday....it's truly not Not. the verbosity will simply manifest thusly now and then. s/o to my fellow connoisseur#and now. need nappuccino#oh and also the way the whole universe that is oneself? needs no external acknowledgment abt this; is not deficient or insufficient; etc...#winston deserved to flip tf out & not in a way everyone liked & respected#&/or every day on a simmer just be more of a bitch; cause problems on purpose; etc#meanwhile they just handled his material like ''well you can only ultimately throw him in the trash'' but like welp#he in turn can only be better off removed from [all other characters on this show] lol like team ben / tuk exception maybey....#he already so Arrogantly has any sense of self worth/confidence. and he needs more. More!
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#sometimes I KNOW the number of people I have wounded by unfollowing and I hate that tumblr makes it so easy to tell now#but I simply have an unhappy and prickly brain#and I have gone from feeling soooo bad about unfollowing anyone to just recognizing that I just had to be practical about how I needed#my dash to be#but like. It’s never because I hate you. Sometimes it’s because you’re TOO interesting or you blog too much like me#Or it’s just more discourse than I can take in at any one sitting#and I’ll still stop by your page to stop in when I see you in my notes#but also. it just kind of kills me because I know that it causes hurt sometimes no matter what I say!#and like. making a post like this might make it WORSE#anyway idk why but I was reminded of this yesterday when this former student asked me wistfully if I remembered her#and I was like of course! and she was like but you have so many students …#and it’s true. impossible to make them all FEEL equally seen even though i try#I am NOT comparing you to students just saying tumblr is like teaching in that it brings you into contact with many people#and the sheer number means you can’t stay close with them all#Anyway see what I mean by the chattering
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new icon time bc the moment we hit double digits on the halloween countdown my brain genuinely straight up forgot it was still summer
#*changes my icon and immediately forgets so I get jumpscared every time I use hold to rb on mobile*#oh yeah and here’s this funky guy. haven’t posted him before#he exists bc my hand shook in the wrong direction when messing around with a completely different Weird Cat concept and I went o shit that’s#better actually#my art?#my oc art#character art#original character#oc art#furry#character design#ignore that this draft is almost three weeks old just don’t even worry abt it#life is. hahahaahaha. so much rn my summer has been Dog and Constant Stress and art is just. not able to be a priority rn#so ofc I have many ideas :’) someday im gonna be able to do things just bc i feel like it for more than five minutes again. someday#i do have like 4? i think? finished pcs of Bear Art from the past few months that i might post for fbw let me know if you want that perhaps#but that’s not for another month or two I think? i should know that im sorry brooks falls bearcam i have failed :(#there’s some stuff in the drafts i forgot I didn’t post too actually#maybe I’ll get around to that with my. very minimal free time the next couple of days (<- probably won’t)#on that note#if you commissioned something from me and I haven’t posted it pls don’t be sad i am simply attempting to survive the summer#my brain is not good in hot weather under the best of circumstances and this has not been those#I Do plan to post them they just take more brain than like. this quick silly doodle for myself to draft out#i know ppl probably are not worried i am simply. afraid.#anyways. look a creature
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ah shit i’ve done it again. thought of new hyperfixation makes me hyperventilate + flap + roll around in bed until i start to tear up
#TOO MANY EMOTIONS AND NOWHERE TO PUT THEM!!#why can i not simply be normal about things#(answer: autism diagnosis)#side note i don’t often use the word flap because i feel like it makes me sound like a child#but thats actually super fucked up and sad. why do i associate stimming with immaturity#i am autistic and i experience symptoms of autism#and i wish i didn’t feel ashamed to say that i do#anyways this is about challengers#autism#hyperfixation
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the results of that "is fanfic a book" poll have shown me one thing and its that this site never graduated past that absolutely insufferable phase in 2013 where everyone acted like every book is the single most sacred thing on earth
#sorry rant incoming. you know like the people who got way too offended over dog earing or carving books for art or things like that?#that's what the notes section of that poll feel like. just way too many people (on both sides) putting way too much importance on Books.#like first you have the 'um ive read fanfic that was deep and beautiful and thematic so yes all fanfic is books' votes#which like. ok. ive also read really deep thematic screenplays but that doesnt make it a book its simply not. what a book is#then you have the honestly even worse 'um your reylo au isn't like the works of the masters its not REAL BOOKS' crowd#which like. yeah most actual published books are not as good as the 'works of the masters' whatever that means. so you have proven nothing#which brings us back to the absolute worst of all 'colleen hoover & co aren't books either' SOMEHOW#like. ok well i think her work is pretty bad but it was literally edited and published into literal books so#if you're going to decide that you get to be the arbiter of what books are Good Enough to count as Real Books well you've lost already.#because no that's not how any of this works. youre fighting one of the most famous Losing Battles in all of art discourse.#a book is just. a format that writing can be in its not some holy status you have to work to acheive#and to try and turn it into that is really stupid and self important i think because like again#who gets to decide what books are Real? what motivates them to make that choice? what biases are benefited from that?#i think its worth noting in conversations like this everyone wants to deny female romance authors the title of Real Book#(which yes a lot of those books are very shallow or badly written. many have outright offensive tropes)#but nobody mentions the equally shallow and offensive stuff by/for men. like william johnstone's shitty cowboy books for example.#no matter how you try to frame it youre going to lose the second you decide something has to fit your standards to be real art.#avpost#its very reminiscent for me of the conversation around modern art where people just want to say they know what is and isn't real art#based on like whatever standards they want. 'ugh its just dots it's not real art'. do u see where im coming from.#a book is just. a piece of writing that was edited and published in the form of a physical book. that's it. its a v literal if vague noun.#it can be something with a lot of depth and meaning. it can be shallow and hacky. it can be nonfiction entirely. its not a value statement#which can also be said about art as a whole some of it is very shallow and bad. some of it is extremely skilled and profound#anyway. no fanfic isn't inherently books but some fanfics have undergone editing & publishing and became books i think#and that doesnt mean that they're 'as good as' the classics by really skilled writers. but theyre still books#tbh a lot of the published fanfic books are worse than most nonbook fanfic. them being books isnt a statement of being more valuable.#its just a literal fact.#i think its interesting to discuss but i swear its not a huge deal whether fanfic is books the bigger deal to me is#the weird attitude popping up on both sides. which i think most people would also find stupid if their brains hadnt been like#totally ruined by an uninterrupted 5 years of insufferable-on-all-sides fanfic discourse that has ruled this website.
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Can bsd fans just STOP complaining about bones studio?? Unless you're going to put in the effort and write an actual reason as to why you think the latest episode was bad (eg: you believed it was too rushed and u state reasons for that etc) then just STFU honestly.
I'm sorry but "the new episode didnt even make sense" is so flimsy and pathetic like what about it didn't make sense? if you're talking abt the unanswered questions then OF COURSE there was going to be unanswered questions, that's how series keep their viewers on their toes.
Also, simply stating "it was too rushed" without giving reasons as to why you thought so is so damn annoying because although i myself believed it was indeed rushed, i'm grateful because honestly that episode was amazing, so either give actual reasons or dont say anything at all. It's not like animes are easy to animate 💀 they had literally only 23(?) minutes to wrap up the whole series and i'm sure they tried their best so just chill out.
Also, for those of you that are skeptical about the episode being canon, i share the very same anxieties, trust me, but it isn't even confirmed so i think shitting on bones studio on the basis that "this new episode may or may not be canon, we dont even know, and our only reason for doubting it's canon is that bones has a history of making their own ending" is immature and extremely unfair. if it is confirmed that bones studio made up their own ending, then by all means, rage and cry and scream. i will gladly join you. but for now, can y'all just be grateful?
#bungou stray dogs#bones studio#i love shitting on bones as much as the next person but some of u guys r just annoying abt it#this is NOT directed at those of u whoe state actual reasons btw! i have seen many good points abt the episode being too rushed or having a#few minor plotholes that dissatisfied you and i have agreed with those and found them very interesting to read#but if you're not going to actually give reasons why u hates the episode and simply complain then just... im sorry but deal with it?#cry about it?#asagiri kafka#sleepy vix#it's funny because it's true#okay but on a less angrier note i am actually praying that the new episode was indeed canon or i will cry
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i hope this post finds you well! quick little soft reboot!
i want to do a soft reboot of this blog! i won't be moving or doing a deep clean, but i do want to start fresh in that i think that the best thing for that is retiring most if not all old threads. it's been a while and i'm not sure if The Muse is there and i certainly don't expect it from anyone! so i won't jumpscare anyone with a thread from 2 years ago lol. i miss writing with you all and in a silent lurk i've read what you guys write on the dash for a couple days and it ignited that spark again to want engage in that!
if you see this and you want a little starter thrown your way, let me know!
#「 ooc. 」 boonta eve drift.#i know ive been gone and gone here and there#my intention was to always kinda keep this blog lowkey#but i've simply not even been here which is my b i want to make an effort of being here somewhat consistently#nothing serious just simple life stuff & trying to be less online#i think im rediscovering my passion for writing and i really want to get back into it#rp in particular is fascinating because of that connection between writers and through interactions having you#adapt and plot and learn too in a sense? if that makes sense lol#i think that during the period that i was writing on here it helped me develop as a writer in aspects i never really thought about#things like voice and the perspective of characters and dynamics#dynamics especially! because i had the problem before when writing character relationships in solo felt a bit one note and almost monotonou#writing here really taught me how to make the distinction between characters and the nuances that define a relationship#so um yeah#i checked who i follow and my goodness was there a mass exodus! many non active for 1+ years#makes me feel a bit less alone in my leave lol#oh! in the time i've been here on and off i've learned fr*nch! so salut mes amis! i sincerely apologize!
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