#but then their story becomes so much like one of the songs

[hoonieyun]

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i'll still be here - leigh-anne

pairing: lee heeseung x reader x sim jaeyun

warnings: i dont think so but pls lmk if i need to add anything, 18+

pls ignore timestamps and possible typos lol - this is partially written, please be sure to read the written portion to fully understand the story <3

wc: 468

your phone was endlessly dinging, making it hard for you to focus but you tried your best to focus on the lady sitting in front of you. she had a sleek bun, wire rimmed glasses, and a pen and paper sat in front of her. 

“do you want to get that, yn?” she asks and you shake your head. 

“no, not important” you say with a smile as you quickly switch the ringer off to mute all of the sounds. 

“what is it, anyway?” she asks and you explain that it’s all of the people reaching out to you regarding your new song and because you kind of dropped it out of the blue; a lot of people were pleasantly surprised. you also added that you were planning to just drop the song and kind of go MIA to stop yourself from obsessing over every single thing that people say about you online. 

“that’s good, i’m glad you’re doing your best to listen to my advice but don’t feel like you need to be so strict with yourself. i know you’re a popstar so being on the internet is a part of your job; just know when to get off when it’s becoming too much, ok?”

she was so knowledgable in everything she said, it always made so much sense and whatever she said to you brought so much clarity. which was a good thing because it was her job at the end of the day. 

the rest of your session with your therapist goes very smoothly, talking about your goals for the week and habits that you’ve wanted to get into that you haven’t and other habits that have been hard for you to break and how you can get to a point of releasing those habits. 

it’s only been a few days speaking with this therapist but since she was a part of the mental health retreat you attended previously, she had your information from the retreat so you weren’t completely starting from scratch. 

you bid her goodbye with a small hug and you make your way to your car, pulling out your phone and quickly scrolling through all of the notifications before driving to your apartment. deciding that you’d respond to your texts when you got home. you listened to your new song on your drive home and you don’t realize you’re crying until your version gets too blurry. it wasn’t tears of sadness but something of release. 

like you’re releasing so much weight off your shoulders without the guilt your old self would feel for putting yourself first. as if you had become a totally new person in the last month and this new era of your life was focused on just you. 

choosing yourself and not feeling guilty for wanting to be happy.

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hoonieyun notes: guys u need to listen to this song its so beautiful like truly one of my favorite songs.. the lyrics and overall melodic value of the song is so impactful.. anyways omg now playing is almost overrrrr wahhh

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[naehja]

Daemon!Au where everyone, cultivator as normal people, has daemon. I had seen fanfics where daemon were tied to golden core but there i would like to read a story where they are tied to the soul. Because the idea of Wei Wuxian losing his daemon in the same time that his golden core is too sad.

Some ideas:

Wei Wuxian has a fox. her fur became all black after the episode of the Burial mounds (both because of the shock of losing the golden core + the ressentement energy).

Nie Huaisang has a Red Panda (of course Huaisang would have one of the cutest thing ever as daemon). For months, people thought that it would be a bird because she loved to fly.

Huaisang's daemon is the one who realised (too late) that the song of clarity was not played the same if it was Xichen or Meng Yao.

Nobody ever suspected someone who has a Red Panda as daemon to be the best actor ever and to plan a revenge for years.

Mingjue had a tiger. Unlike Mingjue, she was very patient. Like a predator watching her prey for a very very long time. She was also affected by the twisted song, so she didn't realize that Mingjue became unstable.

When Huaisang was little, Mingjue's daemon often hold Huaisang's daemon like a kitten while Mingjue was carrying his little brother to the training ground.

Jiang Cheng's daemon fought all his being for NOT become a wolf or a dog (because Wei Wuxian was SO scared by them) and managed to become a cat (Madam Yu wasn't happy because it looked too sweet). His daemon is a cuddler and is very sage. A shame that JC doesn't listen to her a little more. She has a doubt about the new golden core but never dared to speak about it.

Yanli would have a sheep (a Ram) and her mother was really annoyed because of it (not enough impressive). She spent years to feel guilty because of that, while loving deeply her daemon.

Madam Yu would have a Viper. She was very pissed about it and blamed her daemon about it. Barely spoke to him. And when she was speaking to him, she was verbally abusive. He tried to tell her to not hurt the children, to be more patient but after a while, he gives up. This bad relation had repercussions on her mental state, and so she was even more volatil.

Jiang Fengmian would have a Ibis or a otter.

Jin Zixuan would have rooster (because he's loyal and brave) and would be annoyed that Wei Wuxian keep calling him a peacock. "no Zixuan, it's you he call that" "what?" OR Zixuan HAS a peacock as daemon. The two are good.

Wei Wuxian parents had a horse for his father and a phoenix for his mother, because she has been raised by a immortal. All her students have mystical animals (dragons, unicorn, phoenix, etc...)

Lan Qiren would have a deer.

Meng Yao has a rabbit, which help his innocent act.

Xiao Xingchen would have a unicorn (symbol of justice in China) because he's the (son) student of a immortal.

Xue Yang would have a snake too. Who would always been wrapped around his neck. He's as much sadistic than his human.

Wen Qing would have a ox, determined and rebellious.

Lan Sizhui would have a white fox. He never knew why but Fox always make him nostalgic. He was very happy when his daemon took this form.

Lan Jinyi would have a panda.

Jin Ling is too young for his daemon to have a definitive form, but she often take a dog form, until they realize how much Wei Ying is scared of dogs.

Song Lan would have a dog, who are symbol of sensitivity and sincerity and loyalty.

A-Qing sadely died too young for her daemon to have settle on a definitive form. But he often took a bird form.

Wen Ning, like Yanli, would have a sheep. Because this animal is a symbolie of innocence, purity, sensibility.

Sadely a daemon vanishes when their human die, so ghosts and people like Wen Ning or Song Lan didn't have it back when they awaken in their new state.

Lan Xichen would have a dragon, even if he has not been trained by a immortal. His dragon always thought that Mingjue's death was suspicious and tried to explains Xichen that someone wasn't right. But Xichen trusted Jin Guangyao.

Mo Xuanyu had also a fox (black and Ginger). So When Wei Wuxian is bring back to life, his daemon also come back in the body of Mo Xuanyu's daemon and they both play a role to not be recognized buuuttt they can't fool Lan Zhan and his daemon.

Lan Zhan would have a lioness.

[audacityofbird]

Hey, look I'm using this account lol. I'm chronically inactive on Tumblr and bluesky. Looking to rectify that. And why not rectify it with kindness?

The @st-loveconfessions is doing a kindness week and I felt inspired to do today's challenge. Two fics cross my mind often when I'm bopping along to my playlist on shuffle so I made a mini playlist for each of them. First up, @arimakes fic, fill my lungs with sweetness

https://archiveofourown.org/works/58766857/chapters/149761072

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2HqeHe5nNf9eG5o1DxpxQu?si=h6D-0aPqR4GIe4C1PNQbfA&pi=zzFGVNqTSGuA9

Here's a little playlist for wabisabipapi and their hanahaki apocalypse fic. A lot of them are just vibes but I'm gonna write below the reasonings behind my choices as well as the song title and artist.

I hope this silly little playlist does the the fic justice because it truly is wonderful and beautiful.

We'll become silhouettes - postal service

Mainly vibes. A lot of them are just vibes but it reminded me of Eddie's time in his home / bomb shelter and then their shared time there.

Don't panic- Coldplay

This mainly was vibes but the irony of Eddie being afraid of the world they lived in and it being seen as a beautiful world by either of them felt like the back and forth of Steve cracking Eddie's hard exterior. Steve trying to encourage Eddie go out into the world and those who are left are there to lean on one another.

Come into my arms- november ultra

This reminded me Eddie and his mom and all he internalized about her and how he missed her and how they translated to how he inevitably opened up and closed off to Steve

Surface tension- Genevieve Stokes

This felt like Eddie vibes to me. Denying himself what he doesn't think he can have.

Silhouettes- colony house

Again vibes. This felt vibes of the both of them during their time together and the very end.

Tourniquet - Jeremy messersmith

This felt like a Steve to Eddie song. That he would have been there for him no matter what after the time they spent together no matter what the unreliable narrator in Eddie's head told him. No matter what Eddie's fear told him.

Under my bed- provoker

This felt like Eddie's fear in a song. There's a part when all feels lost and Eddie is consumed by his fear which is just a surrender to the fear he already has on the surface all along.

Gilded lily- cults

Another Eddie song around being consumed by the fear of dying and being consumed by unrequited love and all he sacrificed unknowingly because of his fathers choices and then eventually having glimmers of hope that he may be wrong about Steve coming back for him.

Into my arms- nick cave and the bad seeds

Again vibes. I'm sorry. But this felt very much like vibes for the end of the story to me.

Bloom- paper kites

I had to mainly because it's the song the title comes from but also every time I hear this song I think of this fic.

[supdudes95]

Funnily enough I was considering this song for Copycat, but having Lucifer dance around and sing with Al's skull felt too much XD (Or was it an upcoming one? 🤔 I'll have to check my notes XD Could've been for the 10th story, actually 😏)

(He would never call him "bambi" in the series, which is actually the point of all the over-the-top nicknames XD I'm generally not a fan of nicknames, and I dunno, it felt like they might feel mostly the same, so slightly mocking them in the fic felt perfect for the two of them as a running gag ;) I'll let it slide for this one, though, since it does fit perfectly XD <3)

Also, OOOOH!!!! YOU EVEN ADDED THE STAB 💚💚💚 The perfect response for the nickname XD JSKANDUJSBAJSJD!!!! I feel like it's become a trademark at this point XD It made my night, thank you!!!💚💚💚

Is it ok to have headcanons over fan fictions???

Because i have this in mind with “Put your head on my shoulder” and Lucifer and Alastor from Lumen, because i mean..... yes i think it fits.

But I'm not completely sure Lumen!Lucifer would call Alastor "bambi" but i couldnt resist to use it instead of "Baby" (Forgive me @supdudes95 for I have sinned)

I COULDNT LINEART IT WELL IT TOOK ME THIS MUCH ALREADY, IT WAS LONG

[ilynpilled]

“Everywhere swords were singing.” - Arya XI

[averlym]

fairest of the fair

[kacievvbbbb]

Truly from the depths of my struggling heart. Viva La Vida by Coldplay belongs to one Toshinori Yagi aka the one and only All Might.

Coldplay should just sign over the rights of the song at this point promptly too.

[seaweedstarshine]

Thinking about the convolution of Eleventh Doctor's expressions of love for River Song in Season 7B. He does not trust Clara. He is utterly (wrongly) convinced that he and Clara are playing a grand manipulative game together. “What are you, eh?! A trick? A trap?!!”

So naturally, the last thing he should do in this game is to clue his opponent in on something that could be used to hurt him. Something like River, so painfully near the end of their time together, whose data ghost he can always see, who “it would hurt too much” to acknowledge. He can't let Clara know of the loss which constantly floods his senses; (“You are always here to me. And I always listen, and I can always see you,” he professes, once Clara has vanished into his timestream).

And yet. River fills his every moment (irregardless of any sneaking out for dates with increasingly-young Rivers while Clara is asleep like he did while the Ponds slept, which would explain his absence when the TARDIS is hiding Clara's bedroom). Even though it's not strategic, he can’t help but tell Clara about her. The best defense he can manage is to phrase it as if River isn’t as important to him as she is. Not only is avoiding her first name in his grief; he's also completely avoiding pronouns; which seems extreme given that he's still mentioning her as often as: “Oh yeah, of course he has! Professor Song! Sorry, it's just I never realized you were a woman.”

Leave out the emotion — leave out the details — don't show the cracks in the armor — play the part — win the game.

“Well, there's no point now. We're about to die. JUST TELL ME WHO YOU ARE.”

[citrsworld]

Happy birthday ritsuka uenoyama the entirety of given DOSENT DESERVE U AT ALL

[mtvjedi]

okay not to hunger games post on main AGAIN but. i just know snow was shitting his pants every single day of the 74th hunger games and that’s what makes the theories that prim was preselected or the capitol was watching katniss so dumb because snow spent 60 years literally gaslighting himself into believing that he killed lucy gray and no one remembered her. and in those 60 years only one (1) tribute from district 12 won the hunger games. so of course he’d gotten comfortable and really believed that even though he still didn’t know what happened to lucy gray, even in district 12 they don’t know or care about her. but then some random 12 year old gets reaped in district 12 and her sister volunteers for her. and her sister’s name is katniss, which of course he knows is kind of a desperate, starving person’s sort of plant in district 12, because lucy gray told him about it, but that’s just a coincidence. she DOES kind of remind him of her, but that’s probably just because they both have dark hair and they’re both from district 12 and she really made an impact at the reaping. but then she allies herself with the little girl from district 11 who has no chance of winning, so she’s not just using rue as a means to an end, she really cares about her. and then when rue dies, she sings the meadow song as she covers her body with flowers. and the meadow song, well, that was one of lucy gray’s songs, and he didn’t think anyone still knew any of lucy gray’s songs. and then she fucking WINS, and everyone in the capitol loves her and peeta and prim, and at the crowning ceremony she’s wearing a mockingjay pin, and of course she couldn’t possibly know what it means to him, and when he compliments it she says “thank you. it’s from my district.” and that’s just in the hunger games! not even to mention that the symbol of the districts’ revolution is a mockingjay, and katniss becomes that symbol, and eventually it is lucy gray’s mockingjay that takes him down.

like lucy gray’s impact fr. he DID succeed in erasing her, no one in district 12 remembers her, but they do remember the songs and the birds, and snow realizes that he could never fully erase her. probably anyone in district 12 could tell you about the mockingjays.

[radio-4-is-static]

さよーならまたいつか！ | Kenshi Yonezu

誰かと恋に落ちて また砕けて やがて離れ離れ 口の中はたと血が滲んで 空に唾を吐く 瞬け羽を広げ 気儘に飛べ どこまでもゆけ 100年先も憶えてるかな 知らねえけれど さよーならまたいつか！

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Fall in love, only to be crushеd once again And eventually, go our sеparate ways Blood seeps in my mouth without warning And I spit into the sky Spread your wings and soar Fly away to wherever your heart desires Would we remember in 100 years? Who cares? So long and see you again!

[vaunteir]

i could azujamify these songs watch

[supersecretnerd]

Ok so these designs are cute as hell, the Internet is just mean

I have too many thoughts about a game I still need to watch

[koka-mi]

choking on flowers by fox academy...wowzers.....

[red-dyed-sarumane]

one thing about me is i have very serious somewhat arbitrary opinions for things of and relating to aru sekai series & u will be hearing them

[arolesbianism]

Bro what do you mean endori is only 4 events from the graduation event. Stop it stop it Now