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Just spent every free second of my day drawing Traveler!Odile. So might as well take this inspired opportunity to talk about her? maybe? If anyone is interested, read some of my vibes below!
As I might've mentioned before (or maybe not, I can't remember what I have and haven't said) Traveler!Odile's deal is that she's been living in Vaugarde for roughly 20 years before the King started freezing the country in time. Long story short, after her mother left her as a child one of her many, MANY uncles reached out to her dad and gave them both the option to connect with his Vaugardian in-laws one day. If they wanted to! They didn't have to! But the uncle made it clear the extended family would love to meet Odile one day, if she ever wanted to do that too. And during a bad year failing to cope with studying in college, Odile decided she'd give it a shot. See what "the other side" was like. Amongst other reasons. So she took a study break, meeting the uncle who first gave her father the addresses where some of her mother's family could be found. Then she extended her study break, traveling and meeting with various cousins and relatives. Which then turned into an indefinite break, where she just....... didn't go back to Ka Bue. Always moving around, finding more roots of a family tree she hadn't cared to be a part of until now. And longer, LONGER story short, she got so interested in all the Familytales that belong to her mother's side, she started diving deep and began connected stories and filling in blanks and accidentally became the unofficial editor and chronologist of the family. Yet despite being allowed access to all these Familytales, being invited to family dinners and homes and being seen by everyone else as "part of the family" she never let herself get involved in relationships beyond reading about them in all the books she studied more than anything she had in Ka Bue. And of course she never included her own stories or experiences in any of the Familytales. Why would she? This wasn't about her. This was about her Vaugardian family. Something nobody else could fathom or understand her logic for. Which of course means she's ripe for the picking when a bunch of young adults and a child claiming to be blessed by the Change God walk into her life and give her an impossible hope and a chance to do something more interesting than rewrite family secrets or edit genealogies. Maybe writing an accurate account of the journey a Child Hero took to save the country from being frozen in time would be more fulfilling.
#my art#In stars and time#ISAT Role!Swap AU#Again. I'm really fond of all my roleswap AUs#and I KNOW I've given a lot of attention to Researcher!Sif#but I am also really really REALLY fond of the ideas I've got for Traveler!Odile#and her timeloop experience is gonna be a very slow decent into realizing things that was obvious to everybody except herself#and she's gonna hate every second of it.#at least by the time her timeloops end she'll have already written most of her trauma down for everybody to see sooo that's something!
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Playing around with a potential backstory for the Iguro Clan
The comb’s teeth bit into his scalp. He tried his best not to wince in front of his mother. The comb ran through his dark hair. She would do it until his hair shone under the candlelight. His mother made sure he was presentable at all times.
She paused and set the jade comb down and brushed her hand through his hair searching for any imperfections. Obanai closed his eyes, it was relaxing to have his hair played with. Her hands found no snags and he could sense her satisfaction.
“My darling boy,” his mother praised him and leaned forward to kiss the back of his head. “It’s nearly your birthday. Do you know what that means?”
He shook his head and turned to face her. Everyone in the Iguro clan looked the same. Dark hair, teal blue eyes, and a wide, sweet smile. His mother was no different. He was the odd one with his golden right eye.
“What does that mean?” Obanai asked, hiding his hands under his long sleeves.
��You will meet our lady. She’s been waiting for you for years,” she said, all her teeth shone. There was something unnerving that he could not place. It was the same way his heart quickened at night when he heard something moving around the floorboards.
“Nearly 400 years for a child like you,” she added. He heard of their lady before, but he did not have the honor of meeting her yet. She was quite busy, protecting their family from the terrors of the world and ensuring their future happiness. It was part of the reason they kept him here. For his safety. He glanced at the wooden frame around him. Obanai had lived here ever since he could remember.
“Like me?” He repeated quietly. She placed her hand under his chin, lifting his face to hers.
“Yes, a child who resembled her,” she said, her thumb brushing against his right temple. “She has the same golden eyes you have. You are a special child, Obanai.” His mother, aunts, grandmother, and cousins all called him special. She dropped her hand.
“I think it’s about time you learned about our clan’s history,” his mother said. “Our lady was born over 400 years ago. Her name was Tanaka Niko. She was the daughter of a high lord from the mainland. She was well read and took a special interest in medicine. She was an apothecary and specialized in toxins. At her betrothal ceremony, she met her future husband, a man from the Iguro clan. Iguro Masashi was quite handsome, dark hair and eyes the color of the sea.” His mother pointed to her own.
“They married and were happy for many years. Their passions were well matched and their ambition for wealth, knowledge, and fortune. Masashi even indulged his beloved wife. He allowed Niko to continue studying and working as an apothecary. In return, she gave him eight girls, each one had his sea colored eyes. He was a good father and provider, but with each girl, he grew frustrated. He needed an heir to carry on the Iguro name-”
“But, we are still here. If-” Obanai interrupted. His mother shook her head and pinched his chin.
“What did I tell you about interrupting others?” She asked, pinching harder. He began to open his mouth again, but paused. If he spoke again, she would scold him. Obanai pursed his lips in a thin line. “That’s my sweet boy. Always following the rules.” She looked up briefly, trying to recall where she left off.
“Niko took all types of tonics, wore talismans, and other ways to conceive a boy. She desperately wanted to give her husband a boy. She fell pregnant again and the babe was stillborn. It had been a boy with her golden eyes. The treasured boy lost before he could take a breath. It was the final straw for Masashi.
He took a concubine to produce the boy he needed to carry on his name. Yuri was a woman of lower social standing, but she was quite beautiful and young compared to Niko. She had nine pregnancies in eighteen years. It took a toll on her body and appearance.
Her husband stopped coming to her bed in favor of Yuri, who soon gave birth to the treasured boy. Masashi made the boy his heir immediately, setting aside Niko’s daughters. Niko was outraged by the decision though she never showed it. When she saw Masashi hold the boy and walk beside Yuri, she knew the love Masashi once had for her was gone.
Her husband betrayed Niko and she would make him pay for putting her and their daughters aside. Secretly, Niko purchased a tawny-gold snake. In the middle of the night, she took the snake meaning to place it in the boy’s crib. However, a maid saw her and alerted the lord’s guard. She was arrested before the snake could harm the boy.
He placed her in a cell along with their daughters. Niko begged for mercy, but Masashi could not be swayed. Niko and his daughters meant little to him now.
The night after, an immortal appeared before Niko. Long black hair and red eyes. He promised to help her if she agreed to work for him as an apothecary and the search for the blue spider lily. She took his offer and ascended to another existence. She became faster and stronger. With her new body, she was able to take her revenge on Masashi, Yuri, and their boy.” His mother stopped, contemplating how and if she should continue.
“The rest of the story will have to wait until you meet our lady,” she said. Obanai bowed his head and she left.
If he asked her to finish the story, she would discipline him. His eyes widened recalling how she bruised his arm last week when he asked to be let out of the cage. And then, he recalled the words she used.
“No, you must remain safe inside. You are our treasured boy.”
Her words chilled him to the bone.
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Jelly Bracelets (12) (18+)
Eddie Munson x f/Reader
Jelly Bracelets Masterlist
This has not been proofread. Please enjoy, though.
Warnings: swearing. Mentions nudity. Lap dancing. Grinding.
Gifs & photos do not belong to me: 1st gif: @munsuneddie
WC: 1123
©️ storiesaplenty 2024: Do not repost or translate my work. This is the only place I post my work.
Red - wearer is willing to perform a lap dance
Eddie Munson may be the freak of Hawkins, but he is your best friend. Who is always willing to teach you new things, even when you get new bracelets from your cousin. Eddie will even go as far as teaching & showing you what each one means.
"Oh get out of here Eddie. I don't feel like doing anything today." I pulled the covers over my head, trying to ignore him as he tried to hank the covers away from my bed.
"The is shining. The birds are singing." I snorted at him, loudly.
"You must be high Eddie. It is raining out, and there are no birds singing."
"I am not that high, and you know it. Come on. I rented some movies, got pizza on the way. Lets get you out of bed and into that living room to watch some movies.
I didn't move.
I heard him sigh. "I even rented Flashdance."
I pushed the covers down, and looked at Eddie's handsome face to see if he was lying.
"Show me." I demanded.
Him, knowing me so well, pulled it out of his inner coat pocket, and I couldn't help but squeal as I saw that he wasn't lying.
"Now will you get out of bed, and watch the movies?" He asked one last time, and I was already getting out of the bed, rushing past him to get my favourite spot on the couch.
The movie was almost over, half of the candy was gone and there were still a slice of pizza.
I knew Eddie was bored, but I know he is watching this for me.
His arm is on the back of the couch behind me as I am leaning against his side, just like we have always done.
"You know if you stuck with dancing, you probably would have gotten out of this shit hole town." Eddie said, grabbing a handful of popcorn.
"Please. I stopped just before high-school, and I am glad I did. The teacher was creepy." And she really was.
Her husband was also creepy as well.
"You still remember any moves?" Eddie questioned me, which I responded by nodding my head yes as I took a sip of Pepsi.
"Enough to do a lap dance?"
"I didn't do that type of dancing Munson." I pointed out.
"Well, now you know what I am asking for." He snapped the red one
Wearer is willing to perform a lap dance.
"When do you want this?"
"I think now may be a good time. I even got a song picked out." He said smugly, as I pushed off the couch.
"Fine. Get in my room." He hopped up, and ran to my room.
I went to the laundry room and grabbed a pair of clean, lacy red panties, along with it's matching bra and put it on and fixed my hair just a bit.
As I am walking through the living room, I grabbed his discarded jacket and drapped it over my shoulders, knowing this would drive him wild.
"Start the music Eddie." I called out, and the moment I heard the music playing, and of course it is AC/DC. None the less, I opened the door, and Eddie was sitting in my vanity chair, almost looking a bit too relaxed, but he looked good.
His legs were spread and his hands were on his lap.
He saw me and his mouth dropped open as I took a few steps in my room, closing the door behind me.
His eyes trailed up and down my body.
He gave me the confidence to get me through this.
My hands trailed up and down my body, my hips moving back and forth to the beat.
I turned around, bending over slightly for him to get a good look at my ass, and as I looked over my shoulder, biting my lip I could see him adjust himself in his jeans.
I reached up and took the bra off, and putting his coat on fully now.
I turned around and his eyes were drawn to the bra in my hand, and it dawned on him that his favourite jacket is touching my breasts.
I flung the bra at his face, and he instantly grabbed the bra and put it around his neck as I moved towards him.
I smiled at Eddie as I circled around him, my arms rubbing his shoulders and touching his chest.
He reached up to touch me, but I slapped his hands away, making him pout.
"No touching, Eddie."
I placed my hands at the back of his neck as I lowered my body so we are making eye contact.
Eddie licked his lips nervously, and I watched nothing more than kiss him, but I held off.
The music faded as I turned my body to face away from Eddie, leaning forward as I sat down his lap.
I moaned softly at hard he is.
I reached behind me as I leaned back, my fingers playing with his hair as I moved back and forth, then rolling my hips in a circle motion.
"Fuck." I heard him say behind me.
I grinded my ass against him, my hands now gripping his thighs.
I needed to see him, so I got up and turned around to sit back in his lap once more, continuing gyrating my hips once more.
I grabbed Eddie's hands and moved them up and down my body, listening to soft moans fall from his lips.
Our faces were close and he leaned in to kiss me, and I pretended to lean in to kiss him as well, until I pulled away and stood up, knowing the song is about to end soon.
I ran my hands up and down my body as I closed my eyes, wishing it was Eddie.
I turned my body, bending down to touch the floor as I stand between his spread legs, my ass against his cock as I grinded my ass against him.
I felt him wrap his arms around me and I was about to say no touching once more, as he turned me around and slammed his mouth against mine, moaning into the kiss as he was muttering against my lips.
"Need you. Please let me have you." Eddie as he grinding his cock against me, making me gasp.
"Yes, please Eddie." Was all I needed to say before he was walking me backwards towards my bed, and gently pushing me back to lay on it.
I looked at him, and he looked at me as he was just about to undress when there was a loud knock on my bedroom door.
"You two want some tacos? I made tacos." Robin excitedly called out, instantly killing the mood.
"Be out there in a second." Eddie called back, through clenched teeth.
♣︎
"My place. Tonight. Wayne is working and no one will bother us." He kissed me one last time as he opened the door and shut it behind him.
Green (18+) ♥︎ Glittery Green (18+) - coming soon
#stranger things imagine#stranger things fanfic#stranger things fic#stranger things fanfiction#stranger things x fem!reader#stranger things x y/n#stranger things x you#stranger things smut#eddie munson fanfic#eddie munson x you#eddie munson smut#eddie munson imagine#eddie munson x female reader smut#eddie munson x fem!reader smut#eddie munson x female reader#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson#Spotify
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My boyfriend's elder cousin (Claire) has always been something of a flirt but I wasn't prepared for her to change my life. I'd forgotten that he'd told me he was out with his mates one day and I called round to see him. Claire welcomed me into the house as she occasionally did, gave me a quick kiss, again as she occasionally did and what did I do? I kissed her back which I had never done. In less time than it takes to open a bottle of wine we were half undressed and kissing like our lives depended on it. Twenty minutes later I was naked on his bed, flat on my back with her mouth and fingers pleasantly torturing my body, yes that bit down below and yes, wasn't I loving every touch and every second of it?
Wow, this was what I wanted and I realised it many hours before he returned to find Claire on the receiving end of my tongue.
"Hi little cousin, you're early. Looks like I stole your girlfriend." she said quite calmly while I was horrified at being caught out.
"No problem," he replied as he kicked off his shoes, dumped his shirt and the rest of his clothes and joined us.
I had no idea what to say or do as he proceeded to push me to one side and make out with Claire while his hand was doing something similar with my internal bits as she pulled my head to hers and kissed me some more.
Whoever said Friday the thirteenth was unlucky must be crazy I thought as I finished up between them being tortured from all angles, how fabulous. xxx
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so making myself actually outline the clone gestation au cause i just sidelined another draft but I'm still wanting immediate gratification for cheese melt ideas so i sat down and self-soothee with some ideas for an AU where Dani and Dan are born due to Pompep. if you ain't feeling it right now, totally fine with this getting buried until you do, just want to share the cheesy wealth (and this fully formed in my head before the college trio + Dan and Dani offspring ideas did)
hope you like soft because i am c o p i n g rn
-so for these two resulting specifically from Pompep, Danny is a fresh adult and high school graduate in the late 2000s, where he gets to live out a certain fantasy of mine--getting to go "fuck it, can't charge me rent on a lair" and planning to go ghost primarily with his human side being his alter ego
-Vlad starts insisting if he's going to do that, he could just move into his mansion. like, increasingly more insistent. what is going on here
-turns out, Vlad is pregnant, and is fully and shamelessly exploiting Danny's need to protect. blatantly, too. Danny knows full fucking well he's being played but the Obsession will not shut up for love nor money
-mood swings make things go full poltergeist the more Vlad is aggravated or backed into a corner. walls bleeding, windows rattling, one particularly aggravated mood swing has Jack nearly get the Death Bed: The Bed That Eats treatment from an armchair (he wouldn't have died but he would have soaked in ectoplasm until his eyebrows burned off)
-this shit, Danny can deal with. this is the kinda weird he's used to. then Vlad starts showing and he starts getting... a little softer. and Danny, snarky frenemies-with-benefits more than dearly beloved partner, has no idea what to do to pivot with that
-Vlad is in denial. he does not have pretty pink magic love powers making him feel adorable wholesome things towards the baby or deep affection for Danny, who fathered it. one of those being true is a quirk. all three of those things being true clashes so hard with his supervillain-coded aesthetic makes him refuse to even think about it. so he bottles it up
-the second he gets to hold Dani after she's born he starts crying. full on ugly cry. one of the things he wasn't processing was that this was real in a way that specifically meant he was going to be holding his baby. a real, actual baby he can pour all his obsessive levels of love into and who he's going to be able to love for his entire existence
-no, fuck it, he does have pretty pink magic love powers, and if you get near his baby you get to learn what a curbstomp is
-teeny tiny baby Danielle Masters
-has first shaky flight as well as first steps, because I am a hopeless weeb and the scene in Urusei Yatsura where a baby alien is encouraged to fly into a cousin's arms like one would encourage a baby walking is just forever seared into my brain
-Danny and Vlad become used to casually grabbing her out of the air or flying to grab her. no big deal. just a floating baby. don't want her phasing into the crawlspace or walls and getting confused and lost. it always makes her giggle
-right around when the excuses for Danny's supposed human life are wearing thin, Dan breaks loose, AU AGIT happens--but Vlad's not making clones this time around so there's no ready-made body to move Dan into
-and since they can't get one ready to go... well, homemade will have to do
-(note: rather than de-aging, it's more reincarnation--it's him and has his memories and ghost self and all that good stuff, he's just not grown and stuck in the body of a baby or overwriting a totally new person. the older he gets, the more original Dan he's able to process as him and not the edgy OC lurking in the back of his mind that feels fully-formed)
-so, Vlad and Danny are expecting kid #2 with gremlin toddler Dani running around
-this time around Vlad's mood swings affect the power grid. one very bad one ends up making a power line go carnivorous and start snatching birds out of the air
-they're prepared for softness this time, and this time Vlad just lets himself feel such things. though it does manifest in jello cravings from hell... and in actually admitting he is in LOVE with Daniel, not just attracted and attached
-somewhere in there Danny's parents realize they've been lied to. for years. mainly coming to a head because supposedly, he should be nearing the end of a four-year degree. they need an explanation
-the half-ghost reveal takes a few weeks to comb through. still, it goes... relatively well.
-so. time for relationship reveal. right?
-turns out running off to shack up in their college buddy's mansion raising kids instead of pursuing higher education hits several more of their buttons than just being the town hero who happens to be a ghost does
-and making a SINGLE aggressive move towards Vlad? Danny's shifted from protection to unity and hey, he will be keeping his family together. no matter what. go on. try something :)))
-they don't come around to it before Dan is reborn but that's fine, making sure baby Dan is loved is more important anyway
-(Dani totally brings them around over time. she keeps sneaking into their lab to watch them work and hand Jack or Maddie tools before dipping back into the portal giggling when they notice her)
BONUSES
-Dani is an adorable big sister and will drag baby Dan everywhere with her given half a chance
-when they get older, the short jokes will fly. mainly from Dani herself. Danny and Dani's favorite in-joke is Dani trying to reach something with powers and sarcastically thanking Danny for the height genes
-Dan ends up being an adorable kid who really likes just. soaking up the loving atmosphere. threaten his good time at your peril, first time he transforms he's a force of nature
-of course Vlad and Danny incorporate their family into their snark
"Being the father of my children won't save you from my vengeance, Daniel."
"Both your kids share DNA with my dad, it's not going to kill you to share a dinner table with him."
"No, but if you ever remind him he is my father-in-law, it will kill you."
"Eh, he already got me killed once, I'll roll those dice."
apologies for the sheer WALL of text, just. i have a particular vision of the AU i'm writing and this version ain't compatible, but it IS soft and i am weak for that
ONCE AGAIN
#Both your kids share DNA with my dad#it's not going to kill you to share a dinner table with him.#hnngnngngng i especially love your dan headcanon#i know angsty rude recalcitrant teen dan is the most popular fanon take#but after agit it makes more sense for him to be happy. he has a second chance. family. the opportunity to grow & be loved. no longer alone#everything that made him ''bad'' in tue is being rewritten#LET THE BOY BE HAPPY#sorry i digress#asks#lin headcanons#fluff#comfort ideas#clone gestation au#pompous pep#with a side of cheese melt#<- THIS ALSKJDHFALKSJHDF
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Hey. Why does Lucanis's storyline end like that. Why would you start a storyline with a conversation like this:
Lucanis: I've always thought that to live truly is to live fully. But even before I was captured, my life was not really my own. So much had been determined for me. Rook: Being grandson to the First Talon must come with a lot of baggage. Lucanis: And when I proved I could carry it, the expectations only grew.
And after he has repeatedly stated in Tevinter Nights that, though he certainly doesn't want to quit the Crows, he does not want to be First Talon and would not be suited to it:
"All that effort training and grooming us, and the old woman still won't step aside." Beneath the bitterness in Illario's tone was something rotten. "Your time will come," Lucanis assured him. "Will it?" Illario's piercing gaze met Lucanis's in the mirror. "People talk. You've always been her favorite." He'd heard the rumors. For all their secrets and intrigue, the Antivan Crows were a chatty bunch. "My talents lie elsewhere," Lucanis said, gesturing toward the arsenal around him. "You're the one with the silver tongue."
Tevinter Nights again:
Illario's gaze grew hard. "How long are you going to keep doing this?" "Doing what?" "Caterina's bidding." The wine turned in Lucanis's mouth. "Illario. Stop." "If I was in charge, you wouldn't have to do this anymore," he cajoled. "You could quit." Lucanis stared at his cousin. "I don't want to quit." Illario sat back. The distance between them suddenly felt much wider than a table. "Even if it kills you," Illario whispered. "Death is my calling," Lucanis stated, matter-of-fact. "Just as yours is to become First Talon." He smiled, hoping to ease the tension, but Illario's posture remained taut. "And if Caterina disagrees? If she thinks you're the better man for the job--" "I don't want it, Illario," Lucanis insisted. "But you wouldn't refuse." "It's impossible to refuse Caterina," Lucanis admitted reluctantly. "Only prolong her, until she sees reason." He knew it wasn't the answer Illario wanted, but it was the truth. And in their line of work, honesty was hard to come by.
...and then Caterina declares Lucanis First Talon and, that's, we're leaving it like that. That's where we're leaving it? We started this story with a statement that his life had never been his own and had been determined by Caterina, and we are ending the story with his life being determined by Caterina, that is what we are doing?
The final pivotal scene of this game is about a spirit being released from an unwanted role he had been twisted into! Solas was Wisdom before Mythal turned him into her weapon as the Dread Wolf, a role he had remained trapped in long after the person who imposed that duty upon him had died! Letting Solas persist in his perceived duty twists him into a monster who starts talking like Elgar'nan, the very thing he'd said he feared becoming! Finally releasing Solas from Mythal's service is the super happy best ending of this game! The obvious parallels are paralleling!
And yet this story ends with Lucanis in the role Caterina put on him as First Talon??
Bioware why would you write it like that, I just want to talk
#dragon age#veilguard#da4 spoilers#i mean hey when a storyline feels unfinished that's where there's room for fanfic right i can certainly work with this but BIOWARE WHY#BIOWARE YOU DIDN'T GET TO THE ENDING YET#WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE IT THERE#mourn watch rook is supposed to stand back and watch a man /with a spirit in his head/ get trapped in a role they don't want?#like. professionally. i am pretty sure there is something against that in the watcher oaths#veilguard critical#i guess? i don't dislike the writing i like the writing a lot with its clear mirroring of the main plot. that's why i'm insane about it#clearly drawn arc! in which we're leaving off with him walking into the same trap we just got another character out of. where's the epilog
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Chapter 6: Dead Crow Do Not Eat
“Take me with you. I need to work, Rook.” He caught her by the arm. “We have a contract. Use me.” “Trust me, you wouldn’t want to know what happens to people when I use them.” She moved closer, trailing a finger up his arm. He stepped backwards, releasing his hold on her with a groan. “Teia is a bad influence on you. You were never this much of a flirt before. I can’t even have a conversation with you.” “I’ve barely seen Teia in the last year.” Rook placed her hands on her hips. “Did Viago send you to nag at me in his place?” “No. You’re just…not the Fiammetta I remember.” He said and glanced to the side. Rook arched an eyebrow. “You used my name.” “You asked me to.” Her gaze lingered before shifting to the schools of fish in the meditation chamber’s window. “Neve and I are going to Dock Town to meet with the Threads. You can join us.” Her arms fell to her sides. “We leave in ten.” She leaned in to murmur in his ear as she walked by. “And don’t pretend the change isn’t working in your favor.”
Pairing: Lucanis x Fem Rook/OFC x Spite???
Summary: Rook has a busy week, a run-in with an old hookup, and a really, really bad dream.
Word Count: 4.1k
Things of note/warnings: 18+ fic, MDNI! warnings: blood, graphic depictions of bodily mutilation/murder, dead animals. Please read on AO3 if you need to track warnings, they will be inevitably detailed better there (or just want to be real sweet and give me hits/kudos/comments).
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Neve’s demeanor softened as the days went on. Unsure if it was duty or guilt driving her, Rook dedicated much of her time to helping out in Dock Town, which incidentally provided a good excuse to avoid Lucanis. Even better, when a letter from Viago arrived requesting assistance in Treviso on several matters, she sent the Demon of Vyrantium in her stead. He could live up to her cousin’s standards.
Soon, Rook found herself in high demand. Davrin’s invitation for her to train in the Arlathan Forest with him and Assan turned into a much needed reprieve. Later, she accompanied Harding and Taash into the Deep Roads to seek out a better understanding of Lace’s newfound power. Unfortunately, they ended up fighting an animated assembly of rocks and getting vague riddles from an ancient stone.
Wardens Evka and Antoine summoned Rook to inform her of new blight-related developments in the Hossberg Wetlands, but the First Warden cut her visit short. Upon returning to the Lighthouse, Emmrich requested she and Bellara’s company investigating the curiously named “Hand of Glory”, only to find an old colleague abusing the living and the dead. Dejected, he spent the next several days in his chambers, but Rook was able to cheer him up by accompanying him and Manfred on a graveyard stroll. It seemed to, for lack of a better term, lift his spirits.
Exhausted from her endeavors, Rook returned to the meditation chamber, propping her staff against the wall and depositing her bag next to the wardrobe.
“Don’t tell me you’ve spent so much time away from the Crows that you’ve forgotten to check a room when you enter it, Rook.”
Startled, she looked down to find Lucanis sprawled across the chaise, his arm propped behind his head. He shifted into a sitting position, leaning forward.
“Viago would have a fit if he knew you were taking necromancy lessons.”
“We lit candles and laid flowers on graves, Lucanis.” She rummaged through her pack, setting aside a few parcels. Gifts for Davrin and Neve.
“Did you tire of the pantry? Certainly the Lighthouse could conjure you a new dwelling place outside of my chambers.”
He rose to his feet, following her as she wandered around the room.
“I was checking for those choke points you mentioned.”
Rook’s hand hovered over Varric’s shaving mirror just as she spotted Lucanis’ reflection. He stood behind her, leaning against a bookcase, a mischievous smirk playing on his lips.
Fuck. He was getting good at this. Whatever this was.
“Are we done? I have to be somewhere soon.”
“Take me with you. I need to work, Rook.” He caught her by the arm. “We have a contract. Use me.”
“Trust me, you wouldn’t want to know what happens to people when I use them.” She moved closer, trailing a finger up his arm.
He stepped backwards, releasing his hold on her with a groan. “Teia is a bad influence on you. You were never this much of a flirt before. I can’t even have a conversation with you.”
“I’ve barely seen Teia in the last year.” Rook placed her hands on her hips. “Did Viago send you to nag at me in his place?”
“No. You’re just…not the Fiammetta I remember.” He said and glanced to the side.
Rook arched an eyebrow. “You used my name.”
“You asked me to.”
Her gaze lingered before shifting to the schools of fish in the meditation chamber’s window.
“Neve and I are going to Dock Town to meet with the Threads. You can join us.” Her arms fell to her sides. “We leave in ten.”
She leaned in to murmur in his ear as she walked by.
“And don’t pretend the change isn’t working in your favor.”
─── ⊹⊱♤⊰⊹ ───
Lucanis had always said death was his calling. He just didn’t know Rook would be the cause.
She was playing with him. He knew she was. What he couldn’t figure out was whether it was a game, a defense mechanism, or a way to get him to lower his guard.
He’d never been intimidated by strong women. After all, the Crows wouldn’t function without them.
“Well-positioned seeds, planted subtly and nurtured over time, grow stronger roots,” Caterina had always said. Few men among their ranks, except Viago, had the patience for that level of foresight or strategy.
But romancing strong women…that was a different story. Rather than serious relationships, Lucanis had fumbled through a few short-term romances and casual encounters in his early twenties. He wasn’t like Illario, who could have a different woman in his bed each night. Better to give up on intimacy altogether. Feelings were risky and falling in love got people killed. Being alone was easier when he could find pleasure in little things - coffee, cooking…killing. If he didn’t keep anyone close, it was one less person to worry about, one less distraction from his work.
He settled down beside Rook in their booth at the Cobbled Swan, wincing as he drank coffee that might as well have been brewed in piss.
“So…the Threads and the Shadow Dragons working together.” She said, “how do we feel about that?”
“It’s what’s best for Dock Town.” Neve replied, “I saved their leader, Damas, last week. They have just as much motivation to take out the Venatori as we do - and they owe me one.”
Rook tensed beside him and Lucanis looked up, following her gaze towards a tall, fair-haired man, likely in his mid-30s, walking in. Well dressed, he walked with an air that made it clear he considered himself important. Accompanying him was a younger, shorter man with enough resemblance to Illario that Lucanis stiffened in surprise.
“Shit.” Rook whispered, her eyes glued to them as they approached.
“Trouble?” Neve asked.
“Well…”
“Dock Town’s protectors, at your service,” the tall one confidently eased himself into his seat across from them. “What can the Threads do for…” He paused, brow furrowing as he gave Rook a once over.
“What are you doing here?”
“SMELLS LIKE SMOKEPOWDER AND AROUSAL-”
Arms crossed over his chest, Lucanis grimaced and turned his head to the side, trying to keep Spite in check.
“Makal Damas? You said you were a Shadow Dragon.” Rook said, “Not the leader of the Threads.”
“And you said you were an Antivan Crow. I thought we were having a little fun lying.”
“She is a Crow.” Neve said dryly.
“ You’re the Rook everyone’s making such a fuss about?” Damas asked, leaning back in his chair with a smirk.
“Anyone care to explain what’s going on?” Neve asked.
“Rook and I have a little history, that’s all.” He took a swig from his stein. “Well, at least we can skip half the introductions. This is Elek Tavor, my second in command.”
Elek looked up from tracing the rim of his drink and nodded.
“And you’re the infamous mage-killer?” Damas asked Lucanis.
“Something like that.” he leaned over Rook to trade his coffee for a bottle of wine at the end of the table.
“I’ve got names of missing people, including those hardly anyone noticed yet,” Elek interjected, eager to change the topic. “All yours. No catch.”
“No catch? Now that’s friendship.” Neve said.
“Consider it a personal favor, if you want,” Damas purred.
“The Venatori are getting too confident.” Elek continued, “We’ll increase our odds of getting them out of our streets if we work together.”
“You seem tough enough on your own,” Lucanis said. “Why do you need us?”
“I get my knuckles bloody from time to time. But if you haven’t noticed, there’s a lot going on. Those blood mages walked into this bar and abducted me .” Damas stuck his finger into his chest. “I’d like to correct that. The Threads are better neighbors than the Venatori, don’t you think?”
“They are,” Neve chimed in. “Let’s speak candidly, then. Aelia’s a pain for both of us. I want her dead.”
“Okay. Then we both hunt for Aelia.” Damas said. “You find her, you kill her. We find her? We’ll do the same. Dock Town is ours .” He leaned forward in his seat, lowering his voice. “But I’m open to sharing, Rook. Bear that in mind.”
“So generous. I’ll remember that when I put all this on your tab.”
“I knew I liked you.” Damas rose from his chair. “We’ll keep you posted.” He said to Neve and left for the door with Elek.
Neve’s head snapped towards Rook once they were out of sight. “When did you sleep with the head of the Threads? ”
“Give me a break. It was like a year ago and if I had any idea who he was - or how bad it would be -“
“ YOU COULD SHOW HER SOMETHING BETTER, LUCANIS.”
Lucanis choked on his wine, quickly clearing his throat to cover it up, and stood abruptly from the table.
“I’m going back to the Lighthouse. Next time you bring me along, make sure there’s something for me to kill.”
─── ⊹⊱♤⊰⊹ ───
As she ascended the steps to her chamber, all Rook wanted was a nap. When Davrin came running after her, she knew it wasn’t happening.
“Rook,” Davrin panted, bending over to catch his breath, “the First Warden is summoning everyone back to Weisshaupt. Word of darkspawn hordes on the move, and an archdemon with them.”
“Fuck,” her hand instinctively reaching up to rub her tired eyes. “How much time do we have?”
“A day, a week? We’re going in blind, though. We need to know what we’re up against.”
The possibility of sleep now seemed distant and trivial, as guilt gnawed at her conscience. Was she so selfish that she could think about sleeping at a time like this?
“I’ll talk to Solas. Make sure the others are ready to move.”
No longer eager to return to her quarters, she begrudgingly shoved the doors open. Conversations with the Dread Wolf were rarely enjoyable.
With a lazy flick of her wrist, ignited a row of candles on the ancient altar in front of the window and knelt before them. Eyes closed, she drew focus, her consciousness wandering from her body, searching the Fade for Solas’ prison.
“How fares your battle?”
She opened her eyes with a start. The sight before her was bleak and colorless, a barren expanse stretching into infinity.
“The gods are moving against Weisshaupt and the Grey Wardens. I have little time. There are rumors of an archdemon involved. I need to know how to deal with them.”
Solas clasped his hands behind his back and paced, as if searching the ground beneath his feet for answers. “How are the Grey Wardens? Do they understand the danger they’re in yet?”
“Some. The First Warden is completely in denial, though. That…complicates things.”
Solas halted, his gaze piercing through her, his demeanor growing more serious. “To defeat Elgar’nan and Ghilan’nain, you must unite the Wardens under your banner. How will you bring them to your side?”
“Seems I need to get around the First. Easy. Make him lose credibility. Classic political destabilization.”
“Spoken like an Antivan Crow.” Solas’ voice carried a hint of ambiguity that made it difficult for Rook to decipher whether he was praising or criticizing her.
“There never were Tevinter gods. The archdemons, as you call them, are weapons of the Evanuris. To harm them, you must first defeat their life force - the dragon thralls. And even with their dragons dead, they’ll be difficult to defeat.”
As Rook absorbed Solas’ revelations, her heart raced, its pounding echoing in her ears. “So what do I do?”
“Use my dagger. The one you recovered. It can pierce their enchantments and strike them down.”
“Got it,” Rook said, turning on her heel, eager to leave.
“You’re going in too fast! Take a moment. Remember what is at risk!”
She whirled around.
“I know exactly what is at risk!” she pointed at her chest. “That dragon could have leveled my city! Killed my family!”
“Yes. Good. Hold on to that. Remember the loss you have already survived. You will endure more, but your motivation to prevent it at any cost will keep you on the right path.”
Rook scoffed. “You’re sick.”
“And you’re tired. Perhaps you need some rest. A moment to remember…”
As Solas faded away, the meditation room came back into view. Rook let out a long sigh and laid her head on the seat of the chaise. What the fuck was the Dread Wolf even talking about? Always lessons in everything. He was just as bad as Varric, as her father…
Exhaustion overwhelmed her, making her eyelids heavy and her limbs weak, a weariness that seeped into her very bones. A planned moment of focused breathing, meant to center herself, stretched into minutes, then…
Nothing.
─── ⊹⊱♤⊰⊹ ───
Fiamma woke to a noise coming from the den and jolted upright in bed. She and her father’s small apartment carried sound through every wall, and she was certain if she’d noticed it, he was already investigating.
When little flames are scared, they should be neither seen nor heard.
With caution, she slipped her hand between her mattress and the bed frame, retrieving the encircled blade she’d gotten for her 17th birthday from Viago just days ago. She crept towards the door, carefully opening it a crack, and peered through the darkness, her eyes straining to see.
“I’ll give you a chance to leave my home, without consequence, but you must go now .” Her father growled from the kitchen. Fiamma peered around the corner, discovering him with his blade drawn, defensively poised and ready for a fight. She knew if she weren’t here, he’d have already engaged.
He was buying her time.
The intruder was facing away from her, and in the dim light filtering from the windows, she could see the glint of her father’s eyes as they met hers.
“You’re a Crow, no? Did someone put a contract on me? Surely my nephew, Viago, doesn’t think I’m a threat to him becoming Talon…”
Still buying time, but also providing thinly veiled directions. Fiamma read between the lines.
Get out. Get help. Get Viago.
She nodded in the dark and retreated to her room. The instant she shut her door behind her, she heard pots and pans flying, kitchen cabinets being thrown open, blows exchanged. Her movements were controlled and calm as she slipped a cloak over her nightgown and pulled on her boots. Unlatching her window, she crawled on top of her dresser and outside to the roof.
This wasn’t their first break-in, or assassination attempt. Her father would be fine. She was simply leaving to give him peace of mind and fetch a cleanup crew.
She navigated the rooftops to Viago’s, a short, five-minute walk, and jumped several feet over a gap in houses, aiming for his balcony. Missing just by inches, she caught herself on the railing, clinging to the rungs. She hoisted herself up, feeling the strain in her muscles as she flopped down onto the balcony stomach-first.
As she got up and brushed herself off, she caught sight of her cousin approaching, knife in hand, lowering it when he spotted her. With him was Illario Dellamorte, who he’d adopted as some sort of mentee. The boys always seemed to stick together. It was fine. She had Teia and her father. She’d kick their asses someday.
Viago had taken contracts as soon as Caterina had allowed him to, and it wasn’t long before he’d amassed a small fortune for himself. He was a talented assassin. Incredible with poisons, not too bad with a blade either. Aunt Viama had married a few years back and settled down just outside of Treviso, so he’d purchased this apartment for himself as a reward for his efforts, deciding it was time for him to branch out on his own.
“I’ve told you Fiamma.” Viago said through the glass, unlocking several deadbolts. “Use the front door.”
“The streets might not be safe. Someone broke into our house.” She said, as if reciting something she’d memorized. Everything felt slow, disjointed.
“What?” Illario blurted.
“It was a Crow. My father’s holding him off in the kitchen. He’ll probably have handled it by the time we get back, but there could be others…”
“Right. Let’s go,” Viago said, leaping over his balcony railing to the neighboring roof with ease. Fiamma followed, successfully making the jump this time, with Illario trailing close behind.
“Taking a contract on the Flame of Treviso. Fools.” He mumbled. “I’d like to know what idiot would even put one out.”
“If it’s really a contract, it’s not sanctioned by Caterina or any of the Talons, to my knowledge.” Viago said, “Your father isn’t interested in Talon, so it can’t be anyone fearing competition..”
As they reached the apartment, Fiamma nudged her window pane and slid her curtains aside. Before she could step through, Viago held his hand out, entering first. Illario ducked in after him, holding out his hand to Fiamma. His arms were warm, a reassuring sense of security as he guided her down from atop the dresser.
The house was silent, still dark. A knot wound itself tightly in Fiamma’s stomach.
Something was wrong.
Viago motioned for them to stay back, slowly opening her bedroom door and creeping into the hall. The floorboards creaked slightly beneath his weight, likely intentionally on his part, as he tried to draw out the intruder. Illario’s arm snaked tightly around Fiamma’s waist, his shortsword drawn as they followed, shattered glass and splintered wood crunching beneath their boots.
The kitchen was a disaster, but noticeably empty. It wasn’t until Fiamma turned around to face the den that she stepped in something wet. Her breathing became shallow as she waved her hand to ignite a candle, but her nerves made her magic unstable, lighting every source of light in the apartment.
The three of them squinted, eyes adjusting to the overwhelming brightness, before Fiamma’s legs gave way beneath her. Illario clung tightly to her as she fell to the floor with a single, devastated sob, burying her face in his shoulder.
Dante De Riva’s lifeless body was slumped against the fireplace, a dead crow stuffed where his head should have been. His body was drenched in blood, the wedding band still on his left hand gleaming in the light through streaks of crimson.
This wasn’t a clean job, wasn’t just a contract. It was a butchering.
Viago crouched beside the body, elbows on his knees, and lowered his head.
“Get her out of here, Illario.” He said, his tone void of emotion as he looked around for clues. This was future Talon, Viago. Not a grieving nephew. “Send Caterina and Lucanis back. Take major streets, stay out of the shadows.”
Illario nodded, his grip on Fiamma tightening as he lifted her off the floor. Her chest heaved, throat constricting as her gaze fell upon her father’s desecrated corpse again, and he hoisted her into his arms, carrying her out the front door.
“Walk Fiammetta. You have to.”
She shook her head sadly as he set her down outside, tears streaming down her face.
“I promise you, there will be time to grieve later, but now we have to go .” He cupped her face in his hands. “If you think you’re safe out here, weeping in the street, you’re wrong. ”
She sniffed and nodded, and he ran his thumbs over her cheeks, wiping away her tears.
“No one will hurt you. Not while I’m here.”
He took her by the hand and led her through the streets to Caterina’s villa, stopping to glance around corners, fingertips never leaving the hilt of his sword.
The doors of Villa Dellamorte crashed open, making the windows tremble in their frames. Illario let them rattle shut behind him as he guided Fiamma to the couch in the sitting room.
“Mierda, Illario, did you really have to do that?”
His cousin Lucanis appeared in the doorway and paused, his forehead wrinkling as he drew nearer.
“ De Riva? What’s going on?”
Illario looked over his shoulder, exchanging silent words with his cousin. Lucanis looked down at Fiamma, her hands woven through her hair, as she hung her head low, staring at the flames rising in the hearth across from her.
“No…”
“Parents always die, right?” Fiamma asked, raising her head to stare intently at Lucanis. His face twisted in a grimace of guilt and agony, his lips parting slightly.
“And someone always pays.” Illario reassured her through clenched teeth.
“Who is slamming doors in my house!” Caterina shouted as she rounded the corner, her cane knocking against the wood. Her gaze fell upon Fiamma for several seconds, and she glanced between her grandsons in horror.
“Dante?” she breathed. They both nodded solemnly in confirmation.
“How can this be?” Caterina demanded. “Where is Viago?”
“With the body.” Illario said quietly.
Caterina frowned. “Lucanis, go. Stop by the Cantori’s on the way and send Arandrateia here.” She said, “I will meet you at the De Riva’s.”
He departed swiftly, without question.
The First Talon’s obedient little dog.
“Illario, get Fiammetta a change of clothes from the spare room. Mierda…”
Fiamma looked down at herself, finding the lower half of her nightgown drenched in her father’s blood. Following a trail of crimson footsteps, she realized she’d tracked blood across Caterina’s white marble floors.
“These moments define Crows, Fiammetta.” Caterina said. “I have buried my own parents, my children, all but two of my grandchildren. None of them died natural deaths. It does not get easier, but you endure. Or you let it get you killed, too.”
She leaned forward on her cane. The handle featured an intricately carved crow’s head, and Fiamma’s stomach roiled.
“Honor your father in death by not forfeiting your life. Grieve, and then let that fury guide you to survive.”
Caterina rose, placing a hand on Fiamma’s shoulder. “This deed will not go unpunished. The Dellamortes and the De Rivas are strong houses. Us Crows honor our own.” She said, her cane scraping across the floor as she departed.
Bullshit, Fiamma thought to herself, the Crows will slit one another’s throats for a shred of power.
When Illario returned, Fiamma couldn’t find the energy to change into the clean clothes he brought her. She sank to the floor, kneeling on the bearskin rug in front of the fire, wrapping her cloak tightly around her.
Illario set the neatly folded stack of clothes on the couch and joined her. Fiamma turned to her side and rested her head on his lap, staring into the hearth. His fingers hovered for a moment, surprised, before he stroked her hair.
“I will avenge your father’s death, Fiammetta. I swear on my life.”
She didn’t respond. Numbed, she transitioned into a state somewhere between dreaming and disassociation. She didn’t hear the door in the foyer creak open, or the shuffling of feet behind them. Only felt Teia reaching for her hands, squeezing them tightly in her own, caused her to stir from her oblivion.
“Fi…”
Face crumpled in dismay, Teia laid down beside her, and the three clung to one another until sunrise, when Viago and Lucanis returned home, looking nearly as haunted as Fiamma felt.
─── ⊹⊱♤⊰⊹ ───
“Rook? Hey! Rook.”
Davrin banged on her chamber door with his fist again, and her eyes snapped open. Disoriented, she braced herself on the chaise and pushed herself up.
“Coming!”
She blinked rapidly, trying to dismiss the memories and emotions threatening to resurface, and grabbed her things.
“About damn time.” He grumbled as she joined him in the hall.
“How long was I out?” Rook asked, hurrying down the stairs after him.
“I don’t know, but things at Weisshaupt are getting worse. It’s time to go. Hopefully, your Dread Wolf friend had some insight.”
“He’s not my friend. We don’t get tea in his little prison and exchange pleasantries.”
“What do you exchange, then?”
“Information. Verbal jabs, mostly.”
When they arrived in the hall, everyone else was waiting for her command.
“There’s an Eluvian in storage in the vault. It was a gift from the Dalish.” Davrin said.
“Ours should go right to it…probably.” Bellara added.
Rook caught sight of the Crow head buttons sewn into Lucanis’ vest and hesitated, overcome with a desire to pluck each one loose and cast them into the nothingness of the Fade. He took notice of her lingering gaze and furrowed his brow, tilting his head. With a deep breath, she steeled herself and shifted her attention.
“So we sneak into Weisshaupt, nice and quiet, then find Antoine and Evka.”
“Was…there a plan after that?” Neve asked.
“I’m not giving a speech.” Rook muttered, “Let’s go kill a fucking god.”
A/N: Okay well now that you've met Fi's dad...sorry! Lots of building this chapter, next one moves a bit more quickly. Next stop: Weisshaupt, Spite, and brooding. Thanks for the support! It really keeps my head on and me motivated. I appreciate you all soooo much. x
#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis x rook#domestic fluff#eating crow#lucanis fanfic#illario dellamorte#dragon age lucanis#da4 lucanis#lucanis romance#lucanis fic#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age fanfiction#veilguard fic#dragon age veilguard#spite dragon age#rook x lucanis#da4#lucanis#lucanis fanfiction#lucanis fluff#antivan crow rook
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An Ode to the J/C fandom that raised me.
I was 21 when I logged on to the message board that would become my online home for the following three years and which still feels like home when I think about it.
The year was 2006.
Fandom Elders, welcomed me, taught me lore, encouraged my fledgling writing. Loved me as a person, wrapped me up in their support and care. Both as a fellow fan and an eventual fandom experience equal. Some even took me in to their real lives as a pseudo niece, sister, cousin.
Fellow newbies and I became friends or at least acquaintances, We celebrated each other's writing growth, cheered when each other got good feedback, especially when it was from writers we admired. Shared thories and perspectives, sometimes different from those of the elders
All fandom generations talked fandom news and current events togther. Small groups, chatted and ate dinners together over Skype and watched movies. We said goodnight to each other before bed in threads as a whole board ,
We celebrated birthdays and it was always fun to see which friend posted your birthday thread and who commented after saying they had wanted to do it. And it was fun to be the friend who posted your friend's birthday thread when it was their turn.
There were fic exchanges , run at a professional level, by fans for each other. And there was also the reality that we all knew each other well enough that we could guess who our match was most of the time.
There were fights, there were squabbles, there were sad times.
But we were a family, they still are famiy in my heart, all those people. They will always be, no matter how often we speak now, and though I have lost touch with some, if they reached out today, I would drop everything to connect or to help.
A couple of characters who love each other and love the stars brought me a extra home. And the fandom manners and skills that I have today.
My J/C fandom home was magical and I hope the light and love they showed me continues to shine in me and in all those who were part of it.
And I hope any fan that loves anything finds the treasure that I did when they go looking for their community.
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My cat saw me singing to the Carlton song tonight (well, just me saying the Fasolo and bianco parts) and will report back to my parents and I'll never be allowed to set foot in their house again
#also the tap in the bathroom broke#also the things I've said to the security camera at the front WHAT IF IT HAS AUDIO#me just saying 'Essendon suck' over and over again#also sophia sucks#sophia told me today that she's in pyjamas most days because working from home most days#and she's like 'i guess i better put a bra on today' because the really guy was picking her up to look at an aged care place#she's looking at moving into aged care... permanently#how the f is she going to move the 21 billion boxes that she keeps telling me are in the second bedroom#oh yeah really guy said she might have a garage sale#but back to the bajillion boxes of files#if she asks me to come around to help then she can shove it#no way#I'm already stressing about my own potential move#it'd be slightly cheaper to just move to a one bedroom place and also better location#but then do i want to live with my cousin????
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Aromantic Jon who doesn't know they're aro who treats romantic relationships like yet another chore they have to do now that they're an adult. They're in their twenties now. They've put it off for long enough but they're going to have to do it eventually, it's just what adults do. They sort of approach every relationship like an obligation they're checking off of their to-do list. People keep breaking up with them for it. They used to think everyone else also felt like being in a romantic relationship was a huge burden, but after a few comments landed weird they now suspect it's just yet another short-coming of theirs (they've never been good at understanding other people anyways).
They don't think about it for most of the plot of the podcast, due to the. Everything. Until maybe around S4. But by that point they've basically decided that that doesn't matter any more. Too much time, effort, and risk for anyone not already involved (and no one who IS involved is an option). It's a massive weight off their shoulders. They draw no larger conclusions from this.
#aro jon#obligatory do not tag this with martin or j//mart please and thank you#tbh one of the reasons i 'just wasn't interested in dating right now'#was that 'i barely have enough energy for my friends let alone an actual PARTNER'#'would i have to text them a lot? see them multiple times a week??'#i remember eating dinner with my extended family about a year or so back#and my cousin was w/ his gf (and maybe her family as well?) instead (he was visiting her like every day)#and someone (i think it was my uncle?) told me that it was normal for people who were in love to want to spend all their time together#which i thought was fucking. Weird As Hell. who has the time?? the energy???? to hang out with the SAME PERSON every day??????#when my family pointed out that my parents see each other all the time i was like#'yeah. they live together. they'd have to go out of their way to avoid that'#and i was so fucking confused. because i sort of thought that the USUAL romantic relationship thing was#you go out with them like once a week#and maybe you stay over at their place occasionally#and then you move in#this was around the time when i was questioning if i was aro. no i did not realize then and there that the answer was YES#fuck it. maintagging this. aro jon rights!!#jonathan sims#jon sims#tma#the magnus archives#also implied autistic jon. that man is so auDHD to me#no i'm not projecting. shut up.
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what if the special guests at the la show are mcr and fob
it won't be because if it was fate would give me the money to go to that show <3 that being said anyone want to pay for me to got to the la show cause i will
#no i assume the special guest is anthony padilla#and probably someone else? idk who else#i do want to go though LMAO#i could... maybe.....#should i?#no i can't afford it#my grandpa's cousin lives in irvine i've got accomodation though tbf#someone pay for my ticket and flight i'll go!!!!#nooo jk... maybe i should go there tho...... no i cant............#man.................................ok lowkey if anyone wanna buy me a tit la ticket i'll go with u lol#answered
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SxF headcanon of the day:
Growing up Yuri was interested in world travel. He had a big book that was this overly detail atlas, he can name just about every country in the world and knows all kinds of random facts about them. He actually studied geography as his minor in university (major in foreign affairs). His main goal was that when he grew up he'd be able to take his sister to see all the cool places he saw in the maps except Yor hates travelling so it was impossible to convince her to go so he never really got the chance.
One day he got an offer to go Japan and Yor was already feeling so overstimulated from Anya she could not stomach flying with Yuri to a new country so she convinced him to take Anya so she can be free but he actually ended up having a lot fun with Anya. It was healing for him since he never got the opportunity to travel as a child so seeing Anya do it made he feel wonderful and now he actually wants to take her travel and see all the places he wanted to see.
Now she's like his little travel buddy. Not just going abroad but just doing anything really. Like he took he drag racing, sport games, literally anywhere he's going he just nabs Anya and takes her with him. They fight the entire time but it's still fun
#spy x family#sxf#anya forger#yor forger#yuri briar#headcanon#anya is like Yuri's younger step sister that he hates but still loves#living through his niece#i do believe anya not only needs parents but also a network of support so i will give it to her#some of my best childhood memories are random events with my aunts and cousins#also i do think yuri would want to support his sister and her venture into parenthood since she basically raised him#like maybe he wants loid's head on a stick but if his sister needs a sitter he will always be available
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lads it is mostly my fault (was sick, didn't tell healthcare until it was Dire, was sentenced to bed rest for the rest of my time at camp) that I literally can't say goodbye to these 100+ people I've come to love properly before I leave. I'm not permitted to participate in any singing, dancing, communal joy, any event that's remotely fun (that's nearly word for word what they said) here at camp. and I'm leaving EARLY, am still miserably sick, and have a four hour commute back home on top of that, because there's no one available to drive. literally cried my eyes out over everything just now and am This Close to crying my eyes out againnnnn
#not to list my woes again but today was Pretty Bad#the horrors: learned that one of the girls I'm working with is the cousin of the boy whom I was so torn up over last year (lol)#received a message from the second boy I was torn up over in the spring saying: do you want to live together? (LOL)#and was hit with the two-by-four of reality today about my own Delusions and such repeatedly over the head. over and over and over LOLLLL !#HOWEVER. the joys: tea. Bible reading time. lots of prayer. laughed a lot with my coworkers.#confided in a friend whom i know can hold secrets close. listened to another friend's voice message on loop. the rain made it not too hot.#i know joy cometh in the metaphorical morning but i wanted joy to come in the form of dancing and singing and worshipping together#and being able to tell each and every person goodbye properly and with the gravity and love they each deserve#i simply!!!!! cannae take this!!!!!! and yet I WILL :'))))))))) bear it with grace#(THAT'S dramatic)#sighhhh anyhow i'm currently mentally digging a little grave for the third disappointment in love i've experienced#since breaking up with my ex boyfriend. the ground is hard my hands are tired and the earth won't budge but i WILL dig that grave#and leave that little ill-formed ill-judged ill-managed love in it#dang i'm tired in all senses of the word!#and YET. there is still a part of me that is light and buoyant and determined to make the most of things#it is so hard to be miserable when the anneish part of you never dies.........sigh#healing girl era summer '24
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— But it's almost midnight. — Oh, that's the point! At the stroke of twelve, he turns into Dracula. C'mon, Vicki – he won't bite.
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#dark shadows 1966#victoria winters#roger collins#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#vamp roger au tbt#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#art.#i always feel a little apprehensive about putting r/v things in the general tags bc i know that's not everyone's cup of tea but.#if r/v squicks you out and you don't have me blocked idk why lmakldfgfg. that's what we do here.#well! did you know that the moonflower is a highly poisonous and psychoactive flower that belongs to the nightshade family#and can cause respiratory depression arrhythmias fever delirium hallucinations psychosis and death if taken internally.#and they are night-blooming and pollinated by sphinx moths. much to think about.#scenes from the vamp roger au that i've been plotting with tortie and have only posted like one thing about but. anyway.#should be making violent love to you behind a palm tree etc. but the moonflowers in liz's greenhouse will have to do.#yeah yeah yeah we've all heard about his more famous triangular cousin but what about the real collins vampire huh.#who was here in 1966 draining years off another man's life. who spent ten years in a coffin (augusta) and came back wrong.#who knows nothing but a habitual; driving; consuming thirst.#who feeds on the youth and innocence of his governess – of his sister's hospitality – of the shelter of the collins blood.#who prefers; instead of living; to bury himself in the collins tomb.#who creates not biological sons but makes other men into monsters just like him.#also lou was really hot as a vampire for 0.5 seconds in hods.
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Made this meme some months ago but forgot about it, yesterday some kids at work told me I looked 30 and thought I was talking about my daughter (I'm 18 and I was talking about my cousin)
#look. when i was 16 i did try to make an unlikable cousin to believe im 32 as a joke#and she did believe it for a few years#but i accidentally mentioned my real age in front of her. so now she knows#but...#why did these girls thought i was 30😭😭😭#kids have no sense of aging do they#they way they said i looked 30 sounded like an achievement#which- it can be- not everyone lives to grow old and i dont want to be one of the people that hide their ages#but i will not be 30 for the next 12 years#... wow 12#btw for anyone not understanding the plural form joke#plural form is the polite manner#you use plural 'you' and verbs when talking face to face with someone older or someone you should show respect to#(like a boss or a teacher etc)#so- its used for older people#im not that old 😭#they keep -σειςσαςing me😭#sugarenia talks#sugarenia thoughts
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going to throw up my cousin just texted me. we haven’t talked since i was like 8
#cousin is older than me so she probably remembers me more than i remember her#this is so bzbznxhxhzj oh no im so awkward ew how do i navigate this#i forgot my dad gave my aunt my number because she wanted to get to know me#my dad and his sister weren’t talking for like a decade so#oh this is a nightmare#also can’t figure out what side of myself to show her#bc our family is super conservative and sucks#but i know her and her sister aren’t as bad as our family but idk how much#and. without getting into details like they’re both in the acting world and one of them played a queer character so ???#im not sure what to take from that#anyway im going to throw up#also in her text she included cowboy emojis. is this because she knows i live in texas or is she just like that#what the fuck do i do#my posts
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