#but the jobs i know i wont??
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it’d be cool have a job i can functionally do, and do properly, but between my abrupt quits that involve me and the management shouting at each other, and the fun times i have between that job and the next one, idk how any retail expects anyone to stay tbh
#i would very much like a job i'd be willing to stick with for the rest of my life#but the jobs i know i wont??#i just left st pats park and i'm about to go to the beach#hmu if you're somewhat local#southwest michigan-ish
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5p yuuram bloood twww
#i feel bad for tagging this yuuram cuz its so far from canon LMFAO i will for organization but like...#yuuram#mine#kkm#comics#fanart#its been so long since i got to draw a comic im so happy im flourishing#uhhh anyways#hc time. i think yuuri is the type of person to act before he thinks and therefore i think he would be the first to initiate. not exactlu a#unpopular interpretation of yuuri but i think he likes wolf before he knows it and so his body acts b4 he recognizes the feelings wihin him#i also think wolf wont initiate first cuz his love towards yuuri is very. um. catholic and political lmao.#cuz hes a dog and a human weapon. he thinks the suffering is part of his job. like born duty. and i think he likes it too#cuz theres eomthing about being able to pour ur soul into being obsessed w someone in a gay codependent relationship w/out worrying ab them#reciprocating LMFAO#anyways i think wolf loves in a way that is very intentional. his love is a weapon that he gives to people. its not something to indulge in#i also thinkk his love is a weapon for himself. to sharpen and use. like motivation/justification to exist and also DUTY BABYYY#i talked too much#wolfram von bielefelt#shibuya yuuri#(comic is abuot yuuri. talks about wolfram instead) sorry son.
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Hey when your art friends share their work with you, please take note to not turn that into a vent session about how your own stuff sucks... It's just gonna make your friend feel like their art is hurting you, and they're not gonna share anymore.
#talking about this with someone#and realizing how little i share my work#cause of how often it's immediately met with some insecurities#and then after a conversation of me comforting someone and complimenting them#we get to the other side. and they never even said anything nice about my art#its happened. more often than i feel should be happening#but i know a lot of artists are insecure#and feeling jealous is normal#but like. feelings and actions...#making your friends feel bad cause youre jealous of them is not normal. dont do that#i dont even share all my work on social media lmfao#cause ive posted and then 5 minutes later seen someone post the same insecurities they did in dms#so genuinely i only share when its like. funny?#or if i just. am really proud of something#and just want to hear something nice about it#hurts to be met with silence but it happens#no one is obligated to give me compliments#its my job to create and when i do a good job i will be rewarded for that#but if im not doing a good job then. i wont! and thats on me!#but people ARE obligated to not be treating me as an object of their jealousy#and putting their emotional pain on me just cause i (looks at smudged writing on hand) drew something they liked#whatever#just thinking about it#my thoughts are not complete and i dont want this going around LOL#delete later
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y'all do know that when people talk about the dangers of creating parasocial relationships with the creators of a thing they *arent* saying stop interacting with fan artists/writers like people. y'all know that right. you guys get that when people say the writer of your favorite tv show isn't your friend they *don't* mean you can't be friends with fan creators. right.
#just blahs#i could go on about this for#a while#but i wont#i just think its sad that people put fan creators up on the same pedestal that they put the original creators on#and that even though that is truly a testament to how much they *loved* the fan work#theyre afraid to tell them because surely they already know and theyre so cool they probably dont even care what i think#when like. no.#these are not the people who are making this for their job#thase are other fans of this thing who love it so much they made something about it just because they wanted to#these are other fans who shared their work because they wanted to *share it*#and thats the only reason#fan creators share their work exclusively so that other people can enjoy it#and when people are afraid to tell them they enjoyed it then what's the point#anyways
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#talkys#honestly genuinely having the little hope i was granted Crushed is rly messing wit me 🫶#im pretty sure its not going to happen anymore#which was always possible but at least i had a Chance ykwim#its also my own fault for getting too hopeful but man i was already daydreaming about living peacefully.#having AC. being able to transition. being able to be Alone. finally being able to learn to cook without my#mom not letting me do so. im so sad. i dont even wanna ask for confirmation on how Over it is bc i dont want to go back to being full doome#it rly would have all lined up perfectly ! like its true‚ easiest way to get job is to know someone and i finally Knew someone#and the position would have been tolerable for me.....!#almost dream job! and a job that wld let me move out!!!#im so sad#igts not the yr of cheye after all i dont think#*i didnt gwt rejected or anything. changes at the workplace made it so i probably wont get to have an interview. didnt make it that far.
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holy ship grandma
im turning 14 in two months and ur turning 15 in 1
ikrrr im gonna be a 15 yo grandma and u a 14 yo zygotee
#honestly i cant believe im turning 15#like omgg in just another 4 years i wont be a teen#and after 5 years im gonna be in my fucking twenties#and in literallly 3 years ill have to choose which uni i want to go to#which career i want to have#and deal with rejection (tho not from my fav uni i hope)#and then ill have to get a job#and then the marriage era starts#tho if i ever get married it will onyl be after im in my late twenties or early thirties#but most importantly i dont know if i shud take plain physics#or plain science#or plain bio#or astronomy#or astrophysics#or medicine#or should i leave it all to become a crime investigator like i wanted to when i was 11#god help me lol
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I just now realized that I may or may not have made a mistake. Um. If I made a mistake I am quite possibly fucked for like a year lmfao
#uhhh i may or may not have signed something i did not read properly. i thought it was just an info thingy#but it may have been the fucking JOB CONTRACT. WHICH I SHOULD SIGN AFTER MY 3RD MONTH TRIAL PERIOF#PERIOD*#if it was the actual contract then i dont know what to do actually?#because like. im still in the 3 moth period. in that time i should br allowed to quit the job at any point#however if its already signed can i still quit???? or am i gonna have to actually resign and wait 3 months till i can quit#MAYBE THIS WONT MATTER EJTHER WAY BUT IF I GET INTO COLLEGE ID LIKE TO LEAVE THIS JOB-#if i dont get in im staying lmao but now im STRESSING OUT#and i left the god damn paper at WORK. so i have to read it properly tomorrow when i come into work#but uh anyeay#excuse me not understanding how any of this shit works lmao#stiff talk#k rant over
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There are no spoilers in this. I just put a read more to not clog up people's feed with my rambling.
With drdt, all the characters are so interesting, and they all have their own unique quirks and personality's that give them all their own sort of unique charm, because of this there is bound to be at least one character that you get attached to and call your favorite.
however, this is a Danganronpa fan series, and knowing how those tend to go majority of these characters will be dead by the end of it, which is why making the characters easy to get attached to is so important as if the audience isn't attached to the characters then it kinda defeats the point of a Danganronpa game or series.
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#I went into this knowing what I was getting into and that most of the characters will die by the end of it#but I still went and got attached to multiple characters#Nico is my favorite character and I hope they survive even if the odds are stacked against them#there are other characters that I like and hope survive too#Every time I go into one of these I tell myself that I wont have a favorite because they will probably just die#but every time I end up with one or more characters I like#I love this series so much#drdt dev does such a good job writing characters
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1x16 | The Blind Fortune Teller 🔮🃏
And to think the way this scene - and the absolutely masterful performance by Cameron Monaghan - snowballed into what can only be described as Schrodinger's Joker for the rest of Gotham's run
#Gotham#season 1#jerome valeska#jim gordon#lee thompkins#the blind fortune teller#Gotham 10 Year Anniversary Extravaganza#yes i know this and yesterdays gifsets are late#when i tell you i literally have had zero time#in between final month of wedding planning & new job obligations & shit hitting the fan#the only way I've been able to actually put these together is quite literally not sleep#i've probably gotten a grand total of 6 hours this week#wont be doing much sleep tonight either#but we're in the home stretch and i am excited!#honestly pretty happy with the way some of these gifs came out#1x17 will be posted literally as soon as its made (hopefully in a few hours)#my gifs#mine
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Vegetable Guard
#my friend :3#his name is Joey Tribbmeowni <- my moms favorite show is Friends and Joey is my fav character#hes shy around people though.. he wont eat till he’s sure we’re gone but otherwise knows its safe here ^_^#my moms trying (emphasis on trying) to grow vegetables but squirrels keeping eating them LMAO#a squirrel came in the backyard just now while Joey was resting and it was like OH SHIT and he RAN#when he saw Joey. I saw him pounce on and eat a butterfly earlier so he has the right qualifications for the job#my mom is really fond of him.. when she leaves him food she goes ppspsssspspsps#since we can’t get near him I wonder if I can get a laser pointer and play with him from behind the window#diary#yapping#maybe having him around will give my mom enough time to actually grow her tomatos
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Dsmp au where post prison escape Tommy gets turned into a baby and Dream finds him and decides to raise him and when he goes around asking for advice/supplies people notice the baby looks a lot like Tommy, but instead of assuming it is actually Tommy they assume Philza knocked Dream up
#the dog barks#dreamwastaken#dream smp#philza#tommyinnit#dsmp au#dreblr#I mean... dream was in prison for a long time.... he could have been pregnant and they just didnt know#philza goes to the syndicate headquarters the next day and techno niki and ranboo are waiting with a slide show about safe sex#kristen is the only one who knows that thats Tommy and she wont tell anyone#Dream and Punz are actually doing a good job raising the baby together#dsmpshipping
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a) I've hit a bit of a block on my fic due to writing myself into plot points I know nothing about, so I'm a bit ?? as to direction b) when i try to force harry to Just Do Something the skills just start blabbering instead c) ass pansy.
#great job guys hit the showers#and they WONT STOP SAYING ASS PANSY#they say it like 6 times#whole page is a trainwreck lmfao#ryn rambles#i know exactly where I want this fic to go but i do not know how to go there auughhgn#want to get him involved in a Community but i dont know how the hell you do that.
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HA I WAS RIGHT!!! apparently kui said in a modern au laios would be a minimum wage retail worker
#and falin would be a medical researcher...!!!!#for the fic that i have. yet to write lmao. i kind of had laios bouncing between retail jobs/construction#not going to uni and after he leaves high school (maybe even left in yr 10#side note this takes place in australia lmao.) couch surfs for a while and has trouble finding stable housing (aus housing market is shit)#when falin hears about it she wants to drop uni and help him out but he wont hear it#she suspends her studies for a bit to get him on his feet and they live together in gods tiniest flat#then she goes back to uni and voila. laios is a minimum wage retail worker#im putting this all here because the longer i put off writing it the less likely it is to get written lmao.#the point is ive got my finger on the pulse babey. i know what these characters are about
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weird 2 say but sometimes i wish i was more into hobby/medium so id have an excuse or wasteless purpose to get more of it. Like. Wish I had purpose within watercolor illustration and as a medium in general so I could get those fancy artisinal watercolors just bc they look so beautiful
#(and i also wish i had a high paying job to support this bc some of those thangs are so expensive)#i know quality differs between em but i also dont care i just like pretty colors#its like how i got cheap alcohol markers i sparsely use but i dont regret it bc i love looking at them...#makes me happy to have a rainbow of pleasant looking supplies near me#i would NOT drop the money on artisinal watercolors though bc thats too much for something i wont use but god theyre so pretty#i see single pans of gorgeous colors and i wish i had a reason to Own it...and put it to use#talkys#like it would not be enough to have them i want to have them AND use them
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i hate grad school so much this shit is so boring and stupid
#just getting endlessly frustrated with the content as well as the classes#i know when im actually at my job and can do the things i want to do this wont feel so bad#plus the info ill be working with will be 8 billion times better than the stupid ass fake case studies i have to do this project based on#and ill be able to ask for better clarification than the vague ass stuff my professor is giving me#but right now i am just stressing myself out bad over this stupid UDL AT assignment because the professor wants me to overaccommodate
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spent a week mending a pair of my brothers work pants ^-^
#artsy.text#visible mending#the big patch isn't the neatest but it gets the job done#and i know that he wont mind so ^-^ made it a bit quicker for me ^-^
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