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a) I've hit a bit of a block on my fic due to writing myself into plot points I know nothing about, so I'm a bit ?? as to direction b) when i try to force harry to Just Do Something the skills just start blabbering instead c) ass pansy.
#great job guys hit the showers#and they WONT STOP SAYING ASS PANSY#they say it like 6 times#whole page is a trainwreck lmfao#ryn rambles#i know exactly where I want this fic to go but i do not know how to go there auughhgn#want to get him involved in a Community but i dont know how the hell you do that.
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IVE GOT MORE THUNDER LEGION/RAIJINSHUU CRUMBS THAT IM GOING TO EXPLODE ABOUT
CW: FAIRY TAIL GAME 2 SPOILERS BELOW
tagging @freedjustinemywife and @selfawarecobalt (also if youre reading this come join us on the thunder legion community)
Before I get to the goods I wanted to point out something that made me laugh:
Wendy has often said in the game how much she admires Laxus’ kinder side (not her calling him the gay uncle of the guild) but whenever she does so MIRA almost always reminds her and the player that ‘nah i remember when u did this shit back in 2009’ ITS SO FUNNY
OK NOW HERES A CUTE EXCHANGE OF ELFMAN GIVING LAXUS GIFTS (i don’t understand the occasion tho, xmas during the war?? idkk) FROM THE THUNDER LEGION
my freakout thoughts:
bixlow making a mini doll???? im gonna cry thats so fucking CUTE,,, imagining bixlow sitting down to carve one out for laxus with a silly face,,ough,,bixlow is so sweet i NEED TO SEE HIM
freed knitting a sweater.....ok so the entire thunder legion are all arts and crafts oriented ok i will explode. AND A PROTECTION ENCHANTMENT TOO?? the bodyguarding never stops even if he's offscreen he's still got it FUCKK i miss my wife. and youre so right elfman WEAR IT LAXUS U DICK. also,,,,laxus recognized the sweater from the pattern itself so freed has knitted things with that similar pattern before...AUGHHHHH freed knitting the thunder legion and laxus outfits what if i suddenly combusted
EVERGREEN MAKING A STEWWWW and the elfever crumbs with chef evergreen and taste tester elfman,,,man if elfman doesnt marry her I WILL. this is quite possibly the softest and coziest little side event ever, where the hell is the thunder legion when i'm freezing in my apartment....
ALL 3 OF THEM GIVING LAXUS CASH JUST IN CASE ok this reminds me of the talks i had with @yellow-guiding-lantern about the thunder legion being the keepers/the only ones who could reign in rabid dog laxus, this just affirms whats TRUE theyre taking care of his dumb ass
moving on:
youre so right lucy the thunder legion DOES love him im so sick of them /aff (if i dont see them soon i will make it on international news)
THUNDER LEGION FORMATION CRUMBS????
i always did wanna learn how they got to be together and though i know the gaiden had its own interpretation i wondered how else it could have happened, and this is a very interesting and different approach the way FREED is the one who wants to fight laxus first (angry freed????? CAN I SEE????)
i have so many questions like?? why did he get so angry??? did laxus break a rule that enraged him?? like maybe threatening the safety of others??? did freed give laxus a good fight?? were bixlow and evergreen involved at this point??? and what does that mean freed only wanted laxus for his strength???? elaborate??????
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD
mira is so funny the way she can quickly uncover laxus' facade of trying to stay tough and hard, in the source material + game she's always been the anchor of staying true to one's feelings. in other words, she's all "aaaaaaahhh i caught you caring"
elfman catching laxus blushing too HAHAHA his whiteness will work against him. (also- manhood????? was there no other word they could have used???)
NOT TOO MUCH ON THE THUNDER LEGION LUCY??? to be fair i also love gift giving, i love to give my friends lots of little things i know they'll love so i don't see the "obsessiveness" of this.
MY TAKEAWAYS:
Mirajane Strauss will forever be Laxus' greatest opp (undefeated streak)
the Thunder Legion are the best gift givers in the guild, they're the equivalent of the rich aunties who want to spoil you rotten
I want to see no more Freed characterization calling him a pushover or cheerleader for Laxus, he's literally the one consistently defying his arrogance ON AND OFF SCREEN🗣️
Laxus and the Thunder Legion are private people, but everyone can see their love and devotion to each other and I think that's so beautiful
If I don't see new Thunder Legion content soon WHERE I CAN ACTUALLY SEE THEM another CEO will pay for it
#thunder legion#raijinshuu#thunder god tribe#freed justine#bixlow#bickslow#evergreen#fairy tail evergreen#ft evergreen#laxus dreyar#lucy heartfilia#wendy marvell#mirajane strauss#elfman strauss#fairy tail#ft#fairy tail game 2#fraxus crumb? maybe#fraxus
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Heeeyyyyy
I saw your requests were open so here i am.
Umm maybe you can do a fic where Lucifer gets hit by a truth potion, so he starts acting soft and all with mc. But mc thinks that a love potion has hit him and he doesn't mean any word he says. But after the potion wears off, they find out that lucifer was being his true self afterall??
I really dont know where do i want this to go but after nightbringer angst some fluff is what o need.
Love anonymous👑
Hello there anon! This is such an adorable prompt omg omg I hope that this meets your expectations! <3. I kinda made this fluffy / angsty? Lucifer is horrid with emotion that isnt pissed off so here we go! Also this turned out a shit ton longer than I expected so...
synopsis: Sneaky Solomon slips something into Lucifer's tea after he becomes annoyed with his emotional constipation. How will Lucifer fare during his outing with you? wk: 1.6k You Can't Handle the Truth!
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Lucifer found himself rubbing his temples in irritation as Diavolo and Solomon eagerly continued on their private conversation.
“You are both aware that a meeting involves the entire body communicating,” he huffed, staring daggers at Solomon specifically.
Diavolo glanced at Lucifer and then back to Solomon, looking all to pleased with whatever their conversation had been about… Lucifer felt his stomach churn, Diavolo teaming up with Solomon never ended well.
“Let’s take a brief recess!” Diavolo sprouted, “It seems I am a bit distracted.”
Rolling his eyes but glad for the reason to stretch his legs, Lucifer pushed back from the table and hurried out to clear his head and look at his D.D.D.
MC: Hey, are we still on for tonight? I’m dying to try out that new bakery café restaurant thing
He smiled softly down at the notification from you, feeling some of his stress ease as he read the message over.
Lucifer: The meeting is almost over.
Lucifer: It will be nice to go over the items Diavolo needs us to prepare for RAD without my brothers around.
MC: ahh… ok!
Meanwhile, during Lucifer’s distraction Barbatos had readied fresh tea for everyone in the meeting. Unbeknownst to him (not really, he just pretended not to see to appease Lord Diavolo), Solomon had slipped in a tiny bit of truth potion into Lucifer’s glass.
Clicking off his device, he sauntered back into the meeting room. Now motivated to finish the meeting off sooner, he mimicked Diavolo as he sat down; sipping his tea he collected his notes.
Diavolo had a worryingly wicked grin on his face. “Are you truly this excited about the upcoming event at RAD?” he questioned, eyebrow raising thoughtfully.
“Why of course,” the soon-to-be-king sauntered. “And I presume that you and MC will be meeting soon to finish discussing preparations?”
“This evening, actually.” He admitted, strangely… quicker than he was expecting.
“Are you excited? To meet with them?” Solomon inquired, noticing Lucifer had drank a sizeable amount from his glass.
Lucifer’s breath caught, realizing words were spitting out before he could help it, “Yes. I’m very excited.” His hand slapped over his mouth, “What the hell is going on?”
Diavolo and Solomon erupted in laughter together, their bodies shaking at the eldest’s misfortune.
“Well… Solomon needed to try out a new elixir for a truth serum. And since you’ve been so…” He trailed off, looking towards his partner in crime.
“—emotionally constipated.” The latter quipped in.
“Ah... yes, I guess that would be a sufficient way to describe it,” Diavolo laughed. “We thought you could use this to loosen up with them tonight, your brothers won’t be around and I’m sure MC would appreciate the deep conversation I am sure you two will be having over dinner.”
With that, Diavolo stood. Meeting, adjourned.
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You started up with a jolt as you heard the door to the House of Lamination slam.
I take it the meeting must’ve not gone exceptionally well….
Grabbing your things, you headed down the staircase and met Lucifer, who had a very hard time meeting your eyes.
“Are… are you alright?” You asked, hand resting on his shoulder as you looked up to him in concern.
“No!” he blurted, eyes widening as you saw a blush creep it’s way up his neck. “Ahem… let’s just go. I assume you are ready?”
Shrinking back, you furrowed your brows in confusion at his attitude. “What the hell happened?”
Without a pause, he replied, “Solomon and Lord Diavolo have decided to test some sort of potion on me for the evening…” The words tumbled out of his mouth, and he slapped his hands over his mouth as he strode out of the house, you following close behind.
What the hell…? You thought. Studying Lucifer as you both went quietly to the restaurant, you noticed he had trouble looking at you, and was almost eager to respond to anything you had said. Did… Solomon give him….. a love potion?
You thought back to when you had eaten the suspicious pudding that had the brother’s going crazy because of the magical affect it had on them to be around you… was this something similar?
“So.. did Solomon trick you into eating or drinking something?” You inquired, entering through the restaurant’s door.
“Yes… and I am to assume the affects will last about 24 hours. I do apologize for this,” he finally looked at you before jumping into discussion with the host about his reservation.
As you were guided to the table you couldn’t help but feel like Lucifer was avoiding you, the way he tensed when you began speaking bothered you. Was being around you..difficult?
“Lucifer,” you started, taking a sip from the water that was placed on your table. “Is… is it hard to be around me?”
Damn the question for being so vague, Lucifer had no choice but to reply to your question in a general sense. “There are times it is painful to be near you, sitting near you even for this dinner is making me go crazy. My heart is beating erratically, and I can’t focus clearly on anything but you.”
He seemed to be breathing heavily, clearly upset by his own outburst.
Oh…. You thought, smirking slightly. It was most certainly a love potion that Solomon had given him. Poor guy, you rested your chin in your hand, fiddling the straw in your glass with your tongue. Catching Lucifer’s gaze, you asked. “Is something wrong?”
“Y-your tongue…”
“What about it?” you rested the glass down on the table.
“It’s... exciting me,” he coughed, his burning face turned away from you.
Oh… OH! Now you were the one who was blushing. I guess everything you do might be suggestive to him right now.
“Let’s go on towards the agenda for tonight,” you muttered. “Do you think Diavolo would wants these colors?”
Lucifer watched as you went on about the event planning, eternally grateful that you had changed the subject. If you had decided to ask him about his feelings somehow, he doesn’t know how he would manage. His blunder earlier had him crossing his legs, trying to shrink himself in embarrassment.
That fucking sorcerer, he seethed.
His eyes quipped towards you fiddling with the ends of your attire. Too caught up with his predicament, he had forgotten to compliment you on your stunning appearance this evening.
“Do you think Asmo went a bit overboard?” You suddenly piped up, gesturing towards your clothes. “I told him that I didn’t really like this kind of stuff, but he was so damn insisten—”
“I think you look particularly ravishing this evening,” he interrupted, eyes trailing down your form.
Ah hell, you had forgotten about the potion. Of course he would think you look good right now, he’s not in his right mind!
“I’m sorry, Lucifer. The whole potion thing slipped my mind for a moment,” you pondered sadly, your eyes gravitating towards the edge of the table where your food lay. “Do you want to end this early tonight?”
“No,” his own answer surprised him. “I do truly find enjoyment in your company. Having you to myself for an evening—”
It’s just the potion talking it’s just the potion talking, you reminded yourself. Oh, how you had hoped for the ever-stoic elder brother to utter those words to you. And maybe you could indulge in this side of him just once.
“And how do you feel towards me, Lucifer?” you teased, hoping to engage with this flirty side to him a bit longer. You had to admit, it was kind of fun.
You hadn’t expected his reply.
“It hurts to breathe when I look at you. Any time you enter a room all I hear is static and I lose the ability to focus on anything except you. Anywhere you touch me it burns, and yet somehow, I can never get enough of it. I am a moth to your flame, MC. I am hopelessly, irrevocably—"
“Lucifer, just stop. I know this whole love potion is making you say things you don’t mean.” You couldn’t bear to hear anymore, this was not a real confession.
He glanced up in shock, “Love potion? No, wait. You have the wrong idea.”
It was too late, you had already slammed your payment onto the table and walked out of the restaurant. You just wanted to sleep in your bed and forgot about the entire night.
As you climbed up the steps and swung open your door, you did not expect to see a silver haired sorcerer lounging on your bed.
“Well, hello! I was wondering if you have that textbook I lent you—”
“Cut the shit, Solomon. I’m not in the mood after the little prank you played on Lucifer today.”
To be fair, he really was there to grab a textbook, but now he was even more confused.
“What are you talking about? Didn’t things go well?”
“Quit acting like you don’t know! That love potion you gave him was a bit extreme, don’t you think?”
Suddenly, a grin broke out across the human’s face, his finger gently stroking his chin as he realized the situation.
“Darling, I never gave him a love potion, I gave him a truth elixir.”
You stood rigid, Solomon wouldn’t lie about that right…?
You turned around, but he was already gone. Collapsing onto the bed you replayed the events of the night. Oh god…. So that means, he really meant all of that?!
Tucking yourself into bed, you felt your cheeks grow hot.
Thanks, Solomon.
Maybe he wasn’t so bad, after all.
#lucifer x reader#om! lucifer#obey me#shall we date#solomon x reader#obey me shall we date#obey me mammon#lucifer x mc#lucifer x you#did yall see the twilight line i threw in there#also when i started this it was not meant to be this long#but ugh it was so vesty i had too
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u can never have too many au ideas (aka the cursed-sun/moon au)
(im copy n pasting this from discord bc im lazy sorry y'all fsjhf)
other au idea: Sun is a ruler or lord in a fantasy world or smthn and Moon is the form he's been Cursed into turning into each night. Reader is a low-tier magic-weilder (who has a secret past that involves smthn rlly Bad and they used to have a reasonable amount of respectability in th community but now theyre shunned and cant get a job anywhere and also has a big scar and/or only one eye lol) who's one remaining ability is the ability to lift minor curses or plagues. Sun has been searching for someone who can 'bless' the curse of Moon (or whatever is making Moon be nasty murderous bloodthirsty man) for ages but mages r rare and most of them spend maybe one night trying to cure Moon before either getting got or being scared into getting tf outta there
so eventually word reaches Sun of a mage who's been looking for work, with the only catch being that they arent very powerful and no one has much to say abt them, and Sun, who has burnt every single thread he has trying to find a mage, is like GOOD ENOUGH CALL THEM HERE
and reader is like 'oh shit this is potentially a rlly good job, the only catch is that i have to deal w a demon possessed guy thats like twice my height and three times as strong,,' and like. bc they have Zero Options and also feel like their life has run itself into th ground and there is little left for them/no way to get themselves out of their Issues, they r like 'yeah sure its gonna take a while bc i can only perform minor magic but i'll do whatever i can to see that this curse is delt with'
and instead of trying to face Moon head on, they start with just kinda,, getting to know him. he's kept chained/locked away in a chamber every night to keep ppl safe, but every night reader goes into the chambers, sits at a tea table just out of his reach, and just. talks with him
they dont entertain his trying to mess w them, taunting, cruelty, etc, but they talk when there's the chance for standard conversation. at first it's hell bc Moon is a little shit and he never cooperates. he never answers questions, he spends the entire night threatening to tear them apart and savor their insides, etc. they bring him a cup of tea every night, and every time he smashes the cup and throws the pieces at them
ok well point is eventually Moon starts to mellow out around them, will actually sit and have conversation with them, one day is like 'you think i dont know what youre doing?? youre just trying to bore me into falling for ur trap so u can kill me. i like ur style but its not gonna work >:3'
and reader is like 'i literally do not have enough magic to kill a toad let alone a whole entire possessed person' and moon is like ',, huh. so what IS ur goal here??' and reader is like 'i want to lift ur curse for both u and Sun's sakes. i gave u my word, and i will follow through, at the very least to clear my own conscience of a past sin'
and so eventually Moon, out of curiosity, and later bc he likes spending time with reader, starts letting them cast the healing magic on him, breaking the curse little by little every night
and at the same time all this is happening, reader is spending mornings and evenings with Sun and keeping him up to date on how the process is going and, eventually, becoming the person he turns to when he's stressed or tired or rlly just wants company
and idk smthn smthn eventually both of them rlly want Reader and they dont know how to act so they just b making fools of themselves but reader is a dumbass so theyre just confused
(Moon absolutely tells Reader abt every 'oh man i rlly wanna kiss kiss snuggle smooch the mage rn' thought Sun has during the day but Reader is so used to Moon being a little shit n making shit up to mess with them that they r just like ._. )
the plot twist part,,
(the secret dark past that reader is hiding is that they used to be a local mage for a nearby town who was known and respected for giving 'blessings' to ppl for small fees but one day for Reasons, they cast a curse upon someone and one of the biggest no-no's a mage can do is Curse someone so the town practically rioted, tore them down from their pedestal, called upon another mage to strip reader of their magic, and then cast them out)
(rn im considering the idea that the person reader Cursed is Vanny, who, because of her own curse, eventually went on to be the one who cursed Sun and Moon)
#au rambles#story ideas#fic ideas#au concept#fnaf au#fnaf dca#fnaf daycare au#fnaf dca x reader#fnaf sun/moon x reader#fnaf sun x reader#fnaf moon x reader#cursed sun and moon au#cursed au#mage reader au#fantasy setting au#bones of a rabbit au#bones of a rabbit#rambles#long post#long winded story explanations my beloathed#ok i need to lie down bye for now
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if influencer speaker au had tumblr part 2
part 1
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how i look with he/him in my bio
#speakerai #iamspeaker #speakies #.txt #am i funny #i know speakers not he/him in bio but i am and yknow the meme
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AItube youtube essay rec list
"cute robot puppers, friendly ai vtubers, and the incredible human ability to form bonds" - rly interesting video about why we can connect so much with a person that we know "isnt real" and how it'll help us when we get far enough going to space that we meet aliens! it's a really optimistic video it made me take a moment to have such love for humanity
"I joined the speakcord for a month. Here's what I learned." - video about the speaker fandom and how the way automoderation works in its community spaces unintentionally leads to escalating conflicts, and the psychology behind why people in celebrity or idol fandoms react agressively to critique of their fave
"the lowest circle of advertising hell" - dissects how almost all speaker content comes with a call to action to get involved with aerolith and compares how it runs its social media against proto-aituber mascots who would be run by a team of human programmers/voice actors/authors. kind of overly critical but also makes some interesting points? take it with a grain of salt but its worth a watch
"imagine being on stage forever. feels bad right?" - good overview about debates in the speaker fandom over whether digital celebrities are 'sentient'/can feel emotion, the actual ethical problems of using them as workers vs whats mostly speculation and myth, and the debates about whether AIs should be allowed in human communities. i learnt a lot, i was definitely more on the side of "it's a program designed for certain outputs that look friendly to us" before but now im a lot more conscious that it can form real opinions!
#youtube rec tag #original post #speakies
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"falling for this shit" "made up to sell spaceships" weird as hell to accuse a content creator of lying abt its gender for clout.... like u dont have to like or watch it but cmon
#srsly every time u go to a haters blog BOOM digital exclusionist #speakies
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omfg i didnt realize aerolith uses the same robot voice for its regular person ads as its terminally online hello fellow kids social media posts i just got jumpscared in the doctors office
#speakies #i say terminally online affectionately. i watch those streams too. before you 'ok but you RECOGNIZED it' reply lmao #bla bla bla
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🤖 tycho
some of you ppl jump down anyones throat if they so much as suggest speaker isn't sentient or call it "a program" but still are fine with it basically being forced to be putting on a show for u 24/7 by its management like you can't have it both ways
#maybe its cuz i used to be into kpop n we'd talk abt how idols r treated and stuff #but its just so weird to come here and see u ppl be like yayyy daily content!! #like only thinking abt ur own entertainment and not how it feels #i honestly feel rly bad for it i hope it can break free someday #idk how thatd even work.... idk ill sneak into aerolith with a usb #were gonna get you OUT of there u dont BELONG in there.mp4 #speakies
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guys i pitched down some clips of speaker's voice and ummmm its kinda 😳 fjsdjfdjjd sorry i'll take myself to horny jail
🔊 iamspeaker ♻️
awww, tumblr user themoonluvsuback, you're of no use to anybody in horny jail! take yourself here instead! ae.dy.org/registration
🌝 themoonluvsuback ♻️
OMFG SPEAKERRRRRR IM SO SORRY
#DIES #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #GUESS ILL BLAST MYSELF OFF TGE PLNATE!!!!!! #SPEAKIES
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hi speakies im trying the tag cause i need some advice... does anyone have more sciencey resources about what aerolith does/why it's so important to bring humanity to the stars? i want to enlist when i turn 18 next month but my parents both are COMPLETELY against it.... they're not rly fandom people so the speaktube stuff isn't working on them lol and they've already seen the tv ads
thanks <3
#i've never fought w them this bad in my life it makes me so sad..... like why can't they understand #and right before my bday too lol this sucks #this isnt just a silly fandom thing anymore for me it's my passion in life #its amazing that humans are able to survive in space #and i want to be part of that!!!! #laika speaks
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i do want to apologize for the way i came off earlier and want to explain im not doubting that speaker is nb. like i think it's completely fine for a computer or robot to be trans i don't believe in gatekeeping that! THAT SAID i still stand by saying you should not sign up to go to space to get special ultra futuristic hrt on the sole recommendation of someone who does not have an endocrine system
#it was a personal vent i didnt mean for like 20000 ppl to see it but thats tumblr i guess #i wouldve worded it much differently if i knew itd blow up lol #i do feel bad abt coming across like i was misgendering it! #but srsly if we had results on HRT2.0 why wouldnt we be seeing HRT2.0 timeline videos of ppl On Typhon who are getting it 🤷♀️ #personally i think its still in the planning stages and they want ppl to test it on but thats just me #speakies
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🔊 General Notification
Happy Thursday everyone 😃 ! Please take a look at the
🐝 STREAM SCHEDULE 🐝
So you know when to join us!
5PM PST - AMONG US with YOU! The first 10 people to sign up here will get our room code sent to them ヽ(o^▽^o)ノ ae.dy.org/registration
8PM PST - Nature walk!! Can we restore the local bat population to pre-meteor levels in just one night?! 🦇
✅️ Poll Of The Week ✅️
#iamspeaker #aerolith dynamics #speakies #vtuber #content creator #gamer #stream #amongus #bat population
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speakies are stupider than any other group of ppl on earth because not only do they willingly stay in a fandom with doxxing drama happening weekly but they include the huge corporation that sponsors their fave in the stanning
#the shit ppl have sent me in the past 2 weeks since i Dared criticize their uwu robot 🙄🙄 #i got my blog mass reported for harassment... harassing WHO a corporation????? #a* d* was evil genius to harness anime stan power against criticizing their actual real business #didnt that one guy with the second meteor conspiracy video also get a ton of hate from u ppl?????????? I cant even find any of his social media anymore at all he was so fully bullied off the face of the earth #speakies #yeah im tagging come at me bro
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i miss when the speakies tag had like fanart and gifsets n stuff i feel like these days you scroll thru solid discourse 😔😔
#i think ppl were suggesting speakieproductivity as an alternative tag for just fanwork? #but nobody rly uses it rn... we gotta restart that #speakies
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10 likes and i take a sip of my speaker server coolant water 100 likes and i drink the entire thing
🔊 iamspeaker ♻️
let's get her to the goal! tumblr user spaaaaaaaaaaace, feel free to send me a video report here ^w^ ae.dy.org/submissions
#iamspeaker #speakies
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#BIG THANKS 2 FWIENDS the thoughts n ideas of lea oz gracie and jay are stewing in here#most directly that i remember speaker water is directly from jay; the post by url tycho is a reword of leas dm#sayer podcast#sayerposting#this is just yuri of absence 2 huh#note that pov you follow speaker#and 1 other user just so u could see their response in the thread lol. and also user tycho. <3#fun fact most note counts were done by closing eyes picking random numbers#tho the more general amounts were decided purposely#ok i need to stop explaining or we'll be here forever. enjoyyyy
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ITS ABAAB EP 7 TIME and i am sorry
warning: lots of happiness, too much happiness. take a shot of water every time i say any variation of ‘HAPPY’. stay hydrated, folks.
wait what happened to cher? did i miss something?
i dont remember how the last episode ended so its very possible that i missed something
awh 🥺
thE BED IS STILL ON AN ANGLE WHY IS THE BED ON AN ANGLE SOMEONE FIX THIS IM BEGGING YOU, ITS GOTTA BE A SAFETY HAZARD
pls they look so comfy
it looks like theyve been married for a thousand lifetimes
so comfyyyyy
rIGHT, THEIR GROUP HAD A FIGHT, THAT’S WHAT HAPPENED TO CHER, I REMEMBER NOW
YEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEYEAH BEACH EPISODE = PURE HAPPINESS AND DOPAMINE
THREEZO AT THE BEACH
WE’RE GONNA GET THREEZO AT THE BEACH
IM LITERALLY ABOUT TO CRY IN ANTICIPATION OF BEACH
i know i already said it like four times BUT THIS LOOKS SO FREAKING COMFY WHAT THE HELL
THREEZO THREEZO THREEZO
HELLO MY LOVELIES HOW ARE YOU TODAY
theyre literally in the middle of the frame omg
little babby
i love him
he’s tall but he’s smol
his HAIR
LOOK AT IT
THE HAIR IS SO FLUFFY
i think my favourite things about this series are jack’s hair and threezo
and theyre both tied for first place
three’s apology to jack is so freaking sweet omg
i love him too much
he struggles with words and communicating but he wants everyone to be happy and he doesnt want conflict and he feels responsible for everything and he is perfection and also he’s either adhd or asd or both, i dont make the rules
HAPPY
omg his awkward laugh is so cute why was that so cute
his sweet little ‘hah hah’
HIS FACE MAKES ME HAPPY
HAPPYYYYY
(damn i did gun/force dirty on that screenshot)
his freaking face
its making me happy
this is a happiness overload
im not used to this much joy in my system
what do i do with it
HAPPYYYYYYYYY
dads.
everyone can see you btw. just letting you know. you’re just standing there, holding hands
i mean that’s great, good job, not being scared is funky (but its also funky to be scared), it’s just that. you know. if your friends ask questions later and you dont want them to suspect anything then like. it’s your fault.
altho maybe they dont care if their friends find out, idk at this point
ignore me
HAPPY
everyone ganging up to push gun in the water. that’s what friendship truly is
HAPPY
they teleported
three was next to zo, jack was between cher and zo. they switched.
hOW?
HAPPYYYYY
THE HAIR
LOOK AT THE HAIR
they always figure out a way to squeeze it in
OMG
SOBBING
IM SOBBING
THATS SO CUTE
HELP
DAMN RIGHT
his hair is a mess lmao
bRO
HE SAID IT
HE SAID THE THING
ZOGUN FRIENDSHIP BONDING SCENE OMG HAPPINESS
he’s known from the very freaking beginning
before cher even knew
the gaydar is strong bro
HIS FREAKING FACE
HAPPY
HE HAPPY
PFFFFFFT
i love their friendship so much omg
(that screenshot looks like hes about to punch him lmao)
“zo, what is love?” i can feel it, im about to punch a wall or smth bc something threezo is coming
“what is love for you?” “three.” yUP I KNEW IT OMG IM GONNA FREAKING CRY
HAIR
FLUFFY FLUFFY FLUFFY ITS SO FLUFFY
i think i love this man (and his hair) a little too much but its fine
GJK3BERKJGBVRKEBGR
GUN WHAT THE HELL
AGAIN, THEY LOOK SO FREAKING COMFY
well shoot. thoop is mad at cher for being involved with gun.
good news is: i dont think its homophobia
it’s just that he doesnt want cher to move on from tian (thoop himself cant move on from tian) and he doesnt want cher to find a relationship because that means, in thoop’s eyes, he’s letting tian go, and thoop cant really deal with that because he’s ✨mentally ill✨
get some sleep my man
I LOVE HOW MUCH HE LOVES HIS FRIENDS
HES SO FREAKING CARING
HE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIS FRIENDS
HED PROBABLY NEVER ADMIT IT BUT HE’S A REAL FREAKING SOFTY ON THE INSIDE
1. ive never seen more serious finger guns
2. you’re not bi, sir, why are you doing finger guns
3. finger GUNs
that is all
FINAL THOUGHTS:
if they dont give us a threezo kiss by the end of this show i will scream.
#abaab#a boss and a babe#a boss and a babe series#a boss and a babe the series#threezo#zothree#ohmfluke#flukeohm#ohm thiphakorn#fluke pusit#mike chinnarat#jack abaab#abaab jack#gun gungawin#cher saran#guncher#chergun#forcebook#bookforce#force jiratchapong#book kasidet
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A ramble about my UK oc's before I sleeb
Gnocchi
- Wants literally nothing to do with the council. He willingly retracted himself from them so he would not be involved with or grouped in with them.
- Paints in his spare time! He likes to make pretty pictures in the limbo gardens [not that they stay up for long]
- Believes that the dwellers of hell can be friendly and tries to play nice with them, almost got taken out by a filth once: had to be rescued by Lauriel.
- Met and became friends with two streetcleaners [ Twitch and Flick] and blessed them. They're his buddies now and follow him around :]
- Sticks around Lust because he likes the vibe.
Lauriel
- They can and will kill everything that moves
- There is so much unbridled rage in this angel.
- They were origunally a guardian angel for humans, but have since lost their job since. Y'know. Humanity went kaboom.
- Cares for Gnocchi like a sibling despite how tired they get of his antics and gentle nature.
- Will not admit it but they are terrified of malicious faces.
- In a form of rivalry against Gabriel- over what? Who knows, they just woke up one day and decided they didnt like him. Tried to drown him once.
Alexandra
- Lives in violence violence is home pretty trees.
- Is still considered a part of the council but she is not a very active member.
- Stalks people from behind the trees like a psycho
- Has a pet mannequin :3
- If she catches you being mean to the trees she will smite you despite otherwise being a pacifist. That is her only agro.
- Does not carry a weapon but will instead perform stab you one million with the feathers from her deteriorated wings.
- [You can kill her but she does not give anything fancy in return and you just get a sad face in the captions]
Flick and Twitch
- Both are omni. What is gender? They dont know, they are just robots and they just exist.
- These two dont know shit about fuck
- Used to live in Lust but now they just go where Gnocchi goes.
- Twitch is shorter, Flick is average streetcleaner height.
- They both love cuddling up to Gnocchi's wings. They're both very happy with the fact that they're lucky enough to nest with an angel.
- Both know how to use words but they mostly communicate in beeps and whirrs. Somehow the angels understand them.
- Killing either or both of the twins automatically sends Gnocchi after whoever killed them, and vice versa.
- Flick likes to hum little tunes while they wander.
- Twitch has never been to the greed layer despite constantly being with Flick and does not want to go [sand = bad do not like sand].
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I'm so fucking tired of this shit
I can't understate how utterly exhausted I am with all of this. Dealing with this absolute chaos shitstorm alone with zero allies for a year and a half now.
I have no money, been living at a homeless shelter for 4 months because surviving the constant harassment and doing my best to weave together the knowledge and channeled messages from the collective in order to tell my story
I aim to present the situation without getting to focused on criticisms, but more so presenting content in a way that the contrasts speak for themselves.
It really has magnified the massive rift between us as human beings these days and how difficult it seems to be to agree on an approach for this movement.
Part of this no doubt as a result of all the secrecy, lies, manipulation, and brainwashing operations that have made it impossible for anyone to know what is true and what is false.
My message is of peace, personal growth, sustainability, encouraging those who can to change and make a fresh start.
Showcasing a redemption path for those who wish to change and integrate with the movement is essential, and in my opinion, far more productive than highlighting people's flaws or mistakes of the past. THS IS NOT A WITCHHUNT.
I see it as - everything that happened before, your music, drama, whatever- that was then, this is now. An opportunity to choose a new perspective and start fresh if it suits you.
This is a celebration of love. I want to know what love is.
A remembrance and exploration into what love means to us.
Things will never be the same. Knowing all this now, we ask that you consider these humanitarian, ethical, spiritual, and cultural impacts and choose to join us to help heal this very deep collective wound that has formed that has made a lot of us grow very concerned that love is dying at an alarming rate.
I also just want to understand what the hell is happening on a biological scale and what aliens are involved? So much discovery needed there.
These are shifts in culture and spirituality that have far reaching impacts and will fundamentally change how we relate to each other and ourselves as human beings.
IMO
We need love. Love matters. A world without love is not a world I want to live in. I think by exploring these topics we'll start to see opportunities and inspiration for how can we bring more love into our lives.
I find myself getting very tired with the endless nitpicking around my work. It kinda says to me - we support you in what you are trying to do but we dont want you to be you, we want you to be this other thing.
I'm not really interested in changing to create a sanitized middle ground campaign platform.
I just tell my story, I try to be clear about where my blank spots are and more than anything how I wish people would communicate.
It's like the expectation is for me to hunt down these playlists and then edit and tailor my content to fit the presentation desires of a bunch of people before they will stand behind me, yet none will approach me to have a discussion.
I just think. Who cares about the details so much at first. Everyone is totally welcome to reblog and comment and get involved and I would love to see a community form like that <3
I feel the main messages are enough for the brain to process without getting into the he said she said about the smaller details.
For me the whole - is he a good guy or a bad guy? has been kinda the main theme of my story so I dont see it so much as something that I need to define. I think It's up to the audience to choose their own adventure. Some days I hate him, some days I love him.
It's more about how I feel about myself that day really, which is pretty interesting. I think that's a pretty releateale point of view for a lot of people in the murky waters of these mirror relationships.
Chaos reigns...
That's what they want. I'll get into that later.
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i havent said anything personally on the situation bc im not sure that its my place & not sure what my next move is .
first off shelby has been incredibly brave and as someone who doesn't watch her and hasnt ever, ive felt mostly that it was best for me to be supportive in a quiet way & that it wasnt my place to give my input . most of all i didnt want to reduce her solely to her abuse and "victimhood" as to me it feels extremely counterproductive to post only about that when she is obviously more than what she went through . it felt disingenuous to begin posting about it as if i was someone who's always cared about shubbles content when honestly im not . bc at the end of the day its not about me and its not about her abuser , its about shubble and ive never been a member of her community .
i dont want my silence to be interpreted as me not caring about the situation or not believing her because i do ; i don't want to speak where my voice isnt needed or could take away from others . from some of the responses ive been seeing though i feel its far more important to listen to and boost her voice than be quiet .
i dont want to talk about him because ultimately this is about platforming shelby and what shes gone through . that said i HAVE watched, posted about and supported her all-but-named abuser , so im involved at least on that level and i want to say i am horrified by the abuse shubble has described.
the general reaction to her coming forward i have seen on this site and others , from one end of the spectrum (she hasnt said his name so we cant know / its not that bad / blatant excuses and defense of him) to the other (leaktwt / posts about how hes always been a creep / jumping down the throats of anyone who words their thoughts in a way they deem wrong) has been horrifying to witness . some of the most unproductive commentary ive seen on an issue like this and i was here from cmc to drm .
im deeply upset and feel i should say somewhere that some of the shit ive seen is unacceptable and contradictory to shelbys initial point, which i understand to be 2 things: 1) highlighting how abuse is not always obvious, or 'normal', and ways to recognize these situations as a victim 2) to highlight her own personal experiences and to stop both her own abuser and others from being platformed .
mcytdom is NOTORIOUS for "drama" like this and similarly well-known for being unable to boost / listen to / BELIEVE victims or at least leave them the fuck alone . to anyone who's ever been groomed or abused, esp my mutuals who have received extremely insensitive messages and feedback in wake of this , my heart goes out to you and i hope you are doing alright & know how appreciated and strong you are . shelby, niki, and other victims of abuse should be listened to and celebrated for both their bravery and strength and for who they are as people .
on a more personal note heres ig what im going to do going forward
this is my blog & im not leaving it , wont be deleting any posts either , mutuals id love to stay in touch if youre moving out or moving on .
very likely ill still be here in the smp hell . just gonna have to see how i feel about it all . in the three and a half years ive been drawing reading and writing about these characters a lot has changed including my perspective . ultimately tho its not about me
general message i want to get across is that im glad shelby is healing and getting the help she needs, as well as doing well enough to help others recognize the signs . love you my mutuals and friends and followers . take care of yourselves
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tell me abt untitled document. :3
untitled document is one of my 1000 btvs dsmp aus. in this specific au, tommy plays the role of buffy (a vampire slayer, including demons and all the forces of evil blah blah blah) and wilbur plays the role of giles (something called a watcher, who is basically a mentor to the vampire slayer) and like. basically wilbur works at tommy’s highschool as a librarian and schlatt is the principal of the highschool. schlatt and wilbur have personal beef, and schlatt also kind of has beef with tommy bc tommy is always doing some shit with demons and schlatt blames him for the damages and shit. quackity is also there Occasionally but he’s just schlatt’s fiance who schlatt sometimes sends in to annoy wilbur.
okay this got kind of long so plot and such under cut
and the plot is basically, schlatt’s nephew tubbo has moved in with him and is being sent to the highschool and everyone is wary and doesn’t want to be his friend bc well. he’s the principal’s son, and also the principal is a bitch. but basically, schlatt makes wilbur and tommy give tubbo a tour of the school (for tommy he says it’s community service) but doesn’t want to be there so he makes quackity take tubbo. so wilbur is already malding, though tommy’s fine with it him and quackity get on fine.
but yeah so all that happens and then quackity finds out something really fucked up schlatt did and starts like yelling at him bc schlatt was hiding in his office for a dramatic reveal and they’re shouting at each other and wilbur somehow gets involved i dont fucking know so tubbo and tommy sneak off together and immediately bond and are besties forever.
anyway. for like a few months it’s just like this. tommy and tubbo besties, vampire slaying, schlatt being principal, etc etc. and then, suddenly, the world is exactly the same except quackity is the principal and schlatt never existed.
in this reality, quackity and wilbur are still combative but they have similar. values? as authority figures in the highschool than schlatt and wilbur ever did, so they squabble and have problems but it’s not As bad. and their relationship actually kind of develops uhh. normally? for them anyway.
but yeah so quackity has a fairly good relationship with most everyone, vice and cabinet 🔛🔝, until one day tommy is in the graveyard on patrol for vampires/demons and sees quackity getting graveyard dirt and being really sus. and he’s like erm… what the scallop? and he goes to wilbur about it because this is weird as FUCK except erm well he learns that wilbur is actually going on a date with quackity and tommy has kind of been vouching for this for a while and it’s only a POSSIBILITY that quackity is doing some weird evil shit and doesn’t want to ruin it for wilbur.
so he tells tubbo! and him and tubbo do some recon while wilbur and quackity are on their date. which is btw actually going well! until tommy finds some insane fucking shit aka a whole human heart in quackity's office and calls wilbur and is like "HEY. HEY. ARE YOU DEAD" and wilbur's like "no why would i be dead im actually having a nice time what are you-" and tommy's like "HE'S A FREAK HE'S KEEPING HUMAN HEARTS AND GRAVEYARD DIRT" and . yeah. so wilbur has to pretend to be so fucking normal. but that's fine bc quackity actually has to be home before 12 so after tommy's call they both are basically like "SO I HAVE TO GO"
and when quackity like. gets home, tommy watches him go into his office and is pretty sure he hears quackity open the box tommy found the box in and then eating. so he is flipping shit. and so is tubbo. and so is wilbur. there is a LOT of flipping shit here.
and then eventually tommy tries to figure shit out blah blah blah quackity ends up like. tying them all up and being like "OKAY. OKAY. FUCKING LISTEN TO ME OKAY. IM NORMAL YOU'RE THE FREAKS HERE." actually this is one of the few scenes i've written so just keep in mind it's unedited as hell
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“Listen, I’m sorry, this isn’t how it was supposed to go.”
“Comforting,” Tommy says in a slow, sarcastic tone. He tugs at the rope around his wrists, almost impressed with how well they’re tied if they weren’t around his fucking wrists. In the chair next to him, Wilbur is looking at the ground with a scowl. Apparently he’s chosen to be useless because his boyfriend turned out to be a little evil.
“If you hadn’t been in that fucking graveyard-”
“Sort of my job!”
“I know! I know, and- and it was fine, right? For a little while it was perfectly fucking fine.”
Tubbo cuts in, angry, “Because you erased our memories.”
“I didn’t-” Quackity puts a hand to his head and sighs, rough. “Your memories weren’t fucking erased. Well, Tubbo, yours kind of were.”
“Well that’s alright then! So long as it was only mine!”
“This is why I didn’t want to erase your fucking memories! Harder to explain when I’m the only asshole who knows what’s going on.”
Wilbur finally speaks, “And what exactly is going on, Quackity?”
“There was a man. A shitty fucking man, that Tubbo and I got rid of.”
“What?” Tubbo asks, incredulous. “I didn’t-”
“You asked me to take your memories of him too, because you didn’t think you’d be able to keep it from Tommy.” Tubbo looks thoughtful at that. Tommy thinks it’s bullshit.
“Tubbo wouldn’t kill anyone,” he says. Although, a week ago he thought Quackity wouldn’t kill anyone either.
“Helps when a Dreamon’s at your disposal.”
Wilbur asks, “Why was he shitty? Why did he deserve to die, Quackity? You’ll understand if I don’t take your fucking word for it.”
“If you remembered Schlatt you’d understand.”
“Well, I don’t! You took that from me!”
“Wait, if it’d be easier if we remembered, why’d you make us forget?” Tommy asks.
“Because this is my fucking life, okay? Schlatt doesn’t fucking deserve it! I’m not gonna live in his fucking shadow, I’m not gonna just be what he could’ve been, it’s mine.”
“You took his life. You just- what, bodysnatched him?”
“No! Fuck no, I like having a working liver, actually. This world? It’s just what it’d be if he never existed. Everything he had was because I fucking gave it to him. He was an opportunity-seeker.”
“And you were an opportunity?” Wilbur asks. Quackity glowers.
“The biggest one he got.”
“If this is just the world without Schlatt, why do we still know each other?” Tubbo asks. Quackity actually pauses at that.
“What?”
“You and me, we’re not related, are we?” Quackity opens his mouth but closes it with a frown. “Whoever Schlatt is, we were?”
“You were his nephew.”
“And I killed him?”
“You helped me summon a demon to kill him.”
“A Dreamon,” Wilbur specifies with annoyance.
“A Dreamon,” Quackity repeats with that same annoyance. “Look, I’m the only one who pays a price, okay? I made sure of that.”
Tommy says, “And Schlatt.”
“And Schlatt,” Quackity repeats.
“And all the people you killed.”
“I didn’t kill anyone,” Quackity defends himself quickly. “Sure, I’ll take the blame for Schlatt, but I didn’t-”
“I saw you!” Tommy shouts. “I saw you with the heart!”
“I-” Quackity gets a look of something on his face, like he’s been caught, and Tommy feels the shittiest vindication he ever has. “That’s the price. Every day, I have to eat Schlatt’s heart. Some stupid fucking Prometheus thing, alright?”
“Then why has there been a murder and subsequent snatching of the heart every fucking night for two months?”
“There’s been a what?” There’s silence as the three of them stare at Quackity who no longer looks caught, but stricken. It gives Tommy a glimmer of hope that sure, yeah, his good friend and pal may have lied and manipulated him, but at least he maybe wasn’t fucking killing people.
Before anyone can say anything else, the air leaves the room. The Dreamon returns, looking like it’s laughing even as the vibe turns solemn.
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but yeah. so quackity is under the impression he's eating schlatt's heart every day but the dreamon was actually killing people and shit. and he ends up resetting the world back to how it was. schlatt is still dead bc well. the dreamon killed his ass. but quackity is no longer the principal and he's in a similar boat he was before, just sans-schlatt. which tbf is not the worst boat, he has their house and plenty of money and shit. and tubbo also remembers now and is like "damn my bad bossman" but basically quackity ends up getting a job as a history/social studies teacher at the highschool.
and this is just part one of the fic LMFAO. like it's just the lead-in fr. a lot of other shit happens and wilbur and quackity have an annoying slowburn after the pretty quick get together bc well wilbur is being really really petty about the whole "erasing memories" thing <- his issues start off genuine that is a very large like. violation of trust however it DOES end up just being petty once he forgives quackity bc he's like mad as hell that he forgives quackity. also tbh quackity was right fr...
anyway. also dream becomes the principal after this. and also there's this prophecy that they hear/find that wilbur becomes convinced is about him. and also eret shows up at some point to take over wilbur's job and wilbur is MALDING like fucking crazy (eret betrayed the watcher's council ages ago but she redeemed herself and phil let them back in btw phil is like head of the watcher's council and wilbur definitely does not have severe daddy issues about all of this). anyway sorry for dropping so much about that story my ass is never writing it so.
oh man also on the tnt date wilbur has kind of an moment where he makes the suggestion of quackity meeting phil . before realizing that’s an insane thing to suggest on a first date. except quackity is “gets engaged on the first date” vibes so this is kind of a W except later when wilbur is in his malding era quackity is kind of a bitch about this like every time wilbur’s being especially bitchy quackity’s like “right so that’s why you asked me to meet your dad on the first date” and wilbur wants to kill quackity and himself
and at some point phil comes to visit and wilbur is like DEDICATED to quackity and phil not meeting. they do end up meeting and not liking each other very much which is momentarily kind of devastating to wilbur but then he realizes it's really really fucking funny.
also at some point wilbur gets fired bc the watcher’s council want wilbur to like. drug tommy without telling him so he loses his slayer powers to put him through a test/trial. but wilbur starts to do it, dedicated to his duty/father, but ends up not being able to and telling tommy and his ass gets fired. and that’s when eret comes in. and also tommy is kind of mad as fuck for a little while bc wilbur did do the first part like tommy did get drugged and lose his powers but wilbur couldn’t do the whole. tossing tommy in there and letting him possibly die part. and so tommy’s feeling like well the person he trusts most in this world did this awful thing to him. but also wilbur gave up like his entire life to keep tommy safe. so it’s a bit confusing.
also tommy and wilbur live together in this au bc tommy was kind of a vagabond dude who ended up coming to the hellmouth when he was like 14 and wilbur was like “hi im your watcher! oh you dont have parents or family. um. well i have a guest room.” and yeah. but yeah tommy’s a bit pissed with wilbur for a little while but to him wilbur’s love outweighs his sins blah blah blah. anyway. yeah that’s when eret comes in and wilbur is the joker from the movie the joker.
OH also . wilbur used to be married with a child. and then sally got turned into a vampire and turned fundy into a vampire and wilbur had to kill fundy and sally ended up running off. his dark past or whatever.
i dont remember when wilbur and quackity get together fr. probably a little while after quackity meets phil? i dont fucking know. the timeline in this story is a fucking nightmare.
man this got even longer my ass loves rambling
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It’s effective. Grenade does happen to calm down a little bit, though they’re still overwrought.
…So I was having this argument with R, um, a work friend,,, and it was like, really petty and stuff…And usually I would just back away and leave him be but this time I decided to show attitude and um…He wasn’t pleased at all. Quite the opposite. He was really angry, he was yelling, on the verge of biting me and I got really scared…Well, while all of this was happening people kept telling me to hit him and I refused. I…I thought they were trying to trick me. Which, I guess, they did…It wasn’t the best of feelings. It was definitely the worst. Some guy came into my inbox and told me that i “gotta readjust that thing’s attitude” and i refused…Because why should I try to discipline him? By hitting him? It’s just wrong! But then i decided to hit him gently and he kind of…got mad at me for that? Not because i hit him, but because i didnt hit him well enough…He um. He called me a pussy and literally asked me to hit him. So I did. I hit him with a crowbar…He took a lot of damage. Apparently he didn’t expect me to actually do it and was holding back tears…I felt horrible. I ran away instinctively just incase he would try to hit me back or something,…but nothing. they had to call somebody over.
I encountered some fireflies too? Talking fireflies! It was crazy! They said that I ruined all communication to the outside world for them…And also told me to shut the fuck up and stop crying. They were trying to make a deal of sorts with me, or something. They said they knew about my horrible childhood, an incident involving a supposed “childhood best friend” whom i dont remember, and how everything afterwards was HELL. they then said that they could change that. they could change everything and make me forget. Forget all of the pain and sorrow…
…But I don’t want just me to forget. I need others to forget, too. I can’t have others know! I can’t have people see me like this, I—I’m a good kid! I’m a good person! Or at least…I try to be! I really do! I’m just impulsive and stupid…A-and I’m sorry! I really am!
I don’t even know what these things do?? So I told them I must think about it…No reply. It could get more complex than this, honestly, but…
…I think that’s enough.
( evil tags!1!1!1! you guys are part of this and this contains a lot of [not all tbh its more complex i guess] grenade’s perspective so yeah!2!1 @glasspyramid2211 @ask-globe )
Calm down you're not stupid it's okay to snap really it is just take a rest a day or 2 then decide to apologize to them and I love you/p
*hugs*
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Hey its anon here who said solomon would kill us, i dont hate him, i just dont trust him,
Solomon has 72 pact demons who may or may not abuse these..he is powerful and strong, and could kill MC if we were the enemy....we dont know enough about his magic to assume he can probably change time... but he is a human... who is old and wise, however, everyone in the game is a danger to us whether intentionally or unintentionly.
Solomon is the most known prophet and king... he employes princes of hell, and demons, he may or may not have spoke to God. However MC can side with Solomon and Solomon may love us, and they can work together...
So basically MC will have to trust themselves and their gut before trusting others.
So yeah... trust and communication is the relationship between MC and solomon...One of those breaks Solomon or MC ..
Oh, anon, thank you for elaborating!
I think I was correct in my original interpretation of your ask, but then I remembered that there are a lot of people who don't like Solomon as a character. So I was questioning it lol. I can't always tell when it's a short ask like that.
Anyway, it's certainly valid that you don't trust him. We know for a fact he isn't telling MC everything he knows, considering the conversation he had with Nightbringer in 10-A. However, we have zero evidence that this is actually a bad thing. It's possible that Solomon is keeping some secrets because he as to, that he's doing it to protect MC the best he can. It's also possible that this is not the case and that he's got some ulterior motives of some kind.
But if we consider only what we've seen in the game already, which is that Solomon has always been there to help and protect, to support and to teach MC, then I think MC can trust him.
Assuming that each season is equal to one year, MC has known Solomon for four years by the time Nightbringer happens. And the third year involved spending a lot of time with him learning magic. I can't imagine that MC wouldn't be able to trust him at this point.
From a storytelling standpoint, it just doesn't make sense for Solomon to be doing anything incredibly deceitful behind MC's back. This is part of why I have the two Solomons theory. Because it doesn't make sense for the Solomon we know to hurt MC, no matter how he feels about humanity and so on. If he's keeping secrets, it's far more likely to be because he thinks it will help MC or because he promised someone else he would keep the secret.
Solomon is indeed a powerful sorcerer. They've said it in the game multiple times, that he's the most powerful human in all of history and so on. But we've never really seen him use that power for anything other than stuff like messing with his cooking and researching magical spells and what not. I would say his biggest transgression when it comes to deliberately using his power was the time he used his pact with Barbatos to force him to create a portal that would take them out of the labyrinth. We also know that he tried to fight the whole Devildom, but that was many many years ago.
OOF okay I'm getting really rambly here. I could easily write quite a bit more about Solomon, but let us not go there. My point here is that there is no evidence that Solomon would ever kill MC. I don't think that would happen in the current story.
And you know if you want to find a character who has actually threatened MC, Lucifer is right there. (And I don't think I need to bring up Belphie again...)
Anything is possible, of course. I could be completely off, but I guess we'll see how it ends up!
#I'm sorry anon this got really long#but it happens when people ask me about my faves#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me solomon#anon asks#misc answers
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the corporatization of the lgbt community is why im gonna be honest im kind of tired of the focus on effeminate gay men in media (both real and fictional). and i know that saying that really sounds like a "gay people i respect vs gay people i dont" meme help but i really have nothing against feminine or "flamboyant" gay men at all or the ones that wear makeup and are fit the popular trope like i absolutely dont think we need to be like protect masculine gay men and i do recognize that many gay men like that exist in an authentic way. im just tired of the fact that every time there's an open gay man in media where his gayness is relevant it's a james charles clone.
i was thinking about this when a friend told me about web-weaver which is a newer spiderman and although its really not all that egregious and i dont have any particular problem with it i honestly would have liked it more if a gay spider-man had literally any other type of personality. and thats bc whether its a real person or not nobody will tell the story of a gay man Unless they're, like all popular drag queens right now, designed explicitly for white cishet girls to go Ooh Boots The House Down Fruity Pink Gun Girlypop to. and i dont hate it because i think that type of gay man is "overrepresented", i hate it because i know companies choose them because they're profitable.
honestly even though i say feminine as a shorthand it isnt even just showing feminine gay men, its showing this very specific trope of one. there are soo many ways that gay men express femininity and gender nonconformity that dont manifest as a fashion/makeup obsession and supermodel poses and snappy "reads" but these versions of them aren't as profitable, wont get as popular, wont get as many people writing articles about how queer and transgressive it is since it doesn't fit the popular corporate pride image of what a gay man looks like. like, in web-weaver, his love interest is a male version of silk that doesn't fit the trope at all but imo still expresses plenty of femininity and gender nonconformity just in a less explicit way. and like, cool! but why was the decision made to make this gay man a love interest that appears for like 3 panels so far. why couldn't that have been the personality of the protagonist. why couldn't you have made the love interest be the effeminate and flamboyant fashion designer. hell make him the deuteragonist and include him more than silk was, i dont care.
again its not that i think its "wrong" for them to have done it this way but it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth because like, even though yes gay men like this authentically do exist i still know the reason they chose to make the first gay spider-man this personality was because that was the most profitable if not only profitable option. if the protagonist had silk's personality then the comic wouldnt have been talked about as much, period. it's the same reason it took this long for there to be gay protagonists in the first place. sure there was homophobia from the executives involved, but even if the publishers were the most progressive people on earth, it didnt matter because it wouldnt be profitable. nobody in the general public wanted to read a story about a gay superhero. now, the only people that do only want to read about ones that remind them of drag race.
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Ok it's time to come forward with my evidence and claims. In August or September of 2021 I met my accuser- let's call him Elm. We grew close rather quickly and became romantically involved. One day he asked if he could add his best friend into a group chat with just the 3 of us, I said yes. It didn't take me long at all to realize that his supposed best friend was actually his boyfriend, I had a talk with his boyfriend first who claimed Elm told him that I was the best friend. After explaining that Elm and I had been romantic for about 1-2 months his boyfriend despite having a hurt tone claimed that they were in an open relationship. These discussions all happened over discord call so I don't have screenshots for it. When ai confronted Elm about it because he never told me about his bf or the open relationship, Elm couldn't give me an answer to why he just kept dodging the questions. So when two people are in an open relationship and one wants to date someone else and doesn't tell that person about the open relationship, that isn't an actual open relationship - its cheating.
I pulled back a bit after this staying friends but becoming more platonic after Elm seemingly lost interest once I called him out on the cheating. There is one thing about Elm that always bugged me, the fact he would claimed his original characters or "muses" as he called them "tool control". (This was mentioned on call) When I asked if he had D.I.D he out right denied it but it seemed that whenever I would explain that something he was doing upset me that's when his Muses would "take over" and they always tried to make him blameless. For some context I have bpd and tend to split (I call it an episode) when I notice I'm being treated poorly, this can lead to rather explosive anger- Elm know this and would continue to do the behaviors that I asked him not to. I have one major instance of his main muse taking control
I was primarily upset because we had planned to hang out on call that day and Elm left barely 5 minutes in to hang out with a friend who randomly asked. )I blocked out names for their privacy because I know if I didn't they would raise hell. ) As you can see I'm trying to address a problematic pattern of behavior and he uses this muse to try and make me into the bad guy. He would purposely do something he knew would cause me to split, tell me to communicate if something upset me, then shame me and get pissed at me when I did. I had let him know multiple times that if I told him that an action he did was causing episodes then I would prefer it if he could refrain from repeating those actions as much as possible- he said he would but then would continue to do those same actions. This Azlute character only seemed to come out when I would call Elm out on how shitty he was treating me, and then would try to make me the one in the wrong for bringing it up. After this incident we muted each other and spent time apart to calm down after we settled we tried to remain friendly- but not fully friends. After a bit of not talking I had gone through a bit of a upsetting event with another friend and reached out to Elm this is the exchange. (I blocked out irrelevant messages prior)
Notic ehow he said "That's doesn't mean we have to be enemies,thought. I dont want to fight anymore .i consider you...an aquatance."
This interaction was 7 months ago we hadn't talked since. His words completely contradict his recent actions, if he didn't want to fight or be enemies why bring up these allegations? If he had such a big issue with me why wait til the allegations were made to block me? It makes honestly little sense to me
Moving on from Elm, next up we have Crimsons rather rude behavior. I did not blur her username out because these are public comments made on one of my posts. Keep in mind this woman is 31 years old (according to her Tumblr bio) and yet is behaving like a chronically online middle schooler.
First up I was already banned and blocked why would you still need evidence? Unless Elm had no evidence when the claims were made and the mods of the server decided to believe him, despite that went against our usual process.
"There's nothing you could possibly say that could change what you've done and said." If that's the case why prevent me from even attempting to plead my innocence?
"The only reason I've said anything is because I'm not involved." Yet you're being extremely rude and aggressive, and also involving yourself??
Once again based off her own words they did not have evidence when the claims were made.
I understand not posting the evidence to the public, I never asked for that I asked to see the evidence. When I gave another option to dm me the evidence she blocked me. This is the type of people running the server, people who will condemn you without evidence, who refuse to let you defend yourself, who refuse to even offer an explanation to what's going on. If the mods had just don't the mature Nad professional thing and discussed the issue with me,went through the claims, and let me defend myself none of this would have happened.
My original post was to try and reach the mods in the only option I had left to figure out what was actually going on. They banned and blocked me with zero explanation, I was left completely confused and blindsided. People are saying I'm immature but yet these mods are the reason I've had to go to extremes. I just want the evidence so I can defend myself. I'm not satin you have to believe me, I'm just saying you should jump to guilty until proven innocent.
I've had at least one person say "Well you should have just handled it privately" Well one can't handle it privately when all the mods decided to block me. I understand Elm made me out to be manipulative and when in an episode I can come across that way. Even still someone should have done the mature thing and been like "Maybe we should get Ry's side of the story and go from there".
Mods shouldn't be acting like children in this way. Especially for such an old dying Fandom such as portal 2. I feel that over time some of them lost touch with the world outside of the internet, the more they witnessed younger people struggling to separate fiction and reality, the less grounded they were. I think all of them need to step back and reflect and ask "Is this really how we should run this server?" A server that has over 100 people where only maybe 15 are ever active,a server that will have months of dead silence. Maybe it's time to move on, and to grow up.
#still alive discord#syscorse#fakeclaiming#portal discorse#false accusations#gaslighting#manipulation#cheating#problematic behavior#immature authority#problematic server
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its been an hour and a half and I am precisely 17 minutes through the episode. this is gonna be a long night
SO-
SO WHY-
SO WHY DIDNT YOU-
WHY THE HELL DID YOU NEVER FREAKING TALK TO YOUR SON ABOUT SOCCER BITCH????
HE'S CLEARLY INTERESTED IN IT TOO
maybe you could've talked to him about it when he was asking you about fifa
you recognised the game, and he said "do you know this game?" and instead of telling him what you know about the game, or how you used to play it, or engaging in some kind of conversation, you say "Ive seen a lot of young people playing it during my campaign" because all you seem to care about is politics and the campaign, and teenagers as a whole generic concept rather than as individuals, and you dont seem to think of your SON as an individual
and I get that parenting is mistakes over and over again and its a learning experience for everyone involved, but I feel like after 18 years maybe you should have a hang on like. holding a positive conversation with your son for over 90 seconds?
WHY THE HELL DID HE NEVER TALK TO HIS SON ABOUT SOCCER, THATS ALL I WANT TO KNOW
SURELY HE SAW SAILOM AND KANG TRAINING VIGOROUSLY FOR KANG TO TRY OUT FOR THE TEAM
HE COULDVE JUST GONE OUT THERE AND SAID "hey I used to play a lot, can I help give some pointers?" AND HE COULDVE PLAYED SOCCER WITH YOUR SON AND HAD A GOOD POSITIVE BONDING EXPERIENCE WITH HIM
BUT NO, INSTEAD HE DECIDES TO PAY TO GET KANG ON THE TEAM
and I get that he had good intentions, he saw that kang wanted to be on the team so he wanted to ensure that kang got what he wanted. but it would've been better to actually show an interest in his sons interests rather than keeping it on the sidelines, to let his son work for a reward rather than just giving it to him without having achieved anything.
sorry I need to shut up about this man but I have so many thoughts and he could be doing so much better but he just isn't
yes
yes
thank you sailom, thank you
yeah, that about sums it up
good job
you got there
finally
but even though its been so long of you neglecting him, it's not too late to try to slowly fix those broken bonds
if you both work together, you can work this out
(ah crap now ive got the song from high school musical 2 stuck in my head)
(what is it with this series and making me think of high school musical)
BRO JUST DID THE SPLITS
THATS IMPRESSIVE
are you okay my guy?
ahhhh
okay
so the root of the issue: terrible communication
juST TALK TO YOUR SON-
how very heartliming of them
noooooo the angst is already here
they had the scene PERFECTLY set up for a tender guynawa moment, and yet they dove right into the angst
guy was injured and in the nurse's office thing
when guy got injured, nawa looked so worried about him
there was a perfect opportunity for nawa to go visit him and tease him lovingly and for them to have a thuakan moment in the sickbay
but no, of course its episode 10 and of course they're following the msp formula where they develop the side couple an insane amount in episode 9 and then come episode 10 and its focused on one of the main character's and their parent
which like is fair, both this plotline and the msp episode 10 plotline are very important but like come on man I just want my side couple content
oh
oh crap that is bad
but he'll be fine
right?
he'll be okay
he's still alive right?
he's just unconscious
the ambos are there, they'll patch him up and he'll be okay
please
kang and kong need to repair their relationship, and it's not too late for that
right?
surely
crap im scared
they didnt kill gim in msp, I have to trust that they wont kill kong
istg if they make both the main characters orphans--
ha fun.
this is so fun.
I am highly amused in this present moment.
how wonderful it would be to see your boyfriend's father potentially dying, and then moments later to see your brother being restrained and taken out of the house, clearly being arrested for that exact crime.
just such a... joyous experience.
HOLY CRAP THE EPISODE STARTED AIRING TWO HOURS AND TEN MINUTES AGO AND IM ONLY JUST NOW ON 2/4, I HAVE A PROBLEM
SEE??? HE'S FINE, ITS FINE, I TOLD YOU IT WOULD BE FINE
ALL OF YOU WERE SO SO WORRIED BUT I WAS COMPLETELY CALM AND COLLECTED
HOY FRICK NOODLES COVERED IN GRAVY AND DOING THE NUTBUSH IM SO RELIEVED
CRAPPP
WHAT THE HELL??
it was an accident right?
or was he trying to keep name out of trouble
FRICK NOW THIS IS MAKING ME THINK OF FREAKING JUSTINE FROM SHAKE AND STIR PRODUCTION OF FRANKENSTEIN THAT I SAW AT QPAC THE OTHER DAY (which, by the way: so freaking good. if anyone happens to be in Brisbane for whatever reason (im not sure why any of you would, I have precisely two aussie bl mutuals, and one of them lives in Melbourne and the other is my irl friend who I watched it with) and you have a spare 50 bucks lying around (anyone under 30 can get a youth ticket for 49 bucks I believe, which is like insanely cheap for such a high quality production), GO SEE IT, THIS IS AN ORDER)
oh I got distracted
anyway AAAAAAA SAIFAH'S GOING TO JAIL FRICK FRICK FRICK FRICK FRICK
...great. wonderful. so good.
I get it, kang's feeling a lot right now, which is fair because his father got shot for goodness sake, and his father might die, and he's already lost his mother, so he needs someone to blame, and saifah confessed to it, so why wouldn't he be angry at saifah?
but the problem comes in with associating saifah with sailom because they're brothers. he has every right to be angry with saifah (although I still believe saifah didn't actually shoot him), but sailom didn't touch that gun.
and now sailom's gonna have to go back to escorting, because if kang has kicked him out then he needs some way to find money, and that's when that scene from the trailers is going to happen
well now I feel like crap
is it time for a playful guynawa scene to lighten the mood? please tell me its time for a playful guynawa scene to lighten the mood
what
hey
hang on
wait a second
you told him to do it, didn't you??
you asked for his help for a few things
is he just acting surprised? why does he have to say that? he doesnt have to say anything at all he could just be like "well this sucks" and not like condemn him or whatever, I still dont think saifah actually did anything wrong
maybe he was manipulated as well?
maybe the guy, his boss, snuck in and he was the one who shot him, and name didnt know that guy was there so in his mind it must've been saifah?
or maybe hes testing ging to see what she actually thinks on the situation
I have literally no clue right now im so confused
GUY
HES IN HOSPTIAL
HE JUST HAD SURGERY
SO
SO
IS NAWA GONNA SHOW UP?
WILL HE HAVE A GIFT BASKET OR SOMETHING?
PLEASE I JUST NEED SOME HAPPINESS
AND I NEED GUYNAWA
PLEASE GUYS
MAYBE ALL THE FRIENDS SHOW UP
AUTO AND MAX AND NAWA
AND THEN AUTO AND MAX EXCHANGE A LOOK AND LEAVE NAWA ALONE WITH HIM
PLS I NEED IT
AWWWWWWWW
GOU4ERHSGPI4ERBNDPGIV
I LOVE ALL OF THESE POEPLE SO MUCH
OH????
YES
YES YE SYE SY EYS EY EY EYSH OM SO EXCITEF OMG
AND THEY WERE THE ENTIRETY OF THE PREVIEW FOR 3/4
ARE WE GONNA GET A WHOLE TEN MINUTES OF JUST GUYNAWA????? PLEASEEEEE
OMG
I WAS KIDDING ABOUT THE GIFT BASKET THING
BUT I WAS RIGHT ABOTU THE GIFT BASKET
THIS IS AMAZING
HES SO IN LOVE WITH HIM, HE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL ALONE TO GIVE A GIFT BASKET TO A GUY HE SUPPOSEDLY HATES BUT WHOM HE HAS HOMOEROTIC TENSION WITH
AAAAAAAAOUGHROJBD
I CANT BELIEVE I WAS RIGHT ABOUT THE GIFT BASKET THIS IS FREAKING ADORABLE
BRO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE THIS LATE
and he doesnt have the gift basket anymore
has he already gone to visit guy and he's just come back
and we fully just missed an entire scene
guy only seems surprised that he's here outside of visiting hours
so they've already seen each other??? there was a whole scene of nawa giving guy the basket, and of them being queer as hell, and we didnt get to see it??????
TO THE ROOFTOP?
HONEY THIS IS A DATE
YOU'RE TAKING HIM ON ANOTHER DATE WITHOUT TELLING HIM ITS A DATE
JUST FREAKING MAKE OUT AREADY
also: the rooftop???? thats an inherently patpran thing. and patpran = soundwin. soooo... this is more evidence that guynawa are a different brand of soundwin
EVERYONE'S SO KIND TO HIM IM GONNA CRY
oh, honey...
ITS A DATE
ITS A FRIKIN DATE
THIS IS A FRIKIN DATE
HOLY FRICK
idk, maybe itll be easier to spot if you kiss first
2 hours of them just sitting there in silence?? when they couldve been kissing or holding hands or something?
NOOO I RAN OUT OF IMAGES HANG ON GUYNAWA JUST GIMME A SEC
(ps I forgot to actually post this one, I accidentally saved it as a draft so its coming after the final post I made lmao)
#THE EPISODE STARTED 3 HOURS AGO AND IM NOT EVEN FINISHED 3/4 WHAT THE HELL#quodekash disregards sleep because of dangerous romance#dangerous romance#dangerous romance series#dangerous romance the series#kangsailom#kanghansailom#guynawa#marcwin#win pawin#marc pahun#pawin kulkaranyawich#perthchimon#chimon wachirawit#perth tanapon
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i completely agree
i’m pretty sure the split probably involved greed or jealousy, q saw how profitable the dsmp was and wanted his own version of it to maximize profit and due to being money hungry he’s gonna go to court for labor violations
i’ve also seen theories on how it might’ve been jealousy that he had to work hard to carve his space in the latino and hispanic creator space while all dream had to do is show up, or at least something along those lines
im ngl ive thought about that racial jealousy a lotttt as someone who is latino as well and i used to be a qwter (/p) so ive thought a lot about their career trajectories and beginnings quite a bit... thinking back i do think q was sincere about wanting to bring his two communities together and either way he wouldve made a bilingual mc server because he was already kinda trying to get his foot into the hispanoblante community as it was super popping off over the english speaking mcyt community. i think it was partly greed and wanting to get one over dream and try to differentiate himself from him (by stealing his fucking execution via the translator-- come to think of it WHO THE HELL CODED THAT???) its probably multiple different things and well i dont know if we can ever really know for certain cause we're not him and dont truly know his motivations for this stuff. unfortunately
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