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Mentally insane about the Earthsea Cycle tonight
I finished The Farthest Shore a couple hours ago and God. Just god. The messages in the series are so amazing and I adore them so much it's hard to put it into words honestly.
I am very very very very much looking forward to Tehanu which I didn't think the copy I ordered was going to arrive until next week but I check the tracking earlier and it's supposed to come tomorrow and I'm so siked.
Just all the little things and the nuances of the series and writing are so incredible.
#it is really funny that my mom told me she wasnt suprised i liked the series so much because she liked it but found it to vague#but thats honestly my favorite part#that is how life is#its vague and confusing and frustrating but not something you regret#idk even though im barely an adult i have come to this understanding of going with the flow of things#not giving up and letting the world take me but not trying to carry more than i can#ive learned to rationalize a lot of my anxieties which has led me to this conclusion#i go with the flow of things and can accept that this world isnt designed for me but i can help mold it for me yk#its a hard mindset to explain and its always amusing to me that i came to this conclusion as someone with anxiety#i feel like the earthsea cycle really captures my mode of life#ged learned the consequences of his actions but also understood them as such and accepted them#he then went on to do as he felt he needed to do despite everything even despite not knowing#he is a very admirable character in that to me especially because we see the other characters learn it from him#both Arren and Tenar learn aspects of Geds way of life and understanding of the world and become stronger people for it#earthsea#earthsea cycle#the farthest shore#my ramblings
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Through the years, from popinjay to coxcomb to maccaroni to dandy to dude
#and from dude to gigolo if i have anything to say about it#baby i can the sweet mama to your sad and lonesome#this was so fun to draw my favorite hobby is historical fashion#are they accurate? not answering that. i refuse to draw codpieces#at my heart i am unfortunately a coward#i know i gave dandy kayne a short haircut at first but then i remembered all the mullets ive been seeing and i had to give it a try#i hope it looks like he as having fun throughout the eras <3#malevolent#kayne malevolent#but anyays like i as saying theres no ay king is appearing regularly in a three piece suit and not bringing that energy to#every other century#and i almost drew him in like plate armor but if he’s like snapping his fingers and ppl explode bro is not gonna get a suit of armor#that was wishful thinking on my part i remedied it he dresses like a bourgeoise i have to accept it#if i did this with the yellow king it would be like 5 inages of the same dude copied and pasted#i started giving the yellow king a pennanular brooch and even then i as like whoah thats kinda lavish for john#i dunno maybe i should fuck around with his robes and try some stuff out#hmmmmmmm i do like jewelry……….#new project: project runway but with john doe#and then eventually ill help poor arthur out#tho honestly i think he really probably dos have an eye for quality clothing i think he’s probably respectably fashionable but he#cares more abt quality#id love to put my boy in a fishermans sweater tho i feel like he needs something warm and sturdy on his journeys <3
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"I knew you'd come for me."
Achaia gonna go get his man from Bane, on the real.
And because I HATE backgrounds here have some unfinished pieces.
#my art#bg3 art#bg3 fanart#bg3 gortash#bg3 durge#custom dark urge#bg3 achaia#enver gortash#gortash#lord gortash#my favorite part is their leg hair#i honestly though of just leaving it as line work because lets face it thats what im actually good at.#durgetash
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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.
If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.
I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.
I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.
Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.
#p5#akeshu#akechi goro#kurusu akira#wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack#it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size#also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god#and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo#ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute#well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part#hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right#so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake#ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess#anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon
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the fact that Caleb and Tealeaf both have little pet names for each other is the sweetest thing actually. Caleb's Mr. Mollymauk, and Molly's teasing little Mr. Caleb. Circus Man and Magic Man. Both of them calling each other, "good boy," at some point. King still remembering that Caleb is his Magician. They can't help but use these little endearments with each other, they're just that terribly fond and affectionate--
#widomauk#caleb widogast#mollymauk#even lucin calling caleb Broody One is all fond and teasing and just. both of them being silly and playful and terribly in love--#need another oneshot where we get to see these two flirt again like the end of the campaign cause thats my favorite part honestly
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are you looking for something new to read? do you like negative character development? the most fridged woman of all time? inconsistent magic? a world where being straight is illegal? the funniest dialogue you will ever read? the most annoying b plots you will ever read? plot twists that take your breath away? pacific rim? pages and pages of car facts being forced down your throat? heinous amounts of mild gore? never getting the emotional fulfillment you crave as a reader? nineteen books and counting for no good reason? then why not try skulduggery plea-- [gunshots and when the smoke clears I'm lying dead on the ground]
#it was me i shot myself before i could fully recommend them 😔#i finished a mind full of murder and oh the thoughts i have. but it was good. most of them are good#says kenna#skulduggery pleasant#skulduggery pleasant spoilers#for what im about to say:#getting goddamn kittens to fill the void left by your goddamn daughter that you won't fucking talk to?? the words i have for you you bitch#(/affectionate)#one thing landy does right is how often americans say goddamn#i love his american characters so much#the dude who almost got his shit rocked by valkyrie for saying ireland is part of great britian... real#'im sorry but it's not like we have a giant clock over here like you people do' tears. in my eyes#also i like men and women the being straight is illegal is a joke about how everyone is bisexual for some reason#also also these are things are all things i love about the series im not a hater this is my 3rd favorite series of all time#i would like to finally stopped getting teased about skulduggery's past but it's honestly funny atp#how staunchly valkyrie's like 'well thats not my business so i wont ask'
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(stumbles out of jojo's bizarre adventure covered in blood) well that was fun! I don't recommend it
#part seven COULD have been my favorite but I will never forgive it for what happened to Lucy Steel. growling and biting#anyway johnny joestar huh! wow!#live jojoblogging#I should do a speedrun analysis of my personal opinion on every jojo part sometime but basically about Steel Ball Run#my opinion is: great story with a bleeding corpse sprawled in the middle! Araki I will murder you for what you did to Lucy Steel#and also this story just so completely misses the point of Christ it's honestly funny. like. come on man#no reading comprehension at ALL here#Christ gives people luck?? and redirects bad luck away from them? dude thats not how it. not how it works#it's not a zero sum game........ that's like......... the entire point....#Christ saves people by giving us UNDESERVED GRACE. like. EXTRA. on top of what already exists. ANYWAY
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Oghhhh Angel and Timothy's miserable awkward and just horrible dynamic (Thinking about it (I want Angel to rip into him I need her to be mad at him idc she deserves to bully him))
#I am tryying really hard to just scribble down thoughts and ideas and sketches#I need to honestly just start writing dialogue like fully.#I don't write often because I get self-conscious#But I need to share this#This is less silent hill and more exploring their dynamic but I want to get to the silent hill part sometime.#I really want Angel to go ape shitt (she is tired of being nice)#can i say something#im sick of the way timothy is babied by a certain sort of person u know the type#He needs to be bullied hes kind of a massive loser#Also i feel like people pretend that he hasn't done anything morally dubious at best ever uhm#did you pay attention in the pre sequel i dont care if he's sorry about that im so fucking mad about felicity#I love him I love him greatly he's one of my favorite guys but I don't always like the way he's treated by fanssss#thats a grown ass man with a dick and balls#Urrgh
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I'm seeing my favorite OMORI artists and animators posting their parts of the Bad Apple!! MAP and I am pointedly NOT looking to avoid spoilers. I want it to hit me like a train
#thats what happened with the echo map and i Know its going to be amazing. i Know it.#my favorite animator from the echo map has at least two parts from what ive seen so. obviously. i am jumping up and down in joy#and anticipation. i Cannot wait.#honestly im more hyped for this map to come out than for the actual holidays#(which are going to be my first holidays after coming out as trans to my family! wish me luck#omori#rant
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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..
#ash rambles 💚#negative#part of it is definitely the weather#it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed#but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today#im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up#and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see#me as more than a friend and other stuff like that#i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and#i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that#if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore#what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked#to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s#just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me#being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO#I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot#and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as#though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and#i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA#holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always#bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles#(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if#I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later#i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..
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at the end of the day the thing i love the most about tmnt is that it's not just boys being boys (in the wholesome way), it's brothers being brothers
#where has this series been my whole life#even tho im a girl ive always related to male characters more. i just like them more.#i like to watch series focused on boys and my favorite character is almost always a boy and i love to write for boys#all my fav ocs are boys#in this aspect tmnt was like MADE for me. i love boys#i think thats part of the reason i rly hate the idea of them introducing sisters into the mix in the later seasons of rise#honestly im kinda glad the show ended before they got to that point#like no.... pls dont take the boys dynamic from me...#theyre house must be SUCH a bachelor pad#in smart lair when splinter tell them theyre staying home to clean#and leo goes 'but we cleaned laaasst yeeear' i ALWAYS die#what can i say. men simply fascinate me.
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waow... miku expo...........
#got back from it and its soooooo....#didnt get a lightstick but the person next to me had two and offered one for the concert ;__;#the setlist this year isnt my favorite im more familiar with older songs but im glad utsu p got a song in :) two if you count vivid#idk why ppl r too mad abt the screen bc thats how previous miku expos have been? u dont literally have ahologram or anything#just bummed it didnt have multiple screens like when i went in 2018#live band was so insane too like omg one of my favorite parts of miku expo is doing the individual introductions hehehe#honestly the lightstick makes all the difference LOL even tho idrc abt most of the setlist waving the lightstick was SOOO fun#like to the point where i didnt really care if the song was good or not if it was fun with the lightstick#my arms sore from this LOL#also i lost my fucking headphones on the way out ghjdfhgk#egg talks
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Thinking abt spiraling upwards side characters again. Charredpelt my absolute beloved
#rat rambles#spiraling upwards#warriors posting#girlies who are trying so soooo hard to support womens wrongs but the wrongs are that their wife is cheating on them#and now she cant even get closure cause said wife is dead along with the man she cheated on her for#like charredpelt isnt stupid she knows these cats too well but thats exactly why she keeps to this day justifying them to herself#all while living as the sole parent to their children#the worst part is that if she had just been properly talked to abt it first she probably would have been ok with it#but she wasnt. she didnt even get the choice to set up boundaries#for the record shes my favorite cragclan cat and has been since she came out as trans lol#shout out to daisystar tho my boy is so cute and also so messed up <3#and egretpaw and furzepaw ofc get honerable mentions but theyre main characters so ofc I've thought a lot abt them#but yeah for cragclan I deliberately chose out cats I hoped would kill eachother and instead they just got into a bunch of love traingles#and then I made eagle clan with the same goal with a bloodthirsty deputy but then conestar just loved everyone and was loved by everyone#hell the one cat who disliked her at first is her wife now girlie is just sitting here loving her wife and family#I honestly couldn't tell you who my favorites in any other clan is tbh#I do adore most of elmclan but I cant say theres anyone I like that much more than everyone else#like honeystar is definitely the one who caught my attention first due to her hashtag trauma playing out in real time right away#but also thistlepeak and whimsygoose are sooooo silly I love them quiet kitty and their loud rude kitty husband#oh and also pumpkin shes not that deep of a character I just think shes cute#for eagleclan I cannot lie to you I barely remember anyone in there atm but I do love conestar shes so silly#and minkclan is another hard one caus they're the first one I made so I have a lot of love for basically all of them#but blazebelly was my og favorite shes like charredpelt but instead of having a wife cheating on her it never got past a one sided crush#and lightnip is also a current fave of mine shes so mean I love her#ratstar has always been one of my favorites of all the clans tho shes just so silly and incompetent#and shout out to nightfur for being the only cat I've ever seen generate with romantic feelings towards a cat#it was for my default dead cat raincinder who is also a shitty asshole but that just means nightfur is tragic now <3#oh yeah I should probably provide more exicit context on the clangen stuff huh#basically I made the four main clans in clangen and used the gameplay as a skeleton for backstory and worlduilding#building off of premade characters and concepts has always been one of my favorite things (as seen by how many randomized aus Ive done)
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Ooh, they all seem so cool -- may I ask about the tango 💃💃💃
yes. that is the hanahaki fic. the title might sound nice but i can assure you that what little i have written is mostly depressing. i actually don't want to give too much away for this one because there are a lot of twists im pretty proud of so... no spoilers, im sorry.
but i can give away the cast...
kayano mikoto/kajiyama fuuta, kayano mikoto & john (milgram), kajiyama fuuta & john (milgram)
kayano mikoto, kajiyama fuuta, john (milgram), kirisaki shidou (maybe one more? i havent decided on who, though. if at all)
#PROPERLY writing john now that we know he has like an. actual personality#and doesnt just scream his lungs out#um it also wont be out anytime soon aoijgoajl#for example i currently have it split into three chapters (subject to change while i figure out how to split it)#the first chapter is. 0 words.#yea#no joke give me like another half year i need to write the other au first#whyy is writing so slooooooooooooow#i might actually be incapable of writing a fic without shidou but i think the game au will truly test that#its only a little over 1k in total but its basically all planned#besides the intro im garbage at writings intros they're my least favorite part#no fucking idea how to start that fic honestly. pain in the ass...#lxm textposts#i feel like people overestimate how much time i spend writing when really i just put everything off#and then i randomly get ideas and i sit and write for an entire day#and thats IT. my whole writing process#lots of posts today. tired#<<made like three posts
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i've been thinking about my jonathan dies au and i kinda wanna write something for it. but if i know anything about myself its that i don't have it in me to write a super long fic. which i feel like this au would deserve
#a part of this au would also be Hopper Dies For Real but. idk if i would kill anyone else in the party off#any of the kids is like. no. child death really gets to me#any of the other teenagers is also no#robin and nancy are just like. i can't even think about it. does not compute#steve... i can SEE him dying but the thought of it makes me want to throw up so im not gonna entertain it#self proclaimed tragedy enjoyer when xe thinks about xyr favorite character actually dying for real: 😱😱😱😱😱🤬🤬🤬🤬🤢🤢🤢#and i don't. think that joyce dying would serve a narrative purpose honestly#like the point of jonathan dying in this au is for grief to shape her throughout the whole show#for that to just end in her dyinh instead of giving her a chance to heal and see her family heal. that's nothing. thats not compelling#anyway most of my thoughts have to do with nancy and her grief. as per usual#i just like her#quincy.txt
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Oh god I need to know it anyone else noticed Nanba and Saeko have a different relationship than she has with anyone else in the group? Plus Ichiban’s most natural flirting is aimed at Zhao even without player input 😭😭😭
nanba and saeko def have a really cute relationship, i adore their interactions immensely (❁´◡`❁)
and lbr ichi's matching zhao's energy alright. insert zhao 'kasuga-kun' compilation here
#snap chats#honestly i love how saeko interacts with everyone- like she never feels like The Girl of the group she just feels like a part of the group#yk what i mean ? like i feel like in a lot of other casts where theres one/few girls they stick out like sore thumbs#because of how the other cast members and the media treats her but with saeko its like#Yeah No She's Here. She's A Girl But That Doesn't Mean Much#like obvi there's some instances like her offering to be a hostess but Tactical Necessity right#and honestly even the party chats she has with everyone are so nice too i love them so much#i love the one where she and adachi are roleplayin having kansai accents that shits so cute and funny#sorry for the impromptu saeko rant i just never express how much i loved her character and contribution to y7#yk whats funny tho as i was walking to my computer i thought about making a nanba post and lo and behold#it wasnt a major one it was just me going 'i cant believe that during my VA ramble i forgot one of my favorite fun facts#and that's greg chun also voices ike from fire emblem' because ike's been My Baby since like. 2008#he's still jason adkins to me </3 but i mean greg chun also voiced luke from shadows of valentia#ok ill stop with the VA talk i promise thats the only one i wanted to update on#thats a lie but i'm forcing myself to stay semi on topic#ichi and zhao are funny too theyre such fuckin goobers#like ichi definitely dicks with zhao the most- or at least zhao matches his energy the most equally imo#Y7's cast and relationships are just top tier thats all i can really say#i love how despite eri being an optional character she still has party chats with everyone#i love eri.... BUT thats a post for another day#im either A.) going to continue trying to figure out how modding works B.) play smash ultimate
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