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pharawee · 1 year ago

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"May I sit with you?"

#pit babe #pit babe the series #petekenta #garfield pantach #ping obrnithi #pitbabeedit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #bl series #i needed this scene in agonising detail #because i don't think anyone else but pete has ever seen kenta this happy #because yes kenta lived in pete's shadow #but that close-up of him smiling?#that's kenta illuminated #and i don't think pete in this moment even rejected kenta #maybe he didn't reciprocate his feelings but he didn't reject him #(why else stare at his lips in wonder?)#kenta rejects himself #kenta keeps himself in the shadows #but also pete's “may i sit with you?”#i don't think anyone else has ever been this gentle and kind with kenta #i don't think anyone else has ever given him a choice #so how would he even know how to choose for himself?#anyway that'll be me crying for the rest of the day #by pharawee

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starry-bi-sky · 6 months ago

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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

#svsss #luo binghe #svsss au #scum villain #scum villian self saving system #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #disciple shen yuan #lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops #im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either #had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him #when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi #hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th #sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his #back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's #face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is #INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and #the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of #his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so #unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face #and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc #he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]

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mid-knight-black · 1 month ago

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I’m actually obsessed with apron!buck 🥵🥵🥵

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cosmic--static · 4 months ago

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sleepover

#arcane #jayvik #jayce talis #viktor arcane #thinking about them as children #im a sucker for a good childhood friends to lovers but #do you think jayce would have been absolutely starstruck by having a friend close to his age who liked to tinker and make things #much less someone who wouldnt bully him for being obsessed with magic #Ximena coming in to check on them and finding them both passed out. jayce curled up against Viktor and she just smiles #jayvik fanart #kid jayce #kid viktor #cosmo creates #cosmo.sktch

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bittasol · 5 months ago

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smile, iruma! | hey ive been here before

#iruma suzuki #clara valac #azz alice asmodeus #love trio #m!ik #mairimashita! iruma kun #welcome to demon school iruma kun #irumas expression in the first one went through lotsa phases #lotsa extreme frusterated and sickly faces #which felt a little ooc to me cuz irumas someone who smiles in the face of despair #but also we’ve seen iruma at his most frusterated and fed up in reaction to his parents #(at least until kalegos brother told him he was disgusting which btw we should jump him for that)#(and SORTA when gyari calls him ugly but that was less serious lol)#anyway i decided to try going for a very tired forced smile for this #abuse mention #<just in case #to me this is irumas parents presenting iruma to a camera for a family portrait so they can show off their darling little boy to friends #meanwhile darling little boy has been eating trash behind the mall they found him at #so hes tired and hungry cuz the last time he saw em was two months ago otherwise he would have faked it a little better #i think in this moment hes frustrated and a little disgusted by them #enough to almost deny the treats they dangle over him #but rule one (1) is iruma suzuki that cannot say no #im not sure i conveyed the little micro expression kinda frusteration that i wanted to but its close nough #style change for love trio suddenly iruma has lips my bad LOL #suits the theme tho! i think irumas genre; art style; life changes when he met those two #clarazz would hate being compared to irumas dusty ass parents in any way even as foils sorry to them for this post actually 😭#ANYWAY…#did u know love trio have the same smile?#fanart #my art

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shelbyshaper-art · 9 days ago

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This went up shortly after the services were held

#this way he’ll always be close to his dad #this was Manuel’s favorite photo of him #it’s still up to this day #it’s gathered some dust over the years but his smile remains #nacho varga #Nachito #better call saul #ignacio varga #digital paint #fanart #digital art #art

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jerswayman · 1 year ago

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LOVE THY GOALIE. GIVE THY GOOD BOY HEAD PATS.

#bruins lb #jeremy swayman #david pastrnak #brandon carlo #pat maroon #linus ullmark #boston bruins #hockeyedit #nhledit #j made a thing #gifset series: hockey moments that make me insane #gifset series: jeremy swayman brainrot #ok now i've got the tags out of the way #i have THINGS TO SAY #SO MANY THINGS #FIRST OF ALL I'M ACTUALLY GOING OFF THE RAILS SEEING SWAY LOOKING SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIMSELF #like that is the most 'did i do good?' smile i've EVER SEEN #LOOK AT HIM!!!#second of all #pasta clinging to sway like a teddy bear is something that can be so so personal !!!!!!!!#THIRD OF ALL #'NOBODY WANTS TO LEAVE CARLO' BE ECHOING AROUND MY SKULL RIGHT NOW BC YES #WHO WOULDN'T WANT A HUG AND A HEAD PAT FROM THAT MAN ???????#FOURTH OF ALL #I DEFINITELY DID NOT HAVE SWAY AND MAROON EYEFUCKING LOVINGLY ON MY 2024 PLAYOFF BINGO CARD #i'm sorry it's 4am and i'm unstable so :)#also the footage of the goalie hug wasn't great so this is all we got. there was a close up but the colouring doesn't match the other gifs #so maybe i'll gif that separately tomorrow or smth

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introspectivememories · 1 month ago

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thinking bout 14yr finnick winning the games and thinking about the victors+effie looking at this child and going "fuuuuck!!! guess we're co-parenting now"

#finnick wins and haymitch and the gang immediately look at each other and then open up the internet to learn how to change a diaper #finnick standing in effie's doorway @2am after a night out with a sponsor pupils blown wide and a brown stain on his shirt #finnick: effie i frew up #effie sliding off the bed miserably wondering why she wanted kids: okay nicky. let's get you cleaned up #him and mags falling asleep together. beetee making adjustments to his trident when he's in the capitol #chaff taking him out to where there's wilderness in the capitol so he can scream to his hearts content #haymitch teaching him the ins and outs of surviving capitol life. effie teaching him how to lie with a smile.#thinking about annie's games and finnick having panic attacks every other day #thinking about haymitch getting him blackout drunk in 12s suite so finnick's fucking heart doesnt give out from worrying #him whispering into effie's shoulder that annie cant die. he wont make it if she dies #effie holding her nicky close. mags coming to pick him up. chaff piggybacking him out the service exit.#thinking about them calling him nicky...... ohhh head in hands head in hands.....#SOMEBODY SEDATE ME!!!!#the hunger games #thg #haymitch abernathy #effie trinket #chaff thg #mags flanagan #finnick odair #they try to do a sleepover every final night of the games and finnick has a nightmare #effie blearily: guys guys wake up. nicky's having a nightmare #chaff haymitch and mags who are practically dead to the world from getting drunk #haymitch slurring: before the sun rises nicky's yours princess #and chaff goes 'amen!' and mags sticks a thumbs up to show her appreciation from where she's got her head buried in pillows to block sound #idk guys. it couldnt have been tragedy all the time. unfortunately evil is smth you can get used to #i think there were a lot of mundane moments in between the heartbreak and tragedy

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cent-scratchnsniff · 1 month ago

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doodles and stuff. struggled with painting until i gave up

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp spoilers #i GUESS? carmen and ayins face is a whole thing and stuff.#oh wait hello silly first life stuff. yeah that counts. tee hee?#angela and benjamin are technically there but theyre kinda small compaired to the rest of the drawings in inclusion so im not sure..#ill do angela since she isnt covered #angela lobcorp #carmen lobcorp #ayin lobcorp #netzach lobcorp #it mustve been so prominent. the feelings of affection. those memories of ayin smiling so gently and warmly to her. to Carmen. than angela.#for it to be the very first thing brought up. the very first thing to actually recall from the copy of Her brain. a warmth she would never #be able to see upon that face. a warmth she knows and can recall but never for Her. a man who adored carmen to have such a face shown to he #that now cannot even bare to look at what isnt her what could never be her yet depending on a creation he loathes #for its similarities. for being close to him. for not Being Carmen enough. for being a bastardization of what once was. holding #justifications and trying to convince the self in order to continue forward. its just a machine. a machine must behave as a machine #how miserable. how trapping. how stuck and desperate. ever inflicting cycle of pain. anyways PLATONIC GIOCARMEN!! 🔥🔥#i canot speak upon ayin for there isnt enough room. GIOVANNI!! wanted to draw some interactions w them.#there was a scrapped doodle of carmen talking abt pain levels for beaking bones with a smile on her face while pointing to his body #bc day 48 and decidedly factually stating things with a smile as if it wasnt even personal. even if it is distressing #women in stem 🔥 have her bring over diagrams for him to have as reference. gio helping skim and find pages for specific quotes or a section #to bookmark. just happy at her glee and determination. carmen is holding up a clipboard w a diagram from the red book by carl jung but its #really small and hard to tell what it is. tee hee. there is more rambles but nay. i shant. twas for fun in between stuff #ever constant fear of misconstrued words. prithee. accept my offerings.....#spoke abt them before. i think? so content inside her warmth and joy. alive at her pride. feeling a part of him ripped away at her listless #expression. erased vanished faded from the world back to the murky color of gray further when she left the world. its so. ahngbh.#ill make a rb after this comes out and i wake up on the side blog nieranddear of just more rambles on it all that couldnt fit here #lor spoilers #... maybe. maybe on the rambles. if i dont get embarrassed and dip out of fear. whatever. go my queued post

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tsuchinokoroyale · 1 year ago

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Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨

#I didn’t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so #it was still a wonderful start to the new year 💞🥰💞#but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways #and now I’m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor #the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze #he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face #I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what he’s looking for #I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out #I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us #“now I wonder why you dragged me all the way here” he utters in a playful growl “trying to get far away from the crowd?”#I smile and I nod. “obviously. can’t really do what I want with you out there”#his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. “yeah? why don’t you show me then.”#“I thought you’d never ask” I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone #“so this one is blue. he’s the oldest but he’s sooooo sweet. and that’s Eva. my only girl she’s sassy but she loves swea-” he leaves #whaddahell I say demurely whimpering even… whaddahell…#gpoy

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the-dragon-hearted · 24 days ago

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I can't help but wonder, Astyanax

Oh, my son, ne'er allowed to grow, Oh, my boy, sweetest joy I know, Days ago, I held you gently in my arms, Your time has flown, no...

Used to say I'd make the storm clouds cry for you, Used to say I'd capture wind and sky for you, Helm aside, I held you; would've died for you! Oh, you faced my foe...

I can only wonder, who you could've been Things you could've suffered, the fights you'll never win All I ever wanted, was a peaceful world and home Born in war and torment, but today you rest your soul

My son, you're not alone!

#poetry #Epic the musical #Hector #astyanax #Epic #Epic astyanax #Their reunion in the underworld #Hector finding his boy washed up in the river styx #The wails of the dead do not compare to the cries of his child #Hector cradeling his son so close filled with the agonizing horror that he wasn't there to save him #Astyanax recognizing his father and smiling; his tears drying beneath his father's callused thumbs #fanfic? Maybe #Angst #no comfort #honestly #If I have to suffer with this visual you all do too #Instead of the beautiful instrumental in the song it's a haunting minor chord as the ghosts head towards their eternity #i can't help but wonder #but different #The reunion that came too soon for Hector vs the reunion that came too late for Ody #The Troy saga #The Ithica Saga #epic fandom #odysseus #telemachus #But specifically their parallel with Hector and Astyanax

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lokimobius · 10 months ago

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"Listen. That wasn’t tactical. I lost it." LOKI S02E02 “Breaking Brad”

#mobius #mobius m mobius #owen wilson #lokitvsource #lokitvedit #marveledit #mine #not feeling normal about this at all actually #the subtlety of owen's acting here is everything to me #the way that mobius is so obviously torn up about hitting brad #his body language is closed off and uncomfortable #he's really beating himself up for his behaviour #but he powers through it because he wants to explain himself #but to do so he has to be vulnerable and that's hard for him #he's so used to making others talk but he doesn't do it himself #he's a yapper at heart but emotionally he's closed off to his own emotions #i love how in the 6th gif he listens to loki relate to his struggle (with an extreme example) with a soft smile #it's still sad yet it holds understanding that his friend is trying to make him feel better #he allows himself to be consoled by loki #and because of that support from someone he trusts he's able to open up #mobius my beloved #i love him with all my heart #i loved Owen's performance so much i think he's so underrated

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patt-is-cool · 11 months ago

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some rdr2 doodles lol god i gotta figure out how draw them

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mid-knight-black · 5 months ago

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Just thinking about Evan Buckley with a baby 🙃

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hawkeyeslaughter · 4 months ago

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fake mash plots — “ potato , potato “

hawkeye and trapper have their first real spat when an ailment with a post - op case befuddles them and they disagree on the cause of it , putting sidney to work during his visit as he tries to resolve the stiff tension between them . klinger picks at some of father mulchay’s beliefs when he interrupts one of his sermons with a question he had not yet considered before . in response , mulcahy questions the rest of the 4077th about their beliefs to try and find an answer .

#the cause of the post - op sickness is something incredibly simple that they overlooked and one of the nurse suggests by the way #they also have an incredibly heartfelt tender moment to make up for it #sidney is very smug when hawkeye asks if he learned anything by picking their brains .#the closing shot is just him smiling and sipping his martini while trapper comes up with some quip #he henry trap and hawk are all sitting in the swamp drinking btw #mash #mashposting #m*a*s*h #mash 4077 #mashblr #hawkeye pierce #hawkeye #trapper john mcintyre #trapper john #sidney freedman #father mulcahy #maxwell klinger

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eternity-death · 1 year ago

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Okay guys now it’s time to consider…

Sunday being in love with Reader… but being unable to act on his feelings because The Dream Master disapproves of it…

The yearning in this would be INSAAAAAANNNE.

#hsr x reader #sunday x reader #honkai star rail x reader #it is pure agony for him #he can deal with it somewhat bc you’re already pretty close and see each other frequently #so it’s not like he has to yearn from afar #but one might say that the closeness makes it even worse #like when you’re submerged in a dream and you’re chasing something unattainable #and it’s right in front of you but suddenly your whole body is heavy and even though it’s right at the tips of your fingers you just…#… can’t quite reach far enough #every time you mention someone with potential a romance in mind his entire body goes cold #he freezes up and that mask of his cracks #and that smile he always wears becomes all the more difficult to keep up #Sunday wants you to be happy… but the more selfish part of him wishes that you never find anyone to fall in love with

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