#but sometimes i just like rainbows and stuff
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i bring a sort of “rainbowy sunshine sparkles glitter in your eyes” vibe that “blogs with bright colors are toxic” fans don’t like
#where did that notion even come from?#i guess it has to do with like#the discourse and drama side of tumblr which like...yikes ok...#that kind of thing has made me self concious abt the way i style my own blog#and i dont like that!!!!!!!!!!!#i wanna add sparkles and texts like * . + and ^w^#i think its fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i know the symbolism is abt Animals that have Bright Colors are often poisonous as a warning sign#like ok#i know the intention there#but sometimes i just like rainbows and stuff#and thats coming from someone with sensitive eyes (<--- me)#Tumblr will always have deranged and often rude people. and thats true#but like Sonoran Shovel-nosed Snake and Mandarin ducks. i think you can still be colorful without causing harm#i mean. you can still be colorful without automatically being assumed to be a bad person#its just about your self-awareness and how you interact in the online world#idk#rambles
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I’ve been thinking a lot about what a Hazel and Jason friendship would look like.
Hazel tentatively reaching out after finally understanding that Jason isn’t everything she built him up to be in her head, influenced both by Nico and by what she actually observed of Jason herself
Jason assumes she just wants tips on leadership or maybe how to fight better, so he obliged by offering to train with her
Hazel expects Jason to go easy on her like Percy and Annabeth and Piper do, but instead she gets taken down within a few minutes and has Jason ruthlessly pointing out what things she could improve on.
(Cue: Hazel finally having an opponent who doesn’t underestimate her. Hazel who finally feels like she has somebody she can spar against who will help and not just let her win because she’s young and small. Hazel who finally gets why Nico spends so much time talking about how kind and helpful Jason is, even if what she’s seeing isn’t necessarily kind.)
Jason starts hanging out with Hazel outside of sparring but in other groups, like with Piper, or Nico. He learns that she loves dancing and horses and likes to test the hardness of a stone against her fingernails, likes to collect shiny non-precious things just like Nico does, likes to swear loudly whenever possible as if she’s doing it to purposely piss people off.
Hazel asks Jason if he wants to go hang out one day after the Argo quest is over, maybe go to some museum in NYC that she’s heard Percy talk about, or find metaphysical shops to walk through (I HC that Hazel really loves modern mortal interpretations of magic and that she’s fascinated by the ways mortals accidentally connect to the gods etc.) and Jason assumes she means with someone else and agrees, only to find out they’re going alone.
Jason panicking for a moment about potential misinterpretations, once he realizes, and stammering out some garbled thing about how he really likes her but not like that because ofc all he’s known so far is that being alone with a girl = someone will assume romantic intent. Hazel openly laughs in his face and rather boldly states that she KNOWS Jason is in love with her brother.
Hazel, eventually, being the first person Jason feels safe coming out to. Jason, in return, being the first person Hazel feels safe to talk about being asexual with. The two of them discussing their feelings more and more often while exploring new places together, like Hazel talking about how she did so much researching into queer history and labels when she first found out Nico is gay, Jason telling her that he still doesn’t feel like Thalia is his sister as if he might not be the same Jason Grace she remembers, the two of them coming to terms with being on the aromantic spectrum together.
Jason talking Hazel out of joining the Hunters when she’s having a very very bad day. Hazel stopping Jason from disappearing back out into the mortal world to finish school without first giving his other friends a chance to have input.
(Hazel and Jason inadvertently saving each other’s lives by tweaking fate, thus making their friendship literally woven into their lives forever indisputably. Hades/Pluto patting Jason on the back and telling him thank you with no context or clarification the next time they meet. Hera/Juno, tight lipped and silent, offering Hazel some kind of gift or blessing the next time she returns to New Rome. Hazel and Jason laughing it off when they tell each other because wow, their godly parents are weird as hell.)
#pjo#hoo#jason grace#hazel levesque#I really do think their friendship would be so fun and cool for them#they develop a sibling kinda thing#like yeah Jason still sees her as a little kid sometimes#but she’s HIS little kid sibling and hazel is okay with that because they both know it doesn’t mean he sees her as weak or lesser#idk man people need to hop on this Jason Hazel friendship train I’m digging this shit soooo much#GIGGLING at the idea of Jason casually saying he used to have a crush on Frank and Hazel hitting him with a pillow#they’re gossiping. they’re beating each other up. they’re sharing their deepest darkest secrets.#I’m sure it’s not all happy sparkly rainbows all the time either#like I’m SURE hazel gets pissed off at Jason super easily for shit he does and Jason gets annoyed when Hazel just Decides Stuff without#input from anyone else (Jason does this too but he’s a hypocrite)#like they also. hate each other sometimes but that’s fine. they always figure it out and are friends again before the end of the day#there’s just so much POTENTIAL guys#Percy Jackson and the Olympians#heroes of Olympus#pjato#these are my kids my children
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spotify cover for my little rainbow factory au thats marinating in my brain
#akira art#mlp#my little pony#creepypasta#mlp grimdark#rainbow factory#rainbow factory dash#scootaloo#rainbow factory au#hrhgugheghg i have it all written out#not all of it but. main plot points i mean#my version is like a murder mystery story#it takes place about 15/20 years into the future during twilight's reign over equestria#twilight's reign is considered a peaceful reign so she's left with yknow princess-ly duties and the rest of the mane 6 carry out their#career lives . usual stuff .. only rainbow dash is the main lead in the rainbow section of the weather factory instead of wonderbolt s#long story short scootaloo's friend goes missing and presumed dead but she believes they're still alive#and goes on a hunt to find out what really happened to them and where they are#(( with the help of apple bloom and sweetie belle yay!!!!!! ))#i wanna turn it into a comic sometime soon it would be sooo cool#lots of conflicting emotions in all of the characters you can imagine#twilights still grasping the existence of the rainbow factory and how celestia could let this happen during her and luna's reign and there#- just HAS to be a better way to harvest spectra#and then scootaloo believing her friend is still alive and having no idea about the existence of the factory ( nor does anybody else forsur#anyways. enjoy my rambling
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hey so uh.. guess who decided to mix two entirely different things together? YEAH, I DID. SO. TAKE THESE MLP X LOM DESIGNS or something i dunno
#life on mars uk#dare i call this.. PONIES ON MARS? well i guess i just did#Y’KNOW WHAT IT’S GONNA HAVE IT’S OWN TAG NOW#ponies on mars au!!#twilight is sam.. for reasons.. look i can see them talking about books and stuff#rainbow dash.. ray carling. I MEAN. SHE’S LOYAL. RAY’S LOYAL. CMON.#FLUTTERSHY AS ANNIE??? stuck between keeping her as a pegasus or making her an earth pony.. hm..#PINKIE??? CHRIS??? they’re never taken seriously as sad as that sounds..#the girls sometimes think pinkie is crazy and the team thinks chris is dumb but he’s trying his best!!#i feel like chris and pinkie would get along real well to the point where they bake and throw parties together.. aughh#AND AJ IS GENE. gene would adore her because that man likes his cowboys! ALSO THE HAT STAYS ON. sometimes.#ashes to ashes#life on mars
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IT WAS IN A MOMENT NOT OCCUPIED BY MUCH. WANDERING THE TREES IN SEARCH OF SUPPLIES, BENEATH THE BRIGHTEST, BLUEST SKIES. IT WAS THEN THAT A STARTLING CAVITY HAD OPENED IN MY CHEST, RIDDLING ME WITH THE MOST UNNATURAL OF HUNGERS. I COLLAPSED, AS THIS YEARNING FOR FLESH UNEARTHLY TWISTED MY INSIDES AND BLURRED MY MIND. BUT THE ONE THING THAT SHOCKED ME MORE THAN THIS HORRIFIC AILMENT, WAS THAT THE BLUE SKY WAS NOW ROSEY RED, AND IN ITS CRIMSON DEPTHS WRITHED TENDRILS UNCOUNTABLE. BLANKETING ACROSS THE SKY, THE CLOUDS NOW PULSING IN TANDEM WITH THE BEAT OF AN UNSEEN HEART. THE HORROR OF THE SIGHT GRIPPED ME UNLIKE ANYTHING ELSE, EVEN MORE THAN THIS ABHORRENT HUNGER THAT HAD OVER TAKEN ME. AND THEN after a million ticks. and four more heart beats. its gone. and the sky and my stomach return to what they once were. and i have no choice but to continue the day.
as usual.
#good tweet anomaly#MY POETRY MY POETRY#okay okay honedstly i made this poem while playin minecraft with the thaumcraft mod#i was wandering about. n then i got hit with the Unnatural hunger#now i dont know which mod this is. but smth makes the sky all cool n full of stars and planets and rainbows#i guess at this time of day there was stuff only visible at night#because when the unnatural hunger hit and the sky went red and weird as a side effect#i saw three massive streaks of black just wiggling in the sky#scared the FUCK outa me i tell ya what!!#good times tho good times#also im in a dark place rn. or like. a dimly lit place. sometimes a bomb drops n u gotta continue as if nothing happened.#RELATE TO ME!!!!! *shoots you with a thousand beems*
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The battle of the constant desire to obtain blatantly queer goodies (clothes, stickers, mugs, ect) vs the need to stay low-key in my deep south state :(
#lgbtq+#queer#I'm like ''oooh that's so pretty and that's so sweet! I want it! But I'll get fucking shot in the street if I buy and use it D: "#like my friend gave me this adorable trans cat sticker and I want to put it on my phone or my car#but like I'm not out to one of my main friend groups and they're super nice but like I'm not about to test the waters#and loose otherwise cool friends bc they're great as far as the south goes but like#and like I can't just ''just only use it at the house'' like people come to my house sometimes and can see the things that I own#so it can't be like the most blatant thing in the world#I do have rainbow socks and a rainbow shower curtain but they aren't obviously lgbtq+ rainbows if you know what I mean#so I think I could get away if questioned by just being like “I like rainbows! :D ” which is tbf actually true#I liked them long before I knew other stuff but like now I like them even more#so yeah anyway fuck the south but I live here#oh and sneaky rainbow stickers for the back of my phone I do those too#right now is Kermit with a rainbow
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random life photos from the past few months
#context/explanations given here in the tags now since photo captions are no longer a thing#(from top left to right) image 1: was on a very long drive and had to pull over somehwere to use the bathroom and stretch my achy legs and#stuff but the little parking lot had a cool patch of flowers! .. image 2: LORGE potato chip. featruing my beautiful boy borgy.. a potato#himself..#image 3: one of my favorte types of flowers. these little blue/periwinkle colored ones#image 4: costume idea that was kind of okay but ALL of the images turned out absolutely terrible and just did not photograph#well so.. I have like.. ONE image of it that I took on my phone just to document lol#image 5: GIANT FERERRO ROCHER!!! though it's hollow in the middle which is stinky lol.. It's still fun.. love Orbs.. I liked to throw#it in the air and catch it probably more than I liked eating it lol#image 6: a boiled egg with garlic powder and pepper and some bacon and green onions. nice little snack#image 7: one of the many 6 leaf clovers I found so far this year? I found a lot over the course of a month andnow I'm back to not finding a#any. I wonder if something about it is seasonal? Like clovers are most in the growth spurt phase (with some mutuations popping up in the gr#up as it rapidly blooms or something) during a certain month and then after that they kind of die down for the season. Like I wonder if#there's a prime timing to look for mutated clovers? I can still find the 4 leafs now but for a while there I was just finding 5-6 leaf and#even a 7 leaf all over the place. Now it seems muc hmore rare again.#image 8: a little spot of rainbow on the planks outside#image 9: gjhghj I can't grill in my apartment because the fire alarm is too sensitive so sometimes I move#to a patio space outside and set up my goofy little griddle to make asparagus in a tiny cramped outdoor space hhjk#image 10: GOOSE!! spotted whilst on a walk. I rarely see them out in the wild so I wonder where they came from?#photo diary
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ugh. I felt amazing yesterday. it just felt like things were finally moving forward, and like I can actually do this (especially writing my thesis, or alternatively dealing with it if I don't manage to do that). like. I felt like a person. I don't know how else to explain it.
then today my friend visited, and then my brother and his wife and their two kids also came over at the same time. there were people here for 6 hours.
I'm so tired. I'm so exhausted. I just want to sleep for a week. but tomorrow I've got a meeting about my thesis (which is scary), and on Friday we've got to go look at an apartment. but I just want to sleep 😭
#I hadn't seen my friend in almost a year and was really looking forward to seeing her#but it was just so. much.#she's so mean. not to me. but when talking about others. very direct. it's hard to deal with for me#and my brother... yeah he is really just mean sometimes. very macho. very 'eww girl stuff is gross'#he saw my Barbie movie steelbook and made fun of it. a lot.#also my niece loooved my rainbow high dolls haha. she played with all of them (she asked first of course)#unfortunately that meant just laying them all out on the floor in the kitchen 🙃 it's not super dirty or anything. but it is the floor. in a#room that my brain considers Dirty#so it'll take a while until they feel clean again#but it's fine. it was really cute how much she liked them#I want to be social so bad but it just exhausts me so fucking much 😭#personal
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beau is soooo right for thinking electric guitar solos are the sexiest sound in the world
#I need to figure out how to word the autistic experience of listening to music for this book#like so often I’ll repeat the same ten second or so part of a song bc it just hits something#like fills my body with happiness!!! i feel it in my blood!!!#there’s something so intensely beautiful the sensory experience of a good song/moment it’s sometimes overwhelming#it’s like….consuming in a good way#and I know not all autistic people experience sensory stuff the same way but omggg I can’t imagine not experiencing things like that#everything is soooo oversaturated and intense and sometimes that’s the worst but it’s also the best you know#autism for me is like nice sensory things have me feeling like those pics of sparkly dolphins and rainbows#anyway I know beau has an official list of the best guitar solos he’s heard ever
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okay but imagine a screamo band group but the lead singer looks nothing like the expectations.
like the lead singer has tanned skin, wears bows at every show, dresses in pink or pastel colors, always dresses, always tall heels, glittery makeup, and she skips and twirls on stage.
now she either screams about the most adorable things like cute bunnies and flowers and romance and stuff. or she sings about the most horrid things known to mankind and scares the shit out of people while giving you that adorable innocent smile and cute little wave
it drives the fans absolutely mad
#and her fiance is your typical combo rocker/emo girl who wears demonias and a ton of makeup and black clothes and band shirts#with the fluffy black hair and chains and stuff and she sometimes gets dragged onstage by main singer and the fans love it#and the rest of the band is just the usual hardcore screamo aesthetic except for the main singer who is just sunshine and rainbows#OR THE ENTIRE BAND IS LIKE ALL PINK AND STUFF#AND THE LEAD GUITARIST JACK WEARS ONE OF THOSE SUPER POOFY PRINCESS SKIRTS#AND THE OTHER DUDE GREG WEARS A CORSET AND SHORT SKIRT AND THIGH HIGHS#AND THEIR CONCERTS (ethically) RELEASE BUTTERFLIES AND SHIT#just a wild idea#i want to read something like this
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I'm too afraid to start the pokemas alola arc....... tbf I haven't played any of them since johto bc I'm too nervous but kalos and alola absolutely make me the most nervous... what if they massacre my faves....... or what if they don't and they turn to the camera and point at me specifically and say that I'm absolutely destroying their characterizations
#idk it's hard to explain sdkjfhsjd#it's. hard to catch up on pokemas stuff sometimes. what if they make guzma seem bad again after all the cute stuff they've given him#what if he gets along with giovanni instead of fighting him like in the rainbow rocket arc??? what if he goes back to working for lusamine#even though they've literally in canon already acknowledged each other in passing like 'yeah no I'm never going back there but good for#them for growing ig'#what if they say 'hey if you like guzma fuck you he loves hurting people actually AND doesn't care at all about team skull and also his#character arcs and cute moments like going along with everyone's games and being endearing with liza and being the only villain to do good#consistently in these games and everyone trusting him?? those were all lies he's the worst :)"#I'm so afraid sskjdhfskjdfh#it's an anxious sort of day#AUGHHH OR. MORE LIKELY. THEY FOCUS ONLY ON LUSAMINE. AND GUZ IS JUST SOME BACKGROUND CHARACTER THAT'S LIKE 'hmm... that doesn't sound like#the prez. maybe giovanni's done something.' AND IT'S ALL ABOUT LUCE ACTUALLY BEING JUST THE PUREST SAINT AND GUZ IS JUST. MENTIONED#AND GOOD FRICKIN LUCK IF WE WANT ANY PLUMERIA CONTENT ON THIS HELL OF AN EARTH.......#I want to pluck the world like a fruit and give it to them sliced up into little bunny shapes but tpc likes The Blonde Lady the best#crying and wailing and squirtle im dying
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I dress masculine but my face so baby doll -o-;
#rant#this is a mini rant about just like. sometimes i just wished i looked masc or butch but i really just. dont to strangers ever#i wear all mens clothes from the mens section but still look 'cutesy' because my face is my face#if i wear makeup i like eyeliner so i never look super femme since#i cant do contouring and lipstick normally so i dont unless lurposely going hyper femme like with a lolita fashion coord#or a barbie malibu photoshoot or something. even when i dress in pastels most of my pastel rainbow stuff is#from the mens section. but my face is just. baby. i have a flat chest but it doesnt make difference#iwear baggy clothes to hide my hourglass curve but even thay doesnt seem to matter#ive cut my hair 1 inch long and that never mattered. i like my hair short so its like chin length now but lol#while i love guys with my length hair i just. do not read as guy to ppl. and i dont want to masculine contour my face#cause 1. i fail quite bad at xontours 2. i hate coverup and most makeup im just not the kinda perskn that wears much makeup if any#wearing more makeup makes me feel more femme especially coverup and contour#idk just. i been thinking how i dress in 95% masc clothes (unless im wearing a purposeful dress up lolita coord or goth dress i like)#and to my family and strangers i just read Usual Babydoll Face girly mejo???#i... i have no solution to it not that i necessarily like need one. then also like sometimes u wanna look androgynous#but i already xombine masc and feminine presentation choices with makeup and masc clothes#or masc clothes with some bright colors like pink since i love pastels#jt just. doesnt end up working much. i mean it makes me happy but to a stranger i just dont read as androynous
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OP you need to know how freakin fun this was to colour
unfortunately i don't have any printer paper right now (it's too expensive :/ ) so i had to do it digitally, i hope it's still cool tho lol
I made a little zine!
You can download and print it yourself for free here
#also excuse that the lady is pink#i was gonna give her a real skin tone but i already did that for the two people colouring the tiger-thing#and yknow sometimes you don't just want your people to look like people.#sometimes you want them in pink and green and every colour of the rainbow#and i think that's okay?#anyways#a share#colouring pages#zine#mini zine#added stuff#cool#silly#whacky#cute#interesting#fun#also yes i forgot what goku looks like. those colours are a total guess#i also have never seen hamtaro. i recognised the artstyle but i had to google him lol
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#flowers arts#a lot of the time whenever i draw something and then forget about it until the end of the day i like to slap a bunch of stuff on it and cal#it done. This was one of those times. i liked the lineart. and now i like the phrase 'everything's a melody.' i added a music note i#thought was cute but it was hidden.. by a flower. and possibly the lineart itself which is a shame.#i couldve done more text stuff which i WANTED to do but it was getting late so i stopped.#i feel like i couldve made the I in I love you visible but i didnt consider the empty space up there so it now it just says love you.#the rainbows were supposed to be like Ohhh somethings messed up cuz theyre all overlapping eachother at the end. but i dont think it really#looks that way. All of that stuff is also basic clip studio paint stamps. i prefer to use those than Other peoples cuz ..#I dont know the copyright for stuff people uploaded on that store. i dont know if they know either.#brushes are ok but Small Picture Stamps?#i havent been doing anything that big artisticly recently. UMM. ive been working on my camp entries mostly.#im a litlte sad that sometimes i make something and then have to add serious elements to give it 'meaning.' Well.. Thats dumb#(not about camp entries. it is fun to think about. just small pieces i dont think stand on their own. they do. just give it time.)#i havent given my Normal Memory talk here in a while. i should see about posting some stuff i have
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i made this instagram post !!! there isn't as big of a community of AAC users on instagram so I thought I would share this on my instagram (@cytochromesea).
EDIT: i got an ask that states that not everyone knows what AAC is which is an oversight on my part, it stands for alternative and augmentative communication!
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A light blue background with a rainbow and a cloud and some stars. There is a blue border collie with wings holding an aac tablet that says I love you! Text reads: AAC etiquette. Do’s, Don’ts, and other stuff. By cytochrome sea.
The same background appears in every following slide. Text reads:
AAC is my voice! It is not a toy or accessory
Don’t touch my AAC without my permission
Don’t take my AAC away from me, for any reason (joke, punishment, etc)
Don’t press buttons randomly or flip through my communication cards without permission
How would you like it if I randomly poked you on the mouth and throat (or on your hands if you sign)? It would be unpleasant, so don’t do that to me
Some AAC users can speak sometimes. It is not your business why someone can or cannot talk
Don’t ask questions about why an AAC user cannot speak.
Do let us communicate however is best for us in that moment
Don’t ask us if or when we will be able to speak verbally. It’s not your business
Do not value verbal speech more highly than AAC. Any communication is good communication
Some of us never talk, either, and that’s ok! Those of us who can talk sometimes are not better than those of us who can’t. None of us owe you an explanation for our use of AAC.
Don’t look at my screen until I show you. It feels really invasive!
It feels like when someone is looking at your phone screen over your shoulder, so please don’t do this
This applies to low tech AAC as well, don’t look at someone’s cards or letter board until they show you
You have the dignity of forming your thoughts in your head before you say them, whereas my thoughts are all on display. Please afford me the same dignity that you get automatically.
Don’t shame someone for not being able to speak verbally. It makes us feel horrible
We are real people with thoughts and feelings. Please treat us with kindness.
We are trying our best
Don’t shame someone if their device mispronounces a word. It’s quite literally out of our control.
Other Don’ts. Don’t
Don't Treat an AAC user as childish or stupid for not being able to speak. Our ability to speak does not define our worth
Don't Show frustration at the way someone communicates
Don't Make comments about how fast or slow we communicate
Also don’t…
don't Act surprised when we swear or talk about adult topics like sex, drugs, or violence. We are not pure uwu precious smol beans, we are normal fucking people
don't Assume what is “wrong” with us. There are about a hundred reasons for someone to use AAC and you probably aren’t the expert in any of them.
“OK, so what CAN i do?” im glad you asked! When interacting with an AAC user, DO…
Ask us how we prefer to communicate and support us as you are able
Assume that we are competent
Talk to us with the same respect, tone and vocabulary that you would for any one else
Give us money (this one is a joke)
Understand that AAC grammar isn’t perfect and we are doing our best
Is it rude if…
I can’t understand your device? Not rude! Misunderstandings happen all the time in any conversation, just be patient as you would normally.
I want to complement your AAC? Not rude!
I ask to see your AAC and understand how it works? This isn’t rude if you are already talking about AAC, but don’t ask random strangers this. They don’t owe you an AAC tour.
Thank you for listening! This post is for the community! If you are an AAC user, let me know if I missed something in the comments and I will pin it! I hope you are filled with peace and love and I hope something good happens to you today! End ID.
#chrome barkz#aac#aac user#part time aac user#actually autistic#autism#coughdrop aac#autistic#selective mutism#selectively mute
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that feeling where you only speak one language with people irl, but remember you can understand other languages when you go online
#i remembered while reading the rainbow six siege heavy mettle comic#going “oh hey that's korean”#then “oh hey i know what that says”#then “oh hey i'm not monolingual...huh”#do you ever get imposter syndrome about languages#i definitely do like “what if i forget how to speak this completely and am subsequently unable to talk to relatives i havent spoken to in 5#years“#everybody irl just speaks the one language now my family even has stopped using other languages recently#its so boring#sometimes im like “damn i can't actually speak that language im totally just attention seeking”#then i read stuff in that language and understand it and this brain still has the audacity to think im just pretending#like bro wtf why#god tumblr tags have just become my diary wtf
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