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I hate drawing
I hate drawing so much. So, so much.
Yet every night, I try. I cry. I try. I cry.
"it's shitty" "look at this artist" "you'll never reach this level" "you're an imposter" "can't even draw hands, what an artist"
Those thoughts run on my mind.
But...I can't stop, every night I'm again holding a pencil in front of a blank paper, tears in my eyes.
Maybe I like drawing as much as I hate it...
Or maybe I just need to learn loving it.
Loving me.
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endless night
#animal art#animal comic#penguin art#comic art#artists on tumblr#just a comic about emperor penguins#(they are emperor penguins but yellow didn’t go with the colour scheme loool)#(i tried to make it work just trust me lol)#i keep forgetting to upload here woops#sometimes i don’t wanna draw anthros#i’ve been wanting to experiment again#i have a couple pieces planned#but i also wanna do more horror#rlyyyyy hard to decide lmaoooo
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The REAL lore from the FNAF survival logbook,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#fnaf cassidy#david afton#evan afton#fredbear#fnaf survival logbook#fnaf 3#It’s crazy what the logbook like describes to us#cause it’s Michael Cassidy and David all communicating in that book#obviously in different ways David having the most hard time#Michael does respond to Cassidy sometimes though#the ‘do you have dreams?’ question Michael draws out nightmare Fredbear#so he SEES her messages and is responding through art#I just think that’s neat and this comic is a semi show off of that 💜
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haruhi is forever in my heart a sort of boy thingy
#i love ouran but its sort of. hard to rewatch with the dated trans rep and all#its still one of my favs but ouuug haruhi what did they do to yoouuu in the manga endddd#i gotta draw some good fanart that changes like the whole end and everyones genders and bodytypes and stuff i love when ppl do that#put him on T#to me he is aroace and boyyyy#ohh uhh. spoiler warning ig???#ohshc spoilers#ouran host club spoilers#manga spoilers#ill share my ouran fixit au sometime#my art tag
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mask off.
early access + nsfw on patreon
#back to the present!#the most important takeaway from this is clearly that the sound of music is canon.#also because i feel like its hard to convey tone sometimes#ghost's being sarcastic when he says “you play favourites”#just poking fun at price so he can “regain ground” in their verbal sparring match#simon ghost riley#captain john price#monster 141 au#giragi art
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corvidae
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#blood/#yuuji#im not tagging this as spoilers idc sue me . iykyk but i dont think it's obvious enough at all 2 warrant the tag#idrk what this is sorry ive been having a hard time drawing n feeling inspired lately :'>>> so it goes#i find i tend to default to drawing birds when that happens ???#did it with gojo did it with shiro and now it's yuuji's turn ig#sometimes it's helpful to just . mess around with a whole bunch of brushes until something looks ok#and birds and feathers lean soooo well 2 playing around w brushes theyre very forgiving#flowers also kind of so i threw in some camellias bc i figured why not add More Red#i think they mean something that's probably relevant but i was more looking fr the shape of the petals#th rounded tops blend rly seamlessly with the way i rendered th feathers so i am like!!!! nice#just checked also apparently red camellias just mean love and devotion lmao should have guessed#'perishing with grace' also hm hm hm that's kind of wild with th crows#anyway i didn't put too much thought in2 this one so i won't talk fr ages about the symbolism it's all pretty much right there#anyway ty fr being patient with me im sorry draws have been slow :<#ill come out of it ill bounce back!
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Repainted an old Byler illustration 💖
#byler#byler fanart#THIS TOOK SO LONG I SWEAR#it's not perfect but I had a lot of fun rendering this so it's fine AHHH#part of the reason I chose a higher angle is to show of as many Byler hints as possible#try to spot them all!#I think my favorite one is the plushies in the left corner#the frog one (Mike) leaning on the lion one (Will)#showing what Mike wants to do but not fully letting himself do it#the internalized homophobia hits hard sometimes uff#stranger things#st2#mike wheeler#mike wheeler fanart#will byers#will byers fanart#stranger things fanart#illustration#fanart#castle byers#art
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a little siffrin comic about touch, violence, and oranges
#please isat ppl… i worked so hard on this… (<- learned how to draw oranges)#anyways i was thinking about how siffrin says crushes feel like a disease sometimes. i was thinking abt his intrusive thoughts. and about#-bad touch. and about that orange poem. and about how he doesn’t know touch. how violence is easier. even if it feels bad.#siffrin#isat siffrin#isafrin#<- its more abt siff than isa but he is also there!! look those are his hands!! he’s important ok…#in stars and time#my art#also words r by me i forgort to mention#isat#100+#500+#1k+#my writing
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Fuck it. *Makes the old woman cry*
#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie#isat isabeau#my art#art#Wow. I am incredibly late for this.#I started this a few days before Odile's birthday thinking I would be able to finish it on time.#But I didn't#Anyways. This is based off of a little post-game headcanon of mine.#Sometime after the game the party started having the 'feelings talk' about the loops#It eventually evolved into a conversation how they were family#Not too dissimilar to the one during the friend quest loops.#This is where Siffrin got the idea to give Odile a Familytale for her birthday.#Sorry if the text is hard to read. I had to mostly draw it out because Krita started being stubborn when I tried typing.#Aside from the last panel#isat spoilers
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silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:
context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA
(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)
#in stars and time#isat#isat odile#isat siffrin#isat spoilers#<- not big ones but the convo this stems from occurs on 3rd floor before king act 2 so#cw hospital#cw stroke#<- brief stroke talk in the clip thats why#odile i am so sorry for making u deal with the fact that i cant read#or just input words?? where there arent any??? i dont know why i do that????#these streams have made me realize i sometimes just autofill words when reading SAFADDA#also random side headcanon i was thinking of while drawing this#is odile speaks alot with her hands?#idk why i just think its fun?#and kinda makes sense as someone who has travelled a lot thru different countries?#personal observation but you can convey/tell a lot without knowing a much of a different language via body language#as someone who grew up with family who spoke a different language that i do not speak LMAO#especially hands!! those say a lot!!#reading body langauge/tone helped me a lot when guessing if what was being talked about a good thing or not#tho tone to a lesser extent since uh it can be hard to tell at times i think ASDFDA#so it makes sense to me???#the art of pointing in general location is a universal skill i think?? yea#to a lesser extent i think siffrin might do this? but more subdued/under the cloak so#the cloak ends up getting in the way 90% of the time so no one can actually see that lmao#okay tag talk over#no stream time today because weather boooooo storms
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Specialized Extracurricular Execution Squad
#oh heel nah i gotta tag all these mfs#mitsuru kirijo#aigis#akihiko sanada#yukari takeba#makoto yuki#minato arisato#junpei iori#ken amada#koromaru#fuuka yamagishi#shinjiro aragaki#persona 3#my art#((drawing shinji is so hard like sometimes i would just randomly drop on all fours and start barking))#((needless to say i like persona 3 and its characters a normal amount))
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another horrifically high effort joke animation for everyone! 😁 hello guys
deleted scene from turbo dating simulator
ORIGINAL ANIMATION THIS WAS BASED ON (by casteranimatez on tiktok!!)
bonus higher res pictures hehehe ... the background is kind of ugly but i wasnt too worried about it because the messiness was going to be obscured in the final product LOL !!! ignore how the kart has no internal details or handles or anything i Did Not Want to Draw any more
ibispaint premium come back to me baby i miss you...TONE CURVE COME BAAACK
#turbo#turbo wir#wreck it ralph#turbo wreck it ralph#animation#my art#sometimes i get an idea and then i dedicate some kind of force beyond my comprehension into making it#i learned how to use alight motion because of this which is something ive wanted to get around to for some time now ^_^#yay#shitpost#this was also somewhat of a style test + expression test bc i have a hard time drawing diff facial expressions w/o changing the--#--characters entire appearance#im still learning!!! im still learning!!#ok this was actually so much fun to make i want to try something like this again sometime#THANK YOU TURBO FOR REVIVING MY ARTISTIC MOTIVATION I LOVE U 💏💋💋💋💋💋#AAAUGHHH ignore the bad cropping I tried my best#SILLY TIME
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Whole bunch of Solas studies
#dragon age inquisition#dragon age#dai#dragon age fanart#solas#love you but I hate drawing you sometimes#I’ve finally gotten to where I’m satisfied#his face is just so hard to drawwww#dragon age dreadwolf#I like these tho#and it helps that I’ve found a brush I like to use for sketching#my art
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sorry these kinds of comments have been really pissing me off recently lol
#it's been kinda hard for me to pinpoint WHY exactly these sort of comments feel insulting#but i think it's mostly because it implies my original work is purposefully and inherently derivative of things i have no connection to#while i think being derivative in art is. kinda unavoidable in a sense (and something i'm aware i do consciously and unconsciously)#it feels like a slap in the face when people imply that my work cannot hold its own merit and need to be compared to#something in the popular conscious#and like sometimes people don't know it's original art which is fine#but it also doesn't hurt to ask if it's original instead of just. immediately assuming or comparing it to something else#i know this will only get more difficult as i continue to drift away from fanart and fan works#but i really want to be able to be proud of my original work and i want to share more! because it's a part of me!!#but its really hard when it feels like i'm always going to be compared to things people care about more!!!! AAAUGH#god. ok sorry i need to get that off my chest. if anyone compares computer angel to TMA again im gonna start eating drywall#fern's sketchbook
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redesigning my headcanon for Sebek's parents, based on important new information (SCALES)
(you can't see it but they're both wearing crocs)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#they are truly the most inspiring love story of our generation#though i guess he's not dr. zigvolt since zigvolt is the clan name...#unless he took her name which i absolutely could see. why would you ever not want to be called zigvolt.#this does tie nicely in with my headcanon that sebek's siblings got more of the fae features than he did#and he has a Complex about it#i get the impression that sebek's siblings are much closer in age to each other and also have more of their dad's chill#so sebek is sort of the baby of the family and he's got a Complex about that too#i think a lot about the zigvolt family for characters who have never actually appeared#on the subject of actual canon though#i do actually really appreciate that both sebek and silver each had a little moment of reassuring each other#that this is 400 years ago and also incredibly unfortunate circumstances#and present-day reality lilia and baul love them very much#(i do think sebek is secretly baul's favorite grandkid)#it was just nice to see! especially from sebek! he is sometimes a very thoughtful boy and it's always nice to see that side of him#sebek trying SO hard to get baul to like him though 😭#and lilia being like 'aw i think you're getting kind of fond of him :)'#i love. Characters.
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Is becoming a fairy a bad thing? If Timmy is so much happier... why IS it bad?
It's a bit like suddenly thrusting the fate of the world onto some prophesied chosen child's hands. Children shouldn't have the mental fortitude to handle any of that.
Timmy's very glad and happy he became a fairy. He just thinks no other kid should have to make such a choice. You can't get mad when the former prophesied chosen child prevents you from prophesying future children the same fate.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop sanderson#timmy turner#sanderson#asks#itty bitties fop au#i wasnt sure what art to pair with this ask given that im using other asks for more hard hitting timmy fairy lores so#here's timmy being nonchalant about actions that did life changing alterations to his body#sometimes timmy will drop weird tibbits of information about himself that just. shocks other fairies.#what. huh. what do you mean you made yourself a second stomach to keep eating human foods because you 'miss the feeling'.#sanderson was so bamboozled it shocked him out of his self pity party
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