#but right now the focus is the breathing

[frostbeees]

went to the vet this morning with hoagie. his chest x-rays have been sent out to a specialist to confirm but it looks like it’s feline asthma that we’re dealing with. i’m glad we ruled out the big stuff (cancer, tumor) at least 🩵

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Cyanobacteria my beloved 🖤

[asterdeer]

me, complaining about writing problems to my therapist: i don't know, it's just not the same as it used to be..... i actually want to write now, but i'm not back in it the way i was and i don't know why it's not working

therapist: you don't know why writing is different after a two-year-long creative dead zone where you couldn't write anymore because of how ashamed it made you feel, and where you lost most of your writing community/friends you talked about writing with, and which also gave you a lot of shame and guilt around talking about writing with other people and asking other friends to read your stuff so even now you haven't sought out a new community or friend group because of the shame? you don't know why writing is different because for the first time you're trying to write alone, in a vacuum, without the support and camaraderie you've always had?

me: i mean. when you put it like that.

[muirmarie]

writing that little fic the other day did actually help me get my head around things a little better, but i'm still so angry underneath the numbness that it's just difficult to focus on???? anything??? right now??? which isn't exactly great for writing lmao. just. cant seem to focus worth a good goddamn. it's not great, bob!!!

[jasongotdrip]

I…. i made a connection. And I’m trying not to cry rn. Like genuinely…

ADAM LOOKS LIKE DREAM😭😭😭

IM CRYING PLS DONT LET ME BE THE ONLY ONE

YALL SEE IT RIGHT?!? IM NOT CRAZ.

[bigassbowlingballhead]

y'all getting mad about nathan haley julian not being a part of the oth sequel series... yet things are still in the works.

it's a SEQUEL SERIES. not a reboot. it's not going to be all the originals. think like BH90210 to 90210. THAT's what it is.

[goldkirk]

as I'm going back over my past history and items and journals and years, I come across all sorts of things, like the pencil I saved from that so-precious memory from second grade, and a pair of flip flops I've been missing for two years, and [checks notes] the modern-high-school-AU-kidnapped-by-a-serial-killer story I wrote in late high school jdfsjdfsjkjlksfd

[silver-dragonborn]

I'll be posting up a small list of fanfic ideas featuring Dark Rhaenyra, Dark Baela, Dark Laena, and Dark Rhaena because I just really need all three of them to snap and use the power that they have to get shit done.

[waterfallofspace]

hello. i am having severe feverish g/ojo thoughts.

"You mean him severely fevered, or that the thoughts are se-"

Yes.

[mysticfemme]

Also guys just thinking when I go to Greece do I match my nails to the majority colour of my outfits OR do I get cute greek themed nails

[unproduciblesmackdown]

also was revisiting a little bmc bway interview ft. william last night & him saying his favorite part of the show was probably doing the agtikbi reprise scene on the couch at the party & mentioning the Nonverbal aspect of jeremy & christine's interacting / communicating there & a way of exploring/depicting Love & Affection in a way you don't always see everywhere and like aaaarghhhhh so true good lord that specific scene. and Again the bway obcr version Existing and being like that, it's just like. winded exhale yeah obsessed 5ever thank you all

[duality-disability]

why is sense of impending doom such a fucking unspecific symptom. my chest hurts, i cant really stand, breathing is hard, i have a headache, i went to laydown and it isnt doing much. I thought it would help.

this isnt my usual panic or anxiety either, this is something distinctly different, if you asked me to describe it, i dont know that i could other than something is very wrong and its coming on fast. i dont know where. I dont know when, but its coming and i wish it could just be over with.

[plumberpower]

     "Wowie...! All-a Mario can-a say?"

     "What a good time to be a plumber~!"

[j1998v]

you should put less energy into what you hate, and put more effort in things you love

[tinydancerandthemoonchild]

Hey! It's the mod here. I know it's been a while, so I wanted to make an update post regarding the unannounced hiatus I've been on.

As you may have guessed, based on the (aside from reblogging my ask for help from my main), I got a bit of burnout with this blog. I've been wanting to start it back up again for a while, and I've been plotting out a bit of plot for a while so I'm not just making this all up as I go along and can keep track of things lol. Now, while this is fun and all, there are some things I want to address.

Firstly, as some of you may know, this blog started because Levi's mod and I were going back and forth with a prince donnie idea, initially to help him sleep, in fact. As you can tell, it spun up into this blog and an entire universe of its own. Unfortunately, Levi's mod and I had a falling out. For those of you that do follow my main, back in August, there was a debacle from me freaking out over something and some confusion over who I was upset with, leading to a chain of hate mail that has continued to the point that I'm even less sure of my identity and self-worth than before. Levi's mod contacted me via DMs to talk about the situation, but never responded after I did. To my knowledge, at least as far as Tumblr is showing me when I look at old asks on this blog, their blog has since deactivated. I'm unsure if they have received harassment or anything on my behalf from this entire situation, but if that occurred, I do not condone it and I am ashamed of those of you that partook in that. In light of these developments, unless I am contacted by Levi's mod either directly or through a mutual contact, I will be leaving their contributions to this au and the origins intact out of respect. If he wishes to no longer be included in this au, he knows where to contact me, and I will overhaul as necessary and restart the blog to do so.

Secondly, as things have been somewhat bogged down as of late, for the sake of plot, I may timeskip to when everyone has been safely returned home to their universe. Before doing this, I will consult with the lovely mod that was assisting with the pizzaplex crossover arc before doing so to see what course of action I should take. If I do timeskip, I will answer the ask that Pride's mod has sent me to tie up a little bit of Michaelangelo and Ali's adventure into the canon Rise universe, and then proceed with the timeskip.

As of right now, anon will be remaining off to avoid further hate mail, insults, and threats to my life and safety, along with attempts at doxxing me in my own inbox. If there are questions, comments, or concerns, feel free to send in an ask, and I will respond as soon as possible. Thank you for your patience with this long wait, and I'm excited to continue the story of this blog, as I have a lot in store!