#but overall doing good!!! i like my job

[ebdanon]

my boss said she appreciates me 🥰

[luck-of-the-drawings]

"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"

[gravitysoda]

Relief.

[discjude]

Yeah this is about right (as always my thoughts are in the tags so there's actually kei content there lmao)

[brown-little-robin]

yeag

[sskk-manifesto]

!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[jackinalex]

okay look

[shhh-secret-time]

No, see, because, like, you fucked up. Now you have to write that. I need that. I need the Star Park AU.

Below I will present my case:

1) That name is so freaking cute and I love it

2) Your tags made me fall in love with it

3) I know you have more ideas in that beautiful brain of yours

4) I really want it.

Please see points 1 - 4 if you have any questions.

Aafjdjakak Dude?! I'm cackling!

Fuck it we ball. Please look forward to it I guess.

I'll throw more in the tags!

[xmcu-fietro]

I haven’t posted in about a month, oh my gosh 💀 I promise my quicksilver hyperfixation isn’t fading, I’ve just had a very fatiguing job and haven’t been on my phone nearly as much because my job doesn’t let us use much tech (same reason the SGG prompts aren’t up yet, I’m so sorry!! I’ll try to have that up within the next day or two). I definitely knew this would be hard for my low energy but didn’t realize how hard, lol. I’m hitting a wall energy-wise and I still have several weeks to go. Help.

[seiwas]

my coworker is the cutest 🥺 she bought me a matcha today because it’s our last day of working together on the same thing 😭

[incesthemes]

i think this is a nice way to follow up on lucifer's manipulation in season 11. sam's been relatively passive since he got out of the cage for various reasons, and with lucifer egging him on to return to his pre-torture roots, this feels like a good way to reclaim his agency. the whole of season 12 sam has let dean call the shots while he follows behind, and even the brother conflicts this season aren't as magnanimous as they've been in the past. for it to all culminate in this feels really nice: he takes back his agency and his will without compromising who he's become or "reversing" any of the developments he's had since he got out of hell. he denies lucifer what he wanted while simultaneously getting back his strength—a perfect middle ground, just like he's been seeking this whole season

[jabeur]

literally had 3 different moments in the last week where i buy something think of my paycheck and feel nauseous........ ik we all keep saying it but everything costs too much. why do i have to feel like crying every time i buy groceries

[crimeronan]

now that the elation of being on-paper sick has worn off i'm back to getting my feelings hurt by innocent posts. anyway someday within the next few months i'm gonna be on a bunch of prednisone or other steroids and then i'm gonna do all my dishes and clean my whole house and go swimming and do my job and fix my life and it's okay that i fucking suck at doing any of those things now because i have a debilitating physical disability.

snide posts about how depressed people need to put on their big-boy pants and take care of themselves are not actually about me because what i am contending with is not depression. what i am contending with is a progressive disease that destroys my muscles, skin, joints, and potentially lungs kidneys and brain. that is not the same as being too sad to get up and wash a dish.

generalized spoonie advice and outlooks feel too optimistic or out-of-touch or non-applicable to me because they aren't applicable to me because what i am contending with is not an average spoonie experience. it is a specific progressive disease that destroys my muscles, skin, joints, and potentially lungs kidneys and brain.

if i feel bad and need to rest and don't pull my weight in my relationships it's because i need to wait to be treated with steroids and in the meantime i just need to hold on. i am not required to do anything else to take care of myself. my body is eating itself with a condition that has a high rate of fatal complications and literally my only job is not to die.

my only job is not to die. that is the only thing i need to do right now. any posts saying that people need to do anything else for self-care or for being a good person or for having healthy relationships are not applicable to me, because my circumstances are highly specific. healthy people need to take steps to better their lives. people like me need to rest until our doctors can help us because overtaxing ourselves might kill us.

a depressed person being too sad and hopeless and miserable to get up is being lied to by their brain. my brain is not lying to me when it tells me that i need to rest because my body is on fire.

my only job right now is not to die.

[evidently-endless]

listening to an artist singing ‘it won’t be this bleak forever’ like damn do you fucking promise

[gibbearish]

btw similar to the whole "if you try adderall at a party and it calms you down, get an adhd test" thing, if at some point in your life you try microdosing shrooms with a friend and end up feeling like a functional person for the first time in your life, get tested for depression. like yeah hallucinogens come with elation so youre probably gonna have some "this is the best ive ever felt in my life" vibes regardless, but like. if that in and of itself feels like finally breathing in for the first time in years, thats for sure a sign that something is up with your ability to process serotonin most of the time. feeling better than ever before should be a nice bonus, not a crushing weight off your chest

[raksh-writes]

Maybe this doesn’t need to be said, but Im feeling awful about it, so -- to any mutuals that might notice Im not following them anymore, I'm sorry about that. I've just seen too many posts on my dash that I have no way of blocking because they're not tagged in any way and they're distressing enough it's turning one of the only places I considered a safe space not safe for me anymore. So for my own mental health, I had to unfollow. I Will refollow in the future and I still love y'all, but I just-- I can’t. Ive been noticing some very worrying stuff about my mental and emotional state and it's just too much currently. I hope it's at least an understandable decision, and I wish y'all are having a good day out there 💗