#but overall doing good!!! i like my job
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my boss said she appreciates me 🥰
#i dont really feel emotionally attached to my job but that made me feel good#everyone there is nice and friendly and the work isnt had#i needed a job where failing doesnt feel like id k*ll myself after the horrors of jobs past#speaking of. my boss from my internship still owes me my last paycheck#im about to throw hands i swear to god#but overall doing good!!! i like my job#also hoping i can start structuring a writing routine and make some good progress now#bagel speaks
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"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#cw blood#something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones#IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE#ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE....#THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU#do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule.#LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE#DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared#i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail#but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!!#i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time#i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS#soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz#i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss#have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES#I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn#annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE.#hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.
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Relief.
#mobile suit gundam#mobile suit gundam the witch from mercury#gundam witch#gwitch#sulemio#suletta mercury#miorine rembran#the last few episodes were messy as fuck ngl#but hey at least sulemio are canon married#just wish the series had done a better job of establishing its stakes near the end#like they never really even explained what was so bad about quiet zero#or what it would do in general#the giant space laser was just pointless and ultimately affected nothing#i kind of expected spirits in the data storm also#but would have liked to have seen notrette more than el4n#anyway here’s my ramble in the tags#overall good show just wish the end hadnt been so messy#soda art
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any swimmers in chat with suggestions about how to. deal with the sensory issues that occur in between being completely dry and completely wet
#if i had to think about Why i don’t go swimming this is probably the biggest reason aside from purely logistical things#being in the water is yippee yahoo awesome. i feel like i should Know how to cope i did competitive sports involving water for two years#plus (refrains from doxxing location) but like. i’ve forgotten everything + gotten worse overall#jaerambles#i have to pick an easier sport or something. i don’t even go on walks like. That’s too much for me#man fuck sports i have to like. sit outside first i don’t even do that yet#i’m . how do you say. not having a very easy time of it all#i hate being at this point but like. even going outside is hard because then i have to signal to my family that i’m having a hard time#and i have a job and i eat three meals a day i’m supposed to be Doing Good#i don’t swim though. i have a vitamin d deficiency. i don’t think i’m very good.#back to the matter at hand i do hate the sliminess of locker room floors and i hate the feeling of being wet with sand on me#i need someone to go with. but i don’t have friends who live here. i am unsure if there is a club because (avoids doxxing self again)
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final verdict
also with this my oscar playlist is up! just a sweet lil angel boy who deserves nothing but the world. brother needed a bodyguard like yesterday
#what a fuckin ride man#justice for my guy oscar tbh#my autistic son#my chiropractor has adjusted me while i wear two thick layers i think diane is just shit at her job#some of the things that vile woman said were making me blow chunks dude#this wench gotta die fr#someone hold me back#anyway#jimmy the doorman my goat#aaron is so good at the absolutely lovesick look it’s sickening /pos#i said it before but#i too would yearn for sigourney weaver if i had even a sliver of a chance with her#oscar’s dad was funny. like yes feminist king!#also who just lets a 15 year old into a bar and doesn’t id him#him speaking french to the singer gal and her saying nothing and him going of COURSEEE you’re not french was so funny#overall i enjoyed it#not the best but not the worst#kinda left my heart aching a bit#as tragedies do i suppose#tadpole#tadpole film#tadpole 2002#tadpole (2002)#oscar grubman#aaron stanford#sigourney weaver#letterboxd
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Maybe I need to write Cardinal's Map so there's a contemporary book about the power of literature and reaching for a world beyond the mundane that isn't wall-to-wall inspirational platitudes with vague worldbuilding about the battle between the forces of good vs. evil.
#i say as though i would be able to avoid trite inspirational platitudes and vague worldbuilding#anyway my driving-filled day had me listening to nearly half of 'nightfall in the garden of deep time'#and i do like it#but it seems to be an awfully long and wordy book for a very simple story#(maybe it's the author's librivox-ish narration and my increased listening speed making it worse but it's still a thing)#anyway the vague inspirational messages about the power of creativity are getting to be a bit much#especially combined with worldbuilding that's mostly cryptic statements about how important it is for art to be good true and beautiful#which is a good thing! it'd just be nice if it was even a little subtle about it sometimes#i feel like this suffers coming after the latest amanda dykes book#with a lot of beauty but also a lot of characters who spoke solely in artsy inspirational platitudes#and coming after that one mg time travel book#that was supposed to be about a bookshop bringing in people from across time#but turned out to mostly be 'books are good which means this bookshop is full of good magic that needs to balance evil magic'#which was very stupid and didn't make use of the bookshop part of the premise at all#and anyway those similarities are dragging this book down for me#actually 'once a queen' did a pretty decent job with these kinds of things#worldbuilding kind of vague and metaphory but overall still an actual world#and characters who learned lessons without everyone in their life speaking only to metaphorically discuss the theme#anyway the actual book in question has me invested#but also rushing through it to get to the story beats because it's taking too long to get there#starting to suspect this would have made a good novella#because we know she's going to have a creative epiphany so dragging out the metaphors only hurts things
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Yeah this is about right (as always my thoughts are in the tags so there's actually kei content there lmao)
#Hester I adore you they could never make me hate you. Seriously the first chapter in 6 (bad candy) is like my favourite opener#Kei they could NEVER EVER make me hate you. did nothing wrong ever. rhian when I CATCH you#its so funny how my two favourite characters just like. hate each other. like japeth literally kills him#sad cause they're so SIMILAR. theyre both victims of Dog Metaphor its so sad that kei does Not like japeth in the slightest#personally if they had a good long discussion about their emotions at like 3am they could've probably stopped TCY from happening#but alas. Aric. somehow its all his fault again. why do I have an aricposting tag but not a keiposting one.#Hester easily has the best overall characterisation arc I love love love the way soman writes her#I remember when I read 6 for the first time#before japeth insanity happened#I used to anticipate her chapters over like everyone else's. Hester the 1 lesbian in the series you are deeply loved#I could write whole essays about japeth and kei's characterisation it is so sad that soman forgets kei exists#like he's meant to be rhian's eagle. that's his job. that's what he's spent a Long Time anticipating becoming#but rhian refuses to acknowledge it. instead he calls Japeth his eagle in book 4's ending#He eventually falls in love with Sophie#he only ever cares about the crown#how he GETS to the crown#and bringing his mother back. he lies more than japeth#and never once does he get to be the eagle. There's only three spaces - lion/eagle/snake - and he doesn't get to be any of them#dont even get me started on how he dies. surrounded by white swans. being purely good#god rhian II try not to fuck EVERYTHING over challenge. and also Aric. its all arics fault as well#keiposting#japethposting#actually not really jposting. didn't do it that much#sge#tsfgae#school for good and evil#the school for good and evil#sfgae#the school of good and evil#as much as I adore Hester I dont think I will talk about her much in detail ever so no hesterposting yet
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yeag
#Robin processes emotions on main#living with my parents is going so wellllll#I'm thivingggggg#overall it's fine I'm just. rrrrrrrrrr IT'S SO HARD TO FEEL LIKE AN ADULT THIS WAY I'm always caught in this defensive mode#which ends up making me self-destructive because I feel like doing good / being proactive is What My Parents Want Me To Do#so then I associate doing good mentally with loss of autonomy and it's making me freak out#cycles of depression... cycles of SOMETHING anyway#I need a job so bad. I need stability. and therapy. man... I want therapy so bad but I just cannot afford it rn#and moving out? (hopeless laugh) in this economy??#WAUGH#I just hate feeling like everything I'm doing is being watched!!! hate it so much!!! it's making me self-destruct!!!#okay I'm done <3 handing you a scone if you've read this far#with the power of God and anime on my side I just might make it out of here someday
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listening to an artist singing ‘it won’t be this bleak forever’ like damn do you fucking promise
#(the artist is spanish love songs. the band not the concept)#it’s just. disheartening to get rejected for a job you’re fucking doing lmao.#and overall i’m just tired of feeling like i don’t fit in anywhere anyway. i’m just tired#my life is not even bad it’s just kind of. wrong#went for dinner and the food was good but i felt like chewing off my arm to get away. it’s fine.#personal
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!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#A great episode tbh especially given the low budget. I feel like they really did their very best#And even though what I'm going to say next is probably going to be all critic - because I nitpick things and that's what I always end up–#talking about - I still want to underline that it was a very solid and enjoyable episode!!!#Alright the ss/kk was so 💞💞💞 every scene I had to rewatch twice or thrice akhscbashfb they're so cute!!!#Except for the riding scene tho. That scene gives me massive second hand embarrassment every time I just wish it will end as fast as–#possible pffttt. Mmmmhhh... The drawings weren't even too bad all accounted. My main complain is about the quicksand scene...#I feel like that one should be a slow quiet emotional scene. I never licked the choice of using the song as background soundtrack :/#I feel like it ruins the mood of the scene (it was still good though)#I also... Generally don't like the direction they seem to go for with Akutagawa's character in the anime‚ he seems quite a bit flatter–#compared to how he is in the manga. He can't be angry and evil ALL the time you need to show that softness get through from time to time.#If not what even is the point of his character. Yet in the anime he's angry (and not distraught) when he loses the mine craft and he's–#angry when he's questioning Atsushi about his motifs and he's angry when he's bragging about Atsushi's abilities to Goncharov and he's–#angry when he makes the promise with Atsushi at the end of the episode and eventually he'll be just as angry even when telling Atsushi–#to run away as he's sacrificing his life for him. It is pretty flat at the end of the day.#If I can say something about K/ensho Ono without being killed I think they do contribute to making him feel angry all the time.#But that said it's all probably poor directing choices (or simply choices I don't agree with).#Also‚ about cuts. Usually I try to be lenient about it– I understand it's hard to fit in everything and b/sd already does a very–#good job by adapting the manga almost panel-by panel. It's just that... You skip Akutagawa showing compassion for Atsushi after the–#orphanage director died. You skip Atsushi sharing the same compassion when Akutagawa loses his targed in the mines chase. You skip the–#“Nothing special about that. // I suppose he's far crueler than my own mentor.” line. And sure each of them may be negligible by their own#But together they wave a consistent web of relationship between the two characters you know? And it's a loss to omit them all#Well no mind. Again it was still a great episode overall!!!!#I think the colors in the mines could have been prettier in the mines but we can't have it all#Off to season 4!!! Omg I can't believe we got this far :DDD#random rambles#FINALLY was able to catch up in time for the season 3 finale!!!!!!
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okay look
#Lisa did a really good job#ima commend her for that#she still does things that really annoys me so I’m never gonna stan her like some of y’all do#but ima give her her flowers on this one#she sounds so different that I think I can listen to it and not feel sick#overall I think this album is Fine#but I don’t think I’m reaching for these songs over the originals#those are my initial thoughts I’ll get more detailed after school#kalina talks#all time low forever sessions#lg
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Guys. I did not know before now that writing could be painfully millennial in a full prose book but the pho*nix ke*per has proven me wrong and I have to complain about it in the tags
#k talks#weird astrix is because I don't want this showing up in the tag just in case#but I NEED To complain about this book real quick. I love a magical zoo that part was fun but good lord the main character....#I get what the author was trying to do with her arc and I will say the second half of the book is better than the first but Jesus christ#I hated the main character at the start she is SO annoying. not to be mean I know the whole point is her overcoming her anxiety#but like. I swear to God every two pages was just oooh I'm so awkward I'm such an introvert I'm such an awkward scrawny turtle!!!!#like CONSTANT. even worse though she's mean about it. for like half the book she's just so incredibly judgy at her public outreach job#she literally works at a zoo and has to learn hmmm... zoos need money??? zoos are also about... educating the public??? WHATT????#also it just felt so weird because she is constantly talking about how pale and skinny and pasty and scrawny and white she is#like constantly. and her best friend is a black trans woman who CONSTANTLY coddles and supports the mc in a very maternal way#and her love interest is latina-coded I'm pretty sure and is much more confident and opinionated and is literally described as fiery once#so like. hm! Okay! interesting! Interesting stereotypes going on tbh!!!#the mc learns some lessons and gets slightly less insufferable but like. also it was SO predictable I always knew what was gonna happen nex#and the writing style... like I said above it is MILLENNIAL and not in a fun way. the word boop is used several times. the humor is awful#the main character has multiple conversations about being so uwu bottom even though there's no sex in this book??? why??#and every single character description is repeated OVER and OVER with the same two details. SO much telling basically no showing#the writing was just so... quirky. ooooh look at me I'm awkward I trip over things I can't do make-up I love sitting on the couch!!!!#like. idk. obviously a lot of people really liked this book and I SHOULD have been one of them. Sapphic romance at a magic zoo....#but the execution was just so incredibly not my thing it actively pissed me off even if I can see what the author was trying to achieve#maybe I just don't like cozy fantasy. man. there was a bit where a guy should've gotten eaten by a kelpie but didn't. so maybe too cozy#for my tastes actually. which is weird I feel like I should enjoy cozy fantasy! especially about animals!!! but maybe this was just a fluke#anyways. to be clear I am not trying to make fun of the MC for having anxiety. just the overall way her social awkwardness was WRITTEN abou#really bothered me. idk man I'm a neurotic freak as well but I try to be NICE about it. and I have the correct zoo opinions. so.
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No, see, because, like, you fucked up. Now you have to write that. I need that. I need the Star Park AU.
Below I will present my case:
1) That name is so freaking cute and I love it
2) Your tags made me fall in love with it
3) I know you have more ideas in that beautiful brain of yours
4) I really want it.
Please see points 1 - 4 if you have any questions.
Aafjdjakak Dude?! I'm cackling!
Fuck it we ball. Please look forward to it I guess.
I'll throw more in the tags!
#south park#stardew valley#Star Park AU#you want more??#adventures guild is run by Ned and Jimbo!#they won't let you bring guns into the mines#thats dangerous you see#but when you show up with that dinky little slingshot#they laugh and give you a pistol#but no you cant bring it into the mines dont be ridiculous#Scott is my favorite little loser#and I totally see him as a blacksmith so he probably ends up doing that#(we've seen in fractured but whole that he's crazy strong so it works okay?)#Jimmy owns the tavern and totally hosts comedy nights#If Stan is a good boy Jimmy lets him and his band play there on friday nights#Butters owns the museum#“Oh you brought me cutest little rusty spoon! Thats another good job sticker buddy!”#PRECIOUS#Can you imagine Butters in little overalls. pastel colored shirt with little flowers on his pocket?!#Shelly probably works at the joja mart and is so miserable but she'd rather that then stay on the farm#Ike and Karen would be like Vincent and Jas!#Is...Is Kenny the carpenter? does he build your farmers buildings?#idk but I can tell you he wins flower queen every year at the flower dance#Cartman runs the general store#sells your crops back to the town#(at least the ones he doesnt keep.)#Kyle is the town doctor#he's the only one I trust to take care of these idiots#that makes the scene with Stan drinking himself stupid and laying next to the cliff even more sad#shhh its a secret
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my coworker is the cutest 🥺 she bought me a matcha today because it’s our last day of working together on the same thing 😭
#she asked me for my matcha order yesterday and i was like 🥺🥺🥺 WAAATTT 🥺🥺🥺#she’s been a mentor figure to me since i started bec i was paired with her from the get go 🥺#and shes been super nice w feedback to me too loke she always tells me im doing a good job#then gives me pointers on what i can work on 🥺🥺 just overall pleasant 🥺🥺#WAAAAH IM CRYIN#i talked so much again
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would you work for Taylor given the chance?
what a good question...... i've never considered it before because i feel like i'm just messing around most of the time as a designer or whatever else she would want me for lol. let me think through this.
I think i'd be crazy to say no, because that would be an amazing opportunity and i'd be so excited to work with someone i love that i'd say yes immediately and probably cry lol. but..... i don't know if ultimately it would be a good fit and not taylor as a person/employer but in terms of our design sensibilities and objectives. my main job as a designer is to provide a product based on a brief, which is a fancy process word for what the client wants in terms of the literal product (album cover, tshirt graphic, poster, etc) and also the art or design style they're looking for, however detailed or vague they might describe it, including any branding, images, or other elements already created. however a client's main job when hiring a designer is choosing someone who's style they like as it is, whether its previous work they saw that they feel fits their own style or an illustration style that conveys artistically what they want their product to convey, etc. any good designer can contort their own style into whatever any client wants in the end, but the further the client strays from the designer's personal style, the more unpleasant and teeth-pulling it is for the designer. so it's imperative that the designer feels they match with the brief and the client feels the style of the designer matches with their own artistic sensibilities.
i don't..... think that taylor and i.... align when it comes to artistic sensibilities. i'd guess that taylor is not designing her own visuals of course (other than the occasional MV), but she is still part of the concept design and look and feel of an album at most, and signs off on merch designs that cross her desk, if she has time, at least. so everything does have to align with how she wants her Taylor Swift branding, both album to album and overall, to look and feel. given all the products she's output over the past, idk 12 years of her being this dominant in the design process, she's had a very simplistic design strategy compared to my personal style. much of her artwork for albums and marketing serves the purpose of appealing to as large of an audience as possible and having a direct and approachable dialogue with that audience. so that means materials must not be too stylized artistically in one direction or the other and for active engagement, they must be simple enough that the general public understands it clearly at first glance and can personalize or replicate it. full screen photos that consume your whole screen usually of her as she is the main product that are simple in composition and styling, creating simplistic color buckets for albums that are usually one single color, easily legible and familiar fonts for the most part (lover era lol you were such a mess bbgirl), and album/era concepts that are intentionally vague and without a sense of place which makes them open to interpretation for as many people as possible. this is the general brief for any static taylor swift visual material as her brand stands right now.
in contrast, my personal style is in the complete opposite direction. i love creating visuals that instantly ping a time and place and evoke a strong, single personality or voice. i love kitsch and the specificity of ephemera and illustration and incorporating small intricate details, and i prefer bold graphic styles over homogeny. so you can see how we are not aligned at all, for the most part. i of course could work with her to water down my style until it suited her general branding, but it would strip most of my work of what I enjoy designing and i'd feel a bit stifled and it would feel like just a for-hire gig. that's fine of course, but for her, she's above just getting someone to do a for-hire gig. at this point, she wants someone who really speaks her artistic language, as simplistic as it may be, and can bring it to life visually. simple also isn't always easier, any designer will tell you. especially with big corporate, multimillion dollar pressure behind it. you can spend days swapping out seemingly identical fonts because the descenders aren't quite right. and that's also not to say that simplistic is lesser than in terms of design. folklore is one of my favorite album covers of recent memory, and it's just a photo, framed and colored in such a specific and evocative way. it's perfect for that album, emotionally impactful with taylor this big star being minimized so small on her own album cover next to the trees that were born decades before her and will outlive her. but that's just not my artistic strength or style, being so photo-forward, that's all i mean. or the tour poster, which was simple and compact in it's design most likely so that it could be iterated endlessly for tour stop specific posters, merch, and be easily identifiable even if it's being parodied. it satisfies it's objective, but it is not a final product i would enjoy making. i like the font though, i gotta say.
i will say, though, that recently she has dabbled a bit with ephemera in a way that i really love and would gel really well with my design preferences. the ttpd album itself is simplistic in nature yeah, but the package of materials you get when you order one is really cool. the patches and magnets specifically, and the envelope designs as if you got a folder full of evidence and artifacts is really tactile and interactive. i love the black dog one a lot with the white ink on the charcoal black envelope. the albatross one as well. that's right up my alley and so fun and gives the album a slight sense of tone/time and place. (although still the messaging is a bit muddled even still but whatever). also, i've seen a bunch of the VIP package eras tour posters that people got with their VIP package and there are some really cool designs there! if she wants to continue to do specific designed elements like that, i would be a great fit i think. or if she wants to go in a more design-forward high-concept direction in the future, i would also be a good fit for that. but as it stands right now, while i wouldn't ever turn it down because it would be a dream to work with her, i don't know if she wants something in my style and i don't think either of us would find each other a perfect fit. maybe for a one off, but in the long run i'm not sure she's interested in adopting my design approach or style. but i'd be thrilled if she proved me wrong!! come on taylor lets design some stylized ephemera together!!!
#basically it all depends on the brief!!! which is true of any client ever#it's also what i love most about designing for her music like#because it's so vague i can pull anything from it and craft my own style around it#and also my main job in life is working for other people so yeah i'm used to working in styles outside my own#but like in this hypothetical#this is how i'd feel about it overall i think and at the end of the day i don't want to do a BAD job like that would be worse than saying n#and if i don't think i'm a good fit and wouldn't produce work she was interested in.... the risk of doing a bad job is there#and i don't want to set myself up for letting her down and getting a bad reputation
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saw the new alien movie! it was. um. well. there certainly was an alien in it
#my post#im so bad w names idk who anyone was except for andy#but why did the main girl have exactly equal amounts of chemistry with both the brother and sister characters#i mean like good for her. movie was a roller coaster of its so over were so back every time i thought the sister died#anyways the resident evil baby was not pleasant and i did not like him. wheres my babygirl the xenomorph#ALSOOO THE ROBOT FROM THE ORIGINAL WAS THERE. BUT HE WAS CERY MUCH CG AND BAD LOOKING#LIKE THEY DID NOT DO A GOOD JOB. ESP WITH THE MOUTH. WHAT WAS WRONG W HIS TEETH….#one thing i did like was the incredibly literal chekovs gun. someone in the writers room googled that immediately before writing that scene#the gun lasting on 1% ammo longer than the other 99% was so funny#what else is there to say about this movie#oh. oh. andy.#autistic robot trope. ok. alright. forgivable.#…….so like why was the only black person in the movie programmed to serve a white person. like. im not crazy right. that was fucking weird#right. im apparently the only one in my familu who noticed but. thats not. who allowed this. why did no one stop this.#uhhh overall. it was ok. dialogue sucked ass. there were like 7000 xenomorphs for some reason.
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