#but only in my head

[lordjimp]

Deacon and angry young teen sole is a concept I think about a-lot.

Sole refused to travel with anyone, opting to deal with everything the wasteland had to offer alone. Its hard being hormonal and going through so much tragedy, they could have led down a very dark and bloody path. but they end up in the railroads hands after they discover the connection with their baby brothers kidnapping and the institute.

Deacon is pretty calm about their bitter remarks and kind of sees the angry kid he was in them. somehow he convinces Desdemona to let this less than 16 year old join the railroad, he makes a quip about them being his responsibility. he’ll train them, feed them, take them on walks- don’t worry about it Des.

Deacon would imitate the kid’s hip lingo in a way that is both endearing and very annoying. But, they’d warm up and end up adopting his mannerisms and humour too.

Deacon would get them a matching pair of sunnies. people would call them ‘Deacon and smaller Deacon’, it be weird if you saw one without the other.

Years down the line when sole is an adult, they’d make a very heartfelt confession that Deacons become like a father to them after the vault. its very hurt comfort. everyone is crying. Deacon, in at least a part, finally gets to feel like a dad.

[contrastparadoxx]

Fun fact for my tf2 enjoying followers:

Ms Pauling is one of the direct and main inspirations for Celnes

Mix of her and my TF2 OC I made

[takeariskao3]

where is my hinny western au anon? i have Thoughts

[irohsteaa]

*sighs* i love being obnoxious about that evil, evil fictional dude who doesn't deserve this amount of attention

[fluffykitteninabox]

me when I start a new fic: writing is so easy! I've already written 2k words and I'm almost done with the first chapter

me a few days later doing extensive research on old synagogues in the UK, some random Scottish pipe organ designer, newborn baby care, and the quill pen making process while debating the ethics of cannibalism in my mind:

[mistbix]

TIMEBOMB BABY ATTACK!!!!!

[erigold13261]

Cool bugs! I like how we can see Kurourushi and Ko-Guy! Question: are the other bugs based on the other curses in JJK?

Thank you!!! Glad you like them!

And no actually! These are OC curses I made! Some of them have been in my head for a while too!

Like the centipede and bee curses are two that I have been trying to get out of my head for a while. I was much more concrete with the centipede curse than I am with the bee curse, but those two are still much more complete than the ant curse (which is the weakest out of all of them in my opinion).

The fly curse was kinda based off of Jogo's ember insects and also fly heads, but more in the sense I looked them up for inspiration while also looking at pictures of real flies (honestly really like how the fly curse came out the most even though I was the most excited to draw the centipede curse).

Actually, fun fact! I was also gonna have a spider curse, because originally Ilia was going to be friends with one (similar to how he is friends with these curses, especially the centipede curse) but I would later take that design I had in my head and just give it to Ilia as his curse design!

So yea! Ilia's curse form was originally meant to be a standalone curse that would be a comrade to Ilia, but instead I combined the two together into one being.

Also, these curses (not counting Ko-guy, Kurourushi, and possibly minus the ant curse) are in a forest that Ilia visits every so often with food and enrichment so that they don't go hunting themselves and cause sorcerers to start tracking them down to exercise!

There's a few other curses in Ilia's sanctuary that I might try and draw one day! One I really think I want to draw is a leech curse and like a crow curse or some kind of black bird curse (which would be interesting to see Mei Mei interact with that kind of curse given her technique). But yea, definitely the leech curse I want to draw at some point when I get the time!

[lyn-drawing-studio]

Uramichi Onii-san sketches when I was going through brain rot I’d quote some scenes in a similar fashion to quoting Free 50% off

[saints-who-never-existed]

“In the war film, a soldier can hold his buddy—as long as his buddy is dying on the battlefield. In the western, Butch Cassidy can wash the Sundance Kid’s naked flesh—as long as it is wounded. In the boxing film, a trainer can rub the well-developed torso and sinewy back of his protege—as long as it is bruised. In the crime film, a mob lieutenant can embrace his boss like a lover—as long as he is riddled with bullets. 

Violence makes the homo-eroticism of many “male” genres invisible; it is a structural mechanism of plausible deniability.”

–Tarantino’s Incarnational Theology: Reservoir Dogs, Crucifixions, and Spectacular Violence. Kent L. Brintnall.

[g1ngerbeer]

mutual 1: god i sure wish this thing i think about 24/7 was good mutual 2: god i sure wish this thing i think about 24/7 was good mutual 3: god i sure wish this thing i think about 24/7 was good mutual 4: god i sure wish this thing i think about 24/7 was good mutual 5: god i sure wish this thing i think about 24/7 was good mutual 6: god i sure wish this thing i think about 24/7 was good

[xxplastic-cubexx]

i am beyond serious

bonus:

[lesbianaloe]

metal pipe sound effect

[imaginaryfigs]

I wish I could get horny again:(((( it used to be apart of me. Inside my skin. Mere months ago. But now it is a spirit I must find. How can I keep it without becoming its jailer? Who have I become in its absence?

[aphel1on]

AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

[thestuffedalligator]

My brother-in-law has a Thing where he gives me increasingly rare copies of The Bee Movie and it’s long since gone from “Goofy running gag” to “I don’t know how much money he’s willing to commit to this bit and it Scares Me.”

Where the fuck can we go from here

[amamamumumumu]

This has been a most worthwhile evening 🍽